heya!! could i request gaming cuddle headcanons :3

bf!gaming headcannons!

just your usual cuddle night, with your playful bf...

bf!gaming x gn!reader

author's note: i feel FAMOUS getting requests😭 when i got this one i was like "OH MY🤯" and i just started writing here. anyways tysm for your request and i hope it's what you wanted, and that you at least like it<3 also i love making this gaming content😭 i think i might've been the first one to do one btw so I FEEL PROUD.

"mmh... you're so soft... and warm..."

-since it's still very cold, even though february is finally here, you weren't warm enough

-you were under the covers with your boyfriend

-he was laying with you on the bed, playing some "relaxing" game on his phone, while you were resting your head on his shoulder

-you frequently pulled the covers more up so that they would warm you up a bit more

-but your boyfriend didn't notice yet. (despite seeing that something was bothering you)

-your ice-cold hands accidentally brushed against his belly under the covers, making him jump a bit.

-"your hands are so cold!" he let out a yelp.

-he was so warm, though.

-you wondered why, but then remembered that he's pyro.

-of course he's rarely cold.

-"sorry... mmm... i think i'm cold..." you were practically freezing. you were even shivering.

-"you think?" he asked, with a grin.

-"maybe." you mumbled under your breath

-"c'mere..." he put his phone away and snuggled up against you.

-he let out a few whines while he was still getting comfortable. you were so cold!

-after getting into a good position, he hugged your tight, pulling you even closer to him.

-"mmh... thank you..." you whispered.

-gaming blushed a bit, but then kissed your cheek.

-"you're welcome... you're so soft but so cold..." he said, shifting a bit closer to you.

-"and you're soft and warm... stop complaining..." you sighed, now resting fully against him.

-"you can sleep... it's late anyways." he reassured you, before kissing your forehead.

"alright... i might as well... goodnight, lion boy..." you kissed his cheek, then closed your eyes.

-you were so grateful for him, weren't you?

-he was hot in every possible way.

-as soon as he heard your soft breaths against his neck, he knew you were asleep.

-"goodnight, my little lion..." he kissed the top of your head once more, and then closed his eyes himself.

-you two fell asleep peacefully like that, warming eachother up.

-well, he was warming you up.

-not that it matters, what matters is that you got what you wanted.

-both in your heart, and physically.

