Miss balling

Holiday family dinners were always difficult for Rosie. They felt judged and nervous all the time, they just wanted to go hide and cry. They don't fit in with their family, they never did. No one would understand them.

At the table, they're forced to eat. They know it's a good thing, to eat, but it just keeps coming. They feel ill, they want to throw up and they don't know why. Well, that was untrue, they knew why. They did this to themselves, after all. They were the cause of all of this.

They felt stupid and foolish for wanting to cry over a meal. It's too much. If they touch it then it'll be all over for them, but there's no choice. These people don't want them to get better, they want them to fit in a mould they don't belong in. It’s just too much.

They don't understand their own illness, why food makes them feel so guilty. It's not like it's bad for them or anything — it's food after all! Why are they so stupid that they’d reject this? Why are they so afraid? What were they even afraid of...?

They feel the eyes of everyone staring deep into their soul, daring them to take a bite so they can point and laugh at how awful their body looks once again. Not that they've ever once stopped. They’ll never stop.

Rosabel will never be enough. Even if they eat until they pop, even if they starve until they're gone, it'll never be enough for their family. It broke their heart in ways that couldn't be repaired, to know that they'll never have a place here.

However, at least their friends were kind. They're hesitant to call them their "real family" just yet, for it felt like betrayal to their blood kin, but these people were still family. Their beloved family, perhaps, this wasn't a lie. They did love them more than their blood family, which made them feel guilty…

The agents and idols of their beloved family agreed to host the Christmas dinner a few days late, in order to allow them to come as well.

There, they'd be treated lovingly, gently, with a place at the table, but no pressure to gorge and stuff their face. Rather, just a kind hand on their shoulder, asking them to just eat enough to not starve.

They didn't even have to eat at the table if they felt scared. They felt foolish for this, because it was true, but appreciated the offer... they were more scared of feeling left out though. Even if it was terrifying.

They wanted to cry, their portion was much smaller than everyone else's, but everyone tried their best to make them feel like they belonged nonetheless. No one commented on their food or how little or much they ate, or made unwarranted comments about them or their body. It was freeing.

The banquet was held at Pearl's mansion, and it was wonderful and grand. Their partners were there to hold their hand under the table, and be a shoulder for them to lean and rest on, a cheek for them to kiss, and lips to kiss them back.

They wanted to cry, not out of fear, but out of relief, and gratefulness for everyone's gentle kindness. They'd never felt this before at a family gathering.

Al stroking their hair and telling them it's okay if they don't clear their plate, he'd finish it for them. Ame holding their left hand with her right — how convenient is it to have a partner with the opposite dominant hand? She'd ask them if it's okay if she fed them some sushi, and they nodded yes. They were blushing so much they thought their head would explode, but it made them so happy to be treated like this.

She’d clumsily stab the roll with her chopsticks, and they'd giggle, and fall into her shoulder as they chewed. It was weird, to finally have a good experience with food after all these years, but hopefully, they could get used to it, they thought.

There was singing and music, and joy and comfort, this was really what family was all about, right? That's what they read in all those corny books from their childhood. They wished this was what they had growing up. Perhaps, their life would've been happier. Perhaps, they'd be okay.

That night, for the first time they could remember, they went to sleep in their partners' arms, feeling full. Full of love, full of happiness, full of food.

thank you @kurtsascot for the tag :D i wasn’t able to do it last time because i deadass didn’t dRAW ANYTHING

1. santana

2. kurt tee hee

3. tina with a haircut i want REALLY BAD but i don’t want to grow out my hair ermm might just buy extensions

4. nerd santana… what else am i supposed to draw

5. genderbent dalton blaine.. wHAT ELSE AM I SUPPOSED TO DRAW-

6. tina and shirtless kurt at first i liked it and then i hated it but it’s okay now i think 😁

idk who to tag but do it if you want yayyyyyyy

20 Questions for Fic Writers

Thank you so much @picnokinesis for tagging me in this!!! As the Doctor would say, 'I'm so chuffed!' akfndjnfn

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

19

2. What's your total AO3 word count?

1,260,962 (girl wtaf)

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Doctor Who, specifically for the 13th Doctor

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

Heaven Sent

Rising Tides

Timeless

The Haunting Ground

On Hallowed Ground

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

Yes, for sure! And if I haven't, it's because I've either missed it or haven't gotten to it yet! But i'm very grateful for people who comment, only seems right to respond (even if sometimes it takes me months... sorry!)

6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

Hmm. I'm actually not sure, I try to round out endings of stories so there's at least some sense of satisfaction or hope. I suppose Strike Twice. Out of all my au's the ending it's the least happy- i don't show them in the future where they're in a much better place. but, having said that, there's lots of hope in that ending.

(There's also a very short oneshot i wrote about Yaz and weeping angel 13 which is angsty af but i'm not counting that i wrote it in 20 mins after the episode lol)

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

This has got to be a tie between Rising Tides and Heaven Sent! I went all out with making those endings as happy as they could be lol.

8. Do you get hate on fics?

Fortunately nothing all that bad, only someone once calling something 'boring,' which is rude but i deleted their comment.

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

Nope, a few times I've written things that precede it but i'm just not comfy writing it lol

10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?

Nope.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Not that I know!

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Not that I know!

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Nope but i did have plans to a while back!

14. What's your all-time favourite ship?

I find it hard to go all-in on lots of ships. In fact, i can only really have one answer, which is Thasmin. I think because it is a mix of the character who had given me so much power for self-actualisation (thirteenth doctor) and also a character whose strength yet vulnerabilities i absolutely adore (Yaz). I really enjoy writing them because they're dynamic is so interesting. but, i will say, i actually prefer to write the persuing of a relationship in au form rather than in-universe. I think in universe i do really like the inevitability of their heartbreak, that's another interesting thing to explore.

i'm going on here but can i just say, what i love most about thasmin is how much it was born and continues to exist in the fans. Talking to like-minded people and appreciating this ship- it's actually been my first experience of queer community! It's been very formative for me personally so i'll always treasure it!

15. What's a WIP you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?

*sigh* Relativity. I'm sorry, but that is going to be so hard to get back into and feel like i'm doing it justice. I feel very bad, people have been very kind about that story.

16. What are your writing strengths?

argh. ermm. I really enjoy writing characters and fleshing them out so... that, maybe? i am quite proud of how i managed to write the very poisonous relationship between Tecteun and au13 Thete in Heaven Sent, and the characterisation of Tecteun so... characterisation, maybe.

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

I write a lot. Too much. And i think that can be off-putting. I am trying to be more concise, I've definitely been experimenting with editing, etc. recently which I'm actually quite enjoying!

i also think i have a tendency to lay things out too much about who my characters are, what they are thinking and how this influences their actions. So, i am trying to trust the narrative to explore and explain why characters do what they do, etc.

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

I mean if the occassion calls for it! But i am the complete opposite of multi-lingual, so i'd need to seek some help.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

Well, I've only ever posted for Doctor Who, but I suppose my first fandom was Merlin. Me circa 2011/2012 writing the crappiest angst in little notebooks lol

20. Favourite fic you've ever written?

ooh aghh!! okay... Heaven Sent. Yeah. There's far too much of it lol but i had such a blast writing that story. It was so fun to develop something quite rich and an interesting challenge to go for a complex plot and lots of emotional heft. I'm also so nostalgic for 2021 when flux was airing!

Thanks so much Taka for tagging me! I'm gonna tag @eriadu-in-the-wildwood @jae-writes-stuff and anyone else who wants do to it!!

Little Things (Tom Holland x reader)

a/n: this is for @rosyparkers​ writing challenge!! italics are flashbacks, bold is the prompt!! again i hope u enjoy this im sorry it’s been like 10 years since i’ve posted something lmao also big thank u to @sunshinehollandd​ for reading this over!!

warnings: a lil angst, scared of opening up/being vulnerable, other than that it’s fluffy fluff 

prompt: “Do you want to know the hardest thing about having a soulmate? It’s not the separation in the beginning, not the endless nights lying awake, hoping and praying that someone was made for you. It’s…it’s the love. It’s too strong, and you can’t fight it. I’ve tried. Believe me, I’ve tried…but I’m always going to love you. And I need you to know that.”

“You ready, my love?” Tom held his hand out to you as the dj announced it was time for your first dance, his brown eyes radiating a type of warmth that brought you comfort when you needed it most. You placed your hand in his and allowed him to guide the two of you to the dance floor, his hands going to your waist while you wrapped your arms around his neck. 

“Have I told you how beautiful you look tonight?” He asked, his voice so soft only you could hear it. 

“Only a million times.” You smiled, hiding your face in his neck. It amazed you that even after years of dating he still had that effect on you. 

“I’ll tell you a million more times, then.” He smiled, pressing a soft kiss to your head. “You look absolutely beautiful.”

“Not so bad yourself.” You replied, a small smile on your lips as your mind wandered to when you first met Tom and how far you came with him. 

“What are you thinking about?” Tom chuckled. 

“How do you know I’m thinking about something?” 

“You have that look on your face. The one you make when you’re deep in thought.” He told you, pressing another kiss to your head. “Everything okay?” 

“Mhmm. Just thinking about how far we’ve come.” You told him honestly. 

“We have come a long way, huh?” He smiled. “Remember when we first met?” 

“How could I forget?” You chuckled, your mind replaying the day you met him as if it was yesterday. 

The first snowfall of the season and you were in your room studying for an exam. Not ideal at all but you had this big exam coming up that you just couldn’t fail so you had to study as much as you could-

“y/n?” Your roommate poked her head into your room, a hopeful smile on her face. “How much studying do you have to do?”

“Ermm a lot, why?” You asked, flipping through your study guide so far. 

“Was thinking we could go out in the snow, at least for a little bit?” She grinned. 

“I don’t know, I still have a lot of studying to do-” 

“You’ve been studying all day! Come on, you need a break.” She argued, making you sigh. 

“I suppose it wouldn’t hurt to take a quick break. But only for a little bit!” You gave in, making your roommate cheer as the two of you got ready to brace the cold winter air. 

“It’s so pretty.” Your roommate said, her voice almost a whisper as the two of you took in the scene while you walked to the nearby park. 

Light, fluffy snow fell from the sky, landing softly on the ground around you as well as on your faces. For a moment when you looked up at the night sky, seeing glimpses of the stars and the snow falling, all your worries and obligations washed away, bringing on a sense of peace. 

