#I’m really trying to work on my lighting hhhhh
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thinking about biker! simon going out with his girl and the other guys at a biker bar. reader hasn't really seen how scared people are of simon - who they all call ghost - until she goes to get him another drink. while she's at the bar, a guy comes over trying to hit on her. then this hulking, 6'4 guy in a skull mask appears and the guy is ready to run out of the bar. simon didn't even have to talk just glare. while readers like ???
ITS BEEN YEARS SINCE THIS WAS SENT IM SORRY FOR JUST REPLYING NOW :(( BUT YES ABSOLUTELY YES!! my stomach swooped when i saw this hhhhh im actually kicking my legs n twirling my hair n everythingg!!
naturally, im bad at making drabbles because this turned out long again :’) im sorry
biker!simon mlist // star divider by @/plutism <33
simon’s hand is warm on the small of your back as he leads you further into the bar. you shuffle along his languid steps, head swivelling as you try to find familiar faces in the crowd – so far, none yet.
simon chuckles from beside you, and you peer up at him only to see his eyes crinkled from underneath his balaclava, no doubt smiling at you. he bows his head closer towards yours, trying, in vain, to devour as much of the space made by the height difference between you two.
“what?”
“nothin’, sweet girl.” he presses his covered lips on the top of your head, breathing you in. “come on, i see ‘em.”
he shifts the two of you, the hand that’s settled on the small of your back gliding until it hooks around your waist, pulling you ever so closer to him. protective. possessive. it makes you hum in delight, happiness thrumming underneath your skin.
(you don’t notice the way many people shift to get out of simon’s way; heads downturned as though afraid of even meeting his eyes. you don’t notice the way they turn to each other when you two passed by, as though making sure that it was simon they saw. simon – ghost – with a sweet darling pressed to his side, his bulk warding away stray gazes. you don’t notice the way they huddle with each other, whispering promises that ghost’s girl should always be protected. because yes they fear ghost, but more than that, loyalty to each other is stronger.)
he leads you towards a small pack by the far side, the table doused less in light than the rest of the bar. johnny’s already turned towards you and simon, watching with a grin as you two make it across. kyle’s seated beside him, the younger man leaned to watch the ongoing hockey game. then you see the back of john’s familiar head, his beloved boonie slung around his neck.
“finally made it, huh lass?” johnny says in greeting, snagging the attention of both kyle and john, the two of them chiming in their own hello’s. you smile, waving at them as you claim the empty seat between simon and john.
“had to make a quick stop at 7-11,” simon responds, his hand curling at one of the legs of your chair before pulling you towards him. the metal squeaks against the tiles, the sound thankfully drowned out by the loud bass.
“oh did you?” john asks, ignoring whatever simon did given how they’re all so used to his soft displays of possessiveness. he offers you a smile when you turn to him with a nod.
“had to buy, um, medicine for my stomachache.”
it’s endearing how their faces shift so fast, little smiles falling as worry takes over. even simon, whose hand is draped on your thigh, tenses, gripping as though he was remembering how he heard your pained whimper or saw you sniffling as the ache echoed, throbbing just below your ribs, choking you up.
“are you feeling any better? did it subside now, at least?” kyle asks.
you nod, quick to reassure them. “the medicine worked! i’m feelin’ better, i promise!”
they relax, tensed shoulders going lax as life flutters back into the table. you smile before sinking ever so closer to simon’s side, shying away from the intensity of their affections for you – your own little band of brotherhood, visceral in the way they care for you.
simon’s grip loosens on your thigh, choosing instead to massage the muscle tenderly. you hum, turning to ask him what he’s getting.
“whiskey, maybe,” he murmurs, his voice muffled by his mask. “you getting your bellini today, love?”
“yes please,” you reply, blinking up at him.
his eyes crinkle again, a telltale sign of his smile, before he pats your thigh and gets up to place the order.
you turn to the group, tuning into johnny’s rambling, listening to him recounting his rally. it was the one you weren’t able to go to because of work, johnny having to reassure you multiple times (even through text) that it’s fine that you’re missing it. so you listened, enraptured, nose scrunching in confusion whenever johnny slips into heavy scottish in his excitement.
“english, mactavish,” simon sighs as he falls back to his seat, startling you. you see johnny flip him off and you make eye contact with kyle, sharing twin looks of exasperation.
simon slides you your bellini and you whisper a thanks, trilling when he noses the top of your head again – your clingy boy.
the conversation rises and falls, sometimes leaving your mind wandering when they start talking about shop, sometimes catching your attention so much that you find yourself leaning on the table, breathless and wide-eyed as you listen to their bike stories – johnny had continued about his rally, kyle talked about the repairs he did for a client who he’s sure is on the run, and john shared that horrifying experience he had on his way home where he thinks he saw a floating woman by the east side highway.
“your turn, big guy,” you say, tapping simon’s knee.
simon finishes his whiskey – his balaclava tugged just enough to show his chin and his lips – before plopping the empty glass on the table with a sigh. you huff a fond laugh, knowing that one glass isn’t enough to satiate the thirst so you dust imaginary dirt off your skirt before standing up.
he tilts his head up in question, arm still hooked around your waist.
“gonna grab us more drinks,” you say. “oh, tell ‘em about the gas station incident!”
he grunts, nodding, and yet he refuses to budge. you fondly roll your eyes and turn to the others. “drinks?”
they all shake their head, johnny specifically saying he’d have to order for himself because he’d want to try the house specialties. you nod, pinching simon’s arm as you dance away from him with a bitten grin, before making your way to the bar.
you prattle away your order, telling the bartender to add the tab to your table, and hover, swaying to the music. it’s a foreign rock band playing, the bass and drums reverberating loudly, you can feel the vibrations pulsing along your body, and you almost get lost in your own thoughts when a hand slides to your back.
you startle, mind quickly cataloguing that this isn’t simon. because simon, for all his impressive silence and his displays of possessiveness, never sneaks up on you like this. he has never let you doubt your safety while with him. so you back away from the stranger’s touch, your hands pressed close to your chest before finally turning to see who went up to you.
the man, who seems to be about your age, smiles upon seeing your face. “hey there, angel.”
the pet name makes you nauseous and your stomach churns once again. you have to ask for the medicine from simon when you return to the table.
“hi,” you squeak, not letting him off your sight.
“you seem new here. i am too.” he laughs, scratching his neck. then, “it really ain’t my scene.”
“uh-huh,” you say, not knowing what else to tell him.
his chuckles peter out, a suave smile replacing what had been an awkward display of forced laughter. he clears his throat. “so, what’s a sweet thing like you doing alone here?”
“she ain’t alone, kid,” the bartender answers for you and you turn to him, surprised, before thanking him as he presents you with your whiskey and bellini.
the bartender nods to you in reply before crossing his arms in front of his chest and addresses the stranger again. “go bother someone else.”
the man arches a brow in question, his lips pursing in distaste. “oh yeah? she seems pretty available to me.”
the phrase hits you badly.
your anxiousness bleeds away to make room for your ire and you snarl, dropping your hands from where they’re pressed on your chest to rest them on your hips.
“what did you just say?” you ask, your voice a measured anger. “i’m fucking what now?”
he raises his hands up like he’s pacifying you. “hey, hey. didn’t mean that, my pretty girl-”
“she’s not your anything, you mad wanker.”
the sound of simon’s voice makes you settle, a wave of safety and comfort washing over you, dousing the angry churning in the pit in your stomach. simon steps from behind the stranger, towering over him, before moving to stand beside you. his hand hovers, questioning, and you give him a soft nod that gets simon pulling you close to him. his hand falls to the small of your back, caressing, and you wonder if he knows that the man had grazed his hand there just minutes ago. if simon’s doing this to overwrite the unpleasant feeling that was sticking to you.
“oh,” the stranger breathes out and you notice the way his hands are trembling, the tight balls of his fists turning his knuckles white. “i, uh, i’m sorry, ghost.” then he’s off, running out of the bar with his tail tucked between his legs.
you huff at the realization that the mad man didn’t even apologize to you. what a fucking prick.
“you doin’ alright there, baby?” simon asks, pulling you to him. he settles on an empty bar stool – you are sure those were filled just minutes ago… – and tugs you so that you are standing between his legs.
he cups your cheeks, thumbs tracing lines just underneath your eyes, and it makes you drag a shaky inhale.
“i’m sorry, sweetheart. i should’ve accompanied you.” simon sounds distressed, his eyes furrowed in the intensity of his worry.
you coo at him, it’s your turn to cup his jaw this time. “i’m alright, si. i promise.”
he shifts his eyes between yours, searching for anything besides the truth, and he folds himself into you when he sees that you mean it. you laugh, patting at his head, wishing that he doesn’t have his balaclava so you can play with his hair, before turning to the bartender who, in the sudden absence of customers by the counter, is watching you two with a pinched smile.
“thank you again,” you tell him and he grunts, nodding. simon straightens up and groans as he stands, his big body unaccustomed to the tiny bar stools.
“yeah,” he says, addressing the bartender. “thanks for bein’ here for my girl, alex.”
the bartender – alex – just waves his hand around in dismissal. “it’s nothin’, really. now go away, i want customers.”
simon and alex laugh, sharing an inside joke, and you swivel your head around in confusion because now that alex had mentioned it, where did everyone go? and why are they all huddled together, far from the bar?
simon closes his hand on your wrist and pulls. you barely manage a goodbye to alex who waves at you in reply.
…alex?
“wait. that’s alex?”
best believe that simon has connections anywhere he goes. if not for himself, it’s for his girl!!!
me, shamefully staring at the word count (1.8k) of what should’ve been a drabble: well now…
#suns.f#biker!simon#simon ghost riley x reader#simon riley x reader#ghost x reader#simon ghost riley#simon riley#anon#ask#suns#deviously screaming!! i love scary ghost but a sweetheart to his girl <333 thank u sm anon for this i hope u like it hhhhh
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How about some ✨Fantasy angst ✨
#bnha#my hero academia#bakudeku#bkdk#katsudeku#bnha fanart#bnha fantasy au#the manga is super angsty right now so I figured I should be too#I don’t really have an explanation for this lol#blood warning I guess#I’m really trying to work on my lighting hhhhh#and coloring too#can I go back to black and white hatching yet?
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hewwo! i've read your writings and they're so fluffy hhhhh 💖 also if it's alright, can i request scenarios for the boys(mitsuya, chifuyu, inui) when their s/o knit them a scarf or sweater?? 👉👈
ahhh tysm!! I hope you enjoy reading this, I’m glad you enjoy reading my works’ 🤎
༉‧₊˚✧ When You Knit Them a Scarf ˳೫˚∗
⟶ ticket no. 4 ɞ
w/ Mitsuya Takashi | Matsuno Chifuyu | Inui Seishu
Warnings - wearing a scarf? relationships
fluff!
ʚ Mitsuya Takashi ɞ
Mitsuya himself makes you a lot of clothes, you’d get cool clothes only available for you to wear! When you told him that you knit he probably got really excited that you two kinda have something in common!
You decided to make him a scarf since your relationship has gotten tighter over the weeks, you really put your heart and soul into the whole project, from planning it to picking out the colors to figuring out how long it should be. It may have taken you a little while to make but it was so worth it! You just hoped Mitsuya would love it as much as you do.
You decided to put it in a little gift box and buy a fancy bow to put on top, it really just adds a bit of spice to the whole thing!
You stopped by Mitsuya's house after school to bring him your little gift. Your kinda nervous to see if he’ll like it or not. but honestly he will love it When you put the gift in his hands he looked at you and smiled, his smile is so bright and warm!!
“What’s this?” He asks in his soft voice. omg his soft voice is so<33
“A gift for you!” You say excited and eager for him to open it.
Mitsuya carefully lifts open the top of the box and immediately smiles when he sees the scarf inside, you can tell he really likes it!
“Wow y/n this is so pretty, your actually amazing you know that?” When he said that you can feel little butterfly’s flutter around your stomach. he’s so sweet
“I was worried you weren’t going to like it haha” When you told him that his smile kinda faded a bit :(
“Why would you think that? Of course I’d love it, it’s coming from the most amazing person in the world, my one true love.” Your heart was about to melt… literally. Mitsuya wrapped his arms around you pulling you into a hug.
“Thank you for the scarf.” He whispered into your ear, you were blushing just a little bit and super happy that he liked it. Maybe you should make him more things in the future..
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ʚ Matsuno Chifuyu ɞ
You saw on tiktok that someone made a scarf for this s/o, you wanted to do the same thing for Chifuyu.. you knew how to knit a little bit so it was time to do some research on how to get better at it. After a few practice tries you were ready to start on your big project! A scarf for Chifuyu, especially with winter coming up he’s gonna need one! You decided to put little cats that looked like peke j into the scarf, he’ll definitely love that. peke j is so cute too ngl
You took one final look at the scarf, it have a few flaws here and there but you were still new to knitting and not everything’s perfect, you just hoped Chifuyu would like it enough to wear it..
You and Chifuyu had a date tonight so you decided to give it to him then as a surprise gift! You found a nice gift bag to put it in with some fancy paper to add some pop to the whole idea.
Once your date was almost over you pulled out your gift for Chifuyu…
“Oh no you didn’t have to get me a gift y/n!”
“I want you to have it, it’s personalized for you silly!” His face looks confusing when you said that, ‘personalized for him??’
When he took out the fancy paper he saw the scarf sitting alone at the bottom, he gently pulled it out and a joyful smile appeared on his face.
“Woah this is so cool! Did you make this?” Chifuyu asks excitedly
“Mhm!” You responded too nervous to make any real conversation.
“Oh my gosh even peke j is on it, your the best y/n!!” Chifuyu made sure to give you plenty of tiny kisses all over your face while walking you home, just the thought that you made something for him warms his heart so much.!
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ʚ Inui Seishu ɞ
Inui is definitely the kind of person who is almost always cold or shivering with goosebumps all over, it was your grand idea to knit him a cute and casual scarf that maybe could help him out with that. You didn’t really know what kind of theme Inui would like since he doesn’t share much of his small interests like favorite animals/colors :(
So you decided to stick to basics and make a lovely beige scarf, something simple that maybe he’ll like it? You made sure to make it long enough that it drapes down his shoulder to help keep his body warm too! Secretly planning the perfect gift hoping that Inui would like it too.
You were so close to being finished on Inui's scarf working on the last bit in your room when you hear your window start to open…
“Hey y/n whatcha doing?” Inui pops into your room from the window… it’s like 1:00 in the morning-
“Inui! What are you doing here!?” You shout lightly trying to cover up your gift for him.
