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listen. i do not ever want anything bad to happen to lena kelley. however i do want her to, at some point, be in so much distress that someone has to comfort her. do you understand.
#and i want that someone to be alice. DO YOU UNDERSTAND.#if i speak...#ive been calling them alina#in my head#which i think is cute#what if our names combined into a real first name...and we were both girls....#anyways yeah.#save me alina hurt/comfort...alina hurt/comfort save me....#i want lena to collapse into alice's arms and cry about how she's been so tired. so scared. so alone. for all these years.#about how many people she's watched die right in front of her eyes. people she cared about.#about how she knows alice and sam and gwen and colin and celia aren't save either.#and that she's so scared she'll one day have to watch them die too#i want alice to try to crack jokes. to try to lighten the mood a little.#but eventually she gives up and just. holds lena close to her. as close as possible.#and she promises that she'll be here. always.#that others might leave but she'll stay.#a comforting constant.#AUGH IM SO UNWELL ABOUT THEM#tmagp#the magnus protocol#lena kelley
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#i feel like tge fact im apprehensive about posting this is kinda proving my point#the way everyone talks about both weight gain and weight loss is just horrendous#like idek if i could fit all i wanna say in here especially while im at work but#i so badly wish people could be normal about weight gain and talking about it#its like if youre not in some constant state of wanting to lose weight people want to kill you#god forbid you want to put on weight to feel more comfortable in your body outside of muscles and a butt#fatphobia is a given thats a whole other few paragraphs#im grateful i have mutuals and friends who are normal but ill have or hear these convos and go#ok i feel sick. why do i feel this way why do you feel that way.#anyways i think fatphobia is one of the worst things to ever happen
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A bitter reminder 🥀
#the legend of zelda#tears of the kingdom#loz totk#totk#link#totk link#silent princess#sometimes i question why people read hurt/no comfort#and then here i am#making my fave cry#anyway it can't be easy wandering the lands with a constant reminder of Her#he doesn't know if she's okay#where she is#and all he has to feel her presence is these flowers#brb gonna cry in a corner#zelink if you squint#cocoabell doodles
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for an anonymous benefactor who asked for super-soft supercorp: do you guys ever think about dying the moments of tenderness Kara and Lena get to share now that canon can no longer get in the way?
After this illustration by Joe Bowler
i’ve opened up commissions again, please check my pinned post for more information!
#supercorp fanart#lena luthor#katie mcgrath#supergirl#supergirl fan art#kara danvers#art by ekingston#vintage remix#i spend far too much time thinking about a Lena Luthor who finally allows herself to rest#through Kara’s constant encouragement#and Lena encouraging Kara in turn#(while also gently nudging her toward a fashion style she feels comfortable wearing#maybe Nia gets involved and they have a ritualistic dress burning on Kara’s rooftop#purely ceremonial of course#Kara donates the lot)
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#a man who DESERVES A SLICE OF PIE
#mobius#owen wilson#mcuedit#lokiedit#marveledit#loki#loki spoilers#owenwilsonedit#dianagifs#for y'alls sake some ep4 moments instead of a hundred gifs of him being silly and kind over the course of the series but#please stop writing characters to exist solely for conflict when they don't have a leg to stand on ;;;;;#so it's fine to get a jump on refilling the straw machine while the timelines are in constant danger but pie during a break crosses a line#okay sure tell me more 💀💀#of COURSE he has coping mechanisms when the comfort and kindness he naturally extends is rarely returned#free will for all utilized as someone else says?? idc i wouldn't look myself up either and he shouldn't be pressured to#she's only even able to yell at him bc some of the first things he's done since pushing past brainwashing have been saving her life 🙃#ANYWAY peace and love on earth when the dilf of all time is a sweetheart who takes responsibility for his actions 🥰💖#marvel#loki s2 spoilers
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Constant companions.
#mgs#metal gear solid#the boss#the joy#the sorrow#my art#I’m scribbling a lot tonight yes#feeling terrible and just need to draw comfort faces#sorrowjoy my beloveds#they make me so weak tbh#love me some love that is so constant and strong#it stays post death and sacrifice
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I’m absolutely OBSESSED with the concept of “Glamrock DJ Music Man”.
Not only can he give like, the BEST hugs ever, and kids likely wouldn’t be as scared of him, and he can DRAW, But there’s also so many ways that DJ being this shape would drastically change the flow of my AU!
If DJ looked like this? He would no longer be confined to the Arcade. He would have the freedom to roam where ever he wants to like the others do. So when DA starts acting weird and eventually disappears? Instead of just sitting there and hoping for the best.. DJ would just straight up leave the Arcade and go check on him. In which Sunny would be able to explain what was going on in the safety of the Daycare.