The two of you arrived at the park, seeing other people there, all enjoying the snow. People were making snow angels and snow men, while others were having a snowball fight. 

“Hey check this out!” You roommate called, laying down in the snow and making a snow angel, sitting up when she was done. “How’s it look?”

“Not bad.” You laughed, bending down and molding some snow into a ball. “But unfortunately this snowball is too good not to be thrown and you’re the target so..”

Your roommate stood up and fortunately for her but unfortunately for you, she moved out of your way right as you let go of the snowball, allowing it to crash into the man right behind her. 

“Oh shit!” You gasped as he turned around, a look of confusion and slight amusement on his face while your roommate was hysterically laughing off to the side. “I’m so sorry!”

“That meant to be for her?” He chuckled, making you nod. 

“I’m so sorry, I tried to throw it at her but she moved at the last minute and-”

“Hey don’t worry about it.” He assured you. “I’m Tom.” 

“y/n.” You replied. “Really is there any way I could make it up to you?”

“Really it’s fine.” He laughed. “But I am getting cold so I was gonna go across the street and get a tea, if you’d like to join.”

“Sure, but I’m paying for yours.” You insisted, making Tom smile. 

“Pretty sure I’m supposed to pay for yours.” He tried, but you shook your head.

“No, no. It’s my treat. I’m the one who hit you with a snowball, after all.” 

“You looked so cute that night. The snow was falling and sticking to your eyelashes and the moonlight was hitting you just right. God, you looked like an angel. Still look like an angel.” He sighed. 

“Yeah an angel who didn’t let you in for a long ass time.” You chuckled. “‘M not sure what you did but you made me open up to the idea of being vulnerable and open to someone else. I hadn’t really done that before you.”

It had been almost eight months since the snowball incident and to your surprise, Tom was your (very caring) boyfriend. It sort of came as a shock to you when he asked you to be his girlfriend. You definitely had strong feelings for him, no doubt about it. But you weren’t good about expressing them. Tom liked to talk about his and open up his heart to you while you liked to keep your heart guarded and show you cared with smaller actions. 

Tom was patient, though. He was patient and caring and understanding and it made your heart swell within your chest to the point that you weren’t even sure if you could keep it to yourself. He didn’t rush you into opening up or being vulnerable, but he noticed the small smile that formed on your lips whenever you showed him a song or meme that reminded you of him. He noticed the way your eyes sparkled with pride when you successfully made his favorite meal to surprise him after a long day. 

You noticed the little things Tom did too. Like how he always took off his jacket and wrapped it around your shoulders if you were out on a date and you got cold. Or how he always offered to walk or drive you home before you moved in and if he couldn’t or if you drove yourself, he would tell you to drive safe and to text him when you got home. 

“All those little things you did just made me fall even more in love with you.” He laughed softly. “Maybe I rubbed off on you a little bit.” 

“Maybe.” You sighed, your head resting gently on his shoulder. “You told me you loved me all the time, it probably rubbed off on me little by little until I said it.” 

A year and a half after a snowball resulted in you meeting the man of your dreams, you and Tom were still going strong, but you were scared. Tom had told you he loved you so many times yet you couldn’t find yourself to say those three little words back. 

“I love you.” He would say. “You’re my soulmate.” 

You loved him, you know you did. But despite Tom telling you all the time how much he loves you and that you were his soulmate, you were still scared. What if you said it and he rejected you? What if the two of you broke up and you were open and vulnerable for no reason? 

It happened one night when you were laying in bed, your head resting on Tom’s chest, playing with hands, lost in thought. 

“What’s on your pretty little mind, hm?” He murmured, pressing his lips to your forehead softly. 

“Nothing.” Lie. You were actually thinking about how much you loved him and how lucky you were to have him in your life, but the thought of opening up like that terrified you. You fell in love the way you fall asleep, slowly and then all at once. 

“Do you want to know the hardest thing about having a soulmate? It’s not the separation in the beginning, not the endless nights lying awake, hoping and praying that someone was made for you. It’s…it’s the love. It’s too strong, and you can’t fight it. I’ve tried. Believe me, I’ve tried…but I’m always going to love you. And I need you to know that.” He said softly, as if he could read your mind. 

“How do you know you’ll always love me, though?” You asked. “That’s a long time.”

“Darling I fall more in love with you every day.” He chuckled. 

“It’s just,” you started, not thinking about the words that left your mouth next. “I do love you but I’m scared. I don’t like being vulnerable like that, you know this.” 

Tom paused before he let out a soft laugh, a sense of ‘I knew it’ mixed with confusion taking over your body. 

“What?” You asked, starting to get mildly defensive. 

“Baby you just said you loved me.” He smiled, making your eyes widen. 

“I did?”

“Mhmm. Also said you were scared and didn’t like being vulnerable.” He mumbled against your head, his thumb rubbing over your knuckles softly. “Being vulnerable is what makes us human, lovey. ‘S okay to open yourself up, especially to me.” 

“What if you didn’t feel the same way?” You glanced up at him, a small smile on his lips. “What if we broke up?”

“Neither of those are even possibilities.” He assured you. “I love you too much.” 

You paused before responding. “I love you too.”

As the song came to an end, you found yourself overwhelmed with love and felt tears involuntarily fill your eyes. Tom frowned lightly when he saw the tears, pausing to hold your face in his hands gently, concern in his eyes.

“What’s wrong, hm? Regret marrying me already?” He teased, making you laugh softly. 

“No. ‘M just really happy. I really love you. Don’t think I’ll ever stop.” You murmured, the concern and frown on Tom’s face being replaced with pure love and adoration. 

“Good, darling, because you’re stuck with me forever now.” He replied.

“I wouldn’t want it any other way.”

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please rb/leave feedback!!

tagging some mutuals: @daydreamparker​ @angelic-holland​ @moonlit-void-to-the-far-unknown​

30 Questions Tag Game

thank you @myghobi for tagging me! let’s give it a go go!

1) name/nickname: ely would work 

2) star sign: pisces

3) height: 168 cms

4) birthday: february 26th

5) favorite band: BTS

6) time: 21.37

7) favorite solo artist: Louis Tomlinson

8) song stuck in your head: well damn it i’ve been singing the jeff bezos song all day...born in 19-64 jeffrey..jeffrey bezos... fuck it

9) free space!: i like drawing and i always wanted to be better at it, i like writing so much but i don’t write i am in  a writers-block for the last umm 3 years lmao no i write sometimes but not as much as i used to do, i always wanted to learn how to play violins and guitars but i don’t have the talent i suppose, also i am very introverted

10) last show: i am watching friends but i finished young royals lastly

11)when i created this blog: i lost my concept of time 

12) what i post: mostly things related to my fandoms, i sometimes reblog funny stuff, games, cool pictures and cute animals and arts and so many things actually

13) last thing i googled: how many pages do 500.000 words make

14) other blogs: i have one main blog but we don’t talk about it here lol 

15) why i chose my url: because i am in that stan shit

16) do i get asks: no, i wish i do tho

17) following: so much

18) followers: between 0 and infinity but closer to 0

19) average hours of sleep: between 6 and 8

20) lucky number: i don’t have one but i have a friend who told me i look like the number 7, do not ask for explanation please

21) instruments: i am an empty person

22) what am i wearing: a pink pajama short with eggs on it and a pink shirt with an avocado on it (i am sorry louis)

23) dream job: a scientist, a writer and an artsy person phew phew

24) favorite food: fruits

25) tea or coffee: i drink at least 6 HUGE cups of tea each day, a t l e a s t

26) nationality: my relatives live on earth i live in the moment ✌ JFKGSLHS i just don't like to share it online

27) favorite song: well it always changes so let’s check my most listened song at the moment on spotify, it says Home by One Dee

28) last book i read: restaurant at the end of the universe by douglas adams

29) top 3 fictional universes i would like to live: WIZARDING WORLD! , umm i would like to be a disney princess at sime point i think lol, oh ermm id don’t have anything in my mind right now but how about i become a kdrama lead with some of my celebraty crushes ����

30) tagging: @duck-tan @burger-who @oneaddition-or-onesubtraction and anyone else who wants to do it

Bird watching (pt2)

Stanley uris x reader

(Pt1)

Writers note: I’ve had a lot of things to write so I’m sorry this took so long! Enjoy :)

Tags: @slytherindahlia @zoeyyluvv @grapesauze

After the disastrous date, she went home and cried her eyes out. while Stan chose to get advice from his friends. ‘YOU DID WHAT!’ Beverly yelled after Stan had told them the story, ‘you acted way out of proportion!’ ‘Ye Stan she can’t help being clumsy’ Eddie chipped in. ‘So what exactly am I supposed to do?’ He asked sadly. ‘Well you’re fucked now!’ Richie said throwing his arms up, ‘you’re just gonna have to move on to the next girl.’ All of the losers looked at him with an angry look while Stan still stared at the wall. ‘Ermm Or you say sorry’ Richie suggested terrified of Beverly’s piercing look.

The next day at school he found her sat under a tree a book in hand. Stan looked around, her friends were no where near. It was safe. He walked over but as he got closer he turned around and walked away. Beverly saw this and pushed him in the direction of Y/N, ‘you have to talk to her’ she huffed still pushing Stan, with him trying to resist. ‘Fine, fine!’ Stan shouted and walked towards Y/N. She looked up and frowned. ‘Hi’ he said scratching the back of his neck, ‘I erm’ he sighed. He had no idea what to say to her and from the look on her face she was very upset. ‘I’m sorry okay’ he said sitting down next to her, ‘I was nervous and I just wanted everything to be perfect!’ He rested his head against the tree and closed his eyes. ‘I understand’ she said softly. Stan opened his eyes, he was expecting a scolding, ‘so um your not mad.’ ‘Of course I’m mad’ she laughed but Stan gave her a sad look, ‘how about we try again?’ ‘Another date?’ He asked. ‘Let’s call it our first date and pretend the first one didn’t happen’ she smiled. Stan nodded and smiled at her. Y/N leaned over an placed a kiss on his cheek. Stan blushes at his and looked over to his friends who smiled at him. Richie was giving him a thumbs up. ‘Movie night at mine, tonight?’ Y/N asked. ‘That sounds great!’ Stan said excitedly.

