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[Art] Meet me at midnight
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#artist: 橘芝士#SOBS I LOVE THIS SO MUCH HHHH#mlqc victor#mlqc li zeyan#mlqc#mr love victor#mr love queen's choice#恋与制作人#李泽言#love and producer
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i am your nightmares wife in my head. i will give her backrubs and everything I LOVE HER shes my silly. i love nightmare. someone sedate me
anon just gimme something to call you so i can officiate the marriage cause wow
#ask#this ask is bathed in love wahgaah i almost feel bad she's not real....fluffy fanfic levels of love right there HHHH#and for MY nightmare design ahgag sedate ME i never thought i'd see ppl like my designs this much sobbing wailing crying AHGHGAJHG#you had her at backrubs LMAO i'm projecting my immense back pains onto nightmare's old self so hard rn sorry not sorry<333#thank you so much anon hhghghg :'D have a super duper amazing day muah muah<3333
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thinking about the Natquik and Tracker episode we're definitely gonna get in season 3............. (*cough* disclaimer: this isn't confirmed i just really believe it lol 😅)
thinking about them discussing the polar scouts, and gossiping about Barnacles together. thinking about Natquik instantly looking at Tracker and adopting him; treating him like a younger Barnacles. thinking about Tracker doing some weird trick™ that Barnacles taught him and Natquik immediately recognizing it because he taught it to Barnacles. thinking about Tracker hearing stories about Natquik from Barnacles and Bianca, and being nervous to finally meet the man the myth the legend. thinking about them becoming besties super fast and Barnacles just going :)))
#I'm SO certain we're getting it in s3. if I had money i would bet money on it lmaoo#octonauts#octonauts above and beyond#the hype is so real you guys you don't understand- (sobbing) /pos#professor natquik#octonauts tracker#i love them both so much#i need natquik to meet tracker almost as much as i need him to meet cj and IT'S GONNA HAPPEN#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#it will. in fact. become my favourite episode of all time. Immediately.#i have very high expectations hhhh#i cannot think of any way it could possibly be disappointing lol#it's gonna be great#end post <3
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Random question: anyone knows how Cele and Norman Rank know each other?
#I tuned in to the moto2 class photo for a bit and i saw cele immediately go and greet norman rank and i was like ????#i mean back then i saw that norman rank has an ig and its priv and most of the riders that follow him are like ai chantra sasaki taiyo mario#and then theres cele and its like huh??#looked him up a bit and found out that hes been working with honda since 2016 and now he continuously work with ai#found out that ai had a misagreement with hiroshi and then when he left for mt helmet msi he asked norman rank to come with him#and so he agree because he doesn't want to decline ai's request and even said he dreams to work in motogp and that he will go with ai#AND IT MAKES ME WANT TO SOB BECAUSE HE REALLY BELIEVE IN AI AND 😭😭😭#remember that one interview where he said that debrief with ai is quite hard because ai is not a man with too much words#so he tries hard to really understand how ai is feeling and hes confident in ai and that he still sees the potential in him and 😭😭😭#oops getting sidetracked but i legit sob when i read that interview i love him so much hes so nice hhhh#anyway my question still stands tho like maybe my stand that ai and cele are besties may not be too much of a stretch as i thought
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I have so much love for this dumb lil show how is it possible I didn't watch it way earlier??????
#ASDFGH WELL#better late than never :')))#seeing so many fics and art from YEARS ago is kinda funny#and here I sit#in my lil hole making art for it like my life depends on it#because I love it so much hhhh#I'M A BABY IN THIS FANDOM#SOBS#I just hope my art makes at least a few people smile :'))#I ramble in the tags again help
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it's so hard for me to not gush about Harmonious Cooperation at all times cause I know that there's people that's manga only so even tho the drama track is more than 1 year old I don't want to say a thing to not spoil but also AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
Poetic cinema
#hHshdhhshshzhdhzhshhdh ;;;;;;;; and hdhdhdhshshdhd AND HDHDHDHSHSHXHFHJDHSF#do you get me?#😭😭😭💜💜💜💜💜#I love BAT so much#ugly sobbing rn they're so precious 😭😭#yes I have that drama track on loop rn#it's so good I love it sm and I love BAT sm and and and ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;#okay that's enough of me talking about drama tracks I get too emotional hhhh#ramblings
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My wife has left me u3u
#i mean she left a while ago but im still le sad u3u#i love jackie so much sob#i also spent the last of the cash i brought with me hhhh#outofcakes [ooc]
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somonophilia with Kuni/Scara/Wanderer whatever you want to call him
Had me feeling some type of way… the butterflies the tummy coil the way I blushed THE WAY I DROOLED IM SO HHHH <33333333
꒰ —♡ fem reader︰somnophilia.dub/noncon ✰ cunnilingus/pussy eating! ✰ clit sucking ✰ mentions of both gentleness and roughness <3 ꒱
୨୧. waaahhh somno <3 suddenly got motivation to write for all three main scaras just bcs and made this in like 10 mins HELP so not proofread
꒰ general﹒taglist ꒱ @yukiitaooo @scara6 @kana-de @ciarchivez
kabukimono is the sweetest, literally. he's also very cautious not to wake you up, thrusting in and out slowly while desperately trying to keep his voice down. but how can he do that when you feel so damn good around him?