-warmth.

~~~~~

i think it's okay even tho it's short???

idk tho i hope you liked it, anon, or anyone else<3

btw i love you all sm i'm at 61 followers i'm so grateful for each one of you😭💗

Hey! Its me again! Thank you so much for writing the yan jock x ADHD reader! I loved it sm! I have another request but please take your time and don’t overwork yourself!

Can you please to yandere jock x male reader whos like a puppy? Like they really like affection and shower him with it in private but is more decrete when in public. Also they bite him <3

Not hard enough to break skin and make him beed but enough to leave a mark! They just love him so much! Its like when puppies bite their owners bc they are so happy and excited! They love him so much! And love to hold his hand and give him kisses and love praise including when they have “fun” together. Anyways thank you so much please dont overwork yourself and take care of your body!

-🩷

Yandere! Jock x Male Puppy! Reader <3

TW: A little (maybe?) NSFW

✩‧₊˚ who smirked when he and his team won a game, seeing you and making his way over to you. He envelops you in a big hug with his arms, you not minding his sweat as you tell him how amazing he was out there.

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ who only smiles and thanks you as he kisses your cheek in appreciation and you do the same, before he runs off to the locker rooms, to fix himself up with his team.

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ who meets up with you after he gets done, and is met with so many kisses from you, as you pepper his face once you two slip into his car. He goes to clasp your hand with his, squeezing it. “my good boy, hm?,” he praises with appreciation for you.

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ who starts the car, driving to his house as he lays a hand onto your thigh, stroking it with his thumb as he focuses on the road, letting you take charge of the aux.

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ who finally arrives to his house, parking the car and walking into the house with you, hand in hand and smiled as you begin to hug him tightly once you two are behind closed doors.

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ who ends up slathered by your kisses, all over his face as you two make it to the couch, with you even straddling him and pressing wet kisses to his skin still.

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ who lets out a surprised but pleasured groan when you begin to nip at his skin, telling him how much of a good job he did tonight and how much you love him. “I love you-I love you so much..”

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ who only allows you to attack his skin with your mouth, small groans leaving his lips as he goes to wrap his arms around you, telling you how much of a good pup you are for him. “my, such a good pup, aren’t you? My pup, mine.”

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ who smiles as you calm down soon enough and presses a kiss to your cheek. He loves you so much, he’d let you do whatever you love to him. “I love you. Don’t forget it.”

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ who lets you admire the marks you left on him, rubbing your back, soothing you as he calls you his good boy and lets you rest against him, your head on his chest as he sees you start to fall asleep.

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ “Goodnight, darling..I love you..”

A/n: here you are, love! Thank you for the request and m sorry to keep you waiting :( I do hope you liked this and it met your expectations,, if there are any mistakes (anybody) please let me know! As always, reblogs, likes and even comments are appreciated <3

p.s. I have no idea if what I wrote went against my own rule of ‘explicit nsfw’ but I suppose it doesn’t matter if I was able to write it so enjoy!!

more of my works :) requests!!

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Reader has a strong passion for everything is creepy and dark and she likes to visit old castles and mansions. In one one her trips, she goes in a real beautiful gothic castle but she find the owner: Kim Bora (also SuA is a vampire and they fall in love)

Dude, vampire SuA can on GOD ruin me I am not kidding I don’t even really care for vampires as much as other mythical beings but this is an exception fr and I think I like vampires a little more now that Bora is one SHEESH 🥵 as always, thank you so much for requesting btw!! So sorry if this is late or bad💜💜🫶🫶🥹 ily though but goodnight lol

Pairing: Vampire! SuA x GN Reader

Word count: 1.8k

Genre/contents: Maybe a mixture of angst and fluff? Vampire AU

TW: talks of blood & blood sucking, missing people, implied m u r d e r, cannibal mention but no cannibals involved, I know veins are triggers for some people, these are all just mentions though I’m not detailed about these things but to be safe I will include them here anyway

Note: y’all already know I have to overexplain myself lmao I’m bad at fluff relating to falling in love so please excuse my attempt at it, I also love horror/creepy/dark things so… Yeah. I loved this request sm!! :,) Also also, I lowkey (like 5%) based Bora’s castle off of Castle Dimitrescu from Resident Evil Village because it was a pretty cool & beautiful fcking castle in the game if I gotta say :,) except the window entrance ofc I improvised that shit lol but I hope you enjoy it and that it’s up to your standards, otherwise please please let me know! I’m always open for constructive criticism. 🥹 Adios, until next time

Fck it we’re using this gif again.

On the way out of town, you’ll feel bittersweet, and all the more refreshing, the feeling of leaving the city in your rearview.

Where the roads get narrowly winding and more flora is evident around you and the further the road takes you, you see why you left the city.

And why you may never return.

-

It was beautiful.

The way certain things unsettled most, how with just the right amount of shade you could turn something completely mundane and make it dark.

From the webs of spiders to coffins, to the macabre style contained in the form of artwork, stories, the horror, even.

The eerie allure of the darkness had to it.

The century-old castles, mansions, and even regular townhomes- All untouched and deprived of signs of life, and at the same time they looked lived in.

The haunting beauty of it all.

You were in the chokehold of all things creepy, all things dark, and a deep-set curiosity.

You didn’t mind the way it all made you feel. Some would say you’re just braver than the rest, others would say you’re weird or that you’ve simply just embraced the darkness.

Maybe you were brave.

Maybe they were weird for not seeing the way you saw things.

Maybe you have embraced the darkness.

You were never afraid of the dark.

You loved it. Growing up, you imagined yourself living in a dark castle or mansion that gave everyone in town eerie chills that would unnerve them to look at, and yet they were still very beautiful to look at.

The other kids back then would debate which urban legend they believed Castle Bora held more.

The one where a vampire was living there in that unexplored, untouched, and far from society-castle- where it was meant to be. That Bora was the name of the vampire living there.

Or the one where Bora was a cannibalistic witch that would lure young people into her Castle to feed on their blood to keep her youth.

You argued that that was still a vampire, not a witch at all, and there was a vastly large difference between vampires, cannibals, and witches.

No one ever listened to your explanations.

But you at least knew the difference between the three.

Castle Bora.

Its grand walls encompassed the area, the pointed arches, the vaulted ceilings that were located on the inside, and the grey tint to the exterior topped off the beauty of the castle altogether.

You knew since you were a kid that you would explore the castle.

You’ve explored Castle Handong, Castle Yoohyeon, and even Castle Yubin before it had closed off to the public for reasons unknown.

Castle Bora has been your goal exploration and the day had finally come.

You had enough money for the transportation, you knew the route thereafter that too had been kept hidden from the public after someone had gone missing when going that same route.

An explorer of old castles and mansions, they said.

That only made you anticipate the trip more. The fascination of what was out there with you and this beautiful castle.

You weren’t crazy, and you didn’t have a death wish.

But you were going to explore this castle.

If that meant sharing the same fate? Well, death was never one of your fears anyway.

The long, winding road stretched on as you drove, excitement building up inside of you as you were finally going to live out your childhood dream.

The paved roads turned into dirt, the trees became more close-knit, and civilization was far beyond you.

And there it was, Castle Bora. Home to the late Kim Bora.

You pulled over to a stop just before the road had been cut off before the gates.

The centuries-old castle looked to be well taken care of, to your surprise. You stopped your car and grabbed a camera and a notepad to transfer to your journal later on before heading for the front gates.

To further your surprise, the gates opened with ease, the loud creak it made was the only sound accompanying you in the isolated area.

The main door was locked, to your dismay, but you’ve never been one to give up. Not when you were this close to getting in.

One thing you learned from the other castles was; there is always at least one window unlocked.

Luckily, you found that one window and it let you into a room that exited into something reminiscent of a main hall located on the other side of the main entrance.

You marveled at the sight.

The beautiful exterior, the chandelier that hung in the middle of the main hall with stairs spiraling upwards, and the wallpaper that had been maintained for centuries.

You took as many photos as you could as well as notes to help keep the memory fresh in your mind for later.

You began to ascend the stairs but were immediately greeted by a rough shove back down the stairs.

Luckily you were only two steps up and didn’t fall as hard as it felt.

Your camera was still intact, but it had slid across the slippery linoleum tiles of the main hall along with your notepad.

“Breaking into my castle, taking photos, notes… Who are you and why shouldn’t I kill you right here?”

You were in a trance seeing the woman descending the stairs and hovering over you. Her beauty was mesmerizing in ways you couldn’t begin to describe,

“I didn’t know someone lived here.”

The woman pulled you up to your feet, harshly by the collar of your shirt.

“No one warned you about me?” She bore a hole into your eyes and for a minute, you felt her peering into your soul.

“Bora?” The corners of your mouth curled upwards. “It’s so cool to meet you.”

Bora blinked, taken aback as she let go of your shirt. “Why aren’t you screaming?”

“That would be rude, wouldn’t it?” You fixed your shirt and retrieved your camera and notepad.

“Everyone screams when they see me.”

You checked your camera to see if it was still functioning. “Why?”

You met her eyes right as she snarled, showing you her fangs and running her tongue under the sharp tip.

“You should fear me.”

And you smiled, even more captivated by her.

“I should,” you took a step closer to her. “But I don’t. You are my role model.”

Bora glared at you, but only for a second and out of disbelief.

You were the first human that hadn’t screamed or tried running away from her. The first human she didn’t immediately lunge at and suck the blood right out of your veins.

The first time she had ever been called a role model.

“If you aren’t going to kick me out, might I request a tour of this beautiful castle?” You mentally prepared yourself for the rejection, seeing as you did break in thinking no one lived here.

But Bora accepted.

She showed you around the entire castle and even let you take more photos and notes. She watched the excited gleam in your eyes the further in she took you.

Everything about her castle she thought was average, you treated it as gold. She appreciated that you were careful as to not make any messes and asked her before you took any other pictures.

It was when you had tilted your head to view a sculpture she had on display for centuries, that she saw the crook of your beck exposed and the veins lying under the layers of skin that could be easily broken by her fangs.

And for the first time in centuries, she fought the urge. The craving or need to taste your blood.

The hunger she felt within.

She wanted you.

But she fought it. She fought it because she was your role model.

She fought it because of how appreciative you were during the tour of her castle.

She fought it because you were the first person in centuries that didn’t treat her as a monster.

Bora wasn’t a witch or a cannibal.

But she was a vampire and vampires have needs too.

“Are your fangs real?” You asked.

Bora snapped out of her craving for sinking her teeth into your neck with a nod.

“So you’re a vampire?” Saying that out loud, you felt silly. Who would ask something like that in someone else’s home?

“Yes.” Bora uttered. You smiled, fascinated.

“Cool.”

“It’s cool until you have to watch every mortal you love die before you.”

Your smile faded a little, and a hint of guilt surfaced.

“Do you want to turn me?”

“Absolutely not.” Bora immediately shook her head. She would never wish her condition on anyone else.

The pain and isolation she’s faced.

Even now, meeting you, she wouldn’t consider it. She was beginning to like your company too.

But she would never simply turn anyone.

“Shame. I wouldn’t mind living here forever.” You spoke, closing your notepad as the tour ended.

“Guess it’s time for me to go?” You looked at her expectantly, hoping she would lead you back to the main entrance.

Hearing you say that, Bora felt the isolation over the centuries kicking in again.

You were invested in her castle, you even broke in to see it. That kind of dedication was admirable to her. And now you were talking about leaving.

Possibly never seeing her again.

“Would you like to stay for dinner?” Bora blurted, immediately trying to remain cool.

“I promise, it’s not human meat or blood.”

“I would love to.” You smiled, accepting her offer without a moment's hesitation.

She wondered if you’d still have said yes if it were human meat and blood she’d be serving.

You were someone Bora liked having around, despite you breaking in and her almost pouncing on you first thing.

You were someone Bora yearned for in her period of isolation.

Maybe not you specifically, but someone who didn’t run away screaming in terror. Someone who didn’t seem to care that she was a monster.

It scared her to have met you.

Seeing your face, hearing your voice, the faint scent of your blood as you stood beside her, walking beside her, and how she might lunge at you at any given moment if the urge got too strong.

No.

Bora wasn’t afraid because you were a human vessel full of fresh blood.

She was afraid for the first time in centuries, she felt a beat in her chest where her heart should be.

She was afraid of how alive you made her feel by meeting you.

