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chiara-hotel · 5 months

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Vampire AU!

Characters: Chuuya, PM!Dazai, ADA! Dazai

Warnings: Mention of Blood, Suicide, Starving, Marking

Spoilers: S5, Chapter 111.5

Chuuya:

- Chuuya lives within the darkness already due to his job in the mafia, so having no access to sunlight doesn’t bother him

- Of course it does interfere with a few missions but he has other subordinates he can send for him

- He’s not a heavy drinker surprisingly, Chuuya can go a whole day without drinking blood

- Usually he drinks blood though his wineglass so it doesn’t seem too suspicious

- No one notices, unless they know its blood or have a keen eye

- Though if he’s on a mission to kill he’ll drink directly from the source

- Chuuya is obsessed with your blood too, if you’ll let him he’d gladly oblige to drinking yous

- Whenever your neck has a bite marks on it he gives you his choker to hide the marks (also so no one asks questions)

- For others, they’d also just see you wearing his choker as a symbol your taken by him, which he also loves aswell

- His fangs are tiny & cute, they look similar to what they looked like when he faked being a vampire

- They’d look so cute though

- Sometimes he threatens the port mafia’s enemies with his fangs and they get scared off

- Or even threaten them by trying to drink their blood

- Usually it works, if it doesn’t then hes always hungry for more food

- When he goes to pretend to be a vampire, its easier now that he actually is one

PM! Dazai:

- Oh boy this man is even more sadistic

- Dazai loves to drink your blood, he refuses to have anyone elses after he starts dating you, he’d rather starve than drink off of someone else

- Dazai also threatens his victims that he’ll suck their blood, 9 times out of 10 it works

- When that 1/10 chance happens, he shoots the person instead, he can’t betray you and drink someone else’s blood now can he?

- Loves biting you and seeing his marks on your skin

- Not to mention he loves lying you down & hugging you while he bites

- Bites your wrist or thighs the most

- If any bite marks fade you bet he’s remarking you in the most obvious places

- Yes, he’s tried garlic as a suicide method (he hated it, was in a lot of pain, now bans garlic from everywhere)

- Dazai takes you on every mission as an excuse if he “needs blood” because he won’t want to “underperform” now would he? he just wants to hug you and will miss you

- As a vampire, he’s also very clingy (even though he’s already clingy…. hes extra clingy)

ADA Dazai:

- Not too different

- Whenever hes bored at work and your busy working he convinces you that hes starving at that exact moment so he needs to feed on you

- Especially right after he finishes a mission, dragging you into the nearest alleyway to bite into you

- Although, due to his inability to walk in the sun you guys only do nightmissions

- And throughout the day, he cuddles you while going to sleepover

- Every so often he makes you buy groceries and such as he can’t walk outside

- But while your out he gets lonely and doesn’t let you leave his grip for an hour

#bungou stray dogs #bsd x reader #dazai x reader #chuuya x reader #bsd #bsd dazai #chuuya headcanons #bsd headcanons #dazai headcanons

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deonsx · 9 months

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If They Take Care Of You When You Get Sick

Feat: Dazai, Chuuya, Ranpo, Fyodor, Nikolai

Dazai Osamu

He really is very cautious in taking care of his one and only bella, He will hug you and give you lots of kisses regardless of your sickness, we know how bad he is at cooking but what will he do in a situation where he has to cook right now?

He thought about ordering food but didn't think it would be healthy so he tried making soup on his own from the cooking videos he really gave him full attention just to look at you, he ditched his job

"My beautiful bella, if anything happens to you, I would never be able to live" He's a real drama creator “Osamu I'm fine you're exaggerating"

I can imagine him holding you in his arms and not letting you walk "My love I can walk" You were told to him, His eyes were squinting looking at you "Still I will take care of you in the best of circumstances"

While you were sleeping, the moonlight hit your face and he watched you sleep, his eyes searched everywhere, he couldn't believe that he had found that true love and that she was lying in his bed like an angel right now "My beautiful angel"

Chuuya Nakahara

He's truly a masterpiece and he's a master at these, I can tell you he's the only man with excellent taste. He cooks with show even when You sick, which makes you smile, She takes her temperature every 10 minutes, pays a lot of attention, water bag and many things, pills, injections, serums, they are all here just for you now

He does 2-3 jobs at the same time, when you don't have control at home, things are only balanced by his power. You offered to call a doctor to the house, but he refused, "I'm the one who wants to take care of you, no one else is needed"

Of course he doesn't care if you're sick to kiss you too, he just lays you on his lap and watches you sleep, You rested your head on his orange hair and you fell asleep with his beautiful harmonizing perfume "My princess, I will always take care of you"

Ranpo Edogawa

No matter how cute and frivolous your boyfriend is, everything stops when it comes to you "I'll give you candy if you get better dear" you laughed at what he said "Ranpo I'm not a kid"

"I'm sure you will love it my love"he left kisses on your head, stroked your hair with his hands and tried to tell you a fairy tale "Once upon a time a princess..." He chose a beautiful story to put you to sleep

He can be very distracted while he cooks because you are the reason for making the food here, if you leave the room he is in and try to do anything while he is cooking he will scold you "Where were you s / he while I was cooking" he really asked you with a stupid seriousness on his face

"My love I just went out on the balcony" Ranpo shook his head disapprovingly "My wisdom instinct tells me you stood up for the laundry" He's not really serious at all. "If you try to get up again, I'll have to tie you to the bed in handcuffs, honey, be nice"

Fyodor Dostoyevski

He may indeed be the most normal lover among them, but just because he's normal doesn't mean he doesn't care about you, But of course he was interested in your illness and he wasn't that indifferent. "You still have a high fever, you need to take medicine dear"

He wasn't the best at cooking, he only cooked when it was absolutely necessary, but he wanted the best for you and brought home a chef who never took his money into consideration, yet you know how rich he is "The chef will make you 4-5 different main courses, if you don't like any of them just tell me my love"

He also considered calling a doctor home but didn't want to put you at any risk afterward because he had too many enemies, He left his job halfway just for you and took the best precautions for your recovery He tried every hour to heal you with special pills and serums "I don't know if you have any medical experience?"you asked him with a laugh. "Just for you, my dear”

Nikolai Gogol

"Darling please don't die yet we'll live a long life with you" He said stroking and kissing you "Ohh I'm fine please let me mind my business" "This is not possible, my love, I hired servants for you.." he spoke to you "Servants??" As soon as you asked, the door of the house opened and two women and two men entered. "People here will take care of your food, cleaning and your illness."

Your eyes really opened in surprise, you were expecting something, but you didn't think that he would exaggerate everything so much, He did make you feel like you were a princess in a castle, he was constantly teleporting around the house bringing you a water bag, ice cloth and a lot of things

He told you about his childhood while you were lying on a bed and you memorized everything he said word for word, he was saying it to sleep you, but when he turned his head to you he saw that you were not sleeping "My beautiful love is still listening to me?”

Enjoy!

I want to write them more as a father the time he spends with his children and his wife

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yurislotusgarden · 7 months

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Hii! could I request ranpo and chuuya with a fem s/o who makes cute bento boxes for their lunch at work? (I was curious on how this would go, feel free to add any details you want!)

My bento!

ʚїɞ Separately! Nakahara Chuuya, Ranpo Edogawa, Sigma x F!Reader

ʚїɞ Keep in mind English is not my first language, so you may find mistakes!

ʚїɞ word count: 1764 (Chuuya - 537, Ranpo - 664, Sigma - 561)

ʚїɞ Have Sigma as an extra bcs my ass forgot it was meant to be Ranpo instead of him after I was done with Chuuya's part

ʚїɞ Tw’s: None! Just pure fluff, pet names are used (barely), reader’s gender is not specified that much

Nakahara Chuuya!

