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ninjasmudge · 10 months
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heres my oc for today, shī tóng, hes a guardian lion brought to life by a wealthy dragon household, but when his other half died (guardian lions almost invariably come in sets) he left to go wander. he was almost consumed by his own magic in grief until he came across two kids, one of whom had the ability to cancel out magic for a short time. long story short hes a dad now.
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So I made this post and then had a fucking vision /j, ft. The funky void guy sona thing we have yet to do much with
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somuch-4-stardust · 1 year
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i love polar bears
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lorillee · 8 days
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3, 6, 14, 16. i want to see blood
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3. screenshot or description of the worst take you've seen on tumblr
i have to say the last one i talked about srsly takes the cake but another one i always think of is one person who was complaining about sabo from one piece's existence and was like .wait actually hold on i just remmebred there was this really annoying ace fan i saw let me see if i can dig up me complaining about it ACTUALLY WAIT NO NEVERMIND I JUST REMEMBERED A THIRD REALLY BAD ONE PIECE TAKE. sorry idk if you know one piece thats fine im goign to complain about ti anyways. for my remaining 5 one piece followers i will srsly never forget this one person who was genuinely ocmplaining about the end of whole cake island and OMG NOOOOO SORRY I WAS GOING BACK TO FIND THE POST AND I FOUND THIS ALSO
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like im sorry youve srsly gotta be so crazy stupid to be making this kind of post DID YOU READ THE STORY WITH YOUR EYES OPEN....... "if any of you bothered to ask or care about me and my trauma" <- op forgot wci existed. EXCEPT SHE DIDNT BECAUSE SHE JUST HATES WCI APPARENTLY?!?@?!@??@$?#$?!?? BECAUSE ACCORDING TO HER THE STRAW HATS JUST DIDNT CARE ABOUT HIM no actually just reading this post over again im getting angry
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1) youre stupid youre seriously stupid they were never going to let him stay with big mom as you would know if you read the comic with your eyes open and he literally told them its fine ill be fine let me handle it not to even mention that robin and usopps situations were like completely different 2) DID YOU READ THE SCENE. DID YOU READ THE SCENE. DID YOU READ THE SCENE WITH YOUR EYES OPEN. NO WORDS. FLABBERGASTED. 3) youve gotta be kidding me sanji also refers to them as his family as an identifier 4) did you read the comic with your eyes open. do you remember the context in which any of this was taking place. did you forget chiffons existence? 5) DID YOU READ THE SCENE WITH YOUR EYES OPEN. DID YOU READ THE SCENE WITH YOUR EYES OPEN 6) ill give you this one at least 7) "none of that for sanji" DID YOU READ WHOLE CAKE ISLAND. DID YOU READ WHOLE CAKE ISLAND THE ARC. DID YOU READ IT. BECAUSE IM REALLY NOT SURE YOU DID
6. which ship fans are the most annoying?
well my first move in any fandom is always to block every single ship tag for my favorite character with the exception of maybe like 1 or 2 but for the brief stint that i did not. ok because i havent actually seen any obikk shippers outside of scrolling on japanese twitter i just know theyre out there and rampant but the irukk shippers via the "posts like this" tab on the righthand side of the screen have assaulted my poor eyes with FAR too much maskless kakashi so for naruto fandom in my personal experience theyre sitting at number 1. also the ship just annoys me on principle because i KNOWWWWWWWWWW i know the kind of people who like this ship even though its srsly the most boring thing to ever exist ever and i cant believe im saying anything mildly positive about this stupid awful ship but at least obito and kakashi have a relationship. if you make it romantic it sucks and youre ruining it but at least its something thats not worlds most bland generic found family fluff like irukk so BORINGGGGGGGGG ITS SOOOOOO BORRINGGGGGGGGG and you know exactly the people who are like "omg..... my soft uwu gay beans.... KYAAAA!!!!!" eat this up. of course not to say that the obito/kakashi people arent the exact same im sure they completely erase their canon dynamic to make it this as well but since i havent been subjected to it and god willing i never will be i cant speak of it
14. that one thing you see in fics all the time
i srsly spent way too long trawling the naruto fanfiction archives and came to the conclusion IM SO SRS SICK OF TIME TRAVEL FICS THIS SUCKSSSSSS NONE OF YOU GUYS ARE DOING ANYHTING INTERESTING WITH ITTTTTTTTT I DONT CAAAAAAAAARE I SO DONT CAAAAAAAAAAAREEEEEEEEEEE. and also just rampant wild mischaracterization everywhere its so bad its so bad like theres this really bizarre situation the naruto fandom has where people are just so so so so so bad at understanding these characters i see so much random nonsense and im like HE WOULDNT SAY THAT SHE WOULDNT DO THAT THIS WOULDNT HAPPENNNNNNNNNNNN GUUUUYSSSSSSSSSSSSS. WHY IS THIS NONSENSE GETTING POPULAR WHO WANTS THIS..........
