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#Levi in full gear!!!!!! imagine it!!!
imkumichan · 1 year
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Levi Ackerman in Call of Duty AU
summary: When task force 141 tries to pursue Kenny Ackerman, they have only one way to do that, which is to try to get his nephew first. Levi Ackerman.
Levi's breath stuck in his throat, and he recognized the gaze that filled your eyes. Full of warmth, love, and content "I'm so lucky to be loved by you"
Levi was staring at your hand in his grip as he squeezed it slightly. His eyes slowly shifted toward your head on his shoulder. And once again, his tired sharp eyes scanned your body, looking for possible injuries in case he missed it before.
The two of you right now are sitting inside a military vehicle, waiting for the men, the soldiers, who rescued the two of you to come back from whatever they need to finish first before getting out of this place. Then, he looked to his right, and through the window, he could see the collapsed building, some of them even burning, and across the street, he could even see corpses everywhere.
Levi grits his teeth and his mind keeps wondering about what one of the men said to him. Captain Price, he recalls. "You're going to lead us to Kenny Ackerman, kid". That name, a name that he thought he would never hear from anyone ever again, Kenny-fucking-Ackerman, his damn uncle, is part of a fucking terrorist who just blew up a whole city just to cover his ass up. And now, many people paid the price.
He knows, he knows that his uncle is not a good man. after all, what kind of a guardian taught his nephew all the shits that he knows now? "Just in case brat" he always says. Now, he knows why.
His thought was cut off when he heard footsteps coming closer to them, and his hand slowly went inside his touser where he hid his switchblade. "Don't trust anyone" is one of the things he learned from his uncle.
When the car's door opened, a guy with a skull mask appears before him, Ghost, Levi heard, when the captain barking orders to his men. Levi tried to remember their name, which it's not that difficult with the codenames they have. and Levi noticed when the man's eyes drifted from his eyes to the hand inside his trouser. Then, another person comes into view. A man with mohawk hair. Both of them still have guns in their arms. But it won't be Levi if he hasn't thought of a way to get away even from them if he needs to.
Both the men before him, looked at his hand which still holding yours on his lap, but Levi doesn't let go. If they want him, he needs you with him. If his uncle knows where he is right now, there's a big chance he knows about you too. and he's not taking any chances. Then the man behind ghost smiled thinly, cutting off the tension between them.
"we will move out in 10" without giving Levi any time to say anything, he closed the door. leaving him and you alone in the vehicle again. Levi slowly pulls his hand away from his switchblade as he rests his head on the seat. His eyes found the crown of your head and kissed it softly before he closed his eyes. For now, you are safe. and he will make sure you are still safe tomorrow and the rest of his days.
Call of Duty + Levi Ackerman x Reader
As you know, Kenny Ackerman is involved in something big. For now, he was counted as one of the terrorists who are being hunted by the task force. To sum up, he is a criminal. a big one.
The task force later found out that Kenny has one living relative, who lead them to Levi and who wants him to lead them to Kenny.
Kenny of course knows about that, he blew up a city to prove that they shouldn't try to track him.
Later, Reader will have a role in this too. if they need Levi to find Kenny, Kenny eventually will need Reader to finish whatever he was working out now.
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queenofallimagines · 9 months
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Hi there! Can I please request headcanons if the obey me demon brothers + side characters (except from Luke obviously) with a female MC with naturally big breasts? Like whenever she hugs the demon brothers her breasts are always in their face and the demon brothers and undateables start to feel a bit dirty and naughty?it's fine if you don't want to do an NSFW if you don't want to.
You sure can!! (Me uploading after literally 4 years????) I am no longer burnt out and I’m hyperfixating HARD on nightbringer so *cracks fingers* 🤭😌
** also didn’t notice till uploading this that it just slowly gets filthier and filthier😭
Part 1
Lucifer:
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- your so real for this anon bc I got them anime titties and I would definitely use them for evil😈
- This man is filthy if anything! Like you see how he’s always ready to invite you back to his room??
- So when you pressing up against him he’s actively trying not to get hard
- The type to be super touchy like “fixing” your uniform saying you buttoned it wrong(you didn’t)
- LOVES when you hug him really tight bc he can feel the curves of your body pressing into him and now he’s imagining you doing the same thing naked
- I’m telling you this man is worse than asmo
- If you’re in his office and lean in to help him with paperwork his eyes are starring holes into your chest
- He wants nothing more than to hold them in his hands and squeeze
- If you tease him about it he will definitely use that as an excuse to do it
- “Hm? Getting shy now after teasing me so much?”
- Like he WILL have you sit in his lap at his desk as he fondles your chest to his hearts content
- As a demon he’s naturally insatiable so he isn’t above pulling you out of class to indulge in his urges
- Leaves bite marks all over your chest
Mammon:
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- absolutely cannot hide how much he likes them
- He’s glad he’s taller than you so he can just look down at you and get a perfect view
- When you hug him it takes every cell in his body not to rip your shirt open
- Wants to shove his face in em and suffocate
- Loves when you ride him because then he can have them directly in his face
- Whole ass has spent full classes just daydreaming about them
- Probably hides your bras so you don’t wear them
- If you have nipple piercings or want some he offers to pick the jewelry
- “NOT BECAUSE I WANT TO SEE IT ON YOU OR ANYTHING!!”
- Fighting for his life not to squeeze em
- Will fake having a headache to lay on your lap to stare up at them
- Leaves bite marks on em too
Levi:
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- hentai watcher loves huge boobs
- Fighting worse than mammon
- Bc he will watch you walk down the stairs with no shame and then get flustered about it
- If you cuddle with him in his bath tub he can’t help but get handsy
- Wants to hold you up with his tail and watch them bounce in his face when he fucks you
- Like he will koala hold you and have his face in your chest as he fucks into you nice n deep
- Completely immobilized
- Might even consider coming to class just to watch you in your uniform all day
- Glitches when you hug him like literally his brain factory resets and he’s going through 7 emotions at once
- Your like awww you cute being shy but he’s freaking out bc he wants to do filthy unspeakable things to you
- Like In his head he’s like “oh my god??? Why tf do I want to paint their face it’s just a hug???”
- Banned you from his room for a while and didn’t say why but he’s damn near in heat the way he’s fucking his fist for hours thinking about you
- Will pretend to be normal but asmo can SEE the gears turning in his head
- “Levi is so cute how he gets flustered holding my hand!”
- “Yeah because he wants his hands around your throat,dear”
Satan:
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- yeah he’s literally just a cat
- Lays on them and paws at them
- Will go shopping with you and compliment them in any tight shirt
- Might even offer to wash your uniform JUST to shrink it a few sizes so it’s even tighter on you
- He’s shameless just like the eldest but he has that flirtatious charm that’s not TOO overbearing like Lucifer
- Cat lingerie
- Puts you in a mating press just to see them squish together
- “Mind warming my hands?”
- Will shove his cold as ice hands in your shirt under the guise of “you’re a warm human I’m cold blooded🥺”
- You know how you squeeze your chest for comfort or just play with them sometimes for no reason? He does that for you
- And it’s all cool and normal until he starts pinching your nipples and kissing your neck🙄
- Like it was normal and now you can feel him grinding against your backside
- “Mmm I can feel your heart starting to race kitten”
- Will brush his fangs up against your neck also
- Wants to keep toying with your body until you start begging
- “Maybe if you ask nicely I’ll fill you up Hm?”
- He’s a sadist at heart so he can’t make it too easy for you
Asmo:
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- Hear me out but it starts out normal
- He’s gunna make comments but he’s more enthralled with how they would look in various outfits
- So you and him are shopping 24/7
- You tired from trying on multiple outfits and bras
- He’s picking up more clothes from the rack so you press against his back and hug him from behind tiredly asking if you can stop your exhausted
- And that’s when he’s like…. I actually want to squeeze them
- Stutters a bit as he comes to this realization
- Smiles a sweet saccharine smile and tells you that you guys can leave and he will make you feel better after overexerting your body
- Looking down at you out the corner of his eye and watching them move as you walk
- Watching how they move when you breathe
- Fr like a scorpion about to strike
- And you’re none the wiser
- Pulling out all his nipple clamps and vibrating ones
- Before he was looking at them from a aesthetic standpoint but now all he can think about is them wrapped around his cock and finishing on your face
- “Open wide dear~”
- Will even pull out to cover them in cum so you might have to beg if you want him to finish anywhere else
- Body worship KING
Beel:
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- whew
- Didn’t notice until you go to work out with him and then he’s like they look really soft
- Good enough to eat
- Might bite down a little too hard when marking you because he wants to really see the marks
- Sucking them like his life depends on it
- Breeding kink activated bc if he knocks you up they’ll get even bigger
- You just KNOW when he looks at you w those eyes and says he’s hungry what he wants
- Better find a quiet corner and unbutton your shirt
- Will stick to you like glue in gym class good lord
- Offers to pick you up a lot
- Fav position is when he’s on his knees for you and looks up to see you breathing heavily
- Will massage them bc his hands are huge
- Buuuuut like Satan he will get “distracted”
- Loves reverse cowgirl but is impatient and will sit up to hold them from behind and fuck up into you
- “Mc you taste so good”
- Hickeys will be there for weeks
- Will literally tire your ass out QUICK
Belphie:
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- a clown
- Circus king actually
- He’s been peeped how big your chest is and he’s not shy about it
- He’s literally as shameless as asmo it’s crazy😭
- Will lay on you claiming their the perfect pillows but will also feel you up and just act like it’s not a big deal
- “Mmm your really soft mc”
- Whole body a stress ball😐
- Does this in full view of the others and won’t care in the slightest
- Hard to talk to beel about homework when he’s sliding his hands under your shirt and groping you
- You end up in an attic club sandwich often bc of this😔✊🏿
- Will join in the convo and probably take it over like he’s NOT pinching your nipples in a regular conversation
- Going to sleep is his escape card
- Don’t believe him none of the shit he says are exhaustion induced he means that shit fr
- Will stare at you w half lidded eyes and mumble something about how your tits look like they’d be perfect to shove his cock in between
- “Wandering hands as he sleeps” ass mf
- Man sloth and sleepiness is his DOMAIN please don’t let any of the lies about how he’s just sleepy he can’t help it fool you!!
