The more I grew up, the more exposure I got to the world, the more humbling experiences I faced, the more painful it gets to my pride…
The more I realize how tiny I am compared to these countless people on this planet, the more I realize how little I know about the world and it’s problems, the more I realize how ignorant I was.
How shameful and stupid I feel knowing I know nothing.
- nongiftedpoet
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I'm scared I'm gonna end up like my dad
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I am too scared to commit. Too scared to fail. Too scared to get embarrassed. Too scared to be pressured. Too scared to be despised. Too scared to be untrustworthy by people.
But I am too naive. Too strong headed. Too optimistic. Too blind eyed. Too energetic. Too reckless. Too proud. Too ignorant. Too apathetic. Too delusional.
To not be dreaming or trying to achieve the future I wish but the process is too overwhelming and stressful so I cope by procrastinating everything because I am too prideful and aloof to give it all up.
- nongiftedpoet
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I feel too young to be wasting my youth by thinking of the future too much but I am too old to be wasting my time in the past or present to be risking my future
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I hate how this is TOO relatable for me 😭😭😭
My problem is that I hyperfixate on dramas I really like but then when I finish them I feel empty inside until I find a new to drama to hyperfixate on...
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i think im way too young to be the age that i am
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“What is home?”
It’s a place surrounded with books annotated with emotions, aged papers with messy handwritings, piano hugged by vines, sounds of ticking old clock filling the air, soothing smell of scented candles, magical library with books roaming around, a lake in front of the house accompanied by a kitten, near a garden filled with white flowers on the hillside, and with you by my side.
- nongiftedpoet
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Unbelievably true🤍🤍
i love studying. i love writing. i love reading. i love learning languages. i love doing mathematics. i love wandering over some particular sum and trying to come up with formulas to solve it. i love physics. i love biology. i love chemistry. i love history. i love literature. i love learning.
not to achieve the perfect grades ever. but it just amazes me that there's so much to know and learn and write and read about in the universe. my curiosity wouldn't get enough of it.
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It got so overwhelming
The wound started to stain black blood
As it latches onto my very skin
Unable to be washed for a while
- nongiftedpoet
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