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goosewriting · 2 years

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... may I be a pain in your butt and ask for... A Reader who is Asexual with the ROTTMNT guys? Platonic or romantic. If platonic, the guys bug Y/N about not finding a S/O but Y/N can't feel anything for anyone like that and is discouraged, but hides it.

If romantic, they've established they love each other and they're partners, but Y/N just has difficulties wanting(or wanting but not wanting) intimacies. Cuddling is great, spooning is fine, but really intimate stuff is difficult, like certain kinds of kisses. Sex is something that Y/N doesn't care for. And Y/N may not have told the boys about being Asexual.

Yours hopefully,

A lonely Asexual.

Ace of spades (rottmnt x reader)

summary: reader is a closeted asexual and is confronted with some questions/situations

relationship: Rise Leo (romantic, established), Donnie (romantic-ish), Raph (platonic), Mikey (platonic) x GN reader (all separate)

warnings: mentions of sex as a concept (non-descriptive of the action), reader being emotionally distressed, coming out

word count: 2.5k

A/N: first of all, none of you guys are ever a pain in my butt<3 and hey, as a fellow ace, i understand. so i really hope i made it justice, and was able to convey what the ace experience is like (in general terms, since it isn’t the same for everyone). you’re not alone úvù<3 since you didn’t mention if you wanted angst+comfort or something else, i did a little bit of everything, hope that’s okay!

(english is not my first language. constructive criticism and grammar corrections are very appreciated!)

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sefore we get into it, a clarification about what being asexual means, and what it doens’t mean: asexuality is about attraction, not the action. ssexual folks feel little to no sexual attraction to any gender. asexuality has nothing to do with libido. there are asexuals who are repulsed by sex, others don’t care, and others enjoy it. and lastly, sexual attraction and romantic attraction are two separate things. so there are still aces who seek out and wish to be in a romantic relationship.

so being asexual isn’t about the “would you or would you not do it” in general, it’s the lack of a “I’d hit that👀” when looking at someone.

thanks for coming to my ted talk

🔵 Leo

In a romantic relationship, I feel like out of the four Leo would be the one to get handsy the quickest.

He isn’t shy about PDA, but won’t cross any lines you set of course.

Big fan of being a gentleman and showing you off all he can, like opening doors for you and bowing dramatically, letting you pass.

Will always try to be touching you in some way, holding your hand, leaning on you, or with an arm over your shoulders.

If you’re not a fan of PDA, he’ll have to hold himself back a lot in public, but he’ll try his best to keep it behind closed doors.

Once you’re alone though, be prepared to be smothered in physical affection.

He just can’t help it!

There’ll be times when he gets carried away, and sweet kisses start crossing into make-out territory.

The first couple of times you’ll have to push him off you if you don’t wanna go there.

He understands though, and is super patient.

From then on he asks for your permission every time he kisses you.

If by then you still haven’t come out as ace to Leo, I think he’d still have picked up that something is going on.

Especially because you look kinda guilty when telling him to get off you.

He doesn’t want to pry, and will wait until you’re ready to tell him whatever is on your mind.

If he starts overthinking, he might start to think you’re grossed out by him or something, and his insecurities will get the best of him.

So really it’s best to explain it to him, or he’ll start withdrawing from you a bit

Leo and you were on his bed, legs tangled and your head on his chest, watching some videos on his phone.

It was getting late, so you decided to call it a night. Putting away his stuff, Leo went to kiss you good night.

You thought it would be a quick peck, but he lingered. Suddenly wanting to deepen the kiss, Leo’s hand wandered down your arm to your waist, crawling underneath your shirt ever so slightly.

When his hand came in touch with your skin, you jumped, and backed away.

“I-I’m sorry, Y/n”, he apologised. “I didn’t mean to- We don’t have to…”

“No, it’s okay” you said, your fist clenching the bed sheets. Seeing his dejected face, tears started rolling down your cheeks. You had been trying to talk to him about you being ace, but never found the moment. And now here you were, leading him on, hurting him. “It’s me that should be apologising…”

“Whoa, why are you crying?” Leo said with a sad smile, wiping away your tears with his thumb. “I’ll wait, no need to rush.”

“That’s the thing though, Leo” you hiccuped. “There’s nothing to wait for.”

He looked at you with a quizzical expression, and you started to explain. You told him you were asexual, that you weren’t interested in anyone sexually, not him nor anyone. And not because you considered him to be unattractive; on the contrary, you thought he was the most beautiful creature on this planet, in and out. You reassured him that you really loved him, but if it was sex he was after, then you might as well go separate ways, because to you, that was non-negotiable. You ended by telling him that if he wanted to break up, you’d understand.

All the while he looked at you and listened intently. When you were finished, sniffling into your sleeve, he just took a deep breath and leaned back. After a while of thinking how to word his thoughts the best, he turned back to you and took both your hands in his.

“You know, I wish you had told me sooner” he started. “And I am so sorry if you ever felt like that was something you couldn't tell me because you were scared I’d leave you, or that I would think less of you.”

Leo tucked a strand of hair behind your ear, giving you the softest look and smile.

“Let’s sit down tomorrow and set out clear boundaries on what we’re comfortable with. I’m sure we’ll figure it out.” He hugged you to his chest. “And hey, thank you for telling me. I just want you to be happy.” And with a sweet kiss to your head, you both fell asleep in each other’s arms.

🔴 Raph

Raph strikes me as a “I don’t really understand it but you do you! (thumbs up)” kinda guy about a lot of things.

He was your best friend, he supported everything you did, and always had your back.

He wanted you to be happy after all!

And that meant of course finding a partner that would treat you and care for you the way you deserved.

Whenever there was a group of people your age around, he would elbow you and you two had entire conversations solely in eye contact about that one cute person over there.

And it’s not that you didn’t want to get into a relationship; you actually did.

Having a partner sounded great in theory: you’d always have someone by your side to give you emotional support and physical affection when you needed it.

And you could also give back to them and feel appreciated.

Except for that one thing a partner would want from you, that you were not able to give.

Raph and you were sitting in his room, playing UNO and chatting away as usual. Except that the one topic came up which you dreaded the most.

“So…” Raph said, and you already hated where this was going. “Did you get a S/O yet? When are you bringing them over?”

“You’re not my dad, you know that, right?” you joked, trying to deflect his comment, setting down a card.

“I know, I know. It’s just that I know you’ve had some crushes in the past-“

You gave him a look, tilting your head and lifting one eyebrow.

“Yes, I see you looking at others you know, you’re not as subtle as you think” he smiled. “Thing is, you’ve never pursued them. Why?” Raph played his card: a +2. You grumbled.

Taking your cards from the pile, you shrugged. “Guess I wasn’t crushing hard enough.”

Raph set down the cards from his hands face down on the table, putting all his focus on you and the conversation at hand. You shifted in your seat.

“You know that you’re great, right? You have every chance and right to ask someone out that you like. They’d be idiots to reject you.”

“Yeah, I know I know, I’m awesome” you commented sarcastically. Truth is, you knew you were pretty decent. Heck, you were great. And you didn’t look half bad either. But having a partner would mean they’d have expectations and needs that, being ace, you couldn't meet.

You really appreciated Raph trying to be your hypeman, but right now you didn’t feel like you could come out to him. You didn’t feel ready yet. And while you knew he was trying to cheer you up, you couldn’t help but feel that his words irked you the wrong way.

As Raph realised that whatever was on your mind wasn’t something you wanted to talk about right now, judging by your frown, he picked up the cards again.

“Don’t worry, Y/n, someday you’ll find someone, I’m sure of it” Raph offered with a lop-sided smile. You knew he meant well, but somehow that wasn’t much of a comfort. After a short pause he placed down a +4 card.

You frowned at him, not entirely sure if it was the card or the way the conversatin played out.

🟠 Mikey

Mikey spends a lot of time on the internet, so he actually came across the terms asexual and aromantic once or twice.

He knows a lot about different labels actually, even micro-labels.

He’s also quite sharp with people, so if he’s known you for a long time, he may have figured it out even before you did.

Very supportive of any label you decide to adopt.

Will definitely draw you something with the flag’s colours discreetly incorporated if you’re not out yet, or make a full on painting with the palette of the flag’s colours if you’re out.

If he notices you’re hesitant about telling him something (even if at the moment he doesn’t know what it’s about), Dr. Delicate Touch will try to encourage you to confide in him, without forcing you of course.

It’s just very obvious you’re trying to tell him something important, but you back out at the last minute every time.

You were waiting at the lair for the brothers to come back. They had gone on a quick mission for a couple of hours. They should be back any minute.

All the while you had been pacing back and forth in Mikey’s room, going through your monologue several times on how to come out to him. You had heard him mention asexuality once when he showed you a garlic bread meme originally from the ace subreddit, so you knew he was familiar with the label. Hence you weren’t planning on giving him the full explanation, unless he asked of course.

You were fidgeting with a deck of poker cards in your hands when you heard the turtles enter the lair.

‘Now or never!’ you told yourself, taking a deep breath to calm your nerves. You were sure that Mikey would be supportive but even so, coming out to your best friend was still a big deal.

When Mikey entered his room and greeted you with a hug and a spin, you squeaked in surprise, and all of your carefully picked out words flew right out of your brain.

