Spirit Companion story time! -- "Hugh"

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First things first, it is against house rules for my spirit Family to move objects around the house unless it's to give me a message, or a warning.

(Plus, it'll scare the shit out of me here and there)

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One of these times is when I was at my first job location as a barista. I had long transferred to another location of that coffee chain and I am really glad I didn't go back. But back at that location, we get really bad customers and the coworkers were really toxic.

My growing spirit Family did NOT like this location at all of course, and told me to stop soon. It got to a point where hauntings did happen around me there at work and the coworkers were spooked out by the activity.

One of my coworkers there was kind of a creepy flirt; I didn't want anything to do with him. I was cleaning dishes in the back alone, then there he comes in trying to flirt again and tell me to "hang out" with him one day. I refused as usual.

One of my Family members -- I'll call Hugh here -- really, really did not like him. Hugh is considered my most chill Family member so what happened next was when I knew something was very wrong.

The coworker stopped talking and told me that one of the espresso shot glasses were suddenly vibrating and shaking on its own, and I heard it too. It was the stacked shot glasses that were next to him.

Suddenly, the top shot glass combusted on its own near him and I heard Hugh's angry voice in my head saying, "Fuck off."

(My actual picture of the shattered shotglass)

It didn't end there.

The glass shards on the floor started to move on their own that got the coworker to freak out a little and walk out of the back.

He had quit four days later and there was rumors that there was a warrant for his arrest. Why? I don't know. But if Hugh, of all of my spirit Family, went as far as to break some glass like that, it must have been that serious.

So, I am grateful for my Family and what they do for me.

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This is my sketch interpretation of "Hugh."

(Jennyun is my art title but I really do want to keep this separate from my art stuff, but I do want to honor him. Thank you)

My Companion, K.H.

I have been itching as well as been hesitating on making this post, since I am very protective of my bond with him. I have high respect for him to the point where I get possessive of our bond to keeping it mainly a secret in most cases. Only two people knows his true identity. This post is mainly to show him my deepest appreciation. I was going to make a post about him -- his true identity and spreading his name in appreciation for he is an underappreciated known psychopomp in mythology, but he told me that our bond is sacred and it shouldn't be showcased with his name. Other than he said he rather have the focus on how our bond developed, not focusing on his name or legends since he said it holds no worth in our relationship but the relationship itself. So, his name here is K.H. ... I had dreams since I was a toddler. It'd be in a dark cavern with luminescent water emerald green. The caves were gray and had a texture that I do I recognize, but it has subtle carvings of the dead, as if they're embedded in the surfaces. In the water was filled with frightening aquatic creatures that could swallow a person whole, as I recall a huge black frog eating something decayed. There were decaying bodies in the water as well, or people asleep. Not quite dead but not alive. There was a boat in the emerald waters. On that boat was a large man with muscles as big as a normal-sized human head. He has intense, yet stoic dull blue-grey eyes. His gray skin looks to be in decay but it does NOT affect his strength. He wore a big black, aged trench coat. He was bald too. He looked like he could be a bouncer if he wanted to. In his arms was me as a baby. He would be cradling me in his arms as he stood in his boat with a giant, spiked oar. As I grew older around 5-7 years old, I would have dreams nearly back to back returning to him and that cavern and his boat. I would enjoy his rides around that boat, demanding with my childish, bratty demands to keep rowing me back and forth around the area. He doesn't seem to mind too much -- he told me he found it amusing. I tried to get in the emerald water before, but he scolded me saying, "The waters are poisonous, stay out of it, child." He would continue to row me around keeping him company. -- I never forgot those dreams. Ever. It was engrained in my memories as fresh as the day I had them. Suddenly, I had a dream again of seeing him after all these years when I turned 24 -- around the time I accepted my psychic senses and opened myself to the spirit world again. And...well...here we are. I just want to say: Thank you for being there. Somehow, your energy always kind of helped me when you did your work in the shadows. You wanted to make sure I was safe.

I don't know why you care about me so much to the point of acting like a father figure, but I thoroughly appreciate it. I really do. No matter what, you are Family. ---- (If anyone adds up to which mini "deity" figure I am talking about later on, then I'll edit it to make it more discreet. I'm just that protective) (And no, I do not worship "deities," nor believe in the concept that they are "deities" but that doesn't mean I don't like a handful of these beings)

Hihi!

Just curious, what's it like being a psychic vamp?

