#and Seb doesn’t wanna be his fucking dad
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The fact that antis now want Seb to be Bard’s dad too…. I just….
#hes 40 fucking years old#he doesn’t need a father#and Seb doesn’t wanna be his fucking dad#why do people think found family must mean traditional family roles for eveyone?#like why does Seb have to be the ‘dad’ and bard his ‘kid’?#do they even know what parenting even is???#maybe I need to start using an alt tag so I can file shit under kuro but not end up in the main tags#gif#jfc#pet peeve#antidadbastian#like I don’t hate the idea of Seb in a parental role in theory#but like dudes#in canon it doesn’t make sense#it doesn’t make sense for him to be a grown ass man’s dad#bard survived for years in battle in the Wild West#I don’t think he needs to be read a goddamn bedtime story#salty af#I’m so tired of this#sebastian michaelis#bard#black butler
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alright so i have a little HEADCANON im sorry this is messy
CW: FAMILIAL DEATH
what if sebastian was in his dads custody after they got divorced. and later so robin and demetrius get together and have maru. but then suddenly his dad dies so he has to go live with robin. which fuels sebastians hesitance to get closer with demetrius because he was essentially thrown into seeing this guy he barely knew as his new dad when his JUST died and hes scared of getting close because he doesn’t wanna replace his OG dad so he comes up w petty reasons to hate demetrius… and demetrius recognizes this and decides to keep his distance bcs thats what sebastian looks like he wants and he wants to respect his son’s wishes!! but it just turns into a feedback loop of misunderstandings and maybe along the way demetrius recognizes this as well and is like hey, this is kind of not working, do you wanna talk? do you need help? but sebastian is stubborn and still doesnt like him… it explains why he doesn’t mention him in his dialogue since he honestly doesn’t know him that well but WISHES he did and he gushes about maru bcs duh ur child is interested in the same field of work u r how can u not be excited and ALSO shes a woman of color in the stem field so obvi she’s a fucking chad for that AND GUESS WHAT ELSE TIES INTO MY LIL HC SO seb doesnt like maru because he’s jealous that she still has her father figure in her life and that her life is perfect because her parents are still together, she’s smart and pretty and friendly and basically the Epitome of everything sebastian WISHED he had so ofc hes gonna be mean to her ab it and it also explains why its mostly one sided cuz maru wants to get close to him but sebastian is just bein a lil shit thinking emoji 🤔
#lucian babbles#headcanons#hcs#sdv#stardew valley#sebastian stardew valley#maru stardew valley#demetrius stardew valley#robin stardew valley#long post#idk#wall of text#yeah guess whos tired of ppl thinking demetrius is a oiece of shit dad#me. IM TIRED#HES LITERALLY SO SUPPORTIVE OF MARU
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Ok ok but hear me out. Angel is obssesed with Lando and Oscar but if one person can catch her eye is Seb.
We all know that Seb and Lewis are friends and him and Charles used to be teamates and ofc Angel and them are really close so they can introduce her to him and when girly sees him she is just stunned because who is that man and why is he so handsome?
totes brainrotted oopsies idek if this is good i just saw seb.
we’ve talked about how she’s not interested in anyone else unless they’re complimenting her in some way but imagine her meeting him in suzuka ?? he’s being such a grid dad to everyone and he’s got her attention captured even before they’ve met, but even moreso after he makes his way over and introduces himself. he’s joking with mark on his watch over. lando and oscar notice her staring and tease her for it, saying she already has two boyfriends, why does she look like she wants a third?? and she’s telling them to shut up because he’s coming over!!
seb is telling them about his project and the plans for it and he notices her staring while he’s talking about bees and jokes, “you like bees?” because she’s a genius and she talks when she’s nervous, she starts spouting bee facts. she’s like “oh yeah i do! did you know that when a hornet invades the hive of the asian honeybee, hundreds of bees swarm it and create what’s called a heat ball? asian honey bees can withstand a heat up to 118 degrees fahrenheit and the hornet can only withstand up to 115 degrees fahrenheit so they heat it up to 117 degrees and literally cook the hornet alive.” and seb is staring in shock, because he certainly did not know that asian honeybees literally cook invaders alive. he jokes, “is that your way of flirting?”
she feels herself burn alive from the inside out, oscar’s laughing and rubbing her back because he enjoys watching her squirm. lando’s just like “no she just reads science articles all day. it’s kind of her thing. ask her about anything.” and then seb gets a kick out of asking her about obscure topics and having her recount and article she once read, a wikipedia rabbit hole she went down, all while blushing and trying her best not to fawn over him for some unknown reason. she’s never felt that way about anyone but oscar and lando so she’s just thinking about how pretty she is while she recites facts she memorized for him, and he’s telling her how impressive it is and she’s blushing more and spouting more facts because she doesn’t know what else she should say. i almost wanna say seb calls her a good girl but if he did that i think she would short circuit because that’s what oscar and lando call her in bed.
when they’re back at the hotel alone, she’s a little irritated because she feels like she embarrassed herself, like she just went into a daze when he came over and she can barely remember anything other than how pretty he was. she can’t even remember what she said to him specifically, she remembers everything he said to her but she was just blabbering facts her knew on autopilot. then oscar’s saying seb told him she’s the most endearing person he’s ever met and she’s like “i don’t know whats wrong with me but i can’t stop thinking about him. no offense. don’t say he likes me because it does something to me.”
oscar asks what she means and she can’t answer so he takes a wild guess and asks, “angel, do you wanna fuck seb?” and she’s so embarrassed because that thought hadn’t occurred to her once. she just kept thinking he’s attractive, how much she liked his voice and his eyes and his hands and how attentive he was even though he probably had things to go do for the bees. even his bee project apparently turned her on whens he thought about it now.
as soon as the words leave oscar’s mouth she’s hit by the realization that that’s exactly what’s gotten her all wound up but she’d never wanted anyone else like that, just them, so it confuses her. then once she realizes thats it, she feels bad. and then they’re encouraging it and teasing her, asking what about seb got her so wet. she’s frozen underneath them as they taunt her, asking if it was him calling her smart, his pretty eyes. she could never look seb in the eyes again because they would absolutely ruin her, constantly telling her to imagine it’s seb touching her, tasting her, fucking her. she wouldn’t be able to look at him or hear his name without imagining those things.
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Good Fuckin’ Evening, S!
Sorry for not spewing my thoughts into your inbox for a while 😅 Got into a fight with a car and lost so I had to deal with that :) I’m completely fine, it was small, we’re gonna be okay.
ANYWAY, I WATCHED PAIN HUSTLERS!
And in between laughing my ass off at Chris Evans rapping (we love this little guy tho) I was also thinking about Sebastian and how he might react to the scene of Chris holding a baby (that kid was really fucking cute. Like so cute.)
Maybe he gets real sentimental. Maybe he tells Chris that he’d be a good dad. And maybe, just maybe, they both discover a lil something about themselves.
SEBS POV
Like when the breath gets punched out of Sebastian’s breath when after one of his comments about Chris being a good dad Chris had joked “What, you gonna give me babies, Seb?”
A gasp slips out of Sebastian. Fuck, does he like that? Oh no, he does. And Chris knows. An evil little smile dawns on his face, and he presses his chest (hnngg, his chest) up to Sebastian’s back, leaning into his ear and whispering filthily.
“Yeah, you want that? You want me to fill you up? That what you want, sweetheart?”
Seb’s knees buckle, a whine bursting from him. “Tell me, Seb. Tell me what you want.” He growls, and shit, he nearly passes out from the blood rushing south.
“Want- Oh my god- Want you, Chris. Wanna be yours. Wanna- Want you to fuck me, please!” he cries, and Chris turns his head around and kisses him like his soul is on the line.
“Why should I do that, starlight?” Chris says in a low, make-your-mind-go-blank voice.
“Please, please, please! Want it so bad! Need it!” Sebastian cries, and if he doesn’t get fucked right now he will go insane, no hesitation.
Okay that’s all my christian guilt will let me write and I already feel like I should go to confession and I’m not even catholic.
Have a good day, S!
-⚡️anon
Well I am so fucking glad you're okay! Don't worry about how often you're here, this is all just for fun, y’know?
I love that that is what you got from Pain Hustlers, lmao. Iconic. Also, same, that's very much something I would do, come out of a film with only unholy thoughts 👀
You're very right, though. I bet the scene with that baby drove Sebastian crazy, at first he was having purely sweet, sentimental thoughts but then, of course, Chris fucking blindsides him. Chris is too fucking hot for his own good and his mouth is all too filthy. Sebastian hates it. Why does anything Chris says sound so fucking sexy!? 😫 He's trying to not have a horny crisis over here!
Thank you for these delicious, filthy ideas 😘
#asks#⚡️anon#chris evans#sebastian stan#evanstan#rpf#real person fanfiction#pain hustlers#anon provided writing
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*HSMTMTS SEASON 4 SPOILERS*
Gonna make seperate posts for episode 7 and eight because they’re so long and i would write like a whole book about them. So let’s get started with episode 7
WHAT IS HAPPENING? PRESS CONFERENCE?? GINA IS GOING TO NEW ZEALAND? With mack?! FUCK THIS! Not terri waiting on ricky as he’s climbing through gina’s window 😭😭😭 Fuck off with your mack bullshit. “I don’t personally have anything against you.” Bitch why you tryna start a beef then? EAT HER UP RICKY “are you planning on showing up for her tonight?” PROTECTIVE BOYFRIEND EXCELLENCE. AWUSUSUSU TELL HER YOU LOVE HER FIRST ITS WHAT SHE WANTS YOU MIND READER! Not miss jenn and gina talking about ricky not saying i love you yet. THAT PURPLE DRESS IS FUCKING GORGEOUS!! OMG. WOAH BENJAMIN AS COACH BOLTON LMAO. Not her casually checking if he’s dating anyone. Aww Ricky continuing nini’s tradition for her, they’re definitely better as friends. Aww, ej coming to see his friends. Aww, big red too. Ej supporting ash and maddox we stan. Aww, so glad seb and carlos are back together. Aww, he got ‘em a round-trip. Dani is playing tiara gold, fits. Did i mention that i love the relationship between Kourtney and her mom? Because i do. Hahaha not jet asking if kourtney’s mom remembered her, he’s so awkward with her, he’s as whipped as ricky. OOH, THEY BOTH WANNA TELL EACH OTHER THEIR THINGS. Madddox, coming in and interrupting and turning off the lights. The awkward laugh after ashlyn’s joke, they’re in love. Aww, rina meeting up in the dressing room at intermission so he can tell her he loves her and she can mention she’s leaving :( Also, the amount of kisses this season between them. INSANE. RINI COULD NEVER. Not mack :| naww, ricky holding her flowers. NOT HIM MOCKING MACK, HE’S A MENACE. Aww, Ricky telling miss Jenn he loves her, he’s on a trip rn. WAIT, MISS JENN GOT WICKED?! WAIT, MIKE AND LYNN ARE BACK TOGETHER???!!! Gina loves touching ricky’s face, just something i noticed throughout the season and rn during now or never. DEWEY WOOD?! He’s a madlyn shipper, as he should. Dani back away from ricky, please. He’s not having it 😭 RINA TROYELLA, THEY’RE SERVING! Terri actually showed up, wow. My babies. Aww, gina’s thinking about real life while playing gabriella. Give rina a happy end, pls tim. Aww, glad portwell got some closure even if she took away the one thing they have ashsjsusuusdshdududusu. She doesn’t want to ruin his night, aww. Rina supremacy. I love maddie and jet. Aww, jet’s such a cutie. “It feels like the stage should be afraid of you.”Bf. I want it all kinda served. ANTOINE?!!! NOT THE MIDDLE FINGER TO BIG RED SUSUSUSYSH THIS SEASOJ IS SO GOOD AND CHAOTIC. Not maddie practicing her confession to ash and then seeing her pretend she’s still with red. AWW RICKY PRACTICING HOW TO TELL GINA HE LOVES HER TO HIS PARENTS IM ON THE FLOOR. YES, WRITE HER A SONG. AHH NIGHT TO REMEMBER SISISUSUDUSU. WHY IS TERRI JUST WALKING IN AND OUT JUST STAY FOR YOUR DAUGHTER LIKE?! NOT SEB KISSING CARLOS IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE CROWD AND COMING OUT TO HIS DAD. Anyways, endgame. Aww, another rina kiss and her touching his face again, my children. Wait, who’s gonna go play coach bolton now that mazzara can’t? NOT GINA HAVING TO GO MEET QUINN WHILE RICKY IS GOING TO THE DRESSING ROOM TO TEL HER HE LOVES HER. Terri looks so happy telling him gina’s leaving??? AND THEN ADDING WITH MACK “i really am sorry, ricky.” Girl, no, you’re not. OMG THE WAY RICKY WHISPERED I LOVE TOU INTO THE EMPTY ROOM, I’M CRYING
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Numbers
Summary: Sebastian doesn’t want to be another number to you, but little does he know he’s the only one.
