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in my mind if you did everything you were supposed to health-wise barring any freak accidents you could live to 200
#i be sedentary as hell eating like im a dog about to get put down thinking im gonna live to 98 with zero complications#bitch he loss of youthful delusions of invincibility is near.#<- dont listen to her. she cant die#that being said my family does have a history of living old as fuck like 90+. and none of them were severely disabled or ill even in old age#other than the typical diseases u would obviously expect at that age but even then they arent bad in that regard.#and i dont exactly come from a family of olympic athletes lol#only person in my family who died young ish was my grandpa who was like a severe alcoholic and heavy heavy smoker#i think he died in his 50s#or late 40s#i saw this article that said the first person to live to 1000 (!!!!) is probably alive today and i didnt even look into it but deep down im#like. ur looking at her!!#<- get real
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as badly as i want to avoid my mom she is making it extremely difficult
#i feel really bad that im so angry at her and she doesnt even know it#but my entire living situation is making me miserable right now and its her fault#she charges me $50 in rent every week and shes increasing it to $125 a week at the end of the month#the only reason this is happening is because she FORCED ME to drop out and the only other alternative was that i had to work full time + pa#rent.............. but like at my job even if im working 40 hrs a week ill only be making abt $900 a month#so i will barely have anything leftover for myself after rent#and i cannot get a second job bc i frankly can not handle it at all + what hours would i even work#and my mom refuses to understand that the reason i had to drop out is bc i am so depressed and so suicidal and i just dont want to live#she doesnt acknowledge that im disabled and severely mentally ill#every time i try to talk about my mental health she treats me like im such a burden to her even though i literally never tell her anything#personal anymore bc she just doesnt listen or care#ALSO she FORCED ME to move across the country and transfer schools when i really did not want (hence why i flunked all of my classes bc i d#not care) but like. everything thats wrong in my life rn is bc i do not want ot live where im living and theres no way for me to go back to#texas and also i dont rly wanna live w my dad either#but anyways. this whole situation would be better if my mom was using me paying rent as an actual lesson in adult respinsibility#but it's really just a punishment because i cant function the way she wants me to#and im over it#so fucking over it why am i such a pussy why cant i just die
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venting dont mind me xp ✌
#if i dont get out of my parents house im going to die#either by my hand or my mothers#i refuse to be forced into the role of woman becuz my mother cant get over herself or accept other peoples suffering#so i either leave or i die#i am never more depressed than when im in this house and it gets worse everytime i return#every second of oeace is a facade careful held up by smiles and jokes while ignoring who i am to please others#and ignorjng the genuinely genocidal beliefs of my parents against myltple peoples#at least one of which includes me#why cant life be easy#when is it .y turn to tbrive#in this hluse i am no older than a middle schooler no more mature or happy#everyday i dream of relapsing sh-ing just for some control of the pain i experiemce something anything#maybe someone will finally listen to me and se ehow ioset i am see how smothered i am and the sting will pull me back down to earth again#but no who would see would understand#my brothers or my parents none of them would kniw why even if i said it to thwir face#i dint event even want to think of what my mother woukd say#shed use it as an excuse to further deny my transness surely#say how horribke and spirtful and manipulative i am against her#that i ddi it to hurt her#i am trapped as a doll in a house only allowed to be agreeable no politics no emotions other tan#contentness and love and adoration for my family#or else i am unloveavle and horrible and sick#i cannot tell my mom she has uoset me becuz it would be unfair i am silent instead#i am to take her anger and rage as a perfect recepticle and no matter how well i handle it#i am thanked with resentment amd scorn amd terfisms#i can neither disagree woth her beliefs nor avoid discussing them to keeo the oeace all she wants is comoliance#i refuse to do that tho ill take hee scorn on that one thing i refuse to xomprimise my beliefs verbally to save my own skin#ill just be quiet#im sure id be a better recepticle for her dead so she can dress me up as a girl one last time#the dead cant argue or disagree with you its everything she wants from me
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kinda insane how scary this podcast is. jesus christ. what is even going on
