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missjackil · 4 years

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My 15x04 Opinion

Atomic Monsters

This one was surprisingly good! I thought it would be a light, brothers only, MOTW, but it was actually pretty heavy wouldn't you say? It managed to be a brothers only MOTW while also moving the myth along. Jensen did a great job on his last SPN Directing gig, and yet again, Jared nailed us to the wall with the emotions. So without further ado, let’s have a look.

Sam’s vision/nightmare was really intense! it seems bearded Dean broke into the bunker with warrior buddies to find Evil!Sam and shot his way through Sam’s pet demons. We get a cameo by Benny, which was a surprise and it makes me wonder why Sam would dream about him?

Now we get super creepy but hot af evil!Sam... good lord! Poor Dean, painfully pleading with him to stop. This is Sam dreaming that Dean is still loyal and won't give up on Sam even after he’s killed Bobby, Jody, and now Benny. But sexy evil!Sam doesn't care... he’s snapping Dean’s neck too! Damn son! No wonder Sam woke up freaked the hell out.

Now the brothers meet in the kitchen for morning bro time. We get a very funny discussion about the bacon and “meat man” before it quickly descends into Sam being deeply depressed and Dean being beyond worried. I live for these moments when Sam wears his emotions on his sleeve and Dean is struggling to try to think of ways to make it better. [let's see if he’ll eat something, maybe I can get him to talk, maybe he wants to go out on a hunt alone with me, maybe I'll play a little prank on him] these moments are why I love this show!

Moving along to the story, it just seemed to be something going on in the background while quietly deals with his pain. It manifests a few times in little spurts of sarcasm. “The end of the world, is the end of the world” “Someone is dead and you’re worried about a football game?” Sam is just full up on people’s petty bullshit.

Meanwhile. we have a very interesting meeting with Chuck and Becky of all people! I had a momentary cringe when I saw her on “THEN” but I was very happy with that story. Im glad she got her shit together an acknowledged what she did to Sam was terrible. She looks great, and I got a huge kick out of her SPN memorabilia! I am in love with the fact the show is this self-aware sometimes.

The show digs at itself and its writing a little bit, as Becky complains about Chuck’s writing. “The boys are tied up again so the bad guys can monologue again..” Yes fans, we know these things annoy you. And even some respect is shown to us fanfic writers “Writing is writing”

Then Chuck goes level 75 shithead! You want high stakes and drama? Wait till you all see what Im going to do to these boys now! And then he goes and vaporizes Becky and her family. Dont worry, they’re not dead, they're just “away” mmmhmmm.

Back with the boys, Sam and Dean end up taking this teen vamp out to the woods to put him down. That was so sucky. So dark and you could see Sam felt it. Not only because even still, with Chuck “gone” they're still doing the ugly work, and maybe even feeling a little like a monster himself, having gotten a brain full of a reminder of the demon blood and how evil he could be.

The car ride home hurt me to the pit of my soul. I want to know how its possible that these guys can actually make me feel bad that I want them to just keep going. We have Dean here “We owe it to everyone who ever gave a damn about us to just keep going.... for them” and I'm like PREACH!!! But then Sam confesses that he doesnt feel free. That burden is still there, he still thinks about Jessica, 15 years after the fact he still carries that weight and all the weight of everything that’s happened after and he can’t breathe, then I feel guilty like Im at fault for that. (get a grip Jacki, it is still fiction) and I died a little inside.

Overall this was a very good episode. It ticked some very important boxes for what I like best. Ive already rewatched it, and probably will again later.

On a scale of Bloodlines to Lebanon, I give this one a 8.5. I have no idea what the title had to do with the episode, but otherwise, it was very well done!

#15x04 spoilers #atomic monsters #my poor boys #my opinion

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teen-titans-imagines · 6 years

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Honeybee

Jason Todd x Reader

A/n: This was inspired by Steam Powered Giraffe’s song Honeybee! Hope you enjoy. I don’t really like this, but I hope you guys do. I might rewrite this but idk. I strayed from the request a bit, so forgive me.

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Genre: Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Romance, Fluff

Rated: Everyone

Warning: Angst, Mentions of Death, Fluff

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Author: Teen-Titans-Imagines

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You had let yourself go after he left you. The news of his leaving had hit his family hard, but it had hit you the hardest, you were sure of that. Jason Todd was your everything, no matter how many times you two fought or butt heads.

The thought of living in a world that didn’t have Jason Todd in it made it hard to want to live in Gotham.

You were sure you had waited for someone like Jason for almost all of your life. You were just a street rat to the golden nameplates that stomped through Gotham as if they owned it. You had a loving family, yes, but you weren’t perfect.

You were human, and completely aware. You were aware of the crooks, the corruption, the fame. You were aware to the dangers the little world that Gotham existed in, and became exposed. The day you wanted to leave the thriving Metropolis that was Gotham was the day you became just another rat in the street.

The people didn’t take you seriously, nobody wanted to hire you for a job, but everyone wanted to kill you or hurt you, that was for sure. That was how you met Jason Todd; your honeybee.

Jason had saved your life from some men that wanted to play games with Life and Death; you being the main piece on the chess board. He was stoic, but when you looked at him, everything around you both seemed to fall away and it was just you and him.

Jason had thought the same. You were gorgeous, even with blood streaming down the side of your face. Your eyes were so bright to him, like a sun in his darkened world. Your skin and touch was so soft, despite what you had been put through.

You two had kissed that night.

After that, Jason became a reoccurring theme in your life. Robin made it a point to save you from the danger, to protect you, and you were ok with it. After two weeks, Jason had worked enough courage to kiss you again and ask you on a date. You had accepted. It wasn’t often a miracle crashed into your life like he had, after all.

But you two weren’t perfect. You two fought about his vigilante crusade, your clinginess, just the things that made you two angry. You two fought about nothing: the dishes in the sink, the gear that sat everywhere, the curtains being blue instead of white.

However, you two loved each other deeply. Jason was sure you were going to be his wife one day, and you were sure that you were going to start a family with him someday. But just as quick ad Jason came, he was gone. The fact that he had left just as quick as he had came was…killing.

What made it worse was the fight you two had before the incident. You had been certain you smelled perfume on him, so of course your insecure mind wandered to the worst case scenario.

It was pungent. You were sure that you didn’t own any perfume that smelled like that. It smelled good. It smelled expensive. Yes, you were sure that Jason didn’t care about your status as poor, but you didn’t know if he would actually sleep with the golden girls of Gotham. Would he?

“Jason, why the fuck do I smell perfume on you?”

Jason had given you a look, his gorgeous blue eyes hardening. Did you really have to start now? Just after he got off patrol? The present in his bag seemed to suddenly weigh a ton upon his shoulder.

“(Y/n), please dont tell me you think I cheated on you.”

You had dropped the plate you were washing in the sink, turning and glaring at him.

“Jason, why else would you have perfume on you?! Who was she? Was she the blonde from the diner? You seemed to enjoy how her ass looked in that skirt of hers!”