“Oh are you making something? I really just kind of missed you so I wanted to come by and hang out. If your busy I can go-”
“No it’s fine I was just working on a project..”
“What kind of project?” he asks while he inspects what your hiding with you hands.
“Umm it may be a gift.. for someone…”
“Huh? Oh I get it, oops my bad did I spoil jt for myself?” Inui laughs nervously with his hand behind his neck.
“No it’s okay, im almost finished with it so you can have it once im done!”
“Can I watch you finish it?” He asks curiously.
“Oh sure..” you reply nervously with a bit of light pink developing across your face.
You spend the rest of the night knitting on your ‘project’ while Inui watches behind you. Maybe your little gift was spoiled but by the look in his eyes as he watches you, you can tell he already loves the new addition soon to be in his wardrobe.
Wow I really enjoyed writing this, if you can knit that’s so awesome I wanna learn to knit one day!! As always thanks for reading and have an amazing day/night <3
#tokrev x reader#tokrev fluff#tokrev hcs#tokyorevengers#tokyo revengers#seishu inui#inui x reader#mitsuya takashi#mitsuya x reader#chifuyu matsuno#chifuyu x reader#chifuyu fluff#tokyo rev x reader
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Hi! Did you know that I love your work in general, and Tell Me About the Light in particular? Also, did you know that you peppered each chapter with some revelation for my hurt psyche and helped me not unlike any session with my therapist? Did you know that even then what really broke me every time and got me to tears (good tears I guess!) was your kind wishes in the final notes? Thank you so much, I hope you get all the love and the hugs (if you're a hug person). I too am going through a complicated identity phase, and have to deal with a long-worn, we-hurt-each-other relationship (though in my case it's with the parents), and reading your Jask and your Geralt was really precious to me. Thank you! so! much! I feel so blessed that I got to interact with you 💙 (*shyly lurks back to the shadows*)
hi! hi. hhhhh. i think i have tried to respond to this five times now, but each time i delete it all and stop because i’m just. i’m incredibly humbled and have not yet figured out a way to respond appropriately to such messages. because to read and to hear and to think that i am helping people? that i am helping you? with nothing but my words and gentle gestures? i think that is one of the most profound things that i could possibly do and in turn be told. i’m. i honestly don’t know what to say, other than that you melted my heart right out of my chest and i have shed a tear reading this, and i have been thinking about that comment that i think you might have left me on that last Light chapter at least once a week. people come here or into my dms or into the comment sections and they tell me that reading this, they know the story will stay with them for years to come. and they say that it’s like a long overdue therapy session. and you, you tell me that i helped you understand yourself and your trauma and helped you come to terms with it. and it’s just. what this story means to some people is just beyond my imagination, and it humbles me every time people share that with me, trust me enough to tell me how that silly little fanfic i decided to try writing a year ago has become a big part of their lives.
and i just. it makes me weep, knowing that the world is going to shit, has been going to shit since even before i started writing it. and still one of my most profound memories of these years will be the kindness you all are willing to share with me. you, my dear, coming here and coming into the comments, to essentially tell me that i’ve done my own little part in saving your life, it’s— yeah. that’s what it’s all about, isn’t it? living, loving, and saving ourselves and each other in the process.
i apologise for the rambles, that’s what happens when people are nice to me. i love you dearly, and i thank you so much for letting me be a part of everything you’re going through, in the kindest of ways. i have no words to describe what that means to me 💛
#for the record i have tears in my eyes as i’m typing this#fucking hell i just. you’re all way too nice to me lately and i know i say this a lot and it’s probably annoying but. i love y’all 💛#nat rambles#sweet asks#💛#tell me about the light behind my eyes#sorry. i got a bit existential there
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when their fem!friend turns into a 5-year-old || tomorrow x together
scenario: you turned 18 years old a few months after huening kai did and one day you woke up into your five year old self. having to live alone away from your family, you didn’t know what to do so you decided to call your best friends and told them to come to your place as soon as possible.
yeonjun
as soon as he arrives at your place, he is shocked
but lord knows how this man loves kids
HAVE YOU SEEN HOW HE GOT EXCITED SEEING WILL AND BEN FROM TROS?!
Anyway
“y/N?! who’s kid is this?! WHERE ARE YOU?! whY DO YOU LOOK LIKE HER?! IS SHE YOUR HIDDEN LOVE CHILD?!”
“no mf! it’s me! y/n! in my 5 year old self”
he would NOT question how why what where and when
he’s just be like “AWWEEEE Y/NNNNN SO CUTE” and hugs you
would take care of you
he’s going to *try* to help you go back to your normal form
but he’s lowkey praying inside that you’d stay as your 5 year old form
you’d be like >:(( HELP ME PLEASE
and he’d just be like cooing at you
“aweee little baby” “don’t be upset! you’re cuter this way.”
and you’d be like (- _ -)
eventually you would give up asking for his help
so you’d just sit on the couch alone pouting with crossed arms
he’d giggle at the sight and take a picture of you and would send it to the other boys
but he’d cook food for you so you won’t be upset anymore
“do you want some ramen?” and you would be nodding furiously
you’re one hungry babie
then after he cooks you would try sitting on the dining chair but it’s too high
so he’d giggle EVEN MORE and help you up
he would carry you everywhere with any way possible
he’d carry you like a sack, or like a newborn, or like a toddler
he’d most likely follow you around to watch you, like a kid, well technically you are
he would also hold your hands everywhere you go
“jjun, it’s still me, just even smaller.”
“well i still need to follow you around, what if you need help? what if you hurt yourself? look at you and your tiny self.” and he’s gonna shake his head
you took a nap with him on the couch, your tiny form laying on top of him like a baby
then you woke up and you realize you’re at your big form again
BUUUT yeonjun, instead, is in his 5 year old form
“OMG YEONJUN?!?!
soobin
mans is whipped as hell
without question, he’d know that small child inside your house alone is you
he wouldn’t even question if you were another kid or what, he just knows it’s you
WOULD IMMEDIATELY CALL THE OTHER BOYS
not to help you, but to tell you how adorable you looked
he would dress you up and do your hair
he’d treat you like a literal kid
he would dare to help you because he’s enjoying taking care of you
chile- you’d look like his kid no cap
he’d quickly go to the store to buy a cute dress and cute hair accessories
then he’d dress you up and put clips on your hair
“do you also want toys? i’ll get you some.”
you were like “well if you help me get back to my old form, i’d very much appreciate it.”
“uuhmmm… no.”
he would be forgetting your actual form and you’re mentally 18 years old
so when he makes you shit on his lap and play with you like a kid, you’d be like “bro i’m 18”
he’d stop working and stare at you
error 101
“oh yeah huh.”
he loves playing with your hair
treats you like his daughter
just like with yeonjun, you would give up and just let him do whatever he wants to do with you
he would brush your hair and tie it into two pigtails and put two big bows
soobin your hidden infantilization kink is showing LMAO
anyway, you’d need cuddles
so he’s be sitting on your couch and you’d be sitting on his lap, facing him and your face against his chest
rubbing your back and tapping your buttocks like a kid
you’d fall asleep, snoring lightly
few hours later you’d be waking up on the floor, in your normal self
you got up happy
and once you saw a small body laying on your couch, you’re like
(O . O)
“SOOBIN YOU’RE 5!!”
beomgyu
this mf
as soon as you explain to him that you transformed into your younger self….
would make fun of you
and laugh at you
“HAHSJIHSADHHEK Y/N IS A KID HHHHH”
you’d cry, you really didn’t want to make fun off most especially you’re way smaller now and you can’t hit him
so he’d stop and say sorry
he wouldn’t help you either
not because he doesn’t want to, he just don’t know how to
so instead, he’d take you out on an amusement park
and he’d make you have fun in your little self
“do you wanna ride the carousel?”
you’d look at him weirdly while you waddle away from him
“sure i guess.”
you got in the ride and chose the light blue horse
but guess what, because you’re tiny you can’t get on the horse
so he’ll carry you up
and poke fun of you again
“aigoo wittle y/n is even wittle”
then he’d crack a laugh
you’d get upset and pout, then you’d look away
throughout the whole ride you would be looking away from him
not paying attention on what he’s babbling
once you leave the ride he’s kneel in front of you
“did i make you upset? awe i’m sorry” :(
then he’d pat your head
and hug you
you’ll be hugging him back, wrapping your arms around his neck
then, he’d just carry you, legit
and next stop is the ice cream stall
still carrying you
“why did you carry me?” “you walk slow,” you’d roll your eyes
the worker would coo at you and beomgyu
“awee your sister is so cute! here you can have this strawberry ice cream for free!”
then eat it in one bite, “beomgyu, i want more”
the worker is like o.O how??
anyway you got your second ice cream
at the end of the day, beomgyu slept with you in your bedroom. he’s cuddling you as if he’s protecting you from the monsters.
the next morning you felt small hands wrapped around your waist
so you opened your eyes and looked down
“omo. gyu wake up! i’m big now and you’re the small one!”
taehyun
taehyun taehyun tsk tsk
he’s the most rational one
at first he wouldn’t be convinced that it’s you, that you’re the kid
so he’d search for big y/n inside your place
to find out there’s no big y/n around and realizes that the small y/n is the big y/n in the small y/n form
if that makes sense
WELL ANYWAY
he’d sit on the couch, then he’d also sit you on the couch
examine you from head to toe
then he’d just smile widely and lift your small feet
“hehehe so smol”
You: >:(((
he’d pull your hair playfully to annoy you because this man is secretly whipped for you
he just keep on denying it
he’d also take a lot of pictures and videos of you
mostly to keep it and blackmail you with it
he’s the only person who’s gonna try to help you go back to your normal form
although he doesn’t want to, he’d still help you
“how did you turn like... this small?”
you blinked and sipped the chocolate milk that he gave you
“i woke up like this.”
(-_-) “y/n you’re not beyonce”
>>:((( “i’m not lying! i literally woke up and i’m 5 instead of 18!” you fought
you crossed your arms which made you spill the chocolate milk on your shorts
*shakes head*
he’d try to look for clothes in your closet that would fit your small body
but no clothes meh meh
he’d quickly run to the nearest store and get you the cuTEST jumper set and headband
he just found it cute, d w he doesn’t have a bad dollification/infantilization kink unlike soob
he’d also grab some tteokbokki on the way
lowkey worried if you were doing okay alone at your place
but like even though you’re mentally 18, you’re still physically 5 so for some reason he thinks you’re lowkey incapable not in a bad way tho
my god you would devour the tteokbokki
“jeez, don’t eat like a kid.” and wiped your mouth
you sitting in the chair with stacks of pillow to boost you up, also waddling your feet since it doesn’t reach the ground
“technically, i AM a kid.” *munches on tteokbokki*
while you’re bored on the floor, laying on your stomach, taehyun is just on his phone
you had no idea but he’s quietly searching about your situation
you suddenly fell asleep
he heard your snores
he cooed and guess what
more videos!
he also fell asleep on the floor, both of you laying on your stomach and facing each other
around midnight you felt a sudden urge to drink water
so you opened your eyes
and yoU SCREAMED
“TAE YOU’RE A CHILD!!!!!”
huening kai
this loud mf will scream once he steps inside your place to see a child sitting on the floor holding your phone
“Y/N WHO IS THIS KID?!”
“shut up! i’m y/n! get your butt over here and help me!”
he was lowkey scared to be near you
but he’s be sniffing you, lifting your arms and legs
then he’d giggle
“heh you’re cute.”
he’d take you to his dorm actually
although all the boys are there cooing at you and babying you, you’re just in kai’s room mostly
he’d give you all his plushies
compare your size with his plushies’ sizes
then he’d giggling some more
once you felt a little tired you laid in his bed with arms open looking up in the ceiling
“being a kid is boring.”
next think you know he’s rubbing your belly
WILL RUB YOUR BELLY NON STOP
okay but you know how kid’s bellies are usually rounded and not flat?
exactly
that’s why kai loves to rub your belly
he’d give you piggy back rides
don’t really know how to baby you because he’s a baby himself
but he understand your baby nature
babies unite!!!
he’d let you braid his hair or tie it
you’d be sitting in the couch and him on the floor while you put random clips on his hair
then the other boys would videotape it
“look at both of our babies… aigooooo!” -txt
would make cupcakes together
your little self would just be passing the ingredients to him while he does all the work
but hey it’s still teamwork yk
after both of you would be high of sugar
very very energetic
also is obsessed with your laughs
the pitch is higher and cuter
so he’d purposely make you laugh
and he’d be clapping bc of how adorable you are
would ask the older boys to order you food just for you too
“c’mon hyung, little y/n is hungry”
“just tell us that YOU are hungry”
still ends up ordering a lot of food
you’re slurping the jjajangmyeon and he’s be hella ready to wipe your mouth for you
would also clip your hair back
but he’d accidentally pinch your scalp instead
“kai, that hurts!”
“eeehhh sorry :””(“
after eating all the food
you’d be knock out on his bed
then him next to you
both of yall cuddling a plushie each
he wakes up first tho
“y/n wake up! you’re normal!”
you opened your eyes to see a 5 year old kai
“am i dreaming or you’re 5?”
#tomorrow x together#txt#txt headcannons#txt headcanons#txt imagines#txt imagine#txt scenarios#txt scenario#txt fluff#choi yeonjun#choi soobin#choi beomgyu#kang taehyun#huening kai#yeonjun#soobin#beomgyu#taehyun#kai#yeonjun imagines#soobin imagines#beomgyu imagines#taehyun imagines#huening kai imagines
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ෆ self indulgent and entilted
characters — bonten!rindou haitani + *yakuro nanami (oc) .
content and warnings — mentions of drugs ( yo sanzu ), clubbing, stalker mention, mention(s) of drugging, yelling, angst(?), swearing, and so on.
note — sorry for the dark content hhhhh, it came with the idea of ackerman being a yakuza that hated bonten and wanted yakuro gone. it may actually be apart of the fic i’m outlining..... these men hold my heart and WILL NOT LET GO OF IT. also they just like dive into my brain 24/7. help i had a fit over what looked best for three hours- at this point i’mma probably make a lil sum’ for sanzu. i love this man and i can’t stop having him appear in my stories that involve bonten. like this guy is 24/7 in the back of my mind.
*Yakuro Nanami.
he/they/bun!
