25 & 38 for the kissy meme (your choice of pairings but I'm guessing McShep XD)
kiss prompts
25- As a yes, 38-Because they're running out of time
Rodney stared at John, waiting for his response as his heart pounded in his chest. Time was running out, and if they didn't act soon then the entire planet was going to be obliterated- along with the thousands of people living on it.
"Rodney, I can't-"
"Look, if there was literally any other solution than me possibly killing myself to save everyone else, I would be jumping on it, but there isn't. This is our only option, Sheppard. And these people don't deserve to die because of our mistake."
John looked like he had just been stabbed- except Rodney had seen John get stabbed before and his face never contorted in pain like this. Rodney opened his mouth to argue again- because they really didn't have time for this- when John grabbed him and pulled him in, their lips crashing together. It was messy, their teeth clashing, and Rodney was sure he tasted tears- which didn't make sense, because he wasn't crying and John never cries- until John pulled back, eyes wet and shinning.
"Go," John said, his voice hoarse and shaky, and Rodney didn't have the time to say anything else before the alarm started blaring- and he really had to go now.
As he ran off down the hall, his heart was racing for a completely different reason.
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OH GOD!!!
"Due to the mature theme of this episode, viewer discretion is advised."
The last time we got that warning, Scott tried to kill himself.
F*CKING GREAT.
ARE YOU TELLING ME IT'S GONNA GO THE OTHER WAY AROUND NOW?! Because I'm sure Stiles's guilt complex is f*cking HIGHER THAN EVER since he JUST TRIED TO KILL HIS BEST FRIEND.
You know, assuming he remembers any of that, but is this even really Stiles in the car??
I DON'T TRUST ANYTHING ANYMORE!!
F*CK THIS!!
...okay yeah that was DEFINITELY the Real Stiles.
"Wow that's actually all surprisingly correct."
"He's not. It was my decision."
"And I can't hurt you."
"Make sure I never get out."
YEAH THAT'S STILES ALRIGHT!
Sassy and sarcastic as ever when bantering with his dad (especially when they're both traumatized by something), blaming himself for everything, and more than anything, willing to do anything he has to to make sure he doesn't hurt his best friend.
This is really Stiles.
And that honestly scares me more.
And it also supports my theory that Stiles is gonna try to kill himself even more.
F*CKING GREAT.
Also can we just talk about Scott for a second??
The fact that Noah and Stiles didn't tell him because they knew he was gonna freak out and try to stop them, and the fact that once he did find out, he did exactly that.
How desperate he is to save Stiles and how terrified he is to lose him.
And I know I quoted it above, but I'm GONNA DO IT AGAIN, because...
"Stiles I can't help you if you're in here."
"And I can't hurt you."
And then the utter shock on Scott's face at the "make sure I never get out", because as far as Scott is concerned, that's not even an OPTION.
THESE TWO I CANNOT!!
F*CK THIS SEASON IS BREAKING ME IN HALF I SWEAR TO GOD!! :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(
Also I gotta say, I'm with Scott on this one.
Like, sure, if you were actually just a human being going crazy, maybe this wouldn't be the worst idea, because theoretically, a mental hospital can save others from you, but also you from yourself.
But what the f*ck is a mental hospital gonna be able to do about a NOGITSUNE?!
Is this REALLY the best idea, Stiles?? I know you're desperate and scared and guilty and whatever else, and I think that's what's driving you here more than anything else, but I REALLY don't like this plan. I don't like you being separated from the rest of the pack. I know you're doing it to protect them, but what about protecting YOURSELF.
Oh, that's right, you don't care about that, because guilt complex.
BUT I CARE ABOUT THAT!
AND THE REST OF YOUR PACK CARES ABOUT THAT!
GOD D*MMIT!!
*sighs*
This is fine.
I'm FINE!
...this is gonna be a really hard episode isn't it. :'(
(I'M NOT CRYING YOU'RE CRYING!! :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3)
Update: AND THE TEARS CONTINUE. That scene between Stiles and his dad OH MY F*CKING GOD. Noah is so scared and so upset and so worried for his son and Stiles is just putting up such a f*cking front and just keeping his cool and saying that everything is fine when we are SO FAR PAST FINE and the way that he just hugs his dad so naturally and then Noah just hugs back with everything he has because he's just as afraid to lose him as Scott is and I feel like Stiles has already given up and I just...F*CK I HATE THIS!! :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(
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I want so desperately to LIKE Hazbin Hotel and Helluva Boss but boy I just.
It appeals to something in me so viscerally but between the ongoing creator stuff and my general desire for MORE to it, i just cant seem to do it.
It makes me sad.
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