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Does spy x family/ twiyor give you fma/ royai vibes? I don't know if my brain is just addled by royai fic love, but they feel similar somehow.
Maybe it's the tragedy of war in both stories, the forbidden love (that's bound to happen between twiyor and if it doesnt I'll be mad) between two people with blood on their hands.
I've seen hilarious (sad) comparisons between Nina and Anya of cute girl and big white dog, but that's not really what gives me the vibes.
I'm now diving into the manga but I saw some spoilers for Twilight's rough past that made me go 'oh shit... things can get dark'.
I just want someone who's better at analyzing things and studying characters (love ALL your fics btw) to tell me if I'm out of my mind or point out what I'm missing.
*takes a huge breath*
OKAY SO LIKE I was totally against watching Spy x Family at first because it was "mainstream" (it was a very stressful semester of college in my defense) until I saw this fanart by @mochidoodle, twiyor paralleling that royai moment in fma. From that point on, I was a goner. So while I do mostly write twiyor fics at the moment, my love for them is largely colored by my love for royai.
First up, Loid and Roy. On the surface, very different people. One overthinks everything and plans to the tiniest detail, while the other lives off of 99% pure impulse. Loid is a very serious and private person by nature, and while Roy definitely has his solemn moments, it's kind of his whole game to act like the immature colonel playboy of the military before he brings down the entire government with his real motive ("surprise, bitches!"). The main difference I'd say is that Roy knows what he wants, and has a very clear goal how to get there. Loid doesn't. He's still torn between his mission and his family, and doesn't even know who he really is. Like we don't even know his real name lol.
Yor and Riza are also very different. Riza is the voice of reason with Roy (and he definitely needs it). Her personality is actually more aligned with Loid's in that way--quiet, serious, and reserved. Both are them are very good shots. However, she and Yor both don't very highly of themselves at all. Both of them are very compassionate and kind in their own way, and both of them have a soft spot for children. However, Riza's overwhelming guilt comes from her choices in the Ishvalan War, whereas I think Yor almost...intentionally blocks out the brutality of what she has to do to keep her brother alive.
Which brings me to the topic of war in both series (spoiler alert).
Both FMA and Spy x Family are very antiwar. Neither of them glorifies warfare. Casualties and consequences are not treated lightly. Progranda plays a huge role. Both series are trying to prevent another war from happening. For the sake of the argument, I'm going to refer to Yor as a soldier as well as Loid because she is still putting her life on the line for her country (she even says her job is comparable to that of a soldier in the manga). The biggest difference is that Roy and Riza chose to do the things they did in Ishval. Loid and Yor did as well, however it was more their circumstances that pushed them into that decision. Loid lost his mother as a child and crawled around in the streets for years before finally joining the military, only to lose everyone he ever cared about. Yor did it because it was only way to save her brother from literally starving to death. The war between Ostania and Westalis forced literal children to become soldiers (and that's kind of Endo's shtick--what war does to children). Roy and Riza...I mean, there's a reason why their fate is so tragic. They literally committed genocide. Yes, their reasonings are far more complex than this little lecture has room for, but it sufficeth to say that their burden is immensely heavy (I'm not even going to get into how Riza's burnt tattoo fits into the tragedy of their relationship and their choices because it's going to make me cry). But that is FMA's whole thing: Choice. What makes us root for Roy and Riza despite everything? Because despite impossible odds, they are working for a future where something like the Ishvalan War will never happen again, even if they end up being sentenced to death along the way.
Now going back to Spy x Family, the plot doesn't center around a global scale like FMA does. Yes, the tension between the East and West is a huge part of it, but most of the story is centered around one little family. It's important to remember that FMA isn't royai's story--it's Ed and Al's. Roy and Riza's character arcs are mostly complete even by the beginning of the manga. Loid and Yor's and Anya's are not.
