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The Secret Prince

What if Loki had never left Asgard and had been raised in secret?

What if Loki had never left Asgard and had been raised in secret?

Part One

From a young age. She had been raised to be a maid. Born to tend to the All-Father and his beloved wife, Frigga. The Prince, Thor, was their only son who often believed he was better than all around him. Starting from the bottom, she had made her way to the top. She had become the Prince's private maid for a few hundred years now. The Prince, Thor, had grown to trust her and often confided in her. One early morning, after she had finished making up the bed. Thor pulled her aside after thanking her for doing such a good job. Which was suspicious for the Prince to compliment her. Though his mother had raised him with some manners, it had diminished as he grew into a young man. Thor was often loud and arrogant and was known to get into trouble. Always picking fights and trying to prove to the other gods that he was the strongest.

"I need to ask something of you..." Thor spoke up.

"What can I do for you, your Highness?" she asked, bowing.

Thor took her arm and pulled her aside, "This is a very important matter and I can't have you telling any of the others..." he said.

"What is it?" she asked.

"You must promise me you won't tell another living soul..." Thor told her.

"What did you do?" she asked.

"This isn't about me... This is about...", he sighed. "I'm giving you an opportunity, only a few before you have had a chance like this and I believe you're capable of such a taste and I do promise you will be rewarded for your efforts..." Thor said.

"What is it, your highness?" she asked.

"You'll have your own room next to his chambers, you will cook, clean and tidy his chambers..." Thor said. "You must make sure he eats, you must make sure he bathes if so be it, you must keep your eyes on him and make sure he must never leave his chambers..." he said. "If he tries to hurt you, call the guards... But most will not even step foot near that part of the kingdom..." he said.

"Who am I taking care of precisely?" she asked quietly.

"My brother..." Thor snarled. "I hate to even call him that..." he growled.

"There is another Prince?" she asked.

"Yes, but no one is to know of him... He resides in the deepest part of the kingdom, locked away and never to be released..." Thor told her. "He has been locked away for a very good reason, I can assure you," he said.

"What did he do?" she asked, looking up at him with worried eyes.

"He is guilty of many things..." Thor said. "He is nothing but a monster, I'm surprised Father has not had him killed just for living..." he scoffed with a roll of his eyes. "He is a beast and he must not be let out of his cage" he warned her.

At first, she wondered how bad it could be. Then her mind began to race and she had thought of every bad thing a god could possibly do. If he was anything like his brother, he would be even worse and as it was. She could hardly stand Thor. He was always getting into trouble and the amount of things he got away with astounded her. But she was in no position to question royalty. After all, if she declined. She would most likely be imprisoned for even questioning such a task. She bowed and nodded. 

"I was born to serve you, your highness, if my duties are to be passed on to the secret prince then so it shall be... Thank you for such an opportunity" she said, bowing again.

"Don't thank me so quickly..." he said. "Come with me," he said, leading her out of his chambers.

Thor had brought her to the darkest and deepest parts of the kingdom. Beneath Asgard and past the dungeons where the kingdom's most foul were imprisoned. The further they descended beneath the kingdom. The more fearsome she became. Worried that there truly might be a monster living beneath Asgard. Thor had brought her to two large wooden doors guarded by over a dozen guards.

"This is where I leave you..." Thor said. "I will come and check on you in a month's time," he said. "Beyond this door is a hallway, with a kitchen and living quarters, his chambers are beyond that..." he told her. "The doors will be locked behind you, good luck," he said, kissing her hand. "Here are the keys, make sure you always lock the door behind you" he whispered to her. Slipping an old key into her apron pocket.