Thanks for reading! :)

Miraculous Rewrite: Origins Part 2 (Chapter 4)

Heyo, sorry for not updating... I’ve been working on uni prep, setting up a games documentation takes more time than you’d think... and I keep forgetting how long it takes me... Well, Alice finally runs into Adrien, gives him a rundown oh how things will work and makes it clear that she won’t put up with any misuse. There’s also Chloe... Chloe. Enjoy! Tagged - @blue-peach14

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After staying the night at Fu’s; apparently, he wanted to make sure I had all my paperwork and belongings sorted before I moved to Eva’s French dollhouse… I really hope it’s not like that… anything but that… I turned on the small tv and watched the news. The reporter from yesterday was updating the rest of Paris on the stone creatures that stood still around the city.

“The stone beings are scattered all over Paris, and for the time being, they seem to be showing no signs of movement. Police have cordoned off the areas around these beings.”

The screen switches to the mayor and the police officer from yesterday, he must oversee the Akuma cases. The mayor speaks, attempting to put on a brave face, however, he was glancing at the officer in fear and confusion, he has no clue on how to deal with this.

“We won’t stop until we find a way to get these people back to their normal selves, but for now, we’re not making much headway.”

The camera footage flips back to the reporter who stands next to a photo that worries me to no end, Ladybug and Chat Noir…

“Paris is relying on our new guardian angels, Ladybug and Chat Noir, to save us all. Our lives depend on them.”

Fu walks in from the other room, Wayzz following him. He looks at me, his eyes full of worry.

“Are you okay, Alice? You look unwell, are you perhaps worried for our young heroes?” I didn’t even realise I was clutching the tv remote so tightly that the plastic was bending, when did I…

“That’s just it, isn’t it Fu? They’re young. They messed up, and now they’re afraid of doing it again. Or at least that’s how Marinette feels, I have no clue about Adrien Agreste. I did my research, the only time he’s seen in public is at photoshoots. How exactly did you want me to help and watch a famous model with a bodyguard and strict schedule when I can’t even get close to him?”

“The boy needed freedom and has a pure heart; he was the perfect fit to Plagg at the time. As for young Marinette, I am sure she will pull though, she has a strong heart, she –“

I stand up and grab my bag. He looks at me, still worried but confident in his words. “Fu, how am I supposed to help them, watch them, guide them, if I can’t talk to them or explain why we threw them in the deep-end? I hope you’re right about them, cause while I agree they will be fine heroes, I can’t agree with the current path they’ll travel alone, I guess we’ll have to hope for some miracles.” I take an apple and grab my jacket and stuffing both into my backpack. “I better get to school before I’m late.” Fu chuckles at that.

“From what Evangeline has told me, you are not the most punctual person.” I frown at the accusation, I mean… not wrong but still. I wave him off and start jogging to Dupont.

As I make my way through the streets, I’m quite literally sent flying by a blond boy, damn moron, watch where you’re going! I grumble gathering my bearings and direct my glare at this oblivious idiot. He has blond pristine styled hair and soft green eyes, freaking out and apologising profusely… wait… I know that face…

“You’re Adrien Agreste.” The boy paled and started looking around before putting on a tight smile.

 “Ermm… I think you’ve got the wrong guy miss, Adrien who. Never heard of him. Heh…Heh…” He laughs weakly, I roll my eyes at him.

 “Oh, maybe I should call you Chat Noir then?” His face filled with fear. “Right Plagg?”

 A blur of black whizzed out of the kids’ pocket and it’s green cat eyes stared at me, wonder, confusion, but finally acceptance. Plagg floated up to my face, mischief evident on the tiny god of destruction’s own. “So, you’re the old fart’s new vessel, huh?”

 “Apparently, though he can go and find another body to take over for all I care, I’m me, not him. Understand that, and we’ll get along, right?” Plagg looked a little shocked but gave me a sly grin.

 “I got it, you’re a lot more fun than the last few! The kid’s lucky!” Ironic coming from the embodiment of misfortune. Adrien then decided he had had enough with being left out of the conversation, and spoke up, his voice cracking slightly, prolly confused.

“Ermm… just who are you? And… how do you know who I… I mean you know?” Plagg butted in before I could open my mouth.

 “This kid is the one who watches over the Miraculous like yours and Bug-Girl’s. She’ll make sure that if you do anything stupid, you’ll know about it.” He still looked lost.

 “I’m an observer. I watch how you’ll use the Miraculous; use it wisely, then you keep being the wielder of the cat for as long as you are needed. Of course, you misuse it and I will take it away or punish you.”

 “P-punish?”

 “I realise you are just a kid, a kid with too much responsibility, I get that. However, if you are to misuse this power, people can get hurt, and that will have consequences. I’ll understand any rashness and mistakes, such as this Akuma, but any intentional misuse or repeated actions that you refuse to own up to, I will make sure you understand the weight of your choices. Understood?”

He nodded, still a little worried, but it’ll have to do. I sigh. “Hey, Agreste. You don’t need to worry. Seriously, you may not be able to tell anyone about your double life, sometimes it’ll feel like the world is suffocating you… I know the feeling, but that’s why I’ve decided to reveal myself to both of you. To help you through this. If you want to talk, if you need help, just ask and I’ll try. HOWEVER,  I will say after I researched you, I will say this right now, I won’t accept the excuse of your sheltered life being the cause of any misunderstandings, you feel confused about anything that most would think is normal, you ask me or any friends you make at school, got it, I’m not gonna baby you, this is high school son, grow a pair!”

He stares at me completely shocked at my words, before quickly nodding again. I laugh at his quick nod and he starts chuckling too, before looking at his phone and alarm spread across him. “I’m going to be late!” Oh right… school.

 “You’re such a strange kid. Who would want to be at school when he can stay at home all day?” Plagg darts back to his pocket peeking his head out, rolling his own eyes. We start jogging to school.

 “You don’t get it, Plagg. I’ve had enough of being locked up at home by my father. I want to meet people, make friends.” He looks at me with a hopeful smile. “Learn about normal things! Go to a normal school like everyone else!” I roll my eyes at that, that place is far from normal.

 “Arghhh… Uhhh, I think I’m feeling weak…” Plagg dramatically groans. Adrien stops running grabbing his bag, searching for something.

 “You know what’s strange?” He pulls out a wedge of cheese that smelt horrible. Oh yeah… Plagg eats the stuff… poor kid’s gonna stink. “The fact that all you eat is this disgusting, rotten smelling camembert cheese, and I then have to smell like it 24/7. That’s strange.” He looks at me as if pleading for me to convince the tiny cat to eat something else. I shrug, you’re on your own for this one kid. He groans and glares at Plagg in disgust, but the god just stuffs his mouth with the cheese.

 “If you want to be able to transform into a superhero, then stinky cheese is the deal, my friend!” Adrien sighs in defeat before continuing our jog to school.

We make it to the school’s steps, but we hear a beep from a car behind us. A tall, professional-looking woman leaves a nice-looking car and quickly paces towards Adrien. I recognise her from my research about the young cat holder, she’s Nathalie Sancoeur, Gabriel Agreste's assistant who manages his fashion work, his mansion, and takes care of his son Adrien. She must be here to take him back home… speaking of which, how the heck did Adrien enrol in the first place without a parent’s permission? As I’m about to grab the kid and get him to class, I feel the same dark feeling as yesterday, briefly, fleeting but just as dark.

“Adrien! Don’t do this! Your father will be furious!”

 “Tell him you got here too late. Please!” Adrien turns around and runs into the school, I follow quickly after him and see Alya arguing with Chloe.

 “How could you say that to Ivan? You’re the real Stoneheart!” Stoneheart? That must be what people are calling Ivan’s Akuma form.

 “Ugh, so I’m the one who broke Sabrina’s dad’s arm, am I?” Fair, but still wrong, it’s not Ivan’s fault either. Also… Sabrina’s dad is the officer in charge of the Akuma cases… my belief in the Parisian police force is dwindling, this is why I want to be a P.I. Chloe the scoffs at the new girl and glares. “Just because your footage of those lame superheroes was shown on tv, doesn’t mean you have to get so high and mighty.” She blows her bubble gum at Alya popping it close to her face, luckily not sticking but I cringed at it and walk up Alya.

 “You little…” Alya growled, about to retaliate before I stepped in.

 “Ew… gross, Chloe that was so gross, you basically spat in her face, actually, I think you have a little spit on your glasses there Alya.” I say, however luckily there wasn’t anything on the glasses but Alya cringed at the thought, taking off her glasses and furiously wiping them, muttering how gross can anyone be. The glares and undecided look of the people around them all turned to barely hidden disgust at Chloe who was turning red and glared daggers at me. Alya after cleaning her already clean glasses huffed and walks off to the classroom. Chloe attempting to regain control taunted the girl.

 “Lookout, she’s angry! She’s going to split the underwear and turn into a huge muscly monster!” She laughs obnoxiously.

 “I’d be angry too; I mean what you did was kinda disgusting.” She spins back to me about to blow up at me, however, her face instantly lights up as she looks over my head.

 “Hey, Chloe!” Adrien pipes up… oh no… I forgot… they’re friends. Chloe pushes past me and glomps the naive kid.

 “Adrikins! You came!” Adrikins… oh, gods… I cringe at the two, Adrien noticing my face and his confusion is clear… did he just ignore all she did just now? Before I can call him out Chloe drags him to the classroom and the other students recognise the famous model and start rushing over. I slump in defeat and make my way to class.

Everyone is clamouring for Adrien’s autograph, and for once Chloe does something remotely good, albeit with less than pure intentions and makes a path to the classroom causing the fans to go back to their own classes. “Okay. This is your seat, Adrikins. I saved it for you. Right in front of me!”

 “That’s creepy.” I blurt out, and Chloe growls at me.

 “Well, no one cares what you think, Wattson!” Adrien glances at me in worry and unsure at who to support. I walk past him patting his shoulder.

 “Get new friends, kid.” I say solemnly to him. His eyes widen at this but he turns to Chloe with a tight smile.

 “Thanks, Chloe.” He turns to the Nino guy and tries to introduce himself othering him a handshake, but Nino just looks at him with distrust and ignores the hand. “Uh… Hey! Adrien.” The boy shows a model smile laced with nerves, but Nino didn’t react.

 “You’re friends with Chloe then, huh?” He turns back to his phone. Hopefully, he’ll get the message.

I’m about to continue walking to my seat but I hear snide laughing coming from the front bench, obviously coming from Chloe and her lapdog Sabrina, I turn and see them sticking the gum that had recently been in Chloe’s mouth onto Marinette’s seat. Anger washing over me. “Hey! What the hell is your problem Bourgeois?!” Adrien turns around and spots what I’m yelling about.

