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circusinarun · 3 months

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Ma baby <3

#my art #rottmnt #traditional drawing #rise of the tmnt #nail art #sketch #tmnt fanart #rottmnt raph #rise raph #raphael hamato #light angst #raphael angst #aftermath #rottmnt aftermath

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i-give-u--stuff · 3 months

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You lied to me Raph

Love traumatising a small orange turtle and his big brother 🥰🥰🥰

it’s just so silly

so very silly

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raphieeee · 8 months

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No one talks enough about how traumatic it must have been for Raph when Mona betrayed them. Not only did the first person he fell in love with betray him, she also sacrificed his family. Not only that, but it ended up being for nothing as her and her Commander were lied to anyway and their planet wasn’t safe. And to add to that? On a planet filled with Raph’s biggest fear, insects.

#tmnt 2012 #tmnt raphael #2012 raphael #teenage mutant ninja turtles #raphael angst #mona lisa tmnt

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teenandbeyond · 2 years

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some angsty Raphael X fem reader where raph says things he regrets like "I use to love you" and "I don't know how I love you" with a fluffy ending????

Raphael x Fem. Reader Angst

Sure! I'm in an angsty mood today. Headcanon alert.

Want more from me? Masterlist 2

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🧶Regrets🧶(TMNT or Teenaged Mutant Ninja Turtles)

Warnings: Angst, fluff, short bc I finally wanted to finish it b4 I went to sleep

Society may have gotten to Raph's head a little...

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When you caught feelings for Raph...

He didn't believe it.

You, a human, liked him, a mutant?

It was impossible.

His insecurity was so strong he forced himself to believe the obvious bias toward him as friendship.

Until you kissed the corner of his lips and said, "I like you, doofus."

It took a while to become a pair, and you often had to reassure him (you expected it, though).

"Yes, I do like you."

"I want to be with you."

"I want you as much as you want me, Raph."

And he was...starting to feel that way for himself.

He really was.

But then you got into this romance movie phase and would watch them together.

You decided to be adventurous, copy some of what you saw...only it turned out a little awkward with Raph's towering form, not that you minded, you giggled, not caring too much about it.

That's where his doubt settled in.

You would've easily been able to do these things with a human man.

You couldn't kiss him like you could a human.

He had to be cautious of what strength he used with you so as to not hurt you.

He wasn't good enough for you, you deserved better, you deserved normal.

So, he put his feelings aside so you could get better.

"It's simple, [Name], I used tuh love ya' but I dunno how to anymore."

You blinked in confusion, "Where...where is this coming from? You weren't acting like this last time we were together..."

"Just didn't wanna hurt ya'."

"Too late for that."

He bit the inside of his cheek as you left the steamy argument.

He couldn't have regrets. He continued to remind himself for hours.

"Raphael."

Oh no, it's a rat.

"Yes, Master Splinter?"

"...Something happened between you and [Name], I presume?"

"How'd you--?"

His expression turned fond, "I know my son."

Raph broke eye contact, "I just...know she deserves better than me. I did it for her sake."

The elder mutant hummed in thought, "Did you even consider she might not want better than you? She could simply want you as you are."

"There's no way--"

"Did she ever confirm that she didn't want you, Raphael? Or is this stemming from your insecurity?"

"..."

"A major part of a successful relationship of any kind is communicating your emotions properly. You should give her and yourself the courtesy of doing so. Go find her."

And found you he did, crying into the stuffed animal he stole got for you.

He did that.

He gently knocked on your window, which was unlocked, a habit of yours he hated.

You didn't even have to look up to know it was him.

"What do you want, Raphael? Here to tell me how much you don't love me some more?"

"I wanted to talk...properly this time...And say I'm sorry."

You revealed a sad expression that broke him, "The Raphael is saying 'sorry'?"

"Yeah. I didn't mean to say those things to ya'."

"Then why did you?"

"Because you deserve better than me."

"Who said that?"

"The world."

"Well, we're in our own. I could care less about what anyone else says."

"You can't do things with me that you could do with human guys."

You raised a brow meeting him at the window, "Yeah, and? I know that. If I wanted to be with a human, I would've. I'm with you for a reason, Raph."

