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i love how optimistic i am when outlining long fics it's like "oh wow if i just plan this all out and then Follow. The. Plan!! it will totally be SO EASY. i mean i can have it all done so quickly!"
...ignoring the fact that this has never once happened 😂
#kayla rambles#writing thingsss#the closest thing is the time i did ladynoir july because like...i did write 60k in around 50 days#but i was a lot less picky about my writing then ajsfbkdsjf#like i COULD NOT write that fic now. and also i would write it so differently now 😭 but not the point#and i still updated the outline many times while writing that#also is 60k even a long fic? to me that's just medium. though i know that depends on who you ask#and i suppose by my standards i've never actually finished a 'long fic' (yet...but i have 4 in progress oops)#RIP to the shera fic that i only have one chapter of left to write asjfbdksjd maybe one day#on the plus side i feel like i'm getting better at outlining!!!#and i'm having fun which is the important thing!!#plus who knows maybe the break from actual writing will help#(if i manage not to cave akjfdskjd it's only been 4 days and idk if i'm strong enough to resist much longer)
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Just wanna show some appreciation to your writing style! You are very talented in painting a scene with just words and I always get amazed at how much you pack in with just a few simple paragraphs cuz it feels like I've watched a movie when reading your fics. So, I just wanted to say that right now you're one of my fave fic writers and I've become lowkey high key obsessed with your other works, but I gotta read in moderation cuz each chapter of yours brings out diff feelings in me, I'm so moved. Just thought you should know dear moot ❤️💙💚💛🧡
Foodie, seriously. Thank you so much for your lovely and just too kind words. I'm not even really sure what to say cause I'm a little overwhelmed 🥰, but I just want to say thank you for reading, and that you think it's good and worth your time.
The thing that makes me happiest about writing is if something small in it can put joy into someone else's life or help them understand something about themselves or find a character relatable or help them deal with trauma or simply be moved--it's just a lovely thing to hear, and I deeply appreciate it. You always take the time to write out lovely really well thought out comments and you always have something deeply intelligent and thought provoking and it's people like you that help me become a better writer because you challenge my own thinking about my writing. And so I thank you my dear moot! 🖤
#also im a firm believer in moderation lol#enjoy at your own pace#asks#byler fanfiction#writing thingsss#justmyname#foodiewithdahoodie#mutuals#madwheeler fanfic
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List of “so… this is how a situationship feels like, and it sucks” prompts
“See… The thing is, if we ever “break up”, I’d be devastated. Not because we were ever together, but because I’d be wondering about the what ifs and could haves and the potential we could have had. I think that’s what would hurt the most: wondering if we could have been the best thing out there, and not being able to see that come into fruition.”
“I mean, I’d rather be as we are than lose you entirely.”
“You’re confusing the shit out of me! Like, do you like me, or do you not? Do you want me or what the fuck? What are we?”
“You broke my heart, but we weren’t even fucking together in the first place, which makes this all the shittier. You played me, then moved on like you didn’t leave a mark turned scar on me.”
“So like… Are we just going to dance around our feelings and act like we don’t want something more? Or is it just me who feels this way?”
“I feel like if you truly wanted to be with me then it wouldn’t be so hard for me to have you around me for even just a minute, you know?”
“Maybe you should end things with them? Before you get hurt.“ “Well, I know I’m probably going to get my heart broken at the end of this but I also like to suffer. Actually, to be honest, I’m already hurt, but thanks for worrying about me!”
“I get this rush when I talk to you. It’s a high I chase, and I know it’s unhealthy, but I can’t stop.”
“So apparently I don’t know how to respect myself, because I’m wanting someone who doesn’t want me back as much, if at all.”
“Some stupid part of me believes one day this could become something more, so then I end up hurting myself because it’s apparently what I do best, because I know this isn’t going to become something more. I’m deluding myself.”
“I say I’m going to get over them when they stop responding for a while, but I damn well know I’d run back to them the moment they hit me up again.”
“I’ve long accepted the fact that we won’t ever move past this stage, but then you do shit like that and it gives me hope, and that fucking hurts.”
“You want the security a relationship gives you, and everything else it has to offer, but you don’t want a relationship. Well, at least with me. What the hell? You don’t get to string me along like this, you fucking asshole.”
“Well, I’m sick and tired of this shit. Either we become official or you lose me.”