#ive listen to tma malevolent deviser wbg archive 81 and NONE of them had this vibe#if you liked lost johns cave - this podcast is very much for you#the white vault#s4 ep4#I FUCKINNNNNG KNEW IT WASNT LIU#SHE WAS SO FUCKING CALM#OHH YOU FIND A WOMAN FUCKING LEISURING IN A HUGE SKELETAL RIBCAGE LIKE SHES ON VACATION AND YOU DONT QUESTION IT??#idk. maybe it is her and shes just enthralled now#i dont think the thing can Look like people#also will eva ever sit the fuck down on god#woman. do you want to die#i mean. yea i know she literally said and it IS fascinating#but also. god#what part of just sit here with simon and wait do you not understand 😭#i mean its probably good she found the radio but she literally fell down the stairs right after WITH BROKEN RIBS#i am: so tense rn#also the documentarian??? and the letter person???? what the fuck#literally what the entire fuck#i assume theres a cult in there somewhere that lucas was a part of#i cant make myself believe this person is gonna wanna help#ghhhhhhhhh biting through rocks
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Hold the Girl is actually good, the choice of singles just wasn't the best
(No hate to Hurricanes and Phantom love them I just don't think they're exactly single material, I think Frankenstein should've been a single in the first place instead of after the album released, but either way I'm glad it is one now. I do think Your Age could've been a single? Idk)
This has been a PSA
#rina's new music: if you are brave its because you can SLAY#and her old music was: glitchy r&b sound with MEANINGFUL lyrics#hold the girl#rina sawayama#not naming names but i saw that one tweet that was like#like bitch 1. she cant stick to the same sound ofc she's gonna evolve#2. you saw This Hell a fun catchy pop song that sounds a little mainstream and decided that her all her new music is like that?#THAT WAS JUST ONE SONG HAVE YOU EVEN LISTENED TO FRANKENSTEIN OR HOLY TILL YOU LET ME GO 😭#i could name more of her new songs that are like this#anyways i know hold the girl isnt her best project but it is still GOOD i will DIE on this hill#even if you didnt like it for whatever reason dont give dumb takes#rina get behind me
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this is your reminder physical media will always ALWAYS be better than digital media
#snap chats#I WANNA PLAY Y7 ON MY PS4 BUT MY PS4 CANT CONNECT TO THE SCHOOL'S DOGSHIT WIFI#im USUALLY FOREVER AND ALWAYS physical media lover but listen i aint getting no sale from physical purchases#also i bought all the games impulsively alright i cant do that online shopping. except y7 i did download it as a promise#POINT IS DONT BE A FOOL LIKE ME ALWAYS PREFER TO GET THE PHYSICAL OF GAMES#im trying to ask my college friend how she got her ps4 set up since she was able to play it last year#but this mfer takes twenty years to respond to texts so. guess ill die#if she can figure it out surely i can but im just too tired and lazy and i wanna draw so LMAO tragique...#i can still play y3 and y7 on my laptop Of Course but still....... i stole the ps4 from my mom's house for a reason 😔#i guess i can just play re4. im lying im gonna go try to draw bye
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#unprecedented emotions in this body o mine. like. this may b surprising given the amount of bitching i do on this website#but let me assure u irl i am exceptionally patient. but right now. there is a limit and that is where we now stand#and again this is prob my fault but ive come to the conclusion that fuck these custom chambers. fuck the amount of work that went into them#fuck all of this. im not fucking using them. i will sit here with this one fucking bryophite chamber if it takes me all goddam day bc at#least i fucking trust the values. that means ill have to split up measurements by 2 days but fuck u im right abt this#the solution is: u cant fucking do 98 samples at once. that it. im sorry. fuck u#and i would probably have come to this conclusion earlier if i had thr time to test but doing it all rught now with no fucking room for#grace makes it very fucking clear. so idk. im not fucking using the chambers. and im not looking forward to explaining this to my boss#bc shes so excited abt this project that i have been dreading since its conception. i started with the 3 chambers and it was somehow#even more awful than i would have imagined. fuck that. 2 or 3 fucking weeks of this#and im not even getting paid for all the extra work i do bc i don't get overtime. im not even technically allowed to work weekends or over#40hrs a week. im just doinf this bc im already so miserable why thr fuck not.