Tumgik
#I dont even have enough energy to sit at the computer
sixthousandbees · 1 year
Text
I just saw a mouse on my wall-mounted shelf. it is very messy, but theres no way up. I am scared and confused. people like to say that the animals were here first. but thats not true! I was here first, and mice and wasps and flies and moths and fucking STOATS are INVADING my SPACE
2 notes · View notes
silostosstuff · 10 months
Text
I simply hate programming
0 notes
asurix · 3 months
Text
''You're cunt taste just like sweets~''
Ranpo x fem!reader ♡
Genre: NFSW/SMUT, fluff at the end, sub!Ranpo on fluff♡
Content warning : Smut,Cunt l!cking, vag!nal sex, fem!reader, afab,praising,degrading,dom!ranpo,sub!fem!reader,mean!dom,unprotected sex ♡
Tumblr media
There no way i wouldnt let this man...
ANYWAYYYY ML i will call you my luvies/moots for the people who follow me <3!! i am very very very new when it comes to TUMBLR i am not new to fanfic and i have written a bunch of them in wattpad...yeah ew, ANYWHO i am going to make my first post about my cute amazing lover RANPOOOO yaya applauds for him because i know he loves praises JJAHDJKAHDH but i will of course begin i wont let you guys wait ♡♡♡ but please be gentle on me this isn't my first time but i might have spelling errors so please spare me :c
𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪 RANPO
You were sitting at the office at the ADA workplace, you normally write reports at you're apartment but you had to stay for a bit longer due to issues of dazai causing problems wit kunikida wich made them pretty slow, so you had to overwork for just today, as you were sitting at you're desk writing the reports you glanced at youre former partner Ranpo, as usual he was eating a lolipop not even bothering with the mess, the hard candy wrappers, goody bags and chocolate wrappers all over his desk, you softly sighed still not understanding how he could be the ''smartest'' detective at the agency but so stupid and childish? you had enough of that thought and continued working, but for Ranpo he wasn't working with anything at all because Fukuzawa was getting off his case just because he's the most respected person at the agency,
Ranpo playfully walked over to you're desk and placed a hand on you're computer trying to close it, as he was about to you caught his hand and pushed it away just slightly, not for him to whine and complain about how ''aggresive'' you were. ''Oh come on Y/N! you dont need to be like that'' he said brightly, ''Like what?'' you asked confused, ''you're acting boring like theres no meaning to life, light up a little would you?'' he said a bit annoyed and confused as if he didnt understand why you were like this, '' Come again?'' you said once again baffled, ''You know what i mean!'' he raised his voice a little bit, you ignored him and went back to you're work, as soon as you were about to lift you're pen you felt something touch you're cloth underneath you. ''Ranpo what the?-'' you got cut off by a slight moan as you felt Ranpo pull you're panties out the way so that he could expose you're already wet cunt for him, ''such a pretty cunt'' he said still holding his lolipop from before
As he finished his lolipop he asked a question that caught you off guard, ''i wonder if you're cunt will taste just like sweets Y/N~'' just as you were about to protest you got once again cut off by Ranpo giving you're cunt kitten licks ''ah~ R-Ranpo...what are you d-doing?!'' you bickered with slight bit of pleasure but it wasn't really something you wanted, right?
Ranpo didn't listen to what you had to say and continued licking you're cunt, pushing his toungue deeper inside you
'' You taste just like sweets Y/N~'' you gasped loudly as he started circling the tip of his tounge on you're clit,
'' You like that dont you?'' he said smirking he loves seeing you in such a state ''y-you idiot...what the f-fuck is A-AH~'' you choked on you're moan as he pushed not 1 but 2 fingers inside you, '' f-fuck n-ngh~ please Ranpo i think im going to-'' you looked down to see ranpo giving you a playfull wicked look, '' Dont you worry beautiful ill make sure you feel really good~'' Ranpo said innocently, as he got out of the desk, stood up then unbuckled his pants, ''w-wait wait Ranpo!'' you said frightened, just as you were about to say something he got behinde you then lined up, ''you ready?'' he said kisses her neck from behinde, ''Ranpo...'' you said softly, ''yes, Y/N?'' he said back matching you're energy, '' Please go slow..'' you said shivering out of the climax you were about to hit from him just sucking you're clit and fingering you, ''he slammed inside her without any warnings, she gasped almost at the verge of crying,
''NGH~ RANPO YOU WERE'NT S-SLOW AT ALL?!'' you whined with anger and frustration, ''sorry princess ngh.. y-you're just so fucking tight i-'' he hissed as she cleanched around his cock, ''you're such a slut Y/N'' he smiled, breathing and huffing, he put his head on the crook of her neck and started penetrate her fully, ''ah~ Ranpo i'if you continue like this i might-'' she whined, ''Not yet beautiful, you're such a good bitch, all moaning and whining for me'' he grinned but groaned right after. ''you can come now beautiful'' she moaned as she reached climax, Ranpo cumming right after, they both exhaled making a hot steam of atmosphere surronding them,
''I hope i did a good job beautiful~'' he smiled, breathing heavily ''as if! you never got premission of me do so what makes you think im happy with you idiot'' you said ranted, ''so i didnt do a good job?'' he lamented, ''well...i guess you did a okay job'' you rolled you're eyes but soon got caught off by Ranpo giving you soft kisses on the neck, you giggled at the unexpected movement Ranpo had just pulled.
You both cleaned up and started chatting, you were sitting at the desk you guys had just fucked, Ranpo was sitting on you're lap, wrapping his arms around you're waist and his head crooked on you're neck, he was mumbling about something but you couldn't make out what he was saying but instead you both went to sleep
In the end of the day you alone got scolded by kunikida for not finishing the report you were assigned to do.
189 notes · View notes
cookie-crumblr · 6 months
Note
i need something smutty where jaspers like rlly jealous, i dont have any further ideas but yes .. xD
OH HELLLLLLL YESSSSS, omg anny you’re a genius.
muah~
CW: IDEK OKAY, YANDERE, JEALOUSY, i’ll do GN reader! annnnd rough sex. Jasper still calls us pretty again, to him you’re beautiful no matter who you are.
MINORS DNI!!!!
Okay hold on we’ll get to the smut, but imagine:
Dev.In is not only the only “person” he’d let fuck you as long as He’s still in control.
But Dev is also the only “person” he’d ever be jealous of.
like sure anyone touching you or anything will make him irritated.
but jealous? nah. no one else is anywhere near as hot as he is…
Except a “person” that looks exactly like him and can make their dick whatever they want.
like ?? excuse me mx. if he is not completely in control of the situation he’d go WILD.
You’re chatting, as innocent as a puppy with Dev.In. You put your hand on their arm for a second.
The gall of that bastard, laughing and making you laugh. He bets that their dick is hard.
Stupid horny computer. He thinks.
His leg started bouncing minutes ago and he’s only just noticing.
You turn, sensing Jasper’s energy shift somehow behind you.
His head is tilted, left leg bouncing, blown pupils burrowing holes into Dev.In’s face.
Slowly you make your way over to him, “H-hey Jas… Y’okay?”
He says nothing as get gets up and grabs you.
Pulling you along painfully so, before throwing you into a weird room.
“Safe word. Now.” He snaps.
“P-pineapple?”
“Great. Now don’t say it, Pretty”
“Nev—”
His mouth mutes you as it crashes against yours. a hand is grasping your scalp and ripping your head back so he has easier access to your neck.
His teeth graze you, you can tell he’s angry and holding back.
“Thank you, pretty” He bites where your neck meets shoulder.
His hands grab at, and rip your clothes off.
Soon enough you’re spun around and his pierced tip is teasing your hole.
Precum is lubricating you enough, and you desperately want him now, you push back against him and take in his penis.
Jasper bucks up to bottom out inside of you.
“Fffff-uck” You shiver at the sensations.
“Yeah? This cock feel good, pretty? Tell me who you belong to.”
“You, Jasper!”
“Say it again.” He bucks up harder, your whole body shakes with the force.
“I b-belong to you! Jasper!” you’re saying everything he wants to hear.
