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It was ✨NOT✨ a phase Mum.
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anxiety-lemsbian · 10 months
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I wanted to do this so I’m doing it
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1. Read radio silence by Alice Oseman, watch the to all the boys I loved before movies, listen to meteor shower by Cavetown or seven by Taylor Swift
2. Nope
3. Osemanverse- Frances janvier, little women- Beth March, uhh there’s prolly more somewhere
4. I don’t like my irl name, I chose aster because it fits me better
5. I don’t rlly go ‘I’m a human ‘ in my brain??? Yeah I kinda do identify myself by the things I do
6. Nope
7. I don’t rlly have one it’s weird so imma go no
8. Taylor Swift, cavetown, girl in red
9. Yah
10. No?
11. Picnic in winter with someone I love
12. Cat person
13. Inside
14. Yeah?
15. Dear Poppy, Sisters of Glass, Radio Silence, Sick Bay, Harry Potter
16. Probably not
17. Realer than I am irl
18. Arctic fox
19. Ravenclaw but why r so many of these questions about Harry potter I really hate jkr
20. Nevermoor all the way
21. Too easily
22. Breathing, Not paying attention, sleeping, texting, art
23. Like 7 times for my parents and more for my stepmom and siblings
24. Yeah
25. Prolly not tbh
26. I love women but I’m not quite a woman
27. Not at all but I’m working on it
28. Like a 5
29. seven, meteor shower, scott street
30. Do you suppose she’s a wildflower?- Alice in wonderland
tagging a few ppl
@im-dead-still @lukiverse @chanda-chamke-cham-cham @trashmeowcan @art-student-rants @stranglingfigs @tiredandcaffeinated @dumbassbella @garabeladosqueicoas @ticcywhaleshark and anyone else I’d love to know more abt people
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rudegaltab · 2 years
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RUDEGAL TAB RANTS #1
1. Da ones who put God outside demselves are da ones who nuh got it in dem
2. I don’t have to be fucking wit yuh to be fucking wit yuh
3. Yuh gotta be done wit what yuh want to be what yuh need
4. Wants are conditional like da love most people have for yuh
5. Inhale AND exhale. Some of us been holding our breaths long time fi something dat would come back to yuh if yuh let go.
6. Iron sharpens iron: find yuh a real one and heed their correction for yuh betterment.
7. Yuh nuh BARGAIN with the oppressor in boardrooms. Yuh nuh BARGAIN wit dem at All when dem spill yuh blood. NO discussion of agreement to be had dat still keeps the foundation of oppression: da system.
8. Yuh eva do somethin for so long and wonder why yuh keep doing it when it nuh make yuh happy? Mek a list and yuh find out where yuh start yuh healing journey.
9. Ask no questions yuh nuh prepared to hear da answer.
10. It’s good to be alone just don’t let yuhself get lonely.
11. Don’t trust anyone dat says yuh nuh able to do something, asks a million questions tryin to make yuh doubt yuh ability to achieve the goal yuh set for yuhself.
12. Yuh intuition isn’t off: yuh nuh listen.
13. A lot of people have made a lotta money from my ideas and my mind. Dat ship has sailed. Pay me.
14. Coons make me wan slap di taste out dey mouth.
15. Thank yuhself as yuh get shit done cuz dats a powerful dose of affirmative energy dat is necessary in levelling up. Yuh thank others when dey do something for you; make sure to thank yuhself on behalf of yuh future self.
16. Laughter is not the best medicine. It’s pretty good, but music or a good long bath is much better.
17. A spoonful of “shut da fuck up” will save you from a world of painful misunderstanding.
18. Caucasian women are very competitive. Dey wanna be da best. So here’s yuh award: to “The Best Worst Mothers” fi raising and guiding centuries of tyrannical racist bastards. Congratulations.
19. Da word “control” is abrasive to most females, so imma say it like dis: Women need to managed and monitored.
20. If yuh afraid to tell yuh friend how yuh think and feel dat mf ain’t yo friend.
21. On Da outside we look similar to a lot of people; but inside we unique. Please treat people accordingly.
22. If something isn’t funny to me, I won’t laugh. I don’t care how awkward it may be. I don’t play about comedy.
23. Yuh don’t know a mf until yuh seen dem in a desperate situation.
24. Everything is mind over matter. You choose how it reverberates. Choose to stay Niggarifik and Niggatastik to the mf end.
25. Girls grow up to marry a Daddy. Boys grow up to marry a Mama. Some females be so pressed to nurture and take care of dey man maternal need but be quick to demand the benefits of having a real Daddy.
Stay chune next week for di next drop uh slop
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oonajaeadira · 2 years
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TUMBLR WRITERS Q&A
Thank you for tagging me, @chaoticgeminate, you’re lovely.
Imma put it under a cut and say everyone’s tagged!
1) How many complete fics/one shots do you have that you have not published (yet)?
Nones!
2) How many WIPS do you have right now?
Losing My Religion, Branded, Locksmith Series, Sweets Series, Good Things Take Time, and I’ll Never Fall In Love Again. So 6? Plus one I started and dunno if I’m gonna post.
3) Do you take writing requests or write original ideas, or both?
I generally do not take requests. Sometimes something might strike me a certain way, and I work off asks for Pats, but if someone asks me to write them a story, my brain does not like to take a request and run with it as is. It likes to flip it over and turn it inside out and...it’s just not good at giving people what they ask for. So I stick to just making stuff up on my own.
4) If you do take requests, how many do you currently have?
I have upward of 30 Pats asks at the moment...
5) How many fandoms do you write for?
Just Pedro at the moment.
6) Are there any fandoms you wrote for in the past that you no longer write for?
Yes.
7) Do you write for ships, reader inserts or other?
I like reader characters. With the first fics I wrote, they were ships. But when I came back to writing, I was dabbling in OC third persons. I meant to come on here and do that...and then realized how much I liked reading reader inserts. Decided to take that on as a challenge. And I enjoyed it so I never looked back.
8) Niche fandoms/characters you write for?
Within the Pedro’verse? Like, a wine commercial and a weird sci-fi tv show where you never see is face?
9) Do you read fics as well as write them?
Absolutely.
10) What is your favorite genre to write for?
Romance, slow burn.
11) What is your favorite trope (to read/write)?
In many ways, my fic are all kind of soulmate-lite; soulmates without the supernatural (or with it, just different, like Branded). They are pairings that were always meant to fit together at just the right time and feel to me like soulmates. For reading? I love the sex pollen, a/b/o, and monsterfucking. And soulmates.
12) What do you do to get motivated to write?
Light a smelly candle, get comfy, open my laptop. Sometimes just starting to type helps...like filling out an ask game!
13) Is there a trope/genre you like to read, but not write?
Well, I don’t write sex pollen, a/b/o, or monsterfucking. But that doesn’t mean I’m not ready to try....
14) Any characters/fandoms you want to write for that are never requested?
I mean, I don’t take requests but for a follower celebration here or there. But I like it when people ask for Jack. I like getting to write him in short bursts.
15) How long have you been writing fanfiction?
On and off since I was in college.
16) Did you read fanfiction before you started writing?
Absolutely.
17) Do you only post on Tumblr, or any other sites as well?
AO3!
18) What do you personally consider the word counts of “Drabble”, “One shots” and “fics”?
Drabble’s maybe 500 words or less? One shot is more than that? Fic is any and all.
19) Which do you prefer to write more? HC, drabbles, oneshots/fics, multi chapter stories, other?
I’ve become a big fan of the multi-chapters.
20) Are there any stories you have discontinued? If so, why?
No. I know I let some of them sit idle. But I still love them. I just get NRE with new boys and get distracted.
21) What is one of your main “pet-peeves” as a writer on Tumblr?
Anon hate. Ain’t no reason for that. Just be nice please. Pedro would frown on troll behavior.
22) Do you write at a particular time of day?
Night. Specifically after SO goes to sleep. And weekends if the house is quiet.
23) Do you listen to music, ambiance/noise, etc. to write or do you need silence?
With some fics I use ambient sounds from Youtube. But lately my characters have been in quiet, domestic settings, so silence has been fine.
24) Do you outline your fics at all before writing?
Not particularily. I open a Google doc and write a synopsis. Sometimes I add thoughts or snatches of dialogue I don’t want to forget to add. Sometimes I start writing on the second page of that doc and reference the synopses and notes as I go, deleting what I’ve used, and anything I don’t use, I copy and paste into a doc for the next chapter. 
25) Do you post your writing as soon as you finish it, or do you schedule it to come out at a specific time/day?
I generally post as soon as I finish (and by “finish,” I mean after a couple of drafts and some polishing up). Sometimes I’ll take the time to get it all up into a draft and formatted and let it sit for a day or two, but that’s generally because I’m waiting for my queue to thin out...
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im-whatchamccallit · 3 years
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Crushcrushcrush//Kim Hongjoong (ATEEZ)
Request:  Hi i was wondering if you could do a soulmate werewolf hongjoong x human female reader angst and fluff like she over hears hongjoong saying something and she gets sad and shy and worried and stuff.....
Pairing: Kim Hongjoong x Fem!Reader
Genre: Angst with fluff at the end, Werewolf!AU, Soulmate!AU, a bit of College!AU
Warnings: Hongjoong’s kind of a dick with irrational thinking, cussing I guess
Word Count: 7.2k
(A/N: Lets just pretend I didn’t disappear for 6 whole months, but i am back and my medication is no longer giving me the big sad so I’m a little more motivated to write.This isn’t the best work I’ve done, this is actually idea 10 for this prompt and idk if it’s executed properly but Imma keep trying and hopefully, to keep from falling back into a slump, I’ll start a new series so I have a regular scheduled fic for everyone. Also, I think I botched expressing the AUS here but just let me know what you think. Sorry for always disappearing, I can’t promise I won’t go off the grid again but I’ll try harder to be active in anyway)
Your mother always said crushes stayed crushes for a reason: they hurt. Bad. But you thought she was wrong, that your feelings for someone could one day be reciprocated later if not sooner, and that’s what led you to him. Kim Hongjoong. The day you met was a complete accident, your body slamming into his as you wandered aimlessly during your freshman year of high school. He was gorgeous with wide brown eyes, beautiful pink lips and cheeks, his hair styled differently from the other boys to reveal his forehead, showing his individuality. He was perfection.
“I’m so sorry. Are you alright?” Those were the first words he spoke to you, his voice so gentle, so sweet. And the way he reached out to help you with no hesitation, holding your hands as he pulled you up effortlessly.
It was love at first sight, all until he looked down to your hands, eyes catching a glimpse of your wrist, a row of zeros peeking through the sleeve of your uniform jacket. He slowly pushed the fabric up, both your eyes widening to see your soulmate clock had finally timed out, his hands releasing yours to check his own wrist, a quiver to his lips as his clock matched yours, his once soft eyes now hard as he stared you down.
“Stay far away from me.” He warned, not saying another word as he headed to his homeroom, your body frozen as you watched him disappear. He was so harsh, yet you liked him. Maybe suddenly finding his soulmate scared him, but it was no problem to you! You were bound to end up together so you played the waiting game with him, being the perfect soulmate you could possibly be whether he accepted it or not.
And that led you here, now seniors in college and still acting the way you were when you met. Hongjoong was still cold, treating you like some plague while you could only smile along. You weren’t sure how you missed the fact you lived in a predominantly werewolf area until a public service announcement came on your television one night to remind humans to stay indoors during the full moon, that night dedicated to werewolves being as free as they could be, but it made you even more hopeful when you were on your way home from work one night, taking a shortcut through the woods since it lead right to your backyard.
You were 16 at the time, so the sight of a shirtless person would obviously make you flustered, but a shirtless Hongjoong? Enough to cause a nosebleed. He was 16 as well, the exact age a werewolf develops a mate bond and, seeing as you’ve already been confirmed as soulmates in the human world, the sudden desire to latch onto you and never let you go once you locked eyes only made your lifelong attachment more real, and he was freaking out. He didn’t speak, opting to shift without removing the remainder of his clothes, your eyes wide as he moved deeper through the thick trees and towards the horizon where the orange sky was in full view and, the grin on your face just couldn’t stop growing. You knew werewolves had a stronger drive to their mates, so the idea that he could avoid you forever was laughable. Sure, you were both 23 and he has uped his disdain for you from staying silent to calling you any vile name he could think of, but it was only a matter of time before he came around. You just knew it.
“(Y/n), stop gawking.” Miyeon joked, poking your side to snap you from your daydreams, your eyes widening when you noticed a few of Hongjoong’s friend’s catching your gaze, a blush painting your face as you turned away.
“I wasn’t gawking, just making sure their table was okay. I am their waitress tonight.”
“And every other night because you said, and I quote, ‘I wanna work at any table my Joongie’s going to be at!’” She mocked, your eyes rolling as you looked back towards them.
You took a job at a diner just a few blocks from both your apartment and college campus, the pay great and the distance convenient. It was the only time you had to yourself instead of lingering to Hongjoong, figuring out his classes and breaks to give him snacks and lunches you’d personally make for him since you overheard him complain about the campus food before, only to be told they tasted like shit and he’d find his own food. It was a bit of a kick to the face to hear that, but you had one saving grace: his pack. The first time Hongjoong sent you away with a bitter remark, they were curious about you, tracking you down when they weren’t with their alpha to get more info on who you were and what you found so loveable about the man treating you like some demon. They were surprised by how sweet you were and how accepting you were to be the unwanted luna of an eight-wolf pack. They could never hate Hongjoong but they sure as hell loved you just a little more than him. Unbeknownst to both of you, Yunho and Mingi found out where you worked, making a plan with the others to take Hongjoong there as much as possible so he would have no choice but to interact with you, even if he stayed silent to not appear like an asshole in front of the various strangers dining as well. Hongjoong would honestly never return if he had the choice, but something about the restaurant’s signature burger kept bringing him back, which is why he was here, sipping his soda angrily as he waited on his meal that would be served by his worst nightmare, you.
“I don’t know why you don’t just find someone else. Isn’t it easy for humans to reject soulmates? You could move on with no problems.” She said, helping you grasp onto the steel tray covered in various meals, a huff leaving you as you put on a bright smile.
“Because I know it’s harder to move on for wolves. You guys don’t have a choice on who your mates are, and you just accept it once you meet them. I know Hongjoong will accept me eventually, it’s just gonna take some time.” You gave one more smile before wobbling towards the table in question.
