when Monsignor told Mildred "if you'd just showed up and asked me, I would've taken this collar off and I would have gone with you" and "you never felt like a sin" I let out the most tormenting and agonizing wail known to mankind.
I have not left the fetal position since and am still rocking back and forth thank you very much
"I could curl delightfully into your arms, so frightening, this lightning in my chest as my heart goes bang, bang like the birth of stars.. I could hold you so near to my soul that you become a part of me, partly cause you seem a little too far away from me.. this love of ours is like an oasis on Mars, heart racing, only with you as I kiss you fully and uncontrollably is the place to be."
Her name starts with L but it apparently wasn't love - eUë