ཐིཋྀ He loves the bentos so much, well more like the fact that you take time to make them for him

ཐིཋྀ Tries to always eat them

ཐིཋྀ Once, when you started making them, he didn’t eat the food because he was so busy that day, and when he had a little free time, Chuuya decided it was a better idea to go on a stress smoke break (He tries to limit smoking to the minimum he can if you don’t like smoking/the fact that he does it. He knows it’s because you care about his health)

ཐིཋྀ It ended with you fussing over him eating almost nothing that day and he doesn’t like causing you stress or making you worry so he makes sure to eat those bentos😭

ཐིཋྀ He may be an executive but this man is not embarrassed at all to eat those bentos in front of people, no matter how colorful or cutesy the food looks

ཐིཋྀ Food is food, he’s not gonna not eat cause you to worry just because the bento is one that doesn’t look like someone like him would eat

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“Lad, may I ask where do you get those bentos from?”

It was a long time since Kouyou noticed Chuuya’s bentos, and she tried to ignore just how much she wanted to try one. The only reason why she didn’t is because she doesn’t know where he is getting them from.

The young woman looked at many shops in Yokohama and saw a few places with similar bentos, but it was easy to see that none of the stores were the ones where Chuuya kept getting his lunch from.

…She really wanted one for herself, especially with how obvious it was that they were delicious, kept quiet about it tho.

Chuuya turned towards the older woman, whom he came to see as an older sister over the years.

“They’re not bought from a shop.”

“You don’t buy them?”

“Not a single one of them. Actually,-”

Kouyou was confused. Where did he get a bento from every single day? She knows the younger of the two probably wouldn’t bother spending his free time making food for lunch definitely a day before, even if he did, it wouldn’t be so colorful or detailed. There were even rice balls decorated as bears and stuff, it obviously took time to make one. But if he wasn’t buying them, then the only other option that came to her mind was-

“- [Name] makes them for me.”

“She does?”

“Yeah, and she’s yet to make one I dislike.”

It all makes sense now to the red-haired woman. You have more free time most of the time compared to Chuuya, and you were probably aware of the eating habits he had before.

The fact that you take time, quite a lot it seems if Kouyou was to guess, the bentos are even detailed, in a very cute style if she was to say, made a smile appear on her face.

“Mhm, you wanna try?”

“How could I refuse such an offer?”

The food was even better than she thought. Kouyou made a mental note to ask you if you would have a problem with making two bentos from time to time.

Edogawa Ranpo!

ཐིཋྀ Another reason as to why he’s dating you -you give extra homemade sweets to the Bentos-

ཐིཋྀ He doesn’t even need to try to remember to eat it because he ends up eating it before lunch anyway -the reason behind you making more than one bento usually-

ཐིཋྀ He fucking boasts to everyone about the food😭

ཐིཋྀ “See what I have here? HAHA! Something you don’t and probably never will!” ← totally not Ranpo to anyone else -and totally not him to Dazai and Atsushi about the fact that they will probably never have homemade food like him-

ཐིཋྀ Don’t make the bentos with him in the kitchen unless you have prepared double the amount of food you plan to use. He uses any opportunity to snack on the not-ready-yet bentos

ཐིཋྀ BUT! He will share with you if he notices you’re hungry or just generally wanna eat it <3

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“C’mon give me just a little piece!”

“Nope! [Name] made it for me! Make your own if you want a bento at work, Yosano-san!”

“I can’t make such a bento Ranpo-san!”

“Not my problem!”

With a pout, the brunette turned his chair away, trying to eat his food in peace. It’s one of his favorite bentos! You put his favorites in this one! The only thing he doesn’t like in it is the veggies which Ranpo would ignore or throw out but he knows that he won’t get his favorite candy made by you anytime soon if he does (the others will snitch if he throws them out, especially Dazai and Yosano they did that the one and only time he did so. He learned a lesson from that after you didn’t cook his favorite like you said you would that morning)

Ranpo could practically feel the eye-roll done by Yosano. “It’s not like it’s the only bento you had today.” It’s true, he ate a similar one 2 hours earlier. “Doesn’t matter. It’s my bento either way.” A sigh came from the woman.

And right when one would think his problem was solved, another arrived.

“Ranpo-san! What an interesting bento you have there!”

“Go away Dazai. I’m not giving you a single piece of my food!”

“Oh c’mon! You can spare a little!”

“Nope! Especially not when it’s [Name]’s cooking!”

Seriously, can’t they leave him alone? He knows your cooking is good, everyone at the agency knows that! But he wishes that you’d never let Dazai taste your food. The bandaged man has horrible eating habits, you both know that, and yet he always tries to get his hands on Ranpo’s bentos. The audacity!

Ranpo could tell that Dazai's annoying mouth was about to open again before someone interrupted him.

"I can make bentos for you too if you like them so much, Dazai-san"

Isn't that his angel who came to visit him at his oh-so-tiring job? Lovely timing, if Ranpo was to say, but there was one problem.

Among ‘hello’s and ‘hi’s from others upon noticing you, gasps could be heard, from 2 men specifically.

"You would do that for me?!"

"Excuse me?!"

What is this?! There's no way that you’re gracing anyone else with the perfection that are your his bentos!

“Hm?” It’s easy to see for anyone in the room that you were confused.

“[Name]-chan, if you could be so nice, could I ask for a bento with cra-”

“No no no! Shut up Dazai! She’s not making you any bentos! In your dreams!”

In the end, while Ranpo and Dazai at first thought that you wouldn’t make the taller brunette a bento after your conversation at that moment, you indeed did as a surprise.

The best detective in the world didn’t like that but he allowed you to after bribing him and reminding him that if you can get Dazai to eat, you will, no matter if Ranpo will allow you to make a bento for him or not.

Dazai's happy scream the next day could probably be heard throughout the whole building.

Sigma!

ཐིཋྀ He didn’t think he’d be able to adore you more than he already does, and yet you found a way to make him do so

ཐིཋྀ He tries to eat the bentos every day but it isn’t that rare that he forgets about eating altogether when faced with a mountain of paperwork or problems in the casino

ཐིཋྀ He loves how they look and taste. He, at one point, will ask if you can teach him how to cook. Like not even necessarily a bento, just to learn since he doesn’t want the kitchen to end up in flames one day, he’s aware he sucks at cooking

ཐིཋྀ He probably would be a little embarrassed by eating it. Not because of how colorful or cutesy they are, but because of the looks he gets from people who see it.

ཐིཋྀ The stares aren’t criticizing or anything, others just don’t expect that their boss/the manager of the casino would eat food that looks like that

ཐིཋྀ Someone was probably jealous because he has homemade bentos like that and they have some store-bought sandwiches 💀

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“It’s mine actually. Sorry, I forgot to take this from here earlier.”

The man standing in front of the bar was shocked.

He’s been sitting there and drinking not too much for some time now. At one point he noticed the bartender taking out a bento from under the bar, the lid see-through enough to see the food inside. He has to say, the detail and overall look were very cute, it definitely took time to make it look so.

The man had thought that the bento was made by someone for the bartender (In his mind it was a fair thought as he didn’t think that one could buy a bento like that anywhere close to a place like this. Especially if you work there).

The slightly shorter man changed his thought upon noticing that the bartender didn’t touch the food he had taken out (later on the lunch break he took out something else to eat)

Around 2 hours after the lunch break, -the bento still untouched, he noticed- the man decided to finally ask, curiosity winning over after all the time spent at the bar seat.

“Excuse me, who is the owner of the bento? I couldn’t help but notice that it hasn’t been touched at all.”

And he really chose the worst time to ask that question didn’t he? Right as the person to whom the bento belonged to, came.

“I-It’s yours sir?”

“Yes, why?”

How is he supposed to answer? That he didn’t think that such a cute-looking bento -that if he could he would consider stealing, it looks delicious and definitely better than his sandwich- can belong to the ever so stoic and calm manager of the sky casino?

“No reason! Was just that curious, that’s all! after all, the bento was lying here for the past, almost, 3 hours by now.”

