#why are u guys such weirdos that you have to ship it like it makes no sense to me
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liking star wars is partly crying over obi-wan as a neat little study in grief and partly dodging obi/kin shippers as a form of extreme sport
#I didn't even know this... thing existed until jack told me wbt it a couple of weeks ago#like seeing hayden and ewan as like. older dudes. i get why ppl ship it.#i don't like it and i dont agree. but its two good looking men and shippers are predictable as hell.#so i see where its coming from.#but on god obi wan sees anakin as his brother. he says so himself.#he raised anakin all by himself and obi wan was in his 20s when anakin was a 9 year old or smth#its so weird to ship them like. the man raised anakin. he is his older brother.#why are u guys such weirdos that you have to ship it like it makes no sense to me#bc caring for someone as your own brother. it sickens me to dilute something as strong as#a familial bond. something sort of a complicated sibling relationship even in adopted terms doesn't make it any less significant#it just does Not sit right with me pals.#and it feels weird to me.. when its seen through this shallow lens of shipping#love doesn't always have to be romantic to be some 'higher form' of love yall are just cowards#obi wan and anakin's relationship is the foundation of love and betrayal and grief and anger and everything in between#and being platonic doesn't make it any less intense.#tldr: obi/kin is gross and dont interact w me if u ship it end of#anti obikin#do not even LOOK at me if ur into that padawan x master bullshit
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I'm not really a shipper, but that leaves me freedom for enjoying everyone's take/artwork on any ship. That said, I've actually never heard of LawBepo before seeing your stuff?? It's actually quite adorable? At least, what I see since it's only your stuff I see lol either way, I wanted to ask WHY Bepo? Like what drew you too the ship I guess?
Always curious how people get to ships they like haha. That and every time I practice Bepo I think of your Bepo so I figured I'd ask finally while I think of your art 😂 hope you don't mind.
Which that thing said, I need to throw in I'm positively alive for your art btw. It's so crisp and I love for the sketchy/black and white. Thank you for gracing my eyes with it.
thank you for the message!
(you never seen it because except for like a couple of artworks noone really done it at the scale that i have. at least not in the western part of the fandom)
what drew me to the ship is the hug on zou but back when i first got into op 8+ years ago but i wasnt open minded enough to take it seriously - it didnt spark ideas to make stuff in me back then yet - but i did love the hug A LOT
its adorable. its just the cutest ever and the single most affectionate that we see law. you cant argue with that if i try. idc how people interpret his other scenes, zou hug is the most obviously and openly shameless display of affection towards someone we see with law
look at this fucker smiling hes so content rubbing cheeks with his 22 year old male best friend
i came back FOR bepo because i heard of [manga spoilers] i saw it and thought yoo shit hype started looking things up and saw the STOP ACTING CUTE scene and it was all over. one more canon reason for me to ship them (that is ofc if u consider anime filler canon since both the scene i mentioned were toei expanding and improving upon odas ideas) but i do consider them canon if it suits me lol
AND THEN I SAW FILM RED CRUMBS OH MY GOD. OH YOU TOOK HIM TO THE CONCERT UNBELIEVABLE YOU LOVE HIM SO MUCH
basically we were given a ton of cute fanservice of bepo being law's favorite most precious guy and i always ship my ships in accordance to canon its just the type of person that i am
you need to give me a crumb of canon and ill justify the rest. a hook is always necessary and these two got plenty
also reading the novel and seeing bepo be such a precious little brother to law....yeah...cute
oh we cant forget that i also went to look at things on pixiv and japanese fans are geniuses so i got so inspired by the characterization of law being a protective nose bleeding weirdo and bepo being oblivious to it....incredible dynamic i got absolutely hooked. bepo is cute and good and precious and he is home and comfort to law
to summarize: why bepo? because canonically bepo is the only person in bepo's position. he gets special treatment from law, he is THE crewmember of his. he is what killer is do kid - we know most about them they are the closest to the captain. its simple math
finally thank you im glad you enjoy my style!!!!
#lawbepo#always been just the lineart guy and the rest is secondary#either blocked out flats or the most minimal cell shading lol#im super happy b/w style works for everybody cuz it sure works for ME
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Hello! I hope you are well!
Do you think it’s possible for you to go into Jeff and Nina’s relationship please? Like are they together or is like Jeff taking advantage of Nina liking him so much?
Sorry if you’ve already done this! I love your writing, you’re so talented 🕸️ x
its actually crazy to me that i havent actually written a thing about jeff and nina oh my god. thank you by the way you are so sweet. of course tw for manipulation, abuse, etc
OK BACKSTORY
nina is a year or two younger than jeff, and was only around 12-13 when she found out about jeffs murders and rampages. since she was like 7, she was always obsessed with horror movies, gore, eventually true crime and stuff . . just awful things that kids shouldnt have access to but thats what the internet does
she started behaving incredibly weird after her obsession with jeff began (though she was always odd). just really creepy true crime fan behavior in school, acted completely rebelious and eventually cut a shallow smile into her cheeks. her parents were livid and sent her to her to live with her grandparents in Mississippi.
eventually she realized jeffs brother moved to alabama, a state away. she was 18, at the lowest point in her life, and there was now speculation that jeff died after his most recent murder in the arkensaw household in tuscaloosa, alabama.
SO SHE MOVED. stole a ton of money and jewlery and stuff from her grandparents, barely managed to secure a dingy apartment in tuscaloosa, and she went On The Hunt.
she's constantly spamming fangirl rhetoric on creepy forums and catches jeffs eye. dunno exactly how, but he ends up meeting up with her, where he realizes she was just. perfect ? like, he found her annoying from the getgo and knew she was a weirdo, but he knew how easy she'd perfect to manipulate, how much shit he could get from her, and she immediately was like 'COME HOME WITH ME ILL MAKE U DINNER' . so he does. theyre about 19-20 here.
okACTUAL RELATIONSHIP
they never actually date in the traditional sense. neither of them asked the other out, jeff doesnt even touch her if he doesn't have to. he does not love her. but nina truly, fully, completely believes they're together. she swaps between calling him her boyfriend and fiance. she tells all her coworkers about how 'oh my boyfriend finally proposed! im engaged guys!' and 'ohh we're thinking about kids..!! he said he wants a girl:)' and all of that. which its all lies, she just lies and lies and lies all the damn time about how great jeff treats her and how in love they are. she does it to all the other creeps too for a period of time, telling toby and nat about how kind jeff is to her and they know shes lying.
jeffs not really mean to her most of the time. she'll make him food, do his laundry, she's lied to the police for him, she's probably been an accessory to murder ... definitely actually since she's cleaning and bleaching his bloody clothes... so he's Nice (?)
by nice i mean like. he'll let her sit and rest her head on his shoulder, let her hold his hand, let her say she loves him. he'll joke with her sometimes, play video games with her, bring her on walks or whatever. wore a bracelet she made for him once. (emphasis on once). he tells her she's pretty if she asks
but again, he's using her - just for a place to stay, some extra money, and he'll even send her on runs to go get weed or something from dealers that give discounts to pretty girls. he won't hug her, won't buy her things, won't help clean up, etc.
