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bpdohwhatajoy · 2 years

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#LMFAO.#yah I made this #bpd #borderline personality disorder #fp #favorite person #bpd memes #memes #mine

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meltingangels · 2 years

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Me: *Trying to get to sleep*

My Brain: *In distorted voice* BEANIE WEENIESSSSSS

Me:

#personal #random #beanie weenies #meme #yah I made this

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insinirate · 11 months

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just some guy

#yah im reposting a piece i made within the same day #millions knives #vash #meryl stryfe #wolfwood #milly is also here #bark art #valued #millions naps

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lemongogo · 9 months

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sry i dont know what 2 draw anymore T_T . elendira portrait #999

#trigun #trigun maximum #elendira #elendira the crimsonnail #my art #im sure u can see it but ive been so uninspired w art lately T_T #ive tried to remedy it by just looking and observing. breaking down other works that i want 2 take direction from #but i tjknk its like . just jamming ME UPPP #and now im tjinking Too much ab it and psyching myself out #help me sorry i blow up the tags on every drawing i post ab my art struggles😭😭#its like im whispering in here thouggh. just talking 2 myself and no one has 2 know except the ppl dealing w the same feelings #HAJAHA #anyways. i drew this just to say i finally drew smth agajn and im just going to be ok w it #like sure its not exciting but i like the colors and that shld be enough . OK !!!!#smth smth saw a post that talked ab how u get too in ur Head about this and then u dont share stuff and it becomes cyclical #and youll never get anywhere unless u just throw ur hands in the air and let it Be .#creating 4 the sake of creating . love and joy in sharing what we made and what we like #YAAAY #and bc i love elendira so much.. my go to girlie 4 art block #i need to draw her in fight scenes . i need 2 make art of her like sweaty and bloody yah . clenching my fist #maybe a livio fight scene bc i love it so much T_T

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tangledinink · 9 months

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...i'm kind of scared to ask...but when swanatello's brothers finally found him, was it a good or bad day? (i love swanatello, he has nested in my skull and is chewing on my brain like grass)

The first SEVERAL visits to Swanatello after they find him go about the same way. That is to say, very poorly. It's not until a couple weeks later when Leo visits on his own (not because he thinks it'll work, but because he's desperate to see his brother, and he's able to portal there on his own,) that Swanatello finally has a chance to recognize him, and they're able to begin to puzzle the situation together...

#donnie didnt react much to the initial transformation because he wasnt exactly... aware of it #its not like he was able to look down at himself and go “oh god what happened to me”#because the curse just made him feel like... it had always been that way #he immediately accepted it #it wasnt until later once his family found him that he began to be able to piece together that smth was wrong #also i made an agreement to myself to only do quick low effort doodles for this au lmao srry #anyway yah he beats their ass like the first five timees they come see him lol #also THANK YOU <3 #swanatello #rottmnt #tmnt #rottmnt au #donniesona #rottmnt donnie #rottmnt donatello #rottmnt comic #rottmnt fanart

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ollieverwooo · 1 month

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ILL BE YOUR ARMORRRRRRR

#vaggies part in whatever it takes reminds me of abyss so i made this #you made me feel like a stranger in a brand new place #and it felt so good to be understood #AND THE REST YAH #4 hours of suffering but it was so fun #ollie art #mashle #mashle magic and muscles #mashle fanart #magic and muscles #abyss razor #mashle magic and muscle fan art

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rattkachuk · 3 months

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hahahaha you guys i know he's just Some Guy but i was literally shaking when i took these

#leon draisaitl #edmonton oilers #he fucking SMILED at me WTFFF #and looked me in the eyes more than once #im feeling a lil crazy tonight besties #and yah hes v pretttyyyy #and idec i still like the pants guys #seeing them in person just made me like them more GFJGDJ

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bi-functional · 4 months

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Happy new year guys, if you weren’t thinking about the chaos of Bill having sparklers than im forcing you to think about it now <3