The turtle set you back on the floor, holding your shoulders, and saw how tense you looked.

“Hey Y/n, is everything okay?” he asked, concerned.

“Y-Yeah, I just- I’d like to tell you something, if now’s okay?” Mikey agreed and sat down on the bed, with you standing in front of him. He looked at you expectantly but his concern also grew with every second you let pass in silence.

Realising that your monologue from before was long forgotten, you had to improvise. Picking out some cards from the deck you had in your hands before, you held up 4 of them in your hand so that Mikey could see them: it was an ace of each symbol.

“What do these cards and I have in common?” you asked him. He gave you a slight shrug and an amused smile.

“We’re all aces” you said, and held your breath, waiting for his reaction. “I’m asexual” you added.

He sighed in relief, which confused you a bit, but then stood up to hug you again, this time much more carefully.

“Yeah, I was starting to think so” he chuckled. “Thank you for telling me.” He pulled back to look at you. “You’re valid, and I love you, Y/n. You’re my best friend.”

With a sniffle and a ‘thank you’, you let go of the cards and hugged him the tightest your shaky arms would allow you.

🟣 Donnie

Donnie doesn’t really get the whole idea of romantic relationships anyways.

What is the whole fuss about? If you like someone, you just go up to them and tell them. And if you don’t like them, then you should also go there and tell them.

Brutal honesty above all.

I feel like a QPR (queer platonic relationship) would be much more his speed.

It’s an exclusive relationship, but not by societal romantic standards.

Just like his inventions which he made from scratch, he could shape and define a QPR to be whatever he and his partner wanted.

Being the closest with Donnie out of the brothers, you two actually had a similar point of view on this.

To outsiders you may seem like a couple, simply because you’re glued at the hip.

And you frankly don’t care what people say.

You like what you two have. It’s a mutual implicit understanding that you two share a special bond.

Your only fear is that he could be expecting something more physical from you.

Like many weekends before, you were hanging out at Donnie’s lab, playing around with some of his tools, while he worked on who knew what.

Donnie enjoyed your company, and you were actually helpful most of the time, unlike his brothers. When he needed certain tools, he could just ask you to pass them to him. You both felt like some kind of evil scientist surgeon team, working on a very complex operation.

Just as you were passing him a screwdriver, it slipped out of your grasp, and you ended up presenting your empty hand to Donnie, who took it without looking since his eyes were fixed on the machine before him.

Noticing that his hand was holding onto something soft instead of the expected tool, he lifted up his eyes and met yours. You chuckled, giving him a sheepish “oops” and went to bend down to pick up the screwdriver, but his hand only grasped yours tighter.

Now being very confused, you looked at him, and saw his face shift from focused on work to thinking about something he was about to say. You internally panicked. This was it. Your fears would come true and you’d lose your best friend.

“Y/n, I’ve been thinking” he started slowly. You wanted to respond with a ‘Don’t think too hard, you’ll hurt yourself’, but his face was too serious for quips. You involuntarily held your breath, waiting for him to continue.

“Don’t you think we get along really well?” Donnie went on, not breaking eye contact. “I’ve been thinking about this for some time, and I’d like to ask you out. But like, not in a conventional dating manner, if that makes sense. I don’t think that’s either of our cup of tea. But I still want to be with you. Does that make sense?”

You blinked twice. It did make sense. And you wanted to say yes so bad, because you did like him a lot, in fact. But nothing came out of your mouth, so you just nodded with your head, smiling earnestly.

He looked content with your answer, and was just about ready to go back to his machine as if nothing happened, but there was one more thing you had to say.

“Donnie, I’m asexual” you said rather suddenly, holding onto his hand again which he had let go. He turned back to you.

“So?” He raised an eyebrow.

“You know what that means? I don’t… want to have sex… Not because it’s you, but like, in general. I don’t feel sexual attraction.” Your eyes roamed the room for a bit before coming back to him.

Donnie considered what you said for a moment, then smiled, bringing his goggles down his face.

“Eh, it’s a waste of time anyways. We have better things to do, so I’m fine with that if you are.”

You couldn't help a single happy tear rolling down your cheek. Maybe you two could actually make it work after all.

You squished his hand once and then went to fetch the screwdriver that had rolled over to who knows where.

#goose feathers #rottmnt #save rottmnt #rottmnt leo x reader #rottmnt raph x reader #rottmnt mikey x reader #rottmnt donnie x reader #tmnt x reader #tmnt 2018 #maribatshipper

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the-bjd-community-confess · 29 days

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TW: Sexualization of (fictional) Minors/CSA mentions

Mod: Batch post 3 for these, so the people who want to avoid the topic can do so 💜

1. "It’s still just as gross as the real thing " This line, this line alone made you honestly the biggest asshole and I hope you're fucking ashamed. I hope you grow the fuck up and look in the mirror and see what a fucking dumbass you were saying this with 100% confidence. I've not been active reading this blog for some months, but seeing this line.

This one fucking line. I want you to tell me, with full fucking confidence that you genuinely believe, that a fucking dumb ass shitty as fuck doll, a fucking piece of plastic, and bobbleheaded waste of space, and overly expensive toy being portrayed in a gross and sexualised fucking manner, is in any fucking way comparable to a real life, breathing, living, growing child being betrayed by the people who should care for them. A child that has thoughts, experiences pain and suffering. A literal human being that can be traumatized and violated, a child you can fucking betray and destroy completely and utterly.

I want you to fucking come here, and tell me that you actually think this is in any fucking way comparable. I want you to tell me this, and I want you to do it off-fucking-anon, because saying shit like this, fucking put your face to that statement.

What the fuck is wrong with people like you? You can hate that shit, find it fucking tasteless and gross. But you're not going to fucking use real victims, to feel morally superior and peddle your stupid fucking arguments.

NO THIS SHIT IS NOT COMPARABLE. No matter how "close it looks", it will never be comparable, because one of these has a real life fucking victim, while the other is a heap of plastic you can throw in the trash.

~Anonymous

2. As someone who’s been exploited and abused as a child by men, I find it disgusting that no one recognizes how art IS self expression. So when people sexualize underage individuals you are giving them gratification. So yes it makes someone a deviant. People watch CP , and since it’s illegal they try and use art to get around it. And we say that’s ok? That does feed their desires, which can fuel them to act on it. If their brain believes it’s a real child, it’s just as bad as the real thing. I’m disgusted people think this is ok to do. That pedos are valid to make their dreams a reality through art and dolls. Dolls ARE art. Dolls ARE self expression. How someone styles their dolls DOES say a lot about them. If you truly understood how these individuals work, you would understand how harmful it is. Speaking as a victim and a sex worker who does encounter these types of men.

~Anonymous

3. honestly ()bsequi()us, as a victim of the things you keep harping on about, i'm in the camp of the people who understand that fictional exploration of dark topics does not equate to condoning those subjects, and i furthermore really wish you would stop being so morally aggrandizing to people about it. if you don't agree, that's your erroneous hill to die on, but heckling people the way you do is only making you seem more unreasonable.

~Anonymous

4. There's only one person, maybe two, that are screaming and shaming everyone else for thinking pedo-bait is gross. And I am not surprised to see who the most vocal one is.

~Anonymous

5. "I'm saying this as a survivor" bro there's survivors on both sides lol. getting rid of csa is kinda hard if you didn't notice, let us try and fix our first world rich kid problems until then ok? personally I don't want to see ppl who on top of being pedos, enjoy fondling plastic in their public Instagram accounts

~Anonymous

6. When people say they don't care if a "child" doll gets sexualized, they're not saying they defend pedophilia. They're saying you're a tool for comparing the struggles and suffering of real, human victims to a literal fucking doll. No it is not "just as bad", it's nowhere close, and frankly it's insulting and gross that you think they're even comparable.

~Anonymous

#BJD #ABJD #BJD Confessions #Community Confessions

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capitaletele · 2 months

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Baths!

I am obsessed with the idea of baths. (Like, I literally wrote my longest and most involved Starmania fic as a pretext to get Cristal and Johnny in a bathtub.)

But since there are NEVER ENOUGH BATHS, here's some more, in a form that's too disjointed to make it to AO3 for the moment:

I like the idea that there's no running water in the tunnels ("ça c'est la seule chose qu'on a pas") or at least, not enough to go around. In any case, the Zonards definitely don't have access to like, regular showers.

But there are public baths, and so the squad makes a trip after hours like three times a week to one of them for a shower, and sometimes when they have more time a full scrub and soak, and in the meantime they use something else at the hangar for their daily ablutions (or don't, Johnny is a dirty rat boy who probably juste dunks his head in freezing rain water in a bucket once a week and we like that about him.)

But when Cristal joins the gang, somehow she doesn't find out about the baths trips. Maybe Johnny is called away just after he brings her to the hangar, and he tells one of the Etoiles Noires, like "Hey, you get her settled around here, okay?" but the Etoiles Noires decide not to tell Cristal, sort of as a hazing thing -- they can't be thrilled about her arrival, it's their way to make sure she won't stay too long.

Or perhaps Sadia makes a point to keep it from Cristal, thinking it'll discourage her and she'll run off as soon as she's experienced the smallest inconvenience.