She was afraid you, too, would leave.

“Right this way.”

Bora hoped you would visit her again.

And with a smile, you would vow to.

-

Back in the city, you’ll smell the pollution of car exhaust and hear cars honking, people chattering, and school or church bells ringing.

And you’ll wish you had never returned.

tag 9 people to learn more about their interests

TAGGED BY: @punishebe (thank u sm angel 🤍 🤍 🤍)

MUSIC

fave genre? rock of all kinds (classic/pop/indie/alt/punk etc)

fave artist? bands: fleetwood mac, the gits, counting crows, the 1975; solo artists: stevie nicks, joan jett, phoebe bridgers, halsey, lana del rey

fave song? you missed my heart by phoebe bridgers

song currently stuck in your head? male fantasy by billie eilish but also that our god is an awesome god gospel for whatever reason

5 fave lyrics? i have so many faves so these are gonna be the first ones i can think of off the top of my head

it hurts me to be angry / kills me to be kind — bob (cousin o) by the gits

you couldn’t have / stuck your tongue down the throat of somebody / who loves you more — moon song by phoebe bridgers

and she wonders is this real / or does she just want to be queen — the highwayman by stevie nicks

rulers make bad lovers / you better put your kingdom up for sale — gold dust woman by fleetwood mac

so you pull down the shades and you shut off the lights / because somehow we mixed up 'goodbye’ and ‘goodnight’ — possibility days by counting crows

radio or your own playlist | solo artists or bands | pop or indie | loud or silent volume I slow or fast songs | music video or lyrics video | speakers or headset | riding a bus in silence or while listening to music | driving in silence or with radio on (i don’t drive but if i did definitely with radio on)

BOOKS

fav book genre? mystery/thrillers but boy have they been disappointing me lately

fav writer? not to sound uneducated but i don’t think i have one. i haven’t read enough books from one singular author to consider them my favorite, the closest one would be gillian flynn since i’ve read and liked all of her books but idk

fav book? once again i don’t think i have an all time favorite standalone book, but the two favorites of 2020 for me were sleepers by lorenzo carcaterra and white oleander by janet fitch

fav book series? the millennium trilogy by stieg larsson

comfort book? probably something i used to read as a kid like the sisterhood of the traveling pants series

perfect book to read on a rainy day? either a hard hitting contemporary or a thriller

fave characters? i don’t have many favorite book characters but an all time fave would be miss lisbeth from millennium trilogy

5 quotes from your fave books that you know by heart? here are some that have stuck with me (even tho i haven’t read some of the books they’re from,,,,anyway)

for you, a thousand times over — the kite runner by khaled hosseini (leech rally haven’t even read this book but i think about this quote at least once a week)

for the master’s tools will never dismantle the master’s house. they may allow us temporarily to beat him at his own game, but they will never enable us to bring about genuine change //  what woman here is so enamoured of her own oppression that she cannot see her heel print upon another woman’s face? — the master's tools will never dismantle the master's house by audre lorde

always learn poems by heart. they have to become the marrow in your bones. like fluoride in the water, they’ll make your soul impervious to the world’s soft decay — white oleander by janet fitch

i’ll take care of you / it’s rotten work / not to me. not if it’s you — anne carson’s an oresteia ofc! a classic!! that i haven’t yet read lmao

a painful truth, and yet we must endure // he’ll have my hatred anywhere he goes — oedipus at colonus and oedipus rex respectively, transl. by david mulroy

hardcover or paperback | buy or rent | standalone novels or book series | ebook or physical copy | reading at night or during the day | reading at home or in nature | listening to music while reading or reading in silence | reading in order or reading the ending | reliable or unreliable narrator  | realism or fantasy | one or multiple POVS (depends on the genre) | judging by the covers or by the summary | rereading or reading just once

TV AND MOVIES

fave tv/movie genre? drama, horror, thriller

fave movie? a few years ago i would’ve said girl interrupted but i’m not sure if it'd hold up at this point so i’ll have to go with my all time favorite franchise which is scream <3

comfort movie? anything that i have fond memories of watching (e.g american honey, empire records) or anything i used to watch as a kid (e.g lotr)

fave tv show? prison break. those bald men running around just make me feel a certain type of way

most rewatched tv show? probably house md but desperate housewives is a close second

5 fave characters? 

gale weathers — scream

michael scofield — prison break

lisbeth salander — millennium trilogy i know i’ve already used her for fave book character but noomi rapace’s portrayal is chef’s kiss

tauriel  — the hobbit 

and of course i have to include my wife, the loml alex cabot  — svu

tv shows or movies | short seasons (8-13 episodes) or full seasons (22 episodes or more) | one episode a week or binging (i usually binge older shows but prefer when only 1 episode is released per week) | one season or multiple seasons | one part or saga | half hour or one hour long episodes | subtitles on or off | rewatching or watching just once

TAGGING: @joanna-lannister @xavierdalon @retrodame @henry-cavill @hannahhunti @moonlight  @sonosions @anyataylorjoy @simmonsjemma @anistonjen + everyone else who’s interested in doing this!

Haiii!! Could I please request some soft relationship Terushima hcs? Just been in a PHAT Terushima mood and I love your writing so what better to do than request sumin’ from you? Anyway KEEP DOING YOU BOO!! ❤️❤️

I was just talking about the fact I haven’t written for Terushima yet and then I got this request, we share a brain cell anon 😌💕 I love Terushima sm so thank you for requesting this!! I hope you enjoy!! 🥺💖

Masterlist

— Terushima Yuuji

HE’S SO SOFT WITH YOU

This boy has to text u good morning and goodnight or else he can’t go on with his day/sleep

He’s also so!! helpful!!

It’s canon that he’s really smart so if you every need any help with any subject?

He’s already making study cards to test you with djdjdj

I 100% see him as the type of guy to text you at 2 am being like

‘Baby I miss you so I’m picking you up and we’re gonna get ice cream ok? ❤️’

‘yUUJI iT IS 2 AM EYE-‘

Always has to be touching you

He’ll have an arm around your waist, holding your hand, linking pinkies

He doesn’t mind, he just likes being close to you 🥺

He’s protective of you

One time when you two were in class a guy was hitting on you and making you feel very uncomfortable

So what does Yuuji do?

Shoots a spitball at him.

HE’S A CHILD SKDJSSSJKA

And then he’d walk up to you and wrap an arm around your waist and whine

“Babe, I missed your cuddles, come on”

And he’s all pouty

And you and the person who was hitting on you r like :0

If you ever forget your lunch he’s either going to share his with you or buy you a whole meal

He’ll lovingly tease you

But he’s also a HUGE SIMP for you

Dates with him are never boring

Even movie nights are chaotic

“You said you wanted to watch a scary movie”

“I MEANT SOMETHING LIKE THE CONJURING, NOT THE TELETUBBIES YUUJI”

He will tickle you occasionally when you least expect it

And he’ll just chuckle before kissing your face and then your lips and calling you adorable

He LOVES seeing you in his hoodies, sweaters, shirts, jackets, any of his clothes really

I see him as the type of guy to kiss you when you least expect it and then poke your cheek and call you adorable 🥺💓

The whole team loves you

You’re practically their second manager by this point

As soon as you walk into the gym you just hear everyone shout

“Y/N!!!!”

They all play really well when you’re there tbh

Especially at games if they see or hear you cheer for them

And every time Yuuji has such a proud and loving smile on his face 🥺💕

And after the game he’s gonna shower you with love and affection so be prepared

he’s so just so whipped for you

Sick and in Love - Hong Joochan

Pairing: reader x Joochan

Warnings: kind of angst maybe but fluff at the end

Word count: 1.544

Masterlist 💕

Request: by @incorrecttbz : can I request a joochan idol + trainee reader like friends to lovers thing? Thank you sm ❤️✨ golcha needs more content

I hope you like it :) 

Being a trainee can be hard, its tiring but you love it. You have been a Woollim trainee for 4,5 years. You’ve trained with Golden Child, before their debut of course. You became friends with them. You are the same age as Joochan that’s why you two became good friends. You haven’t spoken to him much lately. You’ve actually been busy with your debut. The company finally decided to debut your group. And he’s been busy with his comeback.

You’ve seen his teaser pictures and you have to say he looked so good. You did miss him, just talking to him. It’s been very stressful for you. You are the main rapper in your group but you can’t dance as well as your other members and it drives you nuts. You sleep for like 2 hours a night if it’s not less. You’ve danced so much lately that your feet hate you for it. But you couldn’t just slack off. You needed to do good for your debut. So that’s why you are in the practice room alone at 3 at night dancing your feet off.

You turn off the music to take a break for a little. When you do that you hear some music coming from the practice room besides you and some people dancing. You are kind of curious to see who it is but then you remember to practice even more. And you start dancing again. I guess the people next to you heard you too, because halfway trough the song some people walk in.

“Y/N? What are you still doing here so late.” Joochan said and some of the other boys walk in too. “Well I have to practice for my debut.” You say smiling at him. “Your debut? Why didn’t you tell me you were debuting.” “Because like you can see I’ve been very busy and I saw you had a comeback too so I didn’t want to bother you.” You say and he looks at you. “Bother me, you could never.” You sit down and all talk for a while. When you sat down you could feel the pain in your feet and how tired you actually are. You yawn and Joochan looks at you. “How long have you been practicing y/n?” You really didn’t know so you just shrug and he looks at you disappointed. “c’mon y/n, tell me you did eat today.” When he asks you those thing you feel kind of ashamed because you know he wants you to be healthy. But you have to be honest so you shake your head no.

“it’s time to go to the dorms okay and sleep.” Everybody agrees and stands up. “I have to stay because I need to practice more.’ You say and they all look at you. Joochan pushes them out of the room but he stays back. “c’mon y/n, if you don’t live healthy. You will never impose your dancing so please just rest for a day. No one will stop your debut if you do.” You sigh and sit down again. “How do you always just know what to say. I just feel like if I don’t dance as well as my members people will think I don’t deserve my spot.” He sits down next to you and puts his arm around you. “look at yourself y/n if you keep practicing like this is won’t get better how hard you will try.” He points at you in the mirror. Then you stand up. “You're right, let’s go.” He smiles and stand up. He walk you to your dorm and wishes you goodnight. “promise me you care more about your health from this day y/n.” And he keeps his hand up for a pinky promise

After this night you try not to fall into your old rhythm and try to keep your promise. It did help with your dancing if you're being honest. You feel so much better and you though you might want to thank Joochan for what he said. But you really didn’t know how. You think that you might’ve caught feelings for him after that night. But he was your friend and. You didn’t want to ruin that. You decided to send him a message to get some food to thank him. He agreed and now you are walking to his dorm. You ring the doorbell and Jibeom opens the door. “hey y/n, Joochan is inside.” He pauses for a sec and then scream “JOOCHAN YOUR DATE IS HERE” and he laughs. His date? You thought. You were confused by his statement, did he tell them that it was a date? Did he want it to be a date? You were so much in your thought you didn’t even see Joochan appearing in front of you.

“Hellooo? y/n?” He said and brought you back to reality. He looked great he was kind of dressed up. “Hey sorry I was just thinking about something. Wow I kind of underdressed here.” You said and looked at your own outfit. “It doesn’t matter you always look great, c’mon let's go.” He said and grabbed your hand. You blushed at his words. Then you realised you were holding hands and you got even more red. “hehe cute.” He said and you looked up to see what he was looking at, but he looked at you. You didn’t know what to say, so you just said nothing. Then he started a conversation and you both talked while walking. “where are we going?” You asked him. “I actually found this small festival and I thought that would be fun.” You nodded and smiled at him. You both walk there. And you see a mini festival with little games and food stands.

“omg Joochan we need to do this” and you drag him with you. He laughs at you but you didn’t notice. You stop at a mini game and you ask the person behind the counter what the price is, when you try to get your wallet Joochan has already paid. “You don’t have to pay for me you know.” You say to him “I don’t have to but I want to.” You try to win a plushy but you don’t have enough points so Joochan also tries. He immediately gets enough points. He teases you about it. You get kind of annoyed by him because he knows you’re a sore loser. But then he asks the person behind the counter for the plushy you wanted and when he gets it, he gives it to you. “omg are you serious?” You ask him and he nods. You hug him. Then the person behind the counter says “You two are such a cute couple, I hope y’all have a great day.” “We aren’t a couple.” You say but then Joochan says “yet” You look at him confused and then he grabs your arm and takes you too an empty bench.

“So I need to say something y/n..” He says and you look at him. “It’s actually why I care so much about you, yeah of course I care about my friends but you are different. When I am with you I don’t want you too leave and you always make me happier when you are with me. And so yeah I guess I just want to say that I have a crush on you.” You stay quiet when he’s done talking and realize what he just said. He looks at you to see how you reacted kind of scared of what you will say. “I like you too Joochan. You helped me so much and you bring out the better person in me.” He sighs in relieve and then you decide to kiss him on the cheek. After you did that you ran away. He laughs and runs after you. When he finally catches you he looks down at you and ask you “so will you be my girlfriend” you nod and then he kisses you. You spend the whole day together and then decide to go back to his dorm.

