#I cannot believe it’s been that long already
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Hiiiiii! I love your work sm!
I was wondering you would please be able to write something where the reader has a lot of restless energy and only feels calm around James?
It could be just James any pairing with James that you feel like! Thank you so much for filling the world with your beautiful stories! <3
soooooo I asked Liz first before I did this, but I've changed the pairing a bit in hopes that it would help combat my writers block - it's taken me longer to complete but I hope I've done the request justice even if it's not with our sweet Jamie <3 <3
Sirius Black x Potter!reader who feels like she's too much
CW: a little bit of misogyny/internalized misogyny, hyperactivity/trouble focusing
You’d recited the eleventh step of brewing the felix felicis potion silently in your head when you realised you were being called upon in class.
“Miss. Potter.” Professor McGonagall called out, causing your head to snap to attention from where you’d been gazing out the window. “Are the birds outside more interesting than my lecture of Transfiguration?”
Yes.
“No, Professor.” You answered quickly as a few students around you snickered.
“Then I should expect your attention to be at the front of the class, Miss. Potter.”
“Yes, Professor.” You mumbled quietly as you sank into your chair, pinning your gaze to the board in front of you as you zoned out.
It wasn’t McGonagall’s fault; but Transfiguration was boring, at least to you.
Discussing the ‘intricate spell work and wand movements’ required to transfigure a button into a butterfly was childs play when one was already an animagus. You could probably [and may very well] produce butterflies in your sleep.
But she didn’t know that, she couldn’t know that.
So now, your knee was bouncing underneath your desk and your brain wasn’t fairing much better.
Sitting here and listening to McGonagall drone on about stuff you already knew couldn’t hold your attention, and it wasn’t long before you were eavesdropping on the two Ravenclaws gossiping behind you.
“I thought she was seeing the older Black?”
“She is, but that’s what he said!”
“I think he’s lying.”
“Honestly, I don’t believe 75% of the things to come out of Lockharts mouth.”
Oh yeah, there had been a rumour that you had 'snogged Gilderoy Lockhart’ in a broom closet last week.
You and Sirius had laughed and laughed about that.
James didn’t find it nearly as funny though and charmed Gilderoy’s hair Gryffindor red for 48 hours.
That was pretty intricate charm work now that you were thinking about it - you’ll have to ask your brother to teach it to you.
Perhaps some of the wand work would look similar to Transfiguration spells so McGonagall wouldn’t know you’re not paying attention.
Shit. You weren’t paying attention.
You moved your eyes back to McGonagall who was still droning on about…well, Transfiguration, likely, though she had her eyes trained on you.
Dammit. You’d been caught.
Your brain had been working in overdrive to keep your eyes glued to the professor that by the time class had ended, you realised you had been clenching your fists so hard that you’d created crescent shape indents in the palm of your hands.
“Miss. Potter, a word?”
Oh, Godric.
You heard a few classmates snicker again as you moved towards the professor with your tail tucked between your legs.
“It appears I had a difficult time capturing your attention today?” She asked; eyes and tone holding her same intensity, but a small uptilt in the corner of her mouth.
“I’m sorry, Professor. I assure you it’s not you; I just-”
“You’re a bright girl, Y/N, and I am quite aware that this level of Transfiguration may very well be below your level of capabilities, but I cannot allow you to set a precedent for daydreaming in my class. I have a reputation to uphold, afterall.”
“Yes, Professor.” You agreed readily.
“Just try to daydream less obviously, okay Miss. Potter?” She offered you gently with a soft smirk.
“Of course, Professor. I’m sorry, thank you.” You sputtered before you were rushing out of the room with what felt like a furious blush at being so clearly transparent in your restlessness.
Professor McGonagall was being patient with you but you doubted she understood you at all; you doubted she’d ever been anything but the dutiful, attentive witch that she is today. Her knee probably ever bounced under the table, her nail beds were probably never shredded, she probably never had to be called on in class because her mind was so clearly elsewhere.