Good, you're calling him Raph again...

"Like what?"

"Because I love you, doofus. You, the ninja mutant turtle, who's a total grump, but a mega softie with me. The mutant turtle who protects me, but always allows me to protect myself, too. The turtle who makes me so many sweaters I need a plastic storage container to fit them all. Who makes me so many wood carvings I need a cardboard box. The mutant turtle who always finds a way to check up on me, even when I'm out of his patrol range. The turtle who watches romance movies with me, despite only liking half of them..."

He's speechless.

"I don't want some random human because that's what society accepts. I want someone I actually love."

You love him...him.

"...I love you too, [Name]. So much."

#raphael #tmnt #tmnt x reader #raphael x reader #Raphael angst #raphael fluff #tmnt fluff #tmnt headcanons

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yellowhollyhock · 8 months

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raph fic inspired by @therebelinred @mousermayhem

#tmnt #tmnt 2003 #2003 raph #raphael angst #yellow writes

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its-wabby-stuff · 10 months

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I stayed up way too late thinking about depressing angst stuff. Will I ever end up sharing this stuff? I dunno but we’ll see…

#rottmnt #the Red Slider #fic writing #late night #I have class tomorrow at 8:30 #wabbystuffpost #Uncommon Swaps AU #fics #Leonardo angst #Donatello angst #Michelangelo angst #Raphael angst #Splinter angst #OC story

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soboychik · 23 days

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I love angst 🫶

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lovetei · 11 months

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AaAaaaHHHHHH I loved your “Things that the citizens of the Devildom witnessed that will prove that this Human have the characters at their beck and call” post lol :P

Could you plssssss do it w the side characters? Especially barbatos I love him. He’s my bbg lol

Sure, I'm actually just waiting for someone to request it :P

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Things that the citizens of the Devildom witnessed that will prove that this Human have the characters at their beck and call

Versions: Demon Brothers, Side Characters

Warnings: Slight yandere themes (Barbatos, Simeon)

Links: Masterlist

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DIAVOLO

He doesn't actually like going around

Sure, it's mentioned a lot of times that he want to visit this or that

But only if you or the others are willing to come with him

Otherwise it's as boring as doing paperworks

He won't even come out to meet important personalities

They need to come to the castle themselves because there's no damn way Diavolo will actually use effort to meet people he's actually not too close to.

But when it's you?

Damn, you better bet the moment you told him "Hey, Diavolo... I'm kind of stuck in the plaza and the brothers are surely too busy to pick me up so can you send me a driver..?"

How dare you ask for a driver?

When he's literally right there?

The moment the words "I'm kind of stuck in the plaza-" He's already in his most luxurious car starting it to get his future spouse

Hell, he'll even bought a flower before getting to you

And you two will make a scene

And you two will surely make it to the news tomorrow

He'll arrive to the place in something quite formal yet still casual

With a bouquet of flowers in his hands

Like the perfect future husband he is

And open the door for you to get in

And if you're asking why Barbados didn't do anything against him...

Well, he's got a few mouse friends there for help.

Anyways, enjoy the ride

And sign the marriage papers

Please

BARBATOS

His power holds such an important role for Diavolo

He's such a powerful "demon"

It would actually be quite nice if you were just a little more closer to him

But if you are...

He's willing to use this oh so important power for you like it's just a mere toy

You fell on the stairs and someone saw it? Reversed.

You failed a test? Reversed.

You made the wrong decision? Reversed.

If Diavolo actually saw how much he's rambling the time lines just for you he'll go insane.

Hell, he'll pass out when he knows that Barbatos is letting you use his power like he's some hourglass!

But Barbatos knows you

And he likes you

He knows that someone like you won't actually take advantage of his power like that

And would always choose to do things without it

He knows that he's your last resort

And he loves it

He loves that fact that you treasure his power so much

That you treasure him so much...

