PLEASE DON’T IGNORE

I am in serious need of financial help, in 6months I will be moving out and starting to try for a baby. I will be putting all the funding I have into making that move and trying for the baby, I am working and saving up but I will need more than I will be able to have to make sure that my baby has everything that they will need.

I have made a budget and I only need $4,000 more to be able to provide everything that my baby will need. NONE OF THE MONEY WILL BE GOING TOWARDS ME, IT WILL ALL GO TOWARDS THE BABYS NEEDS. 

I hate having to do this but I don’t know what else I can do. I have very little support from the people around me and I’m in need of help. This is the only chance I have to make sure this happens. So please, anything helps, donate if you can, and if you can’t please share this post to make sure more people see this. 

I am desperate, I will do anything for this baby. Please help me provide for them. You will get regular updates on what the money is spent on once I start spending it. ANY MONEY I DON’T USE WILL GO TOWARDS OTHER MOTHERS IN NEED.

My gofundme is pinned to the top of my blog

I started an Instagram for this blog as well, I thought it was a good idea in order to get my gofundme out there more.

Even $1.00 helps, if you can please donate and if you can’t please share. I’m trying to be as prepared as I can so that when this baby comes they can have whatever they may need.

The link is

Seriously if anyone can help please do, I’d be so grateful and you would get updates on what I buy with the money when I buy everything.

Look I’m going to clear some things up right now,

I don’t have long to be able to have a baby, and I’ve always wanted to be a mother. So it’s really now or never. If you are going to come in without knowing me and be negative you can go fuck yourself.

This is already so hard and I don’t need anyone to make it any harder for me. I’m so exhausted, and done with people being rude and judgmental with me.

If you’re going to say something rude, don’t say anything at all, my situation is complicated and I don’t need to explain that to you.

PLEASE DON’T IGNORE

I am in serious need of financial help, in 6months I will be moving out and starting to try for a baby. I will be putting all the funding I have into making that move and trying for the baby, I am working and saving up but I will need more than I will be able to have to make sure that my baby has everything that they will need.

I have made a budget and I only need $4,000 more to be able to provide everything that my baby will need. NONE OF THE MONEY WILL BE GOING TOWARDS ME, IT WILL ALL GO TOWARDS THE BABYS NEEDS. 

I hate having to do this but I don’t know what else I can do. I have very little support from the people around me and I’m in need of help. This is the only chance I have to make sure this happens. So please, anything helps, donate if you can, and if you can’t please share this post to make sure more people see this. 

I am desperate, I will do anything for this baby. Please help me provide for them. You will get regular updates on what the money is spent on once I start spending it. ANY MONEY I DON’T USE WILL GO TOWARDS OTHER MOTHERS IN NEED.

My gofundme is pinned to the top of my blog

PLEASE DON’T IGNORE

I am in serious need of financial help, in 6months I will be moving out and starting to try for a baby. I will be putting all the funding I have into making that move and trying for the baby, I am working and saving up but I will need more than I will be able to have to make sure that my baby has everything that they will need.

I have made a budget and I only need $4,000 more to be able to provide everything that my baby will need. NONE OF THE MONEY WILL BE GOING TOWARDS ME, IT WILL ALL GO TOWARDS THE BABYS NEEDS. 

I hate having to do this but I don’t know what else I can do. I have very little support from the people around me and I’m in need of help. This is the only chance I have to make sure this happens. So please, anything helps, donate if you can, and if you can’t please share this post to make sure more people see this. 

I am desperate, I will do anything for this baby. Please help me provide for them. You will get regular updates on what the money is spent on once I start spending it. ANY MONEY I DON’T USE WILL GO TOWARDS OTHER MOTHERS IN NEED.

My gofundme is pinned to the top of my blog

I’m going to repost this once a day from now on, I really need help with this please please please signal boost this.

I started an Instagram for this blog as well, I thought it was a good idea in order to get my gofundme out there more.

Even $1.00 helps, if you can please donate and if you can’t please share. I’m trying to be as prepared as I can so that when this baby comes they can have whatever they may need.