A sense of shame surged through you at that; you weren’t doing enough yet you were still too much.
You knew James had a similar experience to you but it was different for him.
It was different because he was the enthusiastic, charismatic Gryffindor quidditch captain who exuded joy and excitement.
It was different because boys were supposed to be energetic and boisterous.
“You need to sit still, behta’; this is not lady like.” Your auntie had scolded you as you and James raced around cousin Aparna’s wedding ceremony.
You had been having fun - both you and James - before then. Neither of you understood why the fun had to stop, least of all why it was okay for James but not for you.
It set a precedent.
It coloured every area of your life growing up; laugh, but not as loudly as James. Joke, but not as often as James. Shine, but not as bright as James.
And despite all of that, you never blamed him; he never discouraged you from being anyone but yourself.
You loved that about James, though, he seemed to have enough love for everybody, even if they had a hard time loving themselves.
You wish you could be more like that.
Be more like James, but not as much as James.
Fuck, this was exhausting.
You hadn’t realised how fast your mind had been racing until you were standing outside of the boys dormitory in Gryffindor tower chewing aggressively on your lips as you picked away the skin of your nail beds.
You shouldn’t bother them; you were too much.
Too much, too much, too much.
They already had James to deal with; James was enough.
He was a lot, but not like you.
He was a lot, but never too much.
And he was there first; he was their friend first.
And maybe Sirius was having a good day? Maybe he’d been having a good day and then you’d be showing up and ruining it.
Ruining it by being too much.
No, you shouldn’t be here. Perhaps you should leave.
But you couldn’t bring your legs to move fast enough before the door was being yanked open and Peter nearly crashed into you.
“Whoa, Y/N. I’m sorry! Merlin, you scared me.”
“I’m sorry, Pete.” You offered quickly. “I was just leaving.”
“Oh, hey bug!” James called from the room, leaning over on his bed so he could see you around Peter’s frame.
“Hey Jamie.” You called quietly, acquiescing to Peter’s extended arm as he invited you into the room.
Sirius sat up at the sound of your arrival, putting his book beside him on his bed while he smiled at you.
His smile faltered a tad when he saw the state of you, however.
You shouldn’t be here.
“Hey gorgeous.” Sirius offered softly. “How was your day?”
You looked over at Remus who was looking at you sympathetically, and James who was looking at you worriedly.
“It was okay, how about yours?”
“Better now that you’re here.” He responded salaciously, offering you a wink when you visibly flushed at the attention.
“Prongs, why don’t we go see what Lily’s up to?” Remus offered pointedly, standing to gather his homework and nudging James in the side.
“Great idea! I’ve been wanting to try out this new charm I learned that turns everything around us the colour of her hair. It’s so gorgeous - her hair, that is - don’t you think? I’ve never seen anything like it, Moony. I want everything I own to be that same shade of auburn. Would I look good wearing auburn? You know what, don’t answer that; I don’t want to know. I was also thinking-” James’ voice trailed off as Remus and Peter shared a knowing look behind James’ back and followed him out the dormitory door before closing it behind them.
You turned back to see Sirius looking at you intently; his expression so soft that you weren’t sure any of his friends had seen the likes of it before.
“Can I have a hug?” Sirius asked, opening his arms in invitation which you readily accepted.
You had barely dropped your book bag before you were all but cradled in Sirius’ arms; the tension immediately oozing out of your bones as you melted into him.
“Was today a Too Much day?” He asked as he pushed some hairs away from your face before moving his thumb to pull your bottom lip out from between your teeth.
“I was Too Much today.” You corrected, immediately embarrassed at the stinging in your eyes and sinuses.
Sirius quickly tsked in disapproval as he placed his free hand between your hands; his other which was supporting your weight sitting on your elbow as his thumb rubbed circles against your joint. “You’re never too much, my love.”
You let out a heavy sigh as you turned your face towards his chest, bringing his hand up towards your mouth as you fiddled with the various rings on his finger.
“You know that, right?” He asked at your silence, pressing a gentle ‘boop’ with his finger to your chin. “You know you’re not too much?”