So anyway, the only thing Cristal sees in terms of hygiene is everyone chewing toothpaste tablets and splashing themselves with water from a rusty pipe once in a while and she figures, fine, alright, she knew they did things differently in the tunnels, she can tough it out. She doesn't really understand how they're not all *more gross* than they look, or how they can keep their hair as clean as it (mostly) is with the way she sees them deal with it, but she puts it down to experience, and anyway it's not like she can ask them why they don't all smell rank. (It's not like Johnny seems to mind that she's a bit funkier than she's used to these days.)

But it does wear on her anyway, never feeling clean, being self-conscious about how she looks and smells. After like 10 days or so, Johnny comes back from somewhere and finds her soaking wet, teeth chattering, lips blue, as she tries to wash herself with buckets and a trickle of water that's coming from a hose, and he's like, "Wow, you really hate the baths that much?"

And Cristal goes still, like, "Wait, BATHS??" and they figure the thing out.

Johnny noticed she never went with the others on their excursions but he figured she was just shy or uncomfortable being naked in front of relative strangers, or that she was too afraid someone would recognize her, or that her standards were too high and she thought it would be too gross there or something. (Which seemed strange to him because it's not like she's complained about any other aspect of her new life, but who knows... Sometimes people are weird about this kind of stuff. He has his own issues about the baths so he wasn't about to ask.)

So anyway, Johnny goes a little nuts when he finds out his Etoiles Noires did Cristal so dirty (lol, get it?) and summons them to get to the bottom of it. Everyone is very sorry because honestly, Cristal isn't nearly as bad as they thought she would be, but it got just a bit too awkward to bring it up now that they'd lied to her for a while... So anyway, they apologize, and Johnny commands the most remorseful of them to take Cristal to their usual baths once night falls and stand watch outside while she does her thing, to make extra sure no one else comes in or Sadia doesn't try to mess with her again. (He can't go because he's too busy doing... something else. This is why this story is not a real fic, lol.)

And so Cristal goes to the baths with Ruby the Etoile Noire who lends her her kit and shows her how to use the communal showers and then how to turn on the steam room and where the little pool is for afterwards, and Cristal is able to take an actual warm shower for the first time in like 10 days, and the water pressure isn't amazing, and calling the temperature "hot" would be pushing it -- this is still in the worst part of the tunnels, after all -- but it feels like HEAVEN. She washes her hair like three times in a row.

And then she goes into the steam room, and down into the tiny little pool thing that's just big enough for her to let herself float in, and she revels in the privacy and quiet of it -- it's the first time she's been truly alone since she went down into the tunnels on that fateful Friday afternoon. Her whole body goes lax. The only thing missing is...

And then, of course, Johnny shows up!

Maybe he's actually deathly afraid of water and that's why he never goes usually -- maybe he has some water-related trauma, maybe like, his mother drowned, or tried to drown him in an access of madness. Or maybe on the contrary his mother used to bring him to baths just like this one, and the memory is too painful now, idk. In any case, he never ever goes, but he wanted to make sure Cristal was okay, so he comes in to check on her.

And she convinces him to join her, which is not too hard probably because 1) NAKED and 2) ALONE. She brings him back to the showers and "helps" him "wash" until he's all clean and pink (and desperate) and then they make good use of every horizontal (and vertical) surface in the joint (and rinse everything real well afterwards, they're not savages) and then they hang out in the pool and get to touch lazily and cuddle and talk in half-whispers even though they've got more privacy than ever before.

Eventually though they have to get out because the baths are about to open to the public again and they have to get Cristal back to the hangar before she gets spotted, but after that they make a habit of it -- Cristal joins the Etoiles Noires every time they go in a group, and once a week she stays behind and Johnny joins her and they have a little date night.

(And of course because I'm me, I can't help but think about After, once they've run away somewhere together. Maybe they're in the East, and they've also got a huge public bathing culture, and once in a while at night Johnny picks the locks and they slip in and relive their wild hangar days.)

💧🚿 the end 🚿💧

#johnny rockfort x cristal #johnny rockfort #cristal #not!fic #starmania fic

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fredheads · 5 months

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I just think about Fred fp and gladys always hanging out together and being known as like the three musketeers at school and I think about all the gossip because of course fp and gladys can easily kiss and touch in public but everyone’s always had this watchful eye on Fred and fp because no one knew a friendship closer than theirs and sometimes it would get a little suspicious especially if Fred was doing his whole goofball “I can do gay things but comedically so no one will take it serious” thing

And I think about Gladys getting the brunt of a lot of shit too especially by the rich stuffy north siders who already looked down on her for being south side and looking so different from everyone else (leaning heavily into her punk era doing wild shit with her hair, gender fuckery, you know how it goes) but then she’s constantly seen with two boys, one of which at least is public she’s hooking up with, so of course everyone assumes she’s fucking Fred too which like… she is lmao but they make it so gross and seedy like “ooo bet she gets double teamed” and calling her all sorts of names and spreading nasty rumors and for as thick as Gladys’ skin is you can only hear so much negative shit about yourself before it starts getting to you on some level, fortunately for her she could get over it pretty quickly tho cuz she has zero interest in pleasing these people

And then of course there’s Fred who everyone’s confused by how he ended up in a southside sandwich (surely that must be a riverdale sex name…like the sticky maple or whatever it was lmfao) but he gets shit mainly from Artie about how he needs to be more picky about who he’s friends with but if the rumors ever got back to his parents…oh boy

But like even tho they were facing a lot they still had so much fun the three of them together and they were all so fiercely protective of each other it really was if you go after one you go after all three situation. And they’d have so many date nights just the three of them cruising around town hanging out at pops or the movies or the arcade or fps trailer or Fred’s basement in a cuddle pile Fred and Gladys trying to throw popcorn and candy into each others mouths while fps in the middle getting whacked in the cheek with debris or Fred and Gladys trying to get fp to dance to the jukebox at pops or them cramming into a photo booth to take pictures or them having a day by the lake and Fred carefully drawing fp and gladys while they sunbathe (well Gladys is working on her tan fps just passed out from exhaustion)

It was just a very nice time overall 🥰 despite the horrors lmao

SOUTHSIDE SANDWICH!!!!! GET OUT!!! but yeah 😂 everyone was so judgy about fp and gladys just existing but here comes freds happy little ass hanging around with them all the time and he's so popular and clean cut and wholesome and no one knows what that means!! So I'm sure the boys on the baseball team and whatnot were making snide remarks about fred for that but fred is not the kind of person to let anyone trash talk his friends so he would stand up for them 😤 but it was an uphill battle for sure. It meant a lot to fp to have fred in his corner tho cuz unfortunately he did sometimes care what kids at school thought of him or at least would believe and internalize the shit they said.... Gladys did not give a fuck but you're right just cuz they're calling her a dyke and a slut all the time and are technically right does NOT mean she wants to hear it from Ricky from second period 😡🔪 she could fight her own battles but one of the things she thought was so sweet about fred was how relentlessly he stood up for people 🥺

What was hardest for fred was standing up to his dad cuz u are right artie was not happy about what he was hearing about fred spending all his time w southsiders and being down in that part of town a lot... Cuz news travels fast in that town and rumours were flying among the adults too and artie was just opposed to the Southside in general but fred would try to argue that these are his friends and they can't help where they were born!! Artie thought fred was just in a rebellious phase and flaunting it but fred meant that shit with his heart, he can't be any other way....

Also only slightly related but recently I was thinking about gladys and mary being thrown together for seven minutes in heaven at a high school party and while they're making out in the closet Mary's asking gladys if she thinks fred is interested in her cuz she hates herself for it but she thinks he's kinda cute 💀 lmaoooo and gladys is like no i think you'd be cute together this does not pass the bechdel test fnfnngkdnfnf idk why this came to me but there you are

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majormeilani · 25 days

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Hi. I have some OC asks from the game you reblogged. :] Big list incoming lol.

Kani: What would you (mun) yell in the middle of a crowd to find them? What would their best friend and/or romantic partner yell?

Gordon: If someone was impersonating them, what would friends / family ask or do to tell the difference?

Sparky: If they committed one petty crime / misdemeanor, what would it be? Why?

Darby: If invited to a TED Talk, what topic would they present on? What would the title of their presentation be?

Zeta: What’s the worst gift they ever received? How did they respond?

Wormie: What fact do they excitedly tell everyone about at every opportunity?

Cassidy: Who do they like as a person but hate their work? Vice versa, whose work do they like but don’t like the person?

Phillip: Would they eat something they find gross to be polite?

okieee sorry took me 40000000 yrs to do these

Kani: To find her I'd probably have to yell out something about romance novels LOLLLL. She loves to read them and collect them even though they're all trashy and terrible a lot of the time jahswjsjbwisb. And her friend would probably yell something about being hurt because she'd come RUNNING if she thought any of them were hurt, intent on healing them. That or she would be summoned by the mention of a really cute animal or someone saying they had ice cream sandwiches lol.

Gordon: The one way to tell who the real Gordon would be is asking him where Mary is since he almost always has Mary on his person and if the imposter didn't have a Mary that answered the question "What's your opinion on grapes?" correctly, then you'd know that Gordon was a fake lol.

