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villainessxassassin · 2 years

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hello!, may i ask on how the dorm leaders react to finding out that their S/O still thinks babies came from the stork?

Had a lot of fun writing this, like a LOT of fun.

Dorm Leaders x reader

warnings: there might be slight vague mention of "the birds and the bees" wink wink

Questions you from which source you got this information from

He loves you but is worried by this misinformation you've been taught

Tells you it's basic knowledge to know that a human baby can't possibly be something delivered to your doorstep by some random bird you call a stork

ah but once you start defending your childhood belief with eyes filled with sparkles he can't help but just stand there and take in what you're saying, mind-bogglingly

Might break the news to you at another time eventually, but right now he's contented and smiling at having you rant on and on about baby delivering birds

Tells you you're childish. period

A lot of teasing will happen im telling you this now, but not anything too extreme because you're his s/o and all that and he loves u ig <3

He's contemplating whether to tell you where they actually came from or just let you be

He'll play along at the start, wanting to know out of pure curiosity (but won't tell you ofc) why you're so fascinated with this story and still believing in them

Will agree with what you're saying (because if it makes you happy then it makes him happy but again he won't tell you that) but at some point on he will have to tell you where babies actually come from

What?

I hc he doesn’t know that there’s stories about babies being delivered vis storks

Azul will probably make you rumble about the storks

He thinks it’s interesting though if babies really are delivered with that method (show him the movie storks)

Even though he hears your story out he’ll still knows that it’s only a story and that’s not how you get a child, he’s contemplating if he’ll tell you the truth but your face is making it hard not to break your heart.

Well if you have more childish beliefs he won’t stop you from believing what you were given to believe, but he will tell you someday in the future.

Believed it too when he was little, and probably still does

I mean he has a lot of siblings so at one point in his life he must have believed storks were bringing them in one after another

(i headcanon he doesn't know about the birds and the bees and ya'll can't stop me👹)

Joins you in your excitement when you explain the story to him

The both of you are laughing and smiling while exchanging your own theories to add on to the topic

Pretty wholesome if you were to ask me, and if anyone were to tell you otherwise about the storks, the both of you would be covering your ears while running in the opposite direction

Tired of your bullshit end of story

I’m joking ^^

He gives you that 'are you serious?' or 'you have to be joking look'

No hesitation that he’ll straight up tell you that storks delivering babies are only made up in children story books or movies.

When he see’s the crestfallen look on your face he becomes slightly guilty.

He might start explaining how human biology works or change the topic

In the end though he’ll still love you despite your childish beliefs so it’s all good.

Will make fun of you, lightly, playfully ( i hope)

Gives you this deadpan look he does whenever he gets the ugliest items in a game he plays

If he's too lazy busy to explain he's just gonna look up some random website with an in depth explanation for where babies come from

In another case where you want Idia to tell you directly, that's a whole different story. The ends of his hair tinted a light pink, only getting darker the more you push him to explain further

In another other case where he's just really embarrassed to say anything, he'll just agree with whatever you're saying

I mean if it makes you happy then that just another bonus point for him

Hmmm? A bird delivering a baby to someone’s doorstep you say?

Malleus had heard of that story before

He knows however that it’s only a story that parents tell to their children...

But oh well he’s like Azul who’ll let you ramble about your beliefs he’ll just nod along as well because of the sparkles he can see when your talking, be it beliefs or your favorite topics

He just finds it cute and endearing

oh and if someone makes fun of what you believe, he’ll defend you with all his life ^^

(i know we be out here making fun of s/o reader for believing in smthing like this when i myself used to be a hard believer of it too :'))

#twisted wonderland x reader #twst x reader #twisted wonderland x yuu #twisted wonderland x mc #twst headcanons #twisted wonderland headcanons #y/n #riddle roseheart x reader #azul ashengrotto x reader #kalim al asim x reader #vil schoenheit x reader #leona kingscholar x reader #idia shroud x reader #malleus draconia x reader

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thecontumacious · 2 years

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heya!! do you not mind me requesting luxiem college au? like u're both in a healthy relationship idrk hhh

College AU Luxiem

a/n: i think anon sent this after reading my first yandere fic 😭 check out the original boyfriend headcanons if u haven't~ ALSO YES IM SLAPPING THIS FIC AT YALL AFTER JOTC'S PREMIERE IT WAS SO FUCKING LIT AHHHHHHHHHH

reminder that all my work and others in the fandom are purely fiction and intended to entertain, not to be projected irl.

content utc!

Vox Akuma 👹🌹

would take performing arts as his major since he's super interested in voice acting!

you'd think he would take history as an easy way out seeing as he's lived for centuries now but bro i can tell you that he probably sucks at it :'

i can't imagine him taking anything else than performing arts. even then he wouldn't just focus on voice acting only. he'd perfectly take a role in acting too

dancing and singing maybe not too much-

but vox would enjoy them nonetheless since it's all about having fun

he's the popular student, whether he intended to be one on purpose or because he's just naturally charming. not all the guys rly like him since he's practically had all the girls drooling all over him

even the female (sometimes male) professors can't find themselves in the right position to teach him

not with that devilish smile, nope

he aces his practical exams and projects super well, not so much his written tests tho :o

students would sometimes ask advice on voice acting since he was doing that pretty well

no shortage of times where they asked only to get in contact with him, his number if they were lucky

doesn't really do tutoring sessions since he believes he still has a lot to learn himself, asking for advice sure, but teaching? nah

the film/animation students fight over him whenever they're assigned to make a movie production

vox might actually be interested in joining the student council and it's no surprise he's accepted since he's very charming, has relatively good grades and is flexible in group projects

on a more serious note, he loves meeting new people and making new connections so yeah!

besides the student council, would also join the drama club and most likely met shu there

again, for connections and to practice his skills

there have been one too many times where he was casted as the main characters throughout the years he was at college

what can i say? he captures an audience so well~

part time job is obviously barista.

i think vox low key has always wanted to become a barista

to him there's just something so attractive about being one?? or is this just a stigma that i have

whatever, being a barista is cool as hell

oh and he loves the idea of putting down whatever message he wanted on the customers' cup, he could be sweet or flirty

he likes it because he has the chance to make someone's day by simply writing a message to them <3

the job pays well, he can experiment with types of drinks and when there are leftover pastries from the day, vox gets to bring them home to eat

vox is a interpersonal (social), aural (audio) and a visual learner. as mentioned before, he won't be too good at taking written tests so linguistic is out of the question (doesn't mean he dislikes reading tho! i've heard him say that he reads books)

i also don't think he's the biggest fan of studying alone either so he'll always rope in a classmate or two so it's not so quiet

vox remembers much easier when there's something to look at, like pictures or something

audio learner because he wants to be a voice actor duh

he would have to get used to listening to other actors do their work to pick up on how they act in terms of their voice

how you and vox met was through a cinematography project you had

you were required to make a film production with a certain theme and of course as the rumors spread, you heard about everyone in your year fighting over vox as their cast

you too wished you could cast him but seeing as he was probably busy helping the others, you didn't really bother to ask

but vox was working at the cafe your team agreed to work in and he overheard your wonderful ideas for your project, so when he personally delivered your drinks, he also asked if you were open for casting since you came from the same college anyway

surprised to say the least but you couldn't refuse him, so he officially became part of your team too

so that was how you met your current unseiso of a boyfriend they call vox

he asked you out once the project was finished, saying that he didn't wish to stop meeting you

cheesy but romantic all the same

the perks of having a boyfriend who was in the performing arts major rly helped you out as a film student. you got to meet a lot of talented actors and you could ask for vox's help

as long as you paid in kisses and cuddles

at the end of the four year study, vox was obviously asked to make a speech. when he stepped on that stage, he did not forget to mention you:

"and to my lovely y/n, who's given me a path to so many opportunities to help with my development as an actor. thank you, darling."

may or may not have proposed in front of everyone

Mysta Rias 🦊🔶

criminology

because he thinks it's super cool he could track down criminals with rly cool techniques

but then he realized how fucking hard it is to be a criminology student and wished he could've picked something easier :"D

(let's pretend he didn't drop out okay <3)

ofc college was not cheap so at least mysta tried his best to get through

asking for a ton of help from his classmates or straight up the professor

he sure as fuck did not take another four years of this shit

anyway

although mysta is not the best in the class (bottom ten), a lot of people like him for his humor and his rly eccentric attitude about things

his fashion sense became one his trademarks

a good break from the stress of college rly

but people rly do question why the heck he chose this major but eh

definitely the type to hog for homework answers

i actually think mysta would make a huge contribution tho despite his lack of skills in the department when it comes to group projects

what i mean here is that he's always hands down to help however he can, especially the more physical and tedious workload

like needing to print papers, looking for as much material needed for the project or setting up the contents into a powerpoint

i still think that counts as a lot of work <3

professors know him because he frequents them for tutoring sessions, so it's safe to say that mysta is super close with all his lecturers-

but that's not a bad thing at all!

in fact, without mysta rly realizing, this has become his benefit. with most of the teachers aware that he is struggling in his classes, they tend to grade him based on his efforts more than the results of a test

so even if he thinks he's falling behind, ask his professors and they will say the exact opposite!

for school activities, i would say mysta would like to join the sports club as long as his classes don't take up too much of his time

he wants to be able to stay active instead of sitting down and studying all day, plus he gets to meet a lot people and actually where he met the super popular kaneshiro kid!

part time jobs is also something mysta could commit himself to, especially if it meant helping out with student loans

anything works out for him so long as again, it didn't take too much of his time and don't tire him out

lot of times where he fell asleep in the library when he should be catching up with homework and reading tests o.0

speaking of studying, mysta is definitely a visual and kinesthetic learner mostly bcs he's not the type of guy to just sit still and read that fucking textbook

far from being a verbal learner. def not the type to like reading for long periods of time

he claims to be an interpersonal (social) learner, but with a lot of people around him, it's more likely he won't get anything done

this is where you come in

you and him were paired up, and it just so happens that you were one of the students who was doing pretty well in criminology

anyone would've been happy to be paired up with you but mysta is a bit different than just anyone

he was actually intimidated by just how well you were doing and he kept telling himself that he was being such a burden to you

but you never fail to patiently get mysta to work on the ones that need more thinking, even if you have to guide him

for once, mysta knew what the assignment was about this time, due to your composure during work

after that, he may or may not have braved himself to be in one group with you a lot more

it's just that people tend to just give up on him but there you were, staying up late with him just so he could get some material down for an upcoming test

when you fell asleep, mysta let the words of falling for you slip

"really?"

"HUH? YOU WERE AWAKE--"

"i like you too, dummy. now get back to studying. we'll go on a date after the test."

final project weeks were the same. lots of staying up late together (mostly bcs of mysta) and checking each other's work.

when the results were almost out, you actually had to stay over at mysta's bcs of how fucking nervous he was. was he going to graduate? did he have to start another year over?

as you held his hand tightly, mysta opens his results and sees his passing grade, officially now graduated from college

he sobbed against you that night, thanking you over and over again for always there to help him and being so patient

Luca Kaneshiro 🦮🔆

he took me a while to figure out what major best fit him (disclaimer: i swear i've heard him mention what major he took but my tiny brain forgot what it was and from what stream ;-;)

sooo i think it's most likely business since he is in the mafia

the skills could be super useful if he's going to need some extra funds for his syndicate

he'll take only a bachelor's degree because he wants to focus on his mafia work as soon as college finishes

luca is most obviously the jock of the school and one of the more popular students because of his extroverted nature

tbh tho his grades aren't too great??? let's say average :D

he's more like the guy who's looking for the fun of college instead of actually getting the education-

because of this, a lot of people like to hang around him. sometimes students who have super good grades can be a bit unapproachable, ofc not because of the students themselves, but others tend to not feel relatable to someone who does very well in academics

so luca is extremely approachable, easy going and friendly

not the smartest but its the quality of the company that counts right?

professors know who he is because of his popularity and although most of them are okay with luca, some do appreciate him bringing the mood up when classes are tense

the younger lecturers are most likely best friends with him lmao

as aforementioned, man is a jock and is just naturally energetic

OF COURSE HE WOULD JOIN THE SPORTS CLUB

he religiously participates bcs he gets to see his buddies and would always join in on whatever challenges were set onto him. he's not afraid to lose

i also think he would be interested in joining the student council and he did make it! which brought him to meet with vox ^^

luca brings a ton of ideas for student activities and is always happy to help out with whatever he can. with his popularity, it's easy to rope students into whatever event they had going on too

because he has a mafia to run, he rly doesn't make time to do a part time job

definitely a physical (kinesthetic) and interpersonal learner. man can't just sit down to read something and he most certainly will go crazy if he's not loudly memorizing his flash cards without someone else there

so how does he meet you?

the student council asked him to go to the art club to find someone who could handle illustrations for an event they were holding, so luca pitched in and saw you busily working on something in the club room

you didn't really know anyone from the student council so you pretty much had to cling onto luca the entire time when you met up with the student council (esp when this guy from the performing arts department kept hitting on you. vox was it?)

in the end, when the event finished, luca got used to hanging out with you. then he confessed when he realized he was crushing on you :3

he asks you to come by to the sports club all the time so he could introduce you to his friends and when you're alone, you and him would sometimes work out together

you guys go out on a lot of study dates

...which turns to playing around and not really getting anything done :")

luca always teases you to draw him "like of your french girls" but he was caught by surprise when you actually do ask him to model nude for an assignment

he was more embarrassed than he thought he would be

but he liked knowing he could help you out!

he would sometimes cry when you give him a drawing you did of him just because you wanted to. he's framing them all in his room

as a graduation gift, you actually gave him a super elaborate artwork in a pretty big medium too. and well, it's safe to say luca shamelessly shed some tears at the ceremony, showing off your work to everyone there

as his gift to you, he took you on vacation to somewhere you've always wanted to go to.

to luca, you definitely made his time in college so much more fun

Ike Eveland 🖋💙

pretty obvious he took up literature

but let me tell ya, i think he will take literature for his first four years and after he got the degree for that, he's going to change his major to music because again pretty obvious reasons

he would take literature first so he has the writing skills needed later in music making

or, ike could take the option of a double degree since i see him as the type of person who rly likes to bury himself in work especially if it's the things he really is passionate about

but for the sake of his social needs and sanity, let's say our man ike did not take a double degree

ike eveland is obviously the star student of his class, perhaps even top 5 of his entire year

he's also pretty humble about his achievements so he's not the snobby kid who flaunts their good grades

everyone absolutely respects and admires him for it, even going out of their way to ask for tutoring sessions with him

paid tutoring sessions, mind you

he'll take some, but not so much his schedules are full much to the student body's dismay

his professors love him so much as well, using his work as examples no matter how many times ike insists there's no need to do that

is ike the type to join the student council?

ehhhh not rly i don't think?

there was a time where he did consider the choice, seeing how he has potential and all the people around him supported him to join

but i think he wouldn't take up on the opportunity, mostly worried he won't be able to have any time for himself

like i said, ike is super passionate about writing and music so he's going to take all his time really immersing in that world

even outside college hours, he'll do personal projects and all that

so yeah, no to the student council and tutoring sessions if ike wasn't looking for the extra money

i do think he'll take a part time job tho! that's where he gets most of his money

librarian ike anyone? well it's obvious he'd work there.

he's an aural (audio), verbal (linguistic) and intrapersonal (solitary) learner

ike likes to record his professor's lectures and listen to them when he goes back home or while he's practicing his music. even for his literature studies, he usually sings out the things he needs to remember or listen to some music while studying to help him get in the mood

DEFINITELY THAT SUPER COOL DARK ACADEMIA STUDENT ALWAYS FOUND IN THE LIBRARY, HEADPHONES ON WITH A SIDE OF HIS FAVORITE DRINK AHHHHH

also bcs he does frequent the library, he meets this rly weird grey haired guy from criminology who goes there to "study" but ends up falling asleep.

now, what happens after he meets you? :3

i headcanon yall met during his tutoring sessions bet

while he would usually not let students ask for his time for a session, ike would make an exception for you

he'd push away all the other slots so whenever he does have a tutoring session, it's mostly with you

after building up the courage to finally ask you out, tutoring sessions became less and less with the other students

ike prioritizes his study dates with you

ALSO

since he is in the art field, it's very very clear you've become his muse throughout college (both literature and music)

whenever he gets a project to create something, he'll find a way to have it tie to you

especially for his final project

write a story?

you're the main character

compose an entire song?

you're the theme

no shortage of times where he reads out a poem/story or serenade his own songs to you during late night studying

you become his number one proofreader and critic for everything he creates since he trusts you a lot with it. ike would heavily appreciate it if you could give him honest feedback

if it's boring tell him! if it's too cringey, tell him!

ike can take the criticism since he wants to be a good producer one day <3

on the day he finishes his studies and he's called to give a speech for being valedictorian, this is the highlight line you'll forever remember:

"y/n will always be the reason why i'm here today and all the tomorrows. why i've achieved so many things and create stories and songs for everyone to enjoy. thank you so much, y/n, for staying by my side and i hope you continue to stay."

