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tired girl hours i’m just ranting bcos i don’t have enough time to cry
#tw rant#studying med is no joke. ik it was gonna be a commitment n that it wasnt gonna be easy n i thought i was prepared but im not#its my passion. i love what im studying and ive dedicated myself to this path but i just. its so hard n i just want to cry. everyday feels#so tiring. morning to night classes. when i get home i have to read 4 chapters MINIMUM n the books are so thick + exams almost everyday#i feel worse knowing there’s this 1 girl in my friend group that cant decide whether she likes me or not. one moment shes complimenting me#n asking where i get my outfits or my nails done or my earrings or whatever then praising me that i probably study the least out of everyone#yet still reach high student rankings but its not that im lazy im just so exhausted n its hard to have motivation... lowkey envy how my#friends study minimum 4 hours a day. we’re all tired n sleep deprived. even taking 30mins to eat makes me feel guilty. cant even watch 1 ep#of an anime bcos ill be thinking about the amount of work to do. and i have sm plans. i wanna be more active and have a healthier lifestyle#but i cant find it in me to wake up every 5am to go to the gym when i just wanna get as much sleep when im lucky to finish my studies today#i also dont see my bestest friends everyday anymore. some of us move to diff unis or some in diff majors. i just miss them so bad it hurts#and i miss the girl i used to be when i still had time and energy to indulge in my hobbies. i miss playing genshin and writing fics#just when i got back to writing and enjoyed it LOVED IT i had to go back to uni. i feel terribly lonely even when im always with people#im afraid ill completely lose grasp of the little things that make me happy bcos the weight of my responsibilities are heavier#im afraid ill be too focused on success again like i was when i was 17 and forget that its okay to relax too but idk#and i wanna meet more people make more friends have new experiences. i wanna feel alive again. and theres sm i wanna talk to or get to know#but im so afraid of people hurting me or disappointing me or people getting to know me only for the friendships to fail or we’ll dislike eac#h other. i wanna date and fall in love again and experience the romance my peers have. i wanna have someone to call my own person but the fe#ar of having someone only to lose them someday scares the hell outta me. im not ready for another heartbreak so i isolate myself and watch#people from afar. uni gives me sm freedom to do everything else and form my own identity but i dont wanna be Perceived. I wanna be heard and#seen n connect with people. but w my curreny state idt i can handle being vulnerable with others. it feels so lonely that the things i want#are out of my rrach but idt i can manage my time to meet new people and make new memories. i console myself by shopping a lot and going to#spas to relax yet i still find it hard to sleep. im afraid im wasting my time. im not as brave as i used to be. im not as efficient as i was#i get older and more tired and while i never questioned if studying med was the path i want i do question what will happen next#“is this all im ever going to be?” im good at what i do but day by day i lose sight of tje girl who knew how to laugh n smile. ik what makes#me happy but i rarely smile genuinely anymore. im so tired and want to sleep for a long time but i dont wanna fail. i dont wanna be NOT good#but it makes me cry when i know i can do many great things but i dont feel loved. people compliment me but dont approach me bcos they say im#intimidating or that im too quiet in class. i wish i could tell them i wanna join their parties too or i wanna meet their friends n hangout#but what if it doesnt work out? what if i wasted my time getting to know someone id eventually regret? what if im the disappointing one?#the days are getting shorter but it always feels like a long day. im ashamed to admit i want someone to hold me yet refuse to have anyone
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from George's press conference after he'd won the title in F2:
Q: "My father refers to you as 'Lord' George Russell. How do you feel about that?"
G: I'd like to know the story behind that! Feels very nice, I think! [laughs] No, I think until I get any further titles I need to have a couple of successful years into Formula 1... But who knows, maybe, maybe in years to come.
Q: Lord George Russell, OBE, MBE...
G: Yeah, has a ring to it, I guess!