Hongjoong tried not to follow the gaze of his pack as they watched you happily approach them, letting out a huff as you adjusted the tray onto your shoulder, grasping the plates and placing them in front of the respective person, Hongjoong’s nose twitching at the smell of his burgers and fries, not wasting anytime to dig in as the other’s thanked you, but you shyly looked at the male before you, the tray pressed to your chest as you tried to find a casual way to speak with him.
“I-uh- I-I remembered last time you asked for extra cheese, so I decided to put cheese in the burger too! I hope you like it better than the tofu stew I made you for lunch the other week.”
“I didn’t ask for extra cheese this time, so why put it inside my burger where I can’t take it off?” He said spitefully, mouth still full as he set the half-eaten burger down.
Your smile faltered but bounced back as you reached towards his plate.
“O-oh! Well, I can take it back and make you another! This time I ca-“
“’This time’? You should’ve just done it from the start. Your job is to listen and do what you’re told and you can’t even do that? What can you do right?”
You swallowed hard, your eyes wandering to the people now staring at you as the scene unfolded, your heartbeat ringing in your ears as you tried to hold it together. The worst he’s called you in an idiot and that was usually under his breath, so to practically say it out loud, in front of strangers while you were in the middle of a shift and forced to do nothing but smile like you usually would, felt like you were being stabbed and burned simultaneously. You couldn’t keep smiling, looking down as you tried to apologize, only for him to cut you off once again.
“Go bother someone else. Or hide in the back if you’re just gonna keep fucking up this much.”
The space was eerily silent, even with the soft music playing, your eyes not leaving your shoes as you shuffled away. It was a pitiful sight, Seonghwa releasing a breath he didn’t realize he was holding as you went to a neighboring table to retrieve plates and glasses left by a couple from before. He was ready to tear Hongjoong’s head off, not as a gamma to an alpha but as one friend to another, his jaw tight as he prepared to berate him the way he did you but, somehow, Wooyoung beat him by asking a question none of them thought to ask before.
“What did she ever do to you that you have to treat her like that?”
There was a strange but tense silence as they awaited his answer, watching him taking small bites of his fries as he stared ahead at nothing before turning to them with what could only be described as a sadistic smirk.
“Imagine being 13 and finding out the best years of your life, the years of dating, hooking up, just discovering who you are, are gone because your mate decides to show up and take that from you.”
“Are you fucking stupid? That’s the reason we have mates, so we can do those things with one person instead of random people!” Seonghwa nearly yelled, trying to keep his voice low as to not alarm anymore spectators again.
“For the past 7 years, I’ve been trying to get her to leave or just reject me, but it’s clear to me now that she’s just an idiot that doesn’t understand she’s not needed, by me or anyone. And, if you’re as dumb as her, I’ll simplify it for you: she’s unwanted.”
Whatever pain you felt before suddenly disappeared into a numbness you couldn’t explain. He knew you were there, that you could hear him, that you would hear him, and yet he still said it. You were conflicted and sad, your lips curling in a mixture of disgust and anger before settling on a bright smile. Never mind the fact your tears finally spilled over, that your heart ached with every beat and your body felt heavy with the weight of being rejected by someone you waited so long for, you just had to smile. Soulmates were supposed to be a sure thing, supposed to be your happily ever after, yet it just turned out to be a crush, one that you should’ve let die the day you met him.
“(Y/n/n)…” Miyeon spoke cautiously as you made your way towards the bar, your other coworkers watching from beside her as if you were some strange spectacle.
“We have to start cleaning, y’know? It’ll help us get out of here a lot faster tonight.” You said in your usual cheerful tone, tears still flowing and a faint crack to your voice.
“How about you just head home for the day, (Y/n)? We can handle everything from here.” Your manager said, her eyes scanning your face as you moved past them and to the kitchen, their bodies following instinctively.
“What? No! I’m fine! We still have 4 more hours to go and I think if I get a head start with the chefs for tomorrow lunch specials I ca-“
“(Y/n), please-“
“I’m fine, Miyeon! Really! It’s not like I got broken up with or anything, I never even had a boyfriend! Just a crush on someone that thinks I’m a waste of space! Isn’t that super ironic? Spending most of your life chasing after someone that wants nothing to do with you? That’s really funny, right?” You choked out, lips pursing into a thin line to keep in your sobs but your attempts were futile, everything slowly starting to hit you at once until your body collapsed, one of the other servers catching you before you hit the ground.
It was all a blur from there, the words of comfort everyone offered turning into muffled noise as your cries of agony came out freely, the way Miyeon dragged you from the emergency exit at the back of the building and to her car to take you home, and even when you crawled into bed and managed to sleep despite the pounding headache. 7 years came and went and there was nothing to show for it. No soulmate, no boyfriend, no romance, not even a friendship. You were empty and for some reason the only thing filling your heart and mind was the person who broke you.
It felt like time stood still yet hours had passed, Hongjoong back in his own bedroom pressing away at his keyboard, stopping occasionally to write a few notes down from his new composition, but he wasn’t distracted enough to hear his door open, various footsteps entering and even a few bodies settling in on his bed, his eyes not bothering to leave his notebook as he figured this moment would come.
“You don’t need to lecture me.” He grumbled, going back to play a few more notes only to find his keyboard unplugged, Mingi tossing the cord away as his alpha stared him down.
“It’s only a lecture if you listen and learn, which you won’t, so we’re gonna make you feel as bad as possible for driving away the only person that gave a shit about you.” San said with a bright smile, a scoff leaving Hongjoong as he finally turned in his chair to face them, eyes scanning the room to see this situation wasn’t playful but truly hostile, almost like an ambush.
“So, you guys don’t care about me?”
“Trying to get you to accept your soulmate so you don’t die shows we care a lot more than we should.” Yeosang spoke, making himself comfortable as he sat against the pillow and headboard.
“But we’re the real assholes for trying to force her with someone as shitty as you.” Seonghwa finally said, Hongjoong’s head snapping in his direction as he let out a dry chuckle, shifting in his seat so he was leaning backwards, arms crossed as he told himself to stay calm during his friend’s potential tantrum.
“I feel like you have the most to say since you’ve been in love with my mate the longest, so go ahead, tell me how I’m such a bad man, Seonghwa. I’m all ears.” His smugness made the tension worse, Seonghwa stepping closer with clenched fist.
“I’m not in love with you mate, but if I didn’t know someone was waiting for me because we were fated to be together, maybe I would have asked (Y/n) out, because she deserves better than a lowlife with the brain function of a dead goldfish. But I respect her too much as your mate and my luna to not push those boundaries so I tried to help her get closer to you because I know you, Hongjoong. You’re not an asshole or a jerk, but to her? You treat her like shit, when really you’d have no one without her. You’re a short, scrawny, nerdy moron that locks himself in a dark room for days on end just to complete a single project, then emerge to eat cold pizza and watch Despicable Me because your pea-sized brain can’t comprehend anything that isn’t brightly colored animation. If you take away your alpha status, no girl would even look in your direction but you have someone literally at your side, the only human not afraid of you, trying to figure out everything there is to know about you, yet you can’t give her the time of day. You probably don’t even know a damn thing about her.”
“Unfortunately, I know more than enough about her.” Hongjoong spoke, all amusement gone as he glared at the older male, their mindlink clogged with threatening growls and barks, trying to keep their fight from getting physical.
That first sentence alone made Hongjoong’s blood boil, his face contorted in a mixture of pain and disgust. How could Seonghwa even say that to him, plotting to steal his mate all because he was a bit uncertain? That all it was, uncertainty! He didn’t hate you, or wish you weren’t around, he actually grew to anticipate and enjoy your ramblings about your day or whatever new thing caught your attention, he actually even loved the lunches that you’d make for him. He couldn’t help that over the years he grew to crave you more, but the thought of fully accepting you and solidifying that the best years of his life were about to be gone, restricted to one person forever before he could even determine for himself his likes and dislikes, what he considered real love rather than what fate wanted him to feel, was terrifying. So he distanced himself from you, spending the years watching you from afar in hopes that if he didn’t get too close he wouldn’t lose his free will completely.
But it was a bad habit that seeped into your college years, everyone assuming he cared so little for you when he knew everything there was to know. He knew where you worked before any of the boys did, where your apartment was, the fact you were a business major planning to open a bakery once you graduated, he knew you didn’t have classes on Fridays but always came back on campus because you prepared meals for the men’s and women’s wrestling team which is where Jongho first met you, he knew you hated mint chocolate chip ice cream just like him but loved chocolate ice cream with mint chips, he knew you were always cold but overheat at night and wake up at exactly 3am to change into shorts and a tank top to be more comfortable, he knew about the birthmark on your lower back and a scar on your hip from a cat scra-
“Holy shit, you’re insane.” Wooyoung breathed out, Hongjoong’s eyes focusing on the room in front of him, a mixture of shocked expressions and amused ones filling his vision.
“I liked it better when we thought you hated her but, hyung, you’ve been stalking her since your freshman year of high school?” Jongho asked cautiously.
It was a weird feeling bubbling inside Hongjoong, the primary one being embarrassment. He knew he’d sometimes unintentionally rant in their mindlink whenever he was upset but to make an almost decade long secret public to his pack, revealing the intimate details of how you slowly but surely ingrained yourself into not only his brain but his life until he felt like he was going crazy? It made him tear up, his face burn with a blush as he was finally forced to face the truth. He pushed you away but wanted you more than anything. He wanted to spend his years free to explore before finally settling down only to reject every girl that came close to him simply because they weren’t you, and he took that anger out on you. What was he so mad about? The fact you stood by his side with a smile happily accepting him while he tried and failed to lust after other women? Was he that pathetic? He could admit now that he was and, if he could turn back time, he would’ve introduced himself and walked you to class. Just the first step of fully accepting you.
“You’re still ranting in the mindlink, you know?” Seonghwa said softly, regaining the once again lost focus of his alpha who was too consumed in his own pity to notice the tension died down, their gazes soft as they tried to sympathize with their leader.
“Sorry. I wish none of you heard that stuff.” He admitted, sniffling as he realized he’d been crying, hand hurriedly wiping away tears from his cheeks.
“Well, it’s a good thing we did. We still think you’re a moron, but at least we know you’re feeling guilty about all of this.”
“Don’t worry, Joong, if you know (Y/n) like we do, she always sees the best in people, so she’ll forgive you. But you still have to apologize.” San followed up Mingi’s words, wrapping an arm around Hongjoong shoulders while giving a bright smile in response to his weak one.
“She’s my TA in Calc 3 and I have that class around noon tomorrow. She always stays after in case anyone has questions, so I can stall until you get there.” Yunho offered, Hongjoong feeling a slight warmth in his chest thinking about it all. He’d let go of his insecurities, fix everything he’s done wrong, and finally have you as his. Tomorrow couldn’t come fast enough.
And tomorrow did come, but you were nowhere to be found. When Hongjoong arrived to Yunho’s class, he was met with a sympathetic apology on the account that you didn’t show up that day, you weren’t even at any of your other classes. The boys even tried to find you at work only to be met with a mob of your pissed coworkers led by Miyeon, threatening to rip their heads off if she saw their faces again. And that lasted for nearly 3 days, Hongjoong’s hope slowly dwindling away until he noticed two figures sneakily meeting halfway at the school’s entrance to exchange a large white cooler.
He recognized those bulky arms anywhere, and the thick Aussie accent was a dead giveaway as well, especially when it was followed by a distinct giggle. There was no mistaking it was Chan, but he could barely see the person with him, their voice low as they spoke to him and face hidden beneath a hood, but the scent emitting from them was strong, and beautiful, his eyes widening as he finally took it all in. You looked different, wearing a dark grey matching sweat suit which was a complete 180 from your usual attire, and you smelled faintly of passionfruit, possibly a change to your normal shampoo in an attempt to disguise yourself, but that thought only made his heart hurt more. Were you intentionally avoiding him? He could understand you hating him now but you were even ignoring the others in his pack, going from friends to complete strangers in a matter of hours and leaving them all devastated. He was going to fix this, here and now, if not for him and you than for his friends.
“Jongho’s been pretty upset about you not responding to his text. It’d really help if you stopped by to at least let him know you’re okay.” Chan pleaded, giving you a dimpled smile and hopeful gaze that made it impossible for you to hide your blushing face and grin.
“I just need a little more time, Chris. It’s like if you broke up with your mate and all the friends you made through her left you too. Except it’s me being broken up with by someone who was never my boyfriend and his friends came to me instead of me going to them. But, still, it hurts all the same.” You laughed slightly, trying to find some humor in the situation.
“You’re the only person that still calls me Chris.” He commented, trying to redirect the conversation as you clearly weren’t fine, neither of you noticing the burning glare just a few meters away.
“I just think it fits you best.” You admitted, neither of you breaking eye contact until you gasped, staring down to the box of food and drinks you bought.
“You should hurry to practice. You need to eat beforehand otherwise you’ll be weak after warmups alone. And I worked hard making those sandwiches and cutting that fruit, if it goes bad because you stayed here to cheer me up, I’ll really be mad.” You tried to put on your best scowl, your scolding undermined by his amused laughter.
“Alright, fine. Just stay safe, please?” You nodded, waving as you watched him turn to head to the school’s gymnasium, missing the way Chan glared at Hongjoong as he continued forward. Chan and Hongjoong’s packs were close, family almost, so the news of what Hongjoong did and why reached them in no time, and Chan was hoping today things would be fixed soon because, apart from you being the wrestling team’s beloved personal chef, you were like a sister to him.
You wasted no time leaving the campus behind, ready to go back into the darkness of your bedroom to forget you existed. You really wish you could disappear, that the ground would split beneath you and swallow you whole, but you couldn’t just leave when your phone was filled with calls and messages from friends and coworkers wondering where you were and if you were fine. So many people cared, what kind of person would you be to leave them all alone like this, especially when all they wanted was to help you? But being alone helped, trying to live life as normal as possible while adjusting to a Hongjoong-free lifestyle helped. It would take some time, but you’d find your normal someday. All you had to do was avoid-
“(Y/n)!” Your body froze.
He rarely called you by your name but his voice was distinct on its own, and it was the most sickly sweet thing you’ve ever heard. You wanted to run, to never have him see you like this. Dear god, how did you even look right now? You felt like shit, you probably looked the part. Dammit, Hongjoong was right all along, you were shit. You were worse than shit, you were just pathetic. A pathetic, lovestruck loser itching to just turn and say hi, to have the conversation you always dreamed of but you knew that wouldn’t happen. He’ll yell at you again. He’ll-
“(Y/n)? H-hi…” Hongjoong said shyly, standing right in front of you as you shrank into yourself.
