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sca-nerd · 6 months

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I have returned from War with my spoils. Meet Hubertus. He brings me joy.

#mysca #society for creative anachronism #sca #kingdom of atlantia #war of the wings #Hubertus #you either love him or fear him

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nibbelraz · 2 months

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I thought about something the other day which I nearly wrote but I don't have the patience for- what if Mobei had a sudden epithany while snooping qinghua's house? cause obv hes gonna snoop. sqh is mad sus, and mobei has trust issues with his trust issues. but it suddenly occurs to him that the bed that he constantly steals from his little human is very much rather. luxurious. The mattress is thick and expensive, and sqh rotates and flips it frequently so it doesnt get lumpy. it has a topper(1)

(2) with cooling talismans all over it to make it a good temp for mobei any time he decides to sleep in it. the sheets are silk, soft, and light. they're in his colours. his shades. it's a huge bed- long enough for mobei to lay down fully stretched out and still have room. theres countless pillows made of whatever is best for mobei's hair. they're piled up and spread out in a decadance fit for royalty. its always clean. it always smells like him. hes never seen qinghua in it once.

(3) and surely, he must use it, right? it's still his bed, no matter how mobei frames it. But he knows what sqh smells like, and that scent has never been anywhere but in the fleeting touch of someone who changed the sheets. there's never been a lingering warmth from his humans body on the mattress. its the most luxurious, extravagant, expensive thing sqh owns. its not his. looking around the bedroom- is this his either? can he see anything that he might say with confidence is the cultivators?

(4) the answer is no. There's peak lord things in here, yes, but by the nature of being a spy, that's mobeis as well. So he looks- where does sqh sleep, if not a bed that (should? could?) be his own. The answer appears to be a cheap, small little daybed. It's uncomfortable. Mobei knows how big his human is, and this wouldn't fit him well. It's made well enough, but next to the actual bed in the room? It's a grade up from the floor. If Mobei laid on it he'd be off of it by his hips.

(5) honestly its not even good as a chair. It's uneven and kinda lumpy. There's a vague pillow- flat and showing signs of being folded often. A blanket that looks more like a repurposed curtain. It it bad so sqh doesn't lose it to mobei's wants? or worse, is it what he feels like he deserves? He already knew qinghua wasn't one to spend on himself but, he didn't think it was a possible fear of having it stolen from him. Does he have anything of his own worth having at all? Mobei doesn't know.

(6) anyway this obv leads into a comedy of errors where mobei is like. "qinghua. get into bed." and the man positively bluescreens because ??? literally how is he supposed to take that. and when he sorta makes a movement to just lay down on the day bed mobei is like. do you even fucking have any night clothes or do you just sleep like that. get night clothes. get into my bed. you're being cringe. my king with all respect due; crack? is it crack that you smoke? ))

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He wants QINGHUA TO BE COMFY AND SLEEP GOOD IN A PROPER BED WITH PROPER CLOTHES AND WARM BLANKETS

Knowing them both it really would take Mobei an extremely long time to figure out that wait a minute, Qinghua doesn't sleep here at all?? Especially realizing the bed doesnt even smell like him, but the thought of him trying to fix that is so cute

I can also see him just picking Qinghua up throwing him into bed, Wrapping him up in furs and blankets and then tugging him to his chest

Yes he's comfortable now

ALSO QINGHUA BEING SO CONFUSED BECAUSE HE JUST UP AND DOES THIS WITHOUT ANY WARNING NOT EVEN SAYING ANYTHING

Ah I love how Mobei shows his love by trying to take care of his scared sweaty human

#svsss #shang qinghua #mobei jun #moshang #him thinking Qinghua doesnt properly own anything because he fears losing it could also lead to a bunch of gift giving #with Mobei stating that its Qinghuas and thay no one else would be able to take it from from him king will MAKE SURE OF THAT #and Shang Qinghua is just shaking cause he thinks its a threat to him but no jes showing that you dont have to WORRY ABOUT ANYTHING BEING #sTOLEN #I wonder if Mobei either stops using Qinghuas stuff to show that to him or shares more of his things to get him to use more stuff #anyways i love this idea SO MUCH #long post #ask #nib text