#hhhhh im being such a brat abt this for real. ugh but i dont wanna meet with my boss#bc this feels like the time where i have to explain that like. listen. u know that thing im really good at and have spent fucking hour and#hours and hours and hours of time doing? well its catastrophically destructive to my brain and thats whats landed us here#where im so fucking fed up that i wanna quit. clean cut and never work with this stuff ever again#and if i have to use the 3 chambers i might die. i might just evaporate away into a million pieces bc i dont wanna deal with this#but i dont wanna explain that bc then shell feel bad and this isnt her fault. i have an issue thats out of my control and im letting it#devour me whole so like 🤷♂️ its my fault bleh#whatever. itll be fine. ive got a coherent argument as to why this is too much. and i kno im fucking right so there it is#i feel like that helps me make decisions: heres what has to happen. heres whats preventing that from happening#and there it is. it either u can fix it or u cant. thats it. u deal with the things in ur control#lol at least im not alone to stew in my anger. im working with 2 other ppl today. so i mean i say that im fucking furious bc im visual fine#lol bc im a patient and level headed person irl im just really whiney online bc i have no outlet. so itll b fine. decision made now we just#deal with it. ugh but how tf am i gonna distract myself from how miserable this is all day? thats the real question#brain gets Interrupted ever 5 min bleh agony#unrelated
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My back hurts and i still dont have my historical interpretations. I want to go to bed and just skip out on history this week so bad but i literally caurnt. But i also just cant be fucking ARSED atp like if i dont get this shit done tonight im just going to get more and more fucked and idk what to do. I would literally just come clean to my history teacher and let her know but i just know shes not going to care at all she's going to pull me aside for a chat and say the exact same bs about meeting deadlines and it'll get us nowhere at all and i cant DO IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!! Cries
#im in such a bad mood i cant believe i let it get to this point. but it's just so annoying that i cant even talk to her#like yes it is like 80% my fault bc i did in fact lie to her abt having it written and being on top of it BUTTTT my point still stands. yk#i just feel trapped. i wouldnt feel this way if i just knew i could go to her and be like Haiiiiii This makes me want to Die please help#but i literally caurnt bc she will not listen fundamentally#and i dont want her to predict me a D or whatever. ugh im going 2 die this is horrible
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i hate it when i see something someone else is talking about and it reminds me of something else i wanted to talk about feels like im vagueposting or being weird i dont mean it like that. anyways a specific subset of people who piss me off are youtubers or whatever who like work with animals (esp exotic/wild animals) and brand themselves as some kind of like. professional and are like Do Not Get These Animals As Pets. they arent pets you should be sooo responsible. thats why im putting this crocodile on a leash and taking it into a pet store to choose out a cute little toy for it to play with and stroking it in my lap and babying it. youre not setting any kind of example and people arent listening to you because they dont take you seriously because you do not practice what you preach
#chirps#sorry she makes me mad but its not just her ofc#to some level i understand people who are in a situation where like. this animal cant be released or anything and does need some level of#idk companionship or interaction so it doesnt get depressed and die and the keeper provides that but the way they like#show it to people as if its some fun thing while going ahah noooo guys dont do this ;) feels so irresponsible#youre showing people what youre doing and theyre not listening to what you say!
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my dad will comfort and hold my crying mother to the ends of the earth but me? Oh I'm actually less conversationally important than the fucking WWE Goldberg biopic
#'and nobody fucking cares' 'i dont think thats true'#what the fuck would you know. you won't even look at me.#if im sobbing he'll continue to discuss whats on the tv.#and i wish i didnt have to fucking say anything about it to him to begin with but its months for counselors.#my friends have it worse than me. just reconnected with a highschool friend who is amazing at grounding me but shes 22 with fucking fibro.#she doesnt need my trash especially since i havent physically seen her in like 3 years. and i cant help her the way she helps me.#nobody will listen. when they do: im a mentally ill stereotype and an annoyance. its not unrealistic that people would see me this way.#its horrible.#and because i am mentally ill and distressed no one wants to acknowledge why im distressed: physical fucking symptoms#if i suffer for 2-3 more months and then get treated and better then thats. well. something.#if my head is right and im unreparable or i die i want it to be said that i fucking hate everyone for not listening.#this klonopin is taking too long to hit. i just want to be fully sedated into a coma until they can fix me.#i dont ever want to look at anything. even when im happy or enjoying myself im mortified by how my world is now.#ive been dissociating for years but never this. everything looks fucking wrong. sleep brings no comfort. the spins come at night.#tomorrow im going to call about klonopin and see if theyll let me have more. not taking it every day. but honestly. in terms of peace#of course. my doctor also recommends ketamine. haha. thatll be something.#ok. i think my brain is slowing .#fuzzy.#personal#delete later#vent //