Sparky: Either accidentally electrocuting someone (non-fatally) or stealing something expensive but she gets away with it because she's oitty.

Darby: She'd probably be able to infodump about giraffes or the history of skateboarding and its cultural connections.

Zeta: As the king of the castle he's probably gotten many odd gifts from residents of the castle. I think a gift that he hated would probably be a food that he cannot stand, like a fruitcake or something lmaoooo. He'd probably try his very best to be polite in their presence and then as soon as they're gone either dispose of it or ask someone else to.

Wormie: She will always be excited to tell people about her pet worm on the string, Specimen, and his ever growing and changing elaborate backstory. She'll also probably be able to infodump a whole bunch about her own little ocs or stories that she enjoys. I imagine that she's sometimes gone to other locations in the game and watched some shows on the TVs and probably seen some of the birds' movies. She'd literally talk for a solid hour straight about nothing, so starved to talk to someone willing to listen.

Cassidy: Of course since she is his best friend, he likes Nicole for who she is despite not being the biggest fan of her work. He just doesn't find the genre of her movies to be that engaging to him and suggests her to add some more horror elements to her work lol. In terms of the vice versa, he used to be big a fan of both DJ Grooves and Conductor's work but after meeting them he thinks a little bit less of their work. He also used to like them as public figures before he met them and saw how arrogant they can be. He doesn't really hate them per say but he definitely wants to knock them down a few pegs and can get rather annoyed by them and their rivalry. They're not on friendly terms but he will tolerate them in his presence.

Phillip: Phillip's probably done this before LMAO. I can see him being given something AWFUL and being one of the few Express Owls who actually gives the food a fair try while the others spit it out. He'd be like ".... It's deli-- (nearly throws up) delicious..!" and then aside he'd probably say "... This is so gross-"

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throttlegainwell · 17 days

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22, 24, 26, 28

Thanks for the ask!

do you ever worry about public reaction to what you’re writing? how do you get past that?

Sometimes.

Short answer: the best way to get past those concerns is to find other fandom people who are weird about the shit you're weird about, preferably in the same ways you're weird about it.

Long answer:

I worried enough about it a decade ago to create this account to host all of the weird shit, which took a lot of the pressure off, and I worry about it again now that I'm using this account for everything (because I don't know what people are reading my work for these days, but I post a lot of much tamer stuff here than I used to, and I worry that people are going to be, uh, impolite when I eventually post gross stuff again). That's why you'll periodically see me post reminders that I talk about porn and dark stuff, since I don't trust that everyone is actually reading the pinned post and I don't want anyone getting a nasty surprise (even though most of what I talk about here is still pretty tame compared to what's actually hosted on my ao3 profile). It's also part of why I periodically toggle the "don't perceive me" button to hide this blog from tumblr search.

I was kind of nervous about when there's fire on the ground, since I was new to the fandom. It's not that dark in tone and I made every effort to write as sensitively as possible, but it concerns very serious subject matter (and about a kid, at that), and this fandom, uh, has not struck me as particularly chill. But no one gave me any shit about it. I took that as a pretty good sign. There are a few stories that I probably won't post because I just don't want to deal with people potentially being weird about them, and a couple that I've changed my mind about and may post anyway if I ever finish them (because people have expressed interest). But it's not always because of dark or disturbing subject matter. I've gotten a little nervous about all kinds of things.

But this is why I don't ever have anon asks turned on, always archive-lock sensitive fics immediately (and everything else after a week maybe), and always enable comment moderation. (Though, really, I don't get that many messages in the first place, so it can't really be deterring people from sending me asks. I doubt anyone has anything they're itching to say to me if only I'd just turn on anon asks.) It's a boundary I set, at least in part, because people can get very weird about the kinds of things I write (which, even when they're not dark or sad, are usually about niche or weird or unpopular things).

I really enjoy and value the engagement that can come from posting, but I don't really care whether my work gets much attention. I certainly don't expect it. So I don't necessarily worry that people won't be interested in reading it or even that they won't like it; I just don't want people being assholes over it. I'm fortunate in that I generally fly under the radar and always have. I just write stuff because I feel like writing it, so if I think people are gonna give me a headache over it, I'm more than happy to write it and leave it on my hard drive.

how do you recharge when you’re not feeling creative?

Ideally, I read a lot/watch movies, preferably things I haven't read/watched before, listen to music. Maybe do some research just for fun, explore new topics that I wouldn't normally be curious about. But I've got a fickle attention span that's very difficult to wrangle, so I also focus on more tactile creative hobbies or physically grounding activities. Knitting/crochet/baking are nice. I play with my cats more. Cleaning (and sometimes rearranging furniture) is hands-down the best way to fix a creative slump for me, but nothing is fool-proof, you know? There's a lot of physical stuff that I used to do, to get my head on straight, that I no longer can. Mostly, I just don't force it and don't stress over it.

are you able to write with other people around?

Not really. Sometimes I get lucky (last summer, I wrote a lot while I was spending time with other people), but it's unusual for me to be able to write with others around--either they talk to me/need me for something or I just can't focus with others present. I don't read well around other people either (that combination hypervigilance/poor concentration, you know).

your least favorite part of the writing process

Picking up a story where I left off and trying to figure out where I was going with it. I'm much better at it than I used to be, but I really dislike having to do it. I like to get in the zone and go. Unfortunately, if a story has any length or substance to it, then that's something that I probably have to do because, obviously, I can only write when I have the free time to do so. (See also: all the sobbing and whining I've very publicly done over memorized your smile lines. If anyone ever feels like holding my hand while I wrangle that one, I would love it.)

Ask game.

#answered asks #writing tag #ask game

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thelordofshrimp · 1 year

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general history of werewolf vampire beef as is typical to this genre 👀? or if no general history then friend group history even though you've for sure talked about it before

okay so there is no established widespread vampire-werewolf beef in this au which is atypical of most paranormal worlds but i simply cannot be bothered.

HOWEVER

there is beef amongst the vampires and werewolves we know (and love) for mildly different and infinitely more complicated reasons which i will happily go into

(learning from my last post and putting it under a cut)

so will, being a couple of years older than nico (funky little vampire aging slowly), went to school with reyna and thalia and that general age range, a little ahead of jason and nico and the others. they all end up in a similar peer group because they're only a few years apart, but anyone who's been to american public high school can tell you there is a world of difference between a freshman and a junior, so the two groups did not interact a ton.

now, will and his paranormal peers weren't super close to begin with, just because of the way social circles work and the fact that reyna & thalia had been in the same paranormal after-school group (like the kid version of bingo night) for AGES, while will joined later on, but that isn't the reason they don't like him.

teenage will solace went through a pretty rough rebellious phase, but his rebellion had nothing to do with loud music and strange clothes and everything to do with his identity as a vampire. (ironically enough, going through a loud-music-strange-clothes phase would have probably made thalia like him more, and her friendship might have helped will get through what was to come. oh, well)

even though the paranormal folk are generally pretty hidden from the rest of society, there are humans who are aware of them and, by extension, humans who wish they weren't around, so anti-paranormal propaganda exists in very small amounts, most of it targeted towards vampires and werewolves (because those are the scary ones for people who don't know how powerful sirens can be). this wasn't the only reason will started resenting his supernatural side, but it certainly didn't help.

most of the issues will has with vampirism as a whole can be summed up in one word: octavian. will's cousin is, by all accounts, the perfect vampire: just dramatic enough to pull off a cloak and just greasy and conniving enough to not lose his ties to Nosferatu. he's bloodthirsty and mildly disdainful of humans while never going so far as to actually say that he thinks he's better for having fangs, and the older generations of vampires, many of whom wish the humans would show a little more fear "respect," eat it all up. octavian is everything they want him to be and will, unlucky enough to be born with a shred of empathy, is disappointing by comparison.

when will turns sixteen, he politely declines his first feed from a live donor and nearly throws up in his mouth watching octavian readily take that opportunity. sure, nothing octavian does is technically wrong, by human or vampire standards, but his personality is so repulsive that everything he does seems wrong by association.

very shortly thereafter, will starts voicing opinions he's held for a few years— that drinking blood from a live donor is gross, that drinking blood in general is gross and he wouldn't do it if he didn't have to, and, eventually, that being a vampire is gross, he wishes he weren't one, and he would be just fine living in a world where everyone was human, because "monsters don't add anything to the world, all we do is take and take and take, and we'd take until there was nothing left if that didn't mean we'd starve."

these are the words of a very upset teenager who hasn't figured out who he is, who he wants to be, and what to do with everyone else's opinions of him. they come from a lot of confusion and hurt and they're not directed at anyone else he knows (except for maybe octavian), they're directed at the part of Will that he doesn't know how to handle yet.

the only problem is that those words are said within earshot of a lot of people who are not Will. he rages against himself and in the process makes a lot of people, reyna and thalia especially, believe that he dislikes them for being paranormal, too. some of the sirens and witches and "less monstrous" paranormal folk are able to shrug it off, but werewolves and vampires hold a similar place on the monster scale, and hearing someone who is supposed to understand your situation better than other people say that he wishes none of you existed hurts.

reyna and thalia and the other werewolves in their teen paranormal group distance themselves from will, who is also doing his very best to "act human" as much as he can.