16. you can't understand why so many people like this thing (characterization, trope, headcanon, etc)
soooooooooo soo many things but one thing that immediately jumps to mind is madara and hashirama and tobirama like i like hashirama and tobirama but not enough to actaulyl think about them and im always so shocked and surprised that people srsly like really love these guys. like for most popular things even if i wildly disagree (cough cough obito cough cough) i can see why people like them because it falls in line with the pattern of fanon behavior but hashirama and tobirama and madara im like SRSLY WHY DO YOU GUYS CARE SO MUCH.... idk maybe theres a filler arc or soemthing ill have to sit through whenever i get back to plowing away at the naruto shippuden filler. maybe one day ill post highlights of my review google doc
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casual-shit-poster · 1 year
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NEED HELP FINDING A FANFIC
Coming to tumblr where almost everyone has this weird knowledge of anything and everything all at once.
I'm looking for a Loki-centric fic where after the event of Avengers one basically happened during Loki's trial it got revealed that he was actually one of Thanos' minions who replaced Loki.
There was this one scene where Heimdall recovered his memories(?) barged in to the trial did some action shit and basically projected what took place during Loki's murder which happened during Thor's coronation. He was in his room holding like a necklace he made for Thor when one of Frigga's maid(?) appeared to remind him abt the coronation but sike it was the imposter.
Fight scene ensues imposter threw Loki into a portal and basically covered the bloody ass room with an illusion.
I don't quite remember the name but that's the first part of the fanfic, I'd rant the rest but I honestly wanna sit down and reread it again but yeh can't remmebr the fuckn name. I know it's in fanfiction.net if I remember correctly but I really dont remember the name.
anyway rant over does anyone know what fanfic name it is?
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ddontyyoukknow · 1 year
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just a cute little 15 minute check in today. its 7:45 am i made a nice list of this to do that i am hay with i woke up and stretched and kind of meditated but i was tired and kept almost faling asleep s oill try again later but i liek this slow start to the morning. god, sound baths are so nice and luxurious and hypnotc i dont remmebr the last time i had such a slow start to the orning without craving social media right away. im going to make some gren tea rice tea and read a book after this which im ecoted about. i have commited to working relly hard today and i have a great load of work to get doneim excited because im putting myself together this week. I notice that whe i say that i immeditatley feel ashamed for not having my sht together already adn in perpetuity sincec i was born i guess? but that is the joy and why the prospect of having my shit otgether feels so good and why ill be able to savor it becasue ive had it not otgether for so long nad thinking in a lack mentality is hwtat got me to feeling out of place in the first place because i dont lack anythin i am a rich soul and o have everythingthat i need at my fingertips. im going to take nina to lula cafe and im going to get teddy a pair of airpods and im giong to buy my mom an intensive retreat in no time. im going to buy her that beahc house nad imgon to be so happy and expanding my gifts in the process. 
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mister-lady · 3 years
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I wanna complete one papa louie game at a time but I also know that I don't have the attention span to do that
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hand-painted-5tars · 2 years
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for the kpop group game:
ONF (ah Goosebumps is on top... it's not my favorite title song...)