DJ would have access to so much more information as well! When Freddy and the gang started acting weird and disappeared, DJ would be able to actually go and talk to them. In which he would find out that something is wrong with all of them. DJ being unable to leave the Arcade has greatly limited everyone’s flow of information, considering the “bug” didn’t effect DJ the same way it did the others.. He could have witnessed everyone's slow decline into malfunction with clear eyes. And probably could have stopped it. He could have even told Freddy and the others about their weird behavior once they were fixed. But alas, in cannon he just simply cant leave the Arcade. And thus couldn’t help any of his friends in their time of need.🥺
#dj music man#daycare attendant#fnaf security breach#for real tho this was a lot of fun#to draw#this is like only half of the sketches I made for this idea#it also felt cool to fully color some characters for a change XD#DJ would have the most comforting hugs ;-;#depression who?#anxiety who?#Not in DJs arms#This way DJ could visit SUNNY instead#He could spend time with him every night#they could talk and talk and he would always be there to comfort him about his malfunctioning moon side#DJ could give Sunny constant updates on what's happening outside the daycare#That level of comfort and security would have done WONDERS for Sunny#DJ too actually#he wouldn't be lonely in the Arcade this way#aaaa so many ideas!
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tell me what the video Basically, I’m Gay means to you?
daniel howell why did you send this ask to every phannie tumblr account you could find .
#that was my funny answer#the serious answer: i stopped watching dnp at that point and only started again after BIG#and. i related to. A LOTTT of what Dan was putting out there in that video#funnily enough not because im bi but because im trans. like. the not fitting. the finding other queer label bc i couldn't accept what i-#-actually was#the constant fear. hard growing up feeling different. etc etc.#anyway#i think he's been watching a bit too much contrapoints b4 making it. but i rly loved it. in a strange way it was very comforting#and very reassuring#bc i was always drawn to dnp as a neurodivergent & queer person and was felt. for lack of better word.#stupid for it. or mocked.#and in BIG i had this. self recognition thru other moment yknow#own post#ask#dan and phil#daniel howell#phan#dnp#dip and pip
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'Will Graham wants peace and luxury' NOOOOOO
Saw something along these lines on Tumblr and I disagree HARD. It said something along the lines of: 'Will wants to be in comfort and luxury, he craves pamperment, and he wants to feel peace away from pain and discomfort' (We can all have our own headcanons, but this is mine and why I really do not agree).
Will claims he wants a peaceful life, but it isn't what he needs, it isn't what he craves.
Will was a police officer, he then went on to teach college students about how to identify victims, murders and motives. He then went on to work for the fucking FBI and lands himself at Hannibal Lecter's dinner table.
Will Graham is drawn to chaos, drawn to the grotesque and drawn to battle. He lives to suffer and watch others suffer. He revels in the morbid and the battle. His empathy has thrown him into the minds of the insane, and his battle is in accepting that he enjoys being them.
Will's acceptance, if he wished for peace, would end the moment he started a life with Molly. It would have ended the day Wally called him 'Dad'. But that is not what he truly needed, it was something he told himself he wanted. So the show continues.
Will's final development was him dragging Hannibal off the cliff with him. Will had finally given into his carnal nature, and he stood with Hannibal, in a moment of bliss and peace, as they looked at each other and knew that they brung out what society deemed their worst.
At a moment of peace and becoming, Will throws them both off a cliff and delves right back into the adrenaline and chaos of the fight. To perhaps kill both himself and Hannibal. To end his life in perfect chaos and discomfort, because he is addicted to it.
Hannibal lets him.
Will is not a 'housewife', nor a man who wishes to sit idly by and have Hannibal preen and pamper him. He doesn't want to live like Bedelia did and just accept Hannibal's darkness, and turn a blind eye to the disorder. He is not the type to lounge in the sun and sleep like a housecat.
He wants to be there. He wants that havoc, that madness, it is truly what he craves. If he was with Hannibal, even after acceptance, he would forcibly shove himself into it. They would never be safe, they would never be fully forgotten. Neither of them wants that. They enjoy the madness that comes with the vengeful and carnal.
Will is more wild animal than pet, and Hannibal slowly begins to treat him as a part of himself, rather than a plaything.
Will stops looking for Hannibal when he stops running. I don't think it's out of comfort or safety. I think Will stops chasing because there's no longer any prey to chase. So instead, he chases what he thought he wanted, chases a family and a lover; convinces himself he is comfortable in normality.