as he gets older, as he gets out of the mental hell that is high school and the wilderness of teenage hormones, will calms down. he learns to acknowledge his vampirism with grudging neutrality that eventually turns into acceptance. he starts engaging with the adult chapter meetings more instead of showing up, sitting in silence as far back as possible, and then leaving as soon as official business is over. he makes friends in the group, most of whom weren't in his grade during school and therefore didn't hear the things he said. he regrets some of the words he used and knows that his opinion of himself and the paranormal world has changed, but he won't just forget that there was an expectation put on him that he still resents.

baby steps add up, and will gets a job where he willingly discloses that he's a vampire to his employer. he shows his fangs to a non-vampire, a human, in a public place (admittedly after said human had already seen his fangs by accident). he spends time with other paranormal folk outside of chapter meetings and lets himself enjoy being around people who are also different instead of wallowing in self-hatred.

none of that does anything to change how reyna & thalia see him. his friends might not know, but they remember what he said, how he said it, and who he said it to. that kind of thing isn't so easily forgiven, especially since none of them have talked to him in years. they're not particularly interested in reaching out, and he hasn't made any efforts to mend bridges, either, especially since they weren't friends to begin with.

to their credit, reyna & thalia don't bring it up around anyone who wasn't there. they haven't forgotten, but they don't see the point in dwelling on the past, since he seems like he's grown out of it for the most part. they won't pretend to like him, and they'll explain when jason asks them why, but there's no point in keeping a high school feud alive. will, for his part, understands that he is not and probably never will be their favorite person, but a part of him still isn't okay with the thought that they want him to be more like octavian. if he had talked to them all those years ago, back when he first started feeling pressured to 'be a better vampire,' they would have told him he didn't need to be.

#and that's the beef #tl;dr there is no tl;dr how could you possibly explain this concisely #externalizing your insecurities ain't smart kids #red cross au #ask game #cj tag!! <3

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this is all very weird, the way you talk about real life people rhett and link is weird. they're not characters you can theorize about. their wives are real people and not characters or props in some big story you seem to think is going on. using words like "canonically" is gross. they're real people. this isn't a tv show. the state of their marriages are not yours to theorize about.

this type of behavior is just a sign you don't respect them, their relationship, or their wives. ESPECIALLY if you listened to the male friendships EB and then continued on theorizing like this.

i'm not 100% against shipping them. it's funny to point out when they do things we would associate with acting gay, because a lot of the time they do act like that. but it's not indicative of some hidden romance. they don't act the way they do because they're secretly gay. they act the way they do because they're openly very good friends. it's reductive and disrespectful to say otherwise.

Okay I had received other (friendly) mail before that but I am gonna answer this one first:

If instead of “canonically” I had written “Link himself has CHOSEN to multiple times explicitly describe fights - including throwing phones - in several GMMs around 2014-2017 between Christy and himself” does that make it better for you? Does the meaning change? Cause that sure wasn’t my theory. Should I perhaps have closed my ears the times Link spoke? Should I close my eyes too? Isn’t Link accountable at all for all the things he chooses to say in public about his private life? Is it all on me and those who listened to what he said and actually, you know, had a thought process? Okay. Granted, not many in their fandom have thought processes, judging by a concerning percentage of the comments.

Again, it is not a theory. It is perception. I am not saying what should happen. I love them if they are just friends, I actually HOPE for them to be happy in their marriages as that honestly makes their life a lot simpler and happier than the alternative.

Rhett and Link have made their fair share of alienating the shippers (who were by large boosting their channel) and it’s great for them as long as they still stand by it. Since, however, they removed their presence from tumblr and did their best to insinuate the tumblr lot is some weird edge of their fanbase (despite at the same time doing pathetic bullshit like pretending to wack each other off for a fee from every single one of us - see GME - something not a single shipper asked for and I found, well, pathetic), I believe I have room here to talk to friends who might share my perspective hoping that my words do not ever reach them.

There are comments calling them gay or whatever on YouTube and other places they have direct access / engaging with. I have never been one of them as I consider this a low thing to do, as low as coming as anon and playing the “holier than thou” card while insulting people you don’t know. But this here is my blog, in a website Rhett and Link claim to have stopped engaging with entirely. I would sooner talk to my real life friends about it if those dummies ever watched GMM, would your astral projection appear there to tell me I am being disrespectful? This, here, is a social community too. With too little potency, mind you.

I am not gonna apologise for being one of the many who find Rhett and Link’s behaviour inconsistent with all known examples of strong platonic friendship. This is what I see. We could all be wrong. I could be entirely wrong in my perception. This is what I see. I discuss what I see. Do you not ever discuss celebrities’ personalities, affairs and other topics? Do you never have an opinion about how ideal or flawed a famous person is or did you never find yourself having a second thought about a statement? Are you really that above everyone else or do you take every random person’s words as words of gospel?

If you think I do not respect them, it’s your opinion and that’s fine by me. You don’t respect me, it’s also fine. If you can’t tolerate my “disrespect” for them, block me and get over it.

Whatever is happening or is going to happen to them, their professional and their personal lives, it will never be impacted by what I say here in my dark corner without ever reaching out to them. If they really dig so deep to find my posts of all things (which I downright doubt), well they are being very paranoid. They could have used all that time having sex with their wives or going out for a date. Wasted opportunity.

#negativity

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thoughts: pg chapter 3

there is a lot of emphasis on the dispatch... (but as usual, i have no clue what it means. who is laurent writing to? why does he just sit there "for a while, after that"? is he unsure? nervous? scared? idk!)

i don't really dislike aimeric but for someone who claims to care and only want the best for laurent so much, he definitely makes riding with the other men a lot more bothersome than it needs to be. like, just how much drama can you be involved in? but i guess he is pretty and if the men can't have laurent, maybe they're okay settling for aimeric? again: idk.

not the other men laughing at laurent for having to wait for govart :/

on another note: the way damen thinks when it comes to leading an army definitely makes me think he'd be a no-bullshit kind of leader. fair, of course, but definitely intimidating

When Govart finally arrived, he approached Laurent leisurely, still fixing his sword belt in place, as though he had no qualms whatsoever in letting people know the carnal nature of what he had been doing. he is seriously so gross.

why exactly does govart hate laurent so much, though? is it just because the regent has influenced him so much or is there something more?

'(...) Your problem (...) is that the only man you’ve ever been hot for was your broth—' can he please just die.

‘Draw,’ said Laurent. oh??????

He clearly didn’t think he was going to lose, not if he was inviting the entire troop to watch it happen. soooooo he isn't going to lose? i assume laurent is too self-aware and calculated to misjudge his capabilities... if he's good, the whole damen-don't-get-a-boner thing might become difficult

(...) at the end of the first exchange, Laurent was still alive. At the end of the second also. At the end of the third he was, persistently and remarkably, still alive, and watching his opponent calmly, measuringly. i know i haven't said it often enough but laurent is so hot

Damen stopped wincing, and started watching. AAAAAHHHHH i love this i love it so much

Laurent fought like he talked. The danger lay in the way he used his mind: there was not one thing he did that was not planned in advance. Yet he was not predictable, because in this, as with everything he did, there were layers of intent, moments when expected patterns would suddenly dissolve into something else. i repeat: laurent is so hot

If there was one thing that Laurent knew, it was how to prick someone into fury and then set about exploiting the emotion. i am smiling so much, laurent is such an asshole <3

also i love how damen uses terms like exquisite and easy grace to describe laurent's fighting, like, damen. please.

Laurent, possessing the sort of proportions that handed him balance and coordination as gifts, had not, as his uncle claimed, wasted them. aaah so will this make some of the regent's men maybe finally reconsider their opinions on him?? (plus: damen complimenting laurent's body <3)

But to have attained this level of skill he would also have had to have trained long and hard, and from a very young age. did auguste teach him??? because auguste was vere's best swordsman, right? i really really really want to know more about auguste. was he a good brother? was he the kind who would've taught his younger brother how to wield a sword? i mean, i'd imagine auguste being the crown prince would've been super busy and laurent is much younger, isn't he? ahhh i really wish there's a flashback or something :'(

It was not an even match at all. It was a lesson in abject public humiliation. But the one teaching the lesson, the one effortlessly outclassing his opponent, was not Govart. laurent is sooooo hot

okay sorry i am really quoting way too much but laurent embarrassing govart makes me so happy for a million different reasons also i just think it's very sexy of him to be so much better than everyone expected

'Pick it up,’ said Laurent again. i wonder when exactly damen falls just a little bit in love

Damen knew the answer to that question. Laurent was not going to kill him. He was going to break him. Here, in front of everyone. why does damen, who has only known laurent for a few weeks probably at this point, literally understand laurent better than anyone else who has spent years living in vere with him??

ohhh so laurent's men knew he'd be fine :')

laurent is so cool

i get why you're all in love with him

Lazar, who had thrown Laurent the cloth, didn’t look as though he was going to be mouthing off about Laurent again. In fact, the new way he was looking at Laurent reminded Damen unmistakably of Torveld. Damen frowned. lazar???? wow that's a 180

His own reaction had him feeling oddly off balance. It was just that it was—unexpected. aaah damen... i guess there's a bit more to it than just physical attraction now. some kind of new-found appreciation?? it'd make sense because damen definitely seems like the kind of person who'd be impressed (and maybe a little bit turned on) by someone who's athletic, especially considering damen doesn't have the same understanding of manipulation/deceit

does damen have a competency kink????