 “Hey! Chloe! What’s that all about?” He looks disappointed in her.

 “The brat’s that sat here yesterday need a little attitude adjustment. I’m just commanding a bit of respect, that’s all.”

 “No, if anyone here needs an attitude adjustment, it’s you! I thought you were gross, but this is just disgusting.”

 “I am not disgusting!” She screams in my face, I pull out my phone and hit the emergency record button, I’d use during Eva’s interviews with her problematic clients. “You think you’re some sort of hero, I’ll get you kicked out of school, or maybe I’ll just tell my daddy to rethink your student visa.” I smile at her and she shrinks back. Adrien then interrupts sensing the danger this could lead to.

 “Chloe, you think that’s really necessary?” I raise an eyebrow at that, it’s completely insane, but he’s still trying to keep his friendship with the girl. But said girl just scoffs at him, turning back with a hair flip and batting her eyes.

 “Ah, you’ve got a lot to learn about school culture, Adrikins. Watch the master.”

Adrien then kneels down to Marinette’s seat, trying to pick the gum up with his pencil, only making it worse. I grab his arm trying to stop him from making it worse, till I hear a gasp. Great.

“Hey! What do you think you’re doing!?”

This day just keeps getting worse.

Tagged

Tagged by @gumnut-logic  :)

1. Would you rather accessorize with scarves or necklaces?

Scarves,  cause I like soft stuff to snuggle and hide my face in.

2. How old were you when you first saw mountains? (Or if you haven’t seen mountains, what do you imagine they’re like?)

Smokey Mountains on a road trip... erm.. in my mid teens I guess...

3. Do you make your bed in the morning?

It a habit I recently started when we first went on lock down to help me get my day started... prior to that.. hell no as I would just be crawling back into them later.

4. What type of stories did you like as a child?

Book wise when I was little.. anything my Dad would read to me at bedtime...As a teenager it was Sci-fi, fantasy and romance and hopefully all in the same book. 

5. What was the most exhilarating experience of your life?

Hmm ...no idea so will pick some at experience at random... sailing through a sun shower in St. Thomas on one of our honeymoon excursions to see sea turtles in their natural habitat. ...

Snorkeling for the first time in the ocean..

Skiing down a winter slope when I was a kid and somehow not managing to kill myself (I suck at skiing) 

First day we brought my daughter home from the hospital.. feels surreal as I sit here to think the 5 year old softly snoring beside me was once sooooo small and it was ONLY 5 SHORT YEARS AGO.  Dude, when they say the little years go by fast.. they weren’t kidding..

Oh.. and of course walking down the isle and somehow not tripping over my feet and face planting in front of my family and friends as I was shaking like a leaf caught in a hurricane having a mild panic attack and worried I was going to fuck up somehow.

Okay, so the last one was more terrified than exhilarating but.. meh...

6. Do you agree with the concept of exotic pets?

Here in North America... if the thing was born in the wild.. it should stay in the wild...unless under the extreme circumstances of animal rescue when the animal can’t be returned to the wild..   If it was breed in captivity and is not on the endangered species list and wont eat you or rip your face off...say like a hedge hog which is oddly enough considered exotic where I am.. then its okay but only if the owner can provide a loving, healthy home.  (wolf hybrids,  tigers, ligers, and other exotic large cats are the exceptions as no one can care for them properly unless specialized training has taken place and you have like a billion acres of land for them...basically any animal that has not been domesticate over hundreds of years ... leave em alone... )

7. Describe your feelings about maths.

Necessary evil...enough said. 

8. When was the last time you finished a book?

Do audio books count? If so.. in March right before lock down.  Listened to a lot of books on my travels to and from work..   Currently I am able to actually pick up a hard copy and I am working my way through Crazy, Rich Asians.   Good book!

9. What’s a small way that you’ve been kind recently?

All the things I have done recently have just been what is expected of a normal human being with responsibilities so I cant really say.. erm.. made an extra meat loaf for my Dad so I know he is eating well... collected his beer bottles for return cause they just started excepting them again.. 

Started making my husband lunch as he was recalled to work... Do his laundry cause he usually does it for himself...

I haven’t really be out much in the world lately and as I said.. basic stuff. 

10. What new hobby/activity have you always wanted to try?

And got to the bottom and I think I fucked this up... oh well.. lmao.. so on to the questions I was supposed to answer...ooopppsss..  gonna leave the other answers above cause I spent the time to write em.. 

Oooh, and now I have to ask questions…

1. If you could go anywhere, where would you go?  

Falling Lakes aka  Plitvice Lakes National Park  in Croatia cause it looks beautiful and would be the closest thing on Earth to being in a fantasy novel..  

2. Favourite pasta shape?  

No favourite shape.. just spoon sized cause spaghetti is messy

3.What do you need to do everyday to keep your mind and body working well?

Wake up... lmao

4. First ever fandom and why? How old were you?

This is a surprisingly hard question to answer as I have loved many things over the years.. I have always loved cartoons going back as far back as I can remember and later in life comic books and anime  so will answer this by first fanfictions  and first community.... 

Well.. first fanfiction i got hooked on reading was for Sailor Moon..age..erm... high school so like maybe grade 9ish..  At that point I had always loved cartoons but Sailor Moon really sucked me in. 

First I wrote and will never see the light of day... Biker Mice From Mars and/or G.I.Joe...cant rightly remember which came first and I am a huge Snake Eyes fan.  

First posted... DBZ I believe under another name.. and ermm.. no, I wont tell. 

First community I joined... Dragon Ball Z on here in fact.. and within the last few years.   I am still a DBZ fan but I jumped the fandom community wagon and joined up with a bunch of Thundernerds and completely fell down the rabbit hole.

And I am being vague about the age for a reason.. lol   

5.Deserted beach or snazzy night club?

Beach! 100% Sand between the toes,  the sound of the water lapping up the shore.. the smell of the salt in the air.. the sun on my back and my sandals dangling from my finger tips.. ahhhh perfection. 

6. Do you find it easier to talk to people online or offline?

Online.. cause there is security in anonymity. 

7. What do you think is the aim in your life? What do you ultimately want to achieve?

Wow.. talk about a soul baring question.. lmao.. I don’t know.. to be remembered and looked back on kindly.   To be better then those before me and to not make the same mistakes.. to be a good mom to my daughter and to not fuck her up to bad. (I answered this one out of order.. meh)   

8. Coolest Thunderbird

....well this one should be an obvious answer. lol

9. What is your absolute favourite topic to talk about?

My interests.. which are vast and varied. 

10. Do you have an embarrassing story to share?

How I fucked up this questionnaire.. lol 

okay so now for questions to ask,..if I understand this right that is what i am supposed to do now... hmm

1. Favourite dessert.

2. What would you rather...fine dining or eating around a camp fire?

3.  Favourite past time outside of here?

4. If you were a video game character, who would you be? Why?

5. Flight or invisibility? 

6. In the case of a zombie apocalypse what would be your escape plan and what would you do to survive? 

7. If you could go on a road trip anywhere in the world.. where would you go and what car would you be driving? 

8. Who would be in the seat beside you? 

9.  What would you rather... watch a thunderstorm or close the blinds

10. What 10 questions would you come up with if you could ask anyone anything?  (Ya, I so cheated there mu ha ha a ha) 

Feel free to answer.. or not. Open to anybody just copy and paste the last 10 questions.. not the whole thing like I did... oops... cause that would be wrong.. Oh and if you made it all the way down here after this long ass ramble .. GOLD STAR FOR YOU!  :) 

Rewind

Masterlist

Chapter 16

You’d actually done it. Befriended, dated and now slept with the man who was once known as ‘the cute guy’, and it turned out there was a whole lot more to him than just being very good looking. As you lay in bed blissfully, with his arm still draped around your shoulders, you struggled to believe your own luck. Your body was heavy and tired from the earlier action and yet your mind was still running at one hundred miles an hour. The slow rise and fall of Taron’s chest was helping to calm it but you still wished you could trade places with him. He looked so comfortable, peaceful and content. He looked like he belonged too. Thoughts of a future with him started to play out in your mind. It wasn’t like you hadn’t imagined them before, but now you actually knew him and how he behaved when he was around you everything felt that bit more realistic and attainable. You found yourself placing a soft kiss to his skin, almost like you were checking that he was actually real. Taron’s hand gently squeezed the top of your arm at the feel of your lips on his skin again.

“Go to sleep.” He whispered softly before pulling his arm out from under you and turning onto his side. You turned with him and took up the offer of a spoon, happily closing your eyes as he tucked himself in behind you and let his hand rest on your outer thigh.

***

“Oh, is that a sign of life?” You heard him before you’d even opened your eyes and the tingling rush that flew around your body instantly erased your morning grogginess.

“Mmm, hello.” You replied sleepily as you turned onto your back and tried to prepare yourself for the sight of his naked body all over again.

“I made you a mug of tea but it’s probably nearing the cold side by now.” The feel of Taron leaning over you gave you your moment and you opened your eyes to see his white t-shirt covering his chest. It was slightly disappointing but as he smiled down at you and handed you your mug you weren’t in any position to be complaining.

“You been awake for long?” You sat up and took a sip of your tea, too used to it being too hot to drink, so pleasantly surprised to find it at the perfect temperature. “Thanks for this.”

“You’re welcome, and no not too long. I thought I might have woken you up from rummaging around in your kitchen but you were still sound asleep when I got back.”

“Last night was tiring.” The smirk fell naturally to your face so you hid behind your mug.

“Stop it.” Taron giggled. “I’m fully aware that you’re still naked under there so I do not need to be tempted any more than I already am.” You pulled the covers up and away from your chest so you could look down your own body, causing Taron to reach out and push your hand straight back down again. A pout of intrigue should have told Taron your next move but he didn’t seem to follow. You reached out to his side of the bed and pulled the covers down to reveal he’d already put his boxers back on.

“Well you’re no fun.” You joked as you flung the duvet back over him.

“If I had the time I would definitely be down for some morning sex, so don’t you go thinking otherwise!”

“You can’t stay?”

“Afraid not. Places to be, people to see…” He kept it vague. “But I had a really good time last night, and hopefully you did too.”

“Yeah, I did. Really good.”

“Good.” He smiled. “It made for a nice change.”