“I was too much in Transfiguration. I was too much for McGonagall.”
“Did she say that to you?”
“It appears I had a difficult time capturing your attention today?”
“I cannot allow you to set a precedent for daydreaming in my class. I have a reputation to uphold, afterall.”
“Just try to daydream less obviously, okay Miss. Potter?”
“No…” You admitted quietly, brushing the pads of Sirius’ fingers against your lips as you thought back to class.
“No.” Sirius agreed; knowing that had been true before he’d even asked. “Because if there was anyone who was Too Much for McGonagall, it’d be me.”
You chuckled then, finally bringing your eyes to meet Sirius’ striking grey one’s as he looked down at you.
“You’re not too much, baby; you’re perfect.”
“You’re perfect.” You countered.
“You’re a liar.”
You shook your head as you removed one of your hands from Sirius’ to place it on his jaw, relishing in the contented sigh that escaped his lips as he leaned into your touch.
“Perfect.” You reiterated.
He smiled and looked to be fighting against an eye roll before leaning down to press a kiss to your hairline.
“We’re perfect for each other, yeah?” He conceded.
“Yeah.” You agreed readily.
“And girlfriend or not, I will fight you for the title of McGonagall’s Too Much, got it? I’ve put years of blood, sweat, and tears into that honour and I will not let you take that from me.”
You let out a boisterous laugh as you took a deep stretch, feeling the last tendrils of tension seep from your body before turning back towards Sirius. “Fine, but I want to keep the title of Flitwick’s Too Much.”
“Deal.”
“Great.” You smiled.
“Perfect.” Sirius whispered.
Yes… yes he was.
#marauders era#marauders au#marauders fanfiction#reader insert#self insert#sirius black#sirius black x reader#sirius black x you#sirius orion black#sirius black fic#sirius black blurb#Sirius Black imagine#sirius black ficlet#potter!reader#fem!reader#hurt/comfort#fluff#ellecdc fics
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Reference sheet of Tear who finally made their appearance in Passing Ghost. I have been waiting to post them, wanting to have that sweet reveal in the comic before it. I am withholding some info due to spoilers or because I want it to be known after the comic is done, which shouldn't take long prolly. Here we go…
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Biography:
Tear!Sans is a puppet body possessed by a Napstablook whose greatest wish was to become Sans and see the multiverse. He created his body from mix and matching puppets made by Error!Sans. This [REDACTED]
Appearance:
Because Tear’s body is a puppet, his bones are plush and have visible stitches. He wears white gloves to hide stitches, but his forehead has the most obvious line of them. He also wears Napstablook shaped headphones and a white coat with a purple hood. Its backside has a pattern of two tear drops forming an upside-down heart. Underneath it is a beige scarf, white shirt and black shorts.
Personality:
Tear used to naively believe that everyone is good hearted and tried to be polite even in situations he shouldn’t.
His AU got a lot of Sans variant visitors that he observed curiously from afar. Through observation he learns of the multiverse and wishes to experience it. Even wishing to become Sans himself, so he would feel important, loved and blend in more with the multiverse travelers. Finally achieving a feat of possessing a puppet body with a resemblance to Sans, gave him some momentary confidence.
[REDACTED] finally understood not everyone is sunshine and rainbows. This made him more nervous of new people than he already is.
He spends much of his time training to behave like Sans, failing at making good puns and stressing over not being lazy enough for Sans standards. He works too hard to be one, believing it would give him everything he wanted and [REDACTED]. After all, Sans surely blends into crowds with ease. They saw it with their own eyes. Tear also goes as far as using a great deal of effort into shaping his tears to be gaster blasters and bones. It hinders his speed, although even with this he is as fast as an original Sans, but fails at matching him in damage. Most of the time he feels like he isn’t good enough, both as his old self and Sans. The new life makes him believe it’s his responsibility to do everything Sans took care of too. He blames himself for everything. [REDACTED][ACCESS DENIED]. As a ghost, he felt very touch starved.