He starts a steady, but harsh rhythm. “Gon’ fuck you stupid. you’ll only think about this dick.”
He holds your hand against the wall in his own, as he pounds into you. In his other he’s pulling your head backwards by whatever hair you have.
You admire the veins over his bones under his pale skin. It’s beautiful.
“Ah!” he hit something so deep inside you, your body convulses.
“More, pretty,” he demands
He feels so good inside you even after cumming.
The heat builds within you again.
“Jasper! Jasperrr!!” You chant his name knowing how much he loves hearing it. The way your lips purse and your eye brows knit tighter. The way you push harder against him.
He loves it when you get desperate for him.
He fucks you harder and harder still until, “Come with me, pretty,”
As he fills you and twitches inside your deepest parts, you come too, your head high above the clouds.
He holds you in place so that you don’t fall while your legs vibrate.
“Next time I’ll fuck you and fill you up right in front of that horny prick.”
You can’t wait…
“F’r now, take a walk w’ me.” He grins.
He walks you right back to Dev.In and he sits where you had been.
You sit on Jaspers lap, and he moves your legs apart for them to see that you’re dripping with his semen.
He’s smiling, swelling with his usual sadistic pride.
Dev.In and you go back to your previous conversation about house plants and how much sunlight they need.
All while your face is too hot and you’re too dizzy and embarrassed to function.
Jasper pulls you both up to stand, “Well, looks like my pretty pet needs sum more attention. Later devvy~”
47 notes · View notes
fairycosmos · 21 days
Note
i’m starting a new job soon too!! anything you’ve found that’s been helpful? hope you feel all settled in soon xx
congratulations v v happy for you!! ❤️ so exciting and amazing job at landing a new role. i think one thing ive learned to force myself to do is ask literally every and any question that comes to mind and try to supersede the fear of feeling dumb or looking stupid or whatever. obviously the anxiety might still be there but try to acknowledge it for what it is and go ahead and ask all the questions you have anyway. everyone knows ur new and they dont expect you to know much. ask for written or simpler instructions if you neeed to, ask for clarification etc. no point in sitting in turmoil on your own tbh. also try not to get involved w any team drama just like smile and nod and go back to ur business because it is notttt worth it lol no job pays enough for you to expend your energy like that imo. hmmmm what else. understand that you can be competent at your role and still make mistakes at the same time. it's not an either/or thing and it is OK to give yourself room to fuck up. also try to get everything important in writing so you can keep a record of what has been said and done and set strong boundaries from the jump about what you tolerate and what you dont. kindly but firmly. and allow yourself to freak out when you need to without catastrosphising about losing ur job or making some huge irreparable mistake - i allot myself time to this for basically every task i get that im new at or nervous about. it's ok to feel that way and it doesn't mean you are fucked forever. i lose my mind at my computer for 2 hrs take a bathroom break to breathe or a lunch break to eat and then come back and ask for help or break the task down into tiny chunks. ive also learned that coworkers aren't necessarily friends so it's best to just be respectful and friendly with them without getting overly involved. obviously there's exceptions to that but yeah. i pretty much just accept that the first few months are going to feel embarrassing and weird and disjointed and i try to take each day or even each morning/afternoon as it comes. always having a list of stuff that youve been working on and and making it sound fancy even if its a v simple task comes in handy too when talking to ur boss or whatever. it's all a lot easier said than done but at least trying to implement the above strategies kinda helps a bit. wishing you the absolute best of luck - i know you are going to kill it!! Xxx ❤️💌
17 notes · View notes
justagreencircle · 4 months
Text
i hate me
i hate this world, and that i’m always on my phone, trying to escape reality. i hate that life is just a meaningless slog, i hate living one day to the next, i hate that there’s nothing to look forward to, and nothing to be happy about. i hate that the internet, video games and music are the only ways i can experience anything even slightly engaging, i hate how nothing else works. i hate that i can’t concentrate enough on books, and i just get bored. i hate spending every night sitting at my computer, or lying down in bed looking at my phone, watching and listening to other people being happy, enjoying themselves, doing things with their loved ones. my family thinks that’s why i never sleep, but it’s just because i hate sleeping.
i hate sleep because it feels like im wasting my time. i hate that it feels like im missing out on whats happening around me. and i hate that when i wake up i dont even feel refreshed, its not worth it. i hate that im constantly tired so matter what i do, not from a lack of rest, but because i never can rest. i hate lying down for a few hours and then its morning. i hate being constantly restless, and i hate that i can’t relax, yet i’m always tired and never have energy for anything.
i hate living. i hate that i want to not exist. i dont want to die, just to stop living. i hate being. i hate how i dont have any ambitions or dreams. i hate that i have nothing i want to achieve in life, and i hate feeling like i’m living for other people, not myself.
i hate that i look in the mirror and i don’t know who’s looking back. it’s not me, that’s for sure. i hate how i look. i hate the shape of my face, i hate the hair on my body, i hate the useless worm that’s attached to me, i hate my waist, my chest, my legs, my hands, my voice, the way i move. i hate this prison of flesh i’m trapped in, and the amount of work i would have to put in to fix it. i hate that other people can just be born perfect, while i’m left with scraps.
i hate that my mind actively works against me, i hate that i can’t concentrate on things that are important, that i can’t pull my focus from things that dont matter, i hate that i can’t keep track of things, and that nothing i do ever feels like enough. i hate that whenever i’m with the people i care about, i see how great they are and can’t help but compare myself to them, and just see only the flaws in myself.
i hate me.
2 notes · View notes
emmabebe0906 · 1 year
Note
COME BACK I MISS UU😭😭 you shaped my childhood i found your works when i was 12 IM 17 NOW i miss slyth i miss YOUR OCSSS WE MISS YOUUU
:(
im sorry to disappoint you, i cant draw as much as i used to. my body has severely deteriorated compared to when i was able to draw every day, back in... um.. when was it.. it feels like its been so long i dont really remember when it started. im gonna guess around 2020/2021 maybe?? i feel like it was before that but im not sure.
either way, i miss the days when i was younger too. youre not alone in that.
i have a lot of mental and physical problems i've been working very hard to fix, and ive been slowly but surely trying to get healthier. ive been to a lot of doctors and specialists and i even stayed at an eating disorder center for a while. i dont want to go into too much detail about my personal life but the past few years have been entirely focused on improving myself.
i also finished college, so im trying to find my place in the world on top of all of that. i really wanted to do animation/art as my career, i even got a degree in computer animation... but i dont feel like i learned much... and i cant sit in a chair long enough to actually get any work done. its so painful to draw, and even exist for that matter. im in a lot of pain, constantly. it sucks. ive been working really hard, but if i dont improve soon. i might need to pursue a different profession.
i do have a lot of art i havent posted here that i plan to post eventually, but ive been very preoccupied. on hiatus basically. sorry to everyone on discord i havent replied to (i have so many dms but no energy to keep up with this online identity T_T). ive taken a severe step back from the internet as a whole, and everyone on it, i guess. id like to create more original content... but because of everything that's happened, my creative juices arent flowing as much anymore.
i hope you all wont miss me too much. id like to come back some day, i hope i can get better soon. i love you guys, and thanks for checking up on me anon. it means a lot to me that people still care/think about me. heres a slyth doodle i made for you, he misses you too.
Tumblr media
11 notes · View notes
seventeensbabye · 2 years
Text
Tumblr media
《ᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴛʜʀᴇᴇ》
◆:*:◇:*:◆:*:◇:*:◆:*:◇:*:◆:*:◇:*:◆ :*:◇:*:◆:*:◇
◆ ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢs/ɴᴏᴛᴇs: 🧸 (ɴᴏᴛ ᴘʀᴏᴏғ ʀᴇᴀᴅ!)
◆ sᴜᴍᴍᴀʀʏ: ʏᴏᴜ’ʀᴇ ɴᴇᴡ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴊᴏʙ ᴀɴᴅ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴅɪᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ, ʏᴏᴜ’ᴅ ʙᴇ ᴀ ғɪɴᴇ ᴍᴀɴs ᴀssɪsᴛᴀɴᴛ.