- He will literally enter your dreams and leave hickeys all over them
- Will give you the most raunchy vivid sex dreams ever until you come to him begging for him to touch you
- You wake up actually feeling his touch and he will lazily smile at you from across the table at breakfast as you fidget under his gaze
- Loose hold as he latches onto you but his hands brushing up against your chest is no mistake
- Will straight up say he wants to suck your tits if you ask him what’s w his behavior
- Has the same energy as satan but where he’s smooth and charming belphie is blunt and honest about his desires
- No flowery words or poetic phrases
- He will look you in the eyes w the most bored expression and tell you how he wants to cover you in his cum
- Probably barely looks up at you phone as he says it too😭
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levilxvr · 6 months
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a/n: i had too much caffeine i think im high also this isnt proofread so apologies if theres mistakes!😍
cw: nsfw, afab!reader, quickie hehehe
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im just imagining levi helping you with your uniform in the morning before you set off on a mission. You’re in his room early in the morning, facing him standing between his legs while he sits on his bed and yanks at the straps on your waist. He insists on helping you to tighten them and adjust your odm gear before leaving, and of course you obliged.
But soon his hands begin to roam your body, straying from your waist up your abdomen to your breasts which drew his full attention. levi hums softly, running his thumbs over them as you grab his forearms and look down at his pretty face. “levi.. we gotta go soon,”
he ignores you and licks his lips instead, gazing up at your gorgeous figure standing right before him. You’re so perfect in his eyes, and it turns him on even more when he sees you clad in your uniform. How foolish it would be for him to miss this opportunity especially when he probably won’t be able to do anything with you for the next few days.
levi is fully aware that everyone is probably starting to head to the assembly point and warm up. but fuck it all. to him, this damn mission can hold on while he worships you for a few minutes.
“i know…shit, you know what, i’ll make it quick.” he bites his lip and assists you as you both begin unbuckling and removing everything. You can see the tent in his pants, feel the heat beginning to grow in your core. It’s too late to turn back and soon you’re both completely stripped off your gear and bottoms.
He grabs your waist, turning you around as your hands drop to his mattress to support yourself as he pushes his cock through your folds. his precum is working as a lubricant while he begins to slide in and out with one hand resting on your groin, circling your clit in rough, quick motions. your breaths are the only sound filling the room, along with soft curses and kisses on your neck.
“are you close pretty girl?” he hisses out as his cock throbs inside you. you’re squeezing him so well and he’s certain you’re gonna make him cum soon. You can’t help but gasp when he picks up the pace, relentlessly pounding you until your orgasm hits and your pussy tightens around him so much he has to pull out and release on your back.
“fuuck..” you turn around and see his brows furrowed, milking himself dry as your legs shake from your own high.
you close your eyes, savouring the bliss as you finally recover but the knock on his door startles both of you. It’s hange, yelling at him to stop dilly dallying and get downstairs.
“the entire regiment is waiting for yall at the courtyard!”
“calm down shitty glasses, we’ll be down in five.” levi rolls his eyes as he curses under his breath and begins to fumble with the buckles again, promising to fuck you long and good the next time you get the chance.
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inhuman-obey-me · 3 months
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levi + 🚪 no mc please!
"I feel a sickness for a home I’ve never been." - Leviathan
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"YES, I got the last piece of the set!" Leviathan shouts excitedly to himself, happily setting the new piece to his gear before inputting a dance command.
The little avatar on his screen begins to bop around, moving its arms cheerfully to no particular music as if to show off the new jacket it's wearing. The blurry pixels that make up the character's face look like they're smiling, just like the Avatar of Envy is, beaming from his seat as he reaches up to stretch for the first time in hours.
Messages from his guildmates start rolling in, too, filling the chat with, "YOOO CONGRATS" and "omg sooo jealous" and "looks AMAZING, man!!"
Ah, satisfaction.
And then, killing his elation just as quickly -- "alright, I think that's it for me tonight."
"Wait, some of you still need another drop from this dungeon though, right? Let's not stop yet," Levi types frantically. For the first time all night, he notices his eyes stinging from the strain of playing for so many hours straight, but he's desperate not to log off. If anything, his chest is starting to constrict at the thought, full of panic at the idea of ending already.
The others, however, are done. They collectively decide this is a good place to stop for the night, and one by one, he watches his teammates' avatars disappear from the screen, leaving his character alone in the field, still dancing away.
And, just like that, the night's distraction is over. Groaning with frustration, he scrolls idly through his quest list, checking for something, anything to still do. A dungeon, a raid, maybe some limited-time seasonal event? Of course, he's already completed all the most fun quests though, and the only things still available for him to handle alone are mindless, repetitive tasks. Boring.
He closes out the game too, dropping his head into his hands in defeat. He should get some sleep anyway, admittedly. Lucifer will be mad if he oversleeps come morning, after all.
It's just, the moment he turns around, he'll have to see that same damn room again -- his new one, with its jellyfish lamps and porcelain white tub for a bed. He'd been excited about it at first, since he'd gotten to decorate it with all his otaku paraphernalia, and the fish tank walls really did cast a lovely blue glow over everything. His figurines look great in their displays, and his entire manga collection is neatly organized on the shelves, just how he likes it.
It's a good room. It's got all of his favorite things. It's very distinctly his -- no more of the dusty old guest rooms of the Demon Lord's Castle, each one indistinguishable from all the others.
He should like it.
But that doesn't change what the room is: new. This is his new room, in a new house, in this new realm, with a new body, having to make a new home, and it's all because he's not welcome in his old one anymore. The Celestial Realm cast them out, and he'll never see his old room in the Celestial Palace again. He'll never get to stay in that nice, comfortable, familiar place anymore, and the thought makes him deeply envious of his past self who got to enjoy his time there so obliviously, never even realizing that those days would come to an end!
Then again, if he's honest with himself -- wasn't he the same way back then, too?
It's just a sickness for a home that's never been. Truthfully, he didn't feel any more comfortable in his skin as an angel than he does as a demon. Having his brothers with him is what makes a place home more than anything else, but even they don't really understand him.
No one does.
But there's always escaping into his games, his anime, his manga. In those, he can imagine himself as the hero. He doesn't have to think about what a sad, pathetic demon he is now. He doesn't have to think about being a demon at all. He can be whatever he wants to be, wherever he wants to be.
And where he wants to be right now, is not here. Anything would be better than thinking about all this again. Late night be damned, he's not ready to face this yet.
Screw it, he's not going to sleep. He boots up another game.
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meowjaa · 8 months
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✧ levi having a massive crush on y/n ✧
a/n: some cute little ideas like sort of scenarios BUT I CAN JUST IMAGINE THIS TITLED "levi having a massive crush on y/n for 5 minutes" like one of those type videos but heres a bullet list of those anyways enjoy my loves <33
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After seeing Y/N trip over nothing, Levi sarcastically asks if she's ever considered trying out for the ballet.
Y/N catches Levi reorganizing the bookshelf for the third time that week and teases him about what a "fun Saturday night" he's having. Levi says at least his idea of fun doesn't involve belting out 90s pop songs drunkenly at 2am like SOME people…
Levi "subtly" fixes his hair for the fifth time before Y/N arrives and denies doing any such thing when she points it out.
When Y/N stretches and a sliver of her midriff shows, Levi tries and fails to keep his eyes forward, earning a smirk from Y/N.
Y/N finds Levi's search history full of questions like "What does it mean when you can't stop thinking about someone?" and "How to get a girl to notice you."
After Y/N falls asleep on his shoulder during movie night, Levi stays frozen in place long after the movie ends just to keep her there.
Levi "coincidentally" shows up at the cafe where Y/N is studying and claims he had no idea she'd be there.
Y/N jokingly asks Levi to help her move some furniture. He shows up in a full suit and tie wanting to make a good impression.
When Y/N has a girls' night out, Levi not-so-casually asks what she's wearing and who all is going.
Levi visibly tenses when Y/N laughs at another guy's joke, crossing his arms and sulking.
When Y/N gets scared during a horror movie, Levi immediately wraps a protective arm around her without thinking.
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Y/N teases Levi for meticulously sorting his book collection by color, author, and genre. Levi retorts that at least he has a system unlike SOME people's messy shelves.
When Y/N comes home with a new haircut, Levi awkwardly compliments it, saying it's "suitable" and "appropriate for your face shape".
Levi not-so-accidentally schedules cleaning sessions whenever he knows Y/N will be exercising in tight leggings and a tank top.
Y/N notices Levi fidgeting to fix his already perfectly straight cravat before their weekly tea time together.
After Y/N beats Levi in training, he spends the rest of the day obviously sulking though he denies doing so.
Levi reorganizes the kitchen cabinets to "maximize efficiency" but really it's just an excuse to be around Y/N more.
When another soldier gets too friendly with Y/N, Levi suddenly needs to discuss urgent "military tactics" with her.
Y/N laughs at Levi's claim that he's ordering a new cleaning supply for "sanitary reasons" when it's the exact brand she mentioned liking recently.
Levi stumbles over his words trying to casually return a handkerchief to Y/N he noticed fell from her pocket earlier.
