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will-pilled · 1 month

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Montague

Possibly triggering stuff? Self harm, CA, SA.

Montague personality (summary, due to limited information):

Montague is controlling, as is evident. He comes off as very calm and collected, and seems like a rather calculating and "pulling the strings" sort of man. Can be very aggressive. Headcanons:

He/him cis man - Unlabled but prefers masculine leaning/androgynous individuals. (British cig) It's more aesthetics he's attracted to.

He is not a huge animal person, but Oscar was okay when he was around I guess..

Fashionista and artist, designs his outfits.

Fave colors are blue, white, black, blue-gray, and silver.

Knows a lot about rocks and crystals, keeps it to himself though because he doesn't want to look dorky.

He is very French, and swears in French often as well as muttering to himself and breaking into French speaking when flustered or overwhelmed.

Loves sweet and salty deserts as well as very savory food.

Really likes knives. They're neat.

He isn't a good man. He isn't even an anti hero. But he is very easy to feel bad for.

Not a fan of children, not at all.

Kind of a sarcastic ass hole. Not kind of, a huge one. Dry humor and sarcasm. *Blank stare* "Are you stupid?"

Skin care and hygiene freak, takes pride in how he looks.

The Society was the closest he had to friends, so when they all ditched each other he became bitter as FUCK.

He does want a romantic relationship BUT he also terrified of being close to someone. He doesn't want to risk someone being in control of him or being rejected or left. he has a VERY intense "leave people before they can leave me" mentality, but isn't really aware of it.

Borderline Personality Disorder - Is extremely convinced there is nothing wrong with him which leads him to be very "anti recovery," and makes him indulge a lot in unhealthy habits and actions. Has some narcissistic traits but not enough to have Narcissistic Personality Disorder.

He *appears* calm and collected, but the moment he is sure he is alone he may fall into a hole-in-wall-punching fit of rage. Him breaking things is not uncommon. He takes his anger out on objects the most. He wants to fill the hole in his heart with objects and power. He chases the temporary highs of stealing, the chase, being in control of someone, and even perhaps drugs if he is bored enough. He only smokes in front of others, as he avoids doing most others in front of people due to more noticeable effects. He feels rather empty.

Intense need for control over himself and others, and in turn hates losing his shit. He HATES when things don't go his way for this reason as well, and his stealing also goes into this as he wants to control items and where they are.

A bit of a stalker, but not too bad. Stalking socials is his biggest thing.

(Potentially triggering? Self harm.) He did the eye scar to himself. No cool backstory or funny accidents. He did it to himself to look the way HE wanted to look. To control how he looks and what happens to his body. He never talks about how he got it, but loves it. Likely has other scars as well in intricate patterns and pictures. Doesn't really do it anymore because he honestly got bored of it. Not because he got better in any sense of the phrase.

(!CA, SA!)

Montague grew up with a very emotionally abusive and controlling father (Montague is sadly repeating the cycle it seems). He wasn't hit much by his dad, but was often picked on by peers for his queerness and being "girly." which caused his aggressiveness, though since he can do "whatever he wants" he is more open about it now. Not really "price flags everywhere" kind of open (though ngl I could see Meowscles being like that fucking bi and transgender ass cat) but more of a "clear closet"/"Is he... Y'know?" kinda open. He doesn't care for either parent much, they were both distant and let money raise him so he doesn't have much of an attachment to either of them. He has no feelings for them and when he came to the island he felt little to no grief at losing his old life other than his money and power.

He was assaulted when he was a young adult for a period of time by an employer, who had a great deal of influence and control. This is also where Montague's "I want influence and power" mindset comes from as well, so he will NEVER be at someone else's mercy again. He feels anger over it. He is no "perfect victim."

#montague hcs for twitter #I have a little community on there now :3 #montague #fortnite #montague fortnite #fortnite montague #tw sa #tw child abuse #cw queerphobia

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delphiealmond · 3 months

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A Fallen Apple From the Apple Tree

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Pairing ➸ Lucifer Morningstar x Alastor

Synopsis ➸ Lucifer Morningstar believed that Heaven was a sanctuary, the best place for a soul to be in. Growing up with his brothers was the easy part, until God summoned him and his older brother Michael to guard over the portal between realms. Slowly, Lucifer begins to see how frightful Heaven really was. Sought out to defend the sinners of Hell, tragedy strikes among the Archangels. But a familiar face makes Lucifer think that maybe defending his opinion wasn't the worst idea he could've had. Does this familiar face bring him peace? Or does Lucifer end up getting stuck in another twisting cycle of lies and betrayals?

Warnings ➸ None for this chapter

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MASTERLIST : Previous / Next

Chapter Three (1.6k)

“Luci!!” Michael shouted, shaking his younger brother. He remembered everything that happened the previous night. The discussion, the yelling, the fighting. He remembers seeing the red and black blood. He remembers the Cherubim’s. He remembered the six deadly sins.

At first, he didn’t quite know what caused Lucifer to become so frightened. He was with one of the Cherubim’s, he should’ve been protected. The other boy, he didn’t seem harmful. Though, it was Hell. He should’ve been better at this. He should’ve been with Lucifer instead of being in his dad’s arms. He should’ve shielded Luci with himself so the little demon child didn’t scare his younger brother.

He didn’t know what Lucifer saw. All he saw himself was just the fighting. The deer boy was lying on the floor, cowering while Cherubim held his weapon pointed at the child. Then Satan reacted, which caused even more of a fight to break out.

“Luci, wake up!” Michael shook the younger boy again, only for Lucifer to groan in reply. He buried his face into his blanket, before peering up at his older brother.

“What…?” He muttered.

“Are you okay?” Michael crawled onto his bed, sitting on the other side as he pulled the blankets over himself. Lucifer rolled over, facing Michael as he looked at him. His own blonde hair was a mess on his head as he cuddled the plush duck in his arms.

“I’m okay.”

“Are you sure…?” Michael frowned. “I… I should've been there.” He pouted, looking at the ceiling.

“What do you mean…?” Lucifer asked. “You were there.”

“I was with Father, I should’ve been protecting you.”

“You were scared,” Lucifer muttered. “And I was curious. Don’t blame yourself, Michael.” He smiled at him, and the older brother knew that Lucifer was only trying to make him feel better.

“You got scared too…”

“Only for a minute.” Lucifer pouted, sitting up in his bed. His pjs were thrown askew, as he rubbed his eyes. “Anyway, the Cherubim was there, and I didn’t get hurt-”

“The boy did…” Michael sat up as well. “He got hurt…” Lucifer paused. He stole a quick glance over to his brother as a frown appeared on his face.

“He shouldn’t have gotten hurt… I was the one who said the wrong thing…” Michael sighed, watching Lucifer try to convince himself that he was the bad guy.

“Come on, Luci, you’re not bad…” He sat up and pulled Lucifer into a hug. “He was bad, he was scary… I think he was even the son of the leader guy that was there..”

“I don’t think so…” Lucifer huffed, his cheeks puffing out as he crossed his arms, just accepting his brother’s hug, yet he didn’t hug him back.

“I have to say sorry.”

“No, you don’t.” The booming voice echoed through the room, and both boys turned their attention to the man in the doorway. God smiled at both of his children as he entered the room. He closed the door behind him, as he headed over to Lucifer’s bed.

“Father..!” Michael smiled, jumping off the bed as he ran into God’s arms.

God picked up Michael, nuzzling his head against his son’s before he sat down on Lucifer’s bed. He placed Michael in his lap as he tried to fix Lucifer’s blonde locks.

“You don’t have to be sorry for anything that happened yesterday.” He spoke, yet, this time, his voice was soft and kind. “I shouldn’t have brought you both with me in the first place…” He looked down at Michael.

“Did the boy really get hurt…?” Lucifer asked, shifting closer to his father as he cuddled the plush duck in his arms. God didn’t really answer him, as he fixed Michael’s bangs.

“Father…” Lucifer asked, a frown on his usually joyous face. God sighed, before smiling to Lucifer.