NONE OF THIS IS SHIPPING OR ROMANTIC LIKE ITS ALL REALLY SAD AND HORRIBLE. most of the creeps are inherently violent, half are murderers, almost none have any emotional regulation . . theyre just very . yeah.
which is why eventually, he kinda like, loses his shit - he starts screaming about how she's a dumbass who threw her life away for him, how he doesnt give a shit about her, he's shoving chairs around, knocking things off tables. eventually he stabs her, once in the side of her stomach, and leaves.
nina knows jane from the other creeps and calls her as she's frantically trying to fix her own wound, and jane swiftly gets her. jane doesnt like her but jane has morals and knows jeffs mistreating nina - but ninas losing her shit when jane mentions a hospital and refuses to go to the ER, so she ends up in jack's cabin getting stitched up.
theyre all kinda shocked that jeff didnt just kill her. its real weird for him to stab her once and leave, but jeff knew how far ninas devotion went and completely expected her to grovel at his feet and beg for forgiveness, and now he can continue using her just like before . but nina twisted it in her head and convinced herself 'oh its because he loves me! he didnt kill me because he loves me! BUT HE'S MAD AT ME AND I CAN'T FIND HIM AND WHAT IF HE'S WITH SOME OTHER GIRL I NEED TO FIX THIS' but literally nobody wants to help her 'get back' with him because like ...... why would they ?????
so she gets onto whitepages, finds liu, and ends up on his doorstep.
that's where my drawing of her crying on lius kitchen floor comes from
ive kinda hit a point in the story where like... this part is the 'current' plot ??? like this is where we are at in this very moment . so i have nothing concrete for the future...
but overall she does get over him, thats probably where ill put more emphasis on her friendship with nat/toby and her eventual little sister type relationship with liu... i just need to figure out how to do that without it coming off as like 'and she went to therapy and everything was fine !^_^'
i want jeff ... to be... vbery miserab;e....... basically.
#creeped#asks#tysm again anon#creepypasta#nina the killer#nina hopkins#🕸️ anon#idk if u wanted an anon tag but heyyy
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This might get me cancelled, but idc, so...
Fanfiction is supposed to be transgressive. It is supposed to be about looking at something and saying "I could go somewhere interesting with that", "That was stupid, I could fix that", "I can make that better", "I can make that happen", "I can make them fall in love", "I can make them happy".
It's why one of my fandoms had about 30% more works shipping the main character with her (male) best friend as opposed to the guy she marries in the show. People looked at it and said "That isn't right. This is better". So they made it themselves.
But guess what? Shipping her or just liking her more with her love interest was still more popular amongst more casual audiences. And the fanon shippers were surprised by this!
It's why I am baffled by the things I see stated online.
People thinking that there being more fanfiction about a particular ship means more people ship it, as if one fan writes a fic each and then leaves and as if there are no people who ship it and just don't write fic? Because they are not writers?
People being surprised that main characters are shipped with other main characters more as opposed to a character that appears in one episode.
People being surprised that people can believe a character is straight in canon and still enjoy fanon slash ships where he's shipped with other men.
Of course there will always be more M/M works than M/F works. We have enough heterosexuality in media already and as for F/F, while queer women do write F/F fanfic, there aren't that many queer women in the world statistically as opposed to straight women and even if fandom has a larger number of queer women than average, queer women write M/M works too.
You can believe this is Problematic, but guess what, back then, we were all freaks and weirdos. People would share links on obscure websites because they were scared of being sued. Professional writers would purge all their fanfiction and pray to god no one ever finds out. And if you wrote gay fanfiction? Good luck being taken seriously anywhere.
We went from "ship and let ship" and "don't like don't read" to "supporting this platonic surrogate father-son bond makes you a bigot because the father figure once made an ignorant comment" and "it's problematic to ship the hero with the villain because the hero is scared of him".
Fandom stopped being about Liking and Enjoying things and started being about Fighting People and Proving You're Right and Your Ship is Better. Because if you don't become canon, if you don't Win, what is even the point?
Of course it will be like that, when you tell people shipping something is Activism and not shipping something makes them a Bad Person and shipping something you morally disagree with makes them a Bad Person and more importantly makes you a Good Person for fighting the important battle of stopping people from imagining two imaginary people kissing in their heads.
Shipping is a feeling. Sometimes it's "I ship this, hehehe." Sometimes its "Oh no, I ship this and I wish I didn't." Sometimes it's "I wish I shipped this but I can't." It's supposed to be fun and not a form of mental torture.
It's not a choice. It's not writing fanfiction or making fanart, that comes later, but it's not even a requirement. You can write fanfiction for something you don't even ship! You can write fanfiction for shows you didn't even watch!
And shipping something doesn't make you Better or Worse.
Ship shaming doesn't stop people from shipping something, it only has the potential to make them feel worse for something they, for the most part, can't control. And when the person in question is a literal teenager who also self-harms, it certainly has no potential to do anyone any good.
And it's why when the proshippers see a person like that, a person like them, they welcome them in. "You're with us now. It's your ship. Own it. Come join us." Because they have experienced the same thing and they know they would want someone to stand up for them, too. They won't let you feel as if you're alone. Because you're not and you never will be. You have a community, you just need to look for it and find it.
It's what made me realize that the antis were the bullies. Also, the antis were a bunch of teenagers too, who thought they were doing important activism by yelling at people in caps lock.
So get off your high horse. It's not that serious. Stop talking about it like it's life or death and maybe you will feel better.
It worked for me.
I want the same for you.
And I swear, if someone here starts with "But what about-" No. Let me stop you right there.
#shipping#proshipping#proshipper#fandom life#fandom culture#shipping discourse#yes some of this is about something very specific#but i would rather not share what#please respect that
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Let's make smiles bloom, anytime, everywhere! (WONDERHOY~!★)
welcome to my blog! (or welcome back if you knew me before i went by this user)
name: christy or papu either is fine
pronouns: she/her
sexuality: pansexual omniromantic
i am certified the prettiest princess in the entire world. bow down to me or else you get the guillotine grrr
-pls use tone tags when ur talking to me it makes a big big difference!!!!!
-possibly neurodivergent
-uh i apologize a lot and im really sensitive so. uh. jus like reassure me a lot ig
-if you call me a dry texter i will literally block you. /j but srsly not every1 is the best at talking..
-i have an agere blog which is basically my alt so follow that one if u want too. or not.
DNI: proshippers, anti antis(?? idk what this means but i see this in a lot of profiles), freakstarries, whatever weird pjsk fans call themselves, basic dni criteria ykyk, if u think age regression is a kink. it isn't. go fuck yoursel- if you support Sara_mjrb/lord_sara_gaming or mizumi-kagaho
social time whoohoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
discord: ask in dms
youtube: pan_pan_papu
tumblr: ur here already.
wattpad: coming soon?? maybe????????
fandoms!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
project sekai
danganronpa (well. barely.)
anime in general but most of the subreddits on reddit fucking suck. theyre all either weirdos or homophobic (as in, i like yuri but yaoi is EWWWWW guys cant like guys!! i wld fuck alstolfo tho)
bubble guppies
rugrats
mewkledreamy
sanrio in general
im joining a lot of fandoms every day. too many to remember
parappa the rapper
cardcaptor sakura
mario
nintendo
animal crossing
shima shima tora no shimajiro
ojamajo doremi
little witch academia
idolmaster
ummmm im hypersexual so like im more. weirder. than other people
fanfic writer. kind of. i have 200 million fankids and i will write about them ALL
i am probably the only shima shima tora no shimajiro fan ever. like im being serious its not that well known out of japan
i like karaoke!!!!!! kind of! its fun <3
also. i am being serious about potty training being my special intrest. pls dont think im weird.
if u ever wonder why all my fankids are so young/why i usually draw pjsk characters younger than they acc are then. ur reason is here.
