moved to @theloveinc!

🖤rbs welcomed🖤

moved to @theloveinc!

🖤rbs welcomed🖤

Oh and just so everyone knows, @virtualizated is me, too! It’s my main blog but is mostly just memes!!!

I feel like ur about to take attendance

attendance on my new blog, yes ✅✅✅

no I’m just kidding. Sorry to disappoint lol🙁

Will all of your writing still be on this page or will it be deleted?

It will stay up! I’m too lazy to shift it all over hahaha :)

Hi everyone! Hope you’re all doing well.

With the upcoming approach of school, and after a long time deliberating… I’ve decided that the blog ihatebnha is officially being archived and I’ll be moving to a lower key one, @theloveinc.

I mostly just plan on chilling, talking about my life and such, but I honestly would LOVE to keep hearing from you all as well as talking about our boys + ideas… just in a newer space where I can rest and do that without all the pressure and expectation I’ve put on myself under the ihatebnha name.

I cannot even begin to thank the people who have interacted with me on this blog, for literally the most joyous (almost) TWO YEARS I’ve ever spent on the internet… but please know in your heart that I’m grateful to all of you for ETERNITY.

I wish everyone BEYOND well and would love to hear from you eventually (maybe even start posting here again, one day)… but until then… see you on theloveinc!!!

Love always, Caitie ihatebnha💝

*banging pots and pans outside your window* ITS ANNOUNCEMENT TIME BIG ANNOUNCEMT EVERYONE GET EXCITED

guilty guilty 🥹💗

um............. ur the love of my life, didja know, vil? did you? did you??? didu?🖤😱🖤🥹🖤

Hello, hope you’re doing well! This is your reminder to get some rest, stay hydrated, and know that you are so, so loved. 💜💜💜

bestie!!! i'm just doing my best trying to prep for school on tuesday... but thank you so, SO much and same to you, okay? i miss and love u lots and lots!

Hi, I heard you were feeling a little sick, hope ur feeling well!! I've been working these past couple months and I've finally been able to look through ur recent posts so I'm a little behind. I'm embarrassed to say that I've been counting the days and kept writing in my notes app abt what I would send lmao. Ur really my comfort blog. <3 Anyway before this gets long and I end up embarrassing myself more I was scrolling through pinterest and found this:

https://pin.it/6OQSLYI

This is giving me very much izuku vibes. Someone might think that it's bakugo however

I think he's more clear cut in the way he loves and I think it's pretty much agreed that once he decided he's with you, it's already in his head that he's marrying you. Not that any other character wouldn't ( or that its his goal but it might just be the most sinple way of saying this is forever) but going through those (emotional) milestones with bakugo might be easier since once you break through his exterior and he's decided on choosing you there's no hesitation afterwards so while he's a little rough around the edges,midoriya is a completely different story . Its like trying to pull teeth out, trying to get him to admit he needs help or to let him know that ur there for him. Bakugo is very much, "I don't deserved to be loved because I'm not good enough", whereas midoriya is, "I don't deserve to be loved unless Im paying for it." And he has!! His body is a monument of all the times he's given himself away freely simply bc he doesn't see himself as worthy of anything unless he's bleeding for it. Unless he's kneeling and putting his neck through a guillotine. So standing in the shower and letting himself be vulnerable enough not flinch when you touch him and letting himself feel loved without a price ughhhhhdbjsbsjs 🥺. Thinking about how hard he's trying not fall to his knees and sob because he only dreamed about someone loving him the way he's loved others.

Um anyway 💀 thinking lots of thoughts lmao,lmk if the link isn't working lol

(link!)

cookie🥺🥺🥺 sorry for the late response! don’t ever feel bad for being or getting behind cuz (clearly) it happens to everyone... it’s really sweet of u to even want to check back in at all AND KEEPING NOTES FOR ME? please, you are *cries* too kind. 

it’s funny tho cuz i always, always, notice when ur in my notifs. i think because maybe sent me an ask i don’t remember but also mostly the time u responded to my hc about bakugo liking the black eyed peas LOOOL and i’m still grateful <3 

anyway lalala that’s just to say ur so sweet and i think of u too !!! let’s get into this tho a bit ;’)