His brows furrowed as you looked away, mentally arguing with yourself as you went over the days of self-reflecting you did, trying to find some lesson from your solitude to aid in this situation and it was starting to scare him. You were never quiet with him, you always had something to say even if it wasn’t important but, luckily, he had something important to say and hopefully you’d listen.
“I- T-the other day…. I w-was…. I-I’m sorry.” He stammered out, this confession a lot harder than he thought, especially now that you were facing him, eyes just as innocent as the day he met you, but he couldn’t run away this time.
“I don’t know what’s wrong with me, honestly. Everyone told me I was an idiot and I think they’re right. I treated you like you were garbage for years, all because I didn’t want to be mated so young. I just wanted to date around before I finally settled down with someone and, m-maybe I could’ve just said that, so you didn’t have to wait around for me all these years but, I never hated you, and I can’t hate you. I know you won’t forgive me right away but I think it’s only fair that I can be a good mate to you now.”
He swallowed hard, trying to suppress the desperate ‘please’ he wanted to add as your pupils began to shake, almost as if you were a machine malfunctioning, none of your self-reflecting preparing you for this moment, the only thing coming to mind being some sad blog article you found during your second day of isolation. ‘Forgiving and forgetting too soon is dangerous. Find yourself’. It wasn’t what you wanted but maybe what you need, what he needed. So, without hesitation, you smiled brightly at him although it never reached your eyes, clearing your throat as you tried to keep your voice steady.
“Hongjoong, I can’t forgive you easily. I waited for you, I tried to make you accept me and it always ended up with me getting hurt. Honestly, if I just treated you like a regular crush, maybe we could’ve forgotten we’re meant to be together until after graduation or something.” You laughed awkwardly, wanting to look away as his eyes softened in the saddest way, but you needed to do this, eyes locked on his as you exhaled through your nose.
“I couldn’t be by your side all the time, so whether you dated anyone is still a mystery to me but, I’ve been alone for seven years hoping you’d come around, and I think it’s time I take those years back. I’m not sure if what you said counted as a rejection or if we’re still mates but, if we are, we’ll come back to each other eventually. For now, I just need some time.”
You managed to walk past him without completely collapsing in tears, speed walking back to your apartment as you tried to swallow sobs, not even taking in the way Hongjoong stumbled to follow you, almost like a zombie as he attempted to plead for you to reconsider, to force himself to accept your decision but ask how long you needed, but he couldn’t do that. He tried to picture himself in your shoes, seven years of pining only to be publicly humiliated by the person you were meant to spend the rest of your life with. He couldn’t blame you for not forgiving him, and he sure as hell couldn’t force you, so he let you go, trudging in the opposite direction to his two story apartment just to hide in his bedroom until he didn’t feel like dying anymore.
But as more days passed and it only got harder for Hongjoong. He barely left his room but also never slept, every song he created was played in minor scales to fit his now melancholy life. The charisma he typically exuded was hidden with puffy red eyes from crying and a yellow knit sweater a few sizes too large for his body but it was the only thing that comforted him at this point, especially when knowing you had reconnected with everyone but him.
After exactly one week of distancing yourself from the world, you caved and meet with the boys individually (sans Hongjoong), apologizing for needing space although they completely understood, but the way each interaction ended made your guts churn with guilt. ‘Stay safe, luna’, that’s how all of them addressed you before they left, leaving you filled with the desire to return to how things were before. You missed your friends and, the fact your mate was finally ready to claim you, only made you want to forgive Hongjoong sooner. But you needed to be your own person for once. You had seven years worth of relationships to catch up on and you wouldn’t let them keep you from that.
Except when they did.
You should’ve known it was risky letting them know you had a date so soon, just some other human on campus that had yet found his soulmate. They sounded happy for you, Wooyoung going so far to ask where you met and where your date would be and what time, giving suggestions on what to say and wear since it was “your first”. It was a sweet gesture, and you thought nothing of it, but that information meant everything to him which led to now, the boys huddled together in their living room with a slightly paler and sickly looking Hongjoong curled into the corner of their loveseat.
“So they’re going bowling tonight at 8:30? We could ask her about it tomorrow in case she’s into him because hyung isn’t looking too great.” Yeosang commented, everyone looking to Hongjoong as he managed to drown his entire body within the sweater, only his head visible as he stared ahead like some lost puppy.
“He’s just weak from not being around her for so long, but their bond is still there so he’s fine. But we have nothing to worry about. She won’t fall in love with him so don’t get too involved, she’ll just stop talking to us again if we meddle too much.” Seonghwa warned, a chorus of ‘Okays’ confirming their dismissal as they all stood to retreat to their bedrooms.
“Wait, who is she going out with anyways? There’s only 10 other humans at that school.” Mingi’s question cause everyone to freeze, the silence in the room contrasting with the faint answer Woooyung gave in their mindlink, Hongjoong turning to look at him with hurt and pain.
“Why didn’t you say it was Yugyeom?!”
“I did! Just not to you, until now because I forgot to tune you out.” He said shyly, flinching as Hongjoong ran past him and right out their front door, none of them sure of what to do at that point.
It was such a minor yet major detail. Kim Yugyeom was admittedly the most wanted person any of them could think of. Human girls wanted him, werewolf girls wanted him, most guys couldn’t help but stare whenever he passed by. He was gorgeous with eyes that sparkled every time he smiled. He spoke about his soulmate with so much passion despite never meeting her, following his words with how he’d treat any girl before her with the same love and care. It was a pick up line meant to hook any hopelessly romantic girl in, the sweetest way to say their relationship wouldn’t last. But this was Kim Yugyeom, they knew it was only meant with good intentions, not wanting to string someone along with the false hope they’d be together forever. And that’s exactly what you needed. To explore while knowing you’d always come back to Hongjoong. But that’s not what Hongjoong wanted. He didn’t want you dating anyone else, finding temporary happiness when he was supposed to give you a lifetime of it. And humans were more flexible with their soulmates, they had the privilege to move one without the pain or withdrawals of losing their mate. Werewolves just died if they were rejected, heartbreak and loneliness consuming them, so there was no telling how your heart would react to someone exactly like you. Maybe you’ll fall in love with him. Maybe he’ll abandon his soulmate for you once he learns how amazing you are. Maybe Hongjoong would die from lack of food and sleep before he even reached your apartment, which he was still sprinting full speed towards. It was only 7:30pm, meaning he had an hour before you and Yugyeom went out, but he didn’t have a plan. He had no idea what he was doing, but he needed to stop you before you found yourself in love with someone else.
It was like some scene in a drama, Hongjoong’s chest heaving as he finally came to a stop just outside your apartment. His body felt like giving out as he climbed the two flights of stairs to your door, only to find you waving shyly to Yugyeom just as he turned away, trying not to lock eyes with Hongjoong but Hongjoong’s eyes were only trained on you, yours finding his as a panicked look crossed your face. Should you look away? Go back inside? What was he even doing there? You never told the boys your address… You gasped as he approached you, swallowing hard as you tried to remain calm, but how could you stay calm when you finally got a good look at him?
“Oh my god, are you okay?” You didn’t hesitate to ask, stepping further from your door to examine him, reaching for his face only to stumble back to your original position. You were making great progress, you can’t do that now.
“I’ve been better, but even then I wasn’t fine.” He said with a dry chuckle, your lips curling into a fake smile to not show how much his appearance affected you. He looked like he was on the brink of death. You knew wolves would get sick without their mates, but was it really killing him? Were you killing him?
“Joongi-Uhm, Hongjoong, how about you sit down? You look like you’re going to faint.” You offered, stepping back to allow him inside, watching him stumble past you and straight to your sofa as if he owned the place.
It was such an awkward moment for you, watching the poor boy curl into himself as his sweater practically became his body, a sigh leaving your lips as you shut your door. Instead of healing yourself, you had to heal him. It was oddly pitiful but your instincts screamed at you to do it.
Hongjoong shut his eyes as he eased into your sofa, feeling more comfortable than he was in his own home, even more so with your scent invading his senses, your body warmth radiating onto his as you carefully took a seat, trying to figure out what to do.
“Do you need food, or water? Or a doctor?” You asked, the giggle he let out this time weak but still enough to make your heart beat a bit faster.
“I just need you near me.” He admitted.
You let out a squeak as he shamelessly fell into your lap, head comfortably resting against your thighs as he laid face up. You couldn’t stop your hand from easing through his unnaturally colored locks, melting at how soft they were, bottom lip trapped under your teeth as you had to fight off the desire to cup his face. You’ve never gotten this close to him and he wasn’t telling you to go away, instead letting out content purrs as he nuzzled closer to you, your eyes burning with unshed tears. Why couldn’t he just want you from the start? You’d would’ve been able to hold him like this all the time, to see him happy and healthy rather than a shell of his former self. But he didn’t want you, and now he was at your apartment just to keep himself from dying. It was silly to think he cared about you as much as he did himself.
“Of course you do.” You whispered, laughing bitterly as your hand left his hair, moving to his arm to ease him back up into a sitting position.
You couldn’t get past him no matter how hard you tried, nor did you want to, but every word he said, everything he’s done, followed you like a ghost haunting some poor unsuspecting soul. Why did you have to love someone who didn’t love you the same? Why was this your life?
“Can you just hold me a little longer? P-please?” He asked with a cute whine to his voice.
You sighed and grabbed his arm, gently pulling him back into his previous position, fingers massaging his scalp as he finally opened his eyes to look at you. You were beautiful, even with the frown lines etched into your face. He wonder how long they’ve been there, especially when he’s only seen you smiling. Maybe you spent your alone time more upset than he thought. Where you upset before he came? You couldn’t be when Yugyeom was here, no one could be upset with him around. Except Hongjoong. He felt a grudge building inside him just from the mere thought of him with you. He felt like interrogating you on what he was doing here in the first place and why you gave your address out to just anyone, but it wasn’t his place to ask and probably wouldn’t be for a while, but jealousy and rage was all he felt so any reasonable thinking was thrown out the window.
“I don’t want you to see Yugyeom anymore.” He said definitely, your eyes widened as you stared at him incredulously, an amused giggle leaving your lips.
“That’s not for you to choose, Hongjoong. I told you I need time-“
“Those seven years you’ve been waiting I couldn’t be with anyone else. I always compared every girl I met to you and none of them came close to being as perfect, now I have to watch you date some dance major with pretty eyes because I was an insecure dumbass? He has a soulmate, and he’s always going to choose them no matter how much you like each other, so why not save your feelings? I’ll wait as long as you want me to, but just don’t fall in love with anyone else.”
You tried so hard to hide your smile. This wasn’t something you typically liked, possessive guys being on the list of things you found annoying, but considering it was Hongjoong, his soft eyes hard and sharp as their hue seemed to go pitch black as his words were both sweet and demanding, made you fall in love just a little more than you already were. You wanted to take this as his confession, as a truce in your previous one-sided enemyship, to tell him that you told Yugyeom you couldn’t go out with him because you could only see yourself with Hongjoong, but you needed time. Not time to date and explore the way you thought he had, but to watch him work as hard as you did to prove he was ready and willing to love you. It was a little malicious, sure, but it was all in good fun. He’d always be your mate after all.
“I don’t know, Hongjoong, you really hurt me…”
“It hurt knowing I wasn’t with you.” Your smile cracked through, causing his own to appear, your game already over.
“And how do you think I felt? You think you can make up seven years worth of waiting so easily?”
You squealed as he shot up, magically seeming more alive than when he arrived, eyes full of life and his lips and cheeks the same rosy color as when you met him, hands warm and soft as he cupped your face.
“Good thing I have forever to do it.”
The silence was comfortable but unbearable, especially as he hesitated to lean closer, your lips puckering to guide him but he didn’t seem to be catching on and, when he did, you shifted back, laughing awkwardly as you stared at one another, both of you taking a deep breath as you finally closed the gap between you, a weird electric sensation you could only dream of as your lips slowly grew accustom to one another, moving so slow yet feeling so urgent. It was all still new to the both of you, romance and dating only now becoming part of your lives, but it was exciting knowing that you had years ahead of you to perfect it, your entire lives dedicated to loving one another. And it only took a seven year crush to get you here.
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“It’s okay to be angry, it’s not okay to be cruel” really got me send help, on the verge of tears
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do you have any podcast suggestions?
Boy do I ever!! Imma just list a lot them and a short summary 
Dungeons and Daddies (Not A BDSM Podcast)- dnd real play podcast about four dads from our world lost in the Forgotten Realms on a search for their sons. It’s a comedy and oh my god I lose my shit over it every time (I’m actually listening right now lol) and they barely actually play dnd it’s all just role play and there’s about 54 episodes right now  
The Heart of Ether- small town gay gothic podcast. Recorded in the style of leaving voice mails to an ex girlfriend who may or may not be dead. Very gay. Everyone’s voice acting is amazing. Funny moments, sad moments, gay moments. Did I mention how wonderfully gay it is? They just finished their first season so it’s a great time to jump in and binge the episodes  
The Bright Sessions- people with superpowers (not necessarily superheroes tho) go to therapy. It developed into more in later seasons but that’s the basic premise. It’s an older one but still great. 
Hello From the Hallowoods- omniscient narrator? Many storylines? Lots of gay people??? It’s not super long right now, almost at the season one finale but the story line is already amazingly complex and deep
Micro-Cosmos: A Science Fiction Podcast- there’s only one episode so far and it is a wonderful train wreck. So far it’s just: people in space. Big time fuck up in space. 
The Magnus Archives- gay horror pod. If you follow me, you probably know vaguely what it’s about. There’s one more episode left in the show and the only emotion I have is gay fear. (200 episodes in all)
Neighbourly- spooky houses on spooky street. Each episode is different and there are only 9 right now. It’s just really great. Wonderful voice acting and narration. 
Welcome to Nightvale- I mean. Wtnv. Enough said. 
Dark Dice- a dnd pod where they take out most of the actual play and dice so it’s just the storyline. Horror, naturally. They just about finished their first season and it’s honestly amazing. 
They Made It Out Of Clay- a podcast that looks at the Jewish origins of characters in media or similar stuff. They’ve only got one episode so far but it’s well done. 
The Two Princes- gay friends to enemies to lovers. Well that’s the first season at least. There are three seasons right now, relatively short. A good listen one of my comfort shows. 
Alright that’s about it lol
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WAKE UP-
It's Bad Batch time
Imma cram this content down your throat (I've had 3 cups of caf I'm hyper okay???) Ya'll remember my Bad Batch AU, detectives, 1920s, all that stuff? Well imma have to fill your brain with info before chapter one is thrown at ya'll.