#george russell#f1#f2#*m#:]#(the bestest boy)#(the fact that this 20 year old lad got through the whole press conf being super serious and mature beyond his years)#(and then the moment he gets called lord he can barely form a coherent sentence)#(i love him terribly)#abu dhabi#2018
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me as a dog
#otherwise known as#me in my bitch form#literally#alskdjdhjssjsk#omar rudberg#i love him 💜#sooo cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#me running lol#‘son!! are you all right? did you have enough snacks? did you do your vocal exercises? did edvin drive safely??’#i finally made it to sweden y’all 😩😩🇸🇪👌🏼👌🏼#how could i not share this moment#it’s too adorable#plus i look great#omar/the dackels 🇩🇪 my new brotp#i’m sorry edvin#‘i don’t know who this man is…sorry to this man.’ *pushes photo away* 🤣#the bestest boy with the bestest dog#gahhhhhh so cute#🐓🇺🇸
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modern au zelvali's relationship is based off mutual roasts and being absolute bitches to everyone they see.
Revalink's relationship is based off mean pranks, insults and vocal stimming when they think nobody else can hear them
#i have fondness for them so deeply#i need to make a whole post on how zelvali's relationship formed#they are the bestest of friends and revali teaches her his bitchy ways so well#shes the only one who can roast him ACCURATELY#modern botw au
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I need to stop choosing favorites so early in a series it always backfires
#I always regret who#No Spoilers i will scream in your ears#Bee's Nevermore#Can you blame me though#Literally just the bestest girl alive ever and a LITERALLY KITTY CAT. HE'S. HIS GHOST IS A CAT. HE'S A CAT.#Really wanna know what everyone's spectre/ghost form is#Fambles
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Bruce Wayne’s training as a (mad) scientist: Secret Origins (1986) #6, Detective Comics (1937) #32, Detective Comics (2016) #998
#bruce wayne#silas stone#i did love that the mythology storyline tomasi did highlighted bruce's science training... very cute return to form#i feel like that gets left to the wayside a lot in modern comics because bruce has to be The Bestest Martial Artist Ever#because eventually he became a ninja instead of. like. charles atlas#so really there's no time in his backstory for a university education#and in fact in the current continuity did not even finish high school#which! don't get me wrong. i love bruce being a high school dropout. i think that's fun#but he does so much reverse engineering mad science to deal with his villains#that he NEEDS to have a background in it from his training days#anyway the second panel is from bruce's First Ever Origin so that's how old this characterization is#weird to think about how he existed as a character for several issues before bob kane figured out an origin for him
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back on tumblr
#with arbane my bestest elf#any pronouns#pinup#fantasy#living the life#my dnd blorbo#she's an eladrin#this is her summer form babes
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if these memories are so precious
#idk it's just one of those sad about elidibus nights#i like him a lot#he and my azem were bestest friends#i think helios held out a vain hope that he could convince emet or elidibus to change their minds about zodiark while the plan was forming#so he hung around#until the day that it was decided elidibus would be sacrificed first#that was the day helios defected from the convocation and took the seat of azem with him#metaphorically although it would be funny if he stole a chair#he probably threw the chair through a window#he absolutely caused a scene#doodles#ffxiv#ffxiv spoilers#oc: dionysos (azem)#oc: fiver
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ehehe...
