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darksidetracer369 · 1 year

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Darling stop please STAY we can face it TOGETHER!! 🥰🏳️‍🌈🥵

Je bent niet de enige mijn liefde😭🇳🇱🥹

Lásko miluji tě vrať se ke mě zpátky 😍🇨🇿😘

#tilda van der meer #aloy #aloyxtilda #elisabeth sobeck #elisabethxtilda #horizon forbidden west #my love #tilda #My darling #I love you #Stay please #Let me love you #I know it is hard #But please open up yourself to me #I will embrase you with my heart fully open

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smile-files · 5 months

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just a kind word for all of you lovely folks out there: if you say the r-slur or you don't call out your friends for saying it then i hate your guts :)

#melonposting #i'm writing my piece for the ada's open letter in our school newspaper. and oh my god i am so angry!!!!!!!!!!!! :D #like to kill an ableist reblog to kill an ableist. you know the drill #ughhhh my school is supposed to be super progressive and it is in a lot of ways #but hmmmm no punishment for saying the r-slur? people using autistic and sped and disabled and bipolar and psychotic as insults 24/7?#forgive me if my math is wrong but it just doesn't add up! :)#and don't get me started on people throwing around the term 'intrusive thoughts' like it's soooo cute and quirky #dude. i literally get intrusive thoughts. please leave the school building and never come back. expel yourself #'tee hee i let the intrusive thoughts win!!' and i will win in hand to hand combat against you. shut up #if you reading this are someone i know at school who did something like this don't come groveling to me #it doesn't help. if anything it just makes me feel guilty for calling you out #and for goodness sake you know i can't stand up for myself. please call people out for their sick bs when you know i can't #thank you :'D

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puppyeared · 4 months

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for like 3 weeks i was wondering why i was sleeping so much and felt listless. and just now I managed to email 3 people and responded to a month old message in the span of an hour because I got back to TAKING MY FUCKIN MEDS..........

#MOTHER FFFFUCKER #to be fair. my doc said I could stop taking them while im on break since i wouldnt need to be constantly pumped on stimulants #im not sure if it was a side effect but i managed to take like 3 different naps in one day and STILL managed to sleep thru the whole night #at least 2 days into my break. the weird thing is i didnt feel more or less rested afterwards. but mentally i think im in a good place rn #to really put the level of awakeness im at rn i feel weirdly confident i could start one piece. also bc of that sick new opening it BANGS #the song is really good and im in love with the animation style. did some digging and it seems one of the lead animators is masato mori #but i could be wrong. it seems he also did some work on mp100 which could explain a lot lol.. he uses smear frames really well to convey #consistent movement and fluidity!!! someone else might have done color design but it works really really well esp with odas style!!#just love the overall vibe and aesthetic and id really love to study it and incorporate a bit of it into my art.. especially the thick #outlines which i think helps to separate characters and objects on screen. though i have to say the style is definitely more suited to #animation bc of the simpleness and smears. maybe that will help me explore shapes and perspective when i draw... i wanna get better #at drawing poses and angles but i have a hard time wrapping my head around space and using perspective guide lines NGHHHH #i wonder if it has to do with my dogshit ability to judge distance. not depth perception but like. judge how far smth is in metres etc #im also wearing an N95 for the first couple weeks back bc of the wave. absolutely NO BODY is wearing a mask its so fucking over #where im sitting ive heard 5 different people coughing probably not into their elbows!!! and im just. head in my fucking hands #there was a kid sitting a couple seats away in class coughing as he pleases and i wanted to grab him in a chokehold so badly. PLEASEE #ive been annoying my family by asking them to mask up and reminding them to bring masks when they go out and showing them news articles #but at least its working bc we ordered some KN95s and my mom is at least taking me seriously so. please dont be afraid to speak up abt your #health. take care of yourself and others however u can!! wear that mask indoors at your maskless friends house!!! stay home when u can!!#im wearing a surgical mask at home too bc my parents have '''a dry throat cough''' and they are so bad at coughing into their sleeves #also im pretty sure dry throat isnt transmissible bc my brother started coughing too so.. i also tested negative but they havent tested yet #im also not a doctor but i have to keep reminding ppl whenever i can that covid and flu work differently. covid is new and too recent to #have nearly as much research done on it. it seems its also compounding so instead of building immunity it weakens the body and spreads to #to other systems which might explain brain fog and muscle weakness. i remember someone early in the pandemic got infected and it messed up #their smell/taste receptors so bad that they cant eat most foods and that stays in the front of my mind when i think abt covid. christ #yapping

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notetaeker · 7 months

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You know, if this conflict was a movie you would easily figure out who the protagonist is. These nations slap on a few labels ‘religious conflict’ ‘terror*sm’ ‘antisem*tism’ ‘self defense’ and suddenly we can’t see what’s right in front of us.

