.... i am

One thing I’ll say about the hate for Kabru and Toshiro is how I feel hurt by it not as a poc but as someone who has the same traits as them. I hate that people are able to understand that Laios can’t read the room but have a hard time understanding why Toshiro didn’t communicate/validate only Laios feelings and not Toshiro’s. Ofc he should have and that’s a flaw of his character. But I just feel so awful seeing people not understanding that if Toshiro was able to communicate he would have. I’m the same way. I’m a pushover, I let people cross my boundaries and I struggle with communicating my feelings.

Like imagine relating to Toshiro AND Laios. I’ve had someone who didn’t like me and said something behind my back treat me as if we were friends. And I’ve struggled to be open about my feelings when people bothered me causing me to snap and seem mean/rude.

The Toshiro hate is definitely valid and completely understandable especially as an autistic person who’s dealt with what Laios is going through. But the way people speak about Toshiro just makes me feel also awful and uncomfortable

Serge Battour and Gilbert Cocteau from the manga "Kaze to Ki no Uta" or "The Song of the Wind and the Trees" (1976-1984) by Keiko Takemiya

"Please let me get what I want"

people who dislike saiki kusuo i need to pick and prod at ur brain. whats going on in there?

The thing that absolutely blows my mind about some people who seem to think they're MHA fans but clearly are not is that they'll be like "MHA would have been so much better if ____" and then they proceed to fill in the blank with THE MOST. GENERIC. OVERDONE. PREMISE. IMAGINABLE.

Everyone when MHA came out: MHA is so cool it takes old tropes and subverts them and/or turns them on their heads!

"Everyone" now: MHA would be so much better if it was just the old generic tropes recycled again and again and again because I cannot imagine having to read a story I can't already predict everything about just from tropes and also I have no interest in realizing that other cultures have different concepts of what makes a good story, no no no I just want the same rehashed Hollywood pandering bullshit a million times please.

Imagine a soft kiss between Marcille and Falin.

Imagine them going, "My Dragon" "My Lord".

Imagine them holding onto each other for fear that the other might disappear or change into something they can't recognize.

suck in a cycle

squishy. pliable. like mochi.

Dear future husband, I’d kill for you~

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i’m falling back into it again. i just feel like i’m missing out on so many good things, i’ll never get the high school experience again. why do they make it so hard me ? or maybe i’m not trying hard enough .

I’ll be honest. Dungeon meshi has slightly or very much been ruined for me by fans and I think I’ll have trouble seeing the series the same way :(

Like my experience has been so frustrating. Not even just with the racism but just in general. I hate how this beautiful anime/manga just makes me uncomfortable and upset when I see it.

Ofc I still like it and will post about it. But the way I just feel uncomfortable thinking about certain stuff pertaining to it hurts.