When Y/N comes back from expeditions outside the walls, Levi does a full inspection of her gear asking about every tiny scratch and scuff.
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zoobus · 3 months
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I'm not normally a victim of FOMO tactics, nor do I usually let being late to the party stop me from chatting about a piece of media but I'm genuinely sad I didn't get into Obey Me/Nightbringer earlier. It makes me want to write a million essays but the disposable and decentralized nature of gacha kind of makes it feel like you missed your chance to talk about it. I keep coming across years old, unrepliable comments that I want to jump on sooo bad but I can't because the moment is gone and most of these people have likely moved on to less overtly money-hungry games.
Which sucks! because one essay I want to write in particular is how this game is extremely skilled in arousing your desire to create, to actively engage with the characters and worldbuilding, to do fandom shit, and I find this enormously fascinating in itself. The story isn't good but to a certain extent, it's not supposed to be; it functions as an elaborate set of writing/art/rp prompts for its audience to expand on and tailor to their needs.
And I think Obey Me does this well! Amazingly well. I find discussion of narrative structure fascinating, the study of how we define writing as effective, good, or as failures, so I'm drawn to this story full of contradicting lore, one-note characters, and half-finished plots. The story isn't good but that hardly matters because it's not here to be a good story; it's here to throw you into imagination boot camp. It compels you to speculate what it could be, what this character could be, what a slightly different tone would look like, what other people think about it. It feels distinct from the average popular show fandoms where, to an extent, creators congregate simply because that's where the people are. Creating for your own sake is nice and all but validation is usually a stronger force. Usually.
I keep coming across old high effort researched posts about abrahamic religions and occultism from fans setting themselves up for inevitable disappointment. I keep coming across creators leaving notes on their work like "I haven't written a thing in ten years, but,". I keep losing it over heartfelt posts defending x and y canon story decisions with their whole chest, oblivious to the fact that they're misremembering their personal tweaks/headcanons as what happened in the game, like it's seriously so cute when they're so passionate and completely wrong.
I have no idea if fandom actually plays a role in the lucrativeness of a franchise (though as a personal anecdote, I 100% started Obey Me after a single piece of horny Mammon fanart crossed my dash), but it makes more sense to me now, less a projection of wishful/haterful thinking from those with strong opinions about Fandom. Maybe it really does matter.
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Other essays I missed the boat on:
A Casino Right in Your Home: goddamn is the pre/sequel's gacha obscene
Satan: how to put a mid character into S-tier with one simple trick (make him insane)
Sorry Belphie defenders but you're imagining a better psycho than you were given
Solmare added a shiny new rhythm game but didn't fix the now four year old coloring error on Levi's hands lmfaooo the disrespect is crazy
Remember when you saw the Nightbringer trailer of them glaring in bdsm gear with freshly blackened wings, and you thought "ah, so this takes place right after they fought god and lost. After they went to war to protect their sister only for her to die anyway. After one brother in particular saves someone, but not her, the focal point of the war. They will finally take these to their logical, guilt despair rage pain and grudge filled ends." And you were correct until that very last sentence? lol
Remember when the Ruri-chan event gave you the option to tell Levi you're not cheating on him and then the rest of the event was just making out with his brothers? Then it ends with you kissing him in front of them? Bring that energy back!!!
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firstly: CONGRATS ON 1K!!! you are so beyond deserving, and we are all so appreciative of you <3 i have a submission for the event....i have to see what you do with "the night we met" by lord huron. canonverse. i want to be in pain LOL. lyrics to focus on:
"when the night was full of terror / and your eyes were filled with tears / when you had not touched me yet / take me back to the night we met / i had all and then most of you / some and now none of you / take me back to the night we met / i don't know what i'm supposed to do / haunted by the ghost of you / take me back to the night we met"
sorry if that's too many lyrics it's just what i think would work well but i lay all creative freedom over to you i think this could be a goodie (and an ouchie lol)
I DID IT AGAAAAIN i got so into it that this turned into a oneshot LMAO
i need emotional support, this made me so fucking sad (im not sorry btw)
Take Me Back | 1K Follower Event | Canonverse Angst Oneshot
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"This pollen is doing nothing but make me sneeze."
You glanced back at Levi and rolled your eyes.
"Oh don't be such a baby," you muttered as you continued to lead him forward. "You have a cravat for a reason, don't you?"
Levi looked almost offended at your suggestion.
"It's part of the uniform, it's not a fucking handkerchief," he scolded with a frown.
"Well, you're free to leave."
He scoffed.
"No, I'm not. If I leave, you're just going to nag at me nonstop once you get home."
"This is correct," you said with a shrug.
He stopped walking and frowned at you.
You groaned.
"Just shut up and follow, won't you?"
He grumbled quietly to himself as he followed behind in your footsteps again.
After a minute or two of walking in comfortable silence, you arrived at a field of flowers that was isolated off from the rest of the forest. There was a small flowing river that resulted from a waterfall.
When Levi looked over at you again, he saw a small smile on your face as you looked up at the waterfall and then back towards him.
"I was out exploring one day and found this area. It got me thinking."
You took his hand and walked him through the field.
"Now that we know what's outside the Walls," you spoke softly, almost as if you were too shy to suggest what was on your mind, "and once we're no longer worrying about Marley invading or Titans, we should go explore."
"Explore?"
"You know, just go on a vacation that's just us and doesn't have a motive other than just spending time with each other."
You had previously been at Marley for a few months, and although you appreciated that time, it still felt like work. You found yourself longing for a true vacation, one with no strings attached, where it was just you and him. Where you didn't have to be a soldier scouting out enemy territory, and where he could be just Levi.
He was quiet as he listened to you speak. His eyes never left you. He watched you walk as the wind swept through your hair and he found his gaze softening as he imagined the day in which you would be able to go on that journey together.
Levi sighed to himself as he opened his eyes again as that memory faded. He was standing in that same field of flowers. The waterfall and river was still flowing in front of him. The pollen was still making his nose annoyingly itchy.
However, instead of having you next to him, he only had the memory of you to hold onto—that, and the makeshift grave he had made for you to memorialize you.
You had fallen during the raid in Liberio and they were unable to recover your body. As a result, he was forced to make a grave for you that involved some of your old mobility gear and the Scout insignia on your uniform jacket that you had worn before the Scouts transitioned to their new uniforms.
His eyes fell on the symbol that was supposed to depict the wings of freedom, but that wasn't what his mind was processing. He was pulling up the memory about the very first time that he laid his eyes on you.
He remembered that night being absolutely filled the terror, with everyone's fears accumulating together as the town attempted to flee from an incoming Titan attack. He saw you and that your eyes were filled with tears, but also with anger and determination.
Levi tried to get you out, as he did with every civilian, so he could clear out the Titans, but you refused his help, continuing to ramble about destroying the Titans yourself.
He thought you were an annoying little shit at the time, but now he longed for the opportunity to place his eyes on you for the first time again, no matter how irritating you were to him at the time.
He longed to go back to the night you first met. He longed for the first time you touched, the first time you kissed, and the first time you took that step to officially be intimate with each other. He longed for all of those things that were now nothing but memories.
At that time, he had all of you and that was more than enough for him. You were the one place that he could call home. He didn't have to mask in front of you. He was safe to explore who he was outside of Humanity's Strongest™ when he was around you—but now he had none of you.
Levi Ackerman felt a void that he could not get rid of. It made him feel like something was stuck in his throat that would cut his breathing off from time to time. He felt like he was holding his breath, waiting for good news that he knew wasn't coming.
It was better when he was working or thinking about the war, but the down time in between was absolutely miserable. He found himself commonly coming to the graveyard that he had made for you. Some small part of him had hoped that if he came here enough times, it'd get easier for him to pass the time.
It didn't.
I don't know what I'm supposed to do.
He couldn't move on. He couldn't bear the thought of never seeing or thinking about you again—but every time he came back, he was in agony.
Levi was haunted by the ghost of you. He felt you everywhere he went. He felt you next to him during those restless nights. He felt you whenever he would get home to an empty house.
It was partially due to the guilt he resented himself for having since he couldn't save you. Of all the people he swore to protect, he could not do it for the person that mattered most to him.
He grieved the fact that there were so many things he wanted to say to you that he couldn't get himself to—and now it was too late.
He had spent weeks waiting for news regarding you miraculously surviving, but he knew the truth. He had known the whole time that you were gone—he just didn't want to admit it until now.
Levi sighed as he sat down in that field of flowers in front of the grave he had made for you.
It was getting late into the night. It was dark and quiet. If he shut his eyes, he could imagine you breathing next to him, relaxing in that field that you had shown him on that one day that he had now imprinted into his memory. The rushing of the waves masked the silence and allowed him to imagine you whispering to him to wait for you to come home and to hold onto hope.
He didn't want to leave that moment—even if he knew that it ultimately wasn't real.
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lostcauses-noregrets · 8 months
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Sometimes I wonder if Erwin ever convinced Levi to sleep in a bed. Imagine Erwin helping Levi to relax, Levi wearing comfortable shirts (preferably Erwin's) and sleeping in a bed finally feeling calm and relaxed and safe in Erwin's arms.
Then Erwin dies and Levi goes back to nightmare-filled really short naps on uncomfortable wooden chairs, wearing his full uniform and ODM gear
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If you want an antidote to this heartbreak, I wrote a little fic once called All These Years...