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This is an Earth AU, and it actually takes place in 1929, the Great Depression in beginning to affect the citizens of Coruscant (New York- I, I'm not creative)
The four boys, brothers orphaned after the murder of the only man who ever cared for them (99) they still live in the same house, now a pawn shop.
The youngest, Tech, who's name is Tucker Everett or Tuck; is seemingly ahead of the time. His mind is unlike any others for a poor boy who is the only one out of the four who will finish high school. He wants to be engineer to raise enough money to get him and his brothers out to Santa Fe. Tech is 17 with his whole life ahead of him.
The second youngest, Isaac Curtis, Crosshair; who's despised his name since he was a child. At 19, Crosshair has the eye of a hawk. Winning at darts, pool, you name it. The man is certainly a rebel, never listening to his brothers and always getting in fights. Which often ends in dozens of hospital visits. He's suffered with medical issues since birth, and he wasn't supposed to live as long as he has, but he's a fighter. Kicked out of every school he's ever attended, he isn't very smart but it's never bugged him, he didn't like those fools anyway.
The second oldest at 23, Hudson Hunter. The boy goes by his middle name. He was born with seemingly unnatural powers and was shunned from the church for being a boy of evil. He's struggled with people accepting him, finally giving in to his anger, he tattooed a skull on his face, grew out his hair and drives a BMW 32. Hunter was supposed to be the one in the family to finish school, but then his genius baby brother came along so by 13, he dropped out of school and begun working to support his family.
The oldest and most noticeable misfit of the four, 26 year old, Walter the Wrecker was the wrestler champion of his schools until their father died and he had to leave to support his family. He grew unnaturally fast and his height attracts a lot of attention, and fame. He's been able to find work un/loading trucks. He's not home often because so.
These boys have talent though, their combined traits have earned them an underground job of Coruscant's Crusaders, four vigilantes who bring criminals to justice. But only at night. By day, they're just a freak circus running a shop.
Only the most underground of citizens know to walk into their pawn shop and say 'I'm looking for some custom glasses' to get down to real business. They bring in the big bucks after every mission for they've never been outsmarted.
Wrecker was preparing to leave when their next mission comes in, but it's a meeting with the mayor of Coruscant himself. Skeptical, Crosshair argues to deny any meeting with a phony like that. But his older brothers know if the Mayor knows about them, he can't be so holy as he makes himself out.
They find themselves heading undercover to the most popular night club of the city, where only the rich can attend. They're working the club to track down what the Mayor believes is the King Pin. The Count.
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explaining Preacher’s playlist
Putting this under a read more break because there’s a lot. I was bored so I finally tried to explain the reasons each song is there. Granted some only have a sentence or two. Not everything needs a giant essay response. Warning though, talks of abuse do take place.
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLT9aIxp8n042hnvTQMd7vOTVJp2utaZwp
1: Beim Ersten Mal Tuts Immer Weh / The First Time Always Hurts -Just one last time please be nice to me Come over here Just be nice to me and come and sit beside me here Just one last time please be nice to me Come over here One more time again Come on give me just a little bit now Come on let me have a final kiss now Come on give me just a little bit now Fool me please just one more time again -I wanted to start Preacher's playlist with something surprisingly dark rather than edge into the darker parts later on. So Preacher's trauma is right in the listeners face and how in a fucked up way he still misses someone that really fucked them over. -Especially with the last bit of the song "Why don't you want me no more?" Bishop would often ignore him as punishment and it would fuck with Preacher's head a lot and how he just wanted to be in his good graces again.
2: For Your Entertainment -I call this one of his "mask" songs. How Preacher often tries to appear to people. It also ties in a bit with how confident he felt in the past when Bishop was around. I wanted to counter the "wtf" start of the playlist with something boppy. Since once Preacher catches wind that someone is figuring out what happened to him, he's all lies and glamour to distract people from talking about it.
3: You Think You're a Man -I kinda wanted to include this song because the listener would have trouble figuring out "Okay is Preacher singing this or Bishop?"
4: Message in a Bottle -Catchy little song but it helps explain how even if Preacher made a bunch of new friends he still felt isolated due to having to hide a lot as a Tiefling. -Love can mend your life But love can break your heart
5: Mony Mony -I always pictured Preacher singing this with his friends. There's not a lot to say for every single song. I just wanted to get mood music for Preacher's gang of buddies.
6: Out There -More alluding to Preacher's lonliness and how Bishop also used that to have some sort of control over him. With all his friends, Bishops word really was the only word that had meaning / value to him.
7: Medicate -Yeah Preacher's coping mechanisms weren't the healthiest
8: A Penny for a Tale -Mocking the greedy? Say no more
9: Goo Goo Muck -Lore wise I always pictured Preacher making this song up on the spot to entertain his friends
10: Lost Boys -While this song is about vampires I just felt it fit still with Preacher and his buddies. His playlist early on covers a lot of that part of his life.
11: The Rocky Road to Dublin -Yet more "Just singing with friends"
12: Zydrate Anatomy -I mean lorewise he did deal in drugs both real and fake in his mid teens so I wasted no time getting this song onto the list.
13: Open Your Eyes -More mood music to his early teens. Trust me I'll have more to say with other songs
14: Back and Forth -This song screams Preacher when he's scamming people to me
15: Drinkin with Jesus -At first I picked this one because cmon. A Tiefling called Preacher , a song called Drinkin with Jesus seemed perfect. Then I realized "Oh shit the lyrics fit". A lot of the time Preacher had to be completely alone to show just how messed up he was back then even before his assault.
16: Feel Good Inc -A lovely mix of isolation, "The world is corporate bullshit" , and more. You damn right I'm putting this on the list.
17: The Cave -Timeline wise this is a bit of a jump into the future where Preacher is in another down mood and tries to recover from it. -But I will hold on hope And I won't let you choke On the noose around your neck And I'll find strength in pain And I will change my ways I'll know my name as it's called again -That last lyric always made me think of Preacher actually maybe someday going back to using his birth name. Berlyn. And just finding his own identity again. Away from Bishops shadow. This would be around the time he grows his trademark purple mustache. It's a small decision but it was still an important decision since Bishop used to even control how he looked.
18: Devils Dance Floor -CMON. DEVILS Dance Floor. Perfect Tiefling music. I also wanted something to pick the mood of the playlist back up a little after that dip.
19: A Touch of Evil -Aka the most metal "Gay pining" song I'm aware of. The playlist takes a turn of "But I want his attention so bad" and how he wanted to be in a proper relationship with Bishop. Teenage hormones are rough so I'd imagine they'd be double rough as a Tiefling.
20: Skills in Pills -More showing Preacher's distructive habits and drug selling. I wanted to avoid putting Rammstein on the list because it'd be predictable as fuck. So I settled with Lindemann.
21: Jigolo Har Megiddo -Preacher playing up the whole "I'm made from demons" thing for flirty singing.
22: Come Out and Play -And we jump back into more "street punk shenanigans"
23: You Look So Fine -More pining and angst. I really liked sudden dips in mood with this playlist. Like his outer walls are cracking and you're getting peeks at the sensitive stuff going on in his head.
24: I Wanna be Yours -Even more pining because I'm an asshole
25: Sleeping Powder -I wanted something comical to again lift up the mood of the playlist so this song was perfect. Just that "I'm back! Where are we going?" makes me think "Okay I'm done being sad, wait what are you guys doing today?" Also the faint "broken" from 2D in some parts of the song were fitting.
26: Sandmann -Preacher's super protective of kids so this was perfect
27: Deleted this one, moving on.
28: Breaking the Habit -One of the  many times Preacher TRIES to get out of his self destructive habits and loops but its left unknown if he got out this time or not. This song fits in pretty much any part of his timeline with Bishop. Adding more to the "loop" of abuse that will be talked about near the end of the playlist.
29: Unzerstorbar ( Indestructable ) -I broke my "no german lyrics" rule with this song but I HAD to. It's such a "FUCK YEAH WE'RE YOUNG AND INVINCIBLE" song that ends on a more quiet note that always made me think "Deep down they know they're not" -As a child I was - I was ahead of all. As a child I was cold and I figured out how much time I have left anyways, because I am indestructible.
I was cool - I was hard and I knew what's goin' on. I was clever and smart and have considered long, Why am I made of steel? What is the meaning that I am indestructible?
This world is so small, so much lesser than I. Super Hero - all alone. Whether I like it or not. Meanwhile, I ask myself: is there someone like me here?
30: Sympathy for the Devil -Again. HOW THE FUCK CAN YOU NOT HAVE THIS SONG ON A TIEFLING PLAYLIST?
31: All I Want -I always pictured this song during a hectic chase either in the sky or on the ground. Preacher is a speedy boy so this was a good fit ( The fact that this song was in Crazy Taxi also makes me think of speed )
32: Action -I thought this fit the mood of Unzerstorbar and wanted to continue the vibe
33: Hit That -More chaotic city vibe music
34: Down the Rabbit Hole -I wanted to include Adam Lambert again since he's early in the playlist.
35: The Heart of the Riding Man -I blame Fennah for getting me into this song. The lyrics were just such a fun match. Preacher might be a Tiefling. But Bishop will always be the "Devil" in this song. -Oh the heart, the heart of a riding man Scarred and cut himself from the devil he ran Oh, from the devil he ran
36: Komm Zuruck / Come Back -DID YALL WANT MORE PINING? Well it's back and much more chaotic this time. -I've missed you long enough asked myself, where exactly you are and if you still bite your nails we planned everything perfectly with false papers and well covered and then suddenly you did it on your own account.
I've had enough, get me out of here don't give up on me now.
Wherever you are (wherever you are) oh, I'm with you Whoever you kiss (whoever you kiss) oh, I forgive you Make your way (make your way) and then release me come back, don't make me wait
37:  Sick Boys -Imma be real with you. I'm a slut for Social Distortion so I had to include SOMETHING with them
38: God is a Popstar -One of the first songs I put to this character and it's still such a perfect fit with the religious stuff in Preacher's story. The video is even nice as a helper because you could imagine Preacher is in the place of Jesus here. All dolled up then thrown away.
39: Applause -More flashy "haha nothing is wrong I just want attention" songs since Preacher is a greedy mother fucker when it comes to attention.
40: Trust Me -This is getting to the important part of the playlist. His relationship with Bishop was toxic as fuck. Preacher also did lots of things he didn't want to but the reward was Bishops attention. So with the previous song and this it really shows the leftover effects Bishop had on him. Preacher is one hell of a good liar thanks to Bishop. So in a way. He does have the risk of becoming someone elses Scorpion. Those mental walls I mentioned earlier are breaking at this point.
41: Fireflies -The sad truth that Preacher still misses and thinks about Bishop. The lyrics here are meant to really tug at you as Preacher's barrier is crumbling at this point. -If all you ever get from the sonnet is the count of the fall of man Every call and cost made to your heart You were in the kind of game that put the force in me I was ever chasing fireflies -Sometimes I follow a firefly He takes me into the night Baby, I just survive I got drunk, I'm sorry Am I losing you? Sometimes I follow a firefly He takes me into the night Baby, I just survive I got drunk, I'm sorry Am I losing you?
42: Prison Sex -Probably the most important song in the playlist. I wanted that earlier darkness to come back full force now that the listener is at probably the most vulnerable part of Preacher's head. It's disgusting and that's the point. Preacher finally fully admits to himself about his rape. And the song implies he has a huge risk of continuing Bishops cycle of abuse. Both the abuser and the abused have lyrics in this song.
43: I'm Not Jesus -This is sort of like Preacher is finally saying "No FUCK THAT. I'm not like you." This song is also about abuse so I wanted to include it. He's angry at this point and finally fighting back in his head.
44: You're Gonna Go Far, Kid -In my head this is Preacher sort of mocking himself and his skills at lying
45: Lone Digger -I wanted another song to help "lift up" the mood again since this playlist has a lot of ups and downs.
46: Money -I thought the lyrics were fitting for this part of the playlist
47: I Don't Care -Mood gets a little somber but in a more beautiful way than flat out heartache or suffering. A little more of Preacher rebelling finally against Bishop
48: Creep -But in the end all his rebellion eventually leads to him being depressed. Bishop is gone from his life at this point. But he's clearly still lingering in his head. No matter how much he tries to ignore it.
49: Souk Eye -The finale where Preacher admits he'll always have Bishop in his thoughts even if he also knows damn well to never deal with him ever again. Even if sometimes it hurts like hell.
I wanted this playlist to be able to go  on a loop and make sense. His moods are often on a cycle of "Fuck yeah I'm awesome! Fuck you Bishop!" to "Dammit we could have been so good for each other in another life wtf" It just repeats and repeats much like how people repeat their own cycles after trauma or abuse.
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mclunarlove · 5 years
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1. Top 3 favorite songs at the moment?
Drew Barrymore by Bryce Vine , Prom Dress by mxmtoon, Prom Queen by Beach Bunny and Breathe by Catie Turner. I couldn’t keep it to three.
2. What are you wearing right now?
A small shirt that says Nice with a bee, gym shorts, and orange nike slides
3. Favorite season?
Summer. I’ve been thinking on my a mini comic about why so ppl stop hating on this beautiful season, summmer.
4. Left handed or right handed?
Right handed, my dude
5. Favorite thing you like about yourself?
I really like my hair. I’ve recently dyed it pink.
6. Favorite TV show at the moment?
I’ve been going through a lot of different ones. The good place is well a good one. But recently I’ve when back and watched Danny Phantom. It’s really funny because it only a couple years old but seeing them talk about the internet and phones is hilarious.
7. What are some of your pet peeves?
People being assholes
8. Favorite and least favorite subjects in school?
I love art and don’t love math
9. Plans for the future?
Finally get my driver’s liscense, get a new job, get money, and do art. Also do well in college.
10. If you could travel anywhere, where would you go?
I really want to go to Tokyo. It just seems really cool.
11. What celebrity do you look up to?
The McElroy family counts as a whole unit.
12. Who/what makes you smile regardless?
Stupid vines or videos. And recently Bakugo from My Hero Academia. What a sweet and spicy boy.
13. Favorite song lyrics?
Currently any lyric from the song Prom Queen by Beach Bunny but I do really like “Maybe I should try harder. You should lower your beauty standards”
14. Favorite movie?
Big hero 6 has like a throne on the list of movies I love
15. What is the worst thing someone could do to you?
I’ll pass.
16. What pets do you have/want to have?
I have a very handsome cat named Beerus and I would love to have a Buffalo.
17. Describe your day today?
Not the best but not the worst.
18. Night owl or morning bird?
Sadly, a night owl. I do admire morning birds greatly tho.