#terrible day otherwise for unmentioned reasons but i got to learn italian some more!#my favoritest little book ever i am enjoying it so much. its very fun#personally i hate that i can't simply take the book and feed it into my brain and then i just know. but its alright#some of the words and the irregular verbs' conjugations do mess me up but its alright! im having fun#also i can make simple sentences very easily now! i don't know nearly enough conversational phrases though.#i hope to learn more day-to-day speech once im done with this book and its 500+ pages but for now i think im on a good path#its very fun! the different rules are very fascinating to me even if they get confusing at first#i love that you conjugate verbs according to subject/object i love it. i love the different ways to say ''the'' i love that you can form -#- the same sentence in many ways i love that the general order for sentences can be broken without changing much of anything i love it.#it is very interesting to me#i also really enjoy that there are three different state pronouns go into!#io me mi tu te ti lei le la etc... my bestest friends#''bestest friends''<-they mess me up and force me to think for a second#nonetheless i am having a lot of fun. i wish i had super-speed so i could learn all of this instantly#oh i do have to go back to check vocabularies though... very unfortunate that i can't keep all the words in my head at all times#🌙rambling
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My Dracthyr: Cara Lightsong (no Flight allegiance)
#Dracthyr#Dragonflight#World of Warcraft#my creations#Visage form#Dragon form#she's the very specialest bestest girl okay#in fact i had this story in my head -#ah nvm XD#just enjoy#babygirl
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i am so good at health i am so very healthy my health is so very yes
i am decaying
#also so many funy things going on in my life rn#which is on so (NOT) fun#but i have an online therapy appointment in like half an hour#so hopefully that makes things a little less funy#also heres a hug for all my mutuals cuz you guys are the bestest#🫂#anyways#i need to get my rotting form out of bed to appear semi-presentable for that thing#although my voice will undoubtedly give me away
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Me: *wondering if I'll ever find a woman patient enough to love me*
Also me with feelings & romantic relationships: UGH, DISGUSTING.
#im a lost cause#friendship?#i can be the bestest friend ever#romantic relationships?#im sorry but im a diesel#very slow at forming romantic attachment#used to being alone#needs alone time to recharge#hates talking about feelings & personal stuff
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plus im basically single and i dont necessarily hate that but i am hopelessly lonely and touch starved👎👎👎👎👎 (LOUD BUZZER SOUNDS) Gay little loser aleart sorry . im so lonely though
#rio rambles#sighs well maybe if it wasnt like . me losing my bestest friend of 3 years who is also my partner and then losing 80% of the other#online friendships id formed#all in the same day but not even for the same reason LOL
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Just me and the tree I’ve bonded the most with against the world
#ect#just joke rambling#I mean it’s true#but I’m being funny about it#i miss him when I’m at my apartment :(#my bestest tree bro on the farm growing up#his true form is the tree of course but he appears sometimes as a man#I tried to paint a protective sigil on a spot with no bark but it turned out messy#he seemed to appreciate the effort though#if he had been mad about it I wouldn’t have done it#and for years now I’ll go out and sit on the tire swing from when I was a kid and just sing#sometimes I bring out food scraps that are good for plants#and at least once during a drought I’ve brought water#although what I could carry was pretty pathetic for a tree that massive#everything I bring is so small for such a big tree#except maybe my voice#I’m quiet and I’m shy but I do my best to manage to sing#because if any audiences seem to at least tolerate it if not appreciate it they are that tree and my cats#the cats actually seem to like it#I bring little carved figures I made from his fallen branches everywhere#it makes me feel safe#some plants only have vibes. but others have more of a being#and if you think that will stop me from being vegan just know that a vegan diet actually requires fewer plant deaths as a whole#you don’t need to feed an animal plants their whole life just to kill them so there are fewer plant deaths#especially because some plants actually want you to eat parts of them#fruit being the obvious example#and every animal has a consciousness while i only encounter a full blown one in plants occasionally#and usually it’s from something long lived. like trees#I’m not the kind of person who believes that a crystal has a conscious mind. but I do believe in there being some energy#and fossils are different
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Ever see a depiction of St. George and the Dragon? It's pretty fair to say if you've seen one, you've seen them all: Georgie on a horse stabbing a flailing dragon creature, princess piously kneeling in the background, vague landscape alluding to the homeland of the artist's patron.
The most varied part is the dragons. No one had a real definition for the thing, it seemed. For your pleasure and entertainment, I have ranked some medieval depictions based on how impressive George's feat seems once you see the dragon.