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TXT if no one else has sent them! I know you probably want to talk about them~💖(the outfits they had on gayo daejun were so pretty)
i have no idea what this concept was about but, i will gladly check out ONF and i will rant about txt with no context since i dont remmebr what was this about.
more at five as i say im doing this bcs im porcastinating hw
its spring break but i have so much to do and im mad about it.
anyways TXT its a 5 member group debutted in march 4 from Big Hit music, before hybe was a thing. with the song CROWN about getting horns on your head.
the five members are Soobin(2000, leader):
hes introverted, bad at sports and is probably the only one who actually behaves like a normal human being and not a gremlin, he speaks and you think "wow common sense", he likes videogames, gengar, ice cream, to be continued....
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Yeonjun(1999)
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He looks intimitadting and like a sharp bad boy but hes actually a loser(friendly), hes competitive, and too intense the way guys playing soccer are, hes a skilled dancer and seems to call everyone darling as a joke,,,,,, ish. he had pink hair and extensions in blue hour and he was also a cowboy in tight clothes
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NOW its beomgyu(2001):
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he used to have longer hair last comeback and now its short, he has a lower/deeper voice than the rest, and has a heavy lisp mostly noticeable when he speaks, he screams a LOT, he likes IU and bts a lot, and ballads and hes kinda funny bcs hes a gremlin but is really into romantic stuff and vintage stuff like letters, sharing music, teddy bears and he spends 40% time screaming, he participated in the song Maze in the Mirror, which i love!.(edit link later)
now this is Taehyun(2002)
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hes funny and easy to explain bcs he has many things he really really likes. he is also more into logical side? its kinda funny bcs youd never guess hed pick music but here he is, he is a great vocalist and my favourite thing about him is when he rambles technical stuff about music you can see he gets excited, he likes learning stuff, evidently can be a fun fact enciclopedia; can do card magic tricks??? for some reason???? clearly has common sense he ignores on purpose. hes a big brain but hes also a gym rat, hes really into weightlifting and boxing and sports and also recently into cooking!, he shares all this shenanigans in weverse with us like the cooking knives he got as birthday present back in february. hes a shawol! has constantly recommended SHINee songs before, he recommended dejaboo on jjongs bday, and watched Taemin perform heaving live and almost exploded the video is adorable. hes also a pokemon nerd and the NERD ones like the ones that played the core games, hes very close with:
HueningKai(2002) i call him a variation of Kai, huening, hueningkai, hyuka and ning.
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hes ALWAYS doing that "shh" motion in selfies, aja. hes the youngest of the group and also a great vocalist, his family is music inclined so he has lived around it his whole life, he can play some guitar and can really play the piano well, GREAT, he is adorable, youd assume his playlist is bubblegum but im sure its rock from mid 2010s and anime openings. he has a huge plushie collection he often shows:
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and hes also a BIG anime nerd apparently, Soobin says hes watched everything and he sounds like he did, he recommends violet evergarden and clannad as well as angelbeats. personality wise hes, cute and also seems the kind of person whos a bit shy at the beginning but very noisy when you get used to him, also bcs his laugh is VERY high pitched, really. he doesnt mind loosing or giving points to others so they win, and i think its either bcs he doesnt care much about winning or he knows the others will go feral over competition, he also doesnt seem to like much adrenaline like intense roller coasters,hes a softie. he is too a pokemon nerd(games) like Taehyun. HE WORKED IN ROLLER COASTER AND DEAR SPUTNIK in one vlive there were absolutely talking about the games and poor yeonjun was on the side like "yeah i saw this pokemon once" and Taehyun and Huening (aka tyunning) were like "Pokemon heart gold soul silver the Gold and silver remakes are the only pokemon games where you are able to travel between two regions. the game difficulty incredibly decreased as the generations advanced but the easiest by far was generation 6th with x and y the hardest being Pokemon soul silver" and yeonjun was like "oh cool i played soul silver i think lugia is cute :)"
music i recommend
0X1LOVESONG
blue hour
Dear Sputnik
Maze in the Mirror
cant we just leave the monster alive
frost
our summer
drama
puma
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i remmebr there was this kid who sent me an ask telling me how they dont want dreamsmp fans to interact which is alll well and good but why didnt they just block me??
idk i just think its funny cuz i wouldnt have noticed or cared
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hotdadlicense · 5 years
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ahh for my dearest zhenya @fapfapfashion lover! heres that bfu post i said id make for you like monnnnnths ago i PROMISE i never forgot! just :(:( life. but anyway this was FUN i love youuuu! disclaimer: im not rly in the fandom this is all stuff i see through like just some friends reblogging stuff every now and again and whenever i go to the tag to find stuff sometimes but ANWAY I HOPE its semi coherent <3<3<3 love YOU.