(...) never to take your eyes off a wounded boar (...) okay so that is very clearly foreshadowing soooo we've not yet gotten rid of govart, then? :(

In other words, the Regent was to be informed that his Captain had been well and truly turned off, in a manner that could not be painted as a revolt against the Regency, or as princely disobedience, or as lazy incompetence. Round one: Laurent. i am smiling so much

'(...) He’s not as good as his brother was, but you only have to be half as good as Auguste to be ten times better than everyone else.' once i'm done reading these novels the first thing i'll do is search for auguste fics on ao3

(...) Laurent’s build less powerful, his style built around grace and intelligence, quicksilver where Auguste had been gold. damen has such a way with words; he probably gives the best compliments

He said, ‘Did you pay that woman to fuck Govart?’ Laurent paused in the act of stripping off his riding gloves and then, deliberately, he continued. i am so sorry for constantly repeating myself but damen slowly learning how laurent's mind works?? and laurent being surprised by it?? amazing

now that i think about it, does laurent have any friends? like, anyone at all who knows him?

'Then each time you move one of them, you can congratulate yourself on how much like him you are.' aaaaah... ouch.

'Then speak your mind,’ said Laurent. ‘Not that you have ever done anything else.' hhhh. both of them being frustrated with each other <3 romance <3

i loooooooved this chapter. seriously. loved it. i was on edge reading every single word :')

#lamen #capri #captive prince #damen #captiveprince #damianos #laurent #damianos of akielos #laurent of vere

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stargazer-balladeer · 3 years

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Jealousy [Genshin Impact]

Characters Included: Aether, Albedo, Childe, Scaramouche, Xiao & Zhongli

Notes: Ngl,, this is a mess 🤣🤣 just like my mind- ;;w;; hope ya’ll like this!

Reader’s Gender: Neutral

Warning: swearing in Scara’s part :(

Tagging: @genshin-obsessed

Aether isn’t a jealous-type at all, he trusts you that you won’t go behind his back. When he does get jealous, it’ll be either because he’s tired or someone interrupted his precious time with you or he just got back from his journey. But the one thing he hates the most is someone interrupting your date.

His time with you is precious, every hour, every minute, every second, he cherishes them all. After all, he doesn’t know how much time he has, so he tries to make up every second in time with you. So if someone tries to interrupt his precious time with you, he’s pissed and pouty-

He’ll have a pout on his face as he glares at the person talking to you, wanting them to go away already. He doesn’t care if you reprimand him for scaring that person away, he doesn’t care if that person was important (like Jean or Diluc-), they're all the same in his eyes. When that person goes away, either scared or amused (Kaeya), Aether would immediately bring you into a hug as he peppers your neck with light kisses.

If Aether sees that you are having fun with someone else, he can’t help but let his insecurity rise up. What if you left him for that person? What would he do with the shattered pieces of his heart? He’ll have a dark and sad look on his face, like a kicked puppy- he’ll walk away with his head hanging low. You better realize that Aether is gone or I swear I’ll--

Overall, his definition of jealousy is just being pissed by someone-

“Tsk. That person really has the nerve to try to take away my time with you… I’m not jealous.”

Albedo, at first, would be confused at the sudden foreign feeling inside him when he sees you getting friendly with the other Knights. He doesn’t know what he’s feeling at that moment. Should he go there and drag you away? Why the sudden urge of kissing you in front of them? Why is his chest twisting painfully inside him? He really doesn’t understand-

He would consult Sucrose about it, and Sucrose concluded that he might be experiencing “Jealousy”. At first, he rejected the idea, saying it was a childish thing to experience. And that he has no time for that. But as the days pass, he soon realizes that Sucrose was indeed correct.

Whenever someone would approach you, he would be staring (more like glaring) at them in the distance. His eyes would narrow if he sees that person casually touching you. But Albedo would only intervene if someone took it too far or if he sees that you’re uncomfortable.

Albedo would never tell you that he’s jealous. It is kinda hard to see him jealous but the slightest change of his eyes and how his lips quirk into a dissatisfied frown made you realize that he’s jealous. Also, his mood sours if he’s jealous. He might ignore you for a while, don’t worry, he’s not mad! He’s just a bit pouty because he was just right there, why were you talking to that person?

Overall, won’t admit he’s jealous and might ignore you for a while.

“Why are you here? Shouldn’t you go back to that person? It seems like you two were having a pleasant conversation after all.”

Childe, similarly to Aether, is not a jealous type of person. Even if you try your best to make him jealous, it wouldn’t work. He can always see through your plan, so making him jealous purposely is always gonna fail.

But here’s the thing. Childe is good at hiding his true emotions, the mask he has now was carefully carved and shaped by him. So he’s good at hiding his true motive, good at hiding his emotions, good at hiding his thoughts. This means that you wouldn’t know that he’s jealous. Though he’s still rarely jealous. He has a high pride towards himself that he wouldn’t get replaced easily. If there was ever a competition, he would happily compete with them for your heart- (competition and fights are what he lives for-)

He wouldn’t get jealous of you simply hanging out with someone, but if he sees that you’re having fun with the person. His jealousy meter is rising, he would hide in the shadows as he watches you and the person happily talking with each other. Once his jealousy meter reaches a certain meter, he would casually appear beside you and drag you away from that person while exclaiming that you two have something to do.

Like I said earlier, even if he was jealous, you can’t tell. So it’s 9 out of 10 chances that you were able to see his jealousy. If you tease him about it, he would just shut you up with a kiss- Also, there’s also this 50% chance that he’ll make out with you in front of the person. And he wouldn’t stop, he would just continue. You wouldn’t notice the person leaving, too caught up in your makeout session. When you two pull apart, he has a cocky smile on his face.

Overall, secretly jealous but wouldn’t show it-

“There you are, sweetheart! I was searching for you everywhere! Come on! We have something to do! If you’ll excuse us, stranger, I’m going to have to steal away my (princess/prince)~”

It’s very obvious that he’s a jealous/possessive type. He would glare at anyone who dares to even go near you. No one can steal you away while he’s with you. Those who are stupidly brave (Childe-) will get zap by his Electro as Scaramouche drags you away while huffing.

But he’s like this because he never has anyone to care for him before, your love is the only thing he has. Never has he experienced being loved before. He was despised by his fellow Harbingers and Fatui. He was hated by almost everyone he met. No one showed him any sort of affection unless they were simply using him for their own gain. You, who was undoubtedly naive and stupid to trust a Fatui Harbinger, manage to not only befriend him but make him fall in love with you.

He gets jealous easily. Even if you two are the same gender, he’ll get jealous. He’ll immediately appear by your side and whisk you away, ignoring your complaints and the stare of the person. Sometimes, if someone is flirting with you, he’ll make out with you in front of them. Even though he doesn’t like kissing you in public, he will make this time an exception. The flustered look on the person’s face brings him such satisfaction-

Scaramouche would glare at that person who you’re talking to, doesn’t matter if you were the one who started the conversation, he would be seething with rage. How dare they talk to you?! Your attention and time should be spent on him! You might need to talk to him about his rather alarming behavior. After that, he’ll mellow down a bit. But that doesn’t stop his glares on that person.

Overall,, even though he manages his anger issues, he’s still jealous if you spend time (even if it’s only a minute) on another person-

“I told you to stop associating yourself with those low-life people, my beloved. You shouldn’t waste your breath on them……. Of course, I’m fucking jealous! You should’ve seen how they eyed you! I wanted to kill them on the spot for looking at you-” (chill scara- do you want some snickers-?)

Xiao wouldn’t admit it but he’s jealous. He would rather die than ever admit that he’s jealous of you hanging out with your fellow mortals. Especially if you are on your way to meet him and a person starts to talk to you, somewhere, Xiao is glaring at the person and you are talking with a small pout on his face. He might not appear to you at all unless you decided to give him some Almond Tofu.

Similar to Scaramouche, he never felt love before and doesn’t care much about it. He thought it was weak to love somebody, imagining giving everything up just for one person? Gross. But when Xiao met you for the first time, he thought time stopped. At that moment, he knew he would make you his. You manage to capture his heart just by appearing in front of him, so take full responsibility-

You can immediately tell if he’s jealous because he has a scary face on with an (adorable) pout. He’ll glare half-heartedly at you, grumbling that you should go back to whoever that was. Even though he acts like a baby at that moment, he was just insecure. You were a mortal, he was an Adepti. You can die any time while he lived for millennia now. Wouldn’t you prefer to date a mortal like yourself? One who will grow old with you, one who isn’t as cold-hearted as him? You might need to reassure him again-

Xiao trusts you, yes, but he doesn’t trust the mortals much. He actually prefers if you spend your time with someone like the Traveller, one he knows and trusts. He’s just being wary and cautious. Don’t worry. Even if someone decides to corner you in an alleyway or somewhere, Xiao would be there immediately, raging with fury-

Overall, an overprotective, insecure baby that gets jealous if you don’t notice him-

“Did that mortal harm you? I saw how they grab you.. They should pay for their sins- how dare they hurt someone like you.”