“It’s none of your concern now, Luci.” He patted his head. “I hope you never have to go back down there. It’s not for people like us… Not for children like you.” He gently pinched Lucifer's cheek, yet the action didn’t cheer the boy up.

“How about the two of you spend the day with Sera?” God suggested. Michael lit up immediately.

“I wanna hang out with Sera!” He jumped off his father’s lap and rushed over to his own bed. Lucifer frowned, hugging the plushie as he rested his head against the top of it.

“Trust me Lucifer,” God gently cupped the boy’s cheek. “He learned his lesson that way. If something bad had happened to you, I wouldn’t have been able to forgive myself.” He muttered.

Lucifer sniffled, rubbing his eyes. He looked up at his father, yet, he felt even sadder.

“People shouldn’t get hurt because they’re trying to defend the only thing they know…” He frowned, only to get out of his bed as he headed over to his dresser. God sat there, taking a deep breath as he watched his two oldests. He sighed, standing from Lucifer’s bed as he headed over to the door.

“I’ll let Sera know to come by and pick the two of you up. Maybe you could go for some ice cream and a play day at the park.” He encouraged.

Michael beamed at him, a bright smile on his face, while Lucifer just nodded, pulling out an outfit from his dresser.

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War and chaos ensued around them. The orange sky lingered, the pentagram displayed brightly as the fiery balls of death slowly rose and fell from the volcanoes that surrounded all of Wrath.

Sinners screamed, cried and fought. Battles lingered around every corner, a new dead body every five minutes. Sinners were none other than selfish people who wanted nothing more than everything for themselves. Very similar to the way God was described to him as he sat up in his room, watching the only thing he knew tick by him with every second.

A knock on his bedroom door and his ears twitched. It was pushed open as Satan stood in the doorway. He crossed his arms over his chest as he watched his son. He knew what happened yesterday was too much for the boy to handle. He was so young and he should NOT have been attacked the way he had.

“Are you okay…?” he asked. Alastor sighed, pulling his gaze back to the outside world.

“I’m fine…” He muttered.

“Al,” Satan took a step in, closing the door behind him as entered. “I apologize. I should’ve kept an eye on you, kept you close.”

Alastor sighed, shaking his head as he looked at his father. He glanced down to his arm, a white bandage wrapped around it, protecting it from infection.

“I wanted to be there,” He said, standing from his spot. “And I was the one who got myself hurt in the first place.”

“Next time, you’re staying home.” Satan said, sitting at Alastor’s desk. “I don’t want you interacting with Angels again… You’re too young to deal with this type of stuff.”

“But…” Alastor frowned, his ears laying flat against his head. “Isn’t that why I was there in the first place…? So then, if something happens to you…” He paused, looking at his father.

“It’s too soon to bring you into this type of authority. For now at least.” Satan stood, heading over to Alastor as he pet his head, fluffing up his ears. “When you're older you can learn. For now, be a kid.” Alastor frowned, yet his ears twitched.

“He was interesting…” Alastor commented. “Before all of it happened, he seemed… Almost intrigued by the world we live in.”

Satan chuckled, rubbing Alastor’s back.

“Our world is specifically for us, Alastor. Angels aren’t allowed to be down here, and that’s why he was so curious about it all. It’s new for them, just like if we went to visit Heaven, it would be new to us.”

“I don’t ever want to go up to Heaven…” Alastor frowned, yet his tail wagged back and forth. “I think it’s too… wholesome.”

Satan laughed.

“Ah, that’s my boy.” he messed up his hair before he headed over to the bedroom door. “Come down for lunch, Miss Rosie is here.”

Alastor’s ears perked up. He got himself ready, fixed up his hair and fluffed up his ears. Miss Rosie was a bit older than him, but he found her more enjoyable than other children he’s played with. She was kind, and funny. She understood him similarly to his father. He liked spending time with her, whether it be in the back garden of bushes and thorns, or walking through the streets of the Wrath Ring.

Happily heading down the stairs, Alastor was met with the lovely Miss Rosie. She smiled at him, her eyes pitched as the darkness that lingered in her soul, but her smile almost deadly.

“Alastor!” She rushed over to him, wrapping her arms around him as she pulled him into a tight hug.

“Rosie,” He squeaked, gently patting her arm.

“I heard what happened!” She looked down at his arm, gently taking it. She saw the black blood trying to seep through the bandage. “Are you okay?!” She nearly shouted.

“I’m fine,” He took his arm back, folding his arms behind his back as he smiled at her. “Where are we going today?” He asked, tilting his head to the side.

“Oh, I’m so glad you asked!” She put a hand on his shoulder, only to link her arm in his. “Mr. Satan, I’m going to take Alastor out for a few hours, and we’ll be back before dinner!” She smiled.

“Of course! Go have some fun, but don’t do anything I wouldn’t do.” He spoke.

Alastor nodded, his tail wagging with excitement as he and Miss Rosie left the house.

Yet, Satan sat there, watching his son leave as a deep frown appeared on his face. He glanced at the overlord who stood by him, a frown on her own face.

“We have to do something about the angels.” He said. She looked at him, a heavy sigh from her lips as she nodded.

“Of course, sir.”

Notes➸

Hi!!! I hope you don't mind that I made Alastor's blood black! I thought it would be pretty cool given in this AU he's the son of a deadly sin! Also, I'm literally so excited to write about Heaven, given that Hazbin focuses in Hell??? I hope you enjoy the story as much as I do!!!

If you wanna be added to a taglist, just lemme know and I'll try to add you!

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lets-hide-a-body · 1 year

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"My lovely boy"

Jon Kent x Fem! Reader

INSPIRED BY : YES TO HEAVEN - LANA DEL REY

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Alien

Freak

Monster

He knew they were doing that just to get under his skin, he knew that. But he could not stop it. He cried. Superboy cried. Alone. In his childhood room, cying his eyes out. He was all alone.

His dad left him in charge of Metropolis while he was gone and he was not prepared for the things he would hear. I hurted him really. Since his return to Earth, it was not the same. Losing his one true friend, years under control of Ultraman changed him. Not only physical but even mental. He hated it. His years of childhood was stolen and it will never be brought back no matter how much he wanted and tried.

But right now the only thing he could do is cry. Cry, cry, cry and it hurted. Son of Superman, Superboy, Man of Steel it didn't matter everything hurt and it was horrible.

Jonathan sat there, his cries muffled by the fast breaths coming from his throat. His head hurts and it is absolutely horrible. First time he felt powerless and damaged in the worst way possible. He is alone, all alone and broken.

"Jon?" it was like a voice of an angel. Sweet like honey, warm as summer breeze.

"Oh Jon, what happened to you?" He hears the soft steps, coming close and closer, bringing feelings of love.

(Y/n), the fifteen years old girl, who stayed at his side since the time he got from space. If you asked Jon right now, when did they met, he wouldn't know. The only important thing is that she is here. An embrace he needed.

"Jonathan what happened? Are you hurt? Did something happen to Lois? Or your dad? Love talk to me..." There it was, the soft voice fron the East. Her soft British accent, he always loves to hear.

He smiles, lifting his hand to her face, his palm gently brushing her cheek. He loves them, the softness, the beautiful (s/c) that just settles with her eyes. She is perfect. More perfect than anything.

And you are a freak. An abomination to society. A monster of destruction. Alien!

Only the thoughts of those words, hurt him. (Y/n) watches as Jonathan breaks down, crying his eyes out, his voice barely recognisable, cover in wimps and muffled cries.

"Oh, Jonathan..."She hugs him and he gladly returns it. He needs support, he needs the help and she is here, with her arms open.

"It's okay Jon, it's okay. Let it all out..." with that words, Jon couldn't stop it, his cries became louder, his eyes watering and sending crocodile tears down (Y/n) 's deculte, as she hugs him closer. It was easier for him, she knows that, what ever happened it hurted him and this was his only way of getting his pain out.

