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cherryheartssblog · 2 months

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SHE CALLS ME DADDY

Summary: Y/N is just a woman working as waitress at a night club and is a full time student in college. Trying to better her life from her past she never thought she find a man to treat her like she deserved.

Warnings: 18+!, smut!, rich! negan smith, daddy kink!, mentions of drinking, daddy issues!, oral sex (f receiving), major sugar daddy vibes!, girlyreader!, praise kink!, cursing!, rough sex!, gift giving!, mentions of divorce, mentions of trauma!, dom! Negan, choking!, pet names!, dirty talk!, sub reader!, fluff!, major family issues!, jealous tendencies!, obsessive negan!,age gap!, cursing, and not fully edited.

A/N: been obsessed writing old rich vibes and sugar daddy vibes! This was just something quick I wrote up, I hope you enjoy! ❤️

SEVEN MONTHS AGO..

Y/N strutted up to the bar, her tray held high above her head. "Two martinis with two tequila shots!" she shouted over the beat of the music. As she set down the tray, she smoothed out her tight black skirt and adjusted her matching top, which hugged her curves in all the right places. Working at this upscale nightclub had perks, and Y/N always looked her best. She had landed the job a year ago, shortly after moving in with her roommate Emma. The night was young, and anything could happen.

As Emma and Y/N worked their shift together, Emma asked a question in a low tone, "They tipping you well tonight, babe?" Emma was the main bartender for the night. They both had been fortunate enough to land the same job, and were even luckier to occasionally get the same shifts. Sharing the same classes and work schedules had helped them a lot, especially when they had to work night shifts. Emma started making the drinks while Y/N smiled and shrugged, glancing over her shoulder. The colored lights in the bar illuminated Y/N's reddened face, which Emma couldn't help but notice. Y/N's eyes followed something, and Emma tried to see what who it was, but Y/N swatted her hand away, and they both shared a hearty laugh.

“Who do you have your eyes on girl?” Emma was interested raising an eyebrow, laying the drinks down on the empty tray. “Just this guy, no big deal.” Y/N shrugged it off, grabbing the tray, “He is older and on a date already.” Emma scoffed rolling her eyes playfully, she snorted a little starting to make more drinks to serve. Y/N held the tray high pursing her lips, leaning on alitle for only Emma to hear. “Seems rich, saw his watch. Probably a sugar daddy.” Y/N joked walking away with the tray serving the table across from the man she couldn't stop looking over at.

He was in a booth, the lady beside him was talking which seemed she had been doing that a lot . The older male kept his eyes around the bar mainly, once making eye contact with Y/N sending her a wink. Y/N’s face was reddened with embarrassment, clearing her throat laying down the two shot glasses quickly receiving a tip. Y/N breathed fighting a smile on her face going up to his booth to clear the empty glasses they've had. “Is there anything else I got can you guys?” Y/N asked a smile, she had the empty glasses on her tray.

Y/N felt uneasy as the woman sitting across from her gave her a scrutinizing look. On the other hand, the man beside the woman seemed to be intrigued by Y/N's presence and his face lit up upon seeing her. "I think we're good, sweetheart," Negan said, his eyes wandering over her. "We'll just take the check." The woman sitting beside him scoffed and let out a small hiccup.

“I'd like another drink, I'll head to the bar myself.”

Negan’s scratched the top of his nose straining a smile. Y/N couldn't help but notice the insincerity in the woman's expression as she stumbled towards the bar. Feeling a surge of annoyance, she decided to go to the bar herself once Negan did not offer another glass.. As she walked past the woman, she held her gaze for a moment before shrugging it off and forcing a smile, trying to suppress her anger.

“I'll go grab check, sir.” Y/N maintained a sweet and polite tone. She assured him that she would retrieve his check and raised her voice slightly to ensure he could hear her over the music. She made her way towards the printing station, keeping in mind the woman who had been eyeing her. Y/N had noticed that the older man had also been ogling her, which made her feel a bit disconcerted. She quickly retrieved the glasses from behind the bar before proceeding to print the customer's check. However, before she could do so, she felt a jolt from behind. When she turned around, she saw the older man smirking at her with a sly expression on his face. Y/N rolled her eyes, fully aware of his intentions.

“What? You tryin’ to ask for my number while on a date?” Y/N questioned, she crossed her arms keeping a smile resting on her face. “Was just our first date, doll.” The man admitted, “Don’t worry I’ll be a gentleman and take her home.” He didn’t admit he was not wanting to ask for her number. Y/N just laughed trying to walk away as he then stood in front of her to stop her.

Y/N laughed stopping in her tracks looking up at him. “Come on, sweetheart. I’ve been seeing you for weeks here.” Y/N couldn’t believe he had kept his eyes on her so long. Her lips piercing burst of confidence, the man was very attractive. She knew he was older, he seemed to have money by the way he dressed and class. He had tattoos that peaked out on his arms and chest. He had a few gray hair on his beard and through the curls in his hair but it made him look even better.

The two of them had wandered off to a secluded area, away from the hustle of the club. Y/N stood there, crossing her arms, lost in thought. She wondered if this was a good idea, and if she should proceed. Suddenly, she asked, "Do I even get to know your name first?" The older male flashed a smile, causing her heart to skip a beat. But it was a smirk, one that sent shivers down her spine. It was a smirk that seemed almost sinful as if he had a dark secret hidden beneath the surface.

“That names is Negan.” He licked his lips, Y/N nodded being close to the register and starting to ring up his check. Negan watched her, starting from her bare legs to her exposed chest. She was a beautiful woman, a smile that made his night. She seemed just like his type, he wanted to more know about her from the first time her saw her. She quickly ripped his recipet writing something on it quickly giving it to Negan.

As Negan glanced down at the receipt, his eyes lit up when he saw her number scribbled at the bottom. A wide grin stretched across his face as he looked up at the young woman with a playful smirk. He smoothly pulled out his wallet and took out a two crisp hundred-dollar bill, placing it gently in her hand. "Keep the change, doll," he said, his voice low and smooth. The woman felt her face flush at his flirtatious wink, her heart racing in her chest as a mix of excitement and nervousness coursed through her.

“Get your date home.” Y/N still gave him a warm smile, “Thanks for the tip.” Sending a wink his way.

Y/N knew she shouldn't do this but why the hell not?

PRESENT TIME…

That was seven months ago. Seven months ago when she met Negan Smith.

Y/N couldn't help but feel drawn to him. He had a certain charm that was hard to resist. After that unforgettable night, it took her a couple of days to muster the courage to text him. To her pleasant surprise, he responded promptly, expressing his interest in taking her out on a date. He suggested a nice restaurant, and upon their arrival, he opened the door for her, being a true gentleman. His chivalry did not go unnoticed, and Y/N felt grateful to be in his company.

After going out on a few dates, it was clear that Negan and Y/N had chemistry. They couldn't keep their hands off each other. It was then that Negan made an enticing proposition to Y/N - he wanted her to be his, and he promised to treat her like a queen. He vowed to give her everything she could ever want or need, and Y/N found herself drawn to him like a moth to a flame. Growing up, she had never received that kind of attention or affection from a male figure, and perhaps that's why Negan's offer was so appealing to her.

Now, Y/N was working lesser shifts at the club spending her weekends with Negan at his place. Just as much as Negan was a gentleman he fought to keep his hands off her before discussing details. She was different than most women to him. He wanted her more than anything.After his messy divorce, he took a break on dating for while. It took him a couple years but when meeting Y/N it made him want to try again.

Y/N stood in front of the mirror, admiring herself as she wrapped a beautiful necklace around her slender neck. The black dress she was wearing hugged her curves in all the right places, making her look stunning. She had been staying over at Negan's place for the weekend, and as she turned around, she saw him leaning against the wall behind her, holding something behind his back.

Negan's eyes sparkled as he looked at her, and he couldn't resist complimenting her. "Well, don't you look sexy," he said, his hands instantly on her hips.

Behind his back, he revealed a bouquet of flowers, and Y/N's face lit up with joy. She couldn't help but gush and squeal, giving him a kiss on the cheek. "I know it's not a big anniversary, but I thought I'd still give you something special, sweetheart," Negan said as Y/N received the flowers.

"You spoil me way too much," the younger woman playfully scolded him, feeling his hands resting on her hips, squeezing the ends of her dress.

“That's my job, doll.” The older man gave her multiple kisses on the neck that tickled her a bit. She giggled, trying to keep the flowers squished, playfully pushing him back. “Quit it!!” Y/N whined with a laugh, “You are gonna mess the flowers up.” Negan chuckled at her reaction, and he shook his head, still finding her cute. “How bout I put them in a vase, yea?” Negan suggested taking them from her.

Y/N trailed behind Negan as he descended down to the kitchen. As she entered the room, he got her a vase, filling it with water. Negan wore a suit, but he had rolled up his sleeves, revealing his toned arms. Despite herself, Y/N couldn't help but find his arms alluring.

“You just eatin’ me up, ain't ya?” Negan looked up, wiping his hands off from the kitchen sink. Y/N realized how long she'd been staring, looking down quickly, getting another chuckle from Negan. “I should say the same thing about you.” Y/N knew he could have her around him instantly. He sprawled out on the kitchen counter, taking his cock deep.

Y/N and Negans sex life got better and better each time she felt like it. After their first couple of dates, they fucked for the first time in his vacation home after he took her for a trip. Then, after that, it could be anywhere from the back seat of his car to the bathroom of the restraunts he took her. He had her wrapped around his finger, shed been on her knees instantly for him. It

“What's on that pretty lil’ mind of yours?” Negan could read her energy, learning about her each day. Y/N blushed, dhe was Already shifting from the sinful thoughts of him. He legs squeezing together feeling a pressure in her pussy that he made her feel many times before. “When's the reservation?” Y/N was quiet when she asked, her heels clicked walking closer to him. Being right in front of him, he'd hands trailed up his button shirt getting a smirk from him.

“Oh trust me, doll. We got time for this.”

His lips pressed against hers as his hand caressed her neck. Y/N moaned into his mouth and deepened the kiss by parting your lips and letting him in. The feeling of his tongue against her made her insides tingle as he kisses her harder.