OKAY I FEEL LIKE i said YEH ILL MAKE YOU A MASTERPOST FUCK YEAH but now im like hmmm making a buzzfeed unsolved masterpost is.......not that much cos its like? all there on their youtube channels like its not like music or stuff where theres yknow albums! singles! unreleased songs! special live performances! music videos! documentaries! band info! like its all over on buzzfeed multiplayer youtube and buzzfeed unsolved network youtube but whatever i can ramble about dumb shit and link some stuff so ayeee.
heres the links to the actual videos:
SUPERNATURAL
+ season one // two // three // four // five
+ supernatural: postmortem
TRUE CRIME
season one // two // three // four
+ true crime: postmortem
all eps in order (including postmortem)
personal favs
a vid that bab @chantillystars linked me and i watch it every time im feelin not fresh so i can smile
someone elses better done video round up master post! op ur incredible
now under the cut cos i realy did ramble :(
okay so THE HOSTS!
RYAN BERGARA (insta//twitter)
the fucking creator and inventer of bfu its his baby and im so proud of him and how far its come <3
when the season finale of the latest supernatural premiered it trended at number 1 over the fucking new lion king trailer and he got emo on twitter and insta about it and i cried a lil bit
fucking loves sports basketball or whatever themeparks popcorn and paddington bear
not scared enough of ghosts to not sleep in a haunted house but is scared enough that he absolutely will scream the whole entire time that he is in said haunted house
first ghost encounter was on the queen mary when he was a teenager. the ghost knocked his toothpaste of the shelf and he freaked. and now he has shat his pants at every bump in the night since. icon!
works his ass for to produce mass amounts of content for us like its fucking insane? all up there are like 9 seasons of bfu plus post-mortems and its only been going since 2014?? plus everything else hes got happening??
rly sweet and funny but like in a frat boi kinda way but like. a frat boi you could trust?
SHANE MADEJ (insta//twitter)
wasnt actually the original cohost!
(BRENT was the orignal host but had to beg out a couple episodes in cos he was juggling too many commitments so which fair!)
ryan and shane were desk partners and longtime buzzfeed pals that ? if i remember correctly? interned together back when they first started?
ryan turned to shane one day and was like ‘yo, wanna cohost this show with me?’ and shane was like 'sure.’ and honestly trying to picture it now without shane?? okay ryan and shane just bounce off each other so well theyre like a dream team. god bless them being desk buddies and work pals.
shanes a freak
does not believe in ghosts spirits orbs and all things that go bump in the night like he seems to genuinely want to but like. science and his big ass brain wont let him.
very smart! can rly work a patterned floral shirt! or plaid! kinda gives a dad vibe in glasses but then he talks and its like okay please never supervise a child!
v into history! so much so that he has his own lil show on buzzfeed aka:
RUINING HISTORY
stars him along with ryan and sara (his beautiful and smart and talented gf who also works at buzzfeed <3) with some other ever changing cohosts
hes also responsible for The Hot Dog Saga aka THE HOTDAGA and i know there are people that adore it but! in their own words! id rather walk into the sea.
ryan, too, hates the hotdaga and i feel like this was? about the hotdaga after shane sung something fuck if i remmebr
RYAN + SHANE
these gifs are from the ?second ep? i saw of them honestly it rly sums up the ryan/shane dynamic i guess
but like. the way ryan looks and laughs whenever shane says something mildly funny? hearteyes mutherfucker
above when i said shanes a freak? yeah.
ryan letting shane live as long as he has? true friendship
whenever theyre at the lil desk in their lil basement talking cases shane just talks shit and ryan just lets him and i fucking love them
the LAST FRAME
oh one time they lucked out with a hotel that had a jacuzzi tub <3
yknow what? this was actually kinda sweet. like yeh bitch
shane madej: nations greatest tragedy.