As soon as Jack returns, as soon as Hannibal re-enters his life; he practically forgets they exist. We barely see Molly for the last few episodes, because Will is not thinking of them. Will no longer puts in the effort with chasing that ideal family, because his lust for war and pain is so much greater.
Will does not want to be comfortable or at peace. Will is happiest in constant battle.
Of course, there is more to this, I'd love to do a deeper dive one day.
#hannibal#will graham#hannigram#hannibal lecter#This is just my opinion#But Will Graham is a man who loves chaos and war#He literally chooses to be at constant battle#his development is from prey to predator#If Will wanted to be comfortable the show would have ended with him and molly in the cabin
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Danstelle week 2023
Day 2 - Nightmares | Stellaron Hunter Stelle
#honkai star rail#hsr#dan heng#stelle#danstelle#from angst to hurt/comfort#i promise tomorrows one is less sad#i only write both prompts to show which was the other option btw#also dh is such a dramatic texter like i studied this mans texts#the constant “...”#i could write a whole damn essay about them btw. just say yes and i will#like actually#i will#tell me to
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i cannot stop thinking abt zoro learning to roll sanji's cigarettes for him bc he notices how sanji will scrub his hands raw to get the heavy tobacco smell off before he cooks
#zosan#like nothing will ever convince me zoro isnt a silent observer/acts of service kinda guy w ppl he cares abt#see also sanji secretly loving zoros hands smelling of tobacco#not just bc the smell is comforting#but bc it's a constant reminder of someone caring abt him enough to do smth that gains them absolutely nothing just bc it makes Him happy
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So much love and recognition to the people who don't know how they feel about recovering. To the people whose scars are fading away, and there's a sinking feeling, despite knowing that it's a good thing. To the people who miss when they were "worse," when they felt "broken." To the people who mourn losing their coping mechanisms, even the ones that were destructive, scary, or unpleasant. To those who feel guilty they're healing because their past self wasn't ready.
Whatever it is, there is nothing wrong with any of those feelings. It's a natural reaction, something you don't have ultimate control over. There is nothing shameful about yourself, and I admire the strength it takes to recognize how you feel, even the parts that do feel like the "wrong" reaction to a Good Thing.
#mental health#self harm tw#self harm mention tw#sh tw#mental health recovery#mental health support#i love you i love you i love you#i admire you and empathize with you and want to be your fellow man. i want to share this wold *with* you#and that includes sharing a world that you aren't sure you deserve or are ready for#the world can wait. humans have been here for hundreds of thousands of years. it can wait#when i think about all this what makes me feel better is remembering how many billions of people have lived#and it makes me feel better to know that there has never been a problem too big to have - to uniquely awful#i have my own conflicted feelings about this because objectively i am healing#but it feels like i have boarded on land after surviving the worst trip to sea ever...#...a trip that was plagued with my ship being flung through hurricanes and lightnight and i'm only manning a sailboat...#...and i have found land and that land is good...#...but my legs feel like they will give out underneath me because this is solid land that i have never stood on...#...and you get used to the constant seasickness and sealegs and wondering *how* you'll make it out - If you will...#...the peace feels like a ruse at times because all you've known was chaos. but it's a good ruse and a comfortable one#and so you learn i guess to sink into the comfort like a spft feather pillow
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Immortal whumper that let's immortal whumpee run away every now and again.
They both know, sooner or later, they'll be found again.
#whump#whump prompt#immortal whumpee#Immortal whumper#🤌 It's about the constant fear 🤌#🤌 It's about the recapture trope 🤌#🤌 It's about the characters knowing each other so so well and them being the only constant in each other's long long lives 🤌#🤌 It's about the horror in the comfort and the comfort in the horror 🤌#🤌 It's about the question if running away is worth it or if the anticipation of being found again and again isn't worse than enduring#the constant torture 🤌#Okey im done now#Actually#🤌It's about maybe feeling almost safe after like a hundred years or more only to realize that whumper has actually been waiting close by#for years for exactly that moment#Maybe even having wormed their way into whumpees social circle#To show how fake that safety always was 🤌#Also 🤌 It's about the intimacy 🤌
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I like this detail because if you are an indoor pet owner you know your pet has that smell that makes you feel at peace with the world. It's also been proved that liking your pet's smell is a common thing and helps you relieve stress and anxiety and to feel less alone.
#today's episode was a constant ‘Mayu is me’ lol#we both love yuki and have social skill issues and anxiety and want friends but what about staying with your comfort pet instead#and yeah take a nap after only 1 social interaction#there is no better thing than hold your pet and bury your whole face into their fur#truly therapeutic#precure#pretty cure#wonderful precure!