(Y/n) lent herself on the bed, getting herself comfortable on the hard wooden floor. Her hands circled in Jon's hair as his head lays in her lap. It took Jon good half an hour to calm down and still you could hear small cries coming from his mouth. He curled himself into a ball, trying to make himself smaller with his head under (Y/n) 's safety.

"What happened that it broke you so bad?" She says as she tries to change her sitting position, resulting in strong arms wrapping around her torso.

"Don't leave me. Please..."

"Don't worry about that. I want just to make myself comfortable... What if we get you to bed Jonno?" he nods, still motionless on the floor. (Y/n) signs as she puts her hands under his arms, slowly lifting him up.

Surprisingly he was lighter than she expected, but it still resulted in her dropping to bed with Jon on top. (Y/n)'s face burns bright red, her body steel, while Jon on the other hand, buries his face in the crock of her neck, hus hands cycling around her waist.

"Jon this is a little awkward.. Could you-"

"Please don't go... I'm not a monster..." her heart aches from his words. Why did he think that? Why did he even put a mind to that?

"Oh Jon, oh my darling love..."She wraps her arms around his back, one of her hands finding their way to his hair.

"You are not a monster. You are the sweet man i met."(Y/n) says as she gives him a light kiss on his head. Jon slowly moves to her right, keeping her locked in his hands. She smiles looking at his puffy blue eyes, almost red from crying. She lifts her hand to his face, loving evedy part.

"My Superman. I couldn't ask for more." Jon's broken face turns into a sweet smile, putting his forehead on hers.

"(Y/n)... Am i a freak?" she just shakes her head, hugging Jon to her, giving him a light kiss on the forehead. He lifts his head, capturing her lips in his. The sweet taste if honey and love, filling his head. He loves it. It calms him.

"Never, my lovely boy. Never..."

#jon kent x reader #jon kent #jonathan samuel kent #jonathan samuel kent x reader #superboy

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emperorsfoot · 5 months

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Oh! You are the author of the fic I keep refreshing my marked for you page for instead of studying for an exam that can make my school longer!

I love omega Kon, and I absolutely adore your omega Kon. I think a lot of omegaverse have a tendency to feminize the omegas and your Kon and in general your omegas don't fall to that. I also feel like instinct/we-are-sentient-human-beings-we-can-think is apropriatly balanced in your fic.

Oh and I am so ready for the "We accidentally bonded" reveal. I think we are very close with Kon in the closet-nest now. I feel it is gonna be trigering to Clark. (Oh will Lex realize? How will he react? Why do I feel like he wanted to break the chain but the moment he perceived as the chain being established he went full berserk instead of trying to repair the relationship as much as he can. Does he actually care about Kon as his pup, or did I just get that because I am hungry for good dad Lex.)

And the Batman knew Clark had a pup and that he left the pup with Lex reveal. How will Clark react to one of his biggest and most well hidden insecurities being known by Bruce. Will he freak out? How will he react once he realizes that if Bruce knew, he didn't care-well, didn't care is the wrong word, that it didn't change how he felt about Clark?

Also the Kon wants to court Tim reveal. My god how will Tim, who has been keeping himself back(as much as he can) because Kon has an alpha, react to being said alpha. How will Kon, whom has been falling for both of Tim's identities even with both trying to keep themselves in check react to both his crushes starting to recipricate.

And then the reveal of Tim Drake is Robin. Will Kon be mortified (yes), will he realize both started acting more into him once Robin learned he liked Drake.

Or Tim is Robin can be revealed before Kon likes Drake. In that case would Kon think that every single drop of kindness he received from Drake, everything that made him have a crush, was because they were mated? Oh boy, you can get a whole 'nother series from that.

Man there are a lot of reveals I am so excited for! It is like identity porn×500.

I am also so excited in a fake-science way. I just love world building and science, I adore stories where 'magic' is seen as science and there is innovation and-(I cut 3 paragraphs of me rambling about how electricity is magic, from here. It ended with "WE HAVE MAGİC ROCKS(magnets)!!!!")

I am always interested in how people handle omegaverse, like whether they use some out there smell like vanillia or pinapple, softer smells like hay and chlor or just alpha/omega that is just slightly different for everyone which I think is more realistic and I have loved how you handled all of that. I kinda wanna hear more about the chemistry+biology behind the mating like

I am very excited-in the fake-science way-for the discussion about the potency of the bite(between Tim and Kon). Unless I imagined it, the amount of veins/longevity of the bite was longer then what that size of a bite waranted. I know it might just be something like the adrenalin of the fight but I dunno, I like "we aperantly are very compatible" stuff, I think that registers in my brain as soulmates in a biological sense even though that doesn't make sense.

And of course Kryptonians or any alien adds another level, weird alien biology is a good tag. And how you handled Kryptonians was also great, i just adored the difference between the nests.

(I have this multiverse Au where a more advenced "human" civilization created kryptonians+others as weapons and then got eredicted and the humanity on earth is like the left overs/exiled ones. And that's why Kryptonians have a fricking kill switch and are human looking. Now if I was creating a species as a wepon I would like to keep them from multiplying with my species and in an omegaverse setting turning which subgender triggers the mating cycle would be a great way)

Also would getting a tranquilizer agent, say one that is airborn, automatically dispensed into the room then get someone to seperate the pair work for the heat triggers rut/rut triggers heat situation. But I guess kryptonians and humans would need different doses/stuff and whoever is awake would fight against someone trying to take their mate away. Maybe an internal insuling pump like thing? I mean, if you do it like once every 6 years to just get a child a small surgery would be fine for me. Or maybe like one of those autometic tranq guns, in that case you can deliever different doses/shit as well. And I mean, either the needle would need kryptonite or they need to be under red sun lamps for a longish while but I think the second one would work if both sides are willing participents.

Having said that, there is also the fact that the mating "bite" between Tim and Kon triggered a kinda heat and rut and I think it would have turned into a real one if they spent it together. So like is that a one time/just got mated thing or like will the same thing happen every time they bite, if it is a mated thing can they like triger it again and again by just leting someone erase the mark and mating again or did they lose their chance (would the same heat triggers rut/rut triggers heat cycle happen). And how did Lex and Clark missed this in their research?

Oh and the reveal of Kon (probably)being able to have children, like, I think he internalized that he can't have children (that he can't give pups to his alpha) but nope, there is nothing wrong with him actually, he just took after his carrier. (I mean if I was him, a hybrid whom is not having a cycle like I think I am supposed to, I would assume I was infertile. Also holy fuck Lex, I know you wanted to keep how he was concieved from Kon but like talk to your child, like "Kryptonians don't get heats regularly, in Krypton a rut triggers a heat, so we triggered mine to have you" wouldn't even be a lie and I personally wouldn't assume rape from that and I am sure Kon never spoke about how he thought he was infertile to fucking Lex Luthor but sex ed my man, you have to give the speach before they ask for it, wtf?)

And also Kon's life is gonna change so bad man. Like, my guy was the heir to Lex corp, he is smart enough to be, clearly, and now? Man, there needs to be a way to get him Lex corp, like, Tim that would make a great courting gift. I just can't find a way, like, Lex probably haven't updated his will, so like... throw him permanantly in jail, like he raped an omega, force mated him, kidnaped said omega, force mated him again, kidnaped(?)his son and like That should be more them enough to throw him into jail right? Ugh, that's the one part I am not ready for.

At this point I just want fluffy nest cuddles man...