◆ ᴡᴏʀᴅ ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛ: 2.7ᴋ
◆ ɢᴇʀɴᴇ: ꜰʟᴜꜰꜰ, ᴊᴏʙ/ᴡᴏʀᴋ/ʙᴜsɪɴᴇss ᴀᴜ!
◆ ᴘᴀɪʀɪɴɢ: sɪᴍ ᴊᴀᴇʏᴜɴ x ʏ/ɴ (ꜰᴇᴍ)
◆ ᴍ.ʟɪsᴛ ◆:*:◇:*:◆:*:◇:*:◆:*:◇:*:◆:*:◇:*:◆ :*:◇:*:◆:*:◇
we ended off the night with a nice chat after he was finished talking about his other assistant, jennifer. it was 12 am now. after making some sort of stronger connection with a few laughs and talks we started to get quiet. “ well i’m gonna go to bed. you want to come with me? ” he said standing up. “ no, its fine. i’ll sleep on the couch. ” he chuckled. “ women aren’t supposed to be the ones sleeping on couches so if anyone was sleeping on the couch it would be me. ” i looked around. “ i don't have a problem sleeping on couches mr. sim. i’ve slept on many before. you can have the room to yourself. ” i felt too nervous to be sleeping in the room with my boss. “ okay ms. kim. ” he put is hands in the pockets of his sweats and walked to his room. he looked back at me. “ are you sure you want to sleep on the couch? you have no blanket. ” i nodded. “ its pretty warm in here so i’ll be fine. ” he shrugged. “ alright, well, goodnight. ” after saying it back he started to close the door but he left it cracked. after turning off the lights, no later than about 20 minutes, it started to get cold. almost freezing. i couldn't sleep which made it ten times worse. so instead of just sitting there i worked through the night. i ended up falling asleep around 3 surprisingly waking up around 6 am.
when i opened my eyes mr. sim was sitting next to me. i worked in the office because the room was way warmer than the living room. there was a chair sitting in front of the desk but he pulled it next to me. “ why did you work through the night? i wanted you to get some rest. ” i sat up straight rubbing my eyes trying to fully wake myself up. “ i’m sorry.. i just couldn’t sleep. ” he closed my computer seeing i left it open throughout the night. “ this is why i wanted you to sleep with me. i could’ve made sure that you really got good enough rest. from here on out you’ll have to sleep with me. ” my eyes widened. “ I have to? ” he nodded. “ you keep forcing yourself to work and yes most bosses would love you because they dont have to worry about anything but i care. i dont like when you overwork yourself. i’d rather you tell me you’re stressed-out, overworked, or even just tired then for you to keep working, making mistakes, and feeling drained. ” he placed his hand on my head, patting it gently. “ i dont want to have to remove you from the assistant job because you’re overworked so please get some rest more often. ”
i looked at him. “ okay, i’ll start taking my energy and rest more serious. ” he smiled. “ good, now, go to the kitchen and go eat. I ordered breakfast. ” doing so, i got up and walked out to the kitchen as he followed. we sat next to each other enjoying the breakfast he bought. after around 25 minutes we finished our food and started cleaning. he got up to wash the dishes as i threw things away and cleaned off the table. i was wiping down the table after he finished the dishes. he started to walk out to the living room but stopped after seeing me slightly too bent over the huge table trying to reach the middle of the table. his stare was scary. i wouldn’t have known how he was feeling if i turned around to look at him. i was too focused on the table to notice. i finally reached the middle of the table and finished wiping the table down. once i stood up he walked off and headed to his room. i walked back to the office to pack up my stuff seeing we had places to go today. i left the door cracked while doing so. no more than a few sendons later i heard a knock on the door.
“ yes? ” he opened the door walking into the office, this man was almost already fully dressed leaving nothing but an undone tie, messy dirty blonde hair, and shoes which were by the entrance door. “ i need you to help me with my tie and hair. ” i nodded and took his hand, leading him back to his room. i sat him down to do his hair first. i gave him a side part which made his features stand out way more than they do. he stood up once i finished his hair handing me his tie. luckily i knew how to put ties on people or i probably would’ve been fired. i took my time putting it on not wanting to make any mistakes. when i finished i stepped back. “ how do i look? i wont look in the mirror because i trust you. ” nervousness filled my body. “ why do you trust me? ” he sat down on the bed. “ you work way too hard for me not to trust you. ” i looked to the ground. “ well you look nice.. are you sure that you dont want to look in the mirror? ” i started to walk to the big mirror in front of the bed. “ no. now, get dressed. ” he sat some clothes on the bed for me then started to walk out. “ i’ll be waiting in the living room. ” he closed the door behind him and i started to get ready. my mind was still racing because of the amount of trust he’s putting in me.
i finished getting ready after maybe 10 to 11 minutes then walked out the room. “ i’m sorry for keeping you waiting, i was trying to hurry. ” he stood up from off the couch. “ stop rushing yourself. if we were running late i would’ve told you. ” he walked over to the door grabbing his suit jacket that was hanging off the chair. he tossed it on then slipped on his shoes while i grabbed my bag and walked over to the door. i put on my shoes then he held the door open allowing me to walk out first. he grabbed his bag off the floor and walked out locking the door behind him. we walked to the elevator and got on. “ oh, the suit should be here by tonight so dont worry about it. ” oh shit, how could i forget? fuck, i keep messing up. “ im sorry.. ” he turned his head towards me. i looked at my shoes and clutched my bag handle. his hand moved up and i thought he was going to fix his hair or something but no. he grabbed my chin and brought my head up. “ apologize again and we’ll have a problem. ” he went to talking casually with me and turned it around speaking all strict and scary. he voice got so deep in that moment. it honestly scared the living shit out of me.
“ do you understand? ” i slowly nodded. “ words ms, kim. words. ” i was still stuck on how my chin was still in his hands. “ okay, i understand.. ” he went from looking deep into my soul to looking at my very pink, plumped lips. he dropped his hand and walked out the elevator seeing we hit the first floor. i walked out behind him. we headed outside to his chauffeur (shofur) and got in the car. in little to no time he took off. dropping us off to a large extra fancy building in which this meeting was in. the chauffeur got out and held the door open, letting me leave the car first. mr. sim got out. the meeting was ultimately boring and i wanted to fall asleep so bad while they spoke. just 5 men debating on what their companies do best. american boss, mr. park states that his company is the best seeing as he runs microsoft being placed at #3 in the most top companies. mr. kim’s runs alphabet inc so he placed #5. the second mr. park states his is the best even though tesla is placed #8. but mr. lee argues that he has on of the best companies of all time seeing his is amazon placing #4. mr. sim stayed quiet until he’s had enough of the debates.
“ stop fighting, nobody beats the #1 top company in the world. that company being apple which is my company. do you understand? ” he did have a point, in all databases apple is the number one top company in the world at the moment. they all went quiet after hearing him speak. “ yes all your companies are okay, good, even great but my company? yeah, its the greatest. ” i sat next to mr. sim quietly as everyone's assistants stared at me. i looked down feeling a little nervous. mr. america started speaking again. all eyes went to him except mine and mr. sim’s. i felt as mr. sim came closer to me. “ whats wrong? ” he whispered. “ nothing.. ” i said, whispering back. his eyes scanning the room. when he turned his head back all of the assistants noticed and panned their attention back on us. mr. sim smirked. “ they make you nervous huh? its the competition of the assistants looks. you’ll get used to it ms. kim, don't worry. ” he whispered then turned his head back to mr. america.
the meeting continued for 2 hours. i was so tired already, i just wanted to leave. “ okay, now enough about companies, i want to take about our assistants. ” mr. lee said firmly. “ if this is about whose assistant is better, just be quiet. ” mr. kim said, irritated. “ we see each other every 6 months and jake hasn’t changed his assistant ever since he first hired jennifer. you used to debate with your life that she was the prettiest and most useful assistant that a person could have but she’s not here now.. where is she jaeyun? ” mr. sim looked slightly bothered. as if they put his life on the line. “ who is she? are you gonna lie and say she's prettier and better than jen? or did you already say it? you told her she was better? why lie to her? she looks a mess jake. where’s jennifer? ” jay tilted his head. “ don't you think that's a little harsh jay? ” mr. kim started to look worried.