also, i'll be taking the idea from a previous fic and say that he's definitely the type to be apologizing to your sleeping self. he's guilty and thinks he's so wrong for indulging in his desires while you were trying to rest even though you already told him that it was okay :(
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i hope you're a deep sleeper, 'cause scaramouche is not putting down his rough demeanor all due to the fact that you're resting. though, if he's in a good mood, he might consider going for a more gentle approach.
it doesn't really matter to him if you suddenly wake up in the middle of him fucking you, it's like a pass to hear your lewd moans which only fuel both his pride and desires more than ever. strongly gripping at your hips as he drills into you to make you whimper in your sleep, god how he loves it so much !!
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there's never time for a peaceful and long rest when wanderer is horny. he absolutely loves to wake you up by eating your pussy out. you'll be resting after completing some missions and surprise, surprise! he's between your thighs.
the sensitiveness of your body immediately has you whimpering as he continues to devour you. hands wrapped around your thighs to keep you from squirming too much as his tongue lapped up your arousal eagerly. sucking on your clit and never stopping until you were a sobbing mess <3
#♡.･ signed by yza ✰°｡⋆#♡.･ dearest kuni ✰°｡⋆#genshin smut#genshin x reader#scaramouche smut#scaramouche x reader#scaramouche x you#scaramouche x y/n#kabukimono smut#kabukimono x reader#kabukimono x you#kabukimono x y/n#wanderer smut#wanderer x reader#wanderer x you#wanderer x y/n#fem!reader
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WELL this started out as a casual little magma scribble (good lord the shenanigans that led up to this, I have no idea how the leaps and bounds went from drunken newyears shitposting to oop I have effort now??? BUT...
I ALSO finally caught up on @naffeclipse Cryptid Sightings... Yesssterday??? Day before? Time is an illusion. And MOTHER OF GOD I love them. I love Sun, I love Moon, and I love THEM as their TRUE SELF and all the beautiful design work that every other artist that's depicted them has put into little details and every time we get another little sprinkle of description of them in the actual text and the mental image of them keeps shifting and changing and just hhhh.
I love our Little Hunter as well, so caring and worried about their little animatronic friend and all his woes and fears and the very definitely horrible traumatic past he doesn't wish to speak of and not the fact that he doesn't HAVE the past they think they do definitely not that. But also... *DEEP BREATH* HOW MUCH THEIR CARE AND CONCERN leaves them dumb as a rock sometimes. I love this. I FEEL this. I have BEEN THIS IDIOT so many times where the care and the worry completely overrides the GLARINGLY OBVIOUS SIGNS that your LITTLE BUDDY is not what he seems. Sometime I just wanna *STRANGLE* with love, of course.
HHH The vampire hunt almost broke me, and I'm SCARED to dig into the Crypted YN side story, but *Shakes Fist* Gonna be strong. Gonna read it. Where no one can see me sobbing ; w ;
SKetch under the cut~
#Cryptid Sightings#Cryptid AU#Sun#Cryptid Hunter!Y/N#Eclipse#Feral Scribbles#GOD i love this story so freaking much
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Hihi!! I'm not sure if my request already went it, I sent it without wifi but incase it didn't id like to request a fic where reader comforts aku after a rough day and he starts crying and about not being good enough for her!! love your work 💗
thank you so so much nonnie and this is so hhhh I loved writing this😳😳 I hope you like it too♡♡
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Kiss my tears away♡
𝑨𝒌𝒖𝒕𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒘𝒂 𝒙 𝒇𝒆𝒎! 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒓
𝑮𝒆𝒏𝒓𝒆: light angst/ comfort♡.