You walk hand in hand home and he rings the doorbell. “Are you gonna tell them?” You ask him, he knows you’re talking about his members “Yeah they knew I was gonna ask you anyway.” “Oh so that’s why Jibeom said that I was your date.” He laughs and nods then the door opens and its Daeyeol opening the door. “GUYS HE ACTUALLY DID IT.” He screams and everyone runs to the door. This makes you kind of shy and you lean into Joochan. “Guys stop this is embarrassing.” Joochan tells them and then walks in dragging you behind him.

You spend the whole evening in their dorms and when you go back to your dorm he walks you back and when you enter your members ask you how the day went. You explain every detail to them and they are kind of jealous and happy for you of course.

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I'll really have to put this under the cut because oh my god i'm so sorry you might want to get a popcorn on the way because.... yeah

good god i think i need to lie down YOU DROPPED A BOMB AND NEXT SECOND YOU JUST VANISHED LIKE '💆🏻‍♀️😌💅🏻 uhuh goodnight' AKSNDKSJSKSKKSKSKSKD ARE YOU SANE THIS IS INSANE FKANDKDKDKSJSSK THE WAY THAT I SAW THIS CLIP BEFORE AND THOUGHT oh he looks gooood BUT NOW YOU DECIDED TO JUST UH??? PUT SOME OF YOUR ✨SPICE✨ INTO THIS MEAL AND PUT IT ON A PLATE LOOKING LIKE /THIS/???????????????? bro i need a doctor i'm having literal heart palpitations...... WHERE DO I EVEN START 🙏 (warning: a very stupid and corny word-play ahead) he's beauty he's grace he's mr. golden face WKDHSKSKKS BUT REALLY HIS SKINNNNNNNNNN HISSSS SKIIIIIINNNNNNNNN 😭😭😭😭😭 THE WAY HE'S GLOWING, PLEASE!!!!!!!!! only you can make them look like this, you pull out in their skin colors everything what's the best, just stunning. next, lips.. oh my goodness, lips. beautiful, amazing, just *mwah*, beautiful, kinda desaturated (which i love in your gifs) red shade. next we have CURVES GAME ON POINT, JUST STUNNING, IF I TELL YOU THAT YOU INSPIRE ME SO MUCH AKSJSJSJSJSJKS amazing blend to the background, beautiful contrast. your gifs make me fall in love with him more and more every day 💔 and i can't leave without mentioning SHARPENING SETTINGS AAAAAAA i love itttt

indeed the cutest pie 😭😭😭 i loooove how you sometimes make your gifs so tall, you know, it's so pleasing to look at and makes them so unique and pretty. I LOVE the coloring here, it's so soft and makes everything look so flawless and light?? because gif itself is a bit dark too and his skin, and light hair are just outstanding but the contrast is so soft that everything is just pulled together nicely and looks amazing! and i love how you just pulled a magenta on me and made his mic look THIS GOOD ahhhh it's THE PRETTIEST MIC EVER 😭

this set is just... yummy 🤷‍♀️ you know???? YOU KNOW i know you know 👏 I'M– so in love with the coral, mustard and soft minty shades of background probably that's why it reminds me just of a good candy 👍👍 to add to that there actually ARE candies on the screen, like 4 of them 👀👀👀👀 again, curves adjustments - *chiefs kiss* i love skin colors and lips, it's something i can't get enough of i just simply want to eat a gif 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️

now, we have reached the star of the show. I'll bring back something as a friendly reminder :

you cannot just say it's not the best and then have me just staring at it for five next hours ISLSNSJWNSJSJSNKSSJSJ please PLEASE where am i supossed to start FIRST OF ALL WHICH PARALLEL UNIVERSE YOU'RE LIVING IN THAT YOU MANAGED TO MAKE MAGENTAS LOOK SO BEAUTIFUL I JUST CANNOT UNDERSTAND HOW KAJSJSKS i'm really saying this seriously right now but this gifset made me tear up because i notice every single detail and it overwhelmed me to the very ends of my nerve endings KSJSKSK BECAUSE– 😔 skin color, suit color, hair color, lip color, mic color, sharpening, background, lighting, contrast, exposure.... all of it is just so beautifully composed and i don't think anyone could ever make something this amazing, especially looking at raw footage like comparing your gif to video frame it's just.. insane. you have magic hands and big brain that's all i have to say and i think it's truly one of my favorite sets of yours

run episode koo 🥺🥺 first and foremost i wanna notice and highlight how much i love that you just got rid of...... all blue and green KSJDJS LIKE PERIOD QUEEN AS YOU SHOULD ✨✨✨ i was kinda scared to do it on my own gifs and here i have another example of how you're just a genius, not scared of ANYTHING ✊💯💘 and then we can move onto his beautiful, tanned, golden skin and gorgeous red lips. I LOOOVEEEEEE IT SO MUCH I LOVE CURVES HERE AGAIN AAAAAAA I'll literally say it every time because it's the best part of your every set and I'm A COWARD TO MAKE MY GIFS TOO DARK AND DO THE CURVES THE WAY I WANT TO SKDJJSKS so i admire yours 😌✨

this gifset just simply brings me so much joy, it's like drinking a glass of cold water in the middle of the night, it's like feeling a warm gentle touch of sunlight on your skin when the sun is rising, it's like a fresh breeze ✨ again, stunning coloring, i love how you mixed oranges with this pastel blue and beiges you have kinda going there 🙇‍♀️ on its just so so so pretty AND ALSO OF COURSE /THEM/, THEY ARE JUST SILLY AND BEAUTIFUL, NEXT QUESTION

AJSHSJJSDKABSJDKSKKSS FIRST OF ALL THE ✨BONUS✨ IS LITERALLY ME @ YOU AFTER YOU DROPPED OF THIS GIFSET like you know i like this whole situation we have going on here wink wink how old was he in 2015 lemme do a quick math yeah 18 EIGHTEEN YEARS OLD WAS HE AND HE HAD THE AUDACITY TO LOOK LIKE THIS???? yeah no if i was a stan back then we would have a problem you know 👊✊🤜👊🤛✊👊 me looking like.... just nowhere near /this/ good..... at almost 20th year of my life is crying. i love the use of reds and brown here AND OF COURSE CURVES, MOVING ON

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we're here, we survived till the 10th and at the same time last gifset of this post, TIME TO POP THE CHAMPAGNE ✨ and scream a little but more because HE'S SO BEAUTIFUL I'M LITERALLY FEELING MYSELF EVAPORATING SJSJKSKSKS the contrast here is darker than usual AND I'M LOVING IT it's bringing all his best features also he just looks like a glazed donut which kinda makes me cry (WAIT I JUST REALIZED I AGAIN DID A GOOD REFERENCE SKJSJS WTF) BUT HIS GLOW 😭 HIS GLOW 😭😭✨ just amazing, it's inappropriate how much i spent staring at this set KSJSJSKSK

when i tell you that writing this one took me like... two hours. but it was totally worth it and purely out of love for your stuff. anyway, i deserve a kiss on the forehead 😌

creators send me 🎨 & I’ll tell you my favorite of your last ten creations and why

you forgot your haa- | part 27

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∷ ‘’your sister and brother being famous Youtubers was always so difficult to understand, but when they invite you to join them and their friend in a hardcore game of Mario party you start to realize it isn’t so bad,,

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Your small hands clutch at the waterproof gloves in your palms, fingers wrapping around and ringing them tighter and tighter as you stand by your door trying to just reach up and grab the handle. So far you’ve had to do everything in steps and not think about what you’re getting ready for in the first place.

Meeting and talking to Jungkook was starting to get harder and harder. He was always, always tripping you up, figuratively and literally. There were these moments where Jungkook protruded classic ‘hubby’ material and you had to crane your neck away every time to hide the embarrassing heat rising in your face. You look like a thermometer after you put it in hot water.

There were no clear signs to you that you still had a crush on Jungkook, but, you liked lying to yourself.

With a shake of your head, you pulled open the door to hear the same sound as an echo down the hall. Jungkook walked up, bundled up in coats and scarves; he just looked adorable. Jungkook spotted you and spoke to you down the hall.

“Aren’t you ready,” he asked furrowing his eyebrows.

“Yeah, why?” you were pretty sure you weren’t missing anything apart from a hat, which you refused to wear in case of hat hair.

Jungkook disappears into his room and reappears moments later with a red beanie in his hands. For fuck sake. He closes his door and walks over to you, “it’s freezing outside and the fact that you refuse to wear a hat because of having bad hair is ridiculous,” the beanie was shoved down onto your head and you looked up and Jungkook sorting the adjustments as if it was tilted to the right more than the left it would look terrible.

You bit your lip as you watched the adam’s apple in his throat bob up and down; you didn’t know you were staring until Jungkook called you out on it, “do you have a thing for necks or something?”

You clear your throat and shake your head as he lets out a low rumble for a laugh, “no I don’t, can we go now?” you don’t wait for a response and walk ahead and down the stairs.

Stepping out into the snow was like taking a deep, clean breath, but then being kicked in the stomach by how bloody cold it was. The sky looked beautiful when you looked up; white dots freckled over the black canvas and sparkling softly as a thank you for looking up at them.

Jungkook walked up next to you, listening to the satisfying sound of new snow grinding beneath his boots; he watched your eyes and how the night sky was reflected into them. They twinkled every so often, but Jungkook refused to believe that was the stars.

You giggled and grinned to Jungkook before wading your way through the snow to go down the hill to find the sledge.

“Jungkook I will rip your balls off!” You shake the snow out of your jacket and glared at the menace.

There was a grin taking up half of his face and a glint in his eye; the same look you’ve gotten after ever snowball he’s thrown at you in the past 20 minutes. He was asking for a fight with that mischievous glint.

“Jungkook I’m trying to enjoy the snow,” you whined and kicked the slow in his general direction, “why are you pushing it?” you snapped as he raised his arm to throw at you again.

“Snowball fights are fun, come on,” Jungkook used his whine card too, but he ended up pouting as you turned and walked away.

Oh, what a stupid sack of shit.

Jungkook didn’t expect your next move as three separate snowballs rained down on him, “Y/N! What the fuck!” Jungkook ran away and tried to find cover; he couldn’t see you anywhere but heard your soft giggles which made him laugh and give away his position.

“You fool!” you shouted as you spotted Jungkook and fired a snowball at the tree above his head, watching the snow fall onto him and covering his hair.

“White looks good on you,” you chuckle and watch Jungkook stand up and move into a starting position for running; he used your confusion to his advantage and set off, sprinting towards you.

A quick gasp choked from your throat as Jungkook tackled you to the ground- it didn’t take him long to run over and you didn’t mind being tackled by Jungkook at all.

You groaned and slapped his back whilst laughing, “you’re so heavy you lump!”

You felt Jungkook’s hot breath against your cheek as he moved up and looked down at you. Clouds of smoke that seeped out from your open mouths merged together and warmed up your cheeks even if they were already bright red.

Why wasn’t he saying anything? Why wasn’t he talking? Why was he looking at you like goddammit?

You knew that look all too well. That was the same look he gave you the last time he kissed you and you didn’t want a repeat of last year; you couldn’t have a broken heart again.

“Can you-“ you nudge Jungkook off and spring to your feet, walking back up the hill. That definitely wasn’t awkward- what a brilliant show you just performed.

“Y/n?” You turned around to see Jungkook with brows crashed together. That wasn’t a good sign, he was thinking. Fuck. What do you do?

You bent over and flung a pile of snow into Jungkook’s face whilst screaming, “DISTRACTION!” and dashing in the opposite direction.

He was so close to you before, thankfully you could blame the pink dusting your cheeks and nose on the cold air nibbling at you.

This is what you did, anytime you were close to him, anytime the conversation took a turn in the direction you didn’t want to go, you had to grab the steering wheel or create a distraction. Throwing snow in his face seemed like an exquisite idea.

As you were running away up the hill and to the tree where Jungkook got covered you heard a low grumble behind you. An aura of anger loomed over you like a dark cloud; you twisted your neck to see Jungkook chasing after you with a look that could melt metal with the first glance.

He obviously reached you just as you made sanction under the tree because he’s fast as fuck, but this time he didn’t tackle you; he grabs your hand, spinning you around and not thinking twice before slamming his lips onto yours.

Part of you was begging for your hands to push him away, but as your palms made it to his coat you just balled your fists around it and kissed back, pulling him closer. You felt your back bending inwards as Jungkook’s hand rest against it and pushes forward with the kiss.

The release was sudden and the popping sound of when you both pulled away, to you, sounded like it echoed across the mountain.

Jungkook waits for your reaction, feeling the burst of heat against his lips from the quick contact of yours. Snow acted like sprinkles, decorating your clothes making this scenario even more dream-like as your huge eyes wander back up to Jungkook’s face and it’s evident this wasn’t the response he was expecting from you by the terrified look at the back of his eyes and the gnawing at his lip.

“Well I… I shouldn’t have done that,” Jungkook steps back, the sound of snow crunching getting faster and faster as he starts power walking back to the cabin.

“No- I didn’t even-“ you start stumbling after him haphazardly, trying to catch up but your legs were betraying you- it gives you another excuse why you shouldn’t run and use up all your energy.

Unbeknownst to you, a secret root from the tree was tucked away under the blanket of thick snow, waiting for you to trip up it. And you did. You face planted into the snow gracefully just when you thought you couldn’t embarrass yourself in front of Jungkook anymore.

A small poof sound of your body being swallowed by the snow caused Jungkook to turn back around and trek back to make sure you were okay. He didn’t understand why you wouldn’t lift your head (because you were too embarrassed too) when he dragged you up by your arm. The awkward tension was thicker than the snow covering your feet and you just wanted to get back inside now as you were wet and humiliated because you can’t seem to stay on two feet properly.

“Are you okay?” you mumbled a short response of yes, “Just forget I did that, I’m sorry,” you shook your head and continued to avoid eye contact with Jungkook who was brave enough to speak up.

You wanted to say you enjoyed it; you wanted to say how it set your heart on fire; you wanted to say how you felt like you were going to shit yourself every time he walked into a room because he has too much of an effect on you. But you had already confessed; you couldn’t drop your pride down that far to tell him again. You already felt vulnerable every time he so much as put a hand on your shoulder so there was no way you were telling him you still harboured some sort of feeling if he just told you to forget about it.