Open your eyes people. Do your own personal research. Don’t just believe what you see. This is your chance to actually dig up the issue from both sides and figure out what’s going on.

#don’t judge a book by its cover #friends open the book pls. find out for yourself #if you were a colonizer in this day and age and the people whose resources you control and limit started fighting against you #I guarantee you 3000% you will easily stick a label on them to rationalize your behavior #you will find what scares people the most (barbarians/terrorists/communists)#and you will stick that label on those people fighting your oppression #because people are simple. one label is enough to blind them #don’t be blinded pls open your eyes #and whatever stance you take afterwards is your decision #but seeing people using these labels to defend actions. friend you need to peel back the label and find the truth #it’s there I promise the label has been hastily slapped onto it #we are intelligent beings we can do our own research. we are in the age of technology #please #unrebloggable because it’s just for people who follow me #If you follow me then please do this for me. look up the issue. see both sides. just this once while this conflict is everywhere #do the normal civilians dying in the conflict your due diligence. because we’re just normal people. we can’t put an end to it immediately #but we owe the people. as fellow human beings #to at least learn their story #Palestine genocide

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craycraybluejay · 6 months

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Had a dream about Chronic Illness Cat teaching about Radqueers and candy? I don't ID as radqueer and genuinely I do find some of the identities offensive such as people who claim to have disorders they don't, especially misunderstood or stigmatized ones. But. BUT. It's also not my business what other people identify as and so long as they aren't actually hurting anyone I just opt to ignore that kind of thing. Like I respect people even though I have some grievances with the movement. Like. If you have BIID and want to be disabled that's not really my problem nor is it your fault for having that disorder and if you want to make an identity around it I'll respect that decision. My only issue is when this "trans-disorder" status is used to talk about said disorder or disability like one actually has it, in a somewhat political way. I draw the line where people start to create and promote misinfo about medical problems and historical issues like racism or antisemitism. Like if someone claims to have a disability I do and then publicly announces what symptoms it has even though these are not in fact the symptoms of this disability. Otherwise, I couldn't really care less. If someone is mildly offensive it is their problem and not mine. If I have a problem with someone personally I'll just block them. But I know a few radqueers and they're pretty cool people.

Basically, you do you. I have enough openness not to give a shit unless and until it becomes a problem. In which case like with all people I'll speak out if I feel the need to.

#radqueer #im not in the radqueer movement so not pro but im also not anti like i generally dont give a shit and i cant pretend like i know #why people are that #dreams #discourse neutral #this is not a discourse post so please dont discourse on it just a weird dream #and some thinking out loud #not pro not anti but a secret third thing (judge people as you meet them and not by whatever labels)#i am open to learning more about rq identities if anyone wants to talk to me ab it i'll listen respectfully #its definitely interesting #i just hope the whole misinfo and buffing up harmful stereotypes ab mental illnesses is not as common as i worry about #its a little like if a transgender woman said that being in the kitchen for your husband is what makes you more of a woman so thats what she #does.#like you do you i guess but if you're promoting obvious sexism based on your personal ideas on the gender divide maybe check yourself #difference between 'working out makes me feel like a man' and 'working out is something all men have to do to be men'#y'all get what i'm saying?#yeah anyways #weird dreams

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boxwinebaddie · 5 months

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Hey uncle Nina, this is a pretty depressing ask but what do you do after a breakup from a long relationship, let’s say one year? I’ve been really down in the dumps and I’d like to know :(

-a sad anon who loves your fics

oh, you poor sweet sugar sweet pea :(

you know, i've actually been avoiding my inbox ( not because i don't want to talk to y'all, but because i want to talk to y'all so much that i will sit here for days excitedly answering ask memes and never finish my updates which...we are getting somewhere, i swear! )

but, i will make an exception for you, my moon blossom, since you asked so very nicely and put the uncle nina signal in the sky.

first things first, i know you've probably heard this a lot, but please know i am very sorry about your break up. as you ( or some of you keeping up with me ) may know, i just recently got out of a committed three year relationship which, luckily, was a mutual decision and he's still my best friend...but that's not to say the line isn't still incredibly blurry and that i am not in miserable 25/8! haha!

so obviously, based on that, and the fact that i am kind of everyones kenny mccormick bebe stevens chaotic bisexual girl boss auntfuncle, i might not be the smartest or most responsible person to ask! but i do, care about you and all of you very, very much! so i will impart what limited wisdom i have on you.