Shu Yamino 🔮✨

unfortunately modern day colleges don't have sorcery or black magic as majors :D

soooo shu would probably opt for computer sciences!

nerd shu poggers

would only take a bachelor's degree for this tho, but he's happy with where he is ^^

shu would much much like it if he stayed on the sidelines minding his own business, meaning he just doesn't wanna be popular. but it's kinda hard staying under the low with how skilled he is in his classes

honestly students just look up to him with how chill he is with his college life

sometimes they would even ask shu to be their partner in most projects since he's super reliable and good at what he does

he's known to be rly patient when teaching someone too so-

but don't get me wrong, shu will fucking now if someone is only taking advantage of his kindness and smarts

you don't wanna rly know what he can do to ruin your college career o.0

AnYwAY

the professors know who shu is and definitely appreciate him for helping out the students whenever possible, although his grades aren't always top of the class, his character and attitude makes up for it

shu would definitely like to join clubs outside his academics, say like the performing arts club

look i know but i can't stop thinking about shu joining the theatre club, just hanging out with a whole bunch of different kids. he likes making friends! plus he likes working backstage more

plays need a reliable technician like him after all

or if not performing arts, most likely an anime club if it was available lmao

unlike ike, he's not one to rly delve into his college life all the way back home. so once he's out of class, he's focusing on his non academic skills

besides clubs, there's a big chance shu works part time, preferably jobs that let him work at night since he has a rly bad sleep schedule.

the atmosphere is quiet too so he can take advantage and use it to study if it wasn't busy

a 24 hour store of some kind should be alright for shu, it doesn't have to be related to his major either

he's more of a interpersonal and visual learner i think

he likes studying with someone there with him like a study buddy since it makes it less boring. visual because he likes to doodle things so i have a feeling he illustrates something he finds hard to remember

also, of course studies only at night time if possible

because of his interpersonal type of learning, this was how you met him

you two were both looking for study buddies then through your friends, you guys met and agreed to study together

originally it was only for that one test you were super nervous of, but as you aced that one because of shu's help (his assignment flawless because he had you to it check over)

yeah you guys enjoyed each other's company and decided to go on more "study sessions" together

i think the way shu would confess to you would be that trend where you would make a program and you just click a ton of buttons saying how much he likes you

and then at the end there's a message box that asks you:

be mine?

with the choices being yes or yes 😭

you go to your next study session, now named study date!

for his final project, you were obligated to stay over at his place until he submitted it. he claims that his brain works more efficiently when you're there with him, plus he'll have a second pair of eyes that hasn't been glued to the same codes over and over again

when shu announced the results, he treated you to some sushi and an all you can eat barbeque for helping him graduate pretty much

with a full stomach, you and him are cuddling for the rest of the night until you felt like getting up

Masterlist!

#author chan’s delivery service 🧺#luxiem #luxiem x reader #nijisanji en #vox akuma #mysta rias #luca kaneshiro #ike eveland #shu yamino #vox akuma x reader #mysta rias x reader #luca kaneshiro x reader #ike eveland x reader #shu yamino x reader #akurylic #mystart #drawluca #ikenography #yaminoart

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starlight-writes-stuff · 3 years

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SO HEAR ME OUT an nsfw alphabet for draco

hey bestie - im literally so excited to do this (: i have a guilty pleasure of reading nsfw alphabets so u really hit the nail on the head with this request . n e ways , enjoy !

AYO LOOK AT THESE ! : smut (duh but still) , hair pulling , breeding k!nk , unprotected sex (wrap it b4 u tap it) , masturbation , choking , light bondage , praise kink , general adult themes and content so please only read if ur okay with that .

reblogs are always appreciated ! <3 ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁

a = aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

draco is the literal definition of a fluff fic after sex - hes so soft and loving and affectionate . if the sex was on the rougher side , draco goes out of his way to kiss any bruises , cuts , or red marks he may have left on you, soothing the sinfully painful spots with soft touches of his suddenly gentle fingertips.

b = body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

draco is built like a greek mf god , and he knows it . he’s all lean , toned muscles and his alabaster pale skin only makes him look more ethereal . draco is quite proud of his body and isn’t afraid to show off if needed.

draco literally loves everything about you , and you’ve tried over and over to get him to pick his most favorite - he never does it because he’s a stubborn little shit and refuses to let you think that he values one part of you over any other . finally , you wore him down to coming up with a top 3 : your hands , your hair , and your chest .

your hands as they fit perfectly in his , they brush his hair out of his eyes with a gentleness that melts him every time (and the way you dig your nails into his back or his arms iykyk) .

draco loves your hair mostly because its the exact opposite of his own ; long , thick , and chocolate brown . he’s constantly playing with your hair , whether that's running his hands through it or gently tugging on it to get your attention . he would kill you if you ever told anyone , but draco taught himself how to braid your hair so he would have something repetitive to do to calm his anxiety .

draco loves your chest : he's such a boob guy . he is such a boob guy . even in a non-sexual context , draco loves having his hands up your shirt just feeling how soft your breasts are , the way that he can feel your heartbeat if you’re still enough . when things are getting *frisky* draco loves your tits - in his hands , using his mouth on them , titty-fucking you , literally everything .

c = cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

draco has a huge breeding kink , but is simultaneously terrified of getting you pregnant. he knows that he wants to be a dad eventually , but draco malfoy is the king of daddy issues™ and can’t fathom having a child right now .

that doesn’t stop him from filling you up with his cum every time you guys fuck - draco loves watching your face as you take his entire load , begging him not to pull out .

once he does , though , draco’s head is immediately between your legs watching his manhood drip out of you , fingering it out of you while you whimper at the way he seems to hit all the right spots .

he’s extremely thankful for the tiny , yellow birth control pills that you’re on , and he reminds you every day to take them .

d = dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

draco had never , ever said i love you to someone during or after sex until the two of you had your first time . now , its a normal occurrence for draco to tell you how much he loves you as he thrusts into your pretty , fucked out body . he lets his forehead fall to yours , moaning the words in between heavy breaths as he finishes inside you .

e = experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

draco had a couple of hookups , and a complicated friends with benefits situation before the two of you got together , so he was somewhat experienced by the time you guys finally got down to it . he made sure you felt so good the entire time , using every trick in his book to make you cum around him over and over until he reached completion as well .

f = favorite position (this goes without saying)

draco is a sucker for regular old missionary . he likes being able to watch your face as you take every inch of him , watching your facial expressions change and morph under the influence of his pleasure . if he’s eager to feel you - all of you - draco will hook one of your legs over his shoulders , giving him better access to your sex . this is the one instance where draco wont keep eye contact with you : he can't resist watching himself slide in and out of you , coated in your cum .

however

he's an absolute sucker for you riding him , too . he loves to let you take control and chase your pleasure - plus the visual of you bouncing up and down on his cock , eyes rolling back into your head as you hit all the right spots is enough to send him over the edge . if you get tired while on top , draco will gladly hold your hips in place , fucking up into you until you practically collapse into him , entirely taken over by the force of your orgasm.

g = goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

intimacy is something that didn’t come easy for you and draco; he’d never been with someone that he actually loved before you . there was a deep intensity to the emotions shared between you two during sex , and draco viewed that time between the both of you as something almost sacred . foreplay , or just general teasing can be silly with you two , but making love is more serious .

h = hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

draco keeps himself trimmed , but not entirely clean shaven , and the hair down there is darker than his signature white-blond locs .

i = intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

(refer back to g but i could talk about this for days) draco is incredibly romantic when it comes to sex . your first time was like something out of a movie - draco had lit candles everywhere , filling the room with soft , flickering light , as well as changing the sheets on your bed to a soft , white cotton . he’d taken his time making you comfortable ; you and draco had talked through all your fears for hours before he laid a hand on you . once you were ready , draco’s touches had been soft and slow and tender all over your body - he’d made you feel like the angel you were . quickly , you learned that draco wasn’t like that just because it had been your first time ; draco made an effort to make sex just as special every time.

j = jack off (masturbation headcanon)

draco was raised thinking that masturbation was a shameful act , something dirty and below him (you literally can not tell me that this isn't true i'll fight it until the day i die . as much as i love narcissa the malfoy family fkn sucks and they damaged draco so bad . anyways) so it’s very rare that he’ll get himself off. when he does , its somewhere where he can quickly get rid of the evidence , such as the shower .

k = kink (one or more of their kinks)

while draco makes sex between you two meaningful and special , that doesn’t mean that he’s afraid to be rough (after yall have had a long talk about it before where you gave him enthusiastic consent ofc . )

draco loves to pull your hair or wrap a hand around your throat while he’s hitting it from the back , so much so that he’ll bring your back up to his chest .

he really enjoys a bit of light choking here and there - just enough to watch your pretty face flush with blood , making your moans the slightest bit weaker .

draco loves to tie your hands up above your head while he’s eating you out as well ; it makes you take all the pleasure he’s willing to give , and he lives for the way your body writhes and bucks under his skillful tongue.

you literally can not tell me that draco doesn’t have a praise kink - both giving and receiving . draco loves to tell you how good of a job your doing whether you're sucking him off or taking all of him inside you , and he’s constantly reassuring you that you’re doing such a good job.

however

he fucking loves when you praise him as well (my theory as to why is so fkn sad so we wont go over that here) but that boy lives for you telling him how good he’s making you feel , and when you encourage him nodding and whining for him to go faster . its the one thing that undoes him almost immediately , and he flushes furiously every time you tell him just how fantastic he’s doing .

l = location (favorite places to do the do)

you and draco rarely get it on outside of your bedrooms at hogwarts , or your childhood rooms when you’re home for the summer - but there’s an exception to every rule. draco has absolutely ruined you in the quidditch changing rooms after a rather brutal loss , and he’s the king of shower sex , too.

m = motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

praise !! draco loves you telling him how good his dick feels , or his tongue , or his hands . he also appreciates when you’re rather direct with him - telling draco exactly where you want him , what you want him to do - it drives him absolutely insane . hearing such dirty words come from your sweet , innocent mouth kills him , and it makes draco that much more excited.

n = no (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

there's nothing draco wouldn’t try at least once , but he’s rather uncomfortable with voyeurism. he hates the idea of anyone else seeing your body , watching how you wriggle and whine underneath him as he makes you cum . while the two of you have done it in some questionable locations , draco had made sure that no one could see .

o = oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

while draco loves your mouth wrapped around him , that boy could spend all day between your legs . he's nothing short of obsessed with eating you out , and its one of his favorite things to do for you . he cant help the way it makes him feel - hearing you whimper and moan while you pull on his hair , your back arching off the bed when his tongue flicks in just the right way . he gets a sort of high from it , and absolutely prides himself on making you cum with just his tongue .

p = pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

it really depends on the day . draco loves fucking you slow , watching his manhood slide in and out of your pretty body coated in your arousal , but he cant resist fucking you so hard he leaves bruises , either . if its just a regular day , the two of you fall somewhere in between , a perfect mix of rough and sweet .

q = quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

draco loves a good quickie every once in a while ! sometimes he needs a release , and your body is his favorite vessel . usually quickies are where the two of you get a little more risky - he’ll grab your arm , pulling you into an empty classroom or the shower and take you then and there .

r = risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

yes and no . draco would try anything and everything , especially if you asked him to , but there are some things that are a one-and-done for him . the two of you are good at talking about that stuff - if something made one of you uncomfortable , the other would understand 100% . its all about the balance of boundaries and still being adventurous.

s = stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

draco would fuck you all day if you would let him . he can make you cum many , many times before he’ll allow himself to even get close , and even then his stamina is through the roof . he can go at least 3 rounds if not more , and switch positions as many times as you’d like .

t = toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

while draco doesn’t mind you using toys on yourself , they do make him slightly jealous . you gently tease him about this sometimes , how he works himself into a sulk over an inanimate object - however, that usually leads to your hands tied to his headboard , draco holding a vibrator on your clit until you can’t take anymore orgasms.

you two have expirimented with using your vibrator during sex , but draco much prefers playing with your clit over using an outside source , and seretly , you do too . he’s amazing with his hands , and rubs tight , fast circles onto your sensitive nub while his hips snap against yours only intensifying the sensation .

u = unfair (how much they like to tease)

draco loves to tease you - he likes to watch the way you come undone under the slightest touches of his hands . very rarely does he tease you for long - he can’t resist giving you what you want , what you’re begging him for in that high , breathy voice .

v = volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

he’s a loud motherfucker all the time , and the bedroom is no exception . draco’s moans are music to your ears , and they turn you on more than anything . his already rough voice only gets raspier , and deeper , too . he loves to talk dirty to you , but as he approaches his orgasm , he can barely form full sentences . his cocky pillow talk turns to almost desperate moans and whimpers as his thrusts get sloppier and quicker , his hips snapping against yours hard . his groans as he cums are heavenly , especially since he’s usually buried his head in your neck or dropped his forehead to yours by then .

w = wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

we all know that draco have a superiority / god complex (as he should 😌) , and this manifests in the bedroom - you would’ve never known , though , if it weren’t for a complete accident . you and draco had been studying together , and he’d asked one of the yes or no questions written on a flashcard . not thinking about your actions , you’d answered the question with “no, sir” - then physically felt draco’s entire body stiffen underneath you . you’d picked up on it immediately , blood flooding your face as you’d asked him if he liked it .

yes , he did .

he loves when you call him sir as he’s fucking the life out of you - like , he has to stop himself from cumming on the spot .

when you want to fuck with him for whatever reason , you’ll jokingly call him ‘sir’ in front of your friends

you’ll pay for it later , though

x = x-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

mans is built in every sense of the word . draco is quite well endowed , which was something that took you a bit to get used to . he was never one to measure - it just seemed wrong to him , like he was doing something dirty - but by your estimations , draco is about 7 inches . he’s thicker than most , too , which only adds to your pleasure .

y = yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

draco lives in a constant state of horny™ . he can’t help it - something about you brings out his most primal instincts . he’s so in love with you and your body that he can rarely keep his hands off of it , but he knows how to control himself . he tries to match your sex drive ; when yours is high , his is too , but he doesn’t mind waiting on you to give him the green light if you’re libido has been lower .

z = zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

its safe to say that the both of you are extremley tired after sex - its quite the workout . draco is so soft once he’s finished , and he would live in that post-sex haze forever if he could ; he’s all sweet kisses and skin-to-skin contact , but he’ll usually wait until you fall asleep on him before he can drift off . something about making sure that you’re comfortable enough to sleep on him fills draco with a sense of immense pride . once you’ve fallen asleep, depending on how vigorous everything was , draco will usually fade pretty soon after ; on the off chance that he still has some energy , draco stays up and watches you . he looks at you as if you were a piece of art , usually following the soft lines and curves of your face with a gentle finger ; admiring you like the angel you are .

#draco #malfoy #dracomalfoy #draco malfoy #hp #alphabet #oneshot #blurb #request #ns/fw alphabet

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movie night with choi beomgyu part two

your heart is racing as you panic. how the hell do you face beomgyu with this new revelation? like what? you just look your best friend in the eye and say ‘hey i think im in love with your dumbass. alright now lets watch disney’s hercules’?

because thats sure to go well.

you’d love to be able to pretend you never realized how you felt but beom can read you like an open book... or rather an open music sheet? he’s never been one for reading. he’s always preferred finding entertainment in music.

the image of beomgyu teaching you guitar years ago flashes through your mind. his eyes crinkling at the edges when you completely messed up the chord and the way his hands moved over yours as he took the guitar away to show you how to play. and the way his hair was so-

creak. the sound of the unoiled door opening snaps you from your memories of beomgyu. you look up from your spot on the couch to see the boy in question standing there with a wide grin and arms full of movies, snacks and plushies. the typical best friend movie night essentials.

beomgyu immediately ran to you, tackling you into a hug on the couch. “you ready for the BEST movie night ever?”

“you say that every movie night, beom.”

“and im always right! they just keep getting better and better.” you can’t help but giggle an the surety of his words. “plus tonight i rented pretty much every disney movie in existence and we’re gonna be binging it all and its gonna be great.”

an excited beomgyu gets up from his seat on top of you to slide one of the dvds in. disney’s hercules.

when he sits back down he slides an arm around your shoulder like he always does, but unlike every other time, you freeze under his touch. he gives you a slightly worried look but seems to shake it off in favor of cuddling closer to you.

even by halfway through the movie he hasn’t stopped touching you. whether that be an arm around you, a hand on top of yours or even fucking feeding you popcorn as he messily belts the lyrics to wont say im in love. ironic, you think, attempting to shove the growing feeling of anxiety at his touch down your throat. maybe if you continue to ignore it, your feelings will go away and everything will be back to normal?

beomgyu has always been touchy but not this suffocatingly so. it’s almost like he’s testing your boundaries- and you are at your limit. either you are an insanely good actor or he just doesnt care because he seems to not notice your growing stress.