Ahh, well... To be honest, I've always been hesitant on describing what it's like without sounding...condescending or creepy. Because in all honesty, I don't like being a psychic vampire for these reasons. No, I'm not the psychic vampire who goes stereotypically all gothic, dark, and edgy about it showing how much I want to relish in blood. (Though I do wear gothic things at times, and the appearance of my blog is kind of edgy so I'm probably just a walking contradiction) ... The way I see it, I just go out in public and just ... feed. As in I just go to my favorite spot in public and just...take in their energy passively like breathing. That's pretty much it. -------------------- As for the in-depth take on it, well... It's that pull. That energetic hunger that can even extend to physical hunger. It's not just any hunger...it claws into your energy and just gnaws on you sadistically. Sometimes, I go to my favorite local coffeeshop and just do my own work there. I take in the flavors of energy from others and the exhaust of energy from them too. I just feed off of them and I sense their flavors and even how healthy they are. Some energies taste like fresh fruits, some taste like moldy cheese -- it depends on how much my energy filters and consume. Soon enough, I want more and more. I want to dig deep until I hit that vital energy where its more potent. My energy spread out like tendrils going around towards each person and it makes me feel uneasy. I look at the people around me like I'm observing wildlife -- as bad and as cringey as that sounds...But listen, I don't hate people. I actually like people. I am fascinated by people good or bad. Just like being out in nature and observing the wildlife around me, that's how I feel about things when I go out and feed. ... Trust me, I want to stop and just be 'normal.' But every time I just avoid feeding, I would get bad heart palpitations and chest pains. I went to the hospital a few times and found nothing. It was instantly remedied when I do feed off of others. (Michelle Belanger had the same occurrence and shame about things too. I would suggest reading her book about it called the "Psychic Vampire Codex") --- In truth, I am ashamed that I do see what I feed off of as only livestock at times, it makes me feel like weirdo. Maybe one day, I'll wake up and just realized I'm just someone who needs professional help after all. I'm not beyond that. -- But...that's how it feels to me personally. It may not be what you expected but that's what I feel about it to the core. I don't feel empowered. Opposite actually... I just feel embarrassed about it, and I don't believe there's any "empowerment" or strength in drawing energy from others... other than it's indicating that we are weak without the dependence of another source. That's just me though. Maybe I'll figure it out myself one day. -- I know this may not be what someone might be expecting when you ask this question but...this is my take on my own experience.

Hello, I'm the anon that asked about religion and stuff. You don't have to reply to this but

Thank you🎀

Sincerely, I'm really grateful for ur reply. There are a few things I admire about my religion tho ofc there's an underlying guilt of using certain things without being completely devoted however going through ur blog is helping me with that. My family would probably disown me but it's the step I'd like to take, I cannot do worshipping of gods💀 (no hate). I'm also interested in the beliefs of Buddhism, as for Shintoism idk much about it. I'll probably take baby steps into this and try not to do things out of resentment lol.

Again, thank you soo much, you're amazing!

Have a great year:)

Hey! I am happy to hear that it helps in some shape or form. I'm sorry to hear about how unnecessary your family is acting about it, but you are going to be fine. Just by your take on things alone, you're going to do pretty good -- most people would jump right on the thick of things out of resentment without much consideration or thought. But! Anyways, I wish you luck, and thank you for your kind words. Have a good year too!

Hi! Hope you're doing well.

This is regarding ur recent reply to someone. I live in a heavily religious family and my views are different from them, I'm more interested in witchcraft and spirit work even demonology and everything occult. Witchcraft is the greatest sin in my religion and tbh it scares me to take this step.

Idk why I'm telling you this but I really need some sort of confirmation lol, would it be okay if I go ahead and leave my old beliefs behind?