But you really did hit the mark when you said royai colors our love for twiyor because both couples are two people who care very deeply for one another but can never be together. Roy and Riza can never get married due to military regulations. And the fake marriage between Loid and Yor will end once Operation Strix is finished (or so Loid thinks). But it's not really the mission or the military that's keeping them apart. One of my favorite royai authors @lantur wrote such an amazing royai fic outlining the fact that Riza being Roy's subordinate isn't actually the thing keeping them apart. Those two have such a painful, shared history. (I mean, he literally burnt the tattoo off her back after using the knowledge of it to commit genocide, for which Riza feels partly responsible). And yet they are fiercely loyal to each other. They don't need to kiss or fuck to know how much these two love each other. (On screen I mean...you cannot tell me they didn't at least have one night together).
With Loid and Yor, it's not nearly as heavy. But Loid (or rather, Twilight) does carry the weight of the world on his shoulders. He feels it's his sole responsibility to bring about a world full of peace, and he will not deviate from that mission. But of course he's getting more attached (who wouldn't) and he's eventually going to have to choose between his forged little family and the rest of the world. To most, maybe that's a simple decision. But you have to remember that Twilight is one who is going to have to change the most out of the Forgers. His decision to love them changes everything. It actually brings up an interesting point if royai did have a child. Would they still choose to put themselves on trial if it meant the possibility of leaving their child an orphan?
Spy x Family is about, well, families. The strength that comes from when broken people decide to heal each other and create a future for their child that's bright and safe and warm. And that directly parallels with FMA because it doesn't always have to be blood-related families, but the bonds you choose to forge (pun intended). And though I hope for royai to have a nice, quiet life in the country somewhere, laughing and growing old together, it's left ambiguous for a reason. Twiyor on the other hand, well let's just say that my heart keeps telling me that their happy ending is coming, but they're going to have to go through a lot of pain and angst and denial of feelings to get there. It's a comedy, so I expect Endo will get them together eventually, it's the when that's the mystery.
So I guess to wrap up this very lengthy answer, while royai and twiyor are different on the surface, they are similar at their core. Fighting for a better world, creating their own families along the way, and sharing little moments of devotion through their daily lives. Because though the series is nowhere near being done, you know Loid would look at Yor like she's the moon and the stars once he finally realizes he loves her.
Thanks for letting me rant about something I feel very passionate about, and I'll probably add to it if I think of more reasons lol. I'm glad you enjoy my fics, that's very sweet of you to say! Have a wonderful weekend! <3
#spy x family#fmab#royai#twiyor#uggg these two ships will never leave my brain ever i love them so much#unhinged screaming#but seriously me too if twiyor doesn't eventually end up together i will RIOT#asks
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I FEEL VERY NORMAL ABOUT THIS AND I AM NOT AT ALL GOING FERAL 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
THEYRE SERVING UNPRECEDENTED LEVELS OF CUNT IM SCREAMING BARKING THROWING UP
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THE RELEASE DATE DROPPED IT FUCKING DROPPED AND IT'S SO SOON AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
#ze.txt#UNHINGED SCREAMING#I DON'T EVEN CARE IF IT GONNA BE GOOD I'M JUST SO EXCITED TO VISIT MOOMINVALLEY AGAIN....
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I’m crying why are MileApo soooo cute !!!! I want what they have. I feel like you can apply to them the “right people at the right time” they re-met at just the right moment. I couldn’t be happier for them they just click and their way of thinking is one of the many things that I feel like, attracts each other and a reason as to why I’m in love with them both 😩💚💛
Oh Anon... 🫠🫠🫠
They talk about their first meetings and re-meetings in this video below... Apo even explicitly said it was destiny for them to meet (and again). He uses the English word for it.
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I know not everyone believes in soulmates, but that's what MileApo are. I'm gonna call them that. They call themselves that too and recognize it as such.
I want to preface this by saying the concept of soulmates here is different than that which is imbued in western culture where there's someone you're "destined to meet" and things are knowingly foreordained. Eastern concepts of destiny are only obvious in retrospect.
You might be familiar with the concept of hitsuzen, popularized by by Clamp's xxxHOLIC. In Chinese, there is the concept of yuanfen.
