*Fingerguns* Ayyy

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HELLOOOOO!!

Gooooooood morning, beans! A very nice and great morning for all of you becaaaaause! Do you know what today is?! :D Exactly! It’s my Expulsed-of-Womb Day!! Which meeeeeeeans that:

Today is this blog’s Birthday!

Which, on itself, means nothing. However! This year I finally got some time and a tad of inspiration to try to celebrate this especial date so I planned a little some-something for this week.

It’s very simple and Ihave no idea if it will work but it sounded fun, so I hope you like it -w-)s2

Everyday until the next week (hopefully) I will be posting 5 times:

- Three commented reblogs (Time To Ramble yeshhhh)

- Two self rbs of my own fanfics

There will be days that instead of just self rbs I will post at least one new story I have completed and one self rb  (like today :D).

And, yeah, it’s not a LOT of stuff but it’s still stuff! What a best way to come back from my break than throw a bunch of posts and rambles on your dash? ‘v’)s2

Maybe, as the days go by, I get new ideas to do during this week but for now I think that that is it. Thank you so much for all the support you showed me during those... gosh, three years? Yeah, I think so. Thank you very very veeeery much.

Don’t forget to take a break, leave a heart on your fav artist’s post and stay hydrated, beans. You are so cool.

i will shove that crusty old titan back into tartarus myself to keep her happy

Congratulations to Dungeon Meshi on the first episode of the animation adaptation!

“Yeah, fair play” – “good wrapping, that” – “ooh” [when realizing the thought behing the colours on Roy’s shirt] – “I fucking love it”.

Jamie “Great with kids” Tartt strikes again.

plate of matcha crinkle cookies + little lesbian bird crochet hot pad sav made 4 me and lauren when we moved in together :,,)

good news, everyone!

A ‘how had this not been gifed already’ kinda moment

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i had to quickly sketch this out holy shit. listen to me

do you understand my vision ...

much like Rollo in all his fics, I'm in denial about him too. Anyway, Ash Wednesday falls on Valentine's Day so have a meme

we don't take ibuprofen, we read the Book of Lamentations and meditations of St. Alphonse of Ligorio about death, pray in Latin and contemplate the true meaning of existence by comparision of ashes

Can we not just stop birthing men like... women have to stop giving life to men.

I'm doing my part ✌️ and I agree but collectively most women wouldn't. I remember when there was discourse over a radfem having & celebrating giving birth to a baby boy. I've seen radfems praise lesbian couples adopting baby boys.

Tbh a lot of women are sellouts, they sellout other women & even betray themselves for love or having a slightly higher social status in society. When forced to cohabit with predators that have more power & essentially want to reproduce a copy of themselves, women giving them that could elevate or secure their status in society - it's an incentive & many would go for it.

Another thing to consider is that many women birth maIes to spare their lives, there's been cases where maIes would kill their partners & daughters for the woman not having a son (even though the sperm determines the sex). Part of me considers maternal instincts of women not being able to kill their maIe offspring bc that's still their child but then I think of post partum psychosis & cultures where daughters are routinely killed when they're born. If these instincts applied to maIe & female children I dont think things would've gotten this bad. Also a lot of women treat their sons much better than their daughters.

In a patriarchial society, birthing sons lets boymoms live out their power fantasies through their sons. They 'borrow' power from their sons or use their sons as a proxy for power. Like toxic mother in-laws treating their daughter in-laws like shit bc it's through the association that this woman is married to their son, women that cover up their sons sex crimes, in some cultures; boymoms look for women who've undergone FGM for their sons.

Bear in mind so many women still have faith in maIes as a collective, they think they'll raise the "good ones". This notion is popular in feminist spaces, women think they'll magically train & raise maIe allies. There's a saying of how several boymoms have emotional incest with their sons, they see there aren't good maIes in society so they want to create their own one(s).

However I think the biggest issue is that women are never going to be sociopathic or apathetic enough to moids. It would take a high level of apathy to abort maIe fetuses & refuse to birth another xy solely on the basis of their sex, to get to this point you'd need to have this feeling towards maIes generally and most women dont have this. MaIe survival is contentigent on female subjugation, women dont need to subjugate maIes to survive, we carry life, we can also provide for ourselves & maIes know it which is why they've set up societies the way they are and they're brutal about it because they and their bloodlines would be dead anyways if they dont have a system forcing women to rely on them to survive. That said; In the end despite everything, many women still want to partner with maIes, many women still love & believe in maIes. Most women wont disassociate with maIes collectively, catherine mckinnon goes into this in her book "the second sex" where she speaks about how women are scattered everywhere & identify with the tribes maIes put them into as opposed to seeing themselves as a sovereign group.

I personally dont think birthing another oppressor is worth it but people are different. Of course this can (& does) backfire against women but by the time the damage is realised it's too late. Ultimately for a shift in gender ratio & for women to refuse to birth maIes at any cost, they need to think bigger than themselves individually. Think of womankind instead of maIe supremacy & its structures but this will never happen & I wont kid myself otherwise.

happy 2023 byler tag!

✩ thank you for an amazing year! - e.

happy american vandal day to everyone who celebrates <3

Whenever some white fandom thing like The Amazing Digital Circus or Dr Who or 911 or literally anything trends on here, I sure hope y'all are going out of your way to accuse people in those tags of not caring about Palestine and condescendingly lecture them about "real" social issues! Or is that attitude reserved for black women discussing Kendrick Lamar? 🤔🤔🤔

next chapter of our hearts know deeper seasons than our memories is up!

She stands up and looks herself over. Fuck. She’s still in her dress from last night. She stumbles over to her closet and quickly, clumsily, changes into a pair of sweatpants and the first t-shirt she can find. Whoever it is knocks again. She glances at herself in the mirror as she hurries out of the room and rolls her eyes when she realizes she’s wearing a London tourist shirt that, judging by how long it is on her, used to belong to Robin. She’s over it. Over everything. She’s going to tell whatever asshole is at her door to leave her alone, and then she’s going to pull the curtains closed in her room and hide under the covers until everyone in the world has forgotten she exists.