“okay so you are acting weird.” he says it so casually, like he’s just talking about the movie or the weather, that you barely notice his words. when they register, however, your breath catches in your throat. shit—so its definitely not because you’re a good actor.

you look up at him, but he’s eyes stay trained on the movie. “w-what do you mean, gyu?” even you wouldn’t believe your attempted nonchalant words. why is your voice shaking so much, you bitterly think. you may have been able to escape questioning if you didn’t sound so suspicious.

he finally looks at you, eyes soft but unimpressed. he raises an eyebrow, prompting you to explain. but how the hell do you explain to your best friend that you may or may not be deeply in love with him? so you choose to stay silent, just gazing back at him.

you two are locked in a staring battle until he seems to lose, looking away disappointedly. “fine, dont tell me, your best friend, what the hell has been going on with you.” he huffs, shoving popcorn in his mouth, annoyance clear in his eyes. you tell eachother everything, so it makes sense he’d be annoyed by you hiding something from him.

you dont know if its the noticeable pout on his bitten lips and the guilt in your gut upon seeing it, or if its simply the adorable way he looks sitting there, bundled up in a hoodie, hair tousled and shoving popcorn in his mouth instead of talking to you that makes you impulsively speak, not a word being thought through before its spoken into the tense air. “i think im in love with you.”

now its beomgyus turn to tense up, his previously annoyed eyes turning to you in surprise. he looks like a deer in headlights and youd think it was cute if it wasnt a reaction to you confessing. but then, his shoulders drop, his eyes close, and he giggles. “you think?”

your frozen in place at his casual response. you expected a bit more surprise, and a lot of discomfort, but all beomgyu does is smile, raising an eyebrow at your indecisive words. “you think that you’re in love with me? come on, i dont even get the pleasure of you being sure?”

you gape at your best friend, in shock of how unbothered, and perhaps even happy, he seems. taking a deep breath, you look him in the eye. “beomgyu.” he hums in response, grinning at the seriousness in your voice. “gyu, im in love with you.”

“god it took you long enough!” he complains, whining as you sit there frozen when he pulls you closer to him, forcing you to cuddle into his side. it’s a normal position for the two of you, but now that you’ve confessed it’s just different. “i thought i’d have to deal with you acting weird for forever and then i’d have to be the one to confess so you’d stop acting like i killed your puppy.”

“beom what the hell are you talking about?”

“oh yeah that’d be pretty important to mention...hey y/n, im in love with you too.” he shrugs, acting like he didn’t just confess his love to you. you shoot up from under his arm with wide, annoyed eyes. you’re best friend was never one to be serious but this is ridiculous!

“beomgyu why are you being so casual about this?!”

“because we might as well already be dating. we’ve known eachother for years, live together and cuddle like we’re dating. ive known i liked you for a while so basically all i was waiting for was a confession.”

“so why didn’t you confess first?!”

“i wanted to wait for you to figure it out! you weren’t acting weird until today so i figured you didnt consider loving me until well, right now.” he’s grinning at you, giggling and unshaken.

“you are the worst beomgyu”

“yeah well, you love me.”

“...unfortunately.” he’s looking you in the eye now, a smile still playing along his red lips. lips you’ve never wanted to kiss this much until right now; lips you’ve never even considered kissing until today. but when he finally slots them against yours, it feels right. yeah, you were so in love with choi beomgyu.

#oh my god this got long #is this even classified as a blurb anymore #tomorrow x together #txt fluff #txt blurb #choi beomgyu #txt x reader #beomgyu x reader

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jazajas · 4 years

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okay so i finished love, victor a while ago and i saw some other reviews and thoughts about it here so now i've got a pretty good list on my thoughts and feelings.

tl;dr: it has some issues, yes, but im gonna hold out and hope it gets better later on because the same thing happened with the first few eps, i wasn't that into it but then it got good, and nothing is ever great with the first season, because at that point we're getting used to those characters.

⚠️caution: spoilers ahead (im on mobile, i cant get an under-the-cut)⚠️

1. while a leah on the offbeat movie would have been amazing movie sequel (even tho i havent read the book yet, im just here for the wlw content) i am kind of glad we got this instead. mostly because I've seen book series where one movie was good, so they decide to do the rest, turn out bad (hunger games? divergent? percy jackson? the hobbit?) because so much was cut from the book-to-first movie writing, that other scenes wouldn't make sense to future movies if they had those in while cutting others. however, i am sad that i didn't get to make the choice of deciding whether what was cut was wrong etc. about future movies, but i'll take what i can get.

2. LGBTQ+ POC as a lead! that's amazing! as a ace/bi lantina that's close to home (it also is great that victor's from texas and so is ya gorl) and even then it's a mixed latinx family! i think pilar mentioned that at least the grandmother left Colombia and i saw the Puerto Rican flag in victor's room. also the salazar's are definitely from small town texas, even without knowing the name. (church barbeques, the use of the words "such a diverse city" in regards to atlanta)

3. a lack of actual lgbtq+ main storylines (so far) is kind of sad for a show like this. i was getting serious bi/pan vibes (as a lot of other people) from victor from the beginning, and when it was implied that victor was actually gay (while great, not shaming) as it has been brought to my attention, there was a lot of looking at a lot of straight relationship problems (please let us know more about benji)- edit 6/18: upon further consideration, it very much is a show about questioning your sexuality, I'm speaking about the other straight relationship issues, not mia and Victor's, its just the first season.

4. let us talk about cheating for a sec. never okay, in any circumstance. i feel sorry for mia that she saw victor making out with benji and the fact that he was doing any of that in the first place. victor made a choice to lie about the espresso machine and then kissed benji at the hotel and then when benji was fighting with derek, basically confessed his love and mistakes, then proceeded to makeout with benji after he broke up with derek, he built that grave and now he must lie in it. i get having feelings for a guy when you are in a relationship with a girl, and not accepting yourself enough to end that relationship but you really want it to work so you can be "normal". really, he should have told mia after he got back from the trip tho. i get being in highschool and doing stupid stuff and making dumb decisions, but for a show aimed at teens i think we should also remind said teens to make good choices even if we have to lose some realism within the character choices.

4. pilar and her decisions based off her brother pissed me off. because i honestly think that if she'd kept her mouth shut about what she knew or confronted victor about it in the first place we could have avoided a LOT of mess. did she not learn from snooping around her mother's business about her relationships that going behind a person's back doesnt end well? i did, however, like the pilar/felix friendship and was really kind of hoping that they'd get together during their coffee hangout (although now im glad that didn't happen) because they had a deeper understanding of each other. same with wendy/felix, although they do seem to much alike to work out in the long run but i still feel bad for wendy.

5. i don't know how i feel about lake and andrew, as people separate from each other. both seem to be the way they are from their upbringing (not confirmed why andrew is such an ass, but if his comment about his dad is anything to go by i bet it's got something to do with attention) but andrew seems to be less, idk, superficial? like he turned down mia because he didn't want to be a rebound, he didn't out victor, he actually stood up to early teasing the other dudes in the lockerroom were doing at victor (with teasing of his own obviously but that interaction had him on my nice list until much later). lake? lake. i honestly don't have an opinion of her? not really. i mean after hanging out with pilar i was hoping felix wouldn't go back to lake. is her name laken? i feel like her full name is laken. but they also played the "im only like this because my mom is really superficial about stuff and i do like the geeky nice guy but appearances" to "actually screw the norms im gonna makeout with him infront of the whole student body". i honestly thought she was gonna be bi because she kept hitting on mia when she was helping set up for her "date" and "big night" and there was one point where i saw her face fall at something mia said in relation to her and idk i was hoping she'd be bi (i figured early on that victor/mia wasnt gonna work and was like "oh mia/lake would be cute" but now idk.

6. okay on to the "big night", i have one word. NO. i didn't like the peer pressure into having sex. i agreed with felix when he said "your body your choice" but im also disappointed that victor made out with mia and when lake was talking to felix after victor left he didn't try to stand up for victor.

7. on to age gaps because i hadn't really thought of this at first. we'll start with benji/derek: WHAT GRADE IS BENJI?! because that determines my thoughts. if he's a sophomore that meant that he and Derek started dating benji's freshman year and thats eugh, don't do that, don't care if its a gay couple that shouldn't be happening because the maturity of the two characters is DRASTICALLY different (this is also a reason i am not a fan of cmbyn) but that would explain why they were so rocky. hoping the event at the gay bar was open to anyone not just for drinking, but not liking that fact that not one of the adults with victor were like: hey, this is a 16 year old, that's kind of wack when that dude was hitting on victor. that made me question some stuff. although i figure it might be making up for the lack of a gay bar scene in love, simon. but even then, in svthsa it's a restaurant with a bar that some people go to just to drink at, it wasn't just a bar, simon could be there but should NOT have accepted drinks from college kids, not matter how attractive.

8. i loved how bram and simon and their friends helped victor out though. i like how bram was like: hey i know my friends are a lot so here's a gay basketball league becaue there's no one way to be gay. i like how Simon talked about needing help himself just to help victor and how he said his friends were cool with it because it's a community. i like of justin(?) mentioned how being what his parents wanted was putting on a mask and pretending, not him doing drag. my favorite lines from that ep are: "and before you ask my pronouns are they/them/theirs" "'they're all gay? even that guy? he's like [insert really tall number]' 'yeah. you should see him in heels'" "or in simon's case: really unathletic" "and also because bram said that if i wore [the jean jacket] one more time he'd burn it". also katya was there. and the group hug too!

9. the back hand homophobia in relation to family is sad, but realistic and i sincerely hope his parents are kind enough not to be too harsh on victor because of it. anything they say that isn't positive or supportive of victor is bad but i hope they realize that there is more to him than that and that they can come to terms with it because it's not always that hard to be a part of that community and super religious. i am biromantic and catholic. and while there are some things i wont agree on my mom with, i know that it's more of a strike against God for kicking out gay kids from families than it is to be gay, because those parents were given trust by GOD to love those kids no matter what, and be good parents. so in the end, the parents are wrong and harmful and in the case of christians against jesus's teachings to love everyone.

10. this is fan speculation but dont think simon/bram are going through a rough patch? i honestly think it'd be a little cruel to the characters to have on of their actors be producing but then not have that relationship stay. and while it's not set in stone and obviously things happen in the real world, we have no proof script wise about there being a rift. all we have are bad photoshopped ig photos and scenes where two characters are never standing next to each other probably beccaue schedules never link up correctly for minor characters. who knows, maybe nick robinson was filming for a movie where is does have an even more major role than victor's gay guru in a series about victor so his filming time was around that. im gonna keep hope that things are okay.

11. that being said: we need more mainstream wlw content, because someone said it earlier and it really does seem to be catering to straight girls. i'll admit i did freak out when benji played call me maybe which is something i associated with him and victor but then kissed a guy because who wouldn't? we get that serenade and sweetness and then it'a ripped from us. but i did mellow out. if i flipped later it was because victor was making dumb decisions and i had to give myself a moment of compsure before i continued.

in the end, i'd say that there is a lot of growth this series needs to go through, but i also know that some people just aren't going to like it and i get that. but i also know that sometimes the best of stories have rocky starts, nothing is ever perfect from the beginning. and besides, further seasons are on hold until we figure out this covid thing, which means that you bet they're gonna be looking at our feedback. they saw what we thought before, they can do it again

i really did like it but we need more ACTUAL lgbtq+ relationship stuff from this series and better decisions on what we are teaching the younger generations, as well as what we want to focus on and realism within characters. i'm giving it an 8/10, because there is always room for growth and i really hope we get better things out of this than what we have been given in season 2.

edit: someone mentioned it really seeming like it was meant for Disney+ and i felt that. also to anyone who reaches the tags agter reading ALL OF THIS: i am sorry

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1598.

Be honest with yourself, are you proud of your actions? for the most part.. i guess so Have you ever had an operation? no Favorite sit-down restaurant? korean bbq. i dont even care where, ive never been to a shit kbbq place What have you eaten today? spam and eggs lol Who has made you laugh the hardest in the last week? ermmm... probably my family

If you had to get a tattoo on your face to save your life, what would it be? a tiny dot that would just replicate a mole What is something you find romantic? random small gifts. even if its as simple as my favourite chocolate bar What is your style? comfortable and loose lol If you could be doing anything you like right now, what would it be? id be on a cruise somewhere tropical. no one on the boat would have covid either What is the best movie you have ever seen? hmm, i honestly wouldnt be able to name one What makes you attracted to the person you like right now? hes smart and funny! What, if anything, is too serious to be joked about? anything health, race, religion related. theres much more but u get the gist How long was your longest relationship? 12 years and counting... Why did your last relationship end? - Would you rather live in a castle or a spaceship? a castle. its been a dream of mine to even visit one Have you ever felt unimportant in someone’s life? yes, ofc Has someone ever made you a Build-A-Bear? yes haha. its pretty much the only stuffed toy ive kept over the years Did you have any unread texts this morning? nah What are your initials? - What is your definition of “having sex”? for me personally (like happening to me), its penile penetration. everyone has different opinions of course Who was the last person you were “in a relationship with” on Facebook (including anyone you may have put “in a relationship with” for a joke)? my fiance Do you think a relationship with a 16-year-old girl and a 35-year-old man would work out? Do you think age differences like that (when they’re under 18) should be legal? just no Were you ever “the other man/woman”? How did it turn out? How do you feel about it today? nope! What do you think of open relationships? If your partner suggested it, what would you say? i would say no. if they werent happy with my decision, we’d have bigger problems at hand Would you ever date out of your race? yes Who were you with yesterday? my family Have you ever had a reptile for a pet? no What time do you have to get up tomorrow? 6:45am :( Have you ever kissed anyone with a tattoo? yes How long have you been with your boyfriend/girlfriend? 12 years What kinds of alcohol do you like? my go-to is bourbon and coke Did you have a swing set when you were a kid? yes, i still remember it like yesterday haha Can you do the alphabet in sign language? nope Is the person you last kissed yours? yes Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months without cheating? easily! Have you ever been so hurt that you wanted to stop feeling completely? no. feeling emotionally hurt is sometime worse than being physically hurt but id rather go through it than feel nothing State you most want to visit? hmmm, ive visited most states in aus What is a book that you really want to read? nothing right now What brand was the last lotion that you used? nivea What color is your underwear? black What was the last type of cookie that you ate? it was called a dream cookie lol. it was average If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be? on a vacation somewhere What genre was the last song you listened to? rnb What sort of surveys catch your interest and which ones bore you? i hate really really long surveys, anything above 50 questions is too much for me. i kinda like themed surveys too What books do you usually enjoy reading and which do you not enjoy? tbh i like easy reads. the past few books ive read had gone girl vibes which i like. im not a deep reader lol What is something that you really want to try, whether it’s a hobby, food, etc.? id love to try candle making only coz i already spend way too much money What websites do you frequent most often? youtube, netflix The last person you found attractive — what did they look like? my fiance If you could go back in time, would you prefer to go forward or backward? haha, it says back in time.. Post a link to the last video you watched online. nah Is there anything bothering you at the moment? work What color was the last shirt you wore? black What sort of things do you like to post or look at on Tumblr? i dont use my other tumblr anymore. i only ever use it to post surveys now What scent was the last candle you burned? passionfruit and papaya What type of people are you usually attracted to? easygoing ones Do you collect anything? If so, what? plants bahaha When you look to your left, what is the first thing you see? What about the right? my desk on my left, the winow on my right What room are you currently in? What color are the walls/floor? my bedroom. the walls are turquoise and grey What color is the last blanket you used? pink What do you smell like right now? nothing, i have a blocked nose coz of hayfever :( If it was possible to celebrate a holiday everyday, which would you choose? i wouldnt choose one If you could compare yourself to a celebrity or character, who would it be? none lol Which male celebrities do you find attractive? i find anthony ramos attractive but only as the character he dresses as in ‘shes gotta have it’ Which female celebrities do you find attractive? riri If you could marry one of your favorite celebrities and have a happy relationship until the end of your days, who would it be? i wouldnt, happy with my fiance What song are you listening to at the moment? nothing What is currently on your desk? my computer, makeup, candles and skincare What brand is your computer? mac What are the last things you ate and drank? spam and eggs and water How often do you take naps and how long do they usually last? about 30 mins Which season do you wish lasted all year? autumn! What is the last part of your body that itched? my back Is there anything that you should be doing right now? nope Is there anything you’re craving right now? bubble tea Do you prefer regular or flavored coffee? What about regular or flavored creamer? flavoured for sure. i also love flavoured creamer but they dont sell it here How do you take your tea? earl grey, a tsp sugar and dash of milk

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thornsofdeath · 4 years

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Five Nights at Rohan’s - chapter 1

this honestly started as a crackfic but now im deadset on making it good

>1k words

Summertime in Morioh was always something to look forward to. The beautiful clear skies and fun events always made up for the heat and humidity. Rohan was sitting on his porch drinking some sweet tea, his peace and quiet suddenly disturbed by the distant sound of boisterous laughter. He scoffs to himself. He thought that maybe today he could relax, but running into them in such a small town is bound to happen.