Jason growled and slammed his hand on the table.

“I’m not cheating on you! For fucks sake, (Y/n)! Have a little more faith in me!”

“How can I have faith when you dont have any yourself?! I can smell it from here, Jason!”

Jason threw his hands in the air, screaming at you.

“Fine! You don’t wanna believe me? I did. I fucked that blonde from the diner, and the brunette from the gas station.”

Jason had no idea why he had said it. Jason was angry, just…angry, but he knew that he was telling the truth. He loved you too much to ever do something so…petty to someone. The look in your eye made his heart stop. You look angry, betrayed, sad, and like a kicked puppy. Jason couldn’t be in the room with you.

“We’ll talk later.”

You called his name, but Jason had already walked out on you. Maybe on everything. Your sobbing could be heard even from outside, and Jason rubbed the back of his neck, the present in his hand. He was sure he couldn’t fix what he had done. Throwing the present away, he muttered.

“Merry fucking Christmas.”

After he had walked down the street, you had emerged from the apartment to try and see why he had done what he did, but Jason was but memory; no trace of his existence left on the street. A red-wrapped package in the trash pile caught your eye, the box addressed to you from Jason. Upon opening it, you were shattered.

It was a bottle of perfume that smelled exactly like the one Jason had came home smelling like.

That had been the last night you had ever heard from Jason. No matter how hard you tried to get into touch with him, Jason seemed to refuse to answer. When the news of his kidnapping and the Joker taking his life surfaced, you were dead inside.

Gotham was no place for you and fate made that sure. So, you moved away to Blüdhaven. The city was like Gotham, in a way, with its’ vigilante crusaders keeping the town as safe as possible, regulating the crime, and kicking villainous ass.

It had been years since Jason’s death. You had gotten a steady job, kept in touch with Bruce, and even visited the man at times. He knew of the truth, and the older man felt sorry for you. You never got to tell Jason that you were sorry. Nor that you loved him; your honeybee.

When you had gotten a call from Bruce, his voice laced with shock, you knew it was serious.

“(Y/n)…you…you need to get to Gotham. Now. A plane has been readied for you.”

“Bruce, what’s going on? Is everything ok?”

A pause made your blood go cold like ice. Another voice was in the background; sounding familiar and like honey. Your mouth opened to address Bruce, but he murmured.

“You need to be here to see this. You won’t believe me otherwise.”

You had given your okay’s and hung up, packing as fast as you could. Bruce sounded shocked, and that was shocking for you. Bruce Wayne was a cool and collected person outside of the Batman persona. The fact that he seemed to have called you first made you feel flattered yet….very, very worried.

-TIMESKIP-

When you had arrived to Gotham, you weren’t expecting to see Alfred holding up a sign with your name upon it. You smiled at him when you approached him, his own small smile lighting his aged face.

“Alfred, it’s so good to see you!”

Hugging, he said to you, patting your back before straightening himself out.

“As it is good to see you, Ms. (Y/n). Come. Master Bruce shouldn’t be kept waiting, especially with the matter at hand.”

As you two walked to the vehicle, you asked him.

“Speaking of which: what is going on? Why does Bruce need me to be at the Manor so bad?”

Alfred got a perplexed look on his face before looking at you briefly, his expression grim.

“That is for you to find out for yourself, Ms. (Y/n).”

As the two of you arrived at the Wayne Manor, Alfred took your bags and instructed you to report to the Bat Cave. As you walked, your hands fiddled with your jacket, the jacket once belonging to Jason. How it still fit, you didn’t really know.

Arriving, you looked to see Bruce standing with someone, his hand on their shoulder. When your footsteps caught his attention, Bruce looked up.

“(Y/n), I’m glad you arrived safely.”

“Yeah. The flight wasn’t that long. I guess it helps when you take a couple shots of NyQuil, though.”

Bruce chuckled before taking a deep breath, seeming to mentally prepare himself. You quirked an eyebrow up before Bruce introduced.

“(Y/n), I want you to…remeet someone….Go ahead, Jay.”

‘Remeet? Jay?’

The man turned and your eyes widened. Holy shit. Tears filled your eyes as your hands flew to your mouth.

“Jason?”

Jason looked the same as he did yet…different. His hair had a large white tuff in the front, he had matured physically into a handsome young man, yet his eyes were that same blue you had fallen in love with. Jason widened his eyes, looking you up and down and he whispered out.

“Wow…(y/n)? Is that really you?”

You gave a loud laugh and ran to him, wrapping your arms around him tightly. Jason, not expecting you to tackle him in a hug, stumbled back a bit. Regaining his composure, he immediately wrapped his arms around you.

“Jason, I t-thought you w-were dead!”

You cried into his shoulder. Jason whispered to you, holding you tightly.

“I was…but I was brought back.”

You pulled back, your hands on his cheeks.

“I am so sorry, Jason. I never let you explain and I…I am so sorry. I love you so much.”

Jason bit his lip.

“Bruce explained it to me. I forgive you, baby. It should be me who should be apologizing….”

He sniffed before widening his eyes at you.

“Are….are you actually wearing it right now? The perfume?”

“It’s the only one I will ever wear now.”

Jason seemed awestruck before he laid his forehead upon yours.

“I love you so much.”

“I love you too, my honeybee.”

His lips laced yours, and, just as you remembered, his lips tasted just like his voice sounded.

Like honey.

[END]

#jason todd #reader #jason todd x reader #red hood #red hood x reader #jason todd imagine #red hood imagine #not teen titans #batman

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realdeadlovin · 3 years

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my journaling from the beach:

BLah blah. I'm typing this on the roof/balcony of our airbnb in cholla bay. I wish I could go to sleep, I was so tired all day, but my brain is unhappy and wound up in a way that I know would not equal success at falling asleep. especially next to brian. blah blah. i suppose its not surprising that like all of today was just immediately pretending everything was fine between us and not acknowleding that anything had happened. and the frustrating part is that like I don't have any drive or incentive to bring it up anyways because there is no space of valuable procssing for us. the only thing to discuss is how to incorporate teh understanding that (once again, but more firmly this time) nothing will ever work between us, this will keep happening and probably getting worse, It turns out even after that debacle I still like and want to be affectionate iwth brian and it makes me feel sad and lonely to consider breaking off what we've had going on, but also we're lucky enough we've gotten this far without hating each other and maybe we shouldn't press our luck. I don't know, I don't know what the right thing to do is now but that's what's ahead of us to figure out (ending things, how, when?) and I don't want to do that when he's sitll here for a few more days. so I want to be able to I guess "have fun" but it's also hard and feels bad we have to just ignore shit to not have it be horrible.