(Sorry I rambled A LOT. I am just so fricking excited, also wanna avoid studying for that exam, also english is not my first language, in general sorry)

😳

I am overwhelmed

Here. Have Clark cuddling Conner in the nest, drawn by me

#71kedi-yip #Ask #answered #renkonnairu #Conner kent #kon-el #clark kent #kal-el #timkon #superbat #fan fiction #fan art #my art #renkon draws #renkon's art

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myfanfic-urfantrash · 3 months

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goddamn who tf out here making thirsts that bad 😭 *looks away from my own* i healed from brain rot but dived back in bc i want some wholesome things on my name too

i know you’ve talked about pups already, but i wanna expand on it bc it’s a cute topic

blade would not want pups like you said, but i think if he did have one, he’d be terrified to hold them at first because he’d think his mara would affect them somehow or hold onto them too tight (strong hc that he was terrified to touch people for the longest time bc he thought he’d hurt them from not being able to control his strength). buuuut, once he was gently reassured and got the little one in his arms after a few days to get used to them, that man would not let that kid go 😭 his mate would probably have to “fight” him to hold their pup longer than five minutes bc he’s being protective

jing yuan, same thing, except he wasn’t scared to hold them. A+ dad, would 100% make dad jokes (save yanqing and jy’s mate for the love of aeons), giving his mate a break if they needed it with what he could handle (like feeding, changing diapers, etc) he would probably pout if he had to let them go bc they needed to be fed or if he had to go to back to work because fu xuan caught him slackin and realized he was lazing off at home to get out of doing paperwork

- messy nest (my brain shut off for welt and luocha, my two boys are living in my brain rent free)

Yay wholesome :D

cw: omegaverse, pregnancy mention

Blade

His omega got pregnant the day their heat/rut cycles synced up for the first time.

When he heard the news he wasn't entirely sure what to do at that point but didn't throw a fuss when his omega decided to keep the pup. He watches over them like he would if he was in rut which has almost lead to a few people(Kafka) to almost lose their limbs when they got too close to his mate for his liking.

Wasn't present during the birth as a script had to be completed but he's present afterwards and is stunned to see his smiling, though exhausted, omega with their new pup.

With how cautious he is as he approaches their side you'd think there was some sort of enemy in the room but it's just a baby. He doesn't reach for them or do much except stare at them like they could attack at any moment. His omega understanding he's simply out of his element and worried about his own strength and mara, offers up their pup for him to hold, gently guiding his hands and arms into the proper position before handing him their pup.

He actually shakes before the pup is in his arms but stills almost instantly once he feels how warm they are through their little blanket. It's a sweet sight seeing him relax and calm down from his anxiety that his omega is surprised how stubbornly he clings to them when it's time for them to nurse their young.

It's comical how he twists himself to the side to keep their hands away from the pup, Kafka and Silver Wolf snicker as they come in with gifts. He eventually relents though after all their pup needs to be fed but as soon as they're done he wants them in his arms again.

More than happy to take the pup to tend to them while his omega rests. He'll feed, change, etc his pup just good luck getting them back.

Jing Yuan #1 Dad

His omega gets pregnant the same way Blade's mate did, during the first time their heat/ruts cycles sync. Of course the biggest difference is he made absolutely sure they'd be knocked up by the time the week was over.

Made sure nothing would stop him from being present for their pups birth, he even asked Fu Xuan to divine the exact time and date to make sure he had it off. Present during the birth and his hand might be broken but details, it was worth it he tells his mate as they apologize.

Holds his pup carefully with a little assistance in getting them into his arm while Bailu mends his hand. He's absolutely smitten and pouts when he has to let go of their pup so they can be taken care of.

Best Dad award goes to him as he's taking care of his pup without being asked while his omega recovers their strength. He might get Yanqing to help so he gets used to handling the little one and learning his responsibilities as their older brother.

It's like he's been waiting his whole life just to be able to make dad jokes. His mate and Yanqing are sick of him already.

Gets into all sort of trouble because he's using the pup as an excuse to leave work. Yanqing and Fu Xuan will drag his butt back to work while he pouts having to leave the pup home. On some days he'll bring the pup with him to work including meetings. Mimi adores their pup to bits and will watch over them as they sleep, Jing Yuan has to fight them for the pup because she will not let him have them it's hilarious.

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causetheturtle · 8 months

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Thoughts while rewatching season 3 of Riverdale:

1. K why did Alice’s farm style slay so hard? Like she looked so great

2. Love how Archie is literally in this prison FOR FUCKING MURDER and still nobody is scared of him - they saw this man in his nice little shoes his rich girlfriend gave him and were like “yeah this man is ducking useless”

3. VERONICA STOP BUYING YOUR BOYFRIEND NICE THINGS WHILE HE’S IN PRISON! He’s just gonna get this shit stolen your dad was in jail how do you not know how a prison works?

4. It’s so sad that the normies got hold of the “epic highs and lows of high school football” line because it really is such a perfect Archie line - this man is naive and kind hearted enough to believe a game of football is all that’s needed to fix the structurally broken prison system but if you haven’t watched the show and don’t know anything about Archie then it’s obviously gonna seem ridiculous

5. Riverdale relationship drama is so funny cause it’s like “Betty had a stress related seizure due her mother and sister joining a cult and didn’t tell Jughead” or “Veronica isn’t sure of the best way to help Archie through his time in prison”

6. Kevin asking Moose if he’s embarrassed by him of course he is Kevin have you met yourself? Your literally the worst

7. Organising a musical number and cheerleading routine for her boyfriend while he plays a game of football in prison is actually the most normal reaction Veronica Lodge has ever had to any situation ever

8. Realising I talk about Riverdale the same way all of the G&G players talk about G&G

9. Imagine being an adult in Riverdale and hearing that a new bar opened up under Pop’s and going for a night out to check it out but you get there and it’s just a load of teenagers doing musical numbers and drinking mocktails

10. Why is FP’s immediate reaction to any situation ever to just grab his son’s face and yell at him? Begging for this man to have a normal non-abusive reaction to something just one time

11. Will never stop thinking about the Midnight Club. It was the first episode of Riverdale I really watched and it’s still one of my favourites. Like the way all of the parents tried so hard and came so close to breaking their moulds and forging their own paths but they never did and just fell into exactly what the world and the people around them wanted to be AND how their kids are all in the same situation now? The narrative, the cycles, the generational trauma! This episode has everything

12. Knowing now that Sheriff Keller actually WAS into guys the whole time and it was just that he didn’t want to be with Moose’s dad makes the whole situation so much funnier

13. The idea that they were all booking out the bunker for certain nights a week is so funny - like did they have physical a schedule? Who kept the schedule? Did it just sit in like the offices of the Blue and Gold?

14. I fucking love Archie and Josie together and have fully convinced myself that Josie is somehow California Women

15. It needs to be studied what exactly the Heathers episode did to my brain because that one episode of TV completely rewired my brain chemistry and changed the trajectory of my life

16. It’s so sad that the happiest Polly ever got to be was when she was part of a cult. It’s also sad how much everyone’s farm fashion went off cause they all looked so good during that era

17. It’s actually a miracle it took so long for Fangs to actually die there were so many attempts on his life

18. God Veronica running multiple businesses at age 16 and none of the Riverdale adults batting an eye and just respecting her as a business women will never not be funny to me

19. The plot twist that Alice was actually working undercover to take down the farm actually makes her being so awful to Betty make less sense. Sure, she was doing it for the greater good I guess but like she didn’t have to give away her college money or sell their fucking house leaving Betty with the options of homelessness or moving to a cult to get it done

20. FP maybe if you need to get your teenage son to regularly come and help you with your job as sheriff then you shouldn’t be doing it? Although on the other hand Jughead would’ve gone to those crime scenes anyway so like maybe it’s a good thing FP was there as adult supervision

21. GOD the cult break out and scavenger quest are such amazing finales for this season. Everyone nearly dies about ten times, Kevin and Fangs no longer have kidneys, the core four staggering through the woods in formal wear close to death together, Cheryl and Toni coming to save them all with the power of gangs and bows and arrows, it had literally everything you could want!