And if it's okay, mind sharing ur experience if any?:)

Hello hello anon! I am doing pretty well thank you, and I hope you are too! -- Hey look, sometimes people are going to diverge into a different direction to find themselves which is what some of the occult and witchcraft are there for. There's a lot of self discovery dwelling in these practices. Of course...exercise caution and don't go summoning stuff left and right if you don't know what you're doing. (At least not without research obviously) If you aren't ready to embark and separate from your heavy religious upbringing yet, you don't have to do it so fast. It's not easy. You can gradually do it, or you can interpret it in your own way and still hold some values that helped you. Don't subject yourself to anything you're not comfortable with just because you want to quickly rush to get out of something. BUT, that's just me -- I'm slow-moving and thorough in my stances at times personally. -- My family are heavy Catholics but they are thankfully not the hardcore "You go to hell" people ironically. They just tell me, "As long as you don't do anything stupid, you're good." -- which I can acknowledge my case is pretty rare. If you want, you can look into Padre Pio -- he's a Catholic saint but he's been known to be a mystic and did some forms of magic despite that it's seen as "sin" -- yet he was accepted as an official saint. ... Take this as you will, but I am an omnist. That means the belief in truths found in all religion or most religion. I still uphold values I learned from Catholicism, but I don't take it all in absolutes. No matter what, my base religion will always be Catholicism but I don't have to abide by everything I'm told -- but the lessons it teaches primarily involving to "love thy neighbors" and the teachings of Jesus. I'm on the same boat as you as not wanting to embark too far away from my religious upbringing and there are many who are also trying to find or create their own pillar. You'll be okay. I think the only requirement is just to be respectful. I would just remember to tell myself that there's no such thing as a perfect religion. If anything, if you want, research other religions/practices when it comes to beliefs such as Shintoism, Buddha, etc. A lot of these helped me in my discovery in what I feel pulled to. Research what you naturally are pulled into! I'm no expert but this is what I got but I hope it helps bring some help.

Ur views on the gods are extremely disrespectful...gods aren't celebrities! They are beyond comprehension. U should not downgrade people who devote themslves to their beloved deities! Blessed be!

Fruit cup, let me just say... You got your views, I got mine. What I believe in is not really your business. Everyone has different views about these things. I think they are mere celebrities in the astral world that humans give a lot of energy to, or...they're strong egregores. I do not believe all of them are loving, unconditional, or typically good beings in my book at all. Secularism and atheism exists in these categories... You know...the whole "it's beyond your comprehension" explanation sounds like a cheap weapon that hardcore religious people like to use. I can understand and respect the significance of a "deity" associated with culture, but I don't have to believe in it by its absolute. I still have critical thinking on the side to develop my own perspectives. You know...like...having a different opinion. ...It's pretty cool to have a different opinion, isn't it. You should try it. It's great. I'm not going out of my way to harassing devotees for their craft. They do their own thing, while I do mine. I don't care as long as they either mind their own business or play nice. Just because I don't agree with some of their beliefs doesn't mean I'm am going to go out of my way to dance on their pages mocking them. That's just being rude and classless. If you don't like my views about certain things, then please just block me. Nothing is stopping you from doing that right now.

hello! I’m new to witchcraft and one of the first things I wanna do is make a protection/luck charm. I have a rope necklace with a little glass vial on it and I was wondering what some good things to put in a protection or luck charm would be?

I have some epsom salt, rose quartz, amethyst, turquoise(I think it is), and shark teeth along with some others. Also what types of sigil should I use and how would you recommend I do it? Thank you so so much for helping me out!! I wish you much fortune in your journey <3

I apologize for such a late reply! Things has been hectic and I've been working with my spirit Family intensely along with other personal projects. (Have been away from Tumblr in a bit too) --- Well, I would say go with your intuition on what does good with your energy. Not all protection-famous ingredients work with the type of energy you may or may not have! So far, your choices are pretty solid. (Especially the shark teeth!) But some good suggestions for protection/reflection from me: -Horehound herbs -Angelica Roots -St. John's Wort -Obsidian -Black Tourmaline -Shungite --- As for sigils...to be honest, I use a decal sigil of Archangel Michael for a vanity mirror if you are okay with working with angels. But 95% of the time, I create my own sigils. I use the technique where you write your intentions clearly on a parcel. I take out the vowels and any repeating letters, and use those letters left over to create and manipulate them into shapes intuitionally to create a sigil. For example: "I aim to protect my loved ones." Take out any vowels and any repeating letters --- left over: M T P R C Y L V D S. And you create these letters into shapes. Get creative! This is the method I personally use but you don't have to. Just a suggestion of course. I just like it handmade because it felt more effective and personal for what I'm going for that collides with my energy directly. Hope this helps! If you have any other questions about this still, don't hesitate! I'll try to get back at a timely manner... ---

Hi! This is a weird question, but have you ever done blood magic? I’m interested in trying it out but I’m a bit scared