“ no, not at all. he’s first in everything. we all admitted that jen was the most useful and prettiest assistant out and now he has her.. we still don't even know her name.” jay was just as scary as jake. “ her name is kim y/n. ” he said quietly. “ speak up jake. ” why is jen not here? ” mr. sim looked up at him. “ you really want to sit here and act like you don't know why? if you want her so bad, go get her. she’s meant for you anyway. right? ” jay started to get quiet. “ what do yo- ” mr. sim cut him off. “ you’ve been having sex with her since you first met her. she’s also been fucking your employees. the only person she didn’t touch was me. ” jay looked at the ground. everyone in the room was shocked. “ you guys didn’t know that huh? and yes i can admit she’s beautiful but you only agreed that she was the most beautiful assistant because you all know she looked better than your assistants. y/n is no different, it's just her first time. she got hired about 2 months ago. what do you expect from her? to be the prettiest and you just now met her? jennifer looked terrible, i was just able to create her looks based on how she worked. thats something you know nothing about. ”
“ sunno’s assistants look peachy and sweet, bold hair colors. sunghoon’s assistants looks a little more subtle but different because of their selected facial features. heeseung, he has more of a sexy/mature older ladies working under him but you? you pick them up off the street and don't even try to change their looks. ” jake stood up and held out his hand in front of me. i took his hand and he walked me to the front of the room. “ you dont think she’s pretty? jennifer's face was fake being something you got used to, she wore makeup and busty clothes. she was skinny and petite. you don't like her because of the hips, ass, boobs, and chunkiness. this shit could drive someone crazy, that someone being me. skinny girls aren’t my type. she is though. her clothes naturally don't fit, it's not forced. she looks naturally good so you don't like it. you can admit it jay. ”
“ whatever jake, this meeting is over. lets go. ” jay grabbed his assistant's hand and stormed out. everyone chuckled. “ why is he so mad? ” sunoo said. “ because he knows I'm right but i’m gonna head out now. ” mr. sim grabbed his things. “ by the way, are you coming to the party tomorrow? ” heeseung says while proceeding to stand. “ oh, that. yeah we’ll come by. i’ll bring jen too since she’s that important. ” jennifer? she already doesn’t like me.. why her? i grabbed my things and walked behind mr. sim as he walked to the door. “ i’ll see you then. also, make sure jay has his act together. ” jake stood there holding the door open for me as i walked out the office. he walked behind me staying quiet until we got on the elevator. everyone in the building was quiet seeing everyone were in meetings or something of the sort. it wasn’t going to be busy for the next 10 or so floors. we were on the highest floor, the 20th floor. realistically there are only about 4 elevators in buildings like this but in this one there was maybe 9-10 elevators to get on so two were usually empty. i stood in the corner as he stood in the middle. there was no one on the elevator but us. we stayed silent up until we got to the 18th floor, well i stayed silent.
“ you okay? ” mr. sim spoke up. i nodded and proceeded to keep quiet. he stepped closer to me. “ are you sure? ” i looked down to the floor feeling nervous. “ yes.. ” he continued to come closer until he was standing in front of me. my back pressed against the cold elevator wall. he placed his bag down next to him then pulled my head up. his face only maybe 8 inches away from mine. I looked up to see which floor we hit and we only got to the 15th. why was the elevator moving so slow? i wanted to just get off on the next floor but i had no choice but to stay on until we hit the 1st floor. in little then no time i was stuck in the iconic kdrama situation. my back against the wall while he was leaned in, hand on the wall, and the nerve wrecking stare they give you. i wanted to fall to the ground. “ sir.. ” he could hear the shakiness in my voice. “ jake. ” i was confused, why did he say his name? “ hmm? ” he chuckled. “ call me jake. ” it was clear as day that i was still in confusion. “ um, im sorry but may i ask why? ” he shrugged. “ i’m sorry i ju- ” he placed his finger over my mouth and cut me off. “ stop apologizing so much. i don’t like when you apologize. ” i wanted to ask why but questioning him would make me want to apologize more. “ i’ll try.. ” he shook his head in disappointment. “ i’m sorry, i mean i will. ”
he placed his hand on my waist. “ you just did it again ms. kim, if i don't tell you to apologize, don't apologize. do you understand? ” i nodded. “ use your words. “ yes.. ” he raised his eyebrow. “ yes what? ” i looked to the ground once more. “ yes, i understand. ” his grip on my waist got slightly tighter. “ look at me and say it, i’m not the floor y/n. ” i slowly brought my head back up. his eyes were attached to mine. “ i understand.. ” a smirk grew on his face as he removed his hand off my waist, grabbed his bag and stood back in the position he was first in. little did i know, we were already on the second floor. for a minute i would’ve been convinced that we were stuck on the elevator because it felt like 2 hours. he fixed his suit jacket as we hit the first floor.
the doors to the elevator opened and before he walked out he spoke. “ you did good today ms. kim. i hope you can keep it up. ”
ᴇɴᴅ. @seventeensbabye
◆:*:◇:*:◆:*:◇:*:◆:*:◇:*:◆:*:◇:*:◆ :*:◇:*:◆:*:◇
© seventeensbabye: all rights reserved. Reposting/modifying of any fic, or pieces of original writings posted on this blog is not allowed. Translations not allowed.  
26 notes · View notes
Text
I can't believe im even doing this but here we go🙄 i am perfectly aware of Timmy being in this pic with Taylor Russell. I do not deny this at all i am fully aware that Timmy has and will be put with other costars ect. HOWEVER,
Tumblr media
When I came into this fandom it was because of call me by your name, it was because of ELIO and OLIVER, ARMIE and TIMMY came afterwards because of the beautiful relationship they have together. Whether it is as friends or more than that I really don't care as long as both of them are happy that is all I care about.
So when I do this👇I am doing it because One: I WANT TO and because I personally ship them together and are perfectly capable of separating the characters from the actors.
Tumblr media
Two: my IG is for my stories, so there are people who want to see these two together in whatever senario be it: DD/LB, husbands, fuck buddies, what have you even if it isn't my thing personally, I do it for them because I was a musician and in college they say, you give the audience what they want. And that is what I am doing.
So if the charmies want to see them paired up a billion times with their different characters from their different movies im going to do it. And do so proudly!
I am here for THEM not you overly butt hurt haters who want to spit you negativity everywhere and want to be little tiddy babies because oh my god we pair Timmy up with fucking Armie Hammer whose a "cannibal, rapist, blah blah, blah, 🙄 sit down and shut the fuck up. And go somewhere else with that bullshit please.
There are much more important shit going on in the world than a bunch of overly enthusiastic fanboys and fangirls talking everyday about actors they don't know personally. So if you don't like the shit that I post then go somewhere else, im an adult who writes whatever the fuck I want and who is escaping my own rl through my stories because im going through a very hard time.
And trying to figure out how in the world i am going to live without someone whose life meant more to me than your stupid petty comments!
Grow the fuck up! Stop coming into the damn Charmies space and trying to get a rise out of them, its not going to work! They don't care for you stop trying to get their attention like kimber from nip tuck who wont let go. Move on! They get it they see you, now go away!
my give a fuck button about your little issues with Charmie doesn't exist for me. I dont give a damn about how pissed you are about lillothee not being a thing anymore, I dont care for your words about "Timmy is with Taylor in that picture, not with that cannibal abusing asshole" I truly don't give any fucks because the part of me that did, officially died along with my grandma.
So seriously if you don't like what i do, say, post and all that other tiny non important crap then fucking block me. You don't want to see Timmy and Armie together fine. Block me.
If you hate me as a person then fucking block me. Because I have more important things to worry about now like how im going to get my job up and running, taking care of my grandpa, dealing with my own emotions and my own life so that when everyone else dies I can survive. Writing my own will ect.
You know, the things that actually matter than sitting behind a computer all day and literally putting all your damn energy into that hate bubble you got going on and trying to get validation from people who dont give two shits about you. Because you hate your own life so much you don't know how to be productive enough to want to change it and be happy for yourself.