You used Jungkook’s arm to hold onto as you both trudge through the snow; the cabin door was in sight and you struggled through the snow faster just to run away from the tension.

You both burst through the door, hastily kicking the snow off your boots before speeding off upstairs; Jungkook tries his best to keep up, but at this point it seems you didn’t want to talk about it so Jungkook wouldn’t force you to.

“Well uhm, goodnight Y/n,” Jungkook spoke up before opening his door. You mummer a response and the door is shut. This is exactly why you don’t like being alone with him anymore.

You sigh and grab at the thing tightening around your head and you clutch in your hands. This isn’t yours.

Oh fuck.

With every thought in your brain telling you not to, you walk over to Jungkook’s door anyway. You can be cool; you can be casual. Your fist reaches up to the door and you don’t know how you manage it, but even you knock fucked up.

The door swings open and you try blurting out the sentence, “you forgot you haa-“ the rest of it came out as a laboured breath as you just looked at Jungkook’s face.

He had stripped down to a skin-tight thermal turtleneck and waterproof trousers. You found it strange how you still thought he looked delectable.

You locked eyes and that was it; you saw the glint in his eyes again and it was beckoning you in. Jungkook seemed to be thinking the same as you as when your arms wrap around his neck and you jump up, Jungkook catches you and leans forward to plant a kiss on your lips.

The door was kicked shut and the last thing you remember was trying to pull Jungkook’s thermal top off as you both kissed with open mouths and toppled back onto the bed. Chaste kisses were placed down your neck, soft lips reaching your chest -your top was already flung across the room- before Jungkook shows some teeth and bites down, running his tongue up a small patch of skin before leaving a hickey. He did that a lot, leaving purple and blue all over your chest.

After that it was indescribable. Up there with one of the best nights of your life. Jungkook’s name played out of your mouth like a song; different tones and pitches that each sounded as beautiful as the last to him.

The best way you could describe the rest of the night was like the song Bohemian Rhapsody. First, it started out slow and emotional. Where most of the breathless thoughts were released and left to ponder over the next morning. Most of it was kissing and teasing, breaking away from the touch just to fall back in because it tasted so good.

Then it moved onto the second part. The weird part. All the clothes were discarded and you both were under the covers. This was new to both of you, only seeing Jungkook without a shirt wasn’t seeing him naked. He looked perfect above you and you felt like a shrimp as you curled up, but Jungkook just had to do it and let his ‘hubby’ part show, kissing compliments into your neck and whispering words of encouragement in your ear. There was also this part of trying things you didn’t think would work before. A lot of ‘do you like this?’ or ‘am I doing this right?’ before it got to the ‘FUCK YEAH DO THAT’.

Lastly was the end- the best part. The guitar and drums had kicked in and it became fast paced. Jungkook found out what you liked and you found out what Jungkook liked so each of you were using it to your advantage. It was hard to keep quiet, but you did because Taehyung was in the room next door and you would like to avoid being called a ‘nasty’ by him Monday through Friday. Saturday and Sundays were an exception, but today was Thursday, so fuck that. You thought Jungkook’s tongue was only useful for talking shit, but after last night you could think of two or three more things you, yourself, find convenient.

Mornings after. How you hated them.

In your defense, you hadn’t exactly experienced them, so that meant your next actions were justified. They weren’t obviously.

You figured out Jungkook was in the shower by the running water and the fact that he wasn’t in bed next to you. What a fucking detective you are.

Your legs swung out of the bed and you blushed whilst collecting your underwear from the weird places they were discovered. You fling on your bra that clips from the front that got a battering from Jungkook last night as he shouted profanity at it because he just didn’t understand how to get it open. You managed to clamber into your underwear without falling over. Your clothes weren’t as hard to find and you managed to pull on some trousers and your top before you heard a clicking of the bathroom door opening.

Jungkook was stood there, in all his glory, with just a towel tightly wrapped around his waist. This image would be imprinted in your brain for a while because god did a good job on this one during puberty. Your stomach was basically in your ass as Jungkook opened his mouth to speak.

“Are you leaving?” his tone was more annoyed than hurt, “I need to talk to you about something.”

No no no. You didn’t want to hear it; you just wanted to bolt and tear your eyes away from his body goddamn.

“W-well yes because we have to leave in uh-“ you tap the home button on your phone that was conveniently in your pocket, “30 minute- 30 MINUTES!” you start moving quicker in a panicked state as you left packing till the last second like always.

“Y/n, I still need to talk to you,” Jungkook stepped forward and you stepped back, tripping over your boots before trying to pull them on.

“Save it,” you shake your head and once you gathered yourself and your things, “please just save it till we get back home.”

That was the last thing you said to him before dashing out of the room and into yours to hurriedly pack your things- zipping up the case was a challenge that took 93% of your non-existent strength.

With a grunt, you managed to drag your suitcase out of your room just as everyone else was vacating their rooms too.

Emma approached you and started talking nonsense which was easily drowned out in your ears as you listened to Jungkook’s voice and his conversation with Taehyung.

“When’s your video going up? I thought it would be last night; I was waiting for it to post,” Taehyung questioned as Jungkook just looked down.

“I was… occupied. I finished editing it early this morning and scheduled it to post when we land,” Taehyung was overjoyed, obviously proud of his friend’s talent.

“It’s not that amazing, just my favourite parts of the holiday.”

bf!gaming headcannons!

you decide to have a game night with your dear boyfriend, but you two just end up falling asleep while playing stardew valley...

bf!gaming x gn!reader

author's note: HERE IT IS!!!!! i was bored so i wrote this lol i love him sm he's adorable. judging by my last gaming hcs, you guys liked them! so i decided to do another one cuz why not🤷 anyways i hope you enjoy<3

-you came to his house to stay the night, to have a game night as planned

-he greeted you and already took you to his room

-(he had 2 pcs in his room because one of them was for you to use<3)

-so after chit-chatting a bit, you got into your chairs and turned on the pcs

-and you started with some roblox.

-then you played some minecraft.

-and then decided to end it with stardew valley.

-playing in co-op together.

-"where are you right now, by the way?" gaming asked you suddenly.

-"uhh at ginger island, why?" you replied.

-"are you busy- well- can i come?" he corrected himself.

-"yeah sure, i'll wait for you infront of the volcano." you yawned at the end of the sentence.

-"alright, sleepyhead." but he yawned as well.

-so you two laughed a bit.

-finally, he got to the front of the volcano, seeing you there, he stood next to you

-"so, what did you want?" you asked, looking at his pc for a second.

-"i brought you something!" he exclaimed and...

-boop!

-you had the wedding ring in your inventory!

-"aww... gaming..." you smiled at him.

-"for you." he smiled widely.

-"thank you..." you chuckled as you rolled your chair next to his and leaned your head on his shoulder.

-"you're welcome..." he said as he kissed the top of your head.

-with that, you yawned again, causing gaming to yawn again too.

-"i could fall asleep right now..." you mumbled against his shoulder.

-"then do, my love, i'll...yawn i'll get you to bed..." he reassured you.

-"alright... goodnight..." you said, closing your eyes and resting fully against his shoulder.

-"goodnight..." he replied.

-but instead of getting you back into bed, he was too sleepy.

-so the both of you ended up falling asleep on the chairs like that, with stardew valley music playing in the background.

-that was sure a good night...

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i did it🥳🥳

feeling too depressed atm so idk what to do next😞 BUT I HOPE YOU GUYS ARE DOING GOOD‼️

i'll see but anyways thanks for reading<3

macdennis prompts: - first kiss (very cliche but,,,) - the gang finds out 💕💕💕thank you

@bruisedandsweet here you go! thanks sm for requesting a prompt, i hope u like it 😌

1998. 

It was winter of that year, a particularly terrible winter that brought snow and winds that toppled half of South Philly’s power lines, snapped them in half like petty twigs. January had been mild enough to trick them, but February brought chaos with it, ensuring that the two of them were trapped in their apartment with no power until the plow trucks could get on the roads. Mac didn’t seem to mind. He’d constructed a light source of birthday candles from years’ past he’d found scavenging in their junk drawers. He made a mental note to visit a Bath and Body Works as soon as he could escape, sure that the light from a big three-wick candle, or any other light source, would be better than this. The birthday cake candles, however, were all they had. 

The gas heating kept them mildly warm, but the storm had weakened it, allowing the cold to creep in at the corners of their apartment and spread like fog. Dennis had grumbled that he had several heated blankets but no electricity to use them, and Mac held his tongue from replying that there were other methods of sharing heat. Instead, they sat in the middle of their still fairly empty living room, a thick quilted blanket from Dennis’s college dorm spread across both their shoulders, though they sat just far enough away to share heat without sharing skin. They faced the TV despite its uselessness and made room for the leftover bucket of fried chicken they brought home yesterday before the storm trapped them inside. Dennis found himself reaching for the remote every few moments or so before he remembered and folded his hands back in his lap to keep them from wandering. They sat in the dark like this quite often, he supposed, because they both liked to watch movies in the dark. Dennis had bought them a fancy new DVD player and a sloth of their shared favorite films, and it had become routine for them to come home from the bar – which they owned, he thought with a small thrill – and watch Predator. He wished they could do it now. 

Mac was speaking to him softly, strips of orange runaway light from the window laying like road lines across his smiling face. His eyes glittered in the darkness, and Dennis wondered what it was about this scenario that leant to such an expression. The tips of his fingers were far too chilled, and there was a dull thumping ache behind his left eye. Sugar and tequila, Mac tsked at him that morning. 

“… anyway, Dennis, I think a mechanical bull would be, like, a really cool way to get chicks into the bar, you know, and Charlie agrees with me –”

“A mechanical bull?” Dennis chuckled, tuning back in. 

“Yeah man, can you imagine how sweet it’d be to, like, have a bunch of chicks watch you conquer a bull? I mean, what could turn them on faster? That’s called primal arousal, dude.”

“Or it could be a total disaster,” Dennis retorted, “and then it’s a bunch of chicks watching you fall on your ass. Besides, I feel like mechanical bull upkeep isn’t cheap.”

“The thing will pay for itself, Dennis, I promise you.” Mac shifted, reaching down and grabbing a drumstick. They couldn’t warm them, of course, but Mac was enough of a savage to eat things cold on a regular basis. He brought it to his mouth and chomped intermittently, and Dennis had to look away. He hadn’t realized he’d been looking at Mac’s mouth. 

“I hope the storm lets up soon,” Dennis sighed, bringing the quilted blanket in closer to his chest. “I can’t deal with the no electricity thing much longer.”

“I’m sure the road people will be out in no time,” Mac said with total assurance, and Dennis smiled in spite of himself. The candlelight made him sleepy, and the shadows it cast on the wall made him want to dream. He wasn’t sure of the time; they hadn’t been able to move much more in on account of the bad weather, so their couches and various knick-knacks remained in storage. The frost had crusted so thickly on the window that morning that he feared they would have to pick it off to keep it from cracking the glass. Once they’d seen that, they settled in, playing board games, drinking, smoking a few joints, and repeating, until time was gone. “Mac,” Dennis said without meaning to.

“Mhm?”

“What time is it?”

“Uhhhh, I think it’s like two,” he said contentedly. Dennis noticed he’d scooted just a fraction of an inch closer. He didn’t mind. 

“Jesus,” Dennis said, glancing around the room. The candlelight didn’t reach the corners of the apartment, keeping them shrouded in darkness. If Dennis stared hard enough, he swore he could see movement. He completed the inch by moving just a fraction of a hair closer to Mac. 

“This place is really great,” Mac said, breaking the stillness.

“What do you mean?”

“I don’t know, just…” he trailed off, gesturing vaguely to the rest of their shared space. “I really like it here, you know? Good location, good price –”

“Not that you pay any of the rent,” Dennis interjected, though he was mostly joking. 

“Bro, don’t worry, I told you I’d get it to you! Once we install the mechanical bull…” Mac continued on, but Dennis found himself looking at his lips once more. It was innocent enough, he told himself. Mac was so warm beneath the blanket, radiating heat like an old furnace. In contrast, Dennis was cold most of the time, but Mac’s warmth was never far away. 

“I like it here, too.” Dennis said simply, pressing his shoulder to Mac’s with the lightest touch he could manage. When Mac didn’t flinch, he relaxed a little more, and his skin prickled at the points where their flesh made contact. 

Mac turned his body almost imperceptibly towards Dennis. “Are you cold, Den?” 

Dennis shrugged. “Always.”

Mac hesitated for just a second before reaching an arm around Dennis and drawing him in closer. Dennis could taste the thickness of the little space left between them like pea soup. Maybe just once, he thought, just to try. I won’t know if I never try, right? 

Mac’s eyes were round like the moon, candlelight dancing in his pupils, when Dennis leaned in, eyes drifting shut. Mac sucked in his breath, his heartbeat bursting into a sprint like a race horse fresh out of the gate. He felt outside of his body, watching Dennis inch closer until there was the faintest, softest brush of something –

Like the stab in his gut, Mac pulled back, releasing the breath he held in several shaky gasps. “W-Whoa, what –” 

