Its been a minute but I am slowly making friends.

kinda lonely lol.

There needs to be a how-to make friends in college for dummies book.

It'll come in due time tho; I'd hate to rush something good.

kinda lonely lol.

There needs to be a how-to make friends in college for dummies book.

It'll come in due time tho; I'd hate to rush something good.

LOK

Pls I just finished LOK and was waiting for the Asami and Korra kiss only to learn yall mf’s lied.

Welp off to read some fanfics....sooo I did some quick research before posting this and turns out they did in fact become girlfriends, so instead of reading fanfics I will now try and purchase the comics. 

sorry for calling yall mf’s and liars, that was very unbecoming of me.

Farewell online privacy

ughh

sometimes i can't calm my brain down to get anything done :(

they come in clutch

nobody:

my sleep paralysis demon waking me up when my lecture ends in time to take the quiz.

(no but seriously all I heard was “you gotta wake up” and a hand was shaking my shoulder. When I finally was able to open my eyes, class was just ending and we were released to take today's quiz (don’t worry I studied earlier for the quiz just very tired). No one was anywhere near me. Anyway shoutout to my sleep paralysis demon for keeping me in check.

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Haikyuu!! Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Hinata Shouyou/Tendou Satori Characters: Hinata Shouyou, Tendou Satori Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - College/University, Party, Smoking, Implied/Referenced Underage Drinking, hinata wants to be the center of attention, or someone's universe, tendou wants to be loved, im reviving tenhina Summary:

Hinata attends his first official college party, and leaves with more than he bargained for.

 self-indulgent tenhina thats the fic

please read this, even if you don’t vibe with tenhina after reading this you will, check out the author's other fics too they are really amazing.

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Haikyuu!! Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Hinata Shouyou/Oikawa Tooru Characters: Hinata Shouyou, Oikawa Tooru Additional Tags: It's just a bunch of pining inside of Oikawas head, So fuzzy you'll think it's a velvet cloud Summary:

There are a lot of things that Oikawa Tooru regrets in his life. Loving Hinata Shouyou was never one of them. Even now, after losing to Hinata at the Olympics, Tooru still finds himself pining for the man who brought sunshine into his life.

FM’s Review: This was such a beautiful read that manages to explore a hc dynamic between Oikawa and Hinata, I like to call this a moment that leads to something even more serendipitous.

Pt.3 Devilman Crybaby Post (anime spoilers)

Alright so this is the last post and honestly i forgot to talk about the last episodes 7-10. Can u feel my depression while writing this, bro the sadness is never ending. I have become one with the mf void, and within it there is no self, no thoughts, no emotions just darkness.

Also TW alot of this stuff is extremely gory and dark (lots of horrible deaths that I may talk about, so tread lightly)

Lets just say things took a turn for the......first of all WTAF Homeskillet NOOOOOOOOOOO (if u haven’t read part 1 of this post homeskillet is Taro Makimura) HE ATE HIS FREAKING MOM, AND WHEN I TELL U I GAGGED AND FELT MY EYES TEARING UP. THAT WAS THE MOST TWISTED THING I EVER SAW AND THE DAD FOUND THEM. Basically the mom had taken Taro away from the family when she learned that he was a demon, also i thought he was a devilman but he didn’t win against the demon so he was taken over. But in the scene when he’s slowly eating his mother, and his dad is screaming why pointing a gun at his son, who he now realizes is his son. Taro’s demon begins to tear up making me believe that Taro was conscious but not in control of his actions. And thats when the tears begin to fall, and the dad was screaming and crying at how unfair the world was and how disgusting the sight in front of him was he couldn’t bring himself to shoot. So then the army guys who kill demons came and the dad begged them not to kill his son, but without hesitation they fired on dad and Taro, subsequently killing both. Akira tried to save them but was ultimately too late and ended up atleast grabbing the bodies and burying them.

The next scene in the episode shows Akira crying while on his knees infront of three graves (with crosses) on what looks like a hill. And I wondered if this was alluding to the three crosses who stood on Golgatha’s hill. This definetly marked a turning point for Akira and how he felt about Ryo. Anyway demons from everywhere popped up and tried to kill Akira at the instructions of Psycho Jenny, but then Miko saves him.