Here's an example the yuanfen article uses:
Yuanfen is the fate, chance or binding force that brings this person and other people or objects together. [...] For example, a man and a woman fell in love with each after but then lost contact. However, one day they ran into each other again at an airport in a foreign country so they were able to fall in love again. Since meeting each other again this way is quite a coincidence, one can say that there is Yuanfen between this man and this woman.
Sound familiar?
Mile and Apo are bound by the red string of fate :') I told another friend a few weeks ago, I have no right to be invested in their relationship, but if they aren't romantic I will absolutely be hysterical because they're so clearly bound by this string and it would be spitting in the face of destiny for them to not be in love.
looks like I had nothing to be worried about lol
(On a separate note, this is starting to feel very much like there's an intentional strategy here. I'm holding my tongue for a few more days to see how this plays out, but it might be more than just them being sharing how gone they are for each other publicly.)
#soulmates#mileapo#unhinged screaming#mile phakphum#apo nattawin#mileapo's public date#did something to me#loud and proud era#eastern philosophy
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hello and welcome to our reaction to the first like 5 minutes of ring of fire while half asleep. we’re gonna keep watching it later cuz i’m in school currently and don’t wanna get like bullied or sum shit lmfao so yeah have fun 😭😭
yall are gonna hear our thoughts for this actually.
holy shit it’s fkn gorgeous already gd
aaand we get the sleepy theme? hell yeah
LMAO NOT THE SAME BITCHES FROM THE BARRIER REEF
YUH SING IT HALIBEET
OMFG IS THIS ANOTHER MUSICAL??????
i don’t think it is BUT I NEED IT TO BE
OMFG BARNACLES
MY DEAR SWEET BABY BOY OMGOMGOMG
BUBBY AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
HES SO *shakes him*
HES SO SILLY OMFG
AHAHA KWAZII WHAT ALARM IS THAT
K FUCKIBG LOVE YOU
getHOLY SHIT THE SONG!!! ITS THE VEHIMAL’S THEME!!!! I FKN LOVE THE VEGIMALS THEME!!!!!!!anyways get it peso fhjgdghhf
ooooooo funky instrumentation
BRO SHELLI WHAT THE FUCK ???? SGJFSFHFD
BBBBBBB
this is a rlly nice frame i’ve paused on actually, you can really tell the movie budget is working lmao
the lighting is fucking gorgeous, and i can tell they got to be more creative with the character rigging. for example, the way barnacles is standing rn in combination with the rendering makes him look very realistic with his relaxed posture and pose. very well done.
EEE HIS VOICE IS SO BOUNCY N HAPPY :DDD
AAAAASFGSFJFDHGD OMFG I LOVE HIM THEY DOD HIM SO GOOD IN THIS
HIS *STANCE* BRO ITS SO
*screams into pillow*
i think m too tired for this actually
mayb like finish this one scene? yeah ok
SO PRETTY
SO HAPPY
ALL MY BBS
LIVING THE DREAM
ah shit i can see where this is going
that’s incredibly unfortunate 💀
OOOOO YAS BITCH GET THAT OPENING CARD
SAY THAT TITLE
WERK
SGJFFJUF
EEEEEE SILLY
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
HES SO HES SO HES SO
*MMMMMMMMMMMM*
pretty boy prettyyyyyy boyyyyyyy im
i live him literally so fucking much it’s unhealthy
HES SO PRETTY 🥺🥺
“good morning, i hope you had a good night sleep! ^-^”
sobbing
shellington and dashi being besties yes please
that is
so unfortunate
DFHGDHHF HES SO SUPPORTIVE HHHHHHHHH
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
HELP I JUST I JUST
IDEK
IM ON MY PERIOD AND I JUST LIKE FUCKIN
LAUGHED?? SQUEALED?? SCREAMED???