“Ah, understandable then”

The bi-colored-haired man turned to the bartender, who was already giving the box over to him.

“Thank you for keeping it here for me, Shuichi-kun”

“no problem, Sigma-san. [Name]-san also told me to tell you-”

Yeah, the man needs a break from the confusion and shock for the next week.

And Sigma? He’s just happy you leave the bentos somewhere he can take them from when you know he’s busy.

Notes, comments, and reblogs are greatly appreciated <3

Do not copy or translate my works on/to any site

#Can't believe I realized I'm writing a wrong character only after I was done #like completely #wtf #bsd x reader #bsd #bsd x y/n #bungo stray dogs #bsd x you #x reader #sigma x reader #chuuya bsd #bsd chuuya #chuuya x reader #ranpo x reader #ranpo bsd #bsd ranpo #ranpo bungou stray dogs

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starlightshadowsworld · 4 months

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Bsd except Dazai was never part of the Port Mafia.

But he keeps somehow getting involved with them. To the point a lot of the Port Mafia think he is.

Like Dazai was just going for a walk through Suribachi city, because he was bored.

Next thing you know, he and Chuuya are facing down the dead Port Mafia Boss.

Chuuya joins the Port Mafia, Dazai isn't even part of it. And they still end up becoming Double Black.

Because their both chaos magnets and keep running into each other during various crisis's.

Mori keeps trying to recruit Dazai and he refuses every time.

There's an executive spot open for him, but no one realises that it hasn't been taken.

There's a whole ass legend about the Demon Prodigy of the Port Mafia. That he's so sinister and evil no one knows what he looks like.

Meanwhile Dazai's just some broke artist that works at some cafe.

He found the Akutugawa siblings starving on one of his walks and invited them into the cafe.

Where he teased em for putting way too much sugar in their tea and they've been close ever since.

They both still end up join the Port Mafia and visit often.

Dazai's given Akutugawa some pointers on his ability.

And because of that, Akutugawa works hard to make him proud. He considers Dazai his first mentor and respects the hell out of him.

This story is interpreted very differently by the Port Mafia. Who see Akutugawa's rage and violence. And assume his mentors to blame.

And not... Him being 16 and incredibly emo.

His actual mentor in the Port Mafia is Chuuya.

But people rarely see them together and assume it's the mysterious Demon Prodigy. A man so dead inside he probably beats up his subordinate and is endlessly cruel.

Cut to Dazai at the cafe, lighting up and bouncing over as soon as the Akutugawa siblings show up at the cafe.

Mori's not exactly helping to stop the rumours.

Dazai still befriends Oda and Ango, they're regulars and they frequent Bar Lupin together. And Mori still uses them against him.

Odasaku dies and Dazai joins the Agency. To make the most out of his life, and to personally spite Mori forevermore.

Dazai meets Atsushi, gets him some food and is just like welp another stray.

Reasons that with Atsushi's lack on control with his ability, and desperate need of a job. Helps him land one at the Agency.

There's like 3 minutes of Akutugawa and Atsushi having a stare off before they just sit, drink tea together and have a nice conversation.

Though they have to put up appearances in battle of course. Since their technically enemies but only at work.

Dazai's "secret" comes out and he spends a good long hour screaming profanities into a pillow before explaining himself.

The layout of the Port Mafia being one Dazai knows, it's because he's been kidnapped that many times and has made fun of the structure.

Mori took that as constructive criticism and made the changes.

Dazai just really hates Mori.

He makes it very clear to everyone at the Agency that everything he knows about Mori and the Port Mafia inner workings is entirely against his will.

But man it took a lot of convincing.

Like yes I might have Port Mafia connections, some personal ones. I might also resemble the vague description of the "Demon Prodigy."

And sure there's an executive spot quite literally with my name on it. And yeah I know Mori, unfortunately better than most people.

But I am not a member of the Port Mafia and I never have been.

... See this is why I kept my past a secret.

Yosano is just like, no yeah that checks out he would do that.

And Ranpo is just laughing his ass off and says Dazai's telling the truth and there is peace... For now.

#Bsd #dazai osamu #bsd dazai #bsd akutagawa #akutagawa ryuunosuke #bsd chuuya #chuuya nakahara #atsushi nakajima #bsd atsushi #bungou stray dogs #long post #Bsd mori

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stuffeddeer · 7 months

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do u have any y!dazai hcs?

it definitely depends on how i want to write him! i really like making him deludedly obsessed with his darling ❤️ like ohhh they love me too,,, they're playing hard to get, they're teasing me, etc - leaves room for eerie fluff (got smth like this drafted btw) where he just dotes on his darling while they're terrified 😳😳

BUT THERE'S SOMEThing about dazai who Knows. like he's a smart guy, he understands what he's doing is wrong and he knows you would rather be anywhere else. You freeze up as he enters his dorm day in and day out, flinching away from his gentle touches. He tries not to force you into anything, staying six feet away and sleeping on the couch. He loves you so badly he just can't let you go, but that doesn't mean he enjoys seeing you hurting. Dazai who tries his hardest to slowly get you to see what he does: that he loves you too much to ever hurt you. Oda had instructed him to be better, to do better, but every time he promises he'll let you go, he'll take you out on real dates... Well, there's always next week.

ALSO IMAGINE a harsh dazai who knows both what he wants and how to get it. he's manipulative !!!! dazai who takes away food privileges until you say you love him back; who pulls away and refuses to talk to his darling just knowing they'll feel so alone without any human contact and come running back to him... ouuugh he's the worst! he'll get a tiny mattress just so your options are his cold, hard floors or to huddle so close to him on the fluffy bed.... i hate him.

these all are if he kidnaps you ofc 😭 i kinda like a possessive loser yandere dazai who hates to see you w others but won't ask you out (commitment issues ⁉️ ) so he just stews from afar. constantly mad. still definitely manipulative, like withdrawing from you because you went on a mission without him (never mind that you don't get to pick..) or spent time with Anyone Else. he has to cradle you closely but if you try to take it further he just gets all pouty because what you have works, but if you look for someone else to date instead....

no matter what i think ada yan!dazai is unlikely to kill! (maybe delusional dazai would pretend he has no choice or he's just putting them to sleep ❤️) he'll definitely threaten, maim, and hinder the lives of those showing slight interest in his darling tho :)

urrrgggg hc that yan dazai pets his darling like a fucking dog or smth. just because he never experienced real love and only sees ppl with their pets so he's like yeah that's enough affection 👍🏻

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astralspen · 1 month

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I have brought to you headcanons for Chuuya, Atsushi, and Dazai!

WARNING: These headcanons are about eating disorders and unhealthy relationships with food in general. I am not a professional and have not had any ED's myself, so these headcanons are based solely off of my research and conversations I've had with loved ones who have experienced them. Please seek professional help if you struggle with any eating disorders and proceed with caution.

EDIT: added all the tags I forgot

1. Atsushi has Binge Eating Disorder. Since the orphanage restricted his food so much, he eats uncontrollably a lot and tends to starve himself a bit in between binges. Kyouka knows and tries to help Atsushi, but I don't actually think a lot of the ada members know. Atsushi hides it well and Kyouka respects Atsushis wishes to keep it under wraps. Dazai probably thinks something is up but isn't sure, and Ranpo probably knows about it, but neither say anything to avoid making Atsushi uncomfortable or nervous. Atsushi doesn't really eat in front of people either. The only exception is snacking when he gets super bad hunger panes (I'm talking not going days with eating little to nothing, usually that happens because of mission). Even then he will only binge or really eat in general until he's alone.

2. Chuuya used to have ARFID (Avoidant/Restrictive Food Intake Disorder). Because of him living in the slums until he was 15, he got used to ignoring hunger panes and limiting how much he was eating because of a lack of food, so when he was accepted into the Port Mafia, he brought those habits with him, and would only eat a certain amount at specific times, usually when he was alone. He probably only ate certain foods like bread, canned products, mostly things that wouldn't expire or would provide a lot of energy without eating much. Koyou, Dazai, and the Flags all helped him work through it so he doesn't have it by the time Canon rolls around and is careful about maintaining a good relationship with food for their sakes. Koyou also checks in on him whenever they meet up.