A/N: Everyone say thank you to @jessalyn-jpeg for always being willing to cry over this man with me.
Important distinction: Italics represent his thoughts, while bold italics represent hers
Word Count: 3.2k
And away, and away we go!
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The sun was high and warm, and the sounds of wood cracking against leather grew louder as Y/N walked towards the baseball fields. “Yo, Number 1, lookin’ good!” she whistled, her fingers wrapping themselves in the chain link fence surrounding the field.
There was a loud laugh from the man playing shortstop, and he turned to either flip her off or stick out his tongue, but a baseball came flying in his direction, high and powerful. But not high enough. Almost lazily, Sebastian lifted his heels off the dirt, raising his left hand in the air, the ball coming to a stop in his glove.
“Right field, get ready!” Anthony, the pitcher shouted. “Stan’s lucky charm showed up!”
“I don’t need luck, Mackie,” Sebastian taunted, pulling at the sleeves of his jersey. “I’m Number 1 for a reason. Best shortstop in the state, right here, baby!”
“Mackie! Stan!” the coach barked in warning.
“Sorry!” both men laughed. And with his brief pause, Sebastian took off his hat, waving it at Y/N in greeting as she took a seat in the stands, before putting it back over his sweaty locks of brown hair.
As the practice continued, more girls made their way out to watch the team, and Y/N couldn’t blame them. Something about a guy’s ass in baseball pants, especially when that ass belonged to Sebastian Stan. And the college baseball team didn’t have any complaints about the attention they gathered, plays becoming more dramatic than they needed to be as a chance to show off, until the coaches finally called it quits.
“So,” Anthony asked Sebastian as they headed for the dugout. “Is today the day you ask out Y/N finally? Or should I try to shoot my shot? Like what's going on here, man? Cuz whatever it is between you, it’s gone on way too long, and I only got so much patience.”
Sebastian wasn’t sure how his face could grow warmer after being in the sun practicing for two hours, but it did. “I- We’re friends, ya know? And it’s not that I don’t wanna ask her out. It’s that I don’t know how. Or how she’ll react. It’s… a whole thing, ya get me?”
“Dude…” Anthony shook his head. “I say this because I care. But if you’re gonna make a move, make it fast. No one wants to be the one to cross you when we all know you got a thing for her. But if you’re not gonna shoot your shot…”
“Thanks…” Sebastian said, not sure if he appreciated the obvious advice or not. He knew he needed to ask Y/N sooner rather than later. But the idea that his teammates were lying in wait for him to either make a move, or step aside stirred up feelings of jealousy. But the only way of making sure they didn’t date her… He slung his bag over his shoulder, before squaring them and strutting out of the dugout, headed straight for Y/N. “Now or never, Stan,” he whispered to himself.
“Seb!” a girl called out and he turned to the sound, putting a smile on his face.
“Hey.” He offered a small wave, his eyes spotting Y/N, and kept walking, but then more girls were calling his name, batting their eyelashes, and touching his arm as they asked questions, and somehow Y/N got lost in the shuffle.
Y/N watched from her spot, the smile on her face dropping as she watched Sebastian get swarmed by girls who only wanted his attention so they could later brag to their friends that they’d gotten to talk to the star of the baseball team. And Sebastian wasn’t the type to be rude, even when he should.
Sighing, she shouldered her bag, heading down the bleachers, figuring she’d she go rescue him from his oh-so terrible prison of adoring girls.
“Hey, Y/N,” a shy voice called out as her feet hit concrete.
She lifted her gaze to find one of the newer players smiling at her. “Oh, hey, Tom,” she smiled back at him. “Good practice out there.”
“Heh, thanks,” he mumbled, his cleat digging into the ground. “So… you waiting for Seb?”
“I was yeah,” she admitted, looking over at Sebastian who was still under siege. And then a swell of anger bubbled inside her. If he couldn’t be bothered to pull himself away from them for her, then she didn’t have to wait for him. “But I’ll just catch him later. So, what’s up?”
Tom blinked in surprise. “Uh… I… Not much really. Was gonna head back to my dorm. Ya know, normal stuff I guess.”
“Well c’mon, I’m headed that way myself, I’ll walk with ya.”
Tom brightened as someone whistled from behind. “Damn! Kid’s got moves!” Anthony’s voice called out loudly. He jogged a few steps to join the couple, “Yo, Y/N, what about Seb?”
Y/N looked over her shoulder at Sebastian who still wasn’t even looking her way. “What about him?”
~~~
She mumbled airplane sounds under her breath, twisting her wrist to make the paper airplane fly around, before she really sent it flying across the living room. She watched as it glided through the air before nose-diving into the carpet as the front door opened.
“Apology food?” Sebastian asked with a hopeful smile, holding up a bag of takeout as he kicked the door shut.
“And what’s the apology for?” she asked, rising to her feet and crossing her arms.
“For being a dick after practice.”
“Chinese?”
“Your favorite,” he said, handing her the bag.
“Fine. Your transgressions against the crown are forgiven. This time.”
He tilted his head back as he laughed. “Thank you, your Highness. Although a little birdie told me that you ended up alright. Holland, huh?”
“Mackie is worse than girls with gossip, I swear…” Y/N said with an eye roll. “But yeah, Holland and I talked.”
“You know he’s a freshman, right?”
“Aw, is somebody jealous?” She flashed him a sardonic smile as they both plopped down on the couch and dug into the food.
Sebastian let out a scoff. “Me? Jealous of Holland? Pfft, yeah right.” Yes, insanely jealous, actually.
“Oh, so if I said he walked me all the way to the apartment, that wouldn’t make you mad?”
“You’re not my girlfriend, Y/N,” he said around a swallow of food. Despite how much I wish you were. “If you wanna make baby Holland feel like a man for escorting you home, I really don’t give a shit. But you can do better than a freshman.” Like me.
Like you? “And you’d smell better with a shower,” was her retort as she knocked her shoulder into his.
“Mmm, you gonna join me?”
“Pfft! In your dreams, maybe.” And in mine.
Only in my dreams cuz once again, I fucked up.
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Y/N figured one date would be enough to stir Sebastian into action. But one, the man had already made himself scarce by the time she left for her date. And two, the date sucked.
You’re not Sebastian was all she could think about throughout the dinner of cheesy one-liners, and bad jokes that bordered on offensive.
“So…” he asked suggestively as they walked out. “Wanna head back to my place?”
“No, I’m kinda tired,” she declined politely.
“Oh… well then I’ll call you sometime and we can do this again, maybe?”
“Yeah… no,” she said, shaking her head. “This was… nice. But no. You and I? Not gonna happen.”
“Right… I forgot you’re friends with Stan.”
“What does that have to do with anything?”
“Oh, c’mon. Dude obviously likes you. And he’s not the one anyone wants to have on their bad side.”
“Then why did you ask me out? If all of you are so scared of Seb?”
“Cuz you’re hot, and I’m not on the baseball team,” he shrugged.
“Yeah… I’m gonna go home now. And you… ugh… yeah, no. Not gonna happen.”
~~~
Sebastian turned his head as the door opened. “Back before curfew, huh? Whatta gentleman.”
“Fuck you,” she told him with a roll of her eyes before stalking off towards her bedroom.
“Whoa, whoa, wait,” he said, bolting up off the couch. “C’mon, what happened?”
He wasn’t you. “He’s a pig. Said all the wrong things.”
“That sucks. But hey, can’t all be winners, right?”
“I guess… Although he did say one thing that was somewhat interesting.”
“Oh?”
“Yeah. Apparently you scare people off from asking me out.”
He snorted. “That’s fuckin’ stupid. Will I be pissed if some jackoff makes you feel like shit? Yeah, and I’ll probably say something. But shit… I’m not your boyfriend, or your dad, or some shit. Sounds like a lame cop-out because they just don’t wanna admit they’re pussies.”
And what’s your lame cop-out? “Ugh… I need a drink.”
“Grab me one, yeah?” he asked, sinking back down into the couch as she changed directions to head into the kitchen instead.
“So, how was your night?” she asked, grabbing two beers from the fridge.
“Uneventful,” he shrugged. “There was a girl I was hoping to go out with, but it didn’t work.”
“Aw damn. That sucks,” she said, as she joined him on the couch and handed him one of the beers.
“Eh, it was my fault for not asking sooner,” he shrugged again, clinking his beer against hers. “To shitty nights.”
“Here, here,” Y/N cheered half-heartedly as they both took a long drink. “Fuck it. Paper airplane contest?”
He snorted into his beer. “We’re not seven anymore.”
“Aw, afraid you’ll lose?”
He sat up straighter. “Loser buys next case of beer?”
“You better get your wallet out, now.”
~~~
Sebastian knew he should have taken his chance after that first date gone bad. And Y/N knew she should have pushed him harder in her confrontation. But for whatever reason, the friends stayed at their stubborn stalemate.
Without Sebastian willing to make a move, Y/N began to wonder if maybe everyone had it all wrong. Maybe Sebastian was simply protective of her without having an ulterior motive behind it. So, she continued to go on dates with other guys on campus to ease the ache, until she couldn’t pretend they weren’t Sebastian anymore.
For his part, Sebastian not only took careful notes of the reasons Y/N gave for each of her short-lived romances, he also stupidly pointed her in the direction of new interests. And then he tried not to drown in his jealousy, before learning to grow doubtful of wanting a romantic relationship with her at all. Why would he want to sacrifice a lifelong friendship just to become another nameless guy she tossed to the side once she had her fun with him?
~~~
“Sebastian!” she gasped at him when he came home one night as she nursed away the end of yet another short-lived romance that wasn’t him.
“You’re drunk,” was the observation as he dropped his duffle bag to the floor.
“Ooooohhhh yeah,” she giggled at him with a wide grin, eyes hazy. “You gonna join me?”
“So we can both be sick? Yeah… Not a chance.”
“Boo…” she pouted. “You never wanna do anything with me.”
“One night. One night I don’t wanna drink with you, and that equates to me not wanting to do anything with you ever? Make it make sense, Y/N.”
“Well, you don’t wanna date me, that’s for sure,” was the drunk scoff.
He balked. “When did I ever say that?”
“Well it’s true, isn’t it? Everyone keeps saying that you like me, but you don’t do anything about it. Are they all lying? Or are you?”
He shook his head. “I’m not doing this. I’m not having this conversation with you.”
“Why not?!”
“Because you’re drunk off your ass!”
“Just answer the question!”
“I don’t know!”
“What type of bullshit answer is that?! How do you not know if you wanna date someone?!”
“It’s the answer you give when you used to think you wanted to, but now you’re not sure anymore! Now… I gave you my answer. And I already told you once I’m not having this conversation. Not when you’re drunk. I’m going to bed. G’night Y/N.”
“COWARD!” she hurled the insult at his retreating back.
