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Pt 1- despise.

despise/dɪˈspʌɪz

- feel contempt or a deep repugnance for someone/something.

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"This is Jung-Yi hyun." The host introduced.

Yoongi greeted the man with a polite smile and extended a handshake. "We've heard about you. Seen a drama as well. Ah, and my friend is a fangirl when it comes to your music." He spoke, referring to Jimin.

Jimin had discovered about Yi-hyun a couple years ago when his single had topped the Hot 100. The moment he heard one of his most popular songs- 'Only you.' He was absolutely in love. He made Y/n listen to it, but she wasn't a fan (for obvious reasons).

"I'm glad to meet a fan." Yi-hyun shook Yoongi's hand and greeted back with a fan.

"Oh we aren't a fan. At least I'm not." Y/N spewed back bitterly, a sarcastic smile on her face. The host and Yoongi looked at her questioningly. Yoongi shot her a look that translated to 'Wtf, be nice.'

However, Yi-hyun simply chuckled. He was used to her comments, even after all this time.

"I see you've taken coming second to me quite seriously even after all this time." He retorted. This seemed to set something ablaze in Y/n's brain, and she was certain that she was going to throw hands.

Three years ago Y/n's debut song came second to Yi-hyun's comeback single. Saying that she was jealous and enraged was fair. However, the media made it worse by stirring up controversies about bad blood between them. Both of them cleared up rumors of any dispute. However, it was quite evident to everyone close to the woman that it had taken a toll on her.

"Hahahaha! Joke guy!" She laughed loudly, reiterating Jin's line from the Carpool Karaoke with James Corden. To ease the tension, the other two adults also laughed along.

Click!

A camera captured the moment. This would definitely be on social media tomorrow.

Headlines: Min Yoongi, Y/N L/N and Jung Yi-hyun captured sharing a moment of laugh! Tap to know the deets of their conversation.

After the awkward laughter died down, the two fiancés bid their goodbyes. The couple sat in their car. Y/N totally avoiding eye-contact with Yoongi.

She was honest with Yoongi about everything in her life. The parental pressure, running away from home, her celebrity relationships, etc. However, the biggest truth of her life she had hidden from him. He was completely clueless that the cocky actor and his sassy fiancée shared a past that left wounds on her heart. And that till date, she fears that Yoongi would abandon her as well, shattering her soul to pieces. She wouldn't be able to bounce back from that.

"So, do you want to talk about it or..." Yoongi trailed off.

"I'm sorry." She apologised abruptly.

"You don't need to apologise. It's just, some grudges are best to let go of. I mean, sure his song came above yours. But that's alright. You're way more popular than him anyways. And you have 2 dramas and 3 movies lined up for the next 5 years, not him. Not to mention you're also going to Hollywood for a project." He tried soothing her. The only way he could think of right now was to boost her ego a bit. He didn't mind at all, actually. He was proud of her. She worked hard and is getting what she deserves. "Oh, and you're going to get married to me. Not him." He smirked proudly. This made Y/N laugh.

"Yoongi, are you establishing yourself as a trophy wife?" She joked as she placed a hand on her chest in a dramatic way.

"Of course I am, halmoni." He joked back, earning himself a playful smack on the arm.

"Ya, ajhussi, you're the one who's older here." She pointed at him.

"Whatever you say, grandma." He chuckled and pretended to bite her finger. The two laughed and she laced her hand with his. He looked at her with eyes full of light and love. Y/N felt the tension rise from her shoulders.

On the other hand, Yi-hyun sat in his car, trying to catch his breath. He loosened his tie and ran a hand through his hair. He'd seen her in pictures on the news and Instagram that he stalked once in a while. However, seeing her in person had hurt more than anything he had ever experienced. From the outside he might look like the strongest, boldest man alive. But in his heart, guilt feasted on his feelings. Every day he regretted the day he left the one love of his life for the other one- stardom.

Seeing the diamond ring on her ring finger and her hand looped around Yoongi's made his head and heart hurt. He felt like shit.

"So? What have you decided?" Kim Seong-ju, his assistant and best friend asked him through the phone.

"Yeah. I'll do it. I'll do the movie with Y/n." He gulped.