and darling, i would say i hope you heal. but i know you will <3 :)

i want to start off by saying: please be sad as long as you want. there is no such thing as being sad about a break up for too long or too short & anyone who tells you that is not being kind to you. you know yourself and you are going through something hard and horrible. be gentle to yourself and let yourself feel the things that you feel.

with that said, any time you need to cry: cry. as loudly and as frequently as you need to. if you need to yell: yell, at the top of your lungs -- wake up your neighbors. laugh if you need to laugh.

those cathartic emotions are healthy. you may feel like you are being melodramatic, but you are taking care of yourself. the worst possible thing to do is tell yourself that what you are feeling is invalid or irrational and bottling those complex emotions. do not bottle please. let it out, my love and please let the light in.

to encourage this catharsis ( in a healthy way ), i suggest watching movies that might trigger powerful emotions in you ( sad movies, angry movies etc. ), listening to loud music ( when i tell you i listened to night shift by lucy dacus and taylor swift all too well 10 minutes for a week straight absolutely screaming and crying until my throat was raw...don't worry about being cringe...i crabwalked so you can run ), write letters to yourself/the person you broke up with in a journal, breaking stuff...uh...do not obstruct property...mayhaps...i would say something else but the government agent in my computer would not like it very much ( b3 g@y d0 cr1m3$ ), go to break rooms, loud concerts, poetry nights...drop a watermelon off something tall.

getting all of those feelings out is my first step.

( other than maybe doing things that will help you get closure depending on the nature of your breakup, be it speaking to that person, or burning everything that reminds you of them...i honestly recommend getting rid of anything that reminds you of/belongs to that person...or upcycling it into something different with a different positive purpose in your life. we live in the present now, past is past. )

next...as we learn to let that hate, angry, sadness go...

we embrace love.

not romantic...not even platonic at first.

but self love. :)

i've mentioned this a couple times, i think. but peppermint, while about two people falling in love, has never actually been about romantic love for me...which may seem weird.

to me, peppermint is a story about falling in love with your best friend and accidentally falling in love with yourself along the way.

peppermint is about loving yourself. flaws and all. <3

to do that, i would start by grounding yourself. remember who you are.

( please don't be like jersey kyle...help. )

what i did was i made a list of things that i know i like. my favorite color, my favorite animal, songs i like, smells, places, clothes, etc.

write down things you know about yourself.

you can also make a list of things you dislike, but i find that welcomes a lot of negative energy and i think that might not be great, tbh?

but get comfortable with yourself! stare at yourself in the mirror for a while. take so many pictures of yourself -- even on bad days. they serve as a reminder of where you came from and later how far you have come. also i think i look ugly when i take pictures and look at them later and realize i was being cruel. you may be like that too.

but yes! write diary entries! notes to yourself! leave voice memos! draw little pictures! tell yourself nice things in the mirror.

at the end of the day, even if you think you have no one.

you will always have you.

and it's important that you love yourself.

not the you that someone else loved or other people might love.

but the you that YOU are.

a good way to do that...my favorite way...

is to take yourself out on dates :)

i would use that information you collected about yourself and start doing your favorite things with yourself! you do not need someone else to do the things that you love and it becomes a you experience.

maybe take yourself to a movie at the cinema, find a park and have a picnic eating your favorite foods, take yourself to a restaurant, take a walk, a bubble bath, watch your favorite movie in your comfiest pajamas, wear that outfit that you were scared to wear.

treat yourself. celebrate yourself. you are worthy of love. YOU.

some people believe that the best way to cure heartbreak is to seek out new romantic love but uh...i would advise against that. specifically through dating apps. they may work for some people, but every experience i have had on a dating app has ranged from awkward to...absolutely fucking terrifying.

i also think that when you go looking for something...you often do not find it and you might find something...you do not want.

with that said, it sounds vague but just...let life happen to you.

i truly believe that what needs to find you will find you. being patient is no fun, i know, but all the best things in life have happened to me when i don't expect them at all.

also, i know it's a vulnerable time, but the best way to get better after you start trying to love yourself and do what you love is...do what you don't know you love yet? stuff you might hate!

try new things! go new places! maybe just to a restaurant you have never been to? a new store? a nature spot you've never seen? take a class/hobby/sport you've never tried. open yourself up to possibility. i know that is frightening, but closing yourself up will only prevent you from being able to grow and heal. it keeps you small. be big. be so big. take up so much fucking space. be obnoxious about it. you deserve to live, you deserve to love. love yourself very much.

but remember that self love and romantic love are not the only types of love...i'm gonna loop back to platonic love.

lean into that warmth. create a strong support system of people around you that can be there for you through this hard time. people that you can talk to, people that can go fun places with you, do cool things with you, people who will pick you up when you are down.