“It did.” You felt your nerves and awkwardness creeping back up to the surface but there was nothing you could do to stop them. The morning after the night before was usually a speedy exit with little chat so the longer this lingered on the less you knew what to say. You could only sit and watch as Taron got dressed into last night’s clothes again; clothes he’d clearly collected and brought back in here along with yours whilst he waited for the kettle to boil. “So, ermm.” You started to speak without knowing what you were going to say.

“One last kiss before I go?” Taron asked and you nodded simply, waiting as he knelt on the side of the bed and leant across to meet you. It was a simple touching of lips to start with but you couldn’t resist asking him for more, teasing your tongue against his lower lip and then feeling him smile. He opened up for you and let you kiss him properly, taking his sweet time before pulling away and backing off the bed without taking his eyes off you.

“Have a good day.” You spoke softly

“Yeah, I’ll see you around.” His smile lingered for a few seconds before he finally turned and left you, closing the door behind him gently on his way out.

“Have a fucking good day!” You mocked yourself out loud with a shake of your head. The dregs of your tea swirled gently around your mug as you placed it down and picked up your phone instead.

First one to call me gets all the details ;)

You knew it would reignite the group chat and leave two of them with an agonising wait, but their speculation would only add to your enjoyment. It was less than 30 seconds before your phone started to ring with Rosie’s name appearing in the centre of your screen. You swiped in her call and put her on speaker so you could lie back down in bed and get comfy again.

“Spill!” She didn’t even start with hello.

“So, erm… he’s literally just left mine.”

“Ahh, he stayed for a sleepover!” She squealed back in delight, still using your teenage code for sex.

“… or two.”

“Two! Y/N!”

“I know.” There was no hiding your smugness.

“You need to tell me your secret, how to stop them from falling asleep straight after.”

“Make sure number 1 doesn’t happen in the bedroom.” Rosie gasped before firing out her next question.

“Where?”

“Sofa.” You bit your lower lip as you waited nervously for her reply.

“Remind me not to sit there next time I’m at yours.” You both laughed. “So come on, was he any good?”

“Urgh, so good. He was a bit nervous to start with but it just made him even more irresistible. Round 2 was all him though and… wow. Even just thinking about it again is doing good things to my insides.”

“Why do you think he was nervous?”

“He had a bit of a wobble during the date, thought he was going to fuck it up somehow. I don’t know, I think the pressure of the first date setting just caught up to him. It was sweet though. Showed that he cared about what I thought.”

“Oh god, he’s adorable and hot!”

“I know, right.” You sighed.

“And you’re totally smitten, I can tell just from your voice!”

“I can’t even deny it.” Nothing was going to stop the smile on your face from fading.

“Y/N, this is amazing. So nerves aside how was he on the date? Was he saying the right things?” The barrage of questions continued.

“He was perfect. A gentleman, flirty, funny, cute… God, Rosie. I already want him to be back here with me.”

“I know you do, but promise me you won’t act on it.” You stayed quiet. “Y/N, please?”

“How do I not though?”

“You’ve got to give him time to miss you. You can’t bombard him with messages else he’ll get overwhelmed and back off. You need to keep up the resistance and tension if you want to make this work.” You could only groan back in pain as you knew Rosie’s advice was spot on. “Every time you want to message him, send it to me instead.”

“But what if he’s doing the same and waiting for me to message him first?”

“I’m not saying ghost him! Just leave it at least 24 hours.”

“What if he texts me first?”

“Then it’s game on, but don’t get your hopes up on that one!”

“He might surprise you.”

“How did you leave things this morning?”

“With a very nice kiss, a longing look and tempting thoughts of morning sex.”

“Hummmmm.” Rosie replied.

“What’s that supposed to mean?”

“Maybe he’s more into you than I first thought.” Rosie thought aloud. “I mean, he’s obviously into you… but you’re pretty much head over heels and it would be unlikely for him to be feeling the same. But I’ve only got one side of the story to judge it from so it’s hard to know.”

“Well how about, after a few days, I try and organise something casual for next weekend with our lot and his group of friends. It’s something he’s already suggested before, but that way you can see how we are together and then tell me, honestly, if I’m being blinkered by his charm.”

“Plan! Hopefully some of his friends will be fit as well.”

“Leave it with me.”

“24 hours though, Y/N. Trust me.”

“Okay, okay!”

“I’ve got to go, but fill the other two in before they start hounding me instead.” You said your goodbyes and ended the call with Rosie. 24 hours wasn’t that long to wait, you could keep yourself busy and you’d be at work tomorrow morning. You just had to make it until your lunch break.

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WRW 2018 Day 6: Kids/Pregnancy (or them as kids)

Day 6: Kids/Pregnancy (or them as kids)

BOOM!!

           There was a huge explosion coming from the laboratory of Beacon Academy that startled the whole studentry, including our resident Ice Queen, Weiss Schnee. Weiss was currently heading out to the cafeteria to meet her friends and teammates to hang out as Ruby puppy eyed at her pleading for her to go, and of course, as expected she succumbed to the eyes of our beloved Rose. As she was heading to the cafeteria, a horde of students came running towards where the explosion had happened with the teachers in tow.

           Weiss rolled her eyes in annoyance as how much of a tattler these people can be. She walked towards where the others are and sat at their table. Yang nudged Weiss and whispered at her.

“Did you hear the explosion?” Asked Yang.

“Obviously. It was heard all around Beacon. What am I, deaf?” Retorted Weiss.

“Gee, Weiss. I was just asking.” Said Yang, putting a hand on her chest as if she was hurt.

“Well, you’re asking a stupid question.” Said Weiss, crossing her arms and gave Yang a deadpanned look.

“What had gotten you so riled up, Weiss?” Asked Blake.

Weiss sighed and closed her eyes, a habit she picked up when something is on her mind. “It’s Ruby. I’ve tried calling her lately, but she doesn’t respond. We we’re supposed to meet after class before coming here.”

“Don’t worry about Ruby so much, Weiss. You’re going to have wrinkles.” Teased Yang, jabbing Weiss’ side.

Weiss rolled her eyes in annoyance. She then looked around, only to find that Team JNPR wasn’t with them.

“Where’s Team JNPR?” Asked Weiss. Yang just shrugged.

“We don’t know. They weren’t here when we arrived.” Informed Blake.

“Maybe, they’re just running---“

           Yang was cut off when her scroll began to ring. She picked it up and saw a message from Team JNPR. She opened it and her eyes widen as her jaw dropped. Blake looked at Yang in concern, while Weiss looked confused.

“We should probably go to the dorms right now. Ruby’s with team JNPR and… she might be not what she used to be.” Said Yang in concern. Weiss and Blake looked at each other, then at Yang before tilting their heads in confusion.

“You’ll soon find out. Let’s go.” Said Yang.

***

           At the dormitory of Beacon, a certain team leader was pacing around one of the dorm rooms, namely team RWBY’s room. Jaune paced around the door as he waited for Yang and the others to arrive at the dorm. He suddenly heard footsteps and he let out a sigh of relief as he saw the remaining members of team RWBY. Yang went to Jaune’s place and put a hand on his shoulder asking for him to explain the whole situation in hand.

“Remember the explosion lately.” Asked Jaune. The trio nodded questioningly. “Well, to put it simply, Ruby was caught up in the explosion.”

“WHAT?!” Yelled Weiss. The three looked at her in shock, surprised at Weiss’ sudden outburst.

“Ahem. Continue.” Coughed Weiss, looking away.

“Well, it was not an ordinary explosion with fire and other stuff, it was a dust explosion and it kinda affect Ruby in some ways.” Said Jaune looking at the three nervously. Yang looked at him with a death stare.

“Where is she?” Said Yang in a low voice, almost growling.

“At your room.” Gulped Jaune.

           The three went inside with Jaune in tow, only to stop at their tracks on what they have witnessed inside the room. Right there, sitting at Weiss’ bed, sat a kid version of Ruby with Nora and Pyrrha playing with her. The three looked at Jaune, then at Ruby, then at the other two individuals in the room, then onto each other.

“WHAAAAATTTT?!!!” They exclaimed in unison.

           The two teens and Kid Ruby looked at the three, startled. Kid Ruby stared at the three before giggling at the three, pointing at them.

“Oh! Big Sister Yang! Big Sister Blake and Big Sister Weiss!” Exclaimed Ruby, gleefully. The three looked at Kid Ruby in surprise. Big Sister… ermm… Weiss…? That you?

           The two looked at their certain Ice Queen teammate in recognition. Well… she did call Winter, Big Sister. Ruby went down from the bed and ran over Weiss, hugging her legs.

“Hello, Big Sister Weiss, can we play?” Said Kid Ruby with her puppy eyes. Weiss felt her throat dry at the statement. Weiss then pick up Ruby and hugged her, then smiled at her.

“Sure, Ruby. What do you want to play?” Said Weiss in a sisterly manner. Yang jaw dropped at the sight, feeling a little bit jealous at the fact that Ruby went to Weiss first.

“Hide and seek!” Giggled Ruby. Weiss cooed at Ruby and pinched her nose lightly.

“Alright alright. Are you going to invite more? The more the merrier, right?” Said Weiss. Ruby nodded and looked at the other present in the room.

“Big Sister Yang, Big Sister Blake, Big Sister Nora, Big Sister Pyrrha, Big Brother Jaune, can we play hide and seek, please?” Said Kid Ruby looking at them with her puppy eyes. The group immediately nodded and went outside to play.

           On the other hand, Ren went to Professor Ozpin’s office to report the sudden explosion and result of said explosion to him. Ozpin nodded as Ren finished his report.

“I see. In any case, you and your teammates including the remaining team RWBY must guard her, as she’s a child right now. The effects will disappear tomorrow, I’m sure of it. This wasn’t the first time that this happened here in the academy. Mr. Ren, you’re dismissed.” Said Ozpin. Ren nodded before heading out to meet the others.

***

“Catch me if you can!” Giggled Kid Ruby.

“No fair, Ruby! Using you’re semblance.” Exclaimed Yang.

           The group chased at Ruby as they changed their play to tag. The group came up of various strategies to ‘capture’ the ‘run away’, but all Kid Ruby did was manipulate her steps as she used her semblance to get away from the catchers.

“So sloooooww!!” Yelled Kid Ruby as she disappear every minute.

           This continue until the group got tired and instantly lay on the grass beneath them.

“Has she always been this hyper?” Panted Weiss.

“Yeah, I guess. She was hyper, but not this hyper.” Exclaimed Yang.

           The group continue to regain their breaths as Kid Ruby came to them, giggling.