"And possibly ruin her seemingly perfect life? Again?" He spoke a little harshly. Seong-ju was there for Yi-hyun throughout everything. However, it did not mean that he was okay with whatever he would do. And the mistake he was the most upset about was leaving the girl behind.

"It's not like I'm going to make her cheat on me. It's just a movie, goddamn it. What could it possibly ruin? We're professional actors for fuck's sake." He spoke back. Yi-hyun usually only cursed when he was anxious, angry or sad. Currently, he was a mix of all of them.

"Yeah. A romance movie. And I'll tell you what. I think we both know that this wouldn't be just a movie for you two. Ya'll would have to be with each other again. And knowing you, I know you're going to fall in love with her all over again."

"Wrong. I never fell out of love." He whispered.

"Can you shut up with the melodramatics? It's not cute." Kim scolded through the phone. "But I'm warning you. If anything goes down because of you, I will smack you."

"Got it." He ended the call and sat back.

He closed his eyes and let his thoughts consume him. And for a minute, he did doubt it. Was it actually going to be just professional? But he knew one thing for sure. He was going to make it up to her.

Not actively pursue her love again, but hoped to be at least on good terms.

A few days later.

Y/n entered the SOOP Management building, ready for the table read of her upcoming project. A rom-com movie of some second chance romance.

She walks into the building, a flame of proudness aflame when she sees a display of her poster and awards adjacent of the building's entrance. She took the elevator to the table-read floor. The elevator door dinged open and she entered the conference hall just for her soul to leave her body.

As soon as her door had opened, she saw the face of the man she'd least expect to be here.

Jung Yi-hyun. Him and his assistant Kim Seong-ju looked at her with small smiles on there faces. There was a look of guilt shading Seong-ju face. Yi-hyun on the other hand stood upright with confidence and smug. Other stars and crew were also in the room, everyone seated for the table read.

"Ah, you're here." Y/n's assistant Yoo-na spoke. Yi-hyun's assistant bowed slightly to her and she reluctantly bowed back. Everyone in the room was now looking at the two leads.

"W-what are you two doing here?" Y/n asked, trying to keep her tone as calm as possible.

"We're here to discuss a film." Yi-hyun spoke coolly as he walked towards her.

"Film?" She raised her eyebrows at him. He nodded.

"Uh, Ms. L/N, Mr. Jung is going to be your co-star for the film." Seong-ju clarified. The brunette could feel her neck and ears burning up.

"Ah. I see." She chuckled and gulped. "Let's all take a seat and get into the details, shall we?" She then motioned Yoo-na to sit beside her so Yi-hyun could sit on the other side of the table. However, Yi-hyun was quick to grab a chair and sit beside her.

Y/N looked at him with slightly wide eyes. Nonetheless, she smiled at him and switched her attention to the rest of the cast and crew.

"So, everyone, today let's read the script of 'Love again'." The screenwriter announced. "It's a story about two individuals who fall out a relationship and go their ways to look for a rebound, only to fall for each other again. We aim for it to be a 2 hour movie. The film would cover genres of romance, angst and comedy." He continued speaking and explaining the specific requirements for the script. Y/N's thoughts trailed off-track.

Two individuals who fall out of love and in love again after a failed attempt at rebounds?

What, is this a forever kinda love trope? More importantly, why do I have to portray this story with him?

Why did you agree to do this project in the first place Y/N-

"The plot sounds interesting." Yi-hyun whispered to her.

"You know what sounds more interesting? You shutting the fuck up." Y/N whispered back.

"Are you going to keep this hostile attitude with me for the rest of our project?" He looked at her.

"If it makes you back off then I might as well try. Oh wait, I don't need to try to despise you." She internally cringed at all the comebacks she was coming up with. However, she was petty whenever she wanted to be. That's how she'd gotten through all the two-faced bitches she had encountered in her life.

A few hours later everyone started emptying the conference room. The air buzzed with excitement and anticipation. The script was good and all the actors were exceptional. This project would definitely be a fan favorite.

Y/N, however, was not as excited as everyone was. Mainly because this meant that she has to work alongside Yi-hyun. But that's alright. She could be professional and give her best. She could get through it.