The link is

Seriously if anyone can help please do, I’d be so grateful and you would get updates on what I buy with the money when I buy everything.

I’m going to keep posting at least once a day, I need this to work for my baby. I’m saving up for everything else that I need, or that the baby would need, this is just for the essentials that are out of my price range. The goal is $4000 but I’d be happy just to make it to $1000 I genuinely need this help and I would do anything for this baby.

This user is pro tits and anti nazi

I started an Instagram for this blog as well, I thought it was a good idea in order to get my gofundme out there more.

Even $1.00 helps, if you can please donate and if you can’t please share. I’m trying to be as prepared as I can so that when this baby comes they can have whatever they may need.

The link is

Seriously if anyone can help please do, I’d be so grateful and you would get updates on what I buy with the money when I buy everything.

Worried

I’m worried that I won’t get to have this baby, or when I do try it won’t go well whatsoever. I’m scared that I’ll miscarry and I won’t be able to try again, I can’t think about that now though. I have to focus on my new job, and saving money to get to where I need to be, so that I can at least try.

I don’t know if anyone will be able to donate, but if you are please do. I am doing everything I can to save my own money, but this will really hep. Every donation helps.

I wished she’d never stop squeezing me. I wished I could spend the rest of my life as a child, being slightly crushed by someone who loved me - Gail Carson Levine

I finally found the perfect apartment, it’s affordable and in a great area. I would be able to move in around the beginning of January. I’m thinking that maybe I should wait and save up a bit more, I need enough to buy furniture and get a moving truck to move almost across country. My parents said they’d help me make the trip, because I’d have to bring my car with me of course and I wouldn’t be able to drive both the truck and my car.

I want a baby so bad, I hope that I can save up enough soon to start trying. I’m buying a car in 2 weeks and after that it will officially be time to start saving up for the baby. I’ve found quite a few options for affordable apartments for where I want to live and I’m thinking that I’ll be ready to move out in about 6-8 months and as soon as I move into my new apartment and get settled I’m going to start trying. I’ve been looking into sperm banks that ship to your house and I think that’s most likely the route I’m going to go. We’ll see when we get there though. 

Possibility

I was trying to see if the guy I wanted to be my sperm donor would be okay with something like that without me asking him straight out yesterday, because I was very very nervous.

He’s a close to me and I don’t want to lose him, I love him, he’s my best friend. The impression I got is that he would not be interested whatsoever. I guess if I can’t find someone else or if I don’t feel safe about asking someone else I’ll find a sperm donor from a bank, it costs more but I think it’s worth it.

I want this baby and I’ll do what I can. This was already apart of the budget I made just incase it became a necessity, and I can’t wait to meet my baby.

I wonder

I wonder what my pregnancy is going to be like, I hope it’s easy, I hope it doesn’t go by fast. I want to cherish every moment of it, being a mom is everything to me, being a mom is what I’ve wanted for years.

I wonder what my baby is going to look like, will they have my eyes, my hands, my smile?

I wonder if they’re going to be shy or outgoing?

What I know is that they’re going to be so very loved. They are going to be strong, always going to fight for what’s right. They are going to be beautiful, and they are going to grow up too fast. I can’t wait to be a mother, I can’t wait to meet my baby.

Take me by the hand and stay by my side

All I Want Is You by Barry Louis Polisar

The first step

I just got a job, it’s completely remote, and I couldn’t be more excited. This means I could start saving up for my baby. This feels like a dream come true, a day after I apply for over thirty-five jobs I get an interview, and they tell me they want me to start tomorrow. 

This feels so unreal, I’m so happy I could cry. I’m going to be in celebration mode all day. This may not seem like such a big deal to many people, but this is everything to me. This moment is the very beginning in my journey as a mother, and in just two years time I will be able to make a 3% down payment on this beautiful house I want, and I’ll be able to start trying for my baby.

My baby is going to have everything it needs, no matter what, and this is just the beginning. I can’t wait to start trying.