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fisheito · 2 months

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Morvaluation ch.6:

#morvay KNOWS these two. he KNOWS kuya can foxfire him on the spot #so either he is super unaware of danger or he just doesnt care enough to NOT badmouth kuya #no-fear-morvay!!!!#you hit him once and he yelps #hit him twice he'll laugh. or moan. idk honestly #the point is #i love how he'll yell at the dangerous void regardless of consequences #he's over 70 years old and he aint putting up with that #that's the way i like to think it went down. maybe morv truly didnt know it was kuya?? POINT STILL STANDS #MANS TELLS IT LIKE IT IS #morvay #quincy #kuya

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gayvecchio · 17 days

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Frannie, you are in over your head. Meaning? Meaning, guys like him don't marry girls like you. That's fairy tale. And girls like you get hurt, and guys like him don't even know it, and that's life.

#due south #ray vecchio #francesca vecchio #benton fraser #oof the way you can see the truth of this hit ray so hard #good for frannie for saying all of this and sticking up for herself because ray was being an unfair jerk #especially since he was projecting his own fears and insecurities about losing fraser and taking it out on frannie #ray's behavior here only makes sense to me if he's acting out of jealousy #because he doesn't seem the type to get involved in his siser's love life (unless she's being harmed in some way)#and what he says about fraser directly contradicts what we know ray actually thinks about him #i can't imagine ray sees fraser as the type to 'love 'em and leave 'em for lack of a better phrase. he knows he's not like that #ray is the one in over his head and worried about being left heartbroken (and not being good enough for fraser to stick around for)#if fraser was involved with frannie; ray loses ever getting a chance with him either way whether it works out or not #if the potential relationship worked out ray would have to sit by and watch the man he loves be with his sister #and if it doesn't work out (which it likely wouldn't lbr) he loses his frienship as well because it would never be the same after #and the fact remains that fraser will likely go back to canada one day and leave ray behind #and not realize just how much it will hurt ray when he goes #AND FRASER IS LISTENING TO ALL OF THIS #HE'S JUST ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE GLASS #THE PERSON RAY DREAMS ABOUT #SO CLOSE BUT STILL OUT OF REACH #i can't with them #frannie is the only brave one here i love her #ds30below

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fanaticalthings · 2 years

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jason pegs me as someone who really likes bread idk why

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shmorp-mcdurgen · 1 month

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Simon Henriksson is Cupioromantic by the way send post

#ramblings :)#simon henriksson #Might as well start sharing my headcanons for this fuck huh #For those who don't know Since I too didn't know of this for a long time. here's the definition:#“someone who doesn't feel romantic attraction but desires a romantic relationship.”#Literally when he's talking to Sophie he says “I don't love you but I think I could if we got to know each other better” LIKE #I JUST THINK. HE FEELS NOTHING ROMANTIC TOWARDS SOPHIE BUT HE STILL WANTS A RELATIONSHIP WITH HER.#Probably didn't know how to handle platonic love from her and just thought it would translate into romantic love #despite both him nor sophie not feeling a true like. romantic love towards each other #Ace spec simon is real to me. making all your blorbos Ace spec is always morally okay #oh yeah speaking of he's also ace #doesn't know that either. bro is just oblivious GHDJKFGD #cry of fear

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squishosaur · 8 months

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hey man. i'm just saying. why would we put inexperienced teenagers with over-inflated egos and obvious emotional issues into combat classes and make them claw their way to the top of their dorms and expect things to just run smoothly. who actually thought this