Dennis blinked at him in genuine surprise for a moment before his face contorted into something more akin to scorn. “Well, I just –”

In an instant, the atmosphere was broken, and the meager candlelight served only to remind them that they were simply poor and not bohemian. Mac stuttered but could form no coherent thoughts, and Dennis felt heat rising to his cheeks from a growing pool of anger in his stomach. 

“I think I should go to bed,” was all Mac could muster, standing and shrugging the blanket off his shoulders. He avoided Dennis’s blue gaze, so piercing even in the dimness, and beelined for his room. “Goodnight, Den.” The door shut behind him as quickly as he’d said it, and Dennis sat in the living room with the blanket and the dark apartment making him feel like the smallest object in the world until dawn. 

2018. 

Dennis couldn’t believe how similar the scenario was. Same apartment, though by now it had been burned and rebuilt twice, stocked and restocked with everything they’d collected in twenty years of cohabitation. The South Philly power grid had once again been rendered inoperative by heavy snow, and they were forced once more to exist by candlelight, though this time Mac had plenty of large three-wick candles on hand. They’d been totally alone the first time, however, and Dennis wished that were the case when he began to hear the combined snoring of Dee, Charlie, and Frank in the other room sharing his bed. They’d all been drinking in Mac and Dennis’s apartment when the storm reached its zenith, and Mac threw a fit at the idea of them departing into such dangerous weather. He was their bodyguard, after all. Dennis had elected to sleep on the couch, but the combined snoring grated on his eardrums far too loudly to allow him any rest. 

In a true act of hypocrisy, Mac had ventured out into the storm to visit the corner store in the hopes that the owners’s commitment to staying open twenty-four hours, seven days a week, was steadfast. If this is gonna last all weekend, Mac had said to them, we’re gonna need beer. Lots of beer. Dennis and Charlie each thought about volunteering to accompany him until they caught sight of the nearly six inches of snow obscuring their view from the apartment windows. Charlie had gone to bed hours ago, however, and Mac hadn’t returned. 

Dennis pulled a blanket over his shoulders, propping his feet up on the coffee table. He closed his eyes, relishing the brief moments of silence, when the lock on the door began to rattle. Dennis’s eyes popped open as soon as Mac’s form appeared in the doorway, caked with snow and dripping but smiling all the same when he saw Dennis. 

“There you are,” Dennis said softly. “Tell me you got the beer.”

Triumphantly, Mac held up two plastic bags containing twelve packs. Dennis broke into a grin, though his chest began to tighten. Mac kicked off his shoes, shut the door, and plopped down next to Dennis on the couch. “You’re getting snow everywhere, asshole,” Dennis jabbed.

Mac ignored him, wiggling his way underneath Dennis’s blanket as if it were the most natural thing in the world for him to do. “Sorry, dude, I’m freezing. But at least we have beer.” Mac placed a twelve pack on the coffee table in front of them, removing two frosted cans and handing one to Dennis. They cracked the tabs open simultaneously, knocking back hearty swigs. Mac broke first, wiping his mouth on his sleeve and letting go of a small burp. Dennis finished his can in one impressive motion. Mac grinned at him, and Dennis thought it could’ve been twenty years ago. “Nice,” Mac said simply, and the warmth in his stomach began to spread. 

“Thanks, man,” he attempted to grin back. Mac was looking at him then, studying his face in a way that made Dennis uncomfortable. He squirmed a bit underneath the blanket, buzzing with a sort of energy whose origin he couldn’t place. “What?”

“You look tired, bro. Why aren’t you sleeping?”

“Do you not hear the monstrosity coming out of there?” Dennis jerked his finger in the direction of his bedroom. “Do you think I can sleep in that environment?” 

Mac shrugged, and Dennis knew it was because he was a heavy sleeper. He always had been, even in high school when he and Charlie would stay the night at Dennis’s house. Mac would melt like a heated metal into his bed, lost completely to the world despite the hell or high water that frequently broke the silence in Dennis’s home. Whether it was his parents fighting, Dee crying in her bedroom, or a combination of the two, Dennis could hear them through the walls as easily as if they were made of paper. But not Mac. Mac could sleep through anything. 

“You could… sleep in my bed,” Mac said measuredly, tasting each word as if he wanted everything to feel just right on his tongue. “If you want,” he added quickly, “you know, to escape the noise. I can take the couch. I know you can still hear it out here.” 

Dennis almost smiled, but the casually placed grimace he’d adopted as his neutral expression was difficult to move. “Maybe,” he conceded, suddenly aware of how tired he actually was. His eyes drooped, and blinking in the candlelight only made him want to sleep. Without warning, Mac’s hand was on his face, curving around his cheekbone so lightly, so gently, it could’ve been the touch of a spirit. Dennis’s eyes opened wider, but Mac’s were fixed on his mouth. Dennis’s mind went blank, his only thought being that it was okay, they were safe in their home, and no one was watching. He tried to place no meaning on the moment, vowing to omit it from his memory, when Mac’s lips finally touched his and neither of them pulled away. 

Mac’s skin was cold; Dennis shivered when they made contact, but Mac’s hand stayed firmly planted on his cheek. Dennis wondered how different their lives would be if this had happened twenty years earlier as it was meant to. Pushing that thought away, he curled his fingers into the hair at the nape of Mac’s neck and pushed them closer together, deepening the kiss. Mac’s lips were a bit salty, and both of their breaths tasted of beer, but Dennis didn’t find it unpleasant in the slightest. He even found himself beginning to smile into the kiss when an auditory gasp that belonged to neither of them nor a voyeuristic spirit broke their concentration.

They detached immediately, both their heads whipping in the direction of the noise. Frantically, their eyes searched the darkness until they made out the figure of Charlie leaning against the doorway of Dennis’s room. “Holy shit,” Charlie’s grin was big enough to make out the glint of individual teeth in the moonlight, and neither had time to say anything before he turned to the darkness of Dennis’s room and shouted, “Dee! Frank! Pay up, suckers, I was right!” 

Record Books

Synopsis: You and Archie have been friends with me benefits for so long that feelings began to take shape, but Reggie has different ideas that conflict with Bambi' Pairing: Archie x reader Warnings: Swearing, mentions of smut, fluff, angst, jealousy, blood, deer, underage drinking, low level violence. A/N. First little Archie one shot. Enjoy petals. -------------------------------------------------- 3rd POV Archie lay flat out on his back breathless  as you sat up already beginning to get dressed again. “Phew, that's one for the record books” Archie smirked. “Shouldn't they all be” you teased standing to pull your jeans back on. “Sorry it's only a flying visit I have to go help Betty with biology” you smiled after strapping back on your shoes. “it's okay y/n….but uh next time I'm in in charge” You and Archie had been sleeping together for the best part of 6 months unbeknownst to anyone. A friends with benefits situation that was inching it's way into more. Both of you denying it as it went. “you wish, see you at school tomorrow loser” you laughed as you opened up his bedroom window and climbed down the tree leaving him to catch the rest of his breath. Archie POV The school bell rang it's usual drone and I headed to after school practice. Y/N, Betty and Veronica were at cheer and it's such a nice day there's no doubt they'll be on the sidelines, great, a distraction...the best distraction. As predicted there they were...stretching out before starting….bet I could help y/n stretch further and better than that…. I was brought back to the field by Reggie throwing his arm around me. “Oh they're so fit aren't they” he started, looking directly at y/n. “Especially that one, ugh I'm going to get me some of that” he smiled nudging me before walking back to the lineout  ((You guys I don't know American football I only know rugby and only kinda so sorry don't hurt me diehards)). I'm going to throttle him. He's dead if he thinks of touching h...wait no no Archie she's not your girlfriend dummy, just your….friend-ish human girl… she can do what she likes….or ugh who she likes...grrrrrrrrrr 3rd POV That was a pretty painful session for Reggie, receiving knock after knock from Archie whenever possible. “Jesus christ Andrews you absolute animal! Play more like that at actual games and we'll go far” Reggie said once again throwing an arm around Archie, not realising it was emotion not tactic that fueled Archie's actions. “Oh hey look it's the hottie” Reggie grinned breaking from Archie and heading for you. “Hey y/n/n and ughhhhh Veronica and uhhhh other blonde female…. Anyway  listen y/n I was wondering if you'd do me” your eyes widened at his slight break in speech, Archie stood behind him with tempers rising. “the honor of accompanying me to Cheryl’ party tonight” he finished. You let a slight breath of relief for him finishing that sentence before your eyes darted to behind him where Archie stood. “umm” you looked at Archie who looked away. “ what? does lil y/n y/l/n have a boyfriend or something? Come on y/l/n, come with me” Archie's eyes shot to yours before looking away again unable to meet yours for too long. “I uh I uh I guess okay Reggie” you stuttered. It was very difficult for Archie to hide the hurt and anger on his face from you. You bit your lip and it was your turn to not meet his eyes. “gotta go take a shower” he grumbled before turning on his heels and sulking off. *sms:Archx “Hey Archie I hope you're not mad with me….I just didn't know how to say no without them asking why and it coming out about...us” -6.36pm *sms: Y/NxX “you could have said no Reggie go stuff yourself.” -6.38pm *sms: Archx “Ha.ha arch very funny. Stop being such a child! Youre always saying it would be bad if people knew about us...I'm just doing what you wanted” -6.39pm *sms: Y/NxX “what if it's not what I want anymore?” -7pm. That stuck with you a small bit. You thought of it as you got ready with girls. You thought of it as you got into Reggie's car. You thought of it as you pulled up to the manor, got out and went inside. Archie POV Stupid y/n. Making me feel stuff. Stupid. Jughead knew I was off form and I eventually caved and told him on the way to the party, to which he shouted “I knew it” in fact….he informed me they all had a feeling there was something going on. “what...what do you think? Do you think it's bad?” okay Archie chill out with the the stuttering. We entered the house. “none of us do...in fact we're all a little shocked she's here with...ugh with him” nodded towards where Reggie and you danced in the crowd. Shes so beautiful but shes with...with him. I.think.im.going.to.vom. I could feel my anger bubbling but I'd like to think it didn't show. “woah arch, it looks like you're trying to blow up Reggie with you mind” Jughead playfully pushed me. I took off in the direction of the kitchen for a drink, I was going to need something much stronger than water. The night went on and as much as I tried to enjoy it and avoid...them, they still played on my mind. My imagination was running rampant especially when they made their exit into the hallway . I hate this. I hate this. I hate this. Stupid Reggie. I have to go talk to y/n...I haven't the faintest idea what I'm going to say yet but...but I'll figure it out on the way over. 3rd POV Reggie and you were dancing and enjoying yourself yet you still felt guilty for being here with specifically Reggie and not just your friends. The two of you had drifted out into the practically empty hall. “Listen Reggie I'm going to go it's kinda late” “oh no baby stay” he slurred “Umm okay firstly don't call me that and secondly I'm calling a taxi, goodnight thanks for the dance” As you turned to leave him you felt a tight grip engulf your wrist harshly. “what the fuck Reggie you're hurting me let go” you whine as you try to pull out of his grasp. “no no no baby come on, let's go upstairs” he practically growled and the smell of alcohol made you scrunch up your face in repulsion. His grip tightening further to bruising level. “No Reggie. I'm going home. Now.” you move quickly and catch him off guard retrieving your hand from his and turning. As you did this his hand went for your skirt but was disrupted as a fist flew into his face. “Oh my god!” you shrieked as Reggie hit the floor in a drunken swirl of pain and vodka. Archie stood above him, hand slightly cut but reddening quickly. “Ar..Archie what the…” before you could finish your sentence he pushed passed you and flew out the door. You ran out after him, heels in hand as a small group attended to your unconscious date. The rain was coming down harshly as you reached his car soaked to your bones. You banged on the window for him to unlock the door which thankfully he did. He sat face forward on the windscreen as you sat into the truck shivering. Without removing his eyes from the glass he took of his jacket and gave it to you. “thanks” “yeah” Archie came off a little coldly. “Arch” you reach for his cut hand on the wheel but he moves it to his lap. You throw your head back against the headrest in frustration and just sat there in silence for a moment. “I was handling it” you bite out. “Really? It didn't look like that" he returned in the same tone. More silence You closed your eyes and took a deep breath pushing your head against the headrest “Archie..” He cut across you “I mean what the hell were you thinking?! Saying yes to that tool, I mean really y/n what were you thinking” his voice matched the anger in his eyes and his words dripped with fierce heat. You turned onto your side, balling up and facing the car door. “I was thinking that at least some one had the guts to ask me out, I was thinking that maybe it might make you wake up a small bit, I was thinking that I am technically single so I can do what I like with whomever I like and shouldn't be ridiculed for it. And also right now you're both being tools” your anger matched his even though it was quieter. You reached for the door but it was locked “Open the door Archie I'm so over this" you jiggled the handle again but to no avail. “I'll drive you home”  Archie said as he put the key in the ignition and you didn't protest. The rain kept drumming hard like the thoughts in your head. “why reggie...you know he's a player” Archie broke the silence. “aren't you a bit of player” “well no he sleeps with girls who he isnt out and serious with and basically strings them alo…” silence came with his realisation. “yeah” you breathed “seems to be my type” “I'm sorry y/n” “me too Archie...I really just wanna go… JESUS CHRIST!” the car swerves missing a deer to meet the ditch half way. The car is now half off road and tipping to your side. Archie's knuckles are white as they grip the steering wheel and his eyes are wide. You sit clung to the seat with eyes to match Archie's. “it's..its okay I'm okay we...were okay it's all okay I'm okay you're okay it's okay” you say trying to muffle the panic in your voice as you give yourself a pat down. You quickly realise there's blood dripping from your head. “Oh fuck ow, I must have hit my forehead off the top of the door, that's going to hurt like a bitch tomorrow oh fuck I think I might need a few stitches” Archie looked panicked at you quickly then back to the road, face white as a sheet. “We're okay we were wearing our belts” you say softly as you undo your belt and push over to undo Archie's hoping it might help him to breath. He looks back at you, hands still to the wheel and face drained of all colour. “You're okay arch, it's alright, i'm just going to if you have cut anywhere ….no all good, see its alright it's only a little cut on my head we're fine” you attempt to reassure him as you move a hand to his and this time he doesn't move away in anger. “I….I….I could have killed us….I hurt you. I almost….. killed you…. and ...I hurt you” he stutters. “you didn't mean for it to happen, it's only a little cut I'll be better before I'm married and we're okay, we need to get the car out of the ditch and then we'll be flying” Archie looked you up and down worryingly before unclenching his shaky hands from the wheel and putting them on his lap before taking your hand again. