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I have made up from last time that was about only one chapter, this time we have 5 in a row. We finished act one, fam!
previously, in harrowbean the ninth:
this happened
I want to also thank you for all your nice comments and replies, I read every single one, I promise ♥
ch. 7 to 11 summarized terribly, here we go:
it's time to cross the river
difficult task to perform
as someone who lives literally surrounded by rivers, in every direction, I can relate
my rivers don't carry ghouls though, as far as I know
I mean, there are ghost and cryptid legends, but not ghouls that stick to the windshield of a spaceship like bugs
like these ones do
so harrow and yandere twin aren't doing fantastic
yandere twin loses it in like the first 2 seconds
harrow sees the ghosts of all the ninth kids who died for her to be alive
there's water also, but that part sounds very relaxing, actually
getting covered by water but not needing to breath
I'd be there forever tbh
but we can't, because ghoulies
mercygirl is still doing sound effects like kronk
btw we're changing her name to mercygirl because it's what I've been calling her now
I have been told by a number of you that mercygirl is your camilla so I apologize for disrespecting your blorbina
I might do it again, if the situation arises, though
mercygirl is piloting the ship and emperor the fool is just chillin' until he realizes harrow is walking about and doing theorems, which they didn't think she'd be in a state to do, so they didn't tell her not to do it
these people half-assing plans, who would have thought
mercygirl calls the emperor john
emperor johnnyboy tries telling harrow to come back from her state because she's in too deep and it's becoming dangerous
mercygirl stars talking about the death of cassiopeia (another name that's easy to remember)
says cassiopeia had a ceramics collection, which makes her worthy of all my respect
harrow was thinking "five", idk what it's about
next thing we know, we're back to our gideonless retelling of gideon
in this version, teacher explains things
he says the house was inhabited previously by "ten normal human beings of the Resurrection, though half were blessed already with necromantic gifts"
I'm tired of MATH
he says they left blueprints, he tells them about the Sleeper, he tells them how not to awaken it, he tells them about the trap door, he tells them what's under the trap door, he asks them to work together...
you know what this is like
it's like reading gideon was entering a new game and skipping every tutorial they give you
and reading this is like clicking every NPC's info and reading all that they say
ANYWAY, here is where ortus 1...
wait, this is going to be confusing
I want to call ortus from the ninth "ortus 1" and the new guy "ortus 2"
because ninth ortus was the first to show up
but new ortus is actually older and also is ortus the first
we're gonna go with ortus and lyctor!ortus, for now
so, as I was saying, this is were ortus starts becoming much more insistent in these "flashbacks" about him not being the right choice
which, he's not wrong
we know he's not wrong
and harrow is saying stuff like "unless you can summon matthias nonius" (matthias nonius is becoming a recurrent thing, let's remember harrow compared gideon to him at one point)
and ortus goes "I don't understand why you chose me" to which harrow says "there was nobody else" and ortus exasperatedly says "you never did posses an imagination"
VERY IMPORTANT THING
a skeleton turns around when they're walking and says "is this how it happens?"
we'll come back to that shortly
REMEMBER IT
(I know you all remember it, you've read this already, just act like I'm dora the explorer and play along)
next chapter starts in not!dulcinea's funeral
I'm sad I used the oliver queen grave meme already, I can't use it again to express my feelings
I'm gonna use the steel magnolias scene where they laugh at the funeral instead
so, we are introduced to the famous augustine who's name I will remember
there's some conversation about first and second generations and about not!dulcinea being chosen, and Emperor Johnny Bravo says "we were all there to meet her, all sixteen of us"
MORE MATH
I guess she was the last one of these, but maybe we knew that already, I feel we knew that already
apparently, not!dulcinea was the most reluctant to slurp her cavalier, but that didn't stop any of them, not even her, so
Emperor Johnny Quest says "for god's sake" and harrow thinks "the god who became a man and yet still invoked himself, apparently"
when she's right, she's right
that's better commentary than I could make
I have to respect augustine a little bit because he asked "which one of the kiddies did her in?" and I thought that was hilarious
he is called the saint of patience, which makes my previous comment about them being named via sarcasm very correct
it's like captain planet or the power rangers but chosen as funnily as possible
they start summoning lyctor!ortus by saying that he's interested in "you-know-what", which is both suspicious and childish and the vibes of these lyctors are all over the place
augustine thinks something's wrong, which is an understatement at this point, but ok
lyctor!ortus comes in as if summoned by the gossip and harrow calls him "the next terrible part of your life" which is saying something
lyctor!ortus comes with news of the seventh beast or whatnot that's trailing them
harrow bleeds from her ears and smashes her head on the next available surface to pass out
the mood
who could blame her
this lyctor job is terrible
it's like the end of drop dead gorgeous and harrow is kristen dunst
I'm not explaining that, in case you haven't watched a classic
we are back to the "flashbacks" and we've got a special appearance from the fifth
*studio audience claps and cheers*
they say they prefer to look into books than going downstairs, which is something one would consider if one had known what the fuck was downstairs from the start
abigail also does sound effects like mercygirl, it's catching on
abigail finds a piece of a recipe note that mentions an M and a Nigella
still no G&P
we know nigella is the cav of cassiopeia, the ceramics collector
I remember nigella's name because of the cook, which makes it funnier that it's a recipe
M could be mercygirl
abigail also gives harrow a note
abigail says that she'd like to summon the ghost of a lyctor but she's not sure how that could work or where they go when they die
ortus, magnus and abigail, in this gideonless version, are a polycule
I am convinced of that
while they're talking, magnus says "is this really how it happens?"
REMEMBER I SAID WE'D BRING THAT BACK
IT'S BACK
abigail starts telling harrow that she's got the energy of a lot of dead kids in her and harrow storms out
harrow gets angry when ortus calmly agrees about things and she doesn't want to look into why
I WONDER WHY THAT IS
harrow looks at abby's note again and now there's text on it
it's a longer version of the note she found before
it's a rant
it mentions dead eggs, implantation, some guy being sent after the OP, said guy taking pity on OP
OP is mad about all of this and doesn't use punctuation
what ortus reads isn't what harrow reads, once again
NOW THIS BIT
"ortus, I need a cavalier with a backbone" "You always did and I am glad, I think, that I never became that cavalier"
the gideon points keep adding up
harrow then goes to sleep and is like this
final thing in act I, in chapter 11, is harrowbean stabbing not!dulcinea again, which
always make sure, it's like resident evil in here
just in case, let's stab her a bunch of times
so, are these "flashbacks" happening in real time whenever harrow isn't conscious?
is it her trying to remember what actually happened?
or is it her trying to hide it?
was there actually a longer period of time between the defeat of not!dulcinea and the emperor Jon Arbuckle coming to pick them up?
a period of time in which harrow learned things that made her write those letters?
and in which something happened regarding gideon?
is the note of the implantation also related?
why was gideon born in space?
of course I'm not asking you, please don't spoil anything, I'm just asking the void of desperation and chaos right now
we'll see if any of this gets answered soon or if I just get more questions
also, guess who wasn't mentioned
see you on the next one!! I'll try to get back to the awesome replies I've been getting soon ♥
#luly reacts to tlt#harrow the ninth#harrow the ninth spoilers#tlt spoilers#the locked tomb#long post#gif cw
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All of my teacher head cannons are based on my experiences with real teachers.
that being said:
More teacher head cannons!!!
(this time I rated them on how well I think they would be as a teacher)
Doren
Lowkey would fuck a student if they got consent.
Gives off “I have a daddy kink” energy but not the cool kind
Calls students Good boy/girl to gauge their reactions.
Will give extra homework to the whole class if one dude pisses them off
Has a ‘I’m the cool’ teacher thing going on but is really the most uncool bitch in the whole world.
Would spit on you if he could get away with it.
Is absolutely a bitch that says “I don’t know CAN you?” when you just need to piss
Will put stickers on your tests that say generic shit like “good job” and “wonderful”
No one gets graded above a 95% because he personally believes that he knows better than every student and even some teacher's real “I'm the smartest man in this school” energy
Will put on movies at the end of the year because he doesn't feel like teaching the last week
Overall 2/10 I’m not learning shit in this class (out of spite.)
Mason
Needs approval from everyone for everything.
Probably just learning the ropes as a teacher
The cool teacher.
Everyone wants a piece of this man and he just wants to swim
Could literally convince him the sky was purple he's a gullible mess
Gym body but puppy personality
Would throw hands at anyone who harassed any of his students.
Gentle teaching methods. Sometimes super effective but some students use it to coast
Super easy to get sidetracked
Undiagnosed ADHD man
Students openly flirt with him and he's got no clue how to respond so he's just like “Haha good joke”
Would not fuck a student no matter what,
Clueless about other teachers and the inner politics going on at the school
Stay in his lane king
Absolutely started off as a lifeguard and doesn't know how his life got here
6/10 I’m a big fan of your class but it's only because it's easy.
River
Virgin.
Has a full life outside of school
Like two years away from retirement
When the class gets too out of hand wants to curl up and die right there
Stressed as hell 24/7
Never married never will be
Teaching style is harsh as hell but will stay after school or give up their lunch break to help out students who are struggling
No days off in this class it doesn't matter if your exams are done. School is school and you will learn as long as you are here
Doesn't play favourites but he seriously should.
Hates Doren (just has a bad feeling about the dude)
5/10 I'm trying my best dude please stop saying you know I can my reach potential if I applied myself. Its math. I'm not gonna apply myself
Sirris
Says she “knows what I'm going through” but I doubt her science teacher was a MILF.
Why are you always wearing low-cut tops???
At least one rumor about how a student fucked her over her desk and it was so good she hentai came.