#the reason rsa doesn't have overblots is because they understand the joy and whimsy of life and friendship btw #LIKE. why is there no school counselor?? do you know how much time & resources & effort & TRAUMA we could have saved the students &#school from if ANYONE had reached out to riddle and was like 'hey are you alright i heard xyz and i wanted to let you know...' ESPECIALLY #since TREY LITERALLY TELLS US 'oh well here's the lowdown on her trauma this is Probably what is causing this'#or if someone sat down to tell leona 'hey! i'm rooting for you in ur magift(?) game! you're my fav player!!' AND LET HIM FEEL NOTICED #or if someone approached azul as an Equal to try to stop his plans. as a friend even. BEYOND A BUSINESS TRANSACTION #or if ANYBODY BUT ESPECIALLY KALIM was like 'jamil i think you should follow your passions and do something you enjoy today!!' or AT LEAST #let him know he was appreciated as a person NOT JUST FOR HIS WORK #'i know you're doing a lot today but i just wanted to thank you for how much Effort you put into this and..' etc etc etc #ERM.. IF ANYONE TREATED VIL LIKE A HUMAN BEING AND NOT A CELEBRITY??? or even 'hey i loved you in this film i was wondering if we could #do a play together or something..!!' AND LET HER TRY A TYPE OF CHARACTER SHE NEVER GOT THE OPPORTUNITY TO BE. and sing her praises.#if anyone reached out to idia beyond a 'hey the teacher said to come to class'/'get out of your bed and come to our housewarden meeting'#or even. IF ORTHO HIMSELF was like. 'you know it's not your fault... you didn't cause all of this. not really' OR SOMETHING #or if malleus ever got to experience a small firsthand loss AND WAS COMFORTED THROUGH IT. not just quick fix via magic. not replacing. just #GRIEVING SOMETHING??????? and wasn't feared by literally everyone #um. maybe the real twisted part is that all of this tragedy was easily preventable if we had a support system in place.#but idk. twst is a highschool. there's no support in real high school either. i'd probably overblot too if i could ajdjrjfinfdndjd #twst #chatter #LONG RAMBLE SORRY #yes overblots are essential to the plot. but also. do you know how frustrating it is watching the blot build up and sitting in silence.#I'M SORRY IK IF SOMETHING LIKE THIS WAS HAPPENING TO A GUY I JUST MET I WOULD PROBABLY NOT NOTICE.. but of it was my Friend or Housewarden..#I'D ASK BRO.... I'D ASK ... UGHHHHHUUUHHHH #not that anyone would notice if *I* was about to lose it tbh #speaks volumes about our society o think #OKAY NOW I'M DONE FOR REAL

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steppesliver · 3 months

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a tender guardian and protector to his twin brother, peter. architect peter stamatin survives as long as the polyhedron, the paramount of his creation, survives. architect andrey stamatin is dead for as long as his brother is. i'm andrey. andrey, not peter; don't you dare call me that. i'm quite a quarreller—and i don't want to discredit my soulmate! nonsense! i'm not in love with maria. i do admire her - that goes without saying - but i only love one person in the world, and that's my brother. what do you want from half a man? there isn't a single boundary i haven't broken. i've done everything i've ever wanted to.

#when i am in a competition of who loves more with his entire soul and my opponent is andrey stamatin in regards of his twin #i think the worst thing that can happen to you while playing pathologic is a) losing murky or sticky #because of what it means to artemy. the idea of him holding murky's dead little body is just so much to take in #and b) letting peter die and andrey survive #like god jesus i was in constant fear either of them was going to end alone #pathologic #andrey stamatin #peter stamatin #🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬

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ilovefredjones · 5 months

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i love you / i need to / who am i? / without you?

amanda row, star trek: strange new worlds / fizz, you, me, lonely

#star trek #star trek snw #kirk x la'an #ka’an #normal i’m so normal about them #this song is so them btw. about the fears of an ending/ended relationship #i just think. la’an beginning to understand love and vulnerability from a) someone who died in her arms and b) a guy who is now unavailable+#and about to become a father #and. she can only just anout conceptualise love in relation to him #*about #and now he’s gone #and she’s all alone and even more unsure and scared than before she met jim #it won’t ever be how she wants it to be. her chance at romance is gone. she only has her memories. she’s all alone #neither the past nor the present are kind to her #so why would the future me as well?#anyway. i haven’t stopped thinking about them and you shouldn’t either #la’an noonien singh #james kirk #noonirk #web weaving

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its-your-mind · 2 years

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Van Helsing: Count Dracula is ancient and more powerful than anything else alive. All the forces of nature, fair and foul, have come together in one completely unique combination to create a creature this vile. We must not underestimate him. He has been alive for centuries and will be forever more. His plans are all certain to be perfect.

