why am i so hard to love

listening to adele nonstop is it obvious what stage of the healing process i’m in

praying

i can only hope i can be someone my inner child would be proud of

One person's tone is off and suddenly I'm incapable of moving or feeling anything other than feelings as extreme as grief for hours on end and I'm unable to communicate or talk to people to be able to ask for help or reassurance to fix the problem. Why does my brain have to react this way

i’m barely hanging on

“I love staring at you.”

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I'm too paranoid to trust anyone. I'm too unsafe outside of my apartment. I'm too tired to get out of bed. I'm too weak to change.

oh my god yes

it seems impossible

i been binging again literally right after telling my therapist i was doing better

are u ever like “ew i’m alive” bcs same

do y’all remember that video from tiktok where the girl was replying to a comment calling her out for body checking and she was like “can we stop referring to skinny people doing things as body checking” WHILE SHE WAS BODY CHECKING it was so funny 😭

when is God gonna just make me skinny

i’m growing apart from my friends and i’m not even rlly mad about it tbh