19. Favorite musical artist?
Don’t really have a favorite. But I do like the NBHD, Carly
Rea Jepson, and
20. How old are you?
18 yrs old
21. Where are you from?
Pass
22. What are a few things on your bucket list?
Own a party bus, car surf, get swole, finally nail the Hawaiian summertime dad aesthetic and etc.
23. Do you have/want any tattoos?
I want a couple of small ones. Like a cute bubbly heart, a landscape, and I really want the digimon crests.
24. Do you have/want any piercings?
I would love a lot of piercing on my ears.
25. What do you hate most about yourself?
Pass. I’m trying to love myself. Can’t do this.
26. What does your last text message say?
“ Perish”
27. What would you name your future daughter/son?
I always really like the names Joy and Willis.
28. What are you listening to right now?
“My brother, My brother, and Me” a podcast by the McElroy Brothers.
29. What is the last book you read?
Good Omens......but I still haven’t finished it.
30. Favorite food?
I really like lasagna. And a bunch of different foods but I rarely eat lasagna.
31. Cats or dogs?
Both r very good.
32. Introverted or extroverted?
Introvert, my dude
33. When and why did you first join tumblr?
I first joined in 2014 because I was really into Big Hero 6 even before it came out and this was the only place that was talking about bh6 before it came out. There was like a whole pre-fandom and everything 😂😂
34. Celebrity OTP?
Idk don’t really ship ppl but I do love Ryan and Blake
35. Tv show OTP?
Man, ok now this is a fucking list but the first one that popped into my head is Tododeku.
36. What is your zodiac sign?
Aquarius
37. Lucky number?
7 like a basic bitch
38. Gender?
That a tough one. I don’t know how I feel about gender; especially mine. I will be hella chill with any pronoun but most of the time I identify as a female.
39. What’s the last thing you watched on Netflix?
The good place
40. When is your birthday?
January
41. Where are you from?
Imma be broad so America.
42. If you could, what celebrity would you want to meet?
Adam Sandler
43. Last concert you went to?
Never been to one.
44. What do you think of me/my tumblr account?
Don’t know you but thanks for the question. I’m sure your a cool guy and down for a cool hang.
45. Favorite holiday?
Easter
46. Favorite animal?
Bisons and Buffalos
47. TV you love that’s underrated?
Does digimon count? Ppl usually dunk on me because of Pokémon. I like them both but I GREW up on that digirap
48. What’s your relationship status?
Single. Yup. Surprising no one.
49. What do you want to be/do when you grow up?
Anything to do with media and art at this point.
50. What would you do if you won the lottery?
Pay for college
51. ASK ME ANYTHING YOU WANT
I’m good but hella thanks for making theses questions @stranger-reviews This was actually really fun. I know I answered a lot of them really short but I didn’t want this to be hella long.
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ua-miruko 2:30 PM
@ua-todoroki @ua-kaibara @ua-mar SUP LITTLE BITCHES you're mine now 🔥 🤪 🔥
ua-todoroki 2:30 PM
Oh.
ua-miruko 2:30 PM
YEP! OH!!
You're rollin' with TEAM MIRUKO NOW
Now we got a few objectives I wanna explain, but the most important one? KICK EVERYONE'S ASS
And when I say everyone, I MEAN
EVERYONE
... But especially Hawks' team
ALSO Endeavor's. I wanna run him into the groooound
ua-todoroki 2:33 PM
I can do that...
ua-miruko 2:36 PM
yeah, you better 😈
ua-todoroki 2:37 PM
:/...
ua-miruko 2:39 PM
oh, c'mon... you don't got more to say than that???
ua-todoroki 2:40 PM
Idk what to say.
It's good to be working with you.
ua-miruko 2:40 PM
good to be workin with you too! you were on of my requests so i'm glad the good ol gov was lookin out for once!! 😤😤
yer rly strong so i'mma be expecting a lot from you 👀
ua-todoroki 2:41 PM
Was I? Huh.
I'll do my best.
ua-miruko 2:43 PM
yeahyeah... didn't want anyone who'd hold me back and you almost won your festival way back when, yeah?
ua-todoroki 2:44 PM
Yeah.
ua-miruko 2:46 PM
yeah...
ua-kaibara 2:46 PM
Right..
ua-miruko 2:46 PM
aha! another one 👀 sup kid
you i don't know shit about lol
ua-kaibara 2:48 PM
Not surprising
ua-miruko 2:50 PM
tell me bout yerself?
what's ya quirk like
ua-kaibara 2:51 PM
I'm Kaibara Sen, one of UA's students but that's.. mostly obvious I think most of this program is UA students. My Quirk is Gyrate. I can basically just.. rotate my body parts like a drill. It's mostly useful for hand-to-hand but I wear metal gloves so I can use my hands as legitimate drills also..
ua-miruko 2:53 PM
🤔 interesting.....so yer a close combat kinda guy, yeah?
ua-kaibara 2:53 PM
Primarily, yeah
ua-miruko 2:53 PM
....you ever get flung through the air?
ua-kaibara 2:53 PM
Yes
ua-miruko 2:53 PM
EXCELLENT
ua-kaibara 2:53 PM
I am kind of scared to ask why
ua-miruko 2:54 PM
cuz im gonna fuckin fling you like a dart, that's why!!
ua-todoroki 2:54 PM
She'll probably do that to you.
Yeah.
ua-miruko 2:54 PM
listen, whatever ya gotta do to add more POWER to yer attacks, i expect ya to do
so, thermo?? you gon be doing a lot of flinging too
ua-todoroki 2:55 PM
I can help transport people with my ice, but it takes a bit of getting used to.
ua-miruko 2:55 PM
expect yall to practice that on your own, then!
ua-todoroki 2:55 PM
Yeah.
ua-miruko 2:56 PM
i do a lot of fighting and we'll be doin a lot of training together but i ain't gonna hold your hands the whole way
ua-kaibara 2:56 PM
I thought we were learning about heroics, not flying
ua-todoroki 2:56 PM
We'll need to be careful about how our quirks interact.
ua-kaibara 2:56 PM
...that's a joke
It didn't come off as one I don't think
ua-miruko 2:56 PM
....work on your humor, kid
ua-kaibara 2:56 PM
It'll be dry as ever by the end of this
ua-miruko 2:57 PM
you got a pretty huge shot, thermo, so our job will be makin sure to dodge yer shit....
nice nice
ua-todoroki 2:57 PM
Yeah.
You could also mess with my ice if you stomped the ground, I think. Shatter it.
ua-miruko 2:58 PM
oh fuck yeah.... 👀
ua-todoroki 2:58 PM
So we'll have to be careful about that.
ua-miruko 2:58 PM
nah i WANT that
that's a fuckin great combo
ua-todoroki 2:58 PM
Oh. Really?
ua-miruko 2:58 PM
stomp on your ice, send a whole STORM of ice shards out to kill EVERYONE
ua-todoroki 2:58 PM
I guess ice is sharp.
Huh.
ua-miruko 2:58 PM
we can call it SHATTER STORM
or somethin
HELL YEAH COMBOS
ua-todoroki 2:59 PM
I've never used it like that...
ua-miruko 2:59 PM
yeah!! you got a pretty basic way of using your quirk, i wanna force ya to do it in new fun ways
ua-todoroki 3:00 PM
Still. If I'm trying to capture a villain and you shatter all of it, we could lose them...
It'll be interesting.
ua-miruko 3:00 PM
yeahyeahyeah, we'll see what happens
ANYWAY
yall, we got a few days before we officially start but if ya got time, i wanna test you out a bit
spar with me 👀
ua-todoroki 3:01 PM
Sure.
When?
ua-miruko 3:01 PM
and everyone else too! expecting to fight you all before the week is done
whenever you're free! my schedules clear the next few days
ua-todoroki 3:01 PM
So is mine.
ua-miruko 3:02 PM
👀 awesome
ua-mar 3:09 PM
Wow! A high ranking hero! To think I finally see you in the flesh! I’m Alta Valentine of 2-B and it’s a pleasure and absolute honor to be here! 😸
Ahaaa, this is the first time a hero has called me such a name.......... BUT I PROMISE I WONT LET YOU DOWN 😤😤💪
ua-miruko 3:12 PM
damn, that's a name....yer a second year! interesting!
tell me yer quirk? ua-mar 3:15 PM
My quirk is called Marble! I can amplify the strength, endurance, and speed on anyone I leave contact on for 5 minutes! I can’t amplify their quirks however. But it’s great for long distances if we’re separated!
ua-miruko 3:16 PM
... No shit???
Holy fuck
ua-mar 3:16 PM
......but once I use it.....I get slower 😅
ua-miruko 3:16 PM
🤔 i see
imma need one of those baby backpacks for you then...
what's it like with multiple peeps?
ua-mar 3:16 PM
......baby backpacks😳?
ua-miruko 3:17 PM
yeah! i can just carry ya quick if ya get too slow!
ua-mar 3:18 PM
Oh.....if you say so 😅 
My limit is about 4 people
ua-miruko 3:19 PM
niceeeeee.....
ua-mar 3:20 PM
I hope I can be a great assistance to you all! 💪
ua-miruko 3:22 PM
im thinkin ya will!!!
hold up yall, suddenly we got a newcomer....
@s-inasa GET IN HERE
s-inasa 3:23 PM
IM SORRY MA'AM
IM TERRIBLY SORRY FOR MY TARDINESS
WILL NOT HAPPEN AGAIN
ua-miruko 3:23 PM
BETTER NOT OR I'LL KICK YA ASS
s-inasa 3:24 PM
YES MA'AM!
ua-miruko 3:25 PM
AWESOME
ua-todoroki 3:25 PM
Oh...
ua-miruko 3:29 PM
not rly familiar with you either so!! tell me bout yourself when yer ready!
we were talkin some preliminary quirk combo techniques and also discussing how we're gonna do some sparring before the week is through!
s-inasa 3:34 PM
IM YOARASHI INASA, MA'AM, FROM SHIKETSU HIGH!
MY QUIRK IS BEING ABLE TO CONTROL THE WIND! 
ID LOVE TO SPar..
Todoroki...!
ua-miruko 3:35 PM
THE WIND, HUH 👀
... yall know each other?
s-inasa 3:38 PM
We...do.
ua-todoroki 3:38 PM
Yeah.
Hi.
ua-miruko 3:38 PM
....uh? why yall so awkward all of a sudden lol
ua-todoroki 3:38 PM
:/...
ua-miruko 3:38 PM
yall got bad blood or something?
ua-todoroki 3:39 PM
It's kind of complicated.
s-inasa 3:39 PM
...very complicated.
ua-todoroki 3:39 PM
It's ok.
Hopefully this will help.
ua-miruko 3:39 PM
...right
listen, yall can talk it out if you want or leave it at the door but i'm telling yall now, i dont care for anything getting in the way of this lol
s-inasa 3:40 PM
It..wont interfere, ma'am!
ua-miruko 3:40 PM
better not 😌
cuz if it does yall are cleaning toilets instead
s-inasa 3:41 PM
NOTHING WILL GET IN THE WAY MA'AM!!
ua-miruko 3:43 PM
good to hear!!
OH SHIT so if you're a windy boy, that means... you can do a lot of flinging, huh 👀
s-inasa 3:44 PM
I can make anyone fly ma'am! And make tornadoes!
I control currents too!
ua-miruko 3:44 PM
PERFECT
aiight so torpedo, yer gonna be makin powerdrill fly a LOT
you'll be helping me get some air too, i bet 😤 NICE
s-inasa 3:46 PM
Anything you say ma'am!
ua-miruko 3:47 PM
nice........with enough air we can use that shit to break through  into any building, heh...
oh FUCK YEAH we gon do some DAMAGE
ua-todoroki 3:49 PM
We can also combine our quirks well.
ua-miruko 3:50 PM
yeah!!!
want as many combos as we can get in here!
make sure each of ya practice with the power up princess too, s'gonna feel weird
suddenly doin your thang with a big ol boost all of a sudden
ua-mar 3:51 PM
Wow! Everyone is so impressive! 😯
ILL TRY MY HARDEST MIRUKO 😤👍
ua-miruko 3:52 PM
💪 😤
ua-mar 4:07 PM
Oh! Miruko Sensei! Forgive me for asking this late, but what kind of training will you put us through?
ua-miruko 4:08 PM
eh...we'll see as we go along but it'll be the general shit... weight training, quirk training... might be a surprise but i do a lot of covert shit
so yall will get a nice lil crash course on that as well
get familiar with all the protocol of doin more public patrols versus shit like stake-outs
....LOTS of beating people up tho
arrests and shit!! it'll be exciting!
if you can keep up, heh
ua-mar 4:13 PM
Oh! I see! I was asking to see the difference in Japanese internships and American internships!! So we’ll cover the whole lot? That is exciting!
ua-miruko 4:13 PM
pretty much lol
ua-mar 4:13 PM
And I may be slow ,  but it’s too soon to be underestimating 😏
ua-miruko 4:14 PM
😤 good!
ua-miruko 9:16 PM
... OI nearly forgot
when yall stop by, go get yourselves situated with the staff, they'll get you all set up at the agency
give you ID cards and all the shits
those cards will give ya access to my agency whenever ya want!! you'll love it, i got a gym set up and EVERYTHING
so feel free to hang out whenever ya want 👀
ua-todoroki 9:22 PM
Oh... That's cool.
ua-miruko 9:22 PM
yeah!! got a fun lounge too, super fuckin tricked out
s-inasa 9:23 PM
A gym?? Great!
ua-mar 9:24 PM
Tricked out , huh? 😯🤔
ua-miruko 9:24 PM
i expect yall in there a bunch 👀
MHM.....got a TV and a bar and the works!!
.....yall cant go into the bar 😡😡😡
ua-mar 9:28 PM
Ack! Miruko Sensei! You can trust us that we won’t trespass into certain areas and focus on our main objective! 😅
ua-miruko 9:29 PM
yeah you better 😡 😤 listen i like a good party too, but we save partying for AFTER we beat the bad guy
s-inasa 9:29 PM
DOES THE BAR HAVE PROTEIN SHAKES
ua-miruko 9:31 PM
BITCH WHO DO YOU THINK I AM
OF COURSE
ua-mar 9:35 PM
So we can go near the bar, but only for protein drinks?
ua-miruko 9:35 PM
... YEAH!!!
s-inasa 9:35 PM
YEAH!
ua-mar 9:44 PM
Understood then! Protein drink are the only exception! If you don’t mind me asking, is there anything you recommend we work on specifically? Any skills that can be learned from you 🤔 ?
ua-miruko 9:46 PM
good question!! you're real perceptive, i like that 👀 
my style is more close-to-middle range... mostly like to brawl but my PUNCH is PACKIN and my KICK can send fuckers 'cross the country!!!!
so if there's ANYTHING SPECIFIC yall are learnin from me, it's how to kick the shit outta someone LOL
imma make the two of yall who are more used to long range attacks focus more on your bodies while the rest of you work on your OWN power... finding ways to make yourself larger, faster, STRONGER!