It was around 12:30 when the thud of the front door closing woke you up from your slumber. You turned your head to the side and watched as your boyfriend quietly stepped into the bedroom and started undressing; a foggy, shadowy figure observed by your sleepy eyes.
"Hey Ryuu. How was today?" you inquired, voice dripping with langour but he gave no answer. He simply lay in bed beside you, wrapping an arm around your waist to bring you closer to him.
"Ryuu dear can you~" you began again but were immediately cut off by the sound of heavy sobs. Akutagawa's hot breath dripped down your neck as he buried his face in your hair, chest heaving against your back.
"Ryuu baby what's wrong?" you asked again in a concerned voice, reaching a hand to turn on the lamp on your nightstand but he quickly seized your arm.
"Don't, please". His voice was weak, a mere shaky mumble "I don't want you to see me like this."
Sighing softly, you turned to face him; you couldn't clearly make out his features in the darkness but you noticed the faint quiver of his lower lip, the light furrow of his brows.
Without a word, Akutagawa shifted closer to you and leaned his head on your chest, pearly tears tracing their way onto your heated skin. On cue, you slid your fingers through his hair, pulling him closer to you. His muffled sobs echoed through the gloom of the bedroom, your heart twisting in a helpless knot.
"Hey..." you began, gently threading your fingers through his dark tufts "What's wrong? Did something bad happened at work?"
Without raising his head from your chest, Akutagawa started rambling on about how burnt out he felt, about the mission Dazai assigned him today. You knew how desperate your boyfriend was to gain his former mentor's respect and appreciation, the lengths he'd go to just for a simple "good job, Akuatagwa" and a pat on your shoulder.
"I just don't understand what I'm doing wrong. I gave it all I got and it's still not enough, never enough." His nails dug painfully into your hips, as if he were trying to crawl under your skin, to find a safe space far away from all the doubt and pain. "I feel like a fucking joke. How can you even love someone like me? How can I be good enough for you when I can't even-" Akutagawa's breath became erratic, words getting stuck in his aching throat.
You gently traced your nails along his scalp, fumbling for words. Truth was, you'd never seen him like this before, so torn by his own emotions, so vulnerable and you were afraid to say the wrong thing.
"Ryuu, my dear, you're not a joke. You work really hard and I'm so, so proud of you for what you've accomplished. If Dazai doesn't want to acknowledge you that's his problem, not yours." A choked sob left his throat at the sound of your words and you softly shushed him, scooting lower under the crunchy covers so that you were face to face with him.
Lovingly cupping his face with your hands, you traced your thumb over his cheekbone, wiping away his tears. "You're so amazing Ryuu, even if you don't always believe that. I love you so much" Your lips pressed feathery kisses all over his face as you held him closely; his fierce grip on your hips slowly growing weaker.
Your saccharine affections lulled him into a hazy state, as if his brain had shut down completely. there were no more thoughts, no more doubts and worries, only you- his loving partner, soothing him the best way you could. The tip of your nose brushed against his and you finally kissed his lips, a sweet, tender kiss that conveyed all the love you had for him.
"You're very dear to me, baby. I hate seeing you like this" you whisper against his mouth, words spilling from your lips to his as he weakly returned the kiss.
By this point a warm, mellow weariness took over his body and he felt his eyes slowly closing. His arm grew limp, draping over your hipbone and he leaned his forehead against yours; his breath steadying by the minute. He truly couldn't recall the last time someone has made him feel so worthy and taken care of.
Loving, sugar sweet words and praises kept rolling past your lips, completely replacing his dark thoughts with bliss. In that moment, Akutagawa knew all his worries about you were pointless. He uttered a low "thank you dear" before losing consciousness, forcefully put to sleep by sheer exhaustion; but even after he fell asleep you refused to let go of him. You continued your ministrations, tucking a strand of wild hair behind his ear and kissing his cheek.
"Anytime dear, anytime."
#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd x reader#bsd fluff#akutagawa bsd#bungo stray dogs akutagawa#akutagawa x reader#akutagawa x you#akutagawa fluff
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Okay here's hoping tumblr isn't hungry haha
PART 1
Soft steddie idea with soulmates, but instead of feeling the other person's pain you feel their joy and happiness. But steddie doesn't know who the other person is.
