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lately my gender's been running from nonbinary but in an agender way towards almost a guy but not quite and i've absolutely no idea what to do about it
#i mean#that's fine#okay#am just suprised#cos it's been nicely settled at nb for some solid 5 years now#and then#BOOM#suprise#nonbinary#trans#transmasc#queer#agender#lgbtq#aroace#aromantic#asexual
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guys dw he just got too silly
#im kinda suprised cos i though i wouldn't draw in a while#but here i am#i just thought “well i REALLY wanna sketch....alan scott.....but idk in which pose”#and yk#this happened#dc fanart#dc#dc comics#earth two#alan scott#green lantern#my art#artists on tumblr
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This gif perfectly encapsulates what I love about Tome. All girls have been this gif. Like remember having undiagnosed mental issues and your family makes you go on an outing that should be fun but you’re just pissed off constantly because youre a 14 year old girl? Tome gets it.
Like YOU’RE GOING SOMEWHERE TO DO SOMETHING THAT SPECIFICALLY PERTAINS TO YOUR INTERESTS. But youre a 14 year old girl and nobody will ever take you seriously and you’ve just got this pit of hopelessness in your stomach despite the fact that nothing is technically wrong
so even though youre on an outing planned for you you can’t shake the feeling that everyone is just making fun of you for being so upset over seemingly nothing. These are your friends and family, you deep down they wouldnt do that, but why else would they go out of their way?
They certainly wouldn’t do it for you, right? I mean nothing’s even technically wrong. You’re just being a crybaby and they all must think youre just being a dramatic teenage girl. And you are and you know that you are so why can’t you just get over it and be normal?
And when you finally can’t take the pain that’s screaming in your chest because everything feels wrong wrong and everything is going wrong and everything is wrong wrong wrong you can’t help but cry. And you’re embarrassed and you’re furious and you’re supposed to be mature and you’re supposed to not care but you cry.
Crying feels worse than the growing internal discomfort did because now everyone is looking at you. They’re staring in uncomfortable suprise at what you’re sure is the most unsuprising sight in the world - a 14 year old girl crying. You want to go home but you can’t. You’re 14. You can’t do anything on your own.
You react to the terrifying ordeal of being reacted to the only way you know how - with anger. You monologue through hot tears and sobs and snot how you didn’t even wanna be here and how you just *know* everyone is just doing this to make fun of you and how they should just go on ahead and leave you wherever you are (you know this can’t happen. They wouldn’t leave a 14 year old girl somewhere unfamiliar on her own) and something in you hopes that they’ll yell back, that they’ll treat you like you’re irrational and make you feel justified in your anger.
…But that doesn’t happen. The silence persists but you realize that it’s more contemplative than judgemental. They’re not afraid of you, though you think they should be. Rather than letting them say something sentimental about caring and being concerned or any sappy bullshit that will only serve to make you cry more, you wipe your face on your sleeve continue on your journey.
The day gets better. After everyone gathers that no, you don’t wanna talk about it, it almost feels like nothing happened to begin with- besides the slight exhaustion you feel every time you blink and the intense stress sweat you choose to blame on anything else.
By the time you get home, the day is mentally logged as a good day. You decide - albeit tentatively - that maybe you’re going to be ok. Maybe you won’t be a 14 year old girl forever.
You go to bed and have the best sleep you’ve had in months.
#mp100#tome kurata#ramblings#free to rb#though I’m sure nobody will LOL this is not anything#i didnt even mean to write all that#tome just brings out everything in me#like i see her and its like looking at me when i was in middle school#sorry if this is stupid i am not a writer#i genuinely hate writing so I’m suprised this exists#everything about here makes my heart ache with familiarity and love#mob psycho 100#tome mob psycho#something about being 14#being a 14 year old audhd unpopular girl who has yet to find out shes a lesbian is something tome could do in her sleep#and i salute her for that bc i also did that once#idgaf about the military they have nothing on being a 14 year old girl
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I'm writing something (wow) and while investigating I just noticed that basically kurumi and kuniharu were parents just one year posterior their first meeting
like, they met in November 22 of 1994
the wiki refers to the actual year in the series as 2014 so if we do 2014 minus 19 (kusuke's age) we get 1995, JUST ONE YEAR AFTER MEETING??