-my art is fucking ass. like seriously its so terrible its the worst thing you have ever see
-i love emukasa (pjsk ship) like so much. LIKE SO MUCH. THEY ARE THE BEST M/F PJSK SHIP RIGHT NEXT TO RUINENE AND TOUKOHA
-speaking of, if u dont like wxs m/f or vbs m/f dni. like imagine being pressed over two teenagers kissing. that is so silly. anyways most of my ships are m/f i dont know why i have a lot of m/m and f/f ships tho. there is no way you can convince me haruka kiritani is straight she is a girl kisser. same w airi.
-mahou shoujo has my heart and soul <33
-i love ken shiraishi. whoever made an's dad design i love you so much he is such a dilf bro
-professional shitposter
-this is rlly cringe to admit. but. im one of those fictional other people ig? my f/o is arisa mochida from the hit game idolmaster cinderella girls starlight stage
anyways my tags are
fanfics - fanfics. obvi.
ok thats it idk what else to write
oh damn i made this too long. anyways. heres my carrd. it looks better on phone.
ok goodbye
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Shit night. Rude awakenings. Woke up to see lovely things on tumblr like these gems:
I mean, you do a very good job of making yourselves look like unhinged freaks lol. Posting shit like this unironically and all. You don’t need help from us! Stay miserable, you projecting fucks. I understand constipation is a hell of a time. Rather than antiship we should call it censorship.
Antis love to frame themselves as the normal ones (they have to because no one with an ounce of ethical thinking agrees harassment is okay) and be like “well um :) if you um :) ship [insert pairing/concept here] then like :) y’know :) tell people like :) in ur :) like :) real life :) that u um :) that you um ;) um um um :) that you uhm :) clearly :) are a :) ✨bad person✨ :) who’s uhm :) super gross :) and a [buzzword term that doesn’t apply] :) and see :) how they :) react :) bc if it’s :) so ✨normal✨ :) then :) you have :) nothing to hide !! :) uwu :))))”
Here’s a challenge for the antishippers: if you’re so fucking “normal” then you won’t mind telling your fucking parents, your partners, your goddamn grandparents you tell strangers on the internet to kill themselves and see how they react.
Tell your kids, your school-aged cousins, your neighbor’s kids, all about your efforts to keep them safe so they can fully appreciate the extent of your crusade. “Don’t you worry, little Timmy Sue! I’ll make the Internet safe for you by telling all the people I think are absolute weirdos to kill themselves! I have all sorts of ways to protect you even when we’re not in the same online circles! How, you ask? I’m glad you did! I sure am! Why, by telling people to bludgeon themselves and get their inner ketchup all over the walls!! Oh, and giving them natural eyeshadow by blackening their eyes for them! So if the big bad proshippers come knocking on our door I’ll huff and I’ll puff and I’ll grab my gun, M’lady Murica, and shoot on sight :) Oh no, that wasn’t the mailman! That was an intruder! You can tell because the dog barked! Don’t you know anything, you innocent widdle baby boo? Oh of course not. No no it’s okay, I’m here now, it’ll all be A-OK!”
Tell your coworkers when they ask what you do for fun “In my free time I send death threats and suicide threats to proshitters (that’s the colloquial term I use for internet strangers) because they like things I don’t like and that’s a crime! Sometimes even bomb threats or doxing threats if I’m feeling spicy! They deserve it by just existing! I mean!! If they didn’t exist we wouldn’t have a problem! They’re asking for it by existing. They get off on it, you know, and who doesn’t mind being sucked off? Trust me, I’m doing them a favor. Ah, it sure feels good to rid the world of filth one immoral person at a time. Disney had it wrong, Frollo was the good guy, maaaaaaaan!”
@ all antis: may all your bacon burn, and your favorite shirts fit one perfectly on part of you but not the part you want, and you never have a complete pair of socks.
@ all proshippers: stay classy and beautiful. But most importantly, stay sexy and don’t get murdered!! iykyk :p
#proship#proshippers please interact#proshipper safe#anti anti#anti harassment#antis dni#antis don’t interact#tw death threats#tw suibaiting#tw harassment#satire#not Heathers#what is your damage Heather?
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Hi! I really like your rareship stuff and I always find myself surprised by the unexpected ships in your works. If you don't mind me asking, do you have any rareship you want to write about but haven't found time to do yet?
Hi! Thanks so much! =D
Oooh what a fun question 8) *opens rarepair file* hmm, I've done little snippets of most of these. Here's some pairings that I haven't done anything at all for (plus very brief notes):
Rodimus/Jazz - casual
Thundercracker/Siren - because TC likes it LOUD
Flatline/Obsidian- dark weirdos
Nautica/Riptide/Blaster - hey, Riptide has 2
lol. And regarding that last one: possibly in Echo Garden ;) We see those three hanging out every once in a while. If any readers would like to interpret that as an OT3, they're more than welcome to, hehe... or they could just be friends! Nautica/Blaster has such a sweetness to it as is ;A;
Thanks again! =D
And some more info beneath the cut cuz it's so much fun to talk about rarepairs
I just wanted to note real quick why I haven't written these yet.
Rodimus/Jazz: I have nooooo idea how to write friends with benefits. This is a Me thing because I just... don't really get it. For me, a physical relationship is rooted in emotion, and it just doesn't math inside my head. So! I'm not sure I can do a fwb situation correctly/properly. ALSO SECRET FUNFACT: this relationship was supposed to be in Echo Garden, but I thought it would make the story too complicated and by the time I sorta figured out what to do, it was much too late. The gist was that as the LL jumps dimensions, Rodimus hooks up with friendly Jazzes, cuz they just kinda, get along. There is a way I could sprinkle this throughout the story but, eh, at this point, I think Rodimus's past with Drift is enough.
TC/Siren: LOL. I just like the pun here xD Haven't written it cuz I don't have an idea yet for how and why they meet and why they wanna get together.
Flatline/Obsidian: oooh I love these guys' designs. They ARE both dark weirdos. But my personal interpretation of Flatline is as ace/aro so to write him in a pairing with another character feels kinda ick to me. But if I can get over it, I really would like to try. [also YES I know ace/aro people can be in relationships, let me make it really clear that, like point 1 above, I don't think I can write it right]
Nautica/Riptide/Blaster: I've written this many times in my head ;)
I do have a locked Mirage/Riptide Rated E fic if you'd like to read a Riptide rarepair :)
(I have a lot of locked things actually. lol)
ok thank u!