She turned and looked at the guards to see them unlock the doors for her. She knew once she entered, there was a possibility of never leaving again. She took a deep breath and walked inside. She turned and watched as the guards closed the doors and lowered the drawbar. She listened to the silence and walked down the long hallway. Only to discover a long descending staircase. That led further down until she was stopped by a locked door. She reached into her apron pocket and pulled out the key Thor had given her. She inserted the key into the long and held her breath as she unlocked it and pushed the door open. To her disbelief, lay what was now her quarters. It was a small home beneath the kingdom. A large bed was big enough to house even a prince and was nothing compared to what she had slept in many nights before. It was lavish compared to what she had been brought up in. A kitchen of her own, to prepare meals for herself and the Prince. Next to the grand fireplace lay a collection of logs. That had been split into manageable pieces to keep the fire burning. Her first instinct was to start the fire. That was something the Prince, Thor, had engraved into her brain. From the very moment, she had become his personal maid. He demanded to wake up in a warm room every morning and insisted on it no matter the circumstances. After stoking the fire with a few logs, she stood up and stared at the door that led to the beast's chambers. She feared the possibility of what lay beyond. She approached the door and unlocked it. Pushing it open only to reveal yet another long winding hallway. Everything she could ever need was here. Including a bathing hall and a place to wash laundry. She could not believe the rivers had flown all the way down here. Slowly, she walked down the hall to a large set of wooden doors. Soon she would meet the monster hidden beneath Asgard. She unlocked the door and peered inside to see nothing but darkness. She was afraid to utter so much as a word, fearing she might awaken the beast hiding in the dark. She entered the blackness blind, seeing her own clouds of breath as she shivered from the cold. It was freezing down here and as she walked further it only became colder and colder. She descended the long hallway until she found a fireplace. She grabbed some logs and attempted to start a fire, shivering and trembling from the cold. The fire had started and lit up the room to reveal a mess of a room. Books were scattered and strung about. Papers were everywhere, and clothes littered the floor. Then she saw the prince's bed, blanketed in furs and something hiding beneath them. She tried to be as quiet as possible as she picked up nearby clothes and stuffed them into a woven basket. She rushed toward the door only to trip over a stack of books causing the prince to be startled and awoken. She heard the beast groan as he unearthed himself from beneath the fur blankets. To her shock, the prince was not a beast at all. He shared no similarities in appearance from that of his brother, instead of blonde hair. His was as black as a raven's wings with emerald eyes of green. 

"You're not ugly at all..." she mumbled, under her breath. "You don't look like much of a monster to me..." she said.

"Is that what they've told you?" he asked quietly.

"I-I beg your pardon...?" she asked softly.

"Is that what the people up there told you?" he asked, pointing above. He rubbed his eyes and yawned. "I honestly didn't think I would get another maid after what happened...". He buried his head into the pillow and groaned. "Leave me here to rot like the rest of them..." he grumbled into his pillow.

"What would you like me to call you, your highness?" she asked quietly.

He lifted his head off the pillow and sat up and looked at her with tired eyes. "What did you just call me?" he asked.

"Your Highness..." she said, then bowed. "What would you like me to call you? Surely you must have a name, you are a prince after all" she said.

"I am no prince..." he grumbled.

"You must have a name..." she repeated.

"My name is Loki..." he uttered.

"My name is (Y/N), it is a pleasure to meet you, your highness..." she said, bowing again before him.

"Why do you keep doing that?" he asked quietly. 

"I am to show respect to that of the royal family and I am in the presence of royalty...", "Royalty!" Loki laughed. "If I was royalty, if I was a prince like you claim I am... I wouldn't be here..." he said. "Now leave me to sleep..." he grumbled. Covering his head with a pillow.

"What would you like to eat this morning, your highness?" she asked as she picked up the basket of clothes.

"I'm not hungry..." Loki grumbled. "Let me sleep..." he groaned.

"I think it's time you got out of bed, how about some oatmeal?" she asked.

"I said let me sleep!" Loki shouted as he sat up and tossed a nearby book at her.

The book had hit her right between the eyes. Flitching and losing her footing, she stumbled backwards and to the floor. The wind had been knocked out of her. She groaned and felt the lump forming on her forehead. She sat up and felt her forehead again, looking down at her hand to see if she was bleeding.

"A-Are you alright?" Loki asked, "I-I didn't mean to hit you with the book... I only wanted to frighten you off," he said. 

"I'll live..." she said. She leaned down and picked up the book and set it down on a nearby desk. "I'll make you something to eat..." she told him. She picked up the basket and bowed before leaving the room. 

Loki stared at her as she left. He heard her lock the door behind her and he knew she was right to do so. He hadn't seen another being in months and the first person he sees, he had nearly knocked them out with a book to the head. Loki sighed as he managed to pull himself out of bed. His body ached after not leaving his bed for so long. He grabbed the tankard of water that was sitting on his nightstand and tossed it onto the fire. Extinguishing the flame. Loki glanced over at the door when he heard humming from beyond the door. He couldn't help but crack a smile. His face had hurt when he smiled, it had been so long since he had felt some form of joy and had believed he forgot how to smile.