plus they met in November and kusuke's bday is on June, it's not even a year-
also kurumi had 17 in 1994 and kuniharu had 19, they were parents at 18 and 20? when was their wedding?? that's why kumagoro is so fuckinf pissed?? maybe this was an obvious fact for everyone but I never thought about it until now srry
#this doesn't make sense cuz between november and june there isnt 9 months#but oh well#lets ignore that cuz i like being suprised JUST ONE YEAR AFTER MEETING???#WHAAAT#probably the wiki just said 2014 cuz the chapter released on that year?? maybe idk#but still funny to me#not even a year? Kuniharu stop youre not the Lighting Mcqueen to be that fast#saiki k#the disastrous life of saiki k#thinking thinking thinking#saiki kusuo no psi nan#kusuke saiki#kurumi saiki#kuniharu saiki#sorry if my english is bad is literally 6:34 am here and i didn't slept#this doesn't make sense#i like it
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i am going to cry
#i#im loving this show#Its so#just#every episode i am happily suprised#By what they think of#Transformers#tfe#transformers earthspark
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alright nero damn
#WHERE do i even start with this ohahnd m#ok first of all TOM why is your voice so fucking low???????????????????? like girl.........#i know he's being quiet but it's also so LOW. so murmuring...... so .... IntimateTM#the way they act so TETHERED to one another. the way greg is like OH YEAH for a second i forgot#i am bound to you. so am i gonna be okay bc are you? are WE?#YOURE GONNA GET CASTRATED ON PAY SHUT THE HELL UP NERO!!!!! I KNOW HE AINT SAY THAT ON ACCIDENT#he's still thinking about nero sporus he hasn't forgotten what he said to greg in that office he still feels the same way#greg is his sporus now and forever i'm suprised he didn't drop the sporus right there tbh#but i think i can keep you girl i KNOW that is all you are thinking about. that is a top fucking priority for you. you want to keep greg#at all costs. your job yeah you want that and all but the Real reason you want it all is to keep greg with you just SAY that#i mean. you did but still#also stop looking at him like that by talos!!!!!! it gets worse by the day i s2g#tom [looking at greg like he's his entire world]: die#ALSO THE WAAAAY HE TOUCHED GREG TWICE AFTER#cant just touch him once huh. touching his face tenderly is NOT ENOUGH i Must touch his shoulder too. more touching. he is mine btw#tomgreg
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I regret to inform everyone I'm watching Wakfu again and that, now in 2024, I still haven't grasped how to draw hats.
#art#sams art#artists on tumblr#traditional art#wakfu#am I having brainrot over a character with maybe 5 minutes of screentime and only one actual voice line?#of course i am!#this is somewhat of a meme in my household I don't know why chibi has me in such a chokehold#rotates him in my head like a microwave. that's my boy!!!#again we don't know anything about him#i wish i could explain#one day i will make several hour videos on this fucking show just watch me#HI I'M COMING IN TO EDIT TO SAY??? THERE IS NEW CONTENT???? SINCE FUCKING WEHN WHAT#THIS KEEPS HAPPENING BTW ALMOST EVERY TIME I WATCH THE WHOLE THING AGAIN JUST SUPRISE! MORE STUFF! NEW STUFF!#I CANNOT BELIEVE -
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If i had a penny for every time I saw the most braindead, authoritarian ass kissing, take on Home Education? I'd be so rich
Some of yall looooove to preach anarchism, socialism, general anti capitalist 'takes a village' non-nuclear family social concepts.
But the MOMENT someone mentions that hey isn't state/public school is kind of fucked up and literally designed to keep the poors off the streets and funnled into low income work? Maybe I'll try something else with my kids? Right back to fascist ass kissing.