Now playing ayanami — by satin
rindou woke up first to yakuro wearing his bunny ears and a bunny pajama set that he seemed to just slip on before marching into bed. it was cute, but there was still smudges of makeup on his face and the dark circles of terrible inconsistent sleep. rindou sighed, brushing away blonde parts of hair that yakuro was chewing on.
“yakuro.” rindou lightly pushed yakuro’s shoulder, trying to wake the boy in his semi bunny work attire. “rindou? rindou....” yakuro groaned, his head searched for rindou’s lap or hand that he could lean into. just exist near, to feel his skin and be aware of his warmth, that he was alive and not dead. that he stayed the whole night. “morning doll.” rindou smiled quietly, brushing his fingers over the boy’s hair.
there was a knock on the door, “come in” as if that was a full offer to entangle himself with the couple he busted through the door and made a running start to jump onto the couple. “HI!” “i don’t do the touching, i’ll sit and pour you your drink and be your personal bunny. please treat the bunny well and we will have no problems. if they bunny feels uncomfortable the bunny has full rights to leave and find a new client. if you understand these rules please enjoy your bunny.”
yakuro stated as if he was at work. it was grilled into his brain and always had to repeat it infront of new clients. working at a bunny suit club was not it, almost rolling over onto sanzu. “bad work day?” “bad work day.” rindou confirmed sanzu’s suspicions with three simple words. “yaku..” “no.” “yakuuu.” sanzu scooted in between the two, poking yakuro’s cheeks aggressively. he seemed sober, thank god.
rindou shrugged the mans presence off and trudged to the bathroom to wash and whatnot. “you have another shift, ran told me to wake you up. “that’s not my problem. tell my boss to go fuck himself with a dildo filled with nails.” sanzu’s eyes widened, that was aggressive. although at the same time sorta funny?
“he said he’d cut off your shift times and cut back on how much money you make plus tips.” sanzu repeated what ran had informed him of, with a quite frustrated appearance. “THAT FUCKER WILL NOT!” raising up from his laying position, yakuro ran into the hallway stumbling here and there from improper pace.
“i’d love to see him try i swear if he even tries reducing my pay i’ll quit the whole fucking job how about that? i never liked this bullshit bunny shit anyways, it’s annoying when the customers try to touch and then you get stalkers.” yaku was mumbling to hell and back from his bosses call, waving to ran who nodded. making himself a bento before heading off on a small mission.
yaku threw open the washroom door and started searching for his bunny suit attire. the club’s theme was rainbow today so he washed a deep red suit with a black add-on tail and clip on black ears (which were foldable too. yakuro always folds one ear.) when yakuro made it back to his room, sanzu was gone and rindou was crouching near the bottom drawer.
“whatcha lookin for?” yakuro asked curiously, sitting beside the man who made a mess beside him “looking for a red suit now, i’m trying to match with you subtly.” cute- that was the only thinking yaku could think of this man who is a part of a criminal organization/gang. who woulda thought?
“i think you might be better with either a red with black tie or a deeper red of a suit.” yakuro suggested, getting up from his sitting position, joints cracking. “or black would go well, after all i’m only wearing red heel, a red body suit, and red makeup. the rest is black!” yakuro called out to rindou who was still crouched as he exited the room. taking into account his suggestions, he went with a more black with red accents attire.
ާlocation, bunny palace! ෆ
late night, 11pm.
“here in bunny palace we have many bunnies to suit your taste! male, female, and even those who do not define themselves! run and created by the ackermans.” bunny palace is under the hands of those with the ackerman name. mikasa, the current owner, is softer on us than many. although the music blaring is not something you can get used to.
“hello! i’m moonie! it’s so good to meet you, are you new here?” yakuro was tired, it was about 4 more hours until he shift ended and he was already hungry again. salad’s really don’t fill you up especially when you wolf them down. his feet ached and cried out each time he took another step, he wanted to lay down and use rindou as his personal body pillow.... rindou! ‘i hope he’s okay.’ he thought, placing himself beside the very important client his boss claimed. “oh i am! it’s nice too meet you moonie.”
“it’s so good to meet you too! we have a few rules here that our bunnies tell each new client: i’ll sit and pour you your drink and be your personal bunny. please treat the bunny well and we will have no problems. if they bunny feels uncomfortable the bunny has full rights to leave and find a new client. if you understand these rules please enjoy your bunny. please keep touching to a minimal. do not force your bunny drinks or food. respect your bunny. is that doable?” yakuro asked with big puppy eyes, a big smile, and high pitched voice. “of course!” the customer happily said, hand already on his thigh.
i am SO uncomfortable was all that yaku could think about, his eyes flicking between the customer and each place his gross hands laid upon. squeezing every-so often like it was a pleasuring act for yaku. before he removed the man’s hand, he restrained himself. drawing a large breath before responding to the customer. “i’m so sorry sir! shall i get you something to drink?” yaku pouted, “if you’d like, moonie!” i’m saved.
yakuro smiled and stood up, “why of course! i’ll be right back!” like a breath of relief, he rushed to the staff room. he waved to some girls, “not on stage today moonie?” one asked, a baby stripper new to the bunny palace club. “yeah! boss was all: ‘act cutesy, be close, allow touching this once. there are really important customers here today.’ like thanks for threatening my paycheck and then saying that!”
“oh my, that’s rough babe. ackerman is always like that, it’s like she has a stick up her ass.” one of the older strippers that had been with yakuro since he started chimed in, “you’re right!” yaku chuckled, leaning closer into his vanity mirror to adjust his lipstick and have a chance to message rindou.
40 missed messages. “i’m so fucked.” “why’s that babe?” “i may have forgot to message rindou telling him ackerman added hours onto my shift.” the room grew tense, “that’s awful? read his messages.” sei suggested, “might cool him off if he’s angry.
“alright!” yaku sighed with a smile, opening the messages. to his surprise, rindou wasn’t angry but instead worried that a client had gotten too touchy and triggered yakuro. after all, ran did inform rindou about the bits and pieces that sanzu did not tell yaku. “whew, i’m good! i’m safe. he’s just worried....” sei and bab took a loud sigh and began laughing. “BUT I’M FUCKED.” “really? that’s great! now go out! your client must be waiting.”
yup the girls took it that way. “i will! don’t worry don’t worry. i just hope sanzu doesn’t buy the whole club.” “he won’t now go!” sei pushed out yaku who glanced over at the client who finished the previous bottle. his nose was red and was slightly swaying back and forth.
walking up to the bar, yakuro ran into polaris. “polar!” “moonie.” “can you get something for my client? he seems to be a lightweight.” “sure, i’m sure he wouldn’t mind beer.” polar sat down the cup he was wiping back and forth to keep busy.
“the bar isn’t very busy huh?” “oh no, it’s just we got our best girls today dancing and the waitresses and working ten times harder. it works out for both of them and neither of them have to fight each other about unfair pay. tomorrow you’ll be our best so good luck.” polar smiled earnestly to add to the words of encouragement, sliding over the foaming beer over the black marbled counter.
“thanks! i’ll need it.” turning with the drink in hand, yaku noticed the man’s disgruntled face. he looked as if the whole world was going to blow up and he was watching the countdown. ‘act cutesy, act cutesy, act cutesy.’ it was a constant mantra in his head before he sat down and opened his mouth.
“what could be wrong sir?” yaku felt like rolling his eyes into oblivion, he could care less. “oh it’s just something wrong with the gang.” “oh my, a yakuza?” boring, yaku fake gasped handing over the bear to the angered man. “yeah!” he said pridefully with a chuckle, gulping the drink down and slamming it down. “something about bonten this and that and one of our men died.”
now that’s interesting. yaku felt like walking out to just go see sanzu, it felt like everything was reminding yakuro of him. hell even the purple lights were. but alas he was stuck eyeing the entrance while the man babbled on and on about this whole yakuza shin-dig he was in. he decided to slip off his shoes because the waitresses’ assured the man that they would handle getting drinks.
it felt like hours, drink after drink the world became more hazy. yakuro grew a high tolerance because of his job but he seemed to be losing himself while the client seemed more than sober. “you.. slipped somethin, huh?” the client beside him flinched, clenching onto his bag. “w-what? are you sure you don’t have a low tolerance m-mr. moonie?” the man stammered, through gritted teeth yaku managed to huff out a ‘whatever’.
“miss. ackerman set you up? thought so, the bitch never liked me because i have a bonten member for a partner. guess i’m finally leaving this hellhole. send her my best regards, yeah?” he asked with a agitated tone. his words were laced with threats, raising slowly. “mr. moonie?” “i’m leaving, i want to leave. i have to go see rindou.” he dug the acrylic nails that were done just recently into his thigh. fuck the shoes.
whatever was in the drink didn’t seem strong but it had yakuro in and out of conscience. the man who was once his client seemed nowhere to be found, leaving a stumbling yaku to himself. sei noticed this and dropped her waiters plate, running over to the bunny who was just about to fall. “MOONIE!”
ާlocation, the bonten loft.
early morning, 3am.
blue eyes fluttered open, fighting the urge to close once more. “they’re awake! rindou, they’re all good!” a familiar voice echoed throughout yakuro’s head. his body felt numb, in an attempt to speak he noticed his voice was gone. every one of his senses felt like they were being drowned under water. his eyesight was the only thing that was significantly normal.
though his contacts seemed to be taken off, leaving the blue and purple hues of yaku’s true eye colour roaming free. rindou’s footsteps were heavy and had a quick pace, the vibrations went through the bed. “yaku?” his usual docile purple eyes were filled with worry and anger mixed together, forever burning until yakuro got better.
all the man managed to do was a weak smile, his eyes blinked slowly while he stared at rindou. the two conversed, rindou’s agitation growing as his jaw clenched harder with every muffled word sanzu spoke. “i am very upset sanzu, yakuro was drugged. AGAIN!” “we can’t do anything but sit it out! we don’t even know who it was. rindou you need to calm down.” sanzu too was frustrated beyong belief.
the whole loft was filled with tension that was denser than a brick wall. everyone considered yakuro a part of bonten after two years. he even got a bonten tattoo per mikey’s request. it lays on his right shoulder which he covers up during his job with makeup despite his hatred, it was the only condition ackerman gave him before he could work at bunny palace. ackerman and bonten hated each other, seeing a bonten tattoo at the ackermans would start a war.
“he’s quitting that job and working at our club. this is the last time i’ll EVER see him like this again.” this wasn’t the first time rindou raised his voice when he was angered by the way yakuro looked in this condition. unable to move, speak, only look plainly at the wall with a weak smile here and there.
it tore him apart from the inside out each time, it did every member living in the loft. finally after whatever happened between those two. sanzu left, rindou left as well but returned with water and began to cuddle the numb and quiet yakuro.
#toyko revengers#tokyorev#tokyorev imagine#tokyo revengers rindou#rindou haitani#rindo haitani#x oc#fanfiction#tokyorev fanfiction#tokyo revengers fanfiction#bonten#tokyorev bonten#ran haitani#sanzu haruchiyo#angst#soft ending#angst with a hopeful ending#𝄖entiwrites
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Hhhhh Sapnap and Gogy (separately) flirting (in-game au) with the reader and the reader just has no clue how to react-
Like they give them flowers, gold, foods, etc, anything and everything the reader wants and essentially spoiling them as a way to try and woo them
Listen this is amazing. I also decided to add Dream because I’m a simp….
Sapnap would have no clue how to flirt with you. He definitely asks Dream and George and they shrug and say just give you things because we both know that they’re own personal love language is gift giving. So he does. He hears you need a new material for your home? He hands you literal stacks of it the next day. You need to go to the nether? There’s a new pair of gold boots to ward off Piglins in your hand before you can even think. You’re a little hungry? There is a whole buffet laid out in front of you. He is just so attentive to where you are and what you need at all times. And you are just kind of clueless as to why Sapnap is doing so much for you. He’s been a great friend before this, but this just seems excessive. But it isn’t until the day he hands you just a single flower with a light blush on his cheeks do you finally see what it all was for. “Thank you Sapnap” You say as you reach out and take the single rose. “No problem… I hope you like it,” he says, looking down at his feet, redness coating his cheeks. Your nose tilts down as you take in a deep smell of the flower. “It’s very sweet. Just like you.” Sapnap’s cheeks flush darker. You pull your face out of the flower and lean forward and press a small kiss to his cheek. For a moment, Sapnap.exe has stopped working. But then a huge smile overtakes his face and he cradles the place where your lips touched his skin. “Uhhh.. Thank you… For that,” And you can only giggle at the shyness that has overtaken your confident boy.
I believe that George has admitted that his favorite biome is the flower biome. So I just think he would travel there so often and would gather a bunch of different types of flowers and bring them back and store them away somewhere safe. And then he would literally give you a different flower bouquet every. single. day. Like Sunday he appears and gives you a bouquet of white daisies. You accept them, thinking he was just being nice and besides you needed some new flowers to brighten your windows anyway. But then the next day he comes over with a bunch of lilacs. Again, you accept them, this time a little confused, but grateful nonetheless, you have another window that needs flowers anyway. But then it doesn’t stop. Everyday is a new bouquet to fill the empty spaces of your home and everyday your confusion grows. You’ve tried asking George about it but he just blushes and shrugs saying that the pretty flowers remind him of you. It isn’t until a literal week goes by do you actually realize because today’s bouquet was a bunch of red roses. “Do you know what these represent?” George asked shyly as he holds the stems out to you. You take them and take a deep breath in through your nose to smell them before you look back to George with a soft smile, “Of course! Everyone knows what red roses represent!” And George just kind of looks at you for a moment before it sets in. “Oh,” you let out softly. “Yeah” he responds. You then proceed to set the roses down before pulling him into a tight hug. “I love you too Georgie”
Dream loves to give you just super nice things all the time. He’s pretty OP and he definitely has the money and materials to spare. So he gives you beautiful jewelry he purchased from the village that for sure wasn’t cheap, the best enchanted armor anyone could ever want, if you get something from Niki’s bakery, he always pays for it. Sometimes you go in without him, thinking you can buy your own sweets, only to find out Dream has given Niki a lot of money as a sort of ‘gift card’ for you whenever you do things like that. He sometimes just gives you diamonds for fun because ‘his precious jewel deserves precious jewels’. And you know he’s giving you all these things but you simply cannot figure out why. Sure he gets gifts for his best friend’s George and Sapnap, but he never goes to this extent for them. So the next time he’s with you and gives you a present, in this case it was a beautiful emerald ring, you ask him. Dream is a little stunned at the question, because he thought he was making this very obvious. So he reaches out, cups your cheek, and leans in really close. “Have I not made it obvious my jewel?” And you just kind of shake your head no, a little dumbstruck at the closeness you two are sharing. He chuckles a little bit before speaking again, “In that case… May I kiss you?” And you can only nod. His lips surge forward and meet yours in an extremely passionate kiss. His lips are so soft and sweet against yours and you can only melt to his touch. Needless to say, you finally understood the meaning behind all his gifts.