🤔  what's also important to me tho... is the environment and the advantages or disadvantages you'll be facing
withstanding the heat, the cold.... dealin with heights and the underground... it's all shit i deal with regularly
yall are probably gonna end up everywhere but underwater lol
ua-mar 9:55 PM
Hmmm. Intriguing. You are certainly strong and intense when it comes to an all out brawl. And I’m guessing you’re just as swift and agile making you quite the one not to provoke at all. With you’re ranking, your skills and experience must be incredibly well rounded and fluid 🤔 
I trust that you will indeed make us more stronger ☺️!
I only ask that you absolutely don’t hold back and don’t underestimate us! 💪
ua-miruko 10:06 PM
hold back? nahhhhhh...
the goal here is to have yall beggin for mercy... 😈
ua-mar 10:12 PM
Oh goodie!~ Well we hope to learn and apply the same 😇! Only from the best! Once again, it’s an honor that to intern with you Miruko Sensei ☺️!
ua-miruko 10:14 PM
you too, kid!
ua-todoroki 10:18 PM
Good luck with that.
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b00bconnoisseur · 5 years
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60 questions for @not-my-brain
1. selfie.......Ugghhhh ok. Imma take one rn
Ok here u go (yes thats a bmth shirt)
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2. what would you name your future kids?.....Ooo hmmm well when i was a kid i really liked the names disney, and mesiah. I didn't know at the time that mesiah was another name for god i think lol. I liked it cause of handlers mesiah. I still do. Ooo and maybe Tj too
3. do you miss anyone?......Yeah. My friends on Pinterest from a year ago. My friend lucas. Stan lee. Bob ross. My cousin who died from cancer some years ago. Snape. Sirius. Lupin. Tonks. Dobby. *continues to name every unfortunate death in hp*
4. what are you looking forward to?.......SE-YA next month!! Its the south eastern young adult festival at this college. You can have meet n greets with authors and alot of stuff its the besstttt
5. is there anyone who can always make you smile?......DEFINATELY. @dirtysocke @mysisterlooksforthisaccountsobye @cristal-kyd1280 @sammchenry my friend lucas and @septembersbloom. ^^
6. is it hard for you to get over someone?..... What like...romantically? Or like a death? If romantically uhhh idk it took over a couple weeks but im ok now. Ive never had another relationship so idk. If death oof yeah idk maybe. Ig it depends on how much i knew them idk. Like when my nanny (great grandma) died i was sad for days (is that alot?)
7. what was your life like last year?.....Sucky af. Still is. But the highlights of my life last year was getting and making friends on tumblr, going to the tøp concert and going to warped tour, volunteering at the library, going to seya and meeting some of my favorite authors, reading, changing and improving my art, listening to all the bands i listen to now, getting into more fandoms, going to a friends house for the first time
8. have you ever cried because you were so annoyed?.......Yes lol. Some years ago when i couldn't find smtn id be so annoyed and pissed id start crying. I dont now but still lol
9. who did you last see in person?.......Hm ig family doesn't count....? Wait do u mean a friend? If so uhh my friends rebekah, anika, and Judah at a TAB meeting at the library sometime last month.
10. are you good at hiding your feelings?......I think so? Like i mean I can hide whenever i get my....time of the month from my mom (talking abt stuff like that with her makes me uncomfortable) and i hid a breakup. And other p big stuff too. So imma say yeah
11. are you listening to music right now?........*pops on earbuds after reading this* yee im listening to bitch lasagna by pewdiepie xD (do i have the best spotify playlist or what?)
12. what is something you want right now?.......To hug @mysisterlooksforthisaccountsobye but SOMEONE has to live so far away
13. how do you feel right now?........Happy that my earbud still works cause they got washed in the wash yesterday....oops. Its not my fault. I told my dad to remind me to take it out of my jacket pocket before they threw it in but noooooo he forgot
14. when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you?.......Uhhhhh fuck idk it was probably from my lil 4 yr old bro sometime last week. Other than him (hes my favorite sibling) i dont let them hug me too much
15. personality description.......Nerdy. Fangirl. "Emo". Tomboy. Hotsause obsessed. Book lover. Music lover. Black. Blue. Harry potter. Introvert. Fall. Sports. Values friendship. Loyal. Uhhhh i cant think of much lol
16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn’t?.......*sigh* yes. Yes yes yes. Theres some things abt me, or my life really, that i havent told anyone on here or my irl friends that i sooooo want to so bad but i haven't cause i feel like they'd feel bad and pity me and i don't want that
17. opinion on insecurities........I dont really understand this one. Everyones insecure abt something. Is this askin like if i think its ok or not? I say its ok. Im insecure about literally everything about me. My face. My personality. My socialness. My art. What i do. What i say. Basically my whole body. The things i feel good abt are my books, music taste, and my friends (ily fuckers)
18. do you miss how things were a year ago?.........Hmm this time around a year ago....idk its sorta the same but all the stuff i mentioned abt my year from last year didn't happen yet so nah tho my life sucks rn its better than this time last year
19. have you ever been to New York?........Nooo but i want too soo baddd i wanna visit @septembersbloom !! Im coming for ya soon gramps *does the eye watching thing* my dads been to nyc before tho cause he does construction and he had a concrete job to do there. It was a 23 hr drive for him
20. what is your favourite song at the moment?........Uhhh idk!!! So hard! Maybe.....the whole thats the spirit album by bmth ;)
21. age and birthday?.....15 yrs of age and September 27th 2003 (whats yours brainy? I'll put it on my calendar)
22. description of crush......Its weird idk im not sure if its a genuine crush or not but uh....They like hp :).Thats all u get
23. fear(s).......Losing my best friend @dirtysocke and my other friends. Death. Failure. Momo chasing after me then killing me slowly keeping my eyes open to look her dead in the eyes while i die
24. height......5'6 call me short and I'll fuck u up with THIS *pulls out trusty potato peeler named now steve* dont test me boi
25. role model......Hhhhhhhh so many! But uh gosh one of them is @superraedizzle (youtuberrrr) and vexx and bob ross and da vinci and aaaaaaa so many
26. idol(s)......First person that immediately comes to mind is @sammchenry cause he's super cool and he's really nice and his art's reallyyy good (if u havent seen it w-w-what are u even doin with your life?) And he has a great sense of humor and *continues to ramble about why samms the best*
27. things i hate.......Dabs. Transphobes. Homophobic ppl. Basically any hate on the lgbtq+ community. Bullies. The ship starker. Umbridge. Snape haters
28. i’ll love you if….....U you'll eat pizza, draw, and rp harry potter with mee
29. favourite film(s)......Fantastic beasts. Every hp film. Twilight. The maze runner 1-2. The hunger games. Spiderman homecoming. Kingsman: secret service. Into the spideyverse tho i havent seen it yet
30. favourite tv show(s)......Inkmasterrrrr. B99. The mick. The middle. Uhhh idk mostly ink master xD
31. 3 random facts........Ive never had shrimp. I had a beta fish for over a year once. Im eating pizza crust rn
32. are your friends mainly girls or guys?.......G i r l s. I have all girl friends irl and one boy. And on tumblr it seems like i just meet girls? Likei agree with @cristal-kyd1280 its like alot more gals then dudes here. But i do have some guy friends on here too. But mostly girls
33. something you want to learn.......TO DRAW ANATOMY DAMMIT
34. most embarrassing moment........Every moment of my lifes an embarrassing moment. Idk of i can pick a "most" embarrassing one. But one time i i sent my crush (now ex bf) a hey fuckface and like some hearts or whatever for an ask game that meant like "i have a crush on u" "youre adorable" etc and said Hewo but i did it all anonymously. But he confronted me askin if i sent it cause im the only person he knows that actually says hewo lol. Then later on i finally admitted i really liked him and well y'all know the story after i think. Unless you're new
35. favourite subject.......A R TTTT OFC
36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill?........meet my friends on tumblr. Get into mtsu (college i wanna go to) and study art. And go skydiving
37. favourite actor/actress........favorite actor uhhhhhh probably thomas brodie sangster or tom felton and my favorite actress? Hmmm idk maybe evanna lynch (luna lovegood)
38. favourite comedian(s).......probably kevin hart lol he's p funny
39. favourite sport(s)........basketballllllll and football
40. favourite memory........uhhhhh idk?? One oh my favorite memories was when we went to see tøp in concert
41. relationship status.....single as a pringle
42. favourite book(s)......harry potter and the order of the pheonix. Harry potter and the half blood prince. Simon vs the homo sapiens agenda. Divergent. Maze runner. Twilight. Fangirl. Fallen. Red queen
43. favourite song ever.......TOO HARD DONT MAKE ME CHOOSEEEEEE
44. age you get mistaken for.........16 and 17 sometimes lol
45. how you found out about your idol........i was watching someone on yt and superraedizzle always poped up in my feed and my mom turned on one of her vids cause she always saw her vids too now ive seen most of em i love her. Id heard of vexx but never watched him and i was watching a collab from anthony miller art and shrimpy and i checked out shrimpys channel and was lookin at comments and alot of ppl said his art is like vexxs so i checked out vexx. At first i was like eh ok. Now i cant click fast enough when he posts a vid. And i actually fpund out about bob ross from my grandpa on jan 20 2017 when trump was getting sworn in or whatever. We turned on pbs and my grampa told me to look and bob ross was on and i was IN. I loved it. I even started watching full episodes on YouTube of the joy of painting after that. Wonderful man. My first painting i ever did i think was when i followed one of his tutorials xD (i didnt know it was popular at the time)
46. what my last text message says......."ok your turn"
47. turn ons.....uhh nerds ig idk um book lovers, music lovers, art lovers, potterheads, idk and nice ppl
48. turn offs......jerks. Homophobia. Idk ig whatever i said in things i hate
49. where i want to be right now......uhhhh idk wait didn't i already answer this? Ok this ones different ig so uhh with my friend lucas
50. favourite picture of your idol.....oh shit...favorite? Idk xD i have a fave of vexx but not of rae or bob. But heres pics of them any way
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51. starsign......a libraaaaa boiii
52. something i’m talented at......drawing and speed reading. Thats about it lol. Oh and procrastina
53. 5 things that make me happy.......ooooo art, my friends here on tumblr, books, harry potter, and music ^^
54. something thats worrying me at the moment.....if my friend thinks im being annoying
55. tumblr friends......hhhhh so manyyyyyy. @dirtysocke @mysisterlooksforthisaccountsobye @cristal-kyd1280 @chinesewaffles2 @kingantlion @queen-baelin @sammchenry @septembersbloom and more
56. favourite food(s)......green beans, pepperoni pizza, and vanilla madelines
57. favourite animal(s).......basically any reptile. Puppies. Cats. Any animal really but my #1 are snakes
58. description of my best friend.....well she's a tiny bean (5 feet) and she has dark hair, she wears glasses, she doesnt take shit, she's in love with Josh dun, she's awesome, funny, nice (YES youre nice jackie) and shes the best friend ive ever had. Oh. And she has a weird obsession with spaghetti
59. why i joined tumblr.......well i heard abt it on Pinterest over a year ago but didnt want it. Then @mrfastbass-deactivated20181231 on DeviantArt said he got tumblr so i made one then followed him and figured id just post art and that's it cause i thought tumblr was boring as hell when i first got it. Now im p much obsessed with it
60. ask me anything you want.......go ahead brainy shoot. Give me smtn good
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literalite · 5 years
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get to know me
i was tagged by @deadsimz!!! thanks dude for giving me an excuse to make yet another simself (this one is probs the most accurate ive done) and also for giving me the unflirty trait icon bc.... no one has bothered to extract the damn thing
imma tag @tiptoptab @darkblush @sadb0ysims @meantrait @bbysim (go to fuck to sleep) @sammmi-xox @darlyssims @toxicen @unflirtytrait  @isabeeelsims @oxkenstead @peakanss @dyoreos @rosymiel @sadgoon @galaxysuede ok i could go on for about 20 years just if you’ve interacted with me in any way ever consider urself tagged ok!
so what u gotta do is make a simself, put ur traits, career, whaTEVER you want to share! u don’t have to do it tho it’s not like compulsory
under the cut are like 125 questions which i did instead of listening to my geo teacher so like.... they arent needed either man
1. What is your full name? Seph (yaint gonna fool me into that shit)
2. What is your nickname? Seph itself is kind of a nickname hjytkrle
3. Birthday? 25th june
4. What is your favorite book series? The Hannibal Lecter series and also the Raven Cycle
5. Do you believe in aliens or ghosts? I believe in aliens, ghosts not so much
6. Who is your favorite author? Andrew Davidson, Cassandra Clare
7. What is your favorite radio station? whats a radio idk her
8. What is your favorite flavor of anything? I like berry flavours
9. What word would you use often to describe something great or wonderful? That’s dope (dude)
10. What is your current favorite song? Stagnant or Spaceland, both by Chloe Moriondo
11. What is your favorite word? Fuck(!)
12. What was the last song you listened to?  girls by girl in red
13. What TV show would you recommend for everybody to watch? Killing Eve!!
14. What is your favorite movie to watch when you’re feeling down? Deadpool
15. Do you play video games? yea h ???? wish i played more though
16. What is your biggest fear? being alone and all of my friends actually hating me bhgfjkdls
17. What is your best quality, in your opinion? uh
18. What is your worst quality, in your opinion? I don’t have like. a filter i just spew shit out and hurt people
19. Do you like cats or dogs better? dogs
20. What is your favorite season? autumn
21. Are you in a relationship? HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA
22. What is something you miss from your childhood? i am legally still a child but i miss custard and also being happy
23. Who is your best friend? there’s this thot that isn’t a simblr but like fuck you @mistyfowl and also thems whomst i have tagged above