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath. “I didn't mean that I hurt you by crashing the car I mean I did but that's not the hurt that I've caused you that I was referring” You gave a weak smile to his remark “it's oka” “NO NO IT'S NOT WE COULD HAVE BOTH DIED AND WE WOULD HAVE DIED AT ODDS WITH EACH OTHER BECAUSE OF FUCKING BAMBI AND YOU WOULD HAVE NEVER KNOWN” he cut across you screaming as tears began to stain his cheeks. You bit your lip. “know what arch” it was barely even audible in its shaky entirety. “that I am so madly in love with you that I punched our captain and wanted to do worse to him just because he looked at you in any other way besides friendly...I nearly killed the love of my young life...the love of my entire life” he whispered back as he lovingly squeezed your hand before kissing you gently. You returned the kiss and wrapped your arms around his neck pulling him on top of you with the help of the car titling. “We needed to nearly be killed by a deer for you to say that” you broke the kiss with a small laugh. “ yeah...I'm sorry it took so long” “ it's okay Archie you're worth the wait...I love you too”. He smiles so genuinely happy down at you. “Sooooo what should we do now” he smirks as he seductively rubs your thigh. “Weeeeellll we could…” you leaned up and kiss down his neck “....get your car out of this ditch and then go to A&E” ((or the ER or whatever)) he laughed back at your response. “sounds like a plan” he grinned “and then after….well after will be one for the record books” you leaned to kiss him. ----------------------------- Teehee xX

“I always knew I was your favorite” // Haechan (fluff)

word count: 1385 member: Haechan (Donghyuck)  summary: you planned a cozy night in to surprise the NCT boys. During a game of truth or date you made a confession where everyone kept making comments on. While half of your friends have gone to sleep already the butterflies only get worse. 

It was another rainy day in Seoul. It’s mid-November and the weather was getting cold. On these kind of days nothings cheers you up more than drinking hot chocolate and hanging out in your pjs with your best friends if they had a break from their busy schedule. You know that most of the NCT boys would have nothing to do tonight so you decided to go over to the dorm and surprise them. You had discussed the surprised with one of your connections within SM entertainment so you got NCTs manager to open the door of their dorm for you. You bought cheep matching pjs for yourself and all of the members, even though half of them might not be there to enjoy the night with you. You made hot chocolate and made snacks and cut up some fruit and put them on the table in the living room where you put blankets and pillows all over the floor. It looked really cozy and the entire room smelled like the freshly baked cake you brought.

The clock hit 8pm, practice for 127 was over and the Dreamies will be here soon as well to hang out with the older members. About 10 minutes later you heard noise at the door. Someone stating the door wasn’t locked. It was Taeyongs voice, he was telling Johnny off for not locking the door. Once he actually opened the door he looked even more confused. Until his eyes met yours. “Y/N! what are you doing here!” his confused and slightly annoyed expression changed into a genuine smile. Johnny, Mark, Taeil, Yuta, WinWin and Jaehyun all got in and greeted you with a smile, you explained to them that you put in an effort to make it as comfortable as you could for them. “now go all change into the pjs I bought you.” They did as you said. While most of them already changed some of the Dreamies and the remaining members of NCT 127 arrived at the dorm. Taeil and Jaehyun were already sitting on the pillows and blankets you laid out for them. Doyoung came in first and saw you sitting there. “hey you! I didn’t expect you to be here.” He said, you smiling in response. Donghyuck followed after Doyoung, he heard what he said but hadn’t seen you yet. “who didn’t you expect to b-“ he walked and got a glimpse of you. “Y/N!” Donghyucks eyes lit up. “go change in something more comfortable and then come back here.” You ordered them with a smile. After a good 15 minutes everyone who was planning on joining the fun got changed and was sitting in a circle around the food and drinks. Soft music was playing in the background whilst everyone was having a chat. “okay the reason I did this, you guys have all worked so hard and I thought you all must be tired. Your schedules wont start until noon tomorrow, so I thought we could make the most of this rainy night. Also I haven’t seen you all in so long, and I missed you.” You said, everyone was listening to you and looking at you with a thankful smile. “wah, you’re really amazing” donghyuck whispered under his breath loud enough for only you and Mark who were sitting next to him to hear. He didn’t expect anyone heard what he said. All you could do is smile and blush and hope no one noticed. “I don’t know if anyone is up for some games but I brought monopoly and I wrote down some questions for truth or dare and-“ “it’s been so long since I played truth or dare, wah, let’s do that!” Jaehyun said, and all the others agreeing. “okay you start” you smiled at Jaehyun.

After a good half an hour of playing truth or dare Johnny asked you. You chose truth like most of the members did anyway. “okay let me think… ah! You were a fan of NCT before you ever moved here right?” “I was” “who was your favorite member” he asked with the biggest grin on his face. You started blushing because everyone was looking at you awaiting your answer. “ah! Really… do I have to answer?” “yes!” everyone responded at the same time. You looked over at donghyuck quickly, which everyone saw since they were all looking at you. Donghyucks face lit up and he just kept smiling at you. You were looking down to the ground and giggled. “ah, ok ok it was Donghyuck.” You kept looking at the ground. “I always knew I was your favorite.” He leaned forward to catch your eyes with the biggest smile.

The evening went on with Donghyuck who kept making jokes about the situation. You decided to watch a movie because half of the members were off to sleep already. It was just Jisung, Mark, Jaehyun, Yuta, Johnny, Donghyuck and you. “Jisung don’t you ha-“ you started before Jisung interrupted you “can I for once not be treated like a child and decide when I go to bed myself” “ok ok” the film started already but you ran up to the kitchen to get some tea. When you came back your spot on the single seat was taken by Jisung. You felt something tapping your leg, it was yuta trying to get your attention. His head motioning you should sit beside Donghyuck. You responding with an annoyed look. This is gonna be something they’ll tease you with for the rest of time. Johnny, who was sitting next to Donghyuck saw what Yuta was doing so he got up to go to the bathroom. To please both of them you sat beside Donghyuck. When Donghyuck noticed it was you sitting beside him, he again had a smile on his face. At some point during the movie, Jisung had drifted off to sleep and you were getting sleepy as well. Your head was heavy and you decided to put it on Donghyuck shoulder. Donghyuck looked down at you on his shoulder. You looked up using your eyes to ask if he was okay with it. He moved so you could be more comfortable. You cuddled up to him some more. Jaehyun already went to bed and mark was too invested in the movie. But what happened didn’t pass unnoticed. Johnny kicked Yuta motioning to look over at you and Donghyuck. They both smiled and fistbumped each other.

The movie ended. You rubbed your eyes and got up from Hyucks shoulder. “I think it’s time for you guys to sleep. I’ll be going.” “don’t go” Donghyuck said without realizing what he just said. “I mean it’s late, you can stay over here, sleep on the sofa if you want” Yuta, Johnny and Mark all agreeing it would be better if you’d stay over. You agreed.

After taking your make up off and saying goodnight to everyone, Donghyuck came in the now empty living room with a pillow and a blanket. “you don’t mind sleeping on the sofa do you?” “no no it’s fine.” You smiled. It took you a lot of effort not to tell Donghyuck how you really felt about him. As he was walking towards his room you wanted to call him back to you to hug him. “hey y/n” he said right before he wanted to open the door to the bedrooms. “yeah?” you said. He walked back over. “you told me I was your favorite member, am I still?” you looked at him without saying anything. “wait, don’t answer that. I just…” he smiled. “I’ll go to bed” he got up from the sofa and right before he left you grabbed his wrist pulling him back. “yes” you smiled. “you are still my favorite.” You were looking into his sparkling eyes. Before you knew what was happening you felt soft lips against your own. There was nothing you could do but close your eyes. Your hands that slowly found each other interlocked fingers. Your lips parted but your foreheads stayed together. “I’m assuming it was obvious” you said softly “what?” ”That I might have actually fallen in love with my favorite member.” You smiled. “I mean who wouldn’t” he smiled. “but I’m glad you did” he kissed you again. “now go to bed” you whispered.  

oMG DUDE AS UR SENAPI I NEED TO KNOW 1-6 12-16 20-23!!!!!!!!! bby i'm so proud :,)

STARTS SWEATING H-HI (⁄ ⁄^⁄ᗨ⁄^⁄ ⁄) YEah i may or may not have a crush www i was gonna tell u but i saw u were popping up in my notes so i was like hey maybe she’ll see the ask meme and i can gush asldakdsa ANYWAY

1) Describe them in 3 wordsWHAT HOW DO I UHHHHH...... probably ‘humble, thoughtful, trustworthy’ :o

2) Their favourite style of clothinghmmm he doesn’t rly have a ‘style’? just super casual stuff like me tbh, just short-sleeved t-shirts and pants or shorts is mostly what he wears LOL

3) What mannerisms do they have?UHHH he hides his face a lot..... he laughs when hes embarrassed - OH he hums a lot and sings under his breath and sometimes he dances a bit when theres music on like..... asldksalsakdaskfddsj

4) Do they play an instrument?yeah !!! he plays piano really well and actually writes songs! he’s so talented jsdhfsjdn 

5) How did you meet/become introduced to them?school  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ we’ve been growing up beside each other for the past few years and never really got close til recently so it’s aaaaa - UM ive been lowkey avoiding saying his name but this explanation is gonna make it rly obvious LOL basically when my core friend group was formed, he was the person i was the least close with but we all had the same humor pretty much so we all bonded really fast and stuff so i guess things just took off from there

6) Favourite thing they’ve ever said/texted/messaged?FHDSJFSDHFISDHFESIH DONT DO THIS TO ME !!! i dunnoooo...... he says a lot of sweet things...... something that comes to mind is when i won the title of salutatorian he texted me a ton of stuff abt how he was super proud of me and how he was happy for me and whatever and i mdskfejh

12) Have they dreamed about you? (if you know)idk LOL probably not  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ i haven’t dreamed abt him in particular bc my dreams aren’t rly like that

13) Can they dance?HELL YEAH I’M SO HAPPY YOU SENT THIS ONE OKAY OKAY OKAY LET ME GUSH OKAY SO he was.... the first person ive ever slow danced with and Listen Here. when i say he can dance i mean he’s a professional dancer and he’s really good and like the feeling of being held by a freaking professional when you’re a clumsy person who looks ridiculous just stepping side to side is like nothing else.... it’s like overwhelmingly embarrassing but also just having someone so amazing to guide you is like sdfkdsfselfkeso i cri everytime...... i’m so bad at slow dancing i didn’t even spin the right way the first few times but he still smiled and told me that i was doing so well like i’m....... deceased

14) What does hugging them feel like?this question actually made me smile just now i had to cover my mouth bc just the thought of hugging him makes me so happy im (∗∕ ∕•̥̥̥̥∕ω∕•̥̥̥̥∕) idk dude it’s just....... my chest feels so light and i feel so happy??? that’s the best i can explain it aa aaaaaa a ahh

15) Your favourite thing about them?IFGHFDIDGNJD DONT DO THIS TO ME EITHER how the heck you expect me to pick 1 singular favorite thing...... alright i do gotta say though like.. i mentioned earlier he’s thoughtful so to elaborate on that, he *remembers* the little things i say; he pays such close attention to the things i say, he brings things up in conversation that i was sure he’d have forgotten bc who listens to me when i ramble??? certainly not anyone??? including me?? LOL but he does like.... dude....... wow......

16) Their favourite thing about you?heck if i know ???? i’d have to ask but i cant rn he’s sleeping ahaha - i dunno but he’s described me as ‘smart, funny, and beautiful’ so idk im fsitjeuwaerewoi

20) Could they imagine growing old together with you?idk !!! i’m sure we both can ideally but we’re still so young the chances of that are very low ｡(*^▽^*)ゞ i think it’d be amazing if we were still at least friends by the time we were much older aha that’d be really nice

21) What would an ideal date with them be?MFSDKFHGJ uhH idk ...... probably walking around somewhere scenic? we’d get lunch or something and then gets drinks, walk around and talk, take pictures of each other and with each other, just sit together in the silence, head home before it got dark and play overwatch w/ each other and yell when we’d lose even if it was 3am (does this count as a date anymore do people go on dates at night LOL) and then i could spend the night at his house and we would lazily argue who would say ‘goodnight’ last