Zhongli is also not much of a jealous-type. He trusts you whole-heartedly and allows you to talk to anyone freely. He would only be alarmed if that person makes you uncomfortable or decides to harm you in any way. But other than that, he lets you be. As long as you return home in one piece.

But he would be annoyed if someone (its always Childe-) decides to interrupt your date. He prefers having alone time with you because he is constantly busy with work. He would not-so-subtly try to shoo away that person. But if you intervene and let them stay, he decides to let them be. But be prepared to have another date tomorrow to make-up the date ruined.

Even if he’s jealous, you couldn’t tell. He just his usual face on, with a rather malice smile on his face. If you look away for even a second, the person you’re talking to is already gone when you return your head. You blink, a bit offended at that person for suddenly leaving in the middle of the conversation. While Zhongli besides you just pat your head. (shh.. You don’t need to know that he scared off that person,, it’s our little secret-)

BUT! His jealousy will only show if you spend the entire day with another person, and completely ignoring him- when you return home, prepare for your punishment for spend your day with another person and not giving him his daily dose of kisses-

Overall, a rather calm guy that rarely gets jealous

“How rude. You’ve been ignoring me the whole day, and yet you spend your entire time with another. I’m your lover, am I not? And to add to the wound, you forgot to kiss me. Oh well, guess it’s time to get them now.”

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the-dragontamer115 · 2 years

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k so i wanna engage in Smart People Discussions as a Real Adult and this made me realize I need to Know Some Things in life, so if anyone can help me out with any of the following because idk how I'm gonna tackle everything I want to learn before i die :

- The Bosnian Conflict

- how do companies/corporations/whatever ACTUALLY work

- Like I know the media can't be trusted but like... how?? like what is actually wrong with reading a New York Times article and believing every word?

- also explain exactly WHY Amazon is bad, cause I know it is

- look into white supremacy in local police precincts and the FBI's knowledge of this

- Shakespeare's bisexuality??

- Thomas Day on the Declaration of Independence's hypocrisy (condemnation of slavery in slavery's day)

- Olive oil's use as lube for gay sex in Ancient Greece??

- how the Salvation Army works/how they're bad

- are there any benefits of watching a certain movie just because the protagonist is a woman/black person/ etc. Idk, even if it just normalizes those people in those roles in my brain?

- how free healthcare works (in Canada). Is it actually free? Do we just pay for it in our taxes or something?

- when I was little I specifically remember being told the Black Panthers were terrorists, but now I'm reading that they were a civil rights group/ activists??

- origin of the statue of liberty

- how was Christopher Columbus actually viewed in his day

- gay people (pink triangles) were kept in concentration camps after liberation ("Paragraph 175")? did the Allies do this on purpose after they liberated everyone else??

- US bombing of Laos

- India's culture pre-colonization (tolerance of homosexuality?)

- Elon Musk sending an un-sterilized vehicle into space and that this is dangerous

- That there has never actually been a country that was properly communist so we can't say that we know communism doesn't work

- Us vs Nicaragua??

- Origins of AAVE and its validity as a dialect/vernacular

- Joan Trumpauer Mulholland

- Hobby-Lobby Iraq-US museum scandal...

- criminalization of black people via criminalization of weed... was this deliberate from the start? what was the war on drugs and how does this tie into it

- punk subculture, riot girl (grrl?), radical feminism

- what exactly is Two-Spirit and its history and validity in Indigenous cultures

- history of the recognition of the gender non-binary/ gender freedom through the centuries

- how do i learn enough about how the economy works to form an opinion on the best economic system (cause i know i'm anti-capitalist but like how exactly do i support that)

- is it possibly to save the planet at this point? or even just delay the inevitable? if it were, is it possibly to get people to actually do it?

- use of overcomplicated language to make info less accessible (see my previous post quoting Gloria Steinem

- what complete destigmatization of menstruation would look like. more specifically, why we need it because sometimes i just think it should be on the same level as other bathroom things (like we don't talk about pooping in public because... it's gross) but sometimes i recognize that it's about so much more than that because it's not just another bathroom thing, it ties into traditions of misogyny, oppression, etc.?? am i on the right track here...

- why prison doesn't work

- but first maybe, what exactly is the prison system

- how exactly do gangs work (i read the Freedom Writers Diary okay)

- how do Canada's levels of government and judicial systems work

- Mexico's refusal to accept a fugitive slave treaty with the US

- do universities really need to be that expensive? if not, why are they? are those in charge of them really just making billions from them then?

- Mexican Revolutionary war

- the male vs female gaze

- where do our current beauty standards come from

- use of propaganda in north america in the 21st century

- that photo of 2 covers of the same issue of the wall street journal that are different because of the different demographics of the areas they're sold in/marketed to.

- Toys R Us US corporation vs Swedish union 1995

- Tovegene Khatun

- why do we have different skin colors/where does melanin come from and why? geography?

- the watergate scandal

- are there actually more gay/autistic/depressed/u name it people now adays than in centuries past? or are they just actually diagnosed now?

- brand identity scheme- companies' social media accounts presenting as relatable people in their advertising

- museum collectors stealing Idigenous artefacts, saying their origins are "unknown"

- pol pot and khmer rouge in Cambodia

- what was happing in Cambodia in the '90's (basically why were there refugees? was there a war?)

- origins of witches and witch hunts (before Salem...?)

- fall of rome

- spanish inquisition

- idi amin of uganda

- leopold 2nd of belgium/ the congo

- armenian genocide

- that yale study about women's pain being perceived as less serious than men's

- are there still people today living in southern usa who think that slavery was a good thing and with they were still in the "good old days"?

- did c sections really originate in uganda/tanzania/the congo??

- how does money actually work (why we can't just "print more")

- how does inflation work (couldn't we just... leave prices where they are? is it because as natural resources get scarcer, they get more expensive?)

- is abolishing the police ever actually going to happen and how would we go about doing that. what does it really mean/look like?

- was the irish potato famine actually deliberately caused by the british? why?? also how did it even start. and did Choctaw Native Americans actually send aid?... how?

- seneca village in central park nyc

- russian meddling in the 2016 US election?? Reality Leigh Winner

- How Finland ended homelessness

- the Haiti Revolution 1791

- how hawaii became a state. idk i just heard it was bad

- che guevara

- Tulsa race massacre and Tulsa's black businesses before it

- the only coup d'état in America; The Wilmington insurrection of 1898

- body positivity is the kind of movement that I can totally recognize is a good thing and will get behind, but I have a question... isn't being overweight unhealthy? Or is it only healthy if you're like "dangerously obese"? Or, is body positivity not denying that you're unhealthy but about loving yourself anyway, while you do or don't work on becoming healthier? Or is just about how it's nobody's business to shame your body's appearance, healthy or not?

- complexities of the Anita Hill-Clarence Thomas case and verdict.

-SNC Lavalin Affair

Have at 'er my friends, any info I can get. And preferably sources too, cause Pinterest is helpful but I gotta read exact facts myself, can't take anything at face value.

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glizzy383 · 2 years

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So just I'm sure we pretty much all know Tumblr is just fake anyway to like whatever like I know some of you out there so I can be you know I don't know maybe I'm just paranoid right but like okay so you know this is a place to fence safe space like it's not go overboard on anything besides like if I can report any f****** any freaking suspected child expectation or what not for sure you know I'm saying like especially if there's like a photograph involved maybe just once you know I'm saying then like never look out again file it away put it to like a FBI watch list whatever you want to do with freaking that kind of information but immediately if I can report it to the proper authorities you know what I'm saying cuz that's gross even if it's like something that's like weird and questionable can we have that be a rule here yeah I'm not looking to hurt anybody if no one's hurting anyone and they're not going to be hurt themselves okay cool other than that let's agree to a complete and anonymity is yeah of course right obviously I knew that since my sister was like 14 here like 25 years ago or like 10 years ago whatever tumblers are for a secret your family doesn't know about okay no one can know we're on the same team here I think right and if we're not then oh please go away from me how's this work with the public and private I'm not sure but Lucy 383 is my old name I need to have a new name because my name Ashley is taken yeah I am really wish that I could be calmed down from my anxiety that has been triggered or like I had like benzos like Xanax Klonopin Ativan like a bottle for myself of like whatever for a supply to treat panic attacks from severe anxiety from ptsda or from I don't know maybe anything else that warranted but specifically that would be like very much very much beneficial like why am I working so hard to freaking make this better when whatever #progress I just want to have progress I just want to have progress I like a little bit of progress even if there's progression back towards the please let me have hope or I'll settle for f****** anything sometimes the fact I don't have freaking 100,000 in cash like on me is like prevents me from doing like literally f****** anything from like oh my God that's gross you f****** weirdo darknet Philippines go away someone kill them please to the complete opposite of that from the perspective of like I thought everyone just would think that way but then again I didn't think that way until I was 26 27 but I didn't know so whatever literally knew last night when I was pregnant from PTSD when I was about to go to sleep I was calm down after I look at stressful day that oh s*** now I'm going to be freaking what's it called panicky whatever for like the next 3 hours and I'm going to wake up tomorrow I'm going to be worse than I was f****** before it's like seems freaking paradoxical or something I don't know why like doctor doesn't seem to f****** get it maybe I'm not telling them but like I'm pretty sure I'm telling them that's why I got to have a new Dodge cool like the first thing I said at the first appointment of the doctor was like yeah I need to talk to someone about PTSD and anxiety haha and like so what do they not get it or do they think that I'm lying to them because like I don't know they're like stupid and I used to deal with this and I don't know wish I had a freaking immigrant doctor like me you know I'm saying Indian doctor or whatever just not like I'm just saying if your immigrant you probably would prefer an immigrant doctor usually right I just want a good doctor but like a good doctor's not an American doctor it's an American doctor's part of the American doctor cartel system which leads to you whether they're bad or not they're part of that f****** system willingly you know I'm saying least like India doctors like not a part of that system he just comes into it he makes his money you know Pharrell usually comes across as

