what gets bigger
and more empty
the faster
you try to fill it?
the void inside of you.
-no amount of drugs or girls will fill it.
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i feel like i live in a different world than everyone else wrt covid. like everyone else has come here from some universe where the last three years never happened and they can just go about their days maskless and uncaring. does anyone hear me? does anyone notice? am i banging on a glass wall? will no one pay any attention??????
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starting any new medication with intended or unintended mental effects is so weird. it’s not exactly like waking up with a whole new brain but it definitely feels like my mind got reformatted. this latest nervous system one is doing some what it’s supposed to physically (thank god) but it’s definitely doing… something to my thinking patterns and emotional responses. i’m not sure what. it has some overlap with the symptoms of an early manic upswing in the sense that the “regard for consequences” segment of my brain is sending an out-of-office message, so i thought it was that at first, but that’s definitely not it. but. something.
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i got this new firefox extension that lets you completely customize tumblrs desktop palette theme colors to whatever the hell you want its incredible
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✩⛤★ respect your sunbae! ★⛤✩
Yoo Joonghyuk is one of the many players that found themselves isekai'd into the MMORPG Ways of Survival. He's ready to start his journey, cut down Demon Kings and Constellations alike, and find a way back to his little sister in the real world no matter what obstacles lay in his path - but he has to get through the tutorial first.
... Hey, isn't the tutorial NPC a LOT more aggravating than he used to be?
✩⛤★⛤✩
fandom: omniscient reader’s viewpoint
pairing: yoo joonghyuk/kim dokja
rating: t
warnings: graphic depictions of violence
link: [ https://archiveofourown.org/works/53100739/chapters/134352253 ]
✩⛤★⛤✩
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Pretty sure i have abandonment issues but i just suppress them and and push myself away from people instead because idk how a healthy relationship works :3
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As someone who has worked front of house at a theatre venue for the past three years, I full heartedly believe that we need a sit com taking place at a theatre venue. The stuff that happens here is unreal.
Tonight, a patron thought the music was too loud so instead of coming to courtesy and using the ear plugs we offer (for free), he decided to shove a napkin into his ear. Said napkin got stuck, so what does one do when a napkin is stuck in your ear? Well apparently you dont talk to the EMTs on standby or go to the ER. Instead you call 911.
And that's how we ended up with the police and fire department outside the building today while our poor EMTs listened to the situation on radio and stared at the scene out the door while shaking their heads in disappointment and shit talking.
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Broken Mind
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Memories falling
shattered like glass
broken pieces
cutting my fingers
piercing my thoughts
reflecting pain
of what I lost
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