Paolo Uccello, 1456
This is a terrifying beast. The hell is that. Uccello was one of the first experimenters with perspective, so the thing also looks surreal, like it's taking place on Mars, or a Windows 95 screensaver. I would not want to fight that, I would not want to be tied to that. (Sometimes the princess is tied to the dragon for some reason.) 10/10
Horse thoughts: Maybe if I look at the ground it will be gone when I look up
Unknown artist, c. 1505
This is a rare change of form for the dragon; it's the only one I've seen actually flying (or at least falling with style). It doesn't look particularly deterred by the spear through its throat, either. Also, George looks appropriately nervous. On the other hand, it hasn't got teeth, it seems to be fuzzy rather than having scaly armor, and George is bolstered by his army of Henry VII and his children, most of whom definitely didn't actually die in infancy. Still, wouldn't want to fight it, wouldn't want my pet sheep near it. (Sometimes the princess has a pet sheep for some reason.) 9/10
Horse thoughts: I am so glad I wore my mightiest feather helmet for this
Raphael, 1505
We are coming to Dragons With Problems. This guy looks about comparable in size to George, and does have wings, but doesn't seem to be using these things to his advantage (and has he only got one wing?) And how does he deal with the neck? He does have a comically small head, but holding it up with such a twisty neck seems complicated at best. But most egregiously, he is doing the shitty superheroine pose where he is somehow simultaneously showcasing his chest and his butt, with its unnecessarily defined butthole (more on this later) (regrettably). 8/10 bc it's Raphael
Horse thoughts: AM I THE BESTEST BOI? AM I DOING SUCH A GOOD JOB? WE R DRAGON SLAYING BUDDIEZ
The Beauchamp Hours, c. 1401
We had a spirited debate about this one at work. Again, the dragon has gotten smaller, and this one hasn't got even one wing. He's basically a crocodile. So the debate became: would you want to fight a crocodile if you had a horse and a pointy stick? Would the horse trample the animal, who can't get on its hind legs, or freak out and throw its rider? Would the pointy stick be enough to pierce the croc's thick hide? In this case, George seems to be controlling his horse and putting his pointy stick in the dragon's weak spot, so we can be impressed by his skill and strategy. However, his hat is dumb. 7/10
Horse thoughts: Dehhhh
Book of Hours, c. 1480
Here we have the same kind of croco-dragon, but George's focus on his strategy has gone out the window. He's flailing around, not even looking at his target, he's about to lose his pointy stick, he hasn't got a hand on the reins, and his sword seems to only be poking the invisible dragon over his shoulder. All he's got going for him is that his hat is slightly less dumb. 6/10
Horse thoughts: Yay, new friend! Come play with me, new fr- what is happening
Final dragons put behind this Read More for your safety:
Rogier van der Weyden, c. 1432
I'm thinking this guy is at least semi-aquatic. Webbed feet, wings that seem more like fins, bipedal but top-heavy, jaws that seem more for scooping than biting. Maybe she's crawled up here from the nearby body of water to lay her eggs, and this is all a big misunderstanding. Moreover, George's dagged sleeves seem entirely impractical for the situation. 5/10
Horse thoughts: i got my hed stuk in a jar and now it is this way forever
Unknown artist, c. 15th century
I hate this. I hate everything about it. Why has it got human eyes and teeth. Why is its nose melting. Why has it got a dick on its face and balls under its chin. The fin/wings are back but they look even more useless. Also, George is shifty as hell, schlumped over in his saddle with his bowler hat thing over his eyes. The baby dragon at the bottom eating some hapless would-be rescuer is kind of metal. 4/10 at least the thing is gonna die
Horse thoughts: I Have Smoked So Much Crack
Book of Hours, c. 1450
Remember what I said about the buttholes? First, sorry. Second, yeah, we're back to that. I'll admit this one is less about the danger from the dragon itself than the very specific choices the artist has made. They didn't need to do that. It's a lizard. They don't even have. And it's like they had an orifice budget and they skipped an exit wound for the spear to focus. Elsewhere. It's so detailed. And George had an even dumber hat. 2/10 take it away
Horse thoughts: I Have Smoked So Much Weed
Book of Hours, c. 1415
This is just bullying. There isn't even a princess. That is clearly an infant. Look at that smug look on George's face as he swings his sword that's bigger than the whole little guy. This is the equivalent of when DJT Jr. hunted those sleeping endangered sheep. 1/10
Horse thoughts: ....yikes
And this is the previous one, but now the baby dragon is cute. He's chubby. He's got toe beans. He's Puff the Magic Dragon. His eyes have already gone white, implying that George is just kicking its corpse around for funsies. What's the difference between the dragon and the lamb in the background? That the dragon is dead, like our innocence. This George is truly deserving of the dumbest hat of all. 0/10 plus one more butthole for the road
Horse thoughts: Perhaps it is we who are the buttholes.