22. Love how Hal Cooper is canonically one of the worst serial killers ever and every woman he’s been with tells him this to his face

#riverdale

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melodromacy · 1 year

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ive been posting animal husbandry hot takes lately but here's a fandom hot take for you:

people need to stop caring about rusty so much (i.e. a lot of woobification and downplaying of how he really is) and treating him as if he's a positive character in venture bros. just because he has the venture name. because even now he is still functionally a deadbeat absent dad while also somehow still existing in his kids' lives who used to care more about unethical experimentation. and did things like kept backup clone slugs of his children. because he didn't care enough about them to even ATTEMPT to try and break the cycle and raise them with any semblance of love or care. and instead takes directly after his own father by abusing them via neglect and letting them die repeatedly because he felt no form of loving connection to them until later and even at that point it felt extremely forced. because i still feel even currently that he'd still rather let one of his kids take a bullet as long as it saved his own life.

yknow who we need to care about more? jonas jr.

a man who, functionally, was what everybody thought Jonas Sr. was. a man who was present in his family's life. a man who helped his wife escape an abusive situation. a man who loved his adopted child more than he probably loved himself. a man who cared so much about his disabled family member that he almost straight up killed the monarch and everybody in the flying cocoon for calling him a slur. a man who wanted nothing more than to commemorate his father that he never got to meet (even if he wasn't aware of how Jonas Sr. was behind closed doors). a man who wanted nothing more than to make the lives of himself and everybody around him easier, and better. a man who wanted to follow in his father's footsteps, a man who created the second Gargantua space station.

a man who sacrificed his own life, knowing he wouldn't get better, due to the rapidly spreading several forms of terminal cancer and organ failure he was beginning to suffer from. a man who realized how many people he could save if he let go - and went through with it anyway, because it would save people, people he loved, people he cared about, people he barely knew, and in some cases, people he hated. jonas jr was not perfect. sometimes, he'd work too much, and sometimes he'd neglect to keep forming and kindling his relationships because of his work. sometimes, he was stressed, and angry because he was stressed, and stressed because he was under pressure. but even then, he's better, and he's everything rusty ever wanted to be. and when JJ died, he willed everything in the Venture Techno Industries name to his brother. And he willed everything he could to his family he made so that they would never have to worry again. he willed his home, his livelihood, his LIFE'S WORK to Rusty. he trusted him.

#the venture bros #venture bros #listen this isnt actually a call to action its not like #“if you like rusty venture youre a horrible person” or whatever #its just basically like #“we've got all this rusty content but where's the content for JJ who is literally The Perfectest Guy In Venture Bros”#rusty is a funny pathetic blorbo i get that #but this is just a call to action of holy shit we need more JJ content

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zodiyack · 11 months

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YOURE WELCOME TO DISAGREE THIS IS JUST WHAT MY SIBLING AND I TALKED ABOUT AND AGREED ON.

what we think about the gayness of stranger things~

Billy

Okay, billy is like... Well we headcannon him as overprotective but just going about it the wrong way due to his father. Mans acts out because it's a trauma response. I suggested that he doesn't like commitment because his father settled down twice and became abusive. (Not once did billy lay a hand on any of the women -whilst in control- tho, so he's breaking the cycle). Like he's scared to turn into his dad

We believe he's very obviously straight because of his womanizer tendencies and some other things, but also, that he's most likely on the verge of toxic masculinity (but not quite there) if you were to suggest him to be gay.

He'd probably suddenly get defensive or smth 🤷

Eddie

Okay so Eddie literally spends most of the season with his obsession with Chrissy. The hanky in his pocket was a metal thing. BUT I FEEL LIKE THIS MAN IS JUST COMFORTABLE ENOUGH IN HIS SEXUALITY TO MAKE GAY JOKES.

I feel like he'd experiment just to see what it was like. Maybe pan. That, or my boy is just a straight man with no fucks given.

Probably would be the type to have a gf but giggle and play along if someone asked if him and his friend were a gay couple.

Steve

Bro isn't straight or gay, he's just mom. He's a milf.

All jokes aside, I feel like Steve favors the female gaze- the show and his consistent oggling of women makes me think this, but also would be more comfortable in his sexuality if he was in close friend group.

Would be super like "nah bro" if he didn't know you well enough, but the second he does he'd probably go "i mean, I'd kiss a dude just to try it."

Regardless he's still mommy.

Nancy

Poor girl has dealt with so many shitty men, I literally would not be surprised if she just- switched sides.

Definitely started out as straight, but girlie got to experience men on an extreme and probably is just fed up at this point. We both agreed that she likely would at least be bi with a preference to women.

Robin

Boobies.

#stranger things #zodiyack #zodiyack speaks #zodiyack sibling #headcannon #eddie munson #steve Harrington #robin buckley #billy hargrove #nancy wheeler #lgbt #lgbtq+#gay #stranger things headcanons #just my opinion

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ssamorganhotchner · 2 years

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Sad hotch thought

Being so excited to tell Aaron you’re pregnant when he gets home from his next case. Like you made sure to buy several tests to make sure. And when he got home you jumped into his arms giving him a bunch of kisses. But as he went to change out of his clothes your joy soon changed to absolute devastation as you could feel your period (or miscarriage) happening.

If I was his gf or wife this would kill me 😭😭

cw: false positive pregnancy tests, periods, talk of a miscarriage, eventual pregnancy.

angst with lots and lots of fluff. <3

oh my sweets :(( no matter how long you've been trying to have a baby that would be super heart breaking.

false positives are much less likely than false negatives (like they occur less than 1% of the time), but they can happen. if it was a false positive, and those "pregnancy symptoms" were actually period symptoms (confirmed by your doctor), that would be heart breaking but at least you would know you didn't miscarry. you were probably stressed because of the case he had, or because of your job, really just life in general can get super hectic sometimes and cause period cycles to go out of whack, which really can suck.

god forbid those tests were actual positives and you do miscarry. the day you find out, he's recently home from a case, finding you in the bathroom with your hands around your stomach. after finding out what happened, he holds you close, runs his fingers through your hair while you sit in his lap and cry into his shirt, clutching onto him as though he could slip away from you at any second. he rubs your back, kisses your temple, and tells you it's okay, that he loves you and you'll just try again. it happens, it happens to so many women and it's not your fault. sometimes something is wrong with the embryo and your body flushes it out to protect you and the baby. it's heartbreaking, knowing that you could have had a family with the man whom you love so much... it's something you've longed for ever since you were little, and now it's being ripped away from you in the worst way possible, as though you were never meant to be a mother at all.

for months you try again, nearly giving up until one morning the smell of his coffee makes you nauseous; his aftershave smells weird to you and that delicious breakfast he makes for you every morning? horrible. he thinks you caught jacks stomach bug he had a few days ago, which could be true but then you think back to when jj was pregnant with henry and all of the clues seem to add up: the coffee, his aftershave, how much you couldn't even stand the smell of the eggs he made this morning. all of it.

kissing him goodbye, you immediately run to the story once he is out of sight and buy multiple tests just to make sure. you're scared from what happened before and don't want that kind of hurt again - feeling like a failure if you miscarry a second time. you couldn't survive it... can't survive another one. you want nothing more than to create a small little family with the man you love and to have that yanked away from you not once, but twice? it would shatter your entire being.

you are cautious, but overjoyed when you find out - all three of the tests in a row with little plus signs on them, with the one loner to the side that says pregnant. it finally happened and you couldn't wait to tell your husband that he was going to be a dad again - something he has always wanted with you.

the case is an undercover operation, which means he is gone much longer than you had originally anticipated - two weeks to be exact - and when he's finally home you can't wait. getting the announcement ready, you set it on the bed for when he's out of the shower. there's a onesie that says "hi daddy" with one of your positive tests in the middle of it. they both set neatly in a little gray box with a black bow on top, ready to give to him the moment he steps into the bedroom.

he's speechless when he opens it, not believing exactly what he's seeing, and it takes him a second to process. once he does though, to say he's overjoyed is an understatement. picking you up and twirling you in a circle as he kisses you with tears in his eyes. whispers of "i can't believe this" and "i love you so much" fall off of his lips like a chant. to have another baby? with YOU? oh he is so excited. you both have waited so long and it's finally happening. not that he didn't before, but he really he cant stop the smile that hits his eyes every time he looks at you now.