Gentle teaching style but doesn't take any shit.
Has considered slapping students but never would
Personal stories that tie into the lesson somehow
Talks all the time about how much she loves her kid and how much of an angel he is
Would love to get a tiny kiss on the head from her. Please
She brings a lot of momma bird energy to the class.
Will touch your shoulder very gently
Will then look over your test and say to the whole class “Remember to read the questions on the test carefully”
A student has absolutely called her ‘mom’ by accident and she feels flattered by that
Will put on bill nye on Fridays after a test to give everyone a break.
8/10 Either adopt me or let me make out with you. I'm dealing with confusing feelings!
Winter
Bro if Sirris is a MILF winter is like a super MILF with no kids.
Big BDSM lesbian energy.
Her weekends are booked solid and she has no time for school life to get involved with that.
Wears SFW leather accents all the time no matter the weather.
Has decided that instead of gray hair they want platinum blonde and they are rocking it
Calls her students good boys/girls out of habit.
Absolutely could beat any of the other teachers in a fight.
She's super passionate about history and has several antiques which she considers priceless.
Students who mock her subject are always sorry after she lectures them.
She's happy to help students during lunch. But not after school. She has boundaries
Overall 8/10. Im not confused. Fuck me into the historically accurate pillary with your massive strap. Im fucking ready.
Leighton
Evil.
Will fuck students without their consent
Absolutely blackmails students and teachers.
Dude jacks it under his desk at school while he watches porn after using his admin pass to get passed the website blockers.
Will send teachers an NSFW link and then mark them for disciplinary action for clicking on it. (Mason will fall for this trick every time)
Has never and will never hire an outside consultant or HR representative claiming its a ‘waste of resources’
Dude will rub his hard dick on your back while you're sitting in his office for detention.
Piss kink. Don't ask me for evidence. I just get this /feeling/
Will take a long weekend more than a couple of times a year just for the fun of it. But will never allow the same grace to any other teacher.
Has a file of his favourite students that he meticulously plans to molest. It's like a black book.
Bro obviously watches teacher/student porn or 18yr/old man porn at school.
Teaching style is fucking old school. Reinforcement through pain/ruler. Writing lines. Detention sessions are just holding a penny between your knees and standing in the corner with a dunce cap on.
Plays favourites but if you are his favourite fucking watch your back.
0/10 I’m not learning shit. And also I dread office visits. If you touch me I'm calling the police.
#dol content#degrees of lewdity#degrees of lewdity teachers#doren the english teacher#mason the swimming teacher#river the maths teacher#sirris the science teacher#winter the history teacher#leighton the headteacher
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:Ticci Toby:{A Rewrite}
CHAPTER 5
WARNING:: This story contains EXTREMELY triggering topics such as Domestic/Child/Substance abuse, Death, harsh language, GORE and dissociation triggers.
This story mentions mental illnesses and disorders such as Depression, PTSD, ADHD, and Tourette's Syndrome.
!!TICS MAY BE TRIGGERING!!
Chapter five
Toby heard arguing the second he opened the door to walk in. Expecting that it was just his parents, but no, Lyra was home? And she was also yelling. Toby dropped his bag and ran over, stopping the man from raising his hand. "Don't touch her!" He growled. Lyra gasped slightly, looking over at their mom. The woman staying further away in the corner of the living room, she was scared to death. She had tried to stop the man before but that earned her the red mark on her face now.
"Stop d-doing this!" Toby screamed, holding his dad's arm back so he wouldn't swing at the girl. Due to the man's advantage of size, it was easy to slam the boy back and off of his arm. Slamming Toby into the wall behind the two.
"Dad, stop it!" The girl yelled, seeing the man pick up one of the bottles that sat on the counter. He then approached the boy on the ground. "You've grown the nerves, boy, maybe i have to remind you who's in charge!"
"Dad, please!" Lyra screamed, covering her mouth knowing she couldn't do anything to really stop the man whose looks could kill.
Toby was still dizzy from hitting his head against the wall. He did manage to realize what was about to happen. However seconds before he could react, the glass shattered against his head, causing him to flinch and huddle up slightly, expecting more kicks and punches.
"Oh now you don't want to act like a hero!" The man spat, dropping the broken bottle neck next to Toby, stepping over the glass to head outside and smoke like nothing ever happened. His breath smelled so bad..
Toby stayed huddled up, holding his head where he pulled off blood, looking at his fingers. The rest of the family, his mom and sister stood frozen in fear and shock. The phone on the wall had been smashed as well..neither of them could call the cops, or they would've by now.
"..Mom?.." Toby called out, vision blurry and going red.
The woman rushed over and pulled him close, holding his bleeding head. She could tell her son was suffering from a minor concussion. He didn't expect this, but he never could expect anything. Everything was unpredictable.
Lyra huddled around the two, holding a rag to his head that suffered a deep cut. "We need to get him to the hospi-" Connie cut Lyra off quickly, shaking her head. "We can't afford questions, please, please let's just treat it here."
A tear left one of Toby's eyes, blood mixing in with it. "I'm okay, i-i can't feel it." He still wasn't completely there. The room was spinning and he could see multiple of his mom and sister.
Toby was picked up and carried up to his room before he finally lost consciousness upon being laid down. The wound on his head was treated and literally being held together by bandages and tape. Hey if it worked it worked. Toby would never forget waking up with a pounding headache. Toby would never forget that day in general.
For the next week and a half, all Toby got were stares from the kids at school, and the bullying didn't stop. His mom stayed quiet about what happened to him, and warned if he was to tell a teacher, she couldn't control how angry his dad would get about that. Out of pure fear, he stayed quiet about it. If anyone asked, he fell.
"Hey ticci!"
A voice called out from behind him, seconds before his face was slammed into his lunch tray. Toby just laid there after they walked off laughing. He didn't even lift his head. Toby had a headache all day, that just made it worse. He finally lifted his head, smashed potatoes and gravy covered his face and hair. He rubbed it from his eyes and spat some of it out.
"Just thought you could use more food, you look like you need it." The kid added, making the entire table indent of him laugh.
Toby couldn't exactly help the fact he was malnourished. He could never eat enough to gain a healthy weight, and if he finally did, he lost it almost immediately, like water weight or something.
Toby only laughed with them, his laugh having a hint of inner pain. He just got up and threw his tray away, taking the back way out of the cafeteria and into the hallway.
Toby washed his face off in the bathroom. It was absolute hell getting the food out of his hair, it made it all sticky and matted. Kids were so lame, at this point he was almost convinced he was cursed.
Toby brought his hands up and gnawed on his knuckles until they bled. He just wanted to taste the blood and feel the skin within his teeth.
'if they hurt you, you hurt them, if they hurt you, you hurt them'
he repeated to himself through his mind.
Toby left the bathroom and started to inch back into the cafeteria, locking the same kid who angered him in his sight. Toby walked towards him, glaring sharply before he was interrupted by the bell, dismissing lunch.
I guess you could say this kid was saved by the bell.
Toby ticced a little, the sound of kids getting up and rattling trash made him experience sensory overload.
Toby turned quickly and left, squeezing past everyone else. He really was going to strangle that kid. This made him realize how bad his anger could get.
Toby stopped in the middle of the crowded hall, thinking he saw something in the window that led to the woods the school was built in front of. He just stood there, staring closer. He could see a figure as tall as the trees. He couldn't see a face at all, yet felt its 'eyes' staring back at him.
However the moment he blinked it was gone.
He knew what it was, he wondered if it liked his offering months ago..he hasn't seen it that much since then. "You're back…"
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#creepypasta#slenderverse#foressfaction#ticci toby#toby rogers#creepypastarewrite#ticcitobyrewrite#rewrite#fanfiction
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Fave WIP Round-Up [Part 2]
Posted a list of my fave WIPs last night and realized I missed some, so here's Part 2 of my fave WIPs!
Find the rest of my WIP Recs here
is your light on? by @toburnup
Rated E | Chapters: 17/20 | Words: 196k
"Tell me a secret." Steve says and Eddie shakes his head.
"Why would I do that?"
"I'll tell you one."
Eddie looks intrigued, smirks in his direction. "A secret for a secret? Okay." He looks up. "You go first."
(Steve always noticed Eddie. He's been there on the peripheral, easy enough to ignore. Until he's standing right in front of him, unavoidable. And then they collide over, and over, and over)
Tell Me "Don't", So I Can Crawl Back In by kiaramgrey
Rated E | Chapters: 8/? | Words: 43k
When Steve finds himself alone and without friends, following his breakup with Nancy, he decides what he needs is a distraction. Maybe some new friends who don't remind him of the bullshit life he gave up. When he literally runs into Eddie Munson, school drug dealer and self proclaimed freak, an idea begins to form. Who better to show him what life outside popularity can be like, than someone who doesn't give a shit what anyone thinks?
And Eddie? Well, Eddie is just bracing for impact.
Reboot by @plutosrose [Now Complete]
Rated E | Chapters: 10/10 | Words: 38k
In 2012, Steve Harrington and Eddie Munson film a scene in the teen drama Normal Stuff that launches a popular ship on ao3.
By early 2013, they aren't speaking anymore.
In 2024, Robin calls Steve with an offer to reprise his role as Andy Hartley in a reboot of their old show, with one important update--his character gets together with Eddie's.
Lesson/Plan by @2btheanswertothequestion
Rated M | Chapters: 3/5 | Words: 7k
Eddie huffs. "I'm already 20 fucking years old. I don't want to wait any longer. I want to experience all the shit everyone else already has now."
"Everyone hasn't-"
"Steve, the 15-year-olds currently in this house have seen more action than I have."
"All right, okay, I hear you. We'll solve it for you."
"How."