Also Van Helsing, mere sentences later: killing this dude is gonna be so easy lmao. He sleeps half the time and he ran when jonathan cut his jacket open. idiot jumped on a boat and ran as soon as he knew we were after him. wimp ass bitch.

#count dracula #dracula #dracula daily #van helsing #LISTEN I LOVE HIM #BUT HE STRAIGHT UP SAID BOTH OF THESE THINGS IN THE SAME SPEECH #like listen I’m all for inspiring your friends #but you gotta pick One #either fear or bravado #you cannot do both at once

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charlie-pippin-faraday · 3 months

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If House of Anubis had taken place like ~5 years later than it actually did I just KNOW that Joy and Amber would've been SUPER into K-pop and they would've argued viciously about who they stan and bias all the time, possibly descending the house into an all-out war at some point

#come on you know they would've loved k-pop #and they would've feuded and made the house a battlefield in the pre-sibuna days #alfie and fabian and mara start to fear for their lives at house meals #fabian gets overwhelmed and scared #they each keep trying to pull him to their side #at first alfie just enthusiastically goes along with whatever amber says #but then he eventually gets into it and starts forming his own opinions #mara enjoys the music but cannot bring herself into the drama #like fabian she doesn't like that it's starting a bunch of fights in the house #patricia and mick stay the hell out of it #patricia bc she thinks it's stupid and mick bc he's clueless and simply doesn't care #jerome is so fucking confused about all these details and lingo and drama he doesn't understand #and he doesn't much like the music either #and while he thinks it's dumb his confusion eventually clears enough for him to be able to use it to his advantage #to manipulate joy and amber with frightening ease #'hey amber i heard joy say that she stans [insert kpop member here]'#*cue outrage and a loud yelling match for the next few hours*#house of anubis #amber millington #joy mercer

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laesas · 1 year

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did you ever make a post about pete not liking tankhun ? i know you mentioned it a few times in your tags but i don't remember seeing a post. (i share your opin ions.)

I definitely toyed with the idea of meta or a gifset but I didn't ever make a full post! I love unrequited love and I ESPECIALLY love the extremely rare platonic version which Tankhun and Pete absolutely nail in my opinion!

There are loads of moments where Pete's smile drops around Tankhun very quickly, or he insults Tankhun behind his back. Instead of laughing things off like Arm and Pol, he almost has a wincing fear-response to Tankhun, which we don't really see at all from the other bodyguards.

I think that Tankhun likes to think of himself as being close friends with his bodyguards, and he does genuinely show a lot of open affection for Pete and eventually concern for his safety. But I think ultimately for Pete, Tankhun is just a part of Pete's job, and over time resentment has built up until he thinks of Tankhun as one of the *worst* parts of it. I definitely don't think he resents Tankhun enough to hurt or endanger him, but that's about as far as it goes, there's certainly very little love there.

Something about that dynamic is just particularly brilliant, especially when combined with Pete's eventual defection from Tankhun's side to Vegas'. He chooses a man who has beaten and tortured him over a man who showers him in affection and throws parties on his return.

I utterly adore Tankhun but I think as a character that's grown up in a gilded cage, he doesn't really understand that what Pete needs is a sense of his own autonomy rather than being dragged to "fun" "lets cheer up Pete" parties that Tankhun has demanded on his behalf. At least with Vegas he *chose* to go back, he handed Vegas the ropes, let him lock him back up again. Even before he develops feelings for Vegas, Pete has clearly felt like a subhuman pet for Tankhun and the main family for a long, long time and I think ironically Vegas acknowledging Pete's humanity is the tipping point for him.