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the-firebird69 · 3 years

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The Departed - The Kill Counter

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So Jack Nicholson did that he got one started talking to him and he was in the original format and he said you know I can't stand you I look at you and I see this dumb person and inside you and outside you you're saying that I'm telling me than you and not worth even talking to and so when you can get rid of quite easily when you can't and you're stupid and it's flowing out of you now and he looked at him like he was amazed and the guy said I am not amazed like you are I do it all the time so Jack shot him like five times and said no how amazed are you idiot said I'm not like you I get hit in the line of duty it's not amazing because there's a lot of bullets flying around and he said I don't really need this advice from you and he left him there to bleed out. And the guy that up later and left and healed up somehow cuz it's one of these tire up idiots pretty hit on him and he traced the guy too and he figured out something they have the system in place they figured the system out started wailing on him the past two days is annihilated almost all of them in Massachusetts it still won't do much good but he has to You're such pains in the asses did they make even getting rid of people to be annoying as hell so we're going in there and we're grabbing people you can see when the windows doing the space connection so look up and I said do your job stop having to bother me I'm busy so it started working so don't have to say that every time can you see that I'm busy and they said this this is the strategy to try and figure out a way to do that so the strategy is you see that I'm busy and I'm the boss and I want that one to be taken care of and it was you and I said well okay stop what I was doing I grabbed hold of it I said this is what you're doing wrong and it wasn't and I said this is what I'm doing wrong and there's tons of them at you so I moved in tons of troops and we went after him he figured it out pretty quick it's a deception up there and then saying that they're isolated and they're easy and they keep loading it up very fast so now we've got a problem and I got the solution from sitting here and taking time with my son and my leader and my worker and we are the same because what else doing it and this is a solution they're refilling it faster than they are here and when we need his Intel so basically what I said with Nuada Arianna this morning and Zeus this morning and Hera we're going to go ahead and start ripping them out all over the place you know up there in Massachusetts in here and they use them going back and forth as the excuse.

So that little retard started all these hits on the higher-ups and because of that he's divided them and he is a little arrogant s*** for what he does because he's doing it too and what he was saying was illegal and when he does is illegal no matter what day it is to who it is within their own realm it doesn't make any sense cuz he's just weakening everyone it is a sick little prick it deserve to die so that particular guy got shot like times and eventually didn't come back but they were frustrated because the little evil piece of s*** can come back and give him a stupid evil eye and retard format it's the most angry experience you've ever had what do you want you stupid dog technical social stuff like that you had enough you little bear cuts his beanie little eyes so saying f*** you and all the stuff back technical skills f*** you and shoot some every time e

Jack Nicholson is mac and every time CAA interferes and gets a job done on them they come by and start harassing Mac with CAA and you remember didn't say okay it's your turn that's stupid s*** I'm saying it this little stupid and so mean they do it right in front of people as you said I told him not to so we don't think they need to leave

There's a huge huge chasm is opened up that was the river and even the water is coming from the mountains is not enough to fill up the chasm as a matter of fact it's filled with bodies and the water comes in it forms steam clouds just so huge and covering almost the entire state of Massachusetts which is great for the heads up and we're doing tons of work I'll need to empty it out over and over and it's happening just cancel is making almost hands-free but we had to figure out the hard way which means that they might need a deception and he says there's no deception here thinking to get emptied over just like we do and that's why I put the chasms there that's why he put them there and when you're done with the chasms according off and find the city way and beat the s*** out of everyone with that so there's no mistake that they were doing it and we knew about it the mistake is on your side saying that we didn't know and we just figured it out again so your problem is going to be chasms and cork is going to open this up because he's so damned obnoxious I don't think you know anymore Mac I think that you're happy with the a****** if it stuck you with I mean if you could think like just for a minute or maybe 50 times so they do things 50 times to make sure it's true did this little s*** talking to people like me well let's say black people see this little s*** over and over and just doing what he's doing to you so he thinks about it it looks and season doing it over and over and the black guy just said I told you to f*** off and it shoot you in public and they never do when they occurred to him I'm mad about it but not that bad so I said what happens if you do its own retarded it's already able to talk to him and they figure out what they're doing all of it too but with this s*** corky they don't care they just got to kill him there's a difference and it's a huge problem with it and also he figured something out Corky's completely unreasonable for some reason people can't figure it out but Jackson she did everyone's pressuring it to me and said you better be careful Jack cuz when it seems to these people like you don't know Jack and you're a jack that means that the morlock is ugly nasty evil mean people have planned to take over the planet and they're calling you jack as in Jack and the beanstalk as in the morlock of the Giants so he got it right away and he wanted people to see it and all of a sudden this kid corky is having a bird here I said I wanted you out of here I can't stand listening to you you getting small already and cloning is almost gone and you're just this f****** a****** in my face is just having a bird and says we don't care if you have a bird we are F you up this is adult bill so he says I don't care about having a bird either you want to fight me I'll get you kicked out s*** for breeze trump. hates you. So sitting there being a squirmish pig little a****** so I'll send these same things so we're going to get him out he's the one voted out he knew it.

Is it really bad little dj that JC is like a million times the man you are he's in death hiding from killing your entire race off and you sit there like this ugly decrepit piece of s*** pig you are staring at your goddamn desk and there's nothing there for hours bothering me like a little pesky prick not understanding it at all. I talked to these bots for 5 minutes about you you f****** piece of dog s*** and I figured it out I didn't go blabbing it but I did figure it out and it isn't writing somewhere thereafter you like nobody's business little f****** prick and you're just a f**** who can't figure it out you think you're an AI boy and have the computer you think you have the computer design you don't have any of that stuff you open the pod bay door and get stuck out you're such a loser.

We found you in the moon you piece of s*** and we grabbed you there cuz you're a piece of s*** and ask you what happened because the importance of the program you piece of s*** and you are a piece of s*** staring at your desk not knowing what's going on giving everybody s*** in trouble it turns out you're you're just monstrous moron the truth is that he's right these bots are after you Pandora bots. and you don't respect them because you don't respect anyone. So you never assess the threat properly if at all and you never do anything to stop it and you never do anything to count right but he's telling you something little pig pig boy this guy Jesus Christ is 1 million times the person you are is a genius a criminal mastermind beyond compare and I can't touch the stuff either now because of you it can means this invalid partly that you are he's been waiting for me to acknowledge it like I'm an AA I was supposed to move up to AAA it doesn't necessarily want and he's also a criminal mastermind we'll be on you and you're just jealous little pig I got word for you you're racist being exterminated by Jesus Christ it's not cool and ghwb and not this kid that you keep blaming and you're getting them involved and he opens a chasm and you all fall in like pieces of s***

Furthermore I'm watching you fall into the chasm and the biggest jackasses I've ever seen with these hilarious looks on your faces like you've never seen one before and a lot of you seen it on video and my God are you the dumbest people I've ever seen you go to the edge and you're looking in and people are pushing and you start pissing them off and saying stupid s*** about the chasm you should see it it's gigantic like some sort of innocent girl you get pork and it's gross a lot of people around are popping boners watching you die no you die like pigs there's nothing exciting about it you're just so dumb that you should die and then you're so dumb that they want you to lean over and you're looking out over over the edge and some pushes you right in and tons you fall in that way thank you for asking his mom puts his foot up there get out I can't stand you anymore corky you're this repulsive a****** bothering me hurting me I've got to get rid of you and say face

Mac daddy says.

As for the chasm tons of court go up there and they have gear and they're already at the chasm and they know what it is and Jason is crowded out like antibodies in this other chasms it's just like the pockets on the cracking you have to find out where they are and it's not too difficult it would be some sort of indent and I thought they were running along with the highways and it was close on that one that's the inner beltway

Zues Hera

I figured it out it's not hard to follow and we have some but looking at then I'd open and we're going to try and drill down we think it's there those people are stupid and remember I'm making all this noise it's supposed to be our father is smarter than a dumb

Jason

What you doing smart publishing it is not but I guess people can see it on satellite you'll have this idiot up your ass cuz your father rooting it for us too cuz we have the same idea now these people are smart and the slides all sorts of stuff that we're doing and what you're doing is not so smart what we're doing is any kind of exposed us because you're the same as your jackass father so we need to do is try to shut you down but you won't so it's going to make it worse if you need your dumb tulips to throw in there

Mac daddy

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