24. What is your eye color? brown
25. What is your hair color? black
26. Who is someone you love? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
27. Who is someone you trust? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
28. Who is someone you think about often? king princess
29. Are you currently excited about/for something? my impending death
30. What is your biggest obsession? I have no idea anymore
31. What was your favorite TV show as a child? young justice
32. Who of the opposite gender can you tell anything to, if anyone? HA HA HA i don’t have irl male friends
33. Are you superstitious? Ynot really
34. Do you have any unusual phobias? i’m not really scared of physical shit
35. Do you prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it? behind it
36. What is your favorite hobby? running this blog
37. What was the last book you read? Let’s Talk about Love by Claire Cann
38. What was the last movie you watched? Boy Erased
39. What musical instruments do you play, if any? my voice mostly, and also bass guitar
40. What is your favorite animal? octopussy
41. What are your top 5 favorite Tumblr blogs that you follow? you…. you want me to choose?
42. What superpower do you wish you had? Idk turning invisible or sinking through floors and walls… or just plain ass telepathy or maybe i could possess people like idk
43. When and where do you feel most at peace? In my room, alone
44. What makes you smile? :{
45. What sports do you play, if any? sports? idk her
46. What is your favorite drink? peach ice tea bc im a basic hoe
47. When was the last time you wrote a hand-written letter or note to somebody? i just don’t know!!!!!! ok
48. Are you afraid of heights? nope
49. What is your biggest pet peeve? People who cross the road when thERES LITERALLY A CROSSING LIKE. 2 METRES AWAY FROM YOU? USE THE ACTUAL CROSSING YOU ASSHOLES
50. Have you ever been to a concert? nope :(
51. Are you vegan/vegetarian? nope i’m basically a carnivore
52. When you were little, what did you want to be when you grew up? a singer
53. What fictional world would you like to live in? the sims honestly like do you see how easy it is to get a job????
54. What is something you worry about? everythinggg
55. Are you scared of the dark? no
56. Do you like to sing? yes
57. Have you ever skipped school? not unless i was actually sick
58. What is your favorite place on the planet? the grounds of alexandria
59. Where would you like to live? alone in a hut on a mountain in the swiss alps raising goats with 2 dogs. i will make premium goat cheese
60. Do you have any pets? copious amounts of nameless fish
61. Are you more of an early bird or a night owl? night owllll
62. Do you like sunrises or sunsets better? sunsets
63. Do you know how to drive? yes but not legally
64. Do you prefer earbuds or headphones? earbuds
65. Have you ever had braces? i have them now rip
66. What is your favorite genre of music?  bedroom indie pop
67. Who is your hero? depends
68. Do you read comic books? yes
69. What makes you the most angry? people who lead u on
70. Do you prefer to read on an electronic device or with a real book? real book
71. What is your favorite subject in school? history, english, drama
72. Do you have any siblings? one older brother…
73. What was the last thing you bought? some nachos
74. How tall are you? i’m guessing 160ish centimetres
75. Can you cook? not without injuring myself
76. What are three things that you love? dogs, watching other people paint, making people smile
77. What are three things that you hate? snobs, people being indifferent to social issues, discrimination
78. Do you have more female friends or more male friends? female
79. What is your sexual orientation? asexual
80. Where do you currently live? australiaaa
81. Who was the last person you texted? um… i’m not sure
82. When was the last time you cried? i don’t really cry
83. Who is your favorite YouTuber? i don’t really watch youtubers
84. Do you like to take selfies? not really
85. What is your favorite app? white trip (flap flap motherfucker)
86. What is your relationship with your parent(s) like? closer with my mum, nonexistent with my dad
87. What is your favorite foreign accent? irish
88. What is a place that you’ve never been to, but you want to visit? england, maybe?
89. What is your favorite number? 7
90. Can you juggle? kinda
91. Are you religious? not at all
92. Do you find outer space of the deep ocean to be more interesting? deep ocean
93. Do you consider yourself to be a daredevil? i suppose you could say that
94. Are you allergic to anything? those asian prawn crackers… there’s something in them i swear
95. Can you curl your tongue? yeah
96. Can you wiggle your ears? nah
97. How often do you admit that you were wrong about something? depends on how passionate i was about it
98. Do you prefer the forest or the beach? why not both
99. What is your favorite piece of advice that anyone has ever given you? you don’t need him
100. Are you a good liar? depending on who to and how much time i got to prepare
101. What is your Hogwarts House? Slytherin
102. Do you talk to yourself? yes
103. Are you an introvert or an extrovert? depends
104. Do you keep a journal/diary? no
105. Do you believe in second chances? no
106. If you found a wallet full of money on the ground, what would you do? check it for ID and see if i can track the owner down
107. Do you believe that people are capable of change? yes
108. Are you ticklish? not anymore
109. Have you ever been on a plane? yes
110. Do you have any piercings? ears
111. What fictional character do you wish was real? Deadpool oops
112. Do you have any tattoos? nope
113. What is the best decision that you’ve made in your life so far? deciding to come to the school i’m currently at
114. Do you believe in karma? yes
115. Do you wear glasses or contacts? night contacts
116. Do you want children? ill probably adopt
117. Who is the smartest person you know? this chick in my grade is a genius i swear
118. What is your most embarrassing memory? when i shaved off my eyebrows that one time
119. Have you ever pulled an all-nighter? multiple times
120. What color are most of you clothes? black and now yellow
121. Do you like adventures? yes!
122. Have you ever been on TV? yeah little big shots i was one of the studio audience
123. How old are you? 16
124. What is your favorite quote? “Whenever feasible, one should always try to eat the rude” - Hannibal Lecter
125. Do you prefer sweet or savory foods? sweet
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anqelkoo · 5 years
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☄FANMIX YOURSELF☄
tagged by @dreamyfelix ♡
Rules: answer the questions with a song!
(Non kpop cuz u thought I'd do something different for once lmao)
1》a song that makes you wanna fall in love?
♡lany - ilysb
2》your favourite pump up song?
Justin bieber - roller coaster (dont hate me pls lol)
3》your favourite song to rock out to?
5sos - permanent vacation
4》a song that reminds you of your favourite season?
swae lee & post malone - sunflower (it's spring btw 🌸)
5》your favourite cover of a song?
khs & sam tsui - clarity
6》a song you sing in the shower?
whitney houston - how will i know (yooo this is a bop)
7》a song that reminds you of someone?
shannon saunders - atlas
8》a song from your favourite OC?
bruce maginnis - made of stone
9》your favourite song from another decade?
The proclaimers - 500 miles (1988) ((my jam literally asfghjl))
10》a song to heal heartbreak?
loreen - heal
11》your favourite song from a group no longer together?
abba - lay all your love on me (i used to listen to this one 24/7)
12》a song you know all the lyrics to?
ariana grande - nasa (i m m a n e e d s p a c e)
13》a song for your fav character of all time?
fall out boy - immortals (big hero 6, my fav movie i swear asfggk)
14》a song by your favourite artist?
daughter - still (ouch)
15》a song you fall asleep to?
6lack ft. J.cole - pretty little fears
16》a song that makes you feel invincible?
ariana grande - 7rings
17》 a song that makes you feel better when you're down?
permission - new hope club
18》 your favourite underrated song?
graace - SOS
19》a song from a genre you don't usually listen to?
p!atd - i write sins not tragedies (well, not anymore askfjsi but i still luv that song more than anything)
20》a song you associate with someone you love or admire?
luv & troye sivan - I'm so tired... (w/ my beloved sister♡(((cuz she's obsessed w this song oof)))))
21》a song someone introduced you to?
banks - train wreck (@pikachulein tysm jajxjajddk)
22》a song from your favourite genre?
aiden hawken - the argument
23》a song that makes you feel creative?
zedd & alley duhé - happy now
24》a song that makes you cry?
daughter - smother
25》a song that used to hurt but you reclaimed?
local natives - mt.washington
(was gonna say freak by molly sandén but nah that shit still hurts)
Imma tag: @minberryy @kpoprookiehoe @strwbryjae @littlecoffeecake @soft-mark-lee @tidykids @pikachulein @notsunwoo (im sorry for always tagging u lol ily) @taelillies @peachyyjae
You dont have to of course:3
Have a great day @ yall♡
xoxo
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c-kaeru · 5 years
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About the your country answer them all I'm curious ÒWÓ
WOAH DUDE OKAY LMAO
1. favourite place in your country?
The mountains !! (Ski stations lgdkjslngdfdh)
2. do you prefer spending your holidays in your country or travel abroad?
Abroad ? did someone say abroad ? of course I’m in duh
3. does your country have access to sea?
Yep, sea and ocean actually :p 
4. favourite dish specific for your country?
noooooooooooo why u asking now I’m fucking hungry and I can think of a dozen of french meals right now mkdfjsgjlmfg I can’t choose man (okay Imma tell raclette this time)
5. favourite song in your native language?
Answered ! 
6. most hated song in your native language?
mmmh try anything from Jul, maybe ? I don’t know what I hate, I don’t listen to current french stuff at all
7. three words from your native language that you like the most?
God I hate this kind of question. like, When no one is aksing I can think of a lot of pretty words and now, nada. sldjqkg
(I already did this question a while back and I don’t even remember what I said lmao)
8. do you get confused with other nationalities? if so, which ones and by whom?
Well I could pass for a lot of nationalities in Europe but so far that never happens to me haha (except maybe for one time in Iceland the cashier thought we were Swedish cuz he recognised our host university sweaters)
9. which of your neighbouring countries would you like to visit most/know best?
I’m going to Italy in February, so that’s one off my bucket list…But tbh I’d like to visit them all ( I just LIVE for travelling and learning new cultures man)
10. most enjoyable swear word in your native language?
“Putain” :p
11. favourite native writer/poet?
Answered
12. what do you think about English translations of your favourite native prose/poem?
Mhhh never…really came across one ? :O
13. does your country (or family) have any specific superstitions or traditions that might seem strange to outsiders?
We’re French, so probably XD But I can’t think of a specific one right now OH YES WAIT
LA BISE (aka when we kiss on the cheeks to greet ppl) I think we’re like one of the rare countries to do it so often and between us ? I HATE IT
14. do you enjoy your country’s cinema and/or TV?
I’m gonna let this talk by itself 
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(I’m so not sorry)
15. a saying, joke, or hermetic meme that only people from your country will get?
“Mais, vous savez, moi je ne crois pasqu'il y ait de bonne ou de mauvaise situation.Moi, si je devais résumer ma vie aujourd'hui avec vous,je dirais que c'est d'abord des rencontres,Des gens qui m'ont tendu la main,peut-être à un moment où je ne pouvais pas, où j'étais seul chez moi.Et c'est assez curieux de se dire que les hasards,les rencontres forgent une destinée…Parce que quand on a le goût de la chose,quand on a le goût de la chose bien faite,Le beau geste, parfois on ne trouve pas l'interlocuteur en face,je dirais, le miroir qui vous aide à avancer.Alors ce n'est pas mon cas, comme je le disais là,puisque moi au contraire, j'ai pu ;Et je dis merci à la vie, je lui dis merci,je chante la vie, je danse la vie… Je ne suis qu'amour!Et finalement, quand beaucoup de gens aujourd'hui me disent :“Mais comment fais-tu pour avoir cette humanité ?”,Eh bien je leur réponds très simplement,je leur dis que c'est ce goût de l'amour,Ce goût donc qui m'a poussé aujourd'huià entreprendre une construction mécanique,Mais demain, qui sait, peut-être simplementà me mettre au service de la communauté,à faire le don, le don de soi…”
(Again, I’m so sorry) (this is from the movie the gif is from btw)
( @gouinetteparletrop tmtc XD)
16. which stereotype about your country you hate the most and which one you somewhat agree with?
I know there’s a lot of stereotypes about us but uh…I can’t think of one now :o
17. are you interested in your country’s history?
Yes !
18. do you speak with a dialect of your native language?
Unfortunately not, most dialects are kinda dead or only spoken very rarely by very few ppl
19. do you like your country’s flag and/or emblem? what about the national anthem?
Well yeah, I have nothing against my flag hahahah and our national anthem ? boy it’s badass and bloody I love it :’) (always give me the chills)
20. which sport is The Sport in your country?
Football, unfortunately (The soccer one, not the Amercian football)
21. if you could send two things from your country into space, what would they be?
Our government, and this fucking car
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22. what makes you proud about your country? what makes you ashamed?
Da food, of course, and our spirit too…and all the rest I’m not really proud of hahaha
23. which alcoholic beverage is the favoured one in your country?
Why are you asking this to me, a french person
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24. what other nation is joked about most often in your country?
um…Belgium, I think XD
25. would you like to come from another place, be born in another country?
Sometimes yes, sometimes no. I still like travelling so I don’t think that would change anything and I’m so glad I wasn’t born in an English speaking country. Like SO GLAD man. Otherwise…Yes actually, I often wish I was born in a cold northern country in Scandinavia ;w;
26. does your nationality get portrayed in Hollywood/American media? what do you think about the portrayal?
HAHAHAHA OMG I think France is always represented as super Fancy, and oh. The Paris thing. don’t get me sarted on this. Apparently, France is reduced to a single city when it comes to American/foreign media X) 
27. favourite national celebrity?
Can’t think of one X)
28. does your country have a lot of lakes, mountains, rivers? do you have favourites?
Mountains man. Mountains (tho we have a quite wide range of different landscapes)
29. does your region/city have a beef with another place in your country?
I don’t think so hahaha
30. do you have people of different nationalities in your family?
Well my great grandmother (my mom’s mom’s mom XD) is Italian, but otherwise I’m like, 99.999% French :’) )
Boy thanks for asking I had so much fun with these XD
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transslyblue · 5 years
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Also "1-99"
(1) Do You Sleep With Your Closet Doors Open Or Closed?
Haha, closed. I don't like seeing the dark void that I call a closet
(2) Do You Have Freckles?
Yea, but you can't really see them unless you're close
(3) Can You Whistle?
Yes
(4) Last Song You Listened To.
The Hunchback of Notre Dame musical, the Tavern Song
(5) What Is Your Favourite Colour?
Blue, but I also like a variety of purples and greens
(6) Relationship Status.
Single and not looking
(7) What Is The Temperature Right Now?
69º F
(8) Did You Wake Up Cranky?
Yea, unless I wake up myself
(9) How Many Followers?
118, but I need to go through and block any bots. (;w;)
(10) Zodiac Sign.
Leo
(11) What Is Your Eye Colour?
Blue/green hazel. My eyes are multi-coloured so they have blue, green, and brown with a very grey look to them.
(12) Take A Vitamin Daily?
I forget daily
(13) Do You Sing In The Shower?
Yup!
(14) What Books Are You Reading?
I really want to get back to reading some more Lovecraft, but i don't have much time to read
(15) Grab The Book Nearest To You, Turn To Page 64, Give Me Line 14.
"Minutes before librarians ate him."
(16) Favourite Anime?
Uuuuhhhhhh, hm. I guess it'd have to be InuYasha, but I like a lot of anime
(17) Last Person You Cried In Front Of?