Abilities:
- Tears: When Tear!Sans cries, his tears hurt anyone on contact. He can manipulate his tears and cry on command. They also leak out naturally.
- Shaping tears: Tear!Sans often controls his tears to take a certain shape like his top hat, but usually gaster blasters and bones in hopes of mimicking Sans. Such objects cannot be held by anyone else, as they would take damage. Tear!Sans cannot replicate blue attacks.
- Phasing: Tear!Sans can will his body to phase through things, just like when he was a ghost. His body gets more transparent or straight up invisible. Unlike his ghost self, this time it requires magic. When too emotionally overwhelmed, he will unintentionally phase. It will stress him more if it's a comforting touch he was about to receive but couldn't.
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In battle:
Tear's strength is on par with Classic Sans. He doesn't hit as hard, yet keeps up by attacking faster. But because he loses speed by shaping his attacks, he is overall weaker. His boss fight is also shorter because of him spending a lot of magic uncontrollably, before and during the fight.
Unlike a Classic Sans or [REDACTED], Tear doesn’t remember SAVEs and RESETs.
- [REDACTED]
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Relationships:
- [REDACTED]
Trivia:
-Tear’s name has a double meaning. ‘To shed a tear’ and ‘tear something apart’. Different characters will say their name differently, depending on the personal opinion of them.
- He is very soft to hug.
- He is very light and his steps leave no sound.
- His favorite food are Blueberries, or as he calls them, Boo Berries.
- He occasionally calls the Player by a pet name “treasure”.
- [REDACTED]
- He gets excited at seeing any Sans or Papyrus, no matter how they look.
- Used pronouns are He/They.
- When terrified, Tear can unintentionally water blast the person through his eye sockets.
- [REDACTED]
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Considering most AU sanses are stronger than Classic, Tear is prolly one of the weakest out there lol. He tries
#utmv#utmv oc#ut au#tear sans#undertear#undertale#undertale au#undertale multiverse#napstablook sans
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Missed it by ten days but Cruel Summer is officially a year old 🥺 Published on 1/21/23 and I just still cannot believe it
#billy hargrove#Kim mayfield#Cruel Summer#I’m sobbing#I cannot believe it’s been that long already#and now I’m nearing the end the end?#oof my heart#I don’t want it to ever end#thank you all for sticking with me and#sorry about the excessive words LMAO
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Happy Pride month everyone B*) Allow me to reveal a little behind the scenes detail behind my Banner and Icon. Love was always winning <3
#I don't know what to tag this one to be honest#probably a#delete later#I have made a solemn promise that any icon and banner for this blog must be done in a pair. They Cannot Be Separated.#They have had too much of that already#But yes; they have always been together on the same canvas#they originally were just barley not holding hands so I fixed it <3 love wins#I'm hoping to change them out every new season I start so these guys are probably in their last month of life B'*)#can you believe wwx used to have different bangs? blasphemy#Once again throwing out meta content so I can make up for the fact I am running on fumes#starting out pride month by engaging in another sin (sloth (I slept for more than my usual 4-5 hours (this blog functions on insomnia)))#comic tomorrow cause the next batch is 90% done I literally just ran out of time.#I'm in a toxic relationship with The Grind but in a homoromantic/erotic way.#We (the grind and I) would have long metas written about how we are bad lgbtq rep and spark heated debate within the community.