It was no secret that Josuke and Rohan loved to hate each other. From the day they met, they were rivals, no questions asked. Whether they had actual business with one another or were just passing by, some petty interaction was always inevitable. By the time Josuke, Okuyasu and Koichi got to his house, he was fixed to give the boys a greeting. “Oh~? If it isn’t Higashikata Josuke.” Rohan sneered.

“So there’s a scientist right? And- oh, hi Rohan- anyways he can turn himself into a pickle, koichi! Amazing!” Josuke didn’t even look in the artist’s direction as he barely acknowledged him. Rohan couldn’t tell if it was just to egg him on or if he actually cared more about fucking pickle rick than respecting his elders, but either way he was pissed.

“Oi, disrespectful much? Kids these days… Heaven’s Door!” he practically spat out. The white and gold stand manifested and gave Josuke the middle finger. Almost by miracle, Josuke gave in and nudged Okuyasu, whispering something. Suddenly, The Hand and Crazy Diamond appeared and were doing some flamboyant pose, both sporting middle fingers as well. Koichi just sighed.

“Good afternoon, Rohan.” Koichi said, walking hesitantly to the others.

“Nice outfit you got there Rohan, haha.” Josuke chuckled while eyeing Rohan’s bold outfit of the day.

“Same to you. Who asked to see your cleavage?” Rohan shot back with a smirk. Josuke’s eyebrows were quick to furrow, but he made the recovery.

“This guy did.” he said, snickering while elbowing Okuyasu. Confused grunting followed. While the highschool boys carried light conversation Rohan thought to himself. I’m off for the next week, why not have some fun. It’s always nice winning against pompadour anyways… Rohan cleared his throat and put his glass down.

“I’d like to make a bet.” he said, intertwining his gloved fingers. They all had stopped talking to listen, how could they possibly pass this up?

“Oh? You’re asking for even more debt, Rohan?” Josuke said with a smirk.

“I bet you three can’t stay over at my house for a whole night.”

“Too easy, i could stay at your dump for 5 nights if i wanted.” Josuke scoffed, Okuyasu giggled.

“Five then? You’re on. If you make it all 5 nights, I'll pay up. However, if you chicken out, you owe me 10,000 yen.” Rohan leaned in, interested in his investment. Oh boy, this is gonna be fun.

Josuke threw himself onto his bed and punched in Koichi and Okuyasu’s numbers.

“Can’t believe Rohan would make such an easy bet! Is he just trying to brag about his wealth? Either way, pack anything you think would keep us entertained, we’re in this for 5 nights.”

“If we’re staying for five nights.. How many pairs of underwear do I have to bring..?” Okuyasu pondered.

“I’d invite Yuka but I’m not sure if she’d like the idea of going to an all boys sleepover at someone she doesn’t know’s house. I better give her the heads up at least.” Koichi said.

“Oi.. wouldn't it be priceless if we ended up scaring Rohan out of his own house?” Josuke laughed at his seemingly evil plan.

7:00pm, and the boys were at Rohan’s doorstep, their stands holding several bags. A smug faced Rohan soon opened the door, welcoming them inside to the best of his feigned hospitality. “Josuke, Okuyasu, how do you prefer your tea?” Rohan chimed, after having sat them down at a table and shuffled away into the kitchen. He already knew how koichi liked his tea from past visits. After hearing their preferred way of drinking tea, rohan made 4 cups and sat at the table with them.

10:00pm, the movie Jo Oku and Koi picked was rolling credits, and they were just chatting leisurely. Koi was getting tired, being the person he was, but Jo and Oku were adept night owls and insisted they don’t call it a day just yet. Rohan had been upstairs minding his own business.

“Oi, Okuyasu, did Rodney ever end up moving out of your town?” Josuke said, sitting upside down on a couch.

“No, he’s still there. I hit him with my racket over and over but he’s still there!”

“Koichi, seriously, you’d love this game so much. Ooh- we can buy it for you with some of the bet money after we win!”

“Mm..” Koi hummed in response, reading a book.

As he was about to flip to the next page, it vanished. So did his hand, the floor, and his friends.

“Haa??? J-Josuke, where are you?? I’m scared of the dark!” okuyasu whined.

“A power outage? Crazy Diamond!” Josuke opted to fix any messed up lighting system, but to no avail.

“Weird, nothing’s broken. Maybe that bastard Rohan is trying to scare us?”

“I dunno, but it’s working!” okuyasu cried out.

“Guys, calm down. Use the light on your switch or something to look around.” Koichi suggested, being the IQ of the group.

“Um.. okay, let’s see..” Josuke said, turning up his nintendo switch’s brightness and waving it around.

“Everything looks normal, nothing weird- huh?” jo rubbed his rapidly widening eyes.

“Am i seeing shit right now or is that..?”

“Shut up! I’m already scared enough, don’t go makin’ shit up!” okuyasu whisper-yelled.

“I'm dead fuckin’ serious!! Look there!” josuke extended a pointing arm in the direction of the kitchen. 2 glowing lime green eyes were looking directly at the boys.

“Isn't that just heaven’s door? Rohan, you can come out now..” koichi said, slightly annoyed.

Suddenly the eyes disappeared. Okuyasu and Josuke were like a magnet, both scared but only one of them showing it. Koichi’s wide blue eyes darted around the room, trying to relocate the mysterious being.

A dark chuckle rang from somewhere unknown in the house, and a chill ran up their spines.

The first night had began.

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My answer to @ottogatto

We have. Every right. To dislike a character. And like another. Especially if they are very different. No matter if it bothers you.

Okay first of all, of course I have no right to tell you what you should say or what you should think.

What I meant was you say Snape is a grey character and you said he bullied, yes. But you forgave him. And yet you can’t forgive James Potter. Who bullied Snape,yes. But who became an amazing person. He was whiter than Snape.

Theres one thing I still can’t understand. HOW CAN YOU JUSTIFY SNAPES BULLYING AND NOT JAMES’S. Of course you can hate James, but you can’t hate him for his bullying; because yourself, is supporting a bully. Which means you have unreasonable hatred AGANIST James.

And of course you can have it. It’s your life and you can do whatever you want. But you have to UNDERSTAND THAT HE WAS A BULLY TOO.

And as much as you have the right to hate James I have the right to hate Snape. And I know you are aware of it.

I understand people liking Snape, but there’s two things I can’t stand. People hating James and people shipping Snily🤮🤮🤮. Im fully aware that everyone can have their opinions. But when i posted a funny post about “Albus S**erus”’s name IN MY OWN BLOG people attacked me.

I didn’t ever blame James for protecting his friends -- I literally said that was “Good” or “Great”. I literally said that the fact he joined the Order was good. I didn’t forget it. I pointed out his flaws just like you exclusively did on Snape’s part.

Yes, but no one wants to read James’s good traits and when they do; they say “good” “great”. The thing you say “good” and “great” to is him risking his own life for the wizarding world. I think he deserves more than “good”

And everyone is so focused on what James did as a 15 year old, a teenager; no one wants to see him as an adult. I’m so sad for James. Can you imagine it? You Do your best for your family and for the wizarding world and get hated because you bUlLiEd a death eater. I’m sure you all went to Highschool. Is every snape’s Fans are saints? No. Did you do nothing bad?!

Snape did everything I talked about as an adult. But Snape Fans ARENT over what a 15 year old boy did! So I’ll discuss that for hours.

There is no evidence that Snape killed people, you made it up (unless you count how he led Lily and James to their deaths, despite his efforts to prevent this). In fact, his position as a spy clearly states that he wasn’t on the battlefield slaughtering people. On the contrary, Voldemort sent him to try and have him as a spy teacher, which means that Snape couldn’t be known to kill people in the meantime. We have further evidence: Bellatrix does blame Snape for “always slithering out of action” as a spy, which point out that as a double-agent (and later as Dumbledore’s spy), he tried not to kill people. On the other hand I could say that James could have killed people. Why not? If McGonagall says “we fight to kill” and if James hate those Death Eaters so much he could have killed the people of the other side.

You said Snape probably didn’t kill anyone because he was a spy. You are wrong. Snape became a spy after Lily died. So in the First Wizarding War, he wasn’t a spy. He was a death eater on the field. Also Bellatrix Blamed Snape on HBP, which is the Second Wizarding War. I never said snape killed people in the 2.WW. I said in the the First wizarding war.

James was an auror. Of course he killed people. He killed Death Eaters. ITS NOT A BAD THING LMAOOOOOO. Every auror killed Death Eaters. Dumbledore,McGonagall,Sirius,Remus, and literally everyone who fought for the right side

The level of Fred and George’s hexing -- even though I don’t like how they burned a hold through Ron’s tongue, imprisoned Montague in a limbo, and killed an animal for fun -- doesn’t reach at all the level of bullying James and the Marauders perpetrated. In fact, Harry thinks, in OotP, that even Fred and George wouldn’t do what they did.

Ohh, you don’t like Fred and George too. To be honest , I’m just repeating myself at this point. If you don’t like Fred and george, how can I expect you to like James.

WE CALL IT PRANKS. OF COURSE I DONT SUPPORT ALL OF FRED&GEORGES ACTIONS NOR MARAUDERS’s ACTIONS. But you hate them for their pranks (yeah, I’ll say pranks because what they did to Snape was mutual. “Snape Never missed a time to hex James” THIS IS CANON. Yes, he might not have tried to curse James after that exam. BUT IT DOESNT MEAN HE NEVER DID!!! BUT YES BLAME AN AMAZING MAN WHO FOUGHT FOR THE RIGHT SIDE, FOR ONE FRICKIN MEMORY. This whole story is one sided because we only saw James bully not Snape)

He used Dark Magic as self-defense in SWM -- the Marauders chocked him, tormented him, sent him to his death, sexually assaulted him. Dark Magic could have been punished by the professors. Doesn’t excuse the Marauders for bullying. Whether. Or not. They use Dark Magic. What’s the point of repeating myself though if you don’t want to understand my points in my previous answer?

Okay don’t trying to be rude, but aren’t you a little bit dramatic here. “Chocked him, tormented him,.....” LMAOOO. Im sorry but you cant prove that they s*xualy assualted him because it was never said that they removed his underwear or not. Also dark magic SHOULDNT be considered. YES YOU HAVE TO STICK UP FOR YOURSELF BUT DARK MAGIC ISNT THE ANSWER. And if you think, using dark magic is acceptable; I don’t think I can change your mind

Also in the Werewolf Incident, it’s %100 Sirius’s fault. I will not defend him. But I’m sure he didn’t want him to die. But James risked his life for Snape. Also you said “why Snape would ask forgiveness for his bully [to Voldemort]” Because when you are a nice person, you don’t care whether you like this person or not. You don’t want anyone to die. Even if that’s your biggest enemy. Don’t I have people who I hate? yes. But I would never want their death. And so didn’t James, so he saved Snape’s life’s . But sure , ignore this too.

Snape said that what Mulciber/Avery/other Slytherins did to Mary (and we don’t know what that was) is a joke -- he uses the same excuse as the Marauders in front of Lily, who bites the bait. This allows him to point out to Lily that they are no different. I do wish not to repeat myself about how Hermione mutilated someone’s face and gets out with it, though it could have been Dark Magic as well, seeing how it can’t get off and how serious this is (doesn’t mean I hate her -- I actually like Hermione).

I don’t love Hermione, and I don’t know if it’s dark magic or not; so I don’t think I can argue about that. But however, I want to point something out. Snape said “it was a joke” to Dark Magic while Marauders used prank spells

See the difference ?

Okay so, you can’t stand James bullying and I can’t stand Snape bullying. But they were teenagers, weren’t they? Okay. I’ll hypothetically forgive Snape for what he did as a teenager and you’ll hypothetically forgive James for what he did as a teenager

All of the reasons you hate James is from his teenager hood (?). You are hating a 15 year old CHILD. Okay. Let’s skip to the adult part. Who was a death eater as an adult and who was a member of the OOTP as an adult. Every Snape fan loves Lily. And lily loves James. Do you think James gave Lily drugs and made her fall in love LMAOOOOO. In the end of the day LILY CHOOSE JAMES. Lily is no one’s property and she doesn’t belong with Snape. She’s her own person and she choose James. If James is that horrible person you keep talking about how do Lily love him? How do McGonagall and all of the teachers love him. I was trying to stay calm when I wrote 728281 essays. But I keep repeating the same thing because no one reads them and they just reply from their deliusuonal world. I was on my phone all day, and I did nothing else. Of course, no one is forcing me and I love debating. But my essays don’t change anything at all!! I feel like I wrote them for nothing and I keep repeating it.

It isn’t confirmed that if Lily’s son hadn’t been threatened then Snape wouldn’t have changed sides. You made it up. Because guess what? I can still say he would have changed sides because he was growing disgusted by Voldemort’s actions, or because he couldn’t bear knowing that Lily was undergoing too much danger. And what if he wouldn’t have changed sides? Doesn’t matter, because he did it in the end, which doesn’t make it less brave. There are a bunch of heroes who wouldn’t have lifted a finger for the right cause hadn’t their loved ones been threatened (Katniss, Eren, etc) and yet does it make them less heroic? No because you don’t only judge someone by their initial motive -- but by their actions. Snape was the reason many were saved -- including Harry, Hermione and Neville, mind you. Which would make me repeat again my earlier poin

Yes it is confirmed. This question was asked to JKR in 2007(I’m sorry I’m not sure about the year) JKR wasn’t a bad person back then, and the books/movies were JUST released. Someone asked “would snape change sides if Lily wasn’t in danger” and she answered “no. he probably wouldn’t, I don’t think so” which is another proof that, snape changed sides because of his own selfish reasons.

And you are wrong about the hero thing. If lily wasn’t in danger, snape would contiune being a death eater and kill innocent people. Of course Katniss wouldn’t volunteer if her loved ones weren’t in danger. But even if Katniss didn’t volunteer. She was a nice person. Even before she volunteered she was a hero who tried to help people. The problem I have is if lily wasn’t in danger snape would kill innocent people. If Prim wasn’t in danger would Katniss kill innocent people? no. She would’ve continued living. That’s the difference.

Also as I said before I have an amazing discussion why Snape isn’t brave. Please read that because I’m so tired of repeating myself. My problem isn’t with Snape. My problem is him being overrated and him being “the bravest man” but he actually isn’t

I’ve already proven to you that bullying is always one-sided (especially 4-on-1 bullying) and that Snape “didn’t bully James back” but was actually trying to mind his own business -- that what Sirius says is what bullies typically say to blame the victim and thus sees his words put into question.

As many Snape Fans you are making excuses and the excuse here is “Sirius’s POV is biased”.

But what if it’s not. You can’t hate someone because of the possibility of Sirius having a biased POV. It’s only a possibility.

And you know what else is a possibility. Snape’s POV might be biased too. What if he’s overreacting. It’s his own memory. We cant be sure it’s %100 true.

Yet I act and answer like it’s %100 true because we have no proof that says otherwise. Same with Sirius, you have to act like it’s canon.

Also if James didn’t change why would Lily marry him. You can’t say Lily’s mind was biased, can you? LMAOOO

Indeed he bullied Neville and Harry. Wow. Big news of the Earth. But do rest assured that Snape, if given the choice, wouldn’t have stayed a teacher. He was a spy, not a teacher. He was an adult, and what do the other adults in HP? Molly tells her children to respectfully call him “Professor Snape”, Lupin says that Snape was right in some points, McGonagall stays friends with him, the other professors seem to quite like him, Dumbledore let him be harsh/bullying. Well I mean, when McGonagall uses death threats as punishment and shames Neville, when Trelawney shoves a book in Neville’s belly in rage, when Flitwick shrieks at his students and throws Trevor at the other side of the classroom -- because if you hadn’t read it, Neville was said not to be coddled in other courses as well -- when at least half of the teachers in Hogwarts should go have a check with an organization that tells them how to behave, I’m not going to blame Snape only. Personally I would have left the school the moment I knew the professors and Dumbledore allowed extreme bullying to occur, left barely punished.

Oh poor Snape. Did he do a job he hated!!! HOW CAN YOU USE THIS AS AN EXCUSE. HE BULLIED CHILDREN. THE CHILDREN HE WAS RESPONSIBLE OF. AND HIM NOT WANTING JOB IS AN EXCUSE!!!! ARE YOU KIDDING ME. This is absolutely no excuse. None of us do what we want to , but you can’t take your anger or your hatred from innocent children

I explained to you the Boggart. It’s up to you to listen or no.

Of course I listened to you, but I don’t think it has explanation nor an excuse. What he did was unforgivable and unjustifiable

Snape changed and I have given you the evidence. That he didn’t act nice -- even that I would partially explain as being his play as a deep cover double agent. What would Voldemort do if he learned that he coddled Neville? And really, he mostly wanted Neville to try and once succeed at following recipes, not making the potion explode or melt the cauldron along with his feet. Did he go out of his way to track Harry and Neville down to assign them detention? Did he mock Neville for being the child of vegetative parents? Clearly you haven’t seen the worst.