Like god forbid we allow alternate forms of education. God forbid we allow social protest. God forbid theres an option to take children out of abusive school enviroments without being thrown in prison. God forbid there's alternate options for disabled children that don't force them into 'special classes' if the state thinks they're too disabled or given no accommodations if it thinks they're not disabled enough.
The moment it comes to a kid's autonomy and not being forced into actively harmful environments? Its right back to 'think of the children 😱' conservative bullshit and workhouse apologism. Its not based on facts, because that would show Home Ed kids achieve just as well in the end. Its based on rightwing style emotional politics. Get fucked honestly.
I am not your little victim. I am not a brainwashed religous nut. I am a leftwing socialist BECAUSE i was raised in an anti-authoritarian style of education which focused on my autonomy and interests.
#i have a more thought out post i was writing on this#but i saw another brain dead take and i just had to rant i feel so fucking angry rn#i know i would have been so fucking traumatised in state school#i never would have been able to develop into the person I am. i probably would have killed myself#god knows i got so suicidal during the 3 years i was in higher education#and its so fucking stupid because home ed kids have been studied!! and achieve the same are school kids!!#suprise suprise some people fit in alternate forms of education better which is why they stick with it!!#some of yall have no brains when it comes to how your education tried to traumatise you#rambles#rants#actually home educated
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just bc im a lesbian doesnt mean tht i wont at times become deeply entranced with the beauty of male actor or character. it just means i wld rather be locked in a room with a man with a knife than do anything romantic or sexual with one
#NO OFFENCE TO MEN AS PEOPLE THAT EXIST. but also i shldnt have to say tht after saying this yk#also b4 u say ooh ur aro tho why do u need to specifcy u wldnt do anything romantic w a man when i wldnt with a woman either#i am actually pretty romance favorable. like i would be in a romantic relationship with a woman if it wldnt ruin my life#with how it is rn . i think i like and want all the parts tht make up a romantic relationship i just dont experince romantic attraction#but anyway i was here to talk abt my sexuality not my romantic orientation#this post was originally like 'im remembering why there was such a huge overlap with my og major starkid hyperfixation#and me identifing as bisexual' but the thing is is the main main guy from starkid i remember being attracted too#was infact . rob. and thats aged badly bc of it being revealed that hes a fucking creep since then#but also just now not that we should ignore tht but regardless of that i just. dont see it at all#maybe it is that news subconsiously turning me off him but i really dont see that much what i liked abt his appearance#but who rly inspired this post to me is infact . jeff blim ? which is suprising just from the fact tht i dont ever remember#having tht big of a crush on him with that og starkid hyperfixation. but well he is a very beautiful man . giggling a little bit. sorry .#also becoming a bit obsessed with joey richter but thts just standard lesbian obssesion with a weird little man#not attractive to me im just obssesed with him. hi#also posting this now so when i finally watch the fnaf movie i can rb it abt josh hutcherson#anyway. does anyone read these tags do these long rants i go on like. turn ppl off of my posts. sometimes i wonder#flappy rambles
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one thing about me is that i have never defeated the ender dragon because i was about to with a childhood friend when i was 6 but i had to go home and i waited for him but i waited so long he doesnt remember me anymore.
#i hold on too long and never know when to do it on my own#i take peoples word for it and then am suprised when their promise becomes too stretched for it to be manageable#this is a girlblog#hell is a teenage girl#femcel#im just a girl#female hysteria#coquette#girlblogging#girlhood#female insanity
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me: god, i just need the ending to activley acknowledge that simon & bettys relationship is unhealthy!
f&c: ok *somehow acknowledges the unhealthiness of the relationship in an over simplified way that does not at all properly encapsulate the complexities of it *
me: hwuh. how... how did you...???