SO HARD AND NOW WE HAVE A ✨PROBLEM✨
BUT ANYWAYS-
THE WAY HEEEEEEEEEEEE
yk that one trend on tiktok where ppl like run/dance/flip/overall be dramatic asf to “when he sees me” from waitress? that’s the best way to describe what i am mentally doing rn.
i am unwell i don’t think i should keep watching rn i don’t have the energy to be feeling these feelings. that sucks, oh well, ill rewatch some comfy episodes that won’t give me an aneurysm yeah?
see yall tmrw nini
#octonauts#octonauts fandom#captain barnacles#captain barnacles is so babygirl coded#he is everything to me#he is so silly#i am going through it#i am not doing well#i think ive lost it#octonauts reaction#reaction#unhinged screaming#help#octonauts and the ring of fire#why am i like this#it hurts#the brainrot has consumed me
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Quite possibly the funniest shit I have ever seen in my life
#atlas.art#artists on tumblr#mcyt#hermitcraft#hermitcraft 10#xisumavoid#xisuma#mumbo jumbo#hermitcraft mumbo#grian#implied at least lol#i forgot how much I love my xisuma design he was so fun to draw here#not pictured here: xisuma's absolutely unhinged scream immediately after this and grian screeching 'YOU SAID HAVE FAITH' over and over agai
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I am once again thinking about how in The Naked Time, Spock has an emotional breakdown after contracting the virus and cries about the regret he feels for not loving his human mother vs his shame he feels for his ongoing friendship with Kirk, but before he contracts the virus, Spock finds LOVE MANKIND written on the wall. And it's been written and discussed to death about what it means, I know this, but it's telling that Spock not only loves in spite of his Vulcan upbringing and continued adherence to their customs but that he holds regret and shame deep down inside because the love is still there, regardless.
Whereas Kirk likewise has his virus-induced breakdown over the opposite: his self-inflicted pressure to not love an individual, either due to fear of distraction from duty, losing his position as captain due to the ethical conundrum of "How can a captain date one of their crew?" (no, I do not know the details of how Starfleet manages crew relationships, but I'm assuming rank is an issue, especially where captains are concerned), or even the unspoken taboo of the show's production era, his sexual orientation, hence his focusing on the ship as the only safe and constant outlet for his love. But after this, Kirk finds SINNER REPENT written on the wall, as if to say his altruism isn't the full truth, as if what he desires is what he denies even with the virus lowering his inhibitions.
And like my god. What foils to each other! How damned telling the literal writing on the wall is for them! I am going to eat my fucking sweater!
#trekposting#star trek tos#the naked time#spirk#hello trek fandom i have watched this ep 4 times already and each time i become more unhinged#it's just any time i think about the words they find on the wall i want to scream#if the writers didn't intend on spirk what is all this then#sinner repent for what???#trek meta#it's a hit
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overall the fnaf movie was a 10/10 experience! josh hutcherson should be in more movies where he can whimper
#nova getting a tiny wee bit unhinged on main...#look. ive ALWAYS had a thing for mike schmidt/michael afton#embarrassing? yeah...#josh hutcherson was BORNNNN to play him though!!!#when he was in pain and like whining my friend and i were SCREAMING so loud it was quite bad#fnaf#fnaf movie#five nights at freddys#mike schmidt#fuck five nights at FREDDYS he can stay five nights at my house...#until his dead brother comes back to life!
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I just know Crocodile brought on Mihawk because he thought he would be sensible, calm and collected, low maintenance. He thought it was going to be them against the idiocy that is buggy. And it is to a degree.
What he failed to calculate is that Mihawk is just as bad as buggy.
Worse even because at least Buggy can be bullied into doing paperwork. I just know everyday Crocodile is astonished by the absolute commitment Mihawk has to his aesthetic. Walks into his tent just to find that he has somehow converted this circus ass tent into a mid century gothic castle. Somehow carpeted the whole thing end to end is burning more that a 100 candles for “mood lighting”, has a fully open fire pit and a sewing machine in the corner.
Like Crocodiles essentially a mafioso he can appreciate the wanting nice things. Still won’t prepare him for the day Mihawk’s brings him a wine budget, a tailoring budget and an embroidery budget all painstakingly itemized.