3. Not really ED related and I've seen this one a lot, but Dazai has days where he has a food aversion because of his depression. The thought of or seeing food makes him sick, or sometimes it's just days where he doesn't feel hungry at all. The days range from being able to eat if its his canned crab, to only drinking a glass or two of whiskey if anything (I imagine that whiskey is a kind of comfort drink to him because of the days where he drank at bar lupin with oda and ango), to refusing to eat and drink anything, whether it's his safe/comfort food or drink or not. Kunikida knows this and it's the main reason he checks in on Dazai to see if he's eaten. I don't think Kunikida is entirely aware of his safe food and drink, though, so if it's one of those days, Kunikida will just take a lot of time gently urging Dazai to eat something. Ranpo also probably knows about it and will sometimes throw a piece of candy Dazais way on those days. The combined efforts usually convince Dazai to eat a bit of canned crab, though it's always alone. Chuuya also knows and will get on Dazai about not eating. He'll also prep some canned crab and keeps a bottle of whiskey at his place just in case. Sure they're not healthy at all but it's better than nothing. The food aversion days were more frequent and worse back when he was still in the PM, and he's gotten better with them now. Though they do still happen every now and then of course.

#tw: ed #tw: eating problems #tw: eating issues #bungou stray dogs #bsd chuuya #bsd dazai #bsd atsushi #bsd headcanons #bsd #bsd atsushi nakajima #bsd osamu dazai #bsd chuuya nakahara

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sickficideas · 9 months

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what are your favorite pm dazai headcanons, both funny and angsty? two of minemine are that he only ever really ate when stealing chuuyas food and that he’s a god at rhythm games (like his only good coping mechanism lol). also I love the idea of dazai with a hot pink retainer bc of chuuya plotting revenge

these are so cute 😭 i really love the stealing Chuuya's food thing omg....I'll list some of the ones I can think of that I like!!

- he's almost completely blind in the eye that he covers up in bandages

- I absolutely love father figure Hirotsu for pretty much everybody so I'm applying that to Dazai too...i think he silently looks after him

- he was medically experimented on by Mori when he was 14/15 (this either worsened or caused the blindness in his eye). he's afraid of doctors and refuses to be treated unless he can't make the decision for himself anymore. he's passed this onto Akutagawa (he thinks he's protecting him/preventing him from experiencing what he went through)

- I'm adding to your rythym game headcanon I think he is addicted to gacha games but he's super bad at them and spends a lot of money on them

- he likes to invite himself into Chuuya's apartment and will just be there when Chuuya gets home and eating his snacks or sleeping on his bed. Chuuya blows a fuse every time but at some point he learns about Dazai's actual living conditions and doesn't have the heart to tell him to go home

- also just a general hc (and not PM dazai exclusive) but I think he's autistic

#pm dazai my sweet baby #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #bsd headcanons #dazai #chuuya #hirotsu #skk #soukoku #bsd #medical abuse #experimentation #whump #blindness #iatrophobia #white coat syndrome #autism #ask box

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allisonlol · 2 years

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Hello! Can I just say, how much I love you writing and such, it’s just perfect like I mean it

But could I possibly have what different BSD characters (dazai etc etc) would do to like help their s/o and such who has gotten out of surgery and in pain? Like how they would help etc.

Thank you so much! Take your time with this and remember to stay hydrated and all that! :)

a/n: tysm anon ily!! i got ur other ask too and, good luck with ur surgery!! i promise everything will be ok <33 picked some of the characters that i thought would be the best for this :0 also, thank u all for 1.6k??!?! was just celebrating 1.5 a week ago?!? plz ily all sm

warnings: surgery, descriptions of pain, but tons of fluff

(Dazai, Yosano, Ranpo) When Their S/O Gets Out of Surgery

Dazai

so first of all, dazai stayed with you for the entirety of the hospital visit

from the consultation, to the surgery itself, to the recovery afterwards

he wasn't allowed in the room during the operation but stayed in the waiting room (probably blowing up your phone with memes for you to see when you woke up)

speaking of when you wake up, expect to see this mfs face the second you open your eyes

hovering over you like (•◡•)

goes all "good morning belladonna~" while you just stare at him like O_O because you're still loopy from the anesthesia

^he thinks it's the most adorable thing and records a video to send to the agency group chat

once the effects of the anesthesia have worn off, dazai helps you to the car and brings you home to rest

is literally so doting?? and surprisingly responsible for once

makes sure you take any medications for recovery and picks up food from ur favorite place

his heart breaks to hear you complain about the pain so he'll lay with you and hold you until it feels better <3

meanwhile you're wondering why ur phone is blowing up with messages from the agency group chat?? (dw, they're just commenting on how adorably lost you looked)

then there's the one message from kunikida that's like "they look horrified. but i would be too if dazai was the first thing i saw when i woke up" based asf

Yosano

she's literally a doctor, therefore the best one for this situation

tries to convince you to let HER do the operation?? you gotta refuse because getting cut up with her mf chainsaw sounds even worse than the surgery

despite the fact that she won't be carrying out the operation, she MAKES SURE it all goes smoothly

drives you to the hospital, checks you in, and leads you to an operation room??

you don't have to lift a finger

the other doctors are just like "....." but let her do her thing since they'd heard about her work from the agency

yosano demands to be allowed to stay in the room during the surgery and you best believe she is not denied

keeps a careful eye on every movement the surgeon makes (plz they were mad stressed)

waits by ur bedside until you wake up & holds your hand even tho you aren't conscious

once home, she is very strict with making sure you recover to 100%

deadass sets timers on ur phone to remind you to take your medication

prepares you foods that will be easy on your stomach, and only eats the same things as you so you won't feel left out

shares the latest workplace gossip to distract from the pain as well >:)

Ranpo

bro is all over the place

atsushi probably gets dragged along at one point?? since neither you nor ranpo know the directions to the hospital

once you're in the operation, he does leave the building BUT only so he can go buy a bunch of snacks for y'all to share once you wake up

literally walks in with a shopping bag overflowing

ur not supposed to be eating that stuff after but...no one's exactly looking sooooo >:)

atsushi comes back to pick y'all up and drop you off at home ofc give this man a break

let me just say!! ranpo is the BEST at distracting you from the pain

he does everything from shoving snacks in your face, to putting on five different movies, to going on little story times about past cases he solved and how great he is

bouncing from topic to topic gets BOTH of y'all tired and then you end up falling asleep snuggling or something

but we all know you guys aren't making it to work on time the next morning (if you even show up)

kunikida spam calls at like eight AM and ranpo just answers like "SHUT THEBFUCK UP" before hanging up so you can keep sleeping <33

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#bsd dazai #bsd x reader #bsd x y/n #bsd x you #dazai x you #dazai x reader #dazai hcs #bungo stray dogs x reader #bungou stray dogs #dazai imagines #ranpo x y/n #bsd ranpo #ranpo hcs #ranpo imagines #ranpo x reader #yosano headcanons #yosano x reader #yosano akiko

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vypridae · 6 months

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YOU HAVE HCS

GIVE :D

(i love hearing hcs literally RAMBLE if you want to:D)

OAHAOGHAOFDHA WELL. OKAY IF YOU SAY SO

under a cut bc i feel like im gonna overexplain or talk about waaay too many HSJKGHDFG

dazai needs glasses. he doesn't get them for himself because he thinks he can put it off. kunikida ends up getting him those circle glasses and he's like "noooo i don't want these i'll look like a nerd" but kunikida makes him keep them anyway bc he uses his lack of Vision as an excuse to not do his work. he thinks hes gonna get teased for looking stupid but everyone thinks he looks absolutely GORGEOUS and he gets like 10x more compliments on the street

dazai has morse code memorized and likes to fuck with kunikida in the ada dorms by tapping a message on his wall. kunikida has Overstressed trying to translate

yosano accidentally will infodump on neat medfacts and someone always has to tell her she's rambling (and usually its ranpo)

kyouka's favorite animals are bunnies, chinchillas and kittens, but she's allergic to cats (imagine how awful it is living with atsushi /j)

it is very funny to me to imagine akutagawa gets easily scared

hirotsu is the aroace ally who gets to deal with everyone coming to him to rant about / talk shit about / talk about their crushes on others