Sorry for the late reply. It's been very hectic! As for your question, yes. Plenty. I think there should be a healthy, cautious approach to blood magic, especially if you're talking about using your own or someone else's obviously. Blood is a very physical representation of lifeforce, and the condition of your blood too can also represent how things can go. (At least that's how I use them) I only use my own blood when it comes to my spirit spouse, G. I don't trust anyone else with it to work with other than him. Also practice hygienic approaches to draw your blood with alcohol and sterilized tools of course, no brainer. Now, if you want to use blood magic in a more..."casual" way, I use animal blood. I always use bat and deer blood for strong intentions mostly with "feral/primal" magic. I even use them for ink for sigils. If you want a much friendlier and easier alterative than those, you can use red root as a substitute for blood magic intentions along with Dragon's Blood resin. Though, be careful with red/blood root -- it's poisonous. The intentions with blood magic can be used for: -Creating a closer bond with a spirit/another physical person. (I would highly, highly suggest it's with someone you trust and with their consent of course) -Bring out raw energy -Dragon's blood and red root can be used for "blood magic" for very effective use for protection and banishing unwanted energies. -Great for primal/feral magic -For hexing/cursing -- for more raw results. I would highly suggest you use animal blood for this. (And please, be cautious of course) These are just a few but popular courses for blood magic. --- If you have any questions, feel free to message me again.

Me and my shadow person companion in a nutshell.

I feel lucky to have a loving, "shadow person" as a companion with my Family members. I just think he's neat. By heart, he's an introvert who loves Earl Gray.

Update #2 on Bear Spirit: Readers' Reactions and What He is.

... I did more proper channeling with F the bear, and I finally got a confirmation on what he is, as well as his history. Some of the information will of course be confidential since well...it's personal.

I hadn't turned off pure skeptic mode, which hindered a lot of the psychic messages I was suppose to get. My mistake was going to several readers over the course of time when I knew I was fully capable of doing my own readings. My goal was to see different perspectives and see how much things are consistent or lining up. What's unexpected were some of the readers' reaction to him. A good majority of them said they felt uneasy from his energy to the point of refusing to tap into it for readings. One flat out gave me a refund after taking one look, saying she felt in danger if she tried to read him. "The feeling of feeling like a prey animal to this apex predator" as some told me. Even friends and acquaintances who were intuitive people actually expressed some trepidation, which is strange since the majority of my Family members are of the realm of being on the "darker/intense side." I felt very concerned, especially for the fact that I didn't feel any of this negative energy with him, but other people had told me they felt something very threatening. I decided to just stop going into pure skeptic mode and just...channel. --- I won't give all of the details, but he has problems when it comes to his appearance with others. Which, is why he used a fake fictional form as a paper bag over his head as a remedy. I saw visions of his supposed past. Villagers were tracking down to his home and destroying it in their efforts before to hunt him. He flew into a rage and well...went after the village and destroyed it. More channeling on him: -He is a recluse, but tire of that lifestyle. -He only walks on two legs -He is preferably nocturnal -He is a really big bear compared to the bears we know of here -He has oni looking teeth and a different shaped head -Has a negative history with "villages and their villagers." -"Yokai" ... I didn't understand how it all ties together, until I just ended up searching, "Oni yokai bear." I got a match and it made the hairs on my head stand a little. I found out he's an Onikuma.

And it pinged for me as the right answer.

According to the description, Onikumas are bear yokai that lives...honestly like any bear does in real life but... Onikumas from description: -Live as a recluse -Only walks on two legs -Mostly seen as nocturnal -Freakishly big compared to other bears -Yokai ... Now, if that wasn't enough, the description also pinpoints to them being so infamous that villagers would hunt them down. That's why I was hearing "villagers" and I was seeing a village so much, it was a very real worry for him back then! As it was for apparently the onikumas... It also made me understand why readers felt hesitation in wanting to read him -- according to the information given, they aren't very friendly with humans because of their situation, and they are known to react very violently. Which now only adds a new question: I'm human, so why is he really friendly with me? I already actually found the answer but...I won't go into depth because of personal information. ... But, at least to me, he is a sweet spirit so far despite the information. More to be uncovered later I suppose, but I'm just really happy that I could finally put a "name" to what he supposedly is, until further notice. And to top it off, I need to give my own intuition and psychic sense some credit to get my own answers... (and I've noticed some readers would just give me the whole, "spirit guide" and "ancestors" answer a lot, when a spirit/entity isn't always either or.) ---