I lost a lot of trust in brian last night. I knew // was (re?) learning that he has the emotional maturity of a ten year old if that, but it just felt more pointed and personal last night.

he brought up with me sleeping with nick in a snide way, and that struck a nerve and triggered bad feelings in me. yes i was drunk. I wasn't actually mad at brian for that I just wanted to cry a little and procss that that actually was a bad memory. brian does know that it wasn't something that I feel good about and that I had some difficult/ hurt feelings about nick after that incident coupled with others. but i wasn't in that moment mad at his insensitivity I just wanted to step away and have feelings. which seemed fine at first, he came out and was affectionate. but i guess when that didn't fix things right away he couldn't handle it. he said "i feel weird" and got out of bed and then literally threatened to leave the next day. I don't think I can forgive him for that ever. it also just seems so bizarre in the universe when what i've been talking about in therapy is literally like emotional trauma stemming from fearing my mother we going ot leave me (and her in fact leaving my bed) because of me crying. I also had literally iterated to brian multiple times that it wasn't about him, i wasn't mad at him, but apparently what wigged him out so much was a feeling that i was mad at him. but this is what i've already been noticing in brian, he just does not have that ability whatsoever to understand that his emotions/ anxieties/ insecurities are not a blanket excuse for shitty behavior and he needs to be able to take some ownership.

and so the irony is not lost on me tonight that he started having intense, difficult to articulate anxiety / emotions. despite being occasionally affectionate with me (as I also was with him last night) he was also distant, quiet, regularly not looking at or speaking ot me and like standing/walking separately..... he also expressed that his anxiety was related to how much money he is spending on this trip, which also does kinda sting cause it feels like his anxiety is like, that he came to see me, which makes me feel bad and kinda upset, but I wouldn't in one million years I think even if I was very drunk think of yelling at and berating him the same way, being like "well did you ever stop to think maybe i feel like youre mad at me // or blablabla" when I know he's having hard emotions and such. of course i didn't threaten to leave. though I did, I admit and I dind't like feeling this way either, feel quite petty and like "oh ok so you're allowe to have like your own hard emotoinal experience near me but I'm not" or whatever. I wante dot passive aggressively be like, ok well I can't tell if youre mad at me so I'm going to leave tomorrow bye" or whatever. but, I didn't, I sucked it up and although I think I would have been a better suppor had I not been feeling that way I still tried, took us on a walk, hugged him, etc. I dunno bla. not to e all, "regreT" by fiona apple.

I want to tell him I've lost trust in him in an irreparable way, that wasn't just another drunk argument we can forget about and move on from. thsi is the signal that it's time to find a way out of this, I don't htink I can ever be emotionally supported or safe with him in the way I would need, even though I know we aren't saying tghis is a "relationship" or whatever it isn't isn't, "casual." I don't know what would happen to our friendship. I also, even as I write this, wonder if I will actually end this or extricate myself. I'm definitely going to tell him the harm was real from that fight, but maybe after he leaves, I don't know. it'd hard becuase I feel like reopening this conversation would just make the rest of hte trip awful and hard and not even like, in a productive way which is the thing with him is that processing is never processing, it never gets us anywhere at all unless its deeper in a hole of shit. some things I can decide to just move on from and forget even though I still feel that twinge of unresolved anger.... this is bigger than that. um, so yeah, I guess if he wants to keep pretending things are fine with us I'll just go along with it and have as much fun as we can until he leaves and we can safetly idk email or wahtever from a distance. I mean, I won't lie. I also, unfortunately...? still really like touching him, and am attracted to him. this morning I really wanted to have sex with him and like, I felt that maybe it would be fucked up to go towards that after the night we had without acknowledging it, but then was glad he intiated that. I mean.. I think the sex was mutually initiated but, initiated the, being touchy. that was me having his imaginary voice in my head arguing with me about him having initiated it. bla. i wonder if his affected today has just been coming from that fear-of-losing-me place or if he just things that what happened last night was kinda run of the mill for us.. I mean I don't htink he would be surprised if I said it wasn't but yea.

oh but what I was saying, I dont know, it also just feels sooooo lonely and sad, the prospet of going back from like having a constant preson that I love to talk to to not having anything even close to that, especially when life is also already lonely and such. both for like having the constant like, validation, and like, "company" even thought virtual.. like no tjust living alne with my thoughts all day evey day.. but I'm worried right now I'm just going to fall back into the "good" parts of this and not have it in me to break away. and i guess my fear then is something similar or worse will just happen agian that will actually result in us hating each other // me not wanting to talk to him or see him again, etc. I think we could get away without that now, but I don't know. I mean I think we could definitely get out of this without hatred but could we transition back into a friendship where we actually talk and are in each others lives? at least in the near future (not like years down the road)? I dont know.....

I wonder if brian will ever really heal or understand even waht the problem is here. I understand that maybe some percentage of this is like us just having different emotoinal realities and struggles and such but I feel really firm in that what I'm expecting is vey reasonable, not just like me personally but of anyone who is suppsoe to care abotu and be in relationship with another person. I miss having it, I fucking miss dating someone who like hard hard hard things came up, but we understand and respected each otehrs needs and ways of communicating and working through stuff together actually gets you somewhere. i didnt have that with semra either. but semra was emotionally abusive. wolford and I really had that. I mean like sophie and I do in terms of our friendship. yea. is it more rare than I realize? I mean, I guess also I think lore and I have that, though I sometimes and like nervous ot bring up issues I have with her. when I do she listens and we hear each other and we are in a better place afterwards for it. I do think I have that model of like communication and how conflict and be like a good/ supportive thing in a relationships that helps it deepen and grow. mabye brian hasn't like had that modeled, idk, it just seems like he deeply cant' handle hard emotions, from me maybe in particular i dunno, cause he can't see past how they make him feel threatened or insecure or whatever. and then this thing about like " I don't wanna rehash that" when its like we never even really talked about it or figured anything out. we can nevre figure anything out. maybe were just different and he finds me so very "hard to read" and he can "read" other people more easily and thus feels less uncertain and insecure. maybe. but then yea so why are we together.

anyways I think I've written eveything I wanted to and I feel less like crying, still very unclear on if I feel like sleep is an option for me anytime soon. I sorta wish we hadn't had to switch to the one-room airbnb, I would like to go inside and read on a couch until I can crawl in bed it feels that would be distracting to him or like just not as easy as at the other place. sure am glad I don't like in a studio apartment with another person lol.

but, I also have to pee... thought here are bathrooms on thsi patio.. and the wind is picking up so I'll go inside, I really think it would be great to get good sleep tonight but alas

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theskyexists · 3 years

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empress ki

are these koreans gonna go as far as to let this man fall for who he thinks is just some young cool guy?

i mean - they’re not chinese so

this is kinda silly lol. if she really wanted to be let go she could have just punched him. i guess that would have gone too far

this RANDOM assassin almost kills them - he disappears. we good. no worries.

where are her own men????