I think even without their nascent romantic love as a factor, Pete would always choose Vegas. Because despite the threat of suffering, he offers a sense of freedom that Tankhun's gilded cage does not. It all makes for an incredibly interesting betrayal, and makes Pete choosing Vegas over Tankhun all the more pointed. By choosing to be Vegas' pet, he chooses to be human.

#I have had this gifset concept rattling round my brain since before I even learned to make gifs #if I didn't have so many complicated feelings about Pete after the whole Build situation I'd make it in a heartbeat tbh #my worry is that it would either be taken as a ''hating on Pete'' set and I'd get mad shit for it in my inbox #(despite it being one of my fave facets of his character)#or it would be interpreted as a ''Build's acting appreciation!'' post which tbf it kinda would be.#theres no getting away from the fact that he shaped Pete into a very interesting and nuanced character #but you wouldn't catch me dead making a ''Captain Jack Sparrow appreciation'' set even if I loved POTC as much as KPTS yknow?#like theres only so much distance I can split the character from the actor. which sucks bc Pete as a character was one of my favourites #idk. probably not the ideal answer lol #my first instict was to just make the set since it was all planned out from like december #but since January my love for Pete as a character has mostly been in a little box on a high shelf that I do not ever touch. which is sad #but it is what it is ig #anyway lol 👀#tankhun theerapanyakul #pete kp #tankhun kp #kp meta #ask #anon #watch me deliberately not putting that shit in the pete tag out of fear #anyway back on the high shelf you go little pete feelings. lets go back to simply not acknowledging u once more lol 🥲✨#goddamn I deliberately hadnt thought about him in months but now I kinda miss Pete... :( I love this ask though thank u for sending it! 🦔✨#damn rereading this its like girl. do you have an unrequited love for commas?? fucking use them?? :) anywaY #kpts

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eorzeashan · 4 months

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Jadus lost his flesh long ago. He can take any form he so chooses, as long as it is warped by the Dark Side; shadow oozes out of the holes in his mask, his limbs elongating, his body a crack in the void. Fear changes him, and fear makes him different than he appears both before mortal eyes and in lasting memory. Fear makes him larger than life-- there is no corner of the psyche he cannot fill, no shape too terrifying he cannot become. He is fear itself, nebulous, changing, twisted, sticky and stinking as oil, a rot in the hive. Jadus is the man who walks among us. Jadus is the thing that walks among men. Jadus is Jadus.

#swtor #ooc #more poetic ramblings #i always laugh nervously when it comes to discussing my version of jadus #because mine is a Being and not so much a person #a genderless entity who seems to not care being called he #but something that preys on fear #a being of the void irreparably changed by the dark side #there is nothing beneath that mask inside that body #it is all darkness and bleached bones #ink as blood and exposed marrow #his connection to fear is so strong that he eventually takes on the appearance of what would scare you most #contained quietly inside that iron maiden he calls armor #either way. I think you can tell my idea of him isn't much of a person at all. but his principles remain.#only something so removed from us could find the most insignificant souls to be so interesting #a sith who hates his kind. who is above them. who cares not a lick for the force in others. but he loves those without power #like ants in a jar he carefully dissects.

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helianskies · 2 months

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so i just finished the book i want to use for my diss translation and im on the train and im crying because something devastating happened and i worried it could happen but i really hoped it wouldn't because you know when a writer just gets you really attached to a character and then they decide to steal them away from you in the last ten pages of a book well yes this is the misfortune i have been bestowed with and now strangers have had to see my ugly crying and im supposed to be getting off my train in five minutes to greet my mother as im going home for the weekend and now she must console me instead of us having a lovely smiley happy hug when i step off and this book is going to haunt me for weeks and i won't forgive the person who wrote this story :(

#the last time i cried over something i rsad was at that one fic #if youre seeing this - no i havent forgiven you either #(jk)#(the pain. pain is good)#but oh my fucking GOD #HOW COULD YOU #I LOVED THIS CHARACTER HE WAS SO GREAT AND COMPLEX AND YOUNG AND YOU TOOK HIM #YOU TOOK HIM FROM ME #just a few days ago i was wondering why he doesn't appear in future books in this series bc #he and the detective have a really brilliant relationshio #and i began to fear #AND THEN MY FEARS BECAME REAL #WHAT HAVE I DONEEEEEE #helia's stuff #helia's ma adventure #brb crying again