Here's the given description, as well as a good site to show different types of yokai known if you're interested! https://yokai.com/onikuma/

Red Flags in Witchcraft Books/"Information"

Take it with a grain of salt as usual. A read a good amount of them, own some, returned some... I'm not the master of what these books entails, but it's just about taking what resonates with you and your energy craft in general, and leaving out the rest. For beginner witches, there's no end all be all book. A lot of witchcraft books are going to be biased about something on what they believe and what they practice. However, there are SOME things that you do need to know by the book when it comes to topics like proper crystal/stone care, essential oils that are toxic to the animals in your home, what ingredients you should not smoke for health reasons... And even some ends on high magic where you need to do the ritual as read, drawing in the sigil as descripted to pull off something very traditional and ceremonial -- these I don't mess with. If they are of tradition to how some cultures/religions use them, they must be done by how they do it with respect and understanding. Just use practical common sense. .............. These are some of the practical things that made me put down a witchcraft/occult book and return it/throw it away: 1. Authors bragging they are masters of dragons/transmutations/faeries/demons/angels, etc. (So many of them...) While giving out beliefs as if they're absolute facts. Example: "Heaven and dragons are located in the center of the Bermuda Triangle. I know this because I'm a dragon master and they all listen to me because I was a high priestess. There's 14 clans and I'm in all of them. There are pink dragon clans, star dragon clans, warrior clan--" 2. Additionally to the first -- believing they're the ONLY ONES that can help people and they have no one else to turn to, or they are the only one who can truly have this ability. My way or the highway! (Seen a lot of these too) 3. Bringing in radical politics that has nothing to do with witchcraft. It's exceedingly annoying and unprofessional, especially when it has nothing to do with what I'm looking for. 4. -Extreme absolutes. 5. Initiation into a cult, and comparing everyone else outside of them as stupid, or even easy prey to manipulate. Personal experience: A "high priest cultist" once tried to initiate me and gave me his book. I won't say who it is, but he belongs to a cult where they saw themselves as superior beings, and humanity are just livestock to them. (They don't think they're humans) They promote rape/manipulation/child grooming because they believe it was their birthright to rule humanity. 6. More trivial whining, less information about the craft. 7. Claiming being something with how you're born with, makes you automatically better than the others. (Aka: Class A narcissism) Glorifying something that has no advantage of disadvantage, but only because it pertains to the author. These have nothing to do with witchcraft or being a better person. I immediately don't trust anyone who does this. One upping is never a good sign to get information from -- and they give off/bad vibes anyway off the bat. Examples: "Being bisexual makes you more likeable towards faeries than straight/gay people." "Being neurodivergent/normal makes you more psychic than normies/neurodivergent people."

"Being (insert race) makes you more psychic than (insert race)."

8. Replacing medical needs with witchcraft. 9. Treats spirits as if they're servants. ---- I'll add more or edit things when I get the time. I hope this helps.

Wantttttt...!

Hecate Reached Out

-- One, I do not believe in the concept of what a "deity" is, but I do believe these beings exist as spirits/entities that became very strong due to the energy they draw from the mass faith and long marinated stories they accumulated. Two, I don't work with "deities," I only hang out. That is if we hit it off of course.

Hecate has been trying to reach out and I've been purposely ignoring her because I am very cautious with any outside spirits and entities. She claims to like my energy and that I can potentially work with her later, but I refused. She then later said she'll stick with just having tea or coffee with me just in the form of networking, in which I'll be okay with here and there. I said, "No deals, no contracts, just that." She replied, "Deal." ...I see what you did there. -- I'll do some vetting if that's her or something. Even then, no. I don't do worship. The only ones I feel comfortable to talk and mingle with are Anubis, Hades, and ... well, I won't mention the third one because I am protective of our bond that much. Maybe I will down the line, but not for now. I can hear the next statements, "How did you get good supposed relations with Anubis, Hades, and the angels? You open up..." True. (But I also grew up with them, which...does help heh...) But we'll see. If there's violations, I'm blocking her. It makes no difference.

Unpopular Opinion: Empaths does not equate to "nice people."