#mcyt#mcyt imagine#mcyt drabble#dream#george#georgenotfound#sapnap#dream drabble#george drabble#sapnap drabble#ray responds#drabble#anon#asks
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The main things that turned me off of conversion for now were
1. I have alot of shit on my plate and am low income as a result so finding a place that will help might be hard because locally there really aren't any synagogues around
2. The synagogue I did find locally was uhhh...... Hhhhh. Their web page had a huge section about Israel in a positive light..
I love the religion, I love certain values it holds however I refuse to align with anyone who justifies colonialism and bloodshed against another group of people while ignoring past bloodshed done onto themselves. It makes 0 sense to me and is highly hypocritical.
Hypocrisy was one of the reasons I hated Christianity so much. Constantly causing bloodshed, huge present and past history of colonialism, huge present day history of wanting people like me who are gay or trans dead and in the ground.
the difference with Christianity is that there isn't even a present day persecution or justified worry of safety despite the fact that I've seen jack chick esque evangelical fuckers unironically act like they're holocaust survivors whenever a pride parade happens within 1 mile of them.
It makes me sad, I don't see the point in colonizing or maiming a group of people who should be your equals.
It's racist at best, dangerous and actively contributing to more death and violence at worst.
The thing is there isn't really a "point." It creates its own point. Real actionable Zionist sentiment was basically non-existent until the rise of European nationalism. It's literally the exact same brand of nationalism that gave birth to fascist Italy and other great failures of modernity. And when "Israel" was a proto-state basically its entire existence was contingent upon its continued usefulness to Britain as a tool of control over India through the Suez. Zionist claims to the land are super shaky at best and straight up revisionist at worst. Post-facto Israel has tried to give itself legitimacy through fearmongering, genocide, and forging alliances with other imperialist powers. It's doing what America did (and is doing) but it's happening in the age of mass media and we are all watching colonial revisionism happen in real time.
If you are letting the prevalence of Zionism keep you from Judaism, I would say you should keep thinking about it. If you treat Judaism as too thoroughly engulfed in Zionism, you do the work of Zionists for them--you legitimize their claim that Judaism is Zionism is Israel. You legitimize the idea that anti-Zionism is antisemitism which is incidentally exactly how my local rabbis have been fucking me over since June. You are of course totally within your rights not to convert to a religion that doesn't work for you, but I hope you rethink the implication that converting to Judaism is akin to aligning with Zionism.
And yeah, Zionist hypocrisy is a systematic issue within American Jewish institutions in a feedback loop with Jewish populations. Any institutional apparatus is going to have systematic issues that reflect the dominant discourse of the greater cultural framework--mainstream Jewish institutions are going to, both by the nature of maintaining relevancy in America and by the natures of fearmongering and cultural amnesia, have a vested interest in participating in capitalism, imperialism, racism... You are not going to find mainstream insitutions that don't perpetuate them. That's why they're dominant. You are no more aligning yourself with Zionism by going to a synagogue than you are aligning yourself with capitalism by shopping at Wal-Mart. Anything you meaningfully do in public is in some way going to be "problematic" on some level because public space is designed to keep itself alive by those values.
It's exhausting to make yourself never come close to anyone or anything bad at all--refusing to associate with anyone with a problematic ideology is a doomed enterprise. I've been there. A lot of Zionist sentiment is implanted in people's minds with lifelong propaganda and destructive mind control techniques, and it's important to recognize that. That doesn't mean Zionist adults don't have a responsibility to unlearn it, but I think it's possible to have compassion for people who do try to do their best with improving themselves. Most people you meet want to be good and don't want to be willfully ignorant. I try to think about how difficult it is to convince the average well-meaning white American of the merits of decolonization/land back. Most well-meaning Zionist Jews are going to feel the same way about Israel--actual systematic justice and decolonization are not in their lexicons. Decolonization is hidden behind thought-stopping techniques that they have been inundated with from day 1. But most people do have a basic sense of goodness and are willing to sacrifice something for it. Most people are willing to give ground for the sake of human decency. The only way I can survive talking to people I know are Zionists is by understanding that we both want the world to be a better place and if I dwell on the specifics of how I perceive them to be evil, the possibility of us having a working relationship and any hope at productive dialogue drops to zero.
You don't have to be patient with Zionists or Zionist institutions. You don't have to forgive them. You don't even have to be compassionate. But you do need to understand, intellectually, that imposed cognitive dissonance is a very powerful tool of mind control (and I'm not talking about woo-woo shit I'm extrapolating from cult research and personal experience) and that the pathos of Zionism isn't supposed to be logical. Fear trumps hypocrisy. Fatigue trumps informed consent. Charisma trumps logic. Any bigoted ideology is going to fall apart under logical scrutiny, and that's why the only battleground for maintaining bigotry is necessarily charismatic and emotional.
We haven't yet, of course, acknowledged that there are also tons of anti-Zionist Jews and that the concept isn't absurd or fringe, no matter what the dominant Zionist discourse says. It's important for us not to let Zionists be the stewards of Judaism--Zionists do not OWN Judaism. Just like the most Orthodox of Jews also don't OWN Judaism. Judaism is only what you make it to be, and if you leave it alone because you are too worried about Zionism, that is all Judaism is ever going to be for you. Of course, you still have to contend with Zionism, and if you actually are interested in being a Jew, you would have to find a way not to let it kill your Judaism. I've come close (ish) to giving up on Judaism a couple of times because of Israel and Zionism, but I'm glad I haven't. I've stuck it out long enough to give myself to tools I need to separate the two and see the situation with more clarity.
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season four of she-ra rated by catradora content
the coronation: okay so... rightfully. there’s nothing i should be appraising here. adora and catra didn’t interact or bring each other up at all. but bro... catra’s new outfit... the best character of season four. i’m kidding but also she is so hot. catra seems to be dealing w the portal incident by framing it as a victory, since the rebellion was hurt by it. but also who cares. who fucking cares man. her arc this episode was about her deciding to make hordak her little bitch and design a new sexy outfit. that adora did NOT talk about nor seem visually affected by >:( yes, this entire season will be measured by how much i think it was a missed opportunity that adora did not get to thirst. jk but also am i? 500000000/10 for catra’s new look, 0/10 for official catradora stuff
the valley of the lost: god...... this episode. i know it’s like one of the few catradora moments we have this season already but it makes me LIVID that adora said that flirty ass line and catra never even got to hear it. anyway, let’s begin properly. double trouble seeks catra out and says they’re gonna be her new best friend. catra says “oh, yeah? i’m done with best friends”, making it official that she and adora broke up 😔 like friend broke up oh my god 😔 KFKSKDKD like we been knew but i think it is so dramatic and funny of catra to announce that she’s never having a best friend again because adora broke her heart 😔💔 i mean i know it’s also like sad but let’s keep it light ok uwu anyway. sigh. double trouble! auditions for catra! by pretending to be her in battle! which is great for them, but not for me and my hang ups about adora bringing back a flirty line catra said to her in season one and winking and then catra doesn’t hear or see ANY of it. sigh. let’s go through the scene. adora sees who she thinks is catra run in and say “hey! careful with the goods”, pouncing on adora and taking her down. adora tosses dt!catra into the walkway above and they get a cut on their face. not sure whether this is meant to signify adora pulling less of her punches around catra or double trouble just not being as agile as catra is in combat. it’s probably the latter because when you think about it, throwing catra away is much more of a defensive tactic than an offensive one. anyway! double trouble still does a more or less good job fighting adora as catra. huntara calls adora over and is like hi adora! could you stop fighting ur gf for one fucking second? we need you to do literally anything else. and adora (who has NO IDEA she’s not fighting her ACTUAL gf) is like :( wait no what really?? ok :( one sec tho lemme pull off this super cool sexy farewell thing before i stop fighting catra i’ve been practicing it for years u kno kinda been working up to doing this bit. and then she. grabs dt!catra after stopping them from running away, and grabs this trap thingy to trap them against the side of this wall. “i got something more important to do :) it was fun distracting you though ;)” and she actually WINKS and she looks SO PROUD of her damn self but it means pretty much NOTHING because that’s not ACTUALLY catra :( wtf :( the worst thing about this whole situation is that adora clearly wanted to do her whole super strong super powered thing and then go BACK to catra and like.... gloat or something.... flirt some more.... kiss her.... i don’t know. but dt!catra is gone because they’re good at getting out of tight spots, and adora is like “how did she get out of that? :( i wanted to see more of her tf....” anyway double trouble, scorpia, and catra are escaping in a skiff after this. catra thinks double trouble did marvelously. “i grew up with adora, and you fooled her” well catra. i’m very sorry. but if i were adora seeing you in that new look for the first time, i wouldn’t be checking to see if u were ooc. i would be.... hm idk.... flirting with you as hard as possible? like i know i complained that we never got a proper reaction from adora re catra’s new outfit, but i think we could interpret this scene as a lapse in adora’s morals <3 like she gave catra such a hard stare the last time they saw each other, and the next time they saw each other (after this) adora glared at her too, but somehow this time she’s all 👅👅👅👅👅it was fun distracting you ;) ;) ;) like ok. slow down there horn dog. “if you can do that, we can do anything. this is gonna be fun...” catra :( perhaps you would have more fun :( if you suggestively fought with adora :( yourself? :( 8/10
flutterina: catra’s having bad dreams :( her mistakes and past actions are haunting her and the guilt is messing her up so bad :( so what am i choosing to focus on? the fact that adora was in her dream :) dream!adora looks Angry and dream!catra is scared and backing away :( a quick callback to when adora gave catra an angry Look when she destroyed the portal, and catra looked scared for a second before her face hardened back to something equally pissed off looking. so this dream obviously tells us that the thought of adora genuinely just hating and being pissed off at catra... hurts and scares her. because we all know that she loves adora and just wants adora to love her back! but.... ya lmao. dream!adora asks “why did you do it?!” reminiscent of what she said last season, but angrier this time. and we all know that catra doesn’t really know why. sometimes things torture you so bad and you do stuff that you can’t come up with sound or logical reasons for. u would rather keep running or keep deflecting, and so catra deflects dream!adora’s questions by waking up. i wonder if catra dreams about adora more than what we’re shown in this scene. i also REALLY wanna know if adora dreams of catra. i want more :( why this season gotta be the fucking break up season bro :( like i KNOW they’re thinking of each other. gimme the content :( for now, let’s skip ahead to💔 their only real interaction this season💔 holy fuck. stay strong u guys. stay strong me. i think it’s very offensive of she-ra to not give me a catradora heavy season every season? like yeah this season is good but god at what cost? they should’ve known i was going to do an evaluation? :/ that i was gonna rate each ep out of ten according to how much catradora content there was? :/ the fuck bros. ,,,,anyway, let’s get to the actual scene. catra’s walking around w an ipad and scorpia is talking to her. catra looks like. v serious and :| and >:/ BUT when scorpia asks about she-ra catra becomes >:) and >:D “she-ra was in elberon, which means she’s nearby.” “do you think she’ll try some secret attack? :0” “;D oh i’m counting on it ;)” fucking god catra can you just flirt normally??? like be horny in a normal way??????? u can just ask adora out on a date. have u tried that? i know she blocked u for nearly destroying the world but adora’s a hoe ❤️ she would’ve said yes ❤️ u don’t need to kidnap a town as an excuse to see her ❤️ yes i know she did it to plant flutterina!DT into the rebellion as a spy but shhhhh ❤️ we finally get to the most GORGEOUS “hey adora”,,, ever because it’s the only hey adora of this season 💔 i looked back and we did not get a ‘hey adora’ last ep. honestly, adora should’ve figured it wasn’t catra JUST from the lack of greeting. catra is fucking POLITE ok :( anyway. it’s so homophobic that we only got ONE “hey adora” in THAT LOOK but..... it’s okay. because it’s such a good one. catra’s hand is propping her face up and she just looks so pretty.... the way she SAYS the hey adora too like bros... how we holding up? bad? she’s posing and lounging so prettily... “took you long enough to show up” HHHHH why does she sound like a gf who’s a little :/ that her gf showed up late for their date.... bro....... must she SMILE that prettily..... also adora’s reaction... she goes :0 and her EYES get this like ‘oh wow’ look for a Moment right before she remembers she’s supposed to be mad when she sees catra then she’s like >:( CATRA >:( and like. let’s dissect that look for a moment? it’s almost like AWE but why??? why would she be at all surprised to see catra??? catra is IN the horde like. she got happy for a moment until she remembered she’s meant to be mad. good bye <3 i will now be passing away <3 “seriously. i thought i’d have to kidnap another town to get your attention” TO GET. YOUR ATTENTION. HHHHH HELP THEY’RE GAY...... BRO WHY.............. THE GAYNESS UNMATCHED..... anyway catra continues like OH RIGHT u were at a PARTY feeling SPECIAL and adora.... oof oh fuck she COLD she was like skip the SPEECH i’m done playing your GAMES and she like reminds catra of the portal and they just... oof this really IS the breakup season it’s so brutal bros :( can’t they just kiss :( like nooooo don’t stare at each other angrily you’re so sexy aha OK BUT... at the end after catra runs away and adora’s getting hugged by flutterina and everyone’s cheering for her... she lets her ‘catra BAD’ and ‘yay haha rebellion for the win! :)’ facade drop for a moment... and she gets this really sad look on her face that makes u think.... and the next scene we see catra sitting on the ledge of where she and adora used to sit together? and she looks real upset too???? they hate being enemies. 9/10