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i never spoke or understood a target language better than when i was unemployed and just spent hours bingeing tv in that language
#closest substitute for listening to actual conversations#i know podcasts exist but the tv allowed additional context for the words making it much easier to understand#i will never have that amount of free time in my life tho so i will never learn the target language#also i lowkey gave up on it bc i wanted to learn it to speak with my beloved great aunt who had nobody left to speal her mother tongue with#but she died two years ago shortly after i moced home 💔#and i wasnt confident in it enough to speak to her and she was already sick and in the hospital when i got back :(#anyway i COULD go to canada for some exposure to the language but its silly and pointless now#plus i have a new job#i started learning spanish instead but i have no more motivation and now my duolingo owl is dying of neglect like a neopet#i feel like i have a stronger base in french to try again but there's no point bc french is basically a useless language tbh#like i saw a few job postings looking for people fluent in french and english where i live but i cant imagine they use it much#anyway i dont want to answer phones for a living#and with nobody to talk to my french will never be that good#anyway rip duo owl im sorry#i will try to do some lessons but i will never be fluent in anythinggg 🥲#american school system die by my sword#why do they not start teaching languages until the neuroplastisicty of childhood is gone.....#only people in actual bilingual families or rich people who pay for tutoring or additional classes get to learn a second language?#unless you're naturally gufted at languages#which i am not#its sooo embarrassing#this has been a shitpost
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On a lighter not family drama note I've actually gotten quite good (for me anyway) with kids thanks to my sister having 3 (and the other four from Void who will never be in my life again because I have standards) so I figured maybe I don't dislike kids so much now.
Enter my poor youngest niece, she's about a year and a half old, and I can't blame the poor lil thing for being cranky after a long week of I think 4 or 5 different Christmas celebrations at my sister's family on her dad's side, her fiancee's family Christmas, my sister's Christmas with just the kids, and then our family Christmas and I know I'm missing one. But poor girl was BOUND to cry a bunch and be whiney, I mean I would be at nearly 30 if I had to do all that in a week even if I DIDNT have to work so I get why she was a cranky bug. But I did learn I am not any more equipped to deal with small children than I ever have been the poor kid was driving me NUTS and my sister was so patient and good with her and I was like yeah. No kid deserves me as a parent lmao, I'll continue with my cats 😂😂
#winters ramblings#shes such a cute lil stinker of a bug shes ADORABLE#but omg she was so cranky and i was like ok remove this child from my presence i cannot with this its ANNOYING#and whats WORSE is that this child is just bring NORMAL its not at all unusual for a kid to be that pooped of celebrations#but god damn if i had to live with that i would DIE i dont even like when my one cat meows constantly at me#just walk over and ask for pets gemma SCREAMING at me from across the room will not result in a pet!!#let alone a whole human child lmao. no thank you no kid deserves whatever horrible parenting id shit out when theyre a toddler#if kids came out 12 id be fine but that would be uh. deadly lmao#my “good with kids” point of pride is when my middle niece from Void realized i was ACTUALLY listening to her talk#i watched her whole face light up when she saw i was ACTUALLY paying attention to what she was saying#she was SO excited. i dont remember what ut was because i didnt care but SHE did and im very happy#that i was able to see such a beautiful moment of a kid realizing someone was ACTUALLY listening to them#and then got my ear chatted off about whatever it was and i listened and engaged the whole time#cant teach kids those skills without SHOWING them that YOU use them first
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a diagnosis sure would be very tasty around now
#ok to reblog. also possibly upsetting content in the following tags please be careful#so uh for a little while now ive been experiencing some stuff that is kind of in the direction of psychosis#but i dont know enough to specify further. and then today its sort of reached a head because i woke up this morning sobbing#because i had an incredibly vivid dream that my mum had died and now i seem to have developed this horrible sense of dread#and i keep feeling like im running out of time with her and like im talking to a dead woman or soon to be one#but theres nothing seriously wrong with her and certainly nothing that could cause death so i have absolutely no reason to think she will#die and yet i cant get it out of my head and i just feel so fucking bad right now and i keep hugging her and listening to her voice#like its the last time ill be able to but it probably isnt and i just dont know whats going on#beep beep gets personal#personal#textpost#text post#diagnosis