Clearly I haven’t seen the worst!!! Excuse me!! He humiliated him in front of Slytherins which ended up him getting bullied. He ruined his self esteem and he wasn’t able to do anything. He already had a hard childhood and he made him feel like a piece of sh** PLEASE DONT TRY TO MAKE AN EXCUSE. SNAPE FU**ED UP NEVILLES CHILDHOOD AND HIS MENTAL HEALTH. DO YOU THINK ITS OKAY. “It IsNt ThE WoRsT” I THOUGHT THIS TOPIC WAS OFF DEBATABLE. BULLYING A CHILD YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE OF ISNT OKAY.

I mean, Snape did become a young adult and tried to cope with what he lived. Wanna know how? He came to think that emotions were weaknesses (indeed it could cost his life), that discipline was essential, that rule-breaking was intolerable, and that you must be rigorous in your work. That those who “hold their hearts on their sleeves” are foolish and weak. Ah yes, that happens when you lived the last 22 years in the very place in which you were bullied, without access to any psychological help.

To be honest I don’t know why I’m discussing this with you, if you have this moral!!! HARD DISCIPLINE WAS NECESSARY!!!! THIS ISNT HARD DISCIPLINE THIS IS BULLYING. ACCEPT IT.

Still - I understand if you don’t like Snape for his bullying attitude. What I don’t agree with, on the other hand, is how you claim that Snape’s Patronus was a sign of obsession. I wonder what that makes Tonks then, whose Patronus changed as well? Or Harry having his father’s Patronus (oof)? Besides assuming that Snape’s Patronus changed at all -- you say that true love isn’t obsession. Guess what? Patronuses represent true love. Snape wasn’t obsessed, but James showed obsessive misogynistic behavior against Lily -- I proved it twice. If you’re going to tell me that characters can’t have Patronuses of the other sex and that Patronuses of different sexes (male/female) are the true sign of love while Patronuses of the same gender equals obsession then I’m going to call you homo/queerphobic. Yeah, have you thought about what those later assumptions meant?

If you want to I can discuss why James and Lily are soulmates. Why Jily is superior and why Snily is even disgusting to think.

Snape didn’t ruin Harry’s childhood. Voldemort did. If not for Snape Harry would have had no childhood. Especially when you know that the only reason Lily was given a choice to sacrifice her life for Harry (thus giving blood protection) is because Voldemort was convinced by Snape to spare her. If Snape hadn’t asked this, Lily would have had no choice but to die, and Harry would have followed. Must I mention how Harry would have been killed at 11 if not for Snape.

Also let’s love snape; who supposedly protected Harry. “You know what Harry, your mom didn’t loved me 82929 years ago also your dad was cooler than me, so I will treat you and your friends like sh*t

He never changed nor matured. He didn’t move on from Lily but he abused Harry because of his father.

Also thank you Snape for not killing Harry at 11. If Dumbledore told his suspicions to any other teacher, they would’ve done the same. Thank you Snape for not letting Harry fall from his broom.

And indeed it’s the same thing over and over again: I have the right (and the reasons) to dislike James and love Snape, just as you have the right (and the reasons) to dislike Snape and love James.

I won’t force you to like anyone. But you can’t + shouldn’t hate James because he was a bully. Snape was a bully too. You cant love a bully but also hate a bully. You should find more reasons to hate him. But it’s really hard to find reasons to hate James Potter who sacrificed himself for the world. Of course we will only focus on what he did as a 15 year old child. But what snape did at 15 has 392929 excuses.

Thank you for discussing this with me in an humane way. I highly encourage you to read my previous posts because I mentioned everything. Literally everything. I’m repeating myself at this point

#snape hate #anti snape

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crossroadsimagine · 5 years

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🦑1-Hey there, male bnha+naruto+bsd matchup please? I'm a short INTP girl with social phobia (so going out is kinda hard for me). Im asexual, and physical affection isn't really my thing but once in a while I'd be up for a few cuddles or kisses. Im studious, a perfectionist, but also a procrastinator. I may be smart (at least, academically) but i give off big chaotic dumbass energy. I love spending most of my time at home, reading/binge-watching tv shows or movies/playing video games.

☰ Matched with Tamaki

Takes an interest in you in a rather mild way at first and will hesitantly initiate a friendship with you first, though he will fall for you relatively quickly he will not ask you out any time soon, because even though he will come to realize he’s falling in love with you he’s far too shy to actually act on his crush on you for a while.

However, it could possibly be a bit obvious that something is wrong or something has changed because the two of you will have a friendship first, as he begins to fall for you, he can begin to act a bit different. Being more awkward or uncomfortable around you, stuttering over words or having a hard time maintaining eye contact with you, though if you are more oblivious to these kinds of things you may not notice much of a difference at all, besides he is fairly awkward and shy anyways so you could also easily just assume it’s just him or part of his personality.

It will be months at least before he will work up the courage to be able to ask you out and even then, it’ll take others to kind of encourage him or push him to talk to you about it. When he does ask you out it’s when the two of you are alone and in a more secluded place, he won’t even think about telling you how he feels in any kind of public place.

This means he’s most likely to ask you out while going for a walk, a nature trail or a room when the two of you are alone, he’ll have put a lot of thought into asking you out so he will be very noticeably nervous and shy about asking you out. Even when he does ask you out and you agree too out with him, he can remain shy and embarrassed about it for awhile afterwards, it can take him quite some time to relax and calm down around you again.

He is very kind, caring and polite with you though rather uncomfortable with affection particularly early on in the relationship and especially early on in the relationship. Which works because physical affection isn’t really your thing but you can be up for some cuddles or kisses from time to time, he is not one to instigate affection or cuddles very often even when the two of you are alone but especially won’t instigate things when the two of you are in public and can become embarrassed and pull away if you try to instigate any kind of PDA.

He is very understanding and supportive though and will get it if you don’t want to do something or if you are uncomfortable with something, he completely understands and respects your boundaries and will not push you out of your comfort zone and expects the same from you. You do have a social phobia which can make it hard for you to go out which he does understand and doesn’t push you to go out or go places you don’t want to, after all he is far more comfortable staying in as well and much more on the introverted side.

He can be very uncomfortable in public places or in busy areas or crowds though he does try to push himself sometimes because he does want to help others and become a hero but he doesn’t always respond well if others push him. He does want to help you and will always be there for you but does not press you to open up or talk, if you need space or time to yourself he won’t press it, he’ll let you have some alone time and waits for you to be ready to talk without him needing to say anything or force you to do anything you don’t want to.

He won’t feel right about pressing you to talk and will prefer for you to feel comfortable in your own time to open up to him, he wants you to feel comfortable with him and trust him on your own. That doesn’t mean he won’t ask you questions if he feels like something is wrong but won’t insist if you don’t answer or become uncomfortable, like asking it you’re okay or if something is wrong but easily lets it go if you don’t answer.

He does not like to argue and can be rather easily intimidated especially when it comes to you because he will not want you to be upset or mad at him, which can also make him apologize rather quickly and for things that aren’t even his fault if he feels like it can soothe a disagreement. He is very honest and real with you but not really blunt because he will kind of sugar coat things if he thinks something could hurt your feelings or anyone’s feelings really.

While you on the other hand can get really blunt and even mean if you are with someone you don’t like, you can also get impatient and ill tempered depending on the situation and the person you are dealing with. Though most people see you as rather quiet and aloof but you really do become rather loud and talkative when you are with people you are comfortable with. You both with highly prefer staying home watching movies or tv shows and kind of just having dates at home rather than going out a lot, he’ll like talking with you and being able to share interests and hobbies with each other.

He does show a very genuine and attentive side when you talk especially about things you are passionate about, he’ll like listening to you talk about things and share your interests with him particularly if you get very enthusiastic when talking. He can come across as a little clingy and over protective from time to time only because he does really love you so much and the idea of losing you can really scare him; this can make him very selfless and over protective of you in dangerous or serious situations.

He can also get a bit lonely at times which is why he can come across as clingy but at the same time he won’t want to force you to be around him or spend time with him. He can be kind of insecure and feel like he’s not good enough for you and he can seem down or discouraged at times, though he does respond rather well if you try to encourage him or cheer him up whether just talking with him or being physically comforting towards him.

Over all he genuinely cares about you and will do anything for you, to help you achieve your dreams and to help keep you safe and happy no matter what that means.

☰ Headcanons between the two of you

■ You do tend to be quite smart especially on an academic level though you can also be a perfectionist and yet a procrastinator. But despite your book smarts you can give off a rather intense dumb energy at times, but he tends to see you just in a positive light and doesn’t really even acknowledge your negative traits.

■ He is affectionate with you occasionally but not constantly but can usually respond positively if you instigate hugs or cuddles with him. Tends to hug you from the front and can rest his chin on your shoulder, he can be slightly more confident when he’s the one to instigate things and can become more easily embarrassed if you are the one to instigate things like cuddling up to him on the couch.

■ Is very thoughtful and remembers a lot about you which makes him surprising good at picking out presents for you or knowing what you’ll like for special occasions, like if you would love something more romantic like flowers and candy for Valentine’s day or if you would prefer something more practical like something relating to your hobbies.

■ Tends to be pretty caring, motherly and chivalrous with you, if you’re cold he’ll do something about it giving you his jacket, getting you a blanket. He’ll open doors for you or carry things for you but he is made very uncomfortable by compliments or thank you’s and you can unintentionally kind of make him shut down from embarrassment just from thanking him or telling him how nice he is.

☰ Other Possible Matches

◐ Yamato

He is loving, considerate and very understanding he loves spending time with you and talking with you, he will want to spend time with you at least a little bit every day to talk with you and hear about your day. He can give you alone time but doesn’t like to be away from you for very long and can worry about you when you are away from him, especially if he isn’t really sure where you are or what you are doing.

Though he tries not to be nosey or press you to talk about things or open up to him, he doesn’t want to make you uncomfortable so he really is very understanding and patient with you. He can also be very comforting when you are sad or upset he may not even say anything but he’ll be there for you physically and let you set the tone or talk if you want to.

◐ Ranpo

Is caring, calm and attentive towards you and can be affectionate at times but really only when the two of you are alone, simply because he doesn’t really think to be affectionate with you when around others. But he won’t stop you from being affectionate towards him in public like if you hug him or such in a public place.

He is very intelligent and can come across as arrogant or cocky at times, he’s also incredibly observant and can figure things out quickly which also means you really won’t be able to hide anything from him. He can be lazy at times but he does like spending time with you relaxing and doing laid back hobbies at home rather than going out, if you want to binge watch tv shows or movies all day he’s completely content with it.

#Naruto #My hero Academia #Bungou Stray dogs #Boku no hero academia #Bungo stray dogs #Match up #Match ups #Ranpo #Yamato #Tamaki #Amajiki Tamaki

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putschki1969 · 5 years

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Harmony Magazine #5 ~ Hikaru Solo Interview

Note: Here’s my translation of Hikaru’s solo interview from the latest Harmony issue. Sorry this took so long. The interview focuses on Hikaru’s Birthday Event and how she felt about performing all by herself. All in all, it’s quite nice and it provides some insight. HERE’s my detailed event report in case you are interested. Without further ado, let’s get to it.

On July 31, her first solo event took place, 「"Hikaru" Birthday EVENT 2018」. After successfully facing this challenge and overcoming all obstacles Hikaru openly talked about her feelings to us. What were the thoughts that occupied her heart while she tried to convey her gratitude as intimately as possible, while she did everything within her power to fulfil everyone’s wishes - all those fan requests filled with love...

The current condition interview

◆ In today’s interview I would like to focus on what you felt after your Birthday Event. It was a very fun event, something only you could have done. When you suddenly came up on stage after the opening movie and straight up starting talking, I was quite surprised, I didn’t think that would happen *laughs*. Yes, after greeting everyone with a “thanks for coming today” I sat down on my chair and started talking *laughs*. Even though I tried my best organising this event I felt like fans might become a little anxious in the beginning so in order to prevent that from happening, I thought it would be best to start the event with my talk corner. In the opening movie I tried to answer all the questions I had received by fans in the questionnaire, I put my answers on slides so they could be easily presented. In between I would occasionally insert a childhood picture of myself.

◆ Those pictures caused quite the commotion. Yes, it was quite an experience for me as well *laughs*. Even with all those pictures - pictures that I had never shown to anyone before - I wondered whether or not people would like that section.

◆ It was totally fine. I hoped it would be...I had received lots of casual questions so I thought the pictures would be fitting. Many people were asking me about my favourite characters or my favourite food, things like that. That’s why I chose this sort of quick and casual opening.

◆ After your talk corner, you introduced your live goods, something that everyone had been eagerly awaiting. Yes, it’s been quite some time, we didn’t have a goods introduction corner during our 10th Anniversary Live after all *laughs*. During the afternoon event everyone was quite calm and then during the evening the atmosphere felt very sophisticated *laughs*. All those things combined made me quite nervous.

◆ Did your event feel different during the day and at night? Yes, it’s very strange but they did feel quite different. I realised that the audience might be in a different mood depending on whether the sun is still out or not. And then there is the fact that I performed at Suntory Hall, a very special venue with a unique atmosphere so maybe that had an effect as well. At any rate, many people ended up buying the goods so maybe it was because they enjoyed my sales corner. At one point I couldn’t hold back a shriek of happiness when I found out that some of the items had been sold out. I was just so grateful~!

◆ Soon after your goods were also available in the online shop in response to the great demand. Something that everyone had been waiting for. For those who like to do things from home *laughs*.

◆ Then you had a Special Hikaru Corner where you introduced some of your favourite manga and recited a few of your most beloved scenes. There were really a lot of requests for you to do something like that. Yes, when we decided we would do that corner I really tried my very best. I made my choice by going through all the manga I had read so far. After I had decided on the manga I wanted to introduce I re-read them carefully, trying to find the perfect scenes to recite. I suddenly noticed all those amazing lines that hadn’t really caught my attention back in the day when I read those books for the first time. It was really quite fascinating to discover that. Take “Tenshi Nanka Janai” for example, I first read that back when I was still in high school, reading it now as an adult, there were so many parts that affected me so much more deeply than they did before, it made me feel like I had lived life properly in the past 15 years ever since coming across that manga for the first time *laughs*.

◆ The audience was captivated by your recital, they hung on your every word. That’s true, everyone was really kind and listened carefully to my talking. I wanted everyone to get an idea of what the stories are about and why I am so in love with these particular books. While I kept reciting my lines I hoped all of that would come across well. I also chose a different BGM for each work I introduced, I wanted the music to be related to the work *laughs*. For my introduction of “Ten-nai” “Stand By Me” was playing in the background. There is a lovely scene in the manga that involves this song. The heroine and hero of the story are in one of the student council rooms while an after-school festival is taking place. There they are dancing together while this song is playing.

◆ I thought it was a really great corner. How was it trying something like that for the first time? I was really nervous! I had intended to read the lines much slower but I ended up rushing through them quite a bit *laughs*. Tension makes people talk super fast. I was incredibly embarrassed. I realised that it is truly an intense mind practice *laughs*.

◆ When will you be doing it again...? Well, if everyone is really adamant about me doing it again...I might think about it *laughs*. I feel like there were a lot of people in the audience that don’t really care for manga at all, if I managed to awaken their interest in some of my most beloved manga then that would be really nice.

◆ Next up you did a Janken competition with everyone. As usual, you were a strong player *laughs*. Yeah, during the first few rounds the audience was losing *laughs*. At the night-time event a fan from Thailand won the game and came up on stage. It made me really happy to know someone from overseas had come to my event.

◆ You also played a reverse version of Janken. Those who kept losing to you would ultimately win the game. Quite the revolutionary system *laughs*. Hehe, yes, that was also a request by the fans.

◆ They probably came up with the idea because you are such a strong opponent. I have never played Janken with about 800 people in a single day so it’s definitely a precious memory. When we started our first round you could really feel everyone’s tension rising. People were getting up from their seats, ready to fight. It was a lot of fun. They were all excited for the game, you could tell they had been waiting for it *laughs*.

◆ Since everyone was rising from their seats to play all the reporters and staff people including myself also stood up. Unfortunately, I was defeated by you. Eh? Thanks so much for taking part! *laughs* That really was a unique experience, something we could have never done during our normal live shows. It was a really nice and exciting transition to the Live Corner.

◆ Your pianist Sakurada Hirotaka appeared on stage... The tension had been sizzling from our game of Janken but with the first song “Hōseki” the atmosphere immediately became somber and serious.

◆ Indeed, the atmosphere changed instantly. I auditioned with this song for Kalafina so I thought it would be nice to start my live with it and present it to everyone for the first time. Since this was my audition song, it holds a lot of meaning to me, all those memories of me being nervous suddenly came back to me. It was really difficult to sing it.

◆ It might be due to the world views presented in this song but you really created a mature atmosphere with an amazing singing voice. For this event, I tried to face the challenge of singing very mature arrangement. it made me really feel the depth and progress of the past ten years.