Eddie feels it when Steve was a kid and when he wins metals for winning in sports. Steve feels it when Eddie moves in with Wayne and gets his own mug from the collection.
Eddie feels it when Steve was with Nancy, and he never understood why he didn't feel hatred or jealously seeing them together, just a fond sense of happiness from somewhere deep inside him. (Eddie of course has a minor crush on Steve, I mean, how could he resist it?)
Steve feels it when Eddie gets his first acoustic from Wayne, a hand-me-down from his mother that was in storage. He feels the joy when he's learning to play and when he finally nails one of the songs his mother loved.
part 2
And then nothing for a bit from Steve, due to the Upside Down business, until a random summer night in 85'. Eddie's on stage playing a gig, the mood is a bit down because Eddie has to retake his senior year again, when suddenly he feels joy. So much joy he laughs and pushes himself and his guitar. The room responds and it's electric. Corroded Coffin were booked to play the same gig for weeks after that.
And in a Starcourt bathroom, Steve felt the response to his joy, an echoing he thought was due to finding his platonic soulmate.
And then they come together but it's stressful with the Upside Down and the murder charges. And they don't realize it but they're trying soothing each other. Steve's trying to take Eddie's mind off Chrissy's body floating and cracking, Eddie's trying to help Steve's burden of responsibility by making him laugh and complimenting him.
And then in the final battle, Steve throws the Molotov and feels a sudden burst of joy. It makes his aim true, and lights Vecna on fire.
And then nothing.
They say that the strongest feeling you'll get from your soulmate is their happiness. But Steve knows differently. It's the absence left behind the joy, when there's nothing left, and it feels like there's a block in your soul, taking pieces of you away.
It was the same feeling he got seeing Eddie's bloody body and Dustin crying over him.
It helped him ignore his own injuries and exhaustion as he picked Eddie up and ran to the gate, not stopping till he collapsed in the hospital when every was safe. Everyone but his joy.
The first thing Eddie felt when he woke up was happiness. Stronger than he'd ever felt before, and it empowered him to open his eyes.
Wayne was on his right and to his left, Steve.
He lifted a shaky hand to Steve's wet cheeks and smiled softly. "Hey sweetheart."
"You asshole, I told you not to be a hero." Steve sobbed and laughed.
"I knew you got me, my sunshine. My joy."
Wayne snorted, with eyes wet with tears. "You've always been a dramatic one, you get it from your mother."
Eddie hummed and closed his eyes.
He heard Dustin asking if he was alright and Steve answered for him.
"He'll be alright, he's happy."
Eddie squeezed Steve's hand tightly and smiled wider.
He was happy.
🤍🌷 THE END 🌷🤍
aaah oh my god??? feeling someone’s joy as the link?? (also not my angst brain getting stuck on eddie not feeling steve’s joy for months, if not a year!!! 🥺😭) BUT THEN THE ENDING!!!! god!! yes hhhh thank you so much they’re so!! 🥺🥹🤍 thank you for writing something for me!! 🌷
#hi love i hope it’s okay i copy pasted your second ask into this one but that way everyone else gets to enjoy it too if they wanna 🥺🥹🤍#steddie#steddie fic#steddie soulmate au#joy!!! what a wonderful twist of that trope i love it but my angst brain could never hehe#🤍#not mine
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i see you write piss related things and that’s probably my biggest kink ever i LOVE piss. jiwoong piss related hcs pls?
nonnie i love piss too you’ve come to the right place!! m just a nasty girl hnngh i can’t help it >.< this is sooo messy n probably bad oops… nonetheless hope u enjoy lovie (i might write a proper drabble or oneshot based on part of this hehe) 🫶
godddd i jus know jiwoong would just love making you hold for him :(( he loves seeing you all desperate and whiny, teary-eyed as he gives you more water to drink even when you complain s’too much, woong!! but he doesn’t care :( wants to see you piss yourself and make a mess for him he’s such a big meanie !!