She left the room with a sigh. Just as she was about to call her driver, a voice stopped her.

"Does he know?" Yi-hyun spoke from behind her.

Now she could either answer what he was asking- whether Yoongi knows about their past, or she could play dumb.

"Does who know?" She turned and quickly switched to a bored expression.

"Yoongi."

"Who's Yoongi?" Okay, maybe she played dumb a bit too much.

"Are you going to dodge all my questions?" He rolled his eyes.

"Are you going to keep intruding my life?" She retorted.

"Y/N. I'm asking if Yoongi knows about everything that happened between us." He spoke a bit sincerely, but the other adult was not in the mood for sincere.

"Of course he knows that you beat me to the top spot on the billboard." She then continued walking until she was halted by a hand on her wrist. She was quick to turn around and shake her hand our of his grip.

"Don't touch me." She warned Yi-hyun.

"Then answer my question." He spoke back.

"I am not answerable to you. But just to get you off my back, I'll tell you. No. He does not know that you were the person that had emotionally wrecked me at the age of 18. He also does not know that the reason I hate you is not only because you came first on that stupid chart. Oh and he definitely does not know that every time I see you I get the uncontrollable urge to punch the living daylight out of you. To conclude, he doesn't know that you're actually an asshole."

She looked at him with fire in her eyes. For once Yi-hyun thought that she was actually going to slap him. But her taking a step back contradicted his assumption.

Y/N breathed.

"Yi-hyun." She spoke much more calmly now. "Please don't make this harder for me than it already is." She then sighed and gulped. "I am choosing to interact with you only for the sake of this project." She then saw Yi-hyun's eyes divert to something behind her. His eyes widened a bit.

She then turned to see Yoongi standing in the hallway. Hands in his pocket, tongue poking the inside of his cheek. His eyes were somewhat heavy with...contemplation.

"Y-you're here?" She cleared her throat. Confused of why he was here.

"Hmm. Thought I'd give you a little surprise. Let's go?" He walked towards the other two, taking Y/N's hand in his as soon as he reached her. He then gave her a small smile.

Y/N looked at the other guy. Yi-hyun had already turned his back to walk away.

The car ride was silent. Not the comfortable silence that the engaged couple enjoyed, but the kind of silence filled with thoughts and feelings. Y/N knew Yoongi better than she knew herself. She also assumed that Yoongi had been there for a chunk of the conversation. She knew that he wouldn't voluntarily bring it up even if it bothered him.

After a somewhat-awkward 45 minute car ride, the two entered their home. The couple took of their shoes and jackets. Yoongi then went over to their couch.

Y/N sighed and then approached him.

"How much of that did you hear?" She asked him.

"From the part that the project was already hard for you to do." He then took out his phone and started scrolling. Yoongi was a straight forward guy, however, he hated to confront on his own.

"Do you want to know why I said that?" She asked, hesitantly. It's not that she was scared of how he'd react, but she was a bit worried about how he'd take in the information of her first heartbreak which was still there when the two of them had started dating years after.

"You know that you don't need to give me an explanation." He spoke. However, his eyes were still on the screen. An indication that he would like it if she gave a reason, but it wasn't extremely important to him.

"I need you to listen to me." This made him look up from his phone. He then tossed it to the side, folded his legs and patted to the spot beside him.

Y/N sat there. She then took his left hand and smiled at the engagement ring. It sat prettily on his slender finger.

"You know that I love you and only you right?" She asked, looking at him.

"I mean I would think that because we're engaged. You loving someone else at this point would concern me a bit." He somewhat joked.

Y/N let out a deep sigh.

"Yi-hyun and I, we don't really gel well together. There are personal reasons to it other than the billboard saga, but that's not important. All I need you to know is that I love you. Only you." She spoke.

Yoongi nodded and caressed Y/N's head.

"Got it." He then smiled at her and kissed her forehead. He was a bit curious as to what were the personal reasons, but her past was hers. If she felt the need, she'd reveal it to him. He trusted her.

"Are you not curious of what those other reasons are?" She asked after a couple seconds.

"Well, a little bit. But like I said, you are not answerable to me." He say Y/N think a bit. He could see the wheels in her head turning, thinking of how to respond.

