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Happy v-day, my fav blorbo of all time UwU
TWAY-LA.
YOU MADE ME A CARD???? ME????
OH- OHHHHHHH I AM COMING FOR YOU NOW. YOU BETTER BE PREPARED.
#HAPPY V DAY MY BELOVED MOOT AND CHERISHED BLORBO#I KNOW THIS IS SO LATE#BUT PLEASE KNOW I AM SO HAPPY TO BE YOUR BLORBO#ALSO PLEASE KNOW YOU ARE DEFINITELY MINE#JSLJAKFJLAKFSJLKF#I AM GIVING YOU SO MANY HUGS RN#ALSO CHOCOLATES!!!#TONS OF THOSE#AHHH IDK WHAT TO SAY#THIS HAS MADE ME SO HAPPY#*HUGS YOU HUGS YOU HUGS YOU*#asks#mutual madness
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MY BOYYYY
#HE MAKES ME SO HAPPY#This boy was struggling to breathe and jumped through A BURNING FUCKING BUILDING to save a child#Keep in mind that he was already scared to be alone and idk what he must’ve been seeing#but with his history with burning buildings- this really just made my heart ache#He’s such a good man I can’t#So proud of him ahhh#“It’s okay to be scared. I’m scared too’’#JBCBEMXKDBDBDXNXNSBHE#He will literally risk his life for the vulnerable and I just can’t say how much I love him for that#He was SUFFERING and still saved this little girl#jason todd#red hood#batfamily#batfam#dc#Catwoman 58#I think#I’m ignoring the Batman and Jason relationship right now
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when I say that Will being canonically gay in stranger things is the biggest proof we need for byler it’s not simply because we know he is gay and that’s it - there is context that comes from being in fandoms for something like 12 yrs or more.
first of all, I’ve started watching ST because of people talking about will and byler on twitter (in july), as a person who barely knew anything about it (I didn’t even know mike and el were a couple, so I was super surprised they decided to make it romantic in s1 when I didn’t really feel like it would happen).
i was a sherlock fan who shipped sherlock/john. i’ve shipped non-canon couples for a long time (fandom spaces are queer spaces a lot of times). i know what it feels like to read things from a text that could imply things - a text that could be queercoded, depending on interpretation. i know what it feels like to have fun with fanon and ship things that are potentially there, but not textually canon (like steddie or ronance, imo). it’s fun and it’s mostly harmless, until the writers decide to use it as queerbait to make their fandom stay with them for a long time because they’re rooting for their queer ship (i think supernatural is the worst example of this, as they confirmed the one-sided love and then killed the queer character and sent him to hell LMAOOO). those are milking the fandoms, knowing the strongest core of a fandom is the hardcore ones (many queers) and not the casual public.
i’m a big fan of hannibal, yuuri!! on ice and she-ra, three shows that are mostly queercoded until they aren’t (and they confirm the queer ship to be canon). i swear, people CAN tell. you can see when there is a creator and writer and team who truly wants to tell a queer story/relationship, even when they can’t show it openly (like hannibal or yoi). as a person of the community myself, i’ve been able to tell it was canon. it’s different from fans just shipping things, or queerbaiting, there is care and intention and writing and parallels and romantic framing and so many things that make you see that it is there.
(now, for byler i hope it’s different. every straight couple in ST has at least one kiss and i think byler HAS to have at least one (dramatic, passionate, show-stopping) kiss because it would be totally unfair if they don’t. they have to be totally and utterly canon)
what is different about byler and stranger things, compared to sherlock or other shows for the straights?
it’s will being canonically gay. bbc sherlock would never do that. bbc sherlock would mock feelings. he would laugh about love. he would probably be even a bit homophobic, just for the sake of it.