it’d be even worse (or better depending on how you look at it) if he’s feeling daddy dom…. jiwoong would fuck you sooo good n rough, holding you down by the waist with his pretty hands till you’re crying on his big thick cock and shaking as you cum,, he’d keep fucking you through your orgasm even as you warn him loudly that something else is coming :( such a mean daddy he’d def tell you that he won’t let you cum unless you make a mess for him with piss,, and and he’d keep going till you’re screaming on his cock, would keep fucking you senseless till you’re letting go completely around him hes Crazy :(( his soft voice would be praising (or degrading heh) you the whole time, telling you what a messy little baby you are for daddy and how pretty you look all desperate and pathetic as you’re pissing all over his cock and making a mess for your daddy like you were told to hhhhh the sex would be so so messy and so wet but jiwoong doesn’t care just wants to see his baby girl all whiny and desperate for him :(
like i said he’d be soooo mean :( calling you a dumb slut or stupid baby if you say you can’t hold anymore… i have a feeling jiwoong would make you hold as long as you can and it’s only when you’re crying and begging for permission to piss yourself bc you can’t hold it anymore that he’d say just let go, baby, piss yourself for daddy, and he holds your waist as you fully let go for him… your undies get soaked and there’s a puddle of your piss on the floor or the bed but you don’t care!! it felt so good to make a big mess like that after all!! jiwoong would help get you off right after too methinks, as a reward for being such a good baby making a mess for him with piss, he’d stuff you full of his fingers or cock and fuck you sooo good till you’re sobbing again in his lap, crying so hard and whining about needing to cum for your daddy :(( he’d get such a power trip from it all too, knowing he’s the one that makes you piss yourself and the one that makes you cum so hard you see stars !!
ohh and if he wants to piss inside you… it’s embarrassing for him to admit it but you agree bc it sounds super hot and he’s weirdly excited,, woong fucks you so good anyways but when he’s abt to piss he’s so whiny even though he’s your dom,, just got so weak at the idea of pissing in your pretty cunt :( when he finally does piss in you jiwoong would lose his mind, keeps fucking into you the way you like bc he wants you to feel good too!! wild praise you so sweetly as he comes after and fills you up again, calls you his pretty baby or his sweet little thing even when he’s using you as his own personal fucktoy 😵💫😵💫 and and then bc he knows you just be close too he whispers you can come, angel, knowing that so much of him inside you is driving you crazy in a good way!! he’d be rough too the whole time, would have you shaking and sobbing around his length bc he just feels really good fucking into your tight little cunt :( his cum and piss would feel so good inside too, so warm and there’s so much of both it’s soo much n it’s so hot knowing jiwoong’s been inside you in more ways than one 😵💫😵💫 he makes you feel so full n bred too hhhh you’re jus his messy baby :((
and bc im Crazy sub woong would be sooo cute holding for you too omg :(( such a precious kitty for his mean mommy :( would beg and squirm under your body as you fuck yourself on his cock, pressing your hand firmly on his tummy right near his bladder,, poor baby would get sooo desperate, he’d ask so politely for you to let him piss in your cunt too what a considerate kitty!! and of course you’d let him piss inside when he begs so nicely, you might even let him fuck you too but either way he’s a whimpery moaning mess by the time he’s close enough to cumming, poor baby would piss so much too… his big cock would fill up his mommy’s pretty cunt as he lets go inside of her tight heat n make her sooo messy just like she wanted :((
#happy bday 2 me#i felt so crazy writing this#don’t count how many times i said mess it’s not important#alsooo if any1 wants to send me asks regularly u can!! and if u wanna use an emoji so i recognize u that’s ok too <3#anyways thank u nonnie for the ask it made me crazy#zb1 hard hours#jiwoong hard hours#☆. ˚ ₊ 𓏸 *#tw // dubcon#tw dubcon#tw // piss#tw piss
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live-blogging TMP ep 9 since I'm so late anyway
SAM NO, DON'T FILL OUT PAPERWORK FOR THE BIT
Subject, agent, catalyst - more alchemy pieces!
THE DICE THE DICE
okay wait, if he's right, these are different than the original dice; they do do good things, sometimes
....Jonathan Sims you have GOT to stop writing self-insert characters
I feel like there was a Gary as a secondary character in a statement before and I also feel like there's a good chance that means nothing
Extremely reminiscent of Book of the Dead, too, although the dice are also straight out of a statement
STATEMENT ENDS :sob:
Nigel Dickerson, noted
MR BONZO, HUH
why do I get the feeling he's a Jimmy Saville stand-in
I love that Gwen's objection isn't the mysteriousness of the assignment but 1) that it's a famous person who Lena apparently doesn't know, and 2) the theatricality (So we know Elias got his from Jonah, noted)
Teddy! <3
Alice is masterful at redirecting conversations (I mean I think that's a trans skill but also. Evasive much?)
monsterfucker Alice confirmed
SAM HAVE YOU NOT LISTENED TO A SINGLE CASEMENT. DO NOT GO ON SECRET URBEX MISSIONS. IT NEVER ENDS WELL.