"Well," Steve's tongue darts out to wet his lips, "if you just want to get it over with, then... I could kiss you?"
Eddie's never been kissed, so Steve offers to teach him. And then he teaches him some more, and some more, and some more.
Sleight of Hand by @flieslikeamoron
Rated E | Chapters: 17/19 | Words: 125k
Steve needs a weed dealer. He gets a bit more than that. (This is an AU set a couple months after the Snow Ball in season 2.)
PTA Shouldn't Stand for Pretty Tight Ass by @humanityinahandbag
& Invader_Sam | Rated M | Chapters: 14/? | Words 51k
Steve Harrington - ex local legend and fearsome bully, now single father of two - returns to Hawkins after the world spit him out. With a messy life to sort through, all he wanted was settle down and get his kids through seventh grade without any surprises.
Cue Mr. Eddie Munson, ex victim of one Steve Harrington, now Hawkins Middle School's favorite music teacher.
Or: What happens when your former high school bully raises two absolute nerds, joins the PTA, helps run the bake sale, makes the best cupcakes in Indiana, and may or may not be having a bisexual crisis.
Some Cupids Kill With Dice by @hawkinsheroes
Rated M | Chapters: 14/? | Words: 109k
Steve Harrington doesn't have time to date. In fact, between working multiple part-time jobs and raising two rambunctious and poorly-behaved preteens, he doesn't have time for much of anything. And it's fine. He's fine. He's having an absolutely awesome time slinging ice cream, sorting DVDs, and dodging questions from his friends and family about his love life.
That is, of course, until the twins come to him with a simple request: go to Parents Night and sign them up for Mr. Munson's Dungeons and Dragons club.
Or, the one where Steve is a tired and overworked DILF who may or may not be smitten with his kids' seventh grade English teacher. Featuring: busted old Hondas, milkshakes as an intricate mating ritual, twelve year-old wingmen, and the worst flirting you've ever seen in your life.
breathe out (so i can breathe you in) by @bttmbunk
Rated E | Chapters: 11/12 | Words: 91k
“You thinking of getting it for yourself?” The man continues, eyebrows raised, and that’s when Steve realises he’s just been staring, practically drooling over this stranger who's decided to strike up a conversation about a guitar. A part of him wishes that the floor would open up and swallow him whole.
“Oh, uh, no, actually.” He says, “It’s for my daughter.”
Something indecipherable flickers across the man’s face, there and gone again in an instant, “How sweet.”
“I don’t know what I’m looking for,” he admits, a little sheepish, “I’m not a musician, so…” he shrugs, “I have no way of knowing if this is a good guitar or not.”
There’s a hint of amusement in the man’s eyes as his mouth tilts into a more crooked grin, “Well, lucky for you, I can help.”
In one fluid motion, the man drops himself into a sweeping, dramatic bow. The suddenness of it startles a laugh out of Steve.
“Eddie Munson, guitarist, musician extraordinaire - at your service.”
His energy is infectious - Steve finds that he’s grinning, “Uh, Steve Harrington. Basketball coach, dad,” He tries to think of another good descriptor, but comes up short, “Totally at a loss, here.”
Trouble Looks Good On You by @steddielations
Rated E | Chapters: 3/5 | Words: 35k
It happens like a fever dream.
The first time Steve gives Eddie a swift smack on the ass, it’s obviously just an old jock habit that’s stuck with him. It wasn’t meant to have Eddie’s knees going weak, or turn his blood hot under his skin, or give him a brand in the shape of Steve Harrington’s hand, or— Nope, because Eddie’s not even into that.
But then, it happens again.
Or, Steve keeps accidentally awakening Eddie’s new kinks.
for this gift, I do feel blessed @wheatisstillwheat [Now Complete]
Rated E | Chapters: 19/19 | Words: 96k
Steve was supposed to be in Berlin with his best friend Robin, not wandering around looking for a coffee shop, not speaking a lick of German.
Steve definitely wasn't supposed to take the only open seat next to a beautiful, mysterious (sexy), and slightly pissed stranger at said coffee shop who cannot believe Steve wasn't angling for an autograph from him, which Steve definitely isn't, because Steve has no idea who he is...yet.
(OR Rock Star AU - in which Eddie Munson is a famous grunge/alt/metal band frontman and Steve is as clueless as we'd all expect. hi-jinx and love ensue.)
Edited May 7 to update chapter & word counts
Edited May 26 to note completed fics
Edited Aug 3 to update chapter & word counts
#WIP RECS#STEDDIE FIC RECS#STEDDIE FIC REC#STEDDIE WIP#STRANGER THINGS#STRANGER THINGS FIC REC#STEVE HARRINGTON#EDDIE MUNSON#STEDDIE#PUBLICLY OUTING MYSELF AS A SIMP FOR ALL THESE WRITERS#mojowitchcraft wip recs
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🛒 What are some common things you incorporate in your fics? Themes, feels, scenes, imagery, etc.
🌞 Do you have a preferred time of day to write?
💖 What made you start writing?
❌ What's a trope you will never write?
🤗 What advice would you give to new fanfic writers that are just getting started?
🤲 Would you please share a snippet of a wip?
🛒 What are some common things you incorporate in your fics? Themes, feels, scenes, imagery, etc.
I haven't touched on this yet in ASAW, but photographs. I absolutely love rambling about photographs and stuff. Also mirrors, I feel like there's a lot of scenes where Bucky assess himself in mirrors or looks at his own body and ruminates on things.
🌞 Do you have a preferred time of day to write?
Lately been enjoying writing in the evening and being able to write however much I want until the sun rises and I have to get back to my life. I enjoy having nowhere to be and just being able to sit and type and type and type.
💖 What made you start writing?
I've always been into writing and stories ever since a kid. My mom was a teacher and specialized in English/reading recovery so books have always been a HUGE part of my life. As a kid, we didn't go to beaches or amusement parks for vacations, we went to book signings and meet/greet the authors things. Because of that, I've always been a huge reader and thus it was easy for me to get into writing as well. Joining fandoms just opened me up to sharing my writing. Though I had a long writer's block because of how obsessive my writing became and I needed to step away from it. I lost a lot of motivation and creativity but I'm back now! And I think I'm doing much better.
❌ What's a trope you will never write?
Can't write any mystery or action. I just don't have the brain power to plot things like that, my brain is a very simple creature and just wants to watch the same two men fall in love again and again. And torture the one of them repeated lol.
🤗 What advice would you give to new fanfic writers that are just getting started?
oh boy, I don't even know. I feel like I'm not even qualified to give advice, I still feel like a very new fanfic writer 😭 I've only been seriously writing for like 2 months I think. But I guess I'd say, just keep going? Keep doing what you're doing. it doesn't matter if you're not amazing at writing or don't have a great vocabulary or don't understand grammar or punctuation, etc. You don't need any of that to write something that resonates with other people. Write what you feel and maybe you'll make someone else feel that too.
🤲 Would you please share a snippet of a wip?
Ahhh, I literally have 0 words in As Stable As Water since posting Chapter 5 so here's something from Chapter 10 of You Watched Me Burn.
“I lost control, Bucky. It’s my fault. But please, give me another chance,” he pleaded, his voice breaking.
Bucky had never seen Brock this emotional. The older man’s eyes were watering and his voice sounded strangled as if his chest was being crushed by some invisible weight at just the thought of losing Bucky.
“Brock I… I can’t do this right now,'' Bucky finally settled on. Everything hurt too much and he couldn’t make any decisions with the amount of pain he was in. Not to mention the way all of his thoughts were muddled up. “I… give me some time. I need to sleep.”
Instead of yelling at him, Brock immediately nodded. “Of course baby, do you want any more blankets? I can grab you some more,” he offered right away.
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LAST TIME ON RANGER ACADEMY - Sage and her friends took their big Buzzfeed "what ranger color are you?" quest to varying amounts of success - but the (apparently) worst outcome was given to Sage, who morphed into Green, a color that literally no one has ever been throughout the entire franchise.
Right?
It's Ranger Academy #5!
= is the story gay? the story sounds pretty gay
= see even Nika's like "Sage, there's literally only been like. three evil Greens in history. what are you talking about"
= heterosexual jumpscare
= SEE WHAT I MEAN ABOUT HOW FRUSTRATING IT IS TO NOT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT THE TEACHERS OR THE SCHOOOOOOL the guidance counselor has such a unique design for a Sirian and I don't even know their name or their gender or even if they're supposed to be the same Sirian that teaches in the Red Campus (I assume not, since this seems like the Pink Campus??? but again we have no idea because we have no idea how the campuses operate and differ beyond their colors!!!! That being said, if they aren't the same one in Red Campus, then this school hires a lot of Sirians. Remember Crueger was here too. Aren't they supposed to be kind of dead.)
= anyway someone save Hot Dad already so we get the whole "Rhianth learns Ranger Academy is great actually" stuff out of the way
= oh we are setting up that mandated lesbian breakup, i KNOW IT!!!!!!!!!!
= the first real look at the Ranger Academy morph sequence and suits, for easy reference. Like I've said before, they're fine. At this point I'm more interested in the weapons situation for each color. If Pink gets a bow and arrow because "Pink Rangers are good archers" i'll literally lose it
= Tula officially #cancelled for not recognizing the validity of adopted families
= after mulling around a bit on this panel I'm going to assume that these "famous parents" will mostly be OCs, considering a) as I've posted before, there are clearer hints in this issue that this takes place far in the future, so even if we can bring in canon show characters due to time travel or whatever they would not be "parents" so much as "ancestors" and b) the book hasn't discussed yet what exactly a Ranger Academy graduate Ranger does after they leave school, so Parent Weekend would be the right time to bring that up. These kids are all just fucking nepo babies
= However I still live in fear of them randomly going "guess what? Jen and Wes's kid goes to Ranger Academy" and never elaborating
= Sage you're the protagonist in a magic school story. You will literally never have normal problems.