Chills spread through down her body and down her legs; she gripped the top of his jacket. Y/N pulled him closer to her. His hand drops to her bare thigh, rubbing the goosebumps that crept on her skin. He chuckles darkly, sliding his hand upwards on her leg and stopping at the edge of her tighter dress. He picked her up quickly, placing her on the counter behind them.

“Makin’ them thoughts come true, sweetheart?” Negan groaned into her ear, leaving kisses down her neck. Y/N only whimpered, feeling his hand go to her throat, tightening around it slightly. “Use your words, baby girl.” His words had her melting to the floor; it was so hard to answer him.

“Yes..” Y/N stuttered out, feeling the heat already coming from her face. Negan chucked at her, on how helpless she was. “Yes, what?” Negans fingers brushed her lip; she kept her eyes looking up at him.

“Yes, daddy.”

"Spread for me, sweetheart." The sound of his deep voice radiates to her core as she gives in immediately, spreading her legs open slightly allowing him access. His hand cupped her pussy as he groaned softly in her ear, feeling how wet her underwear was. Her dress rode up, allowing him to see most of her body on display. He began throwing his shirt away, still hanging his pants snug around his waist with a belt.

"Negan, please touch me," Y/N pleaded, placing her hand on his and urging it to her center. “You are such a slut" He laughed seductively, pulling her underwear down slowly. "But you're my little slut, right?" The younger woman couldn't help but whimper at his filthy words, throwing her head back and feeling his finger run through her wet folds.

“Yes, daddy.” Y/N cried out, and she was a hot mess. She knew it, too. Y/N needed him so bad she could feel it in her stomach. It was a craving that would not go away even after having it so many times, “I'm yours, Daddy.”

“Damn right, you are.” Negan then got down on his knees in front of her. Before Y/N could stop him, he lifted her legs over his shoulders and then pulled her closer to the edge of the counter until his mouth was hovering right above her exposed, dripping cunt. She bit her lower lip as she looked down at him, bucking her hips a little as she tried to get him closer. He chuckled at how desperate her movements were.

“Please.” Y/N felt like the craving was hurting, like a pain building up from their tension and not saying any words. Negan had his tongue flick inside of her over and over. Then gliding his tongue up on her wet slit until reaching her clit and sucking gently. Y/N’s legs instinctively wrap around his head, pulling him closer by his hair as her head falls back with pleasure.

Her dress was now slipping off her shoulders; she was a moaning mess, her fingers running through her hair and his. "Feel good, baby? You like that?" He says after coming up for air; watching her expression, she cries from the loss of contact with his tongue. She could feel her orgasm build inside her stomach, butterflies filling up in her chest. Y/N could barely describe the feeling; pulling on his curls, she moaned loudly.

"Negan, I'm gonna..” Y/N screamed out, feeling overwhelmed; tears filled the corners of her eyes. Her back lifts off the counter, squirming around coming around his mouth as his tongue makes contact with her clit. “Good fuckin’ girl,” he praised her, climbing to meet her eyes. She was out of breath, keeping her eyes on him.

His lips sent to hers again, tasting her juices around his lips. “As he leaned in closer to her, Negan whispered, "I'll give you everything, my love. The world is yours for the taking. The stars, the moon, and every little thing in between. You are mine, and no one else can have you. I'll protect you with everything I have." Negan's infatuation with the younger woman had grown into an obsession, and he would do whatever it took to keep her by his side. Y/N giggled, wrapping her arms around him, his hands moving to his belt to undo his pants.

“Right now, I want you to go fuck me.”

“You're wish is my command, darlin’.”

"You sure you're ready for me, baby?" He playfully asked, smirking at Y/N. Pulling out his bare cock, giving it a jerk or two, teasing it at her entrance. “You know I always am, Daddy.” His hands cupped her neck, pushing into her slowly. Y/N moaned out, feeling herself stretch out. He groans as he slips inside of her, and the way she is practically begging for him drives him crazy. Negan loved it when she begged how submissive she could be.

"So fucking tight, holy shit," Negan muttered into her ear, his head dropping down to bite and suck on her neck. "Oh, baby, fuck." Y/N had her legs wrapped around Negan, feeling his thrust pick up. His hand tightened on her throat; Y/N was a moaning mess, having Negan moaning into her ear.

“You're always more than just sex, know that.” Negan had his hand around her where his nails dug into her cheeks, “You're mine.” Y/N whimpered out, her mouth hanging open as she couldn't stop letting moans out. Y/N and Negan did have a sort of sugar daddy deal going on for awhile, and maybe, in a way, they still did.

She knew feelings had developed though between the two.

His movements get harsher gradually, getting her closer and closer every second. "I'm so close, Negan," She admitted, her nails drug down his back she knew leave marks. "Taking me so fucking well, darling," Negan praised, reaching one hand down to lazily play with her clit. Which had her coming as he began. He takes her lips in a sensual kiss as she climaxed trying to muffle her moanscontinuing to fuck her through her orgasm. His entire body weight fell intoher giving into his own orgasm.

Gradually, his movements slowed down, and then pulls out as Y/N let out a tiring giggle. "Holy shit," she giggled, the whole situation setting in. Negan helped her up taking her hand, pulling her into another long kiss.

As they broke their kiss, he helped her straighten out her dress and whispered, "That was amazing, sweetheart." Y/N smiled and took his hands into hers, feeling a loose strap on her shoulder as she did so. She pulled it up and adjusted her dress, taking a moment to appreciate the sensation of his touch. He looked at her with a soft gaze and said, "I know we had plans, but could we just stay in for the night?" Y/N couldn't help but feel a warm, content feeling spread through her as she nodded in agreement.

“I was thinkin’ same thing.” Y/N smiled, “Could go for another round.”

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fallingsunflower · 10 months

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Hello love I’m so sorry this has happened to you.

I never had a problem when commuting into the city. I did the commute for seven years between college and working from LI to NYC. But when I took Amtrak out of state was when I had a problem. There was this young guy who sat a row across from me and I could tell he was eyeing me up and I was traveling alone. I was giving signals and vibes like don’t bother me.

But in the dining car the conductor was like oh why don’t you sit with her and I hear him whisper get her number to the creepy guy. (That conductor did not get a tip and I wanted to kill him) and the guy was trying to play footsie‘s with me and I really wished I told him to F off. Then late at night he did brother me but another conductor was walking by and I made a big scene and everyone jumped up to help and conductor removed him. And I always wished I said more and told him straight up, like leave me alone or otherwise I’ll put you through the wall. And I felt guilty and powerless, but it did teach me lesson to stand up for myself in the future. And I wasn’t going to let this random loser ruin my trip.

But for you don’t let someone take your joy and sense of safety away and never feel bad about causing noise. Like us New Yorker might not come off as nice but we’re very kind. And if I was on that train and saw that you best believe he would have been tasting my pepper spray and feel the ⚡️⚡️⚡️ to his privates from my teaser. I don’t like seeing anyone get abused. Like let’s see if any weapon they may of had, could stand a chance against my Kate Spade bag loaded with my 10 lb thinkpad computer from work. I dropped that thing on my foot one time and thought it was broken, imagine it flying at someone’s head. 💀

I know it’s not the worst thing to have happened but it was still very alarming.

Also this try and remove this thought and/or reframe it, because yes others could have had it worse but what happened to you is unacceptable and it hurt you and it means something to you.

It’s not your fault, you can’t control others actions and you did the best you could do in the situation. Like I don’t know if you went through a situation like this before, but be proud of yourself.

Like in the heat of the moment it’s hard to think especially if you don’t have a point of reference, but you got yourself to safety. I’m very proud of you for removing yourself and finding safety.

But for sure grab a conductor, they may have not noticed, because they’re running maybe to flip the switches and check the tickets etc.

But please have a beautiful day, and I hope you feel better soon. Also if you have a friend or relative or someone to talk to make sure to reach out and get a hug too. And treat yourself to something nice, I purchased myself some ice cream after that werido bothered me.

(∩｀-´)⊃━☆ﾟ.*･｡ﾟI’m sending you hugs and love through the internet. And good vibes and healing energy.

👛

Thank you love ❤️ easier said than done to reframe thoughts but I'll try. It was my first time going through something like that. I've had issues in the past before but not to that extent with a stranger.

I'm sorry you went through that. The first conductor shouldn't have even done that hello?? Annoying and I'm glad you got out of there safely.

Also I have a lot of LI followers lol I feel seen.

Next time I'll definitely try to do more, if there's a next time (I hope there isn't). I was just so shaken up and couldn't think properly.

And yes I bought myself a sweatshirt lol I went to the Yankees game. Today I'm taking it easy, mainly because I'm sick though.

♡

(also I think this is your signature but correct me if I'm wrong lol)

#👛 anon

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ggukiejeonara · 1 year

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Love & Knight

Chapter 1 : The Han

Voice of alarm…(6 am)

Jiah got out of her blanket and turned off the AC.

"Finally !! I got rid of the fever. Today I'll go to my hospital after almost a week " she mumbled

She went to the bathroom and got ready. She wore a casual Shirt and jeans and tied her hair into a ponytail. She's not very fond of makeup so she just applied a lip tint…"whom I have to impress".

Before driving her car, she checked her phone and messaged someone, "Did you sleep well?!". She drove to the hospital and parked her "Mercedes" and took her coat in one hand and her bag in another one.

"Good Morning Miss Jiah" staff//nurses//wardboys. "Good Morning everyone, how are you all doing?!" she replied back with a smile on her face. "We all missed you, how's your health now?! Miss cardiologist" someone said from behind. She turned back with a smile plastered on her face and said "Ohh!! My dear Ella I missed you too, now everything is fine". They both hugged each other. " Btw congratulations 🎉 for getting 'Doctor of the year award', now we all want a party" she said. "Hahaha!! Thank You, of course"

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Jiah got a notification…I think it'll be yes.

Jiah - Did you sleep well?!

?!? - U-m-m 🙁 As usual

Jiah - hojjstgkofdhjf

?!? - I'm sure that I'm having insomnia 🙂

Jiah - Don't talk rubbish, you're taking so much stress

?!? - okay! Bye! Bye! I have to go

Jiah - Okay 🙂

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Ella - what happened?! Still the same?!!

