HEY that's MY emotional support morally ambiguous misunderstood full of trauma touch starved yearning for love drenched in blood responsible for numerous atrocities comfort character who is TRYING & u will TREAT them with RESPECT
When their entire relationship is toxic, but they're both so fucked up that it's actually the best case scenario, because subjecting anybody else to either of them would be a human rights violation.
i have had this in my head for longer than i would ever admit but never drew it because i knew it'd take up too many panels. but apparently i did it anyway
hannibal is so cringefail because how do you successfully get away with literal murder and cannibalism for years all while being a well respected sophisticate and food connoisseur and then risk it all for a guy covered in dog hair who is also an asshole and also wants to kill you real bad
COPING 8/1/24 - CHRISTMAS AND BIRTHDAY PRESENTS FROM PHILIP
Today is my birthday and apart from lunch with a friend I am home alone (yesterday my sister and brother took my daughter and I out to lunch).
After lunch today I bought myself a couple of books.
I already have the Christmas books I treated myself to in memory of Philip. These are four Agatha Christie hardbacks: ‘Five Little Pigs’, ’Dead Man’s Folly’, ‘The Murder of Roger Ackroyd’ and ‘The Mysterious Affair at Styles’ plus the interactive edition of ‘Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland’.
The Christies are in recognition of Philip’s tradition of getting me crime fiction plus our mutual love of Poirot portrayed by both David Suchet and Kenneth Branagh. ‘Alice’ is because Philip bought me a couple of these for Christmas 2022.
These are my birthday books:
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I had been eyeing them both up in December. I can well imagine Philip buying me the ‘Watership Down’ (we liked the local connection and would walk on Watership Down) and even though I have several editions of ‘The Wind in the Willows’ this one is in colour and Philip would approve.
there has never been and will never be a more devastating image than will resting his head on hannibal's chest, listening to his heart beat as he finally feels at peace
how many times did Will fantasize about getting pushed against this ladder for him to have a visceral reaction to Hannibal cornering him like this? slut, whore, harlot.