◆ Did you feel certain changes within yourself? When I imagine a song I am singing in my mind, I tend to not see the main character as young girl anymore. Many Kalafina songs portray the flow of time and usually I would be assigned the melodies sung from the point of view of a young girl. Now that I am singing by myself, that has changed. In the past I would sing just looking straight ahead with only one world-view in mind. I guess it’s because I was still so young. And it was completely fine like that but little by little my way of thinking and interpreting lyrics changed. That’s why I wanted more profound and mature arrangements for this event.

◆ I think you conveyed that very well. Also, it was a lot of fun to have all these unique aspects for each song block. That’s right. My second block consisted of some of my favourite karaoke songs, lots of fans had requested that. I never thought I would be singing an Akina Nakamori* song in front of fans *laughs*. Back in the day I used to listen to my mother singing this song during karaoke. [* Kita Wing - one of my favourite performances that night]

◆ It was very refreshing to listen to you like that, I had never heard you sing with such a low voice before. It’s true, the melody is more or less in Keiko-san’s range.

◆ And then the tension kept rising when you sang “ARIA” which was pretty much the most requested song by your fans. Ah yes, “ARIA”...that really is a special song for me. It was the very first song I sang as part of Kalafina. I conveyed all my memories from back then and all the precious memories I had accumulated performing this song throughout the years. I think the atmosphere felt so deep and meaningful because all those memories, all those feelings were resonating while I was singing my version of “ARIA”. “ARIA” has very short yet profound lines like most of Yuki Kajiura-san’s songs. Because of that listeners have a lot of room for imagination and interpretation. Everyone has their own thoughts, their own sceneries so we all have our very own “ARIA”. it’s one of those songs that creates a unique atmosphere due to all the different thoughts and feelings overlapping. “ARIA” and “sprinter” realy are like that...they manage to expose the deepest parts of my heart. I feel like everyone was able to stare right into me.

◆ A truly precious moment. I was overcome with emotions, more than I would have expected. It looked like it really touched you as well. Oh definitely, there are just so many thoughts and feelings I associate with this song *laughs*. It’s really quite special for me.

◆ Next up was your Western Song Corner. As one would expect, your performance of English songs was really good! I thought it was nice to make some use of the skills I had attained during my school days...but really, aside from our Christmas lives I hadn’t really sung a lot of Western music before so it was quite the challenge for me. But I thought I would give it a try.

◆ I really didn’t expect “Blackbird” from the Beatles to get selected. I felt very much at peace listening to your soft singing voice. I sang with a different timbre, I used a slightly different style, one that I hadn’t really used as part of Kalafina. Quite airy and gentle, yet with a breathy intensity. It was my first time singing like that in front of an audience.

◆ Then you delivered two amazing performances, "Honesty” and “Just The Way You Are” by Billy Joel. These sort of Western songs really showcase the versatile nature of your voice and your range of expression was incredibly broad. Your performances seemed very natural. I am glad to hear that. The Western Song Block had a very warm and soft feel to it and it was a nice transition to the next block which was quite serious and profound *laughs*.

◆ Next up was another anisong block, right? Yes, there were really a lot of people who requested anisongs. I think aside from Kalafina songs, anisongs were the most requested songs in my questionnaire *laughs*.

◆ It was a good selection of staple songs that are known by everyone. “History Maker” was my personal favourite, I was very happy to hear you singing it. I had actually picked that song all by myself *laughs*. It was “My Request” so to speak. Translated into Japanese the title for the anime OP of “Yūri!!! On Ice” sung by Dean Fujioka means “a person that creates history”. With that in mind I thought it would be perfect for my current situation. I put all my soul into this song thinking of how I will continue to create my own history in the future while reflecting on my 10-year history as part of Kalafina.

◆ Then, your final song, “sprinter”. It left a lasting impression with your voice that came straight from the heart and that arrangement which emphasised a feeling of absence. “sprinter” was truly difficult. Sakurada-san and I were worrying a lot about how to best arrange it. It’s because this song has always been about connecting with each other and connecting with the audience. But since “sprinter” and “ARIA” were the most highly requested songs, I wanted to sing them no matter what. As a result we had to come up with an arrangement like that because it was the only way I would be able to sing it all by myself. I ended up singing Keiko-san’s parts and even a few of Wakana-san’s parts. Wahhh, it really was super difficult.

◆ The song itself is quite difficult I think, the way you interpret it, how you sing it and how you convey your own feelings through it... Whenever I am singing this song a lot of feelings and emotions are carried across so this particular “sprinter” was a culmination of all of my past performances - memories of 10 years coming together...

◆ This Live Corner really felt like a roller coaster. Despite the time limit, the live was very powerful and it ended on an extremely high note. That’s what I was aiming for. I really wanted to keep this corner as dense as possible which is also why the MCs ended up being quite short. At the very end of my event, I waited at the exit to personally send everyone off with a final greeting. Since I was only able to hold this event in Tokyo I wanted to express my utmost gratitude to everyone who came to see me.

◆ You had four different types of postcards which you handed out at random, right? I had postcards with four different images and six different messages in total. The message also included a signature and the date. I would choose one of those for each fan. I had so many feelings within me, a single word just wouldn’t have sufficed. All those things I wanted to say came to my mind, that’s why I ended up with so many different messages *laughs*.

◆ I think everyone was surprised that these messages were hand-written and not printed on. Now after having finished such a meaningful birthday event, are there things that you have become aware of? While preparing for the event and the live part of it I have been able to reflect on my life. It was a truly important event for me. It was my first time standing on stage all by myself, a very special experience. And this time the messages in the after-live-questionnaire were all directed at me, usually they would be directed at Kalafina as a group. It felt quite weird. I am taking the first steps all by myself, I am like a peeping baby bird, like a newborn shaking and fumbling around but I just have to take those steps ahead. I used the opportunity to think about how to reset myself and how to walk on this new road. I have realised so many things during this event.

◆ I am looking forward to your next birthday event which is no doubt going to be even more powerful. I am also excited to see Hikaru-chan advancing forward from now on. There is still a long life ahead of me. Reflecting upon all the things that have happened in my life so far, dealing with the things that have happened. Keeping all of that in mind I would like to live life in a straightforward manner, I very much believe in facing life and its challenges head-on. I would like to continue forward by choosing that way of living while not losing my way, while sticking to my beliefs.

#kalafina #my translations #harmony magazine vol.5 #hikaru solo interview #hikaru birthday event #hikaru #precious pika-chan

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asymmetricboys · 5 years

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(this is what I wrote first, the night of:

so it’s 5:30 a.m.

the Man put on “Carol” on Netflix at 1 a.m. because I’d never seen it. He fell in and out of sleep while I watched, waking mostly when I made a sound of despair, or happiness that sounded like despair, in order to squeeze my hand or tuck his arm around me

he was fully asleep by the time it ended, leaving me alone in this swell of emotion. his computer died just as it cut to the credits, and I sat up and cried in the darkness of his room.

I was just formulating the plan to shake him, say his name, tell him “wake up. I need you,” when he woke up on his own

I cried on him some more. I can’t explain how the movie touched me. I will return to this post later and expand on it because I need to remember it

but I ended up telling him that I was falling in love with him, even though I didn’t know how that was possible. he kissed me hard and said he was falling too

it’s only been seventeen days since we first kissed

I don’t know what the hell im doing

(this is the extra details of what happened, written a couple days after. spoilers for “carol”:

it was the night of our first “date”--meaning the first time we’d gone out as human beings instead of hanging out at his house after school, or before school. we went to get dinner at a vegan cafe he’d found, instead of just him making me food after a hookup while I lounged in his bed, or in his kitchen, or in his sunroom, reading books and bothering him and singing “teenage dirtbag” with him and kissing the back of his neck while his head was bent over a cutting board.

yes. it was strange at first. to go from such an easy domesticity to the awkwardness of a first date.

we talked about our individual writing projects over food and settled into each other’s company again. afterwards, he took me to a bar he’d been to a couple weeks earlier. he was visibly disappointed when it was crowded--he hadn’t told me what we were doing that night, because he’d wanted to surprise me. the care taken was appreciated.

he offered for us to go, but he clearly was set on this place, so I said we could stay. we managed to get seats eventually and have some very good cocktails. I paid for drinks because he paid for dinner, and he winced at the bill at the bar and said he’d buy me coffee in the morning.

he makes a reference to “carol” at the bar, and when I say I've never seen it, he’s incredulous. he’s seen it multiple times. after he saw it for the first time, he sat there in the theatre, absolutely frozen through the credits, unable to move.

“let’s watch carol later.”

“okay.”

and we go to his house. we fool around--I'm still not letting him do anything penetrative right now, and I don’t need to get into it because this post is about emotions and to me, being naked with him that night was just dumb fun, no drama. it was nice though.

it’s 1 a.m. and he pulls up Netflix, sets his computer beside the bed and turns on “carol”. I thought he’d forgotten. he warns me that he might fall asleep, and that if I need to sleep, I can turn it off. we cuddle and start watching.

he fell in and out of sleep while I watched, waking mostly when I made a sound of despair, or happiness that sounded like despair, in order to squeeze my hand or tuck his arm back around me. the movie is beautiful and riveting and plays so strongly on the instant emotional connection between the women. the kind of connection translated between a look. a few words.

“do you see something in Therese?” he asks me at one point. Rooney mara’s character has just agreed to go on a road trip with this woman she barely knows.

“I see something in why she’s mad into cate blanchett.”

“no, that’s not what I meant.”

“what did you mean?”

“well,” he says. soft, halting voice. “she’s young and this is all new and she’s--

“lost?”

“she doesn’t know what’s happening.”

with us? I think. is that what you mean? because you are seven years older than me and what we are to each other is constantly shifting hour to hour?

“I don’t know.”

I cry multiple times while watching the movie. I cry even at happy moments--maybe especially at them. when carol says “you don’t have to sleep over there,” and Therese climbs back into her arms the night after everything goes wrong for them, tears are practically forced out of my eyes like a fist is wringing out the very last of an almost exhausted sponge. he’s awake still, confused and a little fondly amused at my emotion.

“but see, it’s not over,” he says. “what happened didn’t ruin everything between them.”

“it’s going to get ruined eventually,” I choke out.

he kissed my hair. (actually, I don’t remember that, but it feels right to put it here. he did that a lot throughout--kissing my cheek or shoulder or forehead in silent response to my distress)

he fell asleep for the last twenty minutes of the movie. a “low battery” box popped up on his laptop in the corner, warning that if the laptop was not plugged in, the computer would start shutting down. I couldn’t bring myself to interrupt the flow of the movie to plug in the laptop, so I sat there in the intense anxiety of both the story unfolding itself and the fear that the laptop would die and I would be denied the ending of the story. all the while, the Man breathed very loud and steady beside me

the story ends with a look. a slow beginning of a smile. there is no certainty that the two women will be happy, but there is the certainty that Therese followed her feelings out of the party she’d left carol alone for. there is the certainty that it was carol’s “I love you” that drove her into that restaurant. they’re in love and its undeniable and certain, even if everything else in the world--including whether they will be together or not--is up in the air.

I cry through it, obviously. the laptop gets thirty seconds into the credit music, and then it dies, plunging the room and I into absolute darkness. my emotions rush out into the space the darkness creates, and I'm drowning in it.

it’s the love, see. it’s the certainty, see. it’s the familiarity.

I sit up fully, hunching in over my stomach and my knees. i think of my ex-girlfriend briefly, but she’s gone from my head as soon as she pops up, connected to this moment only by the association of two women together. the feeling I'm feeling would’ve never happened if I had watched this in her room.

I will wake him up, I think. I'm planning it. I will say his name when I touch him and then say “wake up. I need you.”

but then he jolts himself awake. he apologizes for the computer dying and when I say, “it’s okay, it let me get to the end,” my tears are too evident in my voice. he sits up and holds me.

the tears won’t stop coming, surging up again every time I replay the stark beauty of that final moment of eye contact and understanding between the women. he is baffled. he is trying to make me laugh, trying to understand the mood that will not allow me to banter and play with him the way we normally do, even when we’re talking about serious things.

I remember things we said, but not quite the order.

“You don’t need to cry,” he says. “they came back to each other at the end. it’s okay. They’re in love.”

“And that’s not something to cry about?”

we tip back over from sitting up to lying down. I want to say something. I can’t work my way around to it.

“Have you ever been in love?”

He softly says he has. Twice.

“What does it feel like?”

He laughs.

“No,” and my voice is less voice and more breath, barely there, “I mean it, don’t laugh at me right now.”

he goes serious and tells me about the feeling. but he’s using general terms. he doesn’t know why I'm asking the question and what I want from him. this is a man who is always dropping accidental bombs of feeling and then tripping himself to walk them back, so afraid of “over-stepping” with me.

“You haven’t answered my question. What does it feel like?”

he says something about when all your concerns—physical, safety, hunger, thirst—become extended to another person as well.

“So you become two?” I say. but that’s not right. “Consciousness expands? The world expands?”

“Maybe consciousness expands, yeah.”

it’s about caring about someone on the same level as yourself, he says.

“but where do you feel it? Where does it sit in your body?”

I can’t remember his explanation, which frustrates me, because he was quiet for so long that I thought he’d fallen back asleep, and then he said love sits in the lymph nodes, which is so specific and peculiar a response that I wish I remembered his reasoning.

(I told him the next day that it struck me because when I was dumped by blue, my partner of a couple years ago, I ended up in the hospital with an unexplainable issue that was causing me to continuously vomit for hours. the doctors eventually found that I had swollen lymph nodes in my gut, but that they didn’t know why. they had no idea what could be wrong with me. “you had your heart broken,” I was told years later by an old man. now I think that man may not have been wrong)

I sit up again. I can’t look at him, so I look towards the windows, where the curtains are a glowing blue from moonlight. I know what I want to say, but it’s so hard to get out that I can see he’s getting worried about me. it’s clear.

“Is there a word--”

I falter. he shakes my knee with a hand, makes a joke. “shut up,” I tell him, soft enough that he knows I'm not mad, just real enough that he knows I'm trying to be serious here, and he needs to let me talk.

“Is there a word,” I say, “for falling in love when you’re a pragmatic person who doesn’t believe that you can love someone before you’ve known them for a long time?”

and see I thought he would get it instantly. that he would know I was talking about him, about me, about us. but he doesn’t. he thinks about it. starts going through words.

“Well, there’s smitten,” he says.

“You used smitten before.” with me, with me, you told me you were smitten with me, and that was days and days ago, I don’t say.

“yeah.”

“Did you mean it?”

“Yeah.”

that’s not enough for me though. I still don’t know if we’re on the same page. I am stuck in the beauty and certainty and simplicity and complexity of carol and therese and I need to talk.

I pull away from him--because we’d ended up curled up together again, lying on our sides--and I sit up for the final time, looking down at him.

“Do you remember,” I say, “when I told you that my first partner said to me, at six months, that they loved me, and I felt nothing but panic? I cannot say things like this lightly.” my voice is shaking. “And I just told you that I am falling in love with you, and I’m looking for something plain in response, and if you’re not there, that’s okay.”

His face changes in the blue light, all at once. He reaches for me, draws me down and kisses me deeply.

“I meant it when I said smitten,” he says when he pulls back. he’s so close I can’t see his expression.

“Smitten is too cutesy. Say what you mean.”

And he rolls me over suddenly and tucks his face in against mine and when he talks again, his voice is rougher than before, like i’ve made him dig down inside himself and come up for air again, scraped raw with dirt and struggle and effort

“Yes,” he says “yes, you know I’m falling in love with you.”

I didn’t feel panicked.

at all.

and we stay up longer, kissing and talking and expressing our astonishment at how fast this is, at the rarity of feeling the same at this intensity at so early a stage. he keeps asking me, like he’s making sure he hasn’t misunderstood, “so we’re both plummeting?” “yes.”

at one point, I’m stroking the side of his face, knuckles skimming a path from under his right eye down to the prickly edge of his beard. He’s looking at me. It’s an expression he’s had a lot recently—one that wasn’t there the very first night, but has grown. I’m looking right back.

“Oh,” he says suddenly, a tiny revelation. “You can see everything now, can’t you.”

I don’t need to speak for him to know that yes, I can.

“Yeah, that’s what this look means,” he says before he kisses me.

we kiss very different now than that first hook-up. we kiss slow, like wine-tasters instead of people trying to get drunk. it’s wonderful.

“If this feels crazy and fast to you, the idealist, think about how it feels for me, the cynic,” he says at some point.

(the next day, he’ll tell me on the subway that he hasn’t fell like this since 2009. That he feels this glow around me, this optimism that he hasn’t in years. That it scares him, because it could do a lot of damage. I feel flattered. happy. a distant guilt that does not have to be dealt with yet. he has mis-characterized me as an idealist. I'm not a cynic, but I’m more pessimist than not. I know this is a train wreck of too much too fast, particularly for him. he has more to lose. he is seven years ahead of me in time, in life, in disappointed relationships)

“This is not what I thought would happen after I showed you that movie,” he says.