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l3viat8an · 10 months
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(this is going to be kinda long lol)
i've seen that om nightmare event(idol) and before the event were released i was kinda imagining diavolo getting inspiration from japanese culture event(like in the anime), where there is like maid cafe, scary house, and people performing on stage and stuff like that. so he also decided to make one for RAD, there is like maid cafes, food stands(which im sure beel would like), and lots of stuff, but the thing that ppl were looking forward to was the stage performance!! there's like many cool performances, and the bros kinda enjoyed it but the thing that they didn't know was mc's also performing!! and they are performing for like the closing of the event! mc's singing, dancing, just like an idol(levi would be head over heels for them lol)!! the brothers would definitely be surprised lol
This would be both cute and hilarious honestly-
I mean it’s mentioned a few times in events I think?-that Diavolo actually did something like that at RAD more then once, he liked the human world ideas and the people of the Devildom had fun!
So just imagine the brothers thinking it’s another normal idol set up or something while Diavolo and MC plan this!!!-
And while the brothers all stand in shock when MC walks out onto the stage Diavolo is standing there in full MC idol cheer-gear glow sticks and all!!!
Levi is stuck somewhere between trying to out cheer Asmo, Mammon and the Twins or freaking out because he didn’t have time to properly prepare!!! He needs at least 5 different camera angles to get the whole performance on video!!! (Dw Diavolo definitely set something up so there’s a recording to watch again later XD) and he doesn’t have anything to show his support!!
Lucifer is trying to keep the others under control just a bit- he wants to actually watch MC not just hear them screaming…
Satan is fairly well behaved and also the first to meet MC backstage to tell them how much he loves the  performance (he totally didn’t sneak away while the others were yelling-)
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cosmicjoke · 4 months
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What specific disabilities and medical problems do you think Levi experiences after the final battle? I find it astonishing he was able to survive at all, given how wounded he seemed initially after the thunder spear explosion and then how he aggravated those injuries and suffered new ones after the Battle of Heaven and Earth
Well, I'm no medical expert, so I can only give my very ill-informed impression of what I think Levi is dealing with, lol. But I think anyone can at least safely assume he's dealing with a lot.
Just obviously, his leg is clearly permanently damaged. Specifically, I think it's probably a problem with his knee, since that's apparently where the titan got a hold of him. The titan probably bit near clean through his leg, I'm guessing. It might have only been the metal harness from his ODM gear which managed to keep him from losing it entirely. I imagine he might have lost all of the cartilage in his knee, and probably also suffered severe breakage of the bones around that area. The bones were probably shattered, to be honest. All this would have only have been made worse by his continuing to fight afterward. I don't think Levi is paralyzed in any way, but he's probably suffering from pretty severe joint and knee pain, at the least, which probably has lead to all kinds of other issues. I imagine it's had a negative impact on his lower back and hips, for example. So Levi's need for a wheelchair, I think, probably comes from the fact that he's just in chronic pain, and can't be on his feet for very long anymore. It probably causes him a very large amount of discomfort to have to walk for any, real distance, though I assume he CAN still walk, albeit with a no doubt pronounced limp. It's probably just very hard for him, and so using the wheelchair is simply easier and better for his health overall.
As for Levi's other medical problems, well, we know he's lost the use of his right eye, leaving him blind on that side, which no doubt has a big effect on his depth perception and general awareness. I imagine that's got to be something that's really hard for Levi to get used to, not being able to tell when someone is coming up on him from the right. The close proximity he had to the thunderspear explosion probably also affected his hearing, though I'm not so sure about that one being permanent. But losing full sight in his right eye is going to make it more difficult for him to gauge where things are in relation to himself. That kind of thing can cause you to walk into doors or walls, or I imagine knocking things over that you're reaching for, etc...
I also know Levi suffered some pretty severe internal bleeding, and we can assume from that, that he suffered either severely lacerated or even ruptured organs. He no doubt required intensive surgery after all was said and done. That kind of physical trauma can't ever be fully recovered from, I don't think. It's probably had a big impact on his day to day life. I wouldn't be surprised if Levi needs to have regular doctor appointments just to make sure nothing is going wrong inside. That, on top of his disability, probably requires him to be extra careful with his body. He probably doesn't want to be taking any big falls or tumbles, for example. I think the physical trauma he's been through has probably left his body somewhat fragile.
And then there's his missing fingers, which no doubt had a very big impact on him. We don't realize how much we rely on our digits until we can no longer use them. Levi lost the middle and index fingers on his right hand, which is his dominant hand, I assume, so that would make things like writing and holding any sort of utensil or instrument much more difficult. It would make dressing and undressing more difficult (as would his bad leg). Even just turning pages in a book, or newspaper, would be much harder. Tying shoes, anything that requires minute precision with ones hands, etc... it would all just be harder for him. And again, that would be something that would be really difficult to get used to, no doubt.
I'm sure all of this had a terrible psychological impact on Levi too, especially when one considers that, for most of his life, he's been a physically superior person, stronger, faster, more coordinated, more athletic, than anyone. So to suddenly be faced with a life in which he can't do the things he once did with ease, to actually now be facing a life in which menial tasks which are easy for everyone else, are now daunting in their difficulty for him, must have been incredibly hard to adjust to and accept. I have no doubt Levi DID accept and adjust though, and didn't let it get him down or stop him from living a good and full life after the war, and I have no doubt either that Levi would do it all again if it meant he could saves lives. But there would have been a lot of adjustment, and no doubt there were days which were harder than others.
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ackermansimper · 1 year
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A flustered Levi attempting to thank his crush
You had Levi's wrist in your hand as you followed Erwin to the mess hall. You had been treating a few of Levi's wounds beforehand but Erwin came and recommended he take a walk to the mess hall and get some food. Once you all made it there, you basically dragged him to the table you always saw him sit at. The whole time though, he was just admiring you. Never had he expected to get this close to you. Never had he expected to be tended to by you either. Once you got him to his seat and he sat down, you crouched, putting his leg on your shoulder.
"Hm? Y/n?" Erwin said, still standing up as he hadn't taken a seat. "You came too soon eyebrows. I didn't finish his straps on this leg and it still needs adjusting." you explained as Erwin let you continue and took the initiative of taking a seat while beginning to eat. However, Levi simply just stared. He had a tint of red on his cheeks as she begun. Hange peered behind him with a smirk full well knowing of his feelings for you. He simply groaned a bit at Hange's sudden appearance.
"What? Does this leg hurt too?" You asked upon hearing his groan. "I-I.. You- or no I.." he stuttered and looked to the side. your face had obvious confusion and you didn't know whether to keep going or not. "I speak Levi! He always does this, he just means it doesn't hurt" Hange said smiling over Levi's shoulder. Although Levi was annoyed with Hange's antics most the time, he did appreciate the quick save. At least it wasn't as awkward since you quickly continued what you were doing before.
He couldn't imagine what Nanaba and Miche were doing but if he were to guess, they were just acting as if they were busy conversating as they listened in. He still felt humiliated though. He wanted to thank you or say something. Anything. But instead he just froze up and spoke gibberish. Once he realized you were done and checking the tightness of the straps on his leg, he panicked.
He's never seen the point in small talk but he wished he at least tried it at some point. Even when you both were alone and you were helping him clean his wounds and adjusting his gear, he said nothing. You weren't usually one to try small talk either, especially if you were sensing the other person didn't want it. Hence why you had been doing all this in silence without a problem but it didn't change the fact Levi wanted to get to know you in a more personal sense in any way possible.
Without thinking he put his calloused hand on your cheek and held it. You awkwardly looked up and arched a brow up in question making him instantly start blushing harder than he was before. He looked to the side before coughing up a sentence. "U-Um.. T-Thank you... for this" he said, still choosing to not hold eye contact with you. "It's no problem" you said finishing up and putting his leg down. You stood up and brushed some hair out your face.
"Truly an honor to be graced with the presence of our dearest superiors but I'm off. See y'all later" You said in a not-so-serious tone as you began walking away. "B-Bye!" Levi said in a raised tone as to make sure you heard. You simply put your hand up in a small wave while still walking away. However, as soon as you left, Hange erupted into laughter with Nanaba laughing along with her, Miche just chuckling to himself, and Erwin shrugging and saying "You did better than every other time Levi.. Good job!"
Yep. He humiliated himself. At least he got somewhere though. Even if it was awkward and short.
♥ Thanks for reading ♥
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Alright so i haven't been posting for like over a week. I'm sorry, small break 😭 I didn't even realize I was putting off logging in until I suddenly started writing and decided to schedule this post. I think I wanna start doing some drabbles though so feel free to request any scenarios that I could write in a 500-1000 word drabble <33
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levmada · 9 months
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I have a head canon that by the time they meet, Levi is already starting to view himself as nothing more than a weapon, but Furlan thinks the way he fights is BEAUTIFUL. Like not even in a wow this guy is so well trained type of way. More of in a watching a trained dancer performing type of way. Levi would have such good control over every muscle in his body and I just KNOW Furlan could watch him for hours.
On the same note, I think Levi could be a really good dancer. Whether or not he ever bothered to learn, I'll leave up to you.
i think about this…
- one of Furlan’s much much more secret reasons he wants desperately for them to get out of the Underground is how much he imagines all of them flourishing; being able to fly not with a ceiling constraining them but a boundless sky. Furlan having this recurring dream about gliding effortlessly through the air, all three of them, free to go wherever they please with the means to get all they need.
but all of this is especially true in his feelings for Levi. of course Levi is amazing on the ODM gear. his movements are precise and even elegant, seemingly effortless and as instinctive as a bird using its wings. like a dancer.
- it’s not even a conscious observation when furlan feels in some instinctual way that Levi isn’t meant to be bound by the constraints the cold Underground fosters. he and Isabel are the only ones who know the best that Levi is kind, loyal, and sacrificing to a fault at his core. not only that Levi feels, but he feels deeply. but he’s had to make choices that eat away at that. that’s why Levi hides it - in order to survive.