= Like I said before, I'm glad this issue kind of put Tula's character back on track after she was a little too antagonistic in the last few issues.......it was like they suddenly had some kind of rivalry, like when Jason and Tommy wo
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@woodswit thank you tagging me and yea this is abt me
1. are you named after anyone?
Yes I am, my mother names me after a famous Russian song writer Nikita bogoslovskiy ( not Russian lol so it was that was the reason why) but I like it as it mean victorious, or leader to victory
2. when was the last time you cried?
6 months ago, it's generally a pattern I do one big cry maybe a whole day or whole afternoon just silently im not really a sobber, unless im forced to talk about it then I guess its more obvious that im crying otherwise a watery esque eye my eyes doesn't get red, You really wouldn't have guess anything, which at times can be sucker since if it was a bit more obvious the ppl around me would ask even if i would have denied it. But that would have still felt nice. But since they usually cant tell and is being completely normal i just feel like i should go along with it, and then the next day its over i do try to cey again but i just cant, i always think i cried it out so theres nothing more and then when 6 months comes in the cycle continues. It's not necessarily healthy, but you know what, whatever,
3. do you have kids?
No, and thank God, right now I'm just not in the mental state or maturity level to look after, provide for another human,
In saying this I do want to have a child, 2 :D, but I want to be mentally capable, and have enough finance saved to create the village that my child would have, (baby sitters, night nurse, travel nanny, doula care, my afterbirth message therapy, postpartum in home care helping with cleaning or making meals) though I may not use these services I want money there so that if need it it'll be there in case of post partum depressiob, I work in childcare some parents and colleagues i work with do not have any help, or only grandparent help and that can also be taxing on the parents not necessarily financially. So it can be emotional struggle and which could lead to a strain in the emotional and physical relationship between the couples,, which I see can at times turn into into resentment when you think your partner is not doing enough, or not feeling supported. Which can lead to feeling too overwhelmed and not being able to enjoy being a parent ( like I don't understand why some ppl say have usually boomer grandparents say have back to back children and in the next 5 years it'll be easy and calm like what about during it, and also why do I want to struggle or look back and not have too fond memories like that never made sense 2 me
so yea before having a child I know I want money saved to cover all these for atleast the 8 months before even thinking of a having a child, I mean in my culture grandparents will look after and stay with with with mother for atleast 6 months to look after both child and mum but still for safety sake.
This was a really long statement lol
4. what sports do you play/have played?
Hockey, netball, tag rugby
5. do you use sarcasm?
Yup. It's the best
6. what's the first thing you notice about people? Whether or not they're performing or being genuine.
7. what’s your eye color? Brown
8. scary movies or happy endings? Happy endings get nightmares
9. any talents? Artistic creations, and cooking I'm very good :D
10. where were you born? Kuwait
11. what are your hobbies? Social media, sculpting with, creating art in many different ways, music i can literally drive for hours, just before reaching home i go the longest way possible, i also enjoy going for a walk when its windy for an hour or more, i want to do wood carving, and forging a knife, and learning to sow and create beautiful clothing
12. do you have any pets? Yep had two and one died
13. how tall are you? 5'3
14. favorite subject in school? History
15. dream job? Teacher for right now, im working on it now, and possibly a professer in the future
Tagging my mutuals i wanna know
@qinaliel @riahchan @trinuviel @tuesmonoxymore @inlovewithastark @tiny-little-bird @timeforwolvies @tubbylita @nutellaninja0001 @thelawyerthatwaspromised @fedonciadale @ben-barnes-is-my-husband @mediiciis @israfel00 @rissa-rey @yol101 @kitnjon
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Thing our host didn't realize was his autism, but was absolutely his autism:
Being hyperliterate and able to eat books whole in less than an hour as a kid, but instead choosing to keep renewing one book (Mr. Popper's Penguins) from the school library every single week for like a couple months, until too many teachers made fun of him for it and he got scared of being seen as "stupid" for not reading it fast enough when in fact he had read it at least 5-6 times in total and was constantly rereading his favorite parts in that time. He told them this, but they didn't believe him and told him "it's okay if it's taking you this long to read it on your own".
This literally ruined his ability to reread books. His brain now goes into red alarm mode of "they're gonna see me as stupid and if they think I'm stupid they'll think I'm easy to hurt". It's not that he's afraid of being lower than average intelligence, it's that he was terrified as a child that that would get him hurt by adults. Now he can only reread them literally years later and only if he's basically forgotten the entire plot. It sucks because he was obviously very happy about it bc he told everyone about that book all the time and he hasn't read it again since.
#Note for the system later this is H#why the hell did they make fun of him#then try and say ''oh but its ok''#and what kind of teacher mocks a child anyway#I have so many questions about his childhood before I was here#but he doesn't remember most of it#hopefully he sees this and tells me more about this#also note to host that you really should reread that book and find out why you liked it so much#mibingo#actually autism#actually autistic#actually audhd#autism spectrum disorder#austism#autistic spectrum#autistic#autism#autistic things#autistic problems#autistic adult#H#mibingo did
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I saw this video
https://youtu.be/3rJwrwlWyLI
Thought I'd share it with you...perhaps it will be a message you need to see or ignore it ;). She has great info.
Sharing in case anyone else needs it.
I know how she feels and has felt growing up an abused child.
I am going to dive deeper into a very sensitive topic, so please do not read what I have to say if it's going to be upsetting or triggering.
I do not want to be responsible for bringing up anyone's trauma to the surface, but if it helps anyone out there to know they're not alone--then, people deserve to know they're not alone and be reminded of that. Abuse is a very isolating experience and does leave you feeling lonely and misunderstood as a result. I hate having to say that I understand, but I really do understand.
It's honestly going to be a bit uncomfortable to open up on some experiences, however vaguely I'll put them. I really do not wish to be asked further about them, so please respect that. It really gives me a lot of anxiety to think on the subject.
I'm only sharing within reason it'll remind someone they're not a monster for going through abuse and they don't deserve it. There is possibility to survive and recover and I won't coddle anyone's feelings and give them purely ideological expectations on the matter--it's not easy for all of us, but it is possible for all of us.
I don't consider myself an ideology of escape and recovery, personally. So I hope reading any of this that no one builds those fantasies and high expectations of me. I'm still recovering. It's been over 15 years and I'm still healing. Everyone has their own pace. Just do not give up your pace is the main thing here I want to relay.
Abuse really does make you more afraid to speak up and seek aid from strangers and friends alike. It can make you afraid of other family members or medical professionals. It can make you mistrust anyone in anyplace. Anyone. Anywhere where your perceptions feel potentially challenged or threatened. Domestic violence enforces fear and trust issues of people. I remember being afraid of teachers and classmates often as a child. Most people scared me. I did not keep a lot of friends growing up. I wasn't even allowed to have them.
I remember having to lie about and hide the few friends who cared about me. I had literally one friend from the age of 4 till 13 only ever visit my home and she had to do so as a form of strategy. Most kids I would tell never to bother hanging out with me. They thought I was this anti-social monster. But, I just wanted to keep them safe. Most of them would not go the lengths she did to spend time with me.
Creating social barriers often resulted in abandonment. There was one time my abuser came home too early and screamed at my best friend to get out of our home--he almost lashed out and hit someone else's little girl in front of me--I want to say she was only around 5 years old at the time--my mom got beaten in front of me as a result instead. She shouldered the blame so I wouldn't get hurt, too. My friend's mom was there and shielded her as they fled crying. Even after that scary incident, they would risk visitations in secret. They were that loyal. I didn't try to find my confidence till my teen years in general when it came to finding friends or establishing my identity as a person.
It took me a long time to want to rebel and even by then it didn't come without obstacles or major risks. I have a dislocated rib-cage that never properly healed and I do not like talking about it a lot even into adulthood. I sustained that injury on my sixteenth birthday. It is very hard to this day not to replay the events of that night alone, because it felt like hell on earth. It should have been a milestone in my youth, but instead it's a day I want to forget and need to overcome. It is not good for me to replay it. However, it is no less important. I could have died if I didn't kick my abuser off and let that part of myself that was afraid to defend itself break first. It's a day I became brave for the first time in my life and that will always be beneficial to my existence. I'm my own hero and it's important to remind myself I'm capable of being so.
They really teach you to fear self-defense. You are taught that you are the bad guy and problem if you want to feel safe and protected. It really should not be the case, but it is for many of the abused.
Your abuser will gaslight you to hell and back. You know, when I had the authorities called--my abuser tried to spin the situation and lied to them that I was the abuser and hit him? He tried to gaslight me right in front of them and tried to tell me my perceptions were false and that he didn't even touch me?
But, I was the only one with sustained injuries, since I was the one being punched for fifteen minutes into the ground. They were the one trying to break my bones and blame me, because I was the villain for trying to kick them off and they really tested making me doubt what happened to me. That's how abusers are--they want you to doubt yourself and your own mind. It's unhealthy. It's behaviors like this you have to anticipate and you do have to learn to prioritize yourself--I had to learn to prioritize myself over a family member.
You might think that having him arrested was a quick fix to my problems growing up, but you would be mistaken about that.
I was still living with a person who has a varied history of abusive relationships. I do not blame them, but it is hard being a child who has to live with the decisions of someone that is a repeat victim (because, that was their normal). It is no negativity towards or against them--because, I will always love them as they love with all of their heart and they have nothing but good intentions and of their own merit are the best parent a child could ever wish for--but it doesn't make my own experiences any easier in dealing with the people they welcomed into our life, because those people were not the best.