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An arranged marriage between a Princess and a cruel King. The Princess soon learns how atrocious the King really is. How he torments those around him. The Princess shows the jaded King love and in return, he falls in love with the Princess. Only to discover she too holds many secrets.

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Chapter 22 WARNING: The following chapter may cause triggers. You walked upstairs and into the bedroom, you remained silent and sat down on the bed and just sat there staring into space. For some reason, you couldn’t manage to cry anymore, you were literally all out of tears you had cried so much, so hard. You stood and walked up to your closet and opened it, you slipped on a sweater and walked downstairs and into the kitchen, you were about to take a mug out of the cupboard when you noticed one of the kitchen drawers were open. You stared at the pantry door and slowly walked up to it, you slowly opened the pantry door seeing Loki sitting in the corner with the bed sheet wrapped around him. Loki held a blade in his hand, he trembled looking down at the cuts on his forearms, “(Y/N)” He stuttered looking up at you, his eyes were all puffy and beat red. You carefully took the knife from him and put it down; you then picked up a towel and wrapped it around his forearms. Loki winced but slowly stood and followed you into the bathroom. You made him sit down on the vanity counter; you poured rubbing alcohol on his forearms. Loki winced and cried out in pain, he then watched you pat his arms with a towel before wrapping it with bandages. You looked at Loki disappointed, you looked deeply into his eyes and sighed, you slapped him and sent a slight glare at him but sighed and looked down again. “Why haven’t you said anything to me yet? I’m shocked you’re not screaming at me right now” Loki muttered softly. You looked down at Loki’s forearms and smacked him up the side of the head. Loki pushed you pushed you away from him, “Stop hitting me!” He shouted pinning you against the closed bathroom door. You remained silent and just let Loki continuously shake you and slam you against the door, you remained silent and leaned against the door and slid to the floor. “Speak!” Loki shouted at the top of his lungs, “I could read your mind if you won’t talk” Loki threatened. You replied with silence. “Will you please just speak to me… I promise not to shout anymore, it achieves nothing, I now know that… You don’t deserve to be shouted at…” Loki muttered softly. You couldn’t stop staring at Loki’s bandaged forearms; you quickly wiped your tears. “I caused you do that… I made you… H-Hurt yourself…” You stared at Loki sadly, “I’m so sorry; this is all my fault…” You looked down sadly. “Don’t say that” Loki begged cupping your cheeks, he kissed your forehead and winced helping you up. “I hit you because you’re an idiot for doing that Loki, you don’t deserve that, you deserve so much better than that!” You cried. Loki looked at you, he could see the sadness in your eyes, he hated seeing you upset, it killed him. “You deserve better than me, you should be with some goddess in Asgard and she should be feeding you grapes” You mumbled. “Why do you think you’re just a nobody?” Loki asked following you upstairs and into the bedroom. “I am a