Jiah - Yea!! "Sigh"

Ella - I'll call her to visit me. Her treatment is ongoing, I'll make her sleep 💤

Jiah - Not again!! Your lullaby is like a mantra so don't need for your lullaby

Ella - SHUT UP 🙂 I'm a psychologist and I'm treating her, I'll make her do some medication and–

Jiah - Sorry, I have to go to check my patients. "I know if she starts then she'll not stop before 30 minutes so better to escape out from here"

Ella - Ahh! Okay, I'm also going 🤝🏻

At patient's ward -

Jiah - Jiwoo I'm here

Jiwoo - Gomo…I missed you

Jiah - I missed you too and call me eonnie, gomo feels older

She takes her in her embrace and kisses her cheeks.

Jiah - How're you feeling now?!

Jiwoo - I'm pretty good

Jiah - Are you sure?!

Jiwoo - u-m-m "Sometimes I'm having some problem breathing, it pains sometimes here" she pointed at her heart.

Jiah patted her back and said"you'll be fine soon, don't worry baby". Jiwoo kissed Jiah's cheeks and said, "Gomo, you're so kind. I love you ". "Aww!! My baby I love you too". She laid her down on the bed and said, "Jiwoo take some rest, I'm sending a nurse with your medicine, okay!!". "Okay!!"

Time skips -

[Jiah's Pov]

"Jiwoo you have to sleep now, I'm going because my shift is over" I said while caressing her cheeks. "Can you please stay till I sleep?!" she said while showing her puppy doe eyes. It took only 15 minutes to drift her into sleep and it was almost 11:30.

Good Night Jiwoo I hope you'll be fine soon…

I went to the parking area and took out my car and drove to some nearby CVS. I turned on the music and started vibing. I stopped by CU to buy some snacks and other things.

After that I drove to the direction of The River Han. I stopped my car by its side and walked by the riverbank and later sat on the pebble ground. Later I took the bottle of sprit I bought and connected my air pods and started 'Billie Ellish'.

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Everytime I listen Billie Ellish this song came into my mind

"Bitch, I'm stylish

Glock tucked, big t-shirt, Billie Ellish"

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She lost in that song and starts vibing, "You scared me to death, but I'm wasting my breath"

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"Well she wasn't there to chill and have fun, there was a reason for her to be there, chilling was just a cover. This was all the part of her secret, which you'll know later" - a/n

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I was so lost in my song but I heard some weird sounds and it was so loud. There were three people throwing a guy into the Han River. That was in very bad condition, badly beaten and covered with blood. Before she could do anything they threw him into the river.

Jiah - what the fuck was happening there?!! Damn!! What should I do?!!

She didn't think twice and jumped into the cold water of Han. It was so dark, she wasn't able to see anything clearly but luckily she found that guy. She held his hand and pulled him upward with her. She laid him down and caught her breath fastly. "Hey hey wake up" she said this while slapping him lightly to wake him up." I didn't risk my life to make you die, you won't give up like that, open your eyes".

She pressed his stomach to get the water out but no response." My god, his condition was getting worse, there's no option I have to do CPR after all I'm a doctor" she said this while leaning closer to him but suddenly he spat out water which directly throw on Jiah's face.``Aishh jhdruydfrikds'' she's having a are you serious face.

I carried him to my car and made him lay down on the last seat. I started my car and directly called Ella to inform her that there's a emergency.

On Call -

Jiah - Hey!! Ella

Ella - Hey!! Why do you sound tense and scared?!! Is everything fine there?!

Jiah - There's an emergency, I'm coming back to hospital with a patient and he's in very bad condition so inform the nurse to be ready with a stretcher.

Ella - Oh! Okay

Hff!! I looked over at that guy and saw that he's getting more unconscious as the minutes pass. Please! Please! Don't close your eyes, just a few more minutes."No, I don't go to hospital". "SHUT UP!! And don't close your eyes" she said in an annoyed tone.

"Oh!!! SHIT, how can I forget to call Ara" she said this while dialing her number.

Ara - Is everything fine there?!

Jiah - No nothing is fine

Ara - What!!

Jiah - You need to go there, I get an emergency so I'm going back to my hospital.

Ara - Oh! Okay!! I'll go don't worry

Jiah - bye!

At hospital -

Jiah - Bring the stretcher fast

Dr. Lee - Jiah it'll involve a police case, we have to inform them first.

Jiah - Firstly, we have to do his operation.

Lee - Nurse ready for the operation.

Receptionist - Who will sign the documents for his treatment for responsibility?!

Jiah - I'll sign them, give me…here it's!!

Jiah - Nurse, clean his wounds and do what Dr. Lee guides you to do, I'm coming after changing. I run towards the OT

Lee - He got shot near his chest. We have to do his surgery. Nurse put oxygen mask and Jiah assist me carefully because this is quite difficult, one mistake and he'll

Jiah - Yes, Dr. Lee. I don't want to risk his life.

It took around 2 hours to complete the surgery but he wasn't responding.

Jiah - Ready?! We have to save him at any cost.

I pressed that electric shock kind of thing on his chest, after which he showed some moments.

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A/N - I don't know what we call that machine, haha 😅

Jiah - stupid, that's cardioverter machine (defibrillator) 😏

A/N - ⊙﹏⊙

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Jiah - Again!! You can't give up like this, I risked my life to save you.

Finally his heart starts responding.

Jiah's eyes were almost filled with tears but after seeing that she's so happy and said " Successful!!"

Dr. Lee - Congratulations!! Operation is successful.

Jiah left the OT and went to her cabin after cleaning and sanitizing.

Jiah - we saved his life, now I have to call her Ara.

On call -

Jiah - Hey!! Ara

Ara - Hey!! Jiah. It was windy but now the weather is all clear and luckily I got my umbrella too.

Jiah - Oh!! That's great and I hope the weather remains clear.

Ara - I hope so.

Jiah - And please try to sleep earl-

Ara - Not now please, Ella called me in the evening when I was in my office. She already gave me leggit 45 minute boring lecture and after listening to her I wanted to sleep but I was in my office.

Jiah - "shjsvkkcsrujcsyujjbdeyhjjgd" 🤣 this time she not sing lullaby

Ara - Y-E-A-H!! But her lullaby is better than her so called lecture 🙂

Jiah - same to same

Ara - Btw tomorrow I'm going to visit your hospital.

Jiah - why?!

Ara - Ella's order

Jiah - yea!!

Ara - yea!! If I don't obey her order then I'm dead 🙂

Jiah - yea!! She'll not leave you.I have to go so see ya tomorrow

Ara - Okay!! Bye! Good Night 💤

Jiah - Good Night 💤

Dr. Lee came to my cabin and said " We don't have any contact of that guy. We have to inform her family about his condition". " Yea!! Dr Lee you're right" I said while standing

Just then a nurse came there.

Nurse - He's the CEO of a very big company.

Jiah - Who's he?!

Nurse - CEO of The KIM Corporation "Kim Taehyung"

Jiah - Oh! Okay! Thank You for the information, you should go now.

Nurse left from there." Kim corporation, I heard this name from Ara, but never heard about him"

Dr Lee - Jiah you must be tired, you should take your leave now.

Jiah - Yea!! Dr Lee, I'm taking my leave now. Good night.

Dr Lee - I'm going to contact his family.

Jiah - Sure!!

Thank You!!

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WATTPAD - @Gukkiejeonara

#bts #bts x reader #jungkook #kookie #bts icons #bts fluff #bts jungguk #jk fluff #taehyung #taehyun x reader #taehyung!mafia #taehyung fluff #fanfic

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born-to-lose · 2 years

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Mel, my beloved!! I'm sorry you're sick. That really sucks. I hope you feel better soon, and sorry I've been away. I'm sending you hugs, a kiss on both cheeks, and all of the good vibes! Love you!! Please use this ask as an opportunity to rant or ramble about anything! I want to know whatever you want to tell me about life, languages, rockstars, or anything else 👀😘💕

Thank you Ashley!! I missed you, but please don't apologize for being away, I hope you had fun whatever you've been doing!! Love you too!! 😘💕

Aww okay you signed up for this so... I finished all my written exams! And I have an average of 1.08 on all subjects over the course of the year (which is really good because the closer you are to 1.00, the better)! The oral exams for English business conversation/US and UK politics & culture, liaison interpreting, economics and French business conversation are in early July and I hope I won't fail the economics exam lol

Also, I'm planning to send a letter to my high school next week and offer to give extra lessons in English and maybe French for next year on the days when I don't have university classes (which I have to apply for in August)

Languages uhh... I started a Romanian course on Duolingo yesterday! I can't say how difficult it is yet because I'm only at level 3, but to me it's similar to Italian in some ways. I think my main problem will be the pronunciation and maybe the conjugation of the verbs (idk Duolingo doesn't explain the grammar so I'll look into that somewhere else)

#i don't know what else to talk about right now lol enjoy <3 #ask #emometalhead #ashley

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thotsforvillainrights · 2 years

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Let's see, let's see

I hope you don't mind another match up in case they're getting old for you if you don't mind thank you

I'm 5'4" genderfluid aspec

I'm dominately female presenting but I tend to get euphoria of being referred to as a man (most of the time) I like looking like a pretty boy I guess

I also humor sometimes I'd have a love based quirk because when I crush I crush Hard; I'm obsessional, in the moment I think this is the only one for me and this has only ever been the one for me and I'll never feel the same again

I think confidence is sexy so much so I'm the most confident person I know in terms of physical appearance (showing it off) and abilities in fact I come off as super aggravatingly arrogant sometimes

My skills include drawing and writing mostly I'm a natural with writing but don't do it often and my drawings aren't limited to cartoony but that's my thing my guy

When I'm crushing I doodle my affections sometimes I'll dedicate pages to them

Otherwise I'm good at physical labor as long as I can chug as much water as I please or ironically office work between the two I'm terribly charismatic I didn't work 4 years of managerial retail for nothing to not be good at all these things somehow