#i wasnt worried abt that happening at all it took me by total suprise#idk idk... i was trying SOO hard to enjoy it but i am struggling man#whyd they hyper focus on only one specific fascet of their relationship & then dumb it down extremely & explain it in words super clearly#guys. guys what. WHY#again. im pro simon&betty divorce but why did they just do the most confusingly surface level explanation for the problem w them#& then call it a day!?#biting chewing gnawing#fionna and cake spoilers
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BUCKASSNWILD THEORIES FOR A BUCKASS WILD SHOW THATBIS BANG BRAVERN
Spoilers for show till episode 8, kinda.
I am ofc ignoring the obvious theory that Bravern and Smith are the same person. Everyone is saying it, so i wanna believe the anime is gonna go stupid and buckwild to be that predictable:
1. BRAVERN IS KNUTH AND SMITHS ACCIDENTAL BABY.
People with sense will ask, how? Yet no one wants to answer how robots create humanoid batteries??? I rest my case. This is probably the craziest and most darkly funny one and im basing it on her talking about "making love" so baby made AND how there was no bodies or parts found near the crater. So maybe they combined or smth.
2. LEWIS SMITH IS BRAVERNS DAD!
He loves tokusatsu so maybe he got teleported into weird space time and learned how to make giant robots. He imbues Bravern with his Isami love, and somehow finds a way to teleport him back to that time.
3. LEWIS SMITH IS BRAVERNS FATHER FIGURE!
Technically this is 2.5, but i wanted a 3 and couldn't think of one involving Lulu unless she was Braverns Dad actually, going back to theory 2. Anyway, Smith is teleported to random space somehow alive and finds a younger Bravern. He teaches him the ways of tokusatsu and Isami love to travel back in time somehow causing the time loop.
Ok done theorizing. And if Isami and Lewis don't make out by the finale at least once, i will actually have a mental breakdown.
#bang brave bang bravern#don't take me seriously#Unless im right#Then im obvi blessed by Apollo and am an oracle#I just dont want ppl being annoying and saying im stupid for ignoring the obvi when it's not that serious#Wanted to make a funny#yuuki bakuhatsu bang bravern#Bang brave#Lewis smith#WHEN WILL THEY KISS!!!#Pull a yuri on ice on us im begging you anime#How did that only happen once??? Please give us suprise gays more often!#Like it wouldn't be shocking bc literally the entire show is bravern x isami x smith#Even if they were the same person i do think of it as a polycule#It would be shocking for an anime to just do it w/o advertising it as BL#How am i gonna live till next Thursday x2 baby 😎
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@mothiepixie
Soon
#tehrogueva#just building some dread slash hype#messing with artists cause its fun#heheheh#dubs#but who am i gonna do you ask#thats a suprise#heheheheheheheheh#muahahahahahahha#*devil horns*#tehehehe
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If I had a nickel for every time you made a character who’s main colour/head colour is void black with 2 pure white eyes AND has no mouth, I would have 4 nickels. Bro why you gotta make so many 😭 you haven’t even used two of them after 2 years, ok have a nice day and your art is cool
#Am I a little hurt? Yes#Am I using this as an excuse to show some OCs I've never shown before? Also yes#But for real though#over the years of making HUNDREDS and HUNDREDS of OCS#The fact that a tiny handful of them have similar traits is not suprising#especially since I think those things look cool..#And why you gotta call me out on Clover and Daisy bro ;-;#I'm so focused in my FNAF AU that I barely draw anything else#I don't got TIME for them#well I do but it would be angst anyway so-#Best to just leave the little squeakers alone#lest I make them both sad--
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“I can tell when one of my subordinates is acting strangely… tell me, whats wrong?” - Outis
#limbus company#limbus fanart#limbus company outis#limbus company don quixote#limbus don quixote#limbus outis#project moon#IF U SAW THIS A FEW MINS AGO DO NOT PANIC I JUST FORGIT SMFYHDJJ#i love them both sm i wish there was more content ab them both in general#not even a fic or art ab them being friends 😔#philota draws yet again#also the art is dark green i actually am very suprised ab color theory#fox outis…………… ouh that ego is rotting me brain (positive)
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I know multiple of these are likely important to people, but I'm asking in terms of like - which of these do you tend to focus on the MOST, enjoy the most, that is most essential for you to actually care about the media, etc.?