#long post#prompts#otp prompts#writing prompts#dialogue prompts#i think this might have gotten a bit personal AHAHAH#situationship prompts#i'm sure i'm not the only one who has felt this way before#angst prompts#i had to log out of instagram to stop seeing his stupid name on my timeline lmfao fucking hate it here#WHY MUST I FEEL THINGSSS i'm so fucKING DONE
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downright n*sty, incredibly dirty, smut plotting call!
#;( when i say nasty i mean nASTY )#;( do check out my k*nks list for what is alright and what i dont wanna write tho )#;( there are jusf a few of those. )#;( other than that? i need me some naughty thingsss )#indie kink rp#indie smut rp
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odogibby just fills me with such joy. wizard dreams fulfilled
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i really wont get tired of someone coming across one of my mild and cutesy bookdad (dad nier x weiss) posts on here and tagging it like "wow its so cool to see this acknowledged finally" and like. do they know. do they know about the hellportal to bookdad brainrot that is my ao3 account. do they know what these old men DID TO ME??? HAVE THEY SEEN THE HORRORS?????
no, and thats for the best :)
#junuve says things#silliness#bookdad#nier gestalt#more horrors to come but itll be a minute while i write some other thingsss#i still think about them
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Me, staring at the three pages I have written of my novel trying to make the brain make more of them: "I am a writer. I am a WRITER"
#writing#how do you write thingsss this is so hard#i know what needs to happen i jjust have to write itt
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I work in a warehouse. A few months in I started to realize it was pretty haunted.
First incident, I was emptying some cardboard into the compactor. No one was near me, only person at all close to me was in my line of sight. I pressed the button to run the compactor and I feel someone whisper up against my ear "you should get in". There was no one who could have whispered it to me, no one who was walking by, again there was no one close to where I was who could've gotten up close to my ear like that.
Next is the face I see popping up over the tops of the bathroom stalls, and the lights flickering wildly while I'm in there.
Once I started pulling orders and specifically pulling in the 3rd warehouse (farthest part of the building), especially pulling alone in the 3rd, I started to meet the more active one.
It'll call your name, yell at you, talk at you. Sometimes push stuff off the shelves, peak it's face out from the pallets on the higher shelves, set off the motion sensor lights in the farther away aisles.
This happens when I know for a fact there's no other people back there- Leisa is gone for the day, the receiving crew is on lunch, and I am in view of the entrance so I can SEE if someone has walked in. I am the only person back there, and I hear someone yell my name and the lights in aisle 223 are turning on one by one..it's terrifying.
My friend Nettie told me that sometimes when she's closing down for the night, she'll hear someone just chattering and when she goes by the entrance to the 3rd and sees this massive shadow figure standing in the doorway. The doorway is like two stories high, and this figure goes halfway up it.
It learns people's names, and nicknames...it yells mine all the time. It's been learning to mimic voices too which is so fun
#this isnt a creative writing exercise unfortunately#my life is full of spooky#ghost story#spooky story#haunted#just warehouse gremlin thingsss
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How I feel about my creation when I'm writing a fic:
versus how coherent I feel when replying to comments:
#writing thingsss#anyone else relate?#seriously it's like i used all the brain cells and now i can't get them back kasjfbdksfjd#have to figure out how to give myself permission to be bad at answering comments the same way i'm trying to do with writing 😂
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The Car
Chapter 10 of The Pact
Mike sighs and rolls his window down then leans back awkwardly to roll the one behind him. The air that flows in isn’t much cooler than inside the hot tin can that is his car, but at least it’s moving. The wind blows back his hair and up his shirt sleeves and whisks away some of the sweat there. His Cure tape is playing lightly in the background, having been immediately turned down as soon as he started the car.
“Is it ever going to be cooler?” he complains as he hangs his arm outside the window. The sun radiates warmth on his forearm and he’s already got a bit of a golden tan starting from being outside at work, the dark hair running along it already turning blonde. The freckles on his nose and cheeks have darkened and he isn’t sure he likes that part of it. Not to mention his to skinny chest is still as white as a sheet. He’s not sure “farmer” tan is ever going to be something that’s in, and yet he seems to get one every summer.
His dad, who’s sitting in the passenger seat and hanging onto the handle above the door as if he might crash through the windshield at any moment is clearly distracted, and only grunts at his complaint. He points to an upcoming stop sign. “Son, can you please slow down. There’s a stop sign up there!”