“What did you think would happen?”

“Well, my pessimistic thought was that you’d feel…a type of dysphoria. That you’d feel like you were here with the wrong person and wish I was a woman.”

“no.”

“More realistic thought was that you’d just love the story and be emotional about it. But not to this degree.”

he is the one who mentions that it’s only been seventeen days since we first kissed. I liked that he said it like that: “first kissed” instead of “first hooked up” because it betrays that he was always hoping we’d be here--that we’d be more than casual.

anyway, I meant to add some details of things I remember us saying, so that in years to come after this smashes and burns, I can look back fondly, but I ended up going WAY TOO DETAILED lol

I'm feeling.....good about things though. I should be way more scared than I am, but it’s like....it’s like I'm working through things as they become an issue in my head, instead of letting things fester. it’s like I'm....almost tackling this in an emotionally healthy way? except for the not having enough balance of not seeing each other versus seeing each other. we do need more space

and there is the distant fear: we still haven’t had penetrative sex again. I might make a post specifically about how my current sexual encounters with him are (and importantly, AREN’T) challenging my own understanding of where I am on the ace spectrum, but that would be a lot of writing and weird personal detail so we’ll see lol

I'm just rolling with it! I'm falling in love for the first time! I have NEVER felt that. I don’t want to be sad while it’s good, the way I was during carol! I want to enjoy the feeling and enjoy feeling so close to another person!!!!! it’s all good babes!!!!

#ace babbles #im in his bathroom i gotta go back and be normal #jesus what is happening to me #those were my original tags so now the following ones are my edit tags #this is OBSCENELY LONG #I need to make a tag just for this running story #because that's essentially what it is #a love story of an asexual trying to have sex #and the mess that followed #ace talks falling in love #the fact that I'm writing about this in such detail betrays the fact that I anticipate it not lasting tbh LOL #but like....in a beautiful way not a sad way #I hope one day when he writes about me he is kind #in how he portrays me #because I have been confusing and demanding to him #deeply affectionate while insisting on casual and then suddenly springing stuff like this on him #I will be a very strange character in a story of his one day #I know this for sure #he writes from his life and he's told me this #don't date writers yall they will turn you into a story #as I am turning him into one

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division-m · 6 years

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The Merge [3] - Sweet Pea

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4

Paring: Sweet Pea x Reader

Genre: angst | AU

Word Count: 2,649

Part [3] Warning: Violence, Swearing.

Part [3] Brief: ❝ In which the silver moon was high in the sky giving off the only light over Riverdale, apart from the lampposts whose rays died inches from the dirty tungsten bulbs, and Sweet Pea held a rage the power of a wildfire, you could practically see the flames roaring in his eyes, ready to ignite anything that he came in contact with. We learn [y/n] is an enigma - not like that of books where words are so plainly written out and flow from page to page, but of books torn, frayed, and indecipherable.❞

Masterlist

[y/n] was currently lounging around with youngest Cooper just like old times;

[y/n] admired Betty’s room.

Her room was like a princess wonderland. The walls were a baby pink that pulsed in the light, sprinkled with various pictures, mostly of friends and a few celebrities, [y/n] noticed she still kept the montage they made together of them since they were 6 up to the age of 14. Her comforter was pulled over her bed. It was messy as they both laied on it together, this resulted in lumps of varying sizes and shapes to form on the comforter.

A desk sat in one corner, littered with wadded up pieces of paper and pens. A few shelves were pushed against the walls and filled with books. Some books sat on the floor in front of the shelves. How does Betty manage to make a mess of books look like they are perfectly placed? [y/n] will always wonder.

"Simple, I heard the devil call out my name" [y/n] said in response to Betty's question;

"Why did you leave Riverdale two years ago? you just got up and left, it broke my heart”.

Betty's eyes shifted to the side and they soon became glazed with a glassy layer of tears. As she blinked, they dripped from her eyelids and slid down her cheeks. She bit her lip tightly in attempt to hide any sound that wanted to escape from her mouth; my heart sank.

Seeing Betty like this really broke my heart, all I want to do is protect her, that’s one reason why I left in the first place.

[y/n] whipped the tears from Betty's eyes.

"Betty.." [y/n] cooed,

"I'm back now and I'm staying, trust me, its like everyone born in this town in bound forever to it".

Betty accepted that response, however [y/n] didn't want anymore questions around why she left, so she changed the subject.

"Betty.. Chic seems nice.. Considering his current situation, I mean I can understand why he is a bit crude, he just reconnected with the family that gave him up, but your dad, he seems to hate him?" I inquired, really curious to why this is.

Betty shook her head "[y/n] I have no idea, mum loves him already and if im honest its like shes trying to make up for all the years she lost with him, but I can't understand why dad doesn't want the same, its like-" Betty was cut off by her mum entering the room with a huge smile.

"[y/n] its getting late, are you going to stay over?" Alice asked politely.

I always loved Alice, she was like a second mother to me when I was little, if I wasn't at my house, I was at hers, if I wasn't eating at my house, she always made sure I was feed.

"That’s okay Alice, I should be getting back to my Grams now, I'm sure she’s getting worried, iv been out all day" I refused politely much to Betty's dismay.

[y/n] hopped off Betty's bed and gave her a warm embrace and told her she'll see her tomorrow at school and made her way home.

[y/n] walked. She walked as her hair fluttered in the air, her clothes clung to her body, arms tightly wrapped around her. [y/n] felt cold wind stroking her skin, wanting to rip her clothes off her, as if she were its enemy.

She lifted her hands to the air to feel short bursts of rain.

As she walked she couldn't help but remember that cursed night, that night her family left for Greendale, [y/n] remembers this path, because she ran it that night, remembering passing Betty and Archie's house at an ungodly hour, never knowing when she'll see them again.

*Flashback*

Being chased was nothing like the movies. The stars look heroic, sexy and in command of the situation. Reality was far removed from that pretty version of running to save you skin.

I'd had no time to put on shoes or even grab my jacket, my parents pulled me from my bed whispering to me;

"It's no longer safe".

Panic took over my expression. I could only think one word.

Hunters.

They travel to innocent towns, looking to exterminate unwanted family's. At the time Riverdale was innocent.

Greendale on the other hand was not. It was known for its mystical nature. Hunters wouldn’t dare enter, it was the only safe place for our kind.

The mundane fear the town over Sweet Water River, ever heard the saying;

'you should know better than to be caught in Greendale after midnight'

Usually you would run from the town, yet the crescents were sprinting towards it.

My souls crashing into the asphalt a few times before I transitioned to the balls of my feet. My face is flushed red and my expression is pure panic.

The crescents managed to make it into the forest, the moon was at its peak and spooky doesn't quite cover it and eerie is an understatement of this situation.

I've seen darkness before, the kind that makes this forest look like an old fashioned photograph, everything a shade of grey. This isn't like that. This is the darkness that robs you of your best sense and replaces it with a paralyzing fear.

I only know my eyes are still there because I can feel myself blink, still instinctively moisturizing the organs I have no current use for, since the darkness was blinding. The only way I am getting through these thick trees is the hand of my father pulling me along.

By my genes I am a predator, I have the front facing eyes and brain enough to hunt, but I feel like prey in this utter black.

The dawn is hours away and until that precious time I can only run for my life.

Hunters, they are skilled, deadly skilled, yet still mundane, and don't have the senses of my parents. Hence why they hunt us. And why they will always hunt us.

*End of flashback*

The memory sent shivers down [y/n’s] spine, as well the now pouring ice cold rain.

However the rain was the least of her problems in this moment, as she heard the revving up of motorcycles, she found herself in stumbling into a civil war.

There was stillness on both sides. If hatred was visible the air would have been scarlet.

Screams broke out. The men rushed forward, the attack was fierce and efficient.

[y/n] wasn't foreign to battles, she fought many herself, hence why she decided to climb the tree to her left and perch herself up on nearest branch. Ready to watch this turf war commence.

'This should be interesting' she entertained this thought.

As the fight was happening, [y/n] noticed a certain tall dark and handsome serpent throwing punches left and right.

'He is a good and confident fighter, its like he is trained.. Riverdale needs more of that' she smirked as she studied his fighting skills.

A certain red head crashed a punch into Sweet Pea's stomach, a sudden gush of pain jolted throughout Sweet Pea's body. His stomach ached, his arms lost tension and his legs began to weaken.

[Y/n] studied the look on his god like features, its like she could read him like a book.

"He will not get the better of me" his features read.

His tongue was soaked in the taste of blood. Bruised and winded, with a leg in agony, he grabbed the foot of the captain and pulled him to the ground. His head was pounding. He brought a fist to the captain’s face, snapping his nose into a state of grotesquerie.

It pained [y/n] to see Archie this way but she commended him, he grew up over this past two years.

'Least he is out here throwing elbows, thats my boy' she praised him internally.

"Listen here Northsider!" Sweet Pea demanded loud enough for the whole street to hear, as he man handled Archie's letterman collar.

"Normally I would give you mercy, however you think you can come to my house, stick a gun in my face, and there wouldn't be any payback? You're stupid. You blame the Northside for all the problems in this town! Watch us be declared innocent then see me come out fighting. I've thrown one punch at you and I already see you quiver. How weak you are? This isn't cruelty Andrews, this is justice. You cannot control your actions and so I’ll control you. Continue to fight me and you know I'll win, or maybe you like gambling? It's a sin, you know"

I sat there with my jaw dropped in utter shock at Sweet Pea's monologue.

'What the fuck have you been up to Archie, i thought he knew better than to mess with the Serpents.. Jesus' I internally battled whether to stop this, Archie can clearly fight but facts are facts, Sweet Pea could easy take him out.

Just as I was about to come down I heard my name being called.

"Veronica?" I whisper yelled.

She looked as though she had been running due to her flushed cheeks.

"What the hell are you doing here" She asked me wide eyed.

"Being entertained" I deadpanned.

"[y/n] that’s Archie out there, with the serpents fighting, we need to stop this right now!" Veronica rushed towards the madness but I grabbed her by the arm to pull her back to me.

"Veronica no listen, they are hand to hand combat right now, running in there unarmed or just running straight into those muscle pigs will get you hurt" I warned, Betty informed me Archie and Veronica were an item, and I also know Archie.

He would be beside himself if she got hurt.

"Oh but sweet [y/n] I am armed" Veronica pulled out a gun out of her obsidian hooded cape.

[y/n] studied the gun, it was, small, discreet and deadly. The metal was cold in Veronica's hand, icy perhaps.

"Oh Lodge you really are a paradox but I am not going to ask why you have that right but If you want to stop this fight I have a plan".

"Shoot, what's the plan" Veronica was serious about stopping this fight.

"That’s exactly the plan, shoot" I deadpan once again.

"What! Are you crazy we can't just-" Veronica panics.

"No no not at them! up into the air! It's a small gun but trust me it will be loud enough to capture everyones attention, but once you do that, you have to run and get Archie out of here! if the cops aren't already on their way they will be now, then once you’re safe get rid of that fucking gun!" I carefully yet firmly explain to Veronica as i hold her shoulders, she is smart she understood every order and was on bored.

[y/n] gave Veronica a encouraging push.

Veronica ran between two cars, now her senses sharpened with adrenaline, Veronica held her breath, still straining to focus with every ounce of her concentration is focused on making this right. Cool air whispered through her body, she breathed in;

She fired.

Not too long before Veronica fired, [y/n] ran over to where the Serpents kept their motorbikes, knowing Sweet Pea will run this way out of instinct.

[y/n] was right, once that gun was fired he sprinted in her direction, she took this oppotunity to grab his arm and drag his weak state into her side.

"Listen to me, the cops are on their way, now unless you want to be hauled in by the police you should follow me, I'll help you" [y/n] said with utter seriousness.

In this short moment she wasn't admiring him from afar, she was inches away from his heated body. For a moment it shattered her to see his features this way, He's a bloody mess, nose bleeding and his right eye black and blue thanks to Archies left hook. His arms are wrapped round his guts like he's holding them in. he's beat so bad.

"We don't have all day!" [y/n] raised her voice in fear as she saw him contemplate.

"Why do you want to help me" he didn't say with a raised voice, it's like he's speaking while being choked, he must have taken a few hits at his throat while [y/n] was with Veronica.

"Remember when you saved me from falling on my ass? Yeah well lets call this me paying back my debt to you okay, now let me help you this time". [y/n] made her point, a broken chuckle escaped his busted lip.

The sirens were becoming louder the cops were coming, it was time to get going.

[y/n] snaked an arm around his waist, he slung an arm over her shoulder, instinctively, almost like it was a natural fit.

Their bodies were much different in height and stature, yet that didn't stop [y/n] from easing any type of pain she could.

My feet slip outwards on the wet autumn leaves as I round the corner, the cold night air shocking my throat and lungs as I inhale deeper, faster. It wasn't easy having Sweet Pea lean on me. Sweet Pea was 6'5 and very heavy in this weak state.

With each footfall a jarring pain shoots ankle to knee through Sweet Pea's legs, this was evident as I kept hearing him hiss.

"C'mon we can't slow down, lean on me more if you need to" [y/n] aided him with words.

He let out broken "mhm's" and “ah’s” in response. His mouth continuing to fill with an Iron taste as his teeth bit into his lips, clearly trying to stop himself from moaning in pain every second.

Due to this he kept spitting blood onto the ground.

"I'm sure you're leaving a trail with the amount of blood you're spitting" [y/n] sassed him.

"Well princess I can't swallow It can i? if I was Dracula, I would" He still managed to sass back even though he's seconds from passing out.

I'm confident I'll get Sweet Pea back to Grams safely, I know this estate better than they do, those cops are just pretty boys in uniform, shipped in from the nicer end of town. They're weighed down with guns, batons and electrical stun devices, all of them useless unless they get a clear shot, which they won't.

I can hear them panting with the effort from three hundred yards behind, that's how freakin' noisy and slow they are. Conditioning from a tread-mill with a stop-watch will never beat real-life training on the streets.

[y/n] knows that better than anyone, and if anyone can understand her street training, It would be Sweet Pea.

He wouldn't have trusted her with his life unless he had a feeling she knew what she was doing.

And Sweet’s had an intuition that was never wrong.

A/N: ahhh! This was so fun to right, I didn't want to end it! But I have to keep you guys wanting more hehe. How are you guy's enjoying so far? I'm mixing the current Riverdale storyline and the storyline from past episodes, so I hope you can understand that. And oooo what do you think about little miss crescents past? Feedback is always encouraged and welcomed :)

Be well x

Also should out to @sweetypeaimagines <3 go check out her work its so lovely! And she is so sweet! She deserves all the recognition she gets.