OH SCHNAPP I FORGOT TO TELL YALL Miko is a devilman and sis ate MY KING OF SPOKEN WORD and I think she ate her grandmother too. Anyway she really uses her new abilities to her advantage and wants to be better than Miki M. She later confesses that her jealousy and hate was just her inability to come to terms that she loved Miki and looked up to her, she didn’t like being outdone when she was used to being the best. Anyway she saves Akira from the demons trying to kill him. At this same moment Ryo is having a come to jesus moment (more like come to satan moment) he realizes that he is SATAN. I FUCKING KNEW IT. Anyway he goes on air, and stirs chaos by OUTING AKIRA. If i could throw hands and get my grandma to pray the mess outta that fool I would, damn he really didn’t have to do him like that so the whole worlds now knows that humans can become demons, so people begin to openly attack everybody. Anyway that public call out puts a target on Akira. 

Akira and Miki have a moment where shes like even as a devilman he’s still the crybaby she’s always known and love. oh btw Miki now knows her parents are dead and so is her little brother. Let me tell u her screams of anguish THAT SHIT HURTED. Anyway The Spoken Word Squad is now friends with Miki because the main dude gotta crush on her, and THEY ARE SO MF LOYAL THE REAL MVP’S of THE SHOW. (except shorty he really played us) Anyway Akira goes to get answers and confront Ryo and u can see the betrayal on his face he truly still believed Ryo was trying to make the world a better place. Anyway a mob descends on the Makimura household and the Spoken Word Squad says to leave it to them. At this point I am bawling my eyes out, and i’m slowly being pulled apart by the void. Miko takes Miki on her back to try and escape from the mob but those hoes mad angry and for what reason, anyway before this Miki made a twitter post talking about how much she loved Akira i think in the familial since tho, and how even though he is a devilman he is still who he used to be and that the humans are capable of loving them even though they are different. He’s not the enemy they should be focusing on. 

So as u may have guesses SPOKEN WORD SQUAD DIED, eversingle one of them, but not without being the baddest bitches every before going out. Seriously Homeslice with the dread had that crowbar and my boi was swinging and taking hoes out, but homie ended up getting over powered and visciously stabbed to death. The same happen to the dude who was crushing on Miki M basically there were just too many people(those people were the real monsters, giving into raw fear to tear into children like that) 

Anyway Miko and Miki are making there escape and they end up on their old running path, and its really sad. A jeep comes out of nowhere and everybody a motherfucking automated weapons. And they continue shooting at Miko and Miki until they bring them down, Miko urges Miki to run and continue running until she’s safe and to leave her behind. Miki runs and then the show the screen with them as kids running and passing the baton. Miko passes Miki the baton signaling her death, then Miki continues to run with the baton she’s trying to catch up to Akira who in front of her but she can’t seem to and then someone in real life shoots her in the legs, but she keeps moving and finally she’s able to pass the baton to Akira. At this moment (not me tearing up as I write this) she is tackled by some guy who stabs her and she screams out, calling out for Akira. But he never makes it.

Akira goes to this place where humans have crucified other humans and there are throwing stuff at them. Akira comes and shields them, and cries out that if they should kill someone kill him. In the midst of his crying, a voice over of miki’s letter is played. And like in the bible a little child shall lead them, which a little boy goes up to Akira to hug his leg and other kids follow the mob stops throwing stuff and now some adults are coming up to Akira to apologize hugging him and crying and they help the people they had crucified. In the midst of this the demons convince Track Homie to betray Akira even though Akira was helping him. So he impales Akira with his horn thing, in the process trampling many of the humans who had been standing near, causing a panic. Demons come out of nowhere and Akira gets away.

Now Akira has made it back to Miki’s house after a big fight with Ryo promising to defeat the other. He gets there to find the house up in flames and a mob surrounding it all whooping and cheering. He focuses on the mob and almost throws up finding that Miki, Miko and the Spoken Word Squad had all been decapitated and amputated and their limbs where pushed down on spikes which were being lifted and waved around for all to see by the mob. In a fit of rage and sadness at the fact that humans had done this he releases a fiery blaze crisping the humans in the mob. He swiftly leaves and the final strand attaching him to Ryo breaks. In Ryo’s tranformation to satan they now are naked, full breast and genetalia on display with big white wings. Ryo tells Akira that he doesn’t want to fight him, he did all of this so they could be together. But Akira said he has enough spite and anger for both of then and charges, they have a midair battle and the demons back up Ryo, in the end other Devilman come to help Akira lending him limbs so that he may continue fighting sacrificing themselves. 