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(I’m pretty sure the way I type is recognizable but I need to like pretend at anonymity bc I feel. Remarkably silly about this)
I wanted to like idk rant to someone in the HB fandom who isn’t balls deep in the “anti proship” sphere bc like, I’ve been struggling w guilt over enjoying a certain ship that everyone hates and considers problematic (I think Loona and Octavia is rlly cute!) and I’d like to make content for it but I also rlly fear being seen as like a pedophile. Do u ever worry abt that kind of thing? And is there anyway ur able to get over it if u do? I don’t like getting into anti/anti anti discourse bc I feel like it’s a very reductive way to view and interpret media but I still have a crazy amount of worry/guilt
First off, it is still ridiculous to me that this is even a problem in this fandom. This is an adult show about characters in Hell, and the main characters are, respectively, assassins and the eclectic cast of the Hotel which includes a cannibal serial killer. (I am eternally both amused and completely baffled that like half the awful puritanical takes I see are from Val icons. Buddy. Pal. The fucked up fiction is coming from inside the house.) I saw waaaaay more fucked up shit on Zim nsfw twitter than I see on Hellaverse twitter and that show was Y7. Up your game, guys.
Personally, I don't really see Loona and Via as siblings/sisters as much as I think a lot of others do, more just friends (and honestly I think canon moved much too quickly to give them such a heartfelt scene together, they hadn't even met officially before that point?) so it's really only the age thing and even then, the plot of HB has seemed to imply that a fair amount of time has passed since the series started, probably around a year- so Via would be 18 or older by the time anything actually started anyway, especially if they became friends first. Setting aside the 'justification' though... they're not real. They're cute together, I agree, and I think you should be perfectly fine enjoying them just in the lens of 'they're similar, I like how they'd interact, and I think they're cute together'!
I was pretty much forged in my opinions about this from Invader Zim stuff, where people insisted that liking two characters that I'd liked together since I was thirteen made you a pedophile. Obviously, I could tell that wasn't true, because it had never been the case in all those years up to people starting to be bitchy about it in 2019. (Before that, it was that it was bad because it was enemies to lovers and, more importantly, gay. Great hater throne to inherit, guys!)
Unfortunately... as stupid as it is, this fandom is way more puritanical than it should be, so it wouldn't be wrong to engage through anonymity to protect yourself. Find the people in the tag who are using 'proship/proship interact' or something along those lines (I've seen a few, although some tend to lean more on hard/dead dove content), post on ao3 into the anonymous collection which removes your name, make a tumblr sideblog that doesn't connect to your main, find fellow shippers and interact with them specifically. Do whatever you need to do to keep yourself safe from people who can't understand that thinking something is cute or interesting to explore in fiction is automatically bad just because they don't like it. The more stuff that's put out there about the ship, the more likely you are to find kindred spirits, that's honestly part of how I gathered my mpreg weirdos to me in both this fandom and the last.
I'm pretty sure that the callout I got for Sunny was why several mutuals who were a friend group unfollowed (and likely muted) me on twitter. Unfortunately, it left me worrying that the other shoe was going to drop any day for about a week because it got just enough notes to make me worry but not enough to get to anyone with any real reach to spread and get it 'over with'.
At this point, I've sort of reached a state of 'fuck it', because if it happens, it happens. I know that I'm fine, and the people I genuinely care about know that too. I know that what I'm making is entirely separate from my morals as a person, if not from how dumb the IZ stuff was than from the fact that I was an English major. Literature is full of stuff that authors don't make as a 1:1 with their real-life morals! And the one you're thinking about isn't 'bad' comparatively at all.
I think the fandom is starting to see that being a dick about fictional content is bad through the backlash to Poison and 'hey, maybe telling somebody that they need to detail their trauma to the public to make fiction is bad?', but it seems to mostly be centered on dub/noncon, so I wouldn't necessarily hold my breath.
At the end of the day though, remember this: You, as a person, are completely fine, no matter what others might think. Octavia and Loona would probably be seen as a totally normal ship like ten years ago (except for people who'd be dicks about them being gay) and there is no judgement to be made on your character in any reasonable way for thinking they're a good ship. You're not a pedophile for thinking a fictional owl and hellhound look cute together, any more than I was for smacking together two Nicktoon characters, and frankly the IZ argument held slightly more water than 'the almost-18-year-old and the 22-year-old' because Zim's age was so ambigious. Try explaining this 'people think the young adult animals holding hands are bad' to any adult who isn't sucked into fandom discourse and they'd probably be baffled that it's a problem.
I know that the guilty feelings aren't always rational and it took a bit of time for me to unwind how I felt about creating certain stuff too, but try to remember that above all else- exploring things in fiction has been a thing people have done for a very, very long time. What matters is your actions towards other real people, not what you do with fictional dolls.
If nothing else, if you want you can always send me a dm and chat that way, I'd be happy to talk.
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Also ICEBERG. if u want i love when you make fun of him
good thing i love bullying that little kiwifarms freak
favorite thing about them: i think he's intriguing just as a character to study? i want to know why he acts the way he does. why he did what he did when he was like, alive and whatever. i want to know what makes him tick and whatnot. i find him to be a favorite because of what could possible be there to explore. heheh
least favorite thing about them: i really find him boring in a lot of things sorry. like he's interesting if i don't have to specifically look at anything. however he is *very* funny because of that.
favorite line: i don't even think i have any tbh.
brOTP: ummmm. him and glass. i think he tries to have 'mental warfare' with glass when he sees him. glass is just trying to live his life and glass says hes hiting him with his 'mind beams to lower his HP' everytime they see eachother in the hallway. grows into a reluctant friendship
OTP: none i don't ship him
nOTP: i have a few. but i'll keep the peace.
random headcanon: i legitimately believe he has a kiwifarms account. like. i also think he is a legitimately very smart person, but he just. has no way of expressing this, and i think he was just sort of left inside for so long around ppl and he just hung out on online forums when he comes off as a weirdo/rude without even realizing it. i think he is getting there, and if someone really just sat him down and explained to him how uncomfortable he makes people it'd click and he just snaps. hehe.
unpopular opinion: i do not like how woobified he is as well. i think people reduce him to his relationship with gears, and it truly... shows. i think he can be interesting if given a chance and some rewriting. i don't like how he gets sort of boiled down into 'guy who killed himself in that one tale', which i understand, but i think he can be interesting beyond that.
song i associate with them: OOOOOHHHH A TON. "FAKE" BY THAT HANDSOME DEVIL IS UP THERE THO
favorite picture of them: drew this for an art final, but got too scared to ever upload it lolol
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ace attorney (obv) & let's say run with the wind
wooo thank u!!!
ace attorney: (im gonna focus on the mainline series i think but if tgaa shows up well. that's to be expected considering everything about me.)
Favourite character: for the main series honestly its SO hard to decide, i'm constantly going back and forth between trucy, franziska, edgeworth and mia depending on the day. for tgaa well. obviously it's kazuma lmao.
Funniest character: this is so hard because literally every ace attorney character is so funny in their own way i literally don't know how to choose. i guess ill just use this answer to shout out godot & van zieks who, despite both being characters i'm at best kind of eh on, are redeemed in my eyes on account of being the funniest motherfuckers alive in the courtroom.
Best-looking character: look at my url. who do you fucking think.
3 favourite ships: EXTREMELY boring answer sorry but for the main series wrightworth klapollo & franmaya (lanamia coming in a very close 4th), and for tgaa its asoryuu, [redacted on account of spoilers you don't know yet], and susahao/susarei/whatever we're calling it
Least favourite character: the entire cast of turnabout big top lmao. if we're narrowing it down to just major and/or recurring characters though uhhhhhhhhh. larry probably. he has his moments but i'd be perfectly happy never seeing him in an ace attorney game again.