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and now for something stupid
#but really i also just wanted to play around w this sort of coloring style bc its been FOREVER since ive used it#and i think i can make it look better now#AND i think i can make more sillay stuff like this and not have it take as long w cleaning up lines#anyway now you all understand the terrible dynamic between these three#phobo's infodump text is just copypasted from the wikipedia page for knives.#julliet ALSO uses knives is the thing so hes actually mansplaining < JOKE#he just wants to share. even if it gives her a headache. but he wouldnt mansplain he doesnt have it in him. hes ok with felonies tho#but julis life hasnt known peace since she was told to take care of the newbies#and shes ALSO a newbie (just slightly less so) so really this is probably just tartarus hazing her#theyd take one look at the two disorganized unserious overeager newbies and think ''you know what would be fucking hilarious''#and pass them onto the neurotic slightly-less-newbie who takes everything as seriously as possible. disaster combination.#i cannot stress enough that this is a group of bandits and murderers theyre NOT above hazing.#deimos actually is doing the best job at it since he is stealing as we speak#i mean hes not supposed to do it to his teammates but still. on the right track#as for the dynamic between deimos and phobos themselves its like. theyre just bros. theyre both pretty similar in personality#except deimos is kinda more mean and cynical while phobos can be kinda. dense and naive despite literally where hes at in life#but most of the time theyre basically beavis and butthead#i would also like to stress that juli is not being homophobic she just already cannot stand these guys and cant believe the audacity#but. complete misunderstanding. karma for stealing wallets ig#this will never be cleared up by anyone ever#but again thats not their dynamic they are just beavis and butthead. and i guess that makes juli daria LOL#finn's ocs#finn's art
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it is a singular few minutes after midnight but that means its the 7th and that means that me and ally have been dating for a year .!!!!!!
#my art#i wrote a long thing on twitter but ill try to summarize ..#umm. first and foremost i love him with the power of every sun possibly imaginable and the genuine joy i feel about him is unmatched to any#known feeling currently documented.#oum.. ill also be honest and say this is probably the first healthy relationship ive been in like. ever. and its still surreal to me even#after a year#very genuinely i feel so safe + loved with him. he listens to me talk about the most nonsensical things and he never makes me feel like im#talking to a brick wall. we talk abt whatever and its so nice.#we've talked abt stuff we like and gotten each other into stuff that we weren't already into !!!#like im crying rn bc i have so much love in my heart for him !!!#he means so so much to me . i still cannot believe its been a year .!!!!#im so happy ive gotten to spend the past year with him and i hope i get to spend even more years with him 🥺
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fun fact i got a pilonidal cyst that needed draining (again) so I've been recovering from the minor surgery i had done
I've done nothing but play this sims, watch starkid, and play sudoku
#becca.txt#I've seen the hatchetfield trilogy twisted and holy musical b@man so far#I'd already watched the hatchetfield trilogy with a friend and i got my mum to watch tgwdlm with me too hehehe#anyways i cannot believe it's taken me this long to check out their other stuff#but also it's good bc teen becca would have been. Intense abt these here musicals i can tell you that much#twisted is my fave so far like it is so fucking good. what the fuck why am i crying at the musical with the tiger fucker jokes
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I never uploaded this progress image but here's a new years pic from 2016 and the one from this year!
#i cannot believe i did that first one 7 years ago???#ive had these kids for that long already???#its probably actually been longer than 7 years at this point#may be more like 9 years or something
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Fanny, my sweet, beautiful girl
17.11.2012 – 14.04.2019