NOOOOO don’t ruin it

why the fuck would she have developed a feminine slap? i think theyre gonna ruin it. like contact with a male love interest will just forcibly feminise you

ok no she came up with an excuse

god - an openhanded slap from another man lol i can see how that might be quite offensive

she just chills in the crown prince’s bath no prob lol. ok so she locked the door

she just let herself get fuckin shot for this lol

this episode moves super fast but thats fun but i still don’t know how the king and the crown prince are related. the whole hostage thing really messed things up

i just realised that i love the bro/bro mlm stuff if its actually m/f. LOL.and I KNOW it’s going to only last one fuckin episode bc we’re gonna go right back to misgyny and chattel slavery especially for women but yknow

does she remember him?? did she send the bandana? i dont know on which side she really is.

yeah ofc shes the bandana guy. i mean - DUH.

WHY RISK YOUR OWN MEN - WHAT WAS THE PLAN

is this spy gonna get her bandana now???

or are these not her own guys?? THEY ARE

is she playing the king?? like - im still trustworthy though!!!! (or at least my men are) but how could she think to rely on the crown prince???

oh no the cool big sword moustache guy!!! why would he be the spy for the king????????????? what is there to gain??????? HE’S NOT THANK GOD

YES!!!! I LOVE THEM. ‘hit me’ BAM *violently and romantically perches over him to almost stab him*

aww haha the king is attached to seung nyang. too bad you’re an evil bastard she wants to destroy

i can’t quite tell why revealing the salt location drop off point is important or not. i guess it was just and only a test.

was that the guy in blue who volunteered to be shot at? : ‘( ah it’s not.its just some nobody. I guess she couldn’t have known who knew of her blue bandana so she had to hide it. But couldn’t she have told this guy from the very beginning when they were alone?

did the official guard not get told that more people were coming???? LOL. that’s one fuckin mess

HEROIC HORSERIDING YEAAAAAAAA did she not think of a reason for being alive? ‘kill me’ OH MY GOD hahahahaa. smart but so risky (it turns out that the crown prince is the crown prince but the king is the brother of his dad’s)

is there something you want? I THOUGHT YOU WANTED MONEY oh my god this guy is gambling it all lol. oh no, he’s gonna make it too.

it’s always the ‘unrightful’ people that get villainised for wanting power

what the fuck her dad’s gonna kill all her friends and make her into a sex slave? jezus christ how dark (i read a synopsis that she gets sent to yuan after all somehow). on who’s fucking authority? couldn’t they have gotten at the very least a letter from the goddamn ‘auditor’ to protect them

oh my god. just wear your fucking ring on the outside of your goddamn clothes. that was so FUCKING close

wow that was a pretty realistic breakdown

GO SEE HIM HELLO!!!!

she became a fucking COP TO SEE HIM HOLY SHIT LOL

JUST SHOW HIM THE FUCKING RING

did she just leave her band of boys behind???

dude why is this series romance blocking me what the fuck

gotta show that Yuan is backward through furs and beads!!

i do love that this series had the guts to start off with heartbreak. but also to let the female protagonist be a big bi....amorous...?

this show somehow made me feel sympathetic towards a stinkin imperial rich kid. he didn’t ask to be born into a family that would become his death

‘young boy’ *is literally at least 40*

the KING has only 10 men to spare? really?

he’s gonna let his servant get fucking murdered in his stead? yikes. ok so that wasn’t his PLAN no. poor servant guy

so they got her a MATCH - a dirven and smart and powerful king. and a soft and unexperienced and endangered future emperor.

this is so much my fucking THING it’s insane. i don’t even mind that the king is kinda ...average looking.

and she kicks his ASS LOL. and he falls ultimately deeply in love with her. this is incredible.

i wonder if she’s going to hold the death of his servant against him

they didn’t even take his head? stupid. oh i guess that’s for the traitors.

SHE STILL DOESN’T GET ITS REALLY HIM. I THOUGHT SHE WAS SMART

really - she lets the fucking chief get the credit. are you fucking kidding me? fuck this. be smarter! hate having to say that to a character. Be! smarter!

now he gets to be WHY HIDE FROM YOUR BOYFRIEND WHAT THE FUCK. if this is gonna be the whole fuckign show i can’t take it.

im gonna need to know if she keeps fucking hiding. stop hiding! STOP. stop hiding from the important men in your life! what the FUCK. stop hiding from your dad. Stop HIDING FROM YOUR FUCKING BESTO BOYFRIEND

the prince isn’t even upset about his servant’s demise

fucking finally somebody found out seung nyang was the ONE

I love Strong King - I love vulnerable future Emperor

he’s just a stupid indoctrinated kid! somebody should explain to him all the horrors that have been done to people in his name!

we have a sequence in which she’s done great deeds, gets called in, is concerned about how she slapped the important person around lol

we’re gonna get teh exact same for Togon one day

jezus christ that’s a very romantic thing to say to a cool and heroic young guy who saved your skin twice, king. are you - i n l o v e? a lil bromance perhaps?

awww he’s so damn happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

she’s like - fuck. wish she stayed a little more ruffian though. wheres the fucking swagger!

how am i so into this m/m ship. LOL. im really into this stronk man and rogueish ‘boy’ bonding through hardship crisis crossing all rank

im up for her teaching the prince compassion and horror and the way of the world though

I KNOW this is soon going to devolve into a palace drama though so that fucking sucks

why is the emperor a young guy and the brother an old guy. was the emperor the preferred son? from the preferred wife?

has she never heard a guy pee??? i thought she lived with soldiers and shit

why the fuck is she carrying his excrement to the sea when she’s his BODYGUARD. this went differently than i thought

he literally is alone. there is no shift of the guard with him. hello?

what the fuck is this lax bodyguard shit. you need at LEAST two so one can sleep while the other guards.

everytime she bathes im like - ALARM ALARM

this jimbo traitor is so stupid lol

commander - just approach this stupid idiot. be the dad you want to be.

you could just become his son!!! hello????

so you really care about the peoplle huhg? thats why you keep selling off women?

oh my god. is the prince also falling in love with this ‘boy’? who embodies the masculine ideal? GOD I LOVE THIS SO MUCH im gonna cry when this is over and she ends up a fucking maid

this romantic fucking epic music as they struggle in a petty fucking competition in teh surf jlsjLKFJSDLJ:FLDSF I LOVE THIS

SHE VIOLENTLY PERCHES ABOVE THIS GUY TOO. ROMANTIC MUSIC

the koreans KNOW what is good. THEY KNOW.

oh this poor guy. please let this guy meet poor people. like. idk. the stolen women made into slaves and shit

yeah yeah they bond without him knowing about losing a parent and wanting revenge

the king is like, MY BOY!! that’s MY boy!! hands off!!!! that’s my dearest bromance boy friend!!!!

oh no - shes going to have to choose who to ride with lol

oh nooooooooo Seung Nyang don’t hurt King boyfriend !

‘he will not take Seung Nyang, will he?’ i had to double take there

I FINALLY understand the appeal of all unassailable men in romance. god, my brain is weird.

give seung nyang to me. dsjfpawejfeawjfljsdkljldsjflkdfsa dude. no. i know this is a love triangle but it is just within good if they do THIS moment right

the prince is a horrible shit

nooooo seung nyang please don’t hurt the king!!! he loves you!!!!