in fear of losing another pregnancy, you don't tell his team until your second trimester, all of them knowing how much you and aaron wanted to be parents again. but when you do finally tell them, just like family should be, they are over the moon. <3

#ssa hotchnershoney!!#morgans moots #morgan answers #aaron hotchner #tw: pregnancy #tw: miscarriage #tw: period talk #tw: false positive pregnancy test #criminal minds #aaron hotchner x you #hotch #dad!hotch #ask answered

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andiwriteordie · 1 year

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tell me everything about will's airbending <3

a dare is a dare

look i really really REALLY need to go back through and like organize this into some giant masterdoc or something (my other wips and projects are over here looking at me like... bitch pls), because i can't remember what i've talked about with will and his airbending LOL.

so, i apologize if i'm repeating myself!

will misses his airbending.

i think i'm noticing a theme with literally all the party members, and it's that so much of their identity and their joy in life comes from their bending, and a lot of what happens in this little world challenges that/takes it away. (something something something about bending kinda being what dnd represents in the stranger things canon—that loss of childhood and innocence and the difficult journey to reclaim all of that and break free from the cycle of trauma and abuse).

so, in the aftermath of his kidnapping, will's airbending isn't gone. but it's... not the same. will isn't the same, and he can't even pretend like he is. not when everyone around him treats him differently (everyone but mike, that is). everyone handles him with kid gloves. he has to go to the doctor—some airbender who is nice on the surface level but doesn't really seem to care about what will wants—a couple times a week for breathing treatments, his tattoos are scarred and ugly now as a result of what happened, and it feels like every time will closes his eyes, he's reliving those terrifying moments surrounding his near death experience. the encounter with that airbender ruined will's ability to separate his own bending from his trauma.

and will misses his airbending.

because unlike his brother, will's airbending has always been a source of joy for him. jonathan made sure of that, and jonathan protected will from the brunt of lonnie's abuse. even if jonathan didn't enjoy his bending, he still did everything he possibly could to make sure will loved his own airbending. so, as a kid, growing up, airbending has always been one of will's most favorite parts about himself. he's pretty good at it too, and he can make his friends laugh and smile when he takes them to go airgliding (dustin and lucas both scream like little girls, but they still love it; and mike always begs will to take him), or when he shows them new tricks he's been working on, or when they all hang out with poki the bison who all of them are determined to help fly. (it doesn't work, but that's okay. will loves poki anyways!) airbending has been will's escape—from his dad's anger, from the bullies at school, and from everything else that was difficult growing up.

and then, all of that got taken away from will.

he can't airbend anymore without gasping and feeling like somebody is stopping him from breathing. he can't look at himself in the mirror without remembering those moments when his body did something instinctual and terrifying and so painful in an attempt to save itself. physically, he can hardly breathe on his own anymore, and at first, dr. owens agrees that his lungs are weaker and just need some help, but eventually, owens begins to remind him that this is in his head. it's no longer the physical. it's all in will's head now.

which is just miserable. because how can that make any sense? obviously, will misses his bending. he misses his ability to breathe well and to stop associating everything with how this man hurt him. he misses the person he used to be. he feels so different now—different and broken and so unlike himself. so, in the aftermath of his kidnapping, will doesn't airbend. he can't bring himself to. he stays close to the earth, like there's some imaginary shackle preventing him from taking flight. maybe it is all in his head. and maybe he's doing this to himself.

#andi's asks #stranger things/avatar au #atlagate

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buckybarnesss · 11 months

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i was doing some casual looking up of deceased family members you know as one does after watching every available episode of find your roots on youtube.

like, i'm not close with my father's side of the family and even when we were living near them i was both very young and none of these things were discussed.

i did not know the man i called my grandfather was not actually related to me for years. i wasn't aware of my dad's biological father until after the man died.

my father only ever talked about him maybe a handful of times to me when i was a teenager. even then i could tell it was a source of great pain for him and was part of why he was so troubled throughout his life. my father was always some thing of a mystery to me but unlike the rest of his siblings he was never able to form a relationship with his own father. my uncle said after my dad died that he never forgave their father for how he treated their mother.

we never talked about it and having had a rocky relationship with my dad i have retrospectively hate how we weren't able to break that cycle.

but anyway, it was a surprise to me to find out my great-grandfather was on iwo jima via find a grave. my dad always led me to believe he'd been in the european theater or maybe young me got a false impression. the man died when i was young and apparently he never spoke about his service.

the service picture they posted looks just like my dad as a young man. i remember my great-grandfather a little. i remember him being quiet and kind. always in his recliner and he would sneak me candy. my mom told me how when she'd walk to their house with me in a stroller he was forever fixing the stroller for her because my parents couldn't afford another one. he loved woodworking and i still have some of his work around my house.

i wish i'd known him better.

#my blog #i don't know the point of this post other than i apparently have some feelings today

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arachine · 1 year

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LEXI I CAME TO ASK IF YOUD SEEN ACROSS THE SPIDERVERSE JUST TO SEE ALL THE STUFF YOU REBLOGGED??

I LOVED IT SOOOO MUCH LIKE I WAS SHAKING IN MY SEEATTTTT MANNNNN IT WAS TOO GOODD

(i am soooo close to becoming a spiderverse blog istg)

tell me alllll your thots abt it plzzzz🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️

BAE LEMME FUCKING TELL YOU!!//!/!

i watched it a few days ago and??? i’m still in a state of utter shock and bewilderment??? like physically i’m home, but mentally i am still sitting in my theatre chair, with my jaw agape.

it was brilliant and—i truly can’t stress this enough—a MASTER CLASS of a movie. animation as a medium is so underestimated, but i really believe in my heart of hearts that it’ll open up so many doors for other films to come.

there’s so many things i can get into, but first i wanna talk about the color palettes designed for each character!!! i think the animators’ use of colors bode exceptionally well to showcase the characters’ emotions and innermost thoughts/feelings. take gwen for example: her color palette is usually hues of blue and cold tones, and when she’s unsure of herself or feeling down, the background/environment around her, reflects that. you see it a lot when she’s switching back and forth between her earth, and miles’—but especially so when she’s in her room. all the furniture appears abstract, and it’s constantly changing in appearance because she isn’t allowing herself to really focus on her surroundings.

another thing i noticed (this has to do with colors too) is that miles’ color scheme on his earth is blue and red (like every other spidey), but when he’s on earth 42, the color scheme changes to purple and yellow (the colors associated with the prowler). looking back at it now, this was probably obvious and may have been intentionally in-your-face but i was so caught up in other things that i didn’t even really notice it until a friend pointed it out.

beyond all that though, i have so many theories. for one, do you think spider-byte helped miles in good faith? or do you think it was unintentional? a friend and me were going back and forth about it but i think it was in good faith and we even see her in the little group gwen recruits at the end. i mean, i guess i can see the other side of the argument? people think she knowingly sent him to the wrong earth but i don’t think she knew what earth he was actually from. the machine that sent him to earth 42, scans dna. so i’m assuming while she knew he was an anomaly, she wasn’t aware of the fact that earth 42 wasn’t his actual earth. i’d like to think that she helped him escape bc it was either: 1) let him caught by miguel & co. or 2) let him take his chances.

another theory i have is that maybe miles’ dad can be saved. miguel said the canon event was inevitable but so far, miles has been disproving that he’s not like the other spider-people. him being an anomaly is quite literally a miracle within itself. he wasn’t supposed to become spider-man on his earth, but he did it anyway! so maybe…nobody will have to die? they make it a point in the movie that all the spiders go through suffering, and that their suffering is inevitable, but idk…that doesn’t sit right with me. there has to be a reason for miles’ transformation. and i think he can break that cycle.

sorry for rambling!! i’ve got a lot more theories and insights but this reply is already sooooo long 😭 if you wanna talk about it dm me!!!

#will add tag later #spider man across the spider verse #smatsv spoilers #across the spider verse spoilers #atsv spoilers

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calypso-finale · 1 year

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Eighty.