(For example: someone finding "Relatability" most important would likely not enjoy a show much if they have trouble empathizing with the characters/relating to it, even if it were good otherwise. Or, someone might be able to overlook bad acting and ugly costumes, as long as the Character Dynamics are fun to them, because they value that more than Aesthetics- while for others, bad costumes would be a dealbreaker.)
Also feel free to reblog and explain your answer or more information in the tags- I've always been curious about people's relationships to media, how they conceptualize it/what they get out of it, how some people value some parts more than others, how that informs their overall taste and genres they may be more inclined towards, etc. :0c
#I was having a conversation with a friend about our favorite type of media and they said the reason they DON'T like historical or fantasy#media or etc. is because they can't imagine themselves being in those situations like it's too detached from anything that they can relate#to personally. they put themselves in the shoes of the characters and apparently like feel emotions while watching stuff and actually#get into the way the characters are feeling so they kind of judge how 'good' or 'bad' a show's writing/setting/etc. are by how it makes#them feel and if they think the characters reacted realistically based on what they were feeling in the moment/what in their head they#would be feeling if they were in the postion of the character. SO apparently the distance of it being in an unrelatable setting or too#detached from our reality makes it harder for them to relate to and less able to really engage with it on that level. WHEREAS I watch#things exclusively in a very like.. detached way?? I'm INTERESTED.. it's like im intellectually analyzing everyhting that's happening and#can be intrigued by events but it's not in an emotional way? More of like a distant 'intellectual curiosity'. Maybe the premise or the#aesthetics or something about it has piqued an interest for me to observe it. to see what it's like or how it plays out. how the idea#is executed or etc. But like.. I cannot remember EVER really relating to any character or situation or projecting onto a character#or having those sorts of feelings or investment in it. That is just not a central part of why/how I watch things or what I care about#BUT after this I was thinking maybe this is my disconnect? I do not seem to conceptualize media the way some other people do and I often#walk away with an entirely different take on things. etc. So I wonder if maybe it's part of how everyone values different things probably?#maybe I literally just watch stuff and percieve it from a different frame of mind that others. More of a like detached curiosity#vaguely bemused analysis mode. Instead of a 'I am deeply emotionally invested in this and am feeling for all the characters' mode#And also I bet people who care more about plot/story are also the people who mind spoilers. Whereas for me I literally seek out spoilers#intentionally because that element of 'suprise ooh what will happen next!' is not central at all to my enjoyment. I could know literally#everything that will happen and still can find it interesting to observe - since for me#that's not the point. I'd rather know the ending so I can determine whether I want to invest the time in it in the first place. etc.#ANYWAY!! If I had to choose - I would say I'm usually heavily focused on world details and aesthetics. With only a slight preference#towards characters individually being interesting. Group dynamics can sometimes be okay but I get tired of everything being about relations#hips and romance - especially when sometimes it seems to be like. people who could not stand on their own as a character/are fundamentally#boring otherwise lol. I would watch a series of just one guy locked in a closet talking to himself as long as he was interesting and saying#things that were amusing or notable for some reason lol. I actually tend to dislike plot because most 'plot heavy' things like action focus#ed shows ALWAYS feel to me like they're moving so fast just to get from one thing to another that I'm not getting enough details. Part of#why I tend to not like movies. the time limit makes them too quick. I need a 95 hour expostion dump of the history of the entire world#and a series of 17 episodes straight where a guy is trapped in a room & the audience is just psychoanalyzing him. hghj.. Maybe I find all#characters annoying/unrelatable bc people w my personality type make bad characters/are not often represented (or are done BADLY). so then#I'm just picking 'who is the LEAST insufferable? who could i study like a lab rat?' whilst my main focus is the worldbuilding&costumes lol
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