It meant I got to live with a man who would be starving me for years to come while he was gaslighting and abusing them. It meant meeting another man who would be rotting in prison to this day for being a statutory rapist and pedophile. It's not easy overcoming evil. It is a constant effort of will power and self-accountability.
I don't mean self-accountability in the sense that we should hold ourselves responsible for the abuse or in placement of the abuser themself--but, we are responsible for our own healing. That is a major task for everyone who endures and survives. We owe it to ourselves to heal and succeed, because our healing and success won't be delivered on a silver platter. Society can flower us with pretty words of pity all it wants, but society isn't responsible for our skin and how we live in it. Pity won't help us recover from trauma. Pity is about as beneficial in feeling as throwing a tiny bandage meant for a blister on a severed limb. I have so many thoughts about the subject of pity and how often it is used to be conflated with empathy--they are not the same. We always need empathy, but we do not always need pity. Fine line.
Manipulation can make being in the presence of your own abuser (even though you know everything they are doing to you is painful, scary and even potentially dangerous to your core survival) seem safer and more familiar. This is especially true if you're a child growing up in an abusive household; because, you don't have a time-frame for comparison to a "before" the abuse existed. You are being born and raised into abuse.
People outside of your home life can tell you, "what is happening to you isn't normal," all they want to, but you wouldn't know if you can believe them.
We are all told not to trust strangers easily; because, you're taught that normal and safe is your family. You are taught the people who raise you are tasked with forming your ideologies and you rely on them to develop you and the environment around you, since you are too young to do so yourself. You're taught by default of society that family is what is most important in life and that's who you have to always differ to. When someone reaches out and states, "this is not normal and you need help"--it leaves you with more questions than answers, like what makes you less deserving of a family that you can differ to? Why are you here then? And your abusers will likely have anticipated this and have already manipulated you into rejecting help, either by convincing you that you did something to deserve the abuse or otherwise by threatening your well-being even further. They are not right, but in your mind as an abused child you don't have a higher power teaching you that they're wrong. Your family is your highest power in your mind.
There are a lot of people who can not empathize with abuse victims and can not put themselves in our shoes to understand why we endure it all--if it's all your familiar with, and you're manipulated into believing that change and positivity are the enemy, it can be extremely hard to get away. Never mind if you face obstacles like age limitations or financial hardships. Something to learn and remember.
Abuse isn't that black and white. It is not that easy for everyone to just leave or even speak up. As she said from her own experiences in the video, sometimes speaking up can lead to danger. It doesn't mean we shouldn't try, but there needs to be a balance of nuance and patience in finding help. We can't give into pressure and be chaotic about it. Guilt tripping victims into finding help is so dangerous.
I remember my first solid effort of escape from abuse to a friend's home at 17 years old backfired. Unfortunately, I lived in an area with bad cops. I was thrown under house-arrest by the authorities, forcing me to even be more trapped with my abuser (not the same one as the one who broke my rib cage) and I was told I deserved abuse as a form of discipline, that I would never amount in life to being anything but a raped and impregnated homeless whore and if I tried to resist my circumstances than I would be thrown into a juvenile prison. Nice.
This was what happened to me for trying to run away and ask a family for help. That is what happened when I looked for help in a chaotic manner, because strangers with no incite told me it should be as easy as just asking anyone, but it isn't always. That's how it was handled for me. HOWEVER--there was intervention. It didn't come immediately, but it did come and I accepted it.
If it wasn't for specific family members intervening...lord in heaven, life would have been even more unbearable than it was. At least for longer if not indefinitely. Being a legal adult in another year would have given me a chance at freedom potentially if I obeyed the house arrest till then, but it also meant I was stuck with someone who was denying me food and wanted to stab me until that time.
Oh, and my grades in school were tanking naturally and I was dodging being failed and expelled (over how I was dressing and potentially appeared in the year book, ahem) before I moved.
If you're wondering how I managed in my new home and school...I was sailing with honor roll and got accepted into the first college I applied for. I felt very fortunate to be in a loving home with improved conditions. So take that mean cops! And we're not on the streets or a parent. Thank you very much. It really is the little things sometimes that can feel bigger. Being in a safer and loving home really does make a vast difference on a person's continued development.
Experiencing domestic violence is not as simple as "this person keeps calling me names or hitting me," it is a lot more nuanced and damaging than either of those situations combined.
Domestic Violence ruins your capability to perceive everything: people, places, time, history... your very perceptions on reality and boundaries are being compromised, and even if you're among the lucky one's to escape your abuser and seek professional treatment, people need to realize that that process is intimidating for the survivor and the challenges brought on by the abuse do not abruptly halt just because the abuse that initially created them did. It takes time to heal and to accept the healing process.
Abuse creates a lot of very deep physical and psychological damages that can take months to years of a person's life to recover from--and just being realistic, even when we reach our best goal of recovery, there will always be a small piece of us haunted by the experiences of that abuse. After a long period, it stands the risk of becoming a very integral part of how you shape your mentality, priorities, beliefs, ethics, etc. on what you like or dislike about life and all of the people surrounding you in existence. Your abuser consumed your time and energy. They dominated your identity and personal space. That time-gap where your abuser was surrounding your choices and dictating your personal experiences--that is very significant and impactful on your psyche and it doesn't entirely disappear.
We have to unlearn their lessons and create our own reality the best we can. That takes a lot of will power and effort to do. It means risking communication that is unfamiliar. It means we have to learn to cope.
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when I was 10/11 I started hanging out with kids 3+ my senior, and quite frequently especially then 5+ years, and I had a hard time making friends at school so they were all that mattered to me. I hated myself for years because they had all started/gone through puberty and I hadn't, I hated feeling like a little kid and being treated that way. there was a girl, mackenzie, had a lot of issues at home. she used to show me porn and talk bad about all my other friends to convince me to only spend time with her. haylee was around then, we spent the most time together so mackenzie would make me be mean to haylee to separate us. I wanted her to like me so I did, but haylee never hated me, she waited for me to come back around.
I did have a couple friends that were my age but we never hung out after school. one was called Hero, he was my favorite, and the only one I've connected with since growing up. the other two were boys named Cole and Gavin. Gavin always used to try and touch me, just in general, and I didnt like to be touched by boys my age but I wanted to be friends with him. Hero, even being my age, was mature about that sort of thing and he would tell me all the time to not let him do that. Eventually I stopped being his friend because Hero and I got closer and that made me feel better about losing Gavin. Then there was Cole. I knew he was being abused at home bc my mom told me, and he was a trouble child because of it. I never cared, and it was easy being his friend because he and Hero were friends since childhood. then one day we were playing truth or dare on the playground and Cole, on his truth he told me he wanted to rape my dead body. coming from an 11/12 year old, I'm sure something was happening to him at home, it wasn't his fault. but for obvious reasons that really scared me, and I told Hero and I was scared that he wouldn't care and would side with Cole, but he believed me and he told me that was really messed up and to tell a teacher. I did and Cole got in trouble. on the last week of school he came up to me crying and apologized, and the three of us were all so mature and I was always transparent about my home life and about my depression and anxiety and he told me that day while crying that people really loved me. not him, just people. I have never forgotten that. even if he wanted to rape me, or maybe he was just saying stuff for shock value. but I heard later on in life he touched a little girl, a neighbor. so who knows.
but I have always loved Hero for what he did. He never ever made an advance towards me, in fact kids used to always think we were dating but it was so ridiculous to us that it wasn't even embarrassing like every other "crush accusation" ever was for either of us. we just laughed it off. he's doing really well now. had a hard time where he was doing drugs and self-harming and wound himself in the hospital, but now he has a girlfriend of several years and a puppy and a job. we reconnected because he recognized me at Walmart, he was working there and literally screamed my name from across the parking lot. we could never be friends now, we live in different worlds, but I will always remember him fondly.
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Get To Know Me Tag Game
I was tagged by the lovely @gyokujyn, thank you friendo!!
1. How did you get your nickname (or url)?
There's nothing especially deep to it tbh, my name is Kestrel and my go-to username is kestrelfeather (yes I know its a Warrior Cats name it haunts me every day) but it was taken already
2. What's the last thing that made you cry?
Not to trauma dump on this here Tumblr post but tbh I need to get better at actually feeling my feelings, because I don't remember the last time I cried, and it's not because I'm living my best life or anything it's because I bottle my feelings like a fine wine 😅🙃
3. What's your latest guilty pleasure?
I try not to feel guilty about things that being me joy but it is absolutely my shameless Self-insert OC created to date Bucky Barnes and is almost definitely the Nonbinary equivalent of a Mary Sue but they make me happy GOD DAMMIT Cringe culture is DEAD
4. What sports do you play/have you played?
So despite not being a sporty kid I've actually played a few! Itty bitty baby Kes played soccer, Tee Ball, and Softball at varying times, and did Ballet, jazz, and tap for like a year or two. But that all stopped when I turned 7 and FINALLY talked my parents into letting me take horseback riding lessons, and I did that for 11.5 years. I absolutely LOVED riding, and would ABSOLUTELY still be doing it, but unfortunately it's time and money I don't have so I just stare longingly.
5. What are your pet peeves?
People who don't chew with their mouth closed talk with their mouth full my mother even though she denies it, kids who come into the textbook distribution room I work in and go "I need a book" but when i ask them for a title, class, teacher, literally any information that woukd help me get them the correct book they just say "I don't know".
6. What is the first thing you notice about people?
Eyes. I suck at eye contact but if someone has pretty eyes I take notice
7. What is your eye color?
Great question tbh. Somewhere between blue and green, like a sort of teal-y color.