His power might seem to be the most important tool for you among the other abilities the brothers and the others gave you

And so that basically puts him above the food chain

And he'll stay there

He'll make sure you will view him as important as right now

For all internity

SIMEON

He treasures himself and the people around him so much

But mostly himself

Because that's what father told them to do

He treat his body like the temple of god

He'll walk around the Devildom with pride in himself

Not too much but not too less

He knows his worth

So when he met you

Such a wonderful human

He will also teach you how to put pride in yourself

And always be proud on what you're doing

And then he'll start to get drawn to you

The body he oh so treasured now treated like a toy for you

He once valued naturality but maybe using this makeup you love so much will make him appear more attractive?

"Oh, Simeon? Did you use some foundation and mascara?! That looks so good on you!"

Yes, MC.

Just look at him

It all started with dressing up more for you

Then it escalated

The body he once didn't let anyone touch is now open for you

Just for you

Hold his hand

Grab his waist

And use his shoulders

Ha...

God won't punish him for a little touch now would he..?

SOLOMON

He's shady and he knows it

It's been so long and he's been around may too many people

He doesn't know who to trust anymore

And who to be honest with

He always have to keep himself alarmed and ready

Because that's what the past taught him to do

And that's what the present is telling him to do

Oh, another human?

How nice...

He just hope you don't end up like him

Overly conscious

You know what... He'll help you

He doesn't want a human to fall to the same hole he is right now

He thought that he'll be the one to guide you

He didn't know that you'll guide him...

And now he's willing to do anything for you

He's willing to follow you anywhere

He's willing to give you anything

He's willing to be your loyal servant

Just like Barbatos, he's willing to use everything he have just keep you by his side

Whether it be human, demon, angel connections, money or power

It can be anything and he'll give it you

To the human who showed him the light once again.

MEPHISTOPHELES

He's a private person

That's why he has a whole ass room reserved just for him in the academy

It can't help but have his blood boiling whenever one of the brothers barging into his room unannounced

The sense of nervousness won't leave him whenever Diavolo came to visit him

And the mixed feelings when the other exchange students decided to drop by

But when you enter his room

The light started to get a little darker

And the atmosphere turned into something heavier yet more comforting feeling

Have you drank anything you're not supposed to drink human?

What's this atmosphere around you human?

Did you... Cast a spell on him human?

To be honest

It'll be better for him to know that you cast a love spell on him

Than for him to consciously know that he's falling for you

Falling for the human others already love

But he can't help but say "Why don't you stay a little longer, MC?" Whenever you drop by.

"You can stay and do your assignments or whatever here. I have a vast collection of books you might need."

It might be selfish but why don't you stay a little longer?

Stay inside this private room with him

And only him.

RAPHAEL

He's known as a hitman

And his job down here is to probably spy on Simeon or Lucifer

But this weird human caught his eyes...

Maybe he should spy on you too?

Hmm... Why are you so different?

Are you the premium version of human?

But either way...

He saw how tired you were after each day ends

It looks like this place have sucked any living hope and energy out of you

So he took this as a problem and decided to come up with a solution

He decided to help you run around errands and even take some of your work loads

Gosh... You're so busy

So tiring

Sometimes you two will just find yourself in the dark and unused alley of the school

Sitting on the floor with each others head on your shoulder

You'd mutter "So tired..." And he will pat your head to help you at least have a few minutes of nap between work.

And before he knows it

It became a habit for the two of you

Instead of going to the dark alley you decided to take some nap in the cafeteria and even on empty classrooms

The Brothers will not found you two scattered all over the academy sleeping on each other

And before he even noticed

Whenever the slightest danger occurs he's already jumping in front of you and pushing you back as he shield your fragile body

THIRTEEN

She's such a trouble maker

And you're an expert in keeping trouble makers in line

And Thirteen will make sure she don't follow that line!

She keeps on pulling pranks

Traps here

Traps there

Gosh will she ever stop

Then one day you got so busy that your usual scolding for her didn't happened

Not even once

She felt empty without your nagging voice I guess?

But that doesn't matter!

At least, now, no one will stop her from doing what she loves!

No one...

Will stop her?

But who will scold her when she's about to do an extremely dangerous prank where she might get hurt?

Who will treat her wounds when she accidentally scratched her with one of her schemes?