- knowing each other intimately, Furlan is the only person who’s seen Levi up close, and specifically his eyes. Levi changes the subject or dismisses the times Furlan compliments him, which leads him to believe that Levi doesn’t think much of his appearance.
nobody knows that Levi’s eyes aren’t just light grey or silver under cover of the Underground’s darkness. but they’re blue. like an evening sky is blue, as far as Furlan knows what an evening sky looks like, and he wants to reach the surface in order to make better comparisons. and so the sunlight can make the true color of his eyes stand out with his beauty rightfully on full display.
- Levi comes off untouchable by being unapproachable stoic and intimidating. but another way that totally stuns Furlan is in how much he makes violence look like a choreographed dance that he planned, somehow. he’s just full of poise. it’s superhuman - and Levi is superhuman but that’s besides the point - the amount of control Levi has over every movement in his body and the skill to carry it out.
- and yet Levi doesn’t dance. in fact he doesn’t express himself that much at all. all dancing is is free-flowing expression you know? you can’t hide your feeling. Levi never learns how to dance.
- intimately knowing Levi carries it all to the next level. Levi’s eyes being soft and him relaxed is rare, and he never lets himself be vulnerable, but he’s still stunning in his moments of awkward romantics and this deeply buried hue of longing Levi sometimes looks at him with, bordering on something pained. the depths of Levi’s strength is one thing, but his heart is something else entirely.
Furlan is smart and pays close attention to things. sometimes when he and Levi would hold hands in private, alone, the first times it ever happened Levi would hold his hand like gripping a knife.
there is something to savor about taking Levi out of his element, and that being somewhere Levi silently agrees to let Furlan to take him. i feel like their feelings for each other would be paralyzing for Furlan at times.
Levi who can and has taken down men twice his size, but also Levi who cradles his jaw and kisses him without moving, because he wants to explore every single facet of what it’s like to kiss Furlan. unhurried, precise, thorough.
Levi creates space from others like he’s a weapon meant to be put away when it’s not being used, but when he and Furlan have a moment to be close, a slow and prolonged length of time they’re guaranteed, Levi grips his shirt or his sleeves in tight fists and doesn’t want to let go.
Levi always in control of a situation no matter how chaotic or high-stakes, being stoic at the sight of something no matter how horrible, but also becomes bashful and can barely meet Furlan’s eye when he touches him.
Levi is so unassuming and quiet as to blend into a background of conversation easily, but he can’t be silent when Furlan’s hands are roaming his thighs and hips. only he has heard some of the sounds Levi’s voice can make.
that’s beautiful, too. just like everything else.
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argentis · 3 months
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How long have you had your motorcycle license for now? What's it like having a bike VS a car? I imagine it makes shopping a bit of a pain - or do bikes have more storage on them than they appear?
1. I've had my learner motorcycle license for about 7 months now. I plan on going for my restricted after I hit 1000ks and do at least one Ride Forever course and/or one-on-one lesson to make sure I'm doing things correctly.
2. Motorcycle riding is a bit like riding a pushbike but no pedalling and the clutch is your Roman Empire.
I can't speak to personally owning or using a car since I have yet to get behind the wheel. Definitely better for all-weather use and there are different costs involved.
Vehicle registration (rego) for Despechá (Honda CB125F) is just over NZ$400 a year, compared to my dad's Ford Mondeo, which is a bit over NZ$100. This is due to the much higher ACC levy (about $300pa on mine, I pay more in GST than the actual license fee component of my rego) on motorcycles due to the increased risk of injury/death riding.
Fuel-wise, bike is far more economical. A full tank from empty would cost about NZ$30 (11L tank @ ~$2.70/L for 91 unleaded) at the current fuel prices and gets me about 700ks. Would be about $100 to fill the Mondeo for a roughly equivalent range.
Full coverage insurance costs for both vehicles is about the same at about $400pa.
Parking can be a lot cheaper for motorcycles (free dedicated on-street parking). Have to go out of your way for free on-street parking for cars in the city centre. Otherwise, paying at least $4 for an hour of parking.
Gear can be pricy too. Helmet is legally required, and gloves are the bare additional minimum for many, but ideally, you'd have a jacket and boots, and maybe pants. If not to avoid road rash, then to avoid hypothermia in winter. Though it's up to the individual and how much gear they want to wear.
You do get to use high occupany and some bus lanes if you ride here which can make some commutes quicker.
3. I've become a lot more mindful of how much I can carry on the bike. There isn't much stock storage on mine. Only enough space to store her toolkit and spare manual under the seat.
I don't use my bike for a lot of grocery shopping beyond picking up bread and milk so a backpack suffices. Planning on buying panniers and a tank bag but that's becoming less for shopping and more for future travel plans.
Some scooters do have a lot more storage under the seat or on the steering column. It depends on the model.
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onigiri-dorkk · 2 years
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Lonely Nights
Rivamika smut. Like, really shameless smut. No holding back. It's porn. BAHAHHA. Gonna hold off on posting this to Ao3 for a while hehehehe. (Kind of inspired by the 'condom' scene in Microcosmos pffff)
Title: Lonely Nights
Summary: Levi accidentally finds something in Mikasa's satchel on their solo travels at sea on the way to Marley.
"Is this what you were imagining, Mikasa...? Me fucking you like this?"
Word Count: 4,990
*Edit: I uploaded this to Ao3 and fanfiction.net!
Levi gulped, a bead of sweat rolled down his temple as his widened eyes stayed planted at what was on sight on the ground.
Mikasa's satchel was left in the common chamber of the boat; a simple rock of the boat had caused it to fall over on the floor beside Levi as he sat at the table drinking his chamomile tea. The man placed his teacup carefully on its saucer before squatting to the floor to carefully make out what spilled out of a peculiar paper envelope from her bag. The envelope didn't have writing on it or anything, it seemed a bit secretive. But that wasn't what caught him off guard.
It was the pile of condom packets spilled across the floor by his feet.
He raised his brows and scoffed to himself. It was fine. Mikasa is a grown-ass woman, he thought. She was an attractive woman, and no sane man could deny the appeal of Mikasa Ackerman. Her sex life was none of his damn business. But to be frank, Levi was a little relieved the brat was being responsible. But what the hell? He couldn't help but wonder who the hell was sleeping with Mikasa Ackerman.
Jaeger? Kirstein?
No, those two are dumbasses.
Either way, someone was a lucky bastard.
He cocked a brow and shook his head of his thoughts. The sudden tightness in his pants was a nuisance, and he leaned forward to pick up the remnants of Mikasa's belongings, stuffing it back into the satchel.
Levi halted once again, his hands froze as he began to process this even more. He and Mikasa were on a journey back to Marley alone. No one else, besides Onyankapon who was manning the boat. Unless she has a thing for that man…
No—what the hell? Why does she have these?
He gulped.
…Is it for me?
Suddenly images of Mikasa's unclad body flashed in his mind; at least, what he'd always imagined it to be. His palms began to sweat imagining holding her creamy skin and hourglass form; he'd always noticed it whenever they'd help each other dress and gear up for missions and expeditions, much more when they'd spar. It was an undeniable painful attraction that the captain had always tried to kill off by occupying his mind with other things or of the impending war they had to deal with.
But there he was, kneeling on the wooden floor of the boat staring at the damn condoms… His thoughts full of detailed imagination of what it'd be like to fuck Mikasa for a night.
He slapped his palm to his forehead to snap out of it, leaving a slight red mark in its trace. Levi, what the fuck are you thinking? He slumped at the ground and ran his stressed hand through his hair. He felt his breaths suddenly turn shallow and his skin began to turn hot at the thought. It was always shitty to get so hot and bothered with no way but in the privacy of his cabin to get it out of him.
Levi was almost done picking up the condoms when he heard the door suddenly swing open behind him.
"Captain, have you seen my—"
His head flipped backwards at Mikasa as he stood quickly to his feet. Levi's face turned opaque-red as his eyes shot to Mikasa's, who was staring at the open bag in her captain's hands — he felt as if he'd been caught. He had no words to offer to console the moment. All he did was close the flap of the bag and toss the bag onto the table in between them.
"Captain? Were you looking through my belongings...?" Mikasa asked without emotion on her face.
"Your shitty bag spilled all over the floor." He turned his reddened face away and made a waving motion as if to shoo her away. "I think I got everything for you."
Mikasa quickly snatched the bag from the table and protectively braced it to herself, opening the flap to double-check on what was in it. Her eyes widened with embarrassment at the revelation that Captain Levi had seen what she carried with her on this trip.
"U-um, I can explain," she began, but Levi threw a palm in the air to stop her.
"You don't have to explain shit. You're a grown-ass woman. Not my business who you fuck." He cleared his throat and began to walk away in the opposite direction, facing his body away from her to hide the evidence of his blaring erection. It took so much effort for him to turn his profile to her and look towards her — still not directly at her eyes. "I just need you to know we won't have time for you to run around meeting men around Marley."
"Captain, it's not…" She took some steps towards Levi. "It's not for men in Marley."
Levi turned to face her and cocked a brow, surprised at this rather curious display of Mikasa as she made her way to stand close to him. Hm? What is this? It was different, and the man was as amused as he was aroused by this proximity and the conversation at hand. She seemed shy but her lips — her damn lips — were a cherry red, and she held a secretive look on her face which revealed her underlying boldness. He watched her eyes quietly darkened at him.
He was still doubtful, still trying to get a full read on this situation as he fought his thoughts running rampant from earlier, but it all went blank when he caught a glimpse of Mikasa's eyes staring at the bulge in his pants as she bit her lip. Fucking sultry.
…He dared to test the waters.
