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ashfdhfgdsfk · 11 months

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done!

might remake to a new account entirely and change the name i go by

#you might see a post floating around about it #i wont be posting the url here so have fun scavenging friends <3 SJDHFGDHSJ #sorry i wish i cd just link you guys but #unfortunately thatd make the whole point of changing blogs moot #txt #pinned #i wont be posting much on here anymore so :'-) i hope you guys come follow me on my new blog

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ashfdhfgdsfk · 11 months

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WAIT. I CANT BELIEVE I JUST GOT THE PUN. “you can slice the ginger” (the cooking ingredient) (but ALSO. he thought will brought him freddie’s meat!!! the ginger!!)

#guys...........#ASDFGHJFHD

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ashfdhfgdsfk · 11 months

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i love shrikes because they’re horrible little carnivores whose feeding habits are grim enough to earn then the nickname ‘butcherbird’ but they look like this

#birds #shrike

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ashfdhfgdsfk · 11 months

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we don't talk but I love your art and I am wishing you the best moving forward. I don't know what is going on but I hope you stay safe

:'-) thank you anon <3 you better stay safe out there too

#asks #everybody take care of yourselves!!! this is a threat.#<3 #this is very sweet of you anon im holding your hands gently in mine

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ashfdhfgdsfk · 11 months

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Yo I just went through a period of emotional hell myself where the problems became insurmountable so I just needed to REST. So I just let everything fucking go, and I fell down the stairs because my legs were TIRED goddamnit

just wanted you to know you're not in it alone

and also, once your legs have gotten enough rest, you'll be able to climb up again, and emotions aren't like a real staircase, you can fall for 7 straight years and then once you like, stop, the top can be...right there?

my point is you're more resilient than it feels like and some rando on the internet cares about you

this rando on the internet cares about you too man :'-)

ive gone through some deep depressions in the past and its true, they really do better better. but lifes fulla a lotta ups and downs, and sometimes you find yourself back in that pit. just gotta remind yourself that its all temporary, and theres always gonna be things to look forward to, even if you cant see it in the moment

i, for one, am looking forward to the next time i get to pet a cat or feed some of the jays in my yards peanuts. i still havent gotten to hand feed a bird, so theres that to look forward to too

thank you for sending me this. we all go through shit sometimes but it really does help to hear that someone out there cares. i really hope things smooth out for you too anon because you really do deserve it

#asks #im kinda in the feels atm so this might sound hella sappy but im just. very grateful to have people like you in my life #just knowing theres kind people out there makes the world seem a lot less grey #and youre so right about the top of the stairs being right there when you turn around #for anyone else thats in the dumps rn #you will see a future thats worth looking forward to #even if it just means watching that next episode or listening to the new album thats due to drop at any minute #there are things to hold on for and its worth it #i love you guys a lot

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ashfdhfgdsfk · 11 months

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whoever made this 2hr compilation video of my favorite characters being cute as hell together im kissing u on the mouth

#txt #38k likes #you all get me

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ashfdhfgdsfk · 11 months

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might remake to a new account entirely and change the name i go by

#depresso rant incoming skipp all this if you dont wanna hear it #txt #el/ena might have to become a deadname for lack of a better word sjdhfg #putting the slash because im beyond paranoid now #nothing on this earth is sacred i feel like ive lost the only safe space i had left #would you guys call me some silly name if i asked :-( fuck #shit im so hurt this is the worst #trying to be positive so im not just a huge drag but im so isolated in my real life and as stupid as it sounds #tumblr was becoming a little home id carved out for myself #and i feel like im never going to feel safe here again #but in order to tell you guys about a new blog url ill have to post about it which means they might see it too and uagshfg #and god it doesnt even matter bc my arts out there anyway and a few random 10k+ note posts so theres a chance theyll find me no matter what #and shit i loved so many of my old urls but i cant ever reuse them and i feel like im seriously losing my fucking mind trying to hide #like tumblr and having you guys was the only thing keeping me going through all this shit and it feels like ive lost all of that comfort #this is gonna be the worst fucking birthday ever dude just for that extra cherry on top like i seriously have nothing going for me rn SJDHG #denver and a few lovely mutuals to keep me kicking but oughgf #i feel sick #feel like i need to shower and scrub my soul raw to get this vile ass feeling out #god im sorry to be negative i rlly am i try to keep things cheery round here but im styeadily reaching my limit #and i want to reblog stuff to comfort myself but i dont want to reblog anything in case theyre watching and fuck im so dfjsfgjksfjkgsfkdgh #i could really go for a hug right about now s'all

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ashfdhfgdsfk · 11 months

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Are you good? Your username looks like you fell down the stairs lol

feels like im falling down the worlds longest flight of stairs im ngl

#asks #ill be alright bc i have to be and then maybe eventually itll start feeling true #everythings just a giant crapload mess atm so im probably gonna be rotating between a bunch of keysmash urls until things smooth out #might not be posting much in the meantime #sorry for being a wreck sjdhfg

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ashfdhfgdsfk · 11 months

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Zelenogorsk is sand bathing

#north the way tears just instantly started LEAKING #i love you :-( thank yop for the kitty :-(#cats #pallas cat #ty north <3 #i am so emotionally fragile right nowe im apologizing in advance if i say anything embarrassing JSDHFG #unfiltered sad sappy be upon you ♥️

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ashfdhfgdsfk · 11 months

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keeping the same pfp for now but. yeah hi guys. its me. my urls probably gonna change a couple dozen fucking times in the next 24-48 hours for top secret legal reasons. sorry for the confusion sdhfgdh

#feeling violated 👍#hey abby if youre reading this and you have any fucking compassion in your heart please get the fuck off my blog #thanks #jesus christ #txt #anyways sorry to any new people following me during this sudden drama my life is just chock full of excitement rn yippee

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ashfdhfgdsfk · 11 months

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Hi you have a cool url and like hannibal and i resonated with your tags on the friendship photo post so I'm following you now ✌️❤️

this is very funny timing to me bc for private reasons i have to change my url again but SJDHFGDHS this is very sweet of you hi and welcome and i hope you enjoy your stay <333

#asks #legendary chemistry #my new url is just gonna be keysmash for a second bc this is a very sjdhfgdh #situation i need to change my url asap #but EITHER WAY!!!!!!!!!! HI!!!!!!!!!!

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