I have a boisterous infectious laughter and as my friends tell me a charged up laugh I'll start off breaking into giggles before just exploding

Sometimes I laugh so hard I cry the weird part? I laugh (genuinely) maybe once every few or handful of months

Speaking of which I cry even less but when I cry I'm having a built up full on meltdown the world is over and I need to cry

Shoutout to that one anon I also have a flock to me aura I'll attract anyone to me I used to hang out with a variety of people back in highschool in fact the more so someone was believed to be antisocial the more of a chance they came to me

I believe in the power of parallel play even for adults just parallel work/vibe sitting in not awkward silence is my form of intimacy

Speaking of intimacy I'm actually partially touch repulsed and I'd either need someone who's going to accept that 100% or help me push through it I think my major problem is people I don't want touching me

I'm actually two very different people on and off the phone on the phone I could be lovingly affectionate even daring but off I'm just... Not I could talk about hugging and kissing and all those daring things over the phone but irl I have little intention of following through

I like sending people saucy pictures and getting good reactions and then never following up on that however it's always been with people I was never crushing on just on good terms with to do that I imagine I'd change with someone I'm just absolutely obsessed over

I do fantasize about being touched just fiction is very different from reality

I guess some straight up negatives about me is I have resting bitch face, if I'm taking a picture I have to take the picture because I'm self conscious but hate saying it, I'm very fickle and my opinion could change day to day (hour to hour), I'm prone to mental illness I have to take medication for (anxiety, bipolar, depression, etc) and even on medication I'm still a rollercoaster to be around, and finally my Fight or Flight response is freeze and then one of the two usually fight I've tackled someone to get my friends backpack once and the guy just laid there wheezing for a while, I quite basically blacked out and bitch slapped someone who accidentally threw something at my head and he talked about how it stung for a week, and when someone ran into me I before I knew what was happening turned around and punched them square in the mouth busting both their lips and in shock walked away laughing

(No I don't mind! I worry about them getting old for everyone else haha! Feels like my writing is in a box and can't get any better when I do them. I'm glad they're still rolling in. It's good practice for me!)

Match-Up #20

-I match you with Tomura Shigaraki-

headcanon|scenario|imagine|match-up

-Hard to say how he feels about you but I'm sure the both of you know it's true love, no matter how sappy it sounds to say it. He's likely never felt the need to seek something like this and figured he could go his entire life without it, but you waltzed right in and stole his heart without you even knowing it really. At first glance the two of you seem like you wanted nothing to do with each other. You weren't the only one with a case of RBF. He was also the very same. In fact you two probably connected pretty well over it. It's also true you two feel the same about pictures. However, his reason is likely not being identified by law enforcement. (When you started dating he still snuck blurry candid pics of you to secretly set as his lockscreen) You likely ended up falling harder for him than he did for you at first since your quirk affected you pretty heavily. It took him some time to catch up with you since he's not the romantic type. Really without Twice, Toga, Compress, or Kurogiri he'd have no damn idea what he was doing in the first place. He hopes that despite how bad he is at being a romantic guy, you won't get tired and bail on him before he has a chance to show you what he can do.

-It's not hard to see why you'd fallen for him to be honest. At the time he was rather confident (which had proven to be his downfall time and time again). You can mirror it if you want, but remember to not be too arrogant considering you don't want to get harmed dealing with villain business if you so choose. Not only that but you also found him rather attractive than most people would. When you caved and showed him the drawings you did of him for the first time it set his heart on fire. The corner of his lips tugged into a small smile and he probably took the pages as a keepsake. No one had ever drawn him before (unless you count a police sketch), so this was important to him. He'd also fallen for you for your aspects too. Whatever you felt most confident as during any time or any day, he was there for. He'd compliment you based on what suit you for the time and he damn sure meant it. Everything about you seemed to make his skin burn in a good way. He probably can't tell he's blushing or staring sometimes. It's a funny sight to see lol.

-There's going to come a time in the relationship where he wants to touch and to be touched. Although it's not inherently sexual, it's still very present between the two of you. He knows how you feel about the touch repulsion thing. To be honest, he's fine with it in the start of the relationship considering he's worried about too much contact due to his quirk. The longer you date, the more he starts to want it. He will help you work through it if you want, and he's patient enough to keep hanging in there for as long as it takes. The other interests start to come along when you become a bit of a phone tease. By no means has he ever been intimate with anyone, but that doesn't mean he's blind to attraction. That man probably had so many incognito tabs before he met you. If you pull anything on him then he's of course going to want to follow through (fitting your pace of course).

-He's quiet around you, observant sometimes. He likes to just sit and watch you do your thing. Sometimes he asks questions and other times he just stares. His favorite thing to do is watch you draw. Bonus points if you make the same face as the picture you draw or maybe if you have this weird thing you do when drawing like leaning or something. He thinks it's endearing really. As for your writing, he watches and reads along for a moment but he doesn't have the attention to keep going with it. It's probably the same thing if he were to play a game with too much dialogue. That doesn't mean he doesn't support you! When he's not watching you with interest doing your hobbies, he's grimacing at you pulling too much with the League. Because they seem to hover to you, they let you in on helping do some things around the base. Tomura doesn't like the idea of you having to work like that. Even watching you drink the water, he still would prefer having you relaxing next to him.

-The first time you laughed really hard around him scared the shit out of him. It was so sudden and he had no warning. You must've seen something extremely funny on your phone because you had tears that showed up. It was odd to him since he rarely saw it, but it also made him want to chuckle a bit as well. Maybe he was just happy seeing you happy, yknow? Sometimes though, he doesn't get the rare laugh. Sometimes he gets the very rare crying. Having a breakdown around him for the first maybe made you think he would think different of you right? Wrong. In the moment (if you'll let him) he wants to be there for you more than anything. He knows sometimes you can have it rather rough with everything going on in your life. Don't ever worry about how he'd feel. His main concern is protecting you and making you happy...cared for. He's used to you by now of course. Years down the line he's used to your RBF, your fickle behavior, that funny laugh you do, how hard you work sometimes, how quickly you can drink water, etc. He doesn't love you any differently than he did from the moment he'd first fallen for you.

#match up

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ghoulangerlee · 4 months

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Idk about you, but it has been a year. As we go into a new one, just wanted to remind you that you are brilliant, and kind and funny. Your smile lights up a room and your ass looks fantastic. Sending you hugs (or head pats), good vibes and intentions. Go fuck shit up 💙

Mac!! It has been such a year, haha. It has been an arguably decent year for me, compared to previous ones before moving away from my home state. I'm hoping that the upwards trajectory continues and 2024 comes out even better than this one. So, we'll see!

A lot has happened for me; I had surgery for the first time, made it a full year in an apartment with my name on the lease, met some fantastic people because of Ghost, almost saw Ghost live (but the rain ruined it all rip. That 20 mins of Amon Amarth was amazing tho), my kid is in school now! Doing school things and learning to read! Watching him grow and become more knowledgeable each day has been such a highlight of the year. I'll literally never forget the shock of him yelling out "S T O P SPELLS STOP" while we were waiting for food in a drive thru haha.

I am not a fan of how sick I've been the later part of the year tho because of my kid being in school for the first time LMAO. Hoping that early 2024 treats him (and me) nicely when it comes to germ spreading.

Either way it's been such an incredible time, especially since I've dipped my toes into this part of Ghost tumblr haha. I used to sorta just like, follow people and quietly post things, but now there are people (some of who I admire a lot) that follow me and interact with me and <3

I'm definitely going to be better about spreading the love as much as it gets spread to me.

This is incredibly sappy but <3 thanks Mac, you're such a crucial part of this fandom, spreading such positivity to the people around you. I hope your 2024 is amazing.

#mac :')#ask replies

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stillwinterair · 4 months

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Hi Dee! It’s CRAZY weird, I haven’t been on Tumblr for so long but I saw Deionte on instagram and went down a rabbit hole of looking for old tumblr friends, and saw your post. I can’t believe you posted the same day I decided to go down memory lane, super weird haha.

Anyway! I just wanted to say I’m so happy that life has taken you in such a healing path of growth. I can heavily relate to a lot of what you wrote, I was also in a pretty terrible place when we knew each other, and have had a tough path upward (including an ADHD diagnosis too!) So I just wanted to say I’m so happy you’re in a better place, and I hope it’s not too weird to say that I’m proud of you. 💜 We may not have kept in contact much, and I’m so sorry if I added to any of your hurt back then. Personally I remember our friendship fondly and I hope only good things for you!

I think you said you live in Seattle now? I’m in the Portland area, so if you ever end up down here feel free to hit me up for coffee! I’d love to introduce you to my husband Chris, and I’d be so happy to meet Nathalie, and the new you! But also, no pressure to respond. Just know I hope good vibes for you!

OH MY GOD, SPOOOOOOOON!!!!!!! Hi!!!! I was literally just telling Nat a few weeks ago about that time we all met up at RTX! I remember that weekend with such a glowing fondness. I can't believe it was almost a decade ago.

It's so good to hear from you!!!!! You were one of the people I was most hoping to track down! Crazy coincidence 😅 Literally meant to be that we both checked in at the same time. I was just overcome with this urge the other day to poke my head back in here, and I had to go through a whole account recovery process and didn't get access again until yesterday lmao

Of course I would love to meet up! I've been meaning to spend more time in Portland anyway, I've just been looking for an excuse. I'll send you my phone number in a lil chatty chat

Aaaaahh this made me so happy, it's so good to hear from you old friend 🥹 I can't wait to see how you've grown over the years. Love & hugs 🤗

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underthetree845 · 4 months

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hi pookie bear! really hope your day has been treating you well!

so I was just reading your fic/drabble about readers (✨me✨) and dazai’s first kiss together and-

it was literally perfect the way you wrote, 5/5 stars, amazing!

I really, really loved this particular part ‘To him, you were an angel walking on earth. Either that, or you were the devil trying to fool a sinner such as himself into believing that he could be worthy of such tender affection.’

like it gave such Edgar Allan Poe and Shakespeare vibes with the way you wrote

(*mwah!* love you!)

Oh my gosh hi!! 💕

You have no idea how much I started giggling while reading this, I appreciate it so much!