i realize not everyone has access to support system, but please know that if that's the case, that you always have me. my dms are open. even when i am writing or away, you can message me. i usually respond quickly or within in 1-2 day frame but if i see your message and it seems very urgent, i will answer asap wherever i am.

i am here for you. i see you. you are valid and you are so strong. <3

finally, please be kind to yourself and gentle to yourself.

do not punish yourself for your past relationship or your feelings. remember that we all make mistakes and learn from them. i make mistakes everyday and i model that for my students whenever i can. please do not beat yourself up. you are fine. you are okay. what's past is past, it's done, it's gone it's dusted. right now, we are creating a positive present so you can have a fortuitous future, my friend.

here is an excerpt from one of my favorite poems. <3

okay finally x2, healing is not linear. there are ups and downs. ride that rollercoaster. take that journey of self discovery. discover yourself. find yourself. love yourself because you are so, so lovely.

now, from me to you:

remember...it's always darkest before crimson dawn

and from all that hurts and harms you, past, present or future, i hope you heal.

but you will, my miracle…

you absolutely will. :')

-a sad uncle nina who loves you very much </333333

#i broke my ask meme dry spell for this #the flood gates are open i might start doing them again sorz #but i am so sorry my love #its hard i know im going through it too its not fun #but you will get through it!!! and i hope this helps even a little #again keep your head up love yourself stay safe #and please message me any any ANY time <3 MWAAAAH

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fluffs-n-stuffs · 6 months

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Pokémon Horizons Episode 26 spoilers under the cut!

OH SO WE WEREN'T BEING JUST DELUSIONAL,,,,,, THEY'RE DOING IT,,,,,,,,,,,, THEY'RE ACTUALLY DOING IT,,,, , ,

#fluff binges !!!#not a spoiler but can we talk about how they also switched Liko and Roy's parts and added new verses for the ending rap it was SO cute 🥺💖#I'm also gonna miss the first opening since I got attached to it but OH MY GOD THE NEW ONE............ SO INSANE. ACTUAL PEAK. I KNEEL.#ok with my spoiler tags in place now I can AKJSDHAJSNDKASJKDFNSJDFSND #OH MY GOD THEY'RE ACTUALLY GOING TO DO IT THEY'RE ACTUALLY EXPLORING MY ANGSTY SON'S CHARACTER HOLY SHIT #AMETHIO BBY PLEASE I KNOW YOU'RE BROODING RN AND BEATING YOURSELF UP MENTALLY FOR THAT LOSS BUT DON'T PUSH YOUR LOVED ONES AWAYYYYYYYYYY #ZIRC AND ONIA ARE WORRIEDDDDDDDDD DO YOU SEE THEM WONDERING ABOUT YOU THEY EVEN TRIED TO TALK TO YOU BUT YOU WOULDNT BUDGEEEEEEEE 😭😭😭😭😭#I need a moment where Amethio gets to be hugged by these two fr they're legit his guardians at this rate #Amethio also only seems to open up about his vulnerability to Ceruledge from the looks of it and something about that makes me So Insane #WHAT WAS HE TRYING TO SAY IN THIS SCENE ACTUALLY LIKE . IS HE APOLOGIZING? DOES HE BLAME HIMSELF FOR THE LOSS???#IS HE AFRAID OF LOOKING WEAK TO HIS PARTNER MON OR IS HE DOUBTING THE TRUST HE HAS IN THEM...................#/head in HANDS #we're gonna get to see the explorers together again next episode and it seems like Spinel and Hamber reacted to something Amethio said #is he proposing that he go after Terapagos himself? that the others don't interfere because it's a Personal matter now from that loss?#they're not gonna like that if that's the case........ Hamber might insist on reinforcements or pull extra strings without Amethio knowing #everyday we get one step closer to Amethio redemption #(or alternatively corruption like can you imagine this all weighing on his mind and just twisting it in all the wrong directions)#(though now that I mention that it seems more like a possibility for Spinel --- I still think he's the most capable of betraying everyone)#(like he seems the most malicious at this rate and his capabilities can be quite terrifying- he may as well decide to--#--erase the other explorers' memories and make them work for him if he was pushed hard enough . Like . Can You Imagine.......... /deranged)#I'm rambling at this rate ASKSDJHSDKFNSD but this series gives me so much serotonin and I'm so grateful to have started it 🥺🥺🥺💖💖💖#pokemon horizons #anipoke #pokeani #amethio #explorer amethio #amethio pokemon #zirc pokemon #onia pokemon #ceruledge

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yellowloid · 6 months

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how they got me feeling

#i never want this tour to end but also the anticipation for tonight is literally killing me please let's just get this over with............#the way i feel exactly the way i felt on opening night back on august 9th 2022 but even worse because now the stakes are so much higher #why did sdi have to spill the beans like SHUT UP keep that to yourself it would've been less anxiety-inducing if we didn't know #does this make any sense lmao anyway idk idc i want to throw up so bad #arctic monkeys #the car tur #ramblings