"Okay. We're getting married right? So you deserve to know everything. I don't want to lie or hide anything from you." She smiled. "I can trust you, right?"

"Of course." Yoongi nodded.

"Okay. So umm...Yi-hyun and I, we're like- uhm- exes? Like we dated for a while and then we broke up but it was messy so like- yeah."

Shabby work, Y/N. She thought to herself.

Yoongi looked a little surprised, but not too taken aback. However, he did take around half a minute to soak that information in.

"W-when? How?" He tried tallying the timeline. He met Y/N around 6 years ago. They started dating a year after that. Before the 6 years, Y/N had been a celebrity for 2 years. But in those two years, Yi-hyun was committed to someone else. Logic did not logic.

"That was eleven years ago." She answered.

That makes sense. Wait, 11 years ago??

"This was when Soo-he and I were still in Ulsan. During the last year of high school." She clarified without Yoongi asking.

The idol was definitely surprised. A little disappointed that she hadn't told this to him earlier, but it's not that she needed to.

"Oh."

"Yoongi." She brushed a thumb on his palm. "I don't like him anymore. Even as a person."

"Ah."

The two sat in silence as Yoongi soaked in all the information."

"Do you want to know the whole story?" She prompted. Yoongi was silent, but the shrug of his shoulders cued Y/N to continue.

"It all started when I was done with my 11th grade exams, and went to eat ice cream."

March, 2011.Ulsan, South Korea.

"So this is freedom." Y/N stepped out of the shop with ice cream in one hand, and a bag of food in the other.

"I love not giving exams anymore." Soo-he sighed as she plopped onto her bed, speaking into the phone.

"Mmm hmm." The teenage girl hummed as she bit into her ice cream.

"Did you just bite into your ice cream again? I still don't know how you manage to do that." Soo-he cringed.

"Ya, are you a spy or something?" The other best friend walked towards the crossroad that led to the park. The two of them have been together since middle school. Han So-hee and Y/N L/N had been the best of friends since the day when Y/N had helped So-hee out with her homework before math class started. So-hee then invited the girl over to her house to eat snacks. One thing led to another and 7 years later, here they were, eating ice creams and admiring the stars together.

"What have you thought about the future?" Y/N asked her best friend, changing the topic of conversation. The two had one last year of high school filled with entrance exams, applications and resumes.

"I really don't know, Y/N. I want to move to Seoul with my grandma next year, but money is a problem." "Are you seriously considering something arts related?" Y/N questioned her. The two best friends shared the dream of becoming artists. Y/N had a knack for theatre and So-hee was drawn to painting and sculpture. However, Y/N was sort of forced into becoming a marine biologist as her parents were keen on her having a more 'stable' job. And the ocean interested her more than the human body- so a doctor was out of the options.

"Yeah. It's honestly the only thing that is going to keep me sane and happy in my life." So-hee sighed. She has had a tough life. Trying to make ends meet, divorced parents, mother issues, everything everything. Her grandmother was the sweetest soul in the whole world. She helped Soo-he grow like she was her own daughter. She was also very quick to make Y/N her own kid. A lack of familial love was completed for both the girls- and the reason was Soo-he's grandmother. Y/N admired Soo-he in every way possible. She had been there through her loudest laughs, and the heaviest tears. She was her life. And the feelings were mutual. Soo-he couldn't imagine a life without her rock beside her. She was proud of Y/N to make it so far with so much pressure put on her. To Y/N, Han Soo-he was a warrior. And Soo-he was so proud of her sister-like-best friend, Y/N.

"You? Are you seriously considering discovering the ocean for the rest of your life?" Han asked Yoon. Y/N was passionate about acting. She dreamed of making it big one day. But an unsupportive family was the biggest obstacle she has had to face.

"I don't really have a choice, Soo. However, I do really wish that some miracle would happen that would allow me to go snag an opportunity that would be my big break." Y/N sighed, resting her head on Soo-he's shoulder.

"Come with me to Seoul. Tell your parents you're going for college, and start auditioning side by side. If you land a role, you might as well start acting. Who knows, you'll maybe make it big in the future." Soo-he suggested.