Yes I had a pretty good day, I had a friend's birthday party on Saturday and I'm slowly but surely trying to learn a new song on the piano. I have midterms this week, scary! but I'm sure I'll get through them like I do every year.

Writing for Dazai is one of my favorites, but that fic was my first attempt at doing him at 15. It was on a silly little whim I had while writing a chapter update for my ongoing series, oops. I am happy with what came out of it though!

STOP THANK YOUUU 😭 those lines were actually added in during one of my last edits. I had a little mental debate like should I? Should I not? I'M GLAD YOU THINK IT SOUNDED GOOD! <3

I hope you have a day/night/morning/evening as lovely as yourself an even better December!

*tips hat* Sending hugs, thank you for putting this in my inbox! *mwah!*

#inbox #asks #answered #nonnie #anon #anon asks

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w0nderland · 1 year

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hiii!! i keep meaning to send you an ask then get interrupted halfway through typing it ^'^

how have you been?? i saw that you went to one of taylor's shows: how was it?? did you have a special outfit/makeup for the occasion? what were the surprise songs? pls tell me everything!!

also i have no idea if you listen to hozier but he's put out a new EP and it's!!! so good!!! (i literally cried listening to 'through me (the flood)')

last time you told me about having to make big decisions for what to do after graduation, i hope it hasn't been too stressful & that you've had help and support from your loved ones❤ i'm sending tons of relaxing vibes and hugs your way and i hope that your dreams come true <3

i'm sorry that i don't have precise advice for u, i chose very long studies so i have several years before i have to worry about this ^'^ i'd advise you to consider every option, and above all never let anyone (including yourself) tell you that you can't do something; it's better to send an application or a resume & have a negative answer than to stick to the 'safe' choice and always wonder what would have happened, you know?

also, i love jane austen too!! i haven't yet read northanger abbey though! i loved emma & i re-read pride and prejudice at least once a year (usually in november, no idea why ^^)

as for book recs, i'm currently reading "l'amica geniale" by elena ferrante; it's soo good i love it! all the characters are fascinating and very complex & it's such a page-turner, i literally can't put it down (i went back to reading while climbing up and down the stairs, anything to read a few more lines xD!)

another book i picked up at my local library was 'east of eden' by steinbeck. i'd never read anything by him so i didn't know what to expect, but i loved it!! it focuses on the life of two families in California & i love that the plot is really character-driven, every character is so interesting ... i kept thinking about that book for weeks after having finished it! so yeah pls read it so i can gush about it with someone xD!

i've also started reading war and peace on a whim, and i feel like a lot of people are intimidated by the size (i believe there are other a thousand pages? my edition published it in two parts for it to fit lol) but i found it very readable! it's like, 90% of dialogue and it's soo well-written!! and i was so engrossed in all the family drama xD it was like reading a jane austen book, only with a lot more characters

anyway i hope i haven't bored you with this looong ask! i'm sending tons of warm hugs your way❤❤❤

hi sky!! omg there is a lot going on at the moment. first of all taylor's show was AMAZING it's the first time i've seen her perform so I was very emotional the whole time :,) the surprise songs were cowboy like me and white horse, both songs I love so much!! although I'd be excited to hear any surprise songs.

Also yes I've been listening to the Hozier EP!! Is he releasing an album? I really love the three songs especially all things end.

Thank you for the good vibes, I'm starting to get excited about post-graduation plans :) hoping all goes well and this is really the best decision for me. thank you for the advice, it's so true that if I didn't at least try working toward my goals I'd regret it. so I will try!

Thanks for the book recs! I haven't read east of eden but I have read another steinbeck book (of mice and men). I'm reading the will to change by bell hooks but I definitely want to read another fiction book after I finish this, so maybe I'll pick up war and peace! I feel a little intimidated by super long books but I bet the library here has a few copies...

I love all of your asks and I love reading about everything you're up to!! I hope you've been enjoying your studies and basking in the beginning of spring. sending good vibes your way always <3

#sky tag #thank you for this ask #i always feel like i need to let these marinate so i can really think about them #i hope you don't mind #there's a letter left on your doorstep

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finexbright · 1 year

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Hii! Hope you're feeling better, sending more hugs your way!

Fun story about aam: i wasn't home for summer this time because I've been at uni and i was so upset about not getting proper mangoes where i am. Convinced my mom to freeze one for me. Went home almost 3 months after mango season and pulled out that frozen mango and it was, obviously, a disaster. Mum just stood there in the kitchen laughing, saying " i told you this wouldn't work, but now you can't say i didn't try". She did freeze some ras for me which lasted well, so at least i got that lol.

I'm so glad you have time to rest! I've just started hols from uni so it's been resting for me too. And I'm going over to a friend's for Christmas dinner. Which i love how ironic it is because all of us who've stayed back for these hols are people who don't celebrate Christmas 😂.

Also. How dare you ask people to pick one line of Louis' that we like best? One? One? How is anyone supposed to pick just one? Like. Impossible. I've had fitf on repeat for days now, so my favs keep changing lol, but the one that just came randomly to my mind was: nothing's ever easy, to be honest I'm not easy on myself. So yeah. It'll probably change and I'll leave you more in later asks.

no oh my god LISTEN i made my mum do that too. so i'm south indian and i've grown up eating alphonso mangoes (they're the best ones ever ever) but we don't really get them in delhi, and it's a whole thing (alphonso mangoes are only in season till like june-ish but the local delhi mangoes are in season till like august) and so we get alphonso mangoes delivered to us from our relatives and i made my mum put a couple in the freezer because i was gonna go home end of june and when we took it out, yeah it wasn't really a whole mango but more that it was scraps of 4 mangoes coming together but god was it worth it so incredibly worth it 🤧🤍

oh i hope you have a lovely time with your friends at the dinner! literally all my friends have gone home for christmas, even some of the people who don't celebrate went home cuz winter hols so i'm just bored out of my mind here. some of them are coming back in a couple days so and i have friends coming back for new years so excited for that 🫶

okay look, i love faith in the future to pieces and it's such a good album all around and i definitely have some lyrics that are close to my heart, but i honestly, truly don't think there's any lyric of his that will make me feel as tender and heart wrenched as "i hope that i'm not asking too much, just wanna be loved by you, i'm too tired to be tough, just wanna be loved by you" like every single day i wish i could listen to defenceless as if it were the first time and i beg him to keep that one on the setlist even though it doesn't really fit the vibe of the shows he's done so far 🤧

#holiday pal 👯

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ailendolin · 2 years

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How about Nigel for the “one thing…” ask game? I hope your day gets better!! Sending you good vibes and a hug!! 💜😄

Thank you, dear! My day got a bit better but tomorrow has the potential to be just as stressful so I appreciate the good vibes and hug! 💙

Now let's talk about Nigel.

One aspect about them I love: I love how much he cares. There’s just something incredibly sweet about him offering Alison a glass of milk even though he knows he can’t physically get her one. I think it’s his way of telling her to take care of herself, and perhaps even an attempt to lighten the mood a little and help her relax.

One aspect I wish more people understood about them: I don’t think there is one, really. We know so little about the plague ghosts that any headcanon is valid. One thing that surprised me during my second (or third?) rewatch, however, was how quickly they all, Nigel included, turned on Mick when it became clear he had brought the plague to the village. It’s quite a different side we see of him there and one that tends to get more or less ignored (I'm guilty of that as well lol).

One (or more) headcanon(s) I have about this character: He had a younger brother named Henry who was born too early and always sickly and frail. He died three years before the village was decimated by the plague. (From this fic)

He lived with his parents and worked alongside his father on their farm. His parents cared for him when he got sick and caught the plague from him. Nigel still blames himself for that. (From this ask game)

He had an older sister named Susanna who survived the plague because she lived in the neighbouring village with her husband and children. Nigel was very close to her and the first few weeks after his death his greatest worry was that she would come looking for him and their parents and catch the plague as well. She was smart enough not to but she felt guilty for not being there for them for the rest of her life, especially because she couldn't even give them a proper burial.

One character I love seeing them interact with: Since he's mostly interacted with the other Plague Ghosts so far I'll go with them. I love their whole dynamic and I can’t wait to see if and how leaving the basement in series 4 is going to change that.

One character I wish they would interact with/interact with more: Look, I know it’s predictable but I’m going to say Thomas. This is purely self-indulgent but I would love for those two to share a scene in series 4. I think their dynamic could be really interesting.

Apart from Thomas, I’d love for Nigel to stumble upon Jemima and maybe sort of adopt her. Oh, or for her to adopt him! Imagine her witnessing Walter being unkind to Nigel one day and then quietly walking up to Nigel after Walter’s left and asking him if he’s okay. And Nigel, bless his soul, would say something like, “No, not really, but it's alright,” and then she’d offer him her doll (is that what she’s holding?) and say, “She always helps me when I feel lonely.”

One (or more) headcanon(s) I have that involve them and one other character: I think out of all the plague ghosts, Nigel would probably best get along with the upstairs ghosts. I can definitely see him waking up early in the morning to watch the sunrise with Thomas, showing up to every single one of Pat’s Clubs, eager to learn something new, spending hours talking with Mary about vegetables and cooking, playing hide and seek with Kitty, talking fashion with the Captain (you know Cap would love that), picking up Humphrey whenever he found him lying around somewhere and making sure he’s included, laughing at Robin’s caveman jokes even if he doesn't get them, cheering Julian on when he's playing a game on the phone and watching Murder She Wrote with Fanny even though she always spoils the ending.

After a year he knows everyone so well he manages to beat Fanny at Pat's Christmas Quiz.

Next up: Thomas and Robin (thanks for the asks!) Ask game can be found here.

#nigel the plague ghost #thomas thorne #jemima #the plague ghosts #bbc ghosts #headcanons #ask game #ask #mp bbc ghosts #bbc ghosts headcanon

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inevitably-johnlocked · 2 years

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Hi Steph, welcome back! I really wish and hope that you are better, healthwise, workload wise and in any other aspects of your life, and you find something to counter the effect of the upcoming dark months too. I always like your answers to those "what brings you joy" question things so if you are in the mood, you might list 5 things that either recently uplifted you or you are looking forward to, or both. I send you all the good vibes :-) <3 <3 <3

Hey Lovely!!