22) Are they competitive?heh i’d say he is!! he doesn’t really express it but when we’re gaming he gets super into it sometimes and he focuses a lot it’s actually really cute fskdmgk he’s competitive outside of just gaming too but that’s the main thing

23) What do you do together?mostly gaming LOL we play overwatch with each other a lot and we talk pretty often, kinda just abt life in general?? sometimes we’d talk about writing too... but yeah we’re both pretty awkward so we often talk about trivial things until we both find a topic we can talk a lot about

THANK YOU SM FOR SENDING THIS MARI YOU GAVE ME THE OPPORTUNITY TO GUSH ABT HIM ;;;;; i love him so much i wish i saw him more often aaaaahhh again thanks i hope these answers are at least a little interesting to read www ヾ(〃ω〃ヾ))

An Expert’s Guide To The Friend Zone & How To Avoid It

February is known first for Valentine’s Day, and second for the other lesser known, but widely understood holiday, “Friend Zone Day.” This day typically happens on or after February 15th, when you find out the person that you like doesn't like you as much, or in the same way as you like them. Though it's highlighted more in this month of declaring and demonstrating love, the reality is FZD happens to countless people in the months of March to January. Every day, multitudes of people are being cast \-gracefully and mercilessly into the imaginary place where the pain and awkwardness are real. I consider myself an expert on this imaginary place for many reasons. First, my “loner” status in middle and high school positioned me well to learn the ins-and-outs of the zone. I had an 8-year awkward stage, which coincided perfectly with my teenage years. What it looked like was me being told to leave when I sat to eat lunch with the cool kids in middle school, transforming to me eating lunch most days by myself in high school. I know that’s super depressing, but I’m thankful I went through it because now, I’m able to reach out to those students with my example of how I turned into someone who is confident in who they are-awkwardness, flaws and all.  Another event I remember that qualifies me for expert status is the memory of having to ask a girl to ask me to the Sadie Hawkins dance. Further cementing my expertise was that the overwhelming majority of my teenage years are characterized by the constant dwelling in the friend zone. I lived there so long, I began to get mail there and eventually received my college acceptance letter and diploma there.  Just a couple of weeks ago, a guy moved onto my street who was interviewed by Michael Che of SNL. The experience was not wasted as I became proficiently familiar with the range of emotions central to the friend zone experience: discovery, delight, enchantment, captivation, mild obsession, awkwardness, courage, action, heightened euphoria, creativity, fear, courage, awkwardness, disappointment, questioning, despair, and sadness.

 Through my Friend Zone career, I’ve heard so many different reasons as to why I was being banished. "I'm not ready for a relationship," "My parents don't want me to date someone who doesn't look like I do," "I'm focusing on school," "You don't want to be with me," "I'm guarding my heart right now," and my all-time favorite "You are too much like a big brother, I don't want to ruin our friendship." All great reasons to not be in a relationship I'm sure. However, when you wait to state those intentions after the other party has communicated interest beyond friendship, and also, when you then soon after decide to date someone else, those reasons begin to look a little suspicious. BUT I digress. I'm grateful for being banished all those times because of two memorable episodes. What I gleaned from them changed my life. I’ve changed their names because I truly have no hard feelings for these people and don’t judge them, as this is just where they were at the time.

LISA

 I first met Lisa in March of 2012 at the birthday party of a mutual friend. We happened to sit by each other that night and by the end of the night, I walked her to her car and left with her phone number. The rest of the month we talked every single night and text constantly each day. Through getting to know her, I realized she had a 4-year-old daughter from her previous marriage. I didn’t even care because I cared about her so much. I got to meet her daughter, probably mid to late March. Easter was in April that year because that was when we had our first kiss. I took her to dinner the night before and we stood in the parking lot talking until the sun came up. I was hesitant to do it because of all my prior experience, but I did it anyway. I liked her and she liked me, so what was there to think about? Needless to say, I was bright-eyed and cheery that Easter Sunday, even though I had gotten no sleep. I had just become official with the girl I liked. We sealed it with a kiss.

 I soon learned that sealing things with a kiss doesn't mean a rosy path ahead-just ask Jesus. Tuesday of that following week, I wanted to talk about what had happened that weekend because I was assuming we were official and wanted to confirm (used to be called “defining the relationship" or DTR in the old days). This is where I was hit with a barrage of red flags, but too blinded by infatuation and low self-esteem to see any of it coming. We were official, but she didn't want it to be on Facebook. Also, she didn't want to tell her parents. She was okay with me paying for her food and entertainment on dates and the kiss goodnight, but just didn't want anyone to know about it. The only thing crazier than that was, I TOTALLY WENT ALONG WITH IT AND UPPED MY GAME. I figured if I contributed more, or displayed more admiration for her in my actions, that we could transcend our “secret status” and become public. I remember I was chilling with my best friend waiting to watch some Marvel movie. She texts me in distress. I didn’t have a car, so I explained the situation to my friend and he let me use his car. I left the movies to go to her. She needed a listening ear, and a shoulder to cry on and I was there. I consoled her, and after a quick peck went right back to the theater and made the showing. Her daughter's 5th birthday arrived, and I took off work, bought a plethora of toys, had them wrapped, had custom cupcakes made and happily marched down there to be a part of the big celebration.  This was all in addition to giving her rides to and from work, always making sure to have at least one flower to give her every time I saw her, and paying for our “secret dates.” I remember I had planned to go see one of my favorite bands at the Hollywood Bowl. I discovered she also liked said band and the concert was right around the time of her birthday, so I bought her a ticket and asked her to go. She consented (keep in mind the tickets were about 300 for nosebleed seats). She paid for the hotel rooms (we slept in separate rooms because I'm old fashioned like that) and I took care of gas and food. Towards the end of the trip, I had no money left and asked if she could chip in for gas. She LOST IT. Screaming and proceeding to have an EPIC meltdown. That was the last time I talked to her. Then a few months later, she texts me after seeing me at a local show saying how much she missed me, but then would take days to text back. Soon after, she didn’t text back at all.  

 LINDA

 Around late May of 2013, I met Linda through a mutual musician friend. Linda was also a phenomenal singer-songwriter and I quickly became a fan of her work. We lived in different states, so I reached out via Facebook messenger, and over the span of 6 weeks, hundreds of messages were exchanged between the two of us. We even got creative and would leave 15-45 second voice messages via Facebook. It was so much fun and so exciting to see the notification pop up and read/listen. Around the 7th week, I amassed all the courage I had to tell her I liked her via FB voice message. I waited for the longest 5 minutes EVER before seeing a voice reply. I clicked it to hear the shocking news that SHE LIKED ME BACK. Instantly I went to beyond cloud nine where we upgraded to SMS text, daily late-night phone calls, and Skype sessions. Things were awesome.  

 I distinctly remember the moment in our relationship when I felt that I had finally broken my apparent friend zone curse and this could be the real thing. I had a show opening for the biggest artist in my genre. It was at a theme park and there were over 7,000 people there to see him and we were opening. This was the biggest show of my career. I’m perhaps 3 minutes in and as I look in the crowd, I see HER. She’s so pumped to see me on stage doing my thing and I’m over the moon that she’s there. She was taking a road trip back to her hometown and adjusted her plans so she could make it. The best night ever. I got to meet the artist I had looked up to, and she and me, along with my DJ, his wife, her mom all went out to eat afterward. When the meal was over and we were saying goodbye, I gave her some unique and thoughtful gifts before she left. We had to drive 13 hours back to Phoenix, but I was so high I couldn’t sleep. This was such an incredible feeling. I’m leaving the friend zone and I couldn’t be happier.. But again, it was short-lived. I immediately went on tour from that show for a week and as the week went by I noticed a change. We went from texting back within minutes, to hours. From hours to days. Talking every day, to being sent to voicemail more and more. I had planned a trip to go see her in her hometown and take her to an NFL game, but when things started to go cold, I instinctively pulled back and just stopped texting. I would then receive texts from her pulling me back in, only to be left alone when I would start pursuing her. I had to move on because I was tired of being on such a roller coaster. I had to delete her on Facebook, as well as her number. I still remember her text “DID YOU DELETE ME FROM FACEBOOK?!” I don’t even remember if I replied.

 Looking back, I see that these two stories, as well as scores of others I experienced, all mirrored some 3 act tragedy. Act I: We become friends, and I am doing things I wouldn’t do for another friend to show interest, while an emotional connection develops. Act II: I decide to go “all in” and put my cards on the table and let my feelings be known. Act III: Watch her distance herself, but still reach out for emotional connection. Now, this is where some would say "she doesn't owe you anything. Quit trying to criticize, ridicule, or blame her for not consenting to sleep with you. You’re disrespecting her physical & emotional boundaries while contributing to a culture that normalizes this type of violating women!” While I denounce the instances in which this takes place and think it’s fundamentally wrong to say someone friend zoned you because they wouldn’t sleep with you, I think it’s equally as wrong to be emotionally reckless by not being upfront, honest and confident that both parties are on the same page about the state of the relationship. It was never about wanting to sleep with the other person, but always about being together-to see her in the crowd and think, “That's my girl!" and be so overwhelmed by that thought and for her to see and think the same about me. It was about courtship and companionship. Many of the people who come up to me saying they relate to the song I wrote on this subject on so many levels feel the same way. They are looking for something more lasting than just a one-night stand. Which brings me to the point: How do you find that lasting relationship while avoiding the Friend Zone trap?  I’ve taken all my bumps, bruises and lessons learned along the way and condensed it into 3 steps. 1. Start Small

It’s incredibly tempting to just bring out the big guns when you like someone. DON’T FALL FOR THAT TRAP. Start small. Think of it as a marathon, not a sprint. Little things, and spread them out over time. I’m tempted to list examples, but as a rule of thumb, take that grand thing you were planning on doing and cut it back by 75%. Now, do one or two of those things a week or so for a couple weeks, then increase in percentage or frequency BUT NOT BOTH AT THE SAME TIME.  Keep in mind that this is a marathon, not a sprint and also if it works out, you have the rest of your relationship to be as extra as you want, and it will be more appreciated. Appetizers until it’s safe. 2. Speak Up

 The only way you'll know if it's "safe" to bring out bigger guns, is IF YOU SAY SOMETHING. Now I hear you right now shouting me down "BUT GOSPEL WHAT IF SHE SAYS SHE ISN'T INTO ME LIKE THAT??" It's simple: she isn't into you like that, you know where you stand, and you can move on. This is undesirable because of the pain that will be experienced, but this pain is momentary and is infinitely less than being strung along only to find out after wasting time, money and energy you could have devoted to ANYTHING ELSE. Speaking up means that you're okay with knowing the truth, even if it's not what you had hoped. It also means there's a chance that the other person could be TOTALLY into you, but didn't know if it was mutual. You really have nothing to lose and all the clarity and non-complexity to gain. An awkward couple of days is better than being strung along in ambiguity for an extended amount of time only to find out that your fears were legitimate. Take the guesswork out and speak up.

 3. See Your Worth This is perhaps the most important. The reason why I was content to be strung along in some of these episodes is because I didn't have an accurate assessment of my self-worth. I was riddled with rejection and blinded by my insecurities. I one day realized that I am a wonderful person who has a lot to offer the world. I have things about me that are great and things that aren’t so awesome, BUT there is someone out there in this world of over 7 BILLION people that will love me for who I am, great and not so awesome. I need you to understand that YOU are an amazing person with so much to offer the world. Yeah, you have things you need to work on/work through, but so does everyone. SOMEONE EXISTS to love you, appreciate your good and walk with you through your bad. Someone exists. They are real, and they are smoking hot and they will be crazy about you. That is what you deserve. If the person in front of you isn’t in a position to see how awesome you are, or doesn’t want to walk through your issues with you, they aren’t it. Be cordial, but excuse yourself from that situation. In doing so, you free yourself up to meet the person who sees and loves you for who you are. I can tell you these three steps work as someone who has made it out of the friend zone FOREVER. Shortly after Linda, I met the most amazing woman who still gives me goosebumps. I still feel shy and awkward in her presence because she is so pretty. She is the kindest, most thoughtful, heartfelt woman, I've met. She supports my deepest dreams and has seen me in some of my worst moments and has chosen to stick by me. I'm able to look back at my friend zone career with so much gratefulness because it brought me to her. Also, I got a really cool song out of it that I get to use to encourage people and as I say in the song, the friend zone is "a great place to start, but not the place to stay. If they keep you stuck at start, you can choose to walk away."