I love when antis get upset over OCs in problematic pairings

"this ship is illegal!!"

No it isn't, the world my OCs live in has absolutely no law whatsoever and the guy with the most authority likes to run kids over with his magic train, therefore these cannibal brothers aren't breaking the law by kissing

And then the anti automagically loses the argument 💪😎

🧟⋆˙⟡♡ ZOMBiE iD PACK 〰️

╰┈┈➤ REQUESTED BY ANON ｡

— NAMES : zombette , zombesse , rotette , rotesse , scarlett , ash , ben , grant , jesse , kyle , max(well) , riley , shaun , alice , casey , dakota , harper , helen , judith , jules , maggie , sydney , scar , scarette , scaresse , decay

— PRONOUNS : zom/zombie/zombieself , zombie/zombies/zombieself , green/greens/greenself , rot/rots/rotself , scar/scars/scarself , decay/decays/decayself , mold/molds/moldself , undead/undeads/undeadself , sick/sicks/sickself , infect/infects/infectself , vi/virus/viruself

— TiTLES : the zombie , (pronoun) who is undead , the rotting one , the decaying one , (pronoun) who rots , (pronoun) who decays , the one with sickly green skin , (pronoun) who has been infected , (pronoun) who wishes to eat your brain , (pronoun) who can say nothing but “brains” , the one covered in mold , the moldy one , the decomposing one , (pronoun) who decomposes

— GENDERS : zombiegender , cutezombigoran , zombtix/zombietix , dollzombic , decaydollzombic , notzombie/notzombiegender , zombiegender , buniathic , musirotlove , zomdoggender , zombigirlia , rottingzombgender , zomlovgender , zombigender , zombiedollgender , decomposegender , zombgoric , zombiecute , zombcatgender , zombiegender , zombiepup , zombiegender , zomdoggender , normundeadinal , zombiecoric , zombstar/zombiestar , cutezombgender , rotgender , weirdzombie/zombieweird , corpsegender , zombiedecora

pt: zombie id pack

requested by anon /end pt.

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not at all self dxing but I do relate with many ocd symptoms and I am heavily considering emdr to work on it or at least figure out the root of why this fear has affected my life since I was in middle school..

EMDR may have been a terrible route for processing personal (redacted) trauma, but maybe it can help me with my obsessive and intense fear that I am secretly (redacted) and that I have evil eyes and Im not allowed to ever look at people and developing phobias of specific people for no reason at all and not being to attach a pattern or reason to why my brain chooses random people and says "you are a danger to this random ass person at your job!! Or this random person at college (not that I go anymore but yeah). You are not allowed to speak nor even look at them!!! But yet the nervous system will also make your legs feel shaky and heavy like stones so that you cannot even walk right and its super noticeable, like semi paralyzation. For no reason ^-^ because you are soooo scared that u are a danger to them...

My brain doesnt discriminate either. It can be a man in his 40s, a woman around my age, or a random cashier thats still in HS. My brain chooses a random person and convinces me for that reason that I am bad and need to avoid that person bc they are fragile and even looking at them can hurt them. Thats what I mean when I say I don't understand why its happening .....

I hope emdr can help me undig this or better yet help me not live this irrational fear anymore. Bc rationally ik Im not evil, my eyes dont hurt anyone and Im allowed to talk to people at work

FRESH STARTS ARE COMPLICATED. and oh, don't i know that? time and time again, someone or dare i say ... something gets in the way. and oh, it's been trouble. everything that i've had to do ... for love. lower case l, of course, because capital case l as in .. deranged ex-wife love quinn turned out to be .. well, IT WOULD BE GENEROUS OF ME TO SAY SHE WAS JUST A PROBLEM. but this time? oh, this time .. this time, it's going to be different. no people. just a fresh start and books and absolutely no more human interaction than i need to and.. for fuck's sake. eyes falling down to whoever it was that had stopped near him and as only a man who had done what he had could, joe froze, before attempting to smile. maybe if he did so, he would he left .. alone. how come that the universe did this when he just wanted peace and quiet? "hey there. lovely day, isn't it? CAN I HELP YOU WITH .. SOMETHING?" @walstarterblog

Dappy!verse Riddler lore

Born Eduardo Enigmar to Franklin Enigmar and Julia Osorio, in a small city in the east coast. Together they were a happy enough family.

He was a quiet kid and often was left to manage himself and often was used to console and comfort his parents. He was terrified of disobeying the rules as his mother would refuse to talk to him or look after him for days at a time when he would misbehave.