#happy new yeaaaarrrr #im alive #if anyone was wondering #or curious #doubt it #but still got atrong brain rot for these fucks #havent drawn stuff in a while!!#havent felt real and havent made any art that wasnt for school this past semester #dont really kno what happened tbh #but i had to do smthn!!#and i miss the mutuals i used to interact with #if u guys read these tags ever i love u and ive missed u #but yah seriously bill would go fucking crazy with sparklers #needs to be held and restrained like a child #he would set the shacks backyard on fire easily and on purpose #bi.f.art #bill cipher #gravity falls #human bill cipher #billdip #dipper pines #tswwwit’s familiar au #technically #idk how to feel about this tbh #not vry good but its alright #at least i made smthn #happy about that #hate hate hate the way dippers skin tone looks actually #but im not going to change it rip #fuck u colour theory

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asleepinawell · 1 year

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if hyth had been an ascian he would have greatly benefited everyone on all sides because he'd have been 100% onto fandaniel's bullshit early on and just have calmly murdered him without a word said

elidibus: where's fandaniel

hyth: he was planning to kill zodiark and restart the final days so I fed him to a morbol

elidibus: what

hyth: what

#one manipulative little shit recognizes another yah know #elidibus texting emet: we need to talk about hythlodaeus he made nabriales cry again last week #emet: (read at 3:34pm)#I have a growing list of evil ascian hyth headcanons #I have a hard time imagining him as an ascian the way the others were but it's still really funny to try #like in the scenario where emet is alive as well #I honestly think things might have gone better for everyone in that case but it's fun to imagine if they didn't #ffxiv #ffxivmp #mp #hythlodaeus #my other big headcanon for this is he would have made garlemald TOO efficient #spymaster shit #embedded spies in all foreign governments; political assassinations; wol taken out in a dark alley after ifrit #probably making deals with the syndicate (while manipulating them)#emet would have to be like okay you need to ramp this down by like 80% we need garlemald to suck actually

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ghostorbz · 9 months

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They kissed right after that

#i just drew for like 5 hours straight im so sleepy #ill post the rest of the art i made when i wake up :3 #so for now heres some of the sillies being silly #UH this isnt how i think they got together i dont actually have a headcanon for that yet i just thought this was fnnuy #anyways yah #art #my art #comic #madness combat #madcom #sanford madness combat #deimos madness combat #hank madness combat #sanmos #when the evers the when you guys (do any of you understand any of the shit i say)#oay byebye

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causeimanartist · 7 months

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I just happened to come across your art when on the daily doom scroll and I wanted to say I adore your art style!

I'm sorry for answering this months later but thank you so much!! Have an Amity

#amity blight #the owl house #toh amity #toh eclipse lake #eclipse lake #my art #causeimanartist #redraw #scene redraw #ask #I was scrolling through my inbox for the first time in awhile and saw this and it made me smile #and made me wanna draw so yah that's why I'm answering now lol #a to z character challenge #a to z challenge #a to z

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lunarsluttymoon · 6 months

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“Kai wasn’t allowed to ever let Sara see or know him” ok but have u considered

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the-eldritch-it-gay · 1 year

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I scrutinize each photo Each letter, each tape, each story Digging further and further back through history Hoping to pinpoint Where the weight on my shoulders originated

Who carried it first How many generations of suffering do I hold How many ghosts are tearing at my flesh How many generations of knowledge have I been denied How much has been lost How much will be lost As my fingers slowly erode paper As obsession wears through the tapes As each memory slowly becomes unrecognizable

The film strips undulate like intestines The dust and ink sticking to my hands like flecks of gore When you cut into my gut Is it blood that spills out Or history?

Salamatullah Eldritch (2022), Archival Violence, Mnemonic Gore [digital collage]

[Image attribution & sources for images used]

#Eldritch IT Speaks #Digital Collage #blood tw #I'm planning on making an story based on this #anyways this is all just. musings on generational trauma. partially brought from my family finding photos #from the late 1800s to mid 1900s #along with my own struggles w/ generational trauma and memory #i usually don't make collages and the last time I did was while I was in a psychiatric treatment center and it was made of just words #im usually not good with like. making something like this. i struggle to abandon symmetry and weird rules in my head #so im kinda proud that I managed to let go of that to make this #ALSO. lowkey I am inspired to do this collage n using gore bcuz of Yah Yah Scholfield #eldritch it writes