Least favourite ship: i know some are pretty popular but i honestly don't really like almost any ship including van zieks because i simply do not care about him as a person. also i'm personally not comfortable shipping him with people he's like. actively racist towards for large portions of the game lmao.
Reason why I play it: i love mystery/puzzle games!!!!! and also something about this game series permanently altered my brain chemistry and made it so i can never fucking shut up about these games ever. something about how the characters and their relationships in particular are written just really resonates for me i think and that's why i keep coming back--- so much of these games is deeply, deeply silly but that doesn't stop the characters from feeling very very human, idk.
Why I started playing it: honestly i don't fully remember! i think i played the trilogy + apollo justice on my ds around 18/19 ish, and i was just generally going thru a mystery/puzzle/visual novel ds game phase around this time (i also was playing the zero escape series) but i think i'd probably heard about this game via tumblr. and fast forward years later and i have a whole corner of my brain exclusively devoted to ace attorney trivia, thanks shu takumi
run with the wind:
Favourite character: despite the fact that i am fully obsessed with haiji's whole deal my favorite is probably kakeru tbh!
Funniest character: 100% haiji. mansplain manipulate malewife icon. literally who is doing it like him.
Best-looking character: i can't believe i, a lesbian, and being forced to make this call but also. like obviously it's haiji.
3 favourite ships: kakehai is of COURSE number one on account of being the mostly insanely stupidly in love pair of weirdos ever, and to a much lesser extent i'm also fond of musa/shindou. and for a third one idk if this is a ship exactly but i do really like the idea that fujioka & haiji had a Thing when they were younger and are currently something along the lines of amicable exes
Least favourite character: i dont think there's any character i actively dislike (who i'm not Supposed to dislike) but the twins are kind of annoying sometimes. also. hana honey i'm sorry its not your fault that this show can't write women but her character is really flat :/ but that's sports anime for you i guess
Least favourite ship: akane/kakeru is like. Fine i Guess but i much prefer them as friends and really don't understand the popularity of this pairing. kakehai is literally right there guys.
Reason why I watch it: apart from the normal reasons i get into sports anime, run with the wind really resonated with me because it's about young adulthood & the ups and downs that come along with trying to figure out your life at that age. especially since most of the characters don't have lives entirely centered on running and sports, it makes their stories not only enjoyable & charming but also deeply relatable in a lot of ways, esp when you're around that age yourself. i watched the show as it was coming out during my last year of undergrad, and it really captures the anxieties of that stage in life and sticks with me because of that. ALSO. haiji is there and im obsessed with him.
Why I started watching it: once again i don't fully remember but i think it might have been your fault. we definitely watched the show together as it was airing so this is what i'm choosing to believe
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anonymous asked:
What would you consider to be one of the most challenging aspects when it comes to writing your muse?
anonymous ／ unprompted ／ always accepting.
hewwo anon!! i’m trying to remember what i said previously because i think i’ve talked about this before via an ooc post or something of the like! it’d be kind of sort of a bummer of me (and for u, mwah.) if i just repeated the same thing :~)
i also apologize because i might get a little wordy andor unfairly critical of Certain Things i noticed. we’ll just say it’s because i’m old and bitter ADKFKMGKMF
if i can recall correctly....... i can’t seem to remember, ironically, talking about The Hand Thing™️ which is, in another world, honestly quite impressive LMAO but tbh, it’s under that whole pretense of, like, writing a serial killer with his own, individual modus operandi and the like. i struggle, sometimes, with the outside perception people have in regards to him-- they understand and recognize that he kills, at least partially, for sake of claiming a person’s (usually a woman’s because, yeehaw weird complexes about women let’s gooOOOO!!!) hands but, also, completely sideline the potential that he’s, subconsciously maybe, using the hands as an excuse to kill?
i guess what i’m trying to say is that, yeah kira’s a murderer that also likes hands but he’s also... not... just that? yeah, basically that.
because it’s this whole thing, again, of boiling a character down to their bare essentials and yet, somehow, still managing to even miss that? somehow?? it’s weird because, obviously, kira’s not the only character this happens to. genuinely, it happens to just about every single fictional character you see under the sun, which is... y’know. annoying. FKGKMFGKFJGN because it, honestly, makes whoever is writing that character out of a genuine love (no matter how you define “love” as.) andor intrigue for that particular muse’s experience all the more harrowing and unenjoyable.
for me, i’ve noticed that whenever this sort of thing happens, a lot of the times the person it’s happening to feels like... almost caged in? like they have no choice but to lean into this exaggerated idea about their muse in order to actually receive any sort of feedback. and then it goes into this whole other thing of, “well, i feel like i’ve lost sight of why i actually wanted to write this character and--” blahblahblah. it’s just kind of uncomfortable to see someone get bombarded by That One Thing™️ their character is known for when, by perchance, they want to explore other aspects too-- at least, in my experience, anyway.
i don’t mind writing out kira’s cheirophilia, genuinely! it’s part of why i write the guy (because i love writing genuine freaks and weirdos and creeps and all of that smooth jazz.) but it’s also not the only reason i wanna write him. i love character types like kira because they’re always so fascinating, in my opinion, because it’s this mixture of black comedy (his attempts at living a normal life even though, dude, you’re a serial killer.) and sheer, utter horror (he worms himself into society almost perfectly and can claim victims so easily, so effortlessly.) that really gets me good. if i were to be frank, that is sincerely one of my favorite aesthetics, so i’d like to be able to explore that admiration through writing and the like!
there’d be no point, imho, for me to write him if all i wanted to do was write him lusting over people’s hands nonstop with zero substance otherwise. the idea of that lowkey bores me and, in a way, also burns me out. it also doesn’t help that a handful of people have tried using his cheirophilia as a means of forceshipping with me like, uhhh..... hello? hi, yes, i’m the writer aka a person with sentience and boundaries and feelings that totally doesn’t feel weirded out that you’re only using my muse for land development a ship. like, damn dude, at least take me out to dinner first or something like,, gosh LMAODKMGMKFKM
so, maybe, this also applies itself in the sense that i want to be able to incorporate his cheirophilia while also not just making that his sole character trait? i want to explore his anxiety, his upbringing, his opinions (no matter how invalid some of them are. </3), his dynamics with others, and... well, his overall duality in regards to society as a whole. i like the idea of a guy that seems to be a downright snooze fest (and maybe, also, a goddamned nightmare because of it.) to interact with that, as you dig deeper and deeper, it’s gradually revealed that, oh boy, uh... haha!
he has this weird fascination with hands, and it’s mostly women’s hands, too. a little weird but, hey. don’t knock it til you try it or whatever. as long as it doesn’t hurt anyone then it’s okay-- oh, wait, it actually does hurt people? oh, and you’re also saying that he hurts people because of it? oh. ... oh, wow. huh! well, that’s some rather unfortunate information!
and then you just keep going and going, falling down this rabbit hole of “oh my good god, he’s a freak and not in the good way” which is just so... ngl, to me it’s genuinely fucking hilarious yet, also, incredibly unsettling. it’s that whole “hiding in plain sight” trope that, honestly, can be so cliché yet... when done well? mwah. chef’s fuckin’ kiss right there.