“It was fun playing with you, Big Sisters and Big Brothers. I hope we could play like this again.” Said Kid Ruby as she started to glow.

           Suddenly, a bright light burst out of her and illuminated the surroundings almost blinding the group not until they closed their eyes at the sudden blinding light. As the light cease, they saw Ruby, the original Ruby sprawled in the grass sleeping soundly. The group giggled at the sight. Yang went ahead and carried Ruby in a piggy bank ride.

“Let’s go. It was a long day.” Said Yang.

***

The next day…

”EEEEEEHHHHHH??!!!!!”

           There, stood in front of the classroom, Kid Ruby grinning at the other students.

“Can we all play, Big Sisters and Big Brothers?” Giggled Kid Ruby.

“The effects hasn’t cease yet?!” Exclaimed Weiss as she watched Kid Ruby practically skip everywhere in the classroom.

“I guess it hasn’t worn of yet.” Said Yang.

“Can somebody explain to me what is going on?” Asked Sun, looking at Kid Ruby who’s playing with his tail.

“You got a cute tail, Big Brother Sun.” Grinned Kid Ruby, showing her pearly white teeth. Sun blushed and hugged Kid Ruby and place her on his shoulders.

“Welp, I ain’t complaining.” Grinned Sun as he walk around with Kid Ruby in his shoulders, giggling.

“Big Sister Weiss, Big Sister Weiss!” Called Kid Ruby. “Can you carry me too?”

           Weiss looked at Kid Ruby biting the insides of her mouth as she stops herself from squealing from the cuteness.

“S-sure, Ruby.” Smiled Weiss. Kid Ruby went down from Sun’ shoulders and she jumped to Weiss’ arms.

“Yay! Up up and away!” Giggled Kid Ruby.

           The whole class cooed at Kid Ruby’s cuteness, even Cardin has a blush in his face as he tries to not look at Kid Ruby’s cuteness.

“Big Sister Weiss, Big Sister Weiss.” Said Kid Ruby calling the attention of her carrier.

“Yes, Ruby?” Said Weiss.

“I love you sooooo much. From the bottom of my heart, Big Sister Weiss.” Said Kid Ruby as she spread her arms and hugged Weiss’ head.

           There was a moment of silence as they stare at Weiss’ facial expression. Then suddenly, there was a drop of blood coming from Weiss. The remaining members of team RWBY stared at Weiss, shocked.

Weiss looked up and blood was dripping from her nose. “Must… resist…”

Weiss suddenly looked at Yang. “Yang if I die, tell Ruby I love her.”

           And with that she fainted on the spot as Yang caught Kid Ruby in the air looking at Weiss in shock.

“Is Big Sister Weiss, okay?” Asked Kid Ruby.

“She will be… I hope.” Said Yang, muttering the last phrase.

“Err… that happened.” Said Blake, looking at Weiss’ body in a pool of blood.

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Weiss’ Thoughts

Kid Ruby hugging her legs

“Oh my gosh. Ruby is so cute! I want to cuddle her all day!”

Kid Ruby with puppy eyes

“Weiss! Must resist!”

Other Weiss: “Resist, fool!!”

Kid Ruby giggling

*cue blood spurts*

“Must. Not… *Kid Ruby looking at her smiling* FUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

Kid Ruby falling from the tree

*cue magical knight music*

“Ruby!!!” *trips* Kid Ruby falls on her face “MMMPFFFHHH!!!” *translation: UWAAAAAAHHHH!!!* *cue Mari from LLS!: SHINNNYYYYY!!!*

Kid Ruby saying ‘I love you’ to Weiss

“Now I can die in peace.” *soul went to heaven*

 “Err… I didn’t know Weiss could be…” Trailed Blake.

“A pervert?” Suggested Yang while nodding. “Me neither.”

“Uhh… guys what happened here? And why is Weiss bleeding?!” Panicked Ruby, seemingly had returned back to normal.

“Too… much… cuteness… guhhh…” Moaned Weiss fainting again.

“Weiss? Weiss?! WEISS!!!”

Q & A!

What is your full name? “Teledji Adeledji”

What do your friends call you? “Teledji,” he pauses “.. Jiji.” clears his throat, “One has recently been calling me Djidji ...”

What is your favorite animal? "I do favor my gil turtle but beyond that, I favor chocobos.” he thinks for a moment, “Any exotic animal easily captures my interest.”

Where were you born? “La Noscea.”

Do you have any children? “No.”

Is there a person/people you love? “No.” he replied bitterly. [[ Oh come on, it doesn’t have to be romantically! You have plenty of people you care for! ]] “No, I don’t.” he folds arms. [[ I can already tell you are thinking of Samuru, Isen, Her Grace, Lyse ...]] “Right... I suppose when you put it this way.” he looked away, red creeping at the tip of his ears. [[ tagging @samurulantis @tidusyumemiru @sultana-dreaming and @aptapugilis for mentions! ]]

What is your favorite colour? “I favor the deep teal colors and wine red for myself, although as you could guess, gold captivates me rather easily.”

What is your full occupation? “A humble merchant at heart.” he replies with a not-so-innocent smile, “I own a karaoke bar in Lavender beds, it was rather successful but expanding beyond has been rather difficult given my, hm... name.”

Are you good at physical fighting? “I ... rather stay at range but you would be mistaken if you think I won’t fight back if I happen to be in such a position.”

Which form are you best at? “I use pistols and I seldom miss.”

What about magic? “I rather not dwell in that area.” he waved a hand, “What magic saved me, I rather not disturb it.”

Which type are you best at? "Magic? I’m tad good at magically provoking you with just a few words.” he smirked!

Craftsmanship? “No,” he waves a hand “I pay for such services.”

Any other skills? “I’m terribly good at being bad.” he cupped his chin, “‘suppose you could say, I’m terribly bad at being good as well.” [[ Mun notes, he is a good dancer, he is really good at taming chocobos and chocobo racing, he generally gets along well with animals! He is also rather lucky with gambling and card games... but mun doesn’t like it when he pushes his luck. ]]

Are you an only child? "Yes, thank the Twelve.” he rolled eyes, “You think Eorzea could handle more than one of me?” [[ Well technically after the banquet... ]] “.... say one more half-joke, I dare you.” intense glare was given to the mun! [[ Ermm! Moving on! ]]

Where do you see yourself in five years? “Dead.” he snorted, “I'm being realistic.” [[ Mun smacks him with a rolled paper! Cease the negativity! ]] “Ow, did you have to...” he grumbles, “Provided the Twelve have mercy and no self righteous Warrior of Light or such decides to send me back to Thal’s gates, I suppose running a successful hotel chain and enjoying my days away from Gridania would be splendid.”

Have you ever almost died? "Yes.” he replied simply and clearly.

Do you have a secret, not just a secret, but like a really big secret hardly anyone knows? “Hm...” he cups his chin again, “About her Grace’s parents, it wasn’t an accident that took their lives. Before you jump to conclusions, I wasn’t part of the syndicate at the time.”

Salty or sweet? “Sweet.” he scratched his cheek, idly looking away, “I have a sweet tooth.”

Do you like yourself? “I am who I am, we ought to leave it at that.”

Do you believe in the Twelve? "My patron is Nymeia and I trust in her wheel, unlike what most would expect from someone who spent most of their life in Ul’dah.”

Are you religious? “I trust in opportunities that come with a reason and when they do, I seize them.”

Do you carry prejudice with you? “Hah! Who doesn’t?”

What do you consider entertainment? “Give me a loud luxurious casino, dim bars and a well lit dance stage”, he waved a hand “night is when the stars are the brightest, don’t you agree?”

Favourite drink? “Whiskey”

Do you have any family traditions? “Hah, family.” he snorted, “Good one.”

Are you a good person? “No.” he looked flatly, arms folded, “...but I...am trying to be decent.”

Thank you for answering my questions. “Right, that will be 10 000 gil for my time.”

Tagged by: @jasleh and @scootpatoot Thank you both! \o/ Tagging: @tidusyumemiru @samurulantis @nightmaze @aptapugilis @geisterfuchs @dewdlepies @sunlitpeony @aymeric-the-blue @punchycatte @burmecianblackmage @eorzeanflowers @nati-kun and anyone who likes these kind of things! \o/

11 Questions Tag

Tagged by these 3 beautiful people @cecenybabe @redtuan @cuddletuan (this post is gonna be super long, sorry in advance!) 

Rules: 1. post the rules 2. answer the questions given to you by the tagger. 3. write 11 questions of your own 4. tag 11 people

•• @cecenybabe Q’s (thank you for tagging me, Cece! 😘)

1. What are you doing right now?  - hugging my hot compressor b’cause this flu got me feeling cold 

2. What do you think of me and my blog? If you think I suck I can handle you tellng me that - Your blog is amazing! Because not only you’re a GOT7 and Mark stan... you’re also Paramore, Halsey, Avril, and Evanescence stan!! And i am too! yay!

3.  Your favorite authors and books you like to read if you like books( TOP 5) - I haven’t gotten the chance to buy any book lately, so I'm mostly reading stories on Wattpad and AFF. But I like Oscar Wilde’s (The Picture of Dorian Gray), Edgar Allen Poe (The Raven), Melissa De La Cruz (Blue Blood Series), and Claudia Gray (Fateful)

4. What music do you like to listen to? Any music besides K-pop? - My music genre range from pop, pop-rock, alternative-rock, indie, r&b, electronic, dubstep, and classical music

5. Are you a night or morning person? - Both 😄

6. Where do you wish you were right now? - Right where I want to be... Home~ 😁

7. whats’s your favorite season and why? - Winter because I get to cuddle with my blankie and I’m a winter baby. And Spring, it’s the time where it’s not too cold and not too hot, just nice.

8. What shows or movies are you into? - Riverdale (patiently waiting for S2), How to get away with Murder (haven’t finish S3 yet), Gotham (barely finish S1 T_T)...And I finally watched Insurgent last night 😄😄

9. What helps you when you’re stressed? - Chocolate, music, writing, drawing and coloring the mandalas 😊

10. do you play any instruments or wished you did? - I used to play piano and guitar...I wish to re-study piano again and try maybe drum or violin.