#my art#artists on tumblr#I cannot accept that it has been 5 years already#I know covid messed with everyone’s sense of time but it simultaneously feels so much longer and so much shorter than that#exactly five years ago I was holding onto my mom for dear life and sobbing as we watched lilo and stitch together#not the best movie to watch when you’ve just lost your first ever pet you know#and then I cried myself to sleep at the next morning we never mentioned her again#I know it’s because it was way too painful for everyone involved. but I do wish I was allowed to process that grief properly#instead of bottling it up and pretending everything was okay until I was reminded of her#feeling like my heart was being shattered over and over again every single time#well anyway. enough of that. I’ve allowed myself a nice long cry today and got most of it out of my system#and once I was feeling okay I decided to draw her#and I can count the number of times I’ve drawn animals on one hand so.. I’m not too sure about the result#but it felt like to commemorate her in some way.#so yeah. here she is. my dear girl. the best dog in existence. she was always so affectionate and kind#which I didn’t always appreciate bc of how young I was. when you’re a kid it feels like pets will live forever#never barked. never bit anyone. her only crime was chewing on my mlp and lps toys that I left out on the floor#but I’m grateful she did that. it taught me not to leave my toys lying around and to clean up after myself#she really was taken from me way too soon. ideally she could still be alive right now. but I’ve been down the road of guilt and regret#there was nothing I could do. I was a child. I can only hope that she knew she was loved right until the very end#even if I didn’t know how to show it properly. and great. now I’m tearing up again#I suppose it’s unavoidable. April 12th will always be a melancholy day. and maybe that’s not such a bad thing#it’s good to have a day when I can freely remember her and cry if I need to. it’s healthy. it’s better than crying every day#she never liked it much when I cried. always tried to comfort me. that’s the kind of dog she was. I miss her so much#when I move apartments and get a dog of my own I’m getting a spaniel. just like she was#well. maybe a different colour so I don’t end up sobbing every time I look at it. but spaniels really are the perfect breed#I mean. cavaliers especially were bred for love and warmth. that’s just what I need. it will be nice to have someone waiting for me at home#and while I don’t necessarily believe in the afterlife… I do hope that Fanny’s watching over me#spiritually comforting me when I feel all alone in the world. it’s a nice thought for sure#and hopefully she won’t mind me getting another spaniel too much. it will be done in her honour after all. to make up for my past mistakes
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i made it through all of penacony's story, did some grinding, did some of the event ( barely )
#i did some of the hall and the world abyss thing idk wtf its called#but#I CANNOT BELIEVE#ive been at this for this long#its already 9pm#i have the gym tomorrow so im gonna smash out the events so i can hopefully write oml#THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU DONT PLAY SINCE AUGUST
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YOU!!!! I'm so glad we managed to find each other in ye olde gravity falls fandom. You've inspired so many ideas for my dumb rat child, and even helped me hone my skills as a writer and rp'er
Thanks for the years of friendship, Mandie; here's to many more laughs together. Maybe once I'm able to seriously write again, we can do a little collab together? 👀 If you're interested, of course
MY ZUKA, MY BESTIE FOREVER, MY PARTNER IN CRIME 😭😭💖💖💖
For realsies, I cannot express how thankful and blessed I am to not only have you as such a long time friend, but to know that we have a friendship that will last for years to come - there truly is nothing better. You are such a solid friend and I just can't believe how long it's been already. I feel like it was just yesterday that Iggy and Lara were chasing mayhem and silly destruction of Gravity Falls... 😭😭😭
Thank you for everything my Zuka. Thank you for sticking around and for letting me just be me. You are such a wonderful bestie, thank you thank you thank you.
AND OF COURSE ?!??!?! YOU SILLY GOOSE OF COURSE I WOULD COLLAB WITH YOU ARE YOU KIDDING 😭😭😭😭😭😭 our writing styles click together so well dude UGH YES, my answer is always yes !!!
Thank you for everything my bestie, brb I gotta go sob now 😭😭😭💖💖💖
#answered ask#kittycatzuka#MY ZUKKAAAA 😭😭😭😭💖💖💖💖💖💖💖#god i cant believe its been like 5-6 years already. WHERE DID THE TIME GO#at least i think its been that long ?! i feel like i joined the GF fandom in 2018 but i literally cannot remember#lemme check smth hold on#5 years#my google email says 2019 so 5 YEARS HOLY FUCK#😭😭😭😭😭😭#thank you forever my zuka 💖💖💖💖💖
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ok i don't know WHAT kind of brain fart I had but I've been thinking today marks 6 months since I started shipping with Bob... IT'S NOT SIX DLSKJFKSF IT'S EIGHT 😳😳😳 8 MONTHS!!!