The fight is long and sad, you can tell immediately that Akira is no match for Ryo. The scene changes to when they were younger as children, playing in the snow and going to hotsprings, exploring and just enjoying each others company. It shows just how pure and adorable Akira was and how Ryo always showed sign of not having any regards for life and believing that the weak deserved to die. Then it changes scenes to the baton passing scene showing the baton being passed from miko to miki then to akira and finally akira trying to pass the baton to Ryo but the baton keeps dropping between then, it happens several time until it drops one last time and the new scene is of the sky. Ryo’s voice is speaking to Akira as he stares at the sky, we see the side profile of Akira and his eyes are open but he’s not responding. 

Ryo continues to speak about them as children, then the screen pans to the sky showing broken planets and the earth around them is destroyed all that remains are broken pieces and the heel they are on. No other signs of life. Ryo asks Akira a question, and believes him to just still be mad at him but then he touches his face and says he’s been so quiet. Finally he cries and he exclaims how he doesn’t understand these feeling and asks Akira what these feelings are. 

Akira finally hands Ryo the baton.

The scene pans to show us Akira missing half of his body and dead. Ryo cries out to Akira pleading with him to say something, then he pleads that Akira not leave him alone. He continues to sob into Akira and plead to not be left alone as the screen moves further away from them, showing the actual destruction caused by their fight which basically destroyed the solar system. 

So yeah, i am one with the void, devoid of emotions, thoughts, and feelings. I belong to the darkness, how tf am i supposed to feel after that. I-i just wanted Akira to be happy, but apparently that was too much to ask. Goddamn THE WHOLE MF SOLAR SYSTEM. I cried so hard my brother was actually worried about me, I had puffy red eyes and couldn’t stop my mf hiccups. and warning i do no cute cry, that shit was really ugly. 

So yeah, I thought it was really good, definitely not for everybody though. Imma need to watch some Ouran Highschool Host Club. Also prayed with my grandma the other day for extra protection. But umm somebody please tell me what the relationship between Akira and Ryo because the end scene got me confused. I think it Ryo realizing his feeling for Akira because he didn’t want him to die and realized Akira had always been there for him. So this was def a wild ride, Miki was honeslty a pretty solid person except when she was modeling for that creepy dude. And then sis went to his house and asked for a shower, I was like sis are u DumbDDumbDDDDumb, luckily Akira was there because Ryo out here killing grandmas and was ready to kill Miki back then too. 

Also FLY HIGH SPOKEN WORD SQUAD and MY KING OF SPOKEN WORD.

and Taro really was bestboi led astray.

My pain level is astronomical might as well be numb. 10/10 probably won’t watch again unless I need a good cry and psychological trauma. But it was really good all in all.

Devilman Review Contd. (spoilers)

Alright I’m back, and let me tell you I am screeching. Lets start with episode 5 with Sirene, my first response was literally Bitch WOT de fawk and I am not sure who i’m actually talking about Sirene, Akira, Ryo. The whole episode was on crack cocaine, but it did get me thinking about if demons could be in love because homie who was built like a rhino was like i would never snitch on you mommy, i’m prepared to die for you mommy (im cringing while I write this, oh how i wish to throw myself away.) Anyway their relationship was definitely one-sided but he was ready to risk it all for her. Which begs the question What is LOVE?!?!?

Also, not me crying learning about track homie background like that had me kekekekecryin once again. Homie was in love but I mean when you get in bed with the devil bad shit happens, which it did. It was a cute lil love story too, or it seemed like it (I’m only on episode 7) Anyway my track homie is alive even after that dumbass plan Ryo created. I swear Akira know something fishy with his mans, like he just seem off (and he do a lot of shady shit behind his back, and refuses to tell him straight up)

Getting to the track meet, lemme tell you, a bitch definitely choked on her late night snack when they showed the aftermath of letting the world know about the existence of demons. When it panned to people killing each other, and a world shutdown. 

me: 👁👄👁

Continuing on my son, Akira really said he about to start the revolution in this piece by bringing together all the devilmen. Yeah, I was shocked that there were others, but as soon as I saw track homie crying I already knew what was up. Also Miko really fucked shit up I found out what sis did to My King of Spoken Word, that was dirty as hell and completely out of pocket. And when his little friends was looking for him in that store and that dude was like oooooooh they stealing I was ready to slap a bitch. Shortest Homie of the Spoken Word Squad was ready with that recorder, he said yall gonna know what really went down. 