that kind of stuff is fun for me to write. i love writing and i love role-playing-- it’s just an awesome way, hand to god, to bond with people who share the same passion. i love being able to explore those sorts of things (and more.) with people that are also curious about the exploration. i adore the journey and i loooove seeing what other people can come up with. it doesn’t help that i’m naturally a nosy person but, man, y’all can come up with such good shit. deadass. i adore it AKKMFFMKKMDKMD bc ugh 😩 ur minds...................
but, it’s also just kind of like... ough when i’m interacting with someone and i happen to bring up that character’s Very Specific Quirk and im just kinda grimacing to myself because i do not want it to be taken at such face value. keep in mind, this has heavy determinant in vibes and, obviously, intent from the other side and i’ve come to terms with the fact that i’ll just drop those threads like a hot potato if i’m noticing anything that seems generally... y’know, off andor uncomfortable. also i’m genuinely begging people to stop trying to have kira thirst over hands that belong to minors. it’s weird. i hate it. don’t do that. thank yew.
so uhhhhhh, i’m gonna have to say that, yeah, it’s more-so trying to establish that i’m not trying to erase One Of The Core Characteristics of kira but, also, i don’t want that to be all that he’s known for! and, at that point, all i can kinda hope for is that i’m not doing that. because i’d lowkey hate to live enough to become the villain (derogatory.) and so on, so forth... blahblahblah another nolanverse quote here because i love aging myself and making everyone around me realize that i’m nearing my 30s at light fuckin speed LMFAO
BUT-- thank u for the question!! i appreciate these sorts of questions (and asks in general!) because they always get Ye Olde Creative Juices flowin’ <3 i hope u find a... HMMMM... handful of fifty dollar bills on the ground on ur next walk around the neighborhood!! thank u again mwah 💖💖💖
#anonymous#thank u again anon!! <3 i love u and hope u have a Very Good Day.#＊ 💥 返事：answered.#＊ 💥 摘発：out of character.
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Starline for the acrostic game? ~sunlight-ships
ACROSTIC F/O ASK GAME
thank uuu @sunlight-ships <33
S - Story - if you and them were in a fairytale, which story would you be and who would play which character?
tbh i already have an idea of sa/tbk red being morgan le fay - granted as much more of a "arthur/sonics silly wizard sibling that lives in the mountains" than their more traditional kind of personality.
i think it would be funny if we got to see eggs in that universe as some kinda evil king, w starline as his like advisor, trusted guard or smthin. then he gets seduced by a funny weirdo.
T - Teach - what skills of theirs would they teach you? what would you teach them?
uh, i mean. they had to start learning more hand-to-hand combat bcs thats what starline kinda does-
but in their like. actual relationship he'd try to get red into hacking and some of the more advanced robotic stuff but they either are Bad at it or just don't really care all that much.
however, i hc that he actually loves cooking/baking so thats something they get to do together and bond over ! he's also one of those Fancy mfers that have their tea like done in a specific way. buddy learns how to do that for him bcs sometimes he needs a lil pick-me-up
A - Art - do they draw or paint? what about any other kind of art? what’s their favorite style/subject/another artist who inspires them?
he admits to having a mild soft spot for aesthetics. he did design and paint his logo himself after all ! if he did end up making art it would probably be more the abstract kind. its a little pretentious but like. red thinks its cute.
he is not allowed to talk about his inspiration and why he wont stop drawing stylised cityscapes and theme parks.
R - Rainbow - what colors do you associate with them and why?
tbh that really nice magenta on his outfit and his eyes make me a lil <3 u kno. its a v pretty colour !
L - Language - what’s their love language? what’s yours?
being annoying /j
i think its pretty solidly set up from his canon appearances that he's an acts of service/gifts kinda guy ! red is also gifts but also quality time.
I - Image - show us a picture of them that gives you a lot of feelings. if they aren’t a visual character, describe your mental image of them!
i love everyones take on him but evans got a special little place in my heart. also his gay little earrings,, never forget what they took from us..
(i also really REALLY love his more monsterous/frankenstein-y concept art where he is Tall. but this post is already really LONG-)
N - Nostalgia - what’s your f/o’s favorite memory?
considering uh. how He Is and comments made off-handedly on ians podcast - i imagine his family wasnt. the best. there was always a disconnect there, and he never really felt like he fit in with them.
but theres one time. he built a little robot for his mother - a very simple and crude thing, something he'd be ashamed of now. but it made her smile and she ruffled his hair. its his most treasured memory, and he hates it.
a second is the first time red called him starlight unironically (it was a bit of a joke before they became actual friends/partners, red called it him once by accident and he got So Mad that they kept doing it). they were still just, very loosely, friends at that point. he was still figuring out what to do with himself, so red took him out to the chao garden with them that morning and had him help out a little. at one point they remarked:
"i don't know if you'll get it right, starlight. but i hope you do."
E - Emotion - is your f/o open with their feelings or do they keep them close to their chest?
starline is one of those people that just bottle and bottle and bottle until they explode - usually by having a breakdown and crying. sometimes he lets stuff slip but he tries so hard to desperately hold onto his cool and calculated persona that it just makes him slip more.
#iloveyou.ans#starlight💫.rom#long post#i kno ive been v jokey w this ship but like. i love this guy a lot#i want to explore this stuff bcs while i enjoy him as a villain i geniunely kinda want him to get better. away from all the teens he#traumatized ofc#its okay kids you dont have to redeem the bad guy this time ill just make him fall in love w me itll be fine dw
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Hey! I loved the insta prompt can u make another one but where the reader is a famous singer? ❤️xx
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author's note; hi there anon, sorry for the waiting but here it is your request, hope you like it. Feel free to tell me who you want next, just leave the name or the context you want it to have.
warnings; there can be a few mistakes with the grammar.
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It would be wonderful If you reblog it, that help me a lot, it inspire me for write more.
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harrystyles Podcast. Nothing else.
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what're some ships or pairings you have on your mind as of right now?
I’m playing KISS KISS FALL IN LOVE- ALL JOKES ASIDE...
I think about a lot of my characters paired with others a lot or even just platonic ones. My brain is a nightmare and I'm constantly back and forth. All u have to do is walk up to me and talk about our pairs ngl. It makes my day better after working a long day honestly
CURRENTLY I've been mainly thinking about..
Nakaou and Aitreo.. I shake my fists at the sky, they're so stupid. Nakaou is unable to say his feelings- he just can't man. Rejection is his biggest fear and Aitreo.. man he doesn't even realize the feelings he's got **punches a hole in the ground** JUST KISS ALREADY..
Ketana and Trickey- Look man sometimes when you get hired you can't control what feelings you catch.. Ketana being extremely soft for trickey- it feels weird for him but.. he doesn't want to change it. Someone who loves him whole-heartedly.. GAARGHA
Lammek and Rodisa. CUTE CUTE CUTE ARGH. They're so wholesome- flirting back and forth. Unsure of if the feelings are genuine. The fashion industry is full of fake feelings- they want them to be true but.. can you really just ask if it's real? Lammek is terrified of the prospect of being in a relationship but Rodisa just.. feels so right? Makes him feel so bold?