"Oh?" He took a step closer to her, closing some of the distance between them. He noticed she didn't move back, as if she wanted him to get even closer. His voice lowered to a breathy, deep tone as he slowly grabbed the bag from her hands. "And what might you need these for, Ackerman...?" He took the envelope of condoms out of her bag with the tip of his fingers before dropping it into her hands.
She stared at what lay in her hands for a moment, unmoved. And for a second, Levi wondered if he had miscalculated, until he caught a glimpse of Mikasa fluttering her lashes, closing the gap between them entirely as she pressed into him, daring to challenge him back. But as usual Levi stood his ground with her; their faces just mere few inches apart as she felt his stiffened member against her leg. Mikasa took the gamble to brush harder against him. A coy smirk arose on her face at the soft sigh that escaped his lips.
She got him.
She stared, not giving him a word, forcing him to wait moments for her answer and to feel her breathing against him, before she finally leaned forward and spoke quietly into his ear. "It's for our lonely nights at sea, Captain."
He tilted his head, finally grasping a full read of this… situation. Not that he had any control of it; he was turned on and damned already. But the signal was well received, and it thrilled him.
"Tell me, then," He pulled back and lifted a hand, gently tugging at her soft dark hair backwards with his fingertips. A weak groan escaped her throat at his grip. "Is tonight one of those lonely nights, Mikasa…?"
Mikasa pulled away, the air turning electric as she turned around. A smile curled on her lips and his body tensed as he watched her walk to the door of the chamber with a slight sway in her hips. She closed it to a click behind her and peeked over her shoulder with slow-blinking eyes, entertained at the ravenous expression of Levi ogling at her as she walked slowly to him again. "It won't be very lonely if you'll join me, Captain."
"Then I can't leave you unaccompanied, can I?"
Mikasa felt electricity soar throughout her body at his answer. She stood before him and began tracing a finger across his chest before pushing him firmly against the wall with a thud.
"Shit," he hissed. He was really aroused now. His eager hands found her waist and he pulled her selfishly to himself before lowering to grab her ass.
Mikasa slid her palm down his chest, further down his solid abdomen, then grazed her palm against the bulge of his pants before pawing at it. He threw his head backwards at the touch and let himself rest against the wall as he felt Mikasa's graceful fingers stroked his length from outside of the fabric, her shy giggles filling the air.
"Hell, Ackerman," he locked eyes onto hers as she grinned at his uncontrolled movements in her grasp. "That feels so fucking good." His raspy voice in her ear demanded more. He began to reach for her face until she grabbed his wrist and placed his hands onto her breasts and—shit, she wasn't even wearing a bra. He could feel how plump and taut her breasts were, and her hardened nipples were bursting from the seams. The erotic sighs that left Mikasa's mouth were reward for this touch.
They stood there against the boat walls; Mikasa panted louder with her captain as she stroked him harder, and as he leaned down to bite her stiff nipple in his teeth through the fabric of her shirt. It'd been years since Levi had sex with a woman, and if this was the night that'd break his streak, Captain Levi planned to savor every second of it. 
…Is this happening?
The boat suddenly gave a strong rock that made them clumsily stumble, breaking their balance and snapping them out of the heat of the moment. Levi took shaky steps backwards away from Mikasa's touch, and they stood there, faces and lips reddened and plump with arousal staring at each other with widened eyes before turning away and catching their breaths. The reality of what just happened began to dawn on them.
It was awkwardly silent until Mikasa picked up her bag. "S-sorry," she mumbled under her breath, before turning to leave the room quickly.
Levi watched her exit with a stunned look on his face. The door shut behind her and a wash of guilt and regret filled him in the moments that followed. He slammed a fist against the table and paced back and forth.
Shit... Shit! I shouldn't have let that happen.
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An awkward hour passed. Levi lay in his cabin, staring at the ceiling, trying to distract himself from the guilt and soon-to-be shame the next time he'd have to face Mikasa. He was angry with himself and began to doubt his leadership. And for fuck's sake, his erection still wasn't settling down.
The night started off finding the shitty condoms in her bag, daydreaming about who the hell Mikasa Ackerman would give herself to, and there she approached him and stroked him with desire he never thought he'd see in her eyes as she looked at him. His heartbeat began to race again as he replayed those moments; her hand rubbing against him, the feeling of her breasts in his hands. Fucking hell.
But it was no excuse. He was her captain; she was his subordinate. And it was his responsibility to keep it together, to hold it all back, even if he had always been insanely attracted to his right-hand soldier - even if she returned that attraction. And the responsible thing to do right now is own up to his irresponsible mistake, instead of laying in his cabin wanting to please himself at the memories.
Next thing he knew, Levi was heading to Mikasa's cabin door, ready to knock. He was ready to tell her it can't happen again, that there was way too much at risk, that he can't be interested in anything that could compromise his leadership over her. He was ready to apologize and own up. He stood there, staring at his feet and rehearsing his words in his head while fighting off the thoughts.
He lifted a hand and knocked, finally looking up and realizing the door was already open. "Mikasa." His heart was racing, ready to face her with shame.
There was no answer.
He knocked again, listening for if she was asleep. But as he leaned in, the tempestuous sounds of Mikasa's heavy breaths, her panting and moaning lightly in her room proved otherwise, and she began mumbling something passionately under her shortened breaths.
"L-Levi… Levi…!"
The man couldn't control himself any longer. He swung the door open desperate to see this evidence; the literal breathtaking back view of Mikasa Ackerman bent forward on her mattress wearing nothing but an opened button-up shirt as she pleased and touched herself thinking of him made Levi turn to complete mush, giving him possibly the most painful, impatient erection.
He expected Mikasa to fall over and cover herself in embarrassment at his entrance.
Instead, she peeked over her shoulder, ass still in the air, glazed eyes rolling back for a split second before meeting with his, and she didn't stop for a moment to continue fucking herself with her fingers as she knew he watched. In fact, she fingered even faster at the sight of Levi — a dazed smirk flashed at him as if she had been counting on him to show up, and the way she moaned his name even louder was inviting.
Levi didn't know what the hell overcame Mikasa over this trip. But the pieces were falling together, and the way she now spread her legs open towards him, exposing her dripping pussy from behind and licking her fingers at his direction, told him she wanted to fuck him just as much as he wanted to fuck her right here, right now.
Levi completely gave up and accepted the invitation. And oh, was he hungry. He rushed into her room and slammed the door closed behind him, undoing his pants and kicking his shoes off in an instant. "Don't fucking stop," he commanded as he brought out his cock and began pumping on his own, making his way to her. "Don't stop thinking of me," he hissed. He took the space between her bare legs on her mattress, kneeling on the cushion and facing her raised ass as he watched her listen to his demand to please herself in front of him.
Her pussy was dripping and her toes were curling at his presence, and she knew he liked watching her involuntary twitches. 
Levi groped her ass before giving a hard slap, forcing a yelp from her lips.
"Again," she pleaded. 
Who was he to deny?
Slap.
He smirked at the immediate reddened mark of his handprint on her cheek and it sent him in a total frenzy. Mikasa yelped again and had to stop touching herself as she winced from the sting of humanity's strongest's slaps. Her wet fingers clenched against the bedding above her head and her dry, open-mouthed gasping suggested she needed a break.
But Levi had other plans. "I'm not allowing you any breaks tonight, Ackerman." Levi spat on his right hand and immediately began trailing a finger between her slick folds. It felt like gold on his fingertips, and her pleasured sighs were music to his ears. He leaned his aching body over her back and brought his left hand to pull her dark hair towards him.
"A-ah—yes—Levi!" She called out his name and he pulled even harder while shoving two fingers deep into her, making her gasp.
He bit the skin of her shoulder before leaning into her ear to speak. "Do you want more, Mikasa?" He began pumping into her with three fingers knuckles deep now, the sopping wet sounds filled the air of her room even before she answered.
"More," Mikasa gasped, "More, Levi—AH!"
Immediately at the demand, Levi let go of her hair and shoved her to fall forward into her pillow. Her ass still high in the air, Levi leaned down and violently crashed his tongue against her center of pleasure from behind; he vigorously rubbed her clit with his fast-moving fingers as began his awaited feast between Mikasa's legs.
Mikasa screamed even louder, her back arched forward as she felt the flat of his tongue slowly graze her pussy in long, broad strokes. She felt the groaning of that low, seductive voice of her Captain create pleasing vibrations against her. His soft, hot tongue continued working back and forth onto the full length of her slickness as he lapped faster and faster. He reached his tongue further forward, flicking her clit with insane speed and pressure that had her seeing stars.
She was moaning so loud from her gaping mouth, Levi knew without a doubt Onyankapon could hear everything on the boat, but he didn't give a damn. He wanted her screams to be heard across the fucking sea. "You taste so fucking good, Mikasa," his muffled voice let out. "I've wanted to taste you for so long."
He threw her legs over his shoulders in the air, forcing her to balance on her forearms on the bed as he began fucking her pussy with just his tongue. Her sweet juices were running down his chin, all over her thighs, and for once he didn't mind this kind of mess. It was fucking filthy, yet he loved every bit of it. He attacked her swollen clit with vigor and spoke to her between the sucking, his voice muffled between her thighs. "Is this what you were imagining, Mikasa...? Me fucking you like this?"
She was at her limits, and he was dead right. This was exactly what she had imagined and wanted for so long, and she knew this solo trip would be the perfect opportunity to finally fuck her attractive captain. That was enough to bring the tension in Mikasa's body to finally snap. "CAPTAIN!!" She was shrieking so loud without restraint, Levi could feel the vibration of her voice bouncing back from the metal walls as her body jolted against his mouth still eating her out through her climax. He pulled away and watched her pink flesh pulsing before his eyes.