I have been travelling to and from London, around the time Oakley has his treatment I come, then I go back, I am keeping my promise but also I am making my own family happy, Robyn and I agreed, there hasn’t been any type of arguments about it, I spend a week here while he has his treatment and then I go back after and Wadz is around anyways but I promised I would be there for him and I am, I wouldn’t go back on my word and he didn’t his, he kept to his word and he went for it, but he did do his UK dates and then went into hiding, and it ended up spreading so I wasn’t happy with him but he is going through the treatment which has been draining to see. I feel drained for him watching him, he is on his second cycle now, third will be this one we will go too and then they are going to run tests on him and then give his body a break, his blood to replenish but I kept to my word, and he kept to his, they think that maybe four cycles could be good enough, but these tests are hard, like he is so unwell, and I hate to see him that way. He hasn’t been out since, he goes out, but he can’t he is so weak and tired, then I think could Rylee really take this, but it doesn’t matter now. She is working in France and left Aziel with me because I am here for a week, I am happy she is getting on with things. I just want my grandson to have his dad, I want Oakley to find happiness. But Aziel seeing his dad the first time he saw him, he lost his hair, and he is just bald, Aziel got upset and he didn’t like it so kind of keep him away, but Oakley hasn’t asked to see him again. He is taking tablets now too, but he always feels worse after those too. I hate to see him this way, I personally wish I didn’t, but I am keeping to my word, just like Rylee is. I told her she needs to just leave him, and move on and she threw herself into work, which is such a Robyn move of her because Robyn would do that “Grace” I said, “yes Chris?” she looked at me “when is Rylee back again?” I am sure she would have been by now, I ain’t taking him hospital with me, she knows Grace needs to go “she is here, London traffic” letting out an oh, least she is here then but London is awful with traffic.

Robyn and the kids are on skype with Aziel, he is having such a conversation with them “nana!” he spat “yes baby” Robyn said, he looked at me and laughed “he is just playing now, he seeing how many times you say yes baby, we going now, I think his mom is back” picking him off the chair “mommy is here, go and see her” I said, lowering my head “it was nice to actually speak to Aziel for once, thank you” Robyn said, I cooed out “don’t be, he enjoys it. Speak soon” waving at them “see you soon, love you” I grinned “love you too” closing my laptop “mommy I want it” making my way over to the reception area “want it? baby I ain’t got anything” she has come back with bags “I bought you some new clothes though, I missed you” she picked him up “had a good few days away?” I asked “I did, thank you for being around dad. He loves you” I grinned “he does thanks, I was worried you won’t be on time, Grace has to go and so do I” she let out an oh “oh yeah, you do. Sorry, Ti and Taylan was in France too, crazy enough so we linked up. I was the third wheel and then the paparazzi caught us outside, it was nice to see her and yeah” least they are getting on “how was work? Fendi love you” she laughed “they do, I think they have a soft spot for me, like they cannot let me go but work was good, but I did miss my son, I missed you so much. All I kept thinking of is what is my son doing, is my son ok. Is papa wiping your butt” Aziel giggled “butt!” he copied “oh he is trying to be grown to me, he told me that he wants to go to the toilet now, no more diaper” Rylee chuckled “he is a grown man, stop it” he missed his mom “so you going now?” nodding my head “yeah, go and pick him up and go” Rylee nodded her head “good luck and give him my love if you do” I chuckled “I will not” I grinned, Rylee scoffed.

Staring out of the window of the van, Oakley hasn’t left west, he hasn’t left Wadz apartment, he is living with just regular people, and nobody harasses him but like you wouldn’t think it’s Oakley because he comes out with a balaclava, a big hoodie, shades, his whole face is just covered so nobody knows. People know Wadz lives there but not Oakley, I think that is wild and brave, but I always bring a bodyguard with me coming here, it’s not the best but he is happy I guess. Wadz and Oakley are both coming now, my bodyguard slid open the door “we meet again” Oakley got into the car “on time too” dapping him “I am always on time, London traffic” he pulled his balaclava down and took his shades off “I look like shit” he laughed “it was going to happen” I patted his leg and he is skinny, like bones skinny “look the doctor is positive, this will pass” Wadz looks tired “you look tired” he laughed “I have been cleaning the place up, Oakley wakes up tired. It’s hard to please him, like food wise. He only likes oats but today he was sick” he smiled “it happened, sorry” he apologised “it’s fine, how you been? New tan and shit, my guy comes with a new tan” I laughed “I come with a new tan because I live in Cali come on now” waving them off “doesn’t Rihanna hate this?” Oakley asked this before “I manage my time better; I haven’t cut the kids off or anything like that. I manage that is why she hasn’t said a thing, she can’t really because I am spending time with the kids at home, I manage it. Don’t worry about it, I am here” he sighed out “how about we give Wadz a break” I pointed “what you mean?” he asked, Wadz did message me and asked if he could have like maybe a day or two away from him, he just needs time so I said fine but like it’s at the house and really, I haven’t mentioned it to Rylee so I was thinking she could go away somewhere but Aziel hasn’t seen him like this “like how about we, meaning me and you go to the house. You stay over and spend time with Aziel” Oakley looked at me “it’s at my worst, I can’t, and he is scared of me” I shook my head “nah, he was just shocked. Come on, that is everyone reaction, Rylee isn’t around. It will be nice for you to have more space, I am there” he just went silent.

I stretched out, waiting for him in the waiting area, it’s horrible to be here, it’s a draining process to see others here too “thank you” Wadz said “for?” looking at him “not telling him, it’s just hard. Bro, I cried. Like shit is hard, and I feel like I just need a moment to think. I feel so bad even asking this or doing this, but I need it” he looked at me “don’t be, I will get him to the house, I will get Rylee to go or something, I don’t know but you need to rest. I get it” he nodded his head “it’s hard” he strained out “I can imagine bro; it wasn’t going to be easy. I thin it’s hard to see someone just become a different person, drained and not him. I can look after him, it doesn’t bother me. I will talk to him all night” Wadz smiled “I keep looking in the bedroom, just checking and seeing him asleep with his hat on, he said his head is cold, so he does that, I just check he is breathing at times. I fucking hate this” Wadz shook his head “I know bro” placing my arm around him “but the doctor said it’s positive and they are testing him today, it might come back that its going” Wadz nodded his head “true, he doesn’t actually eat, and I hate that, he said it tastes bland, he can’t taste, he is sick. He forgets his nausea tablets, it’s hard. Then he cries, he has breakdown, then he just says he wants to die bro, mentally it’s draining” I feel for him “but he is my brother, and I will fucking ride through this, but I just need a moment” I don’t want him to think I am judging him for wanting a break because I am not, he deserves a break.

I stepped outside because really I forgot to tell Rylee about this, she is going to be shocked or she may not want to be there which I would prefer she wasn’t I don’t think he would want that “hi dad” she answered the call “daughter, I have something I need to say right. What it is I need Oakley at the house for a few days” the line went silent “look Wadz just needs time, he’s been through a lot, and he needs it just to himself, two nights, but maybe you can I don’t know go away?” That sounds so rude “sure dad I will disappear, the house is big enough for me to not see him if he wants that but he can come, seeing as he won’t take his money back he can come, I just think it’s more hard on me to see him that way, maybe Aziel can warm up to him, yeah I’m not bothered, you can bring him here, I’ll stay out of the way” I like the positivity “see how it goes but maybe you can help Aziel to see him” Rylee breathed out “he will need to support me, I don’t know dad. I will hope that we don’t bump into each other, but we will and it’s going to be hard to see him like that but fine” she isn’t bothered so it’s ok “you got like oats there? He eats oats” Rylee chuckled “erm yeah, Aziel has them so I do” I’m glad she isn’t being a brat “cool, alright he will come today then just I will text you though” I ain’t taking him to no hotel so she had no choice in this “speak soon” disconnecting the call, walking back into the waiting area. Oakley is back out, a nurse is behind him, his hand behind him “you back out” I said, he looks so drained “yeah” making my way over to him “you good?” He just nodded his head; he placed his hand on my shoulder “we got him now” Wadz said to the nurse “all tests done?” He nodded his head his “I got to have IV line, I have to come back” nodding my head “that’s ok, we can come back. You want to lean on me, we can go” he is tired “he can leave in a wheelchair” the nurse offered “ok cool, you will be better off” the nurse had the wheelchair there already “he refused so that is why it’s here” letting out an oh, this time he sat down “let’s get out of here” placing his hood over his head “I will push him” I pointed, I can do that really “did you ask?” Nodding my head “it’s fine” he needs a break.