OH GOSH I CAN'T BELIEVE I MISSED THIS ASK!!!! Jeez, this is something I always need, hahah. Positivity is hard for me these days, and I guess this is something I really need!

Hmm, This is a great question, because I do answer the "5 things that make me happy" question a lot and I feel like no one likes them anymore because it's usually the same answers. And I do suffer from seasonal mood swings this time of the year, so this will be good. Let's see:

The plan to inevitably get my new couch: it's been out of stock for months, so I'm hoping this supply chain thing fixes itself soon so I can finally have a decent couch I can work on. My old bones can't hand it anymore.

How much art I've been getting done: I try to do some doodles a little bit each day and I have lots of new art done. Lots of inspiration from other ships I'm loving again, and I'm just really enjoying having my iPad. I think it was the best purchase I made last year, because it's greatly improved my mental health having something that is devoid of ANYTHING work related (my home personal computer became a work computer at the start of the pandemic, which means even during personal time, I get bothered for work stuff... I purposely did NOT install Slack, Zoom and Asana on my iPad).

Rediscovering my love for some of my old fave video games: I started playing Kingdom Hearts again on the weekend, because I bought the HD collection years ago and never touched it because I was REALLY invested in the AC Modern Trilogy. Now I want to replay the whole series and KH3 again. Also, replaying some Sonic games, and watching "movies" of the VG cutscenes of DBH has made me happy, and I want to start Skyrim again, LOL. I just got tired of playing a slew of games I didn't enjoy, so I just decided to try some old faves I didn't have to think about. The KH series is my fave video game series of all time. I ALSO found out the original AC trilogy is on sale on the PS Store, so I'm tempted to buy the Ezio collection for 20 bucks, lol.

It sounds SO stupid, but making my apartment cold enough to snuggle up in 5 comforters. Literally, the only thing I like about winter is opening my window a crack to make it chilly in my apartment, and in turn I snuggle up in a bunch of blankets while I work. I'd rather be doing my day job comfortably on my couch, and I'm happy my boss lets me keep working from home even though most of the staff are back in-office.

This is WAYYYYY in the future, if the US ever gets their shit together: Going to Disney World again. I had plans to go to Disney for my 40th year, to make it super special, but I refuse to cross the border in All This™. So, rather than be upset about it, I'm going to keep setting aside money in my "Disney" account, and by the time I do go (either for my 45th or 50th), I'm going to make it the most incredible trip ever, and splurge and treat myself, even if I have to go alone... AND so long as I don't have to use that money for an emergency. Here's hoping. The account will have a lot of money in it in 5 to 10 years... And I may as well keep dropping money into it. OR alternatively, I've always wanted to do a beach holiday or a cruise. I'll see what happens :)

Thank you for this! Again I am sorry I missed it, but I am glad I found it on a lonely Sunday night. It gave me the opportunity to reflect and try to think positively about my life and myself.

*HUGS*

#steph replies #ask games #about me #memes #ask me anything

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one-last-puku · 2 years

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Hey Puku, I’m not really sure if interaction with your posts are okay, or if you even want asks/asks related to that, however I’m in a similar spot. I, myself doesn’t know how to deal with this either. It’s just a awful situation that drags you down no matter how you view it, I bet it’s pretty exhausting for you. I’m not really sure where I want to go with this, but I just want you to know that you’re not alone.

I hope that’s okay, and one day, hopefully, everything will feel okay. Sending hugs \o/

Awh

I don't mind, to be honest, I mostly just worry about being unhealthy to anyone who follows me; and I don't know what it is, but sometimes if I tag my posts with the proper tw, I'll get someone I've never interacted with before, who's not a mutual, send me a dm about it. They'll be like "you can always talk to me", something related to asking me not to go through with offing myself (even if I was sure I didn't write anything that made it seem like I was), and I know they're trying to be caring to a fellow person, but for me it kinda just feels weird because they only saw the one post and don't actually know my current mental state. Also, I can't help but feel guilty about feeling that way because I know they are doing it out of a place of empathy and I have also been on that side of just wanting to help anyone who seems to be crying out for help. As one who has been there, looking, actively seeking to help others, for me in the past has been also somewhat because I was also lonely, so it makes me feel a bit more guilty.

I generally don't mind considering mutuals friends even if unofficially, because more than likely, we found each other through a or similar interest(s), and as mutuals we have the chance to sort of get to know each other through our posts.

So anyway, no worries, thank you for reaching out! And I also hope if you see my posts, perhaps it make you feel less alone, too! 💖 That was also part of why I post some of them. I use this blogging format to help my mind sort out and process the things, supposedly that's the whole point of PTSD. Your brain forces you to keep revisiting the trauma until it's been able to fully process the memory and can finally store it as a memory from the past so the person can hopefully move on and lead a healthier life with a brain better equipped to handle different stresses and trauma in the future.

The problem is, when PTSD becomes more like a disorder, hense the D part of the acronym. It's like a glitch in the trauma recovery system, causing it to interfere with your daily life for a very long time, apparently at least more than one month. I haven't been able to shoo mine away for well over 2 years, well for the more pressing issue as of late. It's possible I've been dealing with cptsd due to my childhood, but never knew until I started researching more about these subjects dealing with traumas. Interestingly enough, the "obsession" my brain has had with the most recent thing, has actually forced me to become a makeshift psychology student (like at home with my internet, not formal academia and training, so my knowledge is null. lol) for the last going on 3 years come fall. Always listen to the person with the phD, not my hick ass. Gahahaha (No, seriously, I don't wanna be sued! XD)

But yesssss! I'm constantly exhausted! The fact you can say that probably means you're exhausted, too. I guess we can be exhausted sleepy babies together. Sleep, sleep, sleep!!! Do it for your drained battery, it's good for you!

You're right though, someday we'll be okay! I hope so anyway! We just gotta keep fighting! And more sleep!! We got this, mate!

*biggest bear hugs for my mate who remains anonymous*

I'm just in a good mood this morning, hahaha! And perhaps, a lot of it I can thank you and your message here for, my friend!

Sending some of these excess positive vibes your way, friend. 💖💖💖🌟

#ask puku #let's do our best!#keep fighting for more time to finally live again!#once we get there they won't be able to comprehend our power!

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boop-le-snoot · 3 years

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PARTY FAVOURS I CHAPTER 12

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Summary / TWs: Steve Rogers does not pass the vibe check yet again, le sad face. Loki is a good bro. Bruce fluff but what else is new? Literally everyone is a good bro, yo. Reader has best people. Tony's in there, kind of. Parents still suck.

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As always, my baby gay @miscmarvelwritings is the bestest beta!

"I think I am going to murder your father." Bucky's angry statement didn't surprise me. Neither did Steve's initial reaction, or anybody else's mostly pitying looks.

Bruce, my Bwucie, was calm and dejected. That worried me. I expected him to be at least a little bit green around the edges when Steve forcefully sat me down and made me explain the drunken, drugged stunt I'd done the night before, but alas, it seemed like Jolly Green was just sad. Or disappointed. And I didn't know which was worse.

The more I thought about it, the more defensive and abrasive I became. "And you'll kill yourself trying, he'll drive you fucking nuts" I responded to Barnes. "Honestly, I don't fucking see the problem here. My dad shows up five times a year at best. It's been like that forever. And it's not like I'm some kind of junkie," I defended myself, and my dad, because I really didn't see the huge deal about it. Relaxing once in a while doesn’t hurt anyone.

"It's not right!" Steve exclaimed, loosely banging a fist on the table. The self-righteous prick, seemed like he wanted to pick a fight just for the sake of it.

"And who are you, exactly, to say that? The moral police?" I blew up, standing and turning to the blonde man, hands on my hips. "Or you've decided to be my parent without asking me first? Keep your hopes up and maybe a fuck will magically appear, so I could give it to you."

He stood up in turn, getting uncomfortably close to my face. I was suddenly reminded of the fact that he was a very large, very strong man. "We want what's best for you! Can't you see it?" Rogers was getting red in the face, crossed arms, staring at me down like I was dirt under his shoes.

"How about..." I seethed, having to stop mid-sentence to swallow the scream that wanted to erupt. "How about... You FUCKING ask me what I want?"

"I suggest the Captain leave to go calm down," Loki suddenly piped up. He stayed silent throughout the whole conversation, picking at his food instead. Only after his sharply uttered words I noticed he had stood up. His hand hovered over my shoulder, body discreetly wedging between me and the Captain.

I heard Steve growl before he stormed off, throwing an annoyed look at Loki. A pregnant silence hung in the room. The longer it lasted, the more I wanted to crawl out of my skin, suddenly hyper aware of all these people - strangers, save a few - debating on what to do with me. Like I wasn't a person. Like...

"Ugh, fucking hell," I growled, beelining for my bag. I had definitely overstayed my welcome.

"Where are you going?" Bruce asked, standing up to follow.

"Home," I replied curtly, nodding my thanks to Loki for the intervention. He nodded back, walking off. I would have probably started swinging at the Icicle Dick if not for the raven haired Asgardian's timely interruption.

"I'll drive you," Banner trotted after me like a dejected puppy. I didn't have the mental capacity to deal with this, at all.

"I need to see Tony first. Meet you downstairs?"

Bruce nodded, looking even more confused.

Tony kissed me hungrily, in between promises to kill Steve and cancel my dad and get me my own apartment in the tower. Believing in fairy tales wasn't something I was ever prone to; I smiled, nodded along and did my best to shut him up with my own mouth on his. I left with the promise to text him as soon as I got home.

"How are you?" Bruce asked me as we once again drove through the busy city. This was becoming a nice habit but we really had to meet up when I wasn't going through another one of my turmoils.

"All things considered, I am great. Better than I've been in a while." I answered honestly, meaning it. However brief Tony's attention would be, it still satisfied me. Then and there I decided to always, always cherish what happened during my brief stint in his arms.

"Really?" Banner's warm smile was an unexpected but pleasant surprise. "Care to share?"