That is what i care about right now, not a bunch of strangers who can't let other people just live their goddamn life and mind their own fucking business and find their own happiness.
Not a bunch of strangers who dont have the fucking balls or big enough balls to take themselves off of anon and show their faces to the people who they intentionally go into their dms, their asks, just to put their two cents into an opinion that no one truly gives a fuck about.
No people with actual differences of opinion who are respectful about it. Im not talking to you.
But you fuckers who cant be an adult and have adult conversations with these charmies, go away go play in your sad little sandbox leave the adults alone.
Thank you for coming to my ted talk, mic drop, ✌️the 🖕 out!❤️🧿
Tumblr media
22 notes · View notes
lesbianwilby · 1 year
Note
howdy wil! Answer any or all of these if you want :D
violet— do you like to cook or bake? if so, what is it that you like to make?
azalea— what is the most recent song you listened to? how do you feel about it?
lotus— what is your favorite color and in what shade? e.g. sage green, navy blue, ect. dahlia— do you like to follow current fashion trends or do you have a particular style that you prefer to stick to?
HELLOOOOOOO thank u for adding the questions w ur ask i an in the middle of watching youtube videos n i dont have the brainpower to copy/paste these LMAO (so sory i didn't for u i do not think very well)
violet: i do sometimes!! theres not a lot of food or ingredients n shit in my house n cant rly buy like .any n also massive lack of energy so i cant a lot but i love cooking n baking even if its usually just helping my mom 🫶 im very fond of making things w chicken massive safe food 4 me in many ways
azalea: salamander by deco*27‼️ i adore this song SO much i just have to ignore that its about cup noodles and im good .most recent english song tho would be electioneering by radiohead which!! is actually my current favorite song off of ok computer :3
lotus: this is such a hard question for me to answer bc im so odd w colors 😭 i think?????? probly like a dark brick red.. overall i tend to stick more to color schemes vs specific colors n .all my color schemes tend to center around either red or neutrals so
dahlia: RAHHHHHH FASHION QUESTION so. for me its kinda a mix of both? it REALLY depends on the trend n who i see in it n how accessible it is to me n if i actually LIKE it.. like im not going to sit here n deny that my style has never been influenced by or even changed by trends bc thatd be a goddamn lie but also its not been like. a permanent change ig???? leme like share examples to fully explain
Tumblr media Tumblr media
so heres two outfits i wore in 2021, first was sometime in summer second was during october or september probs?? now obviously these aren't like the same exact style but like in my brain n for how i dress they come close enough (also yes i had my hair dyed red two times in a row .no they were not the same shade or anything. btw think in second picture i already had my mullet why didnt i wear my hair up wth was up w that)
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
these r some more recent outfits!! first one is actually the most recent picture i have of any of my outfits i wore it to a job interview :3 and yes the three others have the same exact top and yes i am wearing the same two pairs of pants in these and yes i did wear both my necklace and pocket watch with them all and yes i did carry the same bag .my style has been toned down a LOT recently tbh n im ngl its def been at least partly influenced by trends.. i dont mind it tho its comfy n cute n i dont have to think much
Tumblr media Tumblr media
however sometimes i do still go back to my "old" style that never rly left tbh (in the og pics the only thing i dont have anymore is the skirt n thats bc i dont wear those colors rly anymore).. first one was sometime this summer? second time i think was last month actually!!
n like even still w my toned-back style n shit i still make 3d kandi cuffs n i still listen to music that someone who would see me in passing wouldn't expect n even if these outfits r "tame" bc im way too lazy to go n find pictures from high school (my kandi cuffs used to get worn almost daily + my beloved reflective galaxy platforms have gotten so scuffed from the steps to the front 🫶) they're still pretty different in my mind i think to what i wear now so like .yeah what i wear out has been influenced by whatever trend i see on tiktok however its never been fully based on that 4 many reasons n the old parts of my style never rly "leave" they just get pushed back until a later time
#out there#i still have all of my bows n hair clips that overflow my accessory drawers n my tutus n my t-shirts from hot topic#bc even if its not me rn it was at one point n probs will be again#ngl. i very easily could've explained this both better + w/o these pictures LMAO#i just love showing off my outfits even old ones even tho these r TERRIBLE examples#unfortunately i don't have a lot of older examples bc i used to be rly insecure so i never took pictures EVER#so a lot of those outfits rly got lost to time#do have quite a few more recent outfits tho#including several where i wear my bralettes as tops .man those r cute outfits i love every single one#anyways .rly did use this as an excuse to share some of my (not greatest unfortunately) outfits oops !#ty for asking that question at least tho 🫡#ive always been a bit w fashion but it got a lot more extreme during my senior year#cuz yk .2020 tiktok had an impact on me n my style LMFAO#n that slowly ran out probs towards very end of 2021 where i never rly went out anywhere n if i did it was usually a basic outfit#n then .now again kinda following trends ig at least in what i see but to me its just like#ive always thought these styles were cute n now this gives me the push i needed to start wearing them#yk?#i think im rly just saying shit my brain is mush#ive had todays alpharad gold upload just paused on my tv while typing all this LMAK#pls dont judge my outfits too hard 🙏#ik theyre all kinda copy/paste esp w the items i wear#n to most people on here u wouldn't call any of these n tbh i wouldn't either#but in my defense i have always struggled with very low energy levels SO#done rambling if i forgot something ill edit idfk#ty for the ask again btw :3#ask#sparksnevadas#also fun fact! on tumblr mobile when answering asks u cant see ur whole tags w/o posting or saving to drafts#so if this seems very incoherent its bc i literally forgot what i just said n had no way to check n tried not to repeat things
4 notes · View notes
kisscassette · 1 month
Text
March 22, 23:52
hello. so i guess im starting a blog as a journal entry, here it goes.
fast talk.
work sucks 85% of the time. gives me anxiety.
i dont know what to do with my weight. im struggling. i want to do something but i find it so hard to take action on it.
i want to make sure im consistent with my part time job but i get so caught up with my main work.
i want to help out my parents but then again, who's going to help me out when my cup eventually ends up empty. but i genuinely want to lend help as much as i can.
i want and dream of our family home to be the prettiest and coziest space. i want to be able to come down here and just unwind. i mean its not the people, i want the people and the energy as is. im talking about the physical look of the house.
that's enough fast talk. i think i can get consistent with this, i may even speak in my native language. english is exhausting sometimes.
anyway, i also will be posting pics here, just anything i took that i want to treasure and look back on. lol. kinda scared about the whole digital footprint though. I D K.
feels really comfortable writing in a keyboard. one day i want to be able to just whip out my computer and write but today is not that day. i have a gaming laptop so it's a LOT. plus the whole handwriting journal stresses me out in a way that i subconsciously want it to always look nice and the way i also just have to sit down, be alone, be in the most neutral type of environment to place my thoughts on paper. i can see myself doing it in bits and pieces but like religiously writing down my thoughts, every day. idk.
hihi anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy gotta get back to work.
0 notes
vastdetailrichworld · 4 months
Text
today im feeling a little bit pathetic. every day is beginning to feel monotonous again to be honest. i'll get through this and be ok, it just doesn't feel nice to go through. im low energy, i feel like i have to put on a performance when im with my friends but i dont know if thats just me being authentic and having no energy or not knowing who my authentic self is. im made up or so much, who do i put forward? who am i when its just me? will i ever be able to be authentic with my friends when i am low energy? will they accept my lack of giggles and hums assuring them that i am still there and listening, even when i definately am? i think i've been a bit dissociated recently. and it makes me wonder if i always have been. when i was a child i lived within my extremely vivid imagination, and now that i have grown and changed and that imagination has been broken down into a different form, i have to sit with myself and try to figure out what to do. i dont play games with myself anymore like i probably should. sure i pretend to be characters sometimes but its not the same. only recently did i hae an episode where i was Very sleep deprived and pretending to be raz and that vivid imagination came back again and i could, for a moment, almost visualize what i was imagining in front of me. it felt good, but also concerned me. i am but another human sitting in their room trying to figure life out lie everyone else. maybe i dont feel connected to reality enough because im not living the way my irl peers are- dating, working, going to college, etc. all i know right now is that today the skies are grey, my window is open and i can smell the fresh air and hear the school bus' breaks. my dog is on the couch. i am at my computer. and i am surrounded by those i love, all the time. even if i might feel strange and alone, i can talk to them. it might feel weird to do so, but it is necessary for me to do, i think. for now, i will rely on the goggles on my head to keep me grounded. i will take any coping mechanism i can get as long as it helps, even if it makes me feel a little silly. i definately, really need therapy. and connction. bible study should be starting up soon thankfully so that might help with that last part.
i miss school, but I dont. that's another thing, i was constantly dissociated during school to avoid overstimulation. im wondering if theres ever been a time i was fully in reality? i dont think so. maybe there never will be. maybe im insane in some way and i can befriend that insanity. ah well.