#Sweet Pea imagine #sweet pea x reader #sweet pea au #sweet pea smut #sweet pea #sweet pea fanfic #sweet pea riverdale #riverdale #riverdale imagine #sweet pea the merge #sweet pea headcanon

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oflgtfol · 6 years

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passengers (2016) had the potential to be such a good movie but it was written in such a wrong way and it just wound up being shitty and gross........

im in such a ranty mood lately so yeah. this is long and probably incoherent so its under a read more

like if they wrote it from aurora’s perspective it couldve been such a cool space horror film. im not a big film buff so idk but i rarely see space horror moves? i see it more often in literature. but even then most space horror stories are all like, aliens and shit, but space is so vast and interesting, space horror has the capacity to be so unique and different from normal horror... aliens are basically just the demons and monsters on earth just in a different setting

space horror stories that really get me - the ones that really fucking chill me to the bone, that actually succeed in creeping me out - are always the ones that focus on being alone. space is so isolating, its so completely different from earth, like out there you are the loneliest you will ever be. you can be lonely in your bedroom but ultimately you’re on a planet with 7 billion other people, but in space, there is no one around for millions, billions, trillions of miles, hundreds and thousands of light years. you cannot get to safety. you are stuck in your situation whether you like it or not and nobody will come to help you. nobody will even know.

if your situation takes the wrong turn, then you will well and truly die alone in a way that nobody else has ever experienced before. its such a chilling concept and its completely realistic too, like i will always come back to the first moon landing when discussing this. nobody knew whether they could get the astronauts back to earth. they went down to the surface with no certainty that this place wouldnt be their deathbeds. they were the first 2 people to ever step foot on the moon, to ever step foot on a surface that wasn’t earth. if they couldnt get back up, then they would also be the first 2 people to die there, to die on a place that wasnt earth. it fucks me up so bad. so space horror is also so chilling because its plausible, this is the unknown we’re exploring and everything is new. everything in space is so far apart, its so lonely, and that fact remains true whether you’re talking about real life space travel or an event in fiction, which makes it feel way more genuine that regular horror. horror that deals with the supernatural loses that realism and it feels fake, like that wont happen to me because monsters and demons just dont exist

so you could take this conflict, one between humans, and put it into space? it becomes even more horrifying

with a horror movie set on earth dealing with a kidnapping, you root for the protagonist, for them to escape, for them to kill their captor if they must, and no matter how helpless the situation may seem you root for them because all they need to do is have access to phone to call 911, or grab that hammer and their problems are over, or kick their captor in the groin and make a break for the street. the helplessness from this story is that freedom is so close, yet so far

a horror movie set in space dealing with a kidnapping? the victim is stuck there no matter what. they can kill their captor. they could send a distress call. they could reach an escape pod and make a break for it. but no matter what, they are still stuck in space. you are so utterly isolated that a distress call could take years upon years upon eons to reach anyone who could possibly answer, and an escape pod would take even longer unless it can go at light speed

so the horror of the situation with space horror is that everything is up to you, and if you fail? its over.

with passengers though, its not that simple. because there its not just “up to you,” it is just utterly futile. jim took aurora out of her pod and no matter what she does will change that. her situation is irreversible

(i havent seen it in a while but i know towards the end there was that emergency pod, but uhm. did she even know about it until jim told her about it? yeah. that adds to the horror of it)

the film however. is written from jim’s perspective. the film deals with this isolation a bit at the beginning which i had actually enjoyed in that kinda sick oh no feeling that space horror like this always gives me. it was interesting to actually see it depicted in a movie! i’ve only read about this kinda situation in a written story in only one book, but im sure theres more out there, but either way it was novel for me

and the temptation of opening aurora’s pod is what adds to it. its either you go fucking insane because you live out the next few decades with no other human contact, you kill yourself, or you open up someone else and suffer with someone else by your side, but thats the BAD route and now you’re a horrible person. its a serious moral question! you go a whole year of being utterly, completely alone with absolutely zero human contact, but you are surrounded by other humans. its fucking painful. i cant even imagine that

i respect that portion of the film! i do! but then he opens up aurora’s pod. and it suddenly becomes a romance movie, and continues to be framed in jim’s perspective. bad move.

if we took out jim’s spiraling descent to opening up aurora’s pod, and started the film with her waking up, frame it as a romance movie, it could be really good. the reveal where she found out he is the reason shes awake, he’s the one who robbed her of life, her potential, her everything she ever knew. he’s stranded her in the middle of nowhere for the sole reason of keeping him company

the sheer impact of this revelation is lost because the movie is in jim’s perspective. we already sympathize with him due to the beginning. he was introduced first, and his suffering was obvious, so we look at aurora and its almost like we should think well thats all well and good but poor jim! but jim had the comfort that at least him waking up was just a random event. aurora was woken up because he was awake. if he was still asleep, then so would she, and she would still have her life and future. and even if someone was still randomly woken up, if it wasnt jim of all people, then she would most likely still be awake too. its all the horrible circumstances intersecting and she got caught in the crossfires due to him succumbing to his situation.

now i’m not saying that jim is evil. no one has ever been in this situation before. i really don’t know what the fuck i’d do and i don’t think anybody knows what they would do either until they were in his shoes. it’s all morally ambiguous and it’s just shitty all around - but ultimately, it was a horrible horrible decision that ruined another person’s life. he was directly responsible for her losing everything. and the fact that he hides this from her? is even fucking worse. it’s understandable, but my god is it BAD

and in making this a romance movie. the horror of aurora’s situation is just lost! because our goal is to see them kiss and fall in love by the end of the movie, so the audience isn’t meant to look to harshly at jim. he suffers no real consequences for his actions. and ultimately it is a romance, because jim ~sacrifices himself~ and aurora realizes that hey we’re gonna be here for the rest of our fucking lives, i might as well enjoy it. which is a shit attitude to have in a relationship of any kind by the way!

but by framing this as a horror movie, aurora could be wayy more sympathetic to the audience. the romantic angle when she first wakes up would feel insidious, and we would feel the betrayal when it’s revealed that jim is the reason she woke up. jim would be the villain obviously, and the moral ambiguity of his decision to wake her up would make him a relatable villain, but it would still hold him accountable for what he’s done. i just think the end product would be a lot more poignant than it was as a romance movie

and now to wrap it up, here’s my ideas on how to do it: film starts with aurora on earth before she’s about to leave, talking to all her friends and talking about how much she wants to go to this other planet, how great of an opportunity it would be. she boards the ship and goes under. and then within a few seconds, she’s waking up. the waking up scene is framed the same way jim’s was, and not from the side from jim’s perspective like it was in the actual movie. we get to see all her confusion and exhaustion from her perspective. once she’s acclimated or whatever, she’s futzing around the ship when jim stumbles upon her, acting all confused and excited to see another person, and its so genuine that nobody, including aurora, is any wiser that he’s the cause of it. then its all the romance shit, and falling in love, its fun, she’s like “oh my god it sucks that we’re stuck like this and we’re gonna die alone” and they comfort each other, yadda yadda, its meant to build trust between them and between the audience and jim. maybe theres a few scenes peppered in that build suspense like, wtf is going on, but ultimately the Jim Trust scenes kinda turn us/her away from that. but then its aurora talking to the robot guy and the robot guy lets it slip that jim was the one to wake her. it zooms into her face, and in the background you can see jim, all dark and blurred, looming over her. she goes to cry in her room or whatever, like she did in the movie, and its like flashes on previous scenes but now all the little hints to it make sense

anyway i dont have many more ideas just that at the end jim tells her about the extra pod and she goes in, and jim... hm.. maybe its vague.. maybe he lives out the rest of his days and he’s the one to leave the plants behind, maybe he died while sacrificing himself, idk. im not a horror writer. something to humanize jim, that this could’ve been anyone making this shitty decision while emotionally compromised, but still makes it clear that he was in the wrong, very in the wrong

the romance in the actual movie felt, like, poisoned because of what he did, and it rubbed me very wrong that they picked it back up all bc he was willing to die at the end to fix the spaceship. if anything, they should’ve only been friends. idk. actually focusing on aurora and her perspective feels like it could’ve taken the film in a much more interesting turn than just “standard het couple gets together in the end despite the girl being hurt by the guy” like every. fucking. movie.

#is the guy's name even jim . idk. i only know their names bc i was watching a video essay on abduction leading to romance and passengers #was an example lmfao. and then it got me tihnking abt this #delete soon

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Aldora

Character: (Supporting character) Known for her mischievous demeanour and is very chaotic because of it. However she holds no ill intentions towards anyone. She never forgets and is the mediator for most fights. Is rarely serious, and when she is people take advantage of her.

Background: Her chaotic energy comes from her close bond with her three older brothers and dad, her mother had passed on when her younger brother was born. Her mother was an woman who was a housemaker and has always been with her children through thick and thin, she did everything in her power to make her children individually feel loved by her. After her mother's passing came a point where everyone in the family went through depression, Aldora, being the only female in house felt responsible for the family's happiness. Causing laughter to break was the most serotonin inducing moments in her life.

Canons

credits to @nothingbutprompts for the questions.

How do they feel about people shorter/taller than them? - She's a little taller than average height, she thinks shorter people are wayy cuter and taller people like trees, she wants to climb them in a platonic way.

What are they like on social media? (What’s their username, profile pic, etc.) - She's practically that indie alt kid everyone wants to be, huge animal memer (polite cat, frog memes). Her username would probs be AldoraFedora, Feldora, MissBugEars. Her profile pic would be a really cute animal or picture of her that felt very pretty in. I think she would be very active on social media and is the main source of information about whats going on. She probably has a high snap score.

Their sexuality? -All of my characters are straight, I think it would really affect me if I made them anything other than straight.

Preferred weather? -High sun warm but with a breeze, she doesn't particularly like the rain.

What’s their sleeping schedule? -Stays up at the oddest times for no reason or for the dumbest reason, is the one who drags people out of their comfy bed at 5am just to watch the sun rise on the swings.

Favourite music? -Im pretty sure her most of her music taste is in 'Soft Vibes'.

How’s their cooking? -Microwaveable food. Its not that she cant cook its just shes lazy, when she does though it is very seasoned.

It’s movie night, what movie do they pick? -Madagascar.

How would they hold up in a pillow war? -She would convince someone to be their shield or would absolutely wreak the person whose shes most upset at right now.

What’s their sleeping position? - Curled up into a ball, hand under her cheek, drooling.

Who do they go to for comfort? -Baine, she sees past his dickheadness for some reason.

Something small that they enjoy? -Waving at each other from far away at a public place.

How do they feel about physical contact by others? -(only for people she considers friends) Very physical. she would be clinging to you all the time whether it be hand holding or full on embrace.

What is enough to bring them to tears? -Dogs whining, or seeing her friends sad.

Biggest pet peeve? -People who dont have basic manners like saying 'Thank You'. Her mom stressed on manners.

How well do they take care of themselves? -She wont do so well alone, but with roommates she will be well of, so much so that she might even cook for them every other night.

What’s something they like that may be surprising to others? -Math, she loves Math, she hopes to be an engineer.

Do they consider others family? -YES. BIG YES.

Any bad habits that they have? -She picks the dirt under her fingernails a lot, she tends to speak before thinking resulting in useless arguments and beef.

What’s their idea of a perfect vacation? -Something really basic like the beach or a resort next to an amusement park.

Do they get lost easily? Will they ask for directions if they are? -She's actually really good at directions, most likely cause she tends to just wander around.

The strangest thing they have ever seen? - Trump, she considers him the ugliest creature on earth and tell everyone that he isnt human, more like dog shit.

How well do they accept advice? -Not so well, she tends to take offence when she doesnt ask for it, she does later realise the wisdom of the advice given.

Do they like being in pictures? - Always smiling/ posing when a camera is pointed at her, regardless if your camera is turned off.

Is there anything they’re bad at? -English, she hates writing essays or reading books, she would rather listen to books than to physically read.

What’s their morning schedule? -She usually makes her self a cup of coffee and just lays on the couch singing whatever ABBA song thats playing.

Any past injuries? -She broke her left arm. Her brothers are to blame, I mean how could they call her a chicken! Anyone could climb that old oak tree laced with red ants, easy!

Something that disgusts them? - Piss stains on the toilet seat.

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queen-of-deans-booty · 7 years

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Dean, Not Sam

Characters: Dean x Reader, Sam

Word Count: 1,597

Warnings: Jealous!Dean and we all know how he can get then fluffy!dean

Request: Heyyy can u do a Dean x Reader where Sam and the reader are best friends and have a lot in common and Dean feels like shes gonna leave him for Sam but the reader reasures him that she's not

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Living with the Winchesters was always an adventure. Each day was open to something new happening but you wouldn’t trade this life for any others you might have dreamed of in the past. You were dating the hottest and you were best friends with the tallest.

Your life was good and you were happy with how things were going. You just started dating Dean a few months ago even though you’ve been flirting for a lot longer than that. You were friends with both Winchesters a lot longer before you moved in with them.

You met them when you three were on the same case. You were posed as the reporter, trying to dish out whatever you could for the case and Sam and Dean were the very attractive FBI men who took over when they came into town.

But you didn’t let that happen since you got there first so this was your case. One accident later, Sam and Dean were exposed as hunters to you, thanks to your clumsy ass. But everything worked out in the end because with the brothers, you clicked instantly with them.

Of course, Dean hit on you from the very start, not that you minded since you liked him a lot more than his brother (in that way). You were supposed to be Dean’s one night stand but after you had mind blowing sex with him, you started snooping while he was in the shower. You found his father’s journal and you couldn’t help yourself.

You had to read it.

You must have gotten too invested in it because you didn’t even hear Dean get out of the shower until you heard him clear his throat. You tried explaining that you weren’t trying to snoop but you saw this and you couldn’t help yourself.

Before he could say anything, you started talking about all the monsters you came across and he started to accept you into his lives because at that point, he knew you were going anywhere.

A few years later, you moved in the Bunker with them, happier than you ever have been. You had everything you could ever need: a sexy boyfriend, an amazing best friend and a whole library filled with lore books.

Lore was one of your favorite subjects to read, even before you were a hunter. That is why you accepted the hunter’s life so easily after your parents were injured due to a vampire. Luckily no one got turned and they now live happy lives, putting that whole incident behind them.

You, on the other hand, stayed in the life after killing the vampires because you knew what was out there. What you knew back then was nothing compared to what you knew now. You were always learning about new monsters and what was out there.

Which is what you were doing now with Sam.

“I know a lot about Lore but this is one book I haven’t read and judging by its cover, there are new monsters in here both of us might not know of.” Sam said, grabbing the book before sitting next to you in the library.

“That’s awesome. I can’t wait to read it with you.” You said with a smile, sipping your water. You barely got into the book when you heard Dean’s footsteps enter the library.

“Hey, Y/N, want to help me work on my car? The parts I ordered for her came in. Let me save you while I can.” Dean laughed, joking about you reading with Sam.

“Uh, no thank you. Sam and I are just getting into this book. Plus, you know I find working on cars boring. That’s your thing, not mine.” You said, missing the look he gave you. Dean noticed how close you and Sam were sitting, smiling as you both read the same book.

He knew that you were your own person and you had your own likes and dislikes but Dean felt you had a lot more in common with his brother than himself. He liked you a lot and he hasn’t felt things like this about a woman since Lisa left his life so he thought you were pretty special to begin with.

But maybe you were meant to be with Sam and not him.

“Oh, okay, I’ll just be out there, I guess.” Dean said, looking at you.

“Have fun.” You said without looking at him. He sighed and kicked the ground before leaving to his car. He hated feeling this way and this was one of the reasons he didn’t get involved with women like this. They always chose Sam when they wanted a deep relationship.

Dean wasn’t meant for relationships like that.

A few days later, you were in your bedroom, getting some cookbooks you had stored there. Cooking was a hobby you had and now that you had a huge ass kitchen, you were going to use that hobby more often.

“Hey, want to go for a drive? Sam is going to be in the kitchen all day working on his food schedule.” Dean said, knocking on your door. The reason you had your own room was because you liked to have your own space that was just for you. You spent most, if not all nights in Dean’s bed but it was nice to have something of your own.

“Yeah, I know, I’m actually going to help him with that. He seemed to like that I had some cookbooks in here.” You said with a smile, again, missing the look on his face.

“You know, if he is holding you against your will, tell me and I’ll whisk you away.” Dean said, chuckling nervously as he rubbed the back of his neck.

“Dean, don’t be silly. I like doing these things. How about we go for a drive later on?” You asked, kissing his cheek before leaving your room to where Sam was.

Was Dean doing something wrong? Was it his fault you liked Sam more than him?

The next night, Sam was out and you were bored. You tried finding Dean but he wasn’t in his room or the kitchen, the library and the war room were empty too.

“Dean?” You called out, walking around the Bunker looking for the wan you wanted to spend time with. You know you’ve been spending a lot of time with Sam lately and you missed Dean. As you passed the entrance to the garage, you heard clanging come from inside.

You opened the door and walked inside, not seeing anything but hearing the clanging sound again. But now that you were closer to it, it sounded like it was a ball bouncing off the wall or something. You walked around the garage, coming to the Impala.

You walked around to the other side and frowned when you saw Dean sitting on the floor with his back to the car, throwing a ball to the wall, catching it when it bounced back to him. He had a few beers near him as well, one of them being empty.

“Dean? Wat are you doing out here?” You asked, sitting next to him.

“Where is Sam?” He asked, ignoring your question.

“Out. He went to one of those film things that were showing a French film.”

“Why didn’t you go with him?”

“You know I don’t like those kinds of movies,” You said, finally noticing the look he had on his face. You noticed he wasn’t happy. “What’s wrong?”

“Do you want me to be more interested in books? Do you want me to eat healthier? Do you want me to grow out my hair so it can flow in the wind?” Dean asked, making no sense to you at all.

“Dean, sweetie, what are you talking about?” You asked. He set the ball down and turned to you with hurt flashing in his eyes.

“Do you like Sam more than me?” He’d figure the band-aid would be better ripped off.

“What? No, I like you. Why would you think I like Sam more?” You asked, oblivious to your actions throughout the week.

“You’re spending time with him with your book reading and your food scheduling. Do you want me to be more like Sam?” He asked.

“No, Dean. I like you just the way you are. I’m sorry you are feeling this way but I don’t like Sam. I like Dean. A lot. Like, a lot, a lot.” You said, putting your hand on his cheek. He leaned into your touch and you smiled, getting up.

“Where are you going?” He asked, missing your warm touch.

“Come on, I’m going to show you just how much I like you more. I may even love you.” You said with a smile, holding your hand out. He grabbed it and used it to aid him in getting on his feet.

“Wait, love? You love me?” He asked with a small smile.

“I said I may love you. May. We’ll see.” You giggled, walking with him back inside the Bunker.

“Okay, okay, before we go any further, I have a question.” Dean said, stopping you. He got in front of you and look at you with a serious face.

“What is it?”

“I can grow my hair out, right?”

“You’re such a dork.” You smiled, taking his hand and leading him to the bedroom. You loved this man whether you knew it or not and despite Sam being your best friend, Dean was the better man and you were going to spend all night proving that to him.

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