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smallsies · 1 year

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listen i would just like to see more redfinch fics,, atm @willowistic22 and i are literally dragging that ship behind us in the mud, please someone help i love them beyond words

#aka i opened up the redfinch tag again #and its either posts from me and rai #or other random newsies posts that got the ship tag LOL #this is all /lh but sometimes consuming content vs always making it yourself is nice ykwim #newsies #redfinch #<<< adding another one to the dumpster fire HAHAH #shut up finch #please shut up finch #yeah

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ihatebnha · 2 years

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kirishima pulls out and his dick follows 5 minutes later

kirishima thinks he pulls out and then falls asleep still inside of you.

you could wake him up with an elbow to the chest... or you could just expel him yourself and let the cool breeze that comes once you get up to pee do the trick on it's own.

#kirishima #LMFAOOO reading this literally gave me glaucoma #no im just kidding but i still dont know what it means #screaming tho #whenever kiri f*cks u after work he's going to sleep literally 2 seconds after u both come #he'll drift off while you're recovering and you have to slap him awake #hes always like #sadjkfakhsdj wah??? oh. sorry baby #and then he'll like spread your whole *ss open to unslot his hips #or you wont bother him and you'll get up yourself and leaving bed will make him whine because suddenly... he's chilly #its worse in the winter too he's like. scrambling 'i'm so codddddddddddddddd come back' but his eyes are still closed and he's still #covered in mess #or he's just... five more minutes inside please #doesn't even move #skdjflaksdjkf why is he...#why is THIS... so ............. *clenches fist*#UGH I LOVE HIM #ask #anon #caitie things

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bioswear · 2 years

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[VENT POST / DNREBLOG]

Gotta keep telling myself like, 60% of the HnK fandom is just babies who are like, Barely out of their teenage years (allegedly - I’m not IN the fandom bc im almost 30 and fandom drama anything is stupid and not worth my time) but sometimes I’ll see a stupid take and then it’s like “oh you’re just 19 okay. Ur a BABY in comparison you don’t have the life experience to know better” but man it’s SO HARD to not have anyone on my same intellect to talk about this series 😩

It just feels like a vast majority of readers side with Phos despite all of the equally shitty things they did with the Gems and treat Phos like they fulfilled all of their promises even tho they didn’t? They jumped from one empty, long-winded promise to another and the only way they were ever fulfilled is by someone else who fell into the place that Phos left.

Like, Bort was absolutely correct when they said Phos preyed on their weaknesses and then manipulated them into leaving earth (save for Dia, who had already peaced out-ied), but you all aren’t ready for that kind of taking accountability yet

Also, regarding Phos, the best most recent example I can think of comes from TUA S3; this quote from Five:

You know what they call a superhero who works alone and doesn’t listen to anybody? A villain.

In the perspective of the Gems, Phos is a wild card. Unpredictable, chaotic, powerful, othered. All in all, Phos is basically a superhero relative to the Gems’ usual abilities. They are To be feared, because they [the Gems] don’t understand. Jade even says “I’m sorry I didn’t take the time to understand you” (PARAPHRASE) Phos, whether intentionally or not, lauds this over the rest of the Gems.

[To simplify - Phos is that kid who keeps kicking the back of your chair. Hard. And doesn’t stop when you ask politely]

So like YES - the Gems absolutely suck in that aspect of not really ever understanding Phos based on their formulated, projected image of them. Yes they should’ve made more of an effort to support Phos earlier on, etc etc. BUT at the same time, if their circumstances were also being outwardly manipulated the entire time by Aechmea, then they really couldn’t do much to stop it.

On the flip side, the Gems suck because they’re now dealing with their own butterfly effect of problems coming to light between themselves and their community/culture as a whole because of Phos, who swung at the proverbial bees nest??? That also doesn’t sit well, because it’s reducing the problem to Black vs White; good versus evil, and that’s where I fear people are losing the actual themes of the story in exchange for “durhur my blorbos” brainrot 🙄

[Dont blind yourselves to the ways in which a character does or doesn’t take accountability and responsibility for their actions. It’s what differentiates a hero from a coward; the degree in which a character owns up to their actions is a huge reflection of their personal integrity]

Even if Phos viewed their own actions as noble and worth the effort and troubles imposed on the others, they still acted selfishly. Solo. They saw this big, monumental task that nobody had ever done before and developed so much tunnel vision for it without thinking of how their actions would branch out and affect everyone else around them.