It's been just a few days without your nagging voice and she's already at your doorstep in the middle of a night on a weekend asking

"Are you ignoring me?"

"Why aren't you talking to me anymore?"

"Are you tired of me now..?"

It feels like she'll start crying if she says anything more so you just denied everything and said that your schedule have been fully packed

Even saying that you're a new member of the council so you became more busy

She felt so embarrassed after that

But she started to treasure your relationship more

And maybe...

Waiting in the line is not that big of a deal if it's for you...

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kaysdenofchaos · 8 months

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ROTTMNT: Phantom Pains

Just realized I never posted my first ever Rise comic here and am now making it everyone's problem :3

my style might've improved, but the angst always stays the same <3

{Based off a fic by a follower of mine, which was based off a concept art of mine HDBFHF}

#angst #art #rottmnt #digital art #rise of the tmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt mikey #rottmnt raph #rottmnt michelangelo #rottmnt raphael #rottmnt sunset duo #rottmnt angst #rottmnt movie #rise mikey #rise raph #rise raphael #rise michelangelo #rottmnt comic #rise angst

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circusinarun · 3 months

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"YOU'RE DISRESPECTFUL, IRRESPONSIBLE, EGOTISTICAL... WE'RE DOING EVERYTHING FOR YOU... AND THIS IS THE THANKS WE GET?"

(sorry accidentally deleted this post :'])

#my art #traditional drawing #rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #nail art #rottmnt raph #save rise of the tmnt #rottmnt leo #rise leo #rise raph #magnet duo #raphael angst #leonarro angst #rottmnt aftermath

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phoebepheebsphibs · 8 months

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Sleepy Sunset Duo drawings…😴🌅🐢🧡❤️

CW BLOOD AND INJURY, ANSGT JUMPSCARE

Bonus stuffs beneath cut

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irresistibleblue · 22 days

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Uh oh!

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deardarlingdevil · 8 months

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Imagine Raphael feeling a twinge of tenderness whenever he sees you.

Imagine Raphael denying to himself the protectiveness that washes over him at the sight of you.

Imagine Raphael tossing and turning at night, unable to sleep well because Korilla didn't have any new information on you.

Imagine Raphael writing feverishly in his journal about the new dream he had about you.

Imagine Raphael's panic when Korilla reports that you've been captured, and his relief once he knows you're safe, because he sent Korrilla to save you.

Imagine Raphael thinking that perhaps, he can be what he claims to be, and be a savior to you.

Imagine Raphael talking Korrilla's ear off about his plans for you, and it becomes painfully obvious to the warlock that he is deeply infatuated with his favorite misadventurer.

Imagine Raphael starting to believe his own words when he tells you that he has grown fond of you, or that he likes you.

Imagine Raphael realizing that the farcical "love" that he gets from an incubus pales in comparison to that unwanted feelings of love for you that continues to grip his dark heart.

Imagine Raphael, a half-devil, learning to embrace his mortal side, and all the messy feelings that comes with it, love included.

Imagine Raphael finally learning to love anyone other than himself, and he loves you. And he cannot spit it out.

#this is supposed to be exclusively raphael x fortune's dynamic but fuck it let's get the reader/tav involved. still tagging their ship tho #ship: the devil's luck #raphael x tav #raphael x f!tav #raphael x m!tav #raphael x reader #raphael baldur's gate 3 #raphael bg3 imagines #fluff #angst

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raphieeee · 2 months

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CW: fighting, betting, graphic depictions of violence

For a long time, Raph felt a itch in under his skin. It wasn’t painful or something terminal, just uncomfortable. It was one of those subtle things that drove a person slightly mental, like the hum or leaky pipe no one could find.

Training helped better than anything, especially meditation which just made him pissy and aggravated. It truely started to get better when they went to the surface, when he was able to fight without having to be careful of breaking his siblings bodies. He could be rough and mean, could run for hours and let his knuckles crack and bleed without getting yelled at. He wasn’t told to hold back to be careful, or at least if he managed to sneak away from his brothers.

It wasn’t really a surprise of how it developed, but more so how it did for him specifically. Anyone else, it would make sense, but a Mutant Turtle joining a underground fight club with one of the most egregious betting system he had ever seen? That was surprising.