pulse: in this ep adora fucking SHUSHED spinnerella and netossa while they were bickering and like... ok wow. rude :/ adora straight up was like ok HAHA WOW we GET IT ur HAPPY y’all have WIVES and iiiiiii don’t HAVE a GIRLFRIEND because my crush is EVIL :( on the other hand, we find out that catra is meeting up regularly with double trouble to get intel. it’s very funny because she’s like yeah yeah WHATEVER what can u tell me about SHE-RA >:( like girl? u are not subtle ❤️ catra literally met double trouble and said let’s be friends with benefits ❤️ the benefits? you spy on adora and tell me everything about what she does ❤️ was she pretty today ❤️ haha jk she’s pretty everyday ❤️ here’s some bitcoin for your troubles ❤️ AND THEN the next time double trouble facetimes catra they transform into bow and glimmer to roast them and catra is at most unamused and annoyed but BUT when double trouble pretends to be she-ra catra’s like HAHAHAHDJSJDJSJD OMG,,,, INSPIRED FAM,,,, SO FUNNY TOP PEAK COMEDY,,,, ABSOLUTE LEGEND,,,,,, SHOW ME SHE-RA AGAIN,,,,, u know that thing where you find people who you’re attracted to way funnier than they actually are? ya :-) apparently catra doesn’t even need the Actual she-ra/adora to lose her shit. she just needs to see a physical representation of her and it’s suddenly Peak Comedy. someone once pointed out that this moment was the last time catra was happy all season and... can we take a fucking second to cry about that. haha 💔 anyway double trouble is happy that they finally cracked the code to making catra go from ARGH >:( to HAHAHAHAHAH :D so they give her she-ra intel as a treat ❤️ “she-ra’s going back out to destroy the bot that hurt her friend” “ugh 🙄 typical heroic adora plan” shut up bitch u dream of her lips on yours!!!!!! 7/10
protocol: no rights for white boys ❤️ 0/10
princess scorpia: well, nothing! but since i’m scouring i might as well say the line where catra says “you don’t need a princess in your life telling you what to do!” to hordak she’s actually talking about her and adora haha i mean duh :-) anyway since i’m here can i talk about how hot catra is again this season. i’m madly in love did y’all see her from behind? even her back view is beautiful i am going to combust <3 2/10
mer-mysteries: what a great episode! 0/10
boys’ night out: catra gets banned from doing war crimes because hordak wants to do the war crimes all by himself and this is a real bummer because there’s an even SMALLER chance she’ll bump into adora now :( jk ik she was avoiding her this season because the guilt was eating her alive haha :-) also glimmer and adora fought and we all know that ‘but the rebellion’s in a worse place than ever since you showed up’ is like a very :( line but when u think about it it’s true because adora joining the rebellion pissed catra off so much she became an antagonistic force driving most of the conflict in the series up to this point in the story JFJDDJDJDJ like imagine if they brought catra up in this convo ‘i’m doing my BEST glimmer :(‘ ‘ok but what can we do about your terrible taste in evil women????? was ur catgirl gf ex really worth it????? did she hit that different???? did the catgirl ***** slap that hard????’ 1.5/10
hero: man mara is so hot! 0/10
fractures: scorpia said catra’s name in front of adora... ‘shadow weaver! and at bright moon! everything is making so much sense about why catra’s been acting the way she has’ and adora’s reaction is so interesting.... she goes from this ‘catra....’ look to this ‘catra >:(‘ look and like it’s interesting to see catra’s psyche explained to adora like this and it’s clearly something that makes adora feel bad but then she remembers the bad stuff catra did and forces herself to focus on that. 5/10 for that alone lmao
beast island: bow being very upset and annoyed and disappointed in glimmer is a fun little parallel to how adora has felt about catra’s descent into the darkness. you feel doubly upset and doubly betrayed when someone you’re in love with goes against what you stand for, and the goodness you know they’re capable of but aren’t showing. 1/10
destiny part 1: ‘i’ll be happy when the rebellion and she-ra are gone for good!!!’ are u sure about that catra :/ 1/10
destiny part 2: catra gets into a huge fight with some dude and right after she sort of collects herself after barely beating him she hears “hey, catra” and she completely freezes up. she’s been so proactive with avoiding adora all season... and the moment in 4x03 nearly doesn’t count because she was acting specifically to get double trouble snuck into the rebellion. aside from a necessary interaction in which she was far away and removed from adora anyway.... where she was far enough away to smile and laugh and manipulate the situation.... she hasn’t wanted to see adora at all, clearly. and having this happen now, right after one of her worst fights, right after she thought she was going to win... “no. you can’t do this. you can’t come in and take this from me now.” “woah, i knew this would get a rise out of you, but still, you really are obsessed, aren’t you, kitten?” and catra’s standing there like 👁👄👁 until double trouble reveals themself and says stuff that :( hurts :( i am not going to repeat until i get to anything catradora relevant because i don’t wanna be bummed out ok hoes 😔 anyway double trouble becomes adora again and is like “didn’t need you... left you” and puts catra’s hand on adora’s cheek...... and then shoves catra???? rude :( 7/10
#text#she ra#catradora#spop#here u go lads uwu#hope u guys like this#reblogs w tags much appreciated!#reacts in the replies appreciated too#s4 was so naked but this also meant it wasn't as hellish to make this <3#remember s3 remember ep?? fuck that was HELL
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Prestige
Chapter four -Tiny crumbs of imperfection
Sanders side fanfiction
Idea by: @hestianerd1
Wordcount: 2133
Pairings: prinxiety
TW: !!! It’s not so well written (and I’m not sure how accurate it is), but there is a pretty big part about verbal abuse and a car accident so if that is something you can’t read skip to the part where the slanted text stops !!! Besides that there is a full on panic attack scene, a long rant about dyslexia and it’s annoyingness, cursing and just some light teasing. If I’ve missed any, don’t hesitate to let me know!
The summery of the whole story: Prestige. Such a simple construct. All you have to do is act the way you want people to perceive you, keep up the image, wear a big proud smile and never ever dare make a mistake. That’s why Weltingston Heights University is such a well known school. Everybody knows that anyone who got in must have some prestige tied to their name. Educational records, family history, or even literal fame. So why not treat students the same way? Because what’s a little more pressure on their young and strong bones?
But prestige and image are precious things. You slip up even the tiniest bit, step out of the line you drew for yourself and it’s all gone. So now that the pressure is on, and everyone already knows their place in this small circle of society, only one question remains. How far are they willing to go to keep the false image up?
(Or: Very over-dramatically with a noticeable amount of sarcastic undertone: "Oh my god! They were roommates!")
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Chapter four - Tiny crumbs of imperfection
“You fucking useless piece of shit! I’ve told you hundreds of times to-“
“Virgil. Headphones.” Raimond ordered. His voice meant nothing but business - cold and determined. No room for discussion. Virgil knew better then to oppose his big brother. He reached for his backpack sitting next to him on the back seat.
“Why should he? A fuck-p like him would just benefit from this. You see Virgil, if you don’t want to end up weak and completely useless, like you brother here, you should listen. Or maybe you-“
“Now.” and this time there was an urgency to his brother’s voice. Pushing out all the acidy sweetness of Richards’s words. Virgil’s finger’s shook as he pulled the headphones out of the bag quickly.
“Playing big rother now, are we?” Richard scoffed. “Where were you when your father ran? How fucked-up of a family do you have to be to drive that man away.”
Virgil heard that. Even through his headphones, he heard it. Richard’s voice wasn’t exactly easy to toon out. Low and loud, bouncing of every wall and surface, making the hair on you back stand.
Virgil Hated his step-father. More then anything. And judging by the white-knuckled grip Rai had on the steering wheel, he did too.
No matter how ‘nice’ this man pretended to be when sober. A drunk Richard was a disgusting, unbearable, suffocating man.
Virgil put his music louder. Blasting whatever was on his phone at the moment at full volume. Maybe that would drown this out. Maybe that would stop Richard from saying all these things to him and his brother…
But no… Richard’s mouth was still moving, words still spilling out into the tight air in the car. Suffocating everybody.
In the rearview mirror, Virgil could see the tight squeeze of Rai’s lips. The way his jaw was set. The way he was just seconds ago from bursting.
But they both new better. They both knew that wouldn’t help.
So, Rai’s nostrils flared. Chest expanding with a deep breath. And then those tightlipped three calm words left his mouth. Virgil didn’t need to hear them to know what they were. It was a well-rehearsed script by now. “You are drunk.”
“No shit, sherlock! At least that’s better than whatever you’re fucking doing with your meaningless pitiful life.” would usually come next. Rai would just swallow, keep his head high. Then glance and Virgil and take them both out for ice-cream or the park. Rai loved the park.
But this time… This time something went wrong…
There was a different look on his stepfather’s face. Not the usual furrowed-browed, sneering ‘I’m so done with this bullshit’ kind of face.
No. This time was different. This time it was pure hate and disgust. And suddenly, his lips were moving. And his hand was moving. And through all the music and movement, Virgil heard it. His shout. “You ungrateful moron!”
And Richard’s hand was on the steering-wheel. And Raimonds eyes went wide with panic. For the first time in his life, Virgil saw his brother completely terrified.
His glassed blue eyes immediately shot to the rearview mirror, searching for his little brother. Trying to tell him to hold on, but no words found their way out in time…
That pull of the car. That loud noise. And then it was dark.
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“Hhhhh!!!!” Virgil shot up in bed gasping for air.
He couldn’t breathe! He couldn’t fucking breathe! He couldn’t-
“Virgil?” there was a voice somewhere in the distance. From behind thick glass.
He needed to take a breath! Come on Virgil, breathe!
“Hey… Virgil…” this time Virgil heard it. Still from behind that glass, but it was there. the voice. A hand on his shaking shoulder.
He was shaking?
“Listen to me okay?”
And he tried. He really did. But the thick glass was getting thicker by the moment, voice lost with it.
The touch getting lighter and lighter until he could barely feel of that hand on his shoulder.
Until all he could hear were his thorn up breaths and suffering lungs. His heart in his ear, blood rushing.
Until all that was in front of his eyes were those big blue eyes. Panicked.
All he could hear was the screeching of tired. The loud noise. Humming.
Humming. Virgil’s mind stopped spinning for a moment. Humming?
He focused on that. On that unknown melody that somehow broke throw the thick wall. Brough back the heavy hand on his shoulder.
Brough back the air that got sucked out of his lungs.
Humming.
Virgil opened his eyes, still beathing heavily. But at least breathing.
It was dark, yes. But the moon shone through the window, breaking up every sell of that overwhelming dark from before. Making it so much easier to see Roman sitting in front of him, smiling lightly. Never stopping his hum.
Even in this not-so-much-dark Virgil could see the concern and relief in his eyes. It was so obvious. Roman could literally never hide anything. It just wasn’t possible.
It was still harder to keep the air down. Even harder to move or just stop shaking. He listened to Roman hum his toon over and over again, the sound swallowing Virgil whole.
Soothing his panicked mind. Blocking out all the memories.
He uncurled slightly, letting his numb limbs rest after the tight embrace they held him in.
That’s when Romans toon stopped. And his hand pulled away. “Better?”
Virgil didn’t yet trust his voice. (And after this fiasco, he wasn’t sure he ever was going to again!) So, he just nodded.
“Do you want to talk about it?” The tall one offered, as if this was the most normal thing two ‘mortal enemies’ (as he put it earlier) could do.
Virgil just shook his head.
“Alright then.” Ro shrugged like ‘whatever’ with a kind smile and stood up to walk back to his bed.
It was pretty late anyways. But neither of them had class in the morning, so who cares really.
And that moment - that one moment when Ro stood up and made his first step - was the moment V’s limbs decided to work again. He doesn’t even know how or when, but he was reaching out, grabbing onto his hand. “Can you… can you stay and talk for a little bit?”
And, oh my god, that look in V’s eyes! Even if Roman would have wanted to say no (which he didn’t, obviously - this man might be his mortal-enemy, but not even he deserves that much cruelty), he wouldn’t be able to. In those dark broody eyes, that always cast cold glares at him was this need, this silent plea.
And so Roman smiled this soft smile and sat back onto the bed. “Sure.”
He knew the drill by heart. This wasn’t his first rodeo. Virgil wasn’t about to force himself to talk, so this was up to Roman. Thankfully, he was the master of endless rants about pretty much nothing!
And so, it started. “I love writing so much! And acting - obviously. My dream is to be this big actor and playwright one day! You know - have my name on the script, cast on Broadway and stuff. I just kind of find it ironic, since the one thing I love I can’t really do. Not acting, obviously - I’m awesome at that!” he smirked self-assured and confident. Virgil made this sound with his nose - blew out some air as if laughter. And roman took it as a win. “I’m talking about writing. Like, literally. No matter how hard I try, grammar just won’t be my friend. I have dyslexia and that shit just sucks. Like, I don’t mind it, and sometimes it’s the funniest thing, but other times… well it gets on one’s nerves. I can’t type an email on my phone for example! Or anything important really. And yes, I know there is that thing called ‘autocorrect’ - but it just kept on correcting my words into something completely different and it annoyed me so much! So, I just shut it off. Oh, and don’t even get me started on reading! It really depends on how tired I am, but on bad days, man… That Shakespeare you helped me with the other day. I would have stayed up until literal morning just trying to figure out what even was on those pages! So yeah, thanks for that. That rehearsal went fantastically, by the way! The teacher was blown away. Do you know mister Greenwitch? He’s this kind of ‘do it my way or don’t even try!’-” Roman mimicked his voice, which made Virgil laugh slightly. “- kind of guy. And even he said it was, and I quote: ‘Acceptable’. Everybody was floored! I was floored!”
Virgil wondered how long would this rant last. (And how self-absorbed could one person be to be able to talk this long about themselves, but that was for a different day.) But he didn’t complain.
It was actually kind of surprising - hearing about this dyslexia thing. So Roman wasn’t so picture perfect after all. No super human - just regular old, grammar-fighting Roman.
That somehow lessened that reasonless resentment he was feeling towards him. Broke a crumb off of that barrier he so carefully built up to protect the people around him…
Roman was taking a deep breath ready to spew another avalanche of words at him, but V beat him to it. “What is that song you were humming?”
The man’s head cocked to the side in the most adorable way (which Virgil would never ever admit!). “An old lullaby my mother used to sing to me and my brother when we were little. It was the only thing that would calm Remus down enough to sleep.” he chuckled at the memory.
“Hmm…” Virgil hummed in understanding. There was this little pause - Roman lost in his head and Virgil watching him, just as much thoughtful. And then the thought slipped out. “How did you know what to do?”
“Hm?”
“With my… with me. How did you know the song would work?”
“Oh! My sister, Cassie, you met her. After our mum died, she started getting these panic attacks and I used to sing to her until she calmed down. I just figured I’d give it a try, you know.” Ro shrugged.
“You would have looked so ridiculous if it wouldn’t have.” Virgil smirked.
And Roman was gone. Completely gone. He mocked offence. “How dare you question my skills!”