At school, He was always talented, well behaved, and was placed in advanced courses or pushed up by a few grades. He didn’t have many friends as he was seen as weird and creepy by the other kids.

He loved detectives, his favorite books as a child being Sherlock Holmes. He’d often investigate small mundane things for fun, find out what keeps getting into the trash, whose moving in next-door, and one day he decided to investigate where his father went for his frequent business trips.

He followed Franklin to another town and watched as he rejoined a family. A mother and son he hadn’t seen before but Franklin seemed to know. Before he was caught he rushed himself home and told his mother.

His mother was angry with him for running off and coming back with a crazy story. She refused to believe him.

Shortly after the birth of his younger sister, Malory who was almost 15 years younger than him, his parent’s marriage became rocky and the truth finally came out that Franklin had a second family.

Throughout the divorce proceedings Ed tried his best to be supportive and helpful to his mother but was only met with anger, she blamed him for it all. He had dropped out of his senior year in high school to take care of his mother and Malory. His mother would always shout and treat him with distain as she only saw Franklin when she looked at him, to the point where she tried to get Malory to never look at him.

After a few years, when Malory began school, one petty fight between Ed and his mother boiled over into him leaving without a way for them to contact him.

He traveled around, couch surfing, and never being able to hold a steady job. It was slim as to which stores would hire him due to his lack of a diploma. After awhile he ended up in Gotham, where he not only got forged documents but he also changed his name. From Eduardo Enigmar to Edward Nygma to finally distance himself from his family and the man that ruined his childhood.

In Gotham he became a PI, unable to be employed by the GCPD due to his lack of proper training, a rather successful one at that, due to his affordability mainly. Despite being an upstanding investigator the GCPD officers he worked with never liked him, often poking fun at him or messing with evidence.

He was hired to investigate a murder one day, the problem however being that, the murder wasn’t reported to the police before the case was given to him. So when the police were tipped off there was no other possible suspect but him, there was a jarring lack of evidence to prove his innocence.

What ‘incriminating’ evidence was found was his forged documents, a name change, and a manic denial. After a psychological evaluation he was deemed criminally insane and sentenced to Arkham.

The brutal treatment in Arkham (electroshock therapy and misperscribed medicine) and the trauma of being framed finally culminated with his anger and left him catatonic for months and prone to hallucinations. However, In an outburst he attacked and seriously injured a guard and himself causing him to need a mobility aid once it healed. After the attack he was resigned to solitary.

There his hallucinations only got worse and He realized people were always going to blame him for things gone wrong and only see evil in him. So he decided to let go on trying to be the good person he had been trying to be for so many years. He realized that no one but himself cared about his justice.

As he was used to investigation and puzzle solving, escaping from the asylum was rather easy. (He was quite proud that he was able to switch his place and his aloof guard’s)

However once he was out it was trickier, he couldn’t return to his apartment or office as the leases had broken during his incarceration. After wandering through the labyrinth that were the Gotham streets he sunk into the iceberg lounge for a place to sleep.

He managed to lay low and go unnoticed, thanks to the help of two of the women who worked there (Nina and Diedre) for a few days before Oswald took notice of him.

Their first interaction included Oswald blackmailing Ed with his estranged family and Ed threatening Oswald’s life. Despite the rocky start Ed soon proved himself to Oswald to be usefully and trustworthy (through many heists and investigations to rivals) and Oswald proved himself to be caring to Ed, something he had not been accustomed, and they became closer. Both have confided in the other about their pasts and trust no one more than the other.

With Oswald’s influence and the help and support of Nina and Diedre he became more and more bold with his crimes and eventually became The riddler we know and love

can one perhaps request names and titles related to guillotinés , being a motherly figure , and lambs ?

🌐 ⌕ guillotine themed titles ｡｡｡

(pronoun) whose shiny blade glistens with blood , the one who beheads , the one who beheads those that dare to disobey , (pronoun) who puts heads in baskets , the revolutionary one , the one of revolutions , the one who strikes fear in the hearts of many

🌐 ⌕ motherly figure themed titles ｡｡｡

(pronoun) who cares for those who cannot care for themselves , the caring one , the gentle one , (pronoun) who is gentle , the one who soothes , the one who speaks kindly to everyone , the one of gentle smiles and soft-spoken words of wisdom

🌐 ⌕ lamb themed titles ｡｡｡

the innocent one , (pronoun) who is innocent , the shy one , (pronoun) who is shy , the dainty one , the one of soft wool and eyes as vast as the night , the one of pink, white, and running out of sight

🎀 ⌕ note ｡｡｡ i don’t do name suggestions but i hope these titles work!!