so today i learned i don't know how to count but idec bc it's my 8 month bobiversarry lol ❤️
#(sorry there's basically a freaking diary entry in these tags damn) (needed to get my thoughts out ig lol)#i really am so grateful for him and doug. which i get could sound really silly to ppl outside of this community lol#but they've helped me through the past 8 months and have made me smile even when in the worst moods :'3#even putting the selfshipping aspect of it aside they just make me happy !!#i honestly CANNOT believe its been that long already though... time has freaking FLOWN by since sept#but actually thinking about it in that way makes me oddly motivated? like that post abt how#'the time will pass anyways.' like i could have done A LOT in those 8 months but... i didn't 🧍🏻♀️BUT#there's 8 more months right ahead of me to make use of. like i've been really wanting to learn music theory and production#and im scared bc of how much time it will take. but I started studying a few days ago... and in 8 months i'll have 8 months of experience#idk it's just a comforting thought#like maybe even just in 4 months on the one year bobiverssary (lol) i'll be able to look back on today#and be like WOW i learned SO much since then and made so much music etc. just need to manage my time better all around.#bc of course i also need to do my actual JOB aka finish my next novel and prep for selfpub#cause i'm excited but not nearly ready 4 when my current contract ends. idk if it'll get renewed or not but i'm cool w either outcome 🧘🏻♀#UMMM. i didn't expect to ramble that much LMFAO sorry i was caught off guard by the passage of time ! 😳#peanut butter and jelly donut#caitiechat
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i need...something to hyperfix on
#wandertext ♡#it's looking like xenoblade chronicles. i have it but only played thru a few hrs#and tonight blasted thru like 5 hrs of it#i was hoping id hyperfix on enstars but ive already played thru all of the main story thats available#and i dont get into rhythm games enough to play it outside of that really#hollow knight worked for a bit...i really want to finish it but i simply. have not been able to.#my gf's been playing crk again and i also cannot get into that. weird bc i hyperfixed on it for like a month last yr#rummaging thru both my brain and my stuff to try and find a suitable option in case xenoblade doesnt work#i think hyperfixing on idv for so long really just killed me now if i don't have smth i flop over like a silly fish and stop functioning#cannot believe i played that godawful game for a year and a half and then also latched onto like 6 of the characters from it#given the opportunity i'd go back to pc league but the internet's so shit. i'm not even sure it'll work well enough for work if we fix it#im kind of just Hoping it will. lmfao.#it's also 1:30 and i am not asleep which is not a good sign for tomorrow. but whatever i don't have anything i need to get done#going to double check pocket camp one more time then try and put myself to bed#bc i have been nauseous for like. 3 hours. and i am sick of it#i talk like i'm giving a presentation don't i. or like a business meeting. i wish to study myself and invite everyone else to do the same
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it’s weird to look at art of melliwyk and be flooded with serotonin and my immediate gut response to that is ‘I NEED TO DRAW ELYSS MORE’
#me @me you can love multiple blorbos???? you already do in fact?????#I'm having like. first child with the new baby sibling insecurity and anxiety but as the parent#I DO need to draw Elyss more though 😔 Elyss my beloved.....#it's less about 'I love melliwyk too much' and more about 'elyss shouldn't be SLIPPING this much' aaah :'D#THE OG BEST GIRL. ELYSS MY BELOVED#god I love mel so much though it's ridiculous I cannot BELIEVE how long it took me to get Legit Attached to her for how much I love her now#I was gonna draw comparisons with other OCs but it actually took me awhile to get attached to June too and like what the FUCK. HOW#that's my BABY#.... anyway this has been 'jay yells about how much she loves all her OCs SO VERY MUCH' thank you#about me#my OCs#melliwyk#elyss
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i just saw the fatal love series and i’m excited 🤩 i had something of the sort in mind ages ago, but i was one too nervous to do it and two never really watched half the stories so i scratched the idea. i can’t wait to read these! 🧡
yoooo this is sick omg... hi
yeah i hesitated for so long on even posting the masterlist since I'm working fic by fic. mainly because the commitment of writing a story per member is A LOT. it's insane
this is so cool coming from you because you're a super cool monsta x writer!!! I've been saving your stuff lately to add to my recs blog when i get time & when i can actually dive into reading your works. like I'm stunned that you sent me this ask LMAO
#bearseokie.inbox#fatal love era was so long ago#also I can't believe more fanfiction didn't come from the concept???#there's so much to go off of#also yeah I'm in the same boat as the only seeing like 5/7 movies#i could hardly sit through american psycho + I've only played the hitman game instead of seeing the movie LOL#also i hate the movie drive <3 i only watched it to write the series also bc oscar isaac is in it barkbarkbark#but i love changkyun and i WILL enjoy writing his fic i already know it#iibonniee#rip to my old per member series for got7 we salute you#every time i get a series idea my brain goes anddd we have another round of writer's block !!!#monsta x fanfic royalty? in my inbox?#crazy#no seriously i cannot believe you're in my inbox#I've been trying SO hard to find time to read new monsta x fanfics and yours have been at the top of my list#banger after banger#forgot to mention that since i still made the choice to keep wonho in the series to be inclusive#i made his story magic mike which has nothing to do with anything and also the story is nothing like the movies#I'm a dummy who just wants to think about wonho as the leader of a male strip club who also does CRIME#fatallove.discussion
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I slept in and just woke up, so here's what I've been able to figure out while sipping coffee:
Twitter has officially rebranded to X just a day or two after the move was announced.