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valenthario · 9 months

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girls who are boys who are cowboys who are cowgirls who wear their binder as a top > anyone else

#EVERYONE MEET JIMMY WHO HAS BEEN ROTTING INSIDE MY BRAIN FOR THE PAST MONTH <3333 #i finally made her and im setting him freeee!!!!!!!!#<- aka new legacy coming THIS THURSDAY!#kidding the pack will be broken i havent updated my game yet bc i have no clue about any issues ppl are having with it and i KNOW theres+#gonna be major issues as is with every update #but yah. jimmy. my most important sim my most importnant butch i love you jimmy i LOVE YOU #*jimmy | she/he #simblr #ts4 #ts4 simblr #ts4 cas #show us your sims #gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh im so excited you have no idea #shes been in my gallery for the whole month im just. JIMMY DO YOU UNDERSTAND!!!!!!! JIMMY!!!!!!!!!#*dutton extras

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nikoisme · 2 months

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Regarding the "it's fine that you're queer, just don't show it." line I agree with you and share your feelings, It makes me so incredibly frustrated, because this is a very prevalent attitude where I live (along with the more extreme negative attitudes).

Like. People go "I don't care that someone's queer, I'm neutral about that", but 90% of the time that "neutral" means just "I'm not going to directly harm them or wish death upon them, but I don't want to see, hear, think or talk about them"

Hearing that "it's fine you're gay, just keep it in the privacy of your bedroom" is just... you're not even allowed to hold hands with your partner on the street because that can put you both in danger (yes, unfortunately here it is a very real fear. I know that there are countries, where things are better, and where the worst you'll get is a rare insult or a mean stare, which, don't get me wrong, it's still not pleasant, but it's not as bad as a constant threat of physical assault or worse). And I'm not even talking about being trans. This isn't "neutral" this is just negative and it makes me so angry, when people act like this.

The worst part, they don't even realise what the problem is and how incredibly suffocating being forced to live like this is. You either treat queer people as people and don't try to erase (or worse, completely stop) their existence and let us be or you don't. Simply not wishing death upon queer people and not harming them for existing isn't as great of an achievement as those people think it is...

Sorry, if this was too negative. You don't have to respond and also, if you don't like getting rants like this, please feel free to say so. I wish you all the best, your blog is a very nice place and your art is wonderful, thank you for existing)))

Long rant ahead whoops!! cw for queerphobia and mentions of violence

Oh you put it all so perfectly! The experience here is exactly the same. "Just keep it within four walls, why do you have to rub it in our faces" is one I hear constantly. They will see a same-sex couple just holding hands and immediately see it as if they're having sex in public or something. Like,, just holding hands is something so explicitly sexual, to them apparently. Like you stated, they will say "i am neutral about it", but they are neutral only if you don't show you're queer. They are "neutral" only if you aren't actually yourself. I was honestly shocked how many times the conversation would go from that "neutrality" to mockery to downright violence. So whenever i hear someone say "as long as they don't push it on me", i always put up my guard. Because i don't know if it's "i don't mind that you're queer, you're still the same person i know and you deserve to be loved, respected and have basic human rights" or just masked hatred.

They will literally claim that queer people aren't discriminated, but actually privileged because they have "their damn parade" and representation in media. They say that they will get all the accommodations of life, society and economy purely based on the fact that they are queer. Apparently this all "comes from the west", like i am actually from the west and not,, y'know,, literally from here?? Born here?? Raised here?? Had the same chaotic-ass childhood like my peers?? But apparently it all goes away just because i am queer? Idk man it all really disconnected me from my culture and identity, and i am still uncomfortable with that (but i'm slowly trying to heal that! Drawing slavic mythology helps :DD)

"They aren't discriminated, they don't actually face any harassment", there were cases of queer people literally being murdered here. If it was a cishet person, it would be breaking news. But since it's a queer person, no one speaks about it. Harassment is bad, but when a queer person is being harassed it's their fault? Because they couldn't keep it to themselves? There is no protection here towards queer people when they face discrimination and harassment. The government does nothing.