Everyone’s Gonna Know - Dark!BuckyxReader (18+)

Warnings: dubcon/noncon, unprotected sex, breeding kink, manipulation/blackmail, sex tape, daddy kink, choking, size/strength kink, implied that reader is a sw

If you see any spelling mistakes no you didn’t.

If you enjoy please reblog!

You whimpered as Bucky forced his enhanced cock in and out of your tight pussy. He chuckled as the air was pushed out of your lungs in sharp gasps, his grip on your hip and thigh bruising.

“I’m starting to think people should see the real you.” He taunted, causing you to shake your head frantically back and forth on the pillow beneath you, unable to meet his darkening blue eyes. You could hear the smirk in his tone, you didn’t need to see it, or the way he looked down on you with a combination of pride and disgust when you clenched around him in obvious arousal. 

“Oh come on.” He tried again, curling one of your legs around his hip and he rutted into you against the soft mattress. You let your head fall to the side again on the pillow and counted your blessings that this time you had a pillow to lay on. The first time Bucky had taken you had been against a wall in a closet, the night that he found out just how you spent some of your free time. How you managed to have a little money outside of the Avengers. 

“Isn’t this what you wanted?” Bucky grunted in between the sounds of his hips slapping against yours. You moaned loudly when his cold metallic fingers started to rub at your clit. 

“Make me cum, I want you to make me cum!” Bucky mocked in a high pitched voice, reaching up with his flesh hand to grope your breast. He played with your nipple skillfully, before slapping your tits quickly and moving his hand to your throat. 

“That’s what you say to all those horny guys watching your ass bounce up and down on those pathetic little toys you keep in your dresser.” Bucky growled. His pace was starting to quicken, his cock leaving you less and less as Bucky began to rut into you possessively. 

“They pay you to cum on those things...well you’re gonna beg to cum on my cock.” He decided, shifting again so your knees hung over his shoulders. Bucky’s dark hair fell into his face and his pleasure was all you could see. 

Bucky bit at the side of your neck, his hands coming up beside your head as he fucked you hard and fast. You screamed out as his cock rubbed against your gspot with his every move, the rough patch of hair above his cock stimulating your clit.

“Got something to say?” Bucky growled tauntingly. You panted and whined loudly as he rocked back and forth into you. 

“P-please let me cum on your cock!” You asked breathlessly, though you knew he was never satisfied hearing it just once. Bucky nipped at your collar bone and thrusted a little harder.

“Try again.” 

“Please Daddy!” you whined. Your cheeks burned in embarrassment, the fresh arousal that dripped from you only adding to your humiliation. You heard Bucky laugh at your obvious upset. He began to rub your clit softly this time, looking down at you expectantly. 

“Please Daddy, please let me cum on your cock!” You pleaded, letting go of your last shred of dignity. Bucky grinned into the crook of your neck, 

“That’s my good girl.” He praised, kissing the marks his teeth had left minutes earlier.

“Cum on my cock you little slut. Daddy’s gonna cum too - deep inside this little cunt.” You whined and shook your head, still subconsciously resistant to his primal habits, despite your hips working desperately against his. 

“Shake your head all you want. We both know you’re too weak to stop me.” Bucky grunted out, finally releasing deep inside your swollen pussy. You whimpered as a powerful orgasm washed over you. One that had you clinging to Bucky as if he was the only other thing in the room. 

“Fuck that’s it. Milk my fucking cock, take it all into that pretty little pussy.” Bucky moaned, letting his head fall back slightly and relishing in your wet heat. 

Bucky pulled out soon after, standing and reaching for the camera he had placed across the room. He brought it closer to you, spreading your legs roughly and focusing on the thick cum leaking from your swollen cunt. He moved towards your face again, placing his knees on either side of your head and you opened your mouth obediently, licking his softening cock clean of your and his cum. He smirked down at you the whole time, loving the way your deep blush appeared on camera. 

“You’re a much better actor with a partner yknow.” Bucky said after he stopped recording. He was smirking down at you as you adjusted the sheet around your breasts.

“I think this is my favourite one of your videos yet.” He teased, getting dressed and tucking the camera away in his pocket, leaving you as he always did.

I always see the argument against lolisho that antis have of "well its illegal in other countries so you can get arrested for it there and it is wrong"

1. Not everyone lives where you do. Guess what, I'm from the USA! And Little Timmy from Europe™️ is from, guess where, Europe!