i can hear this in my head just looking at these gifs and it makes me laugh everytime and thats BAD cos a child fucking died
shanes a freak pt.2
OH SHIT one time in postmortem they joked that brent was coming back and shane was leaving and fuck? they had to actually address that it was a joke fUCK
its not all shittalking and screaming there really is some fond and happy shit too
bfu most recognisable and iconic line.
shanes hottest pick up lines when hes on site
the comments on the video for this ep about this part are fucking hilarious please read when you watch that ep
okay its common knowledge that shanes a demon which ill tlak about in a sec but THIS SCENE RIGHT HERE? ryans the fucking demon. like the way hes just standing there, hands clasped behind his back, giving shane (whos acting like a CHILD) that Look? demon bout to kill the dumbass chillin at a haunted house on halloween. come to collet a soul or 10. magical!
OKAY SO SHANE TALKS SOME BIG GAME IN THE EPS but HIS love for ryan will always melt my heart like HE LOVES and cares about ryan so much and supports buzzfeed unsolved so much and whenever things get dumb on social media shanes ready to call it out and make a post or just like. praise ryan (like he rightfully deserves) and yeah im emo about it anyway hes shane being cute part one and heres shane REALLY FUCKING going all out (!!!!!!!!!!.meme)i LOVE him also being cute part two
‘id walk into the sea.’
shanes a freak pt.3
ryan: “Are ghosts real?” shane: *this dumb face*
NERDS
i laughed for like 10 minutes the first time i watched this part thankyou shane
THEM LAUGHING TILL THEY CRIED ABOUT SOMEONE THAT DIED PLAYING THE PIANO
a real insight to shanes mind
ryan really puts up with this
shane got a bowlcut once just for funsies like okay youre no joba but good job i guess
TROPES/ICONIC MEMES/WAHTEVER:
shanes a demon
+ free real estate.meme
+ the office.meme
+ he aint right
+ JALDSHFK FUCK
+ ryan acknowledging that shane is a demon thankyou
+ like the good thing about having a guest fill in on the few times shanes been away has been ryan always being like okay so the demons not here so lets just acknowledge That
goatsman bridge
+ the video that started all this aka the one you reblogged hehhehe
+ what a fucking JOKE
+ an absolute JOKE
+ bridge owner fuck OFF
+ ksdjhfgjhsdkj.meme
sallie house
+ shane was insufferable this episode i fell in love for real how did ryan LIVE
+ like imagine trying to feel your heart beating while fucking shanes over there doing That
+ rock n roll buckaroo
+ swell has become apart of my daily vocal i hate
bobby mack
+ ‘hey there demons. its me, ya boi.’
+ ‘and frankly i dont believe in you, so i feel like im writing a letter to santa claus right now.’
+ tweet.meme
+ overall a great ep
+ can shane calm the fuck down okay i need ryan to make it out of this SAFELY and ALIVE
father thomas
+ ryans FACE also shane being that annoying sibling to ur parents
+ father thomas really went into this thinking he could help these boys to be fair shane was taking notes. ryan was just? dying inside
+ freak
+ imagine being like a 70 yr old priest hearing some dudes walking into ur congregation and overhearing ‘jesus said chill.’