Mike rolls his eyes, sharply gesturing towards it. “Dad, I see the stop sign!”
“Well, your speed tells me otherwise,” Ted says through clenched teeth. His grip tightens as Mike rolls up to the four way intersection that connects with the road that will take them towards Max’s house, and inwardly groans. He’s thinking this actually might be the worst fucking idea he’s ever had in his life, and they’ve only left the house ten minutes ago.
They’re on their way over to Max’s because Mike, like an idiot, he’s realizing now, thought it might be nice if they could fix her brother’s old car up.
#ted wheeler makes an appearance#the pact#justmyname#madwheeler#mike wheeler#max mayfield#writing thingsss#fic update#stranger things fanfic#byler#elumax
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If you are excepting requests? May I request a ghost x reader where he sees reader working out and at first he thinks she’s doing it because she wants( he lowkey doesnt want her to lose the weight, 🩷he likes her chubby :((( )but then she just stops eating and doing things she normally does because she’s insecure and he just comforts her. kinda long but only if u wanna do it🫶🏼🫶🏼 feel free to change some thingsss
Aww, thank you anon. Requests are open, I'll happily write for you guys (please send me stuff 😅😂)
Beauty standards.
Cw: unhealthy weight loss, unhealthy coping mechanisms, eating disorder (in standard), Ghost taking care of you. Just fluffy.
Ghost is absolutely enamored by you. As a 6'4 man with muscles for miles, he absolutely adores you to be somewhat opposite of him.
There's just something about your soft tummy and despite how much you workout and how strong you get you never lose that soft plush to your skin that makes him want to pick you up and cradle you for hours.
There was something about your warm thighs. He loved holding them. He loved when you sat on his lap and he could pull your thighs in and squeeze the soft skin in his calloused hand.
What he would give to feel your tummy in his hands, sleeping with his head on your chest and your hands on his skin.
Your body is everything to him. He would love it, kiss it, and worship it every day. He just thinks you're absolutely beautiful.
But lately you haven't been feeling as excited about your body as he is. You'd promised yourself you would stop going on Instagram just to split compare yourself so much to the obvious filtered oblivion that were the supposed supermodels. And you promised you wouldn't let any of it get to you.
You were chubby, and sometimes being labelled as simply cute hit a little nerve inside you. Especially in military.
Slowly falling back down that hole. First staring to with a random weight suggestion board that had been cycling around. You decided to try it, and soon exercise took up a huge chunk of your day. More than it usually did.
Grabbing a half a bite of breakfast to leave for your ass crack of dawn morning run followed up by the crazy workout routine you'd been suggested.
At first Simon commented on the stride and how he was impressed you were stepping up. Under the impression you were taking care of your body's needs.
But it only got worse. Until you felt no change in the workout routine and simply decided you would just stop eating.
You had to get thinner somehow and you wouldn't stop until you could confidently post a picture looking like one of the Karcrashions.
You skipped out on meals and simply gave the excuse of being tired and that you'd get food later. But this only flew for so long. How you thought you'd get away with it with the others let alone your own boyfriend was a wonder.
Once again, laying in your bed after rejecting dinner, hearing the door open. You recognized the heavy footsteps as he approached, kneeling onto the bed.
"Hey Simon..."
Simon hummed, his arms wrapping around you, pushing the blanket back and laying down behind you, kissing your neck.
"Tell me what's wrong." He whispers, pressing another soft kiss behind your ear.
"I'm fine baby, I'm just not feeling hungry."
Simon kisses your nape again. "You're never hungry anymore..."
"Just on a new diet..." You mumbled, wanting to tell him and wanting to hide at the same time. Simon squeezed you gently, his hand splaying across your stomach. His kisses slowly stop and he lays his head there, just listening.
The moment of silence passed before you finally managed out. "I feel Hideous..."
Simon shifts slowly. "Why? What makes you feel... Hideous."
You roll onto your back, giving him a firm look. "You know exactly what. Look at me... No matter what I do I can't get rid of this stupid fat!"
Simon remained silent, nodding a little. His heart sank. Simon understood what it meant to hate yourself. He still remembers the time when he felt like he would rather die than live in his body.
But he loved your body. He could never see you as hideous.