2. Homosexuality is illegal in other countries as well! Am I committing a crime for doing something legal and not "morally wrong" in my country?

"Well even if it's not illegal it's still wrong!!"

Opinions are just opinions. Keep it that way. What's right for me might be wrong for you, and what's wrong for me might be right for you.

Also, something can be morally okay but still illegal. Stealing isn't always morally wrong, but it is illegal (in my country, at least)

What if a poor parent stole bread for their starving kids? Last time I checked, it's not bad to want to feed your kids. Eat the rich, btw.

Even if I was a starving shop owner, I'd be completely fine if someone stole my products for the sake of a loved one's health. I'd rather lose $2 than two kids.

Also another thing that pisses me off is when antis say ANYTHING regarding the AOC.

Guess what antis, Scott Pilgrim isn't a "bad person," he lives in Canada and his relationship is legal.

Plus, I personally think the AOC should be RAISED. I think it should globally be 25, or at least 20.

But I'm not gonna try to tear apart relationships because they're doing something outside of what I think is wrong.

Because it may not be wrong for them.

And it's not okay to assume.

Please. Normalize minding your own business. I beg of you. Please.

Oh btw I thought of literally all of this at 3 am watching markiplier and eating a poptart while drawing fnaf yaoi 😇

The intelligence I gain via autism is astounding

The thing no one likes to tell you about being traumatized, especially when it comes to romantic relationships, is that there are going to be times you miss or even crave the toxic shit that happened

I don't really have a "before the trauma" part of my life, because my entire life has just been traumatic. I was taught very very young that love hurts, and to my young mind that translated so easily into "if you aren't being hurt, you aren't being loved"

And so throughout my life whenever I've found myself in a healing place, I self sabotage so quickly by finding a relationship and seeing red flags and ignoring them

I retraumatized myself so many times before I got to a place where I was actually able to start healing

And that doesn't change the fact that I got fucking traumatized by those relationships. They were awful and abusive.

I looked for the relationship, but it doesn't change that the relationship caused me harm.

Because it was a form of self harm

I'm so tired of people acting like "well they put themselves in that situation" changes the fact that "that situation" is still traumatizing

I'm in a place i can heal now. And I am healing. I still get that feeling of missing that hell I was used to. I've got a support group now though, and they help me with that shit.

I'm just so sick of people just never talking about the fact that trauma trains you to think that it's normal. And when you think something is normal, suddenly what's actually good for you is horrifying and not right. That's going to cause issues and bad coping mechanisms.

People just don't address it and it sucks because it's something that people should talk about

In case anyone hasn’t had the chance yet, I’m linking to a PDF of the case South Africa submitted initially so you can read for yourself. It is a difficult read. But the information and sources within it are still relevant and important to share.

I don’t have much to say myself. Other than learn from this. Learn from this, don’t look away. And never stop pushing for the liberation of Palestine and the people of Palestine.

General content warning and trigger warning again.

Let's talk about Online Grooming

(TRIGGER WARNING: As the title suggests, this post talks about grooming and sexual abuse. Reader discretion *HEAVILY* advised). I'm sure most of you already know about this (Especially if you're involved in gaming), but for those who don't or are just finding out (like me lol), YandereDev- yes, *THAT* YandereDev, was recently outed as a predator, and was revealed to have groomed a minor. Now, I've seen multiple conflicting posts on this, so I won't be getting too deep into it. If you'd like more info on it, I advise checking out this video from callimara. However, one thing I do want to point out regarding this subject, is the victim continuously defending her abuser, which has unfortunately resulted in victim blaming from multiple of YanDev's supporters. And that's actually why I'm making this post in the first place. While grooming can be done both online and offline, this mostly focuses on online grooming, as well as E-CSA, which is something I don't see talked about often at all. This gets pretty triggering, so if you don't have the stomach to handle this, go back now. Lastly, YanDev defenders and 'Narc Abuse' believers do NOT fucking touch this. You WILL be blocked on sight.

What is Grooming?

Grooming is a series of abusive behaviors that are used by abusers as a means to establish a relationship with their victim to eventually exploit. While it can be used with any form of abuse, the most common is sexual abuse, particularly towards children. What is E-CSA? E-CSA is the use of technology or the internet to sexually abuse children. This can be done in many ways, and one of the most common forms of E-CSA is grooming. How grooming occurs.