"Are you crazy? My parents would never let me audition with my University going on." Y/N spoke.

"Who's saying you have to tell them? Audition fees aren't so high that you'll have to ask them for money. I'll be going to Ulsan High School of Arts. Maybe you could try for UNIST?"

"You have to be kidding-"

"Ya, wait. My grandma's calling me." Y/N was interrupted by Soo-he. A couple minutes later she came back on the line..

"Sorry babe, duty calls. My grandma is asking me to help with some chores. I'll call you later, okay?"

"Yeah, cool." Y/N smiled. The two cut the phone after saying a bye.

Y/N sighed and further sat into the bench, bringing up her feet to cross them and get more comfortable. She continued eating her dessert in peace. Once that was over, she sat with her eyes closed, feeling the warm summer breeze on her face and listening to the cricket chirps.

Random thoughts ranging from Uhm Jung-hwa to 'is there a meaning to existence' ran through her mind. Just when the thoughts became bothersome, she was about to plug in her earphones to avoid any rational thinking, a loud sob came from behind her. Her head whipped to see someone.

A guy.

A very handsome guy, actually. He appeared to be dazed. Drunk, probably. There were tears streaking down his face and his hair was entirely messy.

Before she knew, Y/N was on her feet, approaching the boy.

"Excuse me, are you okay?" She asked, still maintaining a distance between the two.

"No. I am not okay," he sobs again.

"Uh..." She scratched her head, confused on how to tackle the situation. "Do you want some water or like food? A joke, perhaps?" She tried.

He just sniffled. Y/N sighed and gave him a bottle of water she just opened. He looked at her with puffy eyes, taking the bottle.

"Thank you." He spoke after drinking some.

"It's okay. Do you need something else? Food? Help getting home?" She offered.

"Can you answer a question for me?" He spoke.

"I'll try." Y/N chuckled nervously.

"Why are women so complicated?" He asked her with a straight face. Y/N's eyebrows raised as she dryly chuckled.

"Damn. Umm, why are women so complicated? In what way? I mean-"

"You're a woman." He pointed out, eyes squinting a bit as if he was inspecting her face.

"Yes. Yes I am. Good job noticing that." She was starting to feel a little weird now.

"Why are you so complicated?" He countered. Now this took her aback.

"Uh, I don't think I am? I mean you barely even know me." She retorted.

"I don't even want to. All women are complicated. All of y'all are confused and messed in the head." He points at her.

"What?"

"I don't like you." He looks at her and she looks back at him with a confused stare.

"Well, I'm sorry?"

"You should be. You are very annoying. I actually think I hate you."

"You barely even know me!"

"I don't even want to. No one should know you. Or any other woman."

"Well, I don't like you very much either, now that you're being a total asshole." Y/N gets up and so does he.

"All women are the same. Petty, indecisive and stuck-up bitches." He spews.

Y/N gasps, deeply offended.

"Well, all men are the same. Immature, narcissists, and egoistic crybabies." They both glare at each other one last time and walk away. Y/N scoffs and looks back at him. She sees him walking in the opposite direction as her.

I did not spend 10 minutes arguing with a complete stranger.

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Star speaks:

Hey everyone! This is the very first chapter of Reflections. It might not seem as interesting for now, but the plot builds up I promise!

Anyways, I hope everyone has a great day/night ahead.

Please let me know what you think in the comments or tag me!

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cyphersyndromes · 2 years

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downtime | kim namjoon

sypnosis: you and namjoon have always been busy with hectic schedules due to him being an idol and you being a full-time producer...you planned a day off for just the both of you to spend but once again get bombarded with unexpected calls from work.

warnings: bratty namjoon, boobplay, namjoon big body

pairing: namjoon x reader

saturday evening, you and namjoon were planning to meet up in your vacation estate in jeju island. typically when the both of you had dates, it would consist of namjoon renting a whole restaurant for a certain time frame and a walk near Han river, where you both had your first kiss whilst looking at a firework show.

the way the both of you met was very cute and romantic, you were reading a jane austen book Emma whilst sitting on a park bench. beside you was your Chiweenie dog Hachi, laying on your lap while u read into the sunset. you were very fond of the area as it was near your workplace and often took walks while on break or after work.

of course there were always people passing by engulfed in their own conversations, however, you found peace in that area, making it your sanctuary and a designated reading spot

sitting on the bench engulfed in your book, you notice the sounds of paws coming towards you at an alarmingly fast rate and see a white eskimo dog with fluffy fur run to you.

your dog stands up from your legs and barks lowly but you quickly calm her down as the white dog sticks its tongue out in excitement and puts his paw on your leg. you pat the dog's head as you notice the dog has a leash on its collar.