When Cinnabar tells them to drop it for their own sake, Phos does the complete fucking opposite and escalate things. They hear “Don’t do that” and see a challenge to prove wrong.

So I don’t blame Cinnabar for not wanting to go or stay with Phos, since REALLY, this fucking far, Phos never actually thought about Cinnabar other than as a means to fulfill THEIR promises to find them a better job. Cinna even acknowledges that - “if you had just asked to be partners, it would be different” (NOT VERBATIM) - like Shinsha Isn’t fucking stupid, and perhaps is able to see through more of the ruse Phos put up than the other Gems because they lived separately from the community mindset. And also if we’re speaking truthfully, their connection wasn’t even that deep beyond shipping lenses. Phos never took the time to really get to know Shinsha or understand what THEY wanted. Phos imposed what they thought Shinsha wanted.

Anyway Jesus fucking Christ I have a lot of thoughts and analysis now that I’ve reread Houseki at an older age - there are a lot of moments and events that I didn’t fully understand when I first read it. But boy there are so many more things I get now that im older :’)

Also all attempts at starting “fandom drama” with me will be ignored :) because I literally don’t care about the petty trivialities of fandom drama.

#i just need to find the people my age who can actually have discussions on the theme #without being like THE GEMS SUCK #like yes we know that. we’ve seen it #hnk #actually analyze the series and open your minds up to LEARNING media literacy and analysis actually #this phase of earth and humanity is not ready for the conversation of individualism vs community #especially bc we real life fucking humans Suck at it #personal txt #it’s just like PLEASE did we READ the same series #explain why they suck without saying THEY WERE MEAN :( or give me any insight that you actually understand the content and it’s nuances #you gotta learn to view the big picture detached from personal bias and emotion #but also let yourself connect and relate to characters #maybe a lot of these kids see themselves in Phos #i know at one point my perspective held Phos in favor but that’s because of where I personally was in my life #which was a very Me against the World type mindset (which makes an ugly color on anyone)#but I was also 18/19 when I viewed phos favorably

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lfcrobbo · 2 years

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will ALSO say it's fascinating to me how much some people care about what other people have to say about their fav drivers. maybe i'm just too old for in-fandom fighting, but do you realize that you can just? ignore these people? and have fun in your own little bubble?

#this is not specific to f1 fandom obviously. every fandom is like this to an extent i just think that in sports fandom it's extra noticeable #bc of the nature of SPORTS #it is just UNFATHOMABLE TO ME why you would spend your time in fandom being angry about what other fans are saying. this is all fake bro #yes i know the drivers are ''real'' but also they're really not. hate to break it to you guys but the people we're blogging about #are nothing but public portrayals of the real people. yes they're real but the version of them that we get to see is just a fraction of that #and THEN the rest of it is us fandomizing them. fictionalizing them in a way #and that goes even when you're ignoring the rpf of it all too. we're creating ideas of these people inside of our head but we don't KNOW #the real them #nd blah blah this is obvious and i'm sure on a superficial level most people are aware of this but i do think it's important to remind #one self about it from time to time #okay this got away from me!!!! in conclusion. touch grass maybe once in a while #there is so much more i could say about this.....#the complexities of online fandom experiences!!!#on one hand. you dont have to expose yourself to hate from people u disagree with.#on the other hand you should try and understand where ''the other side'' is coming from just bc it's good to break out of your echo chamber #okay that is ENOUGH pseudo-sociological talk from me TODAY #will go back to pretending like discourse doesn't exist now #gold star to anyone who read all of this lol🌟 also i am ALWAYS open to discussing things like this!!!#inbox/dms are OPEN all i ask is a) be open and b) please sensor any driver names/etc. in asks so it doesnt show up in any tags lololol #marth.txt

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dayssinceabrandcrossedmarkiplier · 2 years

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45 days since a brand crossed Markiplier

1/07/22

#markiplier #okay so... I know this is a mark centric blog which is why I'm doing this in the tags instead of a specific post #but I also know a bunch of you are also part of the mcytblr community #so before I carry on I'm just going to drop the ol'#tw death #tw cancer #right so #I am sure a bunch of you are hurting right now and will for who knows how long (maybe even forever)#that's okay and your feelings are incredibly valid so don't tell yourself they're not #I loved Techno too #I woke up to the news and was crying within 5 minutes as I listened to his dad talk and it started hitting me that this was real #it's been nearly 2 hours now at time of writing (which is roughly 12 hours before this goes up)#and while my emotions are mostly stable rn I'm still in that weird zone of *I'm somewhat 'okay' but any small thing could set me off again*#but yeah just wanted to say I get how you're feeling and if anyone wants to talk my asks on main are open (anon too)#please take care of yourselves as you grieve #here's some tissues a hug and your favourite comfort food #and hey he said it himself #he's taking on the kingdom of god rn #so I'm sure he's doing alright wherever he is

