I still care, you know
I know I shouldn't
but I still do.
And it keeps cutting me
more and more.
So why is it that I'm the only one left
still bleeding from this tragedy ,
when you were in this too?
- Rz
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I saw you leave
And I realized how big of a fool I was
I took it for granted you would stay forever
But I should have known better that
Everything is just a fleeting moment.
And you are too.
- Rz
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I see it
The pain and suffering
What's it to you whether I live or die?
At the end of the day, im just a stranger to you anyway
You never cared and never will.
So go away and leave me to my demise
If I must die then I shall perish under the golden hour
Just so you know, I've always loved golden hours
But you don't know that cause you never cared to know about it anyway
So take your entitled self outta here
Cause you do not deserve to witness my last breath
For death is my sanctuary and you do not belong in there.
Neither did you in this lifetime nor will you in my afterlife.
- Rz
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I looked at you but you were looking somewhere else
So I took as many glances as I could
Tryna memorise those softness of your face
Only to find out you were smiling at someone else
While I gazed at you like a fool.
- Rz
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Not universe slapping angel numbers onto my face before going to exam halls as if slapping me a big fatass " good luck " to my face and that be in a sarcastic way 🙂
Ps : please stop playing with my heart universe 🗿
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Truth is , I'm innocent
I want a good life, with a loyal loving partner
I want a purpose to live without feeling empty
I want to be free,
I want my freedom and fly like a falcon
I want to rule my life not let others do it for me
I want to love myself and heal my inner child
I want to be able to stand up and defend myself
I want to be confident and stronger
I want strength to not cower in front of anybody
I want to be beautiful like the models on tv
I want to be loved for who I am
I want to be cherished and protected too
I want to stop fighting for things which aren't meant for me
I want to stop allowing people to step on me
I want to be able to breathe freely
I want to be free.
- Rz
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Living life? nah.
Surviving till I cease to exist.
Lost but not dead
But slowly my sparks dying
Like the dwindling of my lifeline
Maybe I should end it now
But don't even have the courage for that.
I walk back and forth
Questioning my existence
Till all i end up in a blank state again.
- Rz
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Tumblr...do your thing and connect me with other writers ❤️
(Please reblog if you're an active writing blog)
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I still don't know
Where I am or where I should be
Still trying to find out
The meaning of my life
The purpose of my birth
Sometimes it's all a blank state
Sometimes it's all hazy and blur
And then there are times
where I feel like I know the answers
only to end up at confused again
Is there even meaning to my life
Or was I just a mistake from the start
Did somebody prayed for me to be born?
Or was it just the soul distribution system?
I still look for answers about my life
but will i ever find the answers?
- Rz
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I told her about the rage.
How I don't know where it comes from
Yet it consumes me.
How I've tried passive, violent, silent,
And none of it makes a difference.
I would never hurt her,
But she deserved to know the truth -
That the illusion of a gentle trickle, a quiet stream
Hides an angry, deadly river within me.
I told her about the rage.
And she told me she loves me anyways.
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