"MONIIII" you hear a male voice yell from a close distance, you raise ur head and notice a tall man with black hair slowly run up to you once he realizes his dog is with you.

" oh my goodness im so so so sorry, I was walking him and he got too excited by a stupid squirrel and I lost control of the damn leash and he ran off," he says slightly out of breath from chasing him from the other side of the park

you chuckle and look at him, noticing how handsome he was, even if he was panting for dear life.

" no worries your all good, it happens to the best of us" you pause as you see your dog and his dog sniffing each others butts.

"looks like they are already fond of each other" you say as you put down your book slowly, placing it on your lap

he looks at the dogs and then back at you.

"guess so" he laughs while he squats down and grabs his dogs leash

"im so sorry for the inconveniece truly" he says as he gets back up looking at you

"please dont worry about it haha, your dog is very cute, what's its name?" you say as you gently pet the dog's head

he looks into your eyes and evidently gulps

"R-rapmon, got him in 2014"

"Rapmon??" you say as it is quite a peculiar name for a dog

"long story actually, but yeah hes been with me for a long time and apparently he loves to chase squirrels," he says with a sarcastic smile

"long story huh? im all ears " you say shifting your position on the bench with a straight back whilst patting the spot on the bench next to you

he looks at you and smiles, sitting down next to you, evidently feeling butterflies in his stomach

from that moment on namjoon and you kept contact with each other as you spent the night talking about your pets, your job, and quite random things

it was love at first sight

riding in namjoons car, you engulf the scenery in Korea as you make your way to your estate , hands interlocked with namjoon as he has one hand on the wheel and the other intertwined with yours.

"almost there" he says as he looks at the GPS announcing its 3 minutes away.

you sigh in relief, wanting to just relax at least for one day.

you turn your head to your boyfriend who is concentrating on the road

"you look so hot driving" you say slightly squeezing his hand

he chuckles

"just got my license baby" he says

"about time, your time as passenger princess is over because your going to be driving me everywhere now" you say as you stick your tongue out at him, recalling the past 2 years of your duty as the driver role in the relationship.

"whatever you say princess" he says as he turns to the gate of your estate, putting in the number and pulling in to the big house

you were fucking wealthy.

it was nearing sunset and you and namjoon unloaded your items from the car and sunbathed by the pool while reading the same book, kind of like a mini book club but instead its you and your bookworm boyfriend

you enjoyed talking about the book while exchanging sweet kisses and him picking u up while jumping into the pool, making you both drenched, but you both couldn't resist being playful with each other

you both cleaned up and were now watching the sunset while drinking mimosas that namjoon made. he held your waist whilst resting his other hand in the ground,

you looked at the sunset and admired its beauty. you turn your head to namjoon to find him staring at you with the most admiring eyes.

"you truly are so beautiful y/n" he says as his attention averts from your eyes to your lips, slowly leaning in

"so so beautiful" he whispers sweetly whilst softly placing his lips on yours, kissing you ever so softly.

butterflies and fireworks erupt in your stomach anytime your boyfriend does something, he truly is so romantic and never fails to make you giddy.

you and namjoon engulf in each others lips whilst you hear your phone ringing from your pocket

you slowly pull away from his lips as you grab your phone and see your boss is calling you.

fuck.

"ughh its my boss" you say sulking as you just wanted this day to be just your and namjoons.

"its okay my love, take it" he says and gives u accepting eyes

you nod and answer while slowly getting up

"Hello?" you answer the phone

"Y/n? Hi, Hey I know it's your day off but I sent over samples that we just went over with heize, we need your approval to go on, I'm sorry I know this is last minute b_"

"N-no its fine, ill look over them right now sir" you cut him off

"Oh really?! Thank you so much y/n I really appreciate that from you, it will just be quick" he says

"I got it, no worries, bye sir," you say as you hang up and walk back over to namjoon who is still looking at the sunset, hearing your conversation.