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diluc33rpm · 3 months

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the romance/relationship system in bg3 is genuinely some of the worst designed shit i've ever seen in any game with that feature but at least the memes we get out of it are funny. once saw someone comment something along the lines of 'patch note: waving at gale will no longer cause him to buy a house for the two of you to retire in' and i've never recovered since

#i love gale he doesn't deserve (most of) the incel slander #but it's painfully such a good riff because it really really does feel like that #the player choices being a b/w alternation between 'hey there' and 'YOU SHOULD KILL YOURSELF... NOW!' normally is already comical as is #the fact that it carries over into interactions with the party members who you're presumably trying to be close with is... something else #and what makes it worse is it ISN'T jokey hyperbole. anyone remember 'send a mental image of you kissing him or HIS HEAD ON A PIKE.' c'mon #trying to chat and vibe at the refugee camp celebration and the sum of conversation i get is one (1) line asking how they're doing #because going any further than that elicits marking you down for the path of boning take it or leave it #it's genuinely so hard to get to feel like you can deepen a relationship with the characters in ways that aren't trying to pursue them #yes! halsin! i really want to know you better! i just don't want the ass!! why is trying to hit the only option other than up and leaving!!#99% of the time i expect nothing from media creators in terms of writing interactive relationships #larian are beyond parody in that they've somehow managed to do worse than the already suboptimal majority #we're just going to impose the roadblock of do you want to fuck y/n right off the bat. good luck finding a way to talk around that if not #the obscuration surrounding where exactly the checks are really does not help at all either #when the shit's got even the allos complaining about it you know it's BAD #shame because i was excited for character scenes given that's a lot of what's hyped up about the game #but no it's all just the romances. 'what if i'd like to breathe in someone's general direction-' well now have you heard of our romances?#fish fear them party members fear them and tav is going to have to walk alone on this sinful earth #conservative bigoted relative at the family reunion withers era was a fucking time before they tweaked that line speaking of #just so crazy they can get away with this shit #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 liveblog

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sparingiscaring · 11 months

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Did my first Mask playthrough with the update- it's satisfying. That's the best way to put it! You can do so much, unlock locations item, and dip your fingers in so many pies... it feels fuller! It feels more like the history, of London.

Like, of COURSE my PC, Miss Robin would set out to marry Griz, and be swayed by Milton. Of COURSE she would meet a certain Entrepreneur with Tentacles with a different name, and fail to set up his business quite yet, but instead broker a future for the Rubbery Men in London. Of course she would turn to the plan with Parliment, when the murder investigation seems to be going nowhere. Of course she'd write a manifesto against the Masters, and yet still see Pages as a brother, just in the way she does Archie. Of course the ceiling would open, and the sun would kill many.

It's delightful. It's wonderful. It's weird and it's amazing. I adore it, now.

#when i am asked to make a character #i make a contradiction #before this. it was too settled. either you were doing Badly at a lot of things or just Really Good at two things #but now???#now i feel like a protagonist in a fallen london game #and i am allowed to be complex and have contradictions #I care for griz! for her inexperience in romance! for her want be efficient and practical! how it ties into her character!#i feel charmed by milton! i also love virginia in this! she's such a bitch to me! she's great!#i used to hate pages but honestly i'm endeared by it! unfortunately! especially after the window situation and it's fear for your life!#archie!! baby boy! lil guy! criminal!#i still have no clue who committed the murder!#i have stopped trying to solve it! because things are going great!#it's fine i'll do it eventually but! i can get distracted! i can save him other ways!#motr spoilers #mask of the rose #also FERRET #i love them #i SWEAR my friend i'm going to get those rats in the church for ya NEXT TIME #also storycrafting is still!#so!#fun!

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