In his room, Sebastian didn’t sleep. He lay in bed watching his ceiling fan spin in slow hypnotic circles, cursing himself for letting it get this bad. If he had just asked her out after that one practice… If he could just rewind the clock…
In the living room, Y/N sobbed into her hands. The distractions never worked, even the promising ones. And Sebastian… If it turned out he didn’t want her…
Thoughts spiraled and time ticked by, Y/N growing more sober, and Sebastian more angry with himself.
“Seb?” she asked in a small whisper, knocking lightly on his door as she pushed it open, finding him still awake in bed, the little lamp on his nightstand illuminating the room.
“What do you want, Y/N?” he asked, more harshly than he meant to, as he pushed himself to sit up against his headboard.
“I- Nevermind… It’s stupid…”
“No, wait,” he called out to her as she turned to leave. “I didn’t mean it like that. I- What’s up? What did you wanna ask?”
She took a slow breath to steady herself as she turned back around to face him. “Do you like me? God, that sounds so juvenile…”
“Of course I like you, Y/N. You’re my best friend.”
“But you don’t like me enough to date me. Just enough to be protective about me dating anyone else.”
He sighed. Now, or never. “It’s not that I don’t wanna date you, Y/N. It’s that I’m scared to.”
“That doesn’t make any sense.”
“To you, maybe. But to me, it’s perfectly valid.”
“How? How is that a valid reason? Sebastian Stan, scared of dating a girl? A girl who he’s known his whole life? Make it make sense.”
“You think I wanna be one of the guys you date? Maybe if you actually dated people, I wouldn’t have ever thought twice about dating you myself. But you don’t date, Y/N. You… God, I dunno what it is you do, but it’s not dating.”
“Fuck you,” she spat, feeling tears well up. “Fuck you! You don’t get to slut-shame me!”
“Slut-shame you?! How is it slut-shaming that I don’t wanna be another number to you?! That I don’t wanna be another source of entertainment for you until you get bored of me?!”
“Because you’re not a number, Sebastian!”
“Bullshit I’m not! You literally call me Number 1! You don’t love Y/N! You… you entertain yourself until someone better comes along!”
“That’s not true…” she whispered, heartbroken that he thought it was.
“It was for all the other guys! I don’t wanna be like them, Y/N! I don’t wanna be some random number to you! I wanna be the one! I don’t know how much clearer I can make that.”
“You know I only dated them to make you jealous, right?”
“Well congrats… you win. I’m insanely jealous of every guy that you parade through that goddamn door.” His mouth twisted and his vision started to swim.
“I didn’t wanna win, Seb. I wanted you.”
He hissed through his teeth. “Past tense… that, uh… Yeah, that hurts. Thanks for that… For this…” he twirled his finger about the room. “Awesome conversation. Glad we could have this talk.”
“You wanna know why it never worked with those guys?!” she yelled at him, her hands flying up in the air. “They weren’t you! God, I tried so hard to make it work with those guys! Any of them! But none of them made me feel the way you do. None of them get me the way you do. And… God! I wish they did! I wish at least one of them did, because then I could finally stop wasting my time on you when it’s obvious you don’t feel the same way about me!”
“I don’t feel the same?!” He grabbed a small notebook, hurling it at her. “If I never felt the same, explain that!” He pulled down the collar of his shirt, pointing at a small tattoo of a paper airplane on his chest “If I never felt the same, explain this!”
“Y-you got a tattoo? When?”
The sudden drop of her voice level took him a moment to realize what she’d asked. “When you started dating the guy with tattoos…” he told her.
“And this?” she asked, bending down to pick up the small notebook he’d thrown at her, thumbing through it. “Blue eyes, tattoos. Text back on time. Don’t say stupid shit,” she read aloud. “A-are these notes on how to date me?”
He shrugged. “I like to think they’re observations.”
“W-why would you need notes on how to date me?”
“To make sure you don’t get bored of me. To make sure you don’t forget me.”
“Seb-”
He shook his head fiercely, feeling his throat close up. “Don’t. Just don’t, okay? I know this is all my fault. I know if I had just stopped being a little bitch, and said something sooner like I wanted to, none of this would be happening right now. But I- Fuck… It’s always been me and you, and I dunno what I’d do if that stopped happening. You’re my best friend. And I’ve been in love with you for as long as I can remember. And… I can’t risk losing you. I won’t lose you. Even if that means spending the rest of my life jealous of the guys you date.”
“And you never bothered to think that I had the same fears? That I’m just as in love with your stupid ass?”
“Why would you be? I’m just the idiot best friend.”
“Haven’t you been listening? I- God, did you really get a tattoo?” she asked. “What even is it?”
“It’s a paper airplane,” he mumbled, face turning red.
“Can I see it again?” she asked somewhat shyly.
He shrugged, taking off his shirt and tossing it to the side. “Happy now?”
“Oh, Seb,” she giggled, crossing the room to him. “You didn’t have to take your shirt off. You could have just tugged down your collar again.”
“Are you complaining?” he teased lightly, pulling her into his lap.
“God, no,” she said with another giggle. “Oh, Seb,” she sighed, her fingers tracing the ink on his skin. “God, we’re so fuckin’ stupid, aren’t we?”
“Oh, I’m definitely stupid,” he admitted. “Said and done so much stupid shit I shouldn’t have said or done.” His nose nudged against hers, his lips brushing against her cheek when he said, “God, I’m so sorry. I shoulda manned up sooner. And I shouldn’t have said those things about the guys you dated. I just- I fucked up. I let my insecurities get in the way, and I fucked up.”
“I fucked up too, Seb,” she whispered, carding her hands through his hair. “I was trying to fill a you-sized hole when I had you in front of me the whole time.”
“So you still want me? Even after I was the idiot coward that kept fucking up?” The blue eyes were big and watery with small traces of fear as they held her gaze steady, foreheads knocked together.
“Of course I still want you. You’re the only one I’ve ever wanted, Seb.”
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jealous rockstar seb? PLEASE LET US KNOW
sebastian knows that his wife is faithful to him, he knows she loves him but that doesn't stop him from being possessive over her
he can't help but notice when they're at award shows and musicians and actors start to eye her up.
he knows why they eye her up, she's absolutely stunning but she's his absolutely stunning wife.
there's so many photos of him with his arm wrapped around her, or kissing her shoulder if not fully kissing her
it's always headlines about the rockstar shamelessly making out with his wife or looking at her like she's the sun and he's never seen the sun
it's specially bad at school because the other dad do not take him seriously one bit
it mostly is because he looks like he ran out of a rolling stone cover and she's always dressed in pristine suits and dresses
they never think they're a couple despite the fact both their faces are on magazines all the time, so the fathers will just start gossiping about y/n and how good she looks
except it is never respectful and she's oblivious to it because she's mostly focused on her children
sebastian, however, is paying way too much attention and he's not pleased.
she’ll immediately notice something is wrong but seb would say everything is fine before walking up to the fathers with a grin on his face
“wanna shut the fuck up about my wife?” he says it in such a menacing tone that they just nod their heads slowly in fear
he will return to his wife and lay his chin on her shoulder while they wait for the kids to return “you okay, seb?” “hm, give me a kiss.” “oh so you’re just horny” “c’mon give me a kiss, bunny”
sometimes he just kisses her out of the sudden but this time he wants her to kiss him, he wants everyone to know she’s actively choosing him.
she’ll just roll her eyes before kissing him, a bit longer than she normally does which pleasantly surprises him
ofc he’s not gonna tell her that he’s staring at the group of men who were catcalling her with a look that says “suck it”
sometimes he’ll have his hand a bit far too low on her ass but hey, she’s not complaining
the amounts of hickeys she has tho. way too many.
a roadie flirted with her? nope, y/n is showing up to the next concert covered in hickeys
“you are a child, sebastian” “baby bun, i need to let them know” “we’re married” “yeah” “we have three kids” “just a small reminder” “i married a teenager” “you love me”
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how i would have changed s2 of hsmtmts
obvious disclaimer but im not a screenwriter or anyth so im not claiming what i want is best, this is just for fun lololol
okay so first of all nini would still have dropped out of yac but she wouldn’t have gone back to east, she would have transferred to north bc she was too ashamed to tell anyone she left at first and maybe she still wants to explore who she is away from ricky and the others
nini could join north’s batb and this way maybe we could have some playful rivalry with lily and nini and more scenes with antoine shdhdjdj also it could have been a great opportunity to flesh out lily’s character so those scenes where she reaches out to ricky and her confession at the end of the season actually make sense lol
speaking of ricky ,,, i think he should have left the play at some point hear me out. he only joined in the first place because of nini and barely wanted to do it at all once he realized he wasn’t gonna be able to perform with her. he could have joined crew and been a manager with natalie or smth considering he rlly does see the theater gang as a second family. also this would leave so much room for ej and ricky development and bants since ej joined the av club and began to pursue film. they could have some convos where idk ricky asks ej how he figured out what he wanted to do after duke didn’t work out and ricky could actually develop some interests that arent the play or nini ,,, maybe fucking art club i mean he did p good on that centerpiece for carlos’ quinceañera.
with ricky not being the beast anymore i think seb should take his place that would be soooo good. and since seb isn’t chip anymore carlos won’t make those snide comments about chip being a small unimportant role and we can just cut that whole fight bc it was dumb and bad. we could still have seb being insecure that carlos is only dating him bc there aren’t really any other gay guys at school. in a heartbeat is great and i did like ricky being supportive in the background it was kinda funny too idk dhdjdjfj
ooh i almost forgot abt rini ahshdj okay so i still think they should break up. but in my version there’s no ricky pulling an ej 1.0 and deleting comments off of nini’s insta, cause with ricky in art club and nini at north trying to figure out what she wants i think one of them would realize that they’re going in different directions and only got back tgt because they made each other feel safe cause what they had was familiar. this could be triggered by ricky mentioning smth abt nini at yac and then nini breaks down and tells him that she dropped out and is at north and doesn’t know where she’s going. and then they can both realize they aren’t good for each other rn and have a less tragic mutual break up.
honestly i really liked the scene of nini taking charge after miss jenn freaked out cause with the character detail of nini giving every person in the cast of productions she’s in a thank you note she just seems really like someone who is suited to lifting others up. this could still be explored at north, maybe she could help lily through her issues that were briefly implied in ep 11 and nini realizes she wants to be a drama teacher and encourage kids to go off book and put themselves into their acting, something she couldn’t have at yac.
okay now ej ,,, so like i said in ricky’s section, more bants between them cause i feel like friendships kinda fell by the wayside due to all the relationships so more friendship !!!! also the scene where ej tells his dad he’s not going to duke shouldn’t have been an ending scene, it should have been fleshed out with his dad pushing back saying how he pulled all these strings to get him in and ej saying he doesn’t wanna go if his own hard work couldn’t get him there. and also more scenes of ej doing av club things !!! and realizing he rlly likes film and wants to do it OMG IT WOULD BE SO COOL IF HE BROKE THE FOURTH WALL AND ASKED THE DOCUMENTARY CREW ABT THE FILM INDUSTRY god i would love that. the only scene we rlly got of ej doing film things was at the quinceañera which made me kinda sad. uhhh also i just wanted to specifically mention how ej got mr mazzara that job at cal tech bc it really showed how he wanted to be there for people not just for gina, who he had a crush on, but for mr mazzara who supported him outside of romance, so i wanna keep that for sure.
gina !!! okay so i mostly liked her arc in this season, the only changes i would make would be to flesh it out a teeny bit (god this hypothetical s2 would have to be like 22 eps at least shdjdjdjfj) anyways besides ashlyn singing home to get gina to stay i think there should be a scene where they actually talk in her room abt how gina feels safer when shes on the run (second chance reference ilysm) hhhh and also a scene of her and carlos actually working out compromises for their choreo cause i liked that bit of development too and fleshing that out would make gina an even better foil for lily, who felt a need to hog the spotlight like gina used to. with gina’s own arc fleshed out her character would feel more whole independently from romance and portwell would be even more rewarding than it is in the current s2. the only thing i would really change abt portwell is that they would kiss !!! in the finale but thats bc im biased.
