#IM THE PROFESSIONAL PROCRASTINATOR
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GUYS i have to give a six minute demonstration speech for my oral/interpersonal communications class later AND. AND like two weeks ago when we were planning it i didn’t know what to do it on so my teacher said something art related since she knows i like to draw. so i chose to. to give a speech in front of like 20 other people in my grade on HOW TO DRAW ANTONNNNN AND I’M FREAKING OUT BECAUSE THAT SPEECH LS TOFDAY AND I HAVENT PRACTICED IT AT ALLLLLL LMAO IM SO FUCKED
#AAAAAAAHHHH#this is gonna be so fucking chaotic i’m kinda excited#i don’t know what i’m doing!!!!#to be fair some of the speeches so far have been. really bad. so i’m not too worried about it#i’ve been going to school with these people my whole life so its not like they’re complete strangers#but still#I HATEEEE GIVING PRESENTATIONS#i will probably have an anxiety attack or something lol#yikes#i am not prepared#and i think that’s actually hilarious#because i laugh when im nervous. a lot#wyrms says stuff#IM THE PROFESSIONAL PROCRASTINATOR#WISH ME LUCK 💥💥💥💥💥💥#also if i fuck it up j can just make up the grade by doing another speech it’s not a big deal my teacher doesnt gaf#also i chose anton because i’ve been drawing him like every day for months so it’ll be easy drawing him in front of people#also i will pretend he’s in my mind hyping me up so it’ll be easy
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winlet headcannons for @deprivedmusicaljunkie (i answered ur ask and then my tumblr decided to make it disappear so ?? ????? ???????? idk)
scarlet and winter try to be together as much as possible, so when winter is travelling for her role as lunar ambassador, scarlet joins her, and when winter doesn’t need to be anywhere, she lives on the benoit farm with scarlet. winter likes the open air and the animals, and scarlet likes finally to be home (and wonders how empty the house would’ve felt if she had returned with nobody after her grandma’s death)
ignoring scarlets protests, winter names all of the animals on the farm, and upon realising that those animals she’d become so attached would be eaten, she ends up becoming vegetarian
winter is a permanent passenger princess in scarlets hover because both her and scarlet are concerned about the idea of winter learning how to fly. its for the best.
all of the rampion crew members have highly busy jobs, so winter and scarlet decided to make their farm a safe haven for all of their friends, they can visit whenever they want, no questions, no warning needed. they have bedrooms ready for everyone all year round (all hand decorated and personalised by winter), complete with clothes, cleaning supplies, and anything that they would need in their day to day lives. the farm becomes kai and cinder’s go to ‘holiday’ spot, as its private, simple, and honestly the extravagance of new beijing palace is nice but after seeing it 24/7, they prefer to relax in a more unadorned spot, where they get to live an easy life (for however many days off they are able to take) with only their close friends, the farm animals, and the open sky.
scarlet is a monopoly god. winter is a scrabble academic there is no love when it comes to their competitions.
winter still has her princess wealth so she very constantly splashes her money by buying scarlet a lot of gifts, your coffee is too hot? here’s a coffee heater i got you. bad hair day? here are 70 hair products hand picked by yours truly that may help. hover engine is malfunctioning? don’t call cinder to fix it here’s a brand new hover, only costs 2,000,000 univs 😊 scarlet loves the gifts, but her favourites are always the ones winter makes by hand
scarlet sleeps from like 8pm - 6am, and when shes waking up, in her peripheral vision she can see winter just starting to go to sleep (tlc is set in the future so i like to imagine that winter is a doomscroller on whatever app she has on her portscreen, just like me)
^ winter and scarlet texting while winter is at work
#asks#bea tag#im putting it in the ask tag it still counts#winter hayle#winter hayle blackburn#scarlet benoit#winlet#tlc#the lunar chronicles#marissa meyer#mine#that ask genuinly took me a month to answer#professional procrastinator#it was rotting and burning a hole in my ask box
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how you guys feeling abt the ellie sketch
(I procrastinate too much so ik damn well I'm never finishing this)
#nnt#nanatsu no taizai#seven deadly sins#7ds#elizabeth liones#goddess elizabeth#art that im NEVER finishing#i know it by heart#professional procrastinator
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my one actual task today is making a phone call, which i just did :) now coffee
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#ugh. im feeling chatty today. probably bc i feel kinda weirdly anxious. like when u can Imagine bad things happening in detail#and like it feels like ur wait for it even tho its in ur imagination? whatever. anyway. ive been watching a lotta#stuff on like professional artists and idk maybe im just in too deep on science academia but i dont. i dunno the culture#seems so weird to me? like what does one do in art school? i guess i took a lot of art in high school but my teacher was kinda trash#all we did was paint realisticly using a grid and i hated that. but i image ur supposed to exercise different styles and medias? how tf#does that get graded? i dunno. i haven't taken any uni level art classes. i should tho. id probably like it#its weird tho. anything that tries to give structure to art stuff seems so weird to me. like u go to school for science stuff to build up#ur background knowledge and i guess u can do that with art but it feels different. i guess bc ur training muscle memory. i dunno#i like to imagine an au where i go to art school but i legitimately cannot fathom doing that. cannot fathom a life outside of my toxic#relationship with academia. i dont even kno what i would want to specialize if i went down that path. maybe illustration#bc it makes me happy when ppl say my style looks like something out of a kids book. i dunno#i guess classes would help with things like forcibly learning shadows and anatomy and composition#maybe i just need to make art friends. like what is ur life like? im too much in a science bubble#i guess going to art school also just devotes all ur time to art. not just tiny pockets of time between all the things u have to get done#god. i can only imagine the panic of procrastinating an art project and physically not having enough time to finish it#thats how i felt with my masters thesis. there was just physically not enough time for me to fix my code in all the ways i needed and rew#rewrite things. but i finished it somehow#ugh. god. i have things i need to finish coloring. i will finish them today. i will#i hate coloring. but colors r so pretty ;_;#unrelated
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exams on monday 😔😔😔😔
#dont know if studying or digging my grave would be more productive#but ilm a professional procrastinator so im doing both
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game au sounds interesting!