nobody, I’ve lost my job, I’m probably going to go to prison, I’m in love with a god, a god! We both knew this wasn’t going to work out Loki” You sighed. “We can make it work, just hear me out, please” Loki begged. “We’re too different Loki” You heard Loki slam the door, you squeaked and turned around looking at him. “What do you mean by different? No one is the same; we’re in love, isn’t that enough for you? Love is more powerful than anything, you told me that (Y/N)” Loki looked deeply into your eyes. You felt like he staring into your soul, his eyes were like daggers. Just tell him, tell him how you feel (Y/N). Tell him that this relationship would never work out because he’s a god and I’m a normal human being, I’m nothing compared to his kind. I and he are the run from S.H.I.E.L.D. You two can never live in peace together. You sighed sadly looking down at the floor. He is right, love is more powerful than anything, at least that’s what you thought. Besides, I do love it when he’s all gentle, loving and kind. It’s just his anger kind of scares me, I can understand why he’s frustrated though, look at what I’ve put him through, he should hate me. “(Y/N)? Why didn’t you ever… Why didn’t you tell me?” Loki stared at you. “What?” You looked at him confused. “I read your thoughts…” Loki muttered softly, “I had to… I’m sorry I invaded your thoughts but I had to” Loki sighed. “Of course! You have no patience! I was trying to build up the confidence!” You shouted. “You were never going to tell me…” Loki muttered softly. “Loki…” You sighed sadly” You sighed sat down on the bed and wrapped a woven cotton blanket around you, you huffed and covered your head with the blanket groaning. Loki sighed and slowly walked up to you and lifted the blanket and looked at you, “I’m sorry” Loki muttered softly and kissed your nose. “Loki…” You sighed as he crawled under the blanket with you, “We should get you some trousers” You blushed and giggled cutely. “What? Like you haven’t seen me naked before” Loki chuckled. “Loki stop being foolish” You giggled and gently nudged him and removed the blanket from your heads and threw it onto Loki’s crouch. Loki laughed and watched you walk up to the closet. “All I have is boxers, I’ll look for some trousers later” You mumbled throwing the pair of boxers at Loki. Loki slipped on the boxers, “What about panties for you hmmm? I can see all of you as well” Loki grinned. “My sweaters baggy, your just a pervert” You poked Loki’s cheek. “I’m not a pervert, okay maybe a little but I am in love” Loki smiled. “I’m in love too, with this sweet, loving, kind man… You see he’s got these gorgeous emerald green eyes, I could stare deeply into his eyes for eternity, his cheekbones… Are like razor blades, his face is so defined like as if his face were sculpted by gods” You smiled. “Really? I’m in love with this woman, she has beautiful (E/C) eyes, (H/L) hair that is a beautiful (H/C), she is absolutely gorgeous, she’s a goddess, she’s angelic, I swear she gets more beautiful each day” Loki smiled at you. You blushed and smiled, you were about to speak when Loki suddenly grabbed you and pinned you to the bed, he winced slightly because of his wounded forearms. You looked at him concerned, Loki smiled and leaned in and kissed you lovingly. © Fan-Fic written by Skylar J. James/ Suka Jeezuma