ashlyn should have gotten a more fleshed out storyline about being insecure about not being a good enough belle or the typical belle. there were some throwaway lines when north did their typical dramatics but the only two real scenes that showed it were when ash talked to big red about it and when she was telling nini she wanted to do a run in “home” bc lily did it. ashlyn should get more screen time where she has to grapple with the reasons she doesn’t feel good enough and big red can still support her but also gina too bc i would like more roommate besties interaction.
kourtney could still date howie, that harry potter shit was cute but there needs to be smth else for kourtney’s arc. idk she’s still into fashion so maybe she could be out here trying to create her own line or smth? this doesn’t have to be resolved in s2 like making a wholeass line takes time and she could work on it into a potential s3. kourtney just didnt get much outside of howie and the stuff at the beginning of the season where she said nini inspired her to be independent and that's why she got a job was just dropped?? so i think that fashion could fill that for her if she’s still dating howie cause like having her whole arc just be the pizza place kinda overlaps w big red’s mini arc abt how he wasn’t settling for hospitality, its what he wants to do with his life.
ik what ur thinking. anna, even if you added more episodes, where would u find the room to add all these plotlines?? well first we cut (most of) the seblos fight, so thats some time saved. honestly most of the time that we r going to gain is going to be from cutting ms jenn’s time. things like ms jenn’s and nini’s car ride would get cut, but mostly all of ms jenn’s romances would get cut down. considering she’s the teacher and isn’t actually a character with an arc how does she have THREE love interests this season?? like all of the weird tension between her and zack can be cut, like just some short scenes of them being competitive can stay. all of the stuff with ricky’s dad can go bye bye we don’t need it. i did like her w mr mazzara so most of that can stay i just didn’t like how he said he would give up cal tech for her, ew no that would be gone.
the MENKIES !!!! this is the last thing im gonna address cause in a perfect world every character would get a long fleshed out arc but then the season would be waaay too long and also im mostly trying to work within material the show gave so this is mostly made up of “realistic” deviations from what actually happened. lol idk what that even means it just makes sense to me. but anyways!! uhhh bro idk i thought them dropping the menkies was funny but it also made the finale really BAD lmao. in this finale, seb is the beast, east still had to deal w the fact that they’re underfunded compared to north but no one is injured, lily is less of a poorly written character and maybe ppl are even rooting for her, and wow i just realized i never actually said what role i think nini should have in north’s show. OOH she could be student director instead of lily cause lily both being in the play while also directing was weird considering omg i just checked and according to her wiki page shes a FRESHMAN?? and they let her be student director? lol hell nah. okay so with all that in mind ,,, the menkies should have been the season cliffhanger instead of portwell. east and north should both be nominated, both schools perform at the menkies, and then the award winner is about to be announced and THATS when it cuts to natalie and the end of the season.
one, this actually gives more tension for a summer s3 as we would be waiting to see the consequences of whichever school won. also i bet people would be wondering if nini’s gonna be transferring back to east or staying at north. people would also prob wonder if ej would be getting the scholarship if east won and what that would mean for his interest in film.
lmao that got longggg and idk if anyone’s even gonna read this but it was fun to do :D
#hsmtmts#hsmtmts s2#anna edition 😎#nini salazar roberts#ricky bowen#ricky x therapy#i forgot abt that oml#ehh that could be an s3 thing shdjdjf#ej caswell#ashlyn caswell#gina porter#portwell#rini#kourtney greene#hsmtmts lily#seb matthew smith#carlos rodriguez#seblos#more friendship !!!! theater is all abt being in a tight knit community anyways#lets put some focus on that too
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How about mob! Seb and the kid of the police chief! reader
OKAY but this is a mf-ing concept!!!
alright so your dad is the chief and you and Mob!Seb are having a secret relationship
your dad doesn’t know anything about it, obviously and it’s kind of thrilling for you to be going out with the town’s notorious bad guy while being a cop’s daughter
maybe that’s what makes your relationship exciting
your dad was a strict man, and you still lived with your parents, plus you had a curfew
so Seb would always park his car near your street, waiting for you to sneak out of the house so he can take his girl for a drive or spend some time together at his place later in the night
he’d wait for you, leaning against his expensive car and his smile getting bigger and bigger when you got closer.
“There she is, my babygirl! I missed you so much all day, you have no idea!” he’d mumble against your skin as he hugs you tight.
having to meet in secret and keep your relationship hidden made each moment you spent together much more exciting
he had started getting cocky in bed as well;
“Bet your daddy doesn’t know you call me daddy too, huh?”
“Look at you, you’re my personal little slut, aren’t you babygirl?”
“You’re my dirty little secret, aren’t you?”
Or on nights when he just can't help himself, he'd sneak up into your room while your dad was out working late, or fast asleep
And he'd fuck you good in your bed;
Placing his hand on your mouth to keep you quiet while he pounds into you
"shh, don't wanna get caught now, do we babygirl?"
okay but mob!seb would spoil the hell out of his girl
to a point where it became hard for you to hide all the money and the gifts he gave you almost daily.
designer bags and shoes
endlessly shopping trips
cash
jewelry
a necklace with his last name on it which you had to hide under your shirts all the time
you’d hear your dad and his mates talking about your boyfriend often, and whenever they got a lead on him, you’d text him to let him know so he can watch out for the cops.
“marry me” Seb would tell you often, while in bed
or while driving around the city at night
or while eating junk food in his kitchen late at night
you’d always laugh and tell him, “My dad will kill you.”
and he’d just chuckle and reply with “Let’s run away then.”
you’d then tell him that your dad would shoot you if you ever did
“Well, that leaves me no choice but to steal you away from your dad.” he’d say, leaning in to kiss you.
you’d laugh and tell him he’s crazy.
“I’ll make you mine one day though baby, don’t you worry.” he’d kiss you again, as though sealing his promise.
“Hmm sure babe, sure. Drop me home for now, before my dad kills us both.”
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Garden Song
chapter 1 - motion sickness
It’s been two years since the divorce between Julie and Grayson. A lot has changed. Grayson wants Julie more than ever. Will she take him back?
TW: some of the stuff mentioned in this series might trigger some people. please don’t read if you get triggered easily!
“You need to leave before the boys wake up” Julie mumbled and Grayson nipped at her neck. It wasn’t meant to happen, not in this way. They got carried away — Julie was upset because of Ethan and Grayson just wanted to comfort her. So three episodes of Brooklyn nine-nine and a whole bottle of wine later, they ended up in Julies bed naked and somewhat embarrassed. It wasn’t the first time something like this happened, the night Ethan broke up with Julie, she went straight to Grayson. She didn’t even think which was why she was so frustrated.
Grayson put Julie through hell and back. With his cheating, drinking and just being a total dickhead. She’s been trying to distance herself in the nicest way possible. As you can tell, it’s not going very well.
“Hmm, i know you don’t want me to” Grayson hummed kissing down her neck.
“I don’t want you to leave, but sebastian knows what sex is. No lying anymore” Julie said with a smirk, Grayson groaned and rolled onto the ‘his’ side of the bed. It was weird for him to even say that, but he stays over here more than he does his own home. It’s safe to say, it’s his side of the bed. He wished Julie would let him stay in bed with her, instead of worrying about the boys. Julie is constantly worrying about Alexander and Sebastian, even more than she probably should.
She just doesn’t want them to get hurt again. And instead of talking with the boys and her therapist — she’s keeping it all inside and projecting it on other people. Luckily she’s made some good friends, so they know all the shit Grayson put her through. Julie met Sarah a couple months ago at a parent teacher meeting. Alexander bit her son — he’s going through a biting phase. Of course Sarah thought it was the funniest thing in the world, and now they’re both best friends. The same with Alexander and Sarah’s daughter Maria. Alexander gets all blushy around her which is the cutest thing.
Sarah would all kill Julie if she found out she was sleeping with the enemy (the enemy being grayson). Julie had too much whine, and sarah was talking about her divorce, and all it just sort of slipped out. It felt good to have another person to talk to.
“i’ll go make breakfast then?” he asked and Julie nodded getting up and pulling her silk dressing gown over her naked body. Grayson was sat up in the bed, watching her every move. “you’re undeniably sexy, you know that?” Grayson said pulling his boxers on.
Julie grinned and leaned against the bathroom door. “you’ve told me once or twice”.
Grayson sighed to himself in content as Julie hopped in the shower. He got up, only his boxers, all of his muscles and tattoos on show. He went downstairs and went straight to the kitchen to start preparing breakfast. He had major deja vu. All the fights, the sex, the cheating — this kitchen had seen it all. Grayson is surprised that Julie didn’t just up and leave, he really wouldn’t of opposed at all. She deserved a happy ending, and Grayson really thought that was with Ethan.
Everyone thought that Ethan and Julie were meant to be after Grayson. That they would get married and do better.
But it was just so much worse.
No Ethan didn’t cheat or abuse her emotionally. But he promised. He promised Julie so many things, a happy life was one of them and that just didn’t happen. The first job that was thrown his way, he took it and left without so much of explanation. He just came home from the current job he had, ate the dinner Julie and the boys made him and then told Julie that night that he was leaving because he just couldn’t handle the pressure of being a dad and having a full time job he didn’t love. Of course, Julie was upset — she went straight to the person who fucking cheated on her, that’s how messed up she was after what Ethan did. And the fact that it wasn’t just for a job, it was because he wasn’t able to look after children.
Ethan promised marriage, more kids, a new home. And he gave shit, just like his brother. The Dolan twins were a drug, and Julie apparently just couldn’t get enough.
“Daddy?” a voice called out by the kitchen door. Grayson turned around with a big green to his youngest boy, Alexander. He had gotten so big after the last two years, his curls more prominent and god was he a tall five year old. Don’t get Grayson started on Sebastian — he’s like the tallest 10 year old Grayson’s ever seen. Julie always said they take after their daddy in that department.
“Hi, baby. You wanna help daddy make some pancakes for mama and Seb?” Grayson asked flipping a pancake over. Alexander nodded quickly with a smile and ran over to his dad, his favourite pink blanket now on the floor. He put his hands up, and Grayson lifted him up resting him on his hip. Julie raised such good boys, always wanting a cuddle, kiss or hug. Always listening and never fighting. The most mature boys ever. She a really good job, Grayson wished he was around more during those times.
“What are you doing up so early, little man?” Grayson asked and Alexander shrugged. “Heard you and mama” he said and Grayson pouted.
“Did we wake you?”
Alexander nodded resting his head in Grayson’s chest. “you can sleep some more” Grayson murmured kissing his forehead and continued making breakfast. About ten minutes later, alexander was up again helping grayson set the table for breakfast. “good job, buddy” Grayson grinned messing up Alexander’s hair.
Julie walked down the stairs hand in hand with Sebastian, she could smell the pancakes and coffee already. She missed having someone do this for her and the boys.
“Hey, honey” Grayson said as he saw Julie and Sebastian coming through the kitchen.
honey? that’s new.
Sebastian grinned and hugged his dad before sitting down beside his brother and digging into his pancakes. Julie walked over to grayson who was leaning against the island, drinking his coffee — still shirtless. She smirked and stood beside him.
“why don’t you stay over again tonight?” She asked and grayson smirked placing a hand on her hip. Julie bit her lip and tried to keep her breathing in check. “i’m going to fuck you so hard, Julie Dolan” grayson mumbled kissing her neck before walking off to the boys.
Julie blushed and placed her hand on her forehead. Was she flustered or nauseous? Maybe her period was on the way.
Her period..... shit. Julie opened her phone and looked at her calendar counting the weeks down.
She had missed her period. Fuck, this isn’t happening. Just went things with grayson were getting good. This has to happened — a pregnancy scare. God really was testing her. Everything was just going so well, there was no stress. They boys are happy in school and at home, they laugh and smile and they rarely cry anymore. Grayson is nicer, less stressed and such a good dad. And julie, julie is feeling amazing, like she was doing something good and right with her life. She had friends, she’s on the parents council, her and grayson have a good relationship and the boys are better than ever.