‘why am i burning up inside?’ YOU LOVE HIM!! YOU LOVE SEUNG NYANG!!! you love this guy!!! the koreans are daring lil mfs

where is the ruffian guy with the moustache and big sword?? he was the king’s left hand man when he wasn’t king yet.

the actress has really feminised Seung Nyangs mannerisms and way of movement past few eps (oh it’s a dream)

oh my god they’re no-homo-ing this through a dream. he just FEELS like Seung Nyang is a woman!!! that’s why he’s attracted!!! lol

seung nyang loses her dad. prince doesn’t notice. jezus

he impressed some dudewith his self-righteous dragon heaven propaganda. goddddd. the prince truly does not care how many people have already died for him. WHEN will he become likeable instead of hilariously piteous

just absolutely devastating end scene. shitty k-pop outtro.o hgod

will the prince finally - through seung nyang realise that actaully it fucking sucks that people keep being horribly harmed and killed for his sake?

JEZUS CHRIST I AM ON EPISODE 5 wHAT THE FUCK THIS IS LIKE 60 episodes long. oh my god no.

the thing i like about this show is that she looks believably like a very feminine boy for korean standards.

they keep playing him as childish, selfish and incompetent. but like, soooo many people DIED FOR HIM

hwo didn’t they kill bayan for obviously killing their own guard lol

finally she confronts him with the regular people!!!

what is lord jang doing with them

wow the commander’s beard is long. they been going for a while

well he is suffering - but can’t she get to him through words. make him a better person?

he is asking an important question. ANSWER IT GODDAMNIT

thsi ‘warming’ is so ridiculous haahahaha

*has full view of covered breasts* ‘he is definitely a boy!!!!’

i don’t know what sexuality politics this is - probably very bad ones - if you’re a straight man then you’re attracted to some fundamental femaleness in women!! or something

why is a bite mark evidence

god - these powerful people have enormous egos. they must, it is bred in them.i deserve power and when it is taken from me it sucks so much i can’t breathe!!! well uh yeah - everybody feels that way you ain’t special

she looks so sick

feels empathy for the first time ever. what a wonderful fantasy. that somebody could teach a prince empathy

*goes into town completely uncovered in royal robes which haven’t been weathered at all* ok

‘why did you hide you are a woman?’ what COMPLETE AND UTTER MALE NONSENSE

WOMEN ARE GETTING DRAGGED OFF TO BE SEX SLAVES AND YOU ASK THAT??? ‘sure, im sure you had your reasons’

WHAT FUCKING IDIOT

53:50

so she gets him in and then he betrays her? lol. but does it really matter? the king won’t be tried, there’s no reason for goryeo to be annexed. seung nyang won’t die. etc. he might as well go back to his deadly golden cage without endangering himself.

is it for her dad that she asks this of him? he faints, eh that’s a fine way out.

cant she hug a king back when he hugs her????? come ON

he almost killed his fucking son. these people are so CRAAAYYYZY

*leaves the people most likely to turn on him behind with the prince*

why does he have to reveal this?? what are the stakes here??”

goryeo’s soldiers???????????? what the fuck. i thought he was gonna come up with something clever like - pirates or something. not just ‘oh it was a random weirdo band of soldiers’ no - ‘under the orders of the king’

WHAT. hes throwing teh whole country to the wolves. if seung nyang doesn’t kill him ill be surprised. seung nyang better get him for this for a thousand fucking years.

so he’s even personally betraying seung nyang. for a tiny chance at power. damn. wow. damn wow.

jezus what a fucking way to leave your daughter! making your last exchange putting yourself down as a father. DUDE. could have ended shit in a better way!

anyway literally cried twice about her losing her dad already

anyway so they both die in her arms. great.

yeaaaaaaah swearing to kill him. good. too bad it’s gonna be like 50 eps of palace maid shit and the prince barely got a taste of poverty

really wonder how traumatising this whole - is revealed as a woman and transferred to the empire as a sex slave thing is going to be - for me i mean

‘he’s probably living well in his homeland’ - how could you trust that your orders will be followed???

this is completely unrealistic wow

doesnt she get a fucking horse

who the fuck was park bhu - the undercop?

oh apparently laughing ugly is an indication of evil for a woman. laughing maniacally is an indication of evil for a man

her archnemesis is gonna unmask her as a woman in public? i think i might have to quit this show at this exact moment.

aaand.....guess ill have to quit.

ok that wasn’t so bad

how did they have women’s silks and makeup with them

she’s literally a martial artist warrior and she can’t fight a rapist attacker with her hands free?

oh god. she’s gonna be all feminine now bc she looks like a girl. oh god. i feel kinda sick.

SHE SUDDENLY DOESN’T HAVE ANY BANGS ANYMORE BUT LONG HAIR

THAT COMB WAS MAGICAL

some classic ‘female body weak’ sexism. love getting that from the beau

i know they’re trying to make danashiri seem unsympathetic but she’s saying fuck you to sexism here. then again it’s because she’s a spoiled elite brat

they really are made for each other

holy shit. this series just goes on and on and on and on and on. i can’t do this.

#vidi #personal #my stuff #empress ki #they are doing absolutely wonderful classic shit for her its amazing #in the first six episodes #then it's like palace drama and shit or whatever #getting preyed on by the guy who killed your mother etc.

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severalbakuras · 7 years

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time

finish

im not prepared

(apologies to mobile users for the long post)

episode 5:

intro is a pink screen. it’s established pink is a mourning colour. hrmmm.

oh its an eyeball SHIRO

that’s not a good looking room to be in

that HAIR

hallucinating already, this is Not Good.

so he’s like totally alone in that room that is just bad practice right there. supervisor’s gonna get fucked if they get caught.

and. another shiro. one who’s kept clean-shaven. oh ok i know where this is going i think.

operation kuron is so unsubtle that i think we’re in for several layers of bait-n-switch until it turns out shiro never actually existed. schrodinger’s Shiro. shirodinger.

he escaped waaaaaay too easily - yeah. called it.

‘stage 3′ so stage one is ??? and stage two is this guy.

ok so shiro obvs remembers some things but i find it interesting that we’ve had no internal thoughts beyond memories of the tube/surgery. like he’s not thought about voltron or the paladins or allura and coran like he has no idea if they survived or not. nothing at all by the five minute mark.

HAGGAR FINALLY I’VE MISSED YOU SO

yeah you keep an eye on that boy. im sure absolutely nothing will happen to this guy.

self-cauterization holy shit.

“what killed you?” is the first spoken line of dialogue from shiro i think. everything else is just vague confusion noises and/or battle grunts iirc. we haven’t even had an internal line of thought yet (which i know don’t rly happen in this series like everyone tends to speak aloud but still he’s ALL alone). i think that’s significant, somehow.

how the fuck has he not frozen to death in that skinny suit.