Q speaks fluent german and they love jumpscaring the pm members with it

louisa loves to dress up her room whenever she uses her ability. she doesn't really need to, she just likes to. maybe she'll have some coffee, and a really comfortable chair, and some lilac or pumpkin spice candles depending on her Vibe TM, and its just so aesthetic

nikolai can replicate signatures, and by extension handwriting, almost perfectly. he uses this to his advantage to forge notes. he also uses this to help sigma when he's Super Fucking Tired

sigma's favorite cookies are double chocolate chip

dazai trying the pocky game vs chuuya who just takes the pocky, kisses dazai, and then eats the pocky

poe visits ranpo while hes in the agency and he'll bring a new snack for ranpo every single time, it's always something he's heard ranpo offhandedly say he wants to try

nikolai is a WONDERFUL cook. if he notices sigma hasn't eaten in a little while / hasnt left his office in a bit, he'll surprise him and show up with a plate of homecooked ukrainian food, or homemade cookies (double chocolate chip), and sigma is soooo grateful. i also think nikolai knows what sigma likes in terms of coffee so he makes him coffees a lot because sigma is so sleepy and gets caffeine headaches

tecchou refuses to eat food thats not the same color, but he's actually a really good cook and jouno is genuinely surprised when tecchou makes him an actually delicious breakfast/dinner/whatever, and hes like "so does this mean you're done with your weird food combinations?" and tecchou is like "no, but i know you don't like them so i'm not going to force you to eat them." and jouno is like. wait. hold on. why are you nice

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flowers-of-buffoonery · 7 months

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I SAW SOME OF YOUR ANALYSIS STUFF AND AUAUYAAUAUAHAHDKAKDISIAJRSIJAFKXKAIDK SO CAN I ASK WHAT YOUR THOUGHTS ON AKUTAGAWA/SSKK ARE 🙏 if not it’s ok !!

hi!!! I haven't thought extensively about akutagawa and sskk so I don't have general considerations – what I do have is thoughts specific to certain aspects of akutagawa's character, or certain sskk interactions. akutagawa and atsushi's first three fights gave me lots of food for thought re: akutagawa's early feelings towards atsushi. and so!! I present to you...

fascination, jealousy, sameness

akutagawa's thoughts on atsushi in chapters #4, #11-12, and #33-35

at first, atsushi is nothing but prey for akutagawa. the mafia wants to capture him alive; akutagawa, as a "humble dog" (his words) of the organisation, hunts him down to fulfil his duty – nothing more.

atsushi is something to be caught – something akutagawa has absolute confidence he can catch. he's so confident he stops to chat, to tell atsushi about rashōmon, to make threats. in short: he underestimates him. he doesn't see him as a threat even when atsushi tries to fight back.

but then, atsushi half-transforms into the white tiger, and that gets akutagawa's attention. atsushi stops being a helpless prey and becomes a vaguely challenging prey instead. akutagawa takes his time to observe him, taking in atsushi's skills, marvelling at his speed.

fighting him becomes interesting. of course, dazai steps in before long, ending their fight, and akutagawa has to go back to the mafia empty-handed, with promises of retaliation. what he thinks of atsushi at this point we might never know. what we do know, is that every neutral thought he could have had is abruptly killed the moment he speaks to dazai in ch. 9.

dazai tells him that atsushi is "far more talented" than akutagawa ever was; akutagawa, whose primary drive is to make dazai proud, is immediately consumed with jealousy and murderous spirit. atsushi might still be a prey, but his main status in akutagawa's mind is that of a rival – someone he needs to cut down to achieve his goals.

so the next time akutagawa has the chance to capture atsushi, he tries stabbing him to death. he doesn't even try to fight; he simply doesn't want him alive any longer. of course, atsushi's power heals him before he can die, and so akutagawa has to fight him again.

this time, akutagawa is absolutely ruthless with both his words and rashomon. atsushi is an obstacle to be removed; someone weak, someone worthless, someone dazai couldn't possibly consider training – and yet.

atsushi took the possibility of dazai's praise from akutagawa; he can't forgive him. so he mocks him, taunts him, toys with him. he's still so sure to be the superior ability user out of the two of them that, when atsushi manages to hit him by being smart, akutagawa can't help but think of dazai's lessons, of the cruel training he underwent, the skills he learnt – all of which atsushi lacks. and yet dazai has more faith in his skill than he does in akutagawa's.

the problem is – akutagawa can't see it. he refuses to see it, refuses to entertain the notion that atsushi, as untrained as he is, might be a match for him – because if he admits it, then isn't dazai right? so he underestimates atsushi again, and loses their first full fight because of it. which of course only makes him angrier.

in his anger and hurry to kill atsushi, akutagawa decides to ignore the truce between the mafia and the ADA, and joins him on the moby dick to kill him. at this point, akutagawa has been obsessing over atsushi for a significant amount of time, and I think his obsession didn't just strengthen his resolve to kill him – it slowly, subconsciously, made him see atsushi as a partial equal. he's been thinking about him so much that he identified similarities between the two of them; he hates him enough that he wants to kill him in a fight; and his previous defeat has forced him to realise that atsushi does have some skills.

so instead of attempting to kill him swiftly, akutagawa fights him. and as he fights him, you can clearly see there's a part of akutagawa that's fascinated by atsushi – this person he could almost see himself in, the only other person dazai chose to train. he's unaware of this fascination, and thus unable to conceal it.

akutagawa doesn't understand atsushi, and he doesn't understand dazai's choice to train him. but then fitzgerald reveals the horrors of atsushi's past, and suddenly akutagawa does understand, and his anger skyrockets – but so does his disdain. he despises the way atsushi wallows in his own pain, dwells on his own past, instead of recognising how lucky he is to have dazai's recognition and praise.

akutagawa can see himself in atsushi's past self. they don't share the same past, but their experiences are equivalent; yet akutagawa hasn't wallowed in his own misery for a single second, while atsushi is still bound by his painful memories. "I got over my past and got over myself; why can't you do the same and achieve greatness?" is probably what plays in a loop inside akutagawa's head. his disgust can only be so intense because atsushi's circumstances feel unbearably personal.

but akutagawa can also see himself in atsushi's present self, who is a student to dazai. the similarities end there, as akutagawa is convinced atsushi has done nothing to deserve this, and is wasting his good luck. "I got over myself and have been trying my utmost for years. you, meanwhile, are still stuck in your misery by choice, and don't make any efforts to become better... and yet dazai has taken you under his wing. why? why did it have to be you?"

these are, I think, akutagawa's thoughts. but a part of him can already see why dazai chose atsushi, why he deems him talented; he just refuses to acknowledge it, wrapped up as he is in jealousy.

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elnathsstar · 9 months

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Ranpo HC that I implore everybody to consider:

Ranpo being OBSESSED with red grapes. He goes absolutely feral when given them, he's obsessed to the point that every time he's given them somebody is assigned to ensure he doesn't choke on them. Obsessed to the point that he takes red grapes over sweets almost every time.

If he's given a tub of grapes, he can (and will) eat them all in one sitting, especially if they're given to him with some apple bits. Therefore, if somebody is trying to get Ranpo to eat something healthy, they just give him a bowl with a sliced up apple and a handful of grapes, and he'll eat the entire thing with no complaints.

Ranpo isn't even aware of his obsession with these particular kinds of grapes, but he's also never seen the way that he will look up so fast that it's a miracle he hasn't broken his neck, every time somebody mentions grapes.