Why does this have to happen? They don’t need a pregnancy scare right now.
If she was pregnant, she knows it grayson’s as she’s only had sex with him for the past two months. Not consistently — but he is the only one shes been with since ethan.
“Mama?” Alexander called out making julie put down her phone and put on her biggest smile.
“Coming” Julie said taking the coffee Grayson made her over to the dining table where her boys are. Grayson was confused and gave her a look, but julie just smiled shaking her head.
“Eat it up, pumpkin” Julie said pushing Sebastians curls away from his eyes. Grayson smiled looking at his little family. Maybe this time, he’d get them back. No olivia, no drinking, no ethan and no surprises.
Nothing is going to get in the way of him and julie getting back together.
Sebastian and Alexander decided to spend the day with their friends down the road. They have their cousins up for the weekend so they’re having a bit of a party. Julie and Grayson want them to be out and making friends, so of course they let them go. Sebastian was a little clingy, but Alexander is a little heartbreaker. But once Sebastian saw the bouncy castle, he was ok for you and grayson to leave.
Meaning you and grayson had the house to yourselves for a couple hours.
“We’ve got the house to ourself” Julie said as she walked upstairs. Grayson followed after her like a lost puppy.
“Why don’t we take advantage of that?”
Julie took off her dress, dropping it to the ground before leaning on the bed only her matching underwear set, red, just how grayson liked it. Grayson raised an eyebrow and walked over to Julie standing in between her legs. He bent down and placed his lips on hers, Julie whimpered at his touch.
“I bet you’re already soaked” Grayson whispered dropping his hand to her panties, pulling them down. He hummed to himself as he saw her pussy glistening.
“I was right” He smirked as he watched Julie squirm. “touch me” she begged and grayson laughed to himself.
“You don’t tell me what to do” Grayson stated moving away from julie. “Now strip down and move up the bed” He said and Julie nodded quickly undoing her bra and kicking off her underwear that was already by her ankles. She felt herself down her thighs, god she needed him so much. Grayson took off his shirt and jeans, leaving him only in his black boxers, he crawled up Julies body on all fours, when he reached her stomach he placed a kiss at her belly button, then licked all the way up to her breasts.
Julie felt so vulnerable, somehow Grayson could feel that. So he pecked her lips and whispered “you’re beautiful” Julie smiled and pecked his lips. Grayson kissed down her stomach and finally, he was paying attention to Julies sex. “Well, hello” He mumbled, his breath hitting off of her core making julie moan. He parted her legs even more and buried his head in between them, kissing your thighs and stomach.
“you’re so fucking wet for me, baby” Grayson moaned as he slowly ran a finger up her slit. Julie moaned and bucked her hips at his touch. Grayson smirked at julie as began to rub the smallest, softest circles on her clit.
“Please....” Julie moaned and grayson looked up with a grin.
“Please what?”
“Please fuck me”
Grayson pressed himself further into julies body, julie felt his boner through his tight boxers. “i need you gray” Julie whimpered and that was enough for him. He pulled his boxers off, nearly falling off the bed to get the condoms from the bedside tables. Once he was ready, he smirked at julie teasing her nipples a little.
Grayson placed a kiss on her lips, before easing himself into her. Julie grabbed onto his broad shoulders pushing him deeper into her. “Fuck, Jules” Grayson moaned his head falling back. Julie took this as her opportunity to turn them around so she was on top.
“Always knew you were a secret dom” Grayson teased, making julie giggle. She eased graysons cock back into her, letting out a loud moan as she began to move up and down on his cock. “fuck, faster julie” Grayson moaned, his fingers digging into her hips. “so good” Julie moaned and Grayson nodded pulling her over so he was on top again. One leg was on his shoulder, the other laying on the bed. Grayson picked up the pace, making Julie scream out loud, becoming dizzy.
“I’m gonna cum” She moaned and grayson nodded pounding into her.
“Come on, baby, cum with me”
After both coming down from their climaxes, they both laughed and grayson was in Julies arms. “This is nice” Julie said running her fingers through his messy hair. Grayson nodded a kissed her chest.
“I miss us” Grayson admitted and Julie fit a sharp pain in her stomach, nerves? Butterflies?
No, she was going to throw up. She pushed grayson off of her and ran to the bathroom, spilling her breakfast into the toilet. No, No, this isn’t happening. She is not pregnant, she’s not letting this ruin her relationship.
Grayson picked up his shirt a brought it in with him. Julie was still puking her guts out, so he just put her hair up in a hair band (the best he could) and rubbed her back. She groaned into the toilet, sitting down fully. Grayson put the shower on and helped her in it.
“You ok?” He asked washing her hair. Julie nodded smiling “think it was your pancake mix” she teased and grayson rolled his eyes washing the shampoo out of her hair. He knew her full routine — she has a lot of hair and she likes to look after it. Grayson made sure her learnt it so he could wash her hair for her when she was sick or tired.
He knew it would come in hand one day.
“I think i ate something off, last night. Haven’t done the food shop yet” She explained, not completely lying. Grayson nodded and continued to wash her hair. “I have to head home tonight to get some work done, but i can help you with the food shop tomorrow?” he asked and julie smiled at the offer.
“That would be nice, gray”
They stayed in the shower for a little while longer, just enjoying each other’s company. Grayson had to leave, but he kissed her goodbye and promised he be here early tomorrow morning and not to move a muscle, he didn’t need her puking again. Julie had a glow about her, she smiled and wore her dresses again. Her hair was looked after and her skin looked amazing. And it was such stupid silly things, but it meant the world to her. Even last year, a year after the divorce, she still didn’t feel herself.
Julie felt amazing.
After getting dressed again, she picked up her phone and called sarah.
“Hey, i need you to pick me up something”
“yeah, for sure. What do you need?” Sarah asked and Julie closed her eyes leaning against the door.
“A pregnancy test”
Sarah didn’t say anything for a few second before, nodding to herself. “I’ll be there in 10. you’ll be ok, whatever the news” Sarah reassured before hanging up. Julie dropped her phone on the bed, sighing to herself. She found herself looking in the mirror, imagining how she would look with a little bump now after changing so much.
Stay positive - pun no intended.
Sarah arrived 10 minutes later as she promised pulling out a chocolate bar and a pregnancy test. Julie smiled pulling her friend into a hug. “Thank you for doing this” Julie said and sarah nodded squeezing her friend. “Of course, Jules, i’d do anything for you” She whispered and pulled away.
“Now go take the test. And i’m here, whether it’s negative or not”
Julie walked into the bathroom and took the test, setting 3 minutes timer on her phone. She remembers doing this with alexander and sebastian, she was 19 and 21 if she remembers correctly. And she had no friends, barely had a husband. She was so alone. This time, she has mountains of people and it really doesn’t make her feel any better. Julie was a only teenager when she felt pregnant with sebastian, she planned to go to college and get her dream job. Get a big, huge home and then get married. Julie took that pregnancy test in a gas station, by herself. And she cried all night after finding out, set on getting an abortion. But grayson convinced her to keep the baby — they would be a happy family, together.
Well, now she’s a mom to two kids, divorced, sleeping with her ex husband and had sex with his brother multiple times. Life really couldn’t get any better for Julie Dolan.
3 minutes ended and she was too scared to look at the test. “Sarah, can you please just read it” Julie cried and sarah quickly came into the bathroom and looked down at the test.
“You’re pregnant, Julie”
#garden song !#grayson dolan#motion sickness!#grayson dolan imagine#grayson dolan fic#grayson dolan blurb#grayson dolan x y/n#grayson x reader#grayson dolan oneshot#grayson dolan angst#grayson dolan smut#grayson dolan fluff#grayson dolan headcannon#grayson dolan concept#dad grayson dolan#dad grayson#grayson dolan series
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2oldmorgans (Doug/Seb)
@2oldmorgans continued from (x)
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It was a bit strange to meet the guy his father slept with during his youth. Doug probably didn’t even know him, he might not even remember Seb’s father, but whatever, this guy was feeling playful and he had nothing to lose, since he didn’t talk to his father in a long time for now. “I mean, you have no memory of my but you and my father have made some good movies together. He doesn’t know I’ve watched them and dowloaded them into my computer. Does the name Bernard Morgan ring a bell to you? Seb sipped his beer and put the bottle down, looking at this handsome man in those handsome eyes. He looked older but not much. “For making a sexting in the eighties, you were pretty good with the camera. Never thought I’d find a movie of my dad getting fucked by you with your cop uniform.”
It took Doug a second but soon the name Bernard Morgan rang several bells, memories of a whirlwind period where the two of them had just kept falling into bed together and filmed it with the new camera that just came out. He felt his cheeks going a little red, reaching up to rub the back of his neck “Oh I remember Bernard... I could’ve sworn he told me he got rid of those tapes but guess he was being a little bit sneaky with the wording” he chuckled a little, slowly turning back to look to Doug and having memories of a very young kid who he would have to behave around “Oh the cop uniform... yeah that was our way of celebrating my first promotion on the force, best celebration I had” he actually felt a little happier just remembering it all before he realised he was basically reminiscing about fucking this young studs father. He sipped his drink again pointedly “Seems like you liked at least some of what you found, though guess this raises a little bit of a question” he turned a little more, his body turned fully to face the young man “Did you come to find me cos your father wants to see me... or cos you want to see if maybe I still have a thing for Morgan men? There aren’t many reasons you come to find the guy who fucked your dad on a video so if I’m offbase, might wanna fill me in”
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High school musical, the musical, the convention, the book, my reaction.
- LMFAO ASH CALLING EJ OLD
- EJ TAKES ARCHERY LESSONS??? CASWELL COUSINS NEVER SLEEP IT'S CONFIRMED.
- "Remember what miss Jenn always says?"
"trust the process?"
"Nope, 'is that the last apple?'"
- NOT EJ CALLING NINI THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE
- "I give her my most feminist-fierce look"
- Gina listens to k-pop? I love that! Bet she's a huge blackpink fan like her actress.
- I can't believe they said Gina and ash who are both confirmed sophomores are in different school years???
- Ricky should have a dog. That's an observation I made. Like a big fluffy brown one.
- ej taking his own car to Wyoming because he doesn't want to get stuck with singing theatre kids. icon
- "not only women changed the world" big red would NEVER say that.
- "aren't we all animals?" oh ricky bowen, great beast foreshadowing btw
- Carlos is such a leo.
- so many things we first saw or heard of in s2 were established here like Salt lake slices, Ricky spending the vacation at his dad's etc.
- SANDY SOUNDS LIKE A DOUCHE ALREADY. LOVE WHEN BOOKS HAVE ORIGINAL CHARACTERS.
- "it takes my mind off ashlyn" oh he IN LOVE in love!!! Good for him!!!
- "I still can't believe we [kissed]" BELIEVE IT UR GONNA DATE IN LIKE TWO WEEKS???
- "I really like ashlyn" he went from that to "[me liking Ashlyn is the] understatement of the year". GOOD FOR HIM!!!
- "girls are mysteries" DUDE!!! SHE KISSED YOU!!! SHE VERY MUCH LIKES YOU!!!
- "What if she changed her mind [about the kiss] LISTEN. I'M ABOUT TO FIND A WAY TO ENTER THIS FICTIONAL BOOK AND TELL U ABOUT HOW S2 IS GONNA GO.
- BIG RED TRYING TO TEXT ASH. HE HAS MY WHOLE HEART.
- SIX ATTEMPTS? BABY JUST BE YOURSELF SHE LOVES U ALREADY
- NOT BIG RED NOT GOING TO THE CONVENTION!!! MRS REDONOVICH I CAN FILL IN FOR HIM!!!
- Miss Jenn had her driver's license since 2000 and she's 35 in 2020. I'll calculate that later.
- "Kourtney and I have a lunch date" POTTS FAMILY RIGHTS!!!