Raph found it on accident and was only able to get in because of his ninja training. It was a large space under an old apartment complex that was once a two layered carpark that had the middle floor gutted. It had a whole bar built in as well as several rows of seats on the lower floor. The higher floor was for the VIP’s and where the biggest bets were made.

Raph joined on accident, being bumped around until one of the organises spotted him and offered him a round if he removed his weapons.

Not a single question was asked about his physical body, not even when he won the round with a bruise blooming on his jaw that showed it was real.

Raph would like to say it was just the thrill of the fight, of beating the guy bloody as the man twice his size had jeered at him, that it was just how it got his itch to fade and made his body feel bearable. But in reality, it was two very different things.

First was the money handed to him afterwards, two hundred dollars which was the lowest he would ever get because no one though the freak in a animal suit would win, but still more than he had ever had before.

The second was the more powerful of the two, and that was the loud and almost deafening cheers he was rewarded with.

The whole place was screaming when they saw him move, unique skills they had never seen as every other fighter were some kind of boxer or wrestler. Raph brought in more than ninjitsu but also Muay Thai and Ju-jitsu. It was enough to make them love him, insults spit at him with grins and teasing notes that showed they saw him as some kind of mad legend.

Raph quickly became addicted.

He went back there three or four times a week, fighting with cheers and bets thrown at him, people shouting out ‘Red Snapper!’ Over and over despite him not even being a snapper turtle. It had been coined when he bit a guy in his second fight, something totally accepted and that earns him a free beer.

He hated the taste of beer but fuck if it didn’t help with the bruises and wounds he’d get, so he took it every-time.

Red Snapper was as famous as some of the other fighters like ‘Rabid Randy’ and ‘Princess Knuckles’. All the names were stupid but he kind of liked that.

It lasted years, literally six! In fact even after they lost Splinter and he went more, his brothers didn’t figure it out. They knew he was fighting, but not about the money or the club, and seen as he pretty much always won until other mutants started to show up and he had more of a challenge, one thing he was good at was not getting too badly hurt.

Raph was grinning, arm lifted up as he shouted in victory as he just beat down a Cougar mutant in a fight that took six and half minutes and earns him a solid twenty thousand as it was the biggest fight of the month. He was standing tall and bloodied with the other mutant being taken to medical but six guys, looking around at the audience that loved him and his violence when he saw it.

He had leaned his head back, exhausted from the long fight as well as the two he had done before then, when he looked up at one of the many holes in the top floor.

There were three disappointed and almost heartbroken looking faces, one looking like he would cry, one like he was going to be sick at the sight of such depraved violence, one looking full of shame.

Mikey turned away first as soon as Raph caught his eye, tears falling so obvious even though he was so far away.

Donnie gagged, seemingly focused on the sight of the Cougar still holding onto his side from where Raph nearly gutted him with his nails. He ran away, probably following Mikey.

Leo… Leo just stared at him. He didn’t even shake his head like Splinter would have done, instead just staring at Raph like he was trying to figure out how someone could be such a shameful burden, a disappointment to him and everyone he knew.

Raph look down after Leo turned and left, staring at the screaming crowed and blood over his hands and the floor for the ring and for the first time since he found the club, he wished he was somewhere else.

#tmnt 2012 #tmnt raphael #teenage mutant ninja turtles #2012 raphael #raphael angst #splinter tmnt #donnie tmnt #mikey tmnt #leo tmnt #fight clubs

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idiot-mushroom · 2 months

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i’ve been thinking, the ttnm boys aren’t used to nice new people

@phykoha

for more shenanigans help tie us and vote ttnm here!!

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plaguerat00 · 1 year

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New update from @somerandomdudelmao , It's fine, this is fine 🥲

Also the little edited panels are from Cass's comic (clearly I know) but I still wanna just make sure credit is rightfully given :)

#Rottmnt angst is my kryptonite #cass apocalyptic series #rottmnt #rottmnt meme #somerandomdudelmao #rottmnt movie #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt casey jr #rottmnt raph #rottmnt raphael

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