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bloodyke · 2 years

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genuine question (not trying to be condescending at all) what is a he/him lesbian?

a lesbian that uses the pronouns he/him

#answered #i dont feel like answering this in depth its all over google #stone butch blues is literally free #thousands of people have already answered this question with more grace and patience and detail than i am going to #sorry (im not) if this comes off as rude but it annoys me that y'all ask any random lesbian this question multiple fucking times without #bithering to do the barest amount of research yourself like come on.#its literally a lesbianism 101 topic that has been around since the beginning of lesbianism itself #please go open up the seqrch engine of your choice and spend an hour reading the comments and threads and blog posts millions of lesbians #have taken time out of their days to kindly write to educate people on this. if you have done that and have SPECIFIC questions then you can #come back and ask thlse questions and maybe ill answer. but i guarantee you if you bothered to look youd see its already answered out there

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sideeve · 3 months

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⠀⠀⠀“WHAT?! SEX BAN?!”

﹅ contains ;; gojo satoru , kento nanami , choso kamo , toji fushiguro , ryomen sukuna , geto suguru

﹅ alt title ;; how long the jjk men can withstand the sex ban

﹅ warnings ;; sorta sub!choso , whiny!choso , toji's part is more explicit than the others , this is my first time writing for some of the character so i'm sorry if i didn't describe them well

GOJO SATORU (3 days)

“are you serious?” gojo groans, slumping forwards. gojo watched in disappointment as you crossed your arms, looking away from him. "you did it so you have to pay." for weeks, you've been trying to tell gojo to separate the colors from the whites while doing laundry. him just wanting to get it over with, he dumped them all in the same load, ruining some of your favorite pieces of clothing.

"baby, please. i won't do it again," he begs, kneeling in front of you. but to no avail, you stood your ground.

it only took him 3 days to convince you to wave your white flag, surrendering to his seduction. "you look good in my shirts." gojo's hands caress your hips as he presses his chest to your back. "i would be in my clothes if you would just listen to me." you huff, "i never said i was disappointed." gojo whispered, his hard-on pressing on your ass.

“please. just drop the ‘sex ban’. i said i was sorry.” his lips make a trail of kisses on your neck. you needed him too. whenever he wasn’t around, you would use your toys, trying to not let gojo know you were sexually needy. but they didn’t work.

RYOMEN SUKUNA (not happening!)

no. just no. it’s funny that you even thought about putting that in motion. sukuna was too desperate for sex but never wanted to admit it.

“no,” he stood above, crossing his arms, making himself seem bigger than you (as if he even needed to do that). “you can’t deprive me of sex, woman.” he grunts. “but i can, kuna. that’s what you fail to realize.” you tut, standing up to walk away.

one of his four arms wraps around your waist, throwing you back on the soft surface. "you're not going through with this." he growls in your ear, crawling go top of you.

how dare you even think such a thing? you were his woman, his twin flame. you were the only person he showed the littlest respect to and you decide to do some foolery like this.

he tugs your shirt over your head, your bra coming next. his rough hands slide over your chest. "such beauty..." he whispers. "i'll make sure you never think of this again.

KENTO NANAMI (it was on accident)

his job was taking him away from you. between being a jujutsu sorcerer and a businessman, he couldn't find time to be a partner for you.

due to the lack of attention you were receiving, you became sexually pent up, having the urge to pleasure yourself at the worst times. the feeling of neglect was creeping up on you. some days, you forgot nanami even lived with you.

"love, i'm home." nanami tugs off his tie, tossing it to the side. "i don't know how long i can take of this." he rubs his temples, deeply sighing as he led himself to your shared bedroom. before his hand touched the cold metal knob, he heard your muffled moans and the squelching of your cunt.

he slowly opens the door, peeking in the room before fully entering. "it seems i've neglected you." he watches as you quickly cover yourself as if he hasn't seen you naked many times. he unbuttons the top of his shirt as he saunters to the edge of the bed, removing the covers off you.

"seems like i have some things to make up for."

CHOSO KAMO (not even a day)

"please." he whines, his head resting on your lap as he looks up at you. ever since you shared your first time with choso, he's been going at it with you like rabid dogs. if he wasn't inside you, his head was squished in between his thighs.

"choso, i need a break." you sigh, trying to remove him from off you. his grip on your legs was tight as he put his face in between your thighs, shaking his head. he was acting like he couldn't survive without your cunt somehow being involved.

"i swear, i'll leave you alone after. just please," he whined. you couldn't resist him for much longer. you hated when he got all whiny like a baby. he was spoiled because of you.