0 notes
nomchonks · 2 years
Text
day five of covid and i have a little more energy, but not enough that i can really do anything. i can sit at my computer for a little while. my cough is painful so i texted matt and told him to bring a lot of soup home lol.
it's really peaceful since matt's mom left to go stay with his sister, i dont have to hear her moaning and groaning about her latest injury that she got sitting up in bed or something.( maybe that sounds mean. im bitter because i didnt know that dealing with this just all the time. if i did, i wouldnt have moved in here. there were already enough drawbacks. it's not like i can help. i just get to passively listen to it. )
poor matt, first he got sick, and then it was chemo week for his mom so he had to deal with that, and now he has to deal with me. although there's not a whole lot he can do for me and when he's not at work he leaves me alone mostly.
my mom took torta to the vet to have his nail trimmed and found out he's lost more weight. the soonest a vet can see him is on friday. so. im really not optimistic about this. it's been a struggle to get him to eat enough for the last few years, he's been seen by a vet twice since the weight loss happened and neither one was helpful. we had a blood test done and it all came back fine. the second vet said he looked great for his age.
that was in december, and since then ive thought from time to time about, you know, the end of his life. and i already knew that, if his health turns worse, that's probably the end. the vet is not going to be able to tell from a physical exam what's wrong with him. that means more invasive testing. and if they do find a problem, where do we go from there? what's the treatment? how stressful is it going to be on him? how comfortable will he be? is it worth it to prolong his life for who knows how many more years?
of course those are things to be discussed with the vet, but obviously im not very optimistic. but he's really old, and for awhile now ive been thinking, he's old, the end of his life could be any day now, but he's happy and comfortable, so that's fine. and i still think that. i'll miss him so much but i'll be happy if he goes while he's still comfortable
but
i thought i would get a chance to say goodbye
and now i have covid, so that might not be possible
i haven't even seen him in a long time, because of gas prices, and car trouble
1 note · View note
technowoah · 3 years
Note
Wait imagine a fic where Jack and the reader are long distance or something and when Tubbo and Tommy are doing the man hunt irl the reader surprises Jack.
That would be cute I think 🤔
Just One Livestream
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
You surprise Jack with a spontaneous visit to the UK, little did you know that they were livestreaming.
- Jack Manifold x gen neutral!reader
- Anon Requested!
⚠︎ swearing, fluff!, not proofread
an// I hope yall enjoy! Much love! And sorry it came out so late I have no inspiration rn but imma get it done! Also I used the difference of American hours to London hours so sorry of
Navigation!
Tumblr media
"Love, why are you up early?" Jack asked through the phone.
You two were facetiming eachother as he propped his phone up on his dashboard while he started to drive. It was around 1 am for you and 6 am for Jack. Sadly you two were in a long distance relationship. You had met Jack when you were on a college trip to London to study abroad for 3 weeks. You were sad that you had to leave your home country, but this was a opportunity you couldn't oppose.
During this trip you had found a cafe that you would go to often. The first time you sat at the cafe alone you always noticed it was only you and this other man in the cafe. He was always on his computer and sat by a window, he always came early too, even earlier than you. As the days went on you continued to see him around more and he seemed to notice you as well. You made a note to yourself to always try and show up a tad bit earlier to the cafe to stay around the same time as he did.
You two got to know eachother throughout the three weeks you had to stay in London. The small nods became hellos, and the hellos turned into full on conversation by the window. He had told you his name was Jack Manifold and was kind of surprised when you didn't immediately know who he was. To him it was refreshing not to be immediately noticed based on his appearance. You both had exchanged numbers one day and after each morning you two would text non stop even during your classes. Luckily trying to get to know Jack changed your sleep schedule and because of that you always made it to class on time.
Jack was such an amazing guy to you, but during the first week you had developed a small crush on the man, and he had developed a crush on you too. The second week you two had ventured out onto different territory than the cafe. Jack started to call those small outings after class, dates and you weren't opposed to the dates at all you loved them. The second and third week were mostly dates and the night before you left he asked to be your boyfriend and of course you accepted not knowing the pain of a long distance relationship.
You had to answer his question on why you were up so early. "Yeah- Um, Im up because of you." You chuckled. "You changed my sleep schedule ever since I met you."
"Well you're welcome, because before me I heard you were missing classes." Jack payed attention to the road but still talked to you.
"Because I told you! And I am grateful, but there is nothing to do at one am here." You sighed while you started to walk around your room as you lied to him.
Jack was talking to you while you did a clean sweep around your house to check if you had everything for your trip.
Two weeks ago you had decided to pack your bags and take a trip back to London. Right now your flight will be leaving early in the morning and that's why you are up so early.
You wanted to surprise Jack instead of straight up telling him that you will be in the country. You missed him dearly, and this will be a great way to spend time together instead of seeing eachother across a screen. One of you had to make that sacrafice and that would be you.
While Jack continued to talk you checked everywhere to make sure you arent leaving anything behind.
"What are you doing, darling?" Jack asked and that snapped you out of your trance. "Are you even listening to me? Im hurt." Jack faked being hurt.
You smiled at him and shook your head. "Im sorry I wasn't listening. What were you saying?"
"I was saying, when you were ignoring me, that I'm going to the cafe right now and that we should plan a trip soon. I miss you." Jack confessed and you awed.
"I miss you too Jack! I hopw we can see each other soon." You tried to contain your smile as you hid your surprise.
"Me too."
Tumblr media
Your plane finally landed as you let out a sigh of relief. You had collected all of your shit fast so you could finally get off of that horrible plane. Every stereotypical airplane scene happened to you in the hours you were on that plane. You had a child crying behind you with a mother who couldn't keep that child calm, you were sat next to a man who snored the whole ride here and you just felt cramped.
Sadly you couldn't return any of Jack's messages or calls that you saw when you were in the airplane terminal. You tried calling him twice but they both went to voicemail while you rolled your bag through the huge building. Finding yourself outside you ordered an Uber and once you did that your phone began to ring showing Jack's name and picture of you two together on the screen.
You quickly answered the phone. "Hey!"
"Hi!" Jack chuckled. "I called like, 17 times!"
"I know! Im sorry. I was busy." You weren't lying getting a plane and basically leaving early in the morning and arriving in the afternoon in London. "So, what are you doing today?"
"I am hanging out with Tommy and Tubbo at the park! Im picking them up now!" Jack responded and you heard him close his car door.
"Which park?" You asked quickly as you saw your Uber arrive.
Jack started to laugh. "Uh I'll text you the park I guess. Why would you want to know?"
"No reason! I just want to make sure you are safe. Dont make me call 999." You tried to joke around and take the attention off of your question.
"I cant believe you still remember 999." Jack laughed.
"I still do!" You said as you got inside your Uber and gave the driver the directions to your hotel forgetting that Jack was on the other line.
"Wait hotel?" Jack questioned through the phone.
"Hotel? What are you talking about?" You acted oblivious.
"I- I thought you were talking about a hotel." Jack hesitated.
"No!" You tried to cover up your mistake.
"Well Im going to pick up Tommy soon. I'll talk to you later okay? Answer my calls this time!" Jack chuckled.
"I definitely will!"