- "big red said-" yup kourtney and big red pizzaria besties so true.
- I'm genuinely excited seeing some friendships again okay
- sebbie ilysm. pls be my friend.
- EJ TAKES ARCHERY CLASSES, WAS A BOY SCOUT AND IS SENIOR CLASS TREASURER??? WHAT DOESN'T HE DO??? (SLEEP.)
- ok nini and ej are on good terms now. It was never really talked about in the show after they broke up
- TWO OF MY FAVORITE CHARACTERS NOT GOING. *enter the 'not this' video"
- Ok so everyone know that ej bought Gina the plane ticket or just Nini? How does she know, exactly?
- Ashlyn got new crystals after giving hers away to Miss Jenn. It's good to know though it's not crucial.
- the way they don't work yet because they're not charged w energy. pls
- "I'm beginning to think they're just pretty rocks" maybe u bought fake ones???
- the way ashlyns like "oh it's snowing? maybe we should huddle for warmth" like twice in the series. She's such a hugger 💞
- weird text from big red, huh. Maybe you should text him again 👀
- ASH HE'S IN LOVE W U AND SCARED TO RUIN THINGS
- "this is life, not a rehearsal" CARLOS WOULD N E V E R SAY THAT.
- Miss Jenn being petty and not sharing her room is kind of a mood.
- seblos facetime 💗
- frozen reference? Interesting.
- Ricky writing a song named "confusion"... 👀
- RICARLOS FRIENDSHIP.
- ASHLYN TALKING ABOUT BIG RED YES.
- I get that big red was worried but he should've texted ash back.
- Gina. Tell ash to send that text. I'M BEGGING YOU.
- "you're telling him by texting that you're crazy about him". she's in love with him. Let her.
- OK SHE SAID THEY KISSED. Gina is 100% aware okay
- not CHASE. Gina. Have you MET big red???
- ofc ash suggests snow angels 😭 I love her
- kourt ily pls stop doubting urself u can be multitalented and proud of it
- big red stalking ash's socials because he feels bad for not going to the convention 😭
- omg no I don't want him to feel bad ash pls text him
- NOT A GAME! THESE ARE TWO IDIOTS IN LOVE. GINA.
- SHE'S TEXTING HIM!!! AHH.
- could you tell i love redlyn?
- gina pls just be urself and give ash your true thoughts
- SHE'S NOT TEXTING HIM. ASHLYN MOON CASWELL-
- Mr mazzara has been whipped for two seasons now wbk
- EJ ACCIDENTALLY GOING TO A MEDITATION CONVENTION 😭 ASH WOULD BE SO PROUD
- EJ IS FINALLY HERE IN PERSON.
- chapter twenty four. There's only five ash and big red chapters until chapter FORTY NINTH. help.
- Carlos missing Seb is adorable
- they're really into frozen I see
- everyone's treating EJ like he's so old 😭
- "almost all of [the theater kids] seem to be having some kind of personal crisis, emotional turmoil or explosion of self-doubt"... Yeah, are you new?
- NOT BIG RED BEING ABLE TO GO TO THE CONVENTION TOO LATE. EXCUSE ME MRS REDONOVICH.
- BIG RED YOU DUMBASS YOU HAVE A CAR.
- NOT BIG RED USING EMOJIS-
- "Hasn't he got a million cousins?" KNEW IT. I FUCKING CALLED IT IN MY PASSOVER FIC. I'M SO HAPPY
- Ashlyn also has a big family? Oh, their wedding is gonna be MASSIVE
- EJ PICKING UP HIS FUTURE COUSIN IN LAW 😭😭😭 platonic redj has my heart.
- "I guess hey is word of the week" ash is such a caswell 😭
- not ash being cold about him coming there like she's happy but duddukfd
- I get why she's annoyed but. UGH. Not redlyn angst. My heart can't handle this.
- kourt you are very much an advanced singer pls
- ash and gina taking a bad workshop is so funny pls
- kourt 😭
- NOT RICKY IN THE BET ON IT WORKSHOP.
- diane... Interesting.
- awe kourtney getting the validation she deserves!!! Good for her!!!
- "wildcat it up".
- NOT AVOID ASHLYN. BIG RED.
- okay he can't ignore her. Good.
- Ashlyn why are you acting brand new Ricky told u this 😭
- why is gina ignoring big red.
- big red not knowing what epiphany means 😭
- not big red regretting this already. Hi dummies pls communicate it hurts to read
- thank god they learned from this for 2x08
- Ricky pls ask big red about Ashlyn.
- awe Lucas and Nini met!!!
- I wanna hug Carlos, like, poor thing. He didn't get to participate in the workshops or spend time with his boyfriend.
- "I can't even pretend to understand [what's going on with big red and Ashlyn]" Ricky. Ur a bad friend. Sorry not sorry.
- caswen... 👀
- Ricky being Gabriella. So true
- "we're drama kids. Our imaginations are out of control"
- STAY FOR THE SING-A-LONG. HAVE FUN U DUMMIES.
- THEY WROTE A SONG FOR KOURT!!! 🥺 WHAT SHE DESERVES
- MY KIDS ARE FINALLY COMMUNICATING!!! FINALLY. UGH.
- they love each other I'm really glad this was resolved
- Natalie getting offended by being accused of being her emotional support rodents to the convention as she should be. I have ones too. It's no joking matter.
- SEB!!!
- ahh seblos reunited!!!
- ej having unexpected friendship w Seb and red. My rights tbh
- Carlos and EJ hug??? I need it now
- okay finished it!!! It was. A cute read.
#paz takes#hsmtmts#hsmtmts spoilers#hsmtmts the road trip#the road trip spoilers#this was A LOT#redlyn was. wow
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here we go, a little robron-ified fix-it fic to soothe my anger after this week’s episodes. there’s slight divergence in that i've had debbie and cain not leaving for scotland just yet, but other than that everything’s still canon!
AO3 link here
There was a building headache throbbing behind Robert’s eyelids and it was called Chas Dingle.
He’d been in the pub for what felt like an eternity, listening to his mother-in-law hold court behind the bar, rehashing the latest Charity-related drama in excruciating detail with the rest of the Dingles.
Apparently Aaron and Robert had missed a lot during their week-long holiday to Scotland with Seb. They’d only popped in to pick up a takeaway, but within seconds of stepping through the door they’d been roped into sitting with the group, had two pints set down in front of them and now they were well and truly stuck.
“I mean, this is a new low, even for Charity,” Chas lamented for what had to be the fifth time, shaking her head and gesturing to Paddy, who was standing close by to nod in agreement to everything she said. “We’re done with her. She’s a liability, I can’t work with her anymore. The sooner she gives up her half of the pub and lets Marlon buy her out, the better. And I won’t have her under my roof, either.”
“Well, I’d offer her my room now that I’m staying in Jacobs Fold, but Mandy would probably put up a fight,” Belle said with a shrug. “Besides, Dad says he doesn't want Charity there either.”
Robert thought it seemed a bit harsh of Zak to dictate who could or couldn’t stay in the cottage, considering he didn’t actually live there – or even in the village – anymore, but he kept that to himself. Getting involved in the debate would take more energy than he cared to use.
“Well, she’s not still living with us, that’s for sure,” Chas insisted, her mouth pursed into a thin line. “She’ll have to go.”
“I’d let her stay with me and April, but we don’t have room,” said Marlon, looking concerned. “Not with Billy and Ellis, too. And I don’t think she’ll want to, now that she knows I’m the one buying her out of the business.”
“Oh, I wasn’t hinting, Marlon, it’s fine. Frankly, I don’t give a damn where she goes.”
“Hm, she can sleep in a ditch for all I care,” Debbie sniffed, nose crinkling like there was a bad smell hovering around the bar.
“Alright Debs,” Cain grumbled quietly. “We get the picture.”
“It’s no less than she deserves!” Chas cried, quick to back Debbie up. Robert didn't know when it had happened, but the two of them seemed thick as thieves ever since Debbie had come back to the village.
“Oh, come on, you two,” Marlon said tiredly, rubbing his temples. “Charity’s gone through a lot these last few months, she’s been struggling ever since she lost Vanessa. Maybe we should be tryna help her instead of letting her self-destruct?”
Chas snorted, hand propped on her hip. “What, after she dropped Debbie in it with Al? And tried to sleep with him? After what she did to our Noah?”
“What, stopping him from being daft enough to join the army while hiding a life-threatening medical condition?” Robert snapped before he could stop himself, his patience hanging by the thinnest thread. “Wow, better call social services.”
He found himself on the receiving end of a very familiar glare, Chas’s nostrils flaring as she looked at him with disdain.
“I was actually referring to the slap she gave him,” she said lowly. “Were you not listening?”
“No, not really,” Robert muttered into his pint, earning himself a small snort from Aaron.
As the Dingles continued bemoaning the current situation, Robert nudged his husband and leaned over to whisper in his ear.
“Can we please get the hell out of here? I can’t take much more of this.”
Aaron sighed and scrubbed a hand over his face. “Still need the takeaway, I’ve been dyin’ for this burger.”
“Do you see Marlon going to the kitchen anytime soon?”
“Oi, Marlon!” Aaron barked, making the taller man jump. “How much longer for the food? We’re starving.”
“Oh, er, Luke’s in the kitchen, he’s sorting it.”
“Great,” Robert groaned, the pain in his head increasing. “They’ll probably be burnt to a crisp if that idiot’s the one making them.”
“Fuck it, let’s just finish these pints and go, pick up some pizzas from David’s or summat,” Aaron muttered, scowling when Paddy’s voice joined the heated discussion.
“I don’t care if she’s regrets it, she’s pushed things too far this time,” he said decisively, arms folded to match Chas’s. Robert absently wondered if he had a nice view up there on his high horse.
“I know what she did was terrible,” Lydia piped up. “And I’m not impressed with her myself. But she seems genuinely sorry, I’m sure she’d do anything to fix things.”
“Yeah, but that’s her all over, isn’t it? Act first, feel bad about it later,” Debbie drawled, swigging back her glass of white wine. “Honestly, I don’t know why any of us are surprised. She’s always been selfish, Noah deserves better.”
“Sure you’re not just sore about losing all that cash you nicked?” Robert asked, brows raised.
Debbie just narrowed her eyes at him and carried on talking. “I can’t see Noah giving her another chance, not after this.”
Chas nodded in agreement. “Even if the poor lad wanted to forgive her, I wouldn’t let him.”
“Maybe just let Noah and Charity sort things out for themselves,” Marlon tried, but that just had Chas’s finger flying up to silence him.
“No, I’m sorry, Marlon, but this is the final straw. I mean, we all know Charity’s never been a perfect mother but slapping him was a step too far. Some things are just unforgivable.”
“Bit rich coming from you.” Aaron’s quiet interjection swiftly brought the conversation to an abrupt halt.
After a brief pause, Chas’s head swivelled to look at Aaron in confusion, clearly uncertain as to whether she was the one he’d been addressing.
“Sorry, what?”
Aaron shrugged. “Just sayin’, if smacking your kid around’s an unforgivable offence, bad enough to get you kicked out the family, you probably shouldn’t be here. You and me wouldn’t even be talking right now.”
Robert held his breath and watched as Chas froze. He was aware of some of the altercations between Aaron and his mum in recent years. Aaron had told him during one of the many nights they'd spent curled up together, sharing all their memories, thoughts and secrets, about some of the things she’d said and done. Like slapping him in the face when she found out about their affair, for one.
Now, he could see some of those events playing out in her memory as she floundered, eyes darting nervously between Aaron and the rest of the family, who were all watching the pair in silence.
“Aaron, you and me, we’ve… I know we’ve had our ups and downs over the last few years, had our fair share of rows, lashed out… And I’m sorry, but that’s different, we’re both adults. Noah’s just a kid.”
“And what about when I was a kid?”
Robert stiffened at the words, and he quickly turned to look at Aaron’s hunched profile. That, he knew nothing about. Aaron’s face remained impassive, giving nothing away.
