Every time I find a new hobby, as the time progresses I get increasingly paranoid, that It's just a new hyperfixation and it will soon wear off. And thats depressive and I hate it.

I just got called preachy and annoying by my sister cause I didn't want to see the new Millie Bobby Brown netflix movie together with her because millie supports Israel, I stand by my principles and it hurts to see my family call me names just because of it, like people are dying and I said I could pirate the movie for us to watch, but they just seem to not care that people are dying right now just because it's a continent away, I didn't say to my sister she should not watch just said I wouldn't because I don't want to support zionistic douchebags is that so bad?

girls w/ flat stomachs doing a body shot of before eating then being like “after i eat a full meal” then its just them forcing a gut and purposefully shifting their body to create rolls & then getting praised in the comments for being “real” and “raw” will always be the most infuriating trend to ever come out of the “body positive” community

if i did that i’d be eatin alive in the comments bc “im promoting an unhealthy lifestyle”

disclaimer: this is not “attacking” girls who do this who are genuinely trying to make others feel comfortable and normal about their bodies. you guys know exactly the type of people i’m referencing.

gonna bang my head against the wall i hate college and the struggle of being the daughter of immigrant parents who cant really help bc they’ve never been to college in america and theyre just as in the dark as you are and AJXJJSJAKSK im gonna scream

I need that eternal sunshine of the spotless mind person erasure so fucking bad like fuck you how fucking dare you just waltz back in like nothing ever fucking happened??? You're the one who said you didn't want me anymore and it hurt and I tried so hard to move on and I did but now you just litteraly waltz up next to me like nothing happened, offering to buy me a drink and acting all buddy buddy. You even fucking texted me and imposed yourself on my night and you know what? I felt fucking bad for you and I hate that, you ruined my night it was just supposed to be me and my friends but no, like she said, you think you can just walk in and out of people's life as you please. The worst part is now I can't stop thinking about you despite hating you, this is last summer all over again. I wish you would just fucking die and let me move on again

Im sorry that i am not posting, i'm busy with the end of the semester

"it's just me."

you barely get a chance to roll onto your back before soonyoung's already climbing onto the bed and somewhat on top of you and your blankets, and it's only seconds later that he crashes. it's far from the first time this has happened (soonyoung is clingy and cuddly, especially when he's sleepy), but he manages to knock the wind out of you nonetheless. he rests his head on your chest, and you wiggle an arm out to curl around him as best as you can in your semi-trapped position.

"soonyoung--"

"just go back to sleep," he murmurs. "everything's fine."

you stroke his hair, thumb dipping down to graze his cheek at one point. "soonie--"

"i mean it," he says, eyes peering up in the low light to see yours. "i'm fine. just need to nap." his hand finds yours, and he wraps your arm around him as he snuggles in. he plants a kiss against your chest before resting his head against it again, eyes fluttering shut. "you can rest a little longer, too."

you settle back down after a moment, arms wrapped around soonyoung as you shut your eyes again. sometimes you swear this tiger is a teddy bear, but regardless of which he is, he's yours.

holy shit i get so fixated on my scalp and hair once i get sleepy!!!!!!!

Leo going through the horrors but the horrors are just that he had a shitt day and no one bothered to save him any cookies :/

the artblock be hitteth Harder than normal, for tis not normal artblock. woe. Wally be upon ye

everything fucking sucks<<<<<

Don't feed the plants.

Emmet celebrates another birthday alone, without Ingo.

This was also a bit of a vent art cuz my birthday is in a week (2/11) and I'm just not really looking forward to it. Another year where I've gotten nowhere close to any goals, my financial situation sucks, and no job wants me while my dad makes me feel like that's my fault for not trying hard enough.

Anyway, as always, why not impart my problems and depression onto my blorbo! Sorry Emmet.

I'll never be over Sally calling her own son a dreadful child or saying she should've ended him before he was even born. I don't give a single flying fuck about the crimes he's committed (at least in this context). Nobody should talk about their child like that. And you know this absolutely vile woman probably told him this and much worse shit straight to his face. She said all that shit to a small kid that was presumably still innocent at that point. Aka, she most likely told her child it would be better if he were dead. Aka, she told her kid to kill himself. A FUCKING CHILD. And thx to the Belladonna lying around in their kitchen, I'm still convinced she tried to kill Gortash once he came back.

'Sold him cuz they needed money' my ass. You made your own kid, the person you were supposed to protect, pay for your own fuck ups and debts and mistakes and send him straight to hell. LITERALLY. FOR SOMETHING HE HAD NO FAULT IN. AND THEN THIS THING HAD THE AUDACITY TO TRY ND KILL HIM.

The absolute hatred and disgust I have for this fictional woman. I despise Bhaals A+ parenting, but this woman is worse than the fucking lord of murder. Imagine being more loathsome than an evil deity whose whole bit is goddamm murder and death. I swear to fucking god-

I think I'm going to take a little break from tumblr (more than I already am). Sally is not doing great. Everything is really exhausting and I just don't have the energy to scroll and reblog stuff. I'll probably pop in and reblog some stuff if I can but, don't expect much. I'm sorry. I hope you're all doing well!

ok posting it here bc im not sure if its going to stay in the doodle page