bigfoot
+ ryan does not rly believe in bigfoot but shane does so like you win some you lose some
+ in the least shippy way possible this epsiode is ultimate soft gays going on a hike
+ like its just such a sweet domestic ep
+ <3
+ just happy babbey
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audreils · 7 years
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three tag games under, i’m tagging: @sirien​ @ronanlynhh​ @katiebells​ @kevcnday​ @bilourry​ @roseputa​ @esnysingle​ @noahsweetwne​ @jeanmoreos​ @fcyre​ @gansaey​ @sxofcrows​ @gayneil​ @mathiashevlr​ @andreil69​ @patrioclus @alekzandermorozova (u can any/all u want, or not do them lmao)
tagged by the loml @axdreil​
rules: answer the questions & ask 11 of your own
1. favourite piece of fiction all for the game or harry potter, hands down. theyre both so so imoprtant to me holy hell 
2. if u could live in any fictional world which would it be? why? definitely harry potter. i wanna be able to do magic bc im a lazy fucker and also i’d love to fuck w purebloods with muggle stuff
3. what was ur childhood anthem (or just ur fave song/band growing up) okay no one’s gonna know this bc i lived in pakistan but it was this song 
4. favourite moment from aftg all of them djkgag there’s so many how do i pick one?? but one of the more underrated ones has gotta be when neil calls matt from columbia and matt is ready to fucking kill andrew 
5. favourite ice cream chocolate chip bc im borin and love chocolate sm 
6. favourite pun im not punny can u believ im just accidentally funny
7. where would u like to travel to see u :~) @axdreil​
8. whats ur go-to feel good film/show/book/song/anything one direction lmao i watch their interviews and video diaries or just listen to their entire discography 
9. favourite season autumn!!!!!!!!!!1 9. on a scale of 1-10 how much do u love neil josten its way past a 10 im literally matt boyd 9. talk about something u love harry styles. i love him sooo much he’s gotten thru some tough times and he just makes me wanna be a better person. he’s been dragged thru the mud by the media so many times and at the beginning he let it get to him but i’ve seen him grow and mature into a beautiful person who is unapologetically and authentically himself and tbh thats who i wanna be when i grow up i wanna stay true to myself and to others and stay as kind as he is
my quesions
favorite part of ur day 
best thing about ur best friend 
advice you’d give to your 10 yrs old self
tell me a joke
favortie subject in school and why 
what’s the closest thing on ur left rn 
where did u last go on vacation
talk abt the best teacher you had 
favourite song/artist
would u go to the moon if u could
u can meet one person living/dead. who is it and why 
i was tagged by @glitterghxst terrible lmao anyway,,,
Are you named after someone? yes i am and im v happy with it 
When was the last time you cried? last night lmao 
Do you like your handwriting? depends on how it looks thers 67538975 variations
What is your favourite lunch meat? i?? dnt assign times to food i’ll eat whatever th fuck i want whenver i want 
Do you have kids? i am almost 19 yrs im a kid myslef 
If you were another person, would you be friends with you? no im annoying as fuc
Do you use sarcasm? sarcasm? who is she never heard of her
Do you still have your tonsils? i havent had them taken out so i guess yes 
Would you bungee jump? fuck yea if my mom let me 
What is your favourite kind of cereal? cookie crisp
Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? i am Lazy
Do you think you’re a strong person? lol
What is your favourite ice cream? chocolate chip
What is the first thing you notice about people? i dont fuckin know ,, maybe their choice or the way they hold themselves 
What is the least favourite physical thing you like about yourself? my whole entire face and my hands? ugli 
What colour pants and shoes are you wearing now? burnt orangey pants and no shoes
What are you listening to right now? castle by halsey at this second, i’ve got my spotify on shuffle 
If you were a crayon, what colour would you be? idk???? maybe beige idk man crayons have weird names 
Favourite smell? this is hella specific but the perfume my elementary school principal wore 
Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? my lil bro 
Favourite sport to watch? whats a sport 
Hair colour? black
Eye colour? brown
Do you wear contacts? no i would die beore i wear contacts again
Favourite food to eat? what else do u do with food? idk which tho 
Scary movies or comedy? either is fine tbh 
Last movie you watched? i,,,,,, cnat remmebr 
What color of shirt are you wearing? purple
Summer or winter? neitehr 
Hugs or kisses? hugs or forehead kisses IF im in the mood plss dont touch me otherwise 
What book are you currently reading? NOTHING bc im fucking depressd and cant focus on a single damn thing for longer than 5 seconds 
Who do you miss right now? my friedns and my aunt
What is on your mouse pad? its 2017 i have a laptop 
What is the last TV program you watched? the vampre diaries bc im trash
What is the best sound? the sound of peace and quiet 
Rolling stones or The Beatles? idc for either tbh oops but rolling stones i guess 
What is the furthest you have ever travelled? america i guess? bc i came frm pakistan
Do you have a special talent? surviving everyday i guess and negletcing every single responsibility. also being able to recognize a 1d song anywhere anytime as soon as it starts playing no matter how faint
Where were you born? rawalpindi, pakistan.., i miss it
tagged by @neljostns​. ty bbe!!