--- Everyone is an "empath" nowadays. It's treated as a superpower as well as a coy curse. There's always a misconception that empathy only dwells in kind people, and they'll never, ever, ever be manipulative to you. The first statements I experienced -- that usually follows in this topic are: "I/We have a level of empathy most people don't have. That's us empaths." "Empaths are always kind and sweet people.""Empaths are always easily taken advantaged of because we're so nice! We always try to see the best in bad people but we get abused so easily!" "We are natural healers. It's our job to change people for the best!"

-- First of all, yikes. Personally, anyone who brags that they're super empathic are the people I stay away from. I get skeptical when anyone claims they "have a level of empathy most people don't have" aka "I am nicer than most people" aka "I'm a nice guy/girl."

... An empath is supposedly someone who feels and understands other people's emotions. They can read the room and react to the environment or to the person accordingly. NOW, this does not mean they care more, or are better than the average person. Ever heard of "dark empaths?" There are plenty of empaths out there whom exist that can cognitively sense or catch your emotions, but they can use your emotions against you to their advantage. A lot of empaths I met claim they can feel through other people's emotions and state that this automatically makes them nicer people than most, but then they push other people’s feelings aside for their own selfish needs. They also know how you feel and what you want, which considers them one of the most dangerous people you'll meet. I feel it's the same perception for those who are radically into "love and light" but then utilize toxic positivity and spiritual bypassing. -- ..Another gross stereotype that these proclaimed empaths like to say is that they are prone to be pushed around, and be strung along into bad relationships because they want to change someone, or because they're "too nice."

I think that's a toxic expectation to expect from genuinely nice people to be naturally taken advantaged of. I find genuine nice, empathetic people set firm boundaries and know when to say no and set a lot of time to themselves, because they also wouldn't want people to go through bad experiences themselves and understand the importance of being protective of your own energy and space. A kind, empathic person would not boast about how nice they are. They just are. They shouldn't feel the need to be better than most people either. Additionally, genuinely nice, empathic people shouldn't feel the need to change people, but just hand them the tools they think it's helpful then leave them alone to their own devices. --- So, being an "empath" doesn't mean that person is kinder than the average person. Being an "empath" doesn't mean you have to compromise yourself for the sake of others, disregarding your own time and needs. I'm not trying to preach about what takes a genuinely nice person to be nice. This girl's just tired of hearing harmful things that comes with the topic revolving around "empaths."

"Whenever I look at my spirits and they're caught off guard they first appear to be a horrifying abomination but then immediately they switch over to the nicer face I recognize, does that mean my guides were replaced by evil spirits" listen I think you should just be grateful for the effort your guides make to put on Nice Face every time they talk to you

listen

even if you love being at home and you don't like going outside and you just want to spend all your time at home (which is totally ok!) it's still healthy to leave the house every once in a while if you can.

if you go outside, it means you get to do this thing called "going home" at the end of the trip, which is pretty neat. you don't get to "go home" if you're always home already.

going home is good for you and it's good for your home. it gives your home a chance to do its job, which is to welcome you back into safety and privacy after an adventure in the outside world. you get to shut out all of the other parts of your life that shouldn't be intruding on your personal time.

if your entire life happens inside your home, you're bringing all that stuff inside with you, you don't get to physically shut out stressors, and you never get to experience the relief of leaving your busy day behind as you shut the front door behind you.

this is part of why mental health walks, going to the grocery store, or sitting on your porch are good for you. it's not so much what you do when you're outside that matters, but the being away from home and then coming back to it. going outside improves your quality of life and it makes being at home much more comfortable.

Okay so answer this. If F isn't a fictive and you are "not" hyperfixated on glamrock freddy then where did that form even come from?

That bear spirit has been following me months back, all the way since the spring this year. A few readers and I saw that bear spirit wandering a little behind and around me trying to be subtle while watching me. I guess he saw something that he liked judging from what I was doing (checking out and playing Security Breach) and decided that's what he wants to use. You can say that it was he who was hyperfixated on the character perhaps. Now, if the next question is going to be, "Why does he follow you?" -- That, I have no idea. He claims he just likes me and saw something in me that he finds relatable -- whatever that overall means. Even I don't even know the answer to his sudden appearance other than we only ruled out that he's supposedly harmless and very friendly, and open in wanting a connection. -- So for short -- during the time he was watching me before reaching out, he probably saw the character and really liked it himself. I'm sure spirits and entities are capable of liking something at the same capacity as humans do. --- Edit: I'm not answering anymore of your questions when you start to become rude. Please leave us alone, and have the day you deserve.