SHIRO NO THAT COULD BE AN ACID LAKE

“subject Y0XT39″ i will eat a raw garlic clove if this turns out to be the real shiro.

wow that’s rly bad for blood circulation like way to make him lose his hands jackasses.

so these two are space cannibals. neat.

if you’re trying to convince people of who you are why would you just say your first name? he WANTS these guys to know who he is, there’s no point being cagey. say your surname shiro go ahead.

knowledge of who the paladins are rly is being kept tight under wraps. so long as nobody ever thinks to check out any planet where galra were known to have integrated into local alien communities to the point of children.

i :) wonder :) who :) might :) do :) that :)

(i wonder how earth’s doing. everyone has family down there who misses them (besides keith since he’s living in a shack in the desert and nobody from the MILITARY-ish training academy told his dad to come pick him up apparently))

lotor i swear to fuck don’t you dare pull a dreamworks smirk DONT DO YOU DARE

so galra channels are hackable

that big guy’s totally having a SUPPRESSING FIIIIIRE moment

i rly like this winter backdrop i love being able to see the brushstrokes on the snow (like digital ones but they count).

he’s starving but he doesn’t take a single bite of the food onscreen can’t tell if suspicious or #mood bc i don’t like people watching me eat either lol

so operation kuron isn’t something widely known then or Hold up those robo-soldiers have no reaction whatsoever to a unit falling down until the hangar doors close.

ok those two guys in the cave HAVE to be in on it or shiro would’ve died on that planet. why keep the ship above a Death Planet for him to be permitted to escape to unless they had someone down on the Death Planet who could send him back to the right ship to deliver to voltron without him knowing he was being played?

like this is ALL phase 3.

‘stop spying on me’

‘do your fucking job’

HA. IDEAS. IN ZARKON’S HEAD. AHHAHAA

i think this is the first time i’ve seen lotor angry like haggar gets under his skin so easily i hope they talk again soon. ‘I AM THE LEADER’ his VOICE damn.

ok so like i already know lotor is half-galran and he’s probably half-altean too like in the original series with the hair and all. but i don’t think haggar is his mother even though she’s also altean. he’s hyper-focused on not being like his father in that scene but he also seems the type that he’d leave a snarky comment about his mother too if she were. and she doesn’t ever refer to him as her son, only zarkon’s. she’d surely say ‘our’ son, unless she officially disowned him as part of his banishment and hates his guts but then surely he’d have at least SOME reaction to seeing her unless he was, like, literally banished at birth and doesn’t know who she is and that he’s half-altean. bc if he knew he was he’d connect the dots between ‘only altean on the ship’ and his dad v quickly.

like i do know the story behind exactly how original lotor (aka sincline) is half altean and it’s Unpleasant and makes zarkon a fucking monster and i doubt this series would even imply that that was the case here but if it did and our lotor knew this was the truth behind his parentage that could explain his lack of reaction to haggar AND his deeply intrinsic rejection of his father.

oh come ON the ship is stocked with oxygen!!!!!! why would a ship that’s intended for a robot pilot need oxygen!!!!!!!!

seven days, when he’s already in a bad way re blood loss/injury (like a healing serious wound burns calories and fluid by the truckload) and didn’t have much water to go on beforehand. if i didn’t think something was up before man.

finally, almost 20 minutes in, we finally see him think of his teammates. took long enough.

black lion notices. hrm.

episode six:

nice shooting lancFCUKING KILL THEM ALLURA

SAME LANCE

HUG YOUR SON SHIRO actually no you’re not shiro stay the fuck away from him

‘weird headache’ since this isn’t a dramatic romance show, he’s not got Invisible Anime Disease #5 so there’s absolutely a tracker in his brain.

A HUNK MOMENT THAT ISN’T ABOUT FOOD I’M CRY (like it intersects with pidge but i don’t mind it’s nice that he gets to show his own brains in what feels like forever)

shiro automatically stepping back in ‘this is what we do mode’ is SHRHCHCH. NO. even if he WASN’T a clone he’s still recovering and is missing out on potentially months of their relationships changing and being redefined. he can’t just step back in like that.

ok so like???? if there’d been more scenes like this early on??? i’d probably be totally into klance?? like keith doesn’t really grasp the depths of the issue with lance judging by how the shot holds on lance leaving and his facial expressions and all but keith tries and lance tries and there’s no cheap joke thrown in there’s no rejecting that there was any emotional connection. it’s not solved the problem lance has by any means but it’s lance opening up to keith about his vulnerabilities and worries and it’s keith doing his best to help him both as a leader and a friend and the narrative doesn’t turn either of them into a joke for it. THAT IS MY SHIT RIGHT THERE.

like i’m obvs lowkey into enemies-friends-lovers (bc otherwise i wouldn’t consider keitor or any of my other ships which i won’t name bc i’ve made it this far without comparing anything to warcraft so i won’t start now) but i guess i much prefer the friends-lovers stage. (especially when only one half of the pair considers the other as ‘enemy’ in the first place).

‘just whack it’ is a universal law that will last forever

SHIRO ARE YOU IN THE LEADER CHAIR. NO? SHUT UP.

fucking fake ass shiro he doesn’t even acknowledge keith stepping up to make a plan as leader like he always fucking wanted him to do he just sails on into his own plan without so much as a ‘sorry’. fuck you fake shiro. firo.

and keith just stands there like a lemon like this is ok ahrhfhg. firo i swear to god if you drag keith back down into the place he was on the gas planet before lance intervened i’m gonna be so mad.

interesting that we don’t get a reaction shot of lance when keith offers to stay behind instead of taking back red. considering how that was literally what the last scene between him and keith was about is all.

so clones are genetically identical so the black lion picking up on firo’s ~spark of life~ fading or whatever to rescue him isn’t odd. but the black lion knows your soul and it’s not happy.

(could be an issue when the real shiro returns tho but eh that’s a problem for futuretron)

I LOVE THIS LOYAL PETTY BASTARD

“Victory or death!” OH COME ON YOU’RE MAKING THE WARCRAFT REFERENCES FOR ME. LOKTAR OGAR

so perhaps lotor squad isn’t in on operation kuron?

i wonder what’s being whispered during the mind control scenes.

that ship looks like a space fox... or maybe a star fox.

in two minds about this part like right now firo IS right but they DO need to actually try and confront lotor at some point. it’s ALWAYS going to be a bad time bc lotor has figured out how to use plot armor to protect himself so sometimes you just need to attack that face down trap card and face the consequences or you’ll be stuck forever yknow?

OH IT’S HER. FROM THE SHIP. COOL i was wondering if that’d come up again.

oops he’s ambidextrous.

also i think ezor might be a little crueler than she lets on, she’s got some v. vicious expressions going on in this grapple.

ZETHRID THINKS ALLURA’S A WORTHY OPPONENT ZELLURA YOU ARE CLEARED FOR LAUNCH (in other news i am a terrible person)

honestly those are both equally high priority targets, either one WILL fuck things up in the future no matter if they follow firo or keith.

now lotor how do you know they were about to attack, unless you perhaps had a direct link into the lions communication lines, which have been kinda previously established as being impossible to hack?