He still eats other grapes, and likes them a lot, but red ones are his favourite.

When he was 14 and Fukuzawa was trying to figure out what foods Ranpo would actually eat (because he refused to eat anything that looked, smelled or tasted weird), he thought that grapes weren't even worth trying, until one day he accidentally gave him some, and after that Ranpo would actively ask for more, and Fukuzawa could use the promise of more grapes to get him to try other foods.

Atsushi found out about Ranpo's grape obsession when he overheard Ranpo jealously complaining to Yosano and Dazai about how useful John Steinbeck's ability was, and how he would kill to have an infinite supply of grapes like that. Whenever Atsushi wanted Ranpo to find something he had lost from then on, he always conveniently had some grapes on hand. (Because yeah, sweets would do the job, but grapes are healthier).

#this was born from me literally launching myself at a bowl of grapes and apple the minute my dad put it on the table #red grapes are just super sweet and generally amazing #ranpo edogawa #bsd ranpo #bsd #bsd hcs

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lover-boy-liam · 1 year

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BSD HeadCannons;

Dazai weirdly misses the port mafia, a sort of longing for his family, but at the same time he hates it, and everyone there. It’s like the withdrawal from a toxic relationship.

Chuyya writes in a diary every night about what he did that day, but he often get frustrated at himself while writing, as he has a hard time finding the right words.

When Dazai first found chuyya diary chuyya thought he’d make fun of him, but Dazai was just like ‘oh cool, ANYGAYS—‘.

Dazai went/goes through depressive episodes.

When Dazai was still in the port mafia, Mori refused to take care of Dazai during his depressive episodes, so Chuyya took it into his own hands and took care of Dazai when he couldn’t take care of himself.

Atsushi and Akugawa stay up almost all night texting each other for like no reason.

Kunikida feels very responsible for the people around him, and when they get hurt he feels as though it’s his fault.

When Akugawa gets really frustrated with some of the mafia members and stuff, he often just rants to Atsushi about how annoying they are, and Atsushi actually really likes it because Akugawa has the weirdest way of phrasing things and he finds it hilarious.

Atsushi constantly references vines with Dazai, infuriating Kunikida.

Dazai sees Atsushi as a little brother of sorts, and at times he can be incredibly protective of him.

Atsushi is currently in the process of reading Sappho. (And loves it-)

Atsushi makes like a new playlist practically every time he opens his Spotify account lmao

Dazai listens to those ‘a burst of energy at three am’ pov playlists on YouTube at 3 am whist legitimately trying to summon a demon.

Atsushi literally s n a t c h e s peoples clothes shamelessly.

Dazai is a w h o r e for sweatshirts.

Chuyya loves oversized hoodies.

Akutagawa believes physical affection is a sign of weakness, so from him even so much as a pat on the shoulder is like a bear hug from anyone else.

Chuyya has a three hour long haircare routine, he tells no one of it albeit.

Ranpo steals other people’s food from like the fridge and tells them that Dazai did it

Chuyya steals other people’s food from the fridge but owns up to it, like WHATCHU GONNA DO ABOUT IT?! HM? THATS WHAT I THOUGHT.

Akutagawa has a hard time feeling his emotions, struggling to name and label them, let alone communicate them with others.

Dazai starts legitimately sobbing when he gets a paper cut.

Chuyya always laughs when Dazai gets a paper cut.

Dazai always teases chuyya about being a princess.

#Bsd

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sinfulpunishment · 5 months

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✎ᝰ┆The Day I Picked Up a Burnt Black Cat

─❏ Warnings: none

─❏ Characters: Oda Sakunosuke, implied Dazai Osamu

─❏ Synopsis: Oda retells the story of how he met a cat

─❏ A/N: in honor of TDIPUD releasing have this

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A while back I happened to stumble upon a kitten.

Now, normally, I would not needlessly take note of something everyone can see when they walk down the street, this particular kitten was different. The kitten had collapsed outside on my doorstep, beaten and bloodied. This kitten was black, like something burnt, and had scraggly fur that was probably fluffy when clean.

When I saw the kitten, my immediate thought was that I should take it to the nearest vet. It’s not like I was a professional, I couldn’t be certain that I could nurture the creature back to life. Yet, against my better judgment, I picked it up and brought it inside.

Once inside, I cleaned its paws of the blood, and had begun to bathe it when it had woken up. It did claw and protest—very loudly—to the care, but I persisted. I set up a bed for it in a little cardboard box in my living room.

I ended up successfully nurturing the kitten back to health. Of course, the process had some complications. The kitten sure loved to try and run away—I didn’t take it personally. One day it had gotten out successfully. While chasing the kitten down to bring it back home—it hadn’t fully healed yet, it’s not like I had any intention of keeping it originally—I found it had run into trouble with a group of stray dogs. After successfully rescuing the kitten, I took it back home. Once home I gave it food, this time the kitten didn’t insist on eating on the other side of the room, away from me. Instead, the kitten allowed me to sit next to it on the floor while we both ate. And, for the first time since we met, it allowed me to pet it.

After that day, the kitten and I began to grow closer. The kitten would come and go from my house frequently. When it first left, I didn’t figure it would come back at all, until later that same night it triumphantly walked in, holding an injured robin in its jaw. Once set down, the bird tried to fly away to no avail. It was a rather pathetic display—though, who am I, a human being, to judge the hardships of another creature? I ended up taking the robin to a nearby birdhouse outside, leaving it some sunflower seeds I had in a bag to snack on.

The kitten would frequently return to my house with “gifts”, and even without it came back almost every day. Eventually I invested in a bed for it. I would have to bathe it often, I refuse to have any parasites in my home, much to its protest though. At night, after I had come home from work, the kitten would curl up in my lap as I sat on the couch to unwind.

It was a peaceful life that me and the little black kitten had—at least, at my house. The kitten would often return to me beaten and bloodied, similarly to how I found it. Of course, I always tended to the wounds, but I felt my heart twist and ache every time I saw it return in such a sorry state. One couldn’t help but wonder what kind of life the feline led outside of my home.

Eventually the kitten would grow into a cat, becoming wiser and more agile. The scars from its youth would begin to be covered by fluffy, black hair. Though, I could keep track of the location of every scar that adorned its skin, therefore keeping track of its healing process. But, not all scars can heal and fade away completely, some will leave their marks for the rest of time. It’s those scars that the cat would have to learn to accept—not necessarily forgive those who inflicted the scars, but instead grow from the experience. There were some scars located in places no one should ever have to experience pain in, human or not—those were by far the most painful to keep track of.

I believe the burnt-black cat and I have become very close friends.

If I could I would spend the rest of our lives together, me and my feline friend. I would bring it with me to my house by the sea, it would sit on my desk, basking in the sunlight, while I write.

However, I fear that our time together is running short.

I can only hope that my time with the cat has taught it how to care for itself properly. I hope it can find someone to curl up with, someone to bring presents to with a strong sense of pride, someone who will care for the scars on its skin.

What a fine young man you’ve become, I only wish I could continue to watch you grow more, dear friend.

Take care of the little burnt-black cat for me.

— Oda Sakunosuke

caring for a close friend.

#bsd #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #oda sakunosuke #bsd odasaku #odasaku #dazai osamu #bsd dazai #sinfulpunishment

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robynhoodss · 9 months

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One of Those Days

a/n: I wrote this with my friend, Maddox, when we both needed some comfort and care in our lives. I'm really proud of how it turned out and hope you take comfort in it as well. Please remember that you are never alone and there are people who love and care for you. If you ever need someone to talk to, please message me and I promise to get back to you soon.

summary: Astrid knew it was one of those days as soon as she woke up and heard the music. He only ever played the music when he needed extra attention.

paring: Dazai x OC x Chuuya

contains: mentions of suicidal ideation, implied self-harm, baths, self care, words of affirmation

find it on ao3 here

Astrid knew it was one of those days the moment she opened her eyes. She could hear the soft music that played whenever Dazai was in one of his super bad moments. Allowing herself to stretch in bed and prepare for the day to come, Astrid stared at the ceiling and thought. It had been awhile since they had one of these days, and she should have seen it coming.