Err,,, it was a very close friend. Idk if they'd want me to say who they are tho
(18) Do You Collect Anything?
Rocks and those snowglobe musicboxes
(19) What Did You Have For Lunch?
Yogurt and a protein bar. Ik, ik real healthy and filling
(20) Do You Dance In The Car?
Depends on the song, but not really
(21) Favourite Animal?
Owls and cats
(22) Do You Watch The Olympics?
Not really, but when I do it's the diving Olympics
(23) What Time Do You Usually Go To Bed?
2am
(24) Are You Wearing Makeup Right Now?
I don't wear makeup. Though I have considered it
(25) Do You Prefer To Swim In A Pool Or The Ocean?
Either. Pool is safer though
(26) Favourite Tumblr Blog?
Oof, idk if I can pick just one, so imma name a few. @ohhimarx @mirosuikaaa @masochist-incarnate they're all really friendly and nice
(27) Bottled Water Or Tap Water?
Whichever is most convenient at the time
(28) What Makes You Happy?
The sound of rain, art, my friends talking to me, I have a list that I've posted, so I won't list out here
(29) Post A Gif Of What You’re Currently Feeling Right Now.
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(30) Do You Study Better With Or Without Music?
Haha, I don't study;;;
(31) Dogs Or Cats?
Cats
(32) If You Were A Crayon What Colour Would You Be?
Blue-tiful lol, for real though probably bubble blue
(33) PlayStation Or Xbox.
Does Switch/ds count?
(34) Would You Swim In The Lake Or Ocean?
Idunknow
(35) Do You Believe In Magic?
Not really, but I won't bash on anyone who does
(36) What Colour Shirt Are You Wearing?
Black, but is a Link being a meme
(37) Can You Curl Your Tongue?
Yes
(38) Do You Save Money Or Spend It?
I save more then I spend.
(39) Is There Anything Pink Within 10 Feet Of You?
Yea, it's a pink pillow of Lion from Steven Universe and a music stand from when I was in middle school
(40) Do You Have Any Obsessions Right Now?
Kirby in general
(41) Have You Ever Caught A Butterfly?
Nope, but I have touched one before
(42) Are You Easily Influenced By Other People?
Yes and no. It really depends on how long I've been around them
(43) Do You Have Strange Dreams?
Omg yes! I remember a few and they were all lucid dreams! (I looked up the term from last time I answered this question)
(44) Do You Like Going On Airplanes?
Never been on one
(45) Name One Movie That Made You Cry.
Of Mice and Men
(46) Peanuts Or Sunflower Seeds?
Both
(47) If I Handed You A Concert Ticket Right Now, Who Would You Want The Performer To Be?
Panic!At the Disco, Fallout Boy, or The Neighborhood
(48) Are You A Picky Eater?
Not really. There are some foods I refuse to eat, but otherwise I eat pretty much anything
(49) Are You A Heavy Sleeper?
Yes
(50) Do You Fear Thunder / Lightning?
Nope! I actually like thunder
(51) Do You Like To Read / Write?
I enjoy reading. As for writing, eh. I'll write out my ideas but I'mno good at fleshing them out to be interesting
(52) Do You Like Your Music Loud?
Yes. But not too loud, just enough where I don't hear everyone around me
(53) Would You Rather Carve Pumpkins Or Wrap Presents?
Carve pumpkins! I really am bad at wrapping presents
(54) Put Your Music On Shuffle, What Is The First Song That Came Up?
Hurts - Illuminated
(55) What Season Are You In Right Now? (Weather)
Spring and dying from pollen
(56) What Are You Craving Right Now?
Idk, something salty tbh
(57) Post A Screenshot Of Your Tumblr Feed.
Tumblr media
(58) What Is Your Gender?
I'm a transgender male, so i use he/him pronouns.
(59) Coffee Or Tea?
Both, but I like tea more
(60) Do You Have Any Homework Right Now? If So, What Is It About?
I'm not in school anymore soooo no
(61) What Is Your Sexuality?
Idk. Questioning I guess
(62) Do You Make Your Bed In The Morning?
No
(63) Favourite Pokemon?
I already answered this one, so I'll say a new pokemon that I love. Rowlet!
(64) Favourite Social Media?
Bruh I am not a fan, but Tumblrs the one I'm on most.
(65) What’s Your Opinion On Instagram Stories?
Idk. I don't have an Instagram
(66) Do You Get Homesick?
Yes
(67) Are You A Virgin?
Yes, and I plan to stay that way for awhile
(68) What Shampoo And Conditioner Are You Using Right Now?
I use Suave, but I also use TeaTree when I get really bad dandruff
(69) If You Were Far From Home And Needed To Sleep For The Night, Would You Choose To Rent A Crappy Motel Room For $60 Or Sleep In Your Car For Free?
Depends on the place. But most likely I'd risk the motel.
(70) Are Both Of Your Blood Parents Still In Your Life?
My mom yes, my biological father... It's complicated
(71)  Whats The Next Movie You Want To See In Theaters?
I don't really watch movies, so none
(72) Do You Miss Your Ex?
I don't have an ex
(73) What Is Your Favourite Quote Right Now?
Be the person you needed when you were younger. I have no clue who said it, but I live by that
(74)  What Eye Colour Do You Find Sexiest?
Eyes in general are great. Idk how anyone can not find something they like in any eye colour
(75) Did You Like Swinging As A Child? Do You Still Get Excited When You See A Swing Set?
YesYesYesYes
(76) What Was The Last Thing You Ate?
Nachos
(77) What Games Do You Have On Your Phone?
Voez and Pokémon Go
(78) Would You Give A Homeless Person CPR If They Were Dying? Why Or Why Not?
Yes, because no oen deserves to die. I'd do my best to help any homeless person
(79) Been On The Computer For 5 Hours Straight?
Haha, not today. Yet
(80) Stalked Someone On A Social Network?
Not really
(81) Do You Like Meeting New People?
Yes!
(82) Do You Wear Rings? If You Do, Take A Picture Of Them.
I don't wear jewlery much. But I would like to get my ears pierced properly
(83) Do You Sleep With Your Bedroom Door Open Or Closed?
Closed! I don't want people or my cat to walk in
(84) What Are Three Things You Did Today?
I woke up, did laundry, answered these questions
(85) What Do You Wear To Bed?
Pajama pants and a t-shirt
(86) List All Of Your Different Beauty Products You Have Right Now.
I've got none. Unless you want me to name what body wash i use. :/
(87) Are You A Day Or Night Person?
Night person
(88) List All Of Your Video Games On Your Phone, Console Etc.
Phone: Voez, Pokémon Go
Switch: Legend of Zeld: Breath of the wild, Super Smash Bros Ultimate, Kirby Star Allies, Mario Kart 8, PuyoPuyo Tetris, Bayonetta 1&2, Hyrule Warriors, Just Dance 2017, Super Mario Party, Let's Go Eevee, Mario Odyssey, Undertale, Shovel Knight, Pokémon quest, Mom Hid my Game, Deemo, Sonic Mania, Detention, The Coma, Cave Story
3DS: Kirby Clash Deluxe, Kirby Triple Deluxe, Kirby's Extra Epic Yarn, Kirby Planet Robobot, Kirby Canvas Curse, Kirby Mass Attack, Kirbg Super Star Ultra, Kirby Squeak Squad, Pokémon Y, Pokémon Platinum, Pokémon Ultra Moon, Pokémon Alpha Sapphire Pokémon Heartgold, Legend of Zelda Link Between Worlds, Legend of Zelda Majoras Mask, Legend of Zelda Ocarina of Time 3D, Legend of Zelda Phantom Hourglass, Legend of Zelda Spirit Tracks, Super Smash Bros, Luigi's Mansion Dark Moon, Wario Ware Gold, Super Princess Peach, Animal Crossing New Leaf, Castlevania Dawn of Sorrow, Cooking Mama, Cooking Mama 2, Sonic Colors
Gameboy Color: Pokemon Blue, Legend of Zelda Link's Awakening
This is over the course of many years
(89) Tell Me About A Dream That You Had And When It Happened.
I had this dream where I was flying a red paper plane. It took forever to carry it up this tapestry, but i did it. When I finally took off this group of white paper planes were chasing me so I shook them off and landed, taking shelter in this museum. This museum held other people hiding and was actually an abandoned grocery store. Then I woke up.
I don't rememebr when this was, but I wrote it down. I have a few more if you're interested.
(90) Favourite Soda Drink?
Strawberry Ramuné
(91) What Sounds Are Your Favourite?
Rainstorms,
(92) Do You Wear Jeans Or Sweats More?
Jeans, since I can't wear sweatpants to work
(93) How Do You Look Right Now?
Uhhh, probably a slob since I've been in pajamas all day
(94) Name Something That Relaxes You.
Stuffed animals
(95) What Tattoo Do You Want?
Idk. Haven't really wanted one. Maybe a connect the dots one.
(96) Favourite YouTuber?
Idk. I watch Pyrocynical and Markiplier, but other than that I listen to music, watch speedpaints, and speed plays of various videogames
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Absolutely all of them do asks 1-100
*cracks knuckles* alright motherfuckers its oversharing time
1. Spotify, Soundcloud, or Pandora?-Spotify
2. is your room messy or clean?-where I’m living now it’s very clean but my room at home was a mess when I left
3. what color are your eyes?-brown
4. do you like your name? why?-I don't really like my full name cuz its kinda an odd name but I do like my nickname
5. what is your relationship status?-fuck if I know, bud
6. describe your personality in 3 words or less-goblin 
7. what color hair do you have?-brown
8. what kind of car do you drive?-here I don't have a car but at home ive got a 1997 honda odyssey 
9. where do you shop?-wherever shit is sold the cheapest 
10. how would you describe your style?-see question 6 
11. favorite social media account?-fuck social media....imma still use it tho....imma still use it
12. what size bed do you have?-full I think
13. any siblings?-a brother and a stepsister
14. if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why?-Italy. pasta and bread mate
15. favorite snapchat filter?-the one that zooms in really close on your face
16. favorite makeup brand(s)-NYX Too Faced and Mac
17. how many times a week do you shower?-usually 5-7 times. if i go out its more, and if im in a depressive spiral its less
18. favorite tv show?-black mirror 
19. shoe size?-womens 8US 
20. how tall are you?-idk like. 5′8?
21. sandals or sneakers?-sandals
22. do you go to the gym?-not really. I swim
23. describe your dream date-having one 
24. how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment?-approximately 37 euro
25. what color socks are you wearing?-black white and gray
26. how many pillows do you sleep with?-3
27. do you have a job? what do you do?-I’m a nanny
28. how many friends do you have?-idk like. 5 or 6 on a good day
29. whats the worst thing you have ever done?-worst is a very umbrella term but one time I stole pocky from a Japanese market and I felt so bad I cried and returned it and the woman at the counter laughed at me and let me keep it so. stealing is good kids
30. whats your favorite candle scent?-citrus
31. 3 favorite boy names-taniel kyler briley
32. 3 favorite girl names-krystyl rahbekkah mayrei (pronounced mary)
33. favorite actor?-Tom Hardy
34. favorite actress?-K Stew
35. who is your celebrity crush?-see above
36. favorite movie?-Treasure Planet
37. do you read a lot? whats your favorite book?-yup; M is for Magic
38. money or brains?-money
39. do you have a nickname? what is it?-Cas
40. how many times have you been to the hospital?-only twice 
41. top 10 favorite songs-they change so I’ll do the ones I've been listening to a lot lately: Psycho Killer-Talking Heads, Love My Way-Psychedelic Furs, Nobody-Mitski, Stupid for You-Waterparks, Jetpack Blues-FOB, That's All I Need-Dirty Heads, Hey-Pixies, Visions of Gideon-Sufjan Stevens, Boys Dont Cry-The Cure, Elephant Gun-Beirut 
42. do you take any medications daily?-nope
43. what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc)-pretty average tbh
44. what is your biggest fear?-yeah
45. how many kids do you want?-0
46. whats your go to hair style?-brushed 
47. what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc)-wooden hut on the beach. my bed will be a hammock
48. who is your role model?-Freddy Mercury
49. what was the last compliment you received?-idk yo
50. what was the last text you sent?-”lmao stress about what?”
51. how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real?-WHO isnt WHAT NOW 
52. what is your dream car?-1969 Volkswagen beetle bug convertible, cherry red, white leather interior
53. opinion on smoking?-i dont do it but i dont really care if others do
54. do you go to college?-did briefly
55. what is your dream job?-to not have to work
56. would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs?-beach
57. do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels?-yes bitch im poor
58. do you have freckles?-yes if ive been out in the sun a lot
59. do you smile for pictures?-yeah
60. how many pictures do you have on your phone?-about 1700
61. have you ever peed in the woods?-yeh
62. do you still watch cartoons?-heck yeck
63. do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds?-Wendys
64. favorite dipping sauce?-ranch
65. what do you wear to bed?-old tshirt and workout shorts
66. have you ever won a spelling bee?-no im dumb
67. what are your hobbies?-fucking everything up
68. can you draw?-not well
69. do you play an instrument?-see above
70. what was the last concert you saw?-Dirty Heads
71. tea or coffee?-yes
72. Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts?-neither
73. do you want to get married?-nope
74. what is your crush’s first and last initial?-AD
75. are you going to change your last name when you get married?-no
76. what color looks best on you?-implying I wear colors
77. do you miss anyone right now?-yup
78. do you sleep with your door open or closed?-closed
79. do you believe in ghosts?-yup
80. what is your biggest pet peeve?-people not using their blinker
81. last person you called-Suze
82. favorite ice cream flavor?-mint chip
83. regular oreos or golden oreos?-regular
84. chocolate or rainbow sprinkles?-rainbow
85. what shirt are you wearing?-old Grateful Dead concert tshirt
86. what is your phone background?-a bunch of quotes from The Room
87. are you outgoing or shy?-more reserved than anything else
88. do you like it when people play with your hair?-yes
89. do you like your neighbors?-my neighbor right under me plays piano and that's the highlight of my day
90. do you wash your face? at night? in the morning?-try to do both
91. have you ever been high?-yes
92. have you ever been drunk?-yes
93. last thing you ate?-chocolate
94. favorite lyrics right now-”you're an irreplaceable human soul with your own understanding of what it means to suffer and that’s a huge bummer”
95. summer or winter?-summer
96. day or night?-night
97. dark, milk, or white chocolate?-dark
98. favorite month?-june
99. what is your zodiac sign-gemini baybee
100. who was the last person you cried in front of?-suze and my family
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