I’m sorry this is all over the place and actually doesn’t follow the story chronologically. Lastly LET ME TELL YOU when they showed Ryo’s room number during episode 7, I screamed at mf casper in my room because I can’t be the only one who saw that shit say 666. For all those who are not familiar THAT IS THE MF MARK OF THE BEAST or as I liked to call it the area code for satan hotline bling. Now I have had a theory for a while now since the first episode really that short haired legolas (bitch that don’t make no sense) the White Hype also known as Ryo is satan himself. If he is, the vibes were correct and Ryo is the fucking impostor here and he is about to stab poor Akira in the back. 

WAIT I forgot Miki M’s mothertrucking brother, let me tell you I think in the episode prior to seven they showed Homeskillet with the dark eyes and changed complexion. And I really had to (oop not me being scared of my own shadow while trying to write this and regretting my life decisions) anyways Homeskillet with the change in complexion and all the signs of being a devilman, but they really hinted to it early on with him being obsessed with all the dark demon stuff and accessing Akira’s account to watch weird shit. So he went and ate poor toto and that shit hurted because his mom found him. Damn this a real representation of be careful what you wish for, Homeskillet had said it would be cool to be a demon and now he’s literally eating his words.  

Bye for now, let me get back to karate chops on my cerebral cortex. 

Devilman Crybaby

So I just started Devilman Crybaby and I honestly was not expecting this, but I mean I had never heard what it was about either. Anyway Akira had me so shook I was like this sweet baby so precious so pure, and the frickin’ Ryo ruined that. Also at first I was trying to understand what the vibes where between them, because it felt like love was in the air idrk. 

What ‘m now realizing is that this show is sooo much deeper than I thought it would be. There is alot of symbolism and imagery going on, and I feel like i’m being played to not see certain things (does that make since, idk how to explain it)

Also I got to the episode where My King of Spoken Word is introduced (I think it’s Miuta) But he really did the dang thang with that rap for Miko (I lowkey teared up a little when she revealed her name was Miki too). So at the moment I’m at the part where My King of Spoken Word and Miko are at the Black Sabbath Party. And I’m internally crying because I know whatever is about to happen is going to be fucked up.

Wait and I forgot to mention that whole part where Akira and his parents, the little memory where he’s running and it actually symbolizes him trying to catch up to his parents had me sobbing like they really gutted you in the feelies. And then when Akira’s mom was like she had not heard from his dad, and I was like damn welp I know how this is going to end up. WHY DO I HAVE TO BE SO MORBIDLY CORRECT, and what sucks is most of the time I’m siding with frickin’ Ryo about what to do and I’m realizing just how heartless I am. I need to read the bible or something. Anyway back on point, yeah a bitch definitely cried, and I cried hard. Then I was chanting RYO GIVE THAT MF A HUG HOE and like that didn’t happen so I’m sitting here looking stupid, but also Ryo highkey fake for putting Akira in this situation but then again I have a feeling homeboy would have died had he not upgraded (baby let me upgrade ya upgrade ya). Yeah so, I’m going to finish putting myself through visual and psychological trauma. 

damn I forgot... bIG boOBs

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“When you are deciding on next steps, next jobs, next careers, further education, you should rather find purpose than a job or a career. Purpose crosses disciplines. Purpose is an essential element of you.” -Chadwick Boseman

Rest in Power Chadwick Boseman a true King.

It seems surreal that this has honestly happened but his story reminds me of just how strong a person he was and that he lived in a way that impacted millions. So thank you Chadwick Boseman for inspiring me to find my purpose; and to make the most out of where I am, but never let it limit me. 

With love from an inspired Black girl who now attends Howard 🖤🖤🖤

*may peace be upon him and his family*

thomas jefferson and sally hemings did not have a forbidden romance as many historians like to say. sallywas thomas’s child sex slave and it’s time that people know the truth about our founding fathers. 

it’s called improvisation honey

tell me why my brother goes into the freezer and starts yelling about there being only one eggo left? so he takes it out and declares that he’s going to eat it. The time is 1:46 AM, yeah so i’m like what?!?!?  

👁👄👁 he tells me that he wakes up to late in the morning and misses breakfast so this is improvisation honey.   

he do be a mood 😙

me: i live in nc and last week we were hit with a hurricane, tornado, and earthquake. 

my brother: don’t forget the ongoing plague.

my dad: news said to watch out for flooding next week

me: i-

pls let this be rock bottom 🙏, i’m ready for the come up.

whosoever turn it is needs to roll the MF dice, and when this game finally ends we need to have a serious talk about opening dusty games like Jumanji, that’s the same type of asshole (*pardon ma french*) that would clone Dino DNA even after seeing Jurassic Park.

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