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i for sure agree it’s deku!! like you point out, i definitely think the whole... confusion + being overwhelmed aspect is a lot more him than bakugo, who definitely skirts around being blatant w/ affection but isn’t all that opposed to both giving and receiving. deku, on the other hand, really... waits for you to lead, and because he’s him... is happy to wait forever. So when you suddenly reach out and care for him in a way he’s never experienced before... AHHH.

and just... that specific kind of intimacy too, i see as being very deku. you know, bakugo likes washing himself, so when you do it... it’s more of a vulnerable act. deku... can sometimes (and often) neglects these aspects of self care bc again, he believes his body is for The People... so when you to take control of it and provide? it’s this whole different level of softness and gentleness and love because it’s not related to anything painful or outside of just... showing ur love for him and him alone, as a person. a lover. 

(does that make sense? not that it isn’t all that for bakugo... but he’s more self sufficient in that the washing doesn’t make him fall apart. he falls apart for other reasons and then you’re there to help after)

but uh... yeah. i’m melting thinking about it! and esp because he has such nice hair in general, too. Can you imagine giving him an olaplex or oil treatment for fun and him just... tearing up and then falling asleep in ur lap LOL? he wakes up with the nicest, shiniest curls. i adore him to bits :((

and you, too! thank you so much for this <3

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also i just want to highlight: 

“His body is a monument of all the times he's given himself away freely simply bc he doesn't see himself as worthy of anything unless he's bleeding for it. Unless he's kneeling and putting his neck through a guillotine.” 

WOWWWWW!!!

Thank you for the sweet tags on Is Mine Forever my love. 💖💖 I’m so happy you enjoyed it. 😘

hehehe anything for u... cuz actually I’M so happy you’re writing it! it’s a blessing to us all, if i do say so myself😌

omg i spent the whole day reading your amazing FCKING BRILLIANT BAKUGOU MASTERLIST AAHHH ilyyyyu so much 🥺🥺💙💙💙💙

asdjkfajs u are too kind, thank you so MUCH!! i’m berry glad it could please <3 

me writing y/n as myself in every fic

True love

Sweat beads on his skin, forming imperfect drops across his freckled chest. Summer has broken, but he's still hot, radiating enough heat to make you kick the top sheet down and off for your conjoined bodies, but not hot enough you pull away. You rest your head on the soft, relaxed muscle of his chest, listening to how his heart beats in time with yours.

The heat is inside you too- just less physical. Loving him feels like you swallowed a match and let the flame consume, eating at the edges of your insides however it wishes. It stays tame, but if you fed it, if you breathe him in too hard, it's consume you.

"Izuku?" You gather yourself, swallowing the rising sparks in your chest as you meet his eye. The verdant of his eyelashes looks more vibrant against the deep, thick brown of his irises, " 'Zuku, do you ever wanna get married?"

Izuku smiles with a gooey, sticky tenderness, betrayed by the concerned crumple of his brow.

"Probably not. Maybe one day." He tucks your hair behind your ear with a trailing touch, "If I ever find the right person."

It's suddenly so cold between you, despite nothing changing.

"Oh," you rest your head down again. You throat burns with disappointment and you swallow, trying to push that feeling physically down. It takes effort to keep the quiver out of your voice, "Yeah, me too. If I ever find the right person."

you can't tell me this isn't us with bakugo 💀

(link fs!)

LOOOOL it absolutely is. And it’s making me laugh to think about because I can imagine how, if/WHEN he lives, this is exactly how he acts whenever anyone brings up the fact that he “died.”

Anyway. I miss our dear husband Bakugo :’( 

You didn't misunderstand! Totally what I mean with teasing Kaachan about it though if you play as anon to Deku he's trying to make sure it's you everytime or else he'll fall for it lol

(part i here!)

Why is Deku me asf lmaoooo HE WOULD. Literally has you look at all his messages over his shoulder and tell him which to answer, even the ones NOT sent by you... cuz he knows otherwise he’d be spilling your entire business to the world. 

“Babe, do you think I should answer the question, ‘what is your favorite brand of condom?’“ 

“No.”

“But... safe sex and all—“

“Still no.” 

“Okay, what about... ‘how many fingers can you fit in—“ 

“NO.” 

sdhfalkjsd and even when it IS something you sent, probably sometimes goes like: 

“Someone suggested I buy you this, look!” 

“Zucchini.... I sent that. It was me. You couldn’t tell?” 

“😗“