8. What super specific trope or genre is your kryptonite?
In non-fanciction settings: Gothic and Cosmic horror, action is fun, the fact that Librivox audiobooks of novels in the public domain are easy to find and extremely accessible, it's given me a strong love for classical literature, Picture of Dorian Gray is my favorite.
In Fanfiction settings: inject that Hurt/Comfort directly into my VEINS--. I'm also a big fan of any and all forms of Nonsexual intimacy.
9. What is your superpower?
As a Props Artisan I can make anything out of anything. I love making props from found objects, especially weapons. I was on a production of Romeo and Juliet and got to make all sorts of fun found object weapons because it was a post-apocalyptitc world
Some examples:
10. Which fictional world would you be happy to call home?
I know I would like. Instantly die. But I would love to live as a half-blood in the Percy Jackson world tbh.
11. What are your hobbies?
Listening to audiobooks and video essays, writing, learning to draw, video games, and crafting.
12. Do you have any pets?
I have one Dog, an 11 year old rat terrier mix named Peanut who owns my heart ❤️ I used to have pet land snails too, but unfortunately they have all passed on.
Bonus Peanut. Look at this little face how could you see this and NOT want to hand over all your worldly possessions to her:
13. What is your biggest toxic trait?
Oh jeez. I have a stubborn streak, but can also be really selfish.
14. Is there anything you're afraid you won't accomplish?
Oh BOY is there. My dream is to work Props for a Marvel movie and I worry I'll never get there. Also I'm just in general worried I'm never going to get a job in theatre/film which is my dream because it's the job I want, what I love, and what I went to school for and I'm scared I'll never get there.
15. What's number one on your bucket list?
The aforementioned dream of working on a Marvel movie!
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@bucky-bucky-bucky-bucky @navybrat817 @feraljazzpunk @buckybuckyboo and anyone else who wants to!
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655.
When was the last time you did clay work/pottery?
About twenty years ago when I last did an art class.
Do you like art, hate it or just not mind it?
I don't really care about it either way.
If you had to choose would you prefer dull pain for 12hours or sharp for 2?
Dull pain for twelve hours as you can generally work through it.
Koala or Kangaroo?
Neither of them are very pleasant in "the wild" but I guess kangaroos as they're more interactive and can be better with people.
Do you know the words to the national anthem of your country?
Maybe the first verse if I really think about it.
Is your country ruled by a president, prime minister, queen or other?
We have a Prime Minister and a King.
Does blue occur in your national flag?
It does indeed.
Talking of flags. Do you like football/soccer?
No. I'm not sure what that has to do with flags though?
If yes, do you play and what position? If not, leave blank.
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Would you rather be a Model, Famous Scientist, Singer or Chef?
Chef.
Would you rather be a pilot, crime scene investigator or estate agent?
Crime Scene Investigator. I don't have the nerves to be a pilot and I'f find being an estate agent incredibly dull.
Does making others happy really make you feel happy?
Sure, it's a nice feeling.
What colour literally doesn’t appear in your wardrobe at all?
Orange and brown.
Do you actually read the answers others give to your surveys [I do]?
I only really read the answers if it's a survey I've copied from someone and I'm replying to it myself.
Did you ever swear at a teacher in school? Why?
Yeah, because teachers pissed me off lol.
Have you ever pricked your finger on Holly or another ‘sharp’ plant?
Sure, loads of times.
Speaking of Holly, do you adore Christmas or does it bug you?
I like Christmas but I wouldn't say I "adored" it.
Have you ever wrote your own short story?
Yeah, I did a lot of creative writing at school/as a teenager but it's not really something that interests me now.
What about a novel? Or perhaps you started and couldn’t finish?
No. I don't have the patience for things like that.
Either of the above, if this was the case, place short synopsis here:
Nah, it was years ago. I don't remember what they were about.
Do you prefer SciFi/Fantasy/Action/Horror or Rom/Com/RealLife?
In terms of...what, exactly?
What do you have a lot of faith in [note: can be anything]?
Science.
Think of a material thing you want. Name it here (material, made or bought]
A new bed.
Would $100/�60 be enough for this item?
Nope.
How about $1000/�600?
Hmm, yeah, £1000 would be enough.
Would you rather have a big house, a lot of kids or a high flying job?
A big house.
Have you ever been to a creepy/haunted/abandoned place?
Yeah, creepy/abandoned places - I don't believe in hauntings.
What did it look like and what were the circumstances?
...
What’s your favourite dip?
It depends on what I'm eating and what my mood is in.
Chocolate Cookies or Fudge Brownies?
Chocolate cookies.
I give you a little baby puppy. What do you name him?
I only name my animals once I've met them.
Is crime a big problem in your area?
Nah, not really. The only real issues are maybe weed and kids riding around illegally on scooters.
What’s your town/city most well known for?
Being a deprived ex-mining town.
Do you know a Jack? What’s he like?
I have in the past but we're not in touch anymore. I think he has a kid now and he has a lot of tattoos.
How about a Lisa? What’s she like?
Yeah, we met through our beagles. She's lovely but quite introverted and not very easy to talk to.
Are most your friends older, younger or the same age as you?
They're a mix of ages.
Do you subconsiously hang out with those with the same starsign as you or as each other, perhaps due to certain personality traits? Think about it:
I don't give a shit about what starsign anyone is.
Name 5 objects that you don’t have but would like right now?
A new Xbox, a new bed, a new bathroom suite (if that counts as one object), one of those hanging chair things and a new oven.
When you have children, would you like twins?
I have zero desire to have any children.
Do you know any twins? If so, what are they called?
Yeah, several sets. Charlie and George. Jack and Harry. Triplets called Abigail, Harriet and Oliver.
If you were given the choice to choose your childs gender, would you?
I don't want children, but I don't agree with gender selection as a concept. It's messed up.
What instrument would you love to learn how to play?
Guitar.
Does the sound of knocking/tapping startle you?
No, it's just annoying. Especially when people tap their pen or whatever while they're thinking.
What’s the scariest story/urban legend/creepypasta etc you heard?
The one about a Tulpa. It really freaked me out, hahah.
Do you miss someone currently?
No.
When was the last time you were in hospital? What for [if comfy saying]?
About five years ago for a pelvic ultrasound.
When was the last time you went to the dentist?
Last December. I'm due to go again in about six weeks.
Do you get along well with your family doctor/your doctor?
I don't have a specific doctor, I just go to see whoever is available.
What personality trait does nearly everyone in your family seem to have?
Hmm, I don't think there is one, really.
The surveys ended. I hope you enjoyed it. :)
Sure.
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1 2 3 4 5 7 8 10 20 22 23 25 30 36 41 e f and g with august :)
and i love you SOOOOOOOOOOO SO SO SO SO MUCH BABY
HELLO BABE I LOVE YOU!!!!! SO MUCH!!!!!! KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS!!! also you're insane for this im putting this under the cut its so much
he straight up can't, because he needs a constant distraction from his thoughts, otherwise he'll start spiralling. he literally does everything he can not to think, so he can't just sit there. he'll explode.
surprisingly easy, despite being sick in the head he's actually pretty easy-going with most people, and he has a good sense of humor. if he doesn't laugh at a stupid joke then you KNOW something's wrong.
he very rarely goes to bed sober. again, because of the "needs a constant distraction" thing. so more often than not, even if he's sober beforehand, he'll take a few shots to get tipsy before he's comfortable enough to sleep.
it really depends. august has this huge mistrust of authority figures, so he won't trust anyone who's even moderately related to therapy or counseling or teachers or cops or anything. HOWEVER, if he likes someone he's got a bad habit of completely ignoring all their flaws and trusting everything they say (bpd moment), and it'll take almost no time. and he's aware of this flaw, and tries really hard to be mistrusting so he doesn't get hurt again, but. well. it doesn't really work.
again, depends who you are. on the off chance he becomes close with an authority figure, even the slightest fuck-up can cause him to immediately shift back into distrust. however, someone he likes can lie to him over and over, and august will fall back into trusting them if they just apologize and promise they won't do it again. kind of pathetically easy to gaslight his ass.
anything home-y triggers nostalgia for his family--home-cooked food, suburban white family decor, stuff like that. the feeling's kind of bittersweet, because he did have a fairly happy childhood (even including the time he was getting groomed, unfortunately) but it also hurts because he knows he'll never have that again. he also gets nostalgia for church-related stuff like sunday mass, but that's less pleasant because it just makes him think about harper (for not-chad, the priest who groomed him as a teen) and how he was abandoned by him.
august was a pretty normal good kid, but he was. a little bit gay. so he'd get reprimanded for stuff like staring at male models at the mall or doing "girly" stuff and shit like that as a kid (which sucks, because he was never taught to cook or clean because of that). tbh otherwise he was a really good kid--his grades were average, but he made up for it by being really faithful, and he was usually pretty quiet and polite.
when harper left him, august learned really quickly that he could NOT tell therapists and shit that being groomed was the best thing to ever happen to him. because they'd always go "oh my god, that's terrible! i'm so sorry that dirty man did that to you!" but. august was genuinely at his happiest while being groomed (obviously it wasn't healthy, but he was really happy). so he learned really quickly not to talk about it at all, or lie and say that it was soooo awful. it doesn't haunt him per se, but he built a lot of resent towards authority figures for that reason, because nobody would ever listen to him and always tried to make harper out to be a bad guy, which august does not agree with. and it fucking hurts to pretend he doesn't love harper.
he honestly can't really differentiate them. his family loved him, but he always felt like it was conditional, so he'd consider familial love to be fake. and he can't tell the difference between romantic or platonic love--the closest thing he could tell is that romantic love is when you want to fuck a person you love, and platonic is when you don't want to fuck them.