(please go Sam I can't WAIT)
hhhh thank god for the hiatus after the next episode, I need the chance to get my brain reoriented
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Hello @atherix, I’m here to show my appreciation to my fav author ‘cuss sometimes is sad that I can’t tell anyone that you are my favorite, because… you know.
You deserve all the love and praising you receive so here you go. The drawing it’s supposed to be your persona but sometimes in the process things are difficult. I swear the skin is gray or i try it to be but again, color theory is getting on my nerves. Took inspiration based on the fact that it’s a witch of ice.
Thank you for the stories you have created, I find myself very busy lately but when I have time, I get back to reading and I’m like I REMEBRE WHY I LOVE THIS.
It’s the way you express thing and the storytelling and the characters and omg Midnights it’ giving me a worrying amount of confort while reading. On some days i can’t wait to just get everything finish to have some time to get back and read. I hated reading but you, you get me some motivation. I still haven’t catch up completely with the series but I’m getting there.
And you are going to have to pay for giving me serious highly expectations of a relationship but for now it’s fine I guess, since you are my main source of giving advice to all my friends with love issues.
And I’m telling you that if there is any personal project, I’m in.
Hope you like it.
(pst: Sorry for any mistakes)
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Mikaela I am going to SOB this is??? So good?? you make her look so good!! I am OBSESSED with that snowflake/ice symbol on her back??? canon now I am so. AND HER HAAAIIIRRRRR I am amazed by your art every time I see it. Her skin is gray yes but your lighting is wonderful, I love this so much thank you!! and remembering she’s an ice witch.... hhhh <3
and those shoes.... I want those shoes irl. And the way you’ve drawn her top it’s so <3<3<3
I’m so glad you enjoy Midnight so much!! Take all the time you need catching up, it’s not going anywhere anytime soon <3 Thank you so much for coming along with me on this journey <3
Thank you so much hhh!!! <3
#submission#mutuals' art#Aethry MC#<- technically my character's name is Aethry but c!Aci is what we end up calling her mostly HJFSJK#op I am obsessed with your art it's so hhhh <3#I sent it to my friends immediately like HWAHHHH SOBBING HJKFSKJ
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jjk. chapter 255 spoilers under the cut !!
WWAUUUGHHHHHHHHHH 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 ONE OF MY FAVORITE SHINJUKU CHAPTERS FOR SUREEEE I CRIED I SOBBED I THREW UP MULTIPLE TIMES THIS IS SO UP MY ALLEY I CAN’T EVEN DESCRIBE IT????????? I DON’T HAVE THE WORDS????????
okay i’m gonna TRY to be coherent . gonna try to behave. but i LOVED this chapter so much it gave me so much i’ve been wanting from this manga for so long…. hhhh…………… :((((
FIRST OF ALLLLLL:
LARUEEEEE 😭😭😭😭😭😭 HE’S HEREEEEE HE’S HOME…… MY EMOTIONAL SUPPORT CANONICALLY QUEER SIDE CHARACTER……. the narrator referring to the two of them as ”team geto” made me SOB but more on that later i’m just. so happy to see him??? one of my favorite side characters???? i never thought he’d get more screentime?????
and that goes for miguel too!!! i adore them BOTH and they looked so pretty this chapter …. T_T hhhhh
miguel is so handsome ….. just one chance plspls king :’3 i’m hoping more screentime will get him more fics…… maybe specifically x reader fics…….. just a thought……….. (yes i have a miguel/reader drabble in wips no i don’t know when i’ll get to writing it 💔) and larue my gay bestie he rlly is so pretty!!!!!! hhhhh i missed them sm :(((((
ALSOOOO absolutely loved their interactions w yuuta in the beginning….. all the lil moments. larue calling miguel hun….. miguel having beef w gojo and wanting to see him beg for his help….. yuuta offering to beg instead and miguel getting freaked out 😭 THEY’RE SOOO FUNNY
I <333333 THEMMMM
and and and ….. while we’re on the topic of gojo………… THE CRUMBSSSSS THIS CHAPTER GOD HE’S SO PRETTY :(((( RETURN OF THE CIRCLE FRAMES!!!!!