Milo and VEE.. platonic.. but man. Why does she make them feel like this? Why do they feel so mushy, why isn't she kicking them out? It's a conflicted array of emotions she doesn't know. It makes them hurt. It makes them crumble. Under the pressure and from the care she's given them.
Akaiss and Velina. LORD These two make me GO RGAGRGRGRGRGG.. Why r u two cute at all. Ur both weirdos go outside and touch GRASS. literallt willing to kill lie and paint themselves as the bad guys for the other.. Velina is more unapologetic and public about it.. Akaiss is more private. You would assume he thinks very little of him, only using him for the attention he craves.. but he is so fucking Whipped for him. So cute~ and all his ya?
Pinkky and Luke.. DAMN BITCH U LET A MAN IN UR HOUSE LIKE THAT? I am genuinely YELLING in my head about these two all the time- cadaver I need to talk about them or I'll die /hj. Pinkky is completely.. God she's so down bad and in love with the attention she's getting. Something something "ur the only drug I need" (she's partially lying)- the longer she'd spend around him the more she finds herself falling in love and wanting to be with him. She isn't a particularly soft person but shit.. he makes her wanna be a complete sap for him
GOD I NEED TO TOUCH GRASS
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Why I love LeviHan (a rant)
So I'm pretty new to the LeviHan community and I just wanted to rant about how much of a work of art this fucking ship is even though I have no idea whether Isayama did it on purpose or not. But damn, this ship literally introduced me to the drama of shipping fluff and AUs --- two genres I used to avoid like the plague because never have I felt such adamance for a ship to set sail in YEARS since Percabeth back in high school.
To give some background about myself, the past five years, I was no fan of ships. Like literally, I tried to avoid shipping fics like the plague (for any fandom) because I was like "come on war racial war, zombie like monsters? Who has time to fall in love?" A lot of non romance shows don’t leave time for a relationship to develop and we literally just get a time skip where suddenly they pair people up together and I’m like woop good story but yo how the heck did they end up together.
In real life, I also did get into a healthy relationship with a guy, a slow burn after five years type and I thought yeah I've seen how I want a relationship to develop and now imma be picky as fuck with ships.
I did end up picky as fuck with ships but Isayama with the minimal screen time he actually gave this ship to set sail with probably minimal intention to actually confirm their ship got me climbing into this ship while it sunk canonically after chapter 132 because holy fuck ISAYAMA YOU MAD MAN.
Let's talk about how they were introduced. Trost is destroyed. Titans are impossible to kill then whoop. We get a group of weirdos and outcasts who can somehow kill titans like crazy.
Strong titan slayer dude.
Strong titan slayer girl. (Hange is female to me.)
Cool commander dude.
Cool interesting characters. Eren's dream team since episode 1. Two captains. Constantly together. Erwin is their glue. Nothing suspicious about that. They work together. They're too busy fighting Titans to actually be considering a relationship right??
Besides, Hange and Levi are just way too different like
Levi is like *slash slash slash I hate titans u ugly* *slash slash slash eww titan blood* *slash slash slash kill Titans they're all monsters*
Hange is like *slash slash slash oooh titan blood* *slash slash slash dont kill them i wanna dissect them* *doesn't slash* titans make me horny.
Like sure we could argue opposites attract but there are more cases where opposite personality dating would probably backfire and with the idiosyncrasies of both parties at polar ends of the spectrum it just didn't seem possible for there to be a spark? Like logistically they would tear each other's hair out if they were stuck together in a relationship.
At that point, Erwin being the middle ground between both captain weirdos, I couldn't help but think shipping Erwin with either of them would have been the more realistic option.
Season 2 had its fair share the first two scenes with Levi picking her up and the carriage. Didn't see anything too sparky yet and yes the last scene where he could tell who she is by her knock. (but yes sparks flew in hindsight).
Season 3: Erwin the glue gets trapped in capital due to political reasons and only one arm. Two captains forced to combine forces to manage the survey corps in peril. They get their bonding moments like torturing some dude together and reflecting over the untimely deaths of Hange’s squad. (and maybe Levi’s squad too)
They separate while coup d'etat happens because their skills were needed elsewhere. They got to save Eren and like hours later in the cavern Levi was especially concerned about Hange when she got shot by the hook back in the cavern like you don't see that concern with any other character except maybe Erwin. (But it can be argued that maybe all the other people he ever loved died too fast he never got the time to be concerned.)
All the way until the battle of Shiganshina Levi is usually with Hange.
When he’s not with her, there’s a reason (usually Erwin’s orders.)
When he's not with her he's thinking about her.
Then Erwin their magical glue of a commander does die and the captains gotta stick together even without the glue because they're the last two surviving people in the old survey corps.
It's apparent Levi hates the changes made to the survey corps because he still keeps the green cloak which everyone kinda abandoned. So it can be argued that Hänge was also that last bit of fresh air Levi had of the olden days.
So
they're
together
in
almost
Every
Friking
Scene
Like you can't blame them. Levi is anti social and traditional survey corps type.
Hange is still reeling from the loss of Erwin and her quick rise to power as commander.
They may have differing personalities but they had the same history. They both know loss, bloodshed and battle the survey corps brings that no one else probably understands to the extent they do.
And we get the bombshell of this scene.
Hange literally proposes to him that they just run away to the forest and just build a life for themselves and the cold harsh brazen Levi doesn't outright reject it.
He instead acknowledges what he knows about her that she'll never do that. This only confirms that they know each other too well, that they have a bond that exists between them which cannot so easily be replaced by anyone else.
And then a few chapters later
Dead.
And sure yeah Levi didn't cry but like yo, the way Levi handled her death is worse than crying. We have never seen Levi react to a death like this.
Levi is holding on to the hand which touched Hange’s.
Levi just sits down in the middle of a pivotal scene and where he might end up fighting any minute coz like what's life he literally lost everything he could have lived for.
Like sure people who don't think LeviHan is canon would say “He’s injured. He’s tired.”
Just a few chapters ago though we got him ready to fight
"That’s the last person left of course it would break him more than anything"
That's the point. They're complete opposites they've been together for years and even if the chemistry wasn't there before, even if they would never have gotten along at all, personality and logistics-wise, they were placed in a situation where their glue Erwin died, everything of the life they knew before, all their loved ones in the survey corps died and now they were left with the responsibility of managing what's left and being the only two people with a shared history.
That literally set up one of the best places for a fucking romance to bloom. Yet the war and the circumstances just made it so hard for them to act upon it yet somehow the manga and anime were peppered with this cool understanding of
Yo I want you.
like maybe when we retire let's keep in touch and I dunno have babies or something
But yeah yo we gotta fight.
Then Levi be like “Yeah babies be a good idea?” (Titans don’t love you. I love you.)
Death foreshadowing
Then Levi
Is
Fucking
Broken
Like we've never seen him before.
Wow isayama the madman didn't need to build this masterpiece of a relationship from love at first sight, to confessions, to placing them in unnatural situations for sexual tension.
He built a subtle relationship out of necessity, out of the need for some humanity in this dark world. Two people placed at the lead at the forefront of this war, willing to adjust, willing to change and work despite their differences because they needed that warmth, they needed the reminder that there exists happiness and hope in this world which transcends all that bullshit they have experienced to that point until her death.
I really wish I could experience that epiphany again with another couple.
I applaud the subtlety of this relationship and the natural development of one of the best ships I have experienced in a long while.