when he's jealous, august becomes EXTREMELY insecure and clingy. he has huge abandonment issues that are already worsened by his bpd, so he'll dig in his heels and do absolutely anything not to be abandoned. which. does include hurting people he loves and acting in a super unhealthy way.
he gets sooo bitchy, or will mope and whine around the person he's envious of until he gets what he wants. like a fucking 8 year old.
he wants to get married one day, but has trouble imagining someone sticking with him long enough to get to that point. as a kid, he really really wanted to marry harper, and a part of him still hopes he can. he's kind of bitter on the subject of marriage because it's basically inaccessible to him.
probably anim, because it's their fault that he learned all these terrible things about harper. he would have been more than happy to live completely ignorant forever, but now he can't do that.
he seeks out romance constantly, because he's unable to not be in a relationship. he needs to feel wanted and useful, and if that means he needs to pursue people who treat him terribly, he will. it's not really "romance" in a healthy sense, it's more like looking for attention and sex and affection under the guise of a romanic relationship.
he's neutral on them. he doesn't want them himself, and thinks they're kind of annoying, but they also make him nostalgic for his own childhood. because he wishes he was a kid again so bad, because he was so much happier.
e. i think i'd like sharing hot gossip with august but i could NOT be close with him. way too much drama involved, and he's basically just a more intense version of my mental illness so i think it would suck. plus i think he'd find me boring.
f. he makes me so fucking sad. because i think he's so tragic but also he's kind of the oc that's closest to me in terms of. many things. so his shit hits a little close to home. i love him.
g. he refuses to fucking get therapy. get normal loser boy.
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I'M BACK WITH: 100 questions about tremolo answered because he deserves more appreciation after the whole clover thing (#fuckyouclover)
part 1/2!!
1. Are they a man or a woman?
man. the father figure, if you will
2. Do you know how old they are? If yes, what’s the age gap?
he's in his mid 40s, i'm 15. approximately 30 years lmao
3. What subject do they teach?
orchestraaaaa let's go
4. Do you like the subject they are teaching?
if i didn't, i would not still be taking this class!! yes! i love orchestra! so much so that i want to be an orchestral composer! crazy right?
5. What are your grades like for their subject?
he genuinely doesn't have the heart to give anyone below an a+ soooooo
6. What is your favorite assignment they’ve set so far?
since he doesn't give out "assignments" per se, i'm gonna say a piece of music! dives and lazarus from northumbrian suite (ian david coleman) was the first thing that came to mind. sure, it was an easy piece, but god did it invoke emotion...
7. What is your least favorite assignment they’ve set so far?
front porch jam. it's a fiddle piece with straight 16th notes for the 1sts (me) played at 140 and it's literally all over the place... WE'RE AN ORCHESTRA TREMOLO NO FIDDLES IN SIGHT HERE THEY'RE CALLED VIOLINSSSSSS
8. Do they set homework often?
like, normal homework? no. he only ever does that when he's not there for the day. but but but, he does give us at least 3 new pieces every 9 weeks, and we have to learn them by the end of it, so he does expect us to practice.
9. Is your TC generally liked as a teacher by their students?
yes!! everyone loves him because he's such a dad and very kind and approachable
10. Is your TC close to any other students?
so, the kids younger than me? idk, but my orchestra from last year, there was only one other person he was close to, and that was a senior 'cellist who graduated to go study music, so, as far as i know, i'm the last survivor heheheheh
11. How often do you have them for lessons?
every other day during the school year
12. How long have you been taught by them?
since 5th grade! (11)
13. What do they look like?
white, bald man. very long beard. basically think of a stereotypical middle aged white man dad, and boom that's my orch teacher.
14. Do you typically find people who look like your TC attractive?
no, because i don't find middle aged men attractive, let alone my teachers 🥰 it's literally 100% platonic and in a "i wish he were my dad :(" kinda way
15. What is your favorite feature of theirs?
i mean, i don't really pay attention to physical features, but he has green eyes and the only reason i know that is the unbelievably high amount of times i have tried to communicate through blinking to him.
16. What is their hair like? What color and style is it?
bald. just bald. BUT HE DID HAVE A MULLET DURING COVID AHAHAHAHAHAH- dark dark dark brown hair. borderline black.
17. What is their eye color?
a swampy kinda green, but like not brown enough to be hazel if you know what i mean.
18. What would you describe their body type as being?
middle aged white man.
19. How would you describe their style?
again, middle aged white man. EXCEPT HE DOES WEAR A BOW TIE ALL THE DAMN TIME AND BEFORE I KNEW WHO HE WAS I CALLED HIM MR. BOW TIE.
20. Are there any clothes you think they look their best in?
idk i've only seen him in casual wear and formal wear because that's all he ever wears???? only reason i've seen him in casual wear is because of NASHVILLE YAHOO!!!!
21. Would they be considered by most people to be physically attractive?
he's a middle aged white man. next question.
22. Do they have any tattoos which you know about?
nope!
23. Do they have any piercings which you know about?
also nope!
24. Do they have any scars which you know about?
not that i know about, but i do suspect he has sh-ed in the past because he said, and i quote, it's a "very familiar thing" for him... 🤨 he did NOT report me though so xoxo for valuing my privacy and NOT telling people without me knowing (ahem CLOVER ahem (fuck you you could've at least told me you bitch))
25. Which is the most attractive to you, the way they look or who they are inside?
INSIDE DUH IT'S PLATONIC‼️ I CANNOT EMPHASIZE THIS ENOUGH IT'S A PLATONIC TC!!
26. What is their teaching style? (Eg. Strict or caring)
very, very caring. he's always been student first, school later.
27. Do you like their teaching style?
yes!!! he's the best 🥺
28. How would you describe their personality?
very calm. he's very chill and i'm surprised at the amount of patience he has.
29. Do you usually find people with their personality type attractive?
in boys my own age? yes. in men his age? i find it endearing and funny in a way
30. Do other people like your TCs personality?
yes! everyone loves mr. bow tie!!!!
31. What is their sense of humor like? Do you think they’re funny?
dad humor if you made it more millennial. he knows too much tbh. like, we tried hiding a word meaning from him (BFFR) and he went "okay, since y'all won't tell me i'm looking it up on urban dictionary." AND THE ENTIRE CLASS SCREAMED "NOOOOOO"
32. If you could change one thing about your TC, what would it be?
i would change him to be my dad. :/
33. What’s a song that always makes you think of them?
hmmm good question! because you're here - hatsune miku
34. What was your first impression of them?
he intimidated the shit out of me, and i could not tell you why. i just remember he wanted to hear us all play solo at least once, and he came to the seat next to mine to listen to me, and i was literally QUIVERING in fear and he goes "do i scare you? you're shaking a lot..." and my 6th grade ass goes "i'm not shaking!" and he grabs my hands and says "calm down... trust me, it's not that big of a deal. i'm not grading you for it, i just want to hear you play, okay?" and i was like "....fine."
35. How long did it take you to fall for your TC? Was it instant attraction or did it take you getting close to them to realize you had a crush on them?
again, absolutely no romantic attraction to this man at all. but, PLATONICALLY, it was around 7th grade when things started to get rough, and i knew his class was a safe space, so i just had to get to the fine arts hall, and at the end of it, he was always there in the orchestra room. so it took around 2 years.
36. What happened to make you realize you had a crush on them?
again, not romantically, platonically, BUT it was when i started opening up and being vulnerable with him. after siren, i hadn't been able to do that with ANYONE. and you know what? he didn't yell at me for being a human, he didn't criticize, and he didn't even take pity on me, which i appreciated. he sat and listened. that was all i ever wanted. he never betrayed that trust, and that's when i realized i looked up to him a lot.
37. When you first met them, could you have ever imagined that your feelings would become so deep?
no lmao if i told 5th grade me that in the span of 4 years you'd be able to open up about things like suicide and self-harm to him, she would've dropped out of his class SO FAST.
38. Did you ever think you’d have a crush on a teacher?
no because i still don't! xoxo 🥰
39. Have you ever had any TCs before?
platonic? yes. romantic? never. never ever ever.
40. Do you know anyone else who has a crush on your TC?
i mean his wife is the only one that likes him in THAT way does that count
41. Do you know their relationship status? Are they married, in a relationship or single?
married with children! that's why he's such a dad... because he literally IS on e😭
42. If they’re married or in a relationship, does this bother you?
NOT ONE BIT. AGAIN, 100% PLATONIC.
43. Do they have any children?
yes! 2 or 3 i can't remember how many...
44. What do you think they’d be like as a parent?
SOBBING THE BEST PARENT EVER HE SEEMS SO SUPPORTIVE AND DOWN TO EARTH AND SWEET AS A PARENT
45. Do they have any pets you know about?
YES he has a dog
46. Are your feelings for your TC platonic or romantic?
PLATONIC I CANNOT OVERSTATE THIS ENOUGH
47. How would you describe your feelings for your TC?
3 words: the father figure.