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Jotun Love: Chapter 21 Loki did as you had told him, once he was finished he handed his clothes to you. He looked up at the shower head curiously. You turned the tap on full cold, you expected to hear a scream or a shout but instead you heard silence. “Did you faint?” You asked and slowly peeked into the shower. Loki sat in the tub sighing sadly, his skin faded to a dark blue as his eyes faded to a dark blood red. You looked at him shocked, “Right, okay White Walker how about hot water?” You asked, “Can you feel warmth?” You asked looking at him curiously. Loki remained silent as he grabbed your arm and pulled you into the shower. You screamed at the top of your lungs, you swore up and down as you stared at Loki, “You’re insane! How is this not cold?” You cried, you were no soaking wet. Loki stared deeply into your eyes, he saw that your lips had turned a slight tinge of blue; he saw that your teeth began to chatter as he grabbed you by your lab coat and pulled you toward him. Your lips pressed hardly against Loki’s, you stared at him utterly shocked but slowly began to kiss back. Loki was about to slip his tongue into your mouth when you snapped back into reality and pushed him away and slapped him. You stared at him for a few moments before speaking, “C-C-Can w-we g-get o-o-out of h-h-here?” You asked rocking back and forth. Loki stood and picked you up carrying you out of the bathroom, cold water dripped onto the floor, he carried you upstairs and into a bedroom and sat you down on the bed. You sat there shivering like crazy, “W-W-Why did you kiss me?” You asked as Loki pulled a blanket off the bed and wrapped it around you. He sighed and grabbed the bed sheet and wrapped it around his waist, “Come here…” He sat on the bed and pulled you toward him and rubbed your shoulders with the blanket trying to warm you up, “Get undressed” He said. “What?” You looked up at him as your cheeks faded to a slight pink, “O-Okay…” You mumbled and looked at Loki, “Close your eyes” You said sternly. Loki rolled his eyes before closing them. You turned your back to him and began undressing yourself, you turned your head and looked back at him seeing that his eyes were open, you saw tears stream down his cheeks as he lightly ran his fingers along your back. Loki realized you had seen him and quickly wiped his tears, he remained silent and just looked down. You turned around and gently lifted Loki’s chin, you looked deeply into his emerald green eyes. Loki pulled away and quickly shook his head and sighed pulling up the blanket covering your bare chest. You suddenly wrapped your arms around Loki and leaned in kissing him deeply, you had no idea why you were kissing him, you just couldn’t bear to see him sad any longer. Loki pushed you away and slapped you. “Okay, okay… I’m sorry, I just don’t like seeing you sad” You mumbled and got up walking out of the bedroom with the blanket still wrapped around you. “I erased your memory…” Loki finally said. You turned around and looked at him confused, “What?” You asked. “That girl I was talking about, it’s you… I messed up so I erased your memory, you asked me too, but (Y/N), the pain is killing me… I can’t live without you” Loki cried. “Coulson was right, you are insane!” You shouted. Loki lifted his hand upward as a green glow flowed out of his hand and toward you and into your right temple. You gasped and suddenly fell unconscious, you fell from the top of the stairs but Loki quickly appeared in front of you and caught you, you slowly opened your eyes seeing Loki. “Let me kiss you, please” Loki begged. You pushed Loki away but fell backward onto the floor, “I told you to erase my memory!” You shouted but stopped; you looked at your surrounding then looked at Loki. “I did but… I-I couldn’t bear it… I couldn’t bear life without you…” Loki fell to his knees, “I need you!” Loki screamed. “Now you know how I felt!” You said in a harsh tone, “How many weeks I had to suffer without you! Now erase my memory…” You said sternly. “You made me erase your memory for revenge?!” Loki looked at you shocked, “Why would you put me through all this pain?! I missed you so much!” Loki cried. “You got up and left me after we were going to make love, you left me for weeks! I thought you didn’t love me anymore! I was heartbroken, I felt so empty Loki, now erase my memory!” You shouted. Loki picked you up and sat you down on the staircase, he leaned in and kissed you intensely, he teased you slightly by pulling back a few inches, he then gently nibbled at your bottom lip. You were about to kiss Loki again when he pulled back, you sat there and sighed staring at him sadly, “Stop toying with me Loki…” You muttered softly. “Do you still love me?” Loki asked gently lifting your chin, “If you say no, I’ll erase both our memories” Loki whispered. You looked down but Loki wouldn’t let you, he made sure you were both looking into each other’s eyes, “Stop it Loki…” You begged as tears clouded your eyes. “It’s a simple yes or no question!” Loki put his forehead to yours, “I need to know…” Loki said gently rubbing your bottom lip with his thumb. You tried to pull away but Loki wouldn’t let you. “No! You have to look at me! Look into my eyes and tell me you do or do not love me!” Loki shouted as tears flowed down his cheeks. “Stop!” You cried as tears streamed down your cheeks as well, “I love you goddammit! I love you! But I’m scared! I want the Loki I fell in love with back! I’m afraid! I don’t want to lose you, I can’t lose you Loki! That’s why I needed you to erase my memory” You sobbed quickly pulling away from Loki. Loki grabbed you before you could even get halfway up the stairs, “Come back here!” Loki pulled you toward him. You screamed and pushed Loki away. Loki fell backward summer salting back and hit his head on the wall getting knocked out cold. “Oh god Loki?” You asked and rushed over to him but tripped over the blanket, you squealed but got up and wrapped the bed sheet around Loki, “Wake up please…” You begged. You quickly got up and ran into the bathroom, you grabbed a cloth and wet it with cold water, when you ran back, Loki was gone. “Loki?!” You shouted running all around the house, “Loki?!” You screamed, you couldn’t believe Loki was gone, why would he leave? “Don’t leave me again… Please oh god no…” You fell to your knees and wrapped yourself with the blanket again and began to sob heavily. © Fan-Fic written by Skylar J. James/ Suka Jeezuma