“What’s this?” Cain said, frowning.
Chas stared at him for a moment, before turning back to Aaron with a slightly bewildered laugh.
“I've got no idea. What’re you on about, love?”
“When I was, what, 11? 12? You hit me then, too.”
“No.” She shook her head quickly, before speaking over the sound of a few surprised intakes of breath from the group. “No, that can’t be right, you didn’t even live here when you were 12.”
“It was when I was visiting,” Aaron said. “Course the family weren’t there to see that one like they saw Charity and Noah. It was just the two of us, back there – ” He pointed towards the back of the pub. “ – in the kitchen. No witnesses.”
Robert saw the exact moment a flicker of recognition appeared in Chas’s eyes.
“Oh… ”
“Coming back to you now, is it?”
“Chas, is that true?” Lydia asked, looking shocked.
Chas ignored her in favour of staring at Aaron with wide eyes, caught off guard. “Oh love, that – that wasn’t – ”
“You had a go at me for not wanting to stay with you or preferring Sandra to you, I dunno. Can’t remember now. But I do remember you tellin’ me I ‘didn’t deserve a mother’ and then slapping me across the face. It left a mark.”
Robert's hands clenched on the bar as red hot anger rapidly surged through his body, and he glared furiously as Chas. She looked around helplessly, turning to Paddy for support. He just opened and closed his mouth a couple of times, looking lost and uncomfortable at the unexpected turn of events.
“Christ’s sake, Chas,” Cain grumbled from his spot next to Debbie, looking thoroughly unimpressed.
“I’m – I didn’t – ”
“I was probably being a bit of a little shit to be fair,” Aaron cut off her stammering with a rueful smile. “Mouthing off – like Noah was doing to Charity, from the sounds of it.”
“Aaron love… I’m so sorry, I didn’t realise you still – that you were still upset about that… ”
“I’m not,” said Aaron, matter-of-fact. Robert believed him, too. He knew his husband well enough to tell when he was lying or putting on a brave face to hide his hurt. This wasn’t one of those times. He wasn’t upset, he was frustrated.
“I’m not after an apology, this ain’t about me. All I’m sayin’ is, you might wanna take a look at that big glass house of yours, before you start chucking stones at Charity for doing the exact same thing you did to me more than once.”
He drained the last dregs of his pint and slid off the bar stool.
“You’re the last person who should be judging someone for making mistakes with their kids. I should know.” Aaron cast a quick glance over the group. “Same goes for the lot of you.”
Cain and Marlon had the grace to look somewhat sheepish, while Belle looked down awkwardly. Debbie just huffed and took another gulp of wine. Aaron rolled his eyes and grabbed his coat, shoving his arms in the sleeves.
“Robert, give Charity a ring, would you? Tell her we’ve got a spare room with her name on it.”
Robert pulled his phone out of his pocket. “My pleasure.”
“Er, no, hang on!” Debbie snapped, a hand flying up to halt them. “We’ve already agreed she’s not part of the family anymore, it’s decided.”
“I didn’t agree to anythin’,” Aaron snapped right back. “You wanna fall out with Charity, that’s your business. It’s got nowt to do with us.”
“Besides,” Robert waved his phone in the air with a smirk. “I’m technically the one inviting her and since I’m not a Dingle, your weird little rules don’t apply to me. Thank god.”
“Come on, Rob, let’s go.”
“Aaron no, get back here, this needs sorting! Aaron!”
Aaron ignored Chas’s protesting shrieks and started walking towards the door. Robert began to follow him, before pausing and turning back to the group, zeroing in on Debbie.
“Correct me if I'm wrong, but it wasn’t that long ago you were tryna do her in – ” He gestured to Chas. “ – for shagging your bloke while you were still with him. Threatened her with a… shotgun, was it?”
Debbie’s mouth twisted in displeasure.
“You weren’t even here then!” Chas cried, jaw hanging open in outrage. “That is none of your – ”
“If you can get past that,” Robert spoke over her. “Then you can stop calling Charity the devil for nearly-but-not sleeping with your scumbag ex. Get over yourself.”
Aaron touched the small of his back. “Come on. If we start listing everything this lot have ever done wrong, we’ll be here all night.”
They stalked out of the pub without a backward glance. As they stepped out onto the street, Robert exhaled heavily.
“Always fun catching up with your family.”
Aaron huffed a small laugh and stuck his hands in his pockets. “Didn’t even get our food after all that.”
He made to start walking towards David’s, but stopped when Robert gently touched his arm.
“You okay?”
“Yeah, m’fine.”
Robert hesitated, fingers curling on Aaron’s sleeve.
“You… never told me about that. That she hit you when you were… ” He trailed off uncertainly, not wanting to sound accusing, like Aaron owed him an explanation.
Aaron hummed and turned to face him, their bodies naturally swaying into each other.
“Haven’t thought about it in ages, if I’m honest. Not for years.”
“I’m sorry.”
For all Aaron said he was fine, that Chas’s actions from 20 years ago didn’t bother him anymore, Robert knew from his own experience the lingering scars that kind of event could leave.
“It’s okay.” Aaron gave him a small smile and pulled him in for a soft kiss.
They stayed like that for a few moments, until Robert’s phone buzzed in his hand. He pulled away regretfully to read the words on the screen.
“It’s Diane. She says she’s with Charity, found her crying in the gazebo.”
Aaron sighed and stuck his hands in his pockets. “Come on, then. Let’s go get her.”
Robert fired a quick text to Diane, telling her they were on their way, before slinging an arm over Aaron’s shoulders as they started walking.
“We’re really gonna have Charity as a housemate again, then?” He asked with a teasing grin.
Aaron groaned and leaned into him. “Looks that way. But if she pervs on us in the shower again, she's out on her ear.”
Robert winced as that particular memory came rushing to the surface.
“God help us.”
#the dingles can choke#chas especially#charity deserves better#i might write a little followup with her in the mill#robron#my writing#also the incident aaron referred to happened on 20th feb 2004#the episode is on youtube!
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"Longing for Something To Rescue Me"
As mentioned earlier I’m working on a Kurtbastian fic. And I wanna see if people would be interested in reading it, so here’s a draft of the first chapter. This one doesn’t have any actual Kurtbastian in it, it’s just the set up for Sebastians side of the story.
Quick fic description:
Sebastian is back in town after his father passed away and Kurt is still struggling to get over his breakup with Blaine. After running into each other at the Lima Bean the two men, each dealing with their own heartaches, end up saving and rebuilding each other.
Quick chapter description:
Sebastian is reminiscing about his dad, who recently passed away, whilst on his way to the Lima Bean with Nick. Once they get there Sebastian sees someone familiar.
Characters (in this chapter):
Sebastian, Sebastian’s dad, Nick, Kurt (at the very end)
Ch. 1, “You let me walk this road alone”
He hasn’t cried. It’s been two weeks since his dad died. Two weeks since Sebastian officially became an orphan. And so far he hasn’t cried once. The funeral was yesterday and people kept asking him about it as if he’s supposed to. As if there’s some kind of weird social rule that you have to cry when bad things happen. Well, Sebastian never has been one for following the rules.
Every time something bad has happened, something truly awful, Sebastian has always gone to his dad. As far as Sebastian’s concerned he was the greatest father that anyone could ever have. He has a lot of happy memories with his dad but one stands out as his clear favourite. He was a little kid, maybe six or seven, and he really wanted a tie. Not one of those fake ones that comes sewn tied, he had plenty of those. He wanted a real one, like his dads. It was late, and his parents were busy. Little Sebastian asked his dad for one of those real ties and was immediately brought to his wardrobe. After letting the kid pick any tie from his collection, Sebastian's dad sat down with some scissors and a little sewing kit and altered a blue tie with Winnie the Pooh on it to be exactly the right size for his son. After getting some instructions Sebastian spent the rest of the night practicing how to tie it. His dad never was the greatest at sewing, but the mistakes just made Sebastian treasure the effort even more. He has been carrying that tie around with him everywhere for fourteen days straight. People keep telling him that he reminds them of his father, and to Sebastian, there truly is no greater compliment.
What he tells people is that he hasn’t cried because he’s not, in his own words, a little bitch. But in reality, he hasn’t cry because he isn’t sad. He was sad when his mother died, and he cried about it for days. But now, well, now he just feels empty. The two people meant to protect him from the horrors of the world, meant to be there for him, supporting him in his achievements and grieving with him for his losses, the two people he’s supposed to be able to count on for anything are… dead. He has never felt this alone in his entire life.
Well, at least he has Nick. It’s not every friend who would drop their whole lives just to come support you as you get your dead dads affairs in order. They just got done with tying up loose ends with some of Sebastian’s new inheritance and decided to stop by for coffee on their way back home. As soon as they get in view of the Lima Bean sign a now uncommon sight occurs as a smile spreads on Sebastian’s face.
“Wow, I haven’t seen heart eyes like that since Jeff was looking at puppy pictures the day before we left New York. I knew we went here often but, Seb, do you wanna fuck a coffee shop?” Nick jokes with a pretend disgusted tone.
“Oh, shut up.” Sebastian laughs. “Are you and Jeff thinking of getting puppies?”
“Jeff’s thinking about it, I’m not. First, our landlord won’t let us, second, I’m allergic, remember, and I am not getting a naked dog. And third, don’t change the subject.” Nick takes a beat and his voice becomes softer, like that of a man who hasn’t seen his best friend smile in days. “What were you thinking about?”
“Oh, just happy memories.” Sebastian and Nick smile at each other. They sit in silence for a bit as they drive into the parking lot and Nick parks the car. “You could always get a samoyed. They’re hypoallergenic.”
Nick looks at Sebastian like he just told him coffee gives you erectile dysfunction. “Tell that to Jeff and you and I are done, professionally and romantically.” Nick laughs and gets out of the car.
Sebastian follows suit and laughs as he clutches his chest dramatically. “Oh no, not professionally.” He says in a jokingly mocking tone.
Nick smiles. “Are you coming with me?”
“You know I’m not.” He never is.
See, despite public belief, Sebastian actually hates entering the Lima Bean and tries to avoid it at all cost. No one knows why. When asked about it he usually just jokes and says it’s because of something to do with crowded places and the ‘stench of the working class’. That’s how Nick became their designated coffee getter in high school. Nick, and the occasional Jeff, goes in and gets the coffee, whilst Sebastian and David stay outside by the car. The way it’s always been. The way it should be, at least if you ask Sebastian.
As soon as Nick has left Sebastian takes out a cigarette and lights it. He stands there, leaning against the car, for what feels like forever, but was realistically closer to a few seconds, just thinking. Out of the corner of his eyes he sees the door opening and someone walking out. He doesn’t know why but he gets a sudden urge to turn around and look to see who it is. Exiting the coffee shop is someone breathtakingly familiar. Sebastian takes the cig out of his mouth and stares bewildered towards the Lima Bean door. Looking like he just remembered something, or someone, that he hasn’t thought about for a long time.
“Kurt?”
#sebastian smythe#lyle the fic guy#kurtbastian#i guess#cause the whole thing will be kurtbastian#but this part kinda isn't really i guess
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Me And You Together Song
Chris Evans x Daughter!reader
Jaeden Martell x Reader
Chris Evans Masterlist
Part Two of The Tonight Show [Read Here!]
Warnings; Swearing, mentions of past abuse, mentions of manipulative exes, ft. sebby stan
word count; 2.1k
A/N; Kinda didn't follow what the request was looking for because I didn't know how to write it, but I hope this is okay. I made sebby appear because I can and it's not a day in New York without the man himself
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Chris sighed as your phone went to voicemail for the fifth time. You were meant to be up an hour ago so you could go and get something to eat, but you were still sleeping, as per usual. Chris was trying his hardest not to go into yours and Jaeden's room, he wasn't hoping to see you in bed with someone that was your boyfriend, not yet. To him, you were the same little girl who came running in from the backyard after falling from the swings and cutting your knee, and you needed him to kiss it better. But eventually, he had to go and get you, first of all, he was worried, and second, he was hungry as fuck. Chris was glad Jaeden had given him a spare key last night, but he knocked first.