11.  do you prefer online or in store shopping? - In store shopping 

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•• @redtuan Q’s (thank you for tagging me, Nicole! 😘)

1. Which fictional character do you think would be the most boring to meet in real life and why? - Probably all the bitchy and villains characters because I might either strangle or just murder them hahaha

2. What would be on the gag reel of your life? - Me yawning 24/7, searching for smth to munch 24/7, laughing like a maniac and trying to win my cats love 😆😂

3. What is one thing your ultimate bias does that irritates you? - Hm...like... WHY IS HE SO GOD DAMN CUTE?! HE ALSO PROBABLY KNOWS WHAT RED HAIR DOES TO HIS FANS ADN SECRETLY LIKES KILLING US ALL! ASDFGHJKL!!

4. Do you have any irrational fears? - Clowns, crowded area, drowning, and spiders

5. You have the chance to spend a week with your ultimate bias - do you have them show you around their hometown, do you show them around your hometown, or go somewhere neither of you has been before? - Maybe go somewhere where neither of us has been before.

6. Do you have any guilty pleasures? - The classic movies

7. If you could direct a MV for any of your ultimate bias group’s songs, which song would you choose and describe the MV. - this is tough... it’s a choice between GOT7 Paradise or Mayday.. But i guess, I’m gonna go with Paradise...Since GOT7 has been making serious MV from If You Do Era up to now, I supposed Paradise could be like those Summer holiday spending at the beach feels mashing it with a refreshing new found relationship type of MV.

8. What is your dream job? - Owning my own cafe 😊

9. What is one word or phrase that you say too much? - Heh... meh... nyeh... 😆

10. Realistically, if you had the chance to go on a date with your ultimate bias, would you? - Yass!! I mean, I’ve been given the chance to go and it’s once in a lifetime opportunity!!

11. Out of all the members of your favorite group, do you think the member you’re the most compatible with is your bias? - Hm...tbh i don’t know... Mark gets shy and overwhelmed when someone he doesn’t know approach him (me too!) He is quiet but becomes really childish around his friends (i am too!!) So, i think we are(?) 

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•• @cuddletuan Q’s (thank you for tagging me, Jeng! 😘)

1.) If you’re a book/fic, what would be your genre and alternate universe? - Fantasy with a little bit of romance. All kinds of supernatural mythological creature living in one world type of A.U

2.) Best nuggets in the world? - Mcdonald’s chicken nuggets !!!HANDS DOWN!!!

3.) Do you have your own emergency stack of ramen? - nope

4.) What do you want to eat right now? - Tteokbokki (Spicy rice cake)!!! and Lamb Chop!! 🤤🤤

5.) Oldest Korean song (from a Korean idol/group) you know by heart. - It’s You and Sorry Sorry by Super Junior (can I just say that Donghae still looking hot af after all these years) 🤤😍

6.) Do you have any pets? - yes! 5 disrespectful lazy cats~ 😺😺😺😺😺

7.) What song are you listening right now? - Excuse Me by Jazmine Sullivan 💕

8.) What do you think of Tumblr? - Hm...if you follow the right ppl, Tumblr is fun. But if you hang out with the wrong crowd, it can be a little disturbing... Be careful of who you follow because some of their posts are either mind triggering or just simply nsfw. And i have a hard time following ppl back now T_T

9.) Is there anything you want wish when you meet the dragon Shenron of Dragon Ball? - Idk... I don’t want this to be like the movie ‘Wish Upon’ 😅😅

10.) Favorite Korean variety/reality show? - ever since I became a kpop fan, i have none 😋😄

11.) Say something about your ult bias. - ermm... I’m not good with this... But, what drawn me to him, aside from his obvious good looking appearance and the fact that he made himself known as the quiet one in the group (I am most attracted to that one quiet member..idk what’s wrong with me :D) To someone who’s not an Ahgase, he may give off the mysterious vibe, but to us fans, especially those who stan him... He’s actually just a cute shy cinnamon bun! And he’s just like every introverted people in the world! Quiet - and again - shy, prefers to stay around friends whom he’s known over the years, a family type of guy who happens to adore his two nieces. How cute is that?? asdfghjkl!! And have you seen him land all those magazine shoot gigs?! He looks gorgeous like the model he should be!! Well, this is all I can say, and I think I said enough... I think... 😋😄 _______________________________________________________

My Questions:

1. What is your favorite quote from any songs of your fav group(girl or boy)?

2. If your life is a book or movie or drama, what would you name it (title)? 

3. Would you write a song, choreograph, or become a manager of your fav group?

4. Coffee, Chocolate, Tea, or Water?

5. If you were to be in the situation like Madea’s Witness Protection movie and have to live with her, how long would you last? 

6. Which emoji do you usually use?

7. Where would you go if you were given a plane ticket and your flight is leaving in 2 hours?

8. *cont from Q #7 ... And who would you go with? One of your parents or siblings, best friend, or your ultimate bias?

9. Heights, Deep water, Insects, or Reptiles?

10. If you could pick a director, actors, and actresses to direct and play your life. Who would they be and why?

11. Branded makeup or Drugstore makeup?

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Tagging in: @2jaekisses @superfanboy19 @youngjaesloudlaugh @jj-nyoung @imjaebeomtrash @jeonandtuan @imxjaebeom @different-or-weird @pup-yongguk @wanderingingot7wonderland @krisyoels @aragyeom @officialwangtrash

“should we know us a little better” tag 📜        

RULES: you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people

I was tagged by: @lesbianblossomjimin(thank you for the tag :) I loved her answers, I felt as though I knew a little bit more about her and some of her answers had me emotional, then laughing so I thought let me try and do this…*hides*)

THE LAST:

1. Drink:  I just had breakfast so, Green tea.

2. Phone call: My mum.

3. Text message: A friend.

4. Song you listened to: Chung Ha – Why don’t you know 

5. Time you cried: Sad but I was watching a Chinese drama called ten miles of peach blossoms and there this was part that had me so emotional that I started crying…

6. Dated someone twice: no

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: no

8. Been cheated on: yes, by the first guy I fell in love with, the way I found out about his cheating now that I think about was funny and stupid on his part.

9. Lost someone special: no

10. Been depressed: I think I get sad about life and when things go bad like everyone else, ermm, I can’t pin point the last time though.

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: yes, this has happened.

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12-14: Pink, I love pink and blue, orange.

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: yes

16. Fallen out of love: no

17. Laughed until you cried: I’m trying to think…..

18. Found out someone was talking about you: nope

19. Met someone who changed you: not this year, no.

20. Found out who your friends are: I think this year, I’m realising I need to put myself first and not to care too much about pleasing other people.

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: noo

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: I don’t add people I don’t know in real life on facebook so…

23. Do you have any pets: no

24. Do you want to change your name: no

25. What did you do for your last Birthday: I had my birthday a few months ago and I celebrated it with the family because the previous year I celebrated it with my friends and even though it was lit, I missed my family and they missed me too…

26. What time did you wake up: 10am

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: watching the kdrama the great queen Seon Deok, it’s so addictive and good, I had to force myself to sleep.

28. Name something you can’t wait for: To be fully independent.

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: A few minutes ago.

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: At this moment, nothing…my life’s not perfect but I feel like if I was to change one thing I feel as though something worse would be affected.

31. What are you listening right now: Nine Muses new album.

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Of all the names it had to be this one, Tom was my first proper guy friend I ever had in highschool and we were really close, I remember he used to tell me when things were tough and I used to try and console him, we used to get up to mischief and egg each other on with stupid stuff. Of course we argued, made up and had fun as well. It’s a shame that after high school we kind of lost touch and I think now were both completely different people who have gone their separate ways.

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: the sun, it’s too hot…

34. Most visited Website: tumblr I guess and youtube…plus viki.

35. Mole/s: none

36. Mark/s: birthmark 

37. Childhood dream: Too embarrassing too say…I can’t…it’s just so silly.

38. Hair color: black

39. Long or short hair: medium length.

40. Do you have a crush on someone: Does Bangtan count?...if not then no

41. What do you like about yourself: oh, this is a good question…. I think I’m smart…I don’t know how to explain it but I know I’m not a genius but if I put my mind to something, I know I can do it. I like that I don’t settle for something and I don’t give up.

42. Piercings: Two in ears.

43. Bloodtype: I actually don’t know….

44. Nickname: Way too embarrassing…

45. Relationship status: Currently single by choice

46. Zodiac: Pisces

47. Pronouns: she/her/they

48. Favorite TV Show: I loveeee my tv shows so I can’t pick one erm but I would say Charmed, Girlfriends, Game of thrones and Breaking bad are at the top of my list and kdrama’s coffee prince is still my fave.

49. Tattoos: zero

50. Right or left hand: left-handed

51. Surgery: none

52. Piercing: again, two on ears.

53. Sport: I love swimming and dancing.

55. Vacation: Fave holiday was the first time we went to Spain.

56. Pair of trainers: I have a pair of Nike Thea (I think ) and Adidas.

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating: I just had breakfast so Oatmeal (healthy eating)

58. Drinking: Green tea

59. I’m about to: Carry on watching The great Queen of Seon Deok cos it’s so addictive.

61. Waiting for: it to rain so it’s not as hot.

62. Want: I don’t know…

63. Get married:  Yes, I would love to get married and have children but not now…

64. Career: in progress.

WHICH IS BETTER?:

65. Hugs or kisses: both…

66. Lips or eyes: ohh, this is hard…if we look at Jimin for example his eyes are so beautiful and then his lips are plump and hmmm…I can’t pick.

67. Shorter or taller: Taller.

68. Older or younger: Around the same age…

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: I don’t think it really matters….

71. Sensitive or loud: I think a person can be both

72. Hook up or relationship: relationship

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: neither

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. Kissed a stranger: yes, alcohol is the devil.

75. Drank hard liquor: yes but mixed with a juice or coke so I don’t know if that counts.

76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: don’t wear either.

77. Turned someone down: yes

78. Sex on the first date: no

79. Broken someones heart: yes

80. Had your heart broken: yes

81. Been arrested: no

82. Cried when someone died: yes

83. Fallen for a friend: no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. Yourself: YES!

85. Miracles: yes

86. Love at first sight: no, but you never know...

87. Santa Claus: no

88. Kiss on the first date: it depends I guess.

89. Angels: 50/50

OTHER:

90. Current best friends name: I had to count I have 5 good friends left, lol

91. Eyecolor: brown

92. Favorite movie: oh, how am I supposed to choose this….I guess Dream girls because I have seen it so many times when I was happy and sad.

and now i tag: @hellaparkjimin @jihyped @mochi-nochu @m0chimchim@marriedtothe-cypher @park-j1m1n-bts @stantalentstanjikook @kookmochi-yummy @sheepinabubble @probably-a-twix-bar @wildarmada @woahjiminie

@bangtancanyounot @likewhitedust @theresaargh @unknowbexo @alltheshitboutbts @calpalhoho @benrina @believejiminnie

Fic writer review

Tagged by @picnokinesis thank you Taka! 