And Virgil started chuckling. Softly and quietly, still weak from everything, but he laughed. And it made Ro’s heart happy. (For some inexplicable reason, he will never admit to or think about ever again.)
“You give me too much reason to, princey.”
“I am offended!”
“I can see that.”
And they both laughed. Just softly. Just quietly. But suddenly it was lighter in the room again.
“But it did help.” Roman concluded, just for his own sake.
“Yeah.” V nodded tiredly. He looked at the alarm clock on his night stand. It was four in the morning. “Don’t you have class in the morning or something?”
Roman just shrugged again, gathering up to move back to his bed. “Nah. I’m free. And so are you judging by your schedule.”
“Did you memorize my schedule?! Are you some kind of stalker?”
“It’s on your table, dimwit.” Roman laughed. “I checked it and remembered some stuff. I’ve got a good memory.”
“Right.” Virgil said, but it was clear he was mocking disbelief.
“By the way, you’re handwriting sucks! Like I already have problems reading printed text, but that mess…”
“Gee, thanks.”
“You’re very much welcome. What major are you in anyways? You know mine, it’s only fair if I know yours.” the man flopped onto his bed, pulling the covers over himself. It was so warm and comfy! Not like at home, but pretty close.
“Psych.” Virgil did the same.
“Really?!” and the surprise in Roman’s voice was so obvious, if he were anybody else, Virgil would be hurt by it.
“Yes, really.” he just rolled his eyes.
“How did you end up in psych?” the taller was pushing himself up again, ready for another round of talking.
But Virgil had enough of that for one night. he was exhausted. He needed sleep. He closed his eyes - blue ones in glasses still edged in his memory, but their blow softened by the repeating memory of Roman’s lullaby… “Good night, Roman.”
“Oh, come on! Don’t leave me hanging now. I’m really curious! Tomorrow you’ll go back to your sulky self and I won’t even get a word from you!”
And that made Virgil grin into his pillow. Because yes - he was going to do exactly just that.
“Good night, Roman.”
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I told you I’ve had some backstory planned! And that isn’t even the whole thing yet! (@hestianerd1 you said angst from both sides. You’re getting a generous dose of it :3 - Btw, thanks for that website! I’ll be using that! <3)
Also, that dyslexia rant - not me projecting XD (It is long and pretty much useless and unimportant, but it stays, I’ve decided XD)
So, heavy subject and sad stories aside... I really do hope you enjoyed it and weren’t troubled too much...
Thanks for reading though ^^
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#prestige#very scary tiny V#very lovely tall Ro#virgil angst#some light Roman angst#virgil sanders#ts virgil#roman sanders#ts roman#creativity sanders#anxiety sanders#thomas sanders#sander's sides#what else should i tag?#prinxiety
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Fighting Flirty: Bonus Match pt4
'Why didn't anyone tell me that submission was so deliciously sweet?'
This was the thought of one Connie Maheswaran as her hands clenched the fabric underneath her. Biting her lips as the strokes of Steven’s brush graced her skin with the flavorful paint, breathing in the aroma of blackberries as her stomach flexed in reactionary response. The sound of his deep chuckles didn’t help either, or rather.
It made her more receptive to his movements.
“You’re so cute, Heartberry.” Steven's voice teased her auditory senses with its playfully sensual tone.”The way your muscles twitch ever so slightly by my movements.” His brush slid under her breast from one side to the other, leaving a curved line on her deep chestnut skin.
“The sound of your surprising gasp.” Steven chuckled as he dipped his brush in again before decorating her skin, this time along the left side of her trunk, stopping at her panty-line, getting a gentle giggling sigh from the woman.
Her hands flexed slightly, a reflexive movement of pleasure. A slight squirming of her waist at the chilling slide crossed her body a few inches below her navel to the right side.
”What...Hhm~mm... Are you drawing?” Connie sighed, feeling the brush leave her body, only to inhale when it made contact again, the bristles making their way tickling up her right side.
“I’m not sure yet.” He admitted, “Right now, I’m just enjoying watching you move under me.”
“Someone as…” Connie was interrupted by her giggles when she felt his brush start to poke around her tone stomach, gingerly; the smell of lemons in her nose.
“Tickles, Wifey?” he grinned as she licked her lips, enjoyment on her nodding face.
“Yeeaa~ah.”She moaned gently.
“You seem quite sensitive, Heartberry.” Steven poked her again, dotting her with a yellow splat.
“Well, I can’t see Mister.” Connie licked her teeth under her upper lip as he dotted her more and more, getting involuntary flexes from her torso. “All I can see is pink...Your wonderful, unique pink.”
“Well, someone’s quite the complimentary woman.”
Connie blushed at his flirty utterance,' You certainly make it easy.' Connie's thoughts were kept to herself as she whimpered under the relaxed feel of the paint.
"It's true, though…" Connie sucked in a breath as she felt let another of his strokes in her stomach, "don't like pink all that much, but I love yours."
"You love my pink, huh?" He teased, dipping his thumb into the pink strawberry paint and decorating her lips pink before kissing her deeply, placing her lips between his.
She shivered gingerly at the feel of his suckling on her lip and his tongue massaging her gums as he continued to mark her with his brush.
"Hmm~mm!" Her back arched, her wrist strained against her bonds, and her lips pressed against his own, heightening the kiss—her hunger and neediness on full display. She whimpered slightly at the feel of the air as they separated with a -CHU!-, her lips still parted with the slightest tremble.
"Whoo.." Steven sighed with gentle carnality by her ear, "Someone feeling affectionate."
"Your fault." She sighed out a mewl as watermelon began to slide along the curves of her hips, and coconut traced the upper and outer of her thighs, marking the alluring muscles with a form of loving care and meticulous sensuality.
"Oh, is it now?" He bit on her neck, gently evoking a purr from her lips as she leaned her head to the right, allowing for more access. Steven chuckled darkly and hungrily, watching her nod her head.
"Can you tell me what you're draw-ah!" She wiggled as if trying to avoid his brush on the side of her legs, heading down to her ankle and back up again on the other leg.
"What was that, Jump-berry?"
"Hmmph!" She pouted slightly at his teasing voice.
"You're so lucky; I'm bound right now." Connie teased in jest as she bit her lip. "Can you tell me what you are drawing?"
"Can't tell?"
"I thought I knew until you kissed me as you painted me." She grinned impishly, Didn't know what was more...Erratic...Your icy brushes, making a mess of my skin or your hot mouth, assaulting my own."
"Oh, I say the kiss." He gave her a gentle teasing brush upon her lips with his own, urging her to rise after his, just missing as he got more paint. "Seeing how hungry you are for them." He chuckled, looking as she bit the corner of her lips.
"Then you should feed me." Her tone laced with eros and adulation, "You know you want to," she teased, snuggling her crown gently onto his lap. "I can FEEL it."
"You can feel it, huh. "He stroked her neck and shoulder with orange and lemon.
"Part of the reason why I wanted you In sweats." Connie laughed teasingly before the scent of kiwi hit her nose, feeling the brush strokes across her chest(above her bust), skipping the center as they continued from shoulder to shoulder.
"Hey, open your legs for me."
Connie giggled with a bit of maroon on her cheeks, "That's a bold request, thought you would want to lick me clean before you make me scream."
She heard him kiss his teeth and breath deeply from his nose.
"Oh, I can already see you blushing over my words, that pretty pink of bashfulness." She giggled, even more, feeling him nip the tip of her nose.
"Maybe," he admitted, evoking a victorious laugh from his living art, "You gonna listen to my request?"
"Hmm?" She pecked him gently on his lips. "Hhhhhhmm~mmm?" She kissed him again, this time with more carnal intentions, nibbling in his upper lips, teasingly chuckling as she felt his palms rub her own.
"Is-" He breathed out after breaking the kiss with a -Chu!-.
"Heh~heh~heh...Minx got your tongue?"
"Oh, you're just..." He shook his head before pecking her again. "So can I take your kisses as a yes to my request?"
She shook her head, smirking behind the visor.
"Hey, I thought you were my canvas?"
"Oh, I am, but when does a canvas move?"
"When my canvas -Chu!- is also -Chu!- my muse. -Chu!-"
"I...O~Oh, Really?"
Steven smiled at that emotional tone in her voice, thumbing her bottom lip as he gazed at her, "Of course, you are a work of art already. I even made some music thinking of you...Of us."
"Play some for me?"
The way she asked, so generally and hopeful, warmed his heart. "Tomorrow, I'll have one of the gems bring over my guitar. Serenade you while I compliment you to hell." He chuckled, seeing her pout playfully.
"You just wanna see me blush like-"
"A beautiful strawberry!"
His laughter made her cheeks darken with heat and warned her heart all the same.
Now, my bratty background, open your legs so I can get into your inner thighs." It took him a moment to realize how that sounded, and his face glowed in embarrassment.
"I can feel you pii~ink." Connie laughed, "It's so hot; your words must really have embarrassed you. Silly, truly," her voice became unconcerned and salacious, "since you were in between them twice earlier."
"Ah, well. That is.."
"Hey… Thank you for always being a respectable gentleman… I would boop your snoot, but I'm your captured canvas."
"Always, Heartberry." Steven clicked his tongue before sharing another kiss with her, "I love you, Wifey."
"Love you too, Hubby."
They sat in silence before both broke into burning cheeky giggles
"It's things like that that make people think we're together." They both said in tandem, only to laugh more and share yet another kiss.
"So about my request? You're gonna open so that I can paint those well-trained thighs."
"Hmmm...Nope." She nearly witch cackle at the very light 'hmph,' that came from her Mister. "Now, now. That isn't to say you can't paint my inner thighs." She bit her lip, "just that I'm not going to just let you in so easily, gotta give me a reason."
"A reason, hmm?"
Connie gulped as her toes curled to his teasingly suggestive voice and the feel of his slightly soft lips, brushing her ear as his sweet breath tickled her inner ear canal.
"Y-Yeah, if you can." She purred, trying to keep her rebellious persona a bit longer, which was harder to do once he started to kiss behind her neck, and dye the middle of her throat in Carmel, stroking downward toward her chest and lower.
'That being said, this experience is something I didn't expect, or at least I didn't expect to respond the way I am, currently. Must be the bit of 'diamond essence' in the paints.
Even still, the feel of his bristles igniting my skin, my senses, bringing about small chilling shocks through my nerves. Compounded with the blindness, the restrictions, the variety of sweet aromas, and the heat.
His warming, loving heat of his body, currently holding my head upon this lap and gently brushes again at me as Steven dresses me in his colors, his creativity… His passion.'
"Hhhhh~Mmmist~Hah!" Connie released a breath she didn't know she was holding as his fangs sunk deeper into her collarbone, hitting 'that spot' that she or any massage tool couldn't reach.
The feeling of his canines rubbing, etching themselves onto her skin, yet again, as the pleasurable agony caused her to hike her chest up against the velvet silk ribbon serving as her bra, almost as if it were offering itself to be unraveled, her hips to swirl and rise gently as her toes clawed at the comforter under them, opening her legs a bit more as her 'heart' touched down again.
"H-handsyman." She gasped with a giggle as she felt his fingers ran down her inner thighs, the smell of lime hitting her nose. "Thought you would brush against me not, finger paint me."
You don't seem too against it." He joked, "but if you want the brush and not the touch."
"I always want the touch!" She said quicker than expected. "I mean…" she pursed her lips to keep from talking.
"I feel the same. He whispered, truthfully, " I want your touch a lot."
"That's good…" She smiled, "cause I'm going to touch you a lot as soon as possible." She wiggled her bonded hand while giggling.
"Well, I should prepare for that. But first.," He moved from under her, laying her head down on the comforter.
Connie's eyebrows rose, hearing Steven move around her, "Mister?"
"Give me one of the sexy poses that you usually do."
"Oh?... Gonna take my captured, covered, and coated picture." She impishly smirked, sticking out her tongue just enough to be naughty and alluring; her leg slightly slid back, raising her knee a little.
" Ohhh, you look good...good enough to feast." He grinned before taking a couple of pictures.
"Good thing this paint is palatable." She flirted, hearing him snap his fingers, and the constructs vanished. "Freedom and sight," she mockingly cheered, rubbing her wrist. She turned her black eyes to the man standing in front of her, phone in hand
'-Chu-' she kissed at Steven as he took another picture."let me see your art, Mister."
He felt his heart pound at the velvet voice. Steven gingerly turned the phone to face her, showing a collage of the three pictures he took.
Connie stood up and stared at the phone in her hand as her panther-colored eyes stared at the three visages.
The first two were the same picture, just one in reverse, while the third was of her giving the camera a charming glance with her lips puckered.
"Whoa." Connie praised, as a feeling of prideful bashfulness swelled inside her heart. "I look so...Exotic and artsy."
There was no real rhyme or reason to his painting; the fruity colors seemed to swirl together around her stomach with stars of different colors splattered about, while some stretch as lines and covering sound her legs, and her chest area looked as if she was wearing jewelry and the top of a dress. Still, it all made her feel...
"Mystical."
Connie turned to Steven arching her eyebrow, "What?"
"Mystical." Steven said, "That's what I drew on you."
"I don't get it?"
"It's how I think of you." He rubbed his head, "You're Mystical, and you always leave me in awe, with everything you do… " He chuckled, "as I said, art like this isn't my strength, but I wanted to show off my feelings for you. You know paint you I my aff-"
He never got to finish before Connie cupped his cheeks, brought his face down to her, and kissed him, slowly, tenderly, and lovingly,
Their lips pressed, and tongues twisted as his hands folded on the curve of her back—the tell-tale popping single end of the kiss.
"You have me in a spell as well, Mister. She grinned lovingly, breaking his grip, and stood back, "that being said, " she turned her back to him before taking his right hand to the ribbon, pulling and unraveling it, and trying it around his right hand and showing her bare and topless back to him. Untouched by his paint.
"You're only halfway done." She grinned back at giving him a 'come hither glance from behind her shoulder.
Steven was awestruck by the appearance of Connie bolden back and sensual words(despite having seen her back, many times already); he grinned and licked his lips as he dipped his brush down into the paint ( marshmallow) and gave her a long stroke along her spine watching her tremble at the touch as she let out a pleasing gasp. There was more artistic fun to be had.
#steven universe#connie maheswaran#connverse#steven universe future#steven universe fanfiction#steven and connie#older steven#older connie#connverse fanfic#fighting flirty#special match#sensuality#body painting#mister#heartberry
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No one asked and no one will probably read but here’s songs that remind me of some of my most beloved hypmic boyos (Yes I wrote this at five am and I was being biased) Alert this is very long and shitty don’t read if ya don’t wanna get a brain rot and I advise you not to break your mind before 2nd drb.