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SCREAMING
#the sales associate guy is on break rn so its just me and the manager in the store#a lady was in the store and she came over to my cookie case#im supposed to be 1. yelling across the store to greet people when they come in and 2. asking if they want cookies when they're at the case#greeting people isn't going well but ive been doing pretty good with asking when they're close to me#(pretty good for me is still not good tho)#she was looking at the case. i was thinking oh ill ask her in a sec. ill let her look for a sec.#i could also tell that she was anxious too and didn't wanna be talked to. like i have a sense for that#MANAGER GUY. goes 'Elisabeth. 👀👈'#to tell me to talk to her#so i did and then its A MILLION TIMES WORSE BC I KNOW HES WATCHING ME. and now im THAT MUCH MORE ANXIOUS TO GREET PEOPLE TOO#i cant jump on customers as soon as i see them im sorry. i HATE when i go to stores like that how am i supposed to do it to other people#but UUGSJDGDHD he keeps REMINDING ME like i just dont care or im not listening or paying attention or WHATEVER#and it makes it so much worse. then it gets worse so its harder to say hey man youre triggering my anxiety.#so he keeps doing it. so it gets worse. but then its harder to-#i hid in the bathroom for a sec to write this lol im gonna catch my breath and go back out#IM GONNA DIE!!!!!!!! I WANNA GO HOME!!!!!!!!!#i have 2 hours left :(#she was a baker girl
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but daddy i love him! // theodore nott x fem granger reader
playlist : but daddy i love him - taylor swift
summary : being hermiones slightly younger , less intelligant and more reblellious sister, it is your duty to have a boyfriend no one approves of to match.
y/n used , gryffindor granger reader , swearing
masterlist PART 2!
"merlin hes so hot" you whined with you head in your hand , staring across the hall at theodore nott.
hermione shuddered in disgust , "yeah and hes a terrible person."
"mione hes really not , just because hes slytherin doesnt mean hes some kind of horrific monster," you rolled your eyes , finally looking away from theodore and looking at hermione across from you.
"dont mix your delusion with reality y/n. him and his friends have bullied us since first year," hermione snapped back.
"whos us? ive never been teased by him before but stay safe i guess," you argued , getting more annoyed by the second.
"you cant be with him y/n , not only does he not do relationships , clearly , hes not good for you!"
"oh but daddy i love him!" you said in a mocking childish tone.
"did you just call hermione daddy?" ron cringed inbetween his quick eating.
"its a little mermaid reference ronald." you said sternly , judging the boys messy consumption of the food on his full plate.
"whats a little mermaid reference?" he mocked.
you, hermione and harry all looked at him with pure shock , forgetting ron wasnt really accustomed to muggle films , "please educate your man mione."
she gasped in pure horror as ron pretened to gag , they both argued over eachother throwing loud defenses and digs at eachother.
"look! i would actually rather die than listen to one more second of all this bitching and moaning!!" you shouted over them , silencing their arguing as harry nodded along with your statement.
"y/n i dont mean to stir the pot but i dont really think nott is a great partner either," ron said with disgust.
"thanks for that ron! wanna add your two cents harry? seems like everyone cares who i have silly crushes on nowadays!" you fumed , turning to the twins who sat on the table besides you , "good morning george , fred, would you like to give your opinion on theodore nott?"
"hate him," fred stated plainly.
"i always target him in quidditch," george quickly followed with a shrug as you let out a defeated groan.
you turned back to the trio , crossing your arms in anger , "im going to go see ginny , see what she thinks of all this , she always supports me unlike you little goblins!"
"yeah cause ginny has a crush on basically every guy," ron scoffed.
"atleast ginny can admit when she has feeling for someone and doesnt pine on her best friend for years! atleast she isnt in denail!" you said smugly as hermione and ron squirmed in discomfort , blushing.
you abruptly stood up from the table , beginning to stomp away when harry shouted after you , "have a great day mrs nott!"
you turned to look at him , flipping him off before shouting back , "aw you too mr weasley!".
harry blushed as ron looked between the two of you , "shes insane , calling you weasley , what weasley could you possibly marry!"
ron scoffed and continued eating his food as harry scratched the back of his neck awkwardly and exchanged a look with hermione.
