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i-want-to-be-spaghettified · 1 year

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life’s been feeling a lot like getting run over by a bus, dismembered and then sewn back together incorrectly as of late

#straight up not having a good time #spending winter break writing research papers is exactly how I wanted to spend my time.#I have so much to do #and so little time to do it in #and I’m so so tired #stem academia #stem #astrophysics #academia #chaotic academia #dark academia

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anakinskywalkerog · 11 months

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very much wish writing fanfic (or writing in GENERAL) could be my full time job. and I could just write stuff and be happy.

there isn’t enough time in the day to listen to enough music and read enough books and get enough rest for my weary body and soul as it is. and then add in other things like WORK? writing should be a human right, is what I’m saying.

I wish all my writing projects weren’t looming over me like vengeful gods I’ve forgotten to pray to.

#this is all to say I’ve been going through it #and I’m so so tired #and I wish I had more for you but I don’t #not to be dramatic or anything #I just like reading and writing and listening to music #and don’t like doing anything else

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harmonizewithechoes · 8 months

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#would I be a coward if I don’t go to a family thing tomorrow because the baby is having a hell of a time with teething #and I’ve gotten very little sleep the last few nights and it’s looking like tonight will be more of the same?#I’m super run down and I won’t have the energy to appear as my normal self #well my normal self that pretends everything is perfect the whole time anyway #I still want the kids to go because they deserve to have that time with their family but I’m probably going to ask my mom if she can take #the bigger two so I can have a nap with the baby #I don’t have what it takes to go to any family gatherings without being 100% positive that I can mask the entire time #I can’t deal with the repercussions of appearing vulnerable in any way #and I’m so so tired #also I don’t have anyone that can watch the miserable baby if I do go because she’s not gonna be able to handle it #my partner works tomorrow so it’s all on me #idk typing this out it doesn’t seem unreasonable to duck out #but I feel like a coward because since dad died every gathering feels empty and impossible #and my brain tries to find ways out of everything even though I usually end up going #it’s hard to tell what a reasonable excuse for missing something is

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screamingnonsenseintothevoid · 2 years

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#i thought i was getting better #but things are feeling altered again #and I’m so so tired #unreality #liminality #liminalcore #unrealitycore #dereality #vent #derealistion #derealization #vent post

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mxfortune-teller · 1 year

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venting in tags so I only annoy people ✨optionally✨

#when my partner inevitably leaves me I think I’m just done #everyone hates me eventually #it doesn’t matter how alluring you think I am #it doesn’t matter if you think I’m funny and great and nice and pretty and kind #doesn’t matter if you think I’m cool #“I’ve loved you for years“ doesn’t matter.#if you think you love me you will hate me in due time.#and eventually I just become a wall to talk to and an object to fuck #they always resent me. it doesn’t matter how hard I try #I’m trying not to cry at work. cried so hard last night #it’s inevitable #and no one ever believes me #‘but I’ve loved you since X’ ‘but I love you because of X’#doesn’t matter doesn’t matter doesn’t matter doesn’t matter #I’m a magnet for resentment #I’m a countdown clock to a punching bag #and I’m sad #and I’m sorry #and I’m so so tired

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urmumhaha · 3 months

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I wish butch n femme balls existed. Not to b a fucking sap n a massive dyke but wow. Ugh even. Just wanna wear a gown n stilettos n have my honey greet me w a bouquet before we leave n we wear matching or complimentary jewelry n spend hours on my hair and makeup to impress. N then when we get there my honey will spin me around the room for a brief dance before grabbing something to drink, wine for me n whiskey for her, as we chat w other dykes n celebrate butchfemmeness. Or whatever

#thinkin thots #sorry everyone I’m tired n a lil high after work n feeling DRAB so we r imagining #n listen I know balls r just a flaunting wrath bourgeois thing #wealth #this is just a simple indulgence for the Eve #lesbian #i #femme lesbian #butch/femme #butch lesbian #womp womp