"What? You mean your stomach?" He gently rubbed the plump area. You scoffed though. "It's everything. My thighs, my arms, my stomach..."
Simon looked you up and down, effortlessly lifting you up. He kneeled in front of you, gently wiping a tear before it could fall far.
"Fuck what anyone else says. Fuck it." He leans forward, wrapping his arms around your waist and gently kissing your thighs.
"I love every inch of you." He whispered. "The world can burn before I give one fuck about what they say about you."
You sniffled and grimaced. "I hate it... I wish I was skinny."
Simon looked up at you. "Sweetheart, you're beautiful. You're perfectly healthy. What woman wants a bloke with abs and no fluff. Like sleeping on a goddamn xylophone." He gently kissed your stomach, holding your thighs.
"Everyone likes a little bit of fluff."
"I know I do."
He stood and swept you up again, making you gasp and grip onto him, legs curling around him. He played back down on the bed and postures you on top of him.
"No woman's stomach is completely flat, thigh gap? I couldn't give less of a fuck. All I care about is that you're still healthy, and ultimately, you're happy."
Your eyes brimmed with more tears, sniffling. "You don't... Think I'm ugly?"
Simon leaned up, sliding you down into his lap. He wrapped your legs around his torso and kissed you softly. "Not a day since I met you."
A lot of times, seeing your body in a positive light is a hard thing. Even with people around you who encouraged your proportions. Simon knew this. He knew he could help, he could love you and reassure you that he wasn't here just because of your body.
He loves his fluffy princess 😊.
#simon ghost riley#simon riley#cod mw2#simon ghost riley x reader#simon riley x reader#call of duty#simon ghost riley x female reader#cod x y/n#fluff this time
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Whose POV is it Anyway?
Bodysnatchers & Cosplaying a bookseller
DO NOT ASK NEIL ABOUT FAN THEORY
I'm back! I took a few days off of doing internet thingsss so I took a break from writing this series of posts but I'm back and continuing with episode 3 in its entirety!
For reference & context, I recommend reading these posts:
Whose POV is it Anyway? - Introduction
Lens Filters
POV "Your 'Something's Wrong' Voice"
POV a Trip to Hell and a 25 Lazarii Miracle
POV a Companion to Owls
POV The Dirty Donkey & I think I Found a *Clue*!
Shall we get cracking?
Episode 3 gifts us the arrival of Muriel! Sweet adorable Muriel! We see them arrive to the bookshop, with the Bronze Glimmer Glass filter in full effect. Aziraphale is the only one there so it makes sense we'll have Aziraphale's POV to start. Cupperteas ensue, and Crowley arrives to be grumpy but fully accepting that Aziraphale is taking their car, I mean, he's already brought the plants inside. His sideburns are long here as well.
When the duo head into the backroom to discuss what's going on, the filter changes, the lighting is much cooler toned, and we're now looking through the Black Diffusion FX filter in Crowley's POV. Crowley's sideburns are also short now, and if my theory that POV is also correlating with his hair length, it's standing here.
As Aziraphale drives off, we see Crowley watch him from the window and sigh, sideburns still short, still his POV.
I'm going to stick to the present day storyline and switch to the bodysnatchers minisode at the end!
The time Aziraphale and Crowley spend apart in this episode is interesting to say the least. If we're trying to look at the lighting and possible lens filters used to determine the narrator or POV for these scenes... I think they're switched!
When we see Aziraphale driving the Bentley, the scene isn't awash with glowy warm lighting which we know isn't reserved just to the bookshop since we've seen it used in the record shop, coffee shop, and in the Job flashback.
It's rather cool toned lighting for a yellow bentley. Aziraphale's whole trip to Edinburgh is cool toned. The time he spends in The Resurrectionist, the graveyard, everything. I would have expected Aziraphale's magical little newspaperman cosplaying extravaganza to be dripping in his golden glow through the gorgeous Edinburgh when I started thinking about the scenes and these lense filters and these metas.
But then you look at the opposite, Crowley alone in the bookshop with Jim. Something he would hate right? Sounds like worst case scenario for him. He loves the bookshop but he's there alone with Gabriel who tried to kill the person he loves more than anything and didn't have an ounce of compassion, while Aziraphale has taken himself and his car very far away.