what fictional character do you relate to most? honestly, probably either sana bakkoush or andrew minyard, and they’re both vastly diferent i realize that but they capture both of my extremes and i’d die for them 
favorite song atm: sign of the time by harry styles listen to it here 
3 favorite films: kill your darlings, all the hp movies, titanic
3 favorite tv shows: b99, and the get down, skam
favorite school subject: english & psychology 
what book(s) impacted you most: aftg, soc, vampire academy 
what was your blog originally about and what is it about now? my main was originally 100% 1d; over the years it had 1d, 5sos, little mix, marvel, literally everything. now its back to 99% 1d. this one was a saved url for a while i only started really using it in like,,, august? of 2*16 i think
what is something you’re looking forward to? may 12!!!!!!!!!! harry styles releases his debut self-titled album get it here
favorite food? idk tbh,, maybe biryani 
3 things you like about yourself: my sense of humor, my ability to give zero fucks, my taste in music
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ddontyyoukknow · 3 years
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````````````i feel like if im living in some sort of palpable cycle in which my mind resets every so often. i feel it hard to remember all these different ways ive been feeling even though im sire it would be very beneficial to my overall getting better. ive been feeling super spacey lately. thanks to the tapping method i no longer feel panic but the mentL FOG AND feeling like im floating fromroom to room isnt super pleassant. but i am in healing mode right now. i want to heal my emotional abuse trauma. my dissociative disorder my confidence issues and everything else that it entails. my issues with my dad. try and remmebr and recombobulate al that happened to me and accept it in a great atttitude and move on. i want to feel free and clear and i want to know my worth i want to know it with every fiber of my being i dont want to feel so confused anymore. i want to vibrate higher and know it. i want to reach my own potential. i want to be happy with where i am and reach a place where i belong. where ibelong is right ere becaue its where i am. i am happy where i am. i want to VIBRATE SO HIGH THAT I DONTWANT TO WORRY ABOUT MONEY. i want to orry about enjouying life and doing what i love. i want ot learn to turta the process and feel calmand fid peace within myelf. I wan to learn to truly love myself. thats where i want to be. i need to journal alot. i have the oyu are a badass at making money book. i have the how to clena your mental mess book. i bought the tapping solution book. i know i am ok i just have lots of emotonal work to do that ive been dragging behind me and not woring on. i need to do alot of shadow work. ive been eating really healthy and mediating. i am in a bit of a financial predicament that a part of me is uper stresssinf but another part of me just wants to say everything will be ok. my car has a couple issies. the engine splash guard fell off a took it to a mechanic and they loosley put it on there- its about to fall off at any moment! my phone keeps spona=taniousley resetting with no warning so thats gonna go soon and my laptop broke i spilled soda on it. lol like i literally dont know things are a bit of a shit show and i can feel a part of myself shutting down a little. the part of me that feek that there is a universal conspiracy to fuck me over for not good reason. its just a belif i developed because  of being treated like shit as a child. i know im worth so much more and i know that i deserve so much better. i want my vibe to be up there but while i work on that i must also work on my healing. i love myself an di got this 
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i dont even know how to describe this dream
 i was moving back home and a group of guys from {couldve been always sunny, couldve been this is us, couldve been school, couldve been random dudes} dropped all my stuff in random places around the house
there was some sense8 stuff? like i was part of the cluster or SOMETHING & my entire, both sides, extended family was Discussing What To Do About Me
me: in a hotel w/ nomi and sun?? but also then it was a replay of whispers torturing wolfgang…except wait for it
i was the only one linked and i remember thinking “this is the father of my child. i dont remember being pregnant, i dont remember delivering, i dont remmebr a child of mine existing but This Is The Father Of My Child Oh God No I Love Him No
the man in question?
michael jones
 the other girls were like “OH SHIT” super loud which alerted the people after us which was or wasnt bpo, dont ask me
they got taken out in 2 secs (i mean, sun???????) and i surrendered
to my DAD and my PREIST
what the fuck
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