It threw me for a loop. I didn't know how much Tony wanted to disclose regarding what happened between us. I didn't know the extent of his friendship with Bruce. I didn't know...

"Tony," I choose the usual option. Admit what you can't deny, deny what you can't admit.

"I know the feeling," The good doctor chuckled, companionable-like and meaningful. "He tends to go all the way for the people he cares about. Too much, if you ask me."

"What do you mean?" I was confused. Sure, me and Tony were friends. But not, like, super close or anything. We'd fucked, or more like messed around, so I expected our friendship to grow colder. That's what happened when friends decided to bump uglies.

"I mean... He'll move mountains and challenge the government and bully them into dropping charges against you," There was a hint of sadness in Brucie's voice. I vaguely recalled seeing something on the news, something about the Hulk and a massive destruction spree. It didn't take long to put two and two together.

I reached out, putting a hand on his knee. He covered my palm with his own, giving it a brief, warm squeeze.

"It must be great having a friend like that. You're both wonderful and brilliant. You deserve no less," The smile threatened to split my face in two.

Bruce returned the smile but the sadness didn't go away. "You realize that extends to you, right?"

"Me? I'm just me, Bruce." I wasn't sure where this was going. "I'm Peter's classmate and the resident hot mess express."

Bruce frowned, deep and long, up until he parked. Life seemed to be taking back all the happiness it gave me previously-in fucking buckets. The strap of my bag was going to get its threads pulled out with the way I was fiddling with it.

"Baby… Princess?" The scientist turned to me, tone torn somewhere between stern and pleading. "Listen to me. You are brilliant. Incredibly smart, talented and beautiful. Don't ever, ever think of yourself as less than any of us." I gaped at him.

Did he mean us as the Avengers? Us as Tony and Bruce? Meanwhile he continued, "In fact, I think you are the one who deserves so much better. I don't know what Tony found in me… Or what you found in me."

Was the man an idiot or yes? That was the question of the day. Cursing Tony's affinity for small cars (bless me and my own SUV), I only hesitated a moment before grabbing the dumb Banner by his face and startling him into looking straight in my eye. "If you don't quit talking all that fake-ass bullshit, I will kiss you. On the mouth. With tongue."

"Uh," Was his articulate response. I watched him squirm, blush and lose the heat to his argument.

"Exactly. I've had it all with you idiots today. Next time someone says some stupid ass fucking thing, I will kiss them. On the mouth, with tongue. Pass it on," I exhaled, releasing his face and dropping my head onto his shoulder.

"Some way of solving conflict you have," Banner chuckled weakly, throwing an arm around my shoulders. "I'd like to see Steve's reaction."

"A boner, probably, because he needs to get laid before he spontaneously combusts," I grumbled venomously, still bitter about his reaction. The Capsicle needed to chill. Hehe.

"I'll pass it on too," Bruce remarked wryly. "See you next week?"

"Yeah. Thanks, Bwucie, you're the fucking best," I kissed the scientist on the cheek, giving him a tighter than usual parting hug and walking up the pathway. Home.

Mother was nowhere to be seen - and the obvious reason for that laid on the kitchen floor. Couple of smashed dishes, a bottle of whiskey laying half-empty in a puddle on the grey tiles. The living room rug bore more stains and the smell of alcohol, bitter and acrid (like my soul, hardy har), hung heavily throughout the whole house.

At least I wasn't the only one who fought for myself that day. Mother probably had landed a good one on dad, too, by God the woman could be ruthless with her icy words. Dad never stood a chance. I've felt begrudgingly respectful of the way mother put people in their place with her words ever since I understood sarcasm.

First things first, I cleaned up the mess and opened the windows a smidge, cranking the air recuperation system to the max. Hanging around a place that smelled like a bum on a good Friday night was a horrible way to spend free time. Having successfully cut myself and bandaged the cuts up, I retreated to my room, not wanting to spend more time than necessary in the quiet, stinky, creepy house that my home had become.

My phone was long dead so I plugged it in, waiting for the 2% to appear, turning it on. A few messages from Peter, first cheerful, then worried and then relieved. Tony must've placated the spider child and told him I was staying at the tower. Good call, Tones, or else poor Peter would've worked himself into an anxiety attack and crashed in a dumpster while patrolling. Or something. I still didn't quite get his spider-hero side-gig.

A text from Bruce - rather, a photo, of a disgruntled Steve with his eyebrows raised, titled "I told him the next time he freaks out, you will kiss him. With tongue. Barnes cackled for about ten minutes until he ran out of air."

And a text from Tony. My chest tightened when I opened it. "Good tactics. Sneaky, clever, I'd give it a B+."

I snorted. Then the phone beeped again and I froze. A text ordering me to be ready tomorrow, for a date night? Unreal. I was torn. A part of me was elated, thinking Tony wanted to keep me around like that. The other, more sensible part, was firmly telling me to chill TF down. He'll most likely kindly reject any further intimate interactions, maybe have me sign a few NDAs.

I still answered positive, mushy and cute and all. Feelings aside, I wasn't about to change my texting style for any man. My God, I was turning into a monster. A horribly cheesy, pink, soft, fluffy monster.

The next day, school was nearly unbearable. People talked. Not to my face, of course, since the rumours of me putting away Flash Thompson were still fresh enough for everyone to be cautious around me, but the whispers followed me throughout hallways, tongue in cheek remarks thrown at me from the bathroom stalls, behind the teacher's desks. Did I care? Nope.

Okay, I did, but not in the way one would think. The little spring in my step, a slight smirk. My thoughts were occupied with my upcoming dinner with Tony.

Peter and his pet nerds stood at my side, the ever watchful guards. I had no idea why they decided I needed reassurance or their comfort (I did not), but I had to admit it was cute. MJ, in particular, glared her Death Ray Stare at any male-identifying student that dared to as much as look wrongly in my direction. I mostly ignored the trio. Pete himself did a great job with entertaining his friends, he babbled on as usual, about everything and nothing in particular. Mouth ulcers. He was going to get them one day.

Dad called me during third period, saying he was flying off to California. I would have been lying if I said I didn't know why he scheduled the sudden trip; mother's total radio silence and the absence of her laptop in her own office spoke volumes about the state of my family's affairs. They had a fight and ran off to the opposite ends of the continent. I didn't understand why mother was upset with me, though. I saved her face during dinner at Tony's, so why is she mad about me going to a party with dad? Baffling woman.

Admitting the house felt like home when either of them were absent was hard. Or, perhaps, I felt nothing at all. Spending so much time around the Brady Bunch- the Avengers made me too soft for my own liking. It wasn't just Tony that lived in mind rent-free all the time now; there was Bruce, with his kindness, Bucky with his overgrown teenager attitude, Wanda with her wit and hair that smelled like cheap shampoo - seriously, I absolutely had to show her the benefits of decent hair products. That was just to list the few little quirks. There were so many people, all of them different and wonderful in their own way.

To summarize it, I was both happy for them and bitter for not having any of that to myself. Although it made me kind of glad I didn't have a sibling - looking after someone in the mess that mother and dad created would've been a nightmare. They say it's always a better place where we are not.

I went through a whole pack of cigarettes in a span of a couple of hours. Plagued by strangely melancholic thoughts, trying to push down the anxiety over my upcoming date, my choice of outfit proved to be a cumbersome task while in process.

Expensive but simple dress with spaghetti straps, in my favourite colour. That was the easiest part. A good base for any accessories. Would Tony like it? Would the press make outrageous comments?

Either way, it would. Dad's comments cut deeper than I probably realized it until now; in a sudden bout of self-awareness and a couple of mouse clicks later... Tony wouldn't care. Tony wears suits with sneakers. The Manolos flew back, towards my shoe closet, and a pair of Chanel trainers made their debut. A Hermes 2002 barely weighed down by my wallet, keys and phone. A nice coat, too, appropriately light and so very conceptual and fashionable.

I spent way too much time deciding on what to wear. A stern talking to, however, didn't help me, and I had to redo my make-up - the "nude", "all natural" look was one of the hardest to nail. Or so Marie Claire said. Whatever, my highlighter game was, as usual, on point.

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haikyuu-appreciation-club · 4 years

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•Looking Out for You•

Akaashi x Reader

warnings: one or two curse words

genre: fluff + a pinch of angst if you squint

word count: 2.8k

hey lovelies, just wanted to let you know that this is another personal oneshot i wrote for a friend that was modified to be enjoyed by everyone sooo if there are some things that don’t resonate to you specifically i apologize!!

also, just as i finished this i realized the second half has a similar vibe to “Closer to You” sooo let’s just ignore that lol

oh and i’m sorry if he’s a little ooc, i don’t know his character very well, but i tried my best >_<

anywhoooo i hope all of you akaashi simps enjoy :p

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You had always attended your boyfriends volleyball games, cheering him on from the stands and being the first one to wrap your arms around his neck in congratulations when his team won. You had supported him and his sport even before the two of you had started dating, loving nothing more than being his personal cheerleader with anything he did. Even being pretty quiet and shy by nature, being able to support your significant other with one of the things he was most passionate about brought out your energetic side. It’s not as if you cheered very loud or yelled out his name when they got a point but none the less, your presence was always known to him.

Akaashi was beyond greatful that you were always there. He felt a sense of comfort being able to look at his alluring significant other whenever things on the court became too stressful. He always felt your love and support spread throughout the whole gym like a wildfire as soon as you walked in and he couldn’t ask for anything more.

During this particular game, he found his gaze landing on you more than usual. He couldn’t disappoint you, not when you were looking so nice in his spare jersey. You were representing him up in those stands and he would never be able to forgive himself if that expression of awe morphed into an expression of disappointment. However, he was slowly losing his faith in the ability to pull off this win.

The team was on their fifth set of the game. Their stamina had begun to leave their bodies the set before this and now they were just trudging along with whatever they had left. Physical and mental exhaustion plagued them but you knew no matter how drained they were, they would give their all until the very end. The score had gone over a few points on both ends and was now sitting in the low twenties. The apposing team was on match point with Fukurōdani not far behind. However, if the other side got this point, everything was over.