and it’s not just will being canonically gay, it’s his love for mike being canon. i’m sure other people have said it, but will’s love for mike is NOT JUST A CRUSH. it’s not ridiculed. sure, it’s used to forward a straight ship (that is sinking), but the story is not finished yet and i want to believe that byler is endgame and the writing in s4 was meant to 1) leave things uncomplete and unseattled between mike and will, between lies and non-confessed feelings; and will being in the middle of a relationship that is sinking. 2) mike responding to will’s feelings of love and to no one else, not even el begging for him to say he loves her. 3) making EVERYONE AND THEIR MOTHERS feel sorry for will. cry for will. pity will. root for will. root for GAY WILL. (people who think he is straight and he loves el don’t count, those are morons)
will’s love for mike is LOVE in capital letters. it is not a crush. it’s never treated as something to laugh about, or something like a one-sided crush like Dustin’s crush for Max or Steve’s crush for Robin, those feelings are clearly more superficial and you can see that they’re not gonna happen from miles away. will’s love is A LOVE THAT MOVES MOUNTAINS. it’s totally romantic. deeply rooted. it’s like those loves you can see between jancy or lumax or even more jopper in s4, a love that saves one another, that makes people do crazy things, a love that is inherently part of the character, that makes them FEEL and DO and LIVE and you can’t imagine them not being in love with that person.
these writers know how to write that type of love. each canon ship they made (even s1/2 milkvan in some ways), i’ve loved it. they know what they’re doing, how to make it feel like it’s true love even without writing grand love confessions or making them kiss every other episode. it’s in THE NARRATIVE, the things the characters do and say and imply.
and even more, about byler... something i wrote in a fic i’ll never finish but imo it’s the biggest point we can take away from will’s love and confession in s4. WILL SEES MIKE. will sees mike for who he is and loves him anyways. he sees the best and worst in him and still loves him and knows him and grounds him to reality and tells Mike how he could be the best version of himself, pushing him to fight for it (you are the heart). will’s love is ancient and deep, it’s a love that we don’t even know when it started, it’s always been there, it’s always been part of will (and part of mike, because it IS MUTUAL). it’s like breathing. like the sun every morning, it’s just there. it’s not going away. it’s not even a choice, at this point, there is an helplessness in the love will feels - it’s too big and too much for him he would love to run away from it, but still he can’t deny his heart.
and that’s why i think byler is endgame. because will is canonically gay, and he is in love, and no one is making fun of him for that. his love for mike is serious, profound, romantic, genuine. it makes you cry and root for him. it’s LOVE. the strongest of forces. and every byler scene is made with care. it’s never taken lightly, not even their fights, they always matter. there is no mocking in there. no sneer. it’s treated genuinely. almost like the creators are telling you: “look here, look at them, it matters. it matters to them and it should matter to you. there is something serious brewing here, and it is romantic love”
#byler#personal#mike wheeler#hello i'm a romantic#idk if i already expressed these things in other posts or tags bc i cant remember what i say in here and i waht i simply think and it's bee#two months of me thinking about them so i'm sure these idea have evolved with time and i'm still digesting them fjhrfijrh#but yeah. YEAH.#will byers#i just think will's love for mike is neat and mike's love for will is even more neat#this is probably me thinking and digesting 200 analysis posts i've read in weeks but also AHHH I NEED TO SCREAM#irbgrig9tu#me pretending to be media literate as a queer kid who has consumed and fantasized about queer ship for 2/3 of their lives#no but for real i finished watching st s4 and i felt: wow. this is differnet. this has the potential to be groundbreaking and the duffers#could become icons in mainstream media just for making them happen. wow will is canonically gay in a show that is THAT BIG? in a bro-media?#it's a bro-coded genre and they're gay??? ?WILL IS GAY??? WHAT IS GOING ON#i was a confused queer for a whole two days#My st talks