She had saw the signs, the sincerity in his eyes whenever he joked about double suicide, the tendency to disappear for hours on end. Yes, she knew it was coming, but that didn’t make it any easier to deal with. It didn’t make the dissociation and lack of awareness from Dazai any easier to respond to. As always, she was worried.

She and Chuuya had a routine for these days. One that they stuck to religiously to help Dazai through the worst of it. It started with the music, that was how Dazai let them know that it was one of those days. He’d turn on soft choral music that he would have never listened to unless it was for this.

It started with the music.

Astrid pulled herself out of bed, headed to her closet so she could change into a comfy set of freshly cleaned pjs. It was always easier to do this when they were in pjs together, so Astrid chose a set that was Dazai’s favorite color. They were soft against her skin, snug enough not to get caught on any furniture, and smelled of fresh pine wood.

She left the room, headed towards the kitchen where she saw Chuuya preparing breakfast for the three of them. He was in low-slung pajama pants that were checkered with little chibi versions of Dazai on them. They were only ever pulled out when Dazai needed to be reminded that he was a constant in their life, and Astrid nodded appreciatively.

“Good morning,” She murmured to Chuuya, pressing a kiss to his cheek as she passed, headed for the coffee. She poured herself a mug, adding a generous helping of creamer to it. Astrid headed over to the couch where she could see Dazai laying sideways on it, his legs hanging off the edge of the armrest. She set her coffee mug down on the table, getting on her knees by Dazai’s head.

He didn’t turn to look at her, instead choosing to keep staring at the ceiling. His eyes were dull, filled with the haze of overwhelming emotions that he refused to show. Astrid didn’t try to force him to talk, didn’t push him to look at her; she simply sat with him while he stared into space.

After a little bit, Chuuya walked over to join them, balancing three plates of eggs and sausage along his arm. Astrid took her plate carefully, taking the other plate and setting it on the floor behind her. She ate silently, fork clicking with her teeth every time she brought the food to her mouth. After she was done, she set her plate aside and brought the other one to her lap.

Using her fingers, Astrid carefully fed the pieces of egg and sausage to Dazai, who was opening his mouth intermittently for the food. She hummed each time he did, letting him know that she appreciated his cooperation. With each touch, she let her power flow a little bit into him, hoping to calm the raging storm of emotions that was no doubt warring in his head. Slowly, she could tell that Dazai was relaxing more into the cushions of the brown couch, letting out a sigh every now and then.

After Chuuya was finished eating, he picked up the three plates and brought them to the kitchen. He set them in the sink to be washed later, knowing that right now he was needed elsewhere. When he walked over to the two at the couch, Astrid was already beginning the work of massaging Dazai’s arms. She pressed soft kisses to every inch of wrapping that covered his arms, rubbing them gently to ease the aches that he may be feeling.

Chuuya settled in next to her, beginning to massage Dazai’s thighs and calves. They worked in silence, working through the tense muscle until Dazai was practically putty in their hands. Astrid lifted his head slightly, slipping under so he was laying on her lap. She curled her feet under her, running her hands through his messy hair and detangling it gently.

Dazai’s eyes were slowly starting to have some more life to them, and Astrid found him staring up at her more than once. Each time she caught him, he would blush furiously and look away, causing her to smile softly at him. Chuuya crawled onto the couch, laying his body alongside Dazai’s so he could wrap his arms around him.

Together, they held the man, stroking his hair and skin as gently as possible. The lights were dimmed in the living room and music played gently in the background. It would have been relaxing if Astrid couldn’t feel the constantly shifting emotions of Dazai. She couldn’t pinpoint what he was feeling exactly, only understanding a general sense of not okayness that seemed to follow him when he got like this.

She didn’t mention what he was feeling, only tapping a light message to Chuuya above Dazai’s head. Chuuya nodded in understanding and pulled him closer, pressing a kiss to his cheek softly. They sat there for some time, Dazai eventually succumbing to his exhaustion and falling asleep.

Once they were sure he was in a deep sleep, Astrid and Chuuya began to talk quietly.

“What do you want to do next, bath or bandages?” Chuuya whispered to her, brushing the hair out of her face when he noticed she wouldn’t look at him. He clucked his tongue when he saw that she was crying, brushing the tears from her cheeks. She sniffled as she tried to smile at him, hand still slowly stroking Dazai’s hair.

“Sorry, bath next then bandages.” Astrid sniffled, wiping at her face with her wrist. Chuuya nodded and laid his head back on Dazai’s shoulder. They both sighed in unison, slowly relaxing from the intense stress they were feeling. Astrid grabbed Chuuya’s hand and let her power flow through her.

Chuuya smiled in appreciation, squeezing her hand in return and pressing a kiss to it. He relaxed into the feelings of comfort and safety, holding Astrid’s hand next to Dazai’s head. They sat like that for some time, both staring down at Dazai as he slept soundly in their arms.

After a long nap, Dazai awoke and stretched around them. Astrid giggled softly at him, continuing to stroke his hair and leaned down to press a kiss to his forehead. Chuuya mimicked stretching with him as if he had fallen asleep too, knowing that Dazai preferred them to nap when he did.

“Ready for bath time?” Astrid asked softly, shifting out from under Dazai’s head. He nodded, sitting up from where he was laying. His legs still hung off the side of the armrest, swinging back and forth as he took in his bearings. Astrid waited patiently, holding her hand out for him when he seemed ready to stand.

He stood with her help, leaning on her heavily when he realized his legs were asleep from the position they had been in. They both laughed softly together, trudging their way to the bath where Astrid sat him down on the toilet. She turned away from him, leaning over the bathroom tub to start the faucet running at a warm temperature.

Dazai watched her, only briefly glancing around the bathroom to take note of his surroundings. He checked for extra razors that were laying out, pill bottles they might have forgotten, or something of that sort. There was nothing in here that he could use to hurt himself, Chuuya and Astrid knew better than that. He was disappointed but not surprised, knowing that those two had learned how to take care of him.

Astrid let the tub fill, sitting back on her haunches as she looked over at Dazai. He looked more aware than he had previously, which was definitely a positive. His cheeks were a little pale and his eyes were still a little too lifeless but they weren’t completely dull like before. She knee-crawled her way over to him so she could press a kiss to his lips.

He hummed in surprise, slowly kissing back before pulling away to look at her. She smiled up at him, turning back around to turn off the faucet. Astrid checked the temperature of the water before deeming it cool enough, turning back to Dazai. He sighed warily and held out his arms.

It didn’t go unnoticed by Astrid that his hands were shaking, and she grasped them gently. “Would you prefer Chuuya to undress you?” She asked, looking up at his face to try to discern if he was going to lie to her. He shook his head and whispered back, “No, I trust you.” Astrid nodded in response and stood, bending over to gently pull off Dazai’s jacket.

He worked with her slowly, taking his time to undress as he stared at the bath. Astrid noticed, but didn’t say anything and continued to work on his clothes. Once he was mostly undressed, she began to slowly unwrap his arms. Scars, burns, and other marks covered his arms, and Astrid pressed kisses to each one.

By the time she was finished unwrapping him, Dazai had tears in his eyes. She quickly undressed herself and helped Dazai to stand. They walked over to the tub together, Astrid stepping in first and bringing in Dazai with her. She laid against the back of the tub, opening her arms and letting Dazai collapse against her.

His sobs wracked his body as he hiccuped and tried to suppress them. Astrid shushed him gently, arms wrapped around him and rocking him back and forth. Chuuya entered the room, concern evident on his face when he looked down at the pair. He sat at the edge of the tub, rubbing the back of Dazai gently as the man cried against Astrid.