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you now found yourself storming the corridors , looking for ginny when someone fell into step besides you , their deep voice making you shudder.
"hello mrs nott."
you stopped in you tracks and looked besides you in horror , theodore smirked down at you.
"erm hi," you mumbled quietly , face deep red in embarrassment. how could you forget the whole time that theodore had been sat with his friends on the table across from you?!
"dont go all shy on me now , i liked how you defended me." he smirked.
"i was really just joking dont get excited ," you teased , finally shaking your shyness.
"didnt sound like a joke to me? you got really worked up granger," he still held his smug expression , eyes peircing yours even when you didnt look back.
"look nott , i just like picking fights with them its funny to tease them." you shrugged continuing your walk as theodore followed still looking at you the whole time.
"go out with me," he said sternly as you paused again.
"are you being serious?" you said trying to seem not as interested as you truly were.
he grabbed your hand and pulled you to the empty classroom besides you , pushing you against the door to shut it.
he put one hand beside your head on the door and the other playing with your hair and grazing your cheekbone , "dead serious."
you looked at him , finally silent for the first time in your life , your silence allowing him to continue , "you can say you dont like me all you want. that its jokes , that its just to get a reaction. but i think we both know its more than that."
"im not gonna be one of your girls nott , im not like that. sure i have a different type to my sister but that doesnt mean i go for fucking man whores who just wanna get me in their bed."
"ouch , your words hurt me, bella. ive never touched a single girl asides from you. ive waited for you." he said softly.
"basically every person in this school says otherwise nott."
his hand that was resting on the door cleched into a first tightly , "stop calling me nott. its theo to you."
"why do you care?" you asked as his frustration grew.
he stared at you now with cold eyes , danger in them like he was staring at his prey. you simply looked back , folding you arms and watching as his eyes flicked down your face.
"dont play hard to get. you practically announced your love for me a second ago y/n." he mumbled.
"sure. ill go out with you, charity work." you joked as he finally dropped his anger and laughed.
"i like it by the way," he said looking up with a smirk as you stared back with confusion , " 'mrs nott,' it suits you."
"hm i dont know. ive always been kinda progressive , mr granger," you smirked before pushing him away with one hand and walking out of the classroom, leaving him to stare at your figure.
the second you found ginny you practically screamed in her face with excitement , "ginnny you will not BELIEVE IT!!"
PART 2
#harry potter x reader#harry potter#theodore nott#theodore nott x reader#theodore nott imagine#theodore nott x y/n#theo nott#theodore#nott#hp#hp fandom#x reader#hp fanfic#slytherin#slytherin x reader#hermione granger#ron weasley#golden trio#grenger#draco malfoy x reader#mattheo x reader#mattheo riddle x reader#lorenzo berkshire x reader#taylor swift#but daddy i love him#the tortured poets department#the stars are brighter tonight masterlist
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i know ive mentioned it at least 7 times now but it never fails to amuse me the unplanned apoptosis character is just Like That. i always think im exaggerating it but no thats just how she is. dramatic liar causing a scene causing problems refusing to take responsibility for anything she looks just down right bored despite basically throwing a tantrum (or just having a major breakdown however u want to see it) shes a brat but she's smart & good at what she does or she wouldn't be in that position in the first place. like shes not just some person at random she has some level of influence over whats happening, some responsibility or task shes good at thats shes at this facility doing god knows what and at some point or other had to have been good enough at it that she actually got a position there. but the song is just like. fuck it everythings gone to shit and maybe she did it or helped it get to that point but she'll die before she admits she had anything to do with it & she actively going to pin it on everyone else all while whining about how unfair it is.
#aru sekai series#im not even listening to the song rn this is from memory#shes just so funny to me#i would say shes makes 'im gonna kill myself' jokes if i didnt know better#as i dont believe the jibun wo koroshite lines are meant that way ESP after the context in laboratory#u have her. like this. and then shes so closely tied to tenshi whos like. maybe not opposite but completely different from her & its funny#tenshis like nooo i dont want to see everyone die :( im trying so hard to help but i cant do anything :((#vs her who i think its implied she sabotaged something but i need to double check that#if im right & she part of the reason tenshi cant do anything i hope u can inderstand why that makes shipping them so fun.#not that i ever want that to be canon i still FIRMLY think the series would be best keeping romantic stuff out of it
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