She was still in the middle of jolting when he threw her against the mattress, grabbing her ankles and flipping her onto her back with no time to spare. Her shirt splayed open and he took a moment to take in the sight of her perfect breasts as they jerked and jolted with her aftershocks. What a sight to see.
"Think you can handle more of me, brat?" Levi stood from the bed, hovering above her as he stripped her open shirt from her body, throwing it aggressively to the ground below him.
Mikasa's naked body was covered in dripping sweat, waiting desperately for him again. She was still huffing, struggling to catch her breath to even answer him. She watched as he leaned down on her, pressing his face between her breasts before moving to leave red lovebites all over her chest, dragging his tongue and marking his soldier's territory. She winced as he lightly bit her nipples, then soothed it with his wet tongue.
He pulled his trousers down and revealed his impressive erection that had been achingly waiting for this. Mikasa's glazed eyes stared down at him; Levi could see the desire and excitement in her face and it made his cock twitch. She was still panting, but she managed to say one word: hurry.
Levi crept up between her legs on the bed. Mikasa reached down and began stroking him, thumbing the bit of wetness at the tip of his cock before stroking the full length back and forth. "Fuck, Mikasa," he clenched his teeth and grinned at her. That was enough to fill her energy back to the brim.
Mikasa remained laying down and grabbed Levi's waist, tossing him up to line his cock to her face as Levi knelt on all fours above her. She raised herself slightly on her elbows to take him by the mouth, sucking without restraint. She laved her tongue around the full length of his stiff member before focusing her tongue around the tip in slow, languid movements. Suddenly she took his full length into her mouth down to her throat in one motion, lips parted around the base of his cock, sucking with hallowed cheeks.
Levi began thrusting into her mouth; the wet heat engulfing his cock as she stroked his lubricated length with a fast-moving hand. He was fucking her pretty mouth, making eye contact with her, and wanted nothing more than to come right there — but Levi was a patient man, despite Mikasa Ackerman testing him this way. He grasped a hand at the headrest of the bed and savored the feeling.
He quickly peeled away from her, saving his energy and catching his breath. He fell back onto his knees as he sat up. Levi looked down at Mikasa in heat, he could see her tongue still moving in her open mouth as she gasped for air. She flashed a smug smile at him. "Have you ever imagined that, Captain…?"
"All the time." He made his way off of the bed and yanked her body with him, making her open legs fall off the side edge of the bed as he stood between them. Her arms were laid on the mattress above her head and he took both wrists to pin them down. "I imagined this all. the. fucking. time."
He smoothed his cock against her wetness, rocking his hips forward and back to explore the warm length of her as she squealed beneath him. Her eyes closed and he could see the way she was savoring the feeling just as himself — it was clear that they both had imagined this for so long. She tried to free her pinned hands from his grasp to hold him but he wouldn't let her. He lined up his tip to her entrance. "I need you to look at me, Mikasa. This isn't a shitty dream anymore."
Her eyes shot open the moment he pushed into her tightness inch by inch, and she gave a raspy moan as she adjusted to his large size. Their eyes were locked onto each other's now — the reality of this bringing them a shared ecstasy they had never felt before as Levi began to pump incessantly inside of her. Mikasa bit her lip at the pressure building inside of her from Levi's mass filling her; Levi gritted his teeth at the heat hugging his throbbing cock, and neither of them could look away. It was too damn good.
Levi began pounding into her rigorously, eliciting louder moans from the woman as she rolled her hips towards him. "Just how long have you wanted me to fuck you like this, brat?!" He raised his voice over the sopping sounds of their flesh smacking together.
She couldn't physically bring herself to answer him; not just because her body was being fucked like this but because she honestly didn't know. She'd always imagined this, maybe from the beginning. Mikasa had spent many nights in the quiet of her cabin and in her tent on expeditions touching herself and thinking of Captain Levi. She felt the pressure building deep in her again.
Levi finally let go of her reddened wrists and tossed her on the mattress again on her back. He brought her slender legs high against his chest as he thrust into her again, setting his tempo again. His ears perked at her moans even louder at this angle. He watched as she dragged her hands down to grope her own breasts, playing with her nipples as her breasts bounced back and forth with his rough movements. 
He could feel her muscles beginning to clench around him, and he dipped lower and jackhammered even harder to reach her sweetest spot. Mikasa began to scream bloody murder on the boat. "Le-LEVI! Not yet—"
She pushed him backwards aggressively, making him fall on his back on the mattress as he panted. She squirmed for a second before sitting up and slowly crawling above him with legs still twitching. Mikasa found her place atop of him is if he was her throne, and bucked her hips to force his re-entrance. A sigh escaped her lips. 
Levi's hands found her waist as he watched this display of Mikasa's sexy body bouncing on top of him; his hands helping her slam more pleasure on his length. She reached for his hands and guided them to her breasts that were dangling over his face now. Levi reached his neck forward to suckle on them while she writhed atop of him.
Then she arched backwards, gripping his calves in her hands, grinding on him violently back and forth; she could feel the tip of his cock hitting her inner walls that made her see stars. "Holy shit, Levi," She threw her head back as she squirmed in circles on him, making the stickiest sounds of their lovemaking fill the air. "You feel so good," she spat into the air above them.
It built his confidence. "Yeah…?" Levi reached a hand from her breast and up to her neck, pulling her down to look at him again. His hand gripped the back of her neck as he pulled her in for a kiss; his tongue found hers and they began to breathe each other in as Levi began to slam into her from below. "Is this better than what you expected?"
"You're lasting lon... longer than I expected," she smirked and teased him, her words hitched for a moment at an aggressive thrust.
"Who the hell do you take me for, brat?" Levi grabbed her body and tossed her on her fours beside him as he made his way behind her again. She looked over his shoulder at him and he slapped her ass again like earlier, except it stung even more. He lined himself up again as she planted on her elbows. "I'm humanity's fucking strongest. I could fuck you like this every night."
"Is that a challenge, Captain?" 
Levi wanted to fuck the sly tone out of her voice. "It's a promise. You're fucking mine."
Mikasa felt Levi's hand wrap around her throat, choking her slightly from behind as he plowed into her at his fastest and most merciless pace yet; reaching a pleasurable depth in her that she didn't know was reachable. A choked sob she tried to hold in escaped. It almost hurt, but it felt so fucking good, just like his hand moving from her throat and hooking fingers in her mouth. She began sucking his fingers as he continued attacking her from behind. This time, Levi's moans were the loudest as her mouth was occupied.
Suddenly Levi grabbed Mikasa's arms and held hostage them behind her back; she fell face forward into her pillow and let out uncontrollable euphoric screams. They were so hot; the air of the cabin turned humid with their hot breaths, panting, the screams and groans. She could feel her juices seep more and more down her own legs and against his body every time he thrust; she was gonna explode. 
The thought that Captain Levi was enjoying this as much as she was enjoying it was sublime. The thought that he wanted to do her like this every night was heaven. "Fuck me... Fuck me, LEVI!" She screamed recklessly into the pillow at the top of her lungs, uncaring at who might hear. He met her demands instantly, going at her like a wild animal, this pleasure like nothing else for both of pressure in her body exploded into a climax again, convulsing with her shattered breaths. Mikasa felt like her quivering body was on fire.
"Mi-Mikasa…! I'm gonna come—" She felt his cock swell even bigger inside of her as he pumped through her aftershocks. He lasted as long as he could before Mikasa dared, "Fucking come on me, Levi!" He pulled out of her and came onto her belly with indecipherable groans. Mikasa took his dick in her hands and stroked, letting the rest of Levi's love sputter on across her breasts at his release. His frenzied eyes took a moment to look down at her; his work of art displayed the just-fucked body of Mikasa Ackerman.
Levi slumped to the mattress beside her and threw a hand to his sweating face, gasping for air. "Holy shit, Mikasa," he breathed and turned to her as she giggled innocently at him. She was a damn mess. He watched as her naked body stood from the bed, his juices dripping down her breasts and down the curves of her waist before she wiped it with a cloth.
He expected her to get dressed and tell him to leave, but instead she laid back in the bed, pressing up against him and tracing a finger across his chest. They lay silent, just breathing for minutes that felt like an eternity; both wondering who would be the one to break this silence of their thoughts going wild.
"Captain…" 
Shit. She's probably regretful now. I knew I shouldn't hav—
"Keep your promise." Mikasa blinked at him and smiled, then leaned over to his ear and whispered. "...Fuck me like that every night."
"Mikasa, you know we only have three more nights at sea here."
"Like I said," she closed her eyes and began to drift to sleep. "Every night. Even after all of this."
Levi's eyebrows raised, impressed. The thrill and idea of making love to Mikasa Ackerman at her demand excited him. But goddamn, he was spent.
He began to sleep… Until his eyes shot open.
We forgot the fucking condoms.
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melishade · 1 year
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Hello!
About the ask game,
Can you do number 19? But make it about optimus and Megatron??
This ask game
Ooo. Fun. Drama. How about...Megatron's psyche during the Dark Timeline before Optimus' rescue
"What are you doing, Megatron?" Optimus demanded.
Megatron sighed to himself as he sharpened his blade with a rock. The environment around him was...dark. He couldn't see anything past Optimus. Part of him knew...this was a dream.
"Taking care of our mess," Megatron replied.
"You mean your mess," Optimus corrected, "Shockwave was your scientist. Your responsibility. If you had forfeited the war as you proclaimed, you should have done something about Shockwave."
"...I'm sure that staying on Cybertron for too long would have reignited the Decepticon movement," Megatron reasoned.
"You killed Airachnid before leaving," Optimus reminded, "I'm sure someone like you would have found the time. But because you did nothing, Shockwave is here. On this world. The human race is at risk of eternal suffering because of your inaction."