1. How many works do you have on Ao3?

Twelve! (I’ll have to write another to make it 13 lol!)

2. What’s your total Ao3 word count?

665,232

3. How many fandoms have you written for?

Just the one that I’ve posted online- Doctor Who, and specifically Thirteen! 

4. Top 5 fics by kudos?

1. Rising Tides (270)- I’m incredibly touched this has the most kudos as this was the first that I put a lot of effort into, I had with my previous works but this one was longer and covered complex themes, so it’s very touching! 

2. Timeless (214)- This is the first fic I wrote! I remember doing it right after the series 12 finale as I was so compelled by the ending! I’m very pleased it’s been appreciated, a very kind way to be welcomed into the writing community!

3. On Hallowed Ground (127)- This one I also find so touching and I’m so pleased this many people enjoyed it as I became consumed by this and wrote it over 6 days so to know so many others also enjoyed something that quite literally consumed me and basically wrote itself is just fantastic! 

4. Ipseity (123)- I have a soft spot for this one, too, my first longer (ish) fic that I planned out and I’m really pleased people enjoyed it! I think it all started because I wanted to see 13 in a leather jacket and was very intrigued by the prospect of her having past lives she didn’t know about! 

5. Heaven Sent (110)- Ahh, I’m so happy this has made it to this list! I’m writing the final two chapters now and it’s been a passion project, my whole heart’s gone into it so to know this many have enjoyed thus far and we’ve still got a while to go (just coming up to halfway!) is really... ahh, I’m chuffed! 

5. Do you respond to comments? Why/why not?

Absolutely, they’re so precious to writers and I really appreciate people taking the time to leave one! Also, it’s nice to chat with your readers and it’s how I’ve made many friends! 

6. A fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending?

Hmmm I had to think about this for a while, I don’t really think I’ve got any with an angsty ending, I think bittersweet might be the closest, in which case I’ll say ‘On Hallowed Ground’ as it’s angsty with the circumstances but also hopeful at the end.

7. Do you write crossovers?

No, although sometimes my mind wanders over doing a Doctor Who/Merlin crossover fic, all for the bants of seeing those characters interact (Graham and Gauis immediate besties), but I don’t think I’ll ever write it!

8. Ever received hate on a fic?

I have not, which is nice! 

9. Do you write smut?

hahaha nope! I do include sexual themes in my work, but do that annoying thing where it cuts away before they get to the actual smut bit! I just can’t do it, it’d be terrible, although I know someone who wants me to ( @ivyinspace 😉)

10. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Wait that happens? 

11. Ever had a fic translated?

Nope but if anyone wants to please don’t hesitate to get in touch!

12. Have you ever co-written a fic?

I have not, although had talks about it!

13. All time fav ship?

All time?! Gotta be the Titanic. Lmao no I’d say Thasmin, although I am partial to some Thoscei 

14. WIP you want to finish but don’t think you ever will?

I’ll be honest, I don’t think I’ll ever finish Cosmic Fireworks. I wish I’d left it as a one shot tbh but I don’t want to delete the second chapter off ao3. But I can’t see myself finishing it, I wasn’t into it as much as I am normally with my fics, but we’ll see, who knows, perhaps one day I’ll wake up with the inclination! 

15. Writing strengths?

*mind goes blank* 

ermm... I think I’m quite good at taking complex themes and exploring them well- I find that the pieces come together easily in my mind and (provided I write it all out and plan first) it’s like I can lay out a problem and carefully craft the solution. I suppose that might make me good at characterisation? I also think that I’m good at setting the scene and describing places maybe.  

16. Writing weaknesses?

I write way too much, I need to be more concise. Also I think I have a habit of needing my characters to show they’re good people, and that means sometimes my own voice carries over into theirs, and perhaps I could be better at exploring the complexities of characters, if that makes sense (something that goes beyond characterisation is what I mean, like maybe I’m making the point too hard sometimes). I also think that sometimes I need to chill- there doesn’t have to be a big point to scenes sometimes, no great narrative or thing to take away, sometimes it’s just the pleasure of reading something that’s important, even if it’s silly. 

17. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in a fic?

I wish I could speak another language, but alas I cannot, otherwise I would, but I would then put translation. 

18. First fandom you wrote for?

It was actually Merlin, I never published it online but it was when I was about 13/14 and first discovered fanfic and was a huge fan of Merlin I thought, ‘that sounds fun let’s do it’! I was already writing little silly stories anyway so it was like a whole new concept which also felt familiar, although they were awful so I’m glad they never went online! 

19. What’s your fav fic you’ve written so far?

Agh idk! In terms of a story I think is good quality and engaging, I’d say ‘On Hallowed Ground’ as it’s concise, the plot and emotions mix well, I think, and overall I’m really proud of it. But in terms of my favourite one to write, I’m not sure if I can pick one. I enjoy writing them all, although tbh with some there are chapters I just have to grit my teeth through to write (by my own fault because I make things way too complicated!), but enjoyment is what it’s about! But maybe I’d single out my aus because they’re more my own invention that the others, in particular Heaven Sent- so that and Rising Tides, final answer! (see, this is what I mean, I write too much jfc...)

This is open to anyone who wants to do it!! 😊

TAG GAME

RULES: Complete the questions & say who tagged you in the first place. When you've finished, tag some people. Well I read @omg-okimhere's response to this and decided to give it a whirl as a distraction exercise and whilst waiting for my beloved Mr Dimbleby to appear on the tv. 1. ARE YOU NAMED AFTER SOMEONE? Yep, my first name is an abbreviated form of my maternal Grandmother's middle name as well as being the title of one of my parent's favourite songs (they listened to it a lot whilst expecting me). My middle name is my Dad's eldest sister's middle name as she was unable to be my Godmother so was given a nod that way. 2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? I've been quite good today and remained in control of myself, so yesterday. 3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? I do, actually. I get too obsessive about it though when it comes to writing addresses on envelopes and stuff. 4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE LUNCH MEAL? Erm...if I could have anything tomorrow lunchtime it would be spicy parsnip soup a la @olive-fu! 5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? No human ones yet, just canine and feline ones <3 6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? In all honesty, I'd like to think so. 7. DO YOU USE SARCASM? Afraid so. Not as much as when I was a gobby teen (I was such a cliche at times...meh). 8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS? Yes, although I'm not really meant to, they should have been out years ago. 9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? Ermm, I quite like the idea but doubt I'd be able to do it by myself. Think I'd like to try a tandem skydive for that reason at some point. 10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE TYPE OF CEREAL? Nesquik! (With icy cold milk!) 11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? Don't tend to wear laced up shoes tbh. It would depend on the shoe itself I suppose. 12. DO YOU THINK YOU'RE A STRONG PERSON? I feel cocky saying so, but yes. All things considered I think I am, even though it's hard to remember that in times of deep despair. 13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE ICE CREAM? Mint choc chip. Without exception. 14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? Their accent and their mood. 15. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVOURITE PHYSICAL THING YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF? Well I'm trying to embrace the positives so this question sucks. Trivial answer - my split ends are driving me batty, I really need a hair cut. 16. WHAT COLOUR PANTS AND SHOWS ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW? By 'pants' I'm choosing to believe you mean 'trousers', and so my answer is grey and pink pj bottoms! And no shoes as I'm on my bed. 17. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? The wind, distant cars outside and Romy's sleepy canine breathing. 18. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE? The dark green you'd use if you were drawing a picture of a forest. 19. FAVOURITE SMELL? The perfume my Mum wore when I was little, fresh cut grass, lavender, fresh laundry. 20. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU SPOKE TO ON THE PHONE? Can't remember if it was my sister or @olive-fu, and I'm not leaving this screen on my phone to check! 21. FAVOURITE SPORT TO WATCH? Tennis, all the way. Followed by rugby and Olympic rhythmic gymnastics. 22. HAIR COLOUR? Very dark brown with flashes of amber tones sometimes. 23. EYE COLOUR? Very dark brown with flashes of amber tones sometimes. (See above.) 24. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? Nope, although I'm going to take the plunge with glasses soon, for reading. 25. FAVOURITE FOOD TO EAT? Ermm, the best stuff is always stuff you make with other people whilst chatting. Anything @olive-fu makes is good for my soul. 26. SCARY MOVIES OR COMEDY? I adore ghost story films, like The Others, An American Haunting and Crimson Peak etc but not 'scary for scary's sake' films. I love comedies too though! It depends on the day tbh! 27. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? The Man In The Iron Mask (with Tanwise) <3 28. WHAT COLOUR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? The matching top for my pj bottoms (so grey and pink)! 29. SUMMER OR WINTER? Winter. I enjoy summer only when something nice is happening like roadtrips with lovely people. For day to day existence, I'm comfier in winter. 30. HUGS OR KISSES? Hugs. I'm a big fan of hugs. 31. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU CURRENTLY READING? The Reptile Room - Lemony Snicket 32. WHO DO YOU MISS RIGHT NOW? My sister. Tanwise. @olive-fu @little-fleur @agriff11 and other assorted peeps. 33. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? Haven't owned one since the about the turn of the millennium! And I'll have been 9/10 years old at the time, so it won't really have been mine! 34. WHAT IS THE LAST TV PROGRAMME YOU WATCHED? Judge Judy (because she is awesome) and the next one I'm going to watch (not that you asked) is Question Time!!! (So I can get angry at the telly and not my life.) 35. WHAT IS THE BEST SOUND? Falling rain. Doggy snuffling. Cats walking along piano keyboards. 36. ROLLING STONES OR THE BEATLES? Not a massive fan of either (can take em or leave em really) although there are a few Beatles songs I love. 37. WHAT IS THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE EVER TRAVELLED? I suppose in miles it's from the North East to New York but in terms of longest time on the road it'd be a childhood holiday where we drove down to San Sebastián in Portugal in a dilapidated old car - I was six and it was the best adventure. 38. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT? I can tell a mean bedtime story ;) 39. WHERE WERE YOU BORN? The Boro. TAGGING - @olive-fu @little-fleur @agriff11 @whatwhatwotter (don't feel you have to!)