#levihan#levi x hanji#levi x hange#levi ackerman#hange zoë#hange zoe#hanji zoe#attack on titan#shingeki no kyojin#ship
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ship (Levi Ackerman x Reader)
You and Hange are seated on the bleachers in front of the soccer field as you watch the football team do their warm-ups.
“And you invited me here because?” you asked Hange who never spoke ever since you arrived, which is probably a good 5 minutes..
“Levi is attractive.” you rolled your eyes at her statement. “So, why not?” she asked looking at you. “Ugh, Hange for the last time i am not asking him out and no, I don't like him! Why did you even invite me here, aren’t you supposed to be in class?!” you said. “Shouldn’t you be at class too?” Hange said. “My classes are done.” you said.
The both of you looked back when you heard a thud, but you saw no one so the both of you just shrugged it off.
Hange begged you to stay and watch the whole training of the football team. You picked your things up and started walking down the bleachers to go back to your dorm. “You guys should really date, you look good together.” Hange said. “How do you know we look good together?” you asked. She opened her ipad and showed a sketch of the both of you. “What the hell?! Hange, i know you’re an art major but what the fuck?” you pulled turned the ipad off and looked around to make sure no one saw the drawing.
You were roommates with Hange and ever since he laid eyes on Levi and you, she never stopped talking about how you should date the football player.
Levi is not a stranger to you, to the both of you.
The 3 of you sat beside each other during the first year orientation, you started to hangout with Hange often and you shared a couple of classes with Levi,
But you are not friends with him, more of like a colleague as you always explain to Hange.
You never shared deep conversations, you never hung out with him, and you never talked to him at parties.
But, (as to what will Hange say)
You watched his games.
You wish him good luck.
You congratulated him if they win.
You shared your homework with him.
You wished him a happy birthday
You get invited to parties and you see him there, but you only nod at each other.
There are obviously no reason to agree with Hange.
Although he is cute, he is quite popular, very quiet, classy, and mysterious. Levi is like the man who came out of a YA movie and every girl liked him.
The next day you were walking in the hallways of you building, you saw levi, so you smiled and continued to walk, but you were surprised when he suddenly sat in front of you at the cafeteria during lunch.
You raised your eyebrows-
“What’s not to like about me?” he asked. “Excuse me?” you asked confused.
“Yeah, what's not to like with my friend.” A brown-haired man sat beside you. “See, I heard you talk about him with Hange the other day, so i asked Hange if you liked him and she said no, so now we are asking you if you don’t like my friend.” The brown haired guy, who is probably his teammate said. “Sorry, what is happening? and why are you bugging me?” you asked. “I just wanted to know.” Levi said.
You stood up and prepared to leave--
“Go out with me then, if you still don’t like me then i’ll leave you be.” Levi said.
You are completely dumbfounded and confused with what's happening, so you just left and ignored Levi’s question.
--
Miche laughed and looked at Levi who was looking at the retreating figure of the girl he just asked out.
Levi glared at Erwin which made him stop laughing. “You shithead said it was gonna work” Levi started to walk away from the table. The blonde man stood beside him and draped his arm over at Levi’s. “ I said just ask her out, because obviously your little stunts with Hange is not working on her. Come on man, it's been 2 years, grow some balls and just ask her--” “I just did, she ran away. Are you bind?” Levi said with red ears and red face.
You became Levi’s apple of the eye.
Ever since that freshman orientation, he wanted to ask you out many months ago but football happened. So instead of confessing his feelings to you, he confessed to Hange instead.
“I like y/n.” Levi said as he blocked Hange’s way. “Okay? Obviously i’m not her, so don’t expect me to blush and pass out. Excuse me.” she said and left.
That day Levi couldn’t focus on training, he injured his foot.
“Get well soon, Levi”
Levi almost choked himself when he heard your voice, he looked up to say thanks but he was speechless, damn your such angel, he thought. So he just nodded.
The only people who knew about his feelings were Hange, who is not even his friend, as of the moment and Miche, his teammate who ‘just’ knew.
Levi can’t remember how he managed to convince Hange to set him up with you.
“It’s not working anymore, ask her out yourself.” Hange said over the phone one day after practice. “Of course it won't work you asked her to ask me out who the hell does that?”
“It’s the 20th century girls are allowed to do that.” Hange explained. “I know, but you only ask people you like SHE doesn’t like me.”
Levi is frustrated as ever.
When he dropped the phone. Miche was already behind him.
“Go shower, you smell like shit.” said Miche. Levi gave him the middle finger and went to the bathroom.
“You know if you really like her! Man up and ask her out yourself!” Miche shouted.
And that’s how he found himself asking you out on a very random day.. And time.
And.. now you left..
You probably think of him as a weirdo.
--
“And then I left.”
You are now hanging out with Hange to continue your interrupted lunch a while ago. You told her about what happened.
“And I know its rude to not answer him and leave but i was pretty shocked” you explained.
“Well, what would you say if you didn’t leave?” Hange asked.
You opened your mouth to speak but no words came.
“Okay, Do you think I should go out with him?” you asked.
“Excuse me? Did your little mind forgot how long I was convincing you?” Hange raised her brows.
You bit your lip and grabbed your phone to call Levi.
“You have his phone number?” Hange asked. “Yeah, academic purposes.” you said and dialled his phone.
-
Levi couldn’t believe what he was seeing.
You are calling him.
You.
The girl he likes you.
Y o u
“Oh for fucks sake Levi answer the goddamn phone.” Miche said.
“Hello?”
“Uhh, hi is this Levi?”
“Yes.”
“Oh, uhm, hi Levi I-i just wanted to apologize a while ago, I didn’t mean to leave like that I was just-just you know, shocked.”
He was smiling, like a fool.
“That’s fine.” Levi said. He looked at Miche who is mouthing ‘ASK HER OUT!!’
“Yeah so about that--”
“Can we meet? I’m at the field.” you said.
Levi is on his way to the field his mind is in rumbles on what’s gonna happen.
Did Hange told her?
Is he gonna get rejected?
What the hell?
He didn’t even start?
You’re seated on the bleachers when he arrived. He looked at you and he just cant help but admire your face as your hair was blown by the wind.
You smiled at him.
“Hey” your said.
Levi just gave you a nod.
“So a while ago, uhm..-”
“Do you still want to go out with me?” Levi asked.
You bit you lip to prevent you smile as you nod.
“Really? Seriously?” Levi excitedly asked.
“Yeah.” you said as you chuckled.
“Okay so uhm, when are you free?” Levi asked. “Anytime” you said. “Movie? Tomorrow night? -- oh no, that sucks. Uhm, dinner tomorrow at the diner, okay with you?”
“Yeah, that’s okay with me.” you said.
“Great, see you then.” Levi said and just looked at you.
“So, i’ll go now.” you said.
Levi nodded, so you started walking away.
You went back with a smile on your face thinking about what just happened.
a/n: hi, welcome to the club, Levi. also, please please forgive me with this it bugged me the whole day. anyw, enjoy (please)
also is thif fluffy enough. idk how it feels, wala na nagpapakilig sa akin. chz.
#levi x reader#snk imagines#attack on titan imagine#attack on titan#levi ackerman#levi ackerman imagine#levi ackerman fluf#levi ackerman x reader
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