"They have the same rights as us, what more do they want?" i don't know man just not living in constant paranoia hmmm??? Pride parades, rare as they are, are always under threats of violence from anti-gay protestors. I think a lot of people here don't even think queer people are actually people. Usually queer characters here are the laughingstock in media. They are portrayed with such horrible stereotypes (the worst ones are gay men=pedos), to the point of sometimes dehumanizing them. There is just so many terrible misinformation. I am queer as fuck, my gender is transed, and i know nothing about some of the downright bullshit they claim. A few weeks ago i had to listen through "the gays and their agenda" thing. And i'm not kidding, someone said "you will be asked to change your sexuality to get hired. Soon you will have to out yourself as straight. Straight people are the actual minority". It was so dumb it was almost hilarious.

But while sometimes i can get a laugh out of their willful ignorance (they lowkey won't acknowledge intersex people), it can get really draining, really fast. At this point i am just exhausted and sick of it. Sometimes I'm just exhausted of being around my family, friends and classmates and knowing, deep down, that they wish people like me wouldn't exist. Listening to them talk about "all the things they would do if they saw a [insert f slur]" and fearing if they would do it to you. Not speaking in lgbtq+ themed conversations because you don't agree with them - and all the shitty things they say are, in a way, faced at you. I'm not out to anyone irl exactly because of this, so while i don't face harassment aimed specifically at me, it does get hard sometimes. The silent ostracization from your own culture, history, religion etc. just feels really bad. Not to get too into it, but all of it really really fucked me up, and it took me years to come to terms with myself. It's sad feeling like i simply don't belong here. Sometimes it makes me wanna scream in anger, sometimes it makes me wanna laugh, sometimes it makes me wanna just throw up, cry, sleep and sometimes i just spiral. I usually have a "lmao fuck them. I like myself and i don't care what they think of me" attitude (queer spite that i mentioned once HAHAHA), but I actually do care because sometimes the odds of me having a normal life in which i am happy with who i am and i don't live under the constant fear of being, y'know, KILLED,, they just seem nonexistent.

I don't think they understand queer people have hobbies, friends, families, interests, dreams. We do the same things as them, we eat sleep laugh cry. They will claim we make our queer identity the only part of ourselves, like it's our entire personality - but when you tell them you're queer, they stop treating you the same, as the same person you were before you told them AND STILL ARE!! They will treat you as "not cishet", something that is "sick" and wrong and just doesn't belong.

This got really personal real fast, but good god it feels good to get it all out. There is so much more i didn't cover, mostly because even typing this down made me really tired. And it's not a bad thing!! In a way i am really exhausted from staying silent about this, so this was nice. I guess like a big "FUCK YOU" to everyone around me who is like this LMAOO. but tHANK YOU this ask put all of the frustration into words much better than i could hahaha!!

#also your last paragraph made me tear up thank you 🥹🥹#this is slightly incomprehensible but so are all my feelings about this. i can't be bothered to make this look nice.#when it really isn't nice :'D #maybe one day i'll properly talk about this problem but yah. this was nice #also the ask was much appreciated dw!#asks

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madebysimblr · 13 days

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An extended, adults only version available on Pillowfort ;) (you do need to have a pf account and be logged in to see, message me if you need an invite!)

Sorella: Hey, sorry to interrupt. Alex and I are gonna head out. You good?

Envy: Oh I'm just peachy. Have fun! Oh wait, we're going to fuck obviously- but am I cool to stay the night?

Takuya: Hell yeah!

Envy: Then I'm very good. Later, Els.

Sorella: See ya.

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Takuya: C'mon, Red! No time to waste.

[Envy laughing]

Takuya: I can't believe you're real, fuck you're sexy.

Envy: How many people have you used that line on?

Takuya: [laughs] One too many apparently.

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Envy: So. Better than teal haired?

Takuya: [laughs] Perhaps.

Envy: Mmm. I'll aim for a definitive yes in the morning, then. You a cuddler or no?

Takuya: If you aren't I'm kicking you out.

#simblr #ts4 #ts4 legacy #sims 4 #sims 4 legacy #cortes legacy #gen 4 #takuya #envy #sorella #um yah they are so hot together i took so many screenshots lol #also.... mirrored head board....#if u click thru to pillowfort there is a hilarious pose i made b/c of the mirrored head board huehue

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