Won’t prepare him for having to replace every single wine glass because buggy drank out of one and he can’t break up a set but refuses to use a cup that buggy’s put his mouth on.
He’s starting to think that the real reason the Warlords were disbanded was because they simply could not afford to pay for Mihawk’s upkeep anymore and decided they’d rather pay in cadet lives than see one more wine budget.
He is essentially being held hostage, in his own guild, by the whims of a bored middle aged vampire, and a fucking clown.
#Mihawk is a man of whims.#crocodile is crushing screaming pulling out his hair.#I know Mihawk’s government expenses half the reason Sengoku retired. he probably can’t even look at wine anymore#he really thought he was about to get a sensible business partner#and wound up with the most unhinged hedonistic petty man in the New World.#fully have you ever seen this man do paperwork in his life?#Crocodile is trying to run a business while his two partners steadily try to run it into the ground with every frivolous expense#atleast Mihawk brings muscle and the occasional good idea when he’s so inclined.#hawkeye mihawk#cross guild is geniunly the funniest thing to ever happen in the history of media#dracule mihawk#sir crocodile#buggy the clown#buggy pirates#cross guild#throwing thoughts to the void#one piece#op
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#in other news deuce spade ladies and gentleman#fhd#they are all the same#twst#twisted wonderland#deuce spade#twst meme#twisted wonderland meme#deuce: n o#also deuce:#he's trying to use bicycle than blastcycle in attempt to be normal#but look at him#we're all here at NRC for a good time lots of scream and explosions#love the unhinged experience 10/10 would study here again
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You can't tell me our main man Jim, Jim Kirk, James Kirk, James T Kirk, James Tiberius Kirk, CAPTAIN stack of books on legs James Respectful and Sensitive Tiberius Kirk does not know about Vulcan hand touching and their significance.
This man. JAMES KIRK. Looked at Spock, clearly vulcan spock, hands firmly planted behind his back Spock. LOOKED him up and down, and despite absolutely knowing it would not be considered impolite if he didnt offer a hand shake, looked at Spock, tall drink of water Spock, Vulcan sensitive hands used as terms of affection Spock, and was like hmmmm absolutely will make this Vulcan shake my hand. AND SPOCK gave like 1 second of thought before he was like yes absolutely here is my hand to hold for you and you only. I AM DECEASED
#yea so I woke up still crazy about Them Meeting#snw#when will I get off my bullshit#remember when I was like ohhh boohoo the show is good without kirk we dont need a kirk and spock meet up#remember that#I FUCKING LIED#they gave me like 10 seconds of these two white boys looking at each other and holding hands and I HAVE BECOME UNHINGED#thank u snw writers for this blessing#LOWER DECKS LIVE ACTION EPISODE NEXT WEEK OMG#I WANT BOIMLER TO MEET KIRK SO BAD#I want Mariner to 1000% ask Spock where Kirk is#and also for her to be like huh you look different then I thought you would#AHHHHHHH I AM SCREAMING#spirk#star trek#ty
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I saw Shepard goose in the tags and I got so fucking scared that you were gonna introduce Shepard into the Viking Au 💀💀
But small thoughts about Goose:
Ghost consistently has a thing for partners that could hand him his ass on a silver platter, (not that they would when they first meet; they only let him have the good plating if he’s earned it) so that would mean that shepherd Goose is the herding dog protecting the flock? Forget wolves, they are the wolf, and they bite. Much to a blushing Ghost’s dismay..?
Ghost has a wolf tooth he carries with him on a leather cord. His thick fingers toy with it as he watches the fire, thinking about the half-mad shepherd he got it from. You must be half-mad, he thinks. He watched you chase down the wolf that had been going after your flock, a short sword in your hand and a fire in your eyes. No sane shepherd would cut so quickly through a predator, or do it with such finesse. The same way no sane shepherd would wipe their mouth with a bloody hand before smiling at him like the first glimpse of sunshine after a long winter.