Predators will usually pretend that they are a minor themselves in order to get with their victim, which can make it difficult to identify a predator. Offenders will usually try to develop a bond with their victim, typically using the promise of gifts or something else. Disturbingly, offenders might resort to threats, or manipulate their victim into accepting their behavior. Once the victim is vulnerable, the offender may make an advance onto their victim. The offender may also try to isolate their victims from their friends and family, making the abuse worse. When called out on their abuse, some offenders might also deflect their blame on the victim, making it harder for the victim to seek justice (Does "Colleen Ballinger" ring a bell to some of you?) Why might victims defend their abusers? Unfortunately, a lot of victims tend to defend their abusers as well. To make it clear: This does NOT make the abuse okay nor does it mean the victim was at fault. There are multiple reasons why abuse victims, grooming victims or otherwise, will defend their abusers, the most common reasons being: -The victim might be thinking the abuse was normal, and are in denial that they were abused. -The victim is being threatened by the abuser. -The victim might have developed a genuine bond with their abuser. This is what's known as "Stockholm Syndrome" or "Trauma Bonding". Victims with disabilities such as autism might also have trouble realizing that they were abused. The victim's environment can also have an impact. Signs of grooming: -Heavy age gaps. This one depends on how old two folks were when they met. -Sexualized behavior, especially if that person is a minor. -Isolation. -Being secretive. And so much more. What to do if you have been groomed: -If you can, cut off contact with the abuser and contact authorities. -Remind yourself that it's not your fault. -If you can afford it, consider getting a therapist to check in with your mental health. -If you have met up with the groomer and have had sexual contact with them, get a STD test just to be safe. STDs can result from sexual abuse. -Additionally, if you are someone who can get pregnant, get a pregnancy test. Additionally, if you know someone who has been groomed, tell them any of the above. My Experiences: Unfortunately, I myself was groomed online many times by different people. However, the experience I'm sharing is the one that impacted me the most. The abuse happened on Discord and at times DeviantArt and Hangouts, but mostly Discord (Sidenote: If I see you making a "Discord Mod" or "Discord kitten" joke, you'll be blocked /srs. I hate that I even have to say this). I was 10, and he was 16 at the time. The abuse first started via roleplay, which was normal at first, but then it started to become sexual. And me, being the naive fucker I was, didn't even notice it was wrong. And I thought it was okay because we were both minors. (There is also the chance he could've been lying about being 16, however I have no intentions on digging that up). People were quick to catch what was happening, however, instead of helping me, most folks got mad at me for it and I ended up banned from a server as a result (The reason for the ban was "NSFW"- even though I wasn't the only person posting such). This also resulted in a series of harassment which has negatively impacted my mental health. The harassment has since stopped, but it still hurts me to this day.

The harassment from others led to me getting closer with my abuser, which resulted in the grooming continuing for atleast two more years. It was only after someone intervened (via even more traumatic methods, but I'll spare you the details) in which the roleplay stopped. However, thanks to a friend (Who had recently been promoted to mod within the same community the abuse occured in) who eventually enlightened me on what actually happened, I was able to cut off contact with him for good. I will admit, I still feel guilty for letting this happen, though I am working on it! At this time, I don't plan on reporting my abuser to authorities, nor will I be able to since I unfortunately lost most screenshots of the abuse (That, and this individual isn't in the same US state, so it'd be kinda difficult to do so).

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seeing puppies and kittens hanging out together in photos or those cute animal vids spurs some gross memories

not regarding the animals themselves at all, but relationship stuff. yknow. Terms of endearment that would be cute if they weren't from the most rancid person ever. The whole "Im a puppy and you're a kitty" dynamic yknow, the we are so different yet still stay together. A dynamic that would be cute again, if it was not from someone disgusting.

but at least they are cute animals ig.

TO: I

Close the shutters and all you’ll see are lines.

Eerie and distasteful, of odd ends and colours.

Take a bite of the flesh you find in front of you and watch as the crimson flows and flows and it keeps going, out and out and oh god it’s still going

The hallway stretches as you rise and fall and you’re on the ground

The world is shaking

It’s not, it’s only tilted.

Just a three, no, two degree tilt, and the ground is far below your feet, floating. No, your head is far too above them.

Hundred, ninety seven, ninety four…

Careful as your teeth chatter as your eyes chatter as your bones chatter as you world chatters

Grip on a cold sweat from inside your body, the insides are turned out and swells out

Careful,

Careful.

trauma is despising yourself for the things adults who should have known better did to you.

(to anyone else who's experienced this, and who deals with the aftereffects now, i'm so sorry.)

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