Bonus up top:
All Stars + Kotonohoto:
- This Is The Moment - Macklemore & Ryan Lewis
CLASSIC LOVE IT KEEP GETTING DRB VIBES
- I’m Ready - AJR
THIS IS LIKE DIVISION ALL STARS VS KOTONOHOTO
Yotsutsuji:
- Three Thirty - AJR
IM NOT SURE ABOUT THIS ONE AT ALL but since he’s a character that we never really got to understand and analyze, or maybe the fact that he was put falsely into his comatose state pains me.
“You start thinking about the clock ticks, you get nervous, you start stressing, so how am I supposed to fit this, in three minutes, and thirty seconds?”
“Listen to my aching heart. Quick before you skip the song. We are human after all. And we. Don’t. Stay. For. Long”
Naughty Dialogue/MCD +:
- Bang - AJR
JUST LOVE THE VIBE
“I’m way too young to lie here forever (IchiKuko) I’m way too old to try so whatever (SamaSasa) so come hang! We’ll go out with a bang!”
- Partners in crime - ft. Ash Costello
The vibe too! Idk I really like it!
- A Bud Like You - AJR
I LOVE THIS SO MUCH IT FITS THEM EVEN MORE HELL YES
Naughty Busters:
- Rope - Kulick
“I keep slipping on down but I can’t let go yet”
Pain
- Kids In The Dark - All Time Low
“They left us alone, the kids in the dark, to burn out forever or light up a spark, we come together, state of the art, we’ll never surrender, so let the the world sing”
More pain but cute
Mad Comic Dialogue:
- I’m Not Ok - Weathers
HHHHH THIS SONG IS ONE OF MY FAVES
“IM JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE FUCKED UP LIKE EVERYONE ELSE”
- Weak - AJR
“But I’m weak, and what’s wrong with that? Boy oh boy I love it when I fall for that” (fall for each other those Lil gay boiz)
- Broken -lovelytheband
“I like that you’re broken broken like me, maybe that makes me a fool?” (sasa)
“I like that you’re lonely lonely like me, I could be lonely with you” (sama)
“There’s something tragic, but almost pure, think I could love you, but I’m not sure” (sama)
“It’s something wholesome, it’s something sweet, tucked in your eyes that I’d love to meet” (sasa)”
- Rose Colored Boy - Paramore
Y e s
- Sober Up- AJR
“Hello hello, I’m not where I’m supposed to be, I hope that you’re missing me, cuz it makes me feel young”
*Cries in SamaSasa*
“Won’t you help me sober up? Growing up had made me numb, and I wanna feel something again. Won’t you help me sober up? All the big kids say I’m drunk and I wanna feel something again. Won’t you help me feel something again... how’s it go again?”
“And I wanna feel something again. I just wanna feel something again. (My favorite color is you)”
“Can I finally feel something again?”
*Cries in SamaSasa again*
Otome (I’m so in it for her):
Dollhouse - Melanie Martinez
Just. Her backstory. Shit.
Fling Posse:
- TMD (Talk Me Down) - R & R
This song just reminds me of the overall relationship between fling posse! I’d make an edit but I’m lazy and sad
- It’s On Us - AJR
(Honestly AJR is my emotional anchor and it’s obvious)
“It’s not your fault you don’t feel safe it’s not your fault so don’t take blame (no it’s on us)”
“We can try together, make it right together, we can fight together, it’s on us, though your trust is stolen, though your heart is broken, you are never broken, it’s on us”
“We know what we need to do we’ll be there it’s not on you”
Now da main course:
Samatoki Aohitsugi:
- Karma - AJR :
THAT PART WHERE ITS LIKE “Where the hell is the karma?” HNGGG
- Can I Get a Witness - Sonreal :
OKAY hear me out:
“I fell in love with you cuz you made me feel, I fell in love with you cuz you kept it real, but you changed up on me, you changed your flow, and now I’ve been hating on you every where I go”
BASICALLY YEAH AND THE REST OF THE SONG TOO
- Honest - Nico Collins
No comment...
- Middle Finger - BOHNES
Oh god I love this song
“But I refuse to let you make me feel like I can’t fly, not only will I soar again, I’ll own the fucking sky”
“Livin like a riot, setting off the sirens, fists are clenched I’m fighting, soul has been ignited, ain’t got time for dying, I’m too busy thriving, more than just surviving, heart is beating violent”
And just so much more, this song reminds of his spirit that no matter how many times it’s been broke down just won’t give up, and I love it
- Little Poor Me - Layto
“I tried hard you know I care, I care, I care, just a little poor me, just a little poor me”
The way he protected what he loved with all his heart, Sasara and Nemu, yet, he still lost them at the end.
Jyuto Iruma:
The Car - Nightly
Idk why it fits him—the feel of it I guess
Ramuda Amemura (maNy but I chose):
- Rabbit Hole - AViVA
Gives me the feel where he drags people down with him but wants to escape
- Hypnotized - AViVA
I DONT EVEN GOTTA FUCKIN SAY IT
“Can’t you see you’re hypnotized? Locked inside those eyes. Now don’t you go out at night, you’ll end up hypnotized”
“Look into my eyes find it so appealing look into my eyes send your body reeling, now you’re hypnotized, drag you down down down”
Gentaro Yumeno:
- The Way - Layto
Not so sure about this one—but
“New Speak, show and tell, this will be my hardest sell, wise men, always say, sadness raps in golden plate”
Reminds me of how he was bullied and unsocial in school, also how his care takers were elders and made him happy
- 100 Bad Days - AJR
“A 100 days made a hundred good stories, a 100 good stories make me interesting in parties”
NSJSBSJJSISS LISTEN IT F I T S
Dice Arisugawa:
- Disaster Party - MAGIC GIANT
FUCKIN-THIS SONG IS SO DICE STFU AND
“You’re a brave heart, but you’re broken, and an Angel, but you’re choking”
THIS REMINDS ME OF HOW DICE SILENTLY ACKNOWLEDGES GENTARO AND RAMUDA BUT DOESNT PUSH INTO THEIR BUSINESS! WHAT A GOOD BOY WE HAVE oh and
“Throw away all your money” hhhhh
- I’m Not Famous - AJR
Reminds me oh how he could have been literal royalty but decided to say fuck it
Hifumi Izanami:
- Echo - Crusher-P
We don’t talk about why I link this to fumi
- Oh oh and there’s this part in Parents - Yungblud, “Hi nice to meetcha! Got nothing to believe in! So tell me when my breathing, stops-“ idk it reminds me of his phobia and past
- Make you Mine - Public The Band
HHHH HES SOFT BBY OKAY
Doppo Kannonzaka:
- Isolate - SubUrban
“Segregated, situated, hanging on, sophisticated, liberated, nauseated, I just want my medication, individuality and blue lights give me headaches, I’m not changing for the better, I’m just changing clothes on weekends”
Need I say more?
- Come Hang Out - AJR
I personally love this one
“Come hang out cuz you’re outta your mind, you’re working so damn hard, you forgot what you like, come hang out, don’t you leave us behind. But, I’ll be there next time”
“Come hang out cuz you’re missing your life”
“Should I go for more clicks this year? Or should I follow the click in my ear?”
I feel like this song is from everyone who cares about him which is also me—
Jyushi Aimono/Hitoya Amaguni:
- Crybaby - Melanie Martinez
ABSOLUTELY NOT SHIPPING but the part where it’s like
“I look at you and I see myself”
Makes me cry because I remember how Hitoya lost his brother to bullying then you have Jyushi so he wants to help the little boy live his life and achieve his goals, unlike his brother, sadly
Sasara Nurude:
- My Play - AJR
Fucking. Just watch the official vid. That’s all. It’s about parent divorce and slaps.
“When I show you my play, will you pretend you didn’t know, if I make a mistake? It’s gonna get really really really really bad, before it’s okay. But maybe you’ll forget it all, while you’re watching my play”
- Rose Colored Boy - Paramore
OHH BOY I WROTE A WHOLE FIC ABOUT THIS ON WATTPAD
- Istanbul (Not Constantinople)
FUNNY FUNNY SONG CLOWN LIKE FUNNY FUNNY
Rei:
- Hushh - AViVA
Fucker got one.
“Hush Hush, keep your pretty mouth shut, hush hush, lose your inhibitions”
- This Ain’t A Scene It’s An Arms Race - Fallout boy
Like HeLL.
“Fitting you with Weapons in the form of words, and don’t really care which side wins, as long as the room keeps singing that’s just the business I’m in”
“I’m not a shoulder to cry on, I digress, I’m a leading man, and the lies I weave are so intricate, oh so intricate”
If you read this then congratulations why the fuck did you waste your time
#hypmic#hypnosis mic#badass temple#mcd#mad comic dialogue#buster bros#fling posse#matenro#matenrou#mad trigger crew#dotsuitare hompo#kotonohoto#naughty busters#party of words
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I HAVE SONG RECS :DDD I tried not to do songs that you would have obviously heard before but a lot of the songs here are still popular but I couldn’t help but add them 😭
AHHHH thank you so so so so much for all the recommendations anon ! your taste is absolutely impeccable !!! i think i vibed with a lot of these maybe we are a bit similar ^~^ and no worries about your picks ! i totally support you and your incredible music taste no need to defend yourself :p ! popular songs can still be good ones ! thank you again and i tried ... to ... get through them all i’m so sorry JHGFDJHGDK you’ll see i get through like ... half and then ran out of energy T^T i’ll probably get back to this list some other time when i have free time and update with thoughts ! thank you for sending so many in ! i found so many new songs to add to my playlist heh thank you lovely !
Pop
cherry by rina sawayama - super cute ! i love these kinds of pop songs it’s right up my alley :o !
xs by rina sawayama - her voice is so well suited for this style ! i watched the mv and djkfhskgrjf HHH idk she gives me mitski vibes even tho their music is pretty different, you have peaked my interest i’ll definitely look into more of her stuff :o !
comme de garçons by rina sawayama - the bass line T^T !!! the talk-y (?) parts are so good i got chills, it’s like a rave song low key haha :p ! it’s so good !
Any song by Rina Sawayama 😭 - yes yes i’ll try to look more into her stuff !
Kpop
123 by nct dream - i’m only an honorary guest of ncity but one of my irls ults them ! and dream’s music has always been a bit more my speed :o ! this has more nostalgic kpop vibes to it ! i said this before but i really am more a pop person at heart and this is so good ^~^
Up to you by pretty much and nct dream (HAECHANS PART HHHHH) - oooh are you a haechan stan 0v0 i like jaemin tho i admit my knowledge of dream is limited (my fren ults renjun heh) also yes yes consent is very important kids u.u dskjghkdfj YOU’RE RIGHT THO haechan is a singer he SINGS, i love the vocal harmonies !
Oasis by crush ft zico - those electric keyboard synths (?) amazing ! this song bops u.u
Moon by everglow - !!! i actually have heard this a lot before ^~^ i got so excited when i saw this bc it’s so good ! it’s definitely one of my fav everglow songs too i think i overplayed it a lot when it first came out *v*
Woowoo by dia - i love the ocean wave sounds ! that’s so cool i love how summery it is ! it kind of reminds me of loona too ! ggs are just >>> i love the fun and brighter pop songs so much 🥺
Secret garden by Oh My Girl - i’ve heard a few songs by omg ! and i really like a handful of them, secret garden kinda gives me early gfriend songs vibes too ! it’s so pretty ! i really love when songs utilize strings in their instrumentals too ! it’s a bit slower paced too which is really nice ^~^
Page by got7 - YEEEES okie actually maybe unpopular opinion but spinning top is one of my fav got7 albums ! i used to listen to the whole mini on repeat ! i actually used to ult got7 too for a few months heh ^^ BUT YEEES i love page ! got7 always have bangers love them so much
Nekkoya by produce 48 - AHHHHH ANOTHER SONG I LOVE !!! i’m actually a wizone haha :p so i’ve seen produce 48 ! tho admittedly it probably contributes to my burning h*tred for mn*t and any survival shows ;;;; but i loved the title song so much ! i used to unironically play it on repeat djghskfj
Puzzle moon by gwsn - AHHHH YOUR TASTE !!! i also followed gwsn from debut and puzzle moon is so so so cute ! it’s such a bop too ! they have such fun and catchy songs !
Goblin by sulli - ahhh the xylophone chimes ! they make the song sound a bit haunting before the piano comes in ;;;; it really reflects the mv story so well i think ;;; and sulli’s voice is so beautiful ;;;; it’s got that characteristic background vocal harmonies that sm artists usually do and it’s just really beautiful !
What are you up to by kang daniel - today on can you tell jess is unfortunately a bg stan daniel’s songs have been so good :,)) i stopped following all the wanna ones closely after a while but ! he always surprises me ! his songs are such vibes u.u
Best day ever by yeri and nct dream - the TRUMPETS YEEES it’s so upbeat and fun !!! the cheering is so cute i love it !
Hair in the air by yeri and nct dream - JAEMINNNNN !!!! I LOVE YERI SO MUCH PLEASE ! i love the vocal harmonies between her and the boys 🥺 it’s so cute T^T ! renjun’s a singer HE SINGS
119 by nct dream - ah yes this is ncity brand u.u LOL they always have really filled chorus instrumentals and use a lot of vocals to fill up the space which i think is really cool and something i think immediately screams sm artist :0 ! i think renjun’s voice really sells this for me tho HIS VOICE IS AMAZING him and haechan yeees it’s a banger tho :,)
Save me save you by wjsn - i love wjsn’s music so much ! it sounds so magic and ethereal and totally bops ! their voices are so beautiful too and work together so well and i think this song’s style really suits all the members’ voices so well too !