he’s so cute …. andddd while we’re talking abt this interaction!!! i loved loved loved that miguel got the chance to lecture gojo on his racism. and so blatantly too !!!!!! it feels so refreshing to have a shounen manga where casual racism is acknowledged and not just treated as a gag…. and gojo apologized (albeit a lil casually but i do think it was genuine. that’s just kinda how gojo talks </3)
SPEAKKKKK YOUR TRUTH KING ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ LET HIM HAVE IT ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ personally i think gojo should’ve let his infinity down so miguel could get a couple good smacks in but that’s just me. (miguel looks so good here also!!!)
aaaa and !!! before i get to the Main Dish of this chapter i just wanna say :3 MAKI SWEEEEEEP OUR QUEEN OUR KING OUR LORD AND SAVIOR 🙏🙏🙏🙏 SHE’S BACK AND COOLER THAN EVERRRRRR LOOK AT THAT GRIN
serving cunt since day one ….. where would we even be w/o her……. i AM very worried for my boys and that black flash at the end but :’3 this chapter made me feel hopeful….. it’s nice to see a good ol jumpjutsu kaisen 5v1 battle.
BUTTTTT with that out of the way!!!!! let’s talk about my absolute favorite part of the chapter (and why it’s one of my favorites in shinjuku)….. which is ofc. the talk between miguel and larue. i absolutely unabashedly ADORE geto’s family and i’ve been waiting to see them again for so long!!! to learn more about them, their feelings towards geto, their feelings after his passing…… and i finally got it. and it was just…. so, so good. wow.
like …. this page almost made me cry. genuinely. i adore larue so much and it was so nice to see him again….. he’s definitely my favorite member of geto’s family (excluding geto himself ofc) and clearly the most heartfelt!!! there’s the scene in shibuya where he stops the rest of the family from harming each other because he knows that’s the last thing geto would want, he calls everyone by their first name…. it just feels like he understood geto the most. understood that what geto cared about above all else was his family, not his own plan (hot take maybe?? but i’ll die on that hill).
and goshhhh…… ”we all loved suguru-chan” :((( you don’t UNDERSTAND how emotional i feel rn. i mean we basically already knew this but it just feels so nice to get confirmation on how loved geto was!!! not just by a couple members of his family, but by all of them!!!! i think it’s so telling that even miguel, who acts a bit colder than someone like larue, was willing to help geto and grew to love him. geto is just such a sincere character at his core and i think that’s how he won them all over. but aaaa i’m just :((((( they loved him!!!!! and he loved them just as much!!!!!! i’ve said this before but i NEED a slice of life spinoff manga only featuring geto and his family.,, they mean so much to me.
and i haven’t even MENTIONED larue’s speech????????????? how lovely it is?????? how sick it is????????????? his version of mourning makes me so unbelievably emotional :(((( geto would be so fucking proud of them i can picture him looking up at them from the fiery pits just CHEERING as they punch sukuna…… sniffle sniffle. he loves them!!! and they love him!!!!!!
also obviously i NEED to mention this bc it broke me. i’ve seen people making jokes about what miguel says AND I GET THAT bc i too love joking about how geto is definitely in hell but. this line is very tragic to me!!! or maybe not tragic but it’s definitely somber. i don’t think it’s meant to be humorous, it’s there as a grim reminder of the things geto and his family did…. they loved each other but they were villains. there’s no denying that. larue is obviously a bit of a romanticist but miguel is enough of a realist to call him out on it, and i think that gets his personality across so well. because he still ends up agreeing to join larue in the fight!! those words got to him!!!! seeing his expression crumble in this page made my heart ache :((((… they were villains but they loved each other so earnestly. and i just adore them so so much!!!
okay i think ….. that’s all …….. suchhhh a wonderful chapter. it made me insane!!!!! i love miguel and i love larue and i’m hoping they’ll survive this :((
(….. but . i mean … if they end up dying ……. there’s the slightest chance we’ll get an afterlife scene of geto and his family, so …. um ……. yk …….. 👉👈 maybe . some sacrifices will have to be made……..)