(so that’s one point in them also knowing about project kuron)

YES KEITH THIS IS WHAT YOU DO BEST ON THE FLY INSTINCTIVE GOOD MOVE

hooooly shit lotor’s maaaad

get your hand off him firo.

“i’m sorry i had to step in back there” step in. STEP IN. LIKE YOU WEREN’T IN CONTROL OF THE ENTIRE MISSION START TO FINISH. he sets up ‘you were the leader and you weren’t good enough’ almost on purpose..

the former isn’t true because keith still stepped down and firo commanded all their movements from the ship and the latter isn’t true because no plan survives contact with the enemy keith basically had it as under control as shiro always did. considering the circumstances he did damn well AND he scored a ‘fuck you’ point against lotor by using lotor’s own new ship to wreck the teledove.

“i thought i had it under control” ;A;

HE’S BEEN THERE SINCE THEY ALL FORMED VOLTRON YOU FUCK. HE WAS GOOD AT THIS UNTIL YOU GOT HERE.

FUCK YOU FIRO.

damn that’s cold haggar.

episode seven:

i’m. um. huh. those certainly were memories i’ll need to pause on later.

this dramatic scene is being ruined by all the cute little triforces floating around.

my civil war theory is officially dead now i guess. goodbye, civil war theory. it was nice to have you as a handy aversion of the whole ‘X race is like this while Y race is like this’ trope that always shows up in sci fi and fantasy and sci-fantasy~

this music is giving me jack sparrow IN SPACE vibes.

oooh the dust particle effect in the light shafts in the air is pretty and a good attention to detail.

now see like why wasn’t his spirit projection thing back in season 1 more like this??? he has a character he’s got personality he’s just like his daughter i’d actually MISS this guy if that spirit projection thing had been like his true self and not a bland whatever he was he’s so forgettable i can’t even remember what he was like.

ZARKON WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED. YOUR VOICE. YOUR EYES.

so like galra culture has a class/caste system and is kinda militaristic. explains a lot in the future i guess.

“WHAT IS THAT” is that the same cat narti has? and oh god no he’s a dork.

OH NO HE’S A REALLY BIG DORK AAAAAAAAAAA

AAAAA BABY ALLURA. SHE’S SO CUTE.

oh so he married honerva? oh no. OH NO SHE BETTER NOT BE HAGGAR. DON’T DO THIS.

“it was a customary gesture” tf is that all about.

“by willow!” is that the first canon mention of a deity? cool.

so the red paladin was technically the first paladin.

this thing is eldritch as fuck.

“Am I a leg?!” god i am so sad that you’re going to die horribly i love you.

now it’s REALLY eldritch.

god she really is haggar.

so alteans definitely age then (which proves empress allura was definitely dead a long LONG time before alt-eans went all mind-controlly).

honergar’s giving me major ‘that bloodbender who’s name i’ve forgotten’ vibes.

I KNEW QUINTESSENCE WAS BAD SHIT

he loves her so much im gonna cry.

so the lions cannot pick up on deceit then. they accept the will of their paladin over the safety of voltron as a whole and the other lions. they cast no moral judgement.

so there could easily be an evil voltron somewhere.

ZARKON NO HE’S HOLDING HER HAND ARGH.

so those weird purple cloud creatures from another dimension are puppeteering the corpse of the first black paladin, taking his basic desire for power and extending it into a galaxy spanning genocidal crusade because???

their home dimension must be a fucking hell dimension if things like that are trying to escape.

that guard made it seem like they sorta knew and accepted why their planet was destroyed so i guess zarkon returning from death was such a massive cultural shock that they all fell into line. bc otherwise i find it hard to believe that every single galra would join the battle (like yeah the blades exist but they’re a tiny movement) and not question what the fuck happened to his eyes or voice or how he came back from the fucking dead or why they’re meant to suddenly hate everyone.

ok so why do most of the galra have similar glowing eyes iirc? surely the vast majority should have the normal eyes that old zarkon and lotor have but they don’t. unless like successful generals are permitted to ‘live’ forever by taking the creatures into their bodies but then like they have far too much personality for that. the loktar ogar guy for example. what gives.

that’s kind of a leap at lotor’s motives but an understandable one, they don’t know how much lotor detests being like his father so i doubt he’d do the same damn thing his father was trying to do.

he’s baaaaack and he’s got no new tricks, zombieman zarkon’s still just as thick as the last time~

lotor’s gonna be so mad. and also this doesn’t actually explain why haggar lets zarkon run roughshod all over her much better plans prior to this because she doesn’t remember being his husband until this episode.

and also also imo this means haggar definitely can’t be lotor’s mother bc when we’re seeing things coran can’t possibly know like honerva on her death bed we’re probably seeing haggar’s vision of events and he doesn’t appear to be a factor in either of their lives but she remembers their wedding perfectly.

(unless he’s a zombaby but he can’t be because his eyes don’t glow).

hrm.

season four when.

#vld #voltron legendary defender #sb watches voltron

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chocolateabsandflashlights · 7 years

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AIRPLANES (yoonmin) (AU) (F)

Written by: The Evil Maknae (admin)

Band: BTS

Members: Min Yoongi and Park Jimin

Type: Fluff

Word Count: 1,601

Requested by: @anotherobsessivefangirl

Warning: GAAAAAYYYYYY hahaha just kidding. and for that random troll out there law breaking.

Summary: but the basic idea is that they "drive right past no trespassing signs" and then they watch the planes take of and they end up getting caught by the police. based off of the song called “cop car by Kieth urban”

Jimin hears a honk outside signalling that his best friend was outside to pick him up. He eagerly runs down the steps of his split entry home knowing that if he left his friend waiting that he would get pissed. “BYE DAD I’M GOING OUT FOR THE DAY!” he shouts grabbing his blue leather jacket from the hook by the front door slipping his shoes on and running outside looping around the familiar car and slipping into the passenger seat. “what took you so long?” Yoongi says pressing the gas his pale skin gleaming in the evening sun. “What are you talking about ‘what took you so long?’ ? as soon as i heard the car honk i came running!” Jimin says swiping his orange hair back. Yoongi proceeds to glare at the younger friend letting it slide that he didn't say hyung. Jimin reaches down to turn the radio on. ~ GI-GIVE IT TO ME! FAME FLASHLIGHT GI-GIVE IT TO ME~ he jumps at how loud the music was reaching to turn it down breathing heavy and heart pounding. “hahahahahaha.” Yoongi laughs at the flustered boy. “Thats not funny!” Jimin complains blushing as the older boy keeps laughing. ��No it was thats payback for not calling me hyung. hahahaha” “whatever....where are we going anyway. its 1:30 this is when you take your daily nap why the hell arent you sleeping ... HYUNG.” Jimin asks emphasizing hyung. “thats for me to know and you to find out.” the elder friend says glancing at the younger pouting one. “well if you wont tell me then ill just guess.” Jimin says confidently. “are you taking me to get ice cream?” “no.” “are you taking me shopping?” “no.” are you...” this when on for a while but Yoongi was mostly ignoring him. he was to busy thinking about his plan. he wanted to surprise his friend. he planned on taking him somewhere where he knew that Jimin would enjoy. Yoongi planned on confessing to Jimin that he liked him more than friends...that he wanted to be more. But he didn't know how Jimin would feel. he didn't want there friendship to end because he said something stupid. you see he didn't always have these feelings.