The official branding is that a tweet is now called "an X", for which there are too many jokes to make.
The official account is still @twitter because someone else owns @X and they didn't reclaim the username first.
The logo is 𝕏 which is the Unicode character Unicode U+1D54F so the logo cannot be copyrighted and it is highly likely that it cannot be protected as a trademark.
Outside the visual logo, the trademark for the use of the name "X" in social media is held by Meta/Facebook, while the trademark for "X" in finance/commerce is owned by Microsoft.
The rebranding has been stopped in Japan as the term "X Japan" is trademarked by the band X JAPAN.
Elon had workers taking down the "Twitter" name from the side of the building. He did not have any permits to do this. The building owner called the cops who stopped the crew midway through so the sign just says "er".
He still plans to call his streaming and media hosting branch of the company as "Xvideo". Nobody tell him.
This man wants you to give him control over all of your financial information.
Edit to add further developments:
Yes, this is all real. Check the notes and people have pictures. I understand the skepticism because it feels like a joke, but to the best of my knowledge, everything in the above is accurate.
Microsoft also owns the trademark on X for chatting and gaming because, y'know, X-box.
The logo came from a random podcaster who tweeted it at Musk.
The act of sending a tweet is now known as "Xeet". They even added a guide for how to Xeet.
The branding change is inconsistent. Some icons have changed, some have not, and the words "tweet" and "Twitter" are still all over the place on the site.
TweetDeck is currently unaffected and I hope it's because they forgot that it exists again. The complete negligence toward that tool and just leaving it the hell alone is the only thing that makes the site usable (and some of us are stuck on there for work).
This is likely because Musk was forced out of PayPal due to a failed credit line project and because he wanted to rename the site to "X-Paypal" and eventually just to "X".
This became a big deal behind the scenes as Musk paid over $1 million for the domain X.com and wanted to rebrand the company that already had the brand awareness people were using it as a verb to "pay online" (as in "I'll paypal you the money")
X.com is not currently owned by Musk. It is held by a domain registrar (I believe GoDaddy but I'm not entirely sure). Meaning as long as he's hung onto this idea of making X Corp a thing, he couldn't be arsed to pay the $15/year domain renewal.
Bloomberg estimates the rebranding wiped between $4 to $20 billion from the valuation of Twitter due to the loss of brand awareness.
The company was already worth less than half of the $44 billion Musk paid for it in the first place, meaning this may end up a worse deal than when Yahoo bought Tumblr.
One estimation (though this is with a grain of salt) said that Twitter is three months from defaulting on its loans taken out to buy the site. Those loans were secured with Tesla stock. Meaning the bank will seize that stock and, since it won't be enough to pay the debt (since it's worth around 50-75% of what it was at the time of the loan), they can start seizing personal assets of Elon Musk including the Twitter company itself and his interest in SpaceX.
Sesame Street's official accounts mocked the rebranding.
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