He'd left immediately, unable to remember what he'd come for in the face of such... the next time he'd come back you'd been setting out feed for the sheep, scooping a lamb into your arms to set it with its mother. Again you smiled at him and he felt his heart beat a little quicker. Ghost asked you about the wolf, and you laughed. It was like music. You tugged a cord from around your neck and tossed it to him, a wolf's tooth warmed from your skin. His fingers curled around it, gripping it tight as if you might try to take it from him.
Ghost pocketed it, bending down to pet the fuzzy head of your sheep. They're surprisingly docile, even your dog hardly seemed bothered enough to lift its big head. All of them must have known how safe they were in your hands. He wonders what that sort of safety must feel like as he watches the fire, wonders what it must be like to sleep in your bed and know nothing will hurt him.
He'd bit his tongue hard enough to draw blood when you'd asked what he needed. Anything to stop himself from saying, "you, only you, Gods if I had you I'd never need anything else." Anything to stop himself from hauling you down to the temple and setting you in front of the Völva to be married. It was good he'd had to leave for another expedition, good he'd been given a reason to leave you. Absence was what he needed, time away to forget your smile, the touch of your laughter, the sparkle in your eyes. Maybe when he gets home you won't be quite so... lovely...
#cod x reader#ghost x reader#x reader#simon ghost riley#x oc#simon ghost riley x reader#cod x oc#ghost mw2#simon riley cod#simon ghost riley x oc#simon riley#ghost cod#ghost mwii#oc: goose#viking!ghost#shepherd!goose#shes unhinged and is yelling/screaming/biting to keep her flock safe
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you're a medieval peasant out with the lads for a pint, talking shit about how you're never gonna die (as you do) when you get approached by a skinny weirdo who tells you "alright bet see you here in 100 years then" and then fucks off until it's actually been? A 100 years? And you aren't dead? So you go back to the tavern and the weirdo is there and tells you "yeah you can live as long as you want, just meet me for dinner once a century and tell me how things are going" so you just...do that. And the next time you see the stranger, who you're beginning to suspect doesn't own clothes in colors that aren't black or darker black, he fucking abandons you to talk to some shit maudlin playwright EVEN THOUGH you just met the queen and have clearly prepared a king's feast for the both of you and then it's a 100 years again and the shit playwright's works are suddenly good and being talked about everywhere and you're getting attacked by a crazy lady but somehow the stranger makes her see ghosts with a handful of sand? And flirts with you (you're pretty sure) so the next time you see him you're like "ah okay we're friends now right?" and for absolutely no reason this offends the fuck out of the stranger, who marches out onto the street like it's a runway for Lonely Brooding so you figure he'll cool off in a 100 years but he doesn't show so you spend an evening getting absolutely smashed wondering what the last 600 years of your life even were and then it's a 130 years later and your goth asshole is standing in front of you smiling and calling you his friend. You smile back. He sits down and you start to chat. You still don't know this guy's fucking name.
#hob is just here for the ride#everyone is screaming and hob just has his hands up having a goddamn ball#the appeal of hob gadling is he is somehow the most normal person and yet is also completely unhinged#hob gadling#morpheus#dream of the endless#the sandman#the sandman netflix#dreamling
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Recently got around to watching Mark’s play through of Ruin and I am still floored by the differences of these two between the games
#fnaf ruin#fnaf Monty#fnaf eclipse#fnaf sun#fnaf moon#fnaf daycare attendant#watching Monty biting at those bars took me out#I was SCREAMING laughing#and the way that two unhinged clowns produce one (1) hinged clown#myart
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it's not even half the percentage
#if i wasnt so held back- id have more than what i do rn and more unhinged at that#but hHHRGHH i have to be-- limited somehow (screaming internally bc its like being locked in a cage like LEMME OOOOOUT)#i am normal about things ( i am not )#me and my hoarding problem against the world#messyr#doodle#artists on tumblr#neurodiverse stuff#neurodivergent
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