"fine." you undo the tie of your sweatpants before his hands swatted yours away, tugging your pants and panties off. "i promised you." he kisses your inner thigh before his tongue began flicking away.

TOJI FUSHIGURO (mans was balls deep in you the second you said it)

"you really think so?" he darkly chuckles, rubbing himself on you. "toji, i'm sorry. please." you whine, wiggling your ass on his cock. "i don't think you are." he teases, stepping away from you.

you whine, following him. "it was a joke." you press your hand on his chest. "did i laugh?" he tilts his head, smirking at you. you sigh, "toji, i'm sorry." you press yourself against him, your chest touching his.

"fuck." you knew he couldn't resist the feeling of your chest on him. it was like heaven to him. "turn around." he grunts, gripping your hips to turn you around, bending you over.

he easily slid inside of you due to how wet you got over time. "don't say stuff you don't mean, baby." he laughs, thrusting into your backside. it was worth it.

GETO SUGURU (you gave in after implementing it)

you wanted to test geto's limits, giving him an extra nnn moment which made you realize something. it was always you initiating sex. "geto, please. i give up." you whine, following him around the house.

he chuckles, "everyone must deal with their consequences, my love." he turns to you. he plastered a sinister smile, taunting you. he saw how much you needed him but he wasn't caving in until he heard you say it.

"i'll do anything. my hand isn't even working anymore." you simper. it was starting to become frustrating seeing how calm he was about all of this as you were suffering.

"i need you! is that what you wanted to hear?" you shout, earning a grin from him. he walks closer to you, his finger tracing your jawline, "why didn't you say that sooner, love?" he chuckles.

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bloos-bloo · 2 months

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So a little different from what I normally post on here. But I’ve been keeping up with Shelby coming out about the abuse Wilbur did to her. And the way that the internet is handling this like it’s some drama? Like no? The fuck it isn’t?? It’s literally a crime-

A human bite is so fucking dangerous and the fact that she had MULTIPLE BITES? Insane?? What the fuck?

I will admit, I avoided watching her stream since I’m also an abuse survivor. I constantly undermine my experiences- I hate calling myself a victim because I don’t believe the severity of it was as bad as it could have been. But, listening to Shelby talk about her trauma made me realize that abuse is abuse.

I’m gonna go on a small rant here- just because this whole thing has been kinda sending me in a spiral-

I listened to the stream and I sympathized with her and understood her. When you’re in an abusive situation, it’s really hard to find it in yourself to get out. Finding reasons why the bruises aren’t bad and that it could be worse. Trying to get people to understand that it’s not your abusers fault, that you did something to piss them off. I get that- I went through that.

I was a kid. My abuser was a kid. He would either use his or my own body to get me to listen to him. We were in middle school for fuck sake- Did he hit me? Yes. Did he verbally assault me? Yes. Were we both minors? Yes. Does this make my situation seem less than any other? I don’t know- Again, I can’t bring myself to fully accept the fact that I am a victim despite the fact it happened a few years ago at this point.

Now, the half-assed apology Wilbur posted deadass reminded me of mine. When someone is caught, they do everything to pin the reason for their actions on anybody else but themselves. And that’s what he did. He apologized for her feelings getting hurt, not the fact that he caused it. I went through that, but I was forced to accept the apology through my school officials- I had to so we can ‘maintain the peace’. I love the fact that Shelby publicly said that she didn’t accept it. She was so strong for so long- she didn’t deserve that, nobody does.

And the fact that people online are trying to force responses out of EVERYBODY? They shouldn’t do that- and again, I understand taking time to recollect. You know how long I spent staying around my abuser just because I had friends who still talked to him? So long. But at the same time, I couldn’t drop him either for a while- He was my best friend- and despite the fact he hurt me so badly. I couldn’t drop him.

Give people time to say something. It’s a LOT harder than it seems- it’s different for fans since we don’t know CCs beyond the internet, but for CCs who talking irl and have been for years? It’s so damn hard-

To other abuse survivors: Remember that you are loved, you are strong, and you are so fucking brave.

Please give all your support to Shelby, and fuck Wilbur.

#bloo’s talks #Please support victims #tw abuse #I don’t know what to tag for these kinds of posts tbh #also this is as open as I will get about my experiences-#it’s still hard for me to talk about since I only remember bits and pieces #I used to have screenshots #but those were on an old phone that I can’t find #But yeah- dealing with something that serious at such a young age fucked me up #I still struggle with relapses #like bad ones-#it hurts to get in relationships sometimes because of it #which is weird since it was a friendship? but I was nearly manipulated into a relationship #love yourself #remember that #also I said something similar to this on my Twitter #but writing out something like this kinda helps yk?#support shelby #seemed like a better tag tbf

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