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when I took a month off work I was lowkey worried I'd come back and find everyone had been fine without me and I wasn't needed at all (because being terrible at every previous job I've had did some ✨damage✨ to my self confidence)
but that is not what happened
I have never encountered someone so fucking happy to see me as my boss' wife was on my first day back, her face lit up like it was christmas, she was practically jumping for joy because now that I'm back she doesn't have to do the ops team's fucking timesheets anymore
I have been told by one of the ops guys that my leave of absence had caused a genuine rift in the boss' marriage because his wife hated doing my job so much they were actively fighting about it
to be clear, his wife is lovely, she doesn't usually throw a shit fit about just anything, it was just that my job is just so fucking annoying that she hated every second of it, and that was the most validating shit I have ever experienced in my LIFE
and the reason she was pissed off at my boss/her husband about it is because he's too soft on his crew and doesn't make them all report their hours for the week
which, as you can imagine, makes building their timesheets extremely fucking difficult
it basically turns the whole process into a puzzle that I have to solve using roughly three different sources of information, one of which is the boss himself who isn't always easy to get ahold of when he's on a site
this puzzle is made even more difficult by the fact that a glitch in our form system keeps messing up the dates on the timecards, so I have to cross reference the time cards from the two (2) ops team members, who actually DO fill out their forms, with the roster, but my boss often changes the roster at the last minute without telling me or noting it down, so then I have to cross reference with the reports they have to submit for certain ongoing jobs because they'll have correct dates and also a list of who was present (if they were doing one off smalltime jobs that week I'll have no physical records and will rely entirely on the boss' memory to confirm dates and staff numbers, unless I can get ahold of one of the ops team members themselves and there's only one who will reliably communicate with me but only when he's not currently on a site)
I tried to explain this process to boss' wife before I left and, looking horrified, she asked me 'is there no way to streamline this?' I replied 'this is streamlined'
as far as I'm aware, as long as I've worked there, there has only been a handful of times people were paid incorrectly, and it was because I was not given correct information by the boss, in the time I was gone, his wife told me that she had incorrectly logged several pays because of this broken ass system
so, as you could imagine, my ego is through the fucking roof right now, I am GOOD at this bullshit job, I took an impossible system and made it work, I am playing on hard mode and killing it, in a field I had zero experience in before taking this job other than a natural inclination for organising and scheduling
and to be clear, I love this job, the boss is too soft on his staff but he's a good guy, he makes us all feel valued and appreciated, he paid me above my award rate, he's absurdly accommodating, and I have an insane amount of freedom to do what I want with company files
I may be working with a bullshit system but I can take naps in the office whenever I want and tell my boss off when he's being too soft (one time his wife literally started clapping when I told him off for sending clients their reports before they'd paid for them) and I get to control when I work, and whether I work from home or the office (which is GREAT when my back flares up)
I might not get many hours (only 16 hours per week) because the company is so small and I run out of things to do because I've streamlined everything (boss literally called me TOO EFFICIENT), but he'll give me those 16 even if I spend half of it playing solitaire and watching youtube
so just, yeah, it feels so good to be confident in my work, to feel valued and appreciated and like I'm actually successful at something after being handed dud jobs for years that I wasn't cut out for, and now knowing that what I'm doing is actually genuinely hard but I've been doing it anyway without fail, makes me feel good!
so tldr; taking a month off work taught me I have phenomenal job security because if my boss ever fires me his wife might actually fucking kill him
#lula's life#I have genuinely hit a point in my life I never thought I'd reach#I'm happy with my job#I'm not in constant pain#and I am living very comfortably with a friend I love dearly#I don't make a lot of money and still rely on government benefits but that's okay because I make enough to be comfortable#life is actually good I can't believe I made it
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Look they are anxious golden retriever x mental support black cat coded
P. S. Ignore the amount of different signs, it just that i have different signatures for different art accounts on different platforms, confusing i know, i think ill have to unite them sometime soon.
#this is so true#oh i love them so much#just check out the watson being kind of sarcastic mostly but also genuinely cheerfull and honest about his admiration at times#and the constant stress the dude goes through#and the way he truly cares and worries and misses his girl best friend#and theres sherlock#calm accepting#childish at times#kind#he mostly silently smiles at his friend but can also rant excitedly about his findings and watson will listen and sherlock will appreciate#this comfort that they can provide to each other and how well they are the opposites of each other#they create this perfect balance that makes their friendship work#idk im no damn psychologist i just like to overthink them#five papers of practice in and check this out they look cooool#sherlock holmes x doctor watson#soviet sherlock holmes#russian sherlock#fanart#drawing#doodle#sketch#art
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