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rosalie "ro" reilly | a.k.a sarachne
new york's not-always-friendly neighborhood spider
chronically fatigued, coffee addict, purple purple purple, prone to nosebleeds, has read more greek myths than you, has never had a phone that lasted more than a month, not a dog person, Does Not take orders, has an intense sweet tooth, second language is memes, steals from the criminals she catches
#ts4#atsv#idk what to tag her but ahhh here she is!!#dont look at me im cringe but i love her so much i cant help it#i say this about so many sims but i think she's ACTUALLY the prettiest sim i've ever made i put extra effort into her#my pin board for her is all over the place and 60% memes but i wanted to link it anyway#i was going to get fancier with the edit and put real effort into it but its hot and my game didnt want to work with me
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Leon sketches for planned future illustrations inspired by @pinkniz ‘s Leon cosplay and uncanny valley HC bc I fw the “something’s always off” idea of esper appearances and how they may be unnerving to look at for too long (Leon brainrot)
Leon sharp teeth coming from his official reference art is my Roman Empire …………….. gnawing on him
#dislyte#digital art#art#digital artist#original art#fanart#dislyte fanart#dislyte leon#my goober#I wish he was real (if he were real he wouldn’t know I even existed)#idk what else to say abt Leon without sounding like a broken record AHHH I MISS HIM
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anxiety doodoo >:(((
#Blows it up#I hate that feeling of just like#Everyone hating you comes on suddenly#Like cause ik ppl don’t and ik it’s irrational#It’s just weird#And I feel bad talking to someone directly about it because like one it’s not their problem#Two#I feel like it forces someone to say they like you idk#AHHH SORRY FOR VENTING SI MUCH HERE#WHAT AM I#THE AMONG US IMPOSTER?!??#vent#explodes and dies and 💥
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I think another reason why I prefer rogue’s hair to be huge and untamed is because I think it fits her a lot more personality wise. rogue might be southern, but she’s never fit into that southern belle type of box. she was born into a cult, and then she was raised by terrorists, and that made a major impact on the way she deals with her feelings and surroundings. rogue can be incredibly violent and aggressive. whether it be threatening remarks or just actual violence she struggles a lot with having a proper response to certain situations. she has very extreme reactions, like her commitment to being self sacrificial to those who show her kindness, or the fact that a small disagreement can lead to her beating the shit out of someone
#in the end it all boils down to not having proper guidance#when it comes to regulating her emotions#she has such complex feelings and she can’t handle them#and obviously with time she gets a better handle on it#I mean rogue is an incredibly empathetic person it comes with her powers#she can quite literally understand what you’ve been through#but she’s been raised in unhealthy environment after unhealthy environment#that anger was just the correct response#violence was the correct response#if mystique wanted her to take care of something she would#and violence was rewarded you know#rogue got mystiques appreciation and respect#and so she uses violence as a form of love now#and she wants other to use it as a form of love for her#because it’s what she knows#I DUNNO LIKE AHHH SHE IS AN INHERENTLY ANGRY WOMAN#why do you think she gets along so well with Logan#idk I feel like I’m just saying a whole lot of nothing but I think it’s so interesting#and I think rogue having a wild mane fits who she is#she’s all over the place she’s a firecracker#her emotions are so extreme she can’t help it
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Why is it so embarrassing to talk about the stuff you like?
#like wow#what are you are fucking weirdo#🥺#yes I am#i don’t think i can#physically talk to people about my interests#and if i manage to#it’s always someone else starting the convo#and continuing it#because idk what to say#ahhh
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my friend and I are great at the communication
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i know nobody in my classes, don't talk to the people in my lunch, and the building is hot as balls. it is SO OVER.