Nudging Oakley, he was asleep through it all and even we waited outside for Wadz to bring his clothing “hey” I said to him “Mhmmm he said “listen to me, we are going to go home, Rylee doesn’t mind. She will be out of the way and really you will be asleep most of the time” he moved to look at me “Aziel was scared of me for his birthday though” he said “don’t worry about it, I’m telling you” he breathed out “I just want to sleep, no drama or anything” nodding my head “alright bro, I will see you soon. I packed everything you need” Wadz said, Oakley leaned over “love you bro” he dapped him “love you too Oakley, see you soon. Thanks Chris” saluting him as he stepped back “wait, wait, wait. Is he in there Wadz?” some female shouted, my bodyguard jumped out and then seeing it’s Kenza “it’s ok, sit back” I told him “hey Oakley, where you going? You come back just now?” she asked “he’s going with me for a few days” I said, she let out an oh “I came to see you, how was it? Tiring” he nodded his head “draining” she laughed “I don’t know how you can see like that, I can’t even see you, well I will catch up with you after, I guess. Just rest for these few day and we will talk, take care” he waved at her, looking at Oakley as the door closed “you both are close” I said to him “she is my friend, like since teenage thing. If you search us, you see it” nodding my head “I get it” I smiled at him, he just needs to sleep.

I don’t know if Oakley wants me to help him he does it himself out of the car, but he did place his hand on my shoulder as he did “this would bug me, but right now I just need to get into bed. I just want to sleep before I be sick” nodding my head “you want me to hold you or anything?” I am not sure “just ok” he said, nodding my head walking off to the door. Pressing the code in, Oakley held my shoulder again, but I will stay silent and not say a thing. Walking inside “I will put you in the other side of the house” I said pushing the door shut “I won’t be really coming out for a few days anyways, I won’t have it in me when I do it” I am glad Rylee is staying out of the way, pressing the elevator button “are you going to be sick?” I asked, he seems like he wants too “no” he just said, stepping inside the elevator. He rested back, taking his shades off, pushing his hood back but left the balaclava on “I don’t like mirrors” he said to me “why? I respect you for doing this” he shook his head, stepping off the elevator, is Rylee even home because it’s so quiet “I had a lot of hair, I miss it so much” I can imagine he does “so you need help with like anything, getting into bed or anything?” I asked him “no” he said, “food wise?” I bet he doesn’t eat “I don’t want food, just sleep. Now” I pulled a face “I will call you, on your phone” I guess he can do that “what about Aziel? You can see him” he doesn’t exactly like to see him and I understand why “nah” opening the door “look Rylee won’t be an issue, and I know you’re going to just sleep so yeah” he nodded his head as he sat on the edge of the bed “my life has gone even worse then before” I shushed him “nah you brave, now shut up before I drag you into bed” he smiled taking the balaclava off and when he does even me in my heart, it falls but I keep a straight face, it’s so hard “I ain’t hearing it” he sighed “medication in there yeah, I will be ok from here” nodding my head “call me, I will be here anyways, waiting on you” which I will be “thank you Chris” he got his fist up at me and bumped it with mine.

I was about to go downstairs but my daughter appeared from her bedroom with Aziel “you was quiet” I said to her “I wanted to stay out of the way, is he ok?” she asked “erm” I paused “what is he like now?” I am speechless to say, picking up Aziel “he’s very unwell, we would say he was skinny, but now he is unhealthy skinny, imagine that plus he has lost his hair so yeah, he doesn’t eat” Rylee put her head down “Wadz” answering the call “someone fucking took a picture of us at the hospital, you was pushing Oakley out of the therapy department. They just put what the fuck is Chris Brown doing here, then someone said that is Central Cee in the chair, he looks smaller then he did. People can’t just fucking leave us alone, what the fuck” rubbing my face “I will brush it off, just leave it to me. As long as nobody can exactly see Oakley, so it’s good. I will deal with it” disconnecting the call “what happened?” Rylee asked “someone fucking took a picture of me pushing Cench out, can’t see him anyways because he is covered but now people are questioning it” now I got to make some shit up, Oakley doesn’t want everyone to know “say he had an x-ray because of his leg, that department is close to the X-ray team, just lie” nodding my head “I have too, I wish he went private but it is usually private around there because of how unwell people are” it’s just rude and annoying to me.

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i’m increasingly obsessed with the idea of billy and buffy being step siblings. like taking the eh episode that is ted and taking what is was supposed to be talking about (your parent getting involved with an abuser and no one believes you until it’s too late) and have it be neil. have the hargoves move in (+max shh it’s the law you can’t break up the billy-max siblingship) and it be so fucking tense between the summers girls and especially billy. max they warm up to fine, billy is another story.

billy and buffy not liking each other at all and her being so annoyed that he’s Like That and them constantly fighting. all while neil is being even controlling and shit to her and dawn now that he’s got more control. buffy getting chewed out by neil over her bad grade and yeah her dad sucks but at least he’s not neil. billy just being like “welcome to fucking family” when she complains.

they convert the basement into a room for Billy and his weights and the house they use for filming btvs has 4 bedrooms irl so the girls all get rooms upstairs.

then buffy comes home one day and billy’s on the floor very obviously just beaten up and max is ghost white and dawn is crying and there’s a bruise on her mother’s cheek and she’s just. standing there. blown away.

she’s the slayer. she protects people. she should be able to stop anything. but this is happening in her home and she’s helpless against it. because she’s not supposed to hurt humans right? but then how can she not when this is what’s happening? how can she not take on neil to protect her family. so the next time neil starts shit she steps in and when he tries to hit her she just goes off like in ted and accidentally kills him. buffy fully losing herself over it while billy comes over and comforts her because frankly he’s glad neil’s gone. for the first time in his life he feels like he can breathe.

joyce officially having custody of the hargrove kids and everyone just being miles happier. billy and buffy becoming friends and real siblings and stuff. billy comforting her and protecting her when angelus shit happens. billy and eddie becoming super close friends (bc this is ofc the au where eddie replaces xander in the plot). billy getting his camaro and the whole family has a little party for him.

s3 rolls around and billy gets possessed as part of the mayor’s ploys to get buffy of his back while he gets ready for the ascension and it’s all a metaphor for the cycles of abuse and the behaviors learned from abusers and he’s saved with love and compassion and doesn’t die. billy and faith having some kinda something going. another weird mirror-foil-shadow self thing going on there lol.

buffy and dawn acting like billy’s so ugh lame and gross while also bragging about how cool he is and yeah, he’s got a camaro.

dawn and max being an unholy goblin duo from day 1 committing all sorts of crimes against nature. just unimaginable amount of hijinks. max asking buffy to teach her some cool fighting moves. dawn following billy around like a puppy because he’s sooooo cooooolllll and she’s all excited to have a cool older brother and he goes with it bc it’s an ego boost. billy standing up for buffy during dead man’s party bc he Gets It.

Billy stepping up as a caretaker in s5 and handling the household shit after joyce dies because he knows buffy can’t handle it and slaying all at once. and like he loved joyce sure and he’s broken up but it’s different for him and he can handle this side of things easier bc of that. Billy, Spike and Eddie all hanging out and smoking and listening to metal and punk and talking n shit.

like as you can see............ I’M THINKING THOUGHTS.

#train.txt #the hellssover #if i tagged these things that would get it into tags i'd die lol #no one needs to know about this crackpot scheme do they????

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