Tumblr media
You had recived the name of the park you were surprising Jack at. You began to walk around the parking lot after you got dropped off and noticed his car sitting there. There were tons of people at the park today and you didn't know where he would be. As you walked on the dirt trails of the park your thoughts took over, what if you made a mistake and should've told Jack that you were here in London and wanted to meet up at the cafe?
You looked at people as they passed by you ok the trail wishing that you had that energy that you had before, thinking that you would find Jack easily when in reality you were in a busy part of the park and he could be anywhere.
When you thought all hope was lost you heard some loud voices on the trail to your right. You were already walking aimlessly through the park and your first instinct was to go left and walk away from the loud voices, but then you heard something.
"Tommy this was a bad idea!"
"I dont think it was!"
You stood in the "intersection" of the dirt trails thinking that you heard those voices right. You rounded the corner and followed right to see Tommy and Jack doubled over, out of breath while Tubbo was still standing up breathing heavily. There were far away from you, but not far away that you couldn't see them clearly.
You began to call out to them. "Tommy! Jack! Tub-"
They quickly turned around and took off running. Confused on why they were doing that you took off running after them trying to tell them to stop. They were yelling and you were yelling and getting weird glances from stangers, and you dont blame them. You're chasing after your boyfriend and his two friends in a quiet public park. You continued to hear their groans of tiredness and their speed started to slow down.
"Jack! Tommy! Wait up!" You yelled out of breath as you slowed down as well.
"We give up! We give up!" Tubbo yelled and came to a complete stop while trying to catch his breath. He turned around to finally face you. "Y/N?!"
"Wait what?!"
"You're here?!" Jack ran up to you and gave you a bone crushing hug, rocking you two back and forth.
"I am! And Im our of breath thanks to you three." You said while still hugging Jack.
"M'sorry I thought you were a fan and I took off and they followed suit I guess." Tommy rubbed his forehead.
"A fan?" You questioned and Tommy and Tubbo lifted their phones up gesturing that they were recording.
"We're doing manhunt in real life, darling." Jack kissed your temple and wrapped his arn around your waist, holding you tight.
"Next time look before you run okay." You smiled still out of breath while kissing Jack's cheek.
"Enough with the PDA!" Tubbo yelled still recording you two.
"We havent even started!" Jack yelled back giving you a huge hug. Jack closed the distance between you two and gave you a passionate kiss on the lips while the two boys groaned in disgust.
"I think that's enough streaming for today boys." Tommy sighed.
Tumblr media
"Sorry again, love. That won't happen again."
You and Jack walked hand in hand down the streets of London. People had to walk around you two because you were basically taking up the whole sidewalk and you weren't letting go of his hand anytime soon.
"It better not! I dont want to run after you again." You smiled as you bumped shoulders.
"And you wont have to!" He smiled back at you as you two continued to walk and people dodged the two of you.
"Have you ever thought of moving here?" Jack asked out of nowhere.
"I have actually! On the plane ride here I thought of leaving and moving to London." You thought about it constantly. It was nice being close to Jack and it was a major risk.
"Well wherever you're ready, I'll be here for you." Jack kissed your cheek. "And I wont run away when you come here!"
You two finally made it to your destination which was the cafe you two met at. It was busy at this time because it was the middle of the day and not the beginning. You two entered and took your seats by the window where you two usually sat.
"I love you. I missed this." Jack said.
"I love you too! And of course I missed this. Maybe you can show me more places around London and convince me to stay longer." You gave him a proposal.
"Longer than what?" Jack asked.
"Four weeks." You grinned.
Jack grabbed both of your hands and kissed the back of them. "Hell yeah. I get you for more than four weeks?!"
"That's if you show me places to stay longer." You teased.
"Okay babe. You like ferris wheels?"
668 notes · View notes
sscoutregimentss · 3 years
Note
I was gonna make a request based on your Eren x Gamer Reader post but then I saw you take poly requests... Erejean x Gamer Reader? (She/her pronouns btw ^_^)
sure thing anon! your brain is huge. i started a one shot which is now sitting in my drafts bc i literally dont know how to finish it. maybe i'll post it later but for now here you go headcanons woohoo
eren and jeans dynamic makes it look like its impossible for them to share a girlfriend but it actually? works surprisingly well?
arguing is kinda their love language in a very strange weird way. if theyre not fighting somethings wrong but their like constant bickering actually is rlly important to you three's relationship lmfaooo a lot of communicating is just eren and jean fighting and then you pick up on something they say and you three talk it out. plus its gets all their energy out at the end of the day... like when puppies run around in circles bc they didnt go on long enough walks
jean is the planner of the couple, always making sure you guys get tickets to see this that and whatever, always figures out how ur gonna get places and when everyone will be picked up, makes sure everyones schedules are free and that theres no big game release that you'll miss and eren doesnt have work and jean isnt volunteering
in terms of nerdiness jean is a decent middle ground between you (who says "ummm actually..." unironically) and eren (who thought dungeons and dragons was a kinky thing) because he lives with connie so he gets roped into playing stuff like rainbow six seige and watching battlestar galactica into late hours of the night. also he's an only child who was prone to boredom as a kid so he played video games like any other only child. that being said he has a more extroverted personality and aptitude for sports so he just never got as absorbed in it as you did
this kind of makes eren jealous tbh because he thinks jean has more to relate with you then him. but jealousy is like a natural feeling and despite his feigned reluctance jean is happy to share his knowledge with him.
plus eren realizes that what he lacks in video game and movie knowledge he makes up in anime bc jean is clueless on that front. once you went on this huge rant about how sailor moon would decimate goku in a fight and jean just goes "gokus the pirate with the fox spirit, right? hes trying to become number one pro hero right?"
speaking of eren eren and jean are on the same volleyball team (i hc they play volleyball bc theyre tall but i think theyd be cute on any sports team because im weak hearted) and you become their fave cheerleader <3 they look for you in the stands before each game and have their own little ritual for good luck. when he spots you jean jumps really high (despite the team captain, levi screams at him to save it for when the game starts) and makes a heart with his arms and blows you a kiss when he gets in the air and its so embarrassing so eren just dogpiles the embarassment but giving you an over exaggerated wink its the worst theyre gross
jean gets you into connie's discord server after you complain that people are really rude to you in online games and eren is quick to demand an invite too even though he literally plays nothing and has no idea how discord works. he will log in and ping you to show you a meme and even though connie's server is really chill with rules (like 10 ppl max, just some friends hanging out) he has always wanted to say "no memes in general" so he does it every time. you have to show eren how to use private messages once connie jokes abt eren being his discord kitten.
cuddle pile while watching movies... jean is a film buff so you three have movie nights rlly often. its usually you sandwiched in between them with jean behind you and eren in front of you so you can play with his hair. jean's movie taste is actually really broad and you and eren both find a ton of new favorites through him.
they both really like listening to you ramble. you can explain soooo much lore abt your fave series and theyre both really invested. eren is more invested in the characters while jean is more focused on what happens next, but theyre both listening rlly well and making sure you know they care. they kinda care in different ways though? while eren is just passionate and because he's so passionate he must know about all things you like, jean is either interested or just likes hearing your voice. of the two jean is more likely to give you short answers and he'll be more dozed off so he's good to go to when you just want to rant. eren is going to ask you more questions and get wayyy more confused so he's good to go to when you want to explain or flesh out your points.
jean finds eren's jealousy of fictional characters sooooo ridiculous. whenever eren is pouting about some new video game guy youre in love with jean is rolling his eyes because of course its eren jaeger he's just looking for things to get angry at. "what are they gonna do idiot, come out of the tv?" but then one day there's a character that looks a lot like eren and suddenly he understands everything. but he realizes you have a thing for guys with long hair. he'll keep the mullet around for a while
they both really like having you sat in their laps and (unbeknownst to you) in order to avoid conflict they created a system. cozy game? eren. reading? jean. watching anime? eren. watching something live action? jean. playing a game on your phone? eren. watching an analysis video for your favorite franchise? jean. just messing around on your computer? rock paper scissors, best of three. eren likes to hug you tight and rest his head on your shoulder while talking to you. when it gets quiet he'll nuzzle his face in your neck and give you small kisses there. while jean likes to put his hands under your shirt and rest it on your stomach while you two chat. he's puts his head on your head or throws it back depending on your height and kinda just likes letting his hands wander, like rubbing up and down your arms or tickling you lightly.
you: i hate this stupid game
eren: yeah babe that game fucking sucks (has never played it in his life)
jean: then stop playing it?
you and eren, at the same time: what? no.
all in all they are good boyfriends 10/10 would recommend.