Loonatic by loona - YEEEEES loona are my ult gg ! and oec is probably my fav unit in terms of music ! i have spent many a day playing their whole discography ! haha :3
Up by izone - MY GIRLS ! yes yes up is so cute ! i love it so much ! the choreo is so cute too ! i love izone please ;;;;
N/s by stray kids - oh boy okie ;;;; i’m like not a good judge of a lot of hip hop / more rap heavy songs ;;;; bc i was classically trained as a singer in choir ;-; so i’m sorry i do not have much to say about this one ;;;; it slaps tho ! i probably wouldn’t listen to it normally if you hadn’t recommended it tho so ! good to listen to smth outside of my normal preferences
Sunshine by straykids - OH very very different from the last skz song KJHGKFJHKD yea this is probably more my speed i’m so sorry LOL T-T it’s so good tho :o ! i don’t listen to a lot of skz bc i figured i wouldn’t be able to vibe with them but this one is so good i really like it ! skz and ateez man i’ve been trying to stan for ages but music is a big part of why i stan /stan/ certain groups more seriously and it’s also why i’m only honorary nctzen lol clearly i have been enlightened (literally *looks at my past ult groups* yeaaaa)
Blueprint by stray kids - YEEES IT’S SO UPBEAT ! i love upbeat and brighter songs (i am consistent like this T-T) it’s got summery tropical vibes to it too ! it’s so cute !
Question by stray kids - another banger yeeeees ! i vibe with the lyrics too u.u love that
Any mixtape by stray kids (but I really love 1 and 4) - oooh i still have a lot to get through so i’ll save these for my own time haha ^^
I’m your girl by khan
Revolution by Alexa
Secret by wjsn
I wanna be by key and soyeon
Handle it by twice
Teenager by got7
Take by jus2 (CANNOT RECOMMEND THIS ENOUGH)
Bump bump by woodz
Stylish by loona - this is one of my fav loona b sides yeeees !!!! love them so much !
Outta my head by somi
Jpop
showersnow by orbit
show off by orbit
crazy love by orbit
any orbit song ngl 😭
poison girl by nanaka suwa
lost umbrella (I like the tsukishima kei version cause it sounds like lee know :DDD)
Notice by moe shop
Kawaki wo ameku (domestic girlfriend opening)
The day by porno graffiti (my hero academia opening 1)
Odd future by uverworld (my hero academia opening 4)
Again by yui (full metal alchemist brotherhood opening 1)
More English music
Luxury by azalea banks (Ive heard she’s said some terrible things tho 😭 WHY DOES IT SLAP)
Hurricane by Bridget Mendler (I miss this song and ready or not too 😭)
Little dark age by mgmt
I got a couple one direction recs bear with me here 💀
Happily, Magic, AM, 18, Tell Me a Lie, Through The Dark, Wolves, Night Changes, Better Than Words
Hip-hop/rnb
Leaked by lil tjay
Pretty little fears by 6lack and j cole
Water by joe gifted
The London by young thug
Bands by shoreline mafia
Swervin by a boogie wit a hoodie
Father stretch my hands pt 1 by Kanye west
More English music (indila is French)
Northern lights by kennie
I am not a robot by marina
Tourner dans le vide by indila
Parle a ta tete by indila
Greek tragedy by the wombats
Viva la vida by Coldplay (SHHHHH DONT ROAST ME)
La da dee by Cody Simpson (SHH IT MAKES ME HAPPY 😭)
Move your body by loving caliber and anders lystell (this ones good to make u feel like an early 2010’s movie protagonist :D)
Mariposa by Peach tree rascals
Sunflower by post Malone and swae lee (like many songs on here it’s popular but I still wanna put it here cause they make me happy 😭)
I got really carried away sorry I hope you haven’t heard too many of these 😭😭 OKAY BYEEE ❤️
#anon#jess.replies#not tbz#jess.text#ask games#shared songs hour#oh god i am so so sorry anon i swear i'll get to all the others on my own time T-T#i just underestimated all the asks i was going to get with recs and i can feel my energy fading#''faded in my last song~~~'''#i know i said i'd get around to all of them but it's nearing two am djgdkjfhg I'M SO SORRY#i'll come back to this list and update it with thoughts if i have time :o !#so what have we learned today kids ... jess does not have taste whatsoever#also also that ggs >>>>>>#i'm sorry to all my stay friends <///3 truly i have no taste u.u
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Spare your cool Sniper pics maybe? Maybe gush about emmmm?~
OOOOH GOD OK OK YOU'VE ENABLED ME OWO Alright I'm sorry if I go a lil crazy on these but I just... HRRRGH I REALLY LIKE HIM A LOT 🥺💖🥺💖 I'm gonna try not to go too crazy on these so I'm only gonna do a few images hehehehe uwu Also uhh I guess tw for partial nudity and scars and blood in one of the last images 😳
OH GOD WHERE DO I EVEN START?!?! Ok ok hhhhh well first off just ignore the text in these, I haven't had a chance to white em out yet and tbh I'm just lookin' at the pretty pictures hsbxhf 🥴💖
Okay I guess we can start with the infamous Hot Badass Sniper Pic, and of course when I first came across this image in the comics I was 100% like OWO but that being said, I feel like the next page isn't appreciated quite enough..
I mean just.. WHOOOO 👀💖💖💖 The intensity on his face plus the way his eyes are hidden behind his glasses that almost have an orange glow from the sunset light is just sUCH good shit, and not to go wild on main but the way he's handlin' that knife and actin all menacing is just.. OOH SIR PLZ 😳💖💖 My dear friend Cloudy brought up the excellent point that in his specific field of mercenary work, Sniper would of course be working at a distance from his targets so he doesn't get a chance to be up-close like this, so in all honesty I think he kinda jumped at the opportunity to have a threatening lil interrogation like this <w<
That being said, I also wanna take note of the face he makes when his lil interrogation ends up ending a lot earlier than he probably expected, cuz a) he is absolutely ADORABLE here, and 2) he legit looks shocked and maybe even a bit disappointed that he didn't get to do any torturing hsbxhf I mean just LOOK AT HIM he's legit going :V and I LOVE IT
Okay these next few are rly just dedicated to him and his cute hot handsome face cuz wowowow I really do just look at him and go 🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖😳💖🥺💖 like aaaaAAAARGH JUST LOOK AT HIMMMMMMM 🥺💖💖 The last one is a particular favorite of mine cuz whoof he looks so serious like OOOH YES GOD SIR UR SO BADASS I LOVE YOOOOUUU 🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖
Oh God ok tbh I HAD to include at least one panel from this scene cuz oooofh FUCK 😳💖😳💖😳💖 Like ummm I didn't know that coming back from death makes you hotter but wow?? Like his whole attitude change about how he's not afraid to die is just sooooo good and I can't get over his demeanor and the uh, rather dangerous and hot look in his eyes💖😳💖😳💖👀💖
And last but oh so CERTAINLY not least, I would like to share the panel that was legit a one hit k.o. to my heart, mind, body and soul and still every time I look at it I'm like hhhhwrghwwhrhgh 😳💖💖
LIKE WHY DID NOBODY WARN ME ABOUT THIS HSNZHFJ I'VE NEVER FELT SOMETHING RESONATE MORE IN ME EVER BEFORE 😵💖💖
Ok ok thats it from me for now, I just got my dear Mr. Mundy and I already never wanna let him go like... oh my god I love himmm 🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖
#THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO ACTUALY READ ALL THIS ILY 💖💝💖#ruby answers#💜: cherries and kiwis#selfshippinglover#self shipping#long post
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TMA 166 Liveblog Dump
I finally got through an episode without my twitter getting locked for spam good for me
OH GOOD THEY'RE GONNA TALK ABOUT THE THING
Domain of the Buried oh I was not expecting that
"look down" and then helen shows up IS SHE PUTTING HER DOORS ON THE FLOOR..
I wish Martin had wanted to talk about the Implications of Jon killing vs. the "how"....like...does the "how" matter..? everything is fairy tale logic
Helen trying to put Jon at the same level as Elias for having a difficult time describing stuff >:| fucking helen
oooh this is GOOD LORE though
Helen describing herself as a manifestation on par with the Not!Sasha is EXACTLY what my theory was (vs. a Helen-the-person becoming a formerly-person avatar)
Jon being able to shift someone from being The Feared to The Afraid [eye emojis]
I am dying for this to happen to Jonah I am DYING
"I don't see why you were being so coy about it--"
"Because I'm ashamed, Martin!"
Jonnnnn ;;;A;;;
Also said in the EXACT same delivery as "because I'm afraid, Martin!"
hhhh this Martin characterization is exactly what I felt was the context of the end of 165; he's so used to being in a position of powerlessness and having to play these dangerous games to stay safe, power is EXCITING
it's weird to hear the words "go full Kill Bill" and "get our murder" on coming from his mouth, but the idea of him supporting Jon in avenging himself on those who hurt him and killing the torturers of the new world is..not as surprising to me as it could be
(I hate that this conversation is happening in front of Helen though. Helen is the one of the worst influences I could come up with for either of them right now, and I genuinely expect some level of spying/sabotage from that direction if they're too open)
[presses face to glass] Martin honey you've been doing great with relationship stuff so far and this is probably your first one but you might have not learned the "have delicate arguments in privacy and security with boundaries vs in front of a Monster Jury" bittttt
I think Martin realized he fucked up a bit, his voice gets so soft asking if Jon needs anything after Helen leaves ._.
I can't get over Jon's ramble about why he's ashamed
that he still blames himself for this, and hates that he has less pain and more freedom than those he considers more innocent, and even hates that he has the power to defend himself now. I'm SO SAD but I love him so much
once again I get where both of them are coming from; Jon feels it's WRONG that he's not suffering and can kill things that try to hurt him or Martin while Martin sees Jon as a victim regaining agency
Jon is back to being eight years old and blaming himself for escaping Mr Spider
oh man oh man this buried statement coming after Jon's confession of shame and guilt
"He never knew something that could be called freedom, even if he had choice"
That sums up so much for these characters from the moment they started working in the Archive
"while his feet could turn left, only turning right let him scrape out a meager living"
I REALLY love the explorations of the tyranny of poverty this season; with the show as a whole working as an effective metaphor for capitalism, it makes me wonder what the ending message is
this statement is a jon metaphor all the way through
"If it moves like a worm and thinks like a worm.." for the self-dehumanization of the victim
compare to "if it lives like a monster and feeds like a monster" for him
(I'm having a little ADHD trouble following statements this season--I think it's because they're less of a personal story format)
"forces of paper and ink and decimal points" go OFF
hhhhh this also feels like a parallel to how Jon feels about the very journey they're taking
if even THAT is the pinprick of light at the surface Martin's hope of fixing the world? does Jon even have that tiny spark of hope?
me: for this statement to really parallel how the characters in the show are trapped, it would have to include something about how they turned on each other when they couldn't escape
statement: [does exactly that]
me: surprisedpikachu.jpg
Jon's "god, I hate the Buried" and struggling to catch his breath after... .________.
retraumatizing himself over his own stay in the coffin.... I'm so SAD
Martin: Man I wish I had some magazines
Martin: *imagines Leitner magazine* ACTUALLY NEVERMIND
ohh I do NOT like Martin seeing a spade and then giving in to using it I do NOT LIKE THAT AT ALL
where is my boy who refused to pick up the telephone
LKSJDFLSJF I KNEW THAT WHEN WE HEARD FROM ANNABELLE THE VOICE WOULD BE UNDERWHELMING
listen it's impossible to top "Jon reading a woman's statement" voice that is just maximum appeal to me it doesn't get sexier than that
I am seething this entire conversation but Martin starting out with refusal and telling her to stop calling him is giving me my scraps of validation against the "Martin's been working for the Web the whole time" idea
"does he even need you at all" Annabelle........is that really the angle you're gonna try............are you kidding me.......
okay what is Annabelle's angle here at all
Trying to convince him that Jon doesn't need him...and she does?
Offering him help...to do what?
She's obviously trying to hit some nerves or pull some strings but it felt very hamfisted fhhsdfh
I'm going to make Martin hanging up on Annabelle and telling her to never contact him again my ringtone
*adds Telephone by Lady Gaga to my TMA playlist* it's a Martin song
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the second reread of the month for GGPR’s second issue! let’s goooo
- ew forgot this one started on the matt/kim date. i’ll be nice and say that the whole “teenagers on their first date ever and don’t know what to do” is always kinda endearing
- also ayyyy our first reveal that kim is a new girl in the comic continuity! i kinda wish more was actually done with this beyond general assumptions but still, i like it
- anyway enough matt/kim ZACK/KIM ZACK/KIM ZACK/KIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- i love you zack zack i love you come back to me my good son. also this is great set-up for rita eventually choosing him to take the green coin, 10/10
- tfw your sneak mission doesn’t impress your boyfriend the way you thought it would
- remember when i thought this was set-up for ranger slayer being evil on her own. sigh.
- TRINI’S MOM!!!!!! i miss her so much she’s so cute. also i just love the image of her being cool with her little girl beating the shit out of men
- OH GOD THE HETERO TRINI PLOT. honey i’m so sorry you need to fix your gaydar
- OH GOD THE OTHER TERRIBLE HETERO PLOT. “i was VULNERABLE and EMOTIONAL that’s not what GUYS DO i’m so NOT LIKE OTHER GUYS” shut the fuck up i hate your fuckboy ass
- SHUT THE FUCK UP ABOUT HER DON’T TALK ABOUT HER LIKE THAT
- really want to know who thought that this would be seen as an engaging romance when two issues in he’s already saying he dislikes her when things don’t go his way lolllllllllll. perish bitch
- ngl it always bothered me that trini’s martial arts was downplayed to “studying them a little as a kid” when she was so skilled in the tv show. it always feels like they try to sell tommy and jason only as THE SERIOUS FIGHTERS when all of the rangers (minus billy at first obv) were skilled in their own ways
- regardless of that criticism i do really like this scene. it’s the genuine exploration of how kids would feel getting superpowers out of nowhere that really made early GGPR stand out and it’s a shame we don’t see anything with this much depth once we got to the s2 era
- HOWEVER i legit cannot stand seeing trini being so gaga over shirtless jason like hhhhh i just hate that both girls’ most prevailing plots were related to heterosexual romance. especially considering it’s just. not reciprocated on jason’s side at all dkfjkd it’s just uncomfortable
- thank god some proper gay/bisexual solidarity. billy/zack is such an underrated dynamic look how cute they are!!!!! unfortunately billy was so hyperfixated on his work he hasn’t eaten or drank in ten hours. i can relate.
- the light of my life my cinnamon apple my rose
- BILLY BEING THE ONLY ONE TO SAY HELLO TO HER HE IS SO CUTE MY BFF DUO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- forever sick and disappointed we never got any sort of follow-up or resolution for this. like yeah obviously they became friends. BUT HOW. I WANT THE START OF FRIENDSHIP DAMMIT
- THE STAR OF THE SHOW!!!!! PUTTY IMPERSONATOR!!!!!!! thank god it’s been two issues and i’m already tired of matt. thank you for putting us out of our misery
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