48. If you had the chance to marry them tomorrow, would you take it?
absolutely not <3
49. If they weren’t your teacher and the same age as you, do you think you’d be dating them?
idk if he was my age.... i might fall for the nerdy geeky orchestra kid lmao
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not really <\3 most are just kind of odd occurrences like sometimes at night i'll hear footsteps in the (locked) attic, & sometimes (usually when i'm playing music on my speakers) i'll hear pebbles hitting my bedroom windows (they have bug screens on the outside so thats not really. possible ykwim). once i was using my dad's tube amp in the basement & it worked totally fine, light was on etc etc, & i went to unplug it and it wasn't plugged in.
what are your top 10 favorite albums of all time? & how has your day been?
today i give you one of my favorite “song with a bass solo” of all time: https://open.spotify.com/track/5QIbR39hAEDIOkr4ggh4xc
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OMG I LOVE ATOMIC!!! its srlsly one of my favourite songs by one of my favourite bands and when you said "song with a bass solo" i immediately thought of it! thats so fun :)
i thought top 10 albums of all time would be easy but then i started overthinking it so to avoid that im just gonna go based on pure instinct (also these r in no particular order i just numbered them to keep count lmao)
1.disintegration - the cure. it is literally so perfect
2.the queen is dead - the smiths. bigmouth strikes again, cemetry gates, i know it's over, THERE IS A LIGHT THAT NEVER GOES OUT??? what an album.
3.remain in light - talking heads. i had a maths class over zoom during lockdown and the teacher was so boring that i just muted him and listened to this album for the first time ever and i fell in love w it instantly :)
4.ziggy stardust and the spiders from mars - david bowie. i'd love this album anyway but what makes it even better is the fact that my best friend also loves it to the point where david bowie is like our shared thing and moonage daydream is basically our theme song :))
5.unknown pleasures - joy division. this was one of the first vinyls i ever bought (before i even had a working record player) and definitely one of the ones i play most. i have such fond memories of the day i bought it!!
6.in the aeroplane over the sea - neutral milk hotel. bought this at the same time as unknown pleasures and when i listened to it on vinyl for the first time i literally felt my soul leave my body.
7.london calling - the clash. the first time i heard this i thought it was so overrated then i listened to it again like a week later and i thought it was the greatest thing ever so idk what happened the first time
8.punisher - pheobe bridgers. i love this album so much and i am going to see pheobe bridgers at a festival in feb and im so excited :D
9.revolver - the beatles. i have such fond memories of listening to this album with my dad as a kid, and recently ive been obsessed w it again. also its just a classic!
10.the velvet underground & nico. i love this album's individual songs but its also such a great album to listen to as like a whole the progression of it is rly cool to me.
i had to put some honorable mentions since it was so hard to narrow down: the dreaming by kate bush and power corruption and lies by new order :))
also i have had a pretty good day today, it's my first day of the summer holidays and i went to my friend's this morning n we basically just hung out and listened to music so its been a very chill day :) thanks for asking!
how was your day and what are your top 10 albums of all time???
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Just saw this and your writing absolutely love all of it! Could I request #25 after a long day of work and class with Shouto x Katsuki x self-insert/reader? Aka the reader left bed before the sun ☀️ was up and doesn’t get home till late after it has set again.
I’m a spunky Geologist turned Special Ed teacher working on her masters in teaching so she can teach Highschool science here in the next few years. I am 5’ 6” covered in several piercings and 2 half sleeve tattoos. I am also very quirky, fun loving, and snarky when it comes to those I love. Also very much a good mix of outwardly looking like the adult I am, but inside I am very much a nerdy dorky little kid!
Congrats again on 250+ followers!!! That’s so amazing! Keep up the great work Dumpling 🥟 ❤️❤️
Day 25 - Cuddles
Shouto x Reader insert x Bakugou
Event masterlist
(you might be asking, hm Creds why do you have 2 for Day 25? Cause I'm an idiot and forgot to write TAKEN for the Day 25 and 2 people already requested and I felt bad declining one :)PS I hope you don't mind me changing the request slightly and this being more of a Bakugou's pov than it is your pov.
Patrol was rough.
Extremely rough.
It wasn't anything extra difficult like trying to defeat a superpowered villain whose quirk is a literal cheat code in the system. The crime-fighting wasn't that bad, simple petty criminals.
It was the people Bakugou and Shoto had to deal with that made today so tough. Bakugou always had a short temper, that much is known about him. But after becoming an actual pro hero, he, with the help of 2 of his lovers, has been trying to fix his attitude.
Whatever progress they had made immediately crumbled today. It started out as a normal interaction. After taking down some robbers, some of his and Shoto's fans, alongside many reporters came to see the scene. This was normal for them, both of them were used to the attention, being some of the most popular and strongest pro heroes of their time, it was only natural attention followed.
It wasn't until one annoying woman came into the view that destroyed the entire mood. Turns out the robbery happened across her home, with the noise ruining her morning, she had thought it would be a good idea to give the two heroes a piece of her mind.
What ensued there was documented by the fans and the news outlets. The woman began screaming and yelling at everyone to quiet down, not caring about the policemen's explanation, choosing instead to scold and demand the two heroes for compensation for her ruined morning.
Bakugou was trying his best to keep his calm, whilst Shoto tried to calm the woman. Until the woman started yelling slurs at them both for liking the same gender and insulting you. That was when Bakugou finally exploded.
An explosion caught by the camera. One that was stopped only because Shoto separated the two using his ice.
Throughout the entire rest of the day, the incident seems to follow Bakugou and Shoto everywhere. With every single reporter trying to follow them around and get a statement on it.
It got to the point where eventually their agency told them to take the day off, wanting to let the fire die down before it gets any worse, and Bakugou's reputation falls even more.
"You have to calm down, it wouldn't benefit anyone to blow up like that," Shoto spoke softly, as he usually does, as the couple walked to their home.
"How the fuck was I supposed to stay calm when she was attacking us?!" Bakugou yelled.
Shoto sighed it wasn't easy dealing with the exploding man (pun intended). After all, he himself was exhausted. He just hoped you were at home. Considering how you left before they both woke up, which was rather odd since he and Bakugou woke up pretty early, he guessed you had a big day.
His prayers were answered though when he opened the door and saw you lounging on the couch. Hearing the door opened you turned towards them. One look at your face made them both know you were aware of their situation earlier in the day.
"Cheer up guys! Judgemental people will always exist all we have to do is just ignore their comments." You tried to cheer up your two lovers.
Shoto, hearing your optimism smiled softly. He couldn't help but feel happy when you were feeling happy. Although it seemed to have the opposite effect on Bakugou. The man's scowl only deepened.
"If we ignore them they'd only get fucking worse idiot!" He exclaimed.
You were quickly silenced when he yelled at you. Your rational side knew he was just tired and that was his impulsive reaction. But it still didn't feel good. You were only trying to help.
"I was trying to help, sorry." You muttered under your breath.
Shoto realizing the situation was slowly getting out of hand immediately jumped in.
"Why don't we just watch a movie and calm down?"
Bakugou wanted to say something but once more, his ego got in the way. So, he declined, turned around, and went outside.
Shoto saw how sad you looked and once again sighed.
"He's just trying to calm himself down, don't worry about him." He mused before making his way over towards you on the couch.
You scooted slightly towards the middle of the couch to give him some room. The couch dipped under his weight as he made himself comfortable. Shoto's arm made its way around your shoulder pulling you close to him.
He knew how much you cared for the man and how much you worried about him.
"I know," you stated, "How are you though? Are you okay?"
After a few years of dating the two, you could read them both like an open book. Whilst Bakugou emotionally usually acted on impulse and aggressively. Shoto on the other hand has a tendency to cover up those feelings, choosing instead to focus on the emotions of his loved ones over his.
Hearing your question he smiled. Leaning down to kiss the crown of your head softly.
"I'm fine love. Being here with you already calms me, it'd be better if Bakugou was here but I'm pretty sure he needs time to collect himself alone."
You hummed in agreement before putting a random film on the tv to act as a distraction. It was clear you both were worried about him, but you both also trusted Bakugou enough to know that he will be fine once he's calmer.
Once Bakugou finally cooled off, he walked back inside the house. A small feeling of guilt starting to eat himself from the inside. He didn't know why he blew up on you like that. You didn't deserve it, you were only trying to help.
He noted mentally to make it up to you and Shoto by perhaps cooking dinner, or to help you study later on. He almost snickered to himself remembering the last time he helped you studied. What was once a study session only became you explaining geology to him. He barely understood what you were saying, all he knew was you seemed so happy to talk about it.
Remembering your happy attitude made his heart clench, even more, realizing how sad you looked when he yelled at you.
That guilt only grew when he saw you and Shoto on the couch cuddling one another, asleep. He felt bad for exploding to you two.
He leaned down towards both of you and placed a small kiss on both your foreheads. An act of affection he rarely, if ever, did. He was always shy about affection. Choosing to show his love by acts of service.
Both of you stirred awake after his kiss. Looking up at him with worry in your eyes.
"Sorry," he muttered.
Shoto simply closed his eyes back and cuddled closer towards you. Whilst you groaned and outstretched one of your arms towards him, urging him to join the cuddle session.
He chuckled and accepted the invitation. Sitting down right beside you and curling up against your side. His other hand intertwining with Shoto's above your torso. Bakugou felt calm.
A calmness he doesn't usually feel.
A calmness he feels only when he's with the two people he loves most. Subconsciously he buried his head deeper on the crook of your neck and his hand squeezed Shoto's tighter. An action that doesn't go unnoticed by you nor Shoto, who smiled at the tsundere's actions.
Hi there! Can you tell I've never written a poly relationship before? Ahahahahahah. I'm sorry if it seemed like I focused too much on one side of the relationship, I really tried. Ps I had to re write this like twice since the first time I was rushing and DIDN'T SAVE IT BEFORE SHUTTING DOWN MY LAPTOP, the second time I wrote it in the car on my phone and when I saved the draft IT DIDN'T FUCKING SAVE. So I just wrote it in my notes then copy pasted everything on my laptop lmao. ANYWAYS, THIS A/N IS GETTING A LITTLE BIT TOO LONG. THANK YOU FOR READING AS ALWAYS AND THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR JOINING MY EVENT!!!! (I hope you enjoy it and istfg Mammon on ur pfp is <3)
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