#art history#nonsense#hot takes#I am doing a St. George painting and have been wading through reference material#manuscript#fuck me I didn't notice van der Weyden managed to sneak a butthole in his too#the definitive list#when knighthood was in flower
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𓏲˳˚⊹ 🧸 become obsessed with yourself.
you are stupid. i said it. there. you are stupid.
let me get this straight. you are out here listening to these people who make you insecure. you are listening and actually giving a shit about people who put you down, make you feel unworthy, inferior, less of the absolute goddess that you are. you people please, you go above and beyond to help people & change yourself for people who would never do the same and for what. for people to like you? honey nobodys gonna like you. you dont even like yourself.
listen ml you need to get your priorities straight. sit down for a sec. like. just sit and genuinely ask yourself "what do i get out of this? how does this serve me?". go on, ask yourself. all these people who constantly think theyre better than you, that they can walk all over you, the ones that dont care a bit for you with their actions even if their words say otherwise, all these habits that only make you feel more low, more insecure, and dont align with where you wanna go in any way, shape or form. honey how in the hell does any of this serve you ???😭😭
i am sick to death of seeing the word selfish everywhere the moment somebody steps up and is brave enough to try and better themselves. the amount of times ive gotten "youre so selfish" or "youve changed" or "you werent like this before" jst because i got out of the most severe depression of my life where i came close to being unalive so many times is riDICULOUS and just shows how normalised insecurity and people pleasing is nowadays.
you see, people are always trying to follow the trend, follow the leader, follow everyone else nowadays. nobody actually honours what they want & that is a reflection of their own insecurity and traumas and emotions they are too scared to face. do you really want that for yourself? youve got such big dreams, such big potential, but what on earth do you do to fulfill them?
i dont think you realise just how limitless you actually are. you can do anything. we are all born the same. its only those with the courage to get up and try who will reach what they want and achieve greater things.
GET OBSESSED WITH YOURSELF. i am so DRAINED and TIRED of caring about what people think. i like something? im gonna do it. i dont care. fuck people pleasing. what are they gonna do when youre rich and famous and successful and thriving? YOU ARE THE ONLY VALIDATION YOU NEED. life is so much easier when you genuinely could not care less, like you just dont give a single shit. you are the only person who knows you inside out and will be there with you 24/7 365. it infuriates me how self hatred is so normalised nowadays. like what the actual fuck, why would you wanna spend your entire life hating the only person whos gonna be with you every second without fail, when you are perfectly capable of reversing that???? its ridiculous.
get up. get obsessed with yourself. the only validation you should be chasing is your own. pull yourself together girl. this is ridiculous. you are so much more than this. start acting like it. be ur own biggest fan. be ur own bestest friend. everything you need is already within you. u got this. 💕
#girlblogging#wonyoungism#it girl#pink pilates princess#self love#self concept#law of assumption#manifestation#that girl#loassumption#loa blog#dream girl
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