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greykolla-art · 2 months

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Charlie: “I’m so glad my most villain-coded friend is at full power again! 🥰💕”

*throws this to you angst goblins like raw steak* ❤️

(No I will not do a part 2!❤️)

#grey art #hazbin hotel comic #hazbin hotel #charlie morningstar #hazbin alastor #alastor #auntie grey needs to take a nap now Jesus Christ #I’m really happy this fixation is pushing me to do grand comic projects like this- but I’m TIRED.#😂😂😂#my theory is that alastor wants Charlie’s soul cause she’s insanely powerful or special #and she could probably take him out in one strike #but she would never do that cause she is so sweet and lovely #she’s like a gentle giant in terms of power #but she’s not stupid or childish or meek #she’s such a compassionate leader and good friend I love her so much #and then there’s alastor with his manipulative charismatic energy #I think he’ll underestimate her in the end #man i’m so tired #hazbin hotel fanart

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vixvigil · 1 year

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#need to get it out of me #right now #but i’m too sleepy tired because of work #so. going to kill instead :)#own

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a-dumb-sarcastic-bisexual · 10 months

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Like the majority of society I’m obsessed with Nimona

And I rewatched it a million times and one thing always sticks out to me

There are moments when Ambrosius is surrounded by light like a little protective bubble

That keeps him away from the man he loves more than anything

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candlecafe · 5 months

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Sorry, I haven’t done my work, yeah, I’m in spoon jail. Yeah, I was in really bad spoon debt, and I stopped paying my spoon taxes. Yeah, I can’t do anything until I gather enough spoons to pay my spoon bail.

#i’m so tired #disability #chronic pain #chronic fatigue #spoonie #i may have worked to hard on a good day #when will i learn #the consequences of my own actions #going to sleep now

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canisonicscrewyou · 1 year

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#if your regular sleep med of choice is Benadryl I’m afraid of you #Idek what my answer is though??? probably melatonin. it helps a lot when I need to fix my sleep schedule #sleep soundly <3333 #I also sometimes take ashwaganda if it’s not too expensive or is mixed w other stuff. and drink sleepy teas but not necessarily JUST tosleep #I was on olanzapine and that helped my sleep a lot (at the cost of eventually making me feel so so tired during the day)#anyways you must tell me

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leaff0dil · 2 months

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The sleepers (+wings au)

#one piece #monkey d. luffy #sabo #portgas d ace #asl brothers #one piece sabo #one piece luffy #one piece ace #i was hesitant on posting this cuz of some parts of the drawing I wanted to change #but it’s late and i’m too tired so I just ball with it

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seveneyesoup · 1 year

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you can replace studying with 0.5-4 hours of thinking about The Character. but watch out

#warning 2 myself #i’m tired so i’m gonna post nonsense until i get sleep #no i’m not. not doing that #i’m gonna study #where’s crunchy picard

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what-even-is-thiss · 6 months

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Friend: Why don’t you play Baldur’s Gate with us? I think you’d like it.

Me: You’re probably right, but I only have 70 GB free on my computer. Which I previously thought was a large number but it won’t even hold half of the game.

#I’m tired of this #it got way out of my usual circles #I’m sick of being misunderstood about this #so you don’t get to reblog it anymore

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annoyinglibra · 10 months

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#poll #nobody is going to see it bc my followers are so inactive here but I’m just curious 😔#via the notes I’m learning that some schools had all three which is trippy to me #I should’ve included an option for all three 😔#editing notes again: I know nobody will see the edit but I didn’t think to include ‘all three’ or ‘other’ because I was sick + tired let me #liveeee 😭

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claypigeonpottery · 3 months

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can’t sleep, carving instead

#reserved #a copy of a mug I made a few months ago #pottery #ceramics #sgraffito #the horrors #rabbits #bunnies #rabbit skull #death #morbid #I’m so tired #tmi but this is the first time I’ve had a period in like five years and it turns out I took that for granted lol #clay art #ceramic mugs #coffee mugs

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