"I'm sorry baby, they want me to go over some samples real quick, I just need to give my yes, and then ill be back to you," you say genuinely upset.

"it's okay baby, seriously go ahead," namjoon says with a reassuring smile.

you bend down to give him a peck and walk inside to your computer to review the samples.

it had already been 30 minutes since you were reviewing these samples, they sounded peculiar so you gave a note with ur comments, engulfed in your work. you know you shouldn't be this uptight with work right now, especially on your day off but you cant help it.

you were listening to the last sample as you see namjoon coming in from the outside, merely dragging his feet like a little boy, however you don't notice his sulky expression.

he looks at you, entrapped in your job. he huffs but opens the fridge and grabs a bottle of water, placing it on the counter.

namjoon opens it and drinks it while looking at you, noticing how hot you look when your focused.

he always found your drive for work so sexy and admirable, your dedication to music really pulled him in as he too loves producing music

namjoon puts down his water and walks to you, noticing no glance from you.

frustrated, he places his hands on the table and stares at you.

you look up from your computer to see namjoon standing in front of you.

you pull away your headphones, "hi baby, ill be done in a few minutes" you say to him immediately pulling ur headphones back on, once again engulfed in the sample, critiquing it.

Namjoon huffed and made his way to your chair, standing behind you, looking at your screen

he leaned over and paused the music. you look over while putting your headphones away slightly

“hey!!, please baby just 5 more minutes i promise” you say to him as you put your headphones back and play the music

namjoon rolled his eyes, not in annoyance but in frustration, he’s been thinking about you for 30 minutes outside, in not so heavenly ways.

he scoffed while placing his hand on the arm rest of your chair and slowly leaning his head towards your neck, feeling his warm breath on your skin

you widen your eyes, realizing namjoon was going to get your attention one way or another.

he placed kisses on your neck while tracing patterns on your thigh

you softly bite your lip, not wanting to draw into his tactics

he moves his hand to your headphone, pulling them away from your ear so he has acess to your earlobe, placing kisses there, your weakspot.

you could hear his breathing against you, everything was so hazy

“i need you princess” he whispers against your ear whilst placing soft kisses near it,sending shivers down your body.

you pause the music

“n-namjoon i need to focus on this” you said obviously shaken up

he hums in disagreement as his hand inches closer to your heat, your body reacting naturally by slowly spreading your legs

“you promised no work” he whined like a baby

“i know i know” you said while moving your head, allowing namjoon more access to you

he quietly growls against your ear

“i shouldn’t put it off joonie” you say faintly as he is rubbing you from your shorts,

“but you can” he says while leaving faint marks on ur neck

you slightly moan as u feel his tongue circling on ur neck

he smirks and stops

“fuck it “ you say as you take off your headphones standing up and smashing your lips on your boyfriends, moaning into the kiss as you were near soaked from your panties

namjoon pushed you on the desk as your tongues were fighting against eachother.

he wrapped his hands around your waist, making his way to the band of your bra and unhooking it, smirking into the kiss.

you pull off your shirt while namjoon takes off your bra, breaking the kiss swiftly

he looks at your boobs and back to you

“so fucking sexy” he says while moving his lips from ur chin to ur nipple, giving you kitten licks while he moves his hand to your other boob, playing with ur areola

you moaned as he played with your nipples, knowing that was your most sensitive area.

feeling overstimulated, you tug on namjoons shirt, wanting to see more of him.

he stops sucking your boobs to take off his shirt, revealing his large frame and you could’ve sworn your pussy was throbbing

namjoon looked so sexy, tan body with muscular and broad shoulders, alongside a long chain dangling from his neck. he was all yours

you grab his arms and feel his bicep, smirking up at him.

“your going to be the death of me, kim namjoon” you say as he carries your body from the desk to kitchen counter.

“i’m gonna pound that pussy right here” he says against your ear

fuck

pt2 with smut?!?

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