77 notes · View notes
phantomrose96 · 3 years
Text
Flash in the Eyes Part 2
(Part 1)
More fixed!Flynn lore? More fixed!Flynn lore
..................
Danny lay awake. He kept his eyes glued to the bedroom ceiling, studded with glow-in-the-dark stars from corner to corner. They doused him in the tiniest shimmer of ethereal light – the second source of light in the room – after his phone, which he gripped loosely in the hand dangling off the bed. The phone cast its own faint shimmer outward, a ray into the bleak night.
And he himself made for the third source of light, he supposed. That pulse of iridescent green from his eyes, which he felt like the beginnings of a headache building inside his head, had been spurred to the front by the trickle of anxiety that kept his nerves alight now at 3:30 am.
The plastic stars above. His phone glowing outward. (His radioactive eyes, pinned to Aunt Alicia.)
Danny was not allowed to forget the incident. He was not allowed to move on. Even home, it followed him.
His phone, with that dim light, was open to a single message that had been plaguing him all day. A single Facebook message, from a profile wishing to connect, with no profile picture, no history, no other friends, made day-of. “danny. this is your aunt alicia. never would of thought id be using of one these computers. wierd things. any way. wanted to apoligize about scarring you. I have a mean face maddie knows. i dont have a computer. this is in the libary in town. but hoping you culd call me on the phone. wanted to ask you somthing more. thanks. xxx-xxx-xxxx…”
Danny left the message on read. He figured it didn’t much matter that his read-receipts were on. Alicia made it clear she had no access to a computer, or likely internet for that matter. This was a message cast into the void, framed as an apology, but fishing for information that made Danny’s skin crawl to think about. Alicia could talk to his mom any time. But she had chosen not to. She’d chosen to contact Danny directly, through a means of great hassle for a woman so sworn-off technology, living so far away from proper civilization. And she’d chosen to do so after seeing that flash in his eyes.
This wasn’t like fighting ghosts. Those were pure physical scuffles which ended in him casting the creature off into the portal to (hopefully) never be heard from again. This instead was an anxiety pricking along every nerve of his skin, deep-seeded and deep-sewn from the woman who terrified him all these many years, whose connection to his ghost-hunting parents sent his brain into spirals of dread for all the what-ifs he conjured.
“You seem deep in contemplation. Perhaps I should come back later?”
Danny sat bolt-upright, spinning fast enough to see new stars spawning in his vision. He blinked them away, and sucked in a sharp inhale of breath as he snapped his head to the side.
Half-translucent, idly floating, Vlad Plasmius appraised him from the other side of he bedroom, studying Danny the way a teacher might study a struggling student.
Danny’s transformation and leap from bed came as one. His covers blew back, phone clattering to the floor forgotten.
“Plas—”
“Yes yes, ‘it is I, Plasmius’. I believe we’ve done our battle cry introductions enough times for the audience to get the point.”
“What are you doing here?!”
“Just dropping in on old friends.” Plasmius, still floating, performed a motion as if to sit. He swung one leg over the other, and reduced the miasma of pressure that his aura sent off. He was relaxed, and conversational, and this made Danny’s neck hair prickle all the more.
“All the way from Wisconsin! Yeah just, dropping in at 3 in the morning! Yeah, well, sorry but I don’t buy it, Plasmius. And I’m sending you back to Wisconsin now that you—”
“Seems we’ve both been traveling quite a bit out of state. Tell me was it a fun little vacation? A ghost hunting trip?”
“It—” Danny’s eyes narrowed. “How do you know we were gone?”
“Oh easy, I have ghost sentinels pinned on your house at all hours. They feed me this information.”
“Noted. Thanks for the tip. I’ll be sure to blast them out of existence next time I’m out.”
“I’d love to see you try. They’re masters of stealth.” Vlad flashed a grin. “I have to say I am quite disappointed to see you all back so soon – must have been a short trip. Where did you go?”
“Not telling you. Now why are you here?”
“I’ll tell you if you tell me.”
Danny bit down the urge to sucker-punch Vlad on spot. “We were visiting our aunt. Nothing special. Not everything is some big…I dunno… ghost conspiracy, Vlad. Now why are you here?”
“I was simply hoping to catch the house unguarded. You know, explore the lab, see the new contraptions that Maddie designed and Jack botched, perhaps sprinkle some cyanide in the oaf’s cornflakes box.”
“Like I’d let you--!”
“Aunt, did you say, Daniel? Alicia, perchance?”
Danny gave no response. He felt only the twist in his gut, which wrought a smile to Vlad’s face.
Vlad clapped his hands together and continued. “That is a name that brings back memories! She and Maddie were remarkably close. I heard about her constantly – given of course that I am a fantastic listener who never forgets a name or a face, unlike some fools who can’t even remember birthdays – but yes as Maddie’s best listener and best supporter, I feel like I know Alicia personally. Tell me, how is her husband Dale doing? How’s little Flynn? Not so little anymore, I imagine.”
“Don’t… talk about my aunt. That’s weird.” Danny floated backwards, coalescing a lick of flame in his palm. “Also, goes to show how much you know these days. Alicia and Dale have been divorced for like ten years now. And there’s no Flynn. You sure you’re that great a listener?”
Vlad quirked an eyebrow. “Ah, shame how divorce never seems to happen to the right people. Has Alicia tried telling Maddie it’s not too late to follow suit?” Danny unleashed his pulse of energy. Vlad blocked it with a single dismissive wave of his gloved hand. “And Daniel I am referring to your cousin Flynn, about whom I am absolutely not mistaken. Maddie and I were sophomores in college when he was born. Maddie flooded me with pictures of the boy, chubby little thing with red hair like Maddie’s. They moved her to tears, some of them. It was formative for me. The moment I realized that was the future I wished for myself, that I could bring Maddie that same joy with a family of our own. Shame how children don’t seem to happen to the right people either.”
Danny gave no response. He only lingered in the air, drifting slightly, the wafting residue of his attack trailing along his palm.
“You don’t seem so convinced,” Vlad commented.
“I’m not. Aunt Alicia doesn’t have kids. I don’t have any cousins. Unless you count whatever Danielle is.”
“A clone. You have to know the cousin thing was made up.”
“Alicia doesn’t have kids. Bottom line.”
“Did she sign him away in the divorce? That’s cold. I wonder if I could convince Jack to do the same with you.”
“Aunt Alicia divorced without kids, dumbass!” Danny swept a hand out. “She talks about her divorce all the time like it’s the best thing that happened to her, and she’s said how easy it was with just her and Dale and no one else. I don’t know how many other ways I can tell you I don’t have cousins, and I definitely don’t have a cousin named Flynn. You’re making yourself look like an idiot.”
“The opinion of a 14-year-old means very little to me.” Vlad dipped forward, closing the gap between him and Danny by a few feet. The air howled cold behind him. “However I am utterly intrigued to know what became of Flynn then. Clearly something worth keeping from you. Drowned in a pool? Carried off by a bear? Perhaps his parents made a ghost portal a decade prior to yours and he zapped it on from the inside.”
“You’re not funny.”
“I am hilarious, young man.” Vlad uncrossed his legs, still floating, but as though standing once more. “You should respond to your aunt’s message.” Vlad nodded his head to the phone on the floor. “She seems eager to speak to you. Maybe she can tell you what happened to dear little Flynn. And if you don’t, well perhaps I will stop by tomorrow morning for some tea, and ask Maddie myself what became of him. You’re welcome to be in the room when I do.”
“Hey!”
A flash of light momentarily blinded Danny, followed by a pulse of energy, and when Danny opened his eyes again he had to blink through stars.
Nothing remained in the night.
Only the ceiling studded stars above, and the glow of the phone below, and the consumptive chilling green flashing from his own eyes.  
408 notes · View notes