There was always this frantic quality to Buck's relationships
With Abby it was.. I need to be a better man, I need to be the bigger person, I need to be understanding
With Ali it was ... I need to change something
With Taylor it was... I have to make it work
With Natalia it was... I need to be quick with this cause who knows if I'm running out of time/I need to use the lightning strike as a wake up call
And then there is Tommy
Tommy who makes the first step but then lets him breathe through it for a moment
Tommy who asks HIM out
Tommy who cares that Buck doesn't do anything he's not ready for
Yes, Buck is a little frantic with the date but
Tommy gives him room and grace and understanding
And then the coffee date!!!
For the first time we see Buck AT EASE looking at a romantic connection with someone
Is he still Buck, and moves a little head over heels? Of course he is!
But it's not cause he's desperate
It's cause he's EXCITED
He's filled with so much joy and excitement
and for the first time he has no outlined plan with a relationship, no map he's following
Instead he allows himself to discover and explore this relationship and this part of himself
He's so excited about it
So free and bright and content with it
Tommy really stopped that hamster wheel and showed him a new way and
Buck is guided by that inner light of his now, without trying to direct it
And he's not looking for what's missing, what's wrong or following a plan
He just lets himself be and experience and explore and discover
And just
The sheer joy and ease of it all
I can't!
Go, Evan, go and spread your wings and explore that joy
You deserve it so much
😭😭😭😭
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No thoughts, just these two smiley babies. 🥹
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I just had the most wholesome interaction in the mall with a teenager who was shopping with their mom. They were wearing a Les Mis hoodie and I said that I liked it and that I was obsessed with Les Mis. They replied—“Oh not as much as me!” and I couldn’t help but laugh and then just responded with “You’re probably right.” 😭🫶🏻
Most parts of being a teen sucked but that unbridled enthusiasm for this silly story is something I look back on really fondly. 🥹
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 surprise???
My little munchkin arrived sooner than expected, which is why I haven't posted any stories and why I haven't been active online.
any questions or anything you would like to ask please send them in, the Lewis fic will be posted sometime this week hopefully .
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Just got reminded of that phenomenon of “first errand” that happens in Japan.
When children get old enough to, well, go on their first errand like the name says
And thinking about it on “Gakuen Babysitter” when Kotaro brings his lunch to his brother while the whole school cheered.
And now I’m thinking about BuckTommy’s son doing it
They live in a very very very secure area (it’s a fic world anyway so I can do anything I want) and their son has been to each of their stations a lot growing up, even on days off they’d sometimes visit their friends working and bring them food
So their son knows the way to get there and one morning Tommy forgot his lunch, that Buck made for him the day before
And their son who’s around 6 says he can do it, he can bring it to his papa
So Buck dress him in a bright yellow pants and jacket that looks a little like a firefighter jacket
And give him Tommy’s lunch in a bag and the boy goes on his way
Buck who follows him half a street behind, his eyes not leaving his boy and taking videos and pictures of him
His heart so full at the sight of his little boy proudly bringing food to his papa, and once he reaches the 217 Tommy picking him up in his arms and telling him how proud of him he is for doing his first errand
Buck who joins them for a family hug, and they end up eating lunch together while Buck sends the pictures and videos to all their friends and family with a little “Baby’s first errand!” caption
Their son who tell the story of his adventure bringing lunch to Tommy with all the dramatics of a child, making his dads so proud and happy.
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From opening night of An Enemy of the People
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Anna and Blake filming A Simple Favor 2 in Italy 🌹❤️
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That chimney/ravi storyline is one the best 911 has done in a long time I can’t even make a funny text post about it it was just perfect I was sitting there watching chim open up to ravi about kevin and encourage ravi to come home and then bringing him home like 🥰🥹🥰🥹🥰🥹🥰🥹🥰 the entire time
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