#tallorambles#like srsly idk what im gonna do......#idk#i m too scared to talk to people and im just. AHHH.#idk hopefully people approach me instead of the other way around i dont wanna#start conversation#im trying to buy merch of stuff i like as a conversation starter#OH!!#i ordered some stuff to make myself hlm charms and stuff#ordered some little tiny meat cleaver charms and some chicken ones.#and shrinky dink paper to make the son's product so i can make one for him#was thinking about making his purple and green but now i think ill just#do blue and white and green.#the product charms will be enough purple and green#was gonna have them say “DEAD MEAT” for Biker's#“GET A GRIP” for the son because. duh#unm... still havent decided what im gonna do for jacket though.#IDK!!!!!!?#masked maniac seems stupid#but#i mean#what else could i do#chicken man
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HELLO HI EVERYONE IM STILL GONNA BE OFFLINE JUST LETTING Y’ALL KNOW I MISS YOU, I’LL BE BACK SO SOON YOU WONT EVEN NOTICE IM GONE AND I’M WRITING SOME CONTENT + REQUESTS SO THOSE ARE STILL OPEN BTW!!!
#ahhh life is stressful but i will be done before a levels hehehe#wait i think#idk when a levels finish but yk i’m so glad i finish before those#fucking losers still in sixth form 🤣🤣🤣#anyway not the point#i miss you all so so much and that’s why i will be writing sm stuff#actually idk what “so much” constitutes so i’m just gonna say i’m writing stuff#including the smau that’s currently ongoing + oliver aiku stuff + nagi + jjk cuz loads of ppl requested that and like#maybe more idk yet#anyway i’m rlly excited so see you soon ❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥#zaina out 🫶
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They’re calling my baby Gojo, Joseph Joestar now
#rambling#the diff is that Gojo did apologize after being called out and face to face with his racism whilst Joseph literally befriended nazi’s 😵💫#and there was never any explanation from araki as to why he’d even wrote German soldiers in the shit in the first place like that was#absolutely jarring as hell to read for the very first time back when I’d gotten into jjba#well I watched it first but you know#like Joseph really thought fondly of Stroheim as this stand up guy even though he’s first of all#a Nazi#and second#the first scene that we were introduced to was of him sexually harassing a Woman#it’s……. 🗿#still to this day I wonder if araki had ever addressed this because lord#Joseph was just happy to get the help I guess but that felt so ooc for him from what he’d seen 🗣️#happily receiving the help of a Nazi and calling them a nice guy ahhh Joseph-#Gojo would never sjjsaj#my boo boo is a little prejudice but he’s working on it 🗣️#I still think that gege was trying to have a ‘racism is bad’ moment but again#the execution was pretty awkward and it felt out of place considering what had been currently going down in the manga#like the Racism was pretty random but it was swiftly put to a stop which I can appreciate even if it shouldn’t have been a point of#conversation to begin with since why couldn’t Miguel just exist as a character instead of him being the now token negro#who everyone sees as instantly more frighteningly powerful than everyone else like this didn’t even need to be brought up wllssldk#idk gege was trying to be ‘woke’ 😭. sorry nbs and wp ruined the term for me but like basically lol#gojo’s pretty intelligent and extremely gifted but he’s never been perfect lol#it’s just that idk why gege chose to talk about antiblackness in Japan out of nowhere about the only black character on screen hehhhhhh#like gege tried but lmfao#this is so funny to me#at least it didn’t drag on putting Miguel in an even more awkward situation than he already was and it was nipped in the bud quickly#Gojo isn’t one to dwell on things but when he’s face with new information and is taught something he does try to reflect and do better and#I’m sure he probably started to become even more aware of what he’s saying especially when talking to Miguel in an honest way since that’s#always been the kind of character who he was despite the horrors#the only ppl who’ve been kinda annoying about this are nbs and white people as always 🗿
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roo! guess what:)
i decided to make something for youu! i hope you liked it :> (sorry for the weird hand-)
- 🦋 anon reveal lol
AHEOSGSISGHSJSOMGGG 😭💚😭
I LOVE THIS SM THANK YOU!!!! <333
#ahhh idk what to say gsjsgsjdh#you made her so cute <333#THANK YOU 😭💚#🦋 anon!#still gotta use your tag lolol#oc tag
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WIAT UNCLE NINA WHYD YOU DELETE THE PETE DAVIDSON ASK IT WAS MINE AND I DIDNT HAVE TIME TO READ IT LMFSOFJFJ
aaaaaah! *hides* you caught me!