#i am Thinking very hard abt the shibuya moment#abt how larue tells the family that one day they’ll share a table and break bread again#so . yk…. if we DO get that afterlife scene it’ll definitely be at a table . last supper style. and geto will be there#and i will cry and throw up and literally never shut up about it so!!!! better pray my boys survive this 🙏🙏🙏🙏#ty akutami ily akutami#in his author’s comment he said his allergies r getting awful bc he wasn’t prepared…………… which is just . so…. akutami coded somehow……#anyway stan larue and stan miguel that is all 🙏#ari noises ✩#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#jjk 255
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Crying Silco, Viktor Headcanons
Request: “hcs for when would viktor & silco would cry in front of their s/o? what would be the circumstance(s), are they crying silent tears or loudly sobbing? i dunno i just want some angst and hurt/comfort hhhh”
Silco hates the idea of crying
would never judge his loved ones for crying, but when it comes to himself?
he avoids crying at all costs, especially in front of other people
It’s not because it makes him feel weak, it’s because it makes him feel vulnerable
in his experience being vulnerable has always led to disaster
he’s decided that if you want to survive in an environment like the undercity it’s viral to avoid being vulnerable at all costs
but of course that isn’t a healthy or realistic expectation for a human being
while Silco is mostly able to cope with stress and emotions without being too bothered, it’s the trauma that does him in
he’s very sensitive to his triggers and is reminded of his trauma a lot
no matter how hard he tries to deal with it he still have ptsd episodes and breaks down
always tries to be alone when they happen so he won’t feel embarrassed or risk ruining his ‘image’ of a cold, ruthless leader
learned to cry quietly and get it over with quickly so he can rinse his face off and return to whatever he was doing as if nothing happened
he has more episodes at night than during the day so he’s careful to be silent as to not bother anyone or raise any suspicions
if he has a trauma dream he’ll often wake up already crying
even if you’re asleep right beside him he’d rather deal with it on his own than to wake you up and ask for help
though its inevitable that his partner will be there when he breaks down at some point
Silco feels humiliated and probably tries to push you away at first, even though the last thing he wants is for you to leave him alone right now
the best way to handle these episodes is to not make a big deal about it
be gentle and patient as he tries to get comfortable with the idea of letting you see him like this
assure him that it’s okay and normal to feel these emotions
let him hold your hand or hug you tight to ground himself in the moment again
Silco may seem cold or distant during these, but he appreciates you being there for him more than he can ever express to you
he might not want to talk about what triggered him or what happened in his dream, but he absolutely wants to listen to you talk about anything else
your voice is soothing and it’s a good distraction
It’s an entirely new experience for Silco to be able to rely on someone like this and it takes him a bit to adjust to it, but he loves you more than anything and appreciates it so much
he’ll get used to being vulnerable with you soon enough <3
Viktor is very comfortable with his emotions
he’s spent a very long time learning to accept and deal with both physical and emotional pain
he doesn’t think crying (or showing any intense emotion) should be considered weak or embarrassing at all
While Viktor does struggle with mental health and depression, more of than not he only cries out of frustration
frustration with chronic pain, frustration at the way people refuse to understand, frustration at witnessing the mistreatment of innocent people
tends to have short moments of choked sobs and frustrated slams on his desk or stomps of his right leg (which he immediately regrets because it still puts more stress on his left leg)
also cries when he gets angry, just from the strong surge of emotions and intense feelings he has
he does consider that to he slightly more embarrassing, though only because he thinks people don’t take him as seriously that way
his chronic pain is the most common culprit however
Viktor is in so much physical pain all of the time that he can really only take so much for so long before he has to let out his frustration
Viktor isn’t bothered by his partner seeing him upset
His lover is someone he’s supposed to trust, correct? Why should he hide his emotions?
There isn’t really anything that can be done to ‘fix’ the things that bother him unfortunately
but he greatly appreciates you just listening to him vent about it
also any effort you make to lessen his physical pain makes him emotional
he’s so honored that you care about him and want to help him, even if there isn’t really much that does help
he really enjoys soaking in a very hot bath while you just sit and run your fingers through his hair or read to him
it’s a temporary fix, but it means the world to him
as for the external factors that bother him, Viktor is more than content if all you do is commiserate with him
tell him that you understand
that you get why he finds things unjust
assure him that you want to do anything you can to help him even if there isn’t really much to do
Viktor will return the favor any and every time you’re upset as well
He’s ever thankful for your love and support so he wants you to know that he has the same love and support for you <3
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