"Y/N, Jaeden. Are you alive?" There was no response except snoring, who Chris couldn't identify if it were yours or your boyfriends. Chris sighed and opened the door, relief flooding his body when he saw that both you and Jaeden were fully clothed and cuddled up to each other, his arms around you tightly. "I don't know whether to gush or throw up," He said to himself. Chris tried making as much noise as possible, but neither of the 17-year-olds in the bed woke up. Moving over to the lightswitch, Chris flicked the switch on and off until he heard you groan. You twisted out of Jaeden's arms and your arm flopped out of the bed.
"Jae, quit it," you groaned, your eyes still clenched shut because it felt like you were in a colourless rave.
"That's not me," He told you. Your eyes opened and from the shape of the body standing over at the light switch, you could make it out to be your dad standing with his arms crossed over his chest.
"Hi, Dad," You greeted him. Chris walked over to the nightstand and pressed the home button on your phone and saw his contact name on your screen.
Dad
5 Missed Calls
"5 times. You really have a habit of forgetting things, Y/N. Do I wanna know what time you both fell asleep or did you just fall asleep?" He asked. You sat up and sat still for a second before looking up at your dad, your eyes still squinted.
"What time is it?"
"9 am," He told you. Jaeden laughed dryly and turned to you, a tired look on his face.
"I told you we would regret staying up until 6," He told you. You rolled your eyes and playfully pushed his shoulder. "Ow," He groaned.
"Shut up," You turned to your dad. "Look, I'm sorry. We didn't plan on staying up so late and we kinda forgot that time was a concept" You pulled the puppy dog eyes that you had learned from your dad, he could never stay mad at you for long if you used them.
"It's okay. I have some stuff to do today, so you two are on your own. If I come back and either of you is in anyway undressed, you," He pointed at you. "Are grounded for life," You nodded. "And please don't get lost, I don't wanna drag Sebastian around New York looking for both of you," He said.
"You're gonna go see Seb?" he nodded from where he was standing at the door. "Tell him I said hi," Your dad said goodbye and then left both of you.
"Okay, we need to go and get food. I don't know about you, but I'm starving," You nodded at Jaedens suggestion. "There's a place I saw a few blocks from here,"
"And you just happened to be on the lookout for places?" You asked him. Jaeden turned to look at you and gave you a serious look.
"Of course I was, I couldn't be wandering around New York not knowing places to go and get breakfast. Jesus Christ, Y/N, who do you take me for?" You laughed at him as you fell back onto the bed and onto his chest.
"I don't know, I certainly didn't take you as someone who was so into food places in New York. I was literally just gonna go to iHop," You told him. "And anyway, I thought you hated going out in New York because you get scared you'll lose me in the literal sea of people," You reminded him.
"Yeah, but you've grown around 3 inches and I can see you now that you dyed your hair lighter," He ran his fingers through your hair that you convinced your dad to let you make more blonde than it was, it was similar to your dads', but a little darker. "But, if you wanna go to iHop, that's fine, I don't mind," He smiled down at you.
"You should go shower," You suggested to him. He looked down at you with a furrowed brow.
"Are you trying to tell me something?" You sat up and smiled at him innocently, shaking your head.
"No, but you should just go and shower," You said, putting your hand on his chest. He huffed and got out of bed, turning back to face you. But as if you could predict what he was going to say, you throw a pillow at him full force, causing him to grunt as it hit his face. "Shower!" He threw the pillow back at you and went into the bathroom. In the space of an hour, you were both ready. Your laptop was open and playing your playlist from Spotify, Bloody Valentine by Machine Gun Kelly playing from the speakers.
"This song is stupid," You turned to face Jaeden, shock was written on your face. "I mean, what is it even about?" He asked you.
"It doesn't matter. Megan Fox is in the music video, that's all that matters," You told him. Jaeden closed your laptop and put it in your bag. Then crossing his arms and tilting his head, his hair falling to one side.
"Okay then, would you rather me or Megan Fox?" He asked you. Your jaw dropped to the floor at his question, picking between those two things was like asking if you had to choose between a brain or a heart, both things are important.
"Did you seriously just ask me that?" Jaeden nodded and smirked. "You, obviously. But it's Megan fucking Fox, you're telling me you don't find her attractive?" You asked him.
"I think everyone finds her attractive," He murmured.
"Thank you! Don't get your underwear in a twist over Megan Fox, Jae. You have my heart," You told him as you kissed him on the nose. Jaeden pouted, making you furrow your eyebrows. "What?"
"You missed," He told you.
"I did? Well, I apologize, but that's what you get when you shit on Machine Gun Kelly,"
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"Do we have to?" Jaeden whined. You nodded and took his hand, dragging him into Macy's.
"Yes, because if I go home without something for Miles and Stella, they'll never talk to me again and that'll be really awkward when I have to babysit," You told him. "And I thought the toy aisle was your favourite?" You asked him mockingly. Jaeden shook his head and flipped you off. "Jaeden Martell! How dare you make such obscene gestures in the children's toy aisle!"
"My sincerest apologies, Lady Y/N," He said. You laughed and picked something out for your younger cousins. "Alright, can we like sit down or something, my feet hurt," He complained.
"Okay, we can go for lunch now if you want, that way you can stop bitching," You told him.
"For the daughter of Captain America, you really do have a mouth on you," He said. "I would quote the line but you're probably sick of hearing it between fans and your dad," You nodded.
"Okay, since I chose breakfast, you can choose lunch. I don't mind where, I'll pay," You told him.
"You sure?" You nodded. "Alright, I know a place. Jack told me about it and said it was pretty good, I know where it is though," He said.
"The last time you said that we ended up in downtown L.A and nearly dying," You reminded him. "We were just lucky because Scott happened to be driving around,"
"That was one time,"
"And I'm sure it won't be the last," You left Macy's and walked to the place Jaeden was talking about, and walking in you knew he had asked Jack for recommendations. "This is nice," You said as you were seated. You took your jacket off and shivered as your bare arms were exposed to the air.
"How are you cold?" Jaeden asked you incredulously. You shrugged and smiled as he pulled his hoodie off, handing it over to you.
"You're amazing," You said fondly. Jaeden chuckled.
"I try my best,"
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"Y/N looks a lot happier," Sebastian said. Chris took a drink of his beer and nodded. "I know the last year wasn't exactly easy, but she's doing better," Chris nodded.
"Yeah, she deserves it, really, she does. Jaeden helped her a lot too, I can't take all of the credit," Chris told Sebastian.
"Yeah. That Lucas dude fucked her around, I'm surprised you didn't kill the little dick," Chris laughed and nodded.
"No, that night I saw the look in Y/N's eyes and knew she needed me. And trust me, I would have," Chris hated thinking about Lucas and what he had done to you. He was manipulative and if you ever said you were thinking of leaving him, he would say he would hurt himself and it would be all your fault. He had hit you on a few occasions too, but you would always tell yourself he never meant it, and that the bruises your dad saw were just because you were clumsy. "But, I know that Jaeden would never hurt Y/N, not on purpose. I trust him with her, and I trust Y/N to know the signs now,"
"I don't know much about this whole 'parenting' gig, Chris, but I know that you're doing well with Y/N, ever since I've known you, you always put her first. I mean, you basically told the Russos that if they kept you on set for an hour longer, you wouldn't be there the next morning because you were gonna be late for her soccer game," Chris laughed at the memory Sebastian had brought up.
"Yeah, she won that game. She scored the winning goal," He smiled. "They're probably still awake," Chris looked at the time on his phone, 01:34.
"You should probably go, don't you have a flight at 12?" Sebastian asked. Chris nodded.
"Yeah, it's not me that has the problem waking up, it's the two insomniac teenagers who stayed up until 6 am yesterday,"
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You were snoring away softly while Jaeden was watching something on his phone, using your head as a stand. Your head was laid on his chest and your body was pressed up as close as possible against his. Jaeden's other arm was around you, his arm going all the way around you and coming to your waist. The door clicked open, but it was only your dad.
"Shit, sorry. I thought you'd both be awake," Chris said. Jaeden put his phone down on the nightstand. "Since when did Y/N fall asleep before 3 am?"
"She was saying she was tired today, we were watching Netflix and next thing I knew she was asleep and now I can't move her," Jaeden said. Chris sat down on the edge of the bed.
"Do you want me to move her?" Chris asked. Jaeden shook his head and looked down at you.
"It's fine, she'll probably move anyway," He said.
"Alright, I'll go," Chris stood up and walked to the door, but turned back last minute. "Thank you, Jaeden,"
"Oh uh- what for?" Jaeden furrowed his eyebrows in confusion.
"Looking after her. I know she can be closed off sometimes, but she really loves you Jaeden. Next thing I know you'll be running to me asking to marry her," Chris said. Jaeden laughed quietly, and the vibrating of his chest made you groan in annoyance.
"Give it a few years," Jaeden moved down and tried not to disturb you again in fear he might get a pillow to the face. "Good night, Chris,"
"You guys talk too loud," You said tiredly. "My dad really likes you," You told him.
"Thanks?" You got delirious when you were tired. "You should go back to sleep, it's late," He told you.
"You go to sleep too then," You said. "And plus, 'm not even tired," You said, a yawn interrupting you. Jaeden nodded, playing along with you.
"Right, just put your head back down and cuddle with me again, I'm cold," He said. You put your head back on his chest and fell asleep in about 3 seconds. "Not tired my ass,"
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would the kids be bullied at school because of rockstar's seb reputation?
jess and marion would not really know who their parents' are in the limelight
for the two of them, they're just mum and dad who put them to sleep every night and kiss them goodnight. in their naive little eyes, they're just normal mum and dad.
one day they're at the dinner table, marion is asleep in her crib so it's just y/n, seb and jess when he pops up with a question that surprises them both "dad, are you sebastian stan?"
sebastian is so confused at that question “yeah bud, why?” “they keep asking me if my dad is sebastian stan” “that you should ask your mother” “seb” “yeah buddy, i am.”
jess would come back one day from school with his grandmother who told y/n and seb he’d gotten into a fight
jess does not get into fights, he’s shy and likes to stick to his own so y/n has seb go into his bedroom and try and speak to him
he walks into the bedroom and his son is laying down in bed hugging one of his plushies
“what happened, bud?” “nothing” “grandma said you had a fight in school. did someone hurt you?” “no” “then what happened? the jess i know doesn’t fight other people” “i know. i told mummy she should ground me” “we’re not gonna ground you. we wanna know what happened, bud.” “he was mean” “how so?” “billy said his mum sai you were a druggie and mummy was a slut.” “oh” “and i don’t know what it means but i punched him because it sounded bad. i’m sorry” “no, it’s okay, baby. those are bad words but you can’t hit anyone” “i know but i was upset” “it’s okay baby, you’re sorry and that’s all it matters yeah?” “he’s wrong, right daddy?” “‘course he is”
sebastian is pissed, but he doesn’t tell y/n.
oh no. he’s gonna take care of it, himself.
the next day, he takes jess to school in the morning and waits for billy’s mum to arrive.
once she’s in, it’s past the point of no return
“linda” “oh, sebastian ... you’re here” “i am, listen i wanted to say sorry” “jess’ a bit violent, isn’t he?” “oh no, not about my son. i wanted to say sorry because clearly you haven’t been fucked well enough so you’re bitching about my wife to your son.” “well, i ...” “don’t worry, maybe you can buy yourself a dildo so you can have something other than a stick up your ass.”
the pta complains of sebastian to y/n who can’t stop laughing once she comes home
“hm, sebastian did you tell linda to buy a dildo?” “me? never, baby.” “sure” “she was being a bitch, bunny. i had to do something.” “our kids are very well adjusted considering you’re their dad” “well, baby, thankfully you’re here to balance it out”
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