there she is officer, the repeat offense tweet/ask deleter!
that crook!
i know, i know, i know. :( i'm sorry, nonnie. it's a bad habit of mine.
please know it had NOTHING to do with your ask ( which i thought was so funny and accurate, which is why i answered it so quickly )
i just...haven't felt very good about the things i have written lately? i feel like my answers have been badly written/characterized, chaotic, uninspired and not saying...the things i want them to say? which stresses me out, starts a spiral and reckless anon/tweet deleting.
if it means anything, i had your ask message copied, was going to resend it to my blog and answer it Better, but to hold myself accountable, i'm gonna answer it now in hopefully a less messy and weird way. ( i also stress-deleted the kyle ask about him getting compliments because i didn't like my answer -- i'll reanswer it too )
but yes, RM!kenny aka mcwhoremick aka skeleKen is the ncu rem(ember) universe pete davidson.
or...has slept w/ him at least.
lowkey, this ask is making me rethink short kenny because i feel like a lot of pete davidsons energy rests on him being tall and having BDE. however, you can probably still be short and have bde. answer later.
but, like i said in the former ask, i kind of wanted to go into it a lot later because rm is supposed to reveal it slowly, but you're all smart, i'm sure you can pick up what i've been trying to put down about cd.
plus, i've been feeling so bad about my writing ( 6 in particular :/ i don't like the structure ) that i fear its gonna take us to get to the places i want to go with the characterization so
looks can be deceiving and cd is punkrockstar boyband proof of that.
they all kind of have Shitcks they're supposed to follow and kenny's is that they are the ~mysterious~ offputting entity in the back, wears the skeleton face that leaves everyone wondering what lies beneath it, doesn't talk very much, is secretive/shadowy, has elusive energy.
( i am leaning towards the concept that no one in public has seen kenny without the Skeleton Mask on...not sure yet but...hmmm... )
but...of course, kenny is kenny. kenny is playful, loud and rowdy and promiscuous, so out of pocket and the life of the gd party. so the second they are off stage, the mask comes off and kenny says 8000 curse words, starts gyratin & is back to being on their worst behavior.
speaking of their worst behavior, kenny is always doing some fuckshit. theyre constantly on a coke on someones yatcht, in some celebrity, in some music execs pants, in someone's daugther, usually college fangirls, like...every cd intern they've ever had. all quit. bc of kenny. not b/c they scared them, but bc they fell in love with them...
and kenny does NOT do commitments. kenny is like a revolving door. the tabloids reflect this. kenny is in there a lot with different celebs. its a whole mess, tbh. also no one knows how to describe them. ooh~
as a result of being messy, kenny gets into a lot of predicaments, or misses meetings/gets into trouble and raven covers for them...ALOT.
tldr: management is pretty sick of kennys shit and is This Close to getting them kicked out of the band ( like they were doin really sloppy shit ) and ravenstan...as the lead singer/face of the band is pretty much untouchable...so he can get away with a lot more so a lot of the time...raven just Covers kenny to save their ass from gettin kicked/in trouble and says that a lot of the fucked up shit kenny does is...Him.
raven is indisposible, but everyone else can be replaced is the gist.
which is :((( because you know it makes sense for chapter 2-5 Raven of Crimson Dawn to be a coke-fiend, party boy, bad influence, live wire, fight-starting, devil may care celebrity a-hole...but as rm readers and stan stans, know: ravenstan is Gods Sweet Angel who cries 24/7, picks up plants from the farmers market, is very kind to his fans, has hit someone once/broke his hand FOR KENNY, and spends his time otherwise watching anime and not...Lotharioing.