Megatron stood up to face Optimus. "How was I supposed to know that Shockwave would come to this backwaters planet? I didn't even know it existed until I was flung through an unstable 'bridge."
"You are Megatron: Leader of the Decepticons," Optimus reminded, "Your name alone either strikes fear or admiration into the sparks of those who would listen."
"I am not that person anymore," Megatron proclaimed.
"You are not a selfish, violent, mech, who only cares about his wants and needs over others?" Optimus challenged sarcastically.
Megatron's mouth formed a thin line.
"You stayed on this world because you wanted to make amends with me, no matter who got in your way," Optimus reminded, "As if that would be enough to repair all the damage you caused?"
"Then what would I need to do so that it will be enough?!" Megatron demanded in anger, "What?! What exactly do I need to do in order to be enough for you?! I am giving everything I have to save your precious humans and fix my mistake! What would be enough for you?!"
Optimus crossed his arms. "You are still making it about yourself, and what you want. No matter where you go, death will follow. And now my comrades are at risk. My home, and the people I love are at risk because of you."
"Of course I know that!" Megatron yelled, "I don't need a figment of my imagination telling me this nonsense! I already know your precious humans are terrified because of my failure! I'm tired of dealing with Hanji locking herself in her office instead of leading like she's supposed to! I'm tired of those humans depending on me for help! I'm tired of training all the titan shifters! I'm tired of dealing with Lara's hang ups about honor and duty! Most of all, I'm tired of dealing with Eren and all of his trauma! I am doing everything to keep them safe because I care! So just-!"
"Shut up!" Megatron screamed as he slammed his fists on the table and sat up from his chair. Megatron took a look at his surroundings and realized that he was on the neutral ship. Megatron sighed in irritation as he looked down at the table full of scattered tools, grateful that he didn't crush any with his strength.
"No wonder you don't sleep," a voice remarked. Megatron glared at Levi as he sat on the table with his legs crossed. He wore his 3D gear, and he was drinking water out of a canteen.
"You look like shit," Levi proclaimed.
"Get fragged," Megatron swore to him as he stood up.
"Just say fuck, you asshole," Levi told him.
"Report," Megatron ordered as he turned on the computer.
"Survey Corps are helping provide aid to refugees," Levi explained, "There's debate about going back to the mainland to help others."
"We don't have the resources, so no," Megatron declared, "What about the Restorationists?"
"Cooperating," Levi simply replied, "They haven't done anything stupid."
"Good," Megatron said as he began searching the database.
"What about Zeke?" Levi asked.
"As long as Lara does her job, Zeke shouldn't be a problem for the time being," Megatron explained.
"...I need your help," Levi confessed.
Megatron froze and snapped his head towards Levi. "What?"
"Yeah, I'm not happy about it either," Levi seethed.
"What could you possibly need help from me for?!" Megatron demanded. Megatron noticed...a rather somber look in Levi's eyes, like he was accepting defeat.
"It's about Hanji," Levi began, and Megatron wanted to scream. For Primus sake, of course it was about her.
(You can ask for more on the link above!)
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ohmytomorrowisthursday · 11 months
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Until I Fall - Part Eight
Levi Ackerman x Fem Reader.
Eventual romance but this is a slow burn, definitely angsty and darker. It will also focus a lot on Hange, Erwin and the original scouts. Eren and the 104th training corps will be around but I’m focusing on the older characters in here. Your self insert name is ‘Azeria Becker’ pronouns She/Her/Hers. Using a name because don’t like using ‘y/n’.  
Cannon universe. I wrote this for myself but I hope that you enjoy it, too lol <3
As you stood in front of Levi on that final day, you couldnt help but remember every last moment of your time in the scouts. How had you gone from that scrawny young rookie trying to fight titans to Erwin’s right-hand soldier who overthrew the government and was about to charge to your death? It was never fair, you’d never get enough time together. Standing before him, his eyes full of the sadness of the truth, it hurt too much to say Goodbye, don’t forget me. I’ll love you forever, so instead you said the only word that you could manage to speak; Survive.
cw: imagine literally every awful/gory thing that happens in SNK. Death, violence and gore. Drinking, sex.
I will be releasing 2 chapters at a time every few days. You can find all chapters here.
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After dinner, you wanted to go out and see your horse. Bringing a brush and some apples in a bucket, you headed over for the stables. It was quiet and the air was cold. Winter was just beginning to thaw but in the evenings you wouldn't know the difference. You usually groomed your horse once a week but knowing that the expedition was only in  a few days you wanted to make her feel extra loved. Who knew if she would make it back. Out of the darkness you saw Levi walking over toward you, his figure barely visible in the evening light.
"I didn't know your sister joined the scouts too," Levi said, gesturing to the horse.
He was so annoying. "You know, for such a small man you have a big mouth," You replied, pointing at him with the brush. He smiled a little, offering your horse one of the apples from the bucket.
"What's her name?" He asked. He seemed a lot milder than usual, his grey eyes had softened from their normal stare. From where you stood, he looked smaller than he normally did. Perhaps it was the light, or that he was finally disarmed around you. Levi was just a man when he wasn't being the Scouts strongest soldier. It was oddly comforting to come to that conclusion and see him being so gentle with another living thing.
"Her name is Bunnie," replied. You couldn't stop looking at him, and when you did it gave you those same butterflies you had felt at dinner when he smiled at you. You had never spent time alone with him outside of training. He had a much more laid back disposition when he wasn't trying to hunt you down with ODM gear and his swords. He smiled when you told him her name and rubbed Bunnie's nose. He was so sweet with her, and it made you blush just to see him act so nice. Why are you so handsome, Levi? You looked away and kept brushing Bunnie, happy to have a moment of peace and quiet as the sky darkened. He scratched her behind the ears and leaned his face past her neck to look at you.
"Not bad for your first day out," He said, you let out a little hum because you were so flattered you couldn't speak. He turned to look out into the field, "I hope that Erwins signal system works. It would be nice to spare some soldiers."
You had never spoken about work before, why were you so shy around him? You tried to stay calm and continued to focus on Bunnie. "I do too. He seems to be pretty confident that it will help." You kept brushing away.
"Azeria," Levi said. It made you still and you looked at him, he was standing beside you, facing you with a stoic face, "If you were told to die, could you do it?"  He looked into your eyes, serious and searching. You paused, trying to find the answer that he was looking for on his face. Finally, you thought and spoke, "When I joined the Survey Corps, I knew what I was getting into. I don't want to die, but sometimes an individuals wants and needs aren't as important as the greater good. I would do it, if I knew that it was going to help."
His eyes stayed fixed on you, his expression stern. Finally, he walked to the edge of the stable gate, looking out into the field, "Life can be such a sick joke. Why is fate for humanity either getting eaten alive by titans or ripping each other apart from within our own walls?"
"I mean, that's why we're here," you said, joining him, "At least, that's why I'm here. I want to believe that there is more to this world than fear and hatred. Even if it means doing the violent things that I hope to stop. I'll kill as many titans as I need to- even myself if it means that humanity will have a better future for it."
"That's noble of you, but don't try and die a hero. You've only been out there once, and you know that for every expedition we go on, there are dozens that don't come back. Just kill the shit out of those bastards and come home. There's no shame in defeat if it means saving lives." He voice was stern and cold and his shoulders tense. You thought about his past.
"I'm sorry about your friends from the underground. I'm sure it wasn't easy to lose them, but after meeting you, I'm certain they gave those titans hell," You offered, his eyes lowered to the ground. "Thank you. They were good people."
You looked up to the sky above you, the stars now looking down at the two of you, "I'm sure that they're watching and rooting for you." He smiled, but he was still melancholic.
He looked over to you again, the edge of his face illuminated by the moonlight, "I'm happy that you asked me to train you," He said, his eyes made you melt and you couldn't move.
"I'm happy that you said yes," you replied. For a moment, the two of you were the only things that mattered in the world. Even the stars disappeared as you looked into his face. I cant do this, you thought, It's not right to feel these things about my squad member. Finally you cleared your throat and brushed your hair out of your face, Levi following suit and shifting his gaze away from you. You nudged him on the arm, "Do you know that I kind of hated you when I was  in training?"
He smirked, "Why?"
"Because you are so skilled and strong and fast and you didn't even need to train for years to get here. I was so jealous and hoping that you'd suck, but no; you're amazing, you've got to be the most skilled person in the scouts by a mile," you were exasperated.
"I promise you, brat, I'm not all that great." He looked down at his feet. Is he blushing?
"Yeah, you're right," You replied, leaning against the door frame and facing him with your body, "I'll make sure to let all of your hoards of screaming fans know that."
He faced you, looking  amused, "There's not hoards-"
"-There are hoards! You have half of the unmarried women in Shiganshina running to wave you goodbye. Not to mention who knows how many other women in the other districts."
He rolled his eyes and shook his head, "So what?" He was so ridiculous, "So what?! Every other man in this squad would beg to be in your position!"
"They can have 'em," He replied, shooing the air with his hand. "You don't want them?" He sternly shook his head.
You cocked your head to the side,  "What do you want, then?"
He looked at you for a long while, his grey eyes deep in thought. He finally let out a sigh, and looked away, "It doesn't matter. Besides, our career doesn't really suit hopes and dreams unless you're dreaming of violently killing big ugly brainless bastards."
You nudged his shoulder, "I mean, Levi if you're looking for some big ugly brainless bastards you don't need to go out of the walls; the Military Police are full of them." That made him laugh. "Come on idiot, let's get some rest."
The two of you walked back to the dormitories together side by side, he had never seemed so close to you or so far away.
part nine coming soon!
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