It took awhile before he calmed down again, the emotions ebbing and flowing like waves that crashed onto the shore. Astrid was used to this, the hopelessness and absolute depression that she felt coming off of Dazai. She had felt it herself all too many times and was more than familiar with the need to just cry it out. The three sat together in silence after a little bit, the water growing cold around Astrid and Dazai.

Chuuya took the initiative to rewarm the water, turning on the faucet before returning to his position on the floor. The water running was the only noise in the room, Dazai’s hiccups slowly stopped as he calmed down. Slowly, the water refilled and warmed up again, letting Astrid relax back into the water.

She pressed kisses to Dazai’s head as she whispered words to him, things she knew he didn’t want to hear but needed to all the same. Every now and then he shifted against her, moaning as he tried to get her to stop speaking. Chuuya would simply shush him and continue to whisper more things, not letting him escape from the love he needed.

Astrid sat up with Dazai in her lap, holding him close as she grabbed a washcloth. She squeezed some soap onto it before slowly pulling the rag over his back. He shivered at her attention and hugged her closer, burying his face against her neck. She continued her ministrations, washing over his body with care.

The vulnerability that Dazai felt with Chuuya and Astrid had his throat closing up, words feeling choked as he tried to speak. He sniffled, rubbing his forehead against Astrid’s soft skin as he thought of how best to say it.

“Sometimes, I guess you’re not that bad.” He mumbled, drawing a chuckle from both Chuuya and Astrid. The latter kissed his head and smiled down at him, wrapping her arms fully around him to give him a tight hug. He returned it readily, sighing against her skin as he relaxed against her.

When Astrid made eye contact with Chuuya over Dazai’s head, they shared a moment, talking silently between themselves with glances and eyebrow raises. Astrid smiled at him, nuzzling against Dazai’s wet hair as Chuuya reached up to wrap an arm around his waist, uncaring of his sleeve getting wet.

They sat like that for some time, switching between chatting and washing each other slowly with Chuuya helping here and there. Eventually, the water turned cold and they were forced to leave the safe haven of the tub. Chuuya hopped up onto the sink, watching the two dripping wet people as they stepped out of the tub. They dried each other off slowly and with care, Chuuya watching from his position on the sink.

Together, the three of them made their way to the bedroom and collapsed onto the bed. Dazai crawled up first, situating himself in the middle of the bed on his back. Astrid giggled at his brazenness, throwing a pair of boxer briefs at his face while she got dressed in a simple long shirt herself. Chuuya crawled up the bed to Dazai, stopping along the way to press kisses to his exposed skin.

Dazai sighed, relaxing back into the bed when he curled one arm around Chuuya. Astrid jumped up to them, pouncing on Dazai and causing the pair to chuckle. Her long blue hair splayed out behind her as she settled against Dazai’s chest, an arm wrapped around his waist and her face nuzzled against his chest.

He stared at the ceiling as he wrapped his arms around the two people that meant the world to him, silently thanking whoever was up there for the people in his life. Astrid allowed herself to relax against him, her ability being canceled by Dazai’s touch so that she got a break from the oppressive depression she knew Dazai was struggling with.

The three of them whispered quietly to each other, planning out the next week so that they could spend as much time as possible together. Chuuya and Astrid wanted to give Dazai as much company as possible, wanting to support him while he struggled with the worst of his ideation.

Chuuya and Astrid held hands over Dazai’s chest, fingers locked together as they made eye contact. Dazai’s breathing was evened out, deep and slow betraying how tired he really was. Astrid smiled privately, glancing at Chuuya to see him realize that Dazai had fallen asleep during their conversation. They were glad that he was getting rest, knowing that he was often plagued with nightmares when his ideation was particularly debilitating.

Astrid settled in against him, pressing a kiss to the scars on his chest and rubbing her nose along a particularly deep, but old one. She allowed herself to slowly fall asleep, comfortable with the knowledge that Chuuya would stay up for a while longer to watch over things. She slept wrapped in Dazai’s arm, her hand clutched in Chuuya’s.

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Here is my PM!Dazai fic idea👁 I'm not going to write it so you or anybody else who wants to can feel free to use this prompt <3

You were an orphan under Mori's care when he was still a doctor, and after he became the new boss of the mafia he got you to join as well and had you work as a nurse. Since you and Dazai were the same age and since Mori cared for the both of you, he tried to get you to be friends and assigned you as Dazai's personal nurse (knowing his suicidal habits and all), so you used to spend lots of time with him, talking and whatnot. Despite his terrible reputation as the demon prodigy, you enjoyed spending time with him and you found yourself slowly falling for Dazai and giving him extra attentions (both medical and not). Months go by. Since you lived in the mafia hq, you used to wonder where Dazai lived, but all he kept telling you was that it's in a dangerous area and that you'd be safer if you didn't know. You asked Mori instead, and when he told you that Dazai lived in a shipping container in a disposal site, shock and worry immediately took over you. Has he been living in such a terrible place all this time? He could get a disease! Isn't it cold in there in the winter? And many other similar thoughts ran through your mind. Since winter was near, you decided to help Dazai by showing up at his place holding a warm crab-based meal for him. He was surprised to see you but let you inside his "house" nonetheless. This became a habit: every 2/3 days you would show up at his front door with some warm dish you had prepared for him, you'd eat together and then you'd go back home. Then you started going there everyday, always bringing him food or a thick blanket to keep him warm for the night. When the days had gotten so short that it was too dark for you to walk home alone, Dazai would walk you there himself and then return to his own home. No matter how many times you tried to invite him to sleep over at your place (which was warmer than his container) he kept refusing, so one day you asked if you could sleep over at his place instead. He accepted, and this became your new routine. Work as a nurse, patch Dazai up after one of his missions/attempts, cook dinner at your place, bring it over to Dazai's container, eat together, sleep together, and go to work together the morning after. And as time went by, he started coming over to your place as well, either just to hang around, to help you with dinner, or to sleep together in your comfier bed <3

I was inspired by this excerpt from the Stormbringer light novel:

「A disposal site. It was a land completely forgotten by everybody. Under the cloudy sky that promised rain, the messy, thrown away shipping containers were stacked on top of one another like corpses. On the bare earth of the disposal site were illegally dumped toxic substances, successfully managing to keep away all the wild mice. It was the loneliest place in all of Yokohama, not even marked on a map—and near the center of it was where Dazai lived. Dazai didn’t live in a house. He lived in one of the abandoned shipping containers. Installed in the large container, once originally built for the shipment of cars overseas, was a refrigerator, a fan, a desk and chair set, a bed, and a small bare lightbulb. Those who knew Dazai didn’t try to approach it, including his subordinates in the Port Mafia. It wasn’t just because the land had an eeriness to it. They had no way of knowing how Dazai would react to someone coming to his private residence. If a subordinate came to visit his house, he could either tear their limbs off one by one or he could welcome them while serving sweets. No one knew what Dazai’s true intentions were. The dark revenant of the Port Mafia. That was what Dazai was called. It’s been one year since he’s joined the mafia. Dazai commanded a secret unit under the boss’s direct control, and has achieved outstanding results. [...] But even so, not a single person trusted Dazai. Because in the depths of his eyes lay a jet-black darkness deeper than any of the nights found at the disposal site. The more he continued on with his activities in the mafia, the more dark and incomprehensible Dazai became. He didn't reveal his reasoning to anyone to anyone. [...] Immense achievements. But there was one person who wasn't happy with such an honor. Dazai himself. Dazai sat alone on his circular chair in the container, staring into the darkness.」

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im so sorry im just now seeing this it got buried in my inbox😭 BUT OH MY GODDDD THIS IS SUCH A GOOD WELL THOUGHT OUT IDEA!!!!!!!!! its very inspiring id love to write it but it would probably take me a while id really want to flesh it out. thank u for sharing i love it so much

but also it always makes me so sad thinking how dazai lived in a shipping container baby pls

#voices in my head #💍 demon #inspo

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