( it is also why kenny more than owed raven the favor of covering him so he could go on his #hate with kyle...which they Did ofc... tbh i wish you guys could have heard the other half of that phone call bc kenny was being so fucking funny and being so unhinged/moaning on the phone to freak ravenstan out...but the griefing, while light hearted, also came from a place of overprotectiveness, kenny was Concerned abt that whole Thing...more on that later...their rela is...interestin. )
buuuut that's what happens when you're the lead singer of the band. You're That Guy. so because stenny is soulbonded kenny protects stan bc he is sweet/fragile and stan protects kenny because theyre abrasive and constanly starting shit. and because stan frontmans the band anything anyone in crimson dawn does kind of falls on his shoulders and he carries it like its air but sigh...tell me atlas, whats heavier the world or people's hearts? i hate it here :((( my baby. </3
TLDR kenny is constantly pulling ppl. skeet davidson, bde energy. their list of trysts is a mile long like their...
you know. ;)
-uncle nina, kenny skeet davidson enthusiat and apologist
p.s. i feel like kenny basically has what kathryn in cruel intentions for her blow -- except it might be an upside cross ( or its still right side up and ironic ) and it looks like a rosary but its FULL of coke omg rip
p.s.s. i do think this is interesting because kenny has the coke necklace, ravenstan has the red heart vial and jimmy...also has a necklace...if you ask me very nicely i'll give you a little gossip on it ;)
#ok this is maybe too much i might have said too much#but god knows when im gonna finish this fic u guys and i have so much to say abt it but its so hard to write#but im sure u kinda got the gist#kenny is so pete davidson the fans are so curious and obsessed w them they have ENERGY#WHAT IS UNDER THE MASK HELLO#they ask other celebrities theyve been with abt it and all their answers are different its their mysterion moment#ALSO AHHH BC THE RAVEN COVERED FOR KENNY WHEN THEY HAD THIS MAJOR COKE SCANDAL#SO EVERY MEDIA OUTLET ITS WRITING ABT RAVEN DOING COKE WHICH SUCKS ACTUALLY SO BAD#like raven drinks a lot and def has had some public intoxication things and britney breakdowns#but idk i think that was pretty bad and kenny would have gotten in a lot of trouble and shit for it it was like the last strike#so raven just took the Blame for it and ahhhh....i hate it here#stan and kennys relationship in rm is like one of my fav ones its also so complicated theres a lot of layers#as u guys saw in ch3 when kyles name came up kenny got...weird...like very weird...if we rem(ember) that...#lots to unpack i hope i can get there#if i cant in like 2-3 months im just leaving an entire rm expose and going on live and telling u guys the whole thing like a bedtime story#SORRY I DELETED YOUR ASK I HOPE THIS MAKES SENSE SORRY IT WASNT FUNNY#raven do be covering for kenny and crying and throwing up the whole time too like kENNY THAT WAS SO SCARY THEY YELLED AT ME ;-; </3#kenny bribes him w taco bell tho & it works every single time#they are like codependent its so bad omg#mcwhoremick skeleken please just one chance
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I have..... Read the Silmarillion........
I really gotta read it again sometime, cause wow there's a lotta names and so on. But yeah.
It's done.
.....also yeahhhh it just occurred to me few days ago that book of unfinished tales is also a thing I've never gotten around to read........
But first I'll have at least one book of a break from Tolkien golkien rolkien works!!
#my life#it wasn't that hard#says the man who barely knows what the hell happened there#my reading comprehension used to be pretty good idk if is it even decent anymore 😆 but ahhh anyways!! read more!!! its good for you!!!!! 🙏
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Bridgette and Duncan are related idc what u say
#total drama#total drama island#tdi duncan#td duncan#duncan#tdi bridgette#td bridgette#bridgette#they r related idgaf about what u say#duncan and bridgette#is that how you spell it#related#cousins#or siblings idk#AHHH IM GONNA EXPLODE
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