You knew how hard Akaashi and the team had worked. They came to practice early in the morning and left late at night in preparation for this specific match. They polished and perfected every trick in the book, making sure that they were able to put 100% of themselves into this game. You had witnessed their hard work first hand, usually stopping by the gym after school to wait to walk home with Akaashi. You watched the way everyone put their blood, sweat, and tears into improving, constantly putting everything they had into the things they did. You were so beyond proud of the boys, especially Akaashi. You knew how hard he worked and you would still be over the moon with his performance, win or lose.

Akaashi did not have the same mindset. He knew that volleyball wasn’t life or death but that didn’t mean that he didn’t care about the outcome of this game. He had worked his ass off as did the rest of the team and he wanted to make you proud. Now more then ever did he want to be able to walk off that court and feel the warmth of your body pressed against his as you whispered words of congratulations into his ear.

However, the powerful serve that materialize on the other side of the net washed away any chance of that scenario unfolding this game.

Every piece of your heart shattered as you watched the boys of Fukurodani desperately trying to get the ball back up and in play. They were clawing at any opportunity to be able to send it over again and get back their lost points. But in the end, it was no use.

As the gym fell silent, the only sound that met your ears was the soft bounce of the volleyball as it came to a stop. The opposing team and their supporters broke out into cheers but it reached your ears in a muffled manor. The only thing you were focused on was the dejected state of the defeated party. Everyone looked as if they were in a state of shock. Everything they worked so hard for these past weeks had been thrown away in a matter of minutes. You already knew they were all playing each and every mistake over and over again and going over every what-if imaginable.

Your gaze apprehensively wandered to Akaashi. He looked as if he was in a daze. The same nonchalant expression was painted on his face but as you looked into those beautiful blue eyes you could decipher every emotion he was feeling in that moment. He had never been one to show or voice much of his emotions so you had grown to learn how to read him like a book over the years. You could tell how crushed he was at the outcome of this game. He had always put way too much pressure on himself when it came to volleyball. Sometimes forgetting that a sport was a team oriented situation and that he couldn’t place the blame all on himself. That didn’t stop him though.

You wasted no time in standing up and making your way to the court. You mumbled words of apologies as you pushed past people, wanting to pull your boyfriend into your embrace as soon as possible. As much as you felt as if you were being too much with the small action, you knew he would not use his words right away and he needed to be reassured in a matching silence.

Once you reached the court, the team had just concluded shaking hands with the other team and thanking the people who showed up for supporting them. Making their way towards the doors you could see everyone’s tear streaked faces more clearly then you could before. Akaashi was an exception but you knew if he was one to cry, he would be sobbing right now.

You ran up to him and engulfed him in a hug. In that moment you didn’t care who was staring, you just knew that he needed someone. He slowly wrapped his arms around your waist and let his head rest in the crook of your neck. You ignored the sweat that was clinging to his figure, caring only about showing your boyfriend how incredibly proud you were of him. This lasted for a few moments until you pulled away, cupping his face in your hands and placing a chaste kiss to his forehead. You reached down to grab his wrist and pulled him away from the noisy gym and out into the fresh air.

A cool breeze surrounded you two as you sat down against the back wall of the gym. Akaashi slowly followed suit, sinking down next to you. You two sat quietly for a moment, the only sound filling your ears was the rustling of leaves on nearby trees and the soft breaths escaping your bodies. You honestly didn’t know how to break the silence. Usually you and Akaashi were pretty good when it came to communicating with each other, but in this specific situation you were at a loss for words. So, until you could find the right thing to say, you opted for a more physical aspect.

You scooted away from him, creating a gap between you two. He looked over at you, confused as to why you gravitated away from him. That was until he felt your hand snake behind his head and find a place on his cheek, pulling him down into your lap. You ran your fingers through his soft, black locks as he started to shake lightly in your hold. You knew he had finally reached his breaking point. You leaned down and whispered softly into his ear,

“It’s okay Keiji, you can let it out. It’s just you and me.”

In that moment, every emotion he had been suppressing had come crashing down. He turned his face into your inner thigh and quietly sobbed.

To anyone else, this would be a sight to gawk at. The Keiji Akaashi crying? A man who was always so calm and collected? Who never let his emotions phase him, Crying? However, you knew him better than that. Akaashi was a human being after all. No matter how much strength he had or how composed he was, he too had a breaking point and he trusted you to see that. He always waited until he was with you to rant or yell or cry. He didn’t do it to burden you and never did he take his emotions out on you directly, but you were his home. He knew with you, you would never judge or view him differently. He was comfortable sharing a side of himself that no one got to see.

You felt your own share of tears escape your eyes as you sat there, rubbing his back. Akaashi didn’t breakdown often, but when he did it always pushed you to your own breaking point. You carefully swiped at your face before finally speaking up,

“I know you don’t want to hear it right now, but you did a really great job today. I can already tell you’ve replayed all of the mistakes in your head but you can’t overlook everything you did good Keiji. Sure, you lost, and I can’t begin to imagine how upset you are over that but volleyball is a team sport. You win and lose as a team so you can’t put all the blame on yourself,” Akaashi maneuvered himself so that he was now face up, staring into your comforting eyes as you continued your speech. “You can sulk, and I'll be right here through it all but take this as an opportunity to improve and make yourself the best you can be. You’re an incredible player and I'm so proud to be in those stands watching you, win or lose.”

You took a deep breath and looked down at Akaashi. You couldn’t exactly decipher his emotions in that moment. His lips were slightly parted as he stared up at you, puffy eyes unreadable. Had you said something wrong? The last thing you wanted to do right now was make things worse for him. You lifted your head and averted your gaze, starting to regret opening your mouth at all.

You felt Akaashi sit up and your eyes traveled back to his figure. A soft smile tugged at his lips as he cupped your cheeks, taking a moment to admire you. You always knew what to say in every situation, good or bad. That was one of the things he had always loved about you. One of many reasons he was so deeply in love with you. He brushed his thumb over your soft skin before pulling you close and connecting your lips. His kisses were always so soft and gentle, love reverberating throughout your body with each one. You wished they could last forever but eventually you two had to break apart for air. He leaned his forehead against yours and mumbled against your lips,

“Thank you Y/N”

You pulled back and nodded, giving him a smile as you brushed away the hairs that clung to his face,

“Let’s go home Keiji”

He stood up and offered you his hand. You laughed at his typical gentleman antics and accepted his outstretched hand, intertwining your fingers with his.

You two walked back to Akaashi’s house just as the sun began to set. The silence that fell around you two was comfortable, just enjoying being in each others company. You could tell he was still upset over the outcome of the game but there’s no way he wanted to discuss it any further at the moment. He probably would open up about it over breakfast tomorrow morning once he had gotten all his thoughts collected, so you weren’t too worried about it. Right now, you just wanted to give him the opportunity to get his mind off of everything for a moment.

Once you two got through the door, you were greeted with an empty home. Akaashi’s parents usually took business trips on the weekend so you two had the house to yourselves. You ushered your sweaty boyfriend upstairs and instructed him to go take a shower. He gladly agreed, already feeling the warm water soothing his sore muscles. As he walked upstairs, you walked to the kitchen and pulled the menu for your favorite ramen shop off of the refrigerator.

Ramen was always a mutual pick me up dinner for the two of you. If one of you got a bad grade on an assignment or your club activities weren’t going to well or you just had a bad day in general, you would always go eat ramen together. Today was definitely one of those days. You ordered the ramen to be delivered to Akaashi’s house, not really thinking he would want to eat out tonight. Walking back into the living room you brought some blankets with you to the couch and scrolled through the purchased movies on the television.

Akaashi walked back downstairs and into the living room to see your figure on the couch, sitting with your knees tucked into your chest to leave room for him to sit beside you. He smiled at your considerate actions and took a seat beside you. He grabbed your ankles and pulled your feet so that you slid onto your back, legs draped over his lap. You smiled up at him, admiring how handsome he looked post shower. You turned your attention back to the T.V. and continued to scroll through the movies as you asked,

“Harry Potter type of night?”

He chuckled lightly as he rubbed the top of your lower leg subconsciously,

“Only if it’s the fourth one, the others will have to wait.”

You scrolled to the fourth movie out of the series and clicked on it. As it begun to load you set the remote down and grinned,

“Of course, besides Draco looks the best in the fourth one.”

Akaashi looked at you, trying to suppress a grin as he shoved your legs off of his and stood up. He begun to walk out of the room as you scrambled to your feet and walked after him,

“Keiji, i’m sorry, i was joking i swear, you’re the best looking guy i’ve ever seen,”

You continued to ramble about how attractive your boyfriend was and how much you loved him but were cut off by Akaashi turning around and grabbing you by your waist. He spun you around a few times as you let out laughs that were like music to his ears. Just being with you made him forget about the distress he was feeling earlier. Volleyball wasn’t the most important thing in his life, but you were. As long as he had you, he would be okay in the end. He set you down and placed soft kisses all over your face, earning a few more laughs from you,

“I know you were joking baby, i was too.”

He smiled at you as he began to walk back to the living room. You followed suit until you heard a knock at the door. Akaashi looked over his shoulder a quirked an eyebrow at you. You shrugged, not wanting to give the surprise away, and went to go answer the door.

You walked back to the living room and set the ramen on the table. Akaashi’s eyes visibly lite up at the sight of the logo on the bag. You undid the knot at the top and pulled out akaashi’s bowl of ramen,

“Tada! Pick me up Ramen!”

Akaashi smiled as he took the warm container from your hands. He placed a kiss on your cheek before moving down to sit at the table in front of the couch. You grabbed your ramen and did the same.

You two watched the movie as you ate, quietly commenting at certain parts and snuggling closely once the containers were empty. You loved nights like this, just being in Akaashi’s company and spending time with him without having to worry about anything. He was your safe place, and you were his. It was you guys against the world and you wouldn’t have it any other way.

As the movie came to a close you noticed Akaashi nodding off, and felt yourself doing the same. You pulled him into your lap once more as you leaned back against the couch, letting your eyes flutter shut. Before you drifted off to sleep, you heard sweet words meet your ear,

“I love you Y/N, more then you know”

You smiled softly to yourself as you lightly rubbed his shoulder,

“I love you too Keiji.”

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