thanks thats the most bare-bones one afdkakjfjks
it's basically what it says. it'll be an mmorpg thing where mikoto picks up the game as a way to escape from work and obv meets fuuta through it. there's really not a lot written rn, less than 1k words which is insane for me, but i'll put a small snippet below
(i use [] for placeholder text)
[You have sent a friend request to pazuzu_soccer.]
[pazuzu_soccer has rejected the request.]
[pazuzu_soccer]:
What the hell?
[KMikoto]:
I thought if I distracted you it could work.
[pazuzu_soccer]:
What kind of brain-dead plan is that??
I would unfriend you immediately afterward.
[KMikoto]:
I guess it was worth a shot.
By the way, where can I find []?
[pazuzu_soccer]:
Google it.
[KMikoto]:
Aren't you supposed to know everything?
Are you too ashamed to admit you don't know? It's okay.
[pazuzu_soccer]:
Idiot. Of course I know. It's a basic-level quest that any noob has to go through.
[KMikoto]:
So where is it?
It's okay to say you forgot.
[pazuzu_soccer]:
I didn't forget.
Do you think I'm some kind of moron? You're trying to goad me into answering. I'm not falling for that crap.
[KMikoto]:
Wow~ I am very impressed, pazuzu_soccer.
You at least have the comprehension skills of a high school first year!
[]:
use DMs. people are trying to farm here.
[KMikoto]:
Oh, hey there!! Can you tell me where to find []?
[]:
google it
Mikoto's eye twitched, and his hands stilled over the keyboard. So everyone on this game was an asshole.
[pazuzu_soccer]:
Lmao.
#honestly the only characters in this one ARE mikoto and fuuta#for now...?? i dont think i'll add more. doesnt fit this one. kinda just chilling#it'll be non-angst (crazy coming from me)#im trying my best to keep it short. it might be a oneshot or two or three short chaps idk#my focus isnt on this one atm#i try (keyword: try) to only write one or two things at a time so this is kinda just a failsafe if i ever get bored of both my other ones#but i think its cute so far wifjawoif their banter is sososoooo fun for me to write#tumblr makes this look so fucking ugly.......#lxm textposts#PLEASE DONT EXPECT THIS ANYTIME SOON#IM A PROFESSIONAL PROCRASTINATOR
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thinking about singing in a choir/group in comparison to singing solo/accompanied by music and just thinking abt how comparatively different that is. an orchestral backup to a solo song is nice- and takes a lot of dedication to perfect, certainly- but you will always be missing the synergy that comes with singing with other people. the synchronous intake of breath, the way vocal harmonies hum through the air in a way humans were biologically designed to pay keen attention to. the control and perfection of sound with your body instead of just your hands and limbs, and the perpetual awareness that you're operating in sync with a handful or tens or even a large group of people.
anyways. thinking abt how wigfrid's 'spellbinding' singing voice absolutely did NOT come out of the blue. thinking about how she probably started singing alongside some sort of group before moving to actressing and spending the rest of her career and the rest of her life before the constant singing and being completely alone.
#yes this post is abt the fav but its also abt ME thats how i know its true bc its happening to ME!!! RIGHT NOW!!!!#i NEED to get back into high school chorus for my fucking mental health. miss that shit so bad.#indescribable feeling the raw POWER in the room the KINSHIP... we were fucking soldiers going to war#the war being our parents in our crappy auditorium. ANYWAYS. its not the same singing alone is not and never will be the same.#i think abt this once every two days at least. the fact that wig's first role was an overnight success means she MUST have spent.#like. YEARS perfecting her voice. singing is something that can be. so personal.#singing with your family singing with your friends. singing for a group. a church. idk. idc.#to dedicate your life to perfecting a talent and finding so much stardom that you accidentally condemn yourself to doing it alone. forever.#yeesh. yikes.#yall gotta get the rest of the survivors some professional singing lessons. make that her present come winters feast.#this bitch needs a choir STAT (i am also the bitch)#does this make ANY sense im procrastinating on my homework so idk
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A Belated Easter & Passover & Eid Mubarak! Hello to all the new followers and long time no see to the OGs 😂
It seems I've gone on an accidental sabbatical from posting on here, which definitely wasn't meant to happen, but between work and life moving unnecessarily fast I didn't have enough free time to sit and play. What I have been doing, however, is putting together a nice healthy queue of posts because I had a teeny bit of writer's block that resolved itself in time. I was meant to restart posting this passed friday actually, but I ended up having loads of Eid plans so I was out and about all day (I'm in not muslim but celebrate it culturally)
In the meantime, I realised I've hit 200 followers! That in itself is a miracle considering how stagnant this account gets. I've been quietly reading the other blog updates and am keeping myself entertained on the various other fundie sim blogs, I love seeing the new ones popping up to join us in this mini community we've created. Because I enjoy complicating my life, I've decided that I don't like the current tumblr theme I'm using and will be restructuring everything as well as updating character info. That will definitely be a work in progress.