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Love your series but please please please make a master list?

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Jotun Love: Chapter 20 Loki was lost for words, what if I gave her, her memories back? Loki asked himself, but that might compromise her job, maybe even put her in danger… Loki looked at you worriedly. You got off of Loki and picked up a stool and smashed the camera, you ran up to Loki and undid his restraints, “I must be crazy…” You mumbled and helped Loki up. Loki was rather drugged him and could barely walk, “What are you doing?” He asked. “I’m helping you escape, now keep quiet” You said sternly, you opened a drawer and pulled out a hand gun, you helped Loki walk out of the lab. “Where are we going to go?” Loki asked having a trouble walking. You helped him walk down the hallway, “They’re watching, somewhere they’ll never find us so don’t worry” You muttered softly. Suddenly two agents ran up to Loki and you, you put up the gun and shot the two in the chest, you quickly walked past them with Loki. Loki looked at you shocked that you had just killed two men. You managed to escape with Loki at your side, you helped him into a van and quickly drove off, you looked in the mirror shocked that no one was following you. Loki managed to climb into the passenger seat; he looked at you worried and noticed that your shoulder was bleeding. You looked at Loki then looked at the road. “One of those men shot you…” Loki looked at you concerned. “I’m fine…” You mumbled, after driving for a few hours, you arrived at an old run down house. “What’s this place?” Loki asked. “My grandfather’s home, me and my sister grew up here… This place is completely off the grid and under complete isolation…” You muttered softly and helped Loki out of the van and into the house. Loki looked around at the old house, the paint was cracked and peeling off the walls, the house was in pretty bad shape. “What happened to this place?” Loki asked looking at you, he saw you lean against the wall. You cried out in pain as you turned the corner and walked into the living room but fell to the floor. Loki saw a long smear of blood along the wall, he quickly heard something smash as he ran into the living room and saw you sitting on the floor holding your shoulder and a vase in pieces next to you. “I’ve never been shot before? It would suck if I died before I got my paycheck…” You mumbled, you swore under your breath, “I’m not going to get a paycheck! I just helped a criminal escape!” You cried. Loki helped you up, he managed to help you a few steps but you both fell to the floor. “Stay here, I’ll be back…” You mumbled and carefully stood up and walked into the bathroom, you closed the door and sat on the counter opening the medicine cabinet. Loki stood and opened the bathroom door seeing you sitting on the vanity counter, with a piece of linen wrapped around your arm, you held the tied piece with your teeth. You looked up at Loki smiling innocently, you had cleaning alcohol in one hand and tweezers in the other, “I’ve watched a lot of YouTube videos” You mumbled. “Let me help you, my vision might be a little hazy but I’m sure I can heal you with my magic” Loki said and walked over to you putting his hand to your shoulder. You winced slightly and you watched Loki’s hand glow with light, once he removed his hand your wound was completely healed, “Extraordinary” You said looking at him amazed. Loki smiled softly but looked down sighing sadly, he wanted to restore your memories so badly but he couldn’t, he knew he’d probably just mess up your relationship again. “Are you alright?” You asked. Loki just stared deeply into (E/C) eyes, his eyes began to well up with tears, he wanted to pull you into his arms and just hold you, he was having an extremely difficult time doing so. “Loki?” You asked waving your hand in front of him. “I should go…” Loki muttered softly walking out of the bathroom, tears streamed down Loki’s cheeks as he ran toward the front door. “Wait! You can’t just leave me here! I saved your ass, you owe me!” You shouted quickly running after him, you sighed sadly seeing that Loki was gone, “I guess you don’t, technically you did heal me but you abandoned me!” You shouted. You sighed and facepalmed, you felt like an idiot, you were talking to yourself for Christ sake, you took a deep breath in and exhaled. “I’m so fired…” You sighed putting your forehead against the wall. Loki was sitting in the coat closet crying silently, he covered his mouth with his hands and screamed angrily but all the came out was a muffled yelp, he was so angry at himself. “How could I of fucked up so badly?!” He cried, “(Y/N)” He sobbed heavily. You turned your head hearing a muffled yelp from nearby, you looked around curiously and slowly walked up to the coat closet, you heard muffled talking when you put your ear to the door. “You idiot! You idiot!” Loki growled at himself tugging at his hair angrily. You slowly opened the door and saw Loki, his eyes were beat red and his cheeks were soaked with tears, his fists were balled up. He gasped but let out a yelp. You were utterly shocked that such a man could be in so much pain, what would make him so upset? You asked yourself, you pitied the man so much, “Come here…” You said holding out your arms offering him a hug. Loki immediately took it, he hugged you tightly. You slowly hugged back, it looked like Loki had been waiting eternity to be in your arms, but instead of asking questions you just sat there and gently rubbed his back. Loki cupped your cheeks and stared deeply into your eyes. “What are you doing?” You asked looking at him slightly frightened. Loki leaned in to kiss you but he stopped himself and just rested his forehead on your chest biting his clenched fist. “You’re having an anxiety attack, come on” You helped him up and pulled him into the bathroom, you gently guided him into the shower and closed the shower curtain, “Strip God of Mischief” You said. © Fan-Fic written by Skylar J. James/ Suka Jeezuma