It went back all the way to his Junior year of collage. he was moving into his new dorm and sadly this year he would have a new roommate. last year he scared off his roommate... Taehyung was his name. he thought he could do the same with Jimin but Jimin was like a annoying cold...they just wont go away. “Hello roommate hyung I’m Park Jimin I’m a performing arts major and I’m going to be a famous dancer someday! i am proud to be your new roommate! please treat me well!.” the black haired boy says to him. “Min Yoongi and i don’t care.” Yoongi remembers that day like it was yesterday. he would always ignore him while Jimin would try to get his attention. “HYUNG!!!! look at my new dance routine that i made! i call it lie!” “hyung i know your not really sleeping.” or “HYUNG! do you know how to solve this math problem? professor Namjoon said we could get extra credit if we solve it... hyung...HYUNG!!!!” it wasn't until Jimin came into the dorm completely silent that Yoongi thought that he thought Jimin got the picture that he didn't care.

~FLASHBACK~

Jimin dropped his book bag on the floor with a loud thud. and plopped on the bed his back facing Yoongi. ‘finally a quiet day in the dorm... i guess he finally got the picture that i don’t like him.’ the elder one thought. but thats when he heard it. the faint sound of someone quietly crying. he looked up from the notebook he was writing in and say Jimin’s shoulders moving up and down and heard a small sniffle. ‘what the hell has gotten into him.that girlfriend that he always talks about mustve dumped him.’ “hey dude...keep it down.” Yoongi said to the crying boy. “s-sorry hyung.” the small boy said quietly. it may have seemed harsh to say something like that to Jimin but Yoongi never really new how to comfort others. he had a hard life himself and so he really didn't put up with others peoples petty reasons for being upset. he “whats wrong with you anyway?” there was no answer. “OI i asked you a question!!” “why would you care.” Jimin said in a very hard to hear whisper but Yoongi heard it. “what did you just say to me?” he responded voice raising a little. the younger boy sat up back still facing Yoongi. “i said why would you care.” he responded louder this time. “why don’t you say it to my face! if your feeling so confident. thats what tipped Jimin’s already sensitive emotions over the edge. He whipped around quickly stand onto his feet “I SAID WHY THE FUCKING HELL WOULD YOU CARE! FOR ONCE YOU FUCKING PAY ANY ATTENTION TO ME AND ITS TO TELL SOMEONE WHO IS OBVIOUSLY HURTING TO SHUT THE FUCK UP! YOUR SUCH A FUCKING ASS WHOLE! ALL I’VE EVER BEEN TO YO IS NICE AND WHAT DO I GET IGNORED! I DON’T FUCKING CARE HOW MUCH OLDER YOU ARE ILL NEVER SHOW YOU FUCKING RESPECT CUS ALL YOU ARE IS A MEAN OVERLY BITTER COWARD WHO CANT EVEN SHOW THE DECENCY TO SAY HELLO OR a ACKNOWLEDGE ANYBODY OR TO AT LEAST KNOW ENOUGH TO NOT TELL AN UPSET PERSON TO BE QUIET!...” he says bursting out in a fit of anger. his face falters when he realized what he did. he never liked disrespecting elders. even if they were ass wholes. Yoongi stared surprised at the outburst not expecting it at all. “i...i’m sorry hyung...i’m going to um go.” he says bowing at a ninety degree angle and leaving the dorm room in silence. the sound of a peace of paper hitting a hard wood floor disrupted the sweet silence. Yoongi looked in the direction of the noise to see a folded piece of paper on the ground. he stood up and picked the paper up unfolding it and reading the printed letter.

Dear Park Jimin,

we are sorry to announce that your mother Kim Seokjin has died....

It continued on further but Yoongi knew all that he needed to know that he really fucked up. it was that night that sealed there friendship. Yoongi apologized and helped Jimin through his mothers death.

~END FLASHBACK~

they drove passed a ‘no trespassing’ sign now in the middle of nowhere nothing in sight but a huge building a mile to there right and a runway 1000 meters in front of them planes coming and going. “hyung we shouldn't be here we could get in trouble.” Jimin says giving Yoongi a worried expression. “relax we have all night no one will even notice were here. i know how much you’ve wanted to see a plane take off up close and how much you love to watch the stars and here is the perfect place to see both.” the green haired boy says getting out of the car. Jimin smiles at Yoongi’s statement and climbs out after him.

~mini time skip of awesomeness~

Its now dark out and Jimin and Yoongi sit on the front of the car looking up in the sky as planes come and go. Yoongi looks over at the younger male next to him and smiles as the moonlight hits off his face magnifying his beauty.” ’now’s the time to tell him.’ “Jimin...um...i want to tell you something.” Yoongi says getting the younger boys attention. “yes hyung?” he says looking over at him. “we’ve been friends for a long time and i wanted to tell you that over the years you’ve been a great friend and that well i dont...” ~WEEEEEEEHHHHOOOOOOOO~ is the only sound they hear next as red and blue lights flash and a police car pulls up. Yoongi and Jimin turn towards the sound and get off the car and confront the police. ‘they had to come now did’nt they.’ Yoongi thinks to himself. one police officer cuffs Yoongi as Jimin try’s to sweet talk the police. neither the police budging. “Jimin just give it up. Yoongi says to him Jimin giving him a unsure look in return. and thats when Yoongi knew that he loved Jimin. the blue light reflecting in his eyes. they cuff Jimin leading both men to the police car Jimin getting in first asking the police for a light even though he didn't smoke then Yoongi. the police start driving off and both boys sit in silence. “hyung...you never got to finish what you wanted to say.” Jimin says looking over at him. “i wanted to say that i wanted to be more than friends....that i like you more than a friend....i actually think that i love you.” Yoongi whispers the last part quietly. But Jimin heard and he was baffled but overwhelmed to hear that Yoongi returned his feelings. Yoongi looked at the Jimin to see a shocked face. “like i thought...you dont return my feelings. how could i be so stupid.” he whispers to himself looking down at his feet. he feels a nudge on his shoulder and goes to look over at Jimin but is bombarded with a deep passionately soft kiss from him instead. he looked at Jimin’s closed eyes in surprise and once he realized that this meant that Jimin loved him to he proceeded to close his own and kiss back just as deeply.

OH MAN this is finally done haha sorry if its long or sloppy or for grammar i cant English that well and i haven't written a story in forever. anyway this is my first story for this blog if you like what you see please request one of you own by messaging me my requirements are in my description. thank you for reading. love you guys.

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