When I last left off was pre-harvestfest in my sim world, so these posts coming will be Harvestfest posts, which I feel is good because they should serve as reminders (or introductions) to the characters that feature on here. The plan is to post every other day so I don't feel like I'm running to fill up the queue after. The infant update came as I was like 6 posts in, so there's a bit of an adjustment I've made for the age spans i've calculated, but essentially i'm just cutting the newborn stage in half because ain't no way i'm doing all those calculations again.
Here is the family tree with all the details, the character pages on the blog won't work because of the restructuring. I've updated most of the character pages on the family tree, there's some spoilers so read at your own risk. The rest I either haven't taken the time to copy and paste my character notes, or just don't have anything written at all 😂
The main aim was to post this on the 21st of April, but time gets away from me (and I also realised the family tree needed major updates so that took a week) so this is going up 1st May. I recently resigned from my job so my schedule looks very different, but I'm planning to do 2 professional qualifications back to back so I have no idea how much time I'll have once I've started - so for now I'm trying to allocate as much time to do this before I have none left.
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i have 2 requests i should be working on but i’m procrastinating 😃💕 i haven’t even started either of them lol
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I (once again) procrastinated one of my school projects for so long it's due tomorrow and I barely started it on Monday💀 I'm gonna do it now😔
#watch me getting distracted every five minutes#im a professional procrastinator at this point#the amount of projects i start a day before its due or even on that day........#💟 maochira talks
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Something in me is snapping. The brain worms. I'm losing my sanity it's unreal
#Im no good at writing but SOMETHING in me is snapping#what if i just#hmhmhmhmh started picking up writing#i need to hop on the AB writing train#I'm horrible at writing and it always takes way more effort than i think it will BUT something in me is calling to at least write one thing#This probably wont even happen#I'm a professional procrastinator#but the brainrot might be too strong to resist this time#i just i need AB content#he has me BY THE THROAT#alpha beta#inside job alpha beta#inside job
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im always on the verge of a major depressive episode but I don't really have the time for it rn so it's just gonna have to wait a bit longer :/
#im procrastinating depression actually. i can do that.#ok im not really doing that#im just hoping i can keep it together until i get the professionals on the case
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update :)
I posted my last update on ao3 and Wattpad exactly a month ago promising that I would post more and...I haven't. I have been writing almost everyday but I am still not satisfied enough with my work to post it yet.
I have scrapped it and rewritten it about 3 times and I've come to let y'all know that;
a. I now have a tumblr and,
b. I think it'll be ready to post soon!
for now enjoy the teaser pic of it while I continue to edit it.
#update#im sorry#im so far behind that it's physically painful#i am a professional procrastinator#i apologise yet again
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Today is one day. You could write it today.
That is very true and good advice that i should follow but sadly probably never will
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i wish i wasn't so shy
#the bin#theres a party happening where i work tomorrow after close. i really like my coworkers but i cant make myself go#im so tired of being home alone all the time but :/ the coworker i dont like isnt even gonna be there so i wouldnt have to deal but :/#i just cant. i know at least most of my coworkers like me but. hhhh. the thought of going makes me super anxious#i dont know why it makes me so nervous. but the fact ill definitely have to see all these people again doesnt help bc if i seem weird its#a permanent fumble. until i move at least.#i can be normal in work settings because i dont HAVE to talk. i can focus on working and i think that actually makes people see me as very#professional. it certainly did at my last job. and where i work now im always tryna make sure if theres stuff to be done that im doing it#and asking. whenever theres nothing to do i feel so awkward and bored. a few of my coworkers are nice to talk to but we only talk bc they#have nobody to talk to. when its more than 1 other person then those 2 people usually talk to each other and i do nothing#idk. this sorta thing isnt the kind athing everyone likes doing but it feels like the kinda thing i would actually enjoy if i wasnt so shy#its weird to me that i was able to push past some of my social anxiety in order to get a job. but that only happened bc i was fully forced#to. and i procrastinated it quite a bit. i forced myself to deal with stuff previously so i could go to the store and that was the same case#i fully tan out of food and drink for 3 days before i finally forced myself to walk to the store out of pure necessity bc i HAD to#since the ppl i lived with refused to go to the store even tho i was out of food#and now i do those things fine. i get kinda anxious but its really fine#but i cant force myself to do other things. it sucks so much#well. it doesnt matter.
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