But what is Crowley's experience like? He and Gabriel are chummy as ever, they talk about rainstorms, vavooming, gravity. Crowley dresses down and is wearing sleeve garters? A bit old fashioned for Crowley but not for Aziraphale no? He's playing bookseller, carrying books around, albeit not quite correctly, chucking them at the end. Every scene is drenched in warm golden haze and Crowley's sideburns are long the entire time.
They aren't together, but they've always probably got one thing on their mind...
I think we're seeing these scenes through each other's eyes, or the POV is swapped if you will. Maybe that's why Crowley is wearing sleeve garters and cosplaying bookseller and being very kind to Jim? And Aziraphale is being the worlds cutest little investigator to ever exist. I think maybe they're imagining each other, or it just points to the idea that they're apart but still the only thing they're always thinking about.
Okay, cute lovebomb, now let's talk digging up dead bodies!
There isn't a lot to go off of for lighting in this minisode, but there is one detail I wanted to point out that has to do with Crowley's hair length. In all locations BUT the crypt his mutton chops are longer. When they enter the crypt both times, they are shorter.
You can see they are a distinct "J" shape in most scenes but in the crypt scenes (for example when he drinks laudanum and busts through the roof) they have been trimmed back). So if I'm going just on hair length, all scenes except the crypt are Aziraphale's POV.
If you can look past my terrible image quality, you can see on the right image his chops are notched where on the left they're doing the opposite.
NEXT
POV 1941
#good omens#good omens 2#michael sheen#good omens meta#crowley#david tennant#aziraphale#crowley x aziraphale#good omens theories#good omens clues#good omens theory#good omens clue#good omens fandom#good omens analysis#ineffable mystery#ineffable divorce#ineffable spouses#ineffable idiots#ineffable husbands#ineffable fandom
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Chaeya today but with more effort I LOVE CHAEYA RAHHH PRINCE X KNIGHT THINGSSS I LOVEEE !!!
Anyway i got the inspiration by @theearthisalie writing in the chaeya discord! thanks alot ive enjoyed designing them ^^
#chaeya#childe#kaeya#genshin impact#childe x kaeya#kaeya x childe#kaeya genshin impact#childe genshin impact#tartaglia
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Shaak Ti is such an important character to me that I-
I feel like she’s MY character. I want to write essays on how her and just all the lore I’ve created for her. I’ve crafted her into such a character that im DEATHLY afraid of anyone from disney touching her.
the amount of lore I have built around her, the THINGSSS I have to say about her character and what she’s been through/accomplished. it would run into so much lore that disney hasn’t even began to touch and just give us a whole other side of the jedi order and the star wars universe as a whole.
AND I have a beautiful death planned out for her that isn’t stupid and actually means something, it’s basically just a more detailed version of her force unleashed death. I also have so much thoughts about her impact as a martyr and her impact on the clones. Not only that but her impact on the future (rebels, luke, new Jedi order etc.) I’m literally so afraid of Dave Filoni or someone else getting their hands on her character and just ruining the potential (that and we know how Dave filoni likes to throw out lore…)
(Not to mention it goes hand to hand with Jango lore 🫶)
AHHH i want to talk about it so bad yet nobody wants to listen 😭 the Shaak Ti community is so small and the Jango/Shaak community is even smaller, I might be the only resident <\3
#star wars#star wars legends#shaak ti#shaak ti community where are you#star wars tcw#the clone wars#clone troopers#force unleashed#let me write shaak’s books and movies pls#the autism is autisming
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absolutely obsessed with your portrayal of paul, i feel like it's the most movie-accurate one out there (that i stumbled upon) so far! this isn't really a request or anything, just letting you know i'll be happy with pretty much any new dune works from you :') have a nice day byeeee
thank u thank u
and to literally everyone for all the comments and thingsss 🙃
very glad ur all enjoying it; i got a feyd-rautha hc coming soon, and then some general relationship hcs for the lisan al’gaib next 😎
- also, to those of u who asked for another part to the destiny fanfics i wrote for paul, i totally would but i don’t really know what else to put before i watch the third part of dune lol, and also freak out too much to write smut 💀 and i wanna write different scenes and hcs too sooo, hmu in my inbox 📩 not in my comments pretty pls and ty, i may not see them and can’t respond to them properly
- btw i see all the taglist requests to